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7. visiting them at their place of work
Not sure what qualifies as "place of work" that's different from their normal meeting places, since they're both Mourn Watchers and Veilguardians, but I shall do my best to keep to the spirit of workplace.
The eluvians were just so damn useful. Rook and her friends could be in different parts of Thedas in a matter of hours or even minutes, and that made the task before them far easier than it otherwise would be. It also meant home wasn't far for any members of the team.
Today's featured convenience, however, was that Rook was able to bring Lucanis' fresh cooking to the Grand Necropolis. Emmrich had gone there early in the morning to address some trouble with a spirit he was evidently well acquainted with, and she thought she'd bring him some lunch. Maybe there was something she could help with, too. Or maybe she was just nervous about leaving him alone outside the Lighthouse for too long after overhearing Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain's plans to torture and experiment on him. Sure Manfred was with him, but as much as she loved Manfred and believed in him, she didn't think he'd be a match for anyone that might come for Emmrich.
So here she was, stepping through the mirror to the Grand Necropolis with a basket in hand, hoping to find him busy at work with what had sounded like some sort of bequeathal dispute and ready for a little break. The Necropolis was home, and she was always happy to return, but it still didn't feel the same as when she'd left over a year ago. Maybe it never would. Maybe the scars that she and the place had left on each other would never fade, and she'd never be entirely welcome here again. Maybe that's why the Lighthouse felt more like home now.
Still, she knew these halls and its people, and she refused to behave like a stranger here. She walked confidently through the passageways and grand chambers, outwardly ignoring the staring and whispering of apprentices and masters alike, even as she started to wonder if perhaps her hair was mussed or her waistcoat was missing a button. Yes, in case you missed it, Ingellvar was back and she didn't have time to stop and chat about what she was doing with Professor Volkarin or to indulge impudent questions about her past. She had important business that was none of yours.
After passing a throng of gossiping apprentices just outside the library who clearly hadn't learned how easily their voices carried here yet, Rook found Emmrich nestled amidst law books and legal scrolls at a table in the reading room.
"Emmrich?" He looked up at the sound of her voice, and the expression of irritation and concentration etched into his features instantly melted away to be replaced with joy.
"Hello, dearest! What brings you to the library?"
"You," Rook answered with a bright smile. "Your business sounded tedious, so I thought you might like a bite to eat." She indicated the basket, and Emmrich's eyes shone with adoration.
"Oh, how thoughtful. Truth be told, I was beginning to feel a bit listless and irritable. An interlude for refreshment would be most welcome."
"Walk with me," Rook requested cheerfully, holding out her hand. Emmrich closed his notebook, tucked it in his coat, and took her hand as he rose from his chair.
"Manfred? Keep an eye on these documents, would you?" he called out, and Manfred appeared from behind a bookcase with an obliging hiss, hobbling over to the table. Rook gave him a loving little pat on the side of his skull, which earned her a happy hiss.
"We'll be back soon," she promised before guiding Emmrich out of the library and towards the gardens, where they could have themselves a little picnic.
"There's Ingellvar again. And Professor Volkarin is with her. Maker, are they holding hands? The nobles'll be all aflutter if they hear about this," one of the apprentices whispered as they passed.
"That minx!" another gasped.
"Shut up, Drika! You're an apprentice! It's not going to happen for you!" a third hissed.
"I think we should all shut up. She's an elf; she can probably hear us," a fourth added flatly. Smart kid. Rook didn't even deign to look their way as she and Emmrich walked by. If he had heard them, he gave no indication either.
In the gardens, they found a lovely little empty plot nestled between some bushes, affording them a little privacy, and they sat down.
"I brought cheese sandwiches that I made with the bread Lucanis baked this morning and that Ferelden cheddar Harding was recommending. You can add butter or apple jam if you'd like; I've got some of each in here. There's also some stuffed peppers Lucanis wants us to try if you're feeling adventurous. To drink, I have-" Rook paused to squint at the elaborate Antivan calligraphy on the label of the bottle she'd pulled from the basket. "Well, it's an Antivan red Lucanis said pairs well with the stuffed peppers. It's probably worth more than my life. Oh! And Taash said the bananas we got from Rivain are finally ripe, so I brought a few of them too!"
"It all sounds delightful, my dear. Most especially because I get to enjoy it with you," Emmrich responded with a fond smile. Rook blushed and busied herself with setting out the food, unsure what to say. They enjoyed their sandwiches and wine for a few minutes before Emmrich spoke again, his tone much more serious. "Rook, may I ask you a question of a personal nature?"
"Certainly."
"Does it bother you? All the gossip. About you. About what you did. About us." Oh, that was very serious and personal indeed.
"I'm...used to commentary about my origins and my...monochrome appearance. I've been strange all my life. Very few people have their facts straight on what I did during the war and why, so I pay no heed to the uninformed takes bouncing around these walls. As for us, well, I don't particularly mind. The other Watchers can say whatever they like. It won't change how I feel about you, and we're both mages, so we're not illegal in the eyes of the Chantry or anything. There's no danger in people finding out, just...a lot of people being a bit rude. They'll probably get bored with it eventually and move on." Rook felt like she was rambling as she spoke, like she'd been sitting on these thoughts for a while and they'd all come spilling out at the first chance. She hadn't realized she'd been gesturing until she finished and noticed the uneaten half of her sandwich flopping in her hand.
"I see," Emmrich said softly, his eyes filled with sympathy.
"Why do you ask?" Rook inquired with an attempt at a more casual air before taking another bite of her sandwich.
"You squeezed my hand rather tightly when we walked by those whispering apprentices," he informed her, and she blushed again, this time in embarrassment.
"Oh. Sorry."
"It's perfectly natural to care what others think and to be hurt by ill considered words, you know." Emmrich gently placed his hand over hers, and she suddenly felt very weak. "You don't have to be an unshakable rock at every moment. I worry that you will shatter if you try." The threat of tears began to subtly burn behind her eyes at this. He had seen right through her.
"I might shatter if I don't," she replied, her voice wavering ever so slightly. "I can't afford to-" No, she couldn't say that. It would make her feel too exposed. "Varric always tells me that I'll have an easier time if I don't dwell on what others think and what I could have done better." At this, the sympathy in Emmrich's expression deepened and his fingers curled around hers.
"I see. We needn't discuss it further. I didn't intend to upset you."
"It's alright." She hadn't expected him to let it go so easily, but she wasn't going to question it.
"You show so much care for others. I only wish to show you the same in return."
"I know." Emmrich lifted her hand and tenderly kissed her knuckles, making her heart flutter.
"Shall we try some of those stuffed peppers?" he suggested gently, and she nodded, quickly finishing her sandwich before picking up a pepper. It was delicious, but of course she expected nothing less from Lucanis. They were crunchy, creamy, herbal, and spicier than she was accustomed to, but she didn't hate it. Emmrich muttered "oh dear" after his first bite but happily continued eating and slowly turned a bit red. They agreed that the peppers were fantastic albeit slightly painful. The bananas luckily turned out to be helpful in their recovery.
"I'll pass our review on to the chef," Rook chuckled as she began to pack everything back in the basket.
"Please do. And thank you ever so much for this lovely little picnic. It was a wonderful diversion," Emmrich responded warmly.
"You're welcome."
"Will you permit me to do something similarly diverting for you in the future?"
"If you'd like. I'm always happy to spend time with you, Emmrich."
"I'm glad to hear it."
Only after he'd returned to the library and she was on her way back to the mirror did she realize that he'd just finessed his way into getting her to let him take care of her. Dammit.
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itâs always when I have things to be doing that this happens but itâs like. I donât know Iâve gone so far into weird love territory and Iâve been here so long that when I go back and really look at canon itâs like itâs new to me. because like do you ever think about how hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club. like it wasnât a recommendation or anything that decision was made. and absolutely if tashiro genuinely GENUINELY didnât want to do it nothing bad would have really happened, someone else could have done it, sure. you know? but at the end of the day tashiro, in the midst of his running away, had that thought, like. not in a thought bubble but in a b Hold on
in the narration box. like itâs not a fleeting in-the-moment thought like the whole poor shmuck thing. Iâm not explaining this well. itâs just you get the impression that tashiro thinks about things a lot and also tangentially kind of thinks about his hanzawa senpai a lot and that realization of burden is so significant to tashiro that he takes on the position of captain
and he doesnât look him in the face when he does it, and I love it. I love when things are indirect and subtle and sort of reluctant because itâs human and speaks to sincerity and tashiroâs groundedâŠness that he isnât unflinchingly happy to do it. he still doesnât really want to do it. but he will. and heâll do it WELL. because and this so matters hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club because he knows tashiro and has been watching tashiro as a fun kouhai who he likes a lot and who makes him laugh like literally no one else in the world, and he knows that he would be a good president because he is, amongst other relevant things, a good person. the right kind of good person! he wouldnât have forced tashiro to do it because frankly he couldnât REALLY force tashiro to do it, tashiro has a way of getting around things (pudding headâŠ.) but he decided tashiro would be captain, because he knows tashiro, and tashiro decided to take that on, because he sees hanzawa. he decided that tashiro would be captain, and tashiro decided to accept that decision because hanzawa decided correctly.
and tashiro cares, and encourages his senpai to rest, and we get the FUCKING.
that just speaks VOLUMES. hanzawa masato who notoriously stays busy for at least one of two known reasons that sound a little contradictory but arenât actually is resting right now. hanzawa masato who is so weird and so unknowable to his juniors is wearing a small smile that, unlike so many of his other ones (ominous as they are, usually), shows for only contentment. heâs resting right now. like the tashiro gonzaburou hanzawa masato dynamic IS so weird Iâm not delusional for that. but my favorite thing that I think I do a really bad job of showing is that their exchanges go back and forth and are so much fun for the both of them, and itâs exactly like PING PONG. well matched and silly and hanzawa masato knows tashiro gonzaburou and if tashiro gonzaburou doesnât know hanzawa masato he sure as hell sees him, and wants to know him, just a little at least, and itâs all so much. Iâm resting right now. fuck. anyway
#bangs fist on the floor. is on the floor.#hanzawa to tashiro#hanzashiro#and really the fact that tashiro is hiding around the corner to hear the milk tea exchange with miyano. and then brings him some#ASSUMING HE DIDNâT ALREADY KNOW. itâs just like. i wish i was more comfortable writing tashiro heâs so much to me#silly little guy for sure. but intentionally taking on a burden for someone else when itâs explicitly something he doesnât want to do#(or maybe just something he felt he wasnât qualified to do. depends. probably both)#and doing well at it. the person hanzawa masato is trusting in the most.#just. someone who doesnât want to be responsible but will be and someone who old people LOVE and someone who accepts things without judgment#and someone who will hide in a box on the floor to hide from his senpai and just as well walk right up to him and hide his face#and accept the trust masato was putting in him.#like this of all things isnât really a burden to masato because heâs. heâs RESTING right now. of all the pies he has fingers in#this might actually be his favorite. for a number of reasons that are mostly speculative#but itâs SYMBOLIC of a burden. am i making any sense at all. i might not be#masato is giving this one away because itâs not really a burden to him exactly. but tashiro is taking it because he feels itâs a burden but.#how do i say this. itâs not a burden to masato but it IS a weight on his shoulders whether he realizes it or not#and tashiro takes it from himânot unreluctantlyâbecause he cares. because he wants masato to rest.#i think talking this long is manifesting a tin cap on my head. i should go#dirtbrain digression#tldr it IS weird love. but just not AS weird or the KIND of weird that iâd have it be. haaaah iâm sick
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genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry
#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages#i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3#might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now.#unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year#just enough for today.#lately when i've been praying it just looks like#please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL#things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart#i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything#all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food.#in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared#just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself#i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try#but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH.#please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it.#talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things.#i just wish i had someone to sit next to me.#personal#i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.
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> did the thing iâve been procrastinating for a year and a half
#AUGH.#turns out those questions were ridiculously easy#literally german one material#but again my problem is less that i donât know the language and more that âdawg i donât remember a specific good day from my childhood???â#i remember specific bad memories and i remember general good vibes#but human memory doesnât really jot down positive things of note#at least not in my experience#ok i lied i am a bit lacking in vocabulary too. thank you leo.org#i just didnât trust myself to pronounce certain words correctly tho LOLLLL#also uuuuuhhh. âlimit each response to 2 minutesâ bud the entire comprehensive audio file was just under two minutes đ€Ą#i said what i said ok. hope thatâs enough#i said what i had enough time to think of on the fly#45 minutes is not that long#<- finished 11 minutes early bc aaaah panic no time!!!#whatever. letâs see if my responses were good enough to qualify me for a higher german class#(registration opens tomorrow and this will NOT have been graded by then. ah well)#i register very early for my grade so hopefully i can just leave a class out and come back to it later once i get my results#who knows maybe if i do pass this test i might test out of having to take a language class at all#allegedly#i am. not as good at speaking as i used to be#but iâm also not as bad as i thought iâd be#peach rambles
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hi, calling all fanfic writers and readers and also people who have Made Videos for a little help with a potential project.
disclaimer: this is, as i said, very potential and still in the Shiny New Idea stage, iâm trying to determine feasibility at the moment.
so, you know speedpaints, right? as in, timelapsed drawing video with music or narration laid over it. consider the same thing, but with writing.
(the tentative term at the moment is speedfic, which has some precedent being used this way, because speedwriting means something else. but i digress)
the idea is that i would post timelapsed videos of me writing short fics and explain my process, probably focusing on specific elements like worldbuilding, character voice, plot, etc. i could also talk about planning, editing, and maybe some other general fanfiction topics.
this leads me to several questions. the main one, of course, is âwould anyone else even be interested in this sort of thing?â
but assuming that answer is yesâthere are some logistical issues inherent in doing this with words that arenât caused by doing this with art, namely the âspeedâ and ânarrationâ bits, and lots of other fiddly little things.
so i guess iâm just asking what writers/readers would want from a project like this, any preferences as far as video structure/length/content, just anything, really. before i go chasing the Shiny New Thing, i want to know if itâs worth it
#bird noises#fanfiction#ao3#fanfic#this did not come out as coherent as i wanted#iâm just like#trying to balance words going fast but still readable vs not having a 30 minute video#unlessâŠ..#idk idk!#and the issue of reading words vs listening to different words#one of the things iâm considering rn is speeding up some parts and slowing down the relevant ones#or something#i also dont know how to edit things beyond the very very basics but i can learn#and then theres the secondary issue of the fact that i hate listening to my own voice SO much itâs hellish and can i get someone else to do#that part for me lmao#but its probably good for me#since itâs fanfic also i thought about doing a segment in the beginning thats just context for the fic but idk is that?? good??#also ofc we have the imposter syndrome. am i qualified to do this??#well! maybe not! but no one more qualified is doing it and so i might as well#iâm gonna post this before i second guess myself anymore okay? okay. bye. thank you
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okay but PLEASE elaborate on Olympics!Art AU
TeeHee
Rating: E (18+)
Warnings: SMUT (p in v), feral obsessive behavior, infidelity
A/N: And you would do it too, thatâs all Iâm saying. Also IMPORTANT note: I love Tashi, she is a mother to many. However this fic has a very obsessive reader who just wants to fuck a married man, at Tashiâs expense
Maybe you were a bad person.
Youâd met Art and Tashi Donaldson beforeâ a year back at an event held for Tennisâ rising stars. That was you, some other guys who had done well in the Juniors, a girl from an Ivy League, and more people that fell into the blind spots of your interest..
You mustâve looked so sweet in your formalwear, approaching the couple with shaking hands so you could say just how big of a fan you were. You had no ill intent then, not when you were face to face with two people youâd idolized since you were twelve and watching the Junior US Open. That night youâd taken a deep breath as you stared at the ceiling of your home, feeling like youâd made it.
Sure, Art was handsome, and youâd lived the past decade harboring a massive celebrity crush on him, but he was married, he was untouchable. Art Donaldson oozed that sweet, devoted husband shtick. Anniversary posts, birthday posts, Valentineâs Day posts, Motherâs Day posts. He had a daughter, he posted about how much he loved being a dad.
You were fine accepting that your fantasies of fucking Art Donaldson were strictly fantasies. But that was before you qualified and had to see him every fucking day.
Art Donaldson, who held open doors for you, who talked to you casually, like he might an old friend. Art, who stood in the long line in the food court with you, ate something he probably shouldnât have, and asked that you donât tell Tashi.
And youâd smile conspiratorially, and assure him his secret was safe with you. The implication being that youâd keep that secret, and more. As many as heâd ask you to, really.
Youâd see him on a practice court, running drills with his wife, and feel the heat of jealousy in the pit of your stomach. Youâd turn away, focus on your own game, practice until your hands were aching and sore.
âWhereâs Mrs. Donaldson?â You asked one night after youâd been sexiled and had to sit out in the hallway waiting for your roommate to finish up. Art leaned against the wall, standing tall above you, so you had to crane your neck. You liked that point of view, on your knees looking up at him, you wondered if he liked it too.
âOh, sheâs staying in a very nice, very expensive hotel room with our daughter right now,â he said with a grin. âAs soon as my events are done, thatâs where Iâll be too.â
âOh,â you said, bringing an easy smile to your lips. âWell, weâre all glad youâre here now.â
âWe?â He questioned.
You gave a coy smile, batting your lashes so sweetly. âMaybe just me.â
There was a strange expression on his face for just a moment. Then he laughed like it was nothing. He wished you a goodnight and good luck in your matches the next morning, and disappeared into his own room.
You medaled in womenâs doubles. They published photos of you and your partner biting the silver between your teeth. That same day, Art Donaldson took home gold. You were there to see the very end of his last matchâ every single collision of racket against ball, every step, every grunt of exertion. Your thighs clenched as you watched, fists balled up in the fabric of your skirt.
You wanted him in a needy, desperate sort of way. Like a groupie for a rock band, or a virgin being sacrificed on a mountaintop. You watched him celebrate with a kiss from Tashi and felt that same need like an open wound. Jealousy was festering in you like a rot.
The dive bar wasnât what youâd expected. Something Art had found with a quick google search and a few minutes with a translation app. Heâd knocked on your door to invite you, wearing the beaming smile of someone on top of the world.
âSo youâll come?â He asked after he told you all about it.
âMhmm,â you said, heart hammering against your ribs. âIâll come.â
And there you wereâ in a dress that hardly qualified as suchâ standing so close to him that you could smell his expensive cologne. His arm would brush yours, heâd glance over and apologize with a warm hand to your arm. Youâd clench your thighs together and peer at him through your lashes. Itâs fine, donât worry about it.
A few of the other players disappeared to play darts, or watch the late night coverage of the other sports still competing. You stuck by Artâs side, happily allowing his attention to fall on you completely.
âI saw parts of your doubles final,â he said finally. He was drinking a brand of beer youâd never seen beforeâ something local, you supposed. âYou looked beautiful out there.â Your eyes lit up, and then he added. âThe way you were playing, I meanâ it was phenomenal.â
âWell, Iâm no gold medalist,â you said. You let your hand rest on his arm, and looked up at him. The fingers on your other hand toyed with the edge of the medal, warm from where it had been flush against his chest.
He swallowed. You felt his muscles flex beneath your touch, but he didnât discourage it. Not one fucking bit.
It wasnât lost on you that Tashi wasnât there. Not that it was really her type of venue, from what you had gathered. It wasnât lost on you that Art Donaldson was at a dive bar, drinking random Brazilian beers, instead of celebrating with his wife, with his daughter. Fuck all those posts on his instagramâ if he really was a good husband, a faithful one⊠thatâs the only place heâd want to be.
âI saw your match too. I ran right over after my ceremony to watch,â you confessed. It was hard to concentrate on anything elseâ you were standing so close to him that you were nearly pressed completely into his body.
His lips twitched in interest. âYeah?â
You nodded. âMhmm. It was incredible. You were so dominant out there, just taking what was rightfully yours.â
He swallowed again, gravitating closer. Your tits were practically spilling out of your dressâ he probably got the perfect eyeful when he eased you closer with a firm hand on your lower back, when he looked down at you through blown pupils.
