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âjayââÂ
the sentence you somehow thought you could form dies in your throat as your breath shudders in your lungs.Â
âyes, my love?â your roommate, jason todd, looks up from where heâs happily situated: between your thighs. his attention now divided, youâre mercifully granted a break. you gulp for air, your hands over your face.Â
âi just needââÂ
âwhat? what do you need?â he cuts you off, impatient that youâre pulling him away from what heâs been so dutifully working on for probably an hour..if not more. âyou want me to stop?â jason teases, rubbing a warm, calloused hand over the meat of your thigh. âdoes it feel too good?â
âw-what?â confused, you shake your head. âi donâtââ
âi think you need someone to worry about you for once, huh?â he raises an eyebrow at you, causing your cheeks to heat as your hands fly back up to your face. âwhat, you donât agree?âÂ
you open your mouth to argue, then close it. then open it again, thinking.Â
âmm. thatâs what i thought.â your roommate smirks at you, turning his gaze back onto the part of you thatâs still pulsing with heat from his ministrations. his chinâs slick from how much time heâs spent tongue deep in your pussy.Â
but he wants more.Â
wants to feel your hands in his hair again, gripping as he draws orgasm after orgasm out of you. wants to feel your thighs tight around his head, your self-control wavering as your back arches off the mattress, again and again.Â
wants nothing but to breathe you in as he presses feathery light kisses to your puffy clit, watching you squirm from the barely-there pressure of his lips.Â
wants you, all of you, the happy, sad, messy, angry, loving, caring, beautiful you,
âbut jason: dead and revived, beaten and bruised, silent and steadfast, your jason, canât always put that into words, can he?
so he wants you to feel it, really feel it:
in the way he pats your thigh lovingly as he runs his tongue through your folds, over and over.Â
in the way he carries you to bed when you fall asleep on him in the living room. kisses your forehead as he tucks you in.
in the way he brushes your hair out of your face before he grabs you by the cheeks and your lips meet.Â
in the way he knows your favorite, well, everything.Â
in the way heâs always holding your hand when the two of you walk anywhere.
in the way his pupils always widen, huge and blown out, when he looks at you, making your heart pound in time with his as he holds your gaze.Â
in the way he washes your hair in the shower,Â
makes your coffee in the mornings,Â
buys and arranges flowers for you,
wears that cologne you like,
knows the sidewalk rule,Â
kisses your forehead,
laughs with you,
smirks at you,
loves you.
and yet you two are..Â
you two, and you both worry.Â
of course, you both worry.Â
he worries heâs not enough for youâ
his lifestyle, his history..how could he ever be what you need? how could he give you the life you deserve?
âand you worry youâre a little too much sometimes.Â
a man like that? with his past, his present? and yet he takes care of you like itâs the easiest thing in the world. like he could do it in his sleep.Â
all you know is that he doesnât have to worry, shouldnât have to, because whatever, or however much he thinks he wants something, you want it just as much..if not more.Â
and what you want next? to make it official? to really, truly, make him your jason?
well.Â
how could he refuse you?
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the birthday boy
daryl dixon x fem!reader | fluff | (cringe, cringe, cringe! i canât help who i amđbasic gift ideas bc i couldnât think of anything, kissing.)
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One thing you were you would never get back was knowing the date. Youâd spent the last couple years in the dark, you had a brief idea of how many years had gone by but dates? Absolutely no clue. It was when you and your group got to Alexandria that you learnt they knew the date, theyâd kept track; it wasnât like they were out killing walkers and fighting for survival, so they had the time to do such a mundane thing.
Youâd asked Daryl when his birthday was a long time ago, just after the farm fell and before you reached the prison. The two of you were on watch whilst everyone else slept â or at least tried to â and you wanted to know his zodiac sign. It was silly, but you wanted to talk about something that wasnât the hell your lives had become. Heâd muttered out âJanuary 6thâ, and then gone silent once again. You kept that information stored in the little Daryl section in your mind, and you hadnât forgotten it.
âWhatâre you doinâ?â Daryl muttered sleepily, waking up to you sitting on him with a wide grin on your face. He opened one eye, looking from you to the window. âThe sun ainât even fully risen. Better âave a good reason to wake me up.â
âI do,â you murmured, leaning down to catch his lips with yours. He didnât argue, his arms loosely wrapping around your waist as he kissed you back.
âYou alrighâ?â He checked quietly. You definitely werenât the early riser out of the pair of you, in the morningâs that he had to go on an early supply run and tried to wake you to say goodbye heâd usually be cursed at.
âYeah,â you reassured softly, running your hand through his growing locks. âHappy birthday, handsome.â
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion, before he let out a soft huh. âIs that today?â
âYes, itâs today you idiot,â you giggled, pecking his cheek. âDo you want your presents now or at the party?â
âWhatâŚâ he muttered, eyes widening.
You snorted, swatting at his chest. âIâm kidding. Thereâs no party. But me and Carol are baking a cake and you canât say no, I already had to talk them out of finding a birthday banner.â
âMhm, appreciate it,â he smirked lazily, drawing circles into your thigh. âCan we go back to sleep now, darlinâ? I appreciate the birthday wake up, but âm exhausted.â
âYou donât want your presents,â you pouted.
âThought you were kiddinâ?â He questioned, leaning on his elbows to sit up slightly.
âAbout the party, yeah. You really think that I wouldnât get you presents? Have you met me?â You teased. He smiled softly at you, a quirk of a lip that you were sure no one else was ever on the receiving end of.
âDidnât even knoâ it was my birthday, so I wasnât expectinâ presents,â he muttered.
You rolled your eyes fondly, switching the bedside table lamp on before getting off of him to rush over to the closet. You pulled out a paper bag, handing it over to him. âI couldnât find any wrapping paper,â you sheepishly explained.
âThatâs alright,â he chuckled, reaching out for your hand. You sat down next to him as he sat up, looking between you and the bag. âYou know you didnât âave to get me anythinâ.â
âI wanted to,â you argued. âNow, open it, please. Iâm getting impatient.â
He let out a quiet laugh, opening up the bag. First he pulled out a knife; it wasnât new, or even very sharp â although heâd be able to sort that out â but there was something on the side of it. Both yours and his initials carved into the side. You knew that wasnât really his thing, something so cheesy, but you wanted his gift to have meaning. It was difficult to find things for anyoneâs birthday in an apocalypse, but Daryl? Well, thatâs pretty much impossible.
âThankyou, darlinâ.â He ran his fingers over the messy carving youâd done, a fond look in his eyes. âI love it.â He leant in and pressed a peck to your lips, making your eyes twinkle.
âReally? I know itâs not muchâŚâ you said, about to go on a classic ramble.
âStop. I love it, seriously. I ainât everâ Iâve never gotten a birthday present before, âleast not one that I can remember,â he admitted, squeezing your hand.
Tears brimmed in your eyes, but you kept the smile on your face. You hadnât expected that Daryl had many fun birthdayâs growing up, not with the family he had. Maybe Merle took him to a bar on his 21st to have his first legal drink, but that was probably it. You kissed the corner of his mouth, stroking his hair.
âWell, now that weâre not fighting for our lives constantly anymore, expect presents every year. Christmas, too,â you said softly.
âWouldnât expect anythinâ less from you,â he responded, caressing your cheek lovingly. He placed the knife on the bedside table, moving to switch the light off.
âWhatâre you doing?â You asked.
âGoinâ back to sleep?â He answered, looking back at you over his shoulder. âThat alright with you?â He teased.
âBut⌠you havenât opened your other present,â you explained. There was something in your tone, nervousness, shyness, he wasnât sure.
âAnother one?â He looked at you in confusion.
âDonât be dramatic, Dar. Itâs not like I spent any money,â you giggled. You went behind you, opening the drawer and pulling out something. You held it in your hand, not letting him see. âItâs a bit stupid, but I wanted to give you this for awhile. Since you gave me mine, at least.â
You opened your palm and revealed the silver band, a shy smile on your face. Six months ago, Daryl had gone on a week long supply run and heâd returned home with a ring. It wasnât like you could have a proper wedding, not like the one you used to dream about when you were younger, but you wanted to marry Daryl. You wanted to tell people he was your husband. So, of course, youâd cried your eyes out and said yes. Ever since youâd wanted him to have a ring, too. Your engagement ring would probably be your wedding one as well, it wasnât like you could go shopping. If you were going to get married, both of you needed proof of the wedding.
It was silent, you stared at him waiting for some sort of reaction. Slowly, a smile made its way onto his face. âYou ainât gonna ask me?â
âWhat?â
âI ainât acceptinâ a ring without a proposal,â he joked.
You giggled, moving to straddle his waist once again. âDaryl Dixon, will you marry me?â
âMhm,â he hummed, cradling your cheek in his hand as he brought your face down to his. ââCourse I will, baby.â
His lips moved against yours, arms wrapping around your waist to tug you to lie down on top of him. You pulled away first, grabbing his hand to slip the ring onto his fingers.
âWouldnât want to spend my birthdayâs with no one else.â
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HI TARA!!! my thoughts while reading are under the cut :'))) but i gotta say that i fall in love w ur writing every time i read something from u:
⢠i would like to start off w the fact that u set the scene so incredibly well, like im in awe and envy at this beautiful scene ur painting for us đ not to mention that it all flows really well too; just a strong opening paragraph
⢠awwwh PLS THE BIG BROTHER LITTLE SISTER DYNAMIC!!! when the little sis thinks the absolute world of her big bro :'))) and when she's even more mad than he is LMAO the TOAD LINE??? damn seokmin i was not aware of ur game
⢠lowkey i would have folded that fast too if duke lee seokmin of lancaster played along and kissed my hand
⢠this starting line ^ crazy good... like i'd like to sear this into my mind so i never forget it?? the social szn unfolds like a delicate fan??? adding another layer to the tapestry of ur life??? lee seokmin????
⢠HE HAS AN UNCANNY ABILITY TO ELEVATE THE ORDINARY UGHHHHH WHAAAAT A LINE i love that so, so much and it's so true as well
⢠awwwh yn and seokhao's goodbyes are so sweet :'')))) im so glad they all hold so much affection for one another
⢠"your penchant for wool is far more than my eyes could bear" im cryingksnfkdnjf seokmin sulking over the wool while he's away,, sometimes i like to imagine him as a damsel draping himself out of the window sill of a tower
⢠i love how yn describes herself feeling empty while hes away like heh... i know something u dont... heh :))))) and crocheting? me too!!! so cute that she made him smth
⢠TARA U R A MASTER AT IMAGERY!! the opening lines of age 15 are mwah chefs kiss like if i could draw/paint, i would literally turn this fic into a graphic novel for u
⢠tulip... brb while i burst into tears
⢠started grinning like an idiot while reading this ^ i can see his playful melodrama and the smile on his face,,, im so down bad like i would fold like a lawn chair if we played around like this irl (i say as a grown ass woman)
⢠oh how i do love the classic brushing of the limbs that gets the mcs blushing like hell... also love what u did there w the planting seeds in ur mind to decode later while they're literally planting flowers... i see u tara u genius
⢠oh wow the total 180 w the reveal of the duke's death (also seokmin addressing her as my dearest tulip TT) â thinking of seokmin entering the social szn as a recently-made duke and all the girls hounding after him in his fresh grief......
⢠this section (seok and hao just got back after the death reveal) is short but so bittersweet. like when u give seok the swords from the flower bed and he just kind of chuckles like yes... days gone by huh... UGH
⢠it breaks my heart to know that seokhao now have their dead fathers as something in common đđđ its sweet tho to know they're all looking out for each other. im w yn tho, i hope hers and haos relationship isnt negatively affected by this :'))
⢠THE RETURN OF THE TAPESTRY METAPHOR
⢠okay i have to confess something... this is my second time reading thru... and so im reading the part where minghao and yn talk in the garden and he's warning her of the whispers springing up abt her and seok and im like... freaking out bc i KNOW WHAT HAPPENS đ IM GNAWING MY FIST LIKE IK THAT HAO'D CONCERN IS SINCERE AND IM JUST SJFNKENFKFJF THIS SCENE HOLDS SO MUCH MORE WEIGHT DURING A REREAD (why i love comparing my thoughts btwn a first and second read tho, like u see things /differently/)
⢠i love the teasing and sweet assurances in the letters đ like they're so genuine and cute (rip minghao)
⢠AHHHHH THE SMOKING SCENE FROM SZN ONEEEE i like this change of dynamic tho instead of being btwn siblings, it's now btwn two love interests friends
⢠WE CANT ALWAYS HAVE WHAT OUR HEARTS DESIRE???? WHILE LOOKING AT US LIKE THAT LEE SEOKMIN????????? HHEHDJDJFJFJKFKFK
⢠sure sure fencing BUT YEARNING TO FIND LOVE?? BUT MY DEAR SIR?? YOUR GRACE, YOUR LOVE IS RIGHT NEXT TO U
⢠THE LONGING AND ASPECT OF THE FORBIDDEN MAKES THE SMALL DISTANCE BTWN U YAWN LIKE A CHASM AHHHH THIS PASSAGE!!!! like oof... i love angst and yearning like this, where im screaming at my phone screen to just kiss her already (knowing the... perilous journey ahead... heh...)
⢠friend.... FRIEND???? brb gonna go waltz into oncoming traffic
⢠oh the way this ends đđđ like my heart is being squeezed,,, the way he whispers tulip and the roots of ur love for him take hold UGGGHH!!! I CANT DO THIS
i will have to endure for another day tho and i will return for chapter two tmrw! i loved this even more than the first time i read it (and i loved it a lot then too)!! i was really able to sit w ur words this time, and i do have to say tara that u have such a talent for imagery, like omg this was so beautiful TT but thank u for writing this!! hope ur having a lovely day/night and i'll be back o7 đ
The Somerset Affair | Chapter 1: Whispers in the Garden
pairing: lsk x fem!reader genre: Bridgerton AU, friends to (?????) to eventual lovers, brotherâs best friend, SLOWWWW BURNNN chapter wc: 8.2k warnings: alcohol consumption, societal expectations, eventual smut, more to be added a/n: CHAPTER 1 IS FINALLY HEREEEE // as always, ENORMOUS thanks to indi @wongyuseokie for this GORGEOUSSSS banner // and to my lovely betas shu @welcometomyoasis lou @tusswrites haneul @chanranghaeys this could not have happened without you // 2nd chapter will be up soon!!!
summary: lee seokmin is a scoundrel for having beaten your brother at fencing. or... is he?
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Age 8
Mayfair is alive today. The Somerset estate hums with energy, a ripple of excitement passing through the gathered crowd, their eyes all fixed on the fencing match taking place in the wide, manicured garden. The afternoon sun casts a golden haze over the scene, warming the air and wrapping everything in a soft, honeyed glow. Laughter and chatter float like music across the grounds, underscored by the occasional ring of steel clashing against steel. The sweet fragrance of roses drifts on the light breeze, mingling with the fresh scent of cut grass. You sit near the front, your small hands gripping the edge of your chair, bouncing with excitement as you watch your older brother, Minghao, spar against a boy you've never seen before.
This new boy stands tall, his dark hair tousled in the breeze, and a sharp determination shines in his eyes. The way he movesâitâs confident, with an energy that seems far beyond his years. Your brother, usually so self-assured, falters as the boy steps onto the mat. A flicker of unease passes through you, twisting in your stomach. You can feel the tension, see it in the way Minghao adjusts his grip on his sword. The match begins, and every time the swords collide, the sound reverberates through your chest. Your heart sinks a little more with each point your brother loses, and soon, the inevitable happensâthe newcomer disarms Minghao with a flourish so smooth it draws gasps and murmurs from the audience.
"Such skill!" someone whispers, while others erupt in applause, their cheers filling the air. But you remain still, arms crossed tightly over your chest, brows drawn into a deep frown. How dare this boy defeat your brother? And so effortlessly! You want to scowl, to hold on to your anger, but the sound of the crowdâs cheers washes over you, making your resentment grow.
Seokminâthatâs his name, you overhearâsteps forward, offering Minghao a hand, his smile wide and bright like the afternoon sun. "A splendid match, my lord," he says, his voice rich and full of youthful pride. "I must confess, I didnât expect to come away unscathed!"
You narrow your eyes, watching as your brother, ever gracious, accepts the handshake. There's a mixture of admiration and annoyance in his expression, a good-natured acknowledgment of defeat. They exchange lighthearted jests, their laughter mixing with the lingering applause. But you? You're fuming. This boy, with his easy smile and seemingly endless charm, had just bested your brother, and you feel a burning need to dislike him for it.
Then, as if sensing your discontent, Seokmin turns to you, his eyes glinting with mischief. âAh, you must be Lord Minghaoâs sister?â he says, his grin widening into something playful, teasing. âGoodness, you make him look like a toad by comparison!â
Your mouth drops open in shock, a wave of indignation rushing through you. How dare he say such a thing? And worseâhow could your brother laugh? "I beg your pardon?" you snap, standing as tall as your small frame will allow, arms crossing even tighter across your chest.
"Oh, I mean no offense, miss," Seokmin chuckles, clapping Minghao on the shoulder. "I jest, of course! Merely saying that youâre far lovelier than your brotherâthough, admittedly, itâs not a particularly high bar."
Despite yourself, your scowl begins to soften. Thereâs something about the way his eyes crinkle at the corners, the lightness in his voice. Itâs hard to stay angry when he looks at you like that, as if daring you to join in on the joke.
âMama says men who try to charm without revealing their titles arenât to be trusted,â you counter, lifting your chin with defiant pride. The quip comes out sharper than intended, but youâre determined not to let him get the better of you.
Minghao gasps, hands raised in mock horror. âSister, truly, must you always speak so boldly?â He turns to Seokmin with an exaggerated sigh. âPlease Seokmin, do forgive her. I assure you, turning eight has done little to improve her temperament.â
âYouâre only two years older than me, brother!â you huff, your voice a touch more indignant. Before you can continue, though, Seokmin drops into a low, dramatic bow, the movement exaggerated and theatrical.
âThe fault is entirely mine, my lady,â he says in mock seriousness, rising and extending his hand toward you. âLord Lee Seokmin, future Duke of Lancaster. At your service.â
Two years of etiquette lessons flood your mind, and with a sudden burst of excitement, you place your small hand in his. Seokmin bows once more, this time dropping a playful kiss on your knuckles as you curtsy. You can hear Minghaoâs exasperated sigh as he rolls his eyes, but you ignore him, a smile tugging at the corner of your lips.
Maybe Seokmin isn't such a scoundrel after all.
As the day wears on, you find yourself watching Seokmin from the corner of your eye. Despite your earlier indignation, thereâs something undeniably captivating about him. You notice the way he treats everyone with kindness, far beyond whatâs expected from someone his age. When a younger child stumbles near the fencing ring, itâs Seokmin who rushes to their side, kneeling in the dirt, his voice gentle as he asks, "Are you alright?" He helps the child up, brushing off their clothes with such care, you canât help but be touched. "Fear not," he says, a smile returning to his face, "youâre not a toadâyouâre a knight in training!"
The sight makes your heart soften further. How could someone so infuriating also be so kind? The lines of irritation you had drawn between you and Seokmin begin to blur, shifting into something more like curiosity.
As the sun sinks low, casting a warm amber glow over the estate, you find yourself gravitating closer to where Seokmin and Minghao stand, their voices rising and falling in animated conversation about fencing techniques. Seokminâs laughter, bright and carefree, fills the air like music, and before you know it, youâre smiling too; thereâs something undeniably magnetic about him.
Despite your best efforts, you can no longer deny the strange fluttering in your chestâa curiosity, perhaps even fascination, that you hadnât expected. Maybe, just maybe, Seokmin isnât such a scoundrel after all.
The days of the social season unfold like a delicate fan, each gathering adding another layer to the tapestry of your life, and with every event, Seokmin becomes a constant presence. He is no longer just an occasional guestâheâs a breath of fresh air, his laughter ringing through the halls of your familyâs estate, turning even the dullest moments into something lively and bright.
The lively soirĂŠes your parents host become a stage for his effortless charm. Ladies in the latest fashions exchange flirtatious glances in his direction, while gentlemen engage in animated debates about politics and sport, the buzz of conversation always punctuated by Seokminâs easy laughter. His presence transforms these gatherings, turning what once felt like routine social maneuvering into vibrant affairs filled with warmth and genuine joy.
Whether heâs lending a hand to your mother in the garden, his sleeves rolled up and face relaxed in concentration, or sparring with your brother in a friendly match, Seokmin has this uncanny ability to elevate the ordinary. What might be a simple afternoon stroll or an idle conversation becomes a moment of significance when heâs around. Sun-drenched afternoons spent wandering the estate take on a new glow, each moment painted with the sound of his voice, the infectious energy he brings.
Age 14
The day Minghao and Seokmin leave for Eton is etched in your mind with vivid clarity, every detail sharp and impossible to forget. The morning is cool, yet the sun spills across the courtyard in golden rays, casting long shadows from the trees that sway gently in the breeze. The scent of dew-laden grass mixes with the faint perfume of your motherâs rose garden, but even the beauty of the estate feels muted by the melancholy lingering in the air.
Minghao, ever composed, stands with the straight posture expected of him, his hands clasped behind his back, looking every inch the young man ready to step into his responsibilities. His face, though calm, carries the weight of leaving home, but he hides it well, his eyes betraying only a flicker of the emotions swirling beneath the surface.
Seokmin, on the other hand, struggles more visibly with the impending farewell. His usual cheerful grin falters, the lightness of his presence dimmed as he glances between you and Minghao. He tries to keep up his usual charm, cracking jokes that feel just a little too forced, his laughter not ringing as true as it normally does. Thereâs a vulnerability in his eyes, a softness you havenât seen before, as if heâs trying to hide his own sadness behind that well-worn mask of joviality.
As they load their trunks into the carriage, a heavy knot forms in your chest. You know youâll miss your brother, but itâs Seokminâs departure that stings deeper. Heâs been more than a friend these past yearsâheâs been a constant, a steady warmth youâve come to rely on. His laughter, his easy charm, the way he could turn even the most mundane day into something special. The thought of him being gone, of not seeing him wander the estate with his boundless energy, makes your heart ache in a way you didnât anticipate.
