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definitely agree, this is absolutely something that needs to be brought to light.
i personally favor leo and donnie because their blue and purple, i always have 😭 (like honestly in every iteration it’s leo and donnie for me just because they’re blue and purple, i start from color and then love the character next. u can look at my favorite characters list and you’ll just see different shades of blue)
HOWEVER, i love raph and mikey so much and i don’t think they deserve to be dismissed or mischaracterized or ignored at all. they’re incredible characters and even moreso, incredibly well written. i do think a large factor that contributes to their lack of popularity is the lack of focus on them in the show, due to the many cut episodes (so many, poor guys… i would’ve loved more sunset duo and brains and brawn) and the lack of a full season 2 in general, it’s the cause of many issues i fear.
little rant abt my love for raph and mikey
mikey is so creative and i love how they made that a bigger part of him in rise, and he’s not ‘just a baby’ he can be childish and immature but he’s also angry sometimes, he isn’t just a manipulative crybaby like some of this fandom makes him out to be…. but he’s funny, he’s got a short temper, he loves so hard, he wants the best for everyone. he’s the baby brother but he’s also the heart and the glue and he deserves the world my baby UAGAHJ i want more attention on him i read two mikeycentric fics lately and they changed my life and one of them wasn’t finished. bc i never checked if it was my heart broke guys.
rise raph is so WELL WRITTEN that it is INSANE. like holy omigosh. he just wants the best for his little brothers but there are so many little moments in episodes that remind you that he is just a child who was forced to grow up too early. he’s so sweet and silly and he’d give the world to protect his brothers. AND HE LITERALLY DID. HE SACRIFICED HIMSEKF FOR LEO IN THE MOVIE that moment still makes me so ill sorry because he cracked his shell that HURTS. omigosh anyways i love how rise kept some small things that make him RAPH, like how he’s impulsive and likes to smash things LOL ❤️ when i first started watching i couldn’t really see how he as raph aside from being physically intimidating and then it hit me as time went on.
point is they are very loveable i feel they deserve the world and so much more attention than they get these poor guys. although sometimes people do this wrong, i don’t think we should start hating on or disssing the twins (i mean u do u i guess 😭) i just think we should start loving sunset more. because they deserve so much love and appreciation and more popularity than they get, i love mikey/raph fans so much because. they always get them so well i don’t know how to put that better, like it’s easy to understand ur favorite character so it helps me a lot with understanding them as well. (mwahaha im actually in the midst of making a mikeycentric fic wish me luuck)
AAALSO i love drawing them i used to hate it because raph’s spikes were hard (i kept making them go the wrong direction sigh) and mikey had a round face when i was used to the twins being like a square and a triangle 😭 but i got practice and they’re super fun !!!!!
leo is my favorite for blue, illusion of ego, flamboyant, funny, and he is my reference for living. i do feel genuinely attached to him but ill never let that be a reason for me to dismiss raph or mikey, they deserve love and respect and SO MYCH MORE POPULARITY. there’s so much depth to them despite the missing episodes and the fact that racism and sizeism is a reason for their lack of love is.. like, genuinely sickening.
sorry about this reblog probably being a whole lot of nothing i yap a lot

Why Rise Raph and Mikey are Unappreciated and Underrepresented in the Fandom: Leo/Donnie Favoritism, Anti-Black Racism, and Sizeism
It's refreshing to see that more Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles fans nowadays seem to be waking up to the fact that Leo and Donnie get way more attention from the fandom than Raph and Mikey do. However, what's still missing from most of these discussions is exactly why that's the case.
With Raph and Mikey being voiced by Black actors (Omar Benson Miller and Brandon Mychal Smith, respectively) and Raph being a character with a big, burly physique, anti-Black racism and sizeism (in the case of Raph) are definitely factors in all of this. In contrast, Leo and Donnie are voiced by white actors, and both characters have a much smaller build than Raph does. And in the world that we live in with both anti-Blackness and sizeism, sadly and upsettingly, being the norm, it's easy to see why Leo and Donnie receive the favoritism that they do compared to Raph and Mikey.
