#well he is an angel but you get my point
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I found this on Pinterest, does anyone know a custom doll commissioner with dolls like this? Me and one of my besties love Sunday, he's so precious and we'd love a custom little doll like this. đ
#sunday#sunday hsr#hsr#honkai star rail#custom doll#dude sunday looks like an absolute baby right here a literal angel i love him he's so precious#well he is an angel but you get my point#i wanna squeeze him
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#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#D the horseman of death (ăâżăâĄ)#Hello Hello I hope you're all doing well đ„čđ„č#Sorry that I only draw D haha I can't help it (â âąÌáŽâąÌ )âĄ#I started Tyrant Stars recently and I finished gold fiend about a week ago?#Honestly I miss the stories where D would stay in one town in the entire story and be a little detective#since pale fallen angel it's been a lot of traveling ....đ„Č#and it will never not be funny to me that D has pockets full of dirt đ D take a shower man.... or wash your clothes pleaseđ#2 versions because as much as I like white hair D he looks like alucard here because of the gold accents ( âą_âą)#I've never actually watched or played any of his games idk it does interest me? but not enough to sit down and watch it yet#I wanted to experiment with a black out style ( I tried incorporating red but I got too annoyed.#I intend to render it at some point!#so it might end up looking completely different#well...If I get myself to complete this and I like how it looks in the end I think I might make a little bookmark out of it for myself (ăâżă#I think it would be neat...#....you see me drawing poppies a lot forgive me đThey're just my favorite flowersđ The symbolism works out for this drawing....
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geralt is also a most real depiction of good quality fatherhood and great girldad representation because EVEN THOUGH witchers donât even experience aging at the same rate as non-GMO humans, EVEN THOUGH it would be âbiologically impossible,â
geralt having had been raising a pre-teen girl for maybe a few months to a year already âgave the impression of having aged,â his âface slashed by wrinkles.â the emotional toll on this man from raising she-devil ciri
and this is only the very beginning of the saga. BEFORE everything goes to shit. the wrinkles have set in
#i know this is description is colored by trissâ⊠[sighs] aroused⊠point of view#but the lines in the second screenshot are such a good description of him come on đ„ș#same with when cahir sees ciri then him at thanedd#itâs not canon but please also apply to yennefer post-thanedd đ#can you imagine geralt and yennefer reuniting at stygga castle and yennefer only got even more MILFy#sorry. who said that#itâs actually surprising that when geralt frees her from her shackles#we donât get a paragraph about how he was down bad. not the time geralt but you know he would be thinking âravishingâ#meanwhile yennefer is covered in blood and bruises and her hands are fucked from torture and geraltâs still adoring her beauty#yennefer: at her most undignified | geralt: i would worship her#yes yes i know they were defeated and horribly empty at stygga castle#but iâm just saying despite it all the love and attraction persisted. despite IT ALL#you know like they changed so much and got even more fucked up and traumatized#well iâm just raising my hand to say well also they also got sexier.#actually fuck it remember she appears like a titaness for a brief moment. her short queen REALNESS#like i do think geralt deciding to split up is what further doomed the hanza (they were already doomed but you know)#(it was very scooby doo of him to do that)#(on the way there) âangoulĂȘme sees stygga on the cliffside jutting out above the lake: what?! that creepy castle⊠nuh-uhâŠ#milva: ⊠would you do it for a bump of fisstech? | angoulĂȘme: ⊠| milva: two bumps of fisstech?#um anyways#i was going to say that âonce geralt freed yennefer it was OVERRR for vilgefortz and skellen and co#BOOO you were all fucked. woman unleashed#remember when bonhart attacks yennefer it is like a lion and a panther in the cell#geralt just unleashed the panther on them#they really should have had yennefer under stronger security like i guess vilgefortzâ misogyny really was the death of him#that is also kind of true because he dies because of geraltâs amulet from fringilla#so it was literally because of several women and a girl and also a vampire that he triumphs#you know when you put dandelion with a group of women it feels like a fox in a henhouse. even if said fox is stupid and gets kicked#however putting regis with a group of women is something like the angel that appeared to mary#the elbow-high diaries
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eusgahhhhh goddddd the lazy urge to just beg the internet to mansplain killer's lore to me in baby talk so i can finally GET IT and then the other less appealing urge to actually do an analysis on him so i can form my own opinion and observations. fucj
#im so tired maaaan eudgahhhhhh#i need to come up with more asks to ask people#because apparently i want to do that now. whats wrong with you brain why do you want this#im so TIRED i could EAT a WHALE!#i need to DO IT. I NEED TO ACTUALLY DO A FUCKING KILLER ANALYSIS ITS BEEN TOO LONG#thanksgiving break is coming up will that be enough for me to want to study him with my magnifying glass#this feels like sans and papyrus are the energy controlling angel and demons on my shoulders#speaking of classic undertale this has actually nothing to do with undertale LMAO#but i can just imagine myself as chara in the murder time trio fangame fight#aaaahahahahahaha horror would be so maaad <33333 i DID just destroy his entire au after all :333#and dust would be FURIOUS!!! BOTH OF THEM!!!! SO PISSED AT ME!!!!#i just took away one's place of achieving a goal and another's place of demented comfort#yeaaaah those two would be SO pissed heehehehehehe#horror never gets to have his potential happy ending because i took it away#dust never gets to honor all those he killed and put an end to what he did because of ME#the murder time trio fangame concept is SO underrated guys. touken-kamui's mtt is AMAZING#and because i look like a chara of course killer's got an entire internal conflict going on#FUCK alright sure. unsure of where this thought process will lead but we ball. me when thinking about anything killer related (i am unsure)#ANOTHER fucking chara messed up his life eruaghhhh and to make things worse they dont even seem to LIKE something new#touken-kamui's chara seems to be a megalomaniac instead of a shitty sadistic scientist#i would look so similar to the one that he doesn't know if he hates or not#should he fight alongside these 2 strangers or should he submit like he always did to his chara. to this NEW chara???#and this is all just assuming this is that 1 ending where killer kills chara and hasnt met nm yet (my favorite ending)#EFUAGH!!!! would killer stay back after the first few minutes. let dust and horror fight in steed of him as he deals w this#the two would be SO annoyed at him too. at this point if i wasn't there they'd probably kill eachother. or killer#well killer can't save or reset in the judgement hall that we got sucked into#so he actually has to put some value to his body and life if he wants to fight me#SEE WHAT I MEAN TOUKEN-KAMUI'S MURDER TIME TRIO IS AWESOME!!!!!#tricule rant#this got totally off topic from what the post was about but i should do it
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Angel, what's it like sharing a room with Husk? And is this your first time living with a Romantic partner?
Angel: Iâve lived with Valentino, so Husk is definitely an upgrade. Itâs nice to live with the man I love anyway, heâs a good roommate. So, I like living with Husk.
#angel answers#angel posting#angel dust mpreg#angel dust#ask angel dust#mpreg#yes heâs pregnant#sorry not sorry#art post#my artwork#wow my art is inconsistent#oh well#rp blog#asks open#I plan to shade this at some point but you get art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel mpreg#hazbin hotel rp blog#hazbin rp#hazbin hotel roleplay
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Iâm always so fascinated by peopleâs bad roommate stories. Iâm not sure Iâll ever live with someone I havenât vetted extensively beforehand ever again
#every living situation where iâve been assigned roommates randomly; i always seem to get one person who is an absolute angel#and 1-2 people who are honestly fucked up#i lived in halls 1 year of undergrad and everyone was kind of equally insane. honestly no one stood out as particularly bad#because everyone was just constantly screaming. i dealt with it by going home most weekends and getting noise cancelling headphones#3rd year of undergrad i lived in a suite which.. honestly was basically an apartment. had a living room/kitchenette; a toilet; a shower room#and 4 bedrooms#one of my roommates iâm still friends with to this day but honestly they were and are kind of a ridiculous person#like they were actively dealing drugs most of the year and their boyfriend was around most of the time and they would bone LOUDLY#and thatâs the good roommate. so you can imagine the other two#one of the others.. honestly wasnât a bad roommate; she was helpful and clean and civil#she was loud as hell though. she used to have attacks of insomnia and decide to rearrange her furniture at 3 in the morning#and we shared a wall. she also had an illegal pet rabbit.#our personalities just didnât mesh well; like it became clear pretty fast that we were going to spend as little time together as possible#third roommate was loud; rude; annoying and gross. sheâd be calling people at 7am just to yell down the phone to them about her problems#i was like who is picking up the phone to this bitch. she also picked up on my homosexual vibes in that way that homophobic straight girls#always seem to have; and was convinced i had a crush on her. and she bought a betta fish (allowed according to dorm rules) and then it died#because she didnât want to take care of it properly. and she refused to do anything for herself#like she was always breaking shit and leaving it because she didnât want to email or call maintenance. so then iâd have to do it#because it was always something we specifically shared. like a set of shelves she put a fucking 5lb shampoo bottle on. twice.#in grad school it was almost the same thing. one angel roommate who was kind of messy but otherwise fantastic#she rolled the best joints i have ever seen. and i still miss her cat cali#it was the men that were the problem. one was an international student who left after a month and bothered nobody#like to the point i didnât notice when he moved out because he was so innocuous#the other two thoughâŠ.. so one of them started hooking up with my favourite roommate and immediately became SUPER annoying#the other one stole shit; left lights on all the time; left fridge and cupboard and freezer doors open; tried to guilt trip me#into giving him my weed; played mariah carey at 2am; never bought a single cleaning product or household item for the collective#unless you told him toâŠâŠ he was even using my toothpaste at one point. like. sir.#oh and he was always dirtying other peopleâs dishes and cookware and leaving them in the sink for days. and leaving big chunks of food#in the sink. it was fucking gross#personal
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i do think, aside from mercury bias, if bg had been in all season she would have been all wnba, first or at least second. i think people undervalue her because of the rebounding but she is 1000% the worst officiated player in the league, on both sides of the court. so the fact that she's been able to have the performance that she had is incredible, and that she didn't get the acknowledgment really just underscores how much people take what she does for granted.
