#weird thoughts with swan

[sofiisx]

Fr

[the-sweetest-g1rl-in-town]

In a very big need of someone giving me money, i need new nails, new lip gloss, any primer, any lashes because i look like a clown, i also omg i need new bracelets and earrings wdym im poor, I'd kill for an oreo chocolate rn, it should be given too women for free along with pads, during their periods

[celeronandco]

It wasn't hard to notice the melancholy that Bragi was experiencing so he sought to try and at least comfort the small Kai. While he wasn't familiar with the usual tone that Frosbyte used it in, he hoped the smile he gave him was a hopeful one.

"I'm sure that you'll see those places again. You have plenty of time being a Kai yourself and with me being apart of the time patrol, I will be around for a long time yet. Usually the members resume aging once they officially retire from the patrol, or in special cases when they wish to start families."

"My job is primarily fighting, so any way I can become better at it means that I can be better at my job. Plus, I get to see a vast amount of places in history, learning about different cultures by proxy. I'm also able to take snapshots of landscapes and paint that later when I have time."

He didn't know why but talking to Bragi about painting was almost cathartic for him. He knew he was pointed in Bragi's direction about learning things but he never expected to be helped in this manner. It was a nice change of pace.

[alicefawnn]

No one really liked you or atleast that’s what your brain made you think

Let that hatred go

[syscciht]

really dumb question, why do you ship dreammare? (YOUR ART IS SO COOL BTW !!!)

tahnky uou…

i think i enjoy dreammare a lot particularly for the sun and moon motif. its like. so poetic and elegant and gives me a reason to make them pretty and celestial when they kiss fhdkkd. though also a part of shipping them (and other ships im a little more private about) is just a thing i use to cope and have fun.

i think topics like incest and guilt and abuse etc make a story flavorful and better than a happy healthy normal couple. when i do rps or just think about them i enjoy working out their feelings and why they’re the way they are (trauma or mental disorders)… a psychology topic im really obsessed with are paraphilias and i like incorporating them into my writing and ideas (especially since paraphilias can cause guilt in those who are affected). snickers i just like making my favorite characters guilty for wanting to kiss their brother (dream and swan in particular).

i also think theyre just pretty together?? my most recent drawing of them is so pretty i think. dream’s glowy yellow is so pretty against nightmare’s dark teal. sun and moon.. dark and light.. negativity and positivity.. good and bad.. opposites attract :3

[thresholdbb]

Can we talk about The Dying Swan moment in Coda? As someone who was once a very serious ballerina, I need to talk about the Dying Swan. Here's your context --

CHAKOTAY: Harry's clarinet solo was okay. I could have done without Tuvok's reading of Vulcan poetry. But the highlight of the evening was definitely Kathryn Janeway portraying the Dying Swan. JANEWAY: I learned that dance when I was six years old. I assure you, it was the hit of the Beginning Ballet class.

Have you seen The Dying Swan? It is dramatic.

Here, take a minute:

First of all, this dance is much too advanced for a six-year-old, even if they’re doing it in demi pointe. (Six-year-olds emphatically should not be in pointe shoes btw.) The dance is almost entirely bourees and arm movements done to very subtle musical cues, not the foundational ballet moves typically taught in Beginning Ballet.

This is a very vulnerable, dramatic dance that is effective because of its subtleties. The performer would need to embody that vulnerability in some way for a convincing performance. It's short, but it's a solo piece -- all eyes on you. I mean, it was choreographed for a prima ballerina, BUT THAT'S NOT MY POINT

Can you imagine our unflappable Captain Janeway willingly getting in front of her crew to do this ballet? I get that it’s thematically relevant to the plot of Coda, but since Janeway is only vulnerable in front of her crew when it means putting herself in harm’s way, it seems like a wild decision. She tends to hold herself apart from her crew, maintaining the professional distance of the captain. Further, when she does any creative pursuit, it is almost always in private, since her sister was the artist in the family and she was the scientist. As a captain, she commands Voyager in a much different way than she would as a dancer with this piece. I'm not saying she never shows vulnerability because she definitely does, but not necessarily in this way. Then when she talks about it with Chakotay, she just casually brushes it off with a laugh like no big deal.

There’s also the question of costume – would she have gone full tutu? Done it in her Starfleet uniform? An impeccable yet flow-y white suit? She does get into costume and command a performance in Bride of Chaotica!, but Coda is still kind of early days for our captain. Arachnia aligns more with what we know about Janeway's character.

Granted, it is Chakotay laying down these complements about her dancing ability and he is clearly biased. To be fair, Neelix does too before they leave in the shuttle. If she did this dance and performed it poorly or amazingly, I feel like the crew would look at her a bit differently afterwards.

Canonically she did The Dying Swan, but I certainly have trouble picturing it happening.