âYou looked so fucking hot out there, Art,â you said, lips brushing against his jawline. âYou canât even imagine how it felt sitting there, watching you win. How turned on I got⊠how wet.â
Art exhaled a shuddery breath. âJesus Christ.â
It mustâve been a while since he had someone want him this bad, you thought. Clearly he needed itâ needed a pretty, sweet thing to tell him just how much they wanted him. You could be that. You could do that.
âIâm not wearing panties,â you whispered in his ear. His grip on you tightened and you had to suppress a giddy smile. âYou can feel if you want. I wonât tell.â
He swore under his breath and glanced around. Everyone was too occupied or drunk to give a shit about what the two of you were up to.
He grabbed your hand, pulled you away into the bathroom. You looked pretty even then, in the flickering lights, sat up on the edge of the sink eagerly awaiting his attention.
When he wrenched your thighs apart, he was greeted by the pretty sight of your glistening cuntâ sticky with arousal and need. His hand fit there perfectly, right where you needed it.
âFuck,â you gasped. His fingers rubbed through your slitâ wet and hot and aching for him. Your head fell back, knocking against the dirty mirror. âWant you to use meâ whatever you want, just take it.â
And you meant it too. This was your teenage idolâ a man youâd touched yourself to the thought of countless times. He owned your body, your sexuality, as much as you did. It was only fair he took from it whatever he pleased.
You watched with hungry eyes as he fumbled with the button of his pants, then shoved them down just enough to free his dick.
Your mouth fucking watered with the need to feel it on your tongue, nudging against the back of your throat. You werenât opposed to beggingâ you nearly started before you got it into your hand.
Warm, thick, pulsing. Precum beaded at his tip, so you smeared it around the sensitive head of his cock with your thumb. He groaned, bucked into your fist once, twice before he moved your hand.
âSpread your legs wider for me,â he said, slapping the inside of your thighs. You obeyed wordlessly, spreading yourself out invitingly. He pressed closer, so you felt him rutting his dick against your pussy, coating it in your arousal. âGod, youâre so fucking wet.â
The words came out with equal parts disgust and awe. He probably thought you were a slut with the way you were throwing yourself at him. You wished heâd just call you that, spit it in your face.
Your cunt pulsed with need, aching to be filled up finally. The culmination of years of fantasizing. Art pressed himself against your entrance, sinking himself into you with the slow reverence of a man who liked making love.
He buried himself inside of you and had to stop moving to keep from cumming then and there. He was a perfect image of restraintâ the way his fingers dimpled the flesh of your hips in a bruising grip.
Art wanted to be a gentlemanâ to give you time to adjust to the size of him, to ease you into it and let the pleasure be a slow, soft burn. He pulled out nice and easy, slid himself into your wet, throbbing cunt. That was all fine and good, but you knew it was just pretense. You were laid out and wanting, begging for him to use you as his own personal toy.
âIâm not your wife, Art.â You met his gaze, locked your ankles around his waist. âFuck me like you mean it.â
The first thrust, the first real one, knocked the air from your lungs. That silence didnât last longâ because you got what you wantedâ he was really fucking you, bullying his cock into your pussy with the same need and desperation that you felt.
âJesus Christ, youâveâ fuckâ youâve got no fucking self respect, huh?â He pounded into you, leveraging his grip to pull you against him, really impale you on his dick.
The moan that escaped you was pornographic. If he kept talking to you like that, if he kept fucking you like that, youâd cum.
âYou donât even care, do you? This fucking pussyâs squeezing me so tightâ you fucking love this,â His voice was strained, interrupted by groans and pants.
You moaned, eyes rolling back. âLove this,â you echoed. When you looked down, at the sight of him splitting you open, of the ring of creamy arousal circling the base of his dick, you felt dizzy. Like you were standing on top of a tall building and looking down. Sort of out of body, tethered in the present by brutal thrusts into your pussy and the wet, slapping sounds of your bodies joining.
Your fingers moved between your thighs, rubbing needy and insistent at your clit. So close to finishing that you wanted to cry and just ask to start over again, that youâd savor it more a second time.
âGonna cum,â he groaned suddenly. You felt him start to pull out, to leave. It wasnât fucking fair.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckâ not yet, you didnât want it to end like that. âI have an IUD,â you lied through your teeth. You used your legs, pulled him closer, deeper. âJust keep going, donât stop. Iâm right there.â
He moaned against your throatâ holding you tight, fucking into you with animal need. Your fingers moved against your clit with an insistent need. It didnât take much to push you over the edge. Your moans so loud that Art had to put his medal between your lips to shut you up.
And you were so pliantâ letting him drill into your aching, used cunt, your mouth tasting like metal. You felt his rhythm falterâ one, two harsh thrusts that knocked muffled moans from you until he came, painting your insides thick, creamy white.
He stayed buried inside of you for a whileâ panting, doing his best to catch his breath. You spat out the medal and it fell back against his chest, spit slick and shining. You reached up, ran your fingers along his face, reverently, sweetly. A lock of hair fell into his eyes and you tucked it away with delicate fingers.
When he pulled out, you felt that sinking feeling of loss and jealousy in your chest. He redressed in silence, turned away like he couldnât stand to look at you, or the mirror. Shame rolled off of him in waves that you wanted to brush away.
It wasnât bad, youâd assure him. Youâre a tennis star, youâre the greatest in the world. You should have whatever you want, whenever you want it.
But you didnât say that. You just tidied yourself up as best as you could and slipped back out into the bar. If anyone noticed, they said nothing.
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I really like Taliesin elaborating on the inspiration from the 90s LA punk scene, in which he said a lot of the people he knew were just people looking for hope in a world that has been incredibly unfair to them. It's a very empathetic view towards people who, as he said, often are dealing with injustice and disadvantages.
He also mentions that many of these punks were dealing with drug and alcohol problems (and while he did not want that to be central to Ashton's character and wanted to focus instead on chronic pain for a number of reasons, including personal, Ashton definitely relies on alcohol for palliative reasons). More generally, we see Ashton look for hope and answers in a lot of places that end up being extremely incorrect. The most obvious one is with the shard of Rau'shan, which, after multiple people advised them against taking it with very clear warnings, they decided to still attempt to absorb, with nearly-fatal results; but there were flashes of this with their earlier cynicism towards Eshteross vs. a much more begrudging acceptance of the transactional worldview of Ratanish or Jiana Hexum.
Ashton often places his own pain in a position of honor, and in doing so can discount that of other people. He's been remarkably unlucky, to be clear; I think that's part of it. We as the audience know that their statement that no one in that room has felt helpless in their lives is demonstrably false about pretty much all of Vox Machina and their allies, as well as the Bright Queen. He says Keyleth maybe does know, not realizing that of Keyleth and Vex, one has been a homeless runaway rather like himself, and it's not the one he's saying knows helplessness. In a way, to hold on to that hope, they find themselves telling themselves a lot of lies because otherwise they have to face the truth that their suffering did not make them more qualified or better; it was just unfair and it might still keep happening. He blames the gods because then at least there's a reason and not just absolutely random chance that he was born to a self-important cultist, happened to survive a long-shot ill-advised ritual and wake up in the desert of another continent, happened to be the one thrown out the window of Hexum Manor, and happened to be saved with a Potion of Possibility. To be clear, they've since made a name for themself on their own merits, but a lot of who they are, both in terms of the traumatic and difficult elements and in terms of what now makes them special was dumb luck, good or bad.
For Ashton, for those LA punks Taliesin knew, for the Vanguard and for Ludinus and for countless people in Exandria and in our actual world, a lot of grasping for hope becomes grasping for a meaning for pain and suffering. I'd argue that this is a pretty major theme Taliesin explores with all his characters. However, just because the pain is real doesn't mean the conclusions one comes to as a result of it are inviolate and above reproach. It is possible to have extremely valid pain and trauma and to be incredibly wrong about its source or what it means, or to deal with it in ways that will either make it worse or that will inflict pain, even inadvertently, on others. And I think the theme of the campaign is very much that; what happens when someone either chooses to or must let the decisions they made to deal with a moment - or a life - of pain be writ large on both themselves and the world?
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Drive to survive. Leah Williamson x F1!reader
Who is going to replace Lewis Hamilton? This question has taken the f1 media by storm for a whole season. Some believed it would be Andrea Kimi Antonelli, while others hoped for Max Verstappen, or Carlos sainz. However none of them expected you. A woman would join F1 in one of the most decorated cars in recent years. A woman would take the seat of the legendary Lewis Hamilton.Â
The support was significant but the pushback was overwhelming. Many people applauded you for entering a male dominated field. They went on saying how much of a role model you were to young women, how you would change the f1 world forever, bring in new fans , and make f1 a more equal place in real life not just on paper. The other drivers welcomed you with open arms in their interaction with you or in the way they talked about you most importantly lewis.Â
As a result of your new found fame you were asked to join events and panels talking about women's sport or women in sports. Throughout your pre-season you were fully booked from training to preseason testing to the media event.Â
The only time you ever thought about something other than how radical what you are doing is or what you were going to do next was when you saw a particularly stunning person.Â
A tall blonde woman with a great mind you took a glimpse through when she answered the questions she was asked in the BBC panel you were on. She was educated, beautiful, well mannered, beautiful, very good with her words, and very very beautiful.Â
You answered your questions to the best of your ability, took some pictures and headed towards the green room. When you came in you looked at the table and saw snacks and one lone mini chocolate bar. As you extended your hand to grab, you were met by another one going for it too. You extracted your hand quickly and looked at the eventual winner of the mini chocolate bar. It was her, the blond beauty that goes by Leah Williamson.Â
â Uhmm sorry. Here, take it.â Said the smiling young woman.Â
â No it's fine, you go ahead, I shouldn't anyway. It's pre-season.â You responded.
â We can split it then. I am sure half of a mini bar isn't going to hurt.â She added.Â
You two then split the bar. â I am Leah Williamson.â She said as she extended her hand. You told her your name and shook her hand.Â
â You were very good there. Very good answers.â You complimented Leah.Â
â You too.â She said shyly.Â
â Do you want to get out of here?â You ask.Â
â Does that line work on everyone you meet?âÂ
You laugh nervously. â No. I don't use it much. Uhmm, I am hungry and I want a buddy to go get food with.âÂ
â I am sorry, I have to go to another press conference. But maybe someday soon.âÂ
You hand her your phone so that she can save her number in. When you look at the name she saved her number as â arsenal's number 6.â Which gave you a glimpse of her sense of humor.Â
Your season started a short while after you two started to date. You clicked instantly and one might say it was love at first sight since it only took 6 dates over 2 weeks for you to reveal that you two loved each other.Â
You both understood that your careers were busy, her with arsenal's and the lionesses and you with traveling around the world and driving your fast car.Â
The start of your season was expectedly slow. You were decent throughout the qualifiers. You started at p6 in Bahrain, Saudi Arabia, Australia, all the way through china. You were a little overwhelmed by all the media attention and scrutiny. But by round 8 you scored your first p4 which you interchanged by p5.Â
You were very excited for your home race on Silverstone. You were excited by the presence of your friends and family, and most importantly your girlfriend. While other lionesses were invited in my McLaren you insisted on Leah being in the Mercedes garage with you.Â
Knowing your girlfriend was going to watch you for the first time, knowing she was there for you and only you, gave you more motivation than you ever hoped for. You got in your car for qualifying ready to impress. As soon as you left the garage, you pushed the car to the limit which gave you your first ever pole position in F1. You were ecstatic and the team was happy for you too.Â
Race day was crazy, you couldn't see your girlfriend because you had to prepare yourself for what probably was going to be a rainy race.Â
The track was dry and empty in front of you. You were in pole, you just had to keep your position. As soon as the light turned green you pushed as fast as you could. Your team informed you of a few crashes behind you and an angry Max Verstappen in a red bull. The red bull team expressed their concerns about foul play in my result in qualifiers which led max to have an alleged grudge. You didn't think much of it, you just focused on staying in p1.Â
â Careful Max is being reckless trying to overtake you â said one of your guys on the radio. You couldn't let fear creep in after all your girlfriend was watching. She to whom you promised the win.Â
You went on denying him every opportunity to overtake and in time the race was just about you and Max going head to head with all the others being a full lap behind. You kept thinking of Leah and the sex you two would have after the win and how proud she would be of you. That was what gave you the edge over him .
You two changed tires at the same time. While Mercedes was faster, Red Bull was fast too. You speeded out of the box, felt a shock wave throughout the entire car. You didn't register what happened quickly. Your brain went silent then you said some words to yourself.
â Silverstone, Leah, pole, win, box, max.â You thought. The car was getting hot, and you were getting light headed. You heard a voice through your ear but you couldn't register what they said.Â
A few seconds passed before you saw an ambulance, you heard sirens and saw white foamy gas. The kind of gas they used for fires.Â
â Fires, I crashed, the car is on fire.â You thought again and quickly tried to get out of the car.Â
You wanted to get up but couldn't. You were dizzy. You were going to die.Â
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bedtime
NOTE: stĂ€'noli should be stolĂ€'ni, that was a pretty rudimentary mistake and I'm not really sure what was going on in my brain when I wrote it but đ
maybe i'll fix it on the image later but i can't be bothered right this minute, i'm already up way later than I should be as is (have an early day tomorrow)
Further language notes/rambling under the cut!
"wait, isn't Jake supposed to be spelled Tsyeyk in Na'vi?" Yes it is! And if I'd given that line to a monolingual Na'vi speaker I would've spelled it that way. BUT Neytiri is bilingual and does not pronounce it "Tsyeyk" (I mean, technically she doesn't say "Jake" either, it's more like "Zheyk" but w/e). So for her specifically I keep the j. I suppose at that point I could've just kept the English spelling completely, but leaving silent letters at the end like that makes things weird in written Na'vi given all the grammatical endings that can be applied (not that that matters in this comic because they weren't needed for the line but ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ )
Speaking of Jake, writing Na'vi dialogue for him is fun to me because he's not a native speaker which means I'm free to give him all sorts of beginner habits and/or mistakes, especially given that by his own admission he struggled learning the language. However, since I'm working within a pretty broad time frame, I had to remind myself that he wouldn't be a beginner forever.
I bring this up because there are two aspects of Jake's dialogue here that I was going to point out as...well, not wrong, but as more "English-y" habits I'd headcanoned he might hang on to...but on further reflection changed my mind because I realized that at the time of this comic he's been living with the Omatikaya for nearly ten years and would be pretty much fluent. I still left it written that way but am no longer headcanoning that that's ~just how he talks~ at this point in his life. After all, if I'm conscious of these habits after just two years of studying the language as a casual hobby, is it really believable that he'd be clinging to them after nearly a decade of full daily immersion, even with his self-admitted struggle with language learning? đ
Anyways, for the sake of rambling about my hobby regardless, one of these aspects was using SVO word order, like English. Na'vi is a free-word-order language, so SVO is valid, but most Na'vi speakers are not going to stick to it exclusively. I think Jake, like many native-English-speaking learners, may have relied on this word order earlier on because that's just how his brain has been wired to process information, but at this point I think just by sheer exposure he'd have broken out of any strict adherence to it, intentional or otherwise.
The other thing is concerning possessive. The standard Na'vi grammatical ending for possessive is -yÀ. But Na'vi grammar also includes a concept called inalienable possession, which refers to things that are intrinsically yours and cannot be given away. What exactly qualifies as inalienable varies between languages that have such a concept, but with Na'vi it's most commonly seen with body parts. Inalienable possession can be marked with -yÀ, but there is a slight preference to mark it with the topical, -ri, instead. So, compare:
PeyÀ mehinam lu ngim. His legs are long. Pori mehinam lu ngim. His legs are long (lit. "concerning him, the legs are long")
Both of these are considered acceptable, but the -ri version is considered just slightly "better" (for lack of a better term).
You'll notice that Jake uses peyĂ€ instead of pori here; this was because the peyĂ€ structure is a more direct equivalent to the English construction, so it's pretty common for new learners to use it instead of -ri. And again it's not wrong, so it's not exactly a mistake per se. So it seemed like a reasonable "Englishy-but-still-technically-correct" habit for Jake to hang on to. And I do still think that may well have been in the case...in his earlier years đ
soooo yeah. I will still probably be giving Jake some of those speaking habits in comics and such that take place only 2-3 years after A1, but once you get to around 10 years like this one...yeah I think it'll make more sense to just write his dialogue like that of any other fluent Na'vi-speaking character lol
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Hello! I wanted to say I love your writing and super eager for more! That said, I was recently diagnosed with cancer and was wondering how the lads would react to an MC who was diagnosed with it or something similar? If that's too dark, I'm sorry!
Thank you and I hope your day is great! :)
a/n: i am so sorry anon, i hope you're taking care of yourself and that this can bring you some comfort đđđ«everyone wish anon well!!
LaDS when MC has a cancer diagnosis
Xavier
After a few moments of silence, he accepts the reality of your diagnosis and begins making plans on how to make your life easier. Whatever you need, he'll do it, no questions asked.
For your sake, Xavier is as calm and steadfast as ever. He wants you to continue living life as normally as possible. He'll do subtle, thoughtful things just to remind you how important you are to him and that heâll always love you, no matter what comes.
With Jenna and your team's full support, you and Xavier both take a leave of absence from duty so Xavier can take care of you during your treatment.
Tara takes the lead in organizing visits and dividing chores they can do so you can rest with nothing to worry about. She spends almost as much time with you as Xavier does and heâs immensely grateful so many support you both.
Xavier listens to your worries and fears. Say what you feel, he's here to shoulder it with you without judgment.
Rafayel
His first reaction is anger â not at you, but at this horrible situation.
No one deserves this and he's so frustrated he can't just make this go away with the money or influence he has. What is it all for if he can't take care of you?
But this isn't about him. Rafayel might not be the most natural caretaker but your bond is forever. He won't just abandon you now.
He can't sleep that night after you tell him so he works till dawn converting a spare room into your home away from home. Being near the sea can help improve your health, right? Well, maybe you should stay with him for while, then!
Rafayel, despite what he may think, is actually a pretty good nurse, fussing over you and making you feel special while keeping your spirits high. He is so attuned to you and your needs, itâs as easy as breathing.
Zayne
As your physician, he saw the signs early on but quickly passed your case on to someone more qualified than him. He couldn't allow his feelings to get in the way of getting you the best possible care.
Zayne is there at every meeting, every check up, every treatment. He didn't expect it to be so difficult from getting too involved but he knows he would be nothing but a hinderance to the team treating you.
So he puts his faith in the capable staff of Akso Hospital while he dedicates himself to your emotional and mental health. He only goes into the hospital a few times a week for his more urgent patients, otherwise, heâs at home with you.
Zayne becomes so considerate and gentle, you'll wonder how you ever thought he was cold. Through it all, he will be your rock.
You need him, now more than ever, and Zayne takes that more seriously than ever oath heâs ever made.
Sylus
Mephisto is never far away so when youâre walking home after getting the news, youâre not very surprised to see Sylus waiting in a dark alley by your apartment. He will pull you into his embrace without a word and hold you together as you fall apart.
Sylus wants to know how you want to proceed and then he wants you to give him permission to make it a reality. Heâs always silently hoping youâll use his resources but now heâs almost pleading.
He keeps some sense of normalcy by continuing to tease and antagonize you, though now more gently than before and only if itâll get you to smile.
Sylus wishes you could stay with him in the N109 Zone but he knows itâs impossible. You could never get the proper treatment there and he canât leave his domain for too long. But the twins and Mephisto can do everything he cannot and that brings him some solace.
In time, you and Mephisto become closer until he has a nest in your room and you wake up every morning to something new and shiny on your windowsill to cheer you up. Having even just an extension of Sylus with you until the man himself comes to visit you at night is more comforting than you ever imagined.
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imagine just a regular human OM au,
as in like, no angels, no demons, no magic, none of that whatsoever, everyone is just their character trope but in a regular kinda sitcomy romance
RAD is just a fancy private school, Dia is like, the rich principals son whoâs also like class president, and Luci is vice, snd luci made all his brothers join student council because he wanted them all to have at least one activity that would look good on a resume for them, mams is still known for being scummy, Levi is rarely seen at school cause heâs a shut in nerd, Asmo is super popular, ect. Ect. Literally itâs just them but⊠human. and mc showing up is just like, they qualified for this program and didnât really know it(bc public schools suck at communication dog), and so they are suddenly told theyâre gonna be flown halfway across the world for this, and the rest is history.
now, you guys are probably thinking, âOpi, you basically just said imagine OM but without the thing that makes it OMâ and to that I say,
Yah lol,
BUT LISTEN!
it has potential to be cute, like, instead of big cool pact marks, itâs just the brothers who like mc doodling on their arms in pen when theyâre bored, like they all do it and donât really know why, but mc lets them so they do it. or like, mc is just given an item to signify that they gained that brothers friendship, like a bracelet, painted nails, a keychain, hairclip, a book, literally anything at all.