#i saw something interesting that kim milky basically has her players specialize and so they come out of college less well rounded#exhibit a angel's shooting vs rebounding#and i didn't watch bg in college so maybe i'm totally wrong on this but maybe rebounding just wasn't he job#and then i saw on reddit or something that maybe because she is so poorly officiated she'd get called for too many fouls on rebounding#for it to be worth it#and while i understand the value of rebounding really i do the mercy's problem wasn't that they weren't trying#well sometimes it was but it was that their whole system wasn't designed for it#if you have 4 players on the perimeter to space and shoot 3#you're going to hope they go in and run the floor instead#teams that rebound well dedicate bodies and time to rebounding#and i believe that it was a conscious choice the merc made to not do that#and if you look at old merc games they struggled with rebounding then too#i actually will have more to say about this in the future but the mercury's style of play has lived and died with dt's style for 20 years#the mercury have the most 100 point games of any franchise#and they are responsible for most of the 200 point total scores across the league#ie their fast break and bad defense lol#and while it's not entirely true - she is not responsible for every result they've ever had - i don't think you get westhead's style of pla#to work without her talent and the penny cappie dt trio in 2006#or at least it isn't successful and maybe doesn't change the pace of play in the league the way it did#it's also interesting that if the lottery draw goes differently in 2006 and merc have the first pick do they get seimone or do they stick#cappie? i think they stick with cappie bc they needed a true pg and from what i've seen seimone is a 2/3#and i don't think dt becomes the player the league knows without having a true pg [vs her playing point]#the thing is dt can play point better than most people but i think she plays better when she has someone else there to help#and her talking about oh i should've won mvp in 2006 [when i dropped 40] [lisa leslie won that year]#and in 2014 [best team ever] [maya moore won that year]#you look at the stats and there is for sure an argument to be made there#but it all comes back to post players#and i know wikipedia says maya is a power forward but she seems like more of a 3 sometimes? i haven't watched her enough#but i don't think dt can win mvp in 2009 without that team specifically#which means [and this is my theory of life] that everything happens the way it has to happen for you to end up where you are today
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Someone remind me sometime to post my essay about the way people talk about Henry VIII
#iâm a disability studies major#and one of the most common topics of conversation in dis studs#is the relationship between disability and villains#and that people with disabilities are often made out to be villains#but villains are also made out to have disabilities#because disability is a manifestation of inner evil#shakespeare famously did this with r3#but itâs an idea that goes back pretty much to the bible#and this idea is so ingrained in our culture we do it withiut thinking#and people absolutely do this with h8#calling him a monsterâŠguess what?#thatâs a manifestation of this idea#harping on about his weight and using âfatâ as a perjorative?#thatâs also a manifestation of this#for people that donât like h8; itâs not enough for him to have just done bad things#he also has to be grotesque and deformed because that just proves how evil he really was#itâs funny the number of times people have talked about h8 in this way to me#and iâm likeâŠgirl if only you knew that iâm a disabled person whose academic career is literally dedicated to this very subject#and youâre just feeding me even more evidence that proves my point#but i digressâŠ#henry viii#also donât even get me started on the people who have gotten mad at me for saying h8 was disabled#because as well as people who villainize disability#there are also people that sanctify it#and think that all disabled people are perfect little angels who can do no wrong#(the overwhelming message you get from doing disability studies is that peopleâs attitudes on disability are just fucking WEIRD#and why canât anyone just be NORMAL)#disability#disability studies#i wonder how many people actually read the tagsâŠ
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From a very young age, Kaeya held such a fondness for handholding. Whether it was his father clinging tightly to him to make sure he didnât get lost, Adelindeâs gentle, grounding hand closed over his to comfort him whenever his nerves got the better of him, Crepusâs rough-palmed, firm yet comforting grip as he brought him back home, or, as it was most often of all, Dilucâs warm, yet at times uncomfortably tight hold as he dragged him anywhere, everywhere, determined to always keep Kaeya close and eagerly show him all there was to see, Kaeya treasured the gesture greatly.
Of course, being as shy as he was, initiating it himself was always the harder part. So much so, he would tend to hold pinkies, rather than outright take a personâs hand in his own. Eventually, it would become his most common way to go about the gesture of affection.
#hc; kaeya#//Handholding is one of his favorite ways of affection bc 1) itâs not too overwhelming when it comes to his touch aversion#//The sensation is all focused in one spot; and even then; itâs more grounding than uncomfortable bc of how firm peopleâs grasp tends to be#//He really took to holding pinkies bc he realized he could âtestâ people that way#//If it was a bother to them; they wouldnât blink twice before moving their hand from his hold. so rejection isnât as BIG; more subtle#//And if they Liked it; they could either accept it as is or make him happier and take firmer hold of his hand#//Once he was more confident; he would go straight to more outright handholding. Klee ofc got that RIGHT from the getgo. Bc she is smol &#liked him from the start. Even if her Pyro energy did make him uncomfortable at first; but he got used to it. for her#//Luc made it easy to go right to it toâthe kid would always seem to know when he wanted to hold hands for whatever reason and grabbed hold#before Kae could link pinkies. kae did like the fact that Luc would Pout the few times Kae did link pinkies instead of hold hands#//Pout; & snatch his hand firmly in his like âWhy did you do that? THIS wayâs betterâ. Love the image of bby!Kae grabbing bby!Lucâs sleeves#but lbr; they deffo held hands a lot as kiddos. Bc we all know just how (canonically) indulging Luc is with whatever Kae wants. Once Luc#//figured him out; it was a Very common sight; seeing Luc tromping around like the proud lil protector he was; & Kae scurrying after him#//Lil subtle delighted gleams in his eye compared to Lucâs more overt confidence and joy. So common a sight; it was no surprise that#Kae was Deffo distressed when Luc inevitably grew out of it. Adjusted; yeah; but the sudden Change was deffo NOT good for his nerves#//Clung to Addie a lot to make up for it; until he heard the maids tittering abt how childish he was being#//He quit that FAST; finding other ways to stave off his nerves and show his affection#//Sometimes when heâs drunk at Angelâs Share; he gets tempted to hold Lucâs handâan old habit dredged back up bc he wants comfort#//But any sudden moves Luc makes; whether bc he noticed Kae reaching out or not; utterly scare the urge away every time#//Heâs made his peace with Luc resenting him; but it still stings that the ONE person he felt closest to is now practically a Chasm away#//Not like he helps any with that; running away or lashing out every time Luc tries to bridge gaps or shows concern#//Sends him into fight or flight mode every timeâwhoâs to say Kae wonât fuck it up and make a Luc regret trying?#//Might as well sabotage it all himselfâat least THEN he knows with utmost certainty it will end failure. Whoops veered off topic#//The closer he is to someone; the more likely he ends up toying with their hands a bitâesp if Interested in them#//Likes playing with their fingers; linking; unlinking and slotting them together; tracing lines on their palms#//Cute shit like that. He likes seeing how they fit together; the differences in size and how they feel#//This was all bc I saw a detail from a show pointed out on the Twitter ndnfn. And thought the pinkie thing was SO cute. Anywho#//Hi. Shit happened irl & I am still not 100%. Not saying what bc itâs not a pleasant topic; but know I am ok#//Just a lil tired. But kinda wanna hcs for rn. I had a lil burst of energy earlier today. that was nice. Over a long dead show; no less#//But it helped lift my mood a bit. I still kinda wish I could drink rn tho. Think itâd help my brain rn
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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents⊠sometimes. But itâs uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasnât caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..
I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. Itâs wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.
