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PARANOiD DJ - 'We're Sure To Drown (Husk's Tale)' feat. Cycoriot (Hazbin...
And yet more Careless To Let It Fall music posting! This is another one that I listen to so that I can get into the Dooku headspace, although mostly the mid war Dooku and Obi-Wan conversation headspaces. It’s pretty obvious when you listen to it and hear how despairing Husk is of his circumstances and his insistence that he can’t be saved and I really feel that for Dooku to a degree. This song was actually one of my earliest themes for the story as a whole, beyond Powerless obviously, and so I’ve listened to it quite a lot. It’s definitely a favourite to listen to when I’m writing this one
#youtube#careless to let it fall#writing to music#star wars clone wars#paranoid dj#we're sure to drown#musing about fanfiction#how my music tastes make my stories grow
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i know ive called mikksy a white girl drunk but that did not mean he could go ahead and dance like one too... OH oh girl...
6.27.24 (x)(x)
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#cats: after dark#well at least hes not trying to drown himself with beer#small victories#oh mikksy girl we're gonna get you some dance lessons#all that body im sure you can find a rhythm#i can fix her i swear i can#her robotic dance is rather charming though#i could also make her worse hmmm decisions decisions#tw flashing lights
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I just love how John describes stuff that really don't need to be "ORTHUR !! ORTHUR !! THE MAN HAS HIS HANDS AROUND YOUR NECK !!! ORTHUR HE'S CHOCKING YOU !!!" yeah man thanks I think he noticed
#orthur the weed is grabbing your ankle you need to cut it#yes i'm pretty sure he's aware of that#we're going to drown orthur !!!#yeah i think he knows#malevolent#john malevolent#arthur lester
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Canto 6 was incomplete
Literally why are we there? Like, we just go to a manor that's in t-corp I guess. But why are we there? We've got another Heathcliff and he's cool but he just shows up pissed off for no reason and then we leave? Weird af. Nelly, Linton, and Josephine were cool and Hindley...existed. But it's a weirdly low number of supporting characters, and I guess that 1 really important and cool one could have made up for it but that didn't happen. Even the Mili song felt incomplete, like only 1/2 of it was there! Such an odd choice to make at the halfway mark for our 12 sinners. It just feels like a lot of stuff was missing and it's really sad because I was excited for Heathcliff's canto.
#canto 6 spoilers#limbus company#heathcliff#I really loved how much he loved *REDACTED*#this is a joke obv#I'll give my more thorough thoughts once I'm not drowning in work/got some time to remove myself from sheer HYPE mode#but overall? loved it. not as much as Canto 5 but Canto 5 just hit all of my favorite things.#and to be compared to Canto 5 is an unfair fate for anything. it'd be like comparing Aquaman to Dr. Manhattan it's just not how that works#at least not to me#I felt the lows of this chapter and resonated with them. I really liked most the characters (not Hindley though that's a personal thing)#and I'm sure that the 'Carmen shows up like the PS5 in our brain' moment probably kicks ass if you know who she is and why we care#which I did not so I didn't really get that. still a cool moment but it didn't hit like it did for other people.#final fight? a slog and tough and tbh kinda unfun at times. I think that kinda adds to it though. we're stuck in a horrible loop.#the initial fight against alternate Heathcliff was still the height of the canto for me. that kicked SO MUCH ASS and it was a good twist
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Didn't felt like mentioning it immediately but shoutout to my sick and twisted brain for getting so triggered by an unexpected Christmas parade that I ended up havin the absolute worst panic attack of my entire life (potentially the only real one? I've had a couple other episodes I thought of as panic attacks but they were not even close to that so who knows) to the point where I spent the very last day of my 30th year on this earth in the ER, good times, good times 😊