[floofeeeeee]

Rereading everblaze has been so interesting and I could talk about it for so long but I’m goin to talk about this specific part that had me SOBBING when I first read it (and again the SECOND time I’ve read but for a different reason)

And this is also a reason to complain about the council (I hate them all) (yes ALL of them)

Tw mentions of eating disorders and suicide 



“Instead, all we find is wrong." He turned to stare at Sophie, making it clear he included her in that wrongness,”

I want to talk about this part first before the rest because I find it really interesting. (And because the other parts will be longer) It’s clear to me that the cancel is afraid of Sophie in some kind of way they find her threatening even though she’s proven all she wants to do is help. They’re scared because they know her existence threatens there’s she’s the savior that’s supposed to fix’s the wrongs of their world.their wrongs they know there’s another group out there they know that’s the group that kidnapped Sophie and Dex but instead they fixated oh the black swan because to them it threateners there power and control. they feel the need to keep Sophie under control they need to keep her under their control.

“Sophie foster is not normal.” She closed her eyes as the words rattled around her mind”

This part comes a bit before the first one but that’s because I knew I wanted to talk more about this specifically it hits heard for a couple of reasons I’ll get into.

Gosh…. This part man :( ok let’s start with the fact that the lost cities was a place that was supposed to be where she belong it was supposed to make her feel normal and safe but instead she met with same kind of hate that she got from the humans. Sophie to me feels like a fallen gifted kid someone who was able to get to the top of her class now at the bottom and shamed for it. It wasn’t her fault that she could read minds as a kid and not know how to stop them it wasn’t her fault that she never grew up in the lost cities to learn the ruins everyone grew up learning. And yet they still shame her, for not being normal not being like them because she grew up with humans because she some kind of lab rat someone that’ll hurt there kids and them

They never see her for the child that she is the smart brave funny individual who’s saved their lives more then once no. Because she not normal. she doesn’t act right

As someone who neurodivergent this hits really hard I was constantly told when I was younger by my peers that I was weird. And I’m sure most people who are neurodivergent have a similar experience of being treated differently just because you’re not normal.. 

 “She closed her eyes as the words rattled around her mind”

For so long she been called not normal by almost everyone around her her human mother (even if she never said it to her face) her classmates in school and her classmates now In The place she was told was perfect and safe and were she belong.

GOSH I JUST WANT TO GRAB THEM AND THROW THEM AT THE SUN DIE

She deserves to live a happy life for once :(

“It wasn't until he raised it over her head that she realized what was happening.”

“Two of the Council's bodyguards rushed to her sides, holding her in place as Councillor Emery clamped” the silver band around her forehead.

“The circlet was Dex's telepathy restrictor.”

“The Council was trying to take away her abilities.”

This part makes me sick SICK this was the part that I cried at when I first read it. The realization of what was happening to her felt like I was being hit by a truck. The fact that the council had there bodyguards hold her In Place …… UGHHHHHGGH I want to fall them to in a ditch I swear. they were trying to make her talentless in a weird fucj up way to control her if wasn’t for the fact that her powers are so strong they would’ve forcefully made her disabled. Because that’s what talentless elf’s are to them. It’s how they treat them. It’s how they treat Dexs dad it’s how they treated Brant

I can’t imagine the horror and fear Sophie felt in that moment they had other options but no the reason they chose this one is because they knew it was the best way to keep her under control.

“She knew it was slumberberry tea even before she saw the purple color, and she drank it gladly, downing the whole thing and hoping it knocked her out for a few years—decades-the rest of eternity.”

How do you fuck up so badly that you get a girl WHO REFUSES to drink any kinda of sleeping drug do to the trauma of being kidnapped and drugged against her will. To DOWN like ten of them because of the pain and trauma you’ve brought her.

HOW CAN YOU CAN YOU NOT SEE HOW F UP THAT IS

“Edaline tried to get her to eat something, but she wasn’t hungry”

“All she wanted was more tea.”

I’m thinking back to this post I saw were someone mentioned that Sophie shows a lot of signs of eating disorders. And here it pretty prevalent. Her avoiding eating and avoiding the waking world to me in way makes me think she could be suicidal. She obviously depressed and ashamed. She feels like she should be disowned by her friends and family because she useless now. Or well in her eyes she is. 

“begging begging begging her to wake.”

“So she dove deeper into her drug-induced haze, wishing she could find her way back to the nook in her mind and stay there forever. She'd been happy there.”

“Safe.”

This is where I see it most. All she wants to do is hide in this drug-induced haze, wanting to go back to the nook in her head were she felt Saft warm and happy. But once the drug wears off she back in the living full of a pain and heartache. Where she feels utterly useless and broken. All she want to do is be happy. But because the council are all absolute idiots they decided to make her life a living hell!!! I’ll still never forgive Bronte for inflicting her In Exil still one of the most F up things he’s done.

Anyways I’m tired and if I try to write more it might not come across right oop just know I hate the council !!!

