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Oh my - the sheer desperation in Crowley’s face as he strides forward to kiss Aziraphale. This is it. His acts of service didn’t get his message across. He couldn’t find the words. This is his one last chance to make Aziraphale realise Crowley loves him, that he is Crowley’s world, heaven and hell - and Crowley knows it’s going to fail even as he reaches for Aziraphale but he has to try, one last time he has to try.
And how he must treasure that brief, all too brief, moment Aziraphale kissed him back, put his hand on Crowley’s back and pulled him just the tiniest bit. Did he imagine it? Or is it enough for one tiny thread of hope? A flickering candle light in the vast darkness of the universe?
Or has Crowley given all he has to give now and nothing more is left.
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"Friends. With benefits?"
"Yeah, no, we're not doing that -"
(For the context)
#The Flash#lothario wells#Harry Wells#Cisco Ramon#'would you fuck your clone'#the great(ish) gifening project#edits#well now i made myself sad
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She knows what it is to lose everything, even as the words fall from @witch1ing ‘s lips. Her own eyes lift to the skies above out of instinct – but they’re empty, so empty, and she knows before she’s even told, knows what sacrifice has been made, can see the grief on the wyvern before her who cries for kin. A glance at Manon is all it takes for her to know what her heart already tells her to be true. Thirteen. Now dead - and only one to remain.
Hiss of shock leaves her lips for a moment, and where so rarely Aelin is lost for words, she is now. None she can speak will take this away or make this better, that she knows. Her own heart still weighs heavy with the thought of all she’s lost – a list she adds to more frequently than she likes to think.
Her parents. Lady Marion. Nehemia. Gavriel. Sam. The list goes on.
But even then, with all she’s lost, she doesn’t think she can imagine pain like this.
Hand moves now to lay against the shoulder beside her, and though she doesn’t press for more than just that one touch, her fingers squeeze lightly, her eyes flickering before them both, and she speaks softly.
“There will come a time soon where we rebuild the parts of Orynth this battle has broken. When wounds have healed and people have rested.” A moment, now, and Aelin dares the next. “There will be a memorial built for them. All of them. The people of Terrasen will never forget what was lost to defeat Morath.”
A familiar burn to her hues as her own tears threaten to fall, the grief she feels on the other’s behalf – but it’s not hers to feel, and not her pain to take. Pain that must be felt, before even the thought of healing can ever begin.
“We will not forget, Manon. As long as Terrasen stands, we will remember what was given. I promise you that.”
#witch1ing#v. canon oo5. » and at long last ; she was home. «#ii. asks. » no savior to rally behind but a cataclysm to be weathered. «#interactions#well now i made myself sad
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while the concept of samuel existing in maia's room as some sort of afterlife has been wonderfully and sincerely portrayed in some recent fanworks, it's also very funny to me because I imagine the first few moments of samuel being in the room going something like
#on a less funny note#go check out its-short-for-jackalope's really cool art for this concept#as well as snarky-wallflower's and midnightnautilus' fics about it#their art and fics are incredible!#pulp musicals#samuel stratford#maia pulp musicals#m.a.i.a. pulp musicals#<- not entirely sure how to tag her#the searcher in the shadows#pulp musicals spoilers#the searcher in the shadows spoilers#tsits spoilers#pulp 4 spoilers#my art#also a side note about the “grappling with his own demise” part#i. definitely think he had accepted his own death in samuel and the sun (reprise)#but i would imagine the first few moments after it occurring would be. quite disorienting. hence him being understandably shaken#(at least at first)#have now made myself sad. oh dear
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Do you...Do you think, many years later, after a long stint of adventuring and travelling, Fabian will traipse into Riz's home, ready to catch up and find Riz in bed with grey hair, deep wrinkles and a cane at his bedside?
And do you think the weight of the passage of time will hit Fabian all at once? Will he understand his mother when she said that a year will pass in a blip?
And... And do you think Riz will smile a wrinkly smile and wave Fabian over with bony hand and Fabian will stumble to kneel at his bedside.
Do you think Fabian will sit there for hours on end chatting with Riz, making a silent vow never to miss a single second of the short time he has left with him?