#that was 10 days ago and i honestly was fine immediately after it ended so don't worry for me <3#but yeah this shit was crazy holy hell#like i knew intellectually that 'feeling like you're dying' is a symptom of a panic attack but *actually* feeling it is another thing...#and even at the worst i was like 'ok i'm clearly having a panic attack it's not nice but it's gonna be ok'#but there was a piece of my brain that was like 'ok but what if your mom or grandma had told themselves that...'#'when they were having heart attack? They would have died and so will you 😊'#and i was like shit can't argue with that better get my ass to the hospital before i die#spoiler alert: i didn't died#ironically enough the revolting state of our healthcare system is lowkey what helped me calmed the fuck down#because i was tiny but i do remember when my mom had her heart attack and they sure as hell didn't let her wait for 7h+#so when i realized that this is what was gonna happen after i spent a brief moment with a nurse i was just like...oh i'm fine actually lol#and then i had to go take the bus in my fake crocs that i usually never wear outside of the house smh#interestingly enough my phobia of hospital seems to have competely disappear! which makes me believe that it was more a trauma response#than an actual phobia#not that the name changes that much but still interesting development#also no i'm not wearing a mask because nobody gave me one#that's actually one of the thing that made me leave lmao#oh and btw the christmas parade is true but also a bit more complex than that#basically i had a full sleepless night and i was mad so i decided to go buy myself some weed#turned out that there was a huge christmas parade 5 minutes away from the weed store so i hade to find another way#and then i got lost on the way back#and saw no less than 3 big fights between different homeless people#including one man randomly kicking another man's dog (which kinda really messed with me tbh)#and then i smoked a big joint (first one in like 10 days) with 0 sleep and zero food in my body#and then i took the bus#and then the bus driver yelled at an elderly man for not waiting at the right place#and then i took a sip of water and for some truly strange reason my brain decided that the water had gone in my lungs#and that i was actively drowning#and the rational part of me was like...girl that's not what drowning feels like what are you even talking about??#and then my brain went 'well if we're not drowning than we're having a heart attack'
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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.
Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.
#thank fuck for our silm special interest tho#we can finally get like traction on posts#which'll mean that when our fibro flare-up finally dies down (lmao it'll be ages bc our dad is Stressing The Fuck Outta Us)#we can get commissions done again#and through those. well.#money both for clothes to make us comfortable#(which will also last for years & be the right kinda clothing for when we move overseas)#and also for savings for WHEN we move overseas#like our grandma is nice & all &'ll probably help pay for us getting housing or whatever#but i dont want to have to Rely on her inheritance from her aunt(?)#and disability benifits are dodgy at best. and we'll have to survive somehow *before* we get them through#and i kinda dont want to have to rely on the generosity of an old school friend's mum. or a 10th cousin 4 times removed (or whatever)#who might well be dead before we move to ireland#bc he's like 95 rn#and idk if he'd even let us stay at his (scarily enormous) house At All#also. idk if we'd have the money without some kinda work to get HRT when we move out. dont wanna have to be reliant on parents or the gov.#for our HRT. i doubt we could get public healthcare to cover it. not immediately at least.#and i kinda dont want to have to go back on birth control. cause progesterone or w/ever its called has feminising effects iirc#and we're not sure if we want a hysterectomy yet. so.#it'd be a choice between periods (hell) and HRT (expensive)#fuck i hate being disabled sometimes#like actually if anyone calls chronically fatigued ppl “lazy”. i fucking WISH i was lazy.#like bitch please this flare-up is making it so that NONE of my meds get rid of the pain anywhere NEAR fully#and im low-key on the Good Shit™#also so annoyed that ireland hasnt legalised weed. bc. we're almost certainly gonna be doing it for pain#and getting an *illegal* product is so much more difficult#lmao i worked out commas#—Roquén#my fingies hurt so much rn lmao#anyway gonna go draw my source drowning in blood & despair. then im gonna work out what the fuck kinda pigments caranthir would use
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@beatingheart-bride
"Pa and I used to go to the park on our days off," Susannah recalled with a soft, fond smile, her arm wrapped around Philippe's waist as well as they walked. With a full belly and the dreamy darkness of the park around them, she was in good spirits, able to live in the moment, as well as look back on her past with an easier heart.
"We'd either go very early or very late-when there'd be fewer people around," she remembered, kicking a stray pebble off the path: Nothing quite spoiled an outing like the snide looks or annoyed grumbles, so it was better to go when it could just be the two of them. "Sometimes, we'd pack a sort of picnic breakfast or dinner with us, and find a nice place on the grass to eat and talk. Sometimes Pa would bring a book and read aloud from it, and...sometimes we'd watch the sun rise or set.
