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Is it an achievement when your writing partner gets impacted by your reply, or a double-edged sword because you also take psychic damage with every word-
#coffee break || ooc#this must be what it feels like to get hit by a Hyp Mic attack#sorry yuki but once you sign up for angst with me#we're going all out :D
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not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]
#'your moon is here' things that make me explode like a supernova#UGHHHHHHH what if i was perpetually in your orbit. influencing the tides. protecting you from asteroids. and slowly drifting further away.#then you stopped moving and i was only pulse to your dead heart. orbiting you. right where ive been left. and so you started turning again.#ria.txt#personal#space opera au#(<- not about what you think is about)#hiiii this is gaining traction so glad we're all going insane :D your moon is here is SO fucked up. so good.#xkcd#randall munroe#space#moon#anyways xkcd comics are so good. entertaining witty and informative. check em out!#ok this is about false and ren from hermitcraft#falseren
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A Linked Universe meets The Dark Crystal AU! I don't even remember what started it at this point. I remembered that the Dark Crystal and Age of Resistance are things I like, blinked, and woke up three days later with an AU and a bunch of art.
The designs and the story are a wip and for fun so expect a lot of variation! (I have a few different beginnings, ideas for different designs, etc)! :D
In addition to #linked universe I'll be using the tags #the dark crystal lu au and #courage of the dark crystal!
#linked universe#tdc aor#the dark crystal lu au#courage of the dark crystal#lu au au#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu four#lu wind#I've made an au of the au I've gone too far help help-#I gotta get better at drawing gelfling! Their facial structures are very distinct#ALSO I went really big with the ears here lmao#the hugest ears ever seen on gelfling#TRANS ROOLIE TRANS ROOLIE TRANS ROOLIE YIPPEE!!!!#I drew this last month (except for Four) sO HAPPY PRIDE! Roolie gets WINGS! :D#I'm SO pleased with Wind's design! he's a lil fishy! and Four with the horned headband/armor in place of the lil ups in his bangs#gonna try to put the aureyal or symbol of the conjunction and triangles on all of them#IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE AU PLS ASK THEM#I'd love to tackle some worldbuilding mayhaps?!#I'm thinking of placing them somewhere before the first battle of stone-in-the-wood in the arathim wars#or after the events of the comics with Kensho and Thurma somewhere#and just figure out another reason for the crystal to be shattered. so many possibilities!#where's the crystal shard this time and how can I split it between them? >:3 niiiiine shards made whole >:3#quest for the ~~triforce~~ crystal#Hello from summer camp also! Lots of shenanigans!#I'm surprised I was able to draw Four at all last weekend I've been so busy!!!#having fun tho!!! we're having a lunch cookout at archery and campfire is tonight!!! It's going good! see ya!!!
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okay it's been a long ass time since i put together a dnp-related rant on tumblr but today is worthy of it jesus christ
Phil has seen every single version of Dan starting with when he was 18 ;__; If we are reduced to tears for the bits and pieces of Dan we’ve had the privilege of seeing, imagine the emotions for someone who has truly seen it all. He’s been w Dan literally thru every stage; before/during/after law school, depression, working together, moving 3x w one another, etc. I can’t imagine how emotional it would be to watch someone’s ups + downs for 13 years and then come out triumphant with a beautiful stage show. Like.. Phil is really someone who has seen Dan through his entire adult life. The beginning of it, the present, right up until the end.
We get emotional making comparisons of WAD to 'Hello Internet' because it's really unique to have your development as a person just pasted all over the internet. But all we have ever known is Dan's internet persona. Sure, we get pieces of his personality and we have a gist of what he's like, but we don't know him the way Phil does. Their connection is unfathomable and Phil knows him in a way no one ever will. We've heard of Dan's perspective going through challenges, struggling with existential crises, dealing with depression, seeking therapy, etc. We've heard those anecdotes after they happened; Phil lived it with him. Which is why I think today is just that important to Phil.
Phil got to see 'Hello Internet' before it was even posted onto YouTube for the first time. Fuck, he gave Dan advice and encouraged him to post for the first time. He supported Dan from the start. He has seen everything that we haven't, and now that WAD has come to a close and it's on YouTube forever, it's all come full circle. From helping Dan with his first YouTube video to sitting with Dan to watch this beautiful stage show on that same channel, Phil has been there with and for him since the beginning.
#ohhh i am so going through it rn#these are my boys bro#i love them so bad#daniel howell#dan howell#dan and phil#phil lester#amazingphil#dnp#d&p#wad#we're all doomed#mine#damn nikki letting her demon out tonight
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Moon 5 Part 1
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When Moonpool opens her eyes, she’s momentarily blinded by how bright everything is.