You step forward, your fingers trembling as you reach for Seokminâs hand, your grip tighter than intended. âPromise me youâll write?â you ask, your voice barely more than a whisper, each word trembling with the effort to hold back tears.
Seokminâs eyes soften as he looks down at you, his usual grin giving way to something gentler. "Of course," he says, his voice steady but quieter than usual. He squeezes your hand, his thumb brushing over your knuckles in a gesture meant to comfort. âIâll make sure you get the best lettersâno boring stories, only adventures, I swear.â His grin returns, albeit a little weaker. "Besides, my lady, your brother and I will be back to torment you again come springtime!"
Minghao coughs politely. âNo tearful goodbye for me, sister?â he asks, his voice teasing, but thereâs an undercurrent of affection in his words. His eyes flicker between you and Seokmin, amusement tugging at the corners of his lips, though his posture remains upright and composed as ever.
You tear your gaze from Seokmin and offer your brother a watery smile. âDo not fret, dear brother,â you say, a bit of your usual wit returning. âIâll save the tears for later, when the house is quiet without the two of you causing chaos.â
My Dearest Y/N,
I trust this letter finds you in fine spirits, though I daresay it is far more likely that you are wrapped in the cozy embrace of your favorite blanket, lost in a book, while the world outside continues on its merry way. I cannot help but smile at the thought, for you have always possessed the rare gift of finding joy in the mundane.Â
Eton is quite a spectacle, I must confess. The architecture is enough to make one feel as though they have stepped into a storybook. However, I must admit my fellow classmates lack the charm and wit of my beloved friend.
Oh, how I miss our little chats! It is a curious sensation to feel so far from home, yet I am bolstered by the knowledge that you are there, keeping our little world intact. Do tell me that you have not yet taken up knittingâyour penchant for wool is far more than my eyes can bear.Â
Yours most fondly,Seokmin
My Dearest Seokmin,
Eton sounds positively enchanting.I must admit, the thought of you amidst all that grandeur brings me no small measure of joyâthough I do hope you have not yet been swept away by the grandeur of it all! I find it impossible to imagine anyone there being quite as dashing as you.
Life here, as you suspected, is a touch quieter without your vivacious presence. I feel compelled to admit that I found myself rather melancholic the day you left. It was a curious sadness, one that clung to me like a shadow. The house feels a touch emptier, and while I do find solace in my books, nothing compares to the ease of our conversations. The warmth of your laughter is a melody I find myself longing for, especially on the coldest evenings.
Do keep writing, dear friend. Your tales from Eton are the very lifeblood of my days, and I shall regale you with the ongoing drama of our little realm. Until then, consider me your most devoted fan, ever eager for your next missive.
With all my affection,Y/N
P.S. You will take great pleasure in knowing that I have, in fact, taken up crocheting. A lovely cap, perfect for early springtime chill, awaits you at the estate.Â
Age 15:
Seokminâs return each spring is as reliable as the first crocus peeking through the thawing earth, marking the true end of winter. His arrival is never just an eventâitâs a burst of life that sweeps away the dullness left by the cold months. Every year, your excitement bubbles over as you anticipate that familiar moment when the world feels a little brighter with his return. The sunlight bathes the garden in warmth, a golden hue spreading like liquid over the well-trodden path he walks down, Minghao beside him. Their laughter floats through the air, a melody that harmonizes with the soft rustle of blooming flowers and the hum of spring.
When they finally come into view, your heart quickens, as if drawn into the rhythm of their steps. With Minghaoâs ever-amiable grin and Seokminâs radiant energy, they are a pair that seems to make the world tilt just a little toward joy. Every spring, it's the sameâthey stride toward you as if no time has passed, as if the long months apart were nothing but a brief blink in the grander scheme of your lives. And each time, the three of you fall into the same routines as though nothing has changed.
It usually begins with some mischief. They never fail to poke fun at you until youâre red-faced with exasperation. Seokmin, with that teasing glint in his eyes, will say something absurd or playfully condescending, and Minghao, ever the instigator, will back him up with a sly smirk. Itâs only a matter of time before you lose your patience, yell, and stomp your foot, your protests ringing louder than youâd intended.
Your raised voice inevitably draws the attention of your mother, who reprimands you from the kitchen window with her usual fond disapproval. "Now, now," sheâll chide, a soft laugh hidden in her voice. "Thereâs no need to shout, dear. Theyâre only playing."
Of course, thatâs the cue for Seokmin and Minghao to burst into laughter, doubling over in amusement at how easily theyâve ruffled your feathers. You scowl at them, but itâs hard to keep a frown on your face when theyâre both so gleeful, their joy infectious, lighting up the entire garden.
One afternoon, not long after their return, Seokmin and Minghao find their old practice fencing swordsâlong forgotten and buried deep in the flowerbeds, peeking out from beneath the tulips. You watch as they unearth the swords with a mixture of surprise and amusement, both of them laughing as if uncovering a treasure trove of memories. Their faces are bright with nostalgia as they pull the dirt-encrusted weapons free, brushing off the petals clinging to the blades.
It's then that Seokmin starts to call you "Tulip," a private little nickname he utters only when it's just the two of you. The first time he says it, thereâs a lightness to his tone, his lips curling into that mischievous smile of his. âYou know,â he says, leaning in closer as you both watch Minghao attempt a ridiculous fencing stance in the distance, âit only makes sense. After all, youâve been hiding our swords with the tulips. I think âTulipâ suits you.â
At first, you roll your eyes, feigning annoyance, but thereâs a warmth in your chest at how easily heâs assigned you such a tender nickname.Â
One particularly warm afternoon, your mother summons you to help her with the flowerbeds, a chore you reluctantly take on. The sun beats down, the heat pressing into your skin and the earth beneath your fingers, while the scent of soil and fresh blossoms hangs thick in the air. You sigh, resigning yourself to the tedious task when, suddenly, a familiar voice cuts through the stillness.
âAh, the fair lady in her noble endeavor!â Seokminâs voice rings out, full of his usual playful grandeur. He strides through the garden gate, sweeping an imaginary cape behind him with exaggerated flair. His smile is as bright as the sun itself, lighting up the whole space. âFear not, for I shall be your loyal squire in this quest for botanical beauty!â
Despite your earlier annoyance, a reluctant smile tugs at the corners of your mouth. Seokmin has a way of making even the most mundane tasks feel like an adventure. You watch as he bounds toward you, his movements light and full of energy. With an exaggerated show of determination, he rolls up his sleeves, pretending to prepare for battle. The weight of the day feels lighter already.
Together, the two of you dig your hands into the soil, your fingers dirty and the air filled with the soft rustling of the leaves around you. Laughter bubbles up between the two of you, mingling with the breeze as Seokminâs animated voice brings life to the still afternoon. As you plant flower after flower, he regales you with tales of his fencing matches at Eton, his voice lively, arms waving dramatically to mimic the grand duels heâs fought.
âYou wouldnât believe it,â he says with mock gravity, âthis boy was at least twice my size, and I won the match with nothing but clever footwork and a flick of the wrist!â He pantomimes the move, his arm cutting through the air like a sword.
You laugh, shaking your head at his theatrical retelling, the tension of the task dissolving with every story. Itâs impossible not to get caught up in his enthusiasm. âIs that so?â you tease, barely holding back a grin.
âI daresay, footwork in fencing is quite the advantageous skill,â Seokmin says, dropping to his knees beside you with faux-seriousness, inspecting the flowerbed as though it holds the secrets to the universe. âIf one can move with the grace of a dancer, one canââ
Just as he gestures again, his elbow brushes against your arm, and suddenly, time seems to slow. The lighthearted atmosphere is pierced by a spark, a ripple of warmth that travels through you. Both of you freeze, his eyes widening in surprise. His cheeks flush a light pink as he quickly pulls back, his confidence faltering for a brief second.
âMy sincerest apologies,â he stammers, the usual brightness in his voice now tinged with uncharacteristic bashfulness. He resumes his work, his fingers trembling slightly as they sift through the soil. The warmth of the sun suddenly pales in comparison to the heat between you.
âItâs quite all right,â you reply, your voice shaky, your heartbeat far more rapid than youâd like. âJust... gardening, after all.â You try for casualness, but the words sound ridiculous even to your own ears, given the charged air lingering between you.
Moments later, you stand to stretch, hoping to shake off the strange energy that has settled over the both of you. Seokmin leans in to grab a nearby tool, and his shoulder brushes against yours againâthis time, the contact lingers for just a second too long. The heat of it sends another jolt through you, making your heart stutter.
You gasp, startled by the unfamiliar sensation, your breath hitching. The warmth spreads from your chest down to your fingertips, a strange, foreign feeling you canât quite name.
âGoodness! I beg your pardon again,â Seokmin says quickly, his sheepish smile returning, though this time itâs softer, more hesitant. His eyes flicker with something you canât quite place. âIt seems I have a propensity for unintentional collisions today.â
That smileâit makes your chest tighten. His presence, usually a source of comfort, now awakens something new within you, something unsettling yet undeniable. Gardening, once nothing but a mundane chore, has transformed into something far more intimate with Seokmin by your side. The flowerbeds seem to flourish under his laughter, vibrant blooms swaying as if they, too, revel in the joy of the moment.
But that foreign sensation? You tuck it deep into your mind, burying it along with the seeds youâve planted, afraid to decode what it could mean. After all, this is Seokminâyour friend, your constant. And yet, the warmth of his touch lingers on your skin longer than it should, as if itâs quietly asking you to look closer.
My Dearest Seokmin,
I hope this letter finds you in moments of solace amidst the tumult of your recent loss. It is with a heavy heart that I pen these words, having heard of your fatherâs passing. The news struck me with such a weight, as though the very air around me had grown thick with sorrow. I cannot begin to fathom the grief you must be experiencing, yet please know that my thoughts and prayers are ever with you during this difficult time.
Your father was a remarkable man, a beacon of kindness and integrity, and his absence will undoubtedly leave a profound void in the hearts of all who had the privilege of knowing him. I remember fondly the stories you shared, of his wisdom and warmth, which have clearly shaped the exceptional person you have become. His legacy, I have no doubt, will endure through you.
With his passing, I know you now bear the title of Duke. While this new responsibility may feel daunting, I have every confidence you will honor his legacy with the same grace and strength he embodied. I want you to remember that you are not alone. I am here, dear friend, steadfast and unwavering, ready to support you as you navigate this uncharted territory.
I eagerly await the day when I can see your smile again, and we can talk about the flowers in the garden, just as we always have.
With all my love and deepest sympathies,Y/N
My Dearest Tulip,
Your letter brought me a flicker of light amidst the shadows that have enveloped me since my fatherâs passing. It is a solace to know that you, too, share in my grief, and your words resonate deeply within me, reminding me that I am not alone in this turbulent sea of sorrow.
Thank you for your kind remembrance of my father. He often spoke of you with such fondness, and knowing how he impacted your life brings me a measure of comfort. His lessons of kindness and integrity remain etched in my heart, and I strive to honor his legacy in every decision I make as Duke. It is a weight I carry with both pride and trepidation, yet the knowledge of your unwavering support gives me strength.
Though this season feels uncharted and daunting, your friendship is a cherished constant. I, too, long for the day when we can stroll through the gardens, exchanging thoughts about the flowers and sharing laughter, just as we once did. Until then, I will hold onto the warmth of your words and the memories weâve created.
With heartfelt gratitude and affection,Seokmin
Age 16:Â
When Seokmin and Minghao return home the next spring, itâs clear that Seokmin carries more than just the usual joy and liveliness he always brings with him. A new weight settles over him, one you havenât seen before. The responsibility of the Dukedom starts to bear down on him, heavy as the cloak he will one day wear. His laugh remains bright, his smile still warm, but thereâs something different nowâan unspoken awareness that the carefree boy of the past is slowly giving way to the man he is becoming.
He has grown taller, his limbs long and strong, and the way he carries himself now commands attention. The once-boyish face is now defined, the angle of his jaw sharper, while his arms, corded with muscles, show the signs of hard work and training. Itâs as if each inch heâs gained has come with a newfound strength, and when he meets your gaze, his eyes hold a certain seriousness, as if he is seeing everything with a fresh perspective.
The easy rhythm of your old routines stays intactâMinghao teasing you until you yell, Seokminâs booming laughter echoing across the fields, and the reprimands from your mother when your playful shouts interrupt her afternoon peace. It all feels the same, yet beneath it all, you know things are changing.
On one such afternoon, you discover their practice swordsâonce lost and forgottenâburied haphazardly in the flowerbed among your motherâs beloved tulips. You pull them free with a gasp, the soil still clinging to the metal, and when you bring them to Seokmin, he chuckles, the sound a little sadder than you remember.
âWell,â he says, wiping the dirt from the hilt, âseems like even the tulips want to keep us from growing up too fast, eh, Tulip?â
Despite the weight of responsibility that now shadows him, he still calls you âTulip.â The name slips easily from his lips, playful and tender, a thread that ties your past to the present. The quiet nickname carries the bittersweet truth: your days of carefree adventures and playful banter are slowly fading, giving way to the responsibilities of adulthood. And while the world around you shifts, that nameâwhispered in secretâfeels like a promise that some part of him, some part of both of you, will always stay the same.
My dearest Tulip,Â
It is with a heart full of sorrow that I write to you, upon receiving the most distressing news regarding your fatherâs passing. The world seems dimmer without him, and my thoughts are consumed with the weight of your grief. I wish I could be there, to hold your hand and share in the memories of a man who undoubtedly brought so much light into your life.
When the silence envelops you, when the days stretch long and heavy with unshed tears, know that I am here for you. You need not wear a mask of strength; I shall not expect it. Life has a way of changing in an instant, and though we are thrust into roles we may not be prepared for, there remains solace in companionship.
Please remember, my dear friend, you are not alone in this journey. I stand with you, ready to lend my support and share in whatever you need.
With the utmost affection,Seokmin
My dearest Seokmin,Â
Your letter reached me at a time when silence has settled heavily over the estate, wrapping around us like a shroud. It feels as though the laughter that once danced through these halls has been swallowed by a void, leaving behind a hushed emptiness. My mother, once so vibrant, now moves about with an air of resignation, her spirit dimmed as if she carries the weight of the world upon her shoulders. The joy that once bloomed within her seems to have withered, and even the flowers in the garden appear to droop, their colors muted in sympathy for our grief.
I often find myself worrying for Minghao. The new title of duke weighs upon him like a heavy cloak, and I fear that the responsibilities thrust upon him will change him in ways I cannot yet understand. I can only imagine the burden he feels, trying to uphold our father's legacy while grappling with the uncertainties of leadership. It frightens me to think of how this shift may alter our relationship, how he might feel compelled to step into a role that distances him from the brother Iâve always known. I fear I may lose him just as I have lost my father.
Yet, amid this uncertainty, your words bring me a flicker of comfort. The knowledge that you stand with me during this turbulent time is a balm for my spirit. I long for your return, for the laughter and warmth that you bring.
Until then, I hold your friendship close to my heart, a gentle reminder that even in the darkest of times, I am not alone.
With all my affection,Y/N
Age 17:Â
At the onset of spring, when Minghao and Seokmin return to the estate, the world feels subtly transformed. The air is perfumed with the scent of blooming flowers, yet thereâs an unmistakable weight in the atmosphere, a quiet acknowledgment of the changes that accompany their new titles. As dukes, both acquire an aura of responsibility that overshadows the playful ease they once share.
The lighthearted teasing that characterizes your interactions is now less frequent, often replaced by a more thoughtful camaraderie. Itâs as though their titles impose a certain decorum upon them, one that even the most mischievous of spirits cannot easily shake off. Their laughter, while still present, bears the faintest echo of seriousness that wasnât there before.
Yet, despite this change, you find immense joy in their company, particularly when they engage in spirited sparring sessions in the training yard. As wooden swords clash and echo, itâs impossible not to feel a thrill at the sight of themâtwo young gentlemen, once boys, now embodying a gravity that demands respect even in their play.
The matches become a spectacle, each clash of wooden swords accompanied by shouts and laughter that echo through the estate. You perch on the sidelines, an amused spectator, as Seokmin and Minghao banter playfully between bouts. âYou call that a strike?â Seokmin teases, deftly dodging your brotherâs advance with a lightness that seems almost effortless. âIâve seen more ferocity from a kitten!â
Minghao rolls his eyes, the corners of his mouth betraying a grin despite his best efforts to maintain an air of dignity. âOne day, Seokmin, you shall learn that mocking your opponent is a perilous game.â
You perch on the sidelines, unable to stifle the laughter bubbling forth at their antics. Each exchange between them is a delightful dance, weaving a tapestry of shared history and unspoken affection. Yet, as you watch, you cannot help but feel a twinge of wistfulness; the exuberance of their banter now seems to emerge from a place tinged with nostalgia.
The sun dips low in the sky, casting a warm, golden glow over the training yard; both young gentlemen wield their wooden swords with a fervor that sends a thrill through the onlookers. You remain at a distance, your heart pounding in rhythm with each clash of wood, an exhilaration mingled with unease coursing through you.
Seokmin, with his characteristic bravado, flashes a teasing grin as he engages your brother. âCome now, my lord! Surely you can do better than that!â The laughter in his voice rings like a bell, though you canât help but feel a knot of apprehension tighten in your chest.
As the match continues, you find yourself transfixed by Seokminâs agile movements, the way he dances about the training yard with a carefree spirit. However, just as you begin to relax, a delicate butterfly flits past, capturing Seokminâs attention momentarily. It is in this fleeting distraction that your brother seizes his opportunity, lunging forward with surprising speed.
âSeokmin!â you cry out, the word escaping your lips before you can restrain it. Time seems to elongate as you watch, breathless, as Seokmin turns just in time to evade the wooden swordâs path. He stumbles slightly, regaining his balance as he casts a quick glance your way, surprise etched upon his handsome features.
With your heart racing, you dash to his side, adrenaline coursing through your veins. âAre you quite well?â The urgency in your voice is unmistakable, for the thought of his injury sends a chill through you.
âIndeed, I am unharmed,â he replies, though the forced joviality of his laugh belies the tension of the moment. âMerely caught off guard, I assure you.â
Yet your heart refuses to calm. âYou cannot be so reckless! What if you had been injured?â The fervor of your concern envelops you, and you see a flicker of something unspoken in his eyes as he steps closer, the air between you thick with a burgeoning intimacy. That same foreign sensation â the one from years ago when he had brushed against you in the gardens â ignites within you, one you had tucked away and kept hidden, rearing its head in this moment of vulnerability.
âThank you, Tulip, for your ever-present concern for my well-being,â he murmurs, his voice lowered as he meets your gaze, the world around you fading into an indistinct haze. Just then, Minghao loudly clears his throat, and Seokmin drops his eyes, a bashful blush appearing on the apples of his cheeks.
You step away, embarrassed, your heart pounding against your ribcage.
Minghao corners you in the gardens that night, the cool summer breeze brushing against your skin as you take a walk, seeking solace from the tempest of thoughts swirling in your mind. The encounter with Seokmin lingers like a gentle whisper, an unsettling mixture of warmth and confusion that dances at the edges of your consciousness, teasing you with emotions you struggle to understand.
âSister,â he begins, his voice so soft that you nearly startle. In an instant, he presses a hand against your mouth, his finger raised in a quiet plea for silence. âItâs only me, Y/N. I fear youâll wake the entire estate.â
âItâs your fault for skulking about the gardens like a common thief!â you whisper back, fiercely. âWhat on earth could possibly require such urgent discussion that you couldnât grant me one night of peace?â
His expression grows serious, the playful glint in his eyes replaced by an intensity that sends a shiver down your spine. âYou must be careful, sister,â he admonishes, and in that moment, he seems less like your brother and more like the Duke of Somersetâtall, proud, and formidable. âThere are whispers⌠about you and Seokmin.â
âWhispers? Whatever do you mean?â You search his face for clarification, anxiety bubbling within you.
Minghao shakes his head as if dismissing the very idea of this conversation. A wave of indignation washes over you, eager to burst forth. He may be only two years your elder, yet he still insists on treating you like a child. âYour debut into society draws near,â he continues, his voice measured and resolute. âYou mustnât jeopardize it.â
âBut Minghaoââ you begin, but he raises a hand, silencing you with a mere gesture.
âListen. You know how these things unfold. A mere hint of impropriety could tarnish your reputation. I donât want you to suffer from the kind of gossip that twists the truth.â His tone softens, revealing a hint of genuine concern that pierces through your indignation. âI only want whatâs best for you.â
You meet his gaze, the weight of his words pressing down on you. âI am not a child anymore,â you protest, the tremor in your voice betraying a mixture of frustration and uncertainty. âI am capable of making my own choices.â
âPerhaps,â he replies, his eyes steady and unwavering. âBut I have a responsibility to protect you, Y/N. I donât wish to stifle your spirit, but you must grasp the implications of your actions.â
The night air grows thick with unspoken sentiments, and as the stars twinkle overhead like mischievous spectators, you grapple with the tumult in your heart. Thereâs something about Seokmin that sends ripples of confusion coursing through you, a fluttering sensation that stirs your chest whenever his name crosses your mind. You do not fully comprehend what it is, but itâs undeniably presentâa flicker of something more, leaving you teetering on the precipice of feelings you are not yet ready to confront.
My dearest Seokmin,Â
As I sit here with this pen in hand, I find myself quite at a loss. The arrival of my debut looms on the horizon, and while I am certainly filled with anticipation, I must confess that trepidation dances in my chest, quite uninvited. The notion of standing before an audience of peersâwell-bred and well-manneredâfills me with an unease I cannot quite articulate. Will my words tumble forth in a jumbled mess? Or worse, will they fall on deaf ears?
I cannot shake the dreadful thought that I may never find a match. What if I enter that grand ballroom, adorned in my finest gown, and am met with indifference? Will the charming suitors twirl past me, whisking away others while I stand, forgotten, on the periphery? The idea sends a shiver down my spine, as I fear I may spend the evening watching the festivities unfold without me.
As I consider the expectations that accompany my debut, I canât help but reflect on how you and Minghao have gracefully embraced your new roles as dukes. You carry the weight of your responsibilities with such elegance, while I find myself yearning to flourish in a world that feels daunting. Will I, too, be able to navigate this landscape of expectation and propriety, or will I falter under its weight?