I...I haven't done it in forever," she confessed, rubbing the back of her neck as she admitted to this. She stopped going to the park so often after her father died, oftentimes opting to instead coop herself up in the house. It just didn't feel the same without him, but maybe now, with Philippe in her life, maybe it was time to start anew. To start going again, and watching the sun the way she used to. To look at it as something beautiful, a grand part of nature, and not the frustrating herald of another long day...
#((it's both sad *and* embarrassing! especially when people express shock in disney making something...good nowadays!))#((because it's true! they are prioritizing profits over the integrity of the company *or* producing anything))#((that could be charitably called 'art'! there have absolutely been a few gems here and there))#((especially where pixar is concerned; but it's absolutely rare-i'm a fan of the old disney too; long before the modern age))#((where we're all drowning in this crap! hell i'd almost take the early days of cheap direct-to-dvd sequels over this))#((because even though they were made on the cheap and not as good as the films that preceded them))#((it feels like they weren't being shoved down our throats every time we turned around))#((*and* for all of those direct-to-dvd films' flaws; a lot of people have soft spots for them and remember them fondly))#((not all of them; but some! and i'm not sure people will be as nostalgic and soft towards these new movies down the line!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Genderbent
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I was quite excited to finally watch Life on our planet. 10 seconds in, already disappointed - upset, even.
Sharks, living fossils.
As a paleontologist, hearing the words living fossil hurts. They souldn't be used, especially in a scientific context.
A fossil is, by definition, dead - usually an organism that has been dead for millions of years.
" Living fossils " has been used to talk about living organisms - extant species - that look very similar to their fossil - extinct - ancestors (coelacanths, sharks, dragonflies,...). It implies that these organisms have not evolved for millions of years (reminder : all currently living organisms are exactly as evolved, we've all been evolving for the same amount of time since LUCA). It is used by ignorant journalists and, most importantly, by creationists who are using "living fossils" as a proof that evolution isn't real.
So, yeah, you could say it's just a journalistic oxymoron. But using it when adressing an audience is hurtful to evolutionary biology / paleontology.
The prefered term is panchronic species :)
#it's not that big of a deal but it's basically my job to make sure we stop saying “living fossils”#I was attending a symposium the other day when a peer used “living fossil” during a talk - lost all faith in science :')#who cares we're drowning#paleontology#life on our planet#(I could only watch like 10 minutes of it before Netflix crashed :') )
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lost vocation: fish
#just me hi#i am fresh from the shower helloooo world hfbsh#wanna go swimming again before it gets real cold.. i love you lake lol :)#reed doesn't like lakes and i kiinda get it; the depths and the unseen yeya#but there is also something comforting about being in something very large and very heavy. it's all the right pressure n i like it :>#pools are Not the same and simply cannot match up </3 also they're so hard to breath around so Lol#hot tubs have it out for me i dunno what i did but they are displeased about it#Okay i just remembered the heavy chlorine smell usually comes from a lot of urine in the pool so that's uh. hm#also i have nearly drowned in more pools than lakes so that too hghfshvk#for most of my life i was shorter than i am now. and pools give you that false sense of security like 'oh sure i can touch the bottom i'm#good :D' and then that's when it GETS ya. bfhsv#lakes are not lying to you though they Will get ya. but they're nice about it <3#the only thing i really have a problem with in lakes aside from the obvious drowning risk is. The Creatures#fish have nibbled me more than i am happy with lmao :(#like if i had a nickel for every time it happened i would have more than 1 but i'm not really sure how many hfbvsh#the first time it happened was AWFUL it felt like someone Scratching their fingernails on me and HOUUUU#first time that happened i genuinely thought there was some funkin Thing gonna get me in the waters lmfsvhf <3#i do like the dragonflies though even if they make my skin kinda itchy when they land :D they like to chill and i just float around instead#of doing anything so we're good friends lol :3#//anywho i'm kinda tired; been sorta fixing my sleep schedule but i got like Turbo Anxiety for a couple days a lil while ago and it messed#that up a bit but i'm getting it back on track hgfhs >:3#mysterious turbo anxiety comes in the middle of the night and whacks at unsuspecting victims.. honestly quite rude i think we can all agree#//okay wells i gotta go rn :) maybe i'll do somethin.. who knows!#poking myself with a stick ; we'll get something from this eventually hfshfv#toodles toodles !!