I was texting my sister today about it and she said
âI 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesnât realize it cause theyâre still drinking the kool-aid.â
I ran out of tag room and didnât want to delete any đ seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences
#I relate to all of this so much#and itâs so sad how many people truly have religious trauma#I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine#itâs really hard cause my parents still think Iâm a Christian#honestly at this point I have no clue what i am#even if I end up still being a Christian that doesnât help or heal all of the years of church trauma#but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents#growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold#cause I know thatâs what my parents wanted and I didnât want to disappoint them#but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there#their perfect angel fell from heaven#and I feel like ever since I havenât been really their daughterâŠ. Iâve just been living on the outside looking in to everything#it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith#it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally#the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church#when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with#wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was#YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for somethingâŠ. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away#and the thing is I donât necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly itâs just the environment they grew up in too⊠like Iâm 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life#but wonât get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it#which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didnât need to#^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop#sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma#yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse#sure Iâll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? itâs 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 đđđđđ#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while Iâm dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past#please donât get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I donât blame them - they did their best#it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didnât grow up in the church or in a super religious family#I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help
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zachariah is the best character on this show actually
#he's so funny!!!!#also supernatural always coming in with the 'character suddenly says something quiet and devastating and then moves on'#even for him#'Everybody's laughing at me!' (pause and then quieter) 'and they're right to do it.'#zach my man i will dig into your silly little psyche#i mean okay you don't really have to dig he lays it out right there#he was top dog and then failing to grab the winchesters knocked him down.#and like. we know what getting knocked down in heaven means. he knows what it means.#how much can he fail before they toss him right in the chair where he sent castiel once.#no. look. listen to me. i'm not crazy. he's fascinating to me okay.#naomi is fascinating in the later seasons for similar reasons but she has different-ish motives. on the whole she's here for the collective#and zach is certainly serving heaven's interests. zero doubt in that. but like. he is also definitely serving his own.#he wants to be top of the food chain. useful to michael. because that's one of the few positions in heaven that means you get power.#and he takes it out on the people under him! he says it himself! he's petty!#resorts to physical violence to get sam & dean to do what he wants like they are stress balls.#(stands in front of them and goes >:) im gonna fuck ur mom. who else is doing it like him.)#im getting distracted my point is like. zachariah is probably the angel the most aware of the position he's in.#different than his awareness of like. his role in the story like raphael or lucifer or michael. but his role in the system?#he understands that. he knows how to play that game very well to make himself the most powerful respected angel in the room.#heaven cult my beloved. zachariah would sell anyone out for a corn chip and a promotion.#because of course he would. why wouldn't he. him looking around at other angels thinking: well why wouldn't you. i have to get there first.#tl;dr he's so funny. literally smiling every time he's on screen im gonna miss him when he dies.#zachariah spn#spn#(no okay wait not done. all of that there. all his posturing and making sure he's in the top position.#and despite that. joshua walks on screen. says 'scram' and zach Knows he can't do shit about it and leaves. like!!!!#THAT'S IT! THESIS. DOESN'T MATTER HOW HIGH IN THE OFFICE HE IS. ONE SLAP FROM UP TOP AND HE HAS TO BACK OFF!!!#THERE IS NO WINNING THIS GAME! THERE IS ONLY PLAYING IT AS BEST YOU CAN UNTIL SOMEONE FLIPS THE FUCKING BOARD!!!)#now im done <3
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ok heres what happens.
#saiki has that crush on satou throughout highschool. ok we know that.#thats one sided and it never goes anywhere#saiki and akechi go to the same university. and while im not sure if i can describe it as romance#they do end up with a Weird Gay Thing going on yk#but ultimately they don't actually end up in a long term relationship. they're besties tho#teruhashi actively chooses to try to live averagely like saiki. she definitely doesn't become an actress or that kind of famous because#she doesn't want to be heavily associated with her brother. and maybe after saiki reveals he had powers she's inspired by that idk.#she's still perfect and popular and stands out in a crowd and she gets extra angel points for trying to live normally#bc ppl go omg so humble we expect nothing less đ„ș#although aiming for average saiki likes comfort so when they eventually cross paths again as adults they get closer#neither are attracted to most people but they share an undying respect and appreciation for each other and#idk if they ever fall in love romantically. i suppose they could. but they do get married regardless because they're like#well we're both 30 and single and comfortably well off. might as well. but its not a bad marriage or anything they're both happy with this#and again maybe they do fall in love idk#this is what post canon looks like in my head and if you disagree... thats cool idc#saikechi is gay college shenanigans and a connection that doesn't die#terusai is predictable normalcy averageness. and thats fine
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will also say that all my thinking about bleach and thus also my old bleach ocs, i am rethinking ways to combine two of the stories i had for them (lorcan's story, and alice's story. like they both originally involved a certain bat lmfao) and now i am like. i mean it started as me just thinking "well this would be a good way to consolidate everything" and now i am thinking about shipping them together and i am losing my mind. how do i keep doing this to myself.
#bleachposting#lorcan's story was about being the original fourth espada and ulq being his only subordinate#(though lorcan would never frame it that way; he always tried to tell ulq that they were equals)#and then lorcan ends up getting really cagey about working for aizen and fearing for ulq's life bc he sees how depressed and nihilist he is#that he ends up betraying aizen and aizen goes ''lol'' and mindfucks him and then seals him into that crystal tomb ulq was found in#and alice's story is about. well being a quincy. being sent off to hueco mundo to be part of the jaegerdame. and uh. defecting.#bc she grows a conscience.#and originally her story was part of my ulq au where he reconstitutes from the dust cloud he became in canon lmao#and is like severely depowered bc hes still recovering (high speed regen only goes so fast when you get completely deleted like that)#and like. the place where he reconstitutes is his crystal mancave tomb. you know the one. from the masked comic.#and alice literally crash lands in there and ulq who is newly reawoken is like ''hey. why are you here. what are you.''#alice as a character is like a year? or so? older than lorcan#so lorcan's story came about way after this. so i am combining them. alice crash lands onto lorcan.#and hes like ''hey thanks for freeing me from my eternal slumber lol hey whats going on out there''#i think you can see where this is going :/#sighs into my hands. this is so dumb#literally it started bc i was like ''whats a slightly sarcastic and dramatic thing lorcan could say to her''#bc thats the kind of character he is#and i wrote him calling her a ''fallen angel'' bc of how she crashed into his prison#and i just. i mean it writes itself at this point. need i say more.
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listening to a lot of songs rn n i'm just thinking of how much i love my music taste
#đ.rambles#from the softest piano melodies to metal or wtvr#hehe i watched like. i came across the orchestral version of animals by the architects n i saw s&m from metallica in the comments#thought i'd listen to it sometime n well yk what the day after when apollo n i were talking about music in the car#our dad hehe mentioned the album ^^ he bought the disks long ago even iirc????#n he played from the spotify album i think n this night i've been listening to some songs as well as a lot others too#I REALLY SHLDVE LISTENED TO THESE EARLIER AAAA#i only listened to 2 so far bcs i keep on adding stuff to my queue n i've made 3 playlists w nearly the exact same songs uh#YEAH YOU GET THE POINT đ i have. nearly 900 playlists in my library bcs i just rlly love music so much i want to#yk. organize it Somehow or just place it somewhere but man it gets out of hand fr but honestly idrc#i listened to nothing else matters from the s&m album n then devil's dance#just those two so far bcs of the reasons i just mentioned n I LOVE IT SO MUCH AAAA N THE NORMAL VERSION TOO#songs like. devil's dance from metallica & the end of the dream by evanescence & cerberus from ffxv's ost &#the apocalypsis songs from ffxv; noctis/aquarius/magnatus#all have this vibe to me that i grp them together with.#n then. another vibe would be insanity from ffxiv's ost & illuminated world from gbf (both versions)#as well as angels from within temptation#listening to music just puts me so at ease i love it when my mind is at work n just. idk how to explain but yk analyzes it n all!!!!#i genuinely really don't want this to come off as bragging or being arrogant n i probably didn't have to say this but#i have trauma from some old friends being mean to me abt that when i was just happy n passionate đ#but i like my. genes. being intelligent really is in my blood#i love that honestly. the way i grew up with so much.#loving life. being curious about everything. reading so many books watching so many shows n#god i grew up with those + music n video games too. hehe i'm rlly glad i grew up mostly well w my family at least#n yeah i've always been naturally intelligent. n then. i'm.. special too in a way i suppose it wouldn't be wrong to say#i have a twin. i grew up in a way i really like. i've really grown to be able to love myself n love life at heart#though i do definitely know how hard it gets. n. that makes me appreciate all these things more n. yk yh help others bcs i know how it is
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đźđ§đ§đČ!? | suguru getĆ
đđČđ§đšđ©đŹđąđŹ: Next time you wanna do something nice for your boyfriend, how about making sure he doesnât see the package â let alone OPEN it! â before you? Especially if itâs something with bunny earsâŠ!
đđšđ§đđđ§đđŹ: Geto x fem! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - modern au! you and Geto are college sweethearts - implied that you and Geto are early 20s - lingerie + bunny outfit - oral (m! receiving) - anal fingering (f! receiving) - use of an anal toy; butt plug - backshots/doggy style + deep impact positions - impact play (spanking) - clitoral play - praise - finger sucking - cervix fucking - unprotected sex (psa: don't be silly; wrap the willy) - pet names (angel, baby, bunny girl, little bunny, good girl, my love, princess, sweet baby, sweetie) - cameos: Utahime, Mei Mei, and Gojo - reader is very shy but is trying their best! - kind of freaky! Geto awakening, lmao - humor - mention of drool/spit and tears - will be proofread l8r.
đđšđ«đ đđšđźđ§đ: 9.2k (sigh..)
đđźđđĄđšđ«'đŹ đđšđđ: based on this ask!! haven't done a suguru fic in a long while so ehh, why not? && tysm for 8.8k, my loves xoxo
ââŠâ
Oh no.
ââŠWell,â
I have to be dreamingâŠ
âNeedless to say, I brought your package inside, Y/n.â
THEREâS NO WAY!!!
Being an introvert can have its trivial times; you should know that. Looking back on your life, you canât seem to say you had the drive to stand out, an expertise you regret not putting effort into. You couldnât do it; youâve tried but to no avail! Going out of your comfort zone is too scary, shivering or freezing on the spot whenever youâre being spoken to or fumbling with words when trying to make a point. Man, itâs so embarrassing! It sucks â youâre a grown adult, and yet you can barely get through any gathering without anxiety rattling your bones.