Forgive my ramblings, dear friend. I suppose I am merely hoping for reassurance, a kind word from you. Perhaps if I know you will be thereâyour presence a familiar balmâI might muster the courage to dance and revel in the splendor of the evening.
With warmest regards and hopeful heart,Your Tulip
My Dearest Tulip,
Your recent letter has landed in my hands like a most delightful spring breeze, though I must confess it carries with it a hint of unease that quite unnerves me. How is it that my steadfast friend, who has faced the world with such spirited determination, now frets over the prospects of the ballroom?
First and foremost, allow me to put your mind at ease. The mere thought of you standing in that grand ballroom, adorned in the finest gown, is enough to illuminate the dimmest of corners. Your charm will be as radiant as the most exquisite of chandeliers, drawing the gaze of all who are fortunate enough to cross your path. I assure you, the gentlemen will hardly be able to focus on anythingâor anyoneâelse.
Now, I cannot let this opportunity pass without a bit of teasing â regarding your step upon my toes during our lessons â I daresay I must bring up a rather amusing memory. I cannot help but recall how you sent both Minghao and me reeling across the room, much like a pair of wayward marionettes! One can only hope that with age comes graceâor at the very least, a better sense of foot placement! If not, I shall be prepared to don the most resilient shoes in all of England.
Worry not, dear Tulip. I shall be by your side the entire season, if you shall have me (although, I am not entirely certain your dear brother will be entirely pleased by this idea).Â
Your most loyal servant,Seokmin
Dearest Sister,Â
As I sit at my desk, I cannot help but feel a mixture of pride and exasperation as I pen this letter. Our infrequent exchanges have become quite the tradition, have they not? I find it amusing that as your brother, I am often left to await your words while Seokmin is constantly regaled by your stories.Â
With your debut looming closer, I feel it is my solemn duty as both your brother and your Duke to remind you of the delicate nature of polite society. Your debut is not merely an occasion to don a gown and curtsy to the queen; it is a rite filled with expectations and decorum. I implore you to be mindful of the company you keep and the propriety that is expected of you as a young lady and the sister of the Duke. I have taken it upon myself to speak to Seokmin, warning him of the same â he has a habit of forgetting his own station in moments of levity.Â
While I know you must find these constraints stifling, know that the eyes of the ton will soon be upon you, not only assessing your beauty but also your character. You are the jewel of our family, and I trust you will shine brightly, even amidst these expectations.Â
Write to me when you can, dear sister, even if it is infrequent. Your musings are treasures to your dear elder brother, and I await them constantly.Â
With all my love, Minghao
Dearest Brother,Â
I say this with the utmost love and devotion:
Damn you.Â
(Please forgive my language, and please, do not show this letter to Mama. I fear her admonishments may never end if she hears of my vernacular)
I am acutely aware of the expectations that accompany my debut â how could I forget when both you and Mama loom over me like a pair of hawks? While I recognize your intentions, your words do little to alleviate my anxiety.Â
Your warning regarding Seokmin only serves to make me laugh. It is amusing, truly, to envision the Duke of Lancaster being chided by my brother on the virtues of propriety. I promise to keep my wits about me and to present myself with all the elegance expected of a young lady of my station (the sister of a Duke, no less!).Â
I will do my utmost to avoid a scandal â or at the very least, I shall ensure that you do not hear of it. I shall write again soon, if only to unleash more of my exasperation upon you.Â
Yours, in (implied) rebellion, Y/N (Sister of the Duke of Somerset)
Age 18:Â
On the eve of your debut, you find yourself seated on the swing in the garden of the Somerset townhome, the night cloaked in an almost palpable tension. The sounds of Mayfair filter through the stillnessâa symphony of distant laughter, the soft clatter of carriages, and the occasional rustle of silk skirtsâas the ton settles into slumber. The air feels electric, crackling with anticipation, as if the entire world is holding its breath, waiting for the events of the morrow to unfold.
You take a deep drag from the cigarette you swiped from Minghaoâs rooms, the smoke spiraling into the night like a fleeting thought. With each inhale, you hope to drown out the anxious fluttering of your heart, a dissonant rhythm that accelerates at the mere thought of tomorrowâs debut.
âWhy, Lady Xu Y/N, are you smoking?â The voice breaks through your reverie, causing you to sputter and cough, hastily attempting to conceal the cigarette behind your back. You turn to see Seokmin, leaning casually against the sturdy oak tree that secures the swing, his figure silhouetted against the moonlight.
His presence is both familiar and disarming, the boyish charm of his smile juxtaposed against the weight of his title. âNo, Seokmin, Iââ you stammer, flustered.
âShove over,â he commands lightly, and before you can protest, he plucks the cigarette from your frozen grip, taking a deep, leisurely drag. The sight of himâso confident, so carefreeâsets your heart racing in a way that both delights and terrifies you.
âWhat on earth are you doing here?â you ask incredulously, half-exasperated, half-amused.
âI was with your brother at Whiteâs,â he replies, amusement dancing in his eyes. âIt was my mistake to forget how little he can imbibe before devolving into an utter fool. I was merely making sure he returned home safely.â His tone shifts, curiosity sparkling in his gaze. âAre you excited for tomorrow?â
âExcited? Hardly,â you grumble, kicking at the scattered rocks beneath your feet. âWhat my heart truly desires is to run awayâpack my things, flee to Paris, and open a quaint little bookstore. Perhaps live out my days as a spinster, surrounded by novels and solitude.â
Seokminâs expression shifts, a shadow of understanding passing across his features. âWe cannot always have what our hearts desire,â he says, his voice tinged with a hint of sorrow as he exhales a plume of smoke. âSometimes, we must accept that we can find happiness in what we have, not in what could have been.â
You watch the smoke dance and dissipate into the night sky, thoughts swirling as restlessly as the tendrils of fog around you.
âAnd you?â you ask quietly, the question escaping before you can catch it. âWhat does your heart desire?â
âDesired,â he corrects, taking another deep drag. âI once dreamed of being a fencer, of dueling beneath the sun. But above all, I yearned to find love.â
Your heart stutters at his admission. His thigh brushes against yours, an electric touch that feels so scandalously intimate you can hardly breathe. You suddenly become acutely aware of the nightgown you wear, the thin fabric doing little to shield you from the heat radiating from his body. If Minghao were to catch you in this moment, you are certain he would demand that Seokmin either marry you on the spot or duel him for your honor.
The very thought sends a shiver down your spineâan improper thought that both terrifies and thrills you. You are a young lady, poised to make your debut, and here you are, perched so closely to an eligible duke, the expectations of the ton looming like a dark cloud. What would society say if they were to discover you in this clandestine moment? The whispers would be deafening, your reputation in tatters, and yet⌠the thrill of it, the danger, pulls at you like a siren's song.
âAnd you believe you shall never find it?â you ask, your voice barely above a whisper.
âI am a Duke, Y/N,â he murmurs, his voice so soft it barely pierces the night air. âDuty must come first. If there is any part of me left, which there rarely is, only then can I pursue love.â
The distance between you feels both impossibly vast and achingly close, the weight of his words pressing against you like an invisible force. You can see the vulnerability in his eyes, the unspoken longing that mirrors your own.
You hum, encouraging him to continue, yet the weight of his words presses down on your chest.
âBut how fortunate am I,â he continues, his gaze piercing through the night like a beacon, âto have found such a remarkable friend who stands by me even as duty threatens to drown me where I stand.â
A friend. The word lingers between you, heavy and loaded. Is that truly all he sees you as? The realization sends your mind reeling, your heart racing in an entirely different way.
No, the trees whisper, urging you to reconsider.
Could it beâŚlove?
That foreign sensation, long buried beneath layers of propriety and friendship, now unfurls within you, roots taking hold. You realize with a start that you have loved Seokmin, perhaps from that very first kiss on your hand all those years ago, long before you could articulate the feelings swirling in your heart.
Panic courses through you, and you leap up from the swing as if it has burned you. âIt is late, Lord Lee. I must take my leave now,â you stammer, unable to meet his gaze. âI hope you find your way home safely.â
He reaches out, his hand brushing against your wrist, and your breath hitches at the contact. âWait,â he says, his voice low, almost laced with concern. âAre you alright? You seem... distant.â
His eyes search yours, and you feel the weight of his gaze, an anchor that both comforts and terrifies you. Your pulse quickens, a frantic rhythm echoing in your ears. What would it mean to linger here a moment longer, to let the night wrap around you like a cocoon?
But all the books youâve read offer no preparation for the heartache that comes with knowing he regards you as merely a friend. A friend, just like your brother. You are his friend, and the shattering realization settles in: he will never love you back.
âTulip?â he adds softly, the word a whisper that brushes against your skin like the wind.
You swallow hard, every part of you aching to give in, to lean into the connection pulsing between you. But the truth looms like a storm cloud overhead, dark and inevitable.
You love Lord Lee Seokmin, Duke of Lancaster, but he will never love you.
And with that heavy knowledge weighing on your heart, you turn to leave, every step toward your room feeling like a betrayal to the emotions simmering just beneath the surface.Â
You donât sleep at all, thoughts consumed by a boy you had once known and the man you now love.Â
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trying something a lil different! đŤśđ˝ 18+ HEADCANONS. super smutty. reader character aged at 21.
A - Aftercare:
Rupert is an absolute sucker for aftercare. For the rest of the night, heâll be stroking your hair & giving you gentle kisses on your forehead. And, of course, heâll run you a hot, soapy bath afterwards to relax your muscles.
B - Body part:
His favourite body part of yours is most definitely your legs. Heâs constantly caressing them or nestling in between your thighs for warmth. There isnât a single night that goes by where he isnât biting at your legs before you have sex.
C - Cum:
Rupert never pulls out. Unless you absolutely beg him to let you swallow it (on occasion), he will fill you up every single time.
D - Dirty secret:
His, and your, dirtiest secret is that you both popped upstairs at The Priory during one of Venturerâs boozy parties and fucked over the windowsill in Declan and Maudâs bedroom. Both incredibly drunk and relishing in the idea of being caught.
E - Experience:
We all know⌠he has it. Enough said.
F - Favourite position:
It would be very hard for him to pick a favourite, but if he absolutely had to, heâd pick the straddle position. He loves the way you whimper when itâs so deep inside you, and he loves to see your beautiful face as you cum.
G - Goofy (How serious is he during the act?):
Whilst Rupert loves a laugh, he takes your love-making very seriously. Almost as if itâs an act at the theatre, his performance of how much he loves you and your body.
H - Hair (How well groomed is he, and how does he prefer you?):
Rupert has the most fantastic bush, a mound of hair that holds the worldâs best, and biggest, treat. You keep yours trimmed and neat, although he wouldnât really care either way.
I - Intimacy:
Rupert is surprisingly intimate. The nights you spend in bed â candles lit, wine consumed & slowly making love to each other â are his favourite.
J - Jerking off:
Before he met you, nothing was stopping him from wanking two or three times a day. Now, he has no need. Youâre there every time he needs you.
K - Kinks:
Rupert most definitely has a breeding kink. He loves to see his hot cum dripping out of your reddened cunt after a good session. Although, it just immediately turns him on again and heâs ready for Round 2.
L - Location:
Heâs not particularly fussed where you do it when heâs in the mood, but his favourite place is the Bluebell Woods in Spring, when the floor is awash with that beautiful pale purple. The sight of you bent over on the crisp floor is a dream.
M- Motivation (What turns him on?):
When it comes to you, anything will turn him on. The way your arse looks when youâre in the shower, the way you flutter your wispy eyelashes at him, even the way you scrape your hair into a ponytail. But if he had to pick something that completely took him over the edge, itâs when you suck his dick with that scarlet red lipstick of yours, and it leaves prints over him. Guaranteed to make him cum.
N - No (Something he wouldnât do):
Thereâs not much that Rupert wouldnât do, but he draws the line at submission. He loves to be the dominant one, and has to be in control. Thereâs nothing that will make him go soft quicker than you trying to take the reigns, and thatâs saying something.
O - Oral (Does he prefer giving or receiving?):
Whilst he will never turn down a blowjob, Rupert is a full-time MUNCH. You only have to take your pants off and heâll be kneeling in front of you, licking at your clit like it was his last meal.
P - Pace
It depends on his mood, honestly. Thereâs some nights when you look so fucking good in that dress that he takes you home and fucks you hard enough to give you a migraine. But, thereâs also some nights that start off slowly with passionate kissing and lead to a slow, intense session where every thrust is entwined with love.
Q - Quickie:
Of COURSE! Heâs fucked in a toilet of the Concorde, donât you know?
R - Risk:
True to his usual character, Rupert is a massive risk-taker. If he gets hard, it doesnât matter where you are, heâs having you somewhere. Your list includes The Priory, the storeroom of the Bar Sinister, his Porsche and the Bluebell Woods.
S - Stamina:
He could keep going forever. Every time you have sex, you have to prepare yourself to be bent into numerous positions for at least 20 minutes at a time. You never leave the bed without having an orgasm.
T - Toys (Does he use them?):
Rupert has an aversion to any toy, except a vibrator. He wholeheartedly thinks that nothing else should be inside you except him, so best not to mention it.
U - Unfair (Does he tease you?):
Heâs a huge tease! Thereâs nothing he loves more than handcuffing you to the bed and making you whimper with a vibrator, or rubbing himself against your entrance and making you beg for it mercifully.
V - Volume (How loud is he?):
Rupert doesnât actually make too much noise â just a few grunts and the occasional moan when heâs climaxing. Other than that, he likes to keep quiet so he can hear you squeal frantically under his touch.
W - Wild card (Random!):
Rupertâs guilty pleasure is buying you incredibly expensive lingerie that he finds in your catalogue. It turns him on immensely to see you try them on for him, and it always ends in breaking the set in.
X - X-ray (How big is he?):
It comes as a surprise to nobody that Rupert has a particularly large appendage, that heâs very proud of. Itâs thick, veiny & manages to hit the right spot. Every. Single. Time.
Y - Yearning
He has the most fervent sex drive imaginable. It doesnât matter what time of day it is, if youâre down for it, Rupert will give it to you. You only have to do so much as brush past his leg and he will be rock hard.
Z - Zzz (How quickly does he fall asleep afterwards?)
As soon as heâs finished his aftercare, he is straight to sleep. Snoring & drooling, the whole lot. It takes you a little while longer, you always have to wait for your legs to stop shaking. But you can guarantee Rupert will be asleep the moment his head touches the pillow.
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Could I please suggest Sub!vi with Dom! Reader riding Viâs face and vi cums untouched and is punished for it????
You donât have to if you dont want to
Thanks!
-saturn
ohoho this idea had me going a bit crazy, i shan't lie to you...i hope you enjoy đ
cw: sub!vi, dom!afab!reader, praise kink, 18+ so minors DNI or else
"such a good girl," you praise softly, smiling down at vi's pleading doe eyes. they close briefly when you grip her hair, hold solid as you rock against her mouth. her nose brushes against your clit with each thrust, causing your breath to hitch and your hips to grind harder. "doing so well for me, aren't you?"
vi's eyes cross slightly at the still pouring praise, her hands grabbing the curves of your hips like a lifeline. she hums against your sopping hole, the vibrations having you hissing, body jerking at the sensation.
"fuck vi," you gasp, fucking her face a little faster. you grab at one of your tits with your free hand, twisting the perked nipple until there's a hint of pain to the pleasure. "you're being so, ah, so good for me andâ" you shudder when vi whimpers against your pussy, her head tilting up so her lips can wrap around your clit. "yes, yesâ"
vi's like a live wire beneath you, her nails digging into the plush of your hips. she's staring up at you, mesmerised and face wet from the last two times you came. her skin's all flushed, a darling pink a few shades too light to match her hair. but she's gorgeous, especially when she's desperate and needing to come for the past hour.
but she's holding on for you because you told her not to come. you told that she isn't allowed until you've used her mouth to the point of satisfaction. and there's nothing more that matters to vi on this earth than pleasing you. she'd be damned if she disobeyed you; but you can see that she's faltering.
you can feel her twitching, can see the telltale sign that she's about to erupt because she loves the taste of your pussy. she's come many times from just a drop on her tongue alone; now her mouth's been flooded with it. her senses are overwhelmed with you, and she's falling fast.
"vi," you breathe, inflicting a strict tone, the one that usually has vi whining. "don't you dare come. if you come, i'll be so disappointed and you won't be my good girl anymore."
vi's eyes grow teary, as if saying she can't hold on because you taste so good, smell so good. so you lift off her face, watch her gasp for air before she's saying, "please please pleaseâ" all needy, moaning pathetically as she watches you rub at your clit in fast circles. the wet slick sound of your cunt fills the room, along with your gasping moans as you start to cum again all over vi's face andâ
"i'm, i'm sorryâ!" vi breathes before she's crying out, eyes rolling back as she shakes beneath you. the sight of her losing it pushes you further, drawing out your orgasm until you have to rip your hand away with a whimper.
it's a minute before you're both able to calm down, still trembling with the force of a shared orgasm. you draw in a breath, close your eyes before you're shifting your body to lay on top of vi fully.
vi's got her eyes closed, mostly to avoid your potential disappointed gaze. but she doesn't resist when you dip your slick-coated fingers into her mouth, moaning as she suckles on them greedily.
"such a bad girl," you bemoan, taking in the tempting sight of vi greedily chasing your taste. "i told you not to come and what did you do?"
"...i came," she murmurs sadly around your fingers. "i'm sorry...i didn'tâ"
you take your fingers out of her mouth before gripping her chin between your index finger and thumb. you squeeze until she opens her eyes, all dejected like a bullied puppy dog. you smile at her, deceptively comforting before you're leaning in to give her a kiss.
"i know you're sorry," you whisper against her lips. "but i'm still upset so..." you trail a hand down until you're playing with the hair around her wet pussy. "you're gonna have to make me feel better."
vi swallows, the flush on her cheeks darkening, as she takes in a breath.
"will you be good this time?" you purr sweetly. "take your punishment like the good girl i know you are?"
the nod vi gives is frantic, her thighs closing around your hand when it slips down to tease at her clit.
"good girl."
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Deleted xmas byler fic
Not mine!! but i had it downloaded and wanted to post here in case anyone else wanted to read the fluff masterpiece!
a three-step plan to make will byers fall in love
RomeoWrites
Summary:
Itâs Christmas break and Mike Wheeler is having a crisis. Why? Because the Byers are visiting for the first time in almost two years, and sometime since leaving Hawkins, Will has gotten hot. And Mike is dealing with that in a totally platonic way. Or so he insists. OR The party concocts a three-step plan to get Will Byers to fall in love assuming, of course, that he hasnât already.
rating:
General Audiences
Archive Warning:
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Fandom:
Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Relationship:
Will Byers/Mike Wheeler
Characters:
Will Byers
Mike Wheeler
Eleven | Jane Hopper
Lucas Sinclair
Maxine "Max" Mayfield
Dustin Henderson
Additional Tags:
Fluff
Getting Together
Funny
Humor
Fluff and Humor
Sweet
First Kiss
Christmas
Holidays
Christmas Fluff
Language: English Published: 2022-08-09 Words: 13620 Chapters:1/1 Comments: 35 Kudos: 814 Bookmarks: 176 Hits: 5075
Phase Zero: The Pre-Planning
Itâs the last day of school before the Christmas break, and Mike Wheeler is distracted. Like, head empty, no neurons firing, kind of distracted. If it wasnât the last day of term he would definitely be in detention by now, because absolutely no thoughts have passed through his brain in any of his lessons thus far.Â
âDustin,â he whispers halfway into their last math class of the year. âDustin, Iâm in urgent and dire need of assistance.â
âWhat?â Comes the vaguely annoyed response, and Mike rolls his eyes. Itâs the last day of term and Dustin is still insisting on putting up a facade of concentration, despite the fact that literally everyone else in their class is already chattering away, and their teacher does not seem to care one bit.
âAssistance, Dustin. Keep up. I need assistance. Urgently and direly, in fact.â
Dustin fixes him with a look. âYou sound like youâve swallowed a thesaurus.â
âThis is not the time to make fun of my extremely well-appointed grasp of the English language,â he hisses. âIâm having a crisis.â
That piques Dustinâs interest. âA crisis? What kind of crisis?â
And truthfully, Mike is not exactly sure, because said crisis only started this morning. At 6:52 am to be exact, when the Byers arrived at his house to spend their Christmas break back in Hawkins, away from California. The party had gathered at the Wheelerâs, where the Byers would be staying, to greet Will and El, who had jumped out of the car and immediately been smothered by a party group hug. Well, a party group hug without Mike who, upon seeing Will emerge from the backseat of Mrs Byersâ car, had promptly melted into a puddle of goo with very limited brain power. He had only just managed to react somewhat normally when Will pulled him into a tight hug, but when Will wryly complimented his Yoda pajamas, he was pretty sure all he managed to get out was âguh.â
Because the thing is, Will has been Mike's best friend since they were five. And until one and a half years ago, Mike had seen him everyday. And Will was familiar. His short stature and swoopy brown hair were familiar. His hazel eyes and shy smiles. Will was the type of kid who parents would coo over and teachers loved, because for all intents and purposes, he was cute. Adorable, even. Politely charming with his drawings and ink covered hands. But now? After Mike only had one short visit to California, very early on, and not so much as a photograph of Will before today? Willâs familiar features are gone. And instead Mike came to the abrupt realization this morning, that Will is hot. And thatâs not a word that Mike would ever use aloud. But itâs true. Somewhere between before and now, Will has become completely and breathtakingly gorgeous. And Mike is dealing with that fact in a totally normal and platonic way.Â
âWhat kind of crisis?â Dustin asks again.Â
Mike shrugs rather helplessly. âIâm not entirely sure.â
Dustinâs eyes gleam with scientific intrigue. âA guessing game, then. Okay, academic?â
Mike shakes his head.Â
âFamily?â
Still no.Â
âPersonal?â
Uh - somewhat.Â
ââŚsexual?â
And Mikeâs face must look some type of way because Dustin lets out an honest-to-god cackle. âWhat? Youâre having a sexual crisis?â
âNo!â Mike quickly amends, trying to do damage control for his facial expressions. âNot sexual. More like, romantic, I guess?â
Dustin levels him with a look. âA romantic crisis, huh? And what, exactly, has brought this about?â
âUh - well, itâs kind of complicated, really.â Itâs not complicated, Mike is just a coward. âItâs just Iâve noticed someone today who I find, uh - who is- well, someone who is rather, um, nice-looking,â he finishes lamely.Â
âNice-looking?â
âYeah, you know. Handsome.â
âHandsome?â
âAttractive?â Mike tries.