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Harrison looks to his hands that now cradle Lonan’s skull against the cabinet. He feels strange, like an invisible man feeling matter for the first time. Water from the overflowing sink wets Lonan’s hair, drips down his chin, then off Harrison’s wrist—a sensation within a sensation within a sensation.
Like this, Lonan’s eyes raw as sockeye salmon and wide as plates, Harrison understands that just like Cael, Lonan is so young and so hurt. His stare, usually an abundant reel of pacific, is now hollow like a walnut dislodged of its fruit. His bones are fawny, face meek as a lamb’s under the polite knife of slaughter. He’s more motherless than Harrison’s even considered himself. The woman who raised him dead in the Midwest, the other who created him unwilling to remember his middle name. How unfair this all is, these wounded boys.
Now, suffering is a part of Lonan’s serenest face—stitched like gold into his eyebrows, twitching his lip. Tufts of his hacked hair poke into Harrison’s palm, and others are too short to reach. Harrison imagines how it got like that—truly imagines. Hands gripping strands by the root. A rusted pair of scissors, or maybe a knife, biting into the ends. How did Lonan feel, then? What words did he speak, and did he speak them to God? Cael had said something to Harrison in that dank church. My beloved is mine, and I am his; he grazes among the lilies. Somehow, somewhere, Harrison yearns for a pasture to love someone in.
I'm sorry but WHAT in the world IS THIS
From Feeding Habits (patched together from 2020-2022)
#Not Harrison... having EMPATHY?? a concept for BB harry WHIIICH I think is cool since this takes place after#bro the way he's just like “yeah so we're living a tragedy” oh my god#the reason I'm reading this is because the final scene of seventh virtue#is based off what happens in this chapter (actually off a paragraph I cut out lol)#not sure I was expecting to be hit with “harrison yearns for a pasture to love someone in” tho ma'am i'm crying#'lonan is so young and so hurt' oh godddd#ALSO THE 'MEEK' MIRRORING FROM LAST NIGHT'S EXCERPT aHHHHH#see it's not a bad thing to be meek harrison lmao u think ur bf is meek!#POLITE KNIFE OF SLAUGHTER I GTG#I do think this is the first moment in fh where the lonansona reunion is actually... pure lol#rest of it is them trying to drown each other#smh
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Someone come kick me before I try to write a new fic
#I NEED to finish my current one first#but good god#historical AU where the WC4 are all pirates#and T'Lyn is a puritan girl that Mariner saves from drowning#and they're about to bring her back to Massachusetts when T'lyn is like 'no wait I want to be a pirate actually'#and also in this Tendi is actually the daughter of a Royal Navy admiral who ran away to sea to become a Pirate#and we're following the canon plot beats by having her pretend to go back to being a good English woman so she can pull off a heist#so she only joins us half way through the story#and then we have a little Tendi/Mariner/ T'Lyn love triangle situation#and also b plot about exploring religion??#idk there's just something very funny to me about Brad Boimler being explicitly Unitarian and also a Pirate#ugh I hate when plot bunnies strike#I'm already in the middle of a multi chapter fic that I need to finish#before I get into this#which would also for sure be a multi chapter fic
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I would like to see it.
ok. icebreaker-type question. imagine time travel exists, but all of the serious super big things that likely come to mind when time travel is a factor is stuff youre not “qualified” for, as a civilian. what stupid, petty, thing do you use time travel for?
personally, i’d buy this one limited-time pin from a con i had no chance of going to, and also buy some transformers animated toys while they were still being sold.
#there's just hardly any information on this the 'Spectacular Finale of their First World Tour'...thousands must have seen it and yet...#not a single image taken?...Are we sure?....#and if we're keeping it light#i would also like to take everyone to see Punchdrunk's The Drowned Man and get a record of their accounts#I'd be So Tempted to go myself again but it's...#I It's like reconstructing a dream and I don't want to disturb it but I also desperately want to know more
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imagine the task force 141 falsely accusing you of being a traitor to the team. knowing your biggest fear, they use it against you. water. water, where your feet can't touch the ground. water you can't see through. at first it started with waterboarding. then slowly but surely they threatened to drop you into the pool. into the dark, deep pool. even john, who was like a father to you before, didn't help you. no. not at all. actually, he was the one who stepped into the water fully clothed, dragging your crying and squirming form with him into the bloodcurling liquid. your tears blended in with it while you we're screaming, practically begging that you were the wrong one. that you'd never do something like that. but they just stood at the edge of the pool, watching their captain almost drowning your terrified self. how would they react, when they get the information that you really weren't the one...?