So maybe mc and mams becoming friends would have to be more of a hostage situation rather then an exchange??? Like, instead of âif I give you your credit card you gotta make a pact with me,â itâs âif you donât give your brother his toy back Iâll cut your card,â and somehow it turned into mams hanging around mc more often, maybe he liked them being mean or something lol, we know how he is.
also, maybe this would make the brothers whole situation sadder?? Since it would practically be a highschool au, theyâd all have to be like 16-19, so would this mean they got kicked out of their home after the death of their sister? Maybe their father, while in grief, decided to blame the seven of them for encouraging her? Maybe she got attacked/mugged, or got into a car crash with her bf? Obviously this work leave zero room for mc and her being related in a sense(maybe they had been friends in the past?) so the brothers beginning to like mc more would have to happen more organically instead of being pushed further along with the Lilith plot point.
Thought moving onto the other characters, Solomon is probably just a weirdo thatâs into scifi stuff, and believes in a bunch of stuff(maybe ghosts are still real or something? So he gives mc things to ward off evil spirits as gifts) heâs probably still a student as well, but has back problems or something so everyone calls him old. Thirteen prolly just skips class whenever she feels like it(which is prolly always) so sheâs rarely seen/isnât seen until later into the series, but whenever sheâs around sheâs like, that one super cool side character that you want to hang out with but luci doesnât allow it because he worries that she smokes behind the school or something wild like that. Mephisto I feel like would be that one kid you rarely see because heâs in all the honors and honors college classes, so unless you also get into one thereâs a rare chance of seeing him around the school, though when you bump into him, heâs so weirdly passive aggressive, like sorry for breathing wrong I guess???? (He would totally get into a fight for someone stepping on his designer shoes) I could also imagine him pulling the whole âmy father will hear of this!!â Crap. Though eventually heâd warm up and be pretty nice! Though wouldnât wanna show it often in public, but he just might, only for mc of course. Raphael simeon and Luke are most likely those close family friends that you legit forget arenât actually family because theyâre so insanely close, and I can imagine theyâre basically the same, though maybe luke isnât a little speciest. Luke is most likely either just like, a 6th grader that is around sometimes, or is in a higher grade cause he was moved up. Simeon is on ao3, and TOL is totally an on going story he wrote in like the 5th grade and just kept it going because he realized people really really liked it. Levi is probably just one of those WEEEIRRDOOS who got the fics printed out into book format to keep physical copies of lol, rapheal.. I donât know him very well, though I feel as if heâd be one of those like, eerily quiet kids, not like âthe quiet kidâ just.. heâs quiet, but you chat with him and heâs a bit of a nerd, not a raging one, but a chill one, and he likes his hedgehog, I could see him carrying a photo of his hedgehog around to show people.
now hereâs the gag guys..
barbatos is the exact same, like there is nothing with him that seems different at all, heâs odd, he shows up randomly, heâs very attentive, and has his strong hate/fear of rodents. no one knows if he actually has any classes of his own because he just follows dia around all day long,
but yea, also no Iâm not running out of ideas gang lol, this is just one of my many many OM AUâs I think about often, and I guess Iâm just in a domestic mood today lol
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Smoking's bad.
(âMention of death)
|You shouldn't smoke..|
You turn your head, exhaling some smoke to the side before looking back at the door to see Isabeau. He's your most loyal customer, you swear he's been here since you started. You know his order by heart now, he rarely ever change, and when he does, he keeps the next one for a while. One day, he didn't came, it made you worry. Turns out he slept all day after a big test. You felt stupid afterwards... You chat for a while some days when it's quiet in the shop, you even got him a nickname..
"Isa... I'm fine. It helps me clear my head."
|It's bad for you, and I know you know it.|
"Come on, I'll be fiiiine. It's not a smoke or two that's gonna mess me up."
|You don't smoke "one or two", Siffrin..|
Wuh Oh. Full name.
|Don't think I didn't notice you've been doing it more. Is there something bothering you? You can tell me-|
"We're in a worker to customer relationship right now, don't try and tell me what to do."
Wait, it got out a bit too harsh, you don't want to hurt him. Maybe you should-
|Oh don't do that to me now. It's been what, a year we've been chatting? I am allowed to be worried for your health. Plus, I see you're not doing well. You don't usually react like that.|
"I know, I'm just..."
|I won't tell anyone.. okay? I promise. You can talk to me Sif.|
He's getting closer. You know he hates the smell of cigarettes, so you sigh and crush it in the ashtray beside you, and sit down. He thank you, and sit next to you.
"It's just... I'm still thinking about that guy I-..."
You take a deep breath in.. and out.
"I didn't mean to.. end his life..."
|It was self defense Sif... It could have been you in his pla-|
"Well maybe it should have!"
|And let him hurt the kid and their babysitter?|
You shut your mouth tight, your hand mindlessly tugging on your sleeve. If they had been hurt.. you couldn't have forgiven yourself.
|I don't know exactly how you feel, but you did what you thought best to protect them, and it worked.|
His hand approaches you, you flinch a little, and look at him. He wait for your approval, before slowly taking yours, stopping your incessant tugging. As always, his palm is warm, a little.. moist. He's not as comfortable with the situation as he seem out to be.
|Now, you know I'm not the kind of person qualified for all those things turning in your head. I can listen to you, care for you, be here to support you, but you need someone who will actually help you go through it.|
"I know... I'm just.."
|Scared?|
"Yeah..."
|It tends to do that at first, but after some time you'll come to find relief going there. That's what it did to me at least.|
"You've gone to therapy ?"
|Mhm, when I was figuring myself out mostly. Helped a lot with unraveling the mess my brain was in.|
"Huh. I-... I might give it a try then.. maybe."
|Promise ?|
"Urgh... Promise."
|Now that's more like it. Proud of you buddy.|
You look at his face. He has that big stupid smile on again. Stars why is he so-
"It's just for you."
You smirk. You know how he reacts by heart. A flinch, and his cheeks get all red as he looks away. Heh.. shy refrigerator.
"Alright, time to get back to work."
|Urgh... I don't want to study anymore...|
"And with a free refill?"
|No need to tell me twice! I'm gonna destroy those questions!|
You let out a small chuckle, and get back inside, your hand leaving his. For now.
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat fanart#isat isabeau#isat isafrin#art#fanart#digital art#isat au#On the house AU#he's smoking now#thank reddit people who thought the pen he was holding in one doodle was a smoke#but i do love the idea of isa being a dad over it#they are so precious to me
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SNSD Kim Taeyeon x Male Reader
12,260 words (Co-edited by @capslocked and @sparkynsfws)
Wimbledonâone of the most prestigious tennis tournaments in the world, known for its rich history and iconic traditions. It's the highlight of the tennis season, where the best players from around the globe compete for the coveted title on the hallowed grass courts of the All England Club. This is where names are made, and where legends are born. From casual fans to hardcore tennis enthusiasts, everyone is eager to witness the thrilling matches and the breathtaking displays of skill the players unleash on the courts. And with only a few months to prepare, you do your best to be in your best physical and mental condition for the coming tournament.
That is⊠If you're one of the qualifying players.
Something suddenly hits your head, snapping you out of your daydreaming. It was a tennis ball, rolling down your face. It's not even a hard hit, but it sure is enough to knock you back to reality. You then scan the tennis court looking for the culprit. Not far from you stands a woman, one hand on her racket and the other on her hip, and she doesn't look pleased.
"Hey! Quit your daydreaming, will you?" says the woman, sounding annoyed.
"That was uncalled for, you know?" you retort as you rub the point of impact, a spark of irritation in your voice.
"I just finished warming up here and the next thing I know, you're in your own world!" she snaps back, clearly unapologetic for her errant shot.
"Well, if only you didn't arrive late, we could've started our practice session on time," you reply, trying to maintain your composure.
The woman doesn't seem to like your response and walks towards you, her face slowly turning red.
"So it's my fault that you scheduled our practice session at such an inconvenient time?"
"What? You told me that you're only available today and that you really wanted to practice," you protest, feeling both confused and frustrated.
"At fucking midnight?" she exclaims, raising her voice.
"Well, it's only an hour afterâŠ"
"11 PM, 12 AM⊠Whatever! It's late in the evening, you dumbass!"
She kinda has a point. Despite the great discount you received for renting the tennis court at nighttime, you begin to realize that scheduling a session close to midnight wasn't the wisest decision.And she has every right to be angry about the inconvenience.
You take a step back, realizing that this argument is getting out of hand.
"Alright, alright⊠I'm sorry, Taeyeon-noona. I should've checked with you first."
To your relief, her anger softens slightly, and she sighs.
"Well, we're way past that now. Might as well make use of the time while we're here."
"Thanks for understandingâŠ"
"Just don't you ever do this again," she says as she points her racket at you, her tone still sharp. "Or I'll make sure to hit you harder next time."
"Okay. I get it," you reply, feeling intimidated by her fiery demeanor.
You were always intimidated by Taeyeon's fiery demeanor. As your former teacher and tennis club advisor, she's known to be as strict and disciplined. You can't forget the torture she put you through, but that didn't sway you from leaving the sport you're passionate about. And for better, or more likely worse, you and Taeyeon are still in touch after all these years. Maybe you could've found a better partner, but you've never been more comfortable with anyone else other than her.
You and Taeyeon proceed to continue your practice session on the tennis court. Both of you are determined to make the most of the remaining time and improve your skills, ignoring the tension that still lingers in the air. The court fills with the sound of powerful swings, focused footwork, and the occasional grunt of exertion as you both push yourselves to the limit. Well-deserved breaks are taken to catch your breath, sip some water, and exchange a few friendly jokes amidst the intensity.
After a few rounds of intense practice, the two of you decide to take a much longer break.
"Fuck⊠I need a break," you pant, collapsing onto a nearby bench.
"Jeez. You're tired already?" Taeyeon teases you, as desperate for air as you are.
"You're the one to talk," you retorted, throwing the tease back at her.
"Well, you're the one who keeps on making me run all over the court!" she grumbles as she retires beside you, pouting her lips.
"You gotta do what you gotta do," you reply, smirking.
"Yet I still won," she boasts, a smug grin spreading across her face.
"I only let you win, you know?" you shrug nonchalantly.
Taeyeon laughs out loud at your cocky remark.
"As if! You always trip when you're returning my drop shots."
"Hey⊠It only happened once."
"More like twice!"
You raise your hands in mock surrender.
"Okay⊠It happened twice. Happy now?"
"You bet," she continues to laugh. "God, that was funny."
Taeyeon can't help but giggle at your mistakes during the game. As much as you find her laughter infectious, her teasing you might have hit a nerve. You want to retaliate by telling her how equally awful she was at returning her serves. But maybe she deserves this after the earlier exchange.
"So, wanna do a few more rounds?" you propose to Taeyeon, eager to win against her.
"Already? Can't we relax a bit more?" she asks, her body still slumped against the bench.
"Come on. We still have a lot of time left," you urge her, giving her a good nudge with your elbow.
"Exactly! Can't we use the time to rest longer?" she complains, faking an exhausted expression.
You sneer at her, raising an eyebrow.
"Noona, please. Don't be such a baby. You're too old for that," you tell her.
She then lets out a loud gasp. You obviously hit a nerve.
"Hey! I'm not old, you fuck!" she exclaims, raising her voice.
You chuckle. "Yeah, but you're definitely older than me."
"I'm only 34!" she yells, her cheeks turning slightly red.
"You can even pass as my aunt," you joke, unable to resist pushing her buttons even further.
In a hurry, she ejects herself from the bench, ready to argue back.
"Listen here, you little shit. You can joke all you want, but I can kick your ass right here, right now."
Seems like your teasing had the wrong effect on Taeyeon. As if a fuse inside her was lit, she's ready to fight you with words, fists, and probably anything else she can get her hands on.
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry," you apologize, trying to appease her.
But Taeyeon's not having it, and she's still fuming.
"That's not gonna cut it, you asshole," she continues to rant. "Y'know what? Let's make this interesting."
You don't know what's going through her head, but whatever it is, you don't like it.
"What? Interesting, how?"
"Since you think I'm such a weak old lady, even though I've beaten you many timesâŠ"
"We're almost even," you interject, but she's quick to cut you off.
"Shut up! You're not helping your case," she barks, glaring at you.
You shut your mouth and let her finish.
"Anyway, I bet I can beat you in a singles match," she declares, her tone serious.
The proposition sounds appealing to you, but it does feel like you're being manipulated.
"You can't be serious, right?"
"Do I look like I'm not?"
You scan her face carefully. Her expression doesn't waver and looks dead serious. You begin to regret messing with her earlier, and you're unsure what to say next.
"Well?" she asks again, expecting a clear answer.
You can't help but let out a deep sigh.
"Okay⊠What's on the line, then?"
"The loser has to follow the winner's every command."
You're a little taken aback by the wager, not because it's particularly absurd, but rather that you can't believe how quickly she's able to come up with this kind of proposition.
"That⊠That's quite a bold bet," you say, feeling a bit intimidated by the conditions.
"Are you backing out already? I thought you're a better player than that."
"No, I'm not! I'm just⊠Surprised," you stutter, unsure if you're able to take the challenge.
"Don't be such a chicken," she taunts you, a devilish smirk forming on her lips.
The teaser now becomes teased, and her expression is the one that you would never want to see. She's ready to fight you, and not just with her words. You can sense her desire for victory emanating out of her, and that scares the hell out of you.
Suddenly, immense pressure is crushing you down, and you begin to doubt yourself. Taeyeon's always been a formidable player, even with her age and size. If it weren't for her teaching you, you wouldn't have learned all the tricks that you've used to win many matches. You start to regret your decision to play with her, and you have no choice but to swallow the lump in your throat.
"Alright⊠You've got a deal," you agree, taking the challenge.
She gives a smug grin.
"That's what I wanted to hear," she chuckles. "Well, we've got plenty of time. Shall we have a nice game?"
"I guess soâŠ"
The two of you prepare for the match, putting your rackets and other equipment away. As you're preparing, a thought pops into your mind, and you have a burning question to ask Taeyeon.
"You do realize that a singles match is longer than doubles, right?"
"Well, we can adjust the rules. This isn't an official match, after all."
"Alright. So how do you want to do this? Best out of three sets?"
"Sounds fair enough."
With the agreement, you and Taeyeon prepare to take the court once again. Both of you are determined to win and get the advantage over the other.
You set off the game with your first serve, hitting a fastball to the far corner of the service box. Taeyeon returns with a strong swing, hitting a high-speed shot that you're unable to defend. She takes the first point.
"Shit," you curse under your breath, as the scoreboard shows 15-0.
You try not to lose your focus as you return to the baseline and prepare for the next serve.
You decide to be more careful, not wanting to repeat the same mistake. Your next serve is a lot slower and hits the back of the service box. Taeyeon's return is weaker, allowing you to defend easily. With the advantage, you go on the offense and score a point.
"Yes!" you celebrate, pumping your fist.
"Hey. Not bad," Taeyeon concedes, not wanting to praise you.
"You can't expect me to let you have the advantage all the time," you brag, not letting her dampen your spirit.
"Try me."
Those two words somehow have a strange effect on you, and your confidence quickly wavers.
You try to be a little bit more aggressive on your next serve, and she's forced to make a mistake, throwing the ball off bounds. The score is now tied at 15-30.
The two of you continue your game, fighting tooth and nail to get the advantage. You give your best and so does her. Neither of you are willing to let the other gain any sort of upper hand.
The score eventually reads 40-30, with Taeyeon holding the lead. A single point would end the set and give her a huge advantage.
The volleys between you and Taeyeon are fast and aggressive, but with a strong swing, she manages to catch you off guard, scoring the winning point. She wins the first set.
She cheers at her victory, a wide grin spread across her face.
"Not bad. Didn't think I'd get the first point, huh?"
"Yeah, but the first set doesn't matter," you retort, not wanting to get discouraged.
"Is that so, hotshot? You can try."
You grit your teeth, and you're not sure whether Taeyeon's taunt was meant to annoy you, but her words had its desired effect. You're now ready to prove her wrong and win the second set.
She starts off the second set, preparing for her next serve.
"Let's see if you can return this one," she challenges you with a sly smile on her face.
"Bring it," you reply, your focus unwavering.
Taeyeon lets out a fast serve, aiming for the corner of the service box. Luckily for you, you manage to read her serve and position yourself perfectly to return it with a strong forehand. A few quick exchanges later, you score with a cross-court shot to start the second set with a point in your favor.
It's now your turn to serve. You perform a tricky flat serve, hoping to catch Taeyeon off guard. She anticipates your serve, returning it with a well-placed backhand slice that lands just over the net. In your hesitation to reach the ball, you mistakenly returned it too high and Taeyeon seizes the opportunity, smashing with a powerful overhead shot. The score is now tied at 15-15 in the second set.
You didn't let this setback discourage you. Instead, you double down on your serve, determined to not repeat the same mistake. Taeyeon is also focused and prepared to return your next serve.
With a swift motion, you throw another fast serve, and Taeyeon returns it with a powerful forehand, forcing you to make a mistake. But you managed to return the ball at an awkward angle, giving her a difficult ball to return. You seize the opportunity and score the next point.
The tension between you and Taeyeon is at an all-time high as the second set moves closer to its conclusion. Each point is fought fiercely, and there are a lot of close calls. Neither of you is willing to concede even a single point.
With both of you on the verge of exhaustion, the match is now coming down to the wire.
The score is now 15-40. You need a single point to win the second set.
You have the opportunity to serve. Taeyeon prepares herself, ready to receive your next serve.
"Here goes," you mutter, trying to psych yourself up. With a powerful serve, you launch the ball over the net. You watch anxiously as the ball flies toward the opposite side of the court. She reacts quickly, running towards the ball and returning with a strong forehand. You are forced to return the ball with a lob.
In the air, the ball curves towards the left, landing just outside the lines. You can only hope that Taeyeon isn't able to return it. But with her usual finesse, she returns the ball with a backhand lob, landing just in front of you. It's your turn to seal the deal with a powerful backhand of your own that hits the corner of the court, earning you the final point of the second set.
You try to keep your composure despite the win, but deep down you're ecstatic.
"Nice job," she compliments you.
You only give her a nod in return.
"So, shall we start the last set?"
"Yeah. Let's."
The chill of the midnight air dissipates as the final set begins. With both of you equally fired up and determined to win, you prepare for the final round.
This is it. The last set of the match. There's no time to lose.
You take the serve, performing a tricky jump serve that she struggles to defend. With a powerful swing, you hit a fastball that she's unable to return. You take the first point.
Taeyeon's serving next. With a fast serve, she catches you off guard and you're unable to defend her serve. The score is now 15-15 in the final set.
The pressure is mounting on you as the set progresses. You want to win. You both do. But there's something in her that drains you of your will. You're not sure if she's just playing a good mind game, or if she really has the upper hand.
The turn to serve goes back to you. You're determined not to let Taeyeon get a free pass. With a slow flat serve, you try to catch her off guard. She returns it with a well-timed forehand. You quickly move towards the ball and return it with a sharp topspin that lands just inside the line. She's unable to return the ball and you score a point.
The score is now 30-15 in your favor. The momentum is shifting in your direction. But it feels as though it isn't.
Taeyeon's serving next, and she looks determined to break the momentum. She hits a fast serve, hoping to catch you off guard. You return it with a powerful forehand. But her next shot is even faster, hitting a topspin that forces you to return it with a weak lob.
At that point, she brandishes her trademark move.
She rushes towards the ball, winding up for a smash. You prepare yourself to counter her attack⊠Only for Taeyeon to swing her racket sideways as it falls down, hitting the ball with a strong topspin. In a rush, you chase after the ball, but it bounces erratically, almost at a 90-degree angle. Before you can do anything, the ball lands outside the line.
