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The thing about Sam and Dean is that they’re brothers, they’re best friends, they’re father and son, they’re platonic life partners, they’re enemies meant to kill each other at the end of the world, they’re psychotically, irrationally, erotically codependent on each other, they betray each other and they can’t live without each other, their love destroyed the world, their love saved the world… like… how do I get over that and move on to a different show pls help
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*sigh* thoughts on Nintendo's botw/totk timeline shenanigans and tomfoolery?
tbh. my maybe-unpopular opinion is that the timeline is only important when a game's place on the timeline seriously informs the way their narrative progresses. the problem is that before botw we almost NEVER got games where it didn't matter. it matters for skyward sword because it's the beginning, and it matters for tp/ww/alttp (and their respective sequels) because the choices the hero of time makes explicitly inform the narrative of those games in one way or another. it matters which timeline we're in for those games because these cycles we're seeing are close enough to oot's cycle that they're still feeling the effects of his choices. botw, however, takes place at minimum 10 thousand years after oot, so its place on the timeline actually functionally means nothing. botw is completely divorced from the hero of time & his story, so what he does is a nonissue in the context of botw link and zelda's story. thus, which timeline botw happens in is a nonissue. honestly I kind of liked the idea that it happened in all of them. i think there's a cool idea of inevitability that can be played with there. but the point is that the timeline exists to enhance and fill in the lore of games that need it, and botw/totk don't really need it because the devs finally realized they could make a game without the hero of time in it.
#i really do have a love-hate relationship with this timeline#because it's FASCINATING lore. genuinely. and i think it carries over the themes of certain games REALLY well#but i also think it's indicative of a trend in loz's writing that has REALLY annoyed me for a long time#which is this intense need to cling to oot#and on a certain level i get it. that was your most successful game probably ever. and it was an AMAZING game.#and i think there's definitely some corporate profit maximization tied up in this too--oot was an insane commercial success therefore you'r#not allowed to make new games we need you to just remake oot forever and ever#and that really annoys me because it makes certain games feel disjointed at best and barely-coherent at worst.#i think the best zelda games on the market are the ones where the devs were allowed to really push what they were working with#oot. majora. botw. hell i'd even put minish cap in there#these are games that don't quite follow what was the standard zelda gameplay at their time of release. they were experimental in some way#whether that be with graphics or puzzle mechanics or open-world or the gameplay premise in its entirety. there's something NEW there#and because the devs of those games were given that level of freedom the gameplay really enforces the narrative. everything feels complete#and designed to work together. as opposed to gameplay that feels disjointed or fights against story beats. you know??#so I think that the willingness to allow botw and totk to exist independently from the timeline is good at the very least from a developmen#standpoint because it implies a willingness to. stop making shitty oot remakes and let developers do something interesting.#and yes i do very much fear that the next 20 years of zelda will be shitty BOTW remakes now#in which botw link appears and undergoes the most insane character assassination youve ever seen in your life#but im trying to be optimistic here. if botw/totk can exist outside the timeline then we may no longer be stuck in the remake death loop#and i'm taking eow as a good sign (so far) that we're out of the death loop!! because that game looks NOTHING like botw or oot.#fingers crossed!!#anyway sorry for the game dev rant but tldr timeline good except when it's bad#asks#zelda analysis
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if I love you, is that a fact or a weapon?
'the red girl' from 'the bread we eat in dreams' by catherynne m. valente || 'wuthering heights' litjoy special edition Illustrated by felix abel klaer aka superstarfighter || 'i’ve got you under my skin' @ezrul-00 || 'romance or the end' by elaine kahn || 'the haunting of bly manor' (lyrics from 'midnight show': a part of the killers' 'murder trilogy') gif credit @scarychristmas || sandarafreedompark (via wnq-writers) || 'the hunger games: the ballad of songbirds and snakes' directed by francis lawrence || 'the hanging tree' from 'mockingjay' by suzanne collins || 'wuthering heights' litjoy special edition cover Illustrated by superstarfighter || 'i swear, next time i’ll see you i’ll be funny' from 'in a dream you saw a way to survive' by clementine von radics || coriolanus snow x lucy gray baird @maeroemer || 'i'm not calling you a liar' by florence + the machine || 'star wars: revenge of the sith' gif credit @dani-clayton || c.c. aurel || 'the musketeers' [S01E010] gif credit @thewildmother || 'hunger' from 'dark. sweet.: new & selected poems' by linda hogan || 'dinner & diatribes' music video by hozier || 'the ballad of songbirds and snakes' by suzanne collins || rachel zegler & tom blyth on the set of 'tbosas' via twitter || 'syringa' by john ashbery.
happy xmas month @janeaustenlover!