Thanks for reading my nonsense I hope I made sense or a least made a good analysis :D



[howly]

oh come on. what is edward even on about? if a vampire told me that the smell of my throat made him go feral i would probably go feral myself. it would be the single hottest thing anyone has told me in my life

[theromanticrationalist]

Sheldon: *laughing to himself* "I wish you can all be inside my head! The conversation is sparkling!" The guys: . . . Sheldon: "Fine! I'll tell you! A lichen is an organism made up of two separate species, fungi and algae. If you could merge with another species, which species would you pick and why? Hint: there is a right answer. None of you will get it." Raj: "Okay, I'd pick swan because the resulting hybrid would have the advanced industrial civilization of a human and the long graceful neck I've always dreamed of having!" Sheldon: "Wrong. The best organism for human beings to merge with is the lichen itself. That way you'd be human, fungus, and algae. Triple threat! Like three-bean salad." Leonard: "Give me one circumstance that would be useful." Sheldon: "Alright, picture this. A beautiful outdoor concert. Now, as a human, I appreciate Beethoven, as a fungus I have a terrific view growing out of a towering maple tree, and no thank you expensive concessions because as an algae, I'll just snack on this sunlight." Raj: "He got us again." Leonard: "No, he didn't." Raj: "Anyway, if its okay with you we should talk about Howard's bachelor party." Sheldon: "Well, seems bit of a let down after our lichen conversation, but what would you know, your half-swan." The Big Bang Theory 5x22 The Stag Convergence

[helluvapurf]

[catamaurrr-star]

i think hsr is a horror game just for this fucking trailer alone

[the-sweetest-g1rl-in-town]

Cinnamon in my teeth, from your kiss

[kandidandi]

i went to the bird park today and was just chilling near the lake and heard the LOUDEST scream i ever heard, it was some lady going “OH MY GOD ITS A CHICKEN” like girl same honestly

[alicefawnn]

What if I disappeared…

[fabdante]

Based on DMC1 Dante wearing black leather gloves that cover his whole hand:

Reboot Dante wearing the same or similar gloves as DMC1 Dante, because of how you said Vergil's gloves make touch easier for Kat? Like, Kat mentions it, and Dante's like, "Oh, I could do that too" and gets himself a new pair of gloves, to make it easier for her?

Ok so I can see how my headcanons on this subject could lead here asdfghjk and I think that's fair and very cute particularly if someone's into Dante/Kat or just wants a cute Dante and Kat platonic friend moment. This makes sense.

However, I will say though when pertaining specifically to my headcanons Kat's glove trick kinda like...get's messy after the events of the game asdfghjk due to how heavily associated it is with Vergil and the safety and comfort of Vergil it just kind of...Doesn't Work anymore, particularly with Dante because I tend to write Kat as finding the identical nature of the reboot twins just very...uncanny? For lack of better term?

The fact that his hands in gloves are so similar but also not Vergil's fucks her up and she does Not Like It. Something like this comes up sometimes in my fics, Kat will comment or think about how like borderline uncomfortable it makes her with how similar the twins look. Like, it's not something Dante's doing intentionally obviously. He's just acting like himself, it's just very weird for Kat after spending years (in my fanon of the game at least) having gotten so used to Vergil and how he behaves, then suddenly being introduced to his identical twin who moves around nothing like him while sharing his face. It's very weird for her dfghjkl she'll get used to it but she is not yet.

Which brings me back to the glove thing and how like before with Vergil it made her comfortable due to the fact it was a very Vergil thing, but how after the game if Dante tried to do that it turns around to being uncanny and uncomfortable and Bad for her because it's not Vergil. Also the fact that the safety, comfort, and trust with Vergil's a bit broken due to the events of the end of the game. So a large part of why gloves in particular felt safe and comfortable (that association with Vergil) is kind of gone at the moment.

That said I do see how the natural progression of 'Kat is touch avoidant and finds the fact gloves feel different then bare hands' is 'Dante can emulate that by wearing gloves' so like that is very fair asdfghjkl that is a very fair headcanon to have and very cute.

[comfortablecomfort]

OK, OK! I need to say this. So, some of you might be familiar with this app, Time Princess, for those who don't know, It's basically an app where you dress up, play stories, and make choices. There's this story called "Swan Lake." ( an adaptation of the ballet) And I'm not really a huge fan of it or the characters.

Butttttttt.......

In 1-17, the final stage of the story where Signey, becomes queen(the character you're playing as) becomes queen you have the option to pick, Aldous, Audwin, or neither and rule alone. If you choose neither, there's this line of dialogue where Audwin threatens to curse Aldous and turn him back into a swan.....

Signey teases him by saying that since their both twins, their senses are linked

AND THEN SHE SAYS THAT AUDWIN IS MORE TICKLISH THEN ALDOUS, AND THEN AUDWIN GETS ALL FLUSTERED AND LEAVES.... LIKE-AHHHHH I CAN'T 😩✋🏼

Lowkey want Time Princess tkl content