#lia.writes#cod#call of duty#cod x reader#lia.thoughts#cod ghost#cod john price#cod john mactavish#lia.txt#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty ghosts#call of duty x reader#tf141#task force 141#task force x reader#task force 141 x reader#task force 141 x you#task force 141 fanfic#task force 141 imagine#call of duty angst#soap cod#cod mw2#cod headcanons#cod mwii#ghost cod#modern warfare#cod modern warfare#angst#tf 141 x you#tf 141
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how can some people be so heartless lol
#rant cw#death tw#dl#some ppl on twt/tt saying my state deserves what's happening rn bc SOME people from here are the scum of the earth#and have said rlly racist stuff about ppl from other states#girlie i can guarantee you most of the people who say that kinda shit are not being affected as much as the rest of us rn#bc most of them are RICH and either live in safer areas or have the money to evacuate to a much better place#you're gonna watch a video of a dude that was rescuing children and he was crying while talking about how one of the kids he rescued#asked him to pick up a doll she saw floating on the water and when he looked at it he realized it was actually the body a dead baby#and you're gonna be like yeah. that BABY deserved to drown bc some rich entitled right-winged piece of shit was racist on the internet??#i know a lot of people from here are horrible and trust me we're the ones who hate them the most#but to get to the point where people are having to post PROOF that most of us are not right-winged racists that flirt with nazism#just to convince people to have some damn empathy.......#literally 90% of my town is underwater. there are some areas where you couldn't even see the roofs of the houses anymore#i most likely lost everything i owned except for the things i could pack up and bring with me#and there are people who are in much worse situations than me bc at least i have where to stay#some people don't even have that bc their families were also affected#i've been crying literally every night bc of everything that's been going on despite knowing how privileged i am just for being safe rn#last night i spent a whole hour just crying bc i'm pretty sure our dogs died#and then i open twitter/tiktok and see some asshole going ''yeah. they deserve it''??? fuck you i hope you go to hell
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here have a preview of the aemond and baela fight from chapter 17!
“Laodijes peldios!” Baela howled at him, her voice a sharp shout on the breeze, her face twisted and ugly with fury, fists at her side as she readied herself to hit him should he get within reach.
Aemond glared at her, the distance between them shrunk now to an arm length. Vhagar was a great shadow behind him and he could feel the sulfuric heat of her breath as she exhaled buffeting at his back. Moondancer was a little ways away, shrieking fearfully and Aemond could not tell if the dragon reflected her rider’s mood, or her fear of Vhagar.
“You’re a fucking fool. Daemon Targaryen is your father, your mother a Velaryon, and you still don’t realize that a dragon cannot be stolen.”
“You had no fucking right!” Baela snarled. “Vhagar was for Rhaena to claim-” “If Vhagar had not wanted me, she would have eaten me and you damn well know it.” Aemond cut her off, watching her jaw click shut with a curl of satisfaction. “Vhagar chose me, not your sister. What? You want to kill me to give her another chance at claiming her? Is that what you’re here? To finish the job that you all started?”
#fic: the maiden and the drowning boy#we're making progress slowly but surely#I have to make some decisions on Rhaenyra re: laenor's fate because I have a lot of issues with how the show handled it#but that's a problem for... me in the next week
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Fcuk I I just did the joke. In the notes. Just. I'm never trying to socialize ever again
*trying to socialize* so do you guys want to hear how i'd kill you
#me core#i have nightmares like at least twice a week#whenever i kill my friends i make sure to let them know how i did it#the most frequent method is drowning then bashing their head in#my favorite was when i took my friend to a poppy field and let her admire it and was just so gentle and kind#and then i snapped her neck#its like a celebration whenever i have one of my dreams we're all like yaaayyyy#i only have these dreams about people once i get close to them#idk what that says about me#lol
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