âDrive Tâ is what she calls it. Not only does she swings her arms in a T shape, but the topspin she generates causes the ball to draw a cross, or rather a small letter T, as it bounces uncontrollably on the court. Itâs a move that is very hard to predict, both to the players and spectators alike. Youâve seen her used that technique on many occasions, both to intimidate her opponents and to finish the game quickly. It is her dangerous weapon.
And she just used it against you.
Your jaw hangs open in shock. You can't believe she did that.
"Now that's a topspin!" Taeyeon boasts, laughing.
As much as you want to respond to her, you're not sure if you can. As "friendly" as this game is, you can't help but feel a creeping sense of dread at how serious this is turning out.
The score is now tied 30-30. The tension is getting even higher, and your mind is racing. You want to win. You need to win.
You take a deep breath as you prepare for your next serve. As calm as you can be, you send the ball towards her with a powerful serve that sails all the way to the other end of the net. But with her quick reflexes, Taeyeon effortlessly returns the serve with a perfectly executed backhand. You send it back with a swift backhand of your own, making her chase the ball towards the sideline. She manages to get to the ball just in time, and with a flick of her wrist, she sends a sharp topspin towards your corner.
Your heart races as you anticipate the spin and speed of the approaching ball, adjusting your movement to counter her shot with a controlled forehand. However, as you send the ball back, she has positioned herself near the net, swinging it downwards with incredible power and speed. You already put all your strength in returning the previous shot that you have no more time left to react accordingly, making the ball slip past you and land out of your reach.
Taeyeon grunts with satisfaction as her shot gives her a crucial point, bringing the score to 40-30 in her favor.
You curse under your breath, realizing that you may have bit off more than you can chew. But you have no option to back down now. All that's left is to turn the tables and win.
You take another deep breath as you wait for her to make her next move.
Your eyes remain locked on Taeyeon as she prepares to serve, her intense focus indicating that she's not going to make this easy for you. What happens next is like a blur as the ball immediately zooms towards you the moment she tosses it into the air, not even letting it wait for gravity to pull it down. With her on match point, she has all the reasons to end this game as quickly as possible.
You quickly run to intercept the ball, swatting it with a powerful forehand. She stays on her toes, moving swiftly to return your shot with a skillful backhand slice that barely clears the net. The distance is quite the challenge, but it's something you can still manage. You make a sprint towards the net, just in time to hit it back with a drop shot that catches Taeyeon off guard. With her nimble feet, she manages to reach the ball, though she has to dive in for the last few inches just to keep the rally going. And with a desperate lob, she sends the ball soaring high into the air, giving you enough time to deliver a crushing overhead smash that lands just inside the baseline, completely out of Taeyeon's reach.
As the ball connects with the court, a sense of triumph washes over you, pumping your fist in the air. You managed to buy yourself some room to breathe in this fiery match and gain a much-needed point, leveling the score at 40-40. Taeyeon recovers herself from her dive, letting out a sigh as she recovers her breathing. You're exhausted yourself, struggling to catch your breath after the intense rally. But there's no time to rest. You lock eyes with her, both of your eyes burning with determination to win over the other. The next serve could very well be the turning point of the entire match.
Once again, it's your turn to serve. Everything is suddenly hazy as if the world around you blurs into a complete mess of colors. All that's clear in your eyes are the ball in your hands, the lines on the court, and the woman in front of you. It could be the adrenaline. It could be the fear of losing. It could be anything. But none of that matters. Send the ball her way, swing it back if she dares to return it, repeat.
The next few rounds are nothing but intense back-and-forth as you and Taeyeon fight for every point. The ball flies across the court in a flurry of precise shots and strategic placement. You're tired as hell, and maybe, so is she. But neither of you can afford to let up even for a moment, not even an inch, as the score remains neck and neck.
After a few deuces and grueling rallies, the tension on the court reaches its peak. She has managed to bring the score to what could potentially be the final point of the entire match. You're both sweating profusely, your bodies glistening under the harsh stadium lights. The cold air that should be a reprieve feels suffocating against your heated skin. She could be on her last legs, but you're kind of on the same page.
You prepare yourself as Taeyeon prepares her to serve, her eyes locked on yours like a hawk, unwavering and intense. Her serve is swift, darting through the air with deadly accuracy. You react quickly, heading forward to meet the ball with a powerful forehand return. She then easily steps into position, returning the ball with a soft backhand shot. You match her shot with a well-executed slice, aiming to throw her off balance. But she still manages to reach the ball with a quick flick of her wrist, sending it sailing over the net with surprising speed and precision.
As the ball hurtles towards you, you summon every ounce of your pent-up aggression to smack the ball back with an explosive topspin shot, making the ball draw a sharp curve towards the sideline. This is all you have left. You can feel your strength draining as you shout your heart out with that final, desperate shot.
Unfortunately⊠Your tough opponent, Taeyeon, is right there, ready and waiting.
In a matter of seconds, the distance between her and the ball closes as she lunges forward, her body contorting with the grace and agility of a seasoned athlete. And as she swings her racket in a cross through the air, you know that she isn't just going to return the ball - she's sealing the deal with her Drive T. She hits the ball with such power that it spins wildly as soon as it's airborne. You watch it making its landing not far from you and with your heart pounding, you scramble to retrieve it. But with the ball's unpredictable spin, it bounces away from you instead of it landing in your control.
And as the ball bounces down to a stop, Taeyeon wins the match, winning 2 sets to 1.
"Yay! I won!"
She screams in joy and hops up and down with excitement as if all her exhaustion has instantly evaporated. Meanwhile, you collapse to the ground, completely outplayed and spent. As she celebrates her victory, she notices that you've been anchored to the ground. She makes her way towards you, skipping lightly in joy.
Trying not to feel bitter about your defeat, you raise your hand, giving her a thumbs up and a genuine smile. She responds in kind, before extending her hand to help you up.
"Well, looks like you took the match. That was nice," you say as you sit up, catching your breath as you try to compose yourself after the intense match.
"Thanks. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I just need a moment to recover. My legs feel like they're burning, though."
"Oh. Same here⊠But I'm good."
"Damn. How do you even do that?"
"I told you many times to work on your legs! I always tell you to do more than just jog," she scolds you as if losing to her wasn't enough.
"Alright, alright," you reply, rolling your eyes. "I'll start next week."
"Well you better be," she chuckles, tapping her racket lightly against your shoulder.
You chuckle amidst the exhaustion, the frustration you felt at losing to Taeyeon fading away.
"So, is that your dare for me?" you ask her.
"Hmmm?"
"You won, right?"
"Oh! Right! The bet!" Taeyeon's eyes then widened in realization.
You shake your head lightly, amused by her sudden forgetfulness.
"And you still deny that you're oldâow!"
She smacks you again with her racket, albeit harder this time.
"What did I just say about calling me old?"
"Okay, okay! Jeez, what a killjoy," you mutter, rubbing your shoulder.
"What was that?" she taunts, preparing to hit you again.
"Nothing! I said nothing," you quickly respond, trying to diffuse the situation.
"Good!" she exclaims, giggling.
"Now, what do you want me to do?" you repeat, trying not to provoke her.
Her attitude changes quickly.
"You're actually gonna go through with it?"
"I mean, you won, soâŠ"
"Are you sure?"
"Come on, just tell me what you want me to do," you urge her.
She pauses for a moment, contemplating the terms of her victory.
"Well, since I beat you pretty badlyâŠ"
"That was close," you protest, only to earn a glare from her.
"It wasn't. Now shut up and listen."
You swallow the lump in your throat and nod.
"Y'know what? You look like a tired mess right there. Let's head over to the bench and I'll think of a good prize."
"But my body's stillâ"
She lets out a loud, exasperated sigh.
"Alright. Get up, you lousy ass," she extends her hand, offering to pull you up.
You take it and let her lead the way to the benches. It's not that far, but the short walk to the benches is enough to make your knees wobble and legs ache. The two of you collapse onto the bench, finally able to relax and rest for a bit.
"Jeez, I didn't think the match was gonna be that hard. You did really well," she says, giving you a soft pat on the shoulder.
"Well⊠I was against you, after all. Of course, it'll be hard," you respond, your tone slightly annoyed.
"Hey! Don't get me wrong. It's still a nice game."
"I guess. Thanks," you say, shrugging.
A moment of silence ensues, and the two of you sit quietly, basking in the cool air. Despite feeling sore, a little break is all you need to recharge after the intense game. You then look at Taeyeon, and she doesn't seem to show any signs of exhaustion, despite sweating profusely and having her breath ragged after the match.
"Say, how come you don't look as tired as I am?" you ask her, breaking the silence.
"Well, for starters, I've got a lot more years of experience than you," she quips, grinning smugly.
You roll your eyes and sigh, too tired to give a smart retort.
"But seriously, though. You should take better care of your body. You're still young," she says, her tone sounding more like a concerned mother than a friend.
"You've been saying that for a while now," you grumble.
"Well, that's because I was your teacher! Jeez! Don't be so stubborn," she protests, giving your shoulder a light shove.
"I'm not being stubborn. I'm just tired," you then let out another deep breath. "You took all the air out of me"
"Exactly. And that's why I'm telling you to take care of your body better," she says, her tone firm.
"Okay, fine," you concede.
"Now, shall we move on?"
"Sure. Let's talk about my dare," you say, eager to finally know what she wants.
"Right. Are you sure you're in on this?"
"I'm sure. Yeah," you assure her.
"100%? No take-backs, okay?"
"If it's not anything too extreme."
"Don't worry. It's nothing like that."
You look at her, and she smirks at you. Something tells you that you'll regret this, but curiosity gets the better of you.
"Fine. Shoot it."
"Pull down your shorts."
Your jaw hangs open. You expected her to ask for a silly dare, like a funny photo or something along those lines. But this? You didn't expect this at all.
"H-huh? W-what did you just say?" you stammer, your cheeks burning red.
"Come on. It's not gonna kill you."
"But⊠That'sâ"
"Just a little fun, really."
You're speechless, your eyes wide as you process the words.
"I⊠I don't think I can do that."
"Hey. The deal was the loser has to do everything the winner asks, right? You lost. So, do it."
You swallow the lump in your throat and sigh. There's no getting around this.
"Okay⊠Fine," you reluctantly agree, slowly sliding down your shorts.
The fabric brushes against your skin, sending shivers up your spine. Your heart beats fast, your palms sweating profusely as you slowly reveal more and more of your bare thighs. Your boxers are the only thing separating your modesty from the woman sitting beside you, and you can't deny her the sight of your growing erection.
Taeyeon's lips curl into a satisfied grin, and she bites her lower lip as she sees the tent forming between your legs.
"You're really turned on by this, huh?" she says, teasing you.
"It⊠It's not like that, I swear."
"Sure, whatever you say," she giggles.
"So⊠Is this it? Did I pass the dare?" you ask, trying to change the subject.
"Well, technically⊠But now I'm interested in something else," she replies, her voice dropping an octave.
"And? What would that be?"
"Let's just say I want to see what's underneath those boxers."
Your heart sinks to the pit of your stomach, and you instinctively cross your legs.
"Noona⊠There could be people watching us," you tell her, scanning the entire area.
"It's 3 AM. Do you think those guards will even bother walking around at this hour? No one's gonna see," she reasons.
"ButâŠ"
"The deal?"
"Okay, fine. I'll do it."
Slowly, you take a deep breath and reach down for your boxers.
"Ugh⊠What am I doing?" you mumble, cursing at yourself.
You grab the hem and pull down the fabric grazing against your shaft. Your erection springs up, freed from the confines of your underwear.
"Wow. Now that's quite a view," Taeyeon chuckles, ogling your exposed member.
You turn away, too embarrassed to look her in the eye.
"I'm sorry. This is so embarrassing," you say, your voice barely above a whisper.
"Hey. Don't be. Especially when you have thisâŠ" she bites her lip, her eyes fixated on your dick. "Big thing right there."
Your cheeks burn a bright red, and you feel like you could explode.
"You're kidding me, right?"
"Of course not! Come on, you can't tell me it's not hot."
You stay silent, unable to answer.
"Alright. Lemme suck that," she says, leaning in closer to you.
"W-what? Y-you can't be serious!"
"Hey. No take-backs."
"But this isâ"
"Listen. You clearly look like you're not in on this."
"I⊠I didn't say thatâŠ"
"So? What's with the hesitation?"
"I-it's just that⊠This is kind of sudden," you reply, unable to think straight.
"Then let me ease you into it," she says, grabbing your dick with her hand.
Your breath hitches, the sudden contact of her soft hand against your sensitive shaft taking you by surprise. She slowly moves her hand up and down, gently massaging your dick. You can't help but let out a low moan as her fingers run across the tip, sending shivers down your spine.
"How does that feel?" she asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
"I-I don't knowâŠ" you manage to say, your mind in a daze.
She smirks at your reaction, totally getting turned on by your response.
"You did your best so⊠I'll give you a consolation prize."
"H-huh? What do you mean?"
Before you can say anything, she leans in, her face just inches away from your cock.
"Wait⊠You can't be serious. You're going toâ"
"Let me give you a little treat. You can tell me to stop after, but I hope you won't,â she says, her warm breath brushing against your shaft. âIt'll be a shame, really,"
You're speechless, your mouth hanging open as you stare at her in disbelief.
"Well, here I go," she announces, leaning forward and enveloping your cock with her lips.
The sudden warmth sends a shock through your body, and you let out a moan, throwing your head back in pleasure. She starts sucking on the tip, and her tongue swirls around the head, lapping up the beads of precum. You can't believe it, but it feels so good. Your breathing quickens as she continues to suck, taking your dick deeper into her mouth. She moans against your cock, and you can feel her voice vibrating through your shaft.
"Oh, fuckâŠ" you curse, the pleasure driving you insane.
She then grabs the base of your shaft with her hand and starts stroking you in sync with her mouth. The sensation is overwhelming, and you can't help but grab a fistful of her hair, gripping it tightly. She picks up the pace, her hand moving faster as her head bobs up and down. Her eyes lock with yours, and she's clearly enjoying this. You can see the lust in her eyes, and it's all too much for you.
The pressure builds up, your mind goes blank, and all you can think about is the intense pleasure coursing through your body. Your muscles tense up, and before you know it, your body starts shaking uncontrollably. You can feel your balls tightening, and the urge to cum is overwhelming.
"Fuck, I'm gonna cum!"
With one final thrust, you unload your seed into her mouth. Taeyeon suddenly looks surprised as you unleash a torrent of cum, filling her mouth. She then pulls out, coughing, the excess dripping down her chin.
"Sorry! I didn't know if you were ready," you apologize, worried that you might have forced her.
She continues to cough, and she wipes the excess cum off her face, taking a moment to catch her breath.
"It's okay. I was kinda taken by surprise, but it's fine," she manages to say, giving you a reassuring smile.
"I'm so sorry. I just couldn't hold it any longer," you apologize again, embarrassed by what happened.
"I told you it's okay," she tells you.
"Well⊠If you say so."
"And besides⊠It's not every day that I get to do it with a virgin," she winks as she lets out a soft laugh.
"Hey! I'm no virgin!" you protest, trying to defend your ego.
"Is that so?" she teases, raising an eyebrow playfully.
"I⊠I've experienced this before," you mutter.
"Sure, and that's why I got a mouthful," she chuckles, licking her lips.
"I was⊠I was holding out!" you retort.
"But of course," she laughs. "Just admit that you're a total virgin."
You're left speechless, unable to defend yourself. She just grins at you, clearly amused by your reaction. You want to say something, but she has you beat.
"Alright⊠Off to the next one!" she then exclaims, looking rather excited.
"Next one?"
"You didn't think I was just gonna leave you like this, did you? We're just getting started," she winks, giving your dick a squeeze.
"Wait, what?"
"That was just the warm-up. I have a lot of other things planned for us."
"Like what?"
"Let's just say this is gonna be the night of your life. And by the time the sun rises, you'll be thanking me,"
"I'm not so sure about thisâŠ"
"Trust me. I know what I'm doing," she reassures you, flashing you a devious smile.
She lets go of your dick. You feel relieved that her tight grip is no longer on your throbbing cock, but also a bit disappointed at the loss of her warm touch. She then takes off her clothes, exposing her voluptuous body. Her breasts are barely covered by an orange lace bra, and her hips are accentuated by a matching thong. You gulp as you take in the sight, and you can feel your dick getting even harder.
"What's wrong? Getting nervous?" she asks, giggling.
"Uh, yeah. This is really sudden. I'm not sure what's going on," you admit, unable to look away from her gorgeous body.
"Come on, it's nothing you can't handle. Just enjoy it," she says, grabbing your hand and placing it on her waist.
You can't deny the electricity that runs through your body the moment her skin makes contact with yours. Her body is so soft and warm, and it feels so good to touch her. It's intoxicating at the least, and you can't help but be swept up by the moment.
"Now, I'll let you have a taste of my body. You better make the most of it," she whispers, her lips brushing against your ear.
You let out a soft moan, the sensation driving you wild.
"So? What are you waiting for?"
"IâŠ"
"It's okay. You can touch me," she assures you, guiding your hands towards her breasts.
"But, NoonaâŠ"
"Touch me more."
You hesitate for a moment, but she urges you on, and you give in.
Your fingers trace the outline of her bra, feeling her erect nipples through the fabric. As if by instinct, you gently squeeze her breasts, eliciting a moan from her.
"Mmmh⊠That's it. More," she purrs, arching her back.
Your heart races as her breasts push against your palms, her nipples rubbing against the thin material of her bra. The friction feels incredible, and the pleasure drives you crazy. You're not sure how much longer you can hold out, but you don't want it to end.
"You're so cute. You look like you're enjoying this," she teases, smiling.
Guilty as charged.
"Just relax. I'll take care of everything."
She then presses her lips against yours, her tongue pushing past your lips. Your tongues dance, and you savor her sweet taste. She then nibbles on your lower lip, and you can't help but moan.
"Nggh! Noona, wait," you breathe out, pulling away from her.
"Hmm? What's wrong?"
"I⊠I think this is too fast."
She giggles. "Awh. Poor thing."
She then cups your face with her hand and kisses you again, a much slower, passionate kiss this time. You feel her smile against your lips, and it sends a shiver down your spine. It feels so good, so addicting. Yet you don't want to admit it.
"Taeyeon-noona, IâŠ"
"Do you want to take it slow?"
You only gave her a nod.
"There. Just tell me what you want."
She then reaches back and unhooks her bra, tossing it to the side. Her bare breasts glisten under the dim lighting, and you can't help but stare in awe.
"There. I hope this evens us out," she smirks. You can see her cheeks blushing as she puts her magnificent assets on full display.
"Y-you don't have to, y'know? I'm fine withâ"
Before you can utter another word, she pulls you towards her, pressing your face against her plump, supple breasts. Muffled, you try to push back, but she holds you firmly against her, not letting go. The warmth of her skin and the softness of her breasts overwhelm your senses, slowly melting your hesitations away.
Before you know it, you feel your hands explore the rest of her exposed body, gliding across everything you can reach.
She can't help but laugh and moan simultaneously as you explore her body.
"Getting braver, arenât we?"
You choose not to answer and instead let your actions speak for you.
Taeyeon's skin feels so soft and smooth, and it's a wonder to touch. You can't help but want to touch her even more, to explore every inch of her. You suck on her erect nipples, and her breath hitches, letting out a soft moan.
"That's it. Take it all in," she whispers, running her fingers through your hair.
Your heart races as her scent fills your nose, and it's driving you crazy. You can't help but want more, and you feel yourself getting lost in the moment.
"Taeyeon-noonaâŠ"
"Shhhh⊠Don't say a word. Just enjoy it," she replies, her voice low and seductive.
Obliging, you continue to taste her, relishing in the sweet, salty taste of her skin. Your hands travel across her body, touching every inch of her. She bites her lip and arches her back as you trace the curve of her spine, and her breathing quickens as you explore her thighs.
"Oh, fuckâŠ" she breathes out, her voice barely above a whisper.
Your hands then find their way to her butt, and you squeeze her cheeks, feeling the soft, firm flesh in your hands. She looks at you with lustful eyes, and you can see the desire written all over her face.
"Oh, my⊠You're getting good at this," she purrs, smiling seductively.