#tbosasedit#snowbaird#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#coriolanus x lucy gray#lucy gray x coriolanus#thgedit#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#aliena hello!!!!!!! i hope you like it!!!!!!!! i tried to make it as less of a movie as possible lol#dark romance is alive but we simply can't make it to the screen in the year of our lord 2023#subtle cinema is six feet under so we're both stuck here with a watered down version of tbosas#.......................................#but the book is forever in our possession#so is an image of lucy gray in coryo's head#a head that had gone mad after two months relationship#heathcliff WHO#may they snakebird together for eternity joined in the afterlife
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been saying 'i'm a monk' when i don't react so strongly to silly things. monk mode Activated
#just me hi#it works well hfbvsh#frustration is strong but my monk mode is stronger bhfvshs#it's funny to say outloud and is working better than 'i am unaffected' (also made me laugh but i forget it easily lol)#and also 'i hope everything explodes violently NOW' is doing it too kfshbhgs#it Has been like a 3 way standoff in here recently though lmao - the guys are displeased as of late!#and our resident negotiator is in the standoff too so we're kind of stuck here lollll#but yeeeee :3 monk mode ehegh#//ouh sleep time#it is the time for sleep#(not really i'm going to be up forever prolly telling stories kfhshfjvs)#yea goodnight!! toodles ^v^
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I fell down a sudden and spiky rabbit hole wondering where exactly in my home state of Kansas the fictional town of Smallville is supposed to be. I checked the DC Wiki for comic book information and got nothing. Kinda pissed me off, because I didn't want to have to randomly assign a plot of land to Smallville. But when I checked the Smallville Wiki (TV series Smallville, that is), I found out that the show gave it the zip code which corresponds to Chase, KS. Chase is in Rice County, which is a few hours west of Wichita on the highways, putting it pretty solidly in South Central Kansas.
And guys.....as a bitch who was born and raised in South Central Kansas, you have to know that we're some characters out here. I can't speak for Rice County, never lived there, but there's this hilarious smattering of accents scattered about the south central part of the state. Some people have that flat Midwestern/Wichita way of speaking, where you can almost pretend they're not Midwestern if they didn't unironically say "lemme just squeeze by ya" so much. But other people have that Rural Kansas drawl that isn't quite as Southern as you can hear the closer you get to the Ozarks, and despite that you'd still be able to pick them out in a crowded room because they sound a touch out of place amongst everybody else. They say "color" like "collar" and talk about "y'all down on Green Street" and they warsh their clothes while they're drawling some pictures. And that's just the way we talk, don't even get me started on the very rigidly Baptist morality and the tense feelings about whether we should even root for the Kansas City Chiefs since they're Missouri's team, anyway.
Armed with this knowledge and context, I present to all of you: Clark Kent who hauled hay in severe thunderstorm warnings as a teenager because fuck, it had to get done somehow and half the time the National Weather Service was just being cautious. Clark who learned to drive at age 12 on the farm and the county sheriff saw fit not to ticket him when he was 14 and took Pa's truck into town to pick up some last-minute ingredients for a birthday cake at the store. Clark who went to Wichita State for a journalism degree and thought Wichita was a big city and complained about the stupid ass layout of the streets between clearly historic districts and newer developments. Clark who got on a domestic flight at Eisenhower Intercontinental Airport and took off for Metropolis intent on getting out of Bumfuck Nowhere. Clark who comes back to Smallville when it's all too much because the city's great, and Lois and Jimmy and everyone else are just as great, but Kansas has the most beautiful full moon nights and not as much light pollution on the horizon, and he can fly through the Flint Hills and pretend he's a kid again and things aren't so noisy and weird and terrifying.