Dustin rolls his eyes. âAre you seriously this repressed? The word is hot, Michael.â
âRight. Yes. That.â Even hearing it aloud sent a little thrill through his stomach as he remembers how good Will looks with his tousled hair and strong jawline.
âHandsome as in male, handsome?â Dustin asks, a polite sort of curiosity in his tone.Â
âThat would be accurate.â
âOh, so this is about Will.â
Mike has to stop himself from shoving his pencil into his eye. âHow did you know that? Was I super obvious?â
âJust a little bit,â Dustin admits. âNot to Will, though, I think youâre safe there.â
At least thatâs a relief. âSo, what should I do? You know, about the crisis?â
âWell, what do you want to do?â And Mike is immediately glad he chose Dustin to confide in, with his level-headedness and logic. He isnât going to blow this whole thing out of proportion. âBecause I think you should just tell him that you think heâs earth-shatteringly and mind-bogglingly hot, and you know, maybe kiss him. I think heâd appreciate that.â
And oh, look at that! Mike now regrets everything. âI am not going to do either of those things, Dustin,â he hisses. âDonât be ridiculous.â
âWhy is that ridiculous?â
âWell, for starters, Iâm not just going to kiss him out of nowhere, thatâs rude. And secondly, we donât know that heâs going to appreciate it? He could completely freak out.â
âHeâs not going to freak out - and everyone appreciates kissing.â
âOkay, that is so not true, and this isnât about kissing. Itâs aboutâŚâ Mike trails off, looking for words and Dustin snaps his fingers at him.Â
âOh. Oh, ho, ho,â he chortles.Â
âOkay, please stop doing that.â
âThis isnât a sexual crisis at all, is it?â
âI already told you that it wasnât-â
âThis is a love crisis.â Dustin strings out the word love like luuurve and thatâs the only thing that horrifies Mike out of evaporating on the spot. Because love is a big word. A huge word, in fact. And also the word that most accurately describes his problem. He is having a love crisis.Â
Of course, he immediately denies this. âActually, you know what? Letâs go back to sexual crisis. I think even that is more comfortable than how you just pronounced love.â
âI canât believe youâre in love. Well, actually, maybe I can.â
âOkay, no one said anything about love.â
âOf course youâre in love. Itâs Will.â
And surprisingly, thatâs probably the first thing Dustinâs said so far that makes sense in Mikeâs brain. He fiddles with his pencil and considers his options. Number one is to deny, deny, deny. But heâs the one who started this whole conversation, so itâs not like Dustin will believe him. Number two: pass it off as just a physical attraction - something that isnât serious. Will is pretty and Mike wants to kiss him, but itâs not love. Just one guy appreciating the good-looks of another guy. But then phrase sexual crisis rings in his head, and he immediately vetoes that option. Which leaves him with one more. Admit what he has known to be true for approximately six years. That he is definitely in love, and maybe, just maybe, heâs finally emotionally prepared to do something about it.
âOkay, maybe just a little bit,â is what ends up coming out of his mouth, and Dustin sits back on his chair, satisfied.
âWell, good. Acceptance is the first step. Scoring yourself a super hot boyfriend is step number two.â
âAnd how exactly do you expect me to do that?â
âItâs simple. At lunch hour, weâll lay this all out for the rest of the party and weâll put our brilliant minds together and come up with a plan.â
He makes it sound so easy, that Mike feels compelled to just let it happen.Â
âOkay.â He steadies himself. âA plan. We can make a plan.â Then: âDo you really think Will is going to want that? Do you think he might like me back?â
Dustin rocks back on his rear chair legs, thoughtfully. âWell, scientifically speaking, you know, considering the evidence, I donât think itâs the most unlikely thing in the world. Iâd put your odds at 70:30.â
Mike rolls his eyes. âGreat. Numbers. Just what I need to help me through this.â
âHey, math is a great way to figure things out. And those are good odds.â
Mike stabs his pencil into his worksheet, mutinously. 70% chance of success. He liked the sound of that. But 30% chance of failure? That, he could have lived without.Â
âIâll think about it,â he says at last. âYou can tell the party at lunch, and Iâll think about it.â
Dustin gives him a final nod and turns his attention back to their assigned work. And Mike tries to do the same, he really does, but by the time the bell rings for lunch hour, all heâs managed to do is doodle a couple of little hearts on his page and one very clumsy drawing of a boy in a wizards hat. He flushes, and scrunches up the paper, tossing it in the bin on the way out.
And maybe he was being somewhat (utterly and entirely) naive, thinking Dustin that would at least try to be a little bit subtle about this whole thing, because as soon as they arrive at their usual cafeteria table, Dustin slams down his lunch tray and with fervor, declares: âMike is having a crisis.â
And if that wasnât already enough to send Mike into a half-panicked state, Dustin then adds with a hushed sort of reverence, as if this was the news of the century: âOf the sexual kind.â
âDustin!â Mike whisper-shouts, trying to suppress his mortification. âThat is not what this is.â
âOh? Did you or did you not use the words earth-shatteringly and mind-bogglingly hot?â
âI did not-â Mikeâs horrified protest is cut off by the audible gasping coming from the rest of their table.
âWhat? Who does Mike think is hot-â
âYou like someone? This is unbelievable-â
Dustin waves away everyone with an airy hand. âThe point is this: Mike has declared himself hopelessly and irrevocably in love-â Mike gives up any attempt to interject and just groans, slapping his hand over his face, â-and it is our job, as his most dear and loyal friends-â (â-only friends,â Max interrupts) â-to help him,â Dustin finishes with a flourish.
âHelp him?â Lucas asks quizzically. âYou really think we can help him? Heâs a hopeless case.â
âHey-â
âItâs true, Mike,â Max says unsympathetically. âYouâre probably the least romantic person I know.â
Mike scowls. âI could be romantic.â Then pauses. âWait, no. I donât want to be romantic - this is a terrible idea.â
Lucas points at him. âThere you have it. He doesnât want to be romantic.â
âYeah, thank god,â adds Max. âThat would be a trainwreck.â
âGee, thanks,â he says sarcastically. And how exactly did Mike end up with such supportive and caring friends?Â
Max mimes a âyouâre welcomeâ while Dustin splutters in disagreement. âWhat? No. You donât even know who this is about yet. How can you give up so easily?â
And that gets Max and Lucas interested again.Â
âWell, tell us then. Who is she?â Lucas asks, and then shoots a glance at Mike. âUh, he?âÂ
Max elbows him. âThey.â
Dustin looks to Mike as if for approval and Mike just waves his hands vaguely. He supposes it wonât be the worst thing in the world if they find out about Will. Maybe it would make them more sympathetic when every Friday evening he ditches any plans because thatâs his and Willâs night to talk as much as they can on the phone until someone kicks them off.Â
âOkay. ItâsâŚâ Dustin pauses for dramatic effect until Mike kicks him under the table. âOw! Okay. Itâs Will.â
âKnew it.â
âCalled it.â
âItâs because of this morning, isnât it?â Lucas accuses. âYou saw him and totally freaked out because heâs all hot now.â
âYeah, your face was so red, I thought you were going to explode.â
âOkay, can you stop being mean?â Mike directs at Max. âThis is a trying time.â Then he looks at Lucas. âAnd can everyone please stop with the h-word?â
âHe has problems with the h-word,â Dustin stage-whispers.Â
And great, now theyâre all laughing at him, and Mike tries to slowly slip under the table, but Max reaches over and grabs him by the collar. âRelax, Wheeler, weâre only joking. I, for one, am actually glad that youâre finally admitting your feelings, and would be honored to join the noble quest to find you requited love.â
âYouâve come to too many of our DnD campaigns,â is all Mike says to that.Â
Max sends him a borderline horrified look. âYou know Iâm joking when I say shit like that, right? You do know that?â
âAlright, calm down,â Lucas interjects. âItâs not like youâre going to lose any cool credits with us.â
âPeople!â Dustin claps his hands together. âWe are getting off-track. This meeting has been called to help Mike, not to bully him.â
âMeeting?â Mike splutters. âThis is lunch.â
Dustin waves him off. âWe need a plan.â
âWell, whatâs our aim? Our hypothesis?â Lucas asks, and wow. Between the basketball and the general athleticism, Mike had forgotten that Lucas was still, like the rest of them, a huge nerd.
âThis is not a science experiment-â
âExperiment!â Max cuts off his protest. âThatâs exactly it. We should run trials. Attempts. We should try to set them up.â
âOh, absolutely not,â Mike says loudly.
âThat,â Dustin points two, twin finger guns at Max, âis an excellent idea.â
âNo, no, no, not excellent-â
âWe could each have a go,â Lucas adds, apparently joining Dustin and Max in being deaf to the sound of Mikeâs voice. âMake it a competition.â
âA competition?â
âYeah, like, each of us can try to get them together, and the best man-â
â-or woman-â
âOr woman, will win.â
âGenius,â Dustin whispers. âPure genius.â
All three of them look around at each other with the sort of reverent air that could only be conjured up by a bunch of far too self-important sixteen-year-olds.Â
Mike attempts to say something rational. Reasonable, so as to convince them all that this is a very, very bad idea. What comes out instead is: âAre you all actually insane?â
As one, they turn to look at him, as if only just remembering that he does, in fact, exist. By the looks on their faces, they donât see anything wrong with their plan. Mike sinks back into his seat with a half-strangled sort of moan. âOh my god. You are. You all are. My three best-â (â-only-â) â-friends are insane.â
âOh, certifiably,â Dustin says agreeably. âBut does that mean this is a bad idea?â
âYes. Yes, it does.â
âOh, come on, Mike. Youâve been hung up on Will since we were in middle school - and donât pretend like you werenât. Is it really the worst thing in the world if you give yourself a chance?â
Mike considers Lucasâ words, and hears the truth in them. Although seeing Will this morning had jolted something to life within himself, he has long been aware of the feelings he harbors, that were subconscious at first, until all of a sudden he turned ten, learnt what romance was, and developed what was probably the strongest childhood crush in the history of childhood crushes. Of course, now itâs a fair bit more than a childhood crush, so really, maybe this is a good idea. He could do with a chance.Â
âAnd if you do end up woefully and pitifully rejected, hey, the Byers live in California now, so itâs not like itâll be that awkward,â Max supplies helpfully.
He shoots her a glare, any confidence he had, immediately evaporating. âRight. Will is going to reject me and this is a horrible plan.â
âOh, lighten up, Wheeler,â Dustin says. âSure, the painful pull of heartbreak may befall you, but is that any worse than the pain of never knowing what could be, if only you would proclaim your frankly sickeningly sweet, but admittedly adorable, love?â
Max punches him in the arm. âDonât talk like that.â
But Dustinâs speech, however falsely pretentious, does stir something within Mike. He feels himself slowly nodding. âYeah. Yeah, okay.â
âSeriously, man? Thatâs what convinced you?â
âIâve told you before, Iâm a poet-â
âOh, shut up, the pair of you.â Max looks at Mike squarely from across the table. âYouâll do it?â
And what the hell? What does he have to lose, really? (His dignity, his pride, his lifelong best friend, his brain supplies helpfully, but he ignores it.)Â
âYeah. Iâll do it. Proclaim my love, or whatever.â
Dustin beams at him. âGreat! Whatâs the worst that could possibly happen?â
Lucas covers Maxâs mouth before she can answer.
âYeah,â Mike says, brain spinning with possibilities. âWhatâs the worst that could happen?â
Phase One: Maxâs Madness
Immediately after school, the plan commences. Sometime during their shared science lab (while Mike sat, miserable and alone, relegated to a separate bench for secrecy purposes), Dustin, Lucas, and Max had put together three strategies to be executed over the next three days, that will supposedly âmake Will fall in love, like he never has beforeâ according to Dustin (âassuming, of course, that heâs not already in love with youâ adds Lucas). Of course, they donât tell Mike what any of these strategies are, but he knows that each of them is responsible for one. He dreads Maxâs the most.Â
They all cycle to the Wheelerâs, and for the first time in his life, Mike wishes the distance between his house and school was longer, because all he wants to do right now is delay, delay, delay. Max catches his eye as heâs mid-deep-breath, trying to stop his heart from beating so fast.Â
âWould you calm down?â Max asks. âYouâre acting like youâre going to have a heart attack when you see him.
âMaybe a heart attack isnât the anatomical reaction heâs worried about-â
âDonât even think about finishing that sentence, Dustin,â Mike warns, ignoring the amused look between him and Lucas and the face of mock-disgust from Max. âIâm calm. Iâm very calm. Never been more calm.â
The group share disbelieving glances.Â
âAlright,â says Max. âJust try to take deep breaths so you donât start stress-sweating. Thatâs not the impression you want to give off.â
âIâm not trying to give off an impression. Will already knows everything about me, itâs not like Iâm suddenly going to show up and heâs going to think I'm an entirely different person.â
âWell, I don't know, man. Your look is kind of edgy now. Maybe Will likes emo boys.â
âIâm not emo,â Mike objects, but secretly feels a little pleased about the assessment of his style. âBesides, he saw me this morning. I donât look any different.â
âYeah, well, this morning you were in Star Wars pajamas, so maybe give edgy a chance.â
Mike flushes a little. âIâll have you know that Will said my pajamas were cool.â
The group shares another disbelieving glance, and man, Mike was getting sick of those.Â
âLooks like California has made Will forget about the friends donât lie rule, huh?â Dustin laughs, and Mike doesnât feel the least bit guilty about shoving him off his bike.Â
They reach the house and Mike feels in a tizzy. He lets Lucas and Max frog-march him to the front door, sure that if he walked by himself, he would never make it.Â
âWhatâs today's strategy, again?â he asks.
âDonât you worry about that,â Dustin answers unhelpfully.Â
âGreat. Just great,â he mutters to himself as he fumbles for his key and opens the door.Â
El greets them as soon as they walk inside. âFinally, youâre home! Weâve been so bored all day, waiting. Willâs still upstairs, but heâll be down in a minute.â
Mikeâs stomach does a disconcerting little flip when he realizes that Will is probably up in his bedroom, where heâll be sleeping for the next two weeks. Mrs Byers and El are in Nancyâs room since she (and Jonathan) are staying at college during the break. Will got stuck with Mikeâs floor, since they didnât have another spare bedroom, and really, Mike is not complaining. Still, he hopes he didnât leave anything embarrassing around when he left this morning.Â
Then he hears Willâs voice as he comes down the stairs and balks. âOkay, abort mission,â he hisses to the group. âAbort. This is a terrible plan.â
El looks at them, confused. âWhat plan?â
Dustin starts to say something, but cuts himself off when Will appears and looks around at their guilty faces. âWhatâs going on?â he asks.
Lucas leaps towards him, trying (and failing) to affect an air of nonchalance. âWilliam!â He wraps his arm around Willâs like theyâre an old married couple from a Jane Austen novel and guides him down the rest of the stairs. âAbsolutely nothing out of the ordinary is going on, donât you worry about that.â
Will looks bemused. âWhy are you talking like that?â
âNo reason, no reason.â
âUm, okay?â Will shifts his eyes around the room until they land on Mike, and then his lips tilt up into a smile. âHey, Mike.â
Mike stares until Max elbows him in the ribs. âOh, uh - hi.â And that is definitely not the usual octave he speaks in.Â
Will gives him a strange look, but presses on. âHow was the last day of school?â
âUm, it wasâŚâ Mike thinks back to their lunch time conversation. âProductive.â
Will gives him another bemused little smile, before starting up a conversation with Lucas and Max. Mike takes a moment to try and jumpstart his brain, since currently itâs only able to focus on the fact that Will is wearing a tight, long-sleeve, black shirt and Mike doesnât think heâs ever seen him in that color before.
âWhy are you acting weird?â El asks him suspiciously, and Mike jumps a little.
âIâm not,â he says defensively, âIâm acting very normal.â
El raises her eyebrows, but doesnât push any further. He distracts himself by dumping his backpack and shoes in the hall, and shrugging off his coat, until he hears another voice.
âWill, sweetie?â Mrs Byers calls from upstairs. âWill you help me set up this bed for a moment?â
Will rolls his eyes, but starts to climb back up the stairs. âBe back in a minute.â
As soon as he disappears, Max starts whispering to El very rapidly and Mike squints at them. âWoah, woah, woah. Youâre not telling her the plan, are you?â
The look on Elâs face tells him everything he needs to know. âOh my god.â He throws a hand over his face in embarrassment. âJust tell the whole world, wonât you? Maybe Will while you're at it? Save us all some time.â
âMaybe thatâs a good idea,â says El. âI donât think you need a plan, just tell Will how you feel. And be honest.â
Max scoffs. âYou want Mike to express his feelings? With words? Be serious, El. You saw him just then, he was a stuttering mess.â
Mike doesnât even try to argue because itâs an entirely accurate statement.Â
El still hesitates. âBut, itâs not like a trick?â
âNo!â Dustin says. âItâs not a trick at all. Weâre just helping them along. Creating romantic scenarios.â
âRomantic scenarios,â El says slowly. âLike from movies.â
âExactly,â says Lucas. âLike, Maxâs plan is today, and mine is tomorrow. And I just know that mine is going to work perfectly.â
âWhat is it?â Mike tries. He gets no response.Â
âAnd you think these will work?â El asks.Â
She received three identical nods in reply. She considers them all for a moment, before finally saying: âOkay. But only because I want to see Will happy.â Then she looks at Mike. âAnd you too, I suppose.â
âGee, thanks,â Mike grumbles. âAlways good to be a second thought.â
El shoots him a bright grin and loops her arm into Maxâs, dragging her down the basement stairs. âSo, tell me about your planâŚâ
With the girls gone, Mike looks around at Lucas and Dustin, feeling more than a little mortified. âWas it really that bad? Am I a stuttering mess like Max said?â
Lucas claps him on the shoulder sympathetically. âWell, letâs put it this way. Will still seemed plenty happy to see you, so weâll count it as a win.â
Mike forces himself to take his hundredth deep breath of the day. âOkay, Mike,â he mutters to himself. âYou can do this. You can talk like a normal person to Will - in fact, you literally did that last night on the phone. This isnât any different.â He ignores the way Lucas and Dustin are looking at him like heâs completely lost the plot. âYou just need to be calm, and remember that Will likes you. Youâre his best friend. Heâs happy to see you, and you just need to act normal.â
He exhales one more time and looks up. âOkay, actually that really made me feel better.â
Dustin just looks at him. âOkay, buddy.â
But, truly, Mike has mastered the art of self-pep-talks because when Will reappears, Mike bounds up to him, even managing to sling a casual arm around his shoulder, and steers him into the kitchen. âGo to the basement,â he calls to the others. âWeâll bring snacks.â
As they head into the kitchen, Mike canât help but feel ridiculously happy. Itâs been a long time since heâs seen Will in his house, and familiarity makes his heart swell.
âI like your new haircut,â Will says as he pulls some sodas out of the fridge. âItâs veryâŚÂ you.â
Mike feels absurdly pleased. âThanks,â he says, turning around to grab a bag of chips so Will doesnât see him flush. Will just hums in response, and when Mike turns back, Will reaches a hand up and tugs gently on one of his curls, letting it spring back up after. Mike swallows hard.
âIt looks really good,â Will murmurs, his hand just barely brushing Mikeâs cheek as he brings it back down. Mike accidentally pops the chip bag and both of them jump.
âSorry!â His voice is an octave higher than usual, so he tries again. âSorry. Held it a bit too tight.â
He turns around again swiftly and hunts for a bowl, trying to stop his heart from pounding. He pours the chips out, grabs a couple of chocolate bars from the cupboard, and turns around once more. Will is leaning nonchalantly on the counter.
âReady to go?â Mike says, holding up his haul. Will shoots him a smile and grabs the sodas.
âOnwards, paladin,â he says with a dorky grin. âTo the basement.â
Mike huffs out a laugh, feeling the knot of nerves in his chest loosen a little. Itâs just Will, he reminds himself. âAfter you, cleric.â
They head down the stairs and almost make it into the basement, when Mike pauses, hearing a noise from behind the laundry door. âHear that?â He nudges Willâs leg with his foot, hands holding their snacks.
Will tucks the soda pack under one arm and opens the laundry door. Chaos unfolds before Mikeâs eyes. Lucas and Dustin are arguing in a corner, Max is sitting cross-legged on top of the dryer, and El is crouched on the floor next to a huge puddle of soapy water. In the middle of it all lies a bundle of wet, shiny material in distinctive tones of red and navy that Mike recognises.
âAre those our sleeping bags?â Mike is somewhat incredulous at the soapy, sopping mess of fabric that is spread before him. âWhat the hell happened here?â
El stands back up, holding one of the sleeping bags. âWet,â she says, helpfully.Â
âWe can see that, El.â Willâs tone is sort of resignedly amused, like he had expected nothing more from the group of four in front of them. âI think what Mike means is how did this happen?â
El shrugs, clearly the appointed speaker of the group, probably because they know Mike wonât get mad at her. âWashing machine.â
Mike sighs in exasperation and shares a helpless glance with Will. âAny chance these will dry before bedtime?â
âI mean, unless your dryer has super-machine capabilitiesâŚâ
Even a dumb half-joke like that has Mike laughing, and he sees the look Max gives him like, damn, youâve got it bad. Â
Dustin grins around at them all, like this was exactly what was supposed to happen this evening, and Mike slowly starts to suspect that maybe, it actually is. And then Max confirms that suspicion by saying, âGuess youâll both just have to sleep in Mikeâs bed tonight, huh?âÂ
âYeah, since the sleeping bags are unusable, and all,â adds Lucas.Â
âWet,â says El again.Â
And Mike is a second away from throttling them all, because maybe before he could have gotten away with letting Will take his bed, and just spent the night on the basement couch, but now that theyâve said it aloud, it would be weird for him to say âno, we canât share a bed, Will, because actually I have extremely un-heterosexual feelings for you and I will probably end up holding your hand or doing something equally stupid.â
Will nudges his side. âGuess we will.â
And between that and the frankly demonic grins the rest of his friends are sporting right now, Mike knows he is absolutely, one hundred percent, completely doomed. Of course, this is Maxâs plan. He should have seen that one coming.Â
Once Mikeâs finished mopping the laundry (because he doesnât even want to think about his momâs face if he left it like that), they finally settle in the basement to watch a Christmas film. It passes far too quickly, and Mike feels like he barely has time to appreciate how Will sits next to him, legs tucked under himself, ankles and socked feet draped over Mikeâs lap. Before he knows it, his mom is calling them all upstairs for dinner. And in what feels like an instant, the rest of the party has left, El has flounced upstairs to her room, and the parents are sipping mulled wine in the living room and talking about adult things. Itâs only 9 oâclock, but he and Will wander up the stairs and set about getting ready for bed.Â
Mike dawdles in the bathroom after brushing his teeth, trying to put off the inevitable. He even takes the extra time to floss while giving himself another mental pep-talk, and by the time heâs pushing open his bedroom door, he feels almost confident.Â
âHey,â he says, trying to sound casual. Will is sitting on his desk chair, absent-mindedly flipping through a comic book.