Shielding her eyes with a paw, she squints at her surroundings, then gasps. The rudimentary, half scraped together den of moss she fell asleep in underneath the wide, low branch of a tree on the mountainside is gone. Instead, there are stars everywhere.
They’re close enough that she could reach out and bat them around with her paws. Quite suddenly, she’s overcome with a kit-like desire to do just that. Pounce on a nearby star, wrestle it to the ground, and toss it with her back feet. A rush of giddiness sweeps through her as she looks around, stars as far as the eye can see and misty, snow-white clouds that swirl around her paws.
Against the raven-black backdrop of the sky, a collection of stars just beyond her reach takes shape, coalescing into the form of a young kitten. Moonpool gapes, staring in shock as the cat fully comes to be, bounding towards her with bouncing steps and a pelt sprinkled with starlight.
“...Condorkit?”
“Hi, Moonpaw!” The starry kit grins, her pelt as dark as the sky. Even with starlight streaking her fur and her eyes aglow with moonlight, there’s no mistaking it. This is Condorkit! “Or, Moonpool now, right? I’ve missed playing moss ball with you. You were the best moss ball player.”
“I… I haven’t seen you since before the camp caved in.” Moonpool’s voice cracks, a sudden swell of grief slashing through her chest as she looks down upon Condorkit’s shining, smiling face. If this is another one of Moonpool’s nightmares, it’s almost worse than the ones where she fails to warn her Clan again, and again, and again.
“Let’s stay focused, Condorkit,” A deeper voice mews, cutting through Moonpool’s maudlin thoughts, another constellation of stars taking shape.
“Dad!” Moonpool cries, rushing forward to bonk her head with his, relieved to find it solid against her own.
Cliffstripe mrrps with laughter, the sound of it rumbling through his throat as he nuzzles against his daughter’s head. “I’ve missed you, darling. It’s so lovely to see you again.”
“What’s going on?” Moonpool pulls back, looking between the two starry cats with confusion. “Why can I see you? Am I dreaming?”
“It’s your leader ceremony!” Condorkit chirps. “We’re here to give you your nine lives!”
“My–?”
More and more cats begin to take shape behind the two already present, Clan members Moonpool knew in life and some she doesn’t recognize. Seeming to melt straight out of the sky, Pitchstar steps forward to the front, his presence commanding in the lithe stretch of muscle under his panther-like pelt. Hovering just in front of his forehead is a star so bright, Moonpool feels almost as though she may have to shield her eyes again.
“Indeed it is,” Pitchstar mews smoothly, a pleased smile gracing a muzzle gray with age. He stands delicately before Moonpool, front paws together as he regards her.
“But I didn’t… I didn’t commune with StarClan on purpose,” Moonpool says in a rush. “I– there’s not even a clan to lead.”
“We will always be available to you in your time of need, Moonpool. StarClan is with you always. It is time for you to lead NimbusClan into a new future.”
“Me first!” Condorkit yowls, knocking into Pitchstar’s legs as she bounds forward to stand on wobbly hind legs in front of Moonpool. A smile twitches the corner of Moonpool’s muzzle. She’s going to miss her Clan even more fiercely when she wakes. “Me first. Okay. I’m giving you your first life for tireless energy.”
A gasp punches out of Moonpool’s throat as Condorkit touches her nose to Moonpool’s forehead, a sense of vitality surging within her and burning all the way out to her claws and the tip of her tail. It… it hurts, the surge of energy, and she finds herself gritting her teeth as Condorkit grins as she drops back to all four paws, turning tail and bouncing back into the group of assembled StarClan cats.
Next, Cliffstripe and Frostcrest pad forward.
“Mom,” Moonpool mews, voice choked with emotion as the burning pain recedes, leaving her paws tingling, “dad.” She butts her head against each of theirs, brushing her pale pelt between their starry ones. “I don’t know if I can do this. I don’t know that I’m meant to lead.”
“Sometimes,” her mother begins, voice gentle, “these responsibilities are thrust upon us, and it is wiser to let the river carry you than to fight it upstream.” Frostcrest smiles at her. There’s a slight bow to her eyebrows, something in her expression that Moonpool recognizes as worry, but Frostcrest continues before Moonpool can ask her what’s wrong. “You will be an amazing leader, kit. Stay true to you. Your Clan needs you now. I give you this life for confidence.”