Some are good at talking with others or are lucky enough to be naturally blessed with a social spirit. Some people like your boyfriend, for example.Â
Yes, you have a boyfriend.Â
Suguru Geto, your partner, wasnât a complete extrovert. Honestly, heâs comfortable keeping to himself if he could choose. After meeting you, he preferred dates when you visit each otherâs dormitories and enjoy each otherâs company. However, compared to you, his people-pleasing skills outclassed yours unquestionably. Geto knew how to talk, drawing people in with his mellow tone and inviting aura. He was good at mingling and making everyone feel comfortable around him. You were a victim to it, lured in by his charm and soft ambiance.
He was terrific, a role model to you. How he would efficiently put himself out there while you stayed close in his shadow never failed to inspire you. The way he spoke, how he listened intently to othersâ concerns, and his maturity seen as a dependable figure to lean on. Itâs absurd to think that such a marvelous man fell in love with you and asked to court you.
You and Geto have dated since your junior year of college; what you once thought would be a tiny crush on one of the schoolâs notorious heartthrobs became your first and longest-running relationship! How did that happen!? You couldnât tell; one moment, you two were paired up for an end-of-semester project, and he managed to have you relax and talk with him daily. The next thing you know, heâs asking you to live with him in his apartment the second you finish graduation. Now, you two have been a couple for nearly half a decade. Itâs unbelievable to think about.
But even with how long you two have been together, there are moments where you feel as though you werenât doing your part. Being in a relationship is such a hurdle for an awkward person, aka you, such as going stiff whenever old friends of Suguru pop up and greet him or him inviting you along to parties only for you to stay glued to a corner in silence. You felt as though you wereâŠboring? Dull? Deadweight!? The list goes on, and the guilt never tires you out.
And Geto â God bless him â has repeatedly expressed and assured you that you didnât have to feel as such. His alluring purple eyes and soothing voice vouch that he doesnât mind standing in as your sponsor and speaking for you, and you are eternally grateful to the stars above for gracing a loving and understanding boyfriend your way. Nonetheless, the stress that churns your stomach doesnât go away. Heâs always been the one to voice for you, attend to you, and look out for you. Hell, even in the bedroom, heâs doing most of the work. Again, heâs never complained nor seems to ever will, but still!
Heâs done so much for you, and you want to meet him at least halfway and make him feel appreciated. So, you took matters into your own hands and decided to do something special for your man!
Here was the plan: going out and buying stuff meant talking to people, and talking meant letting strangers know about your business; merely thinking about it had you trembling a storm. So yeah, nope. You went on the Internet and found sites catering to your search. You canât say you were the type to wear anything risquĂ©, especially in the bedroom. So, you dialed up your two best friends, Mei Mei and Shoko, to help you find stuff that they thought would look nice for you to wear.
Luckily, they came in clutch and found something for a beginner like you! Itâs not something youâd wear in publicâyouâd rather dieâbut itâs a good start when implementing new things into your lifestyle. You added the item to your cart, purchased it, and waited silently for your package to arrive. To say you were anxious about this new step of adulthood was on the nail, but you beamed with glee once you got the notification that your bundle would be delivered today!
Before then, you decided to nap and wait for the item to be delivered to your apartment door. You woke up to that once you saw the notice on your phone, yawning your way out of the shared bedroom to retrieve it.
However, what you saw as you entered the living room stopped you dead in your tracks, and your eyes widened with absolute horror.
What you should have accounted for was that today was a Thursday, meaning Geto would usually come home from work on weekdays. So, while you were snoring in the comfort of your blanket, your boyfriend was the first to see a mysterious box with your name on it at his doorstep. And to add more salt to the wound, you caught him in the act unboxing the package and inspecting its contents, and youâre too shocked to fall on your knees at what he has in his hands.
Geto sat on the living room couch, the box perched on the coffee table opened with the wrappings decorating the brown table surface. His eyes find your figure to latch onto, but yours honed on what he was inspecting. In his right hand was a black lacy top meant to be worn around a chestâthe other holding onto a headband with bunny ears of velvet material.Â
This is where we lay our current scene; astounded, you could only stand in place â like Geto â at the sight before you. And with every passing second, you wanted nothing but to explode into bits. Your boyfriend had found your package and opened it!
Of course, youâd be stammering your words! âW-Where did you get that!?â What a silly question; where else would he have gotten it, dumbass?
Nonetheless, the dark-haired man answers after a forced cough. âWell, umm, I saw it at the door coming from work. I brought it in and was going to let you know, but you were asleep, and IâŠdidnât wanna bother you.â
âWhy did you open it if you knew it was mine??â
Geto raised his hands defensively, still holding onto the items. âIâIâm sorry! I thought it was something different, like the cute glass cups you liked and ordered last week. I figured I would set those up on your behalf. I had no idea it would be somethingâŠâ Your feet suddenly felt heavy, watching your boyfriend scan the lace top. âLike this.â
Any attempt to fight the mini shakes of your knees was impractical, and your throat was going so dry that you were scared to swallow.
âThis doesnât seem like something you would buy; could someone have accidentally sent this with the wrong information?â He inquires with furrowed brows. âBetter not be some fucked up prank or whatever.â
âN-No, itâs, IâŠâ Fuck, this had to be the worst scenario to admit this. ââŠ.I did mean to buy it.â
Have you ever had those moments where people would look at you after saying something that you wish you hadnât? You indeed hated those moments; they made you feel so scrutinized by the public judging you. And seeing your manâs eyes widen and his expression morphed his lips to a small âoâ shape? Oh, you couldnât breathe adequately.
âYou bought,â your quivering lips worsen when his left wrist flicks with the bunny-eared headband. âThis?â
Your hands come to your face, shielding yours from his as you silently squat down with the weight of your humiliation. The shakes rock your entire frame, and you can sense your tears forming. This officially was the worst day ever; out of all the dilemmas that could happen, why did it have to be the worst one of all?!? Your partner had found out about the out-of-the-norm purchase you made without you present to explain yourself first. Now he probably thinks heâs dating some freak into weird shit. Can this day get any worse!?!
You wanted to cry, hoping the floor beneath you would give way and ingest you out of this cold, cruel world. But alas, youâre still here and can hear the footsteps approaching your crouching state, and you jolt when Geto embraces you.
âY/n,â God, why did he say your name like that? His tone was smooth like honey, and he rubbed your back as he brought you closer. âItâs okay, baby. I didnât mean to judge you or anything; I was just curious, is all. Sorry, I opened your package without letting you know, okay?⊠Ahh, did I make my sweet angel cry?â Raven brows scrunched together at the view of you burrowing into his chest more. âAww, Y/n, Iâm sorryâŠâ
Yes, you were indeed sniffling into his sweatshirt. Although, itâs not that he opened your stuff without your consent that upset you the most. You whine while moving your face, âI justâŠwanted to do something different.â
âHmm?â Getoâs hand doesnât stop rubbing your back, speaking to you in a low mode. âWhatâs the reason, sweetie?â
âBecause, well,â you chewed the inside of your cheek as they warmed. âI just felt like I wasnâtâŠLikeâsigh, youâve done so much for me in this relationship, and Iâm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend. But I feel like I donât do my part as I should, you know?â Nothing is said from the other, so you continue. âI justâsniffâwant you to know that I appreciate you and all youâve done, although I didnât know if my words would do me justice. So, I, uhh,â your thumbs find their way to fiddle with themselves. âI asked Shoko and Mei Mei for help and boughtâŠ..this to wear for you.â
Three seconds pass without saying anything, then six. At ten seconds, the silence suffocates you and probes your unease more and more.Â
However, his chestâs sudden rise and fall startles you, along with his pleasant laughter. âSo thatâs what this is all about, huh?â Your bodyâs rigid compared to his lively motion. âMy angel was gonna doll up for me?â
âYeah, and you ruined it!â You fuss, your cute teary face all hot and puffy as you complain. âI just wanted to do something special for you after I finally muster up the courage to go out of my comfort zone and do something nice andâŠwell, sexy,â you cringed internally at the final word. Yet, it was true.Â
Geto hums through your explanation. âYouâre always sexy to me.â
âThatâs not the point!â He laughs at your remark, the sound filling you with warmth. âIââŠIâm different compared to you. Whenever weâre out, youâre so much more social than me; I feel like Iâm a burden or make it seem I need you to watch over me or somethingâŠAnd I know youâve said youâre okay with it and donât mind, but itâsâŠ.sniffâI donât know, like Iâm putting more on your plate when itâs more of a âmeâ problemâŠâ
Your eardrums pick up low chuckles. Then, like the Prince Charming he is, Geto uses his hand to bring your chin up. Your face warms up at his handsome face in your vicinity. âBaby, although I appreciate you going out your way to do something for meâbelieve me, I could jump over the moon right nowâyou donât have to go outside whatâs comfortable to you to impress me or anything.â
âBut Iââ