But this favoritism doesn't just begin and end with the RotTMNT fandom because the series itself shows a preference for Leo and Donnie as well. Arguably, it's those two who receive most of the focus in the show, with many episodes revolving around them or being from their point of view.
The way both the series and the fandom downplay Raph’s parentification due to Splinter’s neglect also is a notable example of how a Black-coded and big teenage character like Raph is treated so dismissively by the creators, writers, and fans. After having raised his three younger brothers for years, Raph has his role as team leader stripped from him by his neglectful father with that role given to his much thinner, white actor-voiced brother, Leo. And, that's not even going into the proverbial mess that is the season two episode "Raph’s Ride Along," which makes light of police brutality and profiling against a Black(-coded) child. The adultification of Black children, and in this instance, specifically large Black boys, is likewise tied into the implications of "Raph’s Ride Along" as well as Raph’s treatment within the series overall. Honestly, all of that deserves its own write-up, but that'll have to be for another time.
Anyway, my point is that Raph and Mikey, especially Raph, haven't been given as much appreciation or grace by pretty much anyone, including the folks who made the series. All this also serves as a reminder for why it's important to have Black talent on all levels of production, not just as performers but as creators and producers. Or if not that, at the very least, projects should have non-Black creators who have enough know-how to portray Black/Black-coded characters adequately, treating them with as much care, attention, and respect as they would their white/white-coded counterparts. RotTMNT fans could also stand to do more questioning as to why they don't feel as drawn to represent Raph and Mikey as much as they do Leo and Donnie.
#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt raphael#tmnt raph#rise raph#tmnt michelangelo#mikey tmnt#rise mikey#rottmnt mikey
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Not my usual post but something I've been thinking about lately.
I think a part of what bothers me the most about the AI generated images/writing/etc debate is folks claiming that they need it because of a lack of talent and skill. Even going so far as to call it an accessibility device.
Which, as a disabled person, boils my blood. Because I think where this comes from is not in the same way as like a curb-cut levels things out for everyone. It's based on impossible standards in literally every piece of media we consume, and I think that's something we can change, rather than forcing people to use a bland device to meet the rest of the world at their level.
Folks are telling themselves they need AI images because becoming an artist takes time, and money, and effort. Some disabled folks don't have the dexterity to hold a pen, or can't sit upright at a computer for hours (me), or can't process visual information in the same way as others. Those are all true statements.
Same with writing. Dyslexia and other learning disorders can make writing intimidating. People receive harsh judgement for things like having poor sentence structure or spelling, even if you as a reader still know exactly what they mean.
The solution to these issues is not "pay an AI company to steal from other creators so everything washes into the same, boring grey blob of creativity". It's make bad art.
I want to see people's art where they don't have a full grasp of anatomy, but try their best anyway. I want to see stories where someone might struggle with visualizing a scene, but they do their best to convey the meaning in whatever way they can. I want to see more people comfortable with posting less than perfect work, and being proud of it because they made it. Or not even feel the need to post at all, because at the end of the day, the little numbers on your screen will never be the most satisfying part of creating. (Telling myself this as well, tbh. It's hard, I get that.)
If everyone is equally good at creating work, then there's never any variety. You can learn just as much, if not more so, from bad art than good. You can find beauty in it, unique ideas or habits that others have dropped because they were told it wasn't proper. You can see pure creative expression, without being chained to traditional conventions taught in school that beat all the fun out of you to make your work marketable.
We're taught in school that other artists are our competition, so of course people are turning to these tools to try and get a leg up. They never learned what a collaborative art or writing community can look like, and how that actually helps you grow as an artist more than AI or self isolation ever could.
If someone is drawing their entire lives, and never gets any more skilled at it for one reason or another, there's nothing wrong with that. That art is just as valid, and just as beautiful.
I understand that people feel this pressure to stand out in a sea of artists who worked their asses off to get where they are, but turning all art and writing into this regurgitation of what has worked before will never bring new ideas into the world in the same way a bored kid with a pencil and notebook paper can. It just won't.