#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#fantasy high#dimension 20#I made *myself* sad when i thought of this#so now I'm gonna make all of *you* sad as well!!#HA!!#fabriz
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★ — comments from jason robertson, nils lundkvist, matt murray, jake oettinger & matt duchene (+ britt wedgewood & jason's girlfriend) on scott wedgewood's goodbye post via instagram; july 28, 2024
#hockey#stars#dallas stars#jason robertson#nils lundkvist#matt murray#jake oettinger#matt duchene#scott wedgewood#@murr read the roommmmmmm now is not the time for a new nashville predators solidarity fist bump 😭#and the singular sad emoji from jake. girl never change#compiling all their comments together into one image was a fun little form of torture i subjected myself to this morning <3#good god. WHO is going to order sides for nils and robo now#who's going to make their reservations .............#having this knowledge now + knowing that jake's made the reservations for team dinners since his sophomore season.#are goalies the ones allowed to pick where to eat on the stars or#rachel is getting jason's girlfriend'd because while PERSONALLY i choose to believe her last name is havingfun#that is as of yet unconfirmed & will remain so unless/until her and robo get married & he changes his last name to havingfun as well
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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Snoopy #39
9/11/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#39#pissed off and kicking myself rn i shan't lie!#i made a friend tonight at an event and we got along really well and then said goodbye without exchanging contact info!#so now i may never see him again and i'm sad about it!! :(#my only hope is that i frequently run into people i know when i'm out and about so maybe i will run into him again but yeah that's flimsy :#since there are some people that i just never ever ever run into#SIGHHHHHHHH#so that is the Regret i have been Pondering tonight
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wimbledon 2023, sky sports [uncredited] // the illusion of separateness, simon van booy // semifinal, wimbledon 2023, toby melville // the wild marsh: four seasons at home in montana, rick bass // semifinal, wimbledon 2023, alberto pezzali // september tomatoes, karina borowicz // final, wimbledon 2023, mike hewitt // anna akhmatova in the akhmatova journals, lydia chukovskaya // final, wimbledon 2023, john walton // zami: a new spelling of my name, audre lorde // final, wimbledon 2023, dylan martinez // a letter to j.m. murry, katherine mansfield
#well...i made myself sad abt this lmfao so now you have to experience it to ig.#ons jabeur#wta tennis#wimbledon#web weaving
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"I hope you told your brother how much you loved him, because you're probably never gonna see him again."
"..."
"Was that too dark?"
"YES!"
"Sorry."
#mario movie#mario move spoilers#super mario bros movie#super mario bros#mario and luigi#super mario bros movie spoilers#cherrysip edits#i was gonna make a different gifset today but then i found that new trailer and WELL HERE WE ARE lol#TOAD SERIOUSLY CAN YOU READ THE ROOM HERE???????????#first time in the town was kinda funny second time was genuinely a bit upsetting to the point that i gasped when i heard the dialogue#mario would prefer you Do Not Say Things Like That!!!!!!!#he is no way shape or form emotionally prepared to grapple with the idea of his brother being dead or never being able to find him#that would end him. that would destroy him. he would truly not know how to go on. so that is just firmly Not a Possibility in his brain#(and now i made myself REALLY sad thinking about mario remembering this conversation a little later and wondering#when WAS the last time he told luigi he loved him????? he can't remember. he loves his brother more than anything and anyone#but he hasn't said it outloud in so long and the realization of that is extremely painful. there's some more angst for you!!!)#anyway this is just a compilation of all the significant scenes where mario and luigi are actually together we've seen so far and I CRY#also the brand-new one of them running through town!!! omg it's perfect#with mario doing unnecessary parkour and luigi just diligently jogging along on the outside and avoiding the mess#the characterization even in the tiniest moments like this is truly CHEF'S KISS#will be working on more gifsets because my brain just needs to stare at all this until the movie comes out lololol
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Crochet/knit life hack: If you crochet or knit a big, fluffy blanket, you can cuddle under it when you finish while you make other projects
#art#fiber art#crochet#knit#i'm doing this right now!!#this blanket is in my FAVOURITE COLOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!#i'm kind of iffy about the yarn itself but it's really soft and again in my favourite colour so i will deal with it#i'm just excited because i feel like i find few things readily available in this deep golden/mustard yellow. it's sad tbh#like of COURSE i can order yellow things but that doesn't mean it's the same yellow irl as it is in a store do you get me?#that's why i don't really want to buy yarn online because the colours could look different on the site versus in my hand#it's actually amazing to me that i can make a blanket and my hard work will keep me warm...#(well also the hard work of the people who made the yarn but i did also do my part)#i'm going to start calling myself a cozy crocheter (i'm making a lot of cozy-themed projects lmaoo)
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🍓🍓 more vince lore!!
Moar Vince lore!!! :DD tysm for asking!!