âI mean it; I really donât mind that I have to be some voucher for you. Itâs not a burden; thatâs just who you are. And if thatâs the case, youâre too cute as hell the way you are.â You didnât see his small smile grow because your eyes bashfully averted away from his gaze. âNow, if you want to build your confidence, donât be afraid to ask me for help, okay? No need to force yourself to change up for the sake of âappeasingâ me or feel as though youâre not fitting whatever bullshit mold of an appropriate partner youâre expected to be.â
âSuguruâŠâ
âY/n,â your name pierces your heart like an arrow as his hand prompts your face back to him; God, heâs so dreamy. âI like you no matter what. Youâre my princess; your troubles are my troubles. Iâd tell you long ago that youâre bothersome if it wasnât. But youâre not, so donât put too much weight on yourself. Promise not to stress yourself over this, okay?â He boops your nose, âRemember: communication is key, right?â
Once again, youâre reminded how lucky you are to have such a man like Suguru Geto to court you. So understanding and attentive to your feelings and wrapping you in his blanket of love constantly makes it hard not to fall in love all over again. Chewing your bottom lip doesnât even help the heat of your cheeks creeping onto your ears.Â
âYouâre right,â you almost melt under his lips as he kisses your forehead. âI promise.â
âGood girl,â your heart skips a beat. âBut what are we gonna do with all this?â He points to the open package with his chin. âNow I feel kinda bad for having you buy this for me and ruining the special occasion.â
Wincing at the box, you remove yourself from Getoâs embrace to inspect the contents. âHonestly, looking at them in real time, I regret buying them. Iâll return them tomorrow or Monday, seeing I donât necessarily needââ
âWoah, woah,â you stop in your tracks at your boyfriendâs exclamation. âWhy are you returning them?âÂ
Huh? âWell, I mean, thereâs no need for them, no? It was meant to be a surprise.â
âYeah, but you already spent so much money for my sake. Plus,â Geto picks up the bunny ear headband from the package. âIf this is what you were gonna wear for me, then it would be kind of upsetting if I didnât see you wear it at least once.â
Oh, God, no. âSâSuguru, itâs totally fine; I can justââ Oh no, heâs looking at you with that face, his eyebrows slightly trenched with a minuscule sad glint in his expression. Your stomach was doing flips out of guilt and concern, and the formidable gets worse when he asks the following:
âY/n,â you swallow spit thickly as the man dangles the headband around. âWould you please wear this tonight?â
The question nails you to the ground, frozen in place as it rings within your mind. You? Wearing this for tonight?! âNâNo, I canât!!â
âWhy not? You bought it to be worn!â
âYes, but t-that was before you looked through my package and didnât give me the chance to try it on myself!â When you thought your face couldnât get any hotter than before, the embarrassment of this predicament humbles you. âAnd thanks to youââ
âT-Thanks to me??â
ââI donât wanna wear it anymore!!â
Geto raises his other hand in defense. âOkay, okay! Look, Iâm sorry; itâs my bad. But, to be honest, Iâm thrilled that you went out of your way to think of doing something for me out of nowhere, and as Iâm looking at this outfit,â He glances at the rest of the materials in the box. âI think youâd look beautiful and hot in it.â You canât tell if your heart is thumping from his words or because youâre about ten seconds away from combusting. âSoâŠOne night to test it out, yeah? And if you surely donât like it, then you can ship it back tomorrow.â
Heâs so good at that, using his charm and words to shade you into rational thought. You take a huge breath and exhale through stressed nostrils, and your wish to dig a hole and rot away increases.Â
Of course, you bought the items to treat your boyfriend for something out of the norm; that was the entire point of the plan! But what is the use of following a plan when youâve let your guard down, and the element of surprise backfires in a way that you had foolishly unforeseen?! Thereâs no way you could put that stuff on you now that youâve been exposed. Absolutely not!
âI think youâd look beautiful and hot in itâŠâ
And yet, Getoâs words repeat like a broken record, each time making you as timid as the last. He wants to see you wear what you had bought, so eager to marvel at his partner adorning such risquĂ© clothing that you donât comprehend how you put said purchase in your cart! The thought of wearing such a thing in front of your man bubbles an excitement that is borderline frightening yet new; picturing his expressions and imagining his compliments is dangerous for your brain to form a headache.
But not as dangerous as the slight friction of your inner thighs pressing close to each other.
With a stare downcast and fidgeting thumbs, you ask, ââŠJust for tonight?âÂ
And Geto assures you with a nod.
âOnly for tonight.âÂ
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
Geto sat on the bed in silence, listening to the ticks of the bedroom clock on the wall as he waited patiently.
As you two entered the bedroom, the man found his place on the bed, a still figure in the dimly lit room. You, on the other hand, made a beeline straight towards the bathroom. âWait hereâŠD-Donât peek inside!â You commanded him, your voice betraying a hint of shyness. He obeyed, settling on top of the comforter.
Minutes soon went to double digits; nervousness wasnât something that usually struck Geto. But the more he sat on the bed and listened to your mutters behind the doorâdistancing the twoâthe more he couldnât help but feel an itch to worry for you. âY/n? Are you okay?â
âYâYes!â That didnât sound convincing⊠âIâll be out in just a second!â
âOkayâŠâ
And so he waited for a minute. Which turned to two minutesâŠThreeâŠ..
Anticipation transitioned to unease, calling out to you once more. âY/n?â No answer; not a good sign. The tall man gets up and strides to knock on the bathroom door. âBaby? Everything alright?â Nothing, even if he knocks on the white surface again.
CREAAAAKâŠ!
But his frets are handled once he hears the sound of the door opening slowly. He steps back to make way for the person on the other side of the door, and lo and behold, you stand.
There are things in Getoâs life that never cease to amaze himâyou being one of them. From the moment he saw you, he swore that in his life, there had never been something that looked so mesmerizing and captured his eye in an instant, and Gojo and Shoko are always sure to tease the guy for such a confession. And the time you reciprocated his feelings and accepted being his domestic other half, words could not describe the elation his poor heart couldnât handle.Â
Right now, he is experiencing those same feelings when heâs with you. His expectations were blown out of the water once you entered the plane again.
Your face was the first thing he looked to, a sheepish yet cute expression that went with the adorable white bunny ear headband you adorned at the top of your head. Your casual attire had been withdrawn to the bathroom tiles, substituted with the outfit you had been fussing about until now. Your chest harbored a black lacy negligee with intricate designs that had Getoâs purple eyes dance and trace around; the faint drapes of the gown cascaded down to your upper thighs, yet your underwear could still be seen. It matched the lacy black thong that made your boyfriend gulp thickly at how gorgeous your hips lookedânot to mention the tiny bow at the top center. And to complete the look, black stockings come up your knees.
ââŠâ
There is silence between you and him. The only sound you can use to distract yourself is the beat of your heart.
ââŠâ
But the longer you wait for a response, the louder the rhythm.Â
ââŠâ
The lack of his voice was killing you â eating you alive â and youâre sure that youâre bound to faint if this kept going. Did I wear it wrong? Do I look weird?! Oh God, please say someâÂ
âY/nâ
You squeaked. âY-Yes?â
âCan you please,â Geto takes a few steps closer, enough for his hands to come around your waist and pull you in. You almost choke on the air. âRemind me to thank Mei Mei and Shoko first thing tomorrow, okay?â
âWhâWhat theâWhat does that meanâ?â
âYou look amazing.â Three simple words have you still. âLike, seriously. Hold on, let me get a good look at you.â He leans around to look at the details of your sides, and your brain short circuits when he moves behind you and lifts the negligee to see the rear of your panties. What is happening⊠âHoly shit, this suits you so well.â
âReâŠReally?â
âReally.â You can see the sincerity in his gaze as he surveys every physical thing about you. âIâm so tempted to grab my phone to take a picture.â
âOh my God, please donât!!â Your frightened hands grab his sweatshirt with a vigorous grip, contrasting the trembling owner. âDonât take a picture, please!!â
âI wonât, I wonât!â the dark-haired partner assures you through a fit of laughter, his warm, slender hands finding your fists and pounding him. Again, you are frozen stiff when he kisses your temple. âBesides, I prefer not sharing something as beautiful with anyone else.â
You donât know how many compliments you can take before spiraling into a puddle. âYou really do like it.â
âI love it,â another kiss to your cheek while his hands now find purchase on your waist. Oxygen suddenly feels foreign when youâre so close to him to pick up the cologne on his clothes. âIt looks so much better now that youâre wearing it. You really know how to spoil me, huh, angel.â
Was it him being spoiled right now or you? How he spoke to you had your heart racing uncontrollably since you left the bathroom. Youâve been a complete nervous wreck from the moment your friends probed you to buy this outfit up until now, and now you can honestly feel that youâre feeling a sense of glee wearing it because your boyfriend likes it so much. Regrets no longer linger in your bones, goosebumps calm down on your skin, and you hum as you return the embrace.Â
That isâŠuntil you feel something pressed against you. SomethingâŠ.hard.
Curiosity sprinkles your pretty little head until it snaps and your hips sway to experiment. A subtle jolt rocks Getoâconfirming your hypothesis.
âSu..SuguruâŠâ You donât know why, but the following words felt prohibited to leave your lips. âIs thatââ
âHnnmâŠSorry,â he purrs abjectly. âGuess I got a little too excited.â He lifts his head from your shoulder to look at you, and your stomach churns at the sight of his stare, holding a misty, lustful glint. You donât even mention his hands silently moving to cup your ass. âIs that too much, baby?â
Violet eyes latched with yours make you shiver, suppressing a gasp when he throws a slick rut to grind the tent of his dark sweatpants on you. âNâNo!â You squeaked, feeling small when his smile got broader.