#ai discourse#disability#demirambles#sorry I just have a lot of feelings about this#while generative tools in a vaccum can have some potential merit in artists workflows‚ what's on the market now aint it#Saw a post the other day about how anti ai talk swings into ableism so fast and I felt that so hard#its not that people are lazy. it's that our standards are too goddamn high
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how are your shapes so good. does it just come to you naturally or do you have some super secret resource or what? i love your shape language and i'm gonna try to improve mine so if you have any tips that would be greatly appreciated 👍although i get youve been drawing for a while and this stuff can kind of just be ingrained into you so if you cant really think of any thats fine too. love your art!!
HI THANK YOU i went on a super rant so im gonna hide it all under a read more lol
it does come a bit more naturally to me just because i dont really understand how to draw things WITHOUT breaking them down into shapes (especially since i was drawing robots for so long lol), but i also think my artstyle just naturally got more shapey as i tried to have more fun with art and especially as i started incorporating what i enjoyed from artists i like. an obvious example would be oda's art throughout one piece since i genuinely do think my art took a big positive turn as i started reading it lolol. i have so many screenshots of panels i enjoyed or thought looked cool cause he really is just a master at it all- i especially like the way he uses the line of action, shapes, motion, and expressions, and try to study them a lot. i also looked at some of my favorite artists, like bucketofrobots, monstyra, estridd, aciescoutex, or onebadnoodle to name a few who inspired me. Dont tattle on me btw this is our secret.
so first tip is just See how others be doing it. but that can be for literally anything in art not just shape- thats just how i started. im a very monkey see monkey do kind of person
second tip! is literally to break stuff down into their simplest shapes and action lines. which sounds redundant tbh when i type it out but i mean it. simplify things down to their bare components- especially with the parts you want to emphasize in mind- before you build on them (if you build on them at all ofc). heres some examples of some of my sketches when i do make them, and some with outlines for ones that i wasnt super clear/clean about. i literally will block out and break down the forms into simple shapes, even using lasso tool like in the second image first (especially if i really dont know what to draw pose-wise). sorry a lot of these i was playing with perspective but those or drawings where i have a very specific or difficult pose in mind are just the only pieces where i actually have a sketch layer instead of just jumping right to coloring my sketch which is what i do most of the time
and when i say "parts you want to emphasize", im thinking especially with motion or certain parts of a characters design, like really pushing those shapes so that its visually clear What Is Going On. for example, in the 1st sketch above, i wanted to emphasize that zoro was like, sliding in and about to unsheathe his sword in a really cool combat-y pose. or in the 2nd sketch, the character is supposed to be sort of mid-jump so i left some space around him and exaggerated that movement, as well as his thing being that he has cool giant punch-y gauntlets and is probably about to punch some baddie, so i put that right in the camera. and the third is the same, i wanted to exaggerate the running movement as well as the creepy hand since those are important to that character. and here in this fourth image below i wanted to emphasize one character being too pushy and overly friendly, while the other is very uncomfortable about it, so i really played with one leaning into the other and the other leaning away, etc etc you get the idea for the rest of the examples that i redlined.
im sorry if this doesnt make much sense or is hard to read because its too wordy. im not very good at wording stuff right especially with explaining my thought processes. im a bit too much of an instinct type person so it feels like when i explain stuff i just go "and then you go bwaaahhh! and booom! and babam!! and thats how i do it".
so if this sucked heres a post by EtheringtonBros thats kinda similar to what im saying, and a youtube video from fourleafisland that also, is kinda similar to what im saying and has very good points!!!!!!
thank you again!!!!!! sorry this was so long. hell i even wish it was longer just bc i really wanted to include some aforementioned oda screenshots but i got embarrassed of how many of them were just zoro and gave up on searching and i didnt wanna take much longer on this cause im already late to gaming with friends help. just open the manga yourself and look at whenever he draws sanji or luffy. theyre both extremely shape.