You blush slightly, her compliment clearly lifting your confidence. You shoot a smile back at her, fueled with confidence and hunger for more. She smirks at your newfound boldness, welcoming your hunger with equal enthusiasm.
Your lips lock with hers for another round of torrid passion, the heat between your bodies intensifying with each passing second. Your tongues dance in a fiery tango, exploring every crevice and making each other elicit a fervent moan. Neither of you is backing down, eager to win over the other as if your earlier spar wasn't enough.
"Noona, you're⊠Amazing," you manage to gasp between heated kisses, unable to contain the overwhelming pleasure coursing through your body.
She smirks. "You're no slouch either."
"But, you⊠IâŠ"
"Mhhh⊠Don't stop now," Taeyeon whispers, her voice dripping with need.
"But let me justâŠ" you struggle to remove your shirt despite the urgency of the moment.
With her expert guidance, you quickly shed your shirt and throw it aside, giving your partner an unobstructed view of your bare chest.
"There we go. Better?"
"Yeah. You were on top of me so I had trouble taking it off." you jest, a playful smirk spreading across your face.
She then chuckles, hitting you playfully on the shoulder.
"And you blame me for that?"
"Why not? You keep on pushing me down."
"Jeez⊠I'm not that heavy, you know?"
"I know, I know. You're just so aggressive," you tease, running your fingers through her skin.
Taeyeon coos at your touch, her body pulsating with desire.
"Hmmm? Is that your way of flirting with me?"
You shrug. "Well⊠It's worth a shot."
She replies with a soft chuckle.
"Consider it a successful shot," she breathes, her voice laced with lust.
You blush, feeling a surge of pride at having successfully aroused Taeyeon.
"Well⊠Thank you."
"Then let's get back to it, shall we?" She purrs, her hands eagerly tracing the contours of your chest all the way to your abdomen. You shiver at her touch, goosebumps appearing on your skin.
She then looks at you with an inviting gaze, and her lips curl into a sly grin. You can't help but stare in awe, mesmerized by her beauty.
"W-what? Do I have something on my face?"
"No, silly," she giggles. "I want you to touch me, too."
"Oh. Right."
"I can't be the only one enjoying this, y'know?"
"My bad, noona."
You resume your passionate makeout session. The two of you moan against each other's lips, exploring each other's bodies. The two of you are so lost in the moment that the world around you begins to fade, and all that matters is the heat, the electricity, the passion.
"Fuck. You taste so good," Taeyeon moans, her voice dripping with lust.
"Mmmh⊠You do too. Fuck," you reply, the heat and desire growing within you.
"But seriouslyâŠ"
"Hmmm?"
"Learn to get a hint," she giggles.
"Heh. Sorry," you mumble, trying to regain control. "I was kinda lost."
"Understandable," she snickers. "It's your first time, after all."
"H-hey. You're making me sound like a virgin."
"Well⊠You kinda are."
"Come on nowâŠ"
Taeyeon can't help but chuckle at your response, amused by your reaction.
"Fine. Let's not talk about that."
"I'm not that innocent, you know," you retort, pouting.
"Really, now?"
"Y-yeah. Really."
"So you wouldn't mind if we take things further⊠Right?"
You gulp, suddenly aware of what she means.
"Well⊠I guess?"
"Good."
She then reaches down and slowly pulls down her panties. You just realize how wet she is as you stare in awe. She then grabs your hand and leads it to her core. You hesitate for a moment, but she guides you, urging you to take things further.
"It's okay. You can touch me."
You gently cup her mound, feeling the slickness of her wet folds. Her pussy is hot, and her juices flow freely. She shudders as your fingers brush against her sensitive bud, and her body tenses up.
"Yes⊠That's it!" she moans, biting her lip.
"Is this it? Are you sure?"
"Mhmm⊠Just go ahead."
Your fingers explore her core, and you find her swollen clit. You rub her bundle of nerves in a circular motion, eliciting a sharp gasp from her.
"Oh, fuck! That feels so good."
"Are you sure? Am I doing it right?"
"Yes! Just keep going," she moans, her voice barely above a whisper.
You increase the pace, applying a bit more pressure. She writhes under your touch, her body trembling with pleasure.
"F-fuck⊠Y-yes!" she moans, her voice shaking.
The heat is building within you, and you can't hold back any longer. You decide to switch positions, with Taeyeon now resting her body on the bench. At this view, she looks so small, so inviting. You proceed to kiss her thighs as your hand continues its assault.
"Mmmh! Oh shit! Yes! Keep going!"
You then kiss her core, licking her wet folds. She shrieks, her voice ringing in your ears. She grabs a fistful of your hair, holding on for dear life. You then lick her clit, eliciting a loud moan from her. She can't hold on much longer, her body writhing in ecstasy.
"Fuck! You're so good! I'm⊠I'm close!"
You can't help but be proud, and you redouble your efforts, sucking on her clit. She arches her back, and she screams, her orgasm tearing through her body.
"I'm gonna cum! Shit! I'm gonna fuckingâaghh!"
You watch as her body spasms, and her legs quiver. She rides out her orgasm, her body trembling with each wave of pleasure. She finally collapses, panting, her body slick with sweat.
"Holy shit. That was⊠Amazing," she breathes, her voice shaky.
"Did⊠Did I do good?"
"Of course, you did. Not bad for a first-timer."
"Well⊠Thanks."
"Now, let me return the favor," she says, a smirk spreading across her face.
"What do you mean?"
"It's your turn now," she says, licking her lips.
"B-but I alreadyâ"
She interrupts, putting a finger against your lips.
"I know you have some left in you" Her hands move down towards your privates, massaging every bit of it. "And besidesâŠ"
She then leans over and whispers to your ear, her voice seductive.
"I'm still not satisfied."
As if on cue, you can feel your member throbbing in response, as if beckoning her to touch you even more.
"Looks like someone's ready for more," she giggles.
"Hey⊠I'm just sensitive," you protest, looking at her with your best puppy-dog eyes.
Taeyeon lets out a laugh, seemingly caught off-guard by your adorable attempt at innocence.
"Oh, cut that out. That doesn't suit you in the slightest," she playfully retorts.
"I just thought I'd give it a try," you reply, looking disappointed.
"Don't you ever do that again, alright?"
"Why not?"
She then pulls you closer. You can see the sheer desire in her eyes burning through her gaze. She seems to want more from you than just a casual encounter.
"I don't want cute and innocent from you."
"Then what do you want?"
"I want you to be as fierce as you were earlier," she whispers, her tone low and seductive.
"As you wish, Miss Winner," you say, a cheeky grin spreading across your face.
"Show me what you got," she says, her tone challenging.
Without a moment's hesitation, you crash your lips against hers for yet another round, kissing her passionately. She reciprocates, and her hands grip your body, her nails digging into your skin. It hurts, but the pain is drowned out by the intense pleasure.
You break the kiss and attack her neck, nibbling on her soft flesh. She moans, and her hands wrap around your back, pulling you closer. You continue your assault, and she writhes underneath you, her breathing ragged.
"Ooh, shit! Yes! That's it!" she gasps, her voice cracking.
You continue your trail down her body, planting soft kisses along her collarbone. She whimpers, and her hands run through your hair, encouraging you to keep going. You then move further south, planting a soft kiss on her chest, right between her breasts.
"Yes⊠Yes! Please, keep going," she whispers, her voice breathy and needy.
You then plant another kiss on her left breast, followed by a soft bite on her nipple, making her whimper.
"Ahh shit!" she groans, her body shaking with pleasure.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No⊠Please don't," she pleads, her voice dripping with need.
"Well then," you say, kissing her other breast, biting her nipple.
"Oh, fuck!"
"Like that?"
"Yes! I like that!"
"What about this?"
You move further south, trailing kisses down her belly. She moans as your lips caress her skin, her body writhing with pleasure. You then reach her thighs, and you give them a soft kiss.
"Yes! Oh, god!" she moans, her body trembling.
You then spread her legs apart, exposing her pink pussy, glistening with her juices.
"Oh, fuck. Look at you," you marvel, staring at her womanhood.
"I know. It's fucking amazing," she says, a satisfied smile on her face.
You then move closer, and your tongue finds her slit. You slowly drag your tongue along her wet folds, eliciting a moan from her. She throws her head back, her eyes closed, as she relishes in the sensation.
"Shit! There it goes again! That fucking tongue!"
"Do you want me to stop?"
She opens her eyes, staring right at you.
"No! Don't you fucking dare!"
"Alright," you chuckle, continuing your assault.
You lap at her wet folds, lapping up her juices. You savor her sweet, musky taste, and it makes you feel drunk.
"Ooh, shit! That's the spot," she gasps, her hands gripping the back of your head.
You continue your assault, licking her clit and teasing her wet entrance. Her body trembles and her moans get louder.
"Ooh, fuck! I'm getting close," she pants, her voice shaky.
You intensify your assault, sucking on her clit while inserting two fingers inside her.
"Are you gonna cum?" you ask, staring right into her eyes.
"I'm⊠I'm close," she whimpers, her voice barely audible.
"Do you want to?"
"Yes⊠Yes! I want to cum!" she gasps, her hips bucking.
As her screams go a few pitches higher, you let go of her. Taeyeon is left hanging, her body shaking with frustration.
"Huh? W-what the fuck?"
"I don't want you to cum yet," you explain.
"But I was so close, you fuck! You could'veâ"
You withdraw fully from assaulting her core, only to show her your own erection standing at full attention.
"I could've just let you cumâŠ"
You position your shaft against her pussy, brushing her entrance.
"But I want to do itâŠ"
You rub your shaft against her wet slit, making her groan.
"When I'm inside you."
"Oh f-fuck," she bites her lip, anticipating your next move.
"This is what you wanted all along, right?"
You press your tip against her entrance, and her eyes widen.
"Yes. You finally getâooh!"
You continue to tease her, rubbing your cock against her entrance.
"Then, shall I?"
"Yes. I want you toâagh fuck!"
"Tell me how much you want it."
"I⊠I want it! I want you to fuck me!"
You continue to tease her, pushing the tip of your cock into her, making her moan.
"I don't think you're sincere, noona," you tease, pushing your cock further into her.
"Fuck you! Stop teasing me and start fucking me, you asshole!" she cries out in desperation.
"Then tell it to me like you mean it," you tell her, tapping her entrance with your length.
Her hips then shake as if begging for something. Her breathing is heavy, and her eyes are filled with lust and need.
"Please⊠I need it," she whimpers, her voice shaking and full of need.
"Then say it, Taeyeon."
She grits her teeth, and her eyes glaring at you, filled with both anger and frustration.
"Fuck me, alright? Fuck me like you mean it! I want you to fill me up and make me cum! Make me scream! Make me fucking lose my mind! I need it! I need your fucking dick inside me! Right. Fucking. Now!"
Without warning, you push your cock into her, eliciting a cry of both pain and pleasure from her.
"You mean like this?"
"Ah! Ahh fuck!"
You slam your cock into her, and she moans, her body shuddering.
"Enjoying this, aren't you, noona?"
"Fuck⊠I'm really gonna cum!"
Her back arches and her hands grip the bench. You continue to fuck her, and her moans get louder. You can feel her pussy tightening around your cock, and her body trembles.
"Shit! Shit! I'm cummingâahh!"
Taeyeon screams, her body quaking in pleasure as her orgasm rocks through her body. Excess fluids gush from her core, coating your shaft and dribbling onto the bench, until it creates a small puddle underneath. You can't help but smile as you watch her, her expression filled with pure ecstasy.
She then falls limp, her body relaxing as her orgasm subsides. She looks at you, a satisfied smile on her face.
"How was it, noona? Was it good?"
"That was⊠Incredible," she manages to say, her voice still shaky.
"I'm glad I was able to satisfy you," you chuckle, pulling her into an embrace.
"Yeah⊠You did good for a newbie," she smirks, chuckling.
"Is that so?"
"Yeah. But you still have a lot toâooh!"
You slam your cock into her, catching her by surprise.
"You say that butâŠ"
You thrust in and out, and her eyes widen.
"Looks like you're losing your mindâŠ"
"Oh fuck."
"To a virgin," you slam your cock deep inside her, her body shaking.
"Ahh! This fucking cock! Ahh!"
"So, tell me⊠What was that you said again?"
You pound her relentlessly, and her moans get louder. Her body shakes, and her breathing is ragged. For a stick-up mentor and tennis partner, she sure is enjoying her role reversal.
"I⊠I can't⊠Fuck! Oh, shit!"
"Pretty please?" you ask, slowing down the pace of your thrusts.
"N-no! No! Please don't slow down!" she pleads, her voice trembling.
"Then say it."
"Oh fuck youâahh! I can't take it anymore!"
"I can do this all day."
"Agh! You asshole!"
You slam into her, and she screams, her body convulsing.
"Fuck! Not that spot!"
"Say it, Taeyeon. Say it."
With her face painted red in anger and embarrassment, she gives in.
"F-fine. Fine! You⊠I love your fucking cock! Your fucking virgin cock!" she screams at the top of her lungs, her voice echoing through the court.
"That's it. Let everyone hear you."
"Oh, fuck. I fucking love you," she moans, her voice dripping with need.
Her last few words catch you off-guard, but the sight of her drunk-hazed face and her pleasured moans make you forget it almost immediately.
"Then I'm yours."
You slam into her once more, and her eyes roll to the back of her head. With arms around your back, she pulls you in as she incoherently screams into your ear. Taeyeon has finally lost her mind, and you love to see it.
"Oh fuhg⊠It'sh sho gud!"
"What is good, huh? Tell me."
"Y-your cock⊠Your cock ish sho gud," she whimpers, her body spasming.
"And how does my cock feel inside you?"
"Sho big⊠It'sh filling my pusshy sho mush!"
"And whose is it?"
"Yoursh! All yours! My pusshy ish yoursh!"
"I can't quite hear you, noona."
"Your pusshy! It'sh all yoursh!"
"Good. Keep telling me. I love to hear it."
"Aahhh⊠Y-your cock⊠Fuck me more!"
You fuck her senseless, and her body writhes in pleasure. She continues to babble nonsense, her mind gone blank from the pleasure. You continue to slam into her, her tight cunt sucking in your shaft. You can feel her walls clenching, her pussy desperate to milk your cock.
"Taeyeon-noona, fuck⊠You feel so good."
"Aah! More! Give me more!"
"You want more? How about this?"
You then pick her up and fuck her as she's suspended in the air. Her eyes widen, and her mouth is agape.
"Oh fuhk⊠No. No!
She screams, and her legs wrap around your waist. You hold onto her tight, and your pace quickens.
"Oh, shit! You're sho deep!"
"You like that, huh?"
"Ahh⊠Y-yesh⊠More⊠Harder!"
"As you wish, noona."
You increase your pace, slamming into her faster and harder. With her light, small frame, you can go deeper than before, as if it's nothing. Or maybe all that rigorous training is finally paying off.
"Oh fuck! Fuck!"
"You like that, huh?"
"Y-yesh⊠I like itâŠ"
"Good. Now, let me give you a reward."
You thrust faster and deeper, and her moans get louder. And as you do, you can feel your balls churn, the pressure building within them.
"Oh, fuck. Taeyeon-noona, I'm going to cum soon," you warn her, feeling the sensation rising.
"Yesh⊠Ghiv me your cum!"
"Are you sure? Are you sure you can handle it?"
"Yesh! Let me have it!"
"Alright then."
You amp up the pace as you reach your climax, and your thrusts get harder and faster. Her body is shaking, and her voice cracks as she moans uncontrollably.
"Oh fuhk! Here it cumsh!"
You slam into her one last time, burying your cock deep inside her. With a loud moan, you erupt, unloading a torrent of hot, thick cum. She screams, her voice ringing through the court, as your load fills her up, flooding her womb with seed. She clenches her eyes shut, and her hands grip your shoulders, holding on for dear life.
"Shit, noona⊠I can't stop!"
"Jush giv it all to me!"
You keep pouring into her, not stopping for a moment. Her body shakes, and her pussy tightens, squeezing out every last drop. You feel like you're being squeezed dry. Painful, yes, but you can't help but moan at the overwhelming pleasure.
"Oh fuck⊠I think I'm doneâŠ" you finally gasp, your thrusts slowing down.
"Ahh⊠So mush cumâŠ" she sighs, her voice breathy and sultry.
You pull out of her, and her eyes are unfocused. A deluge of white ooze seeps out of her pink hole, a mixture of your fluids and hers. You can't believe the amount you have ejected, and neither can Taeyeon, as it creates a larger puddle on the ground.
"Holy shit," she gasps, her glazed eyes widening with disbelief.
"Fuck⊠I think I went overboard," you tell her, watching your semen flow out of her.
"You let out⊠So muchâŠ" she breathes, her weak body barely holding her upright.
"Well, I couldn't control myself. Not with you."
"Hahh⊠Thanks," she smiles, a hint of pride in her tone.
You both catch your breaths, the smell of sex hanging heavily in the air. Your body tells you that you've exhausted your reserves, and maybe so did Taeyeon's. But the sight and sound of your previous actions still linger in your head and your desire for more remains.
"Say⊠NoonaâŠ"
"Yeah."
Your shaft slowly stands back up, throbbing at her entrance and eager to continue. She lets out a soft gasp as she notices your eagerness. You can see the hesitation in her eyes, fueling your hunger even more.
"Can we?"
"You're restless today, aren't you?" she giggles.
"Can't help it," you grin, rubbing your length against her slit.
"Fuck⊠That feels so good," she moans, closing her eyes.
"So? Can we?"
"Hmmm⊠Alright. I guess one more time wouldn't hurt."
"Thank you," you tell her, a big grin forming on your face.
"So, what do you want toâwhoa!"
Before she could finish, you swiftly lowered her to the ground and spread her legs apart. You position yourself in front of her, your shaft poised and ready. She looks at your erection, her face flushing a shade of red.
"Fuck⊠Here we go again," she sighs, anticipation in her eyes.
You then guide your shaft into her, and she whimpers, her pussy swallowing you whole.
"Urgh! You're so fucking tight, noona!"
"More like you're too fucking big," she grunts, her walls straining to accommodate your girth.
"And you're loving it," you reply, smiling sheepishly.
"MhmmâŠ" she nods, biting her lip.
"That's what I like to hear," you smirk, and without warning, start thrusting.
"Ahh! Oh shit! Fuck me harder!"
You comply, slamming your cock into her at a rapid pace. Her voice echoes through the court, a melody that fills you with immense satisfaction. The sound of her skin slapping against yours only adds to the pleasure, and you find yourself thrusting even harder.
"Fuck⊠Yes⊠Harder! Fucking pound my pussy!"
You slam into her faster, harder, and deeper. Her body writhes with pleasure, her hips bucking and her legs quivering. She can't help but wrap her arms around you, her hands digging into your skin. Her legs also have you locked in, the intensity of her hold surprising.
"Shit, Taeyeon-noona⊠You're so good," you groan, relishing the tightness of her pussy.
"Yes! Fuck! Right there! Keep fucking me like that!" she cries, her voice cracking.
"Here? Like this?"
You hit a spot inside her, and her body jolts.
"Aghh! Yes! There! Right fucking there!"
"You like that?"
"Yes! Fuck! I fucking love it!"
You continue to slam into her, wild like a beast in heat, hitting the same spot over and over again. She can't stop screaming, her voice cracking and her body shuddering with pleasure. and her pussy clenches around you, tightening even more. You can't help but let out a groan, the sensation driving you mad. You feel her orgasm coming, and you're not far behind.
"Shit⊠Noona, I'm gonna cum again!"
"Me too⊠Me too!"
"Hrgh! Here it goes! Take it all!"
"Yes! Cum with me! Cum inside me! Fill me up with your fucking cum!"
You feel the pressure rising, and you can't hold it any longer. You ram your cock deep into her, and with one last thrust, you let out a primal roar, releasing a torrent of hot cum into her. She screams, her voice ringing through the court as your thick load fills her up once again.
She cums right after, her pussy convulsing around your cock, unleashing a flood of her own juices. As if a dam had been burst, her fluids flowed freely, gushing out of her pussy and coating your cock. It's as if you're drowning, the intensity is overwhelming.
"Oh fukh! There'sh sho mush!"
"Taeyeon⊠You're so⊠Tight!" you gasp, your cock trapped by her pussy.