âHi,â he says back, gesturing to the bed. âWant to go to sleep? I know itâs kind of early, but our flight was at, like, 2am this morning, and I feel like Iâm about to collapse from exhaustion.âÂ
Mike grins at him. âWell, we canât have that can we?â He switches off his bedroom light and makes his way to his bedside, turning on his lamp. Before he can think too much about it, he slides under the covers, carefully positioning himself so none of his body crosses the halfway mark of the bed. Will doesnât seem to have any such qualms because when he joins him, he curls up right next to Mike, nudging their ankles together, and turning to face him on the pillow.
âWe havenât done this in a while,â he says in a whisper.
âNot since we were maybe ten,â Mike agrees.
âRemember when you used to have a bunk bed? And I always would start in the top bunk, but if I ever left to go to the bathroom or something, I would never be able to climb back up the ladder in the dark, so I would just sleep with you instead.â
Mike laughs at the memory. âYeah, you were way too short to even be climbing that ladder in the first place. The steps were weirdly far apart.â
Will nods in agreement and then says with a hint of teasing: âWell, Iâm not that short now, am I? Iâm almost as tall as you.â
âAlmost,â Mike whispers back. âBut not quite.â
Will hums in response and then yawns. âOkay, I really am tired now.â Then he hesitates. âUm, leave the lamp on?â
Mike nods quickly. âOf course.â
Will sends him a sleepy smile, and tugs the duvet over his shoulders. âThanks,â he whispers. Mike watches as his eyes slowly flutter shut and his breathing evens out, and wow, Will was not joking when he said he was tired, because it took him all of about thirty seconds to fall asleep.Â
Mike does not experience the same luxury. He lies awake for what feels like hours, feeling hyper aware of every place Will is touching him, and really, Will couldnât possibly have laid down any closer, could he? Mikeâs almost falling off the edge of the bed, and he longingly eyes the large, empty space on the other side of Will. Of course, he doesnât mind being close like this (quite the opposite, in fact), but the point remains; he is about two inches away from crashing painfully to the floor.Â
Carefully, he eases his arm free where Will is holding it, and tries to somehow maneuver his body over the top of Willâs and make it to the other side. Of course, his plan fails abysmally when Will rolls over and accidentally dislodges Mikeâs arm, sending him toppling down onto him. Will lets out a sound of muffled confusion, and Mike scrambles off as fast as he can.
âSorry,â he whispers. âItâs just me - I was kind of falling off the edge, so I tried to move.â
Will blinks his eyes open blearily and squints at him. âAnd you climbed on top of me? Instead of getting out of bed and walking to the other side.â
Right. That would have been the obvious solution. âI didnât think of that.â
Will lets his eyes fall shut again. âSorry for squishing you,â he mumbles. âIâll lie further away.â
âNo, itâs fine!â Mike says a little too loudly in his haste to let Will know that he really doesnât mind. âItâs fine, I donât mind. Letâs just lie a little bit more in the middle of the bed, yeah?â
âYeah, okay,â Will says, and rolls back over towards Mike again, tucking his head under Mikeâs chin. âGoodnight.â
Mike awkwardly wraps an arm around Willâs shoulders and wriggles around until heâs fairly comfortable, with Willâs head resting on his chest and his hair tickling his nose. He feels somewhat surprised that Will is being so affectionate, although they had been fairly tactile with each other before he moved away, so really, why would now be any different? But something about it being in bed makes it feel a million times more intimate and Mikeâs stupid heart skips a beat.Â
He admits to himself that, annoyingly, Maxâs plan seems to have worked incredibly well. Heâs definitely not going to tell her that, but still. Thereâs a vague sense of gratitude floating around his body as he finally drifts off to sleep. Phase one is over, and they have two more to go.
Phase Two: Lucasâ Stratagem
After Maxâs plan yesterday went off without a hitch, Lucas apparently decides to let Mike in on his own plan a little bit, and pulls him aside when the party arrives after breakfast.
âOkay, today is phase two,â he whispers. âItâs a two-pronged approach. A stratagem, if you will.â
âA stratagem?â Mike whispers back. âWhat are we meant to be out-strategizing?â
âYour romantic incompetence,â answers Lucas. And ouch. Mike secretly thinks that Will didnât seem to mind his romantic incompetence last night, but he says nothing. âAll you have to do today,â Lucas continues, âis be your usual hopeless self. Itâs the perfect plan because it capitalizes on who you and Will are as people. Youâre clumsy at the best of times, and Will is generally coordinated. The two prongs. Itâll be great.â
Mike quite honestly has no idea what Lucas is talking about, but the promise that his clumsiness is going to come in useful isnât one that he particularly likes. Itâs not his fault that his limbs are far too long for his own good. Â
He starts to understand when Lucas turns to the party, at large, and announces: âIce skating.âÂ
Mike fights back a groan. He sucks at ice skating. âDo we have to? I mean, itâs freezing out.â
âYouâre just scared because you have terrible balance,â Max argues.
El jostles his shoulder and says, âLike bambi on ice.â
Will turns to look at him with wide, pleading eyes. âCome on, Mike. Itâll be fun. El and I skate all the time back in California, and the lake is so pretty this time of year.â
And when Will is looking at him like that, how could Mike possibly say anything but yes? âFine. But if I fall on my ass, Iâm holding all of you responsible.â He points a threatening finger around the room as Max rolls her eyes.Â
Will beams at him, and then ducks a little closer. âDonât worry,â he says in an undertone as the party starts pulling on coats and hats. âIf youâre really that bad, Iâll hold your hand.â
Okay, so maybe ice skating is, in fact, a terrific idea. He hates and loves the fact that Lucas most definitely saw this coming. He convinces his mom and Mrs Byers, who are drinking wine in the kitchen, to let them borrow a car, and after a warning to drive carefully, the party is off.Â
Loverâs Lake (and no, the irony of the name does not escape Mikeâs notice), is always frozen over at this time of year, and itâs a long-held Hawkins tradition for it to be set up as an ice rink. Fairy lights have been strung over tree branches at the shore, and a stall is set up renting ice skates for a few dollars an hour. He pushes Willâs hand aside when he tries to pay, figuring that he should at least try to put a bit of effort into making this date-like. Itâs definitely worth it when Will leans close to his ear to whisper a thank you that makes his neck tingle.Â
The party kick off their shoes and pull on their skates, and make their way (some with more difficulty than others) onto the ice. Will immediately speeds off, hand in hand with El and the two start a lap around the outskirt of the fenced-off portion of the lake that forms the rink. All bundled up in their winter coats and hats, they look closer to twins than siblings, and the sight makes Mike feel warm.
âSo much for holding your hand, huh?â Lucasâ voice sounds in his ear.
Mike whirls around unsteadily on his skates. âYou heard that?â
Lucas gives him a knowing smirk. âThis is my plan, Wheeler. Itâs my job to hear things.â
âOkay, calm down, youâre not a superspy.â
And then Lucas actually winks. âMaybe I am.â
Mike narrows his eyes, suspicious. âWhat do you know that youâre not telling me?â
Lucas just shrugs, and starts skating away towards Max.
âLucas!â Mike shouts after him. âIf youâre not going to tell me, at least help me skate!â
Dustin sidles up to him after Mikeâs spent a few seconds hopelessly spinning on the spot. âLooks like itâs just you and me now, huh?â
Mike canât help the longing glance he throws in Willâs direction. âRight. You and me.â
Unhelpfully, Dustin is almost as bad at skating as he is, and together they attempt to unsuccessfully propel themselves towards the center of the lake. (âYouâre terrible at this-â âOh, like youâre any better-â âStop leaning on me!â âI have to lean on you, youâre shorter than me-â)
Eventually the Wonder Twins make their way towards them, probably out of pity. They stop right in front of Dustin and Mike, and Will looks frustratingly elegant on his skates.Â
Mike glares at him. âHow the hell are you so good at this?â
Will simply grins, and reaches forward to take Mikeâs hand, and Mikeâs annoyance immediately evaporates. âCome on, Iâll teach you.â
El and Dustin seem to get the hint, and they start to skate away together, leaving Will and Mike standing on their own, right in the middle of the rink. In Mikeâs mind he can picture that if they were looking at the lake from above, he and Will would be standing somewhere in the top-right-hand-corner of the heart that itâs shaped into.Â
âYour hands are freezing,â Will remarks, starting to tug Mike along. âCome on, move your feet a little. No - donât lift them up! Just glide.â
âEasy for you to say,â Mike mutters, although heâs no longer irritated. âTell me again how long it takes to learn this?â
âDonât worry, youâll get the hang of it. El and I go skating pretty much every weekend. Thereâs not much else to do in Lenora Hills.â
He says Lenora Hills with a little eye roll that makes Mike pause. âI thought you were enjoying California?â
Will makes a face. âWell, yeah, I mean school is good - less bullies and all, and definitely less creepy supernatural stuff, but still.â He squeezes Mikeâs hand. âIt doesnât have you.â
And that feels like an opening, if there ever was one. Mike squeezes his hand back. âIâve really missed you. I know I say it on our calls all the time, but itâs true. Hawkins isnât the same without you.â
Willâs face is flushed, and Mike hopes that it's from his words and not just from the cold. As they slowly shuffle along Mike has to fight the urge to do something ridiculous, like kiss Will. He settles for snatching the red beanie off Willâs head with his spare hand instead, and jams it on his own head.
âHey,â Will protests. âGet your own hat.â
âThis is my hat,â Mike informs him dryly. âYou stole it from my wardrobe this morning.â
He expects Will to shoot another remark back at him, but instead he brings them to a stop, and slowly fixes how the hat is sitting on Mikeâs head, tugging out a few pieces of hair that were caught. âWell, if youâre going to steal it back, at least wear it properly,â he says quietly.Â
Mikeâs face feels much warmer than the hat could ever make him, and Will can definitely tell because he starts grinning. âFeeling warm?â he asks innocently.
Mike just punches his arm before grabbing his hand again. âCome on, letâs skate. I think Iâm getting the hang of it now.â
He was not, in fact, getting the hang of it. But after a while (and more than a few stumbles that had Will catching him before he could topple onto the ice), heâs finally able to glide forward with some semblance of coordination. Both he and Will conveniently ignore the fact that they probably donât need to hold hands anymore, and start making their way over to where the others have gathered near the shore.
âWell, donât you two look adorable,â Lucas teases. Mike grabs a handful of snow from the bank and shoves it in Lucasâ face. The movement makes him tilt forward a little, and Will grabs him around the waist to steady him.
Lucas now looks positively gleeful. âShut up,â Mike mutters. Then, because he wants a distraction: âThereâs hot chocolate being sold on the other bank. Shall we?â
El quickly agrees, clapping her mittened hands together, and as one, they all set off. Mike may or may not purposefully stumble at the start so that Will holds his hand again. Max shoots him a look, but hey, it works, so Mike is not complaining. The others start up a light conversation that Mike lets fade into the background as he sneaks glances at Will out of the corner of his eye. Halfway across the lake, it starts snowing, and little snowflakes hang off Willâs eyelashes and hair. Against the wintery white background and the distant fairlights that glow in the trees, he looks ethereal. Of course, then he shoots an evil grin at Mike and shouts: âRace you!â, and Mikeâs moment of inner awe is promptly ruined.
Groaning to himself, he attempts to follow the rest of the party as they speed across the lake, whooping and shouting. Heâs vaguely impressed with himself when he makes it to the other shore in one piece, only a minute behind the others, and also ahead of Dustin. Will grins at him and presses a styrofoam cup of hot chocolate into his hands.
âGood job,â he says, steam from his own cup floating in front of his face. âYou didnât fall over.â
Mike takes a sip of chocolate and immediately regrets it as he burns his tongue. âYeah, well, youâre a good teacher.â He sticks his tongue out and attempts to catch snowflakes to soothe the burn, and Will laughs at him. They make their way over to a quiet spot on the shore, a little ways away from the hot chocolate stand, and sit down on a tree root. Mike watches his friends as El attempts to teach them all to skate backwards.
Will presses his leg against Mikeâs and asks: âHaving a good time?â
âYeah,â he replies, honestly. âYeah, I really am.â
The smile that Will gives him is brilliant. âIâm glad.â
âI have a good time whenever Iâm with you,â Mike blurts out, unable to stop himself. He promptly buries his head in his hot chocolate cup and blows so the steam rises, hiding his face from view.
Will is quiet for a moment before he speaks again. âThatâs how I feel about you, too,â he says, voice soft. âYou always make everything better.â
Mike feels as if someone has dumped his hot chocolate on his head, with the way his whole body is suddenly warm. Feeling daring, he wraps his arm around Will, and Will responds by tucking his head onto Mikeâs shoulder. And for a moment, it feels like the whole world grinds to a stop. Mike can no longer hear the laughter of his friends, all he can feel is the gentle tickle of Willâs hair against his neck, and the sweet taste of chocolate in his mouth. He wonders if Will also tastes of chocolate.Â
Gently, he squeezes Willâs shoulder and says, âI wish you were here all the time. I know Californiaâs been good for you and El, but still. I just wish you could stay for a little bit longer.â
Will rests his hand on Mikeâs leg and exhales slowly. âI wish I could stay, too.â
Thereâs something in his tone that Mike doesnât quite know how to place. Almost like heâs hiding something. But the moment is a little too perfect for him to press further, so he just accepts Willâs words with a smile thatâs a little bit sad. At least, when theyâre back in separate states, he can rest easy in the knowledge that Will misses him too.
Phase Three: The Dustin Conspiracy
The next morning commences day three: phase three. Mike has to admit that everything has gone surprisingly well so far, and when Dustin announces that itâs time for: âChristmas baking,â Mike is expecting today to go great. They stick on some Christmas music, pull a gingerbread recipe from a magazine, and get to work.
Of course, between the six of them, things rapidly devolve into chaos, as Lucas attempts to crack eggs, El tries to whip butter, and Dustin sits on the counter and calls instructions (âNo, Lucas, donât put the shell in-â âIâm not trying to put the shell in-â âMax thatâs flour not sugar!â âAnd who died and made you head chef, Dustin?â).
Mike shoots Will a smile as they hunt around for the cookie cutters. âOur friends are so peaceful, arenât they?â
âOh, of course,â Will replies with a smirk. âSo sweet and quiet.â
âTender and mild,â Mike remarks as Silent Night plays over the speakers. They look at each other once more before bursting into a fit of laughter.
âOh! Here.â Will pulls out a metal tin while Mike wipes tears from his eyes. âWe havenât used these since we were about six-years-old.â
âI remember that,â Mike says fondly. âWe totally almost burnt down the kitchen.â
Will opens the tin and pulls out a reindeer cutter. âYeah, we left them in the oven for too long and you cried like a baby.â
Mike rolls his eyes. âOkay, did you miss the part where we were six-years-old?â
Will grins at him. âBut you were so sweet though. You forced yourself to eat a whole cookie because you were so worried that I would be upset if you didnât like them.â
Mike busies himself with unpacking the tin, feeling a little embarrassed. âI didnât want you to be disappointed.â
âWow, thatâs weirdly nice of you, Mike,â Max says jokingly. âWhere was that attitude when I came along?â
Mike flushes at her words, not realizing the rest of the room was listening in. Itâs not often that he or Will share stories from before the party, when it was just the two of them, but he knows that Dustin and Lucas are always keenly interested. Sure enough, Lucas chimes in,
âTell us more stories, Will.â
âYeah, tell us baby Mike stories!â Elâs face is bright with intrigue. âI want to hear.â
âOh, sure,â Mike grumbles. âWhat, is it Embarrass Mike Day today?â
âOh, come on,â Will pouts, and for a moment Mike does feel like a child again, as if heâs got six-year-old Will staring back at him. âJust one?â
Mike rolls his eyes and relents with a waved hand. âYeah, yeah, whatever.â
He sets about stirring the ingredients together, because someone has to (what even is nutmeg?), while Will starts telling a story. Thankfully, itâs only about the one time that Will accompanied the Wheelerâs on vacation, and nothing too embarrassing.
As he fumbles his way through the recipe, he relaxes a little. Heâs missed Willâs storytelling voice - it reminds him of the rare occasions when he would agree to be Dungeon Master. He can tell by the reactions of his friends, that they too are a little entranced. Itâs not often that Will lets himself go like this, and really gets into something, but it certainly is a sight to behold. With the gingerbread dough done, Mike leans an elbow on the counter and rests his gaze back on Will. They lock eyes for a moment, and Will gives him a brilliant smile that makes his stomach flip. By the time the story ends, Mike has rolled out the dough and used the cookie cutters to make (slightly messy) reindeers and gingerbread men.Â
âSo, I guess youâve always been this stupidly earnest,â says Max. Mike considers the assessment. Itâs something that Will has actually said to him before, albeit in a much nicer way. That one of his favorite things about Mike is how he acts with so much sincerity and conviction no matter the situation.Â
âGuess so,â he replies, shooting a sideways glance at Will, who is still smiling at him. âLetâs get these in the oven.â He gestures to the tray. âAnd, letâs not forget to take them out, this time.â
Will laughs and grabs the tray off the bench. âWe canât have you crying again, can we?â
They smile at each other for a second, reminiscing.Â
Of course, the moment is ruined when Dustin opens up the tin of cinnamon and tips it onto Willâs head.
âDustin!â Will splutters, as powder rains down all over his hair and his sweater. âWhat was that for?â
âOops,â Dustin says innocently. âSlipped.â
Mike waves his hand in front of his face and coughs slightly as cinnamon powder works its way into his lungs. He shoots a glare at Dustin, taking Willâs arm and walking him to the sink.
âDonât open your eyes,â he warns. âItâs like, all over your face.â
He wets a paper towel and goes to hand it to Will, but he catches Dustin miming something out of the corner of his eye. A very over the top charade of him pretending to wipe something of Elâs face, who is giggling in the corner. Mike rolls his eyes but gets the picture.
âOkay, hold still,â he says to Will, before gently wiping the towel over his eyelids. Feeling a little self-conscious under four sets of eyes he sends them all a glare over his shoulder.
âWould you lot do something useful? Like wipe up the mess? Or put the biscuits in the oven?â
They spring into action with sheepish grins, grabbing more paper towels to wipe cinnamon off the floor and benches, and Lucas shoves the baking tray into the oven.
âAm I good yet?â Will asks him. Mike wipes his face a few more times.
âThink so.â Willâs hazel eyes blink open and he sends Mike a grateful smile, before shaking his hair out like a dog. Mike laughs and grabs him by the arm to steady him when he gets a little dizzy.
Will blows his fringe out of his face and holds his arms out as if presenting himself for inspection. âBetter?â
Mike looks at him consideringly. âI think you need a new jumper.â
Will makes a face and goes to pull his ruined jumper off.
âJust chuck it in the laundry,â Mike says. âIâll grab you a new one.â
He runs up the stairs and into his room, spotting Willâs suitcase on the floor next to the bed. He pauses for a moment, considering, before turning to his own wardrobe and pulling out a forest green sweater that Nancy got him last Christmas, that has on it a little dinosaur wearing a Santa hat. He grins to himself. Perfect.
When he comes back downstairs, Will is apparently in the bathroom. Mike rounds on Dustin immediately. âWhat was up with that?â
Dustin gives him a knowing look. âIt was the perfect plan, thatâs whatâs up. Close physical contact plus helping someone in a time of need? Thatâs a recipe for love if Iâve ever heard it.â Then, he points down at the sweater in Mikeâs hands. âAnd that is definitely your jumper, you wore it last Christmas. Sharing clothes is romantic trope number one.â
Mike squints at him. âYou sound like a conspiracy theorist. Or like youâve read too many romance novels.â
Dustin just shrugs benignly and Will re-enters the kitchen, hair dripping.
âDude, what did you do?â Lucas asks.
Will grimaced. âStuck my head under the tap. I thought it would be a good way to get rid of the cinnamon.â
âYeah, sorry about that,â says Dustin.Â
Will sends him a look. âSure you are.â
Mike hands him the jumper, and Will doesnât say anything about the fact that itâs not his.Â
âWell.â Dustin claps his hands, looking pleased. âLetâs check on those cookies, shall we?â
Later on, when the party has left and Mike and Will are curled up in bed (yes, Mike didnât feel the need to remind Will that the sleeping bags were now dry, and no, Will didnât feel the need to ask), Will brings up the jumper thing. Heâs still got it on, as the weather is just cold enough to wear sweaters to bed.Â
âSo, this isnât mine,â he says, tweaking the neckline.Â
Mike scrambles for an excuse. âUh, I couldnât find your suitcase?â
Will looks at him disbelievingly. Â
âI mean, I couldnât find a jumper inside your suitcase?â
Will smiles. âItâs okay, Mike. I like this jumper.â
âOh. Right.â Mike canât stop himself from adding: âIt looks good on you.â
Will says nothing, just ducks his head a little so it sits below Mikeâs face. Mike suspects that heâs hiding a blush, which makes him ridiculously happy. And yep, sure enough, when Will pulls back his cheeks are slightly flushed.Â
âYour hair still smells like cinnamon,â Mike whispers.