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so uhh have a silly PLATONIC request
C00lkid and Child!reader HCS pls.. pre or post forsaken or both, up to you, basically besties FRRR
*combusts in flames*
AUTHORS NOTE: POOKS WHY YOU IN FLAMES 😭🙏🏻 GO GET URSELF CLEANED UP, but jokes asides ofc I'd love ta!! and ty for being my first ever request!! :3
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• Just like C00lkid, 007 found you randomly as a pill baby and took you in
• C00lkid was happy about this! A BABY SISTER/BROTHER? :0
• at first C00lkid didn't know HOW to hold you properly and just wanted to play with you but 007 said "Kid, the can't play with you right now- maybe when they are older they can!"
• 007 taught C00lkid how to hold you and take care of you while he was busy with something (he would always be nearby as in my headcanon CK isn't allowed in important rooms by himself cause lil bro mucks it up🙏🏻)
• LOADS OF PICTURES OF YOU TWO
• Framed as well, 007 has a picture of you and C00lkidd on his bedside cabinet
• When you grew older (like 5 or 7... or whatever 😭🙏🏻) C00lkid would DEFO want to play with you all the time
• if you didn't wanna play? That's fine! he's a lil sad but he can draw or watch tv with you!!
• if you DID wanna play? hide n seek and tag was the game you guys would play ALL. THE. TIME.
• 007 even made a literal room, for you guys 2 play in 💀
• I also imagine that if c00lkid loose's repeatedly, he will CRY and STOMP and have a literal tantrum about it🙏🏻
• so you let him win MOST of the time cause you wanna see ur brother happy (awww ain't that cute >0<)
!!SOME DARK STUFF IS NOW AHEAD, THIS IS JUST MY HEADCANON AND DOESN'T/ISN'T SUPPOSE TO BE CANON SO TAKE IT HOW YOUNWILL BUT THIS IS HOW I SEE C00LKIDD BEING LIKE FORSAKEN'D!!
• You woke up 2 007 holding a paper, looked liked a newspaper of some sorts?
• you walked over and asked why he was sad :(
• he grabbed you gently and through tears told you that ur brother was taken away, many believed kidnapped.
• You was confused, what was kidnapping? Did someone wanted to play with him?
• Your father told you what it meant and now you was tearing up
• Ur brother, just like that... taken away from you one day.
• You was sad (no shit💀🙏🏻) barely played, spoke, did anything but stay in ur brother's room.
• 007 knew this was ur way of grieving so he let you grieve alone, but always came in with some food and water so you don't ya know... DIE-
• Life was hard, cause of the financial stress that was hurting ur father. He asked Elliot if he could babysit you.
• I headcanon that Elliot would babysit C00lkid when 007 was working, and that always applied 2 you as well!
• After a few months of C00lkidd disappearing, you as well would also disappear.
• 007 is now in despair, TWO OF HIS KIDS ARE GONE
• Bro does not want to be alive rn but has 2 so he can find you both and protect you again.
• Posters of you two was all over the town, walls, bars, work places- YOU NAME IT. Anything that could spread the word that there was TWO missing children.
• then 007 got FORSAKEN'D as well (we don't know HOW he did so we ain't gonna touch this🙏🏻)
• He didn't know where he was, but bro was fighting out here like some WWE champion (not really, bro was just being a lil silly... I think....?)
• All these rounds... These games and he never saw YOU
• So when he spawns in with the other's and hears and unfamiliar theme, he looks around and see's no one.
• before he realised, he was the Last man standing.
• As he was running away, he had a feeling he was being watched and followed his gut and saw... you
• but you looked different
• you was covered in blood, limbs torn apart, stretched out, body mutilated BEYOND comprehension and you had these weird... tentacles coming out of ur back
• 007 was horrified by what you had become.
• you turned and didn't recognise him, his face was blurry and you didn't think TWICE before attacking him.
• Blah blah blah running away uhhh what else tryna survive and uhh NOT DIE seconds later-
• you caught up to him and went for the kill but the timer was up and you both was transported back to uhhh wherever the survs and killers go when a game is over🙏🏻• I feel like this has become a 007 headcanon now wtd, pooks I'm so sorry about that, now back 2 C00lkid cause I love my son🙏🏻
• DEFO plays with you all the time, his face is the only one that isn't blurry so you don't attack him.