Not that you can, nor that you could. Your hips continue to buck, the pleasure almost unbearable. It's as if her cunt is trying to squeeze every last drop out of you, and it's succeeding. You keep pouring into her, filling her womb up to the brim.
"Ahh! It'sh not shtopping! Your cum ish sho mush!"
As your thrusts come to a halt, you slam your cock one last time, burying yourself deep inside her. Excess fluid squirts out of her, adding to the already impressive puddle underneath you. You can feel her pussy milking your shaft, squeezing out the last drop of cum.
After what seems like an eternity, your orgasm subsides, and you slowly pull out of her, your cock still oozing with cum. She sighs, and a copious amount of white liquid drips from her entrance. A mixture of both your cum and hers. After your earlier outburst, you can't believe how much you manage to let out, and neither could she.
"Fughk⊠Sho mushâŠ" she pants, her eyes glassy.
"Noona⊠That was intense," you tell her, trying to catch your breath.
"Fuhk. Yes⊠I feel sho dihzzy."
You can't help but chuckle at her expression, her face flushed with exhaustion.
"Hey. Are you okay?"
"Yeah⊠I guesh," she mumbles, a sleepy smile spreading across her face.
You then carry her as you sit on the bench, her exhausted body resting against yours. With her remaining strength, she slowly wraps her arms around your back, pulling herself closer. You reciprocate, enveloping her in a tight embrace.
"Ow, ow!"
"What? What's wrong?"
"You're hugging me too hard!"
"Oh. Sorry. I went overboard, noona."
"Heh. Don't be," she laughs, nuzzling against you.
The two of you spend some time recovering from your intense session, the cool breeze a nice reprieve from the sweltering. She then looks up at you, her eyes full of desire.
"What? Do you want more?" you ask.
"No, I'm tired⊠Just hold me, okay?"
"If you say so," you chuckle, giving her a soft peck on the forehead.
She giggles, snuggling against you.
"We were kinda loud, weren't we?"
"Maybe."
"Do you think someone saw us?"
"I hope not," you chuckle, rubbing her shoulders.
"I do!"
From somewhere on the bleachers, a man's voice suddenly blurts out, emerges, the sound of his shoes echoing through the court. Your heart sinks as the two of you search for the source, finding a man sitting on the bleachers.
"Oh shit. There was someone," you gasp, your face flushing with embarrassment.
"Sorry for not telling you two," the stranger, wearing what might me a janitor's uniform, apologizes, looking rather bashful.
"How long were you there?" Taeyeon asks, yelling, her voice tinged with embarrassment.
"I heard screaming and moaning, so I went to check it out. And there I saw the two of you going at it."
"And you didn't stop us?" she retorts.
"Why would I? You lovebirds seem to be enjoying it," the stranger says, his tone nonchalant.
You and Taeyeon then exchanged glances, your faces blushing red.
"And besidesâŠ"
The two of you look back at the stranger.
"Security here doesn't give a shit during these hours."
"Really? Do they not monitor the cameras?"
"They do."
You both shudder at his response.
"But they'd rather get some shut-eye than deal with any after-hours shenanigans," he answers, chuckling at his own statement.
"So⊠Do they not care about what happens here?"
"Are you crazy? We've seen enough of that stuff already! It's common during these hours."
The stranger's words echoed in your ears, leaving you both stunned and relieved by the realization that your bold escapade wasn't as discreet as you
"Heh. I guess I did pick the right time---ow!"
Taeyeon suddenly hits you in between your playful comment with a playful yet embarrassed smirk on her face.
"You sonovabitch! You let people watch us? In public, of all places? I hate you!"
"Hey! Hey! It was your idea to have some fun in public," you protest, rubbing your arm where she hit you.
"But you made the reservation! You sneaky fuck⊠You probably knew about this!"
She continues to scold you, her words laced with a mixture of embarrassment and amusement. For such a soft punch, they sure are quite painful.
"No, I swear! I didn't know anyone would be here!"
"I swear, the next time you have your way with me, I willâŠ"
"Hey. Don't blame me! You pulled me in on this!"
"Why youâŠ"
"Before you lovers continue to be all playful and whatnotâŠ" the janitor interrupts, "You might want to pack things up."
"Huh?" the two of you ask in unison.
He then points towards the sky as the dawning sun begins to peek over the horizon. You quickly check the time on your phone and realize that the time you reserved for your outdoor rendezvous is nearly up. With your exhausted bodies and flushed faces, you hurriedly gather your belongings, discarded clothes and all, trying your best to fix yourselves as fast and as composed as possible.
"What about the mess?" Taeyeon suddenly blurts out, her cheeks still flushed from the recent activities.
"What mess?" you ask, your focus shifting between the looming sunrise and Taeyeon's concerned expression.
"This mess!" She gestures towards the puddles of sweat and other bodily fluids that soak the bench and the concrete ground beneath it.
You exchange a panicked glance, realizing the evidence of your passionate encounter is scattered for all to see.
"What are we gonna do with this?" she exclaims, worry evident in her voice.
"Fuck⊠Uhh, shit! Gimme a secâŠ"
You quickly think of ways to resolve the situation.
"Hey! Don't worry about that," the janitor calls out, waving his hand dismissively.
"What? You're gonna clean all this?" you ask, a mix of relief and surprise in your voice.
"Uhh⊠Yeah! That's my job," he chuckles.
"Well⊠Thank you, sir!" you yell, waving your hand at him.
"Oh, thank you! Thank you so much!" Taeyeon cries out, her voice ringing with relief. She then pulls your arm, nudging you to leave the scene with her. "We have to go!"
You and Taeyeon then rush towards the exit, your hearts pounding with a mix of exhilaration and nervousness. From what was initially a harmless tennis practice session, things took an unexpectedly erotic turn, allowing you and your partner to unleash all your pent-up desires in a frisky and uninhibited display of passion. Fucking on a public tennis court was definitely not part of the plan, but it was an experience neither of you would soon forget.
"Ugh⊠Walking without underwear is the worst," you groan as you and Taeyeon hurriedly walk outside of the building, your exhausted dick swaying freely beneath your shorts.
"You think? I haven't even put anything underneath in a hurry!" she replies, frustration lacing her voice. Her breasts bounce under her clothes with each hurried step. "Hngh⊠I can feel some of your cum dripping down my thighs."
"It does?" you ask, shocked and curious, leaning in to inspect her arousing situation. "Lemme seeâŠ"
She then prepares to swing her arm to hit you. Her face furious yet blushing.
"Don't you even dare!"
"Alright, alright. My bad," you chuckle, raising your hands in surrender.
As the sight of the parking lot comes into view, the two of you sprint towards your car, not minding of anything else around. You quickly open the passenger door for Taeyeon, and she jumps in eagerly. You then jump into the driver's seat, heart pounding with nervousness and you start the engine and leave the place for good.
"Right," you breathe out as you adjust yourself in your seat.
"Let's go to my place," she tells you.
"Well, duh. Of course I'll drop you at your place, noona. Where else would I evenâŠ"
"No."
"Huh? What do you mean ânoâ?"
"I mean, you're all sweaty and whatnot, soâŠ"
Twiddling with her hair, Taeyeon then looks at you with a coy expression on her face.
"If you want⊠You can take a shower at my place. I wouldnât mind.â
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Authorâs Notes:
And that's another SNSD member written down! I'm halfway there... Maybe. I really can't imagine her other than the "Noona You'd Like to Date" and with my renewed interest over the "Prince of Tennis" series, I thought I'd give this idea a shot. I don't know much about tennis tho... So I hope I did a decent job at least. đ
Also... Some of you may not know this, but a few hours from now is my Queen Taeyeon's birthday! Going 35 and still one of the hottest idols in the industry. God-fucking-damn. đ„”
I have more stories lined up (and waiting to be written by yours truly OMFG I hate myself) and I'm very eager to share them to everyone. The "Spotlight" series is still. Don't worry. I didn't forget about it and hopefully I don't. I just thought of making stories of other idols in between to break it up a bit.
Once again, thank you to @capslocked and @sparkynsfws for your help in polishing this story, as well as to @braaan for yet another fire poster. Thank you so much! đ€
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hi! could i request some luffy fluff? i love how you write his dialogue, so maybe some pet names he would use? đžđŠ
you have put an idea into my head that'll be very hard to get rid of @kingofthe-egirls hehe. the fic starts off as a crack!fic but i'll make it sweety-sweet towards the end!
the worst mistake ft. monkey d. luffy!
set-up: my headcanons based on what lovely @kingofthe-egirls asked! just our captain luffy and his absurd fucking nick-names.
warning: wholesome! more of a crack!fic (i dont know if its even remotely fluffy im sorry) than anything else. i do love me some good, self-indulgent stupid with my fav man on the sea :)
đmistakes are a normal part of life. as bob ross said, "there are no mistakes, just happy accidents." well, he had clearly never made this catastrophic mistake. you had jokingly called luffy "bugaboo". emphasis on jokingly. đthe sun was setting and you both were sitting on his bed, recalling the time zoro got lost and accidentally stumbled into a river-stream where local women were bathing. and afterwards how sanji wailed when he realized he wasn't there to witness it. your crew was weird, there was no doubt about it. but that wasn't the focus of the conversation. "heh" he snorted, "what did you call me?" "bugaboo?" you laughed, poking his cheek teasingly, "why?" he looked at you with his wide-eyed, honeyed gaze, "what does it mean? am i a bug?" with his wide eyes and stretchy smile, one might say so. but you didn't tell him that.
"its means... nothing?" you smiled softly, tracing your finger on the scar 'neath his eye, "it's just a nickname, baby. just something said out of affection." "out of affection?" he looked at your confused, "so anything can be a pet name?" you nodded in agreement, "pretty much, luff." worst fucking mistake of your life. đit was past dinner. and you and the captain were about to fall asleep to the noise of the crew chattering outside. "hey?" luffy hummed. and you hummed back in acknowledgement. "rice cooker." he mumbled into your chest, "you smell so nice~" you choked on your breath, spluttering, "lu-luff? did you just complement the rice cooker??" "no?" he looked up at you, bringing his finger to boop you on your nose, "i mean you. you, rice cooker. you smell so good, is it the soap sanji brought from that islaâ" but you weren't listening to him. was he insulting you?? was he saying you were built like a rice cooker???? was he asking you to make him some rice, hence, you were the "rice cooker"?????? "luffy," you looked at him, concerned, "what do you mean rice cooker?!" "what?" he laughed, "it's a pet name. you said that a pet name can be anything?" when you stared at him, still concerned, he explained himself, "i mean like... i like you, i like rice cooker. cause it cooks riceâ" "âgo to sleep, luffy."
đyou had to clear it to him the next morning that nicknames cannot be that absurd. and when he asked you what qualifies as a nice pet-name, you tried really hard to think of some. "oooh, you like food right?" his eyes twinkled up at the mere mention of the topic. you grinned, satisfied, "so, like honey, sugar, pie, cherry. these are all examples of good pet names." he nodded at you with conviction in his eyes, as if he truly got you now. đit was lunch time now. and after beating up a marine ship, the entire crew was waiting for sanji to finish cooking so you could all stuff down some food. you were next to robin, sun-bathing and chatting ideally about a book she had lent you. she made a joke about how the character was dumb and you nodded and laughed along. in the midst of it, your boyfriend came and stood next to you, "hey?" both you and robin looked at the captain. you gave him a welcoming smile, "what's up, babe?" "so..." he looked over robin for a second before looking back at you. "i was just saying that i love you very much, my bombocado." his bombo- what? but before you could inquire him, he giggled and ran away. what??? and you resorted to look at robin, a bit confused. she replied back easily, "it's a brazilian dessert." is it now?
đ"what do you mean?" the captain looked at you confused when you told him bombocado wasn't a great pet name. "then, what else is a good nickname?" "i dunno." you sighed, "something normal like cherry or something." but that had opened yet another pandora's box. because now every time he saw you, he would refer to you as some fruit: "hey there, banana~" "i love you, my java plum." "should we go out on a date, pineapple?" "you look so pretty, my dragon fruit." a pause, "hey. my dad's name is dragon!!" you had given up on the idea of pet names. you would rather be addressed by your government given name than a pinecone. but now you were stuck with these absurd names. how wonderful. (but, i mean it was luffy who was saying them, so, you didn't exactly mind too much but when the entire crew caught on. boy the humiliation, the drama.). đbut then one day, before drifting off to sleep, he slowly whispered, "i love you, cupcake." you almost jumped up in victory. almost. but instead, you chose to pet his hair softly and kiss him on his forehead, "good night, muffin." "âi love muffin." you kissed his forehead again as his hair tickled your skin, "ofcourse you do. goodnight, baby." "goodnight, honey nuts." just give up on ever having a normal nick name. i'm sorry. it won't happen.
đjokes aside, here's my actual list of names that i think luffy would call you: 1. peach (cause you're sweet (in more ways than one) and because you once told him it meant ass and he laughed for 15 mins cause peach means ass) 2. mama (idk, sounds good to me? sounds like something he would just go along with) 3. lovebug (he once heard sanji say it and he thought it was so cute cause if hes a bug and you're a bug then you both together can be a bug-couple) 4. mi amor (heard sanji say it, thought it was pretty) 5. hot stuff (ussop convinced him that's what he calls kaya and kaya loves it) 6. sunshine (because you're his sunshine, what's not clicking??) 7. angel (because you're an angel, again, where's the confusion??) well, at the end of the day it doesn't matter what he called you. what mattered was that, you could come collapse in his arms. and he would squeeze his arms around you and tell you how he loved you. what were a few corny petnames to endure if you got all of his love in return?
a/n: i am convinced this is simultaneously the best and worst thing i've ever written. i hope it was atleast mildly satisfying @kingofthe-egirls <3
#one piece#opla#op#monkey d luffy#luffy x reader#luffy fluff#one piece fluff#op fluff#luffy fic#luffy fanfic#luffy imagine#op x reader#monkey d luffy x reader
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Hi, could you do a Ferando angst to fluff fic where he and Reader have been dating since his return to F1 and he is frustrated with the team's current season and the reader tries to assure him that everything is going be better and he takes his frustration out on her and they have an argument to the point where he calls her by his ex's name and with that she gives up on continuing the argument and locks herself in the guest room while crying and rethinking their entire relationship, while he tries to apologize and is unsuccessful and goes out to cool his head, and after she woke up, she packs some bags to travel to her modeling gig but before leaving, even though she is sad with his attitude, leaves a note saying that she needs some time to think and that she will be traveling for work so that he doesn't worry thinking that it was all over between them. And during this time, Fernando feels guilty for taking out his frustrations on the person who was always by his side and tries in every way to win Reader back and try to work on their relationship. When the news comes out that he doesn't feel well, Reader gets worried about what might have happened to him and comes back early and takes care of him. In addition to him apologizing for being an idiot and promising to work on their relationship more and not let the frustrations with the team affect their relationship. When his 400th race arrives, he thanks her for being there for him through the good and bad times and tells her how important she is to him.
don't run away (fa2)
⊠pairing - fernando alonso x female!reader
⊠genre - ansgt, ansgt, ansgt, tears, calling ex's name
It started slowly, subtle shifts in Fernandoâs demeanor that crept in like shadows. At first, it was nothing that couldnât be shrugged offâthe usual frustrations of a tough season. But as the races wore on and the team struggled to deliver consistent results, his patience began to unravel.
At the garage, heâd be fine in the morning, shaking hands with the engineers, throwing a nod to the mechanics. But as soon as a practice session went poorly or a technical issue cropped up, his mood would turn. Heâd clench his jaw, mutter under his breath in Spanish, and become more withdrawn, his usual intensity morphing into something harsher.
Y/N noticed it the most at home. After every disappointing race or qualifying session, heâd come back and barely say a word. The warm, easygoing Fernando she loved was gradually being replaced by a man who was angry, stressed, and constantly on edge.
One evening, after a particularly bad qualifying, Fernando slammed the door to their apartment harder than usual. Y/N looked up from the book she was reading on the couch, catching sight of his dark, stormy expression.
âHey, youâre home,â she greeted gently, hoping to lift his spirits. She stood up, reaching out to him, but he just sighed, brushing past her and heading straight for the kitchen.
She followed him, watching as he poured himself a glass of water, his movements sharp and frustrated.
âDo you want to talk about it?â she asked cautiously, hoping heâd let her in.
He shook his head, barely glancing at her. âNothing to talk about,â he muttered. âItâs just the same issues over and over again. They promise theyâll fix it, and nothing changes. Iâm just wasting my time out there.â
She hesitated, choosing her words carefully. âMaybe itâs just a rough patch? Iâm sure the teamâs doing everything they canââ
âAre they?â he interrupted, his tone sharp. He set his glass down with a little too much force, the sound echoing in the quiet kitchen. âBecause it doesnât feel like it. Feels like Iâm out there driving my heart out for nothing.â
Y/N took a step closer, trying to ease the tension. âFernando, itâs not for nothing. Youâre doing your best, and thatâs what matters.â
He scoffed, running a hand through his hair, clearly frustrated. âWhatâs the point of my best if it doesnât get me anywhere? I canât keep doing this, Y/N. Itâs exhausting.â
She reached out, placing a gentle hand on his arm. âI know, cariño. But Iâm here for you, okay? Weâll get through this together.â
But instead of softening, he pulled his arm away, exasperation flashing in his eyes. âWhat do you mean âweâ? Iâm the one putting in the work, putting myself on the line out there. You donât understand, Y/Nâyou donât know what itâs like to be stuck in this situation, giving everything and getting nothing in return.â
Her eyes widened slightly, the sting of his words hitting her. She took a small step back, giving him space. âI may not be out there with you,â she said softly, âbut I know how much you care about this. Iâm only trying to help.â
He sighed, rubbing his temples. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean that.â But even as he apologized, he didnât meet her eyes. The tension lingered between them, unspoken and heavy.
In the days that followed, the distance between them grew. Fernando started coming home later and later, throwing himself into extra training or staying at the garage long after everyone else had gone. At home, he was irritable, snapping over the smallest things, and often retreating to his study, leaving Y/N alone to wonder what she could do to help.
One evening, as she prepared dinner, she heard him sigh loudly from the living room. She walked over, trying once more to bring him out of his gloom.
âDo you want to talk about the race debrief?â she asked, offering a hopeful smile.
Fernando looked up from his phone, a frown creasing his brow. âNot really, no.â
âBut maybe if you let it out, itâllââ
âY/N, I donât need a pep talk right now,â he snapped, his voice cold and clipped. âIâm not a child who needs consoling every time something goes wrong.â
Her face fell, and she took a step back, the hurt evident in her eyes. âI just⊠I want to be here for you, Fernando. Thatâs all.â
He let out a frustrated sigh, raking a hand through his hair. âWell, maybe I need space right now. Maybe I just want to deal with this on my own without someone trying to fix everything all the time.â
The words hung in the air, heavy and sharp. She opened her mouth to respond but stopped herself, pressing her lips together as she nodded, retreating back to the kitchen, her heart aching.
As the weeks went by, their conversations became shorter, stilted. The vibrant, passionate Fernando she knew was slipping away, replaced by a man consumed by frustration and self-doubt. And no matter how hard she tried, she couldnât seem to reach him, to pull him out of the storm he was drowning in.
Each night, she would lie awake, staring at the ceiling, wondering what else she could do, how she could bridge the growing gap between them. But every morning, she would wake up to see him leave earlier, come back later, and pull away even more.
The man who used to laugh with her, who would dance around the kitchen with her, who whispered sweet nothings in her ear, had been buried under layers of anger and exhaustion. And as much as she tried to hold on, she could feel him slipping away.
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The dim lights cast a soft glow over the living room as Y/N leaned against the edge of the kitchen counter, watching Fernando. She could see the frustration in his face, the tense set of his jaw as he rubbed his temples, his posture rigid with the weight of the latest race. She wanted to comfort him, to reassure him that it would get better, but every word sheâd tried earlier had been met with a wall of silence.