“And I, a life for mercy. Tell your brother that we miss him, too,” Cliffstripe adds, and both of Moonpool’s parents lean forward to press their noses to her forehead. She braces against the rush this time as it surges through her, an alternating sensation of warm and cool, feeling as though it could lift her off of her paws.
Froststripe gives her one last lick to her shoulder, eyes sad but muzzle smiling as she turns with Cliffstripe and walks back into the crowd of cats.
Another kit bounds forward, a brown tabby with eyes that glow with ethereal light.
“Whisperkit,” Moonpool greets warmly, bending to speak with him face to face.
“Never give up, okay?” The seriousness in Whisperkit’s quiet tone is almost enough to make Moonpool chuckle, if the circumstances were different. If Whisperkit were still alive. “I give you this life for hope.”
Loudtalon, NimbusClan’s medicine cat, pads forward. “You’ve always been smart, Moonpool. Keep it up. I give you this life for wisdom.”
“If you weren’t fit to be leader, you wouldn’t have made it this far,” Pebblespore, the deputy, assures. “I give you this life for certainty.”
Currentpaw swaggers from the crowd, grinning at Moonpool. She used to be bigger than Moonpool, in life. Now, Moonpool is tall enough to look down at her. Friendly challenge is bright in her ghostly eyes. “You never could beat me in our sparring sessions, but I bet you’d be able to now. Keep practicing, so you can always keep your clan safe. I give you this life for strength.”
Finally, Pitchstar steps forward, his black pelt almost indistinguishable from the night sky surrounding them. There is pride in his gaze as he stares unwaveringly into Moonpool’s eyes, and something more. Something indecipherable. “You will make a fine leader, Moonstar. I would choose no other cat to follow in my pawsteps. NimbusClan is yours, now. I will ensure that you succeed.”
A shiver works its way through Moonpool’s fur, despite the lack of sensation up here above the clouds. With a start, she realizes she’s not cold, nor warm. There is no wind that ruffles her fur, no firm ground beneath her paws. She is snared by Pitchstar’s eyes, inches from her own, intense and otherworldly.
“I give you this life for protection.” He presses his black nose to her head, a sudden, violent burst of pain twisting through her that feels like she’s run full speed into a rock wall, then turns with the swish of a long tail. Moonpool stares at his retreating back. The pain fades and she feels full of vibrant energy, near to bursting.
She’s just beginning to wonder how she’s supposed to get back to her living body, back to her brother, when her thoughts are interrupted by the arrival of another cat. “You are not done yet. You have one more life left to receive.” Moonpool doesn’t recognize this cat. They’re dark-furred, with a ticked pelt and naked, scarred paws. “I am Oddghost, one of NimbusClan’s prior medicine cats, long before your time. You will face many challenges, Moonpool. Walk always in the path of StarClan, with your brother at your side. Believe not just in your ancestors, but in your own power. In the power of your Clanmates. You are only as strong as your Clan. I grant you your final life for faith.”
Moonpool’s final life surges into her, seeping through her body with such strength her vision whites out, the starry cats in front of her fading from view.
“Lead NimbusClan well, Moonstar.”
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#GUYSSSS I LOVE HOW THIS BACKGROUND TURNED OUT#so sorry that the art style changes every update#i recently bought acrylic paint markers and as you can tell I am having fun with them#it really gives it that perfect dreamlike quality I was going for#now we're throwing some important starclan characters into play!#not all of the cats that gave moonpool her lives will play important roles moving forward but soooome of them 👀#and huzzah you guys get to see all of the founders that I killed off! :D#confirmed: super dead#moon 5#nimbusmoon#clangen#warrior cats#waca#moonpool#moonstar#frostcrest#cliffstripe#pitchstar#oddghost#i'm averaging about two updates a month atm and that's good i'm pleased with that i'm happy I managed to finish this before february
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Is it better if John erased their memories, or if they came back that way and he just decided not to fix them?
It's immensely better if he intentionally mindwiped them. TO ME.
I'm a John fan. I think he's a tremendous tragic antagonist, and that everything he does in the HtN backstory is relatable if not painful familiar. He was under immense pressure, trying to mitigate the literal end of the world, having his mind and his whole self changed in ways he had no frame of reference to understand. He went from being desperate and trying to do his best to being carried away by circumstances to going absolutely fucking insane. There are many ways to rationalise John's actions all the way to the end, which is what makes it such an effective corruption arc. If you want to engage in some blorbo apologism, there are plenty of excuses to be found.