Will grins and promptly shoves his head under Mikeâs nose again. Mike pushes him gently away and sneezes. âGod,â he says, eyes watering. âDustin really did a number on you.â
Will shrugs, running his hand through his hair so it sits back off his forehead. âI like cinnamon.â
âYouâre going to make my sheets smell,â Mike complains, although he really doesnât mind.
âYeah, and everytime you go to sleep, youâll have good memories. Thatâs how olfaction works, right? Youâll smell a good smell and have nice dreams.â
Mike laughs. âOkay, nerd. When did you swallow a biology textbook? Iâll be sure to sniff my pillows real hard after youâre gone so I dream of you.â
Will smiles back, and Mikeâs only half-joking, because the scent lingers in his nose and heâs sure that from now on cinnamon is only ever going to remind him of Will.Â
They settle down into the bed, and even after just two nights, Mike doesnât hesitate to draw Will closer when he curls his body around Mikeâs.Â
âChristmas Eve tomorrow,â he whispers. âYou excited?"
He feels Will nod against his chest. âYeah. I kind of like Christmas Eve better than Christmas Day. Just the anticipation of it all.â His words are blurry with sleep, so Mike just hums in response.Â
Will whispers a goodnight, and Mike just about whispers one back before he too drifts off, the scent of cinnamon in his nose. And you know what? That night he does have good dreams.Â
Phase Four (Suprise Edition): Elâs Wisdom Saves The Day
Mike, Will, and El spend Christmas Eve morning babysitting Holly, and really, Mike doesnât think heâs ever seen a more adorable sight than Will teaching his little sister how to draw. They lounge about the living room floor, eating candy canes with the radio on, and Mike spends most of the morning with a dopey smile on his face, which El definitely teased him about, but heâs far too gone on the whole situation to really care. Of course, when she drags him into the kitchen under the pretense of getting snacks, he starts to care a little more.
âWhat are you doing?â Blunt and straight to the point, as she always is.
âWhat do you mean?â Mike tries to dodge the question. âWeâre babysitting Holly.â
El sends him a pointed look that Mike just knows sheâs picked up from Max. âIÂ mean, what are you doing with Will?â
âOh, that.â Mike struggles for an answer. âI donât really know.â Truthfully, there have been half a dozen times over the past few days where Mike thought that Will was going to say something to him. He had been hoping that something would be Will confessing his feelings because after all, Will had always been the brave one.
âThe plans,â El prompts. âHave they been working?â
Mike fills up a glass with juice for her, and then for himself, just to give his hands something to do. âI think so,â he says slowly. âI mean we keep having all these moments.â
âMoments?â
âYeah, like, when we were ice skating, or even last night when we watched that movie, he put his head on my shoulder.â
El sips her juice. âYou want to know what I think?â
âAlways.â
âI think plans are stupid. And weâre not stupid.â
âWell,â Mike says, thinking of the party. âWeâre probably a little stupid.â
El giggles. âNo, I mean that you donât need a plan. Willâs my brother, and I know he is brave, but he will never tell you how he feels without you bringing it up first.â
âWell, maybe if I drop enough hints-â
âHints?â El makes a face of disgust. âNo hints. I hate hints. I wish people would just say how they feel, all the time. It would make everything so much easier.â
And Mike has to agree. âSo, you think I should just confess? Just say it?â
âYes.â
âOkay. Okay, but what if he doesnât like me back?â Although a lot of his doubt had been washed away this week, Mike canât help the little bit that remains.
Elâs tone is gentle when she speaks. âMike, none of that matters. Will loves you and he is always going to be your best friend. Even if he doesnât feel the same, he wonât be angry. He would never be angry with you. You should just tell him.â
And thatâs probably the most reassuring thing Mike has ever heard in his life.
âGod, when did you get so wise?â He nudges El with his elbow.
El grins. âIâve always been wise.â And for a moment, she seems so different to that little girl Mike had once hid in his basement.
âCaliforniaâs been really good for you, huh?â
El nods. âYes, it really has.â Then she pauses. âBut I would still come back to Hawkins, if I could.â
âReally? Even after everything bad thatâs happened here?â
âHawkins is my home,â she says simply. âThe first place I ever had a family. You, Max, Lucas, Dustin.â She floats her juice out of her glass and sends the bubble of liquid floating up towards the ceiling. âAnd now Will is my family, too. And I had brothers and sisters before, but they werenât the same. Will and Jonathan and Joyce. Theyâre my family.â The juice falls back into the glass with a splash. âMe and Will have talked a lot. Helped each other. We understand each other. And I think we could do it - move back here.â
âYeah?â Mike feels a little emotional. Not just about El and how free sheâs become, but about the possibility that the Byers could once again call Hawkins their home.
âYes. Weâve come a long way, Mike.â
He nods. âYeah. Me too.â
They share a smile, and despite all their teasing and their hijinks, Mike feels truly grateful to have such great friends.
Then the doorbell rings and he hears Max shout, âWheeler, open up. Weâre freezing out here,â and the moment is effectively ruined.Â
He sends an exasperated glance at El. âCanât get one moment of peace around here.âÂ
The doorbell rings again, and El grins and runs into the hallway. âWho needs peace when you have friends?â she calls over her shoulder.
Mike supposes thatâs true. The parents arrive back home a few minutes after the party, so heâs able to give Holly back to them, and join the others in the basement. Mrs Byers pokes her head in after a few moments and pulls El and Will away for âfamily stuffâ, whatever that means. And with Will gone, so is Mikeâs safety shield and the interrogation starts immediately.
âSo, whatâs been happening-â
âThe ice skating was totally romantic. You guys looked like you were on an actual date-â
âI know that the sleeping bags are still in the laundry, Wheeler, so donât even deny that my plan worked-â
âOkay, everyone shut up,â he says loudly. He tries to summarize. âNothing has happened, ice skating was fun, donât even talk to me about sleeping bags, and no, Dustin, cinnamon in the face is absolutely not romantic.â
âHey, letâs not forget that there wouldnât even be a plan, if not for me. Cinnamon or no cinnamon, I deserve credit.â
Mike makes a face. âLetâs not get ahead of ourselves. Nothingâs even happened yet.â
âBut youâve shared a bed, right?â Max asks, leaning forward. âAnd Will is definitely not wearing his own jumper.â
âYou held hands, basically all day at the ice skating rink. That has to mean something-â
âOkay, okay,â Mike holds his hands up, somewhat regretting even getting himself into this situation. âIf something does happen - and thatâs an if, Iâll let you know. Now, can we lay off the questioning? I feel like Iâm in one of my momâs rom-coms.â
âThe fact that you even know what a rom-com is tells me everything I need to know,â says Max.
Mike flips her off.
âMike!â Willâs voice travels down to the basement. âCome up here for a second?â
Lucas grins. âBetter go see what he wants, huh?â
âYeah, have fun up there, loverboy-â
âNo, Dustin, absolutely not.â
Mike scurries up the stairs, feeling a little relieved to escape the questioning (and Dustinâs horrifying nicknames). He passes El on the way up. âAny idea whatâs up?â
Her eyes gleam. âGood news, I think.â
That bodes surprisingly well, so Mike runs up the rest of the stairs, taking them too at a time. In the front hallway, Will is waiting for him.
âWhatâs up?â
Will doesnât say anything, just grabs Mikeâs arm and pulls him outside onto the back porch.Â
âOkay,â Mike laughs, as he follows. âWhatâs going on?â
Will pulls the back door shut, and turns to Mike. Heâs beaming, eyes alight, and Mike suddenly thinks that this is it. His efforts over the past few days havenât gone unnoticed. And Willâs about to tell him that he feels the same. That he likes him. Will opens his mouth to speak, and Mikeâs heart just about jumps out of his chest.
âWeâre moving back to Hawkins!â Will bursts out, looking giddy with happiness.
AndâŚthatâs not what Mike expected. His heart dampens a bit in disappointment, before he actually processes the words that Will said, and it speeds right back up again. âWhat?â
âYeah! We decided just then. Well, officially decided - weâve been talking about it for months and I wanted to tell you so bad, but I didnât want to get your hopes up just in case - but weâre doing it. Weâre moving back.âÂ
The excitement in Willâs voice is palpable and Mike canât help the reflexive smile that slides onto his face.
âThis holiday, it was sort of like a trial run,â Will continues, a little less breathless than before. âTo see if we could do it - you know, to see if me and El were okay. Make sure we don't feel anything, anymore.â
Mike nodded slowly, still feeling a little speechless.
âAnd we didnât. So, weâre doing it. Just in time for senior year, too.â
And suddenly, Mike feels as if all his worries have evaporated. It was a quiet whisper of fear that he hadnât expressed to any of his friends, when they first came up with the plan. That maybe, just maybe, if all of this worked, and Will did love him back, he would only end up going back to California and they wouldnât even get to be together. Not properly. But now? The very thing he had wished for, ever since the Byersâ first moved away, was coming true.Â
Willâs still looking at him, eyes bright and hopeful, face plastered with a smile that makes Mikeâs heart jolt. Distantly, he hears his friends' voices in his head. Dustinâs bold, âwhatâs the worst that could possibly happen?â Lucasâ dry, âassuming, of course, that heâs not already in love with you.â Maxâs - well, Maxâs voice is less of a voice and more of a very pointed look. And lastly, Elâs gentle and understanding, âyou should just tell him.â
âMike.â Willâs voice is a little hesitant. âEverything okay?â
And Mike means to say something reassuring and celebratory, he really does. He means to tell Will how excited he is that heâll finally be coming home. Instead, his mouth moves without any input from his brain.
âI love you,â he blurts. No bells and whistles, no ribbons or wrapping. Just that, plain and simple. I love you.Â
He looks up at Will, trying to gauge his reaction. Good or bad, he just needs to know what he thinks. Willâs face however, is schooled into a polite sort of confusion.
âUh, I love you, too?âÂ
And it hits Mike, that Will, in all his unwillingness to make any assumptions, doesnât quite grasp his meaning.
âNo, thatâs not what I mean,â Mike manages, heart pounding. âI mean - of course, I love you, but I really mean that I love love you. Like Iâm in love with you.â
And now Willâs face shows his feelings, eyebrows raised slightly in shock, mouth parted, eyes wide in a mix of confusion that moves to understanding that moves to something akin to affection.
âRomantically.â Mike feels the need to clarify. âI mean in a romantic sense.â
âOh,â Will says softly. And then they both just stare at each other for a moment, and Mike feels like if Will doesnât say something right now then he will actually explode.
Will takes a little step closer, and Mike hones in on his mouth, telling himself itâs only because if Will speaks, his non-existent powers of lipreading will allow him to understand quicker, just what he is saying. But Willâs mouth doesnât start forming a sentence. Instead, it just moves closer, and closer, and closer, until heâs hovering just an inch away from Mikeâs lips. Suddenly, Mike tears his eyes away from Willâs mouth (which looks soft and pink and oh, so kissable) and up to meet his gaze.Â
âHi,â he whispers, and Willâs eyes crinkle in amusement.
âHey.â Will shifts closer still, bracketing Mike against the porch railing with his arms.
âThis isâŚcozy.â Mike mentally slaps himself for the awkwardness of that comment, but Will is huffing out a laugh that he can feel brush against his lips, and all rational thoughts disappear from his brain.
âMike?â Will breathes, voice barely more than a whisper. Mike doesnât think heâs managed a reply, but Will continues on anyway. âI love you, too.â
Then Will tilts his head forward, just a little bit more, and kisses him. And any semblance of sanity that Mike has left in his brain immediately melts into a puddle and seeps out of his body and between the porch floorboards. Willâs kiss is somehow exactly what Mike expected. Itâs just Will. Soft and sweet, but also sure of itself, with a hand reaching up to gently hold Mikeâs jaw. He tastes of peppermint, like the candy canes they were just eating, and his lips are warm. He eases Mike back against the railing, and Mike lets him, sure that if Willâs other hand wasnât holding his waist, he would currently be collapsed on the floor.Â
When Will pulls back, Mike feels in a daze. He vaguely registers that Will is saying something to him, and pulls enough power back into his brain to ask: âWhat? Sorry, what did you say?â
Will gives him a knowing little grin, like he is well-aware of the effect he is having. âI asked if this is why youâve been acting so weird? Not just you, but everyone.â
âOh,â Mike says, cheeks flushing. âMaybe a little bit. We were kind of trying to make you fall in love with me - we had a whole plan and everything. Three steps.â
âThree whole steps?â Will teases. âWell, too bad the whole thing was unnecessary, because Iâve been in love with you for years.â
Mike pretends that he doesnât hear the amazed little giggle that exits his own voice box. âLucas said something like that. That the plan assumed that you werenât already in love with me.â
âAh, yeah, he kind of already knew,â Will admits sheepishly.
âWhat ? He knew?â
âWell, falling in love at eleven-years-old is a big deal! I had to tell someone, and itâs not like I could talk to you, so Lucas seemed like a good option.â
Mike shakes his head in disbelief. âI canât believe he knew this whole time.â
âYeah, weâve had a lot of phone calls about it,â Will says. And then Mike pauses, as he realizes something.
âEleven-years-old? You fell in love with me when you were eleven-years-old?â
Will flushes. âUm, yeah. Itâs been a long time, I know, but-â
âI was ten,â Mike cuts him off, and Will blinks up at him. âI was ten when I fell in love with you.â
âOh,â Will breathes. Then his face breaks out into a grin and he pokes Mike in the ribs. âSo, you totally fell first. I am never going to let you live that down.â
And then he darts forward once more to place a quick kiss on Mikeâs lips. When he goes to pull back, Mike grabs onto the front of his sweater - no, Mikeâs sweater, that Will is still wearing - and holds him in place. He feels Will smile against his lips for a moment, before he obliges and kisses Mike again.Â
Mike lets his brain go fuzzy and focuses on the smooth, warm movements of Willâs mouth. He lets himself get swept away on the wave thatâs crashing through his body, making his stomach feel pleasantly warm, and his skin tingle. Where Will learnt to kiss like this, Mike has no idea, but he isnât complaining. When Will pulls back, Mike has to physically stop himself from chasing his lips again, and Will huffs out a little laugh.
He feels as if a million thoughts should be racing through his brain right now - he should be trying to process the wave of happy emotion he is currently feeling, but instead when he opens his mouth, all he manages to say is: âKiss me again?â
And yep, he supposes that just about sums up the only coherent thing in his head right now. Luckily, Will obliges, and tilts his chin up to capture Mikeâs lips in another kiss. And wow, itâs just as head-swimmingly good as the last two, and Mike knows he is never going to get sick of this feeling. Will retreats though, after only a brief moment and bumps his forehead gently against Mikeâs.
âWe should probably head back inside. The others will be wondering where we are.â
Mikeâs about to protest, but then he thinks about everyone coming looking and finding them kissing on the porch, and makes a face. He doesnât think he could stand the smug looks.
âYeah,â he agrees, tangling Willâs hand in his own. âLetâs head back inside.â
He lets Will pull him towards the basement, and they pause on the stairs. Will holds up their joined hands. âShould we just tell them now? Get it over with?â
Mikeâs about to agree, when another thought occurs to him. He looks at Will with a conspiring grin. âOr, we could make our own plan.â
Understanding blooms on Willâs face and he grins wickedly (and damn, if mischievous is not a good look on him). After a few minutes of planning, they push open the basement door, hands still joined. The chattering of their friends grinds to a halt, and Mike can see four sets of eyes look at his and Willâs hands, and then look frantically at each other.
âWe have news,â Will says brightly, pulling Mike down onto the couch, so close heâs almost sitting in his lap. The others glance at each other once more, before jumping into a flurry of motion. Dustin drops the VHS tapes he was holding, Lucas and Max hurry over from where they were chatting by the window, and El releases her hold on the Millenium Falcon toy she was hovering, letting it drop to the ground with a crash. All four scramble over furniture items to come sit, stand, and kneel in front of the couch, and Mike feels vaguely like heâs a kindergarten teacher about to read a storybook. He nudges Willâs arm and asks: âReady?â
Will nods and looks across at them all, pausing for a long moment to let the tension build. âOkay. Our news isâŚâ
He stalls for an unbearably long time, so Mike pinches his side, wanting him to just spit it out so they can get their friends' reactions.
âOkay, okay. Weâre moving back to Hawkins!â
âWhat?â
âThatâs your news?â
âBut what about-â El catches on quickly, and shuts Dustin up with an elbow to the side.
âYes! Thatâs the big news,â she says, standing up and shoving herself onto the armrest of the couch next to Will. She slings her arm around his shoulder. âWeâre moving back! For senior year.â She glances down at everyoneâs shocked faces. âWell, arenât you all pleased?â
Immediately, the rest of the party scramble out their happy responses. Max jumps up and squeals, wrapping El into a hug as Lucas and Dustin do the same to Will. Due to their proximity, Mike gets an elbow or two in the ribs and he shoves both of them off.Â
âOkay, okay,â he laughs. He slides his hand onto Willâs leg and grins internally at the way Dustinâs eyes boggle. âGlad youâre all so pleased.â
Will leans forward and rests his chin on a hand, face breaking into a cheeky smile. âYou all seemed so shocked. I mean, what other news were you possibly expecting?â Then he slides his hand into Mikeâs where itâs resting in his lap, with a big exaggerated movement that draws everyoneâs attention.
Lucas stares at Will, as if attempting to telepathically communicate. Will just stares at Mike who, in turn, stares at Dustin, who stares at El, who stares (and probably succeeds in telepathically communicating) at Max, who stares back at Lucas.Â
Max is the first one to break the silence. âYouâre fucking with us, arenât you?â
And thatâs enough to send Mike into a fit of laughter.
At once, four voices break into excited chatter.Â
âI told you, Mike. Didnât I say that this was a good idea-âÂ
âI know that my plan worked best. Ice skating is the perfect date-â
âOh, come on, Lucas, you seriously think yours was the best? The sleeping bags are literally still in the laundry-â
âOkay, okay, okay,â Will laughs. âEveryone calm down.â
âSo,â says El. âAre you dating now?â
Mike glances sideways at Will, feeling a little embarrassed by all the attention. And by the fact that they hadnât actually taken the time to decide on that answer. But Will smoothes away his worries with a quick nod of his head.
âYeah, but you donât have to make a big deal of it.â
âAre you kidding? This is a huge deal-â
âYou so owe us, Mike. This whole plan was a huge success-â
Mike sees Willâs confusion and leans over to give him a brief overview of the whole plan thing. âItâs kind of embarrassing, really,â he mutters at the end.
Will sends him a bright smile. âNah. Itâs kind of sweet.â
Max mimes vomiting at them, so Mike throws a pillow at her.
âSo, Will, enlighten us. Did our plans work?â
Will contemplates. âWell, Lucasâ definitely. Maxâs was a nice addition. Dustin - your plan was just chaos and Iâm still finding cinnamon in my hair.â
âHey-â Dustin tries to object, but Mike cuts him off.
âElâs plan worked the best.â
The others look around at each other in disbelief. âWhat? El didnât even have a plan, she helped with mine,â says Max.
El smiles from her perch next to Will. âMy plan was the best plan, because it wasnât a plan.â
âShe basically told me just suck it up and get it over with,â Mike explains. âReally, someone should have said something sooner.â
âWe tried-â
âYou wouldnât hear a word of it-â
âOh, so now youâre capable of talking to Will like a normal person-â
Will ducks his head down to stage-whisper in Mikeâs ear. âTheyâre just so supportive, arenât they?â
âTruly, we have incredible friends.â
Will laughs and wraps an arm around El. âWell, I definitely have an incredible sister.â
And honestly, the whole moment is so incredibly saccharine that if Mike was surrounded by any other group of people, he would have found the entire thing obnoxious. But he supposes that they are a bunch of sixteen-year-olds at the end of the day, and this has been a long time coming, so he sits back and lets the conversation wash over him.
After the chaos dies down a bit, Dustin brings back their attention to what is really, the most important question.
âWait, so, you werenât joking before right? With the whole distraction bit? You really are moving back to Hawkins?â
Will and El exchange glances. âYeah, we are,â Will says. âThe lab and the Upside Down - itâs all gone now. And itâs been long enough that El wonât be in danger, and long enough that living here doesnât feel like a nightmare, anymore. So, yeah. Weâre moving back.â
Willâs words bring the tone down just a notch, and Mike finds himself feeling silently grateful as the high-strung energy seeps out of the room.Â
Max gives a firm nod and turns to El. âItâs going to be okay. In fact, itâs going to be great. And nothingâs happened for almost two years. Youâll be safe.â
âI know we will,â El says. âIâm sure of it.â
They all settle a little as the news sinks in. Lucas pulls El into a celebratory hug, and Dustin beams around at them all.Â
âThe party,â he proclaims with grandeur. âWe were once apart, but now: together once more.â
Everyone collectively rolls their eyes (âDustin, stop being pretentious-â âYou seriously have got to start talking normally-â âYouâre so overdramatic-â).
But the message sinks in nonetheless. The party is back, and theyâre back for good. Mike grins to himself and nudges Will in the side.Â
âWorthwhile trip, right?â he whispers. âAnd itâs not even Christmas Day yet.â
âLike I said,â Will whispers back. âChristmas Eve is always so much better.â
And heâs right. Between the overlapping chatter of his friends, the faint sound of Christmas music and wine glasses clinking from upstairs, the way Will is sitting next to him, their ankles tangled together, Hawkins has never felt more like home.Â
#ao3#fanfic#fic upload#byler endgame#will byers#byler fanfic#fic reupload#stranger things 5#stranger things fanfic
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Arsene (Ren) Lupin and Inspector Goro Akechi
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#GAH I love these#I donât say that a lot#but I love how these two portraits turned out#persona 5#p5#ren amamiya#goro akechi#arsene lupin#persona arsene#fan art#my art#lupin au#well now I HAVE to draw these two kissing#little smooch as Ren is climbing out of a window#some romantic shit idk#right now Iâm having Akechi be based on ganimard AND sholmes#because I couldnât choose
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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I can't find art of my ship anywhere so I GUESS that means I have to make it myself, here are some doodles.