âFernando,â she began softly, inching closer. âYou know, this season is just a rough patch. You've faced so much worse and come back stronger every time. Youâre going toââ
âY/N, stop.â Fernandoâs voice came out sharper than he intended, and his eyes darkened with an intensity that made her heart falter. âYou donât understand. Itâs not just a rough patch. This whole season has been a disaster, and every race, it feels like I'm just fighting against nothing. Nothing is working.â
âI do understand, though,â she insisted gently, keeping her voice calm. âI know how much it hurts. But itâs not all on you. The team is trying, youâre tryingââ
âTrying?â he scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. âIt doesnât matter if Iâm trying. No one cares if I try. All they care about is results, and right now, I canât give them that. So whatâs the point?â
âThe point is that youâve always been a fighter,â Y/N said, feeling a swell of frustration herself. âYouâve never been the kind of person to just give up. But here you are, acting likeââ
âOh, please, spare me the motivational speech!â Fernando snapped, his voice rising. âDo you think I havenât heard all of this before? Do you think any of it actually helps?â
âI'm just trying to be here for you, Fernando!â she replied, her voice breaking slightly. âYouâre pushing everyone away, and Iâm the only one left standing. Do you want to push me away, too?â
âYou donât get it,â he muttered, looking away, a storm brewing in his gaze. âYouâre justâŠyouâre just making it worse. Every time you say these things, itâs like youâre pretending that everythingâs fine when it isnât. Nothing is fine!â
Y/N felt her own frustration boiling over. âMaybe Iâm trying to remind you that youâre not alone, Fernando. Youâre not the only one going through this. Iâm here with youâwhether you want to believe it or not.â
But Fernando only shook his head, running his hands through his hair in exasperation. âSometimes I think youâre better off without me. I mean, do you even know what this life is like? You see a bad race, and you think itâs just one bad day. But itâs a thousand bad days for me, and Iâm justââ
âDonât you dare,â she interrupted, her voice trembling. âDonât you dare tell me that I donât know. Iâve stood by you through everything. I know what itâs like to feel helpless, but Iâm still here!â
Fernandoâs frustration boiled over, and in his anger, he didnât think before he spoke. âLara, why donât you justââ He stopped mid-sentence, his eyes widening as the name fell from his lips. Y/Nâs breath hitched, her face going pale as his words sank in.
The room went silent, an uncomfortable, suffocating silence. She stared at him, her expression crumbling as the hurt flashed across her face. âWhat did you just call me?â
Fernandoâs face contorted with regret, realizing his mistake too late. âY/NâŠIââ
âNo,â she whispered, her voice barely audible. âYou called me by her name.â
âY/N, I didnât mean toâŠâ he stammered, reaching out for her. âIâm sorry, I was just frustrated, andââ
But she stepped back, hurt and disbelief etched across her face. âI get it now. This whole time, youâve been here with me, but your mind has been somewhere else. Youâre so caught up in the past that you canât even see whoâs standing right in front of you.â
âDonât say that,â Fernando said desperately, reaching for her again, but she shook her head, pulling away.
âEnough,â she whispered, her voice breaking. âIâve tried so hard to be there for you, but all I get is anger and resentment. And now, this?â She wiped at a tear that had slipped down her cheek, the betrayal and heartache painted on her face. âI donât deserve this.â
âY/N, please, just let me explain,â he pleaded, but she was already walking away.
âNo, I donât want to hear it.â Her voice was cold, a kind of finality in it that stung more than any words sheâd said before. âIâm done trying to be someone Iâm not just to keep you from falling apart. Iâm done being your emotional punching bag.â
Before he could say anything else, she disappeared into the guest room, locking the door behind her. Fernando stood there, his heart pounding, staring at the closed door, helpless.
Inside the guest room, Y/N sat on the edge of the bed, feeling the weight of everything crash down on her. The tears came quickly, her hands shaking as she clutched the edge of the bedspread, trying to steady herself. How had they gotten here? She thought theyâd been building something together, a real future, but nowâŠit all felt like a lie. The moment heâd called her by his exâs name, something had shattered, leaving her questioning everything sheâd fought for in their relationship.
Outside, Fernando leaned against the door, guilt eating away at him as he listened to her quiet sobs. Heâd hurt the one person whoâd been by his side, and he didnât know how to fix it. Taking a shaky breath, he turned away, walking out of the apartment to get some air, feeling the cold night air hit him as he tried to gather his thoughts.
For the first time in years, Fernando Alonso didnât know how to move forward.
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Y/N drifted into a fitful sleep, her body curled up on the guest room bed, clutching the pillow as if it were the only thing holding her together. The tears had left her drained, her face stained with evidence of a night spent questioning everything she thought they had together. She wanted to understand, wanted to find a way to reconcile his words and the ache in her chest, but sleep took her in spite of herself, leaving her mind restless.
Morning light filtered in through the guest room window, waking her. She felt the heavy weight of last night pressing down, her heart sinking all over again as she remembered his voice, the name that had slipped from his lips so carelessly.
It was just a nameâŠhe was just frustratedâŠbut why does it feel like so much more?
Y/N rubbed at her swollen eyes, steeling herself as she got up. She had a modeling gig that she needed to get to, and she couldn't afford to miss itânot with the way things felt so uncertain now. She packed a small bag quietly, not wanting to disturb Fernando if he was still in the apartment. Every item she folded and placed in her bag felt like a part of her heart being stored away, her resolve hardening with each piece of clothing.
Before she left, she hesitated, her eyes flickering to the empty hallway. She didn't want to leave him without a wordâdespite everything, she still cared. Maybe he thinks itâs over, she thought, and that hurt more than anything else. Taking a pen and paper, she jotted down a quick note and left it on the kitchen counter, pausing to reread it before setting it down.
"Fernando, Iâm going to take some time for myself. I have work I need to focus on, and I think we both need to clear our heads. Iâm not leaving for good, but I need time to think about us, and I hope you understand that. Iâll be back, but please donât contact me until Iâm ready to talk. â Y/N"
She sighed, setting down the note with a shaky hand. Her chest felt heavy, but this was what she neededâto find clarity, to decide if she could really keep standing by his side after last night. With one last glance around the apartment, she walked out, closing the door softly behind her.
Fernando woke up in the early afternoon, his body tense and aching from a restless night on the couch. His first thought was Y/N, and his heart jumped, the events of the previous night flooding back to him in harsh detail. What have I done? The regret clawed at him, a pit in his stomach as he sat up, rubbing his hands over his face.
"Y/N?" he called out, hoping to see her emerge from the hallway, maybe tired and sad but willing to listen. But only silence greeted him. He stood, feeling a pang of panic as he checked the guest room, finding it empty.
His breathing grew shallow as he checked the closet, noticing a few empty hangers. "NoâŠno, pleaseâŠ" He murmured, his voice trembling as he moved to the living room, scanning the apartment frantically, hoping sheâd left a sign she was still there.
I pushed her too far. I let my anger get the best of me, and nowâŠsheâs gone. He felt like the air had been knocked out of him as the full weight of her absence hit.
His eyes fell to the kitchen counter, where a small piece of paper caught his attention. Heart pounding, he reached for it, hands shaking as he read the words. Each line hit him with fresh regret, and when he finished, his vision blurred as tears filled his eyes.
"She needs timeâŠ" he whispered aloud, choking on his words. He gripped the edge of the counter, his knuckles turning white as he struggled to steady himself. Iâve hurt her so much that she needs time away from me just to think.
âOh, Y/NâŠâ he muttered, a tear slipping down his cheek as he sank into the nearest chair. The silence of the apartment felt like a punishment, a void that reminded him of everything heâd done to push her away.
He sat there, re-reading the note over and over, each word deepening the ache in his chest. His mind replayed the argument, every hurtful thing heâd said, and the look on her face when heâd called her by his exâs name.
How could I have been so stupid? He ran a hand through his hair, the anguish in his chest tightening as he thought of her walking out, feeling like she had no choice but to leave him to clear her head. She deserved so much betterâŠ
He looked around, every corner of the apartment filled with memories of her laughter, her warmth. And now, it felt hollow, like the walls themselves were mourning her absence. Unable to sit still, he stood and paced, the weight of his own mistake pressing down on him.
"How did I let it get to this?" he asked himself, voice thick with self-reproach. Sheâs been nothing but supportive, and I repaid her with anger. I donât deserve her forgivenessâŠI donât even know if sheâll give it to me.
He stopped by the window, looking out at the city. Somewhere out there, Y/N was hurting, questioning everything theyâd built. And he knew it was his fault. His stubborn pride, his inability to let her in, his habit of lashing out when he felt vulnerableâit had all led to this moment.
With a deep, shaky breath, he turned from the window, heading toward the door. He needed to clear his mind, to think about how to make things right. But the image of her walking outâof her packing her bags, her face streaked with tearsâkept flashing in his mind.
As he stepped outside, he felt the sting of the cold air, but it didnât ease the ache in his heart. He looked out over the city, a painful emptiness settling over him. Heâd give anything to take it all back, to undo the damage heâd caused.
Please, Y/N, he thought, his heart aching with the silent plea. Please come back to me. But he knew that it would take more than words to earn her trust again. It would take everything he had to prove he was worth her forgivenessâif she ever gave him the chance.
---
Fernando found himself increasingly consumed by regret. Every memory of Y/N seemed like a stark reminder of the mistake heâd made, the pain heâd inflicted on her. Days passed with each one stretching longer than the last, the empty apartment a shell of what it had been with her in it. He left countless messages, each one a little more desperate than the last.
âY/NâŠI know I hurt you. And Iâm not asking you to forgive me overnight, but pleaseâŠjust let me know youâre okay.â His voice cracked in one message, the anguish evident in his words.
Her responses, when they came, were brief, polite, and guardedâkeeping him at armâs length in a way that hurt almost as much as the silence had.
âI'm fine, Fernando. Just busy with work.â
âRight, of course. ButâŠare we okay? I just want to hear it from youâŠâ
âLetâs talk when Iâm back, okay?â
Every short reply felt like another wall between them, a reminder that she was still hurting and far from ready to forgive him. Fernando didnât blame her; he knew heâd have to be patient. But it was hard, agonizingly so.
He threw himself into his training, hoping that the physical exhaustion would numb the relentless guilt. But even that wasnât enough. The sleepless nights, the endless thoughts of Y/N, and the crushing weight of his actions left him feeling drained.
One afternoon, Carlos caught him alone in the paddock, noticing the dark circles under Fernando's eyes and the gaunt look that had taken over his usually vibrant face.
âFernando,â Carlos said sternly, pulling him aside, âwhen was the last time you actually took care of yourself?â
Fernando shrugged, forcing a smirk. âIâm fine, Carlos.â
âDonât lie to me,â Carlos replied sharply. âYou look terrible, man. Everyoneâs noticed. You need to get a grip before you make yourself sick.â
âI made a mess of things with Y/N, Carlos. Itâs⊠itâs all I can think about,â Fernando admitted, his voice barely more than a whisper. âAnd sheâs still so far away. Iâve apologized a hundred times, but⊠nothing feels like enough.â
Carlos shook his head, looking exasperated. âYou called her by your exâs name. Do you even understand how hurt she must be? She trusted you, Fernando! You donât get to brush that off with a few messages.â
Fernando closed his eyes, the guilt clawing at him even harder. âI know,â he murmured, voice trembling. âI know I donât deserve her forgiveness. But CarlosâŠI donât know what Iâd do without her.â
âThen start acting like it,â Carlos said, his tone unforgiving. âYou canât change what you did, but you can show her youâll never make that mistake again.â
A few days later, Fernando was in the team garage when George Russell and Carmen happened to walk by. Carmen, whoâd always been warm and friendly to him, gave him a sympathetic look but quickly turned stern.
âFernando, have you talked to Y/N recently?â she asked, crossing her arms.
âSheâsâŠabroad for work,â he answered, trying to keep his tone neutral.
Carmen shook her head, visibly disappointed. âIf you really care about her, then show her, Fernando. Sheâs heartbroken, and all she needed was for you to be there for her. Instead, you hurt her when she was already struggling to support you.â
George placed a hand on Fernandoâs shoulder. âMate, I know things have been rough with the team, but thatâs no excuse to hurt the person whoâs always by your side. You need to make it right before itâs too late.â
Fernando swallowed hard, feeling his chest tighten as he absorbed their words. He could hardly argue with them; everything they were saying was the truth he didnât want to face. Theyâre right. Iâve been selfish. I hurt her because I couldnât handle my own issues.
Days continued to drag on, and Fernandoâs health began to falter. The sleepless nights and relentless anxiety started to wear on him, his usually fit frame looking leaner and more frail. He was haunted by the image of her teary eyes, of her silent, pained expression before sheâd shut herself away.
One evening, back at the apartment, Fernando felt the full weight of his actions settle onto him. The walls seemed to close in, the empty rooms echoing with memories of her laughter, her voice, her presence. A sudden wave of panic gripped him, the guilt and fear crashing over him like a tidal wave.
What if she never comes back? The thought stabbed through him, cutting deeper than anything heâd felt before.
His breathing grew shallow, and he clutched his chest, trying to force air into his lungs, but it was like his entire body was fighting him. He staggered, clutching the edge of the counter, vision blurring as he struggled to calm himself.
âY/NâŠâ he whispered hoarsely, his voice barely audible. He could almost see her face, feel her hand resting gently on his shoulder, grounding him. But it was just a cruel trick of his mind, and the reality of her absence hit harder than ever.
His knees buckled, and he sank to the floor, gasping for air, his heart racing uncontrollably. I canât lose her. I canâtâŠ
The world started to fade, his mind slipping into darkness as exhaustion finally took over, and he drifted into a fitful, troubled sleep right there on the cold floor.
---
Y/Nâs heart raced as she read the headlines scrolling across her phone screen. Fernando Alonso unwell; concerns raised over health. Panic gripped her, sending a jolt through her entire body. She hadnât been prepared for this; sheâd known he was struggling, but to hear it from the outside world felt like a gut punch.
What happened? Is he okay? She quickly gathered her things, her modeling gig suddenly forgotten. There was only one thing that mattered now: getting back to him.
The flight home felt endless, each second ticking by as worry gnawed at her insides. She replayed their last argument over and over, the way heâd called her by his exâs name, the look of frustration on his face. What if I was too harsh? What if he really needed me and I wasnât there for him?
I need to be there for him now. I need to make it right.
When she finally stepped through the door of their apartment, the sight before her made her heart drop. The place was dimly lit, cluttered with remnants of his solitary life. Empty takeout containers littered the kitchen counter, and the living room looked like it hadnât been touched in days. But what sent her racing was the faint sound of him coughing in the back room.
âFernando!â she called out, fear tightening her throat as she rushed through the hallway. She burst into their bedroom to find him lying on the bed, pale and visibly weak, his body covered with a thin sheen of sweat.
âY/N?â He squinted up at her, confusion and relief mixing in his eyes.
âOh, amor,â she breathed, rushing to his side. âWhat happened? Why didnât you tell me you were feeling this bad?â
He shook his head slightly, his voice hoarse. âI didnât want you to worry. I thought⊠it would pass.â
âStop it,â she said firmly, pushing his hair back from his forehead. âYou shouldâve called me. You need me.â Her fingers brushed against his skin, the heat radiating from him unsettling her even more. âIâm going to take care of you, okay?â
Y/N quickly moved around the room, gathering suppliesâblankets, water, and a few medications she hoped would help him. She set the pillows just right, adjusting them to support his head, feeling an overwhelming need to create a safe space for him.
âY/N, really, Iâm fine,â he murmured weakly, though the tremor in his voice contradicted his words.
âNo, youâre not,â she replied, her heart aching at the sight of him. âYou look terrible.â
Fernando offered a small smile, the kind that made her heart flutter, but it quickly faded. âIâm sorry for everything, for how I treated youâŠâ
âDonât. Right now, letâs focus on getting you better.â She poured him a glass of water, carefully lifting his head so he could drink. âIâm here, Fernando. Iâm not going anywhere.â
After a few sips, he leaned back against the pillows, looking a little more relaxed but still so vulnerable. âYouâre really here.â
âOf course, I am,â she reassured him, her voice softening. âI was worried sick. I donât care how far away I was; I always want to be there for you. Youâre my everything.â
He looked at her with gratitude shining in his tired eyes. âI donât deserve you.â
âYou do,â she insisted, brushing her fingers along his cheek, feeling the stubble beneath them. âYouâve always been there for me, and I want to be here for you now. You just need to rest, okay?â
I canât believe how weak he looks, Y/N thought, panic surging through her as she watched him close his eyes. What if he doesnât get better? What if I lose him because I wasnât there?
âY/N?â he mumbled, his voice barely above a whisper. âStay with me?â
âAlways,â she replied immediately, crawling into bed beside him. She curled up next to him, feeling his warmth seep into her. âJust relax, cariño. Iâm right here.â
She wrapped her arms around him, holding him close as his breathing began to steady. âI missed you so much,â he confessed, voice still weak but laced with affection.
âI missed you too,â she murmured, burying her face against his shoulder. âYou have no idea how much. Just promise me youâll let me take care of you from now on.â
âPromise,â he said softly, closing his eyes again. âIâm sorry for everything. For pushing you away⊠for everything.â
Y/N felt tears prick her eyes, a mix of relief and love swelling within her. âWeâll get through this together, I swear. Just let me love you the way you deserve, okay?â
He nodded slowly, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âYou have no idea how much I need that right now.â
As they lay together, the tension from before began to ease, replaced by a soothing warmth that enveloped them. For the first time in days, she felt hope creeping back in, even if it was just a flicker. The road ahead wouldnât be easy, but as long as they had each other, she believed they could face anything.
----
A few days later, Fernando was back on his feet. He still moved a little slower, a little cautiously, but the spark in his eyes had returned. However, it didnât take long before he noticed Y/N moving sluggishly around the apartment, her face pale, and her usual energy dimmed.
âAmor,â he murmured, catching her as she stumbled slightly in the kitchen. âWhatâs wrong?â
Y/N gave a half-hearted smile, trying to wave it off. âIâm fine, really. Probably just tired from flying back so soon.â
He narrowed his eyes, feeling her forehead. âYouâre warm. And you look exhausted.â
âWell, I did just take care of you around the clock,â she teased lightly, giving him a small, weak smile.
âThatâs it,â he said firmly, gently steering her toward the couch. âYouâre officially off duty.â
Y/N laughed but didnât fight him, too tired to resist. She sat down, wrapping herself in the blanket he brought her as he hovered nearby, his expression filled with worry.
âSeriously, Fernando, Iâm fine. Just a little tired,â she insisted.
âOh no, donât even try that on me,â he replied, shaking his head as he settled next to her. âI know exactly how this feels, and youâve definitely caught whatever I had.â
Y/N sighed, closing her eyes. âMaybe youâre right.â
âStay here,â he commanded softly, a warm smile crossing his face. âDoctor Alonso is on duty now.â
She gave him a skeptical look but relaxed into the couch, her eyelids fluttering shut as he went to the kitchen. Soon, he was back with a tray of tea, soup, and medicine. She opened one eye, watching as he set it all down, his brow creased with concentration.
âI didnât know you knew how to make soup,â she said, raising an eyebrow.
âDonât look so shocked,â he chuckled. âI picked it up somewhere along the way. Or maybe I just have some natural talent you didnât know about.â
She rolled her eyes, smiling. âAlright, Mr. Multitalented. Iâm impressed.â
He grinned, but his smile quickly softened into something more serious. âY/N, about everything⊠I know I messed up. You shouldnât have to bear the brunt of my frustrations.â
âFernandoâŠâ
âNo, let me say this,â he interrupted gently, reaching out to take her hand. âYou were there for me through everything, even when I didnât deserve it. I canât believe I put my own issues onto you.â
Her gaze softened, and she squeezed his hand. âYou were going through a lot, Fernando. I get it. But, yeah⊠it hurt.â
A shadow of regret passed over his face, and he moved closer, looking into her eyes. âIâm so, so sorry, Y/N. I promise I wonât let my issues with the team or anything else come between us again. From now on, youâre my priority.â
She swallowed, her voice barely a whisper. âI just needed to hear that.â
He kissed her hand, looking at her earnestly. âYouâre my everything, amor. And Iâll prove it to you every day if I have to.â
She laughed softly, despite herself. âStarting with the soup?â
âExactly,â he grinned, placing the bowl in her hands. âI donât make soup for just anyone, you know.â
âSpecial treatment,â she murmured, taking a small sip. âAnd here I thought Iâd never see the day.â
He chuckled, settling beside her and tucking the blanket around her shoulders. âThis is just the beginning. Iâve got a whole recovery plan for you.â
âOh really?â she teased, snuggling into the blanket as he adjusted it.