âSo sweet like always,â a chaste, gentle kiss to your lips feels like clouds. He then steps back out of your arms, pulling down his sweats to reveal the erection contained by the boxer briefs. Geto sits on the edge of the bed and tilts his head. âSo, will my sweet bunny girl care for me tonight?â Seeing you gawk at him, he stifles a chuckle, and it takes a good mental slap to bring you back to reality. A few seconds pass, and you finally build up the courage to walk forward and crouch between his spread legs.Â
Mini prayers replay in your brain as your hand hesitantly touches the clothed shaft, the firmness of it getting stiffer and stiffer as your fingers touch thoroughly. When youâre ready, you bring the hem of his underwear down, welcoming his cock to the open air for it to intimidate you with its girth. Precum trails from the urethra, traveling down from the corona, foreskin, and underside. God, itâs been a while since you were up close and personal with this thing; its sheer size is enough to reconsider the regret you threw out minutes ago. Too late now, though.
Come on, Y/n, you use your inner thoughts to motivate you. Youâre doing this for Suguru; donât chicken out now! So, you bring your lips to meet the head of his cock, earning a hum from the man above. Blowjobs have never been your forte; again, itâs been a while since youâve had his cock near anything outside of your lower regions. But today was different as you used your tongue to lick the lip of the cockhead, the salty flavor of his fluid teasing your tastebuds. And with the sounds of him whimpering, you begin to remember the routine as the seconds go. Your mouth takes in his tip with hollowed cheeks, and your hands grasp around the shaft before you glide up and down.
âHahhhh, yes, sweetie,â Geto soothed, biting his lip at the display of you pleasing him with your plump lips. âJust like thatâŠNnnghâŠ!â His words fuel more confidence in your motion, using this to move to the next step and take in as much of his shaft as you can. You donât go all the way to the hiltâa task that youâre afraid will have you chokingâ but once you reach halfway, your head starts to bob up and down at a gradual pace. Black brows furrow at the movement; fuck, you felt so good for him. So nice and warm on his dick; he wouldnât mind having his whole evening dedicated to this. âFuck, my love, loosen your jaw for meâŠMmmm, good girl, thatâs it. Keep sucking like that.â
Itâs not before long that you find the groove; albeit sucking on Geto amateurishly, he places a hand on your head, which you can only assume is that youâre doing a decent job. Saliva coats the limb busying your oral cavity, mixing with the excess come that escapes and spreads with your lips going to and fro. Your tongue goes on to flick and lap on his tip some more, evoking the hottest moans youâve ever heard from him. And while you stroke his member, your free hand finds his scrotum and massages the pair in unison, a buck of his hips as your thumb presses down on the testicles with a curl. Your bobbing becomes frequent, a mediocre cadence that has your partner throw his head back. The veins scraping along the upper walls of your mouth are too erotic for your mind to comprehend
âShiiiit, I canâtâNnnmm!â He hisses before he cups your wet cheeks. âYouâre doing so good, princess.â
Your eyes open and peer to the person talking above you. With a soft âpop,â you release his length before placing sloppy kisses and licks. âYew fink shoow?â You speak with a mouthful of his dick to his frenulum, humoring the dark-haired man.
âYes, little bunny,â he teases, and you can sense the throbs between your legs getting worse after referring to you with that title. âWait, I just remembered somethingâŠHold on, lie on the bed for me.â
Youâre gently pushed off him as Geto stands up from the bed, confused. You take your place atop the bed, and he grabs something from his sweatpants and heads into the bathroom. The sound of running water from the sink fills the silence before itâs shut off. He then returns to the bedroom holding a bottle of lube youâre familiar with in one hand, and the other with a wet, metalâŠfluffyâŠlooks like a kind ofâ
Eyes shoot wide open when you finally register what heâs holding, and the anxiety hits you like a punch to haunt you. âWhâW-Where did y-you get that?!â
âI saw that you left this in the box before dressing up,â no, you didnât forget a damn thing. You deliberately avoided the very item that Geto was holding because looking at it was embarrassing enough; it would be horrifying to have this in the same room as you now! Between his thumb and forefinger was a metal butt plugâa small one, nothing too majorâwith what appeared to be a white fluff ball at the end. Itâs meant to be worn with what you wore, but these bunny ears already trampled your dignity. Adding an anal toy to the frey might as well have you sign up for assisted suicide! âI figured we needed it to complete the look.â
âN-No! No, no, no, absolutely not!â Rejections fly out of your system. âThatâs too much!â
Geto blinks. âYou think so? Itâs pretty small from what Iâve seen.â
Youâve seen these before!?!? âEven then, I donât wannaââ
âDidnât you see this with the set before you bought it?â
You almost choked on your tongue. âW-WellâŠY-Yes, but,â your thumbs find themselves fidgeting, anything to distract the humiliation that overshadows your nervous state. âThat doesnât mean I wanted toâŠwear it.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause itâsââ embarrassing as hell! A bunny tail as a butt plug!? Just kill me!! ââItâsâŠ..Itâll look weird on me.â
Oh, how you didnât know how much of a switch that flipped for Geto, the other quietly thought to himself before speaking again. âY/n,â you perked at the mention of your name. âTurn around for me.â Chewing on your lips, you shook your headâyou knew what he was doing. âCâmon, now, I thought you were my sweet girl.â You flatten your lips when he comes close to squeeze your cheeks. âPlease? Wear this for me, my little bunny?âÂ
Oh, for Godâs sake, this night was getting more challenging to get through with the hour. Inner dialogue canât even bring you to a consensus, as your conscience is getting in the way of coming to a decision. On the one hand, you feel as though youâre venturing out of your comfort zone enough, wearing this flustering nightgown and these damn bunny ears. Yet, at the same time, this isnât about you; this is all meant to be for your partner, something entirely out of the norm to make him feel special. And you being reluctant to accept his wishes is just pushing you back to square one and defeating the purpose of this entire dilemma, right?Â
Your hands find your face to shield, releasing a long sigh that should have stretched to your final days. Nonetheless, you slump your arms down in defeat, and a short nod is given: â.......okay.â
Without being told again, you feebly follow Getoâs request and turn around. Your lower half is the only thing in his line of sight. Your lips canât stop quivering in such a position, and breathing becomes arduous once you feel your boyfriendâs weight dent the mattress. You jolt when his hand comes to the top of your laced thong, bringing the material down to expose the bare skin of your ass to him. Damn it! A pillow within your proximity is brought to your face, using it to hide yourself from the world.
However, âAww, donât be so shy on me, baby,â Slender fingers faintly brush from your spine down to the very crevice of your bottom, making your body shudder. âShouldnât be hiding that pretty face from me.â The sound of your gasp, when his lubed fingers teeter around your rear entrance, ignites a flame, and now he has a thirst heâs itching to indulge with. âShhhh, breathe, my love. Gonna go real nice and slow for you, okay?â
The pillow muffles your moans as Geto begins to push one finger inside your puckered hole slightly. The stretch of the digit is a pain you have never experienced, making you whimper like a poor babe. Your boyfriend coaxes you through it, adding more lube to ease your ass as his finger goes back and forth to prepare you. Adding another finger causes you to shake your head, and your entrance accommodates the insertions, whether you like it or not.
A full minute or more passes where your ass is played with, and Geto smoothes you with a rub of your buttcheeks as he removes his digits out of your lubed hole. âNow, time to test this outâŠâ A sudden chill has your arch, and the cold metal of the butt plug has you clamping involuntarily, yet the raven-haired partner reminds you to relax your body while he pushes the toy inside you. It doesnât invade with the snap of the finger; thirty seconds in, and your butthole is slowly but surely adapting to the alien plaything. And before you know it, you feel the whole thing finally be swallowed into your rear walls; you grip the pillow as your mouth releases silent cries.Â
âHaaahâŠI-Is it in?â You lifted your head to inquire.Â
âYes, angel,â he playfully smacks your ass, and you jerk at the unexpected contact. âDamn, now you look all cute and sexy with this on.â Geto then shifts to stand on his knees before maneuvering above you, removing the pillow from beneath you so you canât hide yourself from him any longer. And more trembles crawl all over your body when you feel his solid cock create friction on the rift of your ass. âLift your butt a bit for me,â your hips follow his hands, guiding you upward until you meet his pelvis. âGood girlâŠGonna start putting it inside, okay?â
You nod leisurely, grabbing the comforter beneath you as Geto pulls the thong to the side. Itâs no surprise to see that your cunt is covered in your slick, the tip of his member queued to kiss your labia. The lascivious man hisses at the sensation, anticipation climbing up as he pushes himself unhurriedly. The same goes for you, your mouth agape with quieted shrieks when the cockhead makes it inside your vagina, gripping the sheets as he slowly pushes more of himself, every inch of his penis becoming greater and greater, inaudible babbles once the base meets your folds.
Geto allows you a couple of seconds to stabilize your breathing, starting with excruciatingly slow thrustsâso painfully slow that you can feel every dent and vein that ventures inward and outward your chasm; itâs hard for your hips not to move on their own. With every pull, your inner walls clench on the shaft as if wanting more as he leaves your warmth. And every push makes you full to the brink of tears, and your brows trenched together as your fists ball the sheets.