#i do love my home state but i do also have complicated feelings about it#i think a lot of us who grow up here want to leave forever someday#but then many of us never do and it's not because we're stuck#it's because we found beauty here#kansas#smallville#clark kent#superman#superfamily#cr1mson's thoughts
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it's cute to see people make up little domestic scenarios for their tavs and their romanced companions after the events of the game. but for astarion that's something that i personally cannot imagine
especially when it comes to kids. i 100% believe astarion does not want kids. and if he had them he'd be a horrible father lmao
#and maybe this is just because that's not something i'm interested in#but yeah he does not have the patience for children#that man's been stuck with petras for at least 100 years that's enough for him#also this is not to say people can't imagine this for themselves you can all do whatever you want forever have fun!#also also this isn't about wether astarion CAN father children or not lol#but on that note even if he could and wanted to i still think he'd choose not to because they'd potentially be dhampirs#also we're talking about spawn astarion here#ascended astarion might get up to some shit who knows#astarion#bg3#sorry i just keep thinking about this ignore me if you like lol
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has anyone considered henry possessing glamrock freddy or am i being a little silly right now
#although for one of you the darkest pit of hell has opened to swallow you whole#so don't keep the devil waiting old friend#henry being glamrock freddy makes sense to me#“my friends are down here” william? william afton? old friend?#and if we consider the henry suicide robot thing canon#maybe just maybe#henry “survived” pizzaria simulator#reinstated fazbears as a corporate entity#hired the indie developer#idk where he would stand on the glitchtrap thing but he was shown to be a little silly in he books? maybe he thought afton was fully gone#and was trying to destroy the last parts of him that remained#he realized vanessa was being recruited by afton and set up the pizzaplex#he built the glamrocks? by contextual evidence it makes sense for michael to have built the glamrocks#given the glamrocks similarities to the funtimes including freddys stomach hatch (remember funtime freddy's stomach hatch?)#so if we're saying that michael built the glamrocks then michael wouldve had to have survived pizzaria simulator#which means somewhere along the line they fucked up#and considering that theres roughly 40 years between the bite of 83 and pizzaria simulator#that would mean that henry is like 70 when he burns down freddy fazbears pizza place?#i doubt any rickety ass 70 year old is going#like btw that was a badass line#but henry would be too old for that shit💀#so if we just take henrys suicide animatronic (named baby but probably meaning a baby version of charlie(the og book trilogy))#so what if he got remnant in him when he killed himself and therefore was stuck alive#so he and michael could have plausibly survived pizzasim because of the remnant they were trying to burn away#bc if remnant survived the fnaf3 fire why wouldnt it survive the pizzasim fire?#so saying that henry killed himself around 2000 leaves him at ~50 forever#he couldve also killed himself around 1996 after opening fnaf 2 closing fnaf 2 and reopening/reclosing fnaf 1#leaving him ~45 forever#doesnt matter the year it just matters that hes already dead before pizzaria simulator and after fnaf1 and fnaf2 events#not to mention with william dead around 1993 henry wouldve been the one managing circus baby's entertainment and rentals
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#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought.#i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper#thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times#like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks.#nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she#was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled#a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where#you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder?#but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what#then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student.#everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have#and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my#leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but#i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying#my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound#by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting#better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that#and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path.#one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do#what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it.#maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for.#unrelated
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Hey, Yuri, pspspspspspspspspsps
((The top text says "When Cross isn't there:))
i just had to draw the 'when killer isn't there' version and all the pining that goes with it because waghghg THEM they the girls the women ever<3333
#ask#hostess kross au#other's art#my art#fem!killer#killer#fem!cross#cross#i've been trying to draw something to go with this ask for hours but my computer just keeps!! crashing!!!!#it's so agonizingly slow i literally can't even type tags without it lagging behind and freezing like MAN#lemme draw my girlies already!!! ughh i kept thinking about her all day and it's all your fault >:'(( <33333#i know we're all simps here but killer IS one of us simps at the end of the day too hhh xD i love these two sm it's unreal<333#your doodles are always so cuuuute waaa JAA stop stop stop drawing killer or my smile might get stuck in a grin forever<3333#amazing art<3333
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oh shit, today was Wednesday! all day!