âAbsolutely. This recovery plan includes lots of soup, endless tea, and, of courseâŠâ He paused, flashing her a cheeky smile. âAs many cuddles as you can handle.â
âSounds like a solid plan,â she whispered, resting her head on his shoulder.
He wrapped his arm around her, pulling her close. âThank you for coming back to me,â he murmured softly, pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.
âThank you for letting me,â she replied, her voice warm with affection.
They stayed that way, wrapped in each otherâs arms, as he continued to whisper apologies and promises between gentle reassurances. For now, it was enough to be together, to know that they would face everything side by side.
---
The grandstands buzzed with energy as fans poured into the circuit, filling the air with an electric anticipation. It was a monumental day for Fernandoâhis 400th race. Cameras flashed, fans cheered, and the world celebrated this milestone with him. But as the day progressed, the weight of it all settled in a different way. It wasnât just the years of racing, the trophies, or the fame. It was the realization of who had stood by him, through every twist and turn, every high and low. And there she was, watching him from the edge of the paddock with that warm smile that always calmed him.
When he finally had a free moment, he pulled her into one of the quieter corners of the team lounge, away from the flashing lights and the hustle around them.
âY/NâŠâ he began, taking her hands in his, his thumbs brushing gently over her knuckles. His voice softened, the usual edge in it replaced with something deeper, something raw. âI know today is all about my racing, my 400th, but I donât want it to pass without telling you something.â
She tilted her head, curiosity shining in her eyes. âWhat is it, Fernando?â
He took a breath, collecting his thoughts. âIâve had so many people supporting me over the years, but no oneânot a single personâhas been there for me like you have. I mean⊠Iâve never been an easy person to be with. Iâm⊠difficult,â he admitted with a small, self-conscious laugh. âBut you⊠youâve handled every bit of it with so much patience, so much love.â
Her eyes softened, and she gave his hand a gentle squeeze. âI told you, Fernando. Iâm here for you, no matter what. I always have been.â
He nodded, his gaze never leaving hers. âBut I didnât realize what that really meant until this year. Iâve taken so much out on you, especially when things got hard with the team. And somehow, you stayed.â
âOf course, I did,â she whispered, her voice a mix of reassurance and affection. âI knew who you were from the beginning, and I chose to be by your side. I wouldnât change that for anything.â
Fernando swallowed, feeling his throat tighten. He glanced down, a faint smile appearing on his face as he collected himself. âYouâre so much stronger than me, you know that?â He laughed softly, shaking his head. âI might be the one driving out there, but youâre the one who keeps me going. Youâre my strength, Y/N.â
Her cheeks flushed, and she looked down for a moment, visibly touched by his words. âYouâre going to make me cry,â she teased, her voice thick with emotion.
He reached up, gently lifting her chin so their eyes met again. âI mean it. I donât know what Iâd do without you. I donât even want to think about it.â He paused, gathering his thoughts as he tried to put everything he felt into words. âYouâre my everything. You make all of this worth it, the good times, the bad times. Every single lap, every race⊠knowing youâre there for me makes it all feel complete.â
âFernandoâŠâ she whispered, her voice wavering as tears pricked her eyes.
He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into a tight embrace. âThank you for being here, for being you. For seeing the best in me even when Iâm at my worst.â He held her close, his hand gently cradling the back of her head. âYou have no idea how much that means to me.â
She wrapped her arms around him, burying her face in his shoulder as she took in his words. âI love you, Fernando. And Iâm so proud of youâof everything youâve achieved, and the person you are. I wouldnât want to be anywhere else.â
He leaned back slightly, his eyes glistening as he looked down at her. âIâm proud too, you know. Not just of this career, but of the fact that youâre here with me, sharing this moment. I donât think Iâll ever be able to thank you enough.â
Y/N smiled, reaching up to gently cup his cheek. âJust keep being you. Thatâs all I need.â
He laughed softly, leaning into her touch. âDeal. And for the record, Iâll try my best to keep my temper in check.â
âGood,â she chuckled. âIâll be right here to remind you if you forget.â
He smiled, bending down to press a gentle kiss to her forehead. âI know you will, cariño. And thatâs exactly how I want it to be.â
In that quiet moment, with the noise of the race buzzing around them, they stayed wrapped in each otherâs arms, two people whoâd weathered storms together and come out stronger. Fernando knew that this raceâthis milestoneâwas only the beginning, and he couldnât wait to keep going, with her by his side every step of the way.
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Physioâs Daughter
Jessie Fleming x Physio!Reader
Preview: Reader is following in her motherâs footsteps in becoming a physiotherapist and gets the opportunity to spend the afternoon with the Canadian womenâs soccer team.
Warnings: none
WC: 3.7k
A/N: this is going to be a few parts
You couldnât believe you were attending âbring your kid to work dayâ with your mom as a 22 year old but here you were, in the car on the way to her work.
âAre you sure Iâm not too old to be coming with you?â You questioned your mom.
âItâll be just like going to your clinical rotations. Plus you can put it on your resume, so it's really just helping you.â Thatâs how your mom had tried to convince you that youâd have fun coming to work with her. âPlus I talked with my boss, he said as of now we have an extra spot on the physio team to take someone to the Olympics, if you do well today, maybe it could be you.â
âWouldnât you want someone who's more qualified, not just a student?â You were in the process of obtaining your certification as a physiotherapist. You had finished your bachelorâs degree and were in the middle of your post graduate athletic therapy program.
âWe have all the staff we need, they think bringing on someone young might be good. The players might like having someone closer to their age, not just all 40 and 50 year olds on their staff. Plus youâre plenty qualified, we have students in and out of the facility all the time.â
As a kid you always tagged along with your mom, you didn't have much of a choice, having a single mom who worked late hours in secondary schools meant your evenings were spent in her training room or on the sidelines of games. The older you got, the less you went with your mom, opting to stay home or spend time with friends instead of accompanying her at work. When you moved out to go to university you had chosen to follow in your Momâs footsteps, intending to become a physiotherapist as well. At the same time you moved out, your Mom took on a new job, one that allowed her to travel more, a job with the Canadaâs Womenâs Soccer Team.
It wasnât that you didnât want to spend the day with your mom, you were interested in seeing her work, it was more that you knew you'd be the oldest âkidâ who was at her work, a lot of her other staff had either young children or kids that had moved away and were on with their own lives.
The ride to the training facility was short, you got out of the car, and walked into the front door. You followed your mom around the facility, having no idea where to go. She walked you down and around various hallways, saying hello to the other staff who passed with their small children. You just would give a polite hello and a wave before continuing down the hall.
It was a weird feeling, walking into a room of players you recognized from TV, players who were well known across the country and the world, and yet they greeted your Mom with a hello and questions about her weekend, as if they were friends.
âThat is my daughter, she thinks she's too old to be here but she's studying to be a physio too so I figured I'd bring her here and get some free labor.â You hear your mom joking with the two players standing in front of her, she's pointing at you over her shoulder and the two players who you recognized to be Janine Beckie and Ashley Lawrence were looking over at you. You politely wave and move over in their direction.
âHi.â Not knowing what to say to them, you just keep it short.
They both introduce themselves to you, you assume just being polite of them, it would be hard to not know who they were. One of the other physios comes in, taking Ashley to get taped, your mom taking Janine to work on her knee. Not sure what to do with yourself you just stand back, as if you were back to being a shy 6 year old in a new environment hiding behind your mom. You watch your mom work, she moves effortlessly, doing tasks in seconds that would take you minutes. You always admired your Mom at her work but you had a new appreciation now that you had begun school and realized how much work and time it took to learn everything.
Players come and go, getting various treatments, keeping the staff busy. You watch around, seeing the rest of the staff, how they work with the players, how they all seemed so relaxed and at ease.
âHi Jessie, how are you, what do you need today?â Your mom looks past you toward the door where Jessie Fleming had walked in. Obviously you knew who she was, her olympic heroics from many years ago making her a Canadian household name. On top of her soccer talent that drew your attention as a kid, her appearance definitely didn't hurt. You had always found her pretty, a silly little school girl crush when you were younger watching her on TV as she played as a teenager, something that you had forgotten about over the years but her standing in front of you brought it all back up.
âHi, Iâm doing well. Can I just get my calf worked out? Iâve been having some tightness.â She looked at your mom, a polite smile across her face, she pointed at the empty table as she asked.
âCan you handle that?â You realize your mom is looking at you, asking you to help with Jessie as the rest of the staff is held up with other players. Sheâs asking you to help
âUm, yeah, sure.â You werenât going to say no, plus you could handle a simple massage.
âJessie, this is my daughter, sheâs a physio student and plenty qualified to massage your calf, I promise.â You roll your eyes at your momâs comment, feeling embarrassed that she has to explain that youâre able to help. You wash your hands and walk over to the table Jessie had sat down on.
âHi, Iâm Jessie.â She introduces herself, her hand extended for a handshake, you can't help but let out a small laugh at the fact that she of all people is introducing herself.
âI know who you are.â Your hand meets hers taking her handshake and you quickly introduce yourself to her. Her hand is soft but her handshake is firm, it only lasts a second before you pull back, pointing to her legs.
âWhich calf?â You look at her. She points to her left before taking off her sock and she rolls over onto her stomach shifting up the table so that just her foot is hanging off the edge. You grab lotion and rub it into your hands before placing your hands slowly onto Jessieâs leg. You take a few passes of your hands over her leg before starting to dig into the muscle. It doesn't take you long to find the knot that is resting in her leg, focusing on it. You feel Jessie clench her muscle and slightly pull her leg away. You quickly lighten the pressure you were putting on her and you look at the direction of her face. You see a small grimace across her face.
âAre you good?â The last thing you want is to hurt the captain of the team, that probably wouldn't go over well with anyone.
âYeah it's just sore. Iâve had some previous injury with it.â You knew that, you knew about most of the players' previous injuries, they were publicly announced anyway and you liked to keep up with your mom on what she was doing at work.
âSorry.â Not sure if it's appropriate to apologize, you do it anyway.
âOh donât be, itâs never been a huge injury so Iâm lucky. Unless you were saying sorry about the soreness, but then donât worry, itâs sort of a good hurt I guess.â She stumbles a bit with their words, looking back at you over her shoulder. With her confirmation that the pain wasnât bad, you return your pressure to her leg, working your fingers deep into her skin.
âIs she doing alright Jessie?â The voice of your Mom comes from behind you, you turn to see her walking up toward you, finished with the other athletes.
âShe might be better than you.â Jessie laughs joking with your mom. âNo but seriously she's doing great.â
âI taught her well then.â Your mom gives you a pat on the shoulder before walking away and moving to a desk to do some paperwork.
You finish up with Jessieâs calf, letting her know she should be good to go, the knot being worked out. She stands up with a smile and thanks you for the help. She uses your name when she thanks you which causes a small blush to come across your cheeks. You can't keep your eyes off of her as she walks out to head to the field. When she turns the corner and out of your sight you shake your head, trying to clear your mind as you feel the small childhood crush come crawling back up.
You clean up the table you had been working on, putting the lotion away and wiping down the table with sanitizer. Moving over to where your mom was working, she was completing reports for each of the players who had come in for treatment, she passed them to you to file once sheâs completed with them. When the paperwork is done you follow her out to the pitch. You find yourself sitting on the bench, watching as the players work through drills, your mom occasionally going to chat with the coaching staff or other physios.
You couldn't help but watch Jessie, watching how effortlessly she made moving the ball look, how much power and control she had on the ball, it was fascinating. On a couple of occasions you found yourself admiring her physique a little too much, watching as her muscles twitch with every movement. You also started to notice she was favoring her weight on her right leg the longer practice went on.
âMom.â You get your momâs attention, not wanting to make the call yourself on if Jessieâs movements were unusual. âDoes Fleming usually favor her right leg?â
âWhat?â She moves over closer to you, looking out to the field in the direction of Jessie. You both watch as Jessie takes another pass, moving upfield with the ball. âOh, no she doesn't, I mean she prefers her right foot, but not like that.â
At the next water break you see your mom sitting in front of Jessie, hand on her calf, you watch as they talk about your mom maneuvering her leg. When the team moves back to the field, the players and coaches bring out their kids, letting them join in on games. Jessie stays sitting, now talking with your mom and the coach. She then stands up, your mom following her in your direction.
âCan you take her inside? I want to be overcautious and treat her for a calf strain, heat pack, use the TENS unit, then have her roll out, ice and tape.â Your mom throws a laundry list of tasks at you.
âOf course.â You stand up, grabbing your water and phone from next to you before heading in the direction of the physio room.
âSorry you're getting stuck with me again.â You apologize to Jessie, trying to make small talk with the girl and also hoping she doesnât feel like sheâs getting stuck with just the student again.
âOh, I don't mind. I wasn't really joking earlier when I said you did a better job than your mom.â She gives you a smile, you feel the flutter in your stomach. Her praise is nice, but it's the smile that she's giving you that makes your stomach flip, itâs gentle and friendly. âDon't take that the wrong way, your mom is excellent, just it was different, you were more thorough maybe, Iâm not sure, it was just different.â Jessie rambles.
âThat's probably because Iâm more nervous about messing up than they are.â Youâre honest, you were doing everything to the exact standard, following the expectations you had been taught in class, yet to develop your own style.
âYouâre nervous?â She seems surprised.
âI mean, wouldnât you be, being brought into a professional sports team and being asked to help that team's captain while you're still a student? I mean I guess youâre usually level headed, penalty machine and all.â Thankfully you have half a brain to not throw in that the captain being attractive was definitely adding to your nerves.
âOh believe me, I was nervous for those penalties but Iâve always thought nerves are good, they show you care. How much more school do you have?â She continues with the small talk.
âJust another semester. And then licensing tests, but just a semester of school.â
âThat's exciting, do you know what you are going to do after that?â You make your way into the training room, holding the door open for Jessie to walk through.
âI donât know, probably work at some secondary school to start, work my way up to bigger teams, I'll have to see what options I have. Go ahead and sit up on the table.â You point at the table at the end of the room as you move over to where the heat packs were stored. Jessie is sitting on the table, watching you when you turn around. You lift her foot, placing the heat pack on the table before placing her calf down on top of it.
âIs it still just sore or is it more sharp now?â Turning the conversation back to a more professional topic away from the small talk about yourself.
âJust sore, feels like a sore muscle.â
âYou know, it's nice to actually meet you finally.â When you give her a confused look, she continues âI just mean your mom talks a lot about you.â
âOh that's embarrassing.â You regret saying it as soon as it comes out of your mouth, you loved your mom, you know you shouldnât be embarrassed about her talking about you.
âNo, it's actually really sweet, I hope my parents talk about me even half as much as your mom talks about you. Sheâs so proud of you. You're her world.â
âYeah, I know, it was always just the two of us. I know she misses me when Iâm at school, I feel bad leaving her sometimes.â You look down, then realize youre probably giving way too much information to someone who likely doesn't care. âSorry, I don't mean to talk about my personal stuff.â
âNo problem, I don't mind, it's nice talking to you,â she quickly corrects her sentence âto someone closer to my age.â
You pull up a stool and sit with Jessie while she uses the heat pack. When the heat pack starts to cool off you slide over and start digging around for the TENS unit your mom recommended. When youâve opened your third cabinet and had no luck finding it Jessie speaks up.
âThey keep the TENS over there.â She points across the room to a different cabinet. You push up off the stool and move over to where she pointed, opening a drawer and finding it quickly.
âSorry, I obviously donât know where anything is, I didn't have time to really get acclimated this morning.â You feel embarrassed, already feeling inferior being the student but now being clueless and having to have Jessie tell you where everything is.
âThatâs alright.â She reassures you. You move back and attach the pads onto her calf, turning the machine on low and handing her the controls and tell her to leave it on for 10 minutes. She messes with the controls of a second before setting down the remote and slightly leaning back, her arms propped behind her. Not knowing what to do with yourself you stand up and move over to the other tables where rolls of tape, bandaids, scissors, and various other tools used by the trainers are askew. You tidy up, finding where things belong through your own searching.
âSo what do you do outside of school?â You had gotten used to the silence that Jessieâs voice breaks.
âWell school takes up most of my time, I wish I could travel more, I miss going to new places, seeing new things. But unfortunately school turns me into a pretty boring person.â
âMaybe youâll get a travel experience this summer eh?â You turn at her, youâre assuming sheâs implying going with your mom to Paris for the Olympics. âYour mom mentioned she wanted you to come with the team.â
âYeah she said something about it to me, I mean Iâd have to have her boss, Mark, pick me, I think thereâs a few people theyâre looking at for the trip. She thinks itâll be a good experience for me for future jobs. I know it would look good on a resume and all but I also donât want to get the opportunity just because my mom is here.â
âIf it means anything you have my vote, the other people have been boring.â Jessie quickly says. âSorry thatâs not what I meant. I just meant, youâve been the best one theyâve tried out. You care the most, at least it seems like you do. Plus youâre easy to talk to, the rest were too caught up on work, some of them stressed me out just being around them. And no one else was as observant. Your mom mentioned you were the one to see I was putting my weight off center, thatâs why itâs important to have fresh eyes.â
âYeah, I just happened to be watching, I get told Iâm observant a lot.â You move your hands to take the TENS unit off of her gently peeling the pads from her skin. You move to grab her the foam ball across the room, tossing it in her direction. Jessie tried to catch it, it bounces off her hands, into her face and then onto the floor.
âOh my god sorry, I didnât mean to throw it that hard.â You throw your hands in her direction apologizing. Moving quickly across the room you pick up the ball where it had rolled before gently placing it in her hand.
âNope, that was my fault. Thereâs a reason I play a foot sport.â She laughs. Her laugh is beautiful, it fills the room momentarily. It makes you feel light inside.
Just as she moves to the floor to begin rolling out her calf, the training room door opens and in comes the loud crowd of her teammates. They move in all directions across the room, some moving to the ice bath, some moving to grab heat packs. Some move to take off tape, tossing it in the trash. Itâs loud, conversations in every direction and youâre quickly swept away, your arm being pulled by your mom as she moves you over to where the ice cooler was. Youâre instructed to make ice bags for the players who want them and help them wrap the ice wherever they want it. Itâs an easy task but it takes you away from Jessie, no longer having the quiet privacy of the training room.
You wrap arms and legs and shoulders and backs and feet with ice. You canât help but keep glancing at Jessie, she was still rolling her calf, chatting with her teammates as they walked by. On a couple instances you caught her looking back at you, sheâd give a quick smile before looking away. You finish the last player requesting ice and when you look up Jessie is now sitting on the table with Mark, heâs taping her calf. A small part of you feels jealous, which is insanely stupid you tell yourself, sheâs his player not yours, heâs the head trainer, youâre not even one, it should be him doing the work.
Only a few minutes later, Jessie hops off the table, giving you a wave and a shout of thanks before leaving the room. Only staff remained, the rest of the players on their way home for the day. You finish cleaning up, asking your Mom a couple of times where everything belongs, making sure nothing gets put away in the wrong place.
It feels like time has flown by in the eight hours that you have been at the training center, before you know it youâre headed out to the car with your mom, the same way you came in this morning.
âMark wanted to extend the offer for you to spend the rest of the summer here, and for the Olympics. Heâs going to give you a call tomorrow, but he gave me a heads up. It can probably count as some clinical work for school, he said heâll just have to get the paperwork sorted. Something about high praises from a certain team captain.â Your mom nudges you with her shoulder. You look at her and you can tell sheâs being suggestive with her wording.
âWhat?â Your cheeks begin to flush slightly. âYouâre the one who kept sticking her with me.â
âI know, I also know you had a little crush when you were younger.â She teases. You just roll your eyes, not wanting to give yourself away.
âOh my god mom that was years ago, sheâs not my type.â It was true, your dating history was littered with blonde preppy girls with terrible personalities, quite literally the opposite of Jessie. Hoping that fact would help your argument that you didnât still have a crush on Jessie and it seemed to as your mom dropped the topic.
âI know honey, Iâm only kidding you. You can drive, Iâm tired.â She places the keys in your hand. You donât mind driving, you turn back looking at the facility, realizing you could be spending your summer everyday here didnât sound like too bad of an idea.
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