🍓Like a good little corporat-in-the-making, Vince went to only the best and most prestigious schools his parents could afford. He was good at school, not because he cared to be particularly, but he is curious and likes to learn new things. The most important thing he learned at school however was not to trust his peers, how to manipulate others to your own advantage, and getting away unscathed by framing someone else for a mess you made. Long story short, he wasn't particularly popular, neither among classmates nor teachers, but managed to somehow never get in trouble because his grades were good and there rarely was evidence to pin anything on him despite people knowing very well he'd been the one instigating shit.
🍓Jackie saved his life 5 times: the day they met he saved him from getting shot by another Valentino gang member. A few months later he helped Vince escape his abusive home. While Vince worked for Arasaka, Jackie was his cover during a close-call encounter during some shady dealings with a cartel. And then the two times in game, the night Vince got fired at Lizzie's, had Jackie not been there, he likely would've ended up in a similar spot to Carter Smith or Frank Nostra. And then he saved his life a final time without even knowing by giving him the Relic for safekeeping ;-;
#cyberpunk 2077#vincent ezaki#answered asks#eurodyne-d#nooouuuhh I made myself sad now#jackie welles
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The light of the Jedi?
Come on Star Wars give her a break that woman is very tired
Bonus fans under the cut:
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#i spend an ungodly amount of my life thinking about this poor lady#also i love her new look#also i love her#me accidentally rendering the scar nice and deciding I need to render EVERYTHING now#i started drawing this cuz I need to wait for the comic until I can continue my fic#guess which poor idiot thought it will come out tomorrow#me#now I made myself sad#my obsession with this traumatized space wizard is not very good#me and my mommy issues staring at Avar Kriss: well shit#Star wars I swear don’t kill her#i will cry very much#also shadows of starlight 2 preview?#God my angst loving heart#im ranting in the tags again#sorry#the high republic#star wars the high republic#avar kriss
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I just know damn well that Lancelot is the one that carried Percival back to Zeldris and Gelda after he died, and that breaks my heart..
#4koa#i made myself cry#i’m not kidding#tears welled up in my eyes#shit tragic#I miss them#it’s now been 3-4 weeks since Percy and I don’t think I’m gonna make it#Lancelot in his sad boy hours#mokushiroku no yonkishi#tristan liones#4kota#four knights of the apocalypse#anime and manga#tristan#lancelot#percival#gawain#arthur pendragon
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recent sketches
hhhello been inactive for a while so have some sketches i've done recently XP
changed the way i draw the little guy
a friend had this hc that during chapter 27 edgar wasn't really taking care of himself so his hair got longer . then zarla confirmed it
thing i banged in like 30 minutes instead of going to sleep . this is from @metamorphmigus and @cherry-207's au , btw
lolol that's literally all idk why i thought i had more things
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#scriabin#zarla s#skybound serenade#uh um#i don't have anything interesting going on in my life rn tbh#just that i'm currently working on a collab XP#and i'm so super happy because well some stuff#i llllove this fandom#also mmm new sidefics#hair on end made me so sad and it doesn't even make any sense#it's mostly because i kin edgar a lot and i'm going through something similar but#overall great sidefic oouugghh#i'm trying so.hard not to explode right now i'm sorry idk what else to ssssay#ssssoo sso mcuh stuff going on i swearr i SWEAR#aside from that uh#again i'm having trouble getting myself to draw recently#need to wwork on the askblog but i also have some ideas i want to work on#nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn also i'm back to being absorbed by ai chat apps#well that's all . bye#sunny's art
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can’t keep my fucking plants alive
#fucking hell#makes me so SAD#stop DROOPING you were doing so WELL#YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LIVE#YOU WERE DOING GOOD#angry at myself for overwatering this FUCKING CATNIP#I was SO HAPPY to find that catnip it made me feel happy and now it’s drooping and I can’t do anything but guess what’s wrong and hope I ca#fix it#like it’s PROBABLY OVERWATERED but it could be underwatering WHO KNOWS#Overwatering makes sense because it was in a fucking cup of water waiting to be repotted doing really well#but then it’s leaves started curling (overwatering??) and so I potted it and now it’s all limp and drooping#FUCK#why am I so sad about this#my chest is all heavy I don’t LIKE IT#and I can’t do anything about it#my own fault somehow. feelin not-good-stabby now. wanna hurt. but nope#my spider plants have all died#don’t know why#soil probably had shitty drainage#why did I put the catnip in the same fucking pot that the spider plants used to be in#was the only one I had available I guess#the other spider plants that the others water are doing fine why is it MY PLANTS that are dying#sun speaks#i guess#ignore this#sorry if you see this moots. pardon the swearing.
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