âMmaahhâŠNnahaahâŠ!â The brush of your velvety channel feels good within the minute, and the insertion pain is now being replaced with pleasure. Your roll to the ceiling at the graze of your G-spot, the butt plug made your nerves more sensitive with how busy your lower half was. And once heâs warmed up enough, your companion turns up the speed of his ruts. âTaahhh, I, ohhhGodâŠ! SuguâOooo!!â Did he just poke your cervix!? You sobbed out loud.
âNnmm, holy shiiit, you feel so good, sweetie,â Geto moans, taking in the view before him. The lingerie you were wearing gave a beautiful image of your backside, his indigo orbs survey from the muscles of your back to your prompted ass. Holy hell, it was driving him crazy, watching how the flesh of your butt reverberates with the smack of his pelvis. It makes him want to go ever faster, harder. And donât get him started on the white bunny tail butt plug; shit was too cute to resist and toy with, pulling on the item lightly and turning it around.
The action had your holes clenching simultaneously. âShhâShhtop, Suguuu!!â You wailed out, toes curling as he taunted your anus with light pulls and pushes. âD-Donât do thatâŠ!â
âHeh, sorry, my bunny girl,â God, the way he was teasing you was literal hell on Earth with how heâs using your body right now. âYou know I canât help myself when it comes to youâŠAiisshh! Fuhuck, youâre squeezing me so hardâŠHmm? You like it when I tease you, huh, baby?â
You shook your head no in a rushed manner, the heat of your face already coursing to your ears. But then your frame jerked along with the sound of something, and it was a hand smacking on the skin of your butt.
âNow, donât be like that,â Geto chuckles above you as you cry. The same hand he used to slap you soothes the blow. âYou know you can be honest with me. At least your body isâŠDonât you like being close to me like this?â You donât reply, too busy squealing at another graze of your sensitive spots. So, he slaps your buttocks once more. âDonât ignore me, love.â
ââMmmph! Ahh-hahh, I-I,â You swallow spit before choking on it. âI canâtâŠHic, itâs shoh embarrassingâŠ!â
âAww, is the little bunny still scared?â He then bends down to your ear, a big move on his part as you swear youâre bound to shut down from the closeness. âHmm? Whatâs so embarrassing?â
A sluggish pull back before Geto snaps his hips into you harshly, another jab to your cervix practically has you seeing stars. âHoooh!! BeâBecausee!!â God, itâs so hard to think right now, the pound of your head getting harsher with the increased heat. âYâYouâAhhaa! Youu make meâŠs-sound sho dirtâEeeyahh!âÂ
âOh?â He licks your ear before nibbling on the helix. âYou donât like it when I fuck you like this? Donât like it when I whisper to your ear while you scream for me?â You shake your head no, which is extinguished once Geto stuffs your mouth with his fingers. Your tongue, played with by his fore and middle finger, has you mewling like no tomorrow. âHmmm, thatâs a funny thing to say when your pussy canât stop twitching on me. Make it seem like youâre not embarrassed to milk my cock dry, huh, princess.âÂ
âNnoohh, itâs notâhicânot like that!â A tear trickles down a hot cheek as you suck on his fingers, his thumb there unaware to wipe it. âDonât say stuff like thatâŠ!â
âWhy? Too crude for my angelâs ears?â He keeps teasing you, âEven though weâve fucked lots of times, you still act like such a cutie.â
âStooop,â Lord have mercy. Any more than this, and youâre bound to melt away sooner rather than later. âD-Donât tease meâŠâ
He canât help it, not when you sound so cute and flustered because of him. It makes him think of an idea and straightens himself off of you. But not away from you â he then grabs your leg and rests it on his shoulder while straddling the other, changing the position so you can look at each other. Something a lot more intimate as he goes back to drilling his length into your heat. With a smug grin, he asks, âIs this less embarrassing for you, sweet baby?â
Your heart almost jumped out of your throat; no, this is much worse! Your shrieks returned to erupt out of your figure as Getoâs pace increased. The new angle achieves having his dick venture deeper inside your throbbing channel, pounding to you until the hilt meets your southern lips, and the bump and grind of your clitoris with the motion is enough to have you winded. ââOhoohh!! Dooahh! N-Nooo, d-donât lookâŠ!â You try to shield your face with your forearm.
Yet Geto instantly refutes that, using his free hand to move it while he bends back down; his added weight has you whining aloud. âDonât do that,â he groans at the contract of your walls, retaliating with more rough plunges. âNo more hiding from me; I wanna see that pretty face always.â
âSuguu, pleaseeâNnnn!â Scrapes to the walls of your vaginal walls are even more dangerous in this position. âTâoo faaast!!â
âHnngh! FFfuckinâ shitâŠBut you feel so good,â Geto presses his forehead onto yours. âYou feel so good, you look so good, like holy fuck! You drive me too crazy; itâsâGhhh!- just not right how you can make me go wild. I wanna see it all, wanna see how cute you look, how dirty you look, and how fucking hot you sound because of meâand only me.â A kiss to your nose before placing one on the corner of your lips. âStarting now, I wanna see all these sides of you, so donât hide them from meâŠâÂ
You are given no room to reply to his statements as a kiss to your mouth finally seals the deal for tonight. Light pecks gradually dwell into steamy, longing smooches, tongue and teeth classing for intimacy. Itâs all it takes for you to sink into his touch finally and the comforter beneath you, submitting to him as he finishes you off. Â
Geto then rolls his hips at an erratic cadence, and relentless hits to your cervix have you blubbering helplessly into his lips. Ungovernable throbs around his girth are ineluctable, the climb of your orgasm climbing up tenfold with the brush of your clit up against his pelvis. OhhhGod! Itâs coming, Iâm gonnaââMmmmph!â
The peak of your crescendo has you moaning deep into the kiss, your writhing figure submitted to the end of your session as your cunt flutters around Getâs girth as the shocks of the climax rock your entire body. And your contraction is all your partner needs to let go of the reins and cease to his own release, his pulsating shaft expelling his load deep into your palpitating vagina. The two of you continue to kiss as your bodies heave and jolt, with the last of the aftershocks coursing through your nerves.Â
He breaks the kiss, the two of you gasping for air in sync. Drool slips from your lips and comes down to your chin, and Geto smiles before kissing your cheek. âThank you for the gift,â he commends you. âYa sure I canât get at least one picture of you?â
Youâre undoubtedly out of breath, yet your facial expression doesnât fail to display unease. âPleaseâŠstop teasing me,â you sniffle with hooded eyes.
âOkay, my sweet bunny girl,â he chortles. âWell, at the very least, letâs go another round, âkay?â
âWhaâH-huh!?!?â
âââ ââ
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â âââ
ââŠI will never listen to your advice ever again.â
âWow, rude?â
âRight, like whatever happened to âthank youâ?â
As far as mornings go, this one was ultimately out of the norm. When was the last time you woke up with your body sore to the bone? Because the moment the sunâs rays peaked through the curtains and landed on your eyes, you couldnât move a single finger or toe without feeling a sense of heaviness. Or maybe it was because you found that your tall boyfriend was still sound asleep; his slim frame was spooning you close to him. You could hear his light snore as he rested in the crook of your neck and arm to your shoulder with a strong leg between yours.Â
Your face warmed up at the realization that he was so close to your proximity, and it only worsens when you realize that you both are in the nude, which rarely [if not NEVER] happens! Whereâs your pajamas? At the very least, an oversized shirt and panties!Â
But you couldnât find them anywhere. All you could see was a black negligee and a white bunny-eared headband, and memories of last night finally started to swim into your brain. But the true horror was when you saw the butt plug from before down on the comforter, and it slipped past your mind not to scream and kick the item in humiliating terror while abruptly waking up your partner. WHAT THE FUUUUCK!??!?
And to add the nail to the coffin, your body didnât look like how you left it yesterday. As you got up to head for the bathroom, you caught a glimpse of your reflection in the mirror and felt like you witnessed a scene from a horror movie. Your skin was covered in light bruises and bitemarks, discoloration where itâs implied there were hickeys received all around your neck, stomach, and inner thighs. You were still wearing the black knee-high stockings. However, those looked utterly different from how they looked initially; tears and holes were found all over, but most prominently, the inside of your upper thigh area.
Speechless was the word to describe your puzzlementâappalled, dumbstruck, void of thinking as your reflection showcased an entirely different person. Th-âŠThereâs no way⊠Thatâs all you could say to yourself, but it was the way.
Once Geto left for work, it wasnât any easier for you to work around the house. Working remotely suddenly became an obstacle, as every time your mind recalled the events that transpired the night before, youâd become too flustered to continue your work. You couldnât even walk into your shared bedroom, too rattled to the point that you just used the guest bathroom! The notion of embarrassment was getting challenging to function today; had you known this wouldâve been the effect of buying that damn outfit, you wouldâve stopped yourself!