#ugh i can't believe i have to make my own shipping fanart#tfw you're complaining to your sister that you can't find any content of them but then you remember you have the power#man i do not know how to draw kissing or hugging or any of that romantic stuff#mostly i just know how to put paragraphs of dialogue in between two talking heads#but this seems to be something of a rarepair even though they are obsessed with each other so i suppose i gotta try#karlach#lae'zel#shipping#bg3#baldurs gate 3#karlzel#i think that's the ship name but i have found so little of them that i'm genuinely not sure#laelach#(just in case)#but come on they're perfect! they're sunshine/raincloud! dog energy/cat energy! tall/small! hot and cold! canonically into each other!#character who represses sadness and character who doesn't understand happiness! pretty girls who can both bench press each other!#considering what their banter looks like i don't get how this isn't a more popular pairing. who else does karlach wistfully sigh over?#my sister tells me that lae'zel is not well-liked by the wider fandom and that that may be why (so sorry if other people have bad taste)#or maybe people don't often put the barbarian and the fighter together in the same party at the same time#anyway now that you're 100% convinced feel free to draw them making out so that i don't have to k thx <3
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Happy Holidays!!! ft. HibaKana, YuiHiyo, TsunaRumi and ReboApp đĽ°đĽ°đĽ° I wanted to draw something for the holidays and remembered that @butterrdream sent me a wonderful set of art bases a few weeks ago, talked a bit on which of our ships suit which base. Anyway, I thought it was perfect for this bc of the cold weather setting + Christmas being more of a "couples" season in JP đâ¨
Art Base Source: aniforceus (ě¸ě° ě ëíŹě¤)
I'll also use this post to thank everyone who supported me and interacted with any of my works this year. And yes, even if it's just once! A lot of stressful things happened to me this year, but I'm still thankful for the year because I got to meet a whole lot of wonderful people who share the similar brainrots for OCs as me, whether ur a friend, mutual, follower, anon or any other user at all. Of course, I'm also thankful for the friends that I also already have from previous years (thank you for still being friends with me ueueueue đđđâ¨)
Thank you for interacting/talking with me, for sharing your OCs with me and for being patient with me whenever I'm having irl struggles. I hope ya'll have a wonderful holiday season (or a wonderful next few days if you don't celebrate!) đĽłđĽłđĽł Wishing everyone even more bountiful brainrots for each of our interests hehehe
#khr#khre#khr oc#khr ocs#oc#hibari kyoya#ninomiya kanako#yorimitsu yui#tenma hiyori#sawada tsunayoshi#ninomiya kurumi#khr reborn#khr apple#hibakana#yuihiyo#tsunarumi#reboapp#einart#i'll be running to do some stuff irl after posting this but i'll be back 𫡠BUT B4 THAT rambling in the tags!!!#in my brain the latter three pairings are having a winter xmas date in a park while hbkn is on winter training in the mountains or smth hah#the vibes for no. 1 really fit them *chef kiss* not as touchy as the others but u can still feel the đłđłđł (well for me at least hahahaha)#no. 2 base is perfect for yuihiyo bc theyre the height difference couple for me (i think their diff is just slightly higher than reboapp's!#no. 3 base is perfect for tsunarumi bc its the most fluffy đłđłđł and these two have idealistic-leaning povs in romance#no. 4 is perfect for reboapp bc as butter told me reborn loves stealing food (i so agree lmaooo tsuna can testify)#---reborn why would u do that when apple can just spoonfeed it to u if u just asked hahahaha he's in it for the thrill ig đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł#i know the drawings are all fuwafuwa but my brain can't help but meme this#âm/? couple? m/m couple? another m/? couple? m/f couple? i see no difference; love is love đđâ¨â#my ?/f couple rep is rumi/deko (<-dont want it to appear in their tag since the ship isnt exactly depicted here....in another set perhapsđ)#now i just need an f/f couple rep for my brain to go brrrrrr about but i just need to wait for it to go pop up out of nowhere#(ok this is buried in the tags now---im too shy to tag people in the post but i hope you all know who you are that im most thankful too đ)
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Am i doing a Sun/Moon fics marathon? yes i am.
I read Celestiam Omens by @bamsara and i am VIBRATING waiting for the new chapter because i really love these guys
edit: i figured what was bothering me about moon and corrected it lol, turns out i forgot to color his scars
#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#moon#sun#mermaids#or well#mermen#celestial omens#by the gods i love monster fics#these two deserve so many kisses#cute little sea terrors#i am not fully satisfied with how moon looks like#but i have no idea on how to fix that#also i was supposed to color the two little guys on the top left as well but i forgot and i am too tired right now#fun fact: i drew moon first#and when i went to draw sun#he was meant to be facing the other direction#i went 'oh this is fine too'#and bam at sketch done i noticed his hand was over Moon's lineart#my art#illustration
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Alright I told someone I would give propaganda for these two so here we go. As a warning, I didn't play mobile or Re-Mind soooooooo. Yeah there's that. I know they're apparently involved in past stuff but shhh.
So first off, everyone's weapon is super useful! Except theirs. Which I always thought was really funny? Even in Re:CoM Zexion's book was more direct than these two. I really enjoyed them just as the most indirect fighters? And figured they'd be pretty chill and after playing KH2 as a kid I'm like. I think Luxord would be most tolerable to music while vibing. He could play Solitaire or something while Demyx played music and possibly chatted. Therefore, my younger self was like "it's perfect".
ALSO CONSIDERING THEIR NUMBERS! And the line in KH3 during the scene where Demyx is like "yup I got benched", they've probably got a history. However, the number they get originally is supposed to be the order they joined. So with Marluxia and Larxene obviously tied together in the past, all I can think of is these two just being absolute bums wandering around pre-Organization and just hitch hiking their way into a cult. Which is also REALLY funny to me because what if they joined at the same time but Demyx got to be IX and Luxord is X.
Demyx would hold his rank over his head for the dumbest stuff (in my head canons of the past).
Like there's so many things we specifically do not know about these two so basically, until I'm proven absolutely incorrect in game (which might have happened and I just don't know) ! I think they'd be a good match.
And I mean, it's also just (gestures) LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE. Great designs and I think that's good enough for me!
#kingdom hearts#demyx#luxord#i really just looked at these losers when i played kh2 on ps2 and was like wow they should kiss#and now im many years older and i am still like wow they should kiss#also i was telling my sister i was trying to come up with propaganda doodles and im like#yeah its two guys what more would the kh fandom need ya know#and she looks at me and goes did you really just say they're two guys thats enough#and i was ??? YEAH?????? FOR KH? theres like ten girls and ten games what more do i get to work with#and she sat there listing games in the series (she hasn't played any but she watched me play 1 and 2)#and counted eight and then i listed some more and she was like ok you know what thats fair#but that said she said the funniest thing ever that i NEED to draw but its too late for tonight#so you guys will get more of them at some point#also im still amused that luxord in kh3 appears after demyx says hes benched#and proceeds to say WELL AT LEAST I WASNT BENCHED like super casually and demyx just ouch you were listening thats rude#like they're supposed to be vessels and yet they still manage to have a bicker moment over importance of roles
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Still a thief at heart, stealing kisses (Patreon)
#Doodles#Gintama#Otose-san#Catherine#Gintoki#Are there any Otose/Catherine fans out there........Does anyone out there ship the old lady and her stray cat..........please.......#They're So cute weh their friendship is genuinely so wholesome I love them#I can't imagine why I'd be drawn to them it's a mystery#It's actually quite funny to me watching Gintama Now vs. when it came out#I definitely would've enjoyed it at the time! I can see it being a formative piece of me had I know about it then haha#But because it wasn't the way I engage with it now is very different - even without having experienced it I Know how it would've gone down#Hijikata/Ginchan are the obvious rivalship which was my Favourite at the time - then reevaluating later into polyshipping etc. etc. lol#I like Ginchan with Katsura and Zenzo as well to a degree :)#But really it's these two I ship so much...#I do think it's especially funny how they're used for comedy relief like ''Who would want to see these two as the main characters!''#Me I would I am raising my hand I love that they're actually friends and enjoy each other's company and like working together#They're not Cute in that fanservice kind of way - Otose-san is very pretty and elegant <3 And her voice is deep and gravely!#And Catherine's a petty asshole haha she's great ⪠She ignores others intentions on purpose to her own ends!#But she also might just actually be a bit dumb? She's very silly haha - and like I said they seem to really complement each other!#Ginchan really what were you hoping to get out of such a question lol#For a first time drawing him it's not so bad but his hair really is...something#I saw the how-to guide! I held it in mind! The amount of fluff is both too much and not enough...gotta make him soft-fluffier....#Also a bit funny to just me since for a bit I really did think Otose-san might've been Gin's mom lol#With how many scrappy little troublemakers she ends up adopting she might as well be! She's just too soft-hearted âŞ#And he protects her because she's important to him too! It's sweet <3 Of course he'd want to watch out for her#She's doing fine lol - ewww grownups kissing hahaha
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just randomly remembered that during my like 10+ attempts at the shadow yukiko fight i more or less consistently ran out of revival beads so yosuke was just dead (well unconscious but whatever) on the ground for like half the fight gfhfjvhfhfhd-
#puppy rambles#persona 4#p4#as much as i love him he's not always the most useful. that fight is one of those times-#still always keep him in the party though. perfect p4 team to me is yosuke teddie and naoto#i haven't gotten to naoto joining the party yet but i love her. trans icon. vibing naoto is the best thing to happen to the persona 4 fandom#and yosuke and teddie are my favorites of the investigation team thus far. the others are all very close but they're above the others#dunno why i like yosuke so much. souyo is def part of it#and teddie is very very silly. idk why people hate him so much like yea he can be kinda annoying but he's only existed for a few months#he doesn't understand social cues yet. he's just autistic leave him alone vhgbhmfhdf- /hj#i feel like a lot of persona characters have autism vibes but that's probably at least partially just me projecting#at the very least i'm sure we can all agree that aigis and marie do. autism arcana#that's. probably why they're my favorite girls ggyfubhngd-#aigis is easily my favorite persona character. she's cute and also silly :3 and bisexual i love the bisexual toaster and her doors <3#(aikoto + hamugis polycule for the win. makoto and kotone aren't dating obv. ryoji's also dating both of them separately#)#and marie is cute and also silly i'm totally dating her. love how persona technically lets you polyamory so long as you don't date everyone#i have to max her social link for the golden-exclusive content anyway so might as well#âââ this post got derailed. i like the part where i talked about my beloved persona 3 bisexual polycule#p4's def the best persona game i think but i love p3 very much too. makoto kotone aigis and ryoji are unsurprisingly my faves#really love yukari too. i spent several hours trying to figure out how to add mods to p3p so i could date her as kotone#it was not successful. i'll probably get it on steam when i inevitably play it gghdhchvhv-#and i'll get reload at somepoint too. probably on steam at least first so i can use the kotone mod i need my girlie#makoto is also great i love him. emo non-binary icon. but also silly girlboss. they're both so mentally unwell#that reminds me of a drawing i have in my drafts i should post that#oh also it's aikoto week apparently??? which is very poggers. idk the prompts but i need to draw my sillies regardless#i do slightly prefer hamugis but they're both very very cute to me. the toaster has two hands she can kiss both the doors-#idk why that joke's so funny to me. i should stop now-
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Spoiler: I didn't go to sleep. But I will shortly after this post
#i'm sleepy. i'm dramatic. i'm silly. i'm affectionate; maybe#I know two people will see this. maybe? One of them is Moon. Dani is the other. again. maybe#i'm just gonna#AHEMS. words for both of these people; starting with Dani#first off. Damn I didn't think I'd ever read you calling me bestie. buut once I did I must admit the widest smile showed up in my face#I consider you a best friend as well; but from how cool you are? I never thought you'd look at me and go âyeah. thas my bestieâ#second off. just like Moon; I saw (and still do) you as one of my biggest inspirations. The Lav blog and your silly characters made me want#-to get to know the entire server as a whole. so yea you're part of the reason I even started my drawing blog!#and now. my Wife. Moon. Ducky. Moondydusky (/silly)#grabby hands đĽ I wanna tell you just how much I love you all over again everyday. Not sure if you'd ever get tired of It but I just wanna#you're such an important person to me. Everyday I miss talking to you and giggle if I do talk to you#really. makes me just want to have you besides me I wanna just hug you before going to sleep I wanna kiss that pretty face of yours đđĽđĽ#grfggarfwgshg#wif#:AAA:#anyway I love you so much and I'm still amazed how I went from âthis person is SO coolâ to âi'm proud to announce this is my wife!â#aaaand the SECRET THIRD OPTION.... Points at the bee#ASH if you're here I want you to know you're an AMAZING friend and you're so supportive and so cool and I wanna be you when I grow up /sill#you're literally just a little sibling to me /silly /pos#anyWay going to sleep fr now HEHAJHD goodnight everybody!!#(to any other mutuals. if I follow you and you follow me đď¸đď¸ YOU ARE SO SO AMAZING AND COOL AND I'M SO GLAD WE'RE MOOTS RAHHHH)#I think I ranted too much. erm. yeah goodnight before I edit this post again
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PONY
Synopsis. Ride it, his pony!
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, rĂding JJK men, creampĂes, bondĂĄge, GOJOâS POWERS, true form!Sukuna, dp, spĂtting, brĂŠeding, pĂşssydrĂşnk men, exhibitĂonism (Toji and Geto), overstĂm, spĂĄnking, mentions of kids (Nanami), cĂłcky Gojo, making Sukuna whĂne, overspĂll, heĂnous things, pet names, swĂŠaring.
Word count. 5.9k
A/N. Hehehe have a lovely week with no leaks <3
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - Do it, then.
Toji felt so dizzy right now, so full of nothing but sheer want and those raspy, stuttering grunts ripping from his chest. With a low keen, heâs sliding one of his rough hands down your bowed spine, mouth watering at that delicious curve all for him. âArch jusâ a hah- bit more fâme, pretty doll. Lemme see.â
âI-I already am, Toji-â And despite all your huffing and puffing, he purposely takes his sweet, sloppy time tearing his darkened eyes away from how well you were milking him to meet your pouty glare. âCanât hngh- anymore-â
Smack!
All five of his thick fingers leave a swift spank on your ass, âNow now, sayinâ ya canât when you were sooo smug about ridinâ me, princess?â Heâs rolling his eyes, and you simply get a quick, jagged buck of his hips. Tojiâs holding back a high-pitched gasp, as if he didnât even realize what he was doing. âBetter listen or mâah- never cumming before Sh-Shiu gets here. UnlessâŚâ His hot breath puffs against your ear, and his even hotter, fat tip glides just across your g-spot. â-you want him to see?â
This earns him the cutest, drawn-out mewl from your glossed lips, your head throwing back for him to latch on from behind.Â
âOh, ya jusâ got wetter-â he breathes, and from where you were riding him in reverse cowgirl, you could practically hear the awe in his words. Feel that sultry shiver wracking down his muscled body. Tojiâs ravenous hands dip down from your hips, two pads of his fingers spreading your puffy pussy lips wide open for him. âSo drenched. Ya really like that, h-huh?â
And oh how much you did - your greedy pussy was practically slobbering down his swollen length. Coating him in a glistening coat of all your sweet sweet juices until it gleamed in the dim-lighting. Bulging with all of his long inches, he was so fucking massive that every thorough ram of your hips downwards made this thick base just thwack against your cunt.
Fuck, this was Tojiâs favorite position for a reason - he could count every dredge and bead of slick running down his thumping veins with each of your harsh gyrations. And he did.Â
âMâm- doinâ what you asked.â youâre whining, batting away the big, fat tears in your lashes. âBut youâre not- ngh- h-helping!â
Toji thinks he could laugh right now, he thinks he could tease your needy self until you begged him to fuck you properly. But maybe it was the fact that he had to leave for a job soon, or maybe it was the way you looked so pretty on top of him - heâs feeling just a bit merciful right now. Just a bit.
âAwww, you poor thingââ heâs drawling out with a husky drone. Smiling slyly at the irritated furrow in your brows, the way you mewl when his large hand wraps around your throat. âMy needy baby needs help?â
You can only nod half-deliriously, and he places a drippingly wet peck on your lips. Tasting that sinful scar and the syrupy sweet taste of his tongue. Dragging hotly across your lower lip, âNeed s-so badly to have me cum in this oh- cute cunt?â
âY-yes.â you mumble, your gasps turning into heaves when his rock-hard cock only expands inside you. Pumping upwards to grow even girthier, itâs like he wasnât even trying when the curved divot on his weepy head kisses your sensitive spots. When heâs drawing sodden glides across your gummy walls, stuffing you split open until you were just molded to his very shape. âYes yes please- jusâ wanna- hngh-â Reaching to tug on his dark black tresses, making him hiss. â-jusâ wanna have you c-cum in me before you leave ah-â
Smack!Â
But this time, Toji doesnât soothe over the sting - he doesnât whisper pretty praises in your ear. Only planting rude spank after spank on your jiggling ass, adding to the bruising way his sharp hip bones rutted against your tender flesh.Â
âWell I didnât say slow down, did I?â you feel him purr dangerously against your ear. All the warning you get before the hand around your neck just tightens, all big beefy muscles on his arm flexing. âWhaâs the problem- said you were g-gonna oh what was it-â And Tojiâs craning his head easily to smirk at you, nipping at your lower lip. â-âride me until I lose my mind?ââ
Itâs said in such a mockingly higher pitch than Tojiâs usual baritone, making your velvety walls just squeeze. Jostling his fat cock inside you until your toes curled, legs weakening.Â
Smack! âFaster.â
Your ever-faltering hips have absolutely no choice but to speed up and you moan at the slap! of skin-on-skin. Leaning backwards into his hunched-over figure, his tongue was so smooth. Licking and biting down gently all over your skin when you fucked your hips back just a bit too hard. Just a bit too cockdrunk. Babbling out a drooling ah! ah! ah! as you roll your cunt, trying to suck out something delicious from the ends of his leaky cock.Â
âDo it, then. Do it fâme.â he shudders out, and for all the biting tone in Tojiâs words he sounded so utterly ruined. Like he was holding back the hitch in his chest, the way his eyes rolled to the back of his head. Fighting for the life of him to not push you down onto all fours and pound you into these silken sheets right now. âRide me until I lose my ahhâ fuckinâ mind, doll.â
You canât answer - canât do anything else but ache for more more more. And his every ridge and bump down his reddened shaft swiveled around you sweetly.Â
âOh.â Soon enough, you hear him titter out a laugh of disbelief, heavy, cum-filled balls tightening. âNâ you better hah- hurry up-â Smack! The possessive hand curling around your throat just drags your bleary gaze to yours and Tojiâs bedroom door. Slightly ajar. Moving. â-unless yer begginâ for double the amount of work.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - DESTRESSER
âShh shhhâŚâ Nanamiâs quieting down your tiny whimpers with a slow, sultry glide of his fat tip down your sopping wet slit. Back and forth. Voice so hoarse and strained when he whispers little praises in your ear, âYou got this- hah- you got it, my love. Ride me.â
Shit, those words are hitting straight to your cunt, clenching and sinking down, down, down his swollen cock. Your husband was so big, reaching so deeply inside sweetened spots you didnât even realize existed.Â
âDoes it f-feel good, Ken?â youâre mewling. Wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders, careful to not tip over his chair, âSâit relaxing?â
This was always Nanamiâs favorite little remedy - whenever you waltzed into his office room with that too-short skirt and that too-tight silken top that drove him wild. Rambling about how he was being too overworked lately - how you have a solution.
Dragging his soft palm down your spine, Nanami grits back his teeth when youâre moving your hips in slow, shallow little grinds and gyrations. His thick head swirling slowly around your g-spot, thick base spreading your swollen folds gapingly open.Â
Ah, this was heaven.
And he says so - a little over a million times into the crook of your neck. Throat shot already, âSo pretty- so perfect, my wife-â heâs sighing out. Wrenching away to fixate his eyes on your sweat-sheened figure, the beginnings of that fucked-out expression of yours already on your features. âYâknowâŚseeing you like this- always makes me wonder what a great mama youâll be.â
Itâs so sudden that your hips are faltering, stuttering down sloppily to thwack! against Nanamiâs tight balls. Theyâre almost bruising against the curve of your ass, and youâre whining into his mouth.
âSâtrue.â One of Nanamiâs hands drapes down to your hips roughly, all five fingers splayed-out and just emblazoning itself when heâs guiding you through each slippery squelch. The other - his right - cradles one of your tits. âI see these- oh-â You watch as heâs attaching his lips around one hardened nipple, so hot. Eyes rolling to the back of his head, âNâ I wonder how- ngh- s-sweet youâd taste when I fuck a kid into ya, darling.â
âAnd here-â His tongue skims past with a final kiss on both your tantalizing tits, moving down to where Nanami knew his cock was indenting into the very bottom of your pretty pussy. Where he knew that little nudge-Â
âAh!â Your entire body just jolts when he presses one greedy hand down on exactly where he was hitting at your cervix with almost-scary accuracy, teasing out your cutest keens. âK-Ken not there-â
âYes there.â heâs cutting you off. âHere is where mâgonna fill ya ahh- all up-â
Just the very thought has his stern cheekbones coloring with red, and youâre so hypnotized by the sight that your hips are accelerating mindlessly. Legs burning, hips aching - but youâre still leaning forward to grind repetitive circular turns, rocking him inside in a way that made sure every inch of your melty walls were being massaged.Â
Were being fucked.Â
âMhm- f-fuck-â heâs groaning, head throwing back to nip your lips, until it was all just smeared with Nanamiâs saliva. âYa like that, dontcha? Wanâ me to ohhâ give my pretty wife a kid?â Words slurring together with each babbling second, heâs gently taking a hand to your scalp. Massaging your roots while you ride him to fucking insanity, âAnswer me, my love.â
âYes!â you spread your legs even further, knees clacking against the hard plastic of his chair. Blinking away the bleary, cockdrunken tears welled up in your eyes. âWanâ it- want hngh! Wanâ you to breed me, Ken.â
He canât stop himself from grazing a sweet, sweet kiss right on your moaning lips - followed very shortly by a mean smack! on your clit. Your shuddering cunt glossing the very tips of his fingers down to his wristwatch in a dripping, hot coat of your honeyed juices.Â
And more.Â
So much more.