• You also grab him by the eldritch limbs and just gently spin him around, as a way for playing.
• defo let's you wear his silly lil whimsical hat.
• and also let's you eat his big ass lollipop as well, dw he has like... alot (hc that if a killer is good/performing well, THEY GET A GIFT!!)
• if you two was in a round together??? I'm sorry for those survivor's bro💀🙏🏻
• You also sleep together, you curl around ur brother and he just sleeps either near ur eldritch limbs or just laying near ur hands so he can hold you while he sleeps (LIKE OTTERS!!!)
• overall, he loves his lil bro/sis and you love him as well
• ....
• also you guys prank the other killers as well, 1x is the one you guys prank the most (if this gets like... idk 10...20 likes I MIGHT DO THIS AS A STORY...😈🙏🏻)
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HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS, AND ALSO SORRY IF ANYTHING IS LIKE... NOT GRAMMERING, ITS LIKE 1 AM AS IM DOING THIS AND MY TABLET IS ABOUT 2 LIKE LITERALLY DIE RN 💔 But take care, drink water, ear as well and... get enough sleep at night... okay bye - 🎩
#c00lkidd#forsaken x reader#007n7 forsaken#c00lk1dd forsaken#forsaken#1x1x1x1 forsaken#forsaken 1x1x1x1#roblox forsaken x reader#THIS IS PLATONIC ONLY... the x reader tag is there so ppl can see my writing 💔#forsaken roblox#also if this hits like... 40 likes I'm doing a 1x x reader but bro is jut soft and no idc if it's not what he acts like LET A GURL DREAM-#forsaken elliot#elliot forsaken#noob forsaken#homicidal porkchops#roblox 007n7#roblox forsaken#also I do apologise if anything isn't like... the best I am NEW to the writing scene and criticism would be nice (mean or not!)#wonder if I can like stop with the tags now... maybe... r/maybe maybe maybe#also guys please request... LIKE NOW IM HOLDING UR FAILY FOR RANSOM REQUEST NOW#jk#unless....?#NAH IM JUST KIDDING WITH YOU#but please so request#it would mean alot for me!!#okay these tags are getting outta hand#imma stop now 💀🙏🏻
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hi im back
#guys school is HARD#well not hard but I literally have no time to draw#but im on a week break nowwwww#and a lot of stuff are queued up#*coughs* miya twins#anyways here's#shizuku murasaki#hxh#hxh fanart#art#artists on tumblr#illustration#digital art#fanart#my art#hunter x hunter
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wanna preface this by saying that i am. So normal. anyway i just spent the last week redrawing scenes from mystery skulls animated but as that hermitcraft au i posted about a couple times. you guys should watch msa it is. so so good.