my shit's all messed up because holidays screw with the calendar
feel free to shower love on your favorite wincest creators today, and/or tell your friend who curates a great blog that it's great, and/or send me or anyone else a fun headcanon about how wincesty the wincest is, bc it's a day for brolove
#oh the weather outside is wincesty#and the fire is so wincestual#and since we're stuck here forever#let it wincest let it wincest let it (surprisingly) wincest#how's that#happy wincest wednesday
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Vent ish I feel like im gonna explode if I don't put this somewhere
Watching your ex who dated u when you were about to turn 14 and they were 18 repost shit about how dangerous grooming is and how much they hate pedophiles I feel like I'm. Losing my mind like actually
#vent#tw vent#pedophillia#tw pedophila mention#tw grooming mention#mind boggling like actually#been no contact for over a year and shes out here living her best life while we're fucking stuck here dealing with the way she treated us#malik's rambles#NUCLEUR BOMB FOR HER . DEATH TO HER . and the other 40 year old one . death to u all#gebuinely hope she ends up suffering forever amen#the way she was a whole 20 year old telling a 15 year old shes jealous of our old groomer who even . like who thinks of this shit genuinely#WHOLE 20 YEAR OLD jessuusssss
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#don't you love being the emotional punching bag of people lashing out?#it's such fun#sorry i have core beliefs that our criminal justice system is shit and don't think it should be Like That™#i didn't do anything wrong but hey sure why don't you hurl some sentences at me i will need gallons of brain bleach to maybe erase#have a feeling that sucker is stuck in there forever thanks for the extra trauma#anyway i had a great phone call and needed to just put it somewhere vaguely and that was here as well#like damn bitch i knew if you were wound any emotionally tighter that twig up your ass would snap#but we're at making diamonds level and can we not take it out on me please#salty vents#personal
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HOWEVER !!!!!!!!!!
#i recognize that not everyone we're soulmates with are meant to be in our lives forever#sometimes it's a couple years. sometimes a lifetime. sometimes it's days. regardless i'm doing better than i was then#in so many ways#but i have a lot more growing to do of course. as we all do. i've been trying to reflect. i constantly feel drained and i haven't had a job#idk what's wrong with me or what to do with myself or my life man#it feels like i'm a chrysalis#i'm in this cocoon barely existing while i think and grow#but i hardly feel human or like i exist and i haven't since my dad died#and i lost rae and my home and my friends and their cats and all their family members at once#i feel like i took a ride on the wings of another only to come crashing back down. but with way more knowledge and experience than before#because i'm in the same spot. living with my mom again. it's not that big of a deal ik it's almost impossible to get your own place now#but i'm not spending so much on food and eating way too much anymore#and i'm not as stressed daily as i was living there#i can't say it was better than here. but i miss it#i don't think i'd trade it though. i'm content here in comparison. i just wish some days that she had stuck by me#but it's okay. she wasn't in love anymore and knew our differences#i'm a lot better now it's just hard to look at it all in the mirror#personal#words
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*t-poses in your inbox* not empty anymore >:3c
T-poses with you
#i'm so happy this is a gif#gif post#just both of us T-posing forever#we're stuck here now this is what we're doing
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call me majima the way i miss makoto so fucking much <- i am talking about a hibachi restaurant near me that shut down years ago. and i miss makoto makimura
#snap chats#makoto was too good for this series now we're stuck with bitchass makoto (date) (my wife)#omg date.... i love date so much its been a while since i reminded all of you he's my wife forever#OH BUT I JUST REMEMEBRED SHE'S GONNA BE IN LAD8. ALLEGEDLY. GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE !!! IM SO EXCITED#anyways NO LISTEN TO MEEEE we had a hibachi place called makoto Because Im Starting To Realize Makoto Is The JP Equivalent To John#not even what the hell is a gender-neutral english name... w/e dont care anyway#SOOOOO good the food was AMAZING and the atmosphere was PERFECT and i loved going there just to be alone or for my bday..#gen the best place ever the only hype-worthy place where i live and it shut down due to covid and i havent been the same since :((((#anyway this is the only time ill relate to majima..... i understand you now i miss her every day of my life.....#covid took everything from me <- restaurants i actually like because i live in the middle of buttfuck nowhere#we used to have this like. car-themed restaurant that sold THE BEST wings ever oh my ffffUCKING god#ill never get over their KBBQ-dusted wings... literal heaven i wouldve been a wing addict had the place not shutdown..
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im the kid in the backseat asking are we there yet and also the parent in the frontseat who has lost the map but im sure we're really almost there like i know what the street looks like and i think ive seen this shop before it's somewhere around here im really very sure of it
#and ive been here for a month but it's fine im fine it's fine#just have to finish 6 more chapters and im done with this fic aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#wasvery productive today i fixed a bunch of scenes i'd been stuck on forever#tomorrow i'll finish 13&14 im soooo close damn it#we're at 82.001 words now#im gonna finish it i just wish it was done already#but im gonna do it#i can doit
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