Hence, youâre now complaining to the people who probed you to purchase it in the first place. âA âthank youâ? I could barely enter past the threshold of my own room, and you want me to thank you!?â
It was late afternoon. You were washing dishes and drying them in the kitchen while putting them aside. But you werenât alone; your laptop sat at the kitchen island with an application running. On the screen, a window harbored two screens with different faces: one woman with brown hair appearing to smoke out her balcony, and the other with pale blue hair styling her hair to a bun.Â
The brunette, Shoko, responds to your words. âY/n, calm down; all you did was have sex in a bunny costume; nothing radioactive happened there.â
âYeah, well, I feel like I did something radioactive!â You retorted, wiping the sponge across the wet plate concerningly fast. You pick up the headband from last night and grimace. âDamn this headbandâŠGod, Iâm so sore.â
âHaving sex for an hour straight will do that to a person,â a nerve is stricken when the other speaks; Mei Mei is now done styling the back of her hair with a sly smile. âPfft, I still find it funny that you passed out.â
âItâs not funny!!â To your dismay, you only make your two best friends laugh even harder. âThis is not how this is supposed to be; I donât even recognize my own bodyâŠYou saw the pictures!â
Shoko titters, âYeah, I saw, and it looks like Geto couldnât keep his hands off you.â She takes a drag of her cigarette and exhales the smoke. âIsnât that a good thing, though? It means that he liked the gift and appreciated it tenfold.â
âExactly,â Mei Mei agrees. Your complaints seem to suggest that we completed the mission of making him feel specialâwhich was, you know, the main reason you wanted to do it in the first place.â
âOh, he felt special, alright,â you said, placing a dry plate on the rest. Although youâd been in a constant state of indignity, what they were saying was true. The whole point of making a fool of yourself and wearing a costume was meant to be outside the norm. Itâs exciting for you and Geto, and you can assume that the outcome brought a satisfying end for both parties.
âŠHowever, it would be nice if it didnât cost you a lot of hickeys and soreness. You sighed heavily, âYouâre rightâŠIâm just happy that he enjoyed it. He even said I looked cute dressed as his little bunny.â
âI bet!! Why didnât you take pictures!?â Shoko complains, her device coming closer to her face to emphasize her disheartened tone of voice.Â
âI would rather die than have photos of that of me around,â the thought alone causes an unsettling quiver.
But Mei Mei also voices her grievances. âEhhh, but I bet you looked so adorable~. You better take pictures the next time you do something like that!â
You couldâve sworn your neck was nearly to break when you snapped your head to look at your laptop screen. âAre you insane; what do you mean next time?âÂ
A silver brow rises. âOh, be real, Y/n; you really think this is some one-and-done type thing? I bet you ten dollars that Geto would love to pull those bunny ears out again.âÂ
The brunette chuckles after exhaling more smoke from her pretty lips. âAye, maybe we should find you some more outfits to wear for him. Maybe we should have you in a fox costume next.â
Your mouth drops in displeasure, but Mei Mei beats you into saying something. âMmm, now thatâs a good idea; I saw something online with cute ears and a skirt. And,â her lavender eyes narrow with a scoff. âIâm sure youâd love to wear the butt plug tail of that one too, Y/nââ
âGOODBYE!!â
You slapped your laptop screen down as your farewell to your best friends, whom youâre sure are probably laughing to themselves for witnessing your reaction.Â
Your cheeks are so hot that they are in discomfort; unbelievable. A next time!? You couldnât comprehend the possibility that youâd be wearing something like last night again. Could you even look at bunny ears the same again after what just happened?! Bunny tails, too; what you primitively thought was cute and pure has now been tarnished to a suggestive and erogenous image. No, thereâs unquestionably no way you would be put into that position ever again. No, no, nope, and no!!
DING-DONG!!
The sudden noise of the doorbell diminishes your reluctant energy within milliseconds. You checked the kitchen clock â Geto should be coming home right about now, but why would he be ringing the bell? Inquisitiveness draws up to your shoulders as you dry your hands, taking light steps to the door and opening it after unlocking.Â
You leave a small opening to peak through, âY-Yes?â
âIs that the lovely Y/n Iâm seeing~?â
That voiceâŠNot Getoâs, but familiarity sparks up, and recognition prompts you to open the door wider.Â
Pure snowy white hair is the first thing that captures your attention, along with the dark shades concealing its ownersâ eyesâa signature look of your partnerâs friend, âSaâSatoru?â
âAye, you remembered to call me by my first name that time!â The named man was dressed down in his work attire, his hand holding his black blazer while he brought his sunglasses up for his azure eyes to throw a wink at you. âItâs been a while, huh?â
âIt has!â Your perplexity was evident in your tone; you had forgotten just how tall the man was. âWh-What are you doing here?â
âWell, I was finally able to catch your boy-toy here before ditching me at work,â Gojo brings your boyfriend into view with the tug of his collar, the raven-haired man expressing nothing but total irritation. âDude owes me dinner, and I heard someone is cooking a nice meal tonight! Have room for another person?â
âWho said you were invited?â Geto questions his best friend after getting out of his hold.
âI did!â The white-haired man answers. âYou owe me for saving your ass yesterday with that file scareâyouâre welcome, by the way,â he ignores the glare of his friend. âAnd just be glad Iâm asking for a home-cooked meal, or else Iâd be draining your pockets at that new steak place that opened up recently.âÂ
âUnbelievableâŠâ Geto sighs exasperately. âHurry up and get in.â
You move out of the way so the men can enter your abode. âExcuse my intrusion~,â the blue-eyed man says as he takes off his dress shoes in the foyer and happily walks to the living room.Â
Your boyfriend shakes his head, âSorry âbout this, baby.â
âItâs okay; I was done washing dishes anyway.â
âMmm,â he brings you in for a hug, part of the routine when he returns home. âHowâre you feeling now?âÂ
Your heart skips a beat. âI feelâŠokay, still sore, but, you knowâŠâ He smelt so good, his cologne pleasantly sinking you in.Â
âHeh, sorry,â he kisses your temple. âI had a good time; you really spoiled me.â
The heat in your cheeks ventures to your ears and nape, and your heart returns to racing at an irregular dance. The memories of last night all come back to haunt you once more; images of you being bent into different positions and crying out for Geto hit you one after the other. The lewd thoughts are too much for your pretty little head, especially when you imagine the tall, dark-headed man all sweaty and panting above you with a grin on his face like last night.
At this point, your face will need an ice pack because itâs getting hot. âIâm..really glad you liked it.â
âLoved it,â he takes your hand and after removing his shoes. âCanât wait to try it again next time.â
And with those last two words, the world suddenly fell to a standstill. You didnât hear what you just heardâno, you didnât. âN-Next time?â You repeat.
âOf course!â he leads you down the hall to the open space. What, you thought youâd spend all that money on me for just one night?â No, I HOPED so! âBesides, I was looking online during my break at work, and I saw this fox variant look that I think would look real good on youââ
You couldnât believe your ears; not only did Mei Mei prove you wrong, but now you have to deal with your boyfriendâs interest in wanting to indulge more in this idea youâve brought into the relationship. What you thought and hoped would be for one night is now bound to haunt you for many days to come, and that thought in itself had you shaking in your slippers.
As well as the fact that you now owe your best friend cash for jinxing this situation. Damn her!
âYo, Suguru.â
You perk up when you hear Gojoâs voice as you two enter the kitchen area. And just when you thought this world couldnât chew and spit you out enough, the image of the white-haired man standing beside the kitchen island holding something in his hand mortifies you to the core.
âWhatâs with the bunny ear headband? I thought Easter went and passed already.âÂ
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Can I be beautifully honest with you guys? I hate 91 Whiskey and So Says the Sword
#no hate to the author cause I actually liked a one shot of theirs#but like man these fucking suck#so so boring and pointlessly long#in SSTS nothing happens and itâs boring because itâs all ridiculous purple prose that tells and doesnât show#you can set it up with Cas being emotionless as an angel and then gains emotions when he falls in love#but he has to actually gain those emotions and you canât just tell me what a beautiful and masterful love story youâre writing#you have to actually write it#in 91W itâs all troop movements and militaristic bullshit that I donât care about because I know Dean and Cas will be fine#and they havenât shown me enough about literally any other character to make me give a fuck if they live or die#great. Inias will get killed off. maybe I would care more if it werenât so predictable and also if Cas werenât just an asshole to him#for no reason#which brings me to my second point of jesus fucking christ 91W is so OOC#crazy take I know but Cas is not randomly an asshole! maybe he is at first but then he changes because heâs in love with Dean and heâs never#like. snappy and grouchy this is So OOC and it makes it painful to read because why should I care about someone whoâs mean and cruel#all the time#Iâm not saying Cas is an angel (pun half intended) all the time but I donât think heâs cruel#and moreover I think theyâve just got Cas and Dean flipped. Dean would be perfect for the grouchy military commander in the late seasons#kind of way where heâs an ass to everyone due to grief#and Cas would make a great medic; caring about humanity to his detriment#this way around itâs just painful to watch Cas piss off Dean who is somehow more emotionally literate??? in what world#itâs just fucking boring and painful and Cas is not the one with internalised homophobia letâs be real#I would love to see 1940s era repressed queer Dean but no; Iâm stuck with asshole Cas freaking out over being a fairy#and taking it out on Dean!#do you seriously think that corresponds to canon Casâ reasons for repressing his feelings for Dean? answer quickly#anyway. rant over I will continue hate reading it so I can see if it gets good#but at this point the smut isnât even good enough to justify it so. idk why Iâm wasting my time#anne speaks#please someone say they agree with me or otherwise Iâll feel like Iâm going insane#the whole fandom loves SSTS especially and Iâm here like. well that sucked
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