#my art#hermitcraft#mystery skulls animated#geminitay#geminitay fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#falsesymmetry#falsesymmetry fanart#ignore the fact that etho's hair changes literally every drawing#poses + expressions are traced a bit; and backgrounds aren't mine(well; except for the second one; which you can prolly tell;; sksnsks)#and also (with the help of sap bc i'm bad at color theory) edited the truck bg colors a bit#but even so;; i am!! very very happy with how these turned out#mystery skulls animated spoilers#<- honestly that's mainly for the murder mystery one#granted anyone who hasn't seen the future at this point prolly won't have that tag filtered#etho's murder mystery form(no i don't have a name for it)'s collar tag is a mix between a mable leaf and a vex!#cuz reverb is cub in this au#hence all the blue and stuff;; skdhkdnkd#you'd think that last pic would have been the hardest for me to draw; with how complicated etho's design is#but surprisingly; it doesn't even place top three in terms of how long it took to draw#no; instead it was that Fucking. Truck.#WHY did that take me eight and a half hours#the second longest was only five!!!#the others barely even top 4!#also#WHY are the deadbeats(which are mini tillies here) so deceptively hard to draw#every time i struggle with them orz#anyway. images 3; 6; 7; and 8 are my favs <3#if false and/or pearl see this. o/ hoi
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Save me french yuri... Save me
#genshin impact#arledrone#sandrone#arlecchino#haha remember when we all thought that sandrone and arlecchino would both show up in fontaine and be gay together?#good times.... good times#jk i'm ready to end it all actually#I KNOW WE HAVE LIKE ONE LAST MAJOR FRENCH PATCH BEFORE NATLAN BUT IVE JUST ABOUT LOST ALL HOPE#the way that literally every wlw arle pairing got fed so well following arle's drip marketing EXCEPT for arledrn... hate it here so bad#anyways shipping aside HOW is it possible that the frenchiest of french harbingers with heavy ties to machinery#and like two major world quests tied to specifically to her lore and is even MENTIONED of being present in fontaine#also being one of the first harbingers ever mentioned dating back all the way to the description of chode's teaser trailer#just???? doesnt show up??????#Sandy enjoyers are stronger than any us marine because my GOD are we struggling out here#anyways ignore the fact that I completely forgot to draw sandy's wind up key it was hard drawing through the tears#(actually it was cause i half-assed this doodle but we dont talk about that)
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god it’s like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falcon’s chin and went ‘ok that’s pretty good. I should lay down’#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ‘dude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wanted’#because it’s true!!! It’s exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesn’t need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if there’s one thing he’s good at. it’s bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks they’re probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dude…the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesn’t mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesn’t want to ‘take advantage’ of his relationship with Falcon and he’s always been super self-reliant so it’s hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg he’s so obsessed with racing I wouldn’t be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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INSIDE NO. 9 | S6E2 "Simon Says"
#in9#inside no 9#inside no. 9#in9 frames#simon says#guillem morales#reece shearsmith#steve pemberton#literally the only reason for this is to say i love how the camera moves in these specific scenes#and i think it would be hard to express this in frames (well the 1st and 3rd scenes anyway)#guillemmm i love his work on the show & this episode#in the last part of the hdyp pod he talks about how an actor needs to know their char's motivation to do something like walk across a room#and it's the same with him as a director. he needs to know the motivation in order to know where the camera goes#and that made me think of the 1st gif scene? where on the 1st watch it's like oh simon sees the blood & is scared#whereas on rewatch it's prob still true that he's scared. but it's also bc he's deliberately drawing spencer's attention to what he's done#like a reminder that this is leverage etc#the 3rd gif was a bit tough to do. the camera moves so quickly bc spencer is rushing to the door#so had to slow this one & and the other 2 gifs down to match. hopefully it's alright#that's prob why i put in the 2nd one to balance it out a bit. plus that section of the flat makes for some great angles ofc#brilliant production design#(i prob do wanna do “analysis” for this ep at some point. might work on some frames tmrw if i have time!)#vagueeyes.txt
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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i dont remember if i've ever mentioned my mew mew au lmao. but i drew some of that
#my art#p5#persona 5#the designs r just about as loose as this thing's 'lore'#i dont have mew form joker bc well this whole time ive just been drawing him in ichigos outfit.which i might theoretically want to change.#lol.#this has been a thing for a while#i thought it would be funny if haru and akechi had like a. rabbit/wolf thing.also obligatory cat/dog thing w joker#sorry for goro akechi midriff by theway.#i gave mew form ann low pigtails because i have low pigtail bias.its so hard to hide where the human ears would be for these guys LOL#w.akaba was a Mew Scientist before she died in a mysterious fire.now futaba is continuing the craft.or something.#(name censored bc shes not here btw lmao)#yusuke's not a scientist or anything hes just some guy who is there.#ryuji is also not a mewmew hes just a good pal.#morgana lost his memories also in that fire? at least thats what im going with for now.#i dont know if hes a robot...? or just a mew mew science talking cat or. something. this is literally so loose#dont even worry about it.#(full disclosure i havent actually seen that much tmm it was always my brother's thing. i just like it and think its cute :/ )#'mew mew' is such a funny thing to say.