âWait- Ken thatâs gonna- oh-âÂ
Maybe it was the way that cool wedding band on his left hand burned so starkly against your steamingly hot cunt, maybe it was that forceful push of the very curve of his raw cock into your g-spot - or maybe it was how Nanami just looked at you. Hazel eyes half-lidded, pupils blown, mouth slacking ever-so-slightly agape with your sloshing swivels. Because your orgasm slams into you immediately after, knocking every breath and sentence out of your delirious mouth.Â
And he crashes his lips into yours, chuckling at the messy way your pussy was gushing all around him. You feel him drool with every sodden splatter of your juices, squirting until you saw stars.Â
When youâre finally pulling away - delicate strings of spit snapping, Nanami chasing hazily after your mouth - all you can peer down is at the way his strict uniform was so soaked now.Â
Neat slacks about ten shades darker than usual, and your cunt still wasnât done - drooling all across in a lewd pool underneath, spreading every time you fucked your self down on his weepy cock. Hell, if you were in a better state of mind youâd have noticed that some of it got on his button-up, too.Â
âSquirtinâ all over me, how cute-â Nanami simpers, low and slow. His mouth greedily salivates at the sight, âCanât believe this-â Youâre gifted with another sudden spank on your clit, and he lazily soothes over with a roll of his thumb. â-cute cunt sâgonna have me conceiving our f-first kid in the hngh- office.â
You pant hopefully, still being wrung through the peaks of your high. âY-you were serious about thatâ?â
âIâve never been more serious about a damn thing, my wife.â And he loved how the words tasted on his tongue - almost as much as he loved the taste of his fingers in his mouth, savoring you. Sucking. Eyes twinkling, âSo ya better get ready. Sâgonna get real relaxing soon.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - âSo gorgeousâŚâ
Itâs just about all that Geto can breathe out right now, all that he can think. Dark eyes half-lidded and boring right into yours, smug mouth sagging open, falling to let out such a loud moan.Â
âOhh-â his brows scrunch together. Jostling around your ravenous body where you were sitting so prettily on his lap, heâs leaning backwards greedily taking in every single inch of you he could see. Purring, âYa look so fuckinâ pretty like th-this, dontcha?â
All you can do is keen in response, your trembly fingers taking a hold of the back of Getoâs chair to just slam your stinging hips downwards.Â
âFeels too- ngh- good Sugu- Could do this forever.â youâre mewling, and he feels you weigh your entire body on top of him. Resting atop those tediously sculpted muscles of his to angle your hips just the way you liked.Â
He felt so used right now, and shit - heâs never been harder about it.Â
You could feel the way each stuttering ram down Getoâs reddened length left him growing even girthier, stretching out your snug channel even more impossibly open. His rock-hard cock was reaching deeply, kissing sweet, lingering kisses pointedly on the bullseye of your g-spot. Again. And again. And again and again-
âHeh-â his snicker ruffles your hair, dancing two large hands down to your waist. Spreading open those jittering globes of your ass until your ravaged pussy lips were spread so shamefully. And fuck, that heavenly sight was enough to make him gulp. To have his voice pitching a few octaves higher than usual when he hums, âAm I the one g-gettinâ fucked or hngh-â Leaving a trail of syrupy-sweet kisses down your tear-stricken face, â-are you?â
âS-so meanâŚâ youâre jutting your lower lip out in a pout. The very action makes him lick his lips dangerously. âI should j-jusâ hngh- leave you here- to handle the meeting all alone-â
Truly, itâs become something of a little tradition - Geto loved to call it his âgood luck charmâ - how you milked the fucking soul out of him before every single cult meeting he led. And shit, has it been good luck alright.
âAwww, but you wonât will, ya honey?â His chest rumbles with vibrations, one hand jerking your face upwards to tug on your spit-glossed lips. Heâs nodding along to your drunken babbles, drifting your hasty bounces further and further into lazy grinds with his words. âBecause youâre my gorgeous lilâ cockslut, arenât ya?â His words ring headily across your head - across the meeting hall.
Gasping when Geto suddenly shifts his body so that your ass smacked against his muscular thighs with each saturated drag, bruising against his milky muscles.Â
âNâ you-â he whispers lowly against your ear, suckling softly on the sensitive spots at your throat. And you feel like such a fucking ragdoll when he abruptly bounces his thigh upwards - and you right along with it. â-are the only fuckinâ reason I stay sane during these f-fucking meetings.â
Itâs a hoarse, breathed-out little admission that you barely even hear over those drippingly wet squelches from down below. Geto was fucking up into you unapologetically, eyes revered downwards at how cockdrunken you were moving right now. Sloppy. Depraved.
Burbling out, âTh-then you should really be- hngh!â You swivel your bratty hips down harshly against his heavy, cum-filled balls. They twitch and squeeze with each movement, yearning to just fill you up already. â-nicer to- me-â
Your words are so rudely interrupted by one of Getoâs impatient ruts, which he barely even acknowledges before you tug on his inky hair.Â
âAhh fucking fine.â heâs hissing out, leaky tip just as needy as he was becoming right now. Shit, Geto knew that he was losing control. Becoming irregular. Hasty. âFine- fine fuck!âÂ
His long, slender fingers wrap delicately around your throat, nudging your lips in a wet, coquettish graze against his snarl. âTell me what you want, then.â
Geto feels the way your gummy walls clench around him delightedly, how heated your pussy becomes as you get even more sluttily drenched. Just by this? Shit, he might have to play nice with you more often. And that smile on your face - oh, how gorgeous it was. Making him ram his thighs once more in a powerfully pressurized thrust. âI wanâ a kiss, Sugu.â
âA kiss?â he chokes back a gasp, eyes growing wider. The way you only nod has his high cheekbones flushing pink, humming, âIâll do you one better.â
It takes only a few more swashing crashes of his weepy tip against your sweet spots before heâs pursing his lips - ready. Only to spit out a thick wad of saliva right onto the middle of your lolling tastebuds. So much - because Getoâs mouth was already watering at each one of your cute whines before this.Â
And then itâs not long before you cum. Fuck, honestly you think youâre cumming as soon as that hot stream hit your tongue.
Toes curling, languid hips stuttering, you could only let out moan after moan of Getoâs name. You felt like you were in heaven, his thick cock sinking in and out of you to drag out every bit of your high. Squeezing him so tight-
âFuckâŚfuck-â heâs grunting, each one ragged and rough like they were being ripped from his throat. âMâgonna-â
And then youâre feeling so fucking full, whatever snug space your cunt was being stretched out into was all of a sudden being filled out by thick ropes of Getoâs hot, potent cum. It was swelteringly hot filling you up, and trickling in a velvety sheen down the innards of your thighs.Â
With a loud groan, Geto fucks it back up until his seed was knocking at your very womb. âNow we can start the meeting.â Mouth attacking yours into a sopping mess of a kiss, barely-open eyes flitting to the bowed group of cult members that sat silently behind you. Waiting. âDontcha think, everyone?â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - One more
âBaby- oh p-please.â You were his girl, his pretty baby - and ah were you driving him crazy right about now. The slow, sultry swirl of your hips around his sensitive cock making stars burst behind Chosoâs teary eyes, every languid drag of your cunt down his shaft making it only sob sweltering hot streams of precum. âOne more- just one moreââ
It was his first time finally having you ride him - or, well, it was a few hours ago. The one thing you hadnât anticipated was just how heavily addicted your pretty boyfriend would get on it.
âAre you sure, Cho?â youâre humming, but your hips show absolutely zero sights of stopping. And it wrenches out the most broken of whines from him. âIf you wanna stop we can-â
âNo!â And Chosoâs body is moving before his mind, those rosy pink lips of his babbling pussydrunkenly a mile a minute. The soft pads of his fingers dig into the curve of your ass, leaving neat little crescent patterns for him to admire later.Â
âNo no no no no-â heâs panting, snarling into a messy kiss against your lips. Teeth clacking, drool trailing. Nodding as he just slams your slobbering pussy down his hefty cock. Recklessly. â-need it. Need it so badly, my p-pretty girlâ donât think I ah- got ânough yet.â
Yeah, addicted.Â
And itâs like heâs just raring to go all over again no matter what his poor, overused cock says. Angrily reddish tip thumping in a low throb! throb! throb! against your spongy cervix, glossing all over your snug channel in milky streams. Spreading in a silken puddle underneath the two of you, it was so wet.Â
All it took was the tiniest inch of your cunt swallowing his greedy inches, and that was more than enough to make his twitchy balls just ache to cum all over again.Â
Your fingers tangle in his sweat-damped hair, scratching lightly against Chosoâs scalp in a way that makes him purr. His sculpted abs ripple when his spine curves deliciously upwards.Â
âAre you sure?â you tease, with a light giggle. âSure you can hngh- c-cum fâme again?â
His mouth waters, dewy eyes flitting down towards the widely-stretched entrance of your cunt. Grazing his fingers lightly across your glistening folds, toying a thick thumb over your neglected clit. He grits out in a raspy, breathy tone, âP-promise- Promise Iâll fill ya up- hngh- I promise, baby just please-â Boring right into your eyes, â-ride me.â
And he was so perfectly fucked when your hips start gyrating back and forth in determined grinds, head thrown with each hug of your melty walls around him. So tight. So harsh that you occasionally revel in the lazy drag of your pulsing clit against those tufts of black at his toned pelvis.Â
Your jittery legs tighten around his slender waist, and heâs whining contentedly when you tug and haul his hair as leverage to maneuver your bounces. Using him.Â
âY-yeah-â heâs rambling onwards, thumb slicking with a wet sheen of your slick when his fingers draw lewd, unsteady patterns on your clit. âJ-jusâ like that. Fuck- mâgonna cum so early- ah think I might jusâ c-cum dry fâyou, babyââ
Another sudden clench of pussy makes him smile - itâs humorless, drunken. And you feel it grow even wider when Chosoâs craning his head to kiss at the corner of your mouth.Â
âMhm, wanâ you to ngh- cum fâme, please-â Even your moans are dipping into broken territory at this point. The sheer stretch of Chosoâs heavy cock making your head spin, your hips stutter, feeling every and any nook and cranny stretched out when he drills his large, rotund head up into you. âWanâ you t-to cum in me ah- again.â
Chosoâs biting down on his lower lip hard enough that youâre almost concerned it might get bloodied. One of his hands reaching up to curl deftly around the headboard, trying for the life of him to not cum already. The other growing feverish on your clit, stroking calculatedly in slow circles that have you gasping.Â
âSh-shit-â youâre leaning downwards so that he can bury his face in the crook of your neck. âHngh- oh, k-keep up like that, baby, nâ mâg-gonna-â
âPlease.â heâs begging out in wet gurgles, tears now streaming down his innocently blushed cheeks. Still so painfully overstimulated from not too long ago, but so hypnotized. Addicted. Mumbling cutely into your ear, âCum all over my cock.â
And he felt it - fuck, he couldnât feel anything but it.Â
The way your gooey walls hugged around him so tightly - it almost made it difficult for you to slam your hips downwards. But what sort of boyfriend would he be if he didnât help, right?
So heâs grabbing roughly onto a handful of your ass, just rutting mindlessly upwards like he was out of control. Every surge of Chosoâs dick sent white-hot waves of pleasure up your spine, and you could feel the way he throbbed at each smashing nudge into your g-spot. Over and over and-
âChosoââ The way his name sounded on your lips made him just whimper, eyes scrunching shut he grinds his teeth when he bounces his thighs upwards. You cup your hands around his face, forcing him to sneak his eyes open at you. Smiling, âYouâre cumming, baby.â
And that makes him gasp, droopingly half-lidded eyes immediately snapping downwards at those milky swashes of seed. The ribbons upon ribbons of cum that overspilled from each sides of your sopping slit. Painting your insides in a sticky white that creams at the thick base of his dick
Just oozing outwards, and Choso thinks heâs cumming blanks at this point. Angry cock streaming out thick loads of nothing, balls clenching so painfully.Â
The thought alone makes his jaw sag open, tears staining his taste buds. Heâs bawling out, âFuck- oh fuck, please-â Gulping heavy, heaving exhales, Choso murmurs against your lips. âOne more.â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - Pretty pink ribbons
âYou are s-soââ Ryomen Sukuna manages to grit out through his clenched canines, snapping them at you ferally when you only smirk. And he only scoffs, â-gettinâ it.â
You have to bite your lip to hold back that little giggle you knew would only make the king of curses more infuriated - because he looked so unfairly sexy like this. All splayed out on the velvety royal sheets, abs rippling and twitching with each of your tiniest movements, all four hands pinned to the towering bedposts by those pretty pink ribbons heâd bought for you just today.
So many thick, massive inches of his matchingly swollen cocks sunken into your sodden cunt - barely even. And no matter how many times you took him, no matter the fact that you were riding him, he was always too large.
Too stuffed snugly into your tight cunt, until your puffed-up pussy lips were just bulging around his shafts. Drooling a translucent ring down his hardened dicks with each short grind of pressure.Â
âGetting what, Kuna?â you moan, with a slight hint of smugness in your honeyed tone. The sultry swivels of your hips slowing down ever-so-slightly until you could feel his needy throbs. The way his weepy heads coated your insides in swelteringly hot precum in angry response.Â
And fuck did he love the way our hands slid down his hulking body, hands kneading at his plush pecs. You hear the way that Sukuna hisses under his rasping breath when your nails dig in to his muscles.
âYou fuckinâ know it.â he snarls up at you, biting down on one of your nipples jiggling tantalizingly in his face. He sucks and glides his tongue in lazy sucks, eyes drooping up at you. âTyinâ up the king of curses. I should have ya e-executed for this shit, brat.â
He wasnât the least bit convincing and both of you knew it.Â
Grumbling, heâs leaning backwards, cheeks still hollowed out on your perky tits. Using all those long, long years of battle to just fuck up into your drippingly wet cunt.
Oh, he could get off to just the squelch that follows, the royal chamber just echoing with that sticky staccato of skin-on-skin. Sukuna breathes out a hot puff of air through his nose, teeth pricking at your tender skin. âF-fuck yeah, yer really payinâ for it when I ngh- g-get out of this.â
That maddening jostle of his achy cocks inside you made your head spin. You moan when they bump into one another, thumping veins grazing and massaging against your stretched-out walls. Itâs like he was molding you into the very shape of his cocks - one leaky head swiping at your g-spot, the other pressed up so stubbornly into your springy cervix with Sukunaâs change in angle.Â
It takes you a few sloppy seconds to catch your heaving breath enough to whine out, âTh-thatâs if you ngh! get out.â
And he grins - oh, Sukuna grins that very same grin youâve seen him bare at those lowly curses he vaporizes in a second - chuckling darkly, âSilly girl.â And then the very bottom of your poor pussy is stamped with a hard push of his hips, branding that circular divot of one of his fat cocks. Then the other. âYou think this- ohh fuck- this is enough to restrain me? How cuteââ
Then your musing pace is being met with a few of his powerful, pressurized ruts upwards. Obscenely using that stacked position of his erections to drag your puffy clit along his pelvis. Leaving a glistening trail down, down, down to where your cunt was being stuffed gapingly full, stuttering your bounces through.
âOh fuck-â youâre mewling, tears springing to your eyes at the twin stimulation. Fingers tangling in his innocently pink locks, âRight there, Kuna.â
âShit- easy on the hair, woman.â heâs rolling his eyes. âNâ didnât you say you had it a-all under hngh- control? Even fuckinâ-â You feel that angry clench of his heavily smacking balls against your ass, the way the headboard ricketed when he tugs on those ribbons once more. â-tied me up for it.â
Only after a few sudden snaps! of Sukunaâs hips do you manage to finally babble out the words, âMâsorry didnât- hngh-â Your hips are getting so messy now, strained so tightly that you feel like youâll implode. Youâre leaning down to rest your head in the crook of his neck, and he kisses away wetly at your cheek. Huffing out a slight snicker when you reach your hand towards his tied wrists. âI-Iâll untie-â
âNo.â heâs cutting you off. âLeave them, I have a ah- another way you can make it up tâme.âÂ
Even though he trails off, your cockdrunken mind can already piece together what your dear king wants. Sucking in deep inhales when he forces his hips painfully still, forcing you to grind down on him with a disappointed whine. Sultry, slow turns of your hips that have him coated in all your gooey wetness, swirling around those ever-thickening shafts inside until they were kissing your sweetest spots. It makes him tease, breath hot against your ear lobe, âCum fâme.â
Itâs almost embarrassing how on cue you are - stars sparking behind your eyes when you finally cum all over Sukunaâs cock. Your mewls turning into moans, grinds turning into urgent bounces of your drooling pussy down his length. Clenching. Milking him. Over and over through your high - using him.Â
Suddenly, two rough hands clasp around your waist, another rolling his thumb ruthlessly to fuck you through your orgasm, and the last just hauling your lips onto Sukunaâs.Â
Rosy lips sucking on your tongue is what it takes for you to snap your eyes open and realize - those pink ribbons on the floor, Sukunaâs pink hair tickling against yours, his pink tip poking just enough out of your gummy cunt. As dangerously needy as his smile, words a whimper. âNow, what were ya sayinâ about m-making it up tâme?â
⥠GOJO SATORU - Shut up!
Gojo Satoru knew he was cocky, he knew that no one - no one - stood a chance against the strongest. He knew that he was decidedly not about to break just as soon as you pinned him down to his navy blue sheets, drawing a dripping drag of your drooling cunt on his throbbing cock.
And he knew that last bit was a fucking lie.
âHeh, y-you think this will be enough to ah- what was that-â heâs rolling his pretty cerulean eyes, fighting for the life of him to keep them agonizingly open when your hot cunt glissades across his rock-hard shaft in a slow, saturated slide. â-âabsolutely ruinedâ? Well, love to see the confidence, sweetheart, but-â
His leaky head is peaking just through your glistening pussy lips, barely even an inch being milked up into your plushy walls.Â
But then oh, Gojoâs eyes are rolling back to the very depths of his head, breath hitching in an embarrassingly high pitch in his throat. Losing any and all control when his greedy hands drop in a split-second to your waist, helping you ram your taunting hips to sheath his swelteringly hot cock.Â
âThat-â heâs gasping, eyes narrowing down at your smug smirk. âThat was fuckinâ cheating, girl nâ you ah- k-know that.â
âIf you say so.â you hum, with a pointed roll of your eyes.Â
Gojo feels you gyrate your hips in such a hypnotizing way, a lazy circular roll that has his toned body arching upwards into a perfect bow. All ten fingernails digging into the curve of your hips when you rock against him harder. Rougher. Using him.Â
He was so big that even the tiniest of grinds had the rounded end of Gojoâs thickened head crashing into the very bottom of your pussy. Smearing a steamingly hot ribbon of precum across your spongy cervix, he just smiles at the bit of recoil it has.Â
So pretty.Â
âF-fuckââ Gojoâs hiccuping out, pearly white teeth sinking down onto his bottom lip to stop those whimpers from falling out. âSâthat all you ah- g-got? Need help?â Chortling out the most cockiest of laughs that only deepen that cute furrow in your brow, Gojo makes a smug display of strength matching your own cadence. Barely breaking a sweat to rut up into you. âHonestly, pretty, youâve got to-â
Then you clench - you squeeze.Â
Your gummy walls hugging him so tightly - difficult, considering Gojoâs jaw-dropping girth. And after that every bounce of your hips downwards felt like you were sucking the fucking soul out of him. Stretching out the very deepest of your insides to make him pathetically speechless.
Gojo lets out a husky fuck! fuck! fuck! with each of your calculated movements, and it just leaves his dick aching. Groaning, âYouâve g-got to- hah-â It was too much - he was at the end of his fucking rope - and itâs all that Gojo can do to wrangle your hips into his rough grasp, pinning down your ravenous pace until you slow down your riding ever-so-slightly. âYouâve got to stop- hngh- c-cutting me off sweetheart!â heâs bawling out.
Big, twinkling tears clinging onto his lashes, they flutter with each of your merciless swivels. The curve of your ass massaging his achy balls, your clit leaving his white tufts of hair drenched in syrupy sweet slick.Â
It makes you grin. âWell who told you to get ngh- c-cut off, Toru?â
Oh, in that moment Gojo is shoving every long inch of his slender fingers into your mouth, bullying between your bruised lips to swirl around your mean tongue.
âSh-shut up- Maybe you should take fuck! notesââ He clenches his teeth in a feral smile, and heâs never felt fucking weaker. Not even with a desperate grip on your hips, not even with jujutsu thrumming at his fingertips, at his eyes. Overspilling with each leaky bead of precum being thrusted into your gooey depths. âSweetheartââ
âToru-â
At this moment, youâre sure that Gojoâs taking advantage of his inhuman reflexes - because in mere seconds, he pounds his cock upwards with a pained grunt. Fully overtaking your own rhythm to fuck up into you again. And again. And again and again and-
Shit, he could stop. He didnât want to stop.Â
The only thing crackling through his mind being the slight spark of jujutsu drawn out with his poor, overworked cock, and the feeling of you. How badly he wanted more more more-
âCum fâme-â Gojoâs words come out in an almost-unintelligible puff of feverish breath. Drool dripping from the side of his rosy red lips as you only rode him harder, âCum while you ride me- please- fuck fuck fuck- I surrender I tell you- hngh! Please c-cum fâme.â
Except heâs the one cumming first, spurting out thick, ribbony ropes of seed - there was so much. And Gojo throws his head back with a dragged-out yelp, choking out broken pants of your name while he cums and cums so hard he thinks he canât fucking feel his cock.
Canât tell when the lights burst out, when the tiny tingles from his hands send bolts of electricity down your body - making you crash headfirst into your orgasm, as well.Â
Thatâs when your hips get sloppy, letting Gojoâs seed dribble down in milky swashes. So thick, that you almost think you could count every dredge, sticking your sopping wet slit to the thick base of his cock with each stutter up and down up and down up and down-
You moan around Gojoâs slender fingers - flashes of pleasure making your head spin - and thatâs what finally snaps him out of his pussydrunk reverie.Â
Blinking his eyes back open, it takes him a few seconds to adjust to the new darkness in the heady room. And only a few more to start up another slight movement of his hips - slow, sensitive - hissing at the burn. Lips wobbling, voice teary when he continues, âBest out of three- or eight?â
â...â
âFive?â
A/N. No, Gojo, not five, you can have me five BILLION times actually. More, even, if society allows me.Â
Plagiarism not authorized.
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