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look sometimes you hang out with your underling's many cats after a sparring match and learn new things about him
#something about this makes sense to me. i am thinking about it very hard. but i have no idea if it will mean anything to anyone else#oh well. post now#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#skrunkart#just realized i accidentally. nevermind. whatever (grinding my teeth so hard sparks fly)#yakuza#like a dragon#ykz#saejima taiga#dojima daigo#daigo dojima#taiga saejima#THEY SHOULD INTERACT. THEY SHOULD HAVE INTERACTIONS. 3jima is interesting to me and they're literally barely ever on screen together#despite spending YEARS working together in a tight knit fashion AFTER being established as important individual characters. absurd.#also if you're reading this go draw a tiger. it's hard but it's fun i had a good time
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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jørgan clan my beloved. you guys are so messed up
#I fear I’m brain rotting on my own ocs again#meaning it is time for a collection of very sloppy doodles#pdbc#art#a majority of these are beta designs I’ll be so honest I did em all on the spot#so they’re subject to change. thankfully though most of em are so unimportant that it doesn’t matter at all lmao#except for wheezer. ohhh wheezer I don’t know how I feel about his design#he’s a lot less lovecraftian horror than I anticipated and I’m not sure if that’s better or worse#like aside from his missing organs and stuff he’s just. a Guy. honestly I think it’s funnier that way#which is good for drawing him more consistently but not great for how. boring he looks#ohhh well. can’t wait for these freaks to do basically nothing in the main story#drawing atara and polli was ROUGH I’m not used to drawing children and you can See it. I usually just skip over the child stage lmfao#yyyoooou big eyed innocent twins….I hope you two have…..a wonderful day…..oblivious to the Horrors…..#but at the same time I loved drawing that one bc they really just all look like ‘you got the whole squad laughing’#since that is canonically a family portrait (miika is out of the picture literally and figuratively) i just like the idea that—#—they went to a professional shoot just to stare dead eyed into the camera like the camera man just murdered their family#I’m like a snake eating my own tail posting PDBC stuff because I’m referencing stuff in this I have not actually posted about yet#like yeah they do always say rules are relative! yknow that’s the line in thewaait no you don’t know ok#i get attached to my characters too easily…..Dyme my beloved ilysm (she has been around for less than a week)#she does Not like wheezer. at all. not just because he rips his organs out for fun and is frankly a self absorbed conspiracy nut#but because he is So Incredibly Annoying about wanting to lead the clan. wheezer please give it up you were never an option#anyway. had way too much fun with the the children yearn for the mines doodle#which is ironic bc I didn’t actually spend much time on it. I should redraw it sometime I think I could do a heck of a#lot better than I actually did. ah well. off to the mines with you#ooughhh wheezer ily wheezer. he’s had some development since I rambled about him#first of all his writing career went from ‘oh ok he’s a struggling writer’ to ‘he thinks he’s the main character of the story called life’#also he’s a conspiracy theorist. which is only notable because how can one be a conspiracy theorist on a place like fincg island#‘I think aliens landed here many years ago. hear me o—‘ ‘yeah I know I have one in my closet’ ‘You What’#I’m in this weird cycle of brain rotting so hard over my own stuff that I hate it now#like it’s been on my mind so much I think it’s terrible now and I can see every flaw. yet I am still helplessly obsessed
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doctober day 5: alarm clock
aka "the exact moment before he decided to invent an automatic dog feeder" :)
#back to the future#einstein brown#emmett brown#doc brown#christopher lloyd#how do i tag#doctober#doctober 2023#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#i dont draw animals like. ever. but im pretty satisfied w how le doggo turned out :') just dont look at him too hard T_T#also! let that old man sleep!!#...hm i dont really have too much to say abt this one. just that you KNOW this mans bedhead would be insane#and also i love einstein lots <33#ALSO also: YAY ME BEING ON TIME#can u believe it !#no promises abt tomorrow tho. literally head empty ;-; i have NO idea what to do uhhhhhh ???#so yeah well see
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