There's absolutely no fucking way to excuse mind-wiping his friends. THAT is why it's so important to me that he did it deliberately, in cold blood, justifying it to himself as a way to take their burdens upon himself so they wouldn't have to feel guilty. He removed their agency. He didn't want any peers in the world he'd created. He could have acknowledged what had happened, for better or worse, and tried to make amends - but instead, he chose to remove their knowledge that something had even happened in the first place. It's the turning point! I need him to go into that with his eyes fully open. He's doing it on purpose! He weighed the pros and cons and prioritised his comfort over his friends' identities.
EYE believe that his story arc is infinitely more powerful if there's a point we can look at and say "here is when John's story went from things happening TO HIM to John doing terrible things". Especially in a backstory that's ultimately about divine corruption and losing touch with your humanity, I think that turning point needs to be something that has a personal value to him, something that can't be chalked up to "he was high on death" or "humanity was doomed" or even "he touched the soul of the earth and went insane."
I think it's important, thematically, that one of his first actions after acquiring godlike powers was to make sure that no one would be able to remember his human self and challenge him on equal footing, even if he's still internally lamenting his own loneliness and wishing things were different.
Obviously, this is all coming from a known John Girlie™ and Eldritch Alecto Enjoyer — I interpret John's ascension to quasi-divinity as something that was mostly imposed ON him and he couldn't control, which is why I need him to cross the moral event horizon outright with the mind violation of his inner circle. Someone who views John as more directly culpable in the end of the earth might feel less strongly about the importance of the mindwipe in his story arc than I do, but TO ME it's the culmination of the tragedy. You've become the inhuman horror, baby.
/post that inspired the question
#i'd totally read posts or fics where this happens differently but TO ME it's juicy if he does it outright :3#i doubt we'll ever find out for sure bc i think we've seen ALL that we're going to ever get of the resurrection unless it's from alecto's d#so it's really all headcanons! but this is mine#ask#anonymous#elle tlt posting#ejg#tlt thoughts#SORRY I HAVE SOOO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THIS
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Banter
Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3
Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."
Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.
#we're back ??#who knows#take this as an apology for my.. very long break :D#sigh#I'm sorry for the long wait :(#I was just going through some chung myung fics and realized that there isn't much..#“fine I'll do it myself” moment#uhm anyways#all hail chung myung!!!#my beloved cm..#might be ooc actually#genuinely don't know I haven't caught up on the novel yet#yaoki writes :]#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#chung myung#cheong myeong#he's so ugh#my silly guy#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong x reader#am I missing something else#fluff#just teasing then a whole kissing session#borderline making out lowkey#ok gn#rei will probably take care of this blog from now#seij will go honkshoomimimi
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It's night-time. Kuroo and Kenma settle down in their sleeping bags on the floor in Yaku's family’s spare room, his tiny living room already overflowing with their teammates' sleeping bodies from the impromptu team sleepover that Yaku had drawn the short straw in hosting. It had taken thirty minutes for Yaku to regret it, which Kuroo took as an achievement considering their history of wild and chaotic sleepovers. He was more surprised that nothing had been set on fire this time.
Well. The night was still young.
Yaku shifts awkwardly around them, watching as they settle, his eyes flicking back constantly to the hallway. Probably making sure someone isn't awake and wreaking havoc unsupervised, Kuroo muses to himself.
Yaku rubbed at his eye, red with tiredness and irritation from the hot sauce Fukunaga had dared him to dab there, “Are you sure you guys don’t need anything else?”
Kenma pulls the cover of his sleeping bag tight to his face and burrows down into it, letting out a small sigh of contentment.
Kuroo waves Yaku off in reply, “We’ll be fine. Thanks for this.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Yaku replies before narrowing his eyes pointedly at Kuroo, “But if you wake up early and want to find me - don’t.”
Kuroo flips him off with a chuckle that Yaku gladly returns.
“Bathroom is the first door on the left, towels in the cupboard to the right. Sweet dreams,” Yaku says as he leaves the room without a backwards glance at either of them.
The duo listen as the door shuts softly and Yaku's footsteps become lighter down the hallway. Moonlight streaks in through the window, neither one having closed the blinds. Kuroo thinks about getting up to do it, but the warmth of his sleeping bag is too much to resist as he unconsciously sinks further down into it and the pillow beneath his head.
“The moon’s bright tonight,” Kenma says in a voice barely above a whisper. Kuroo turns his head to look at him, but is only met with a few blonde locks sneaking out of the sleeping bag next to him. He smiles.
Kuroo replies, shifting in his sleeping bag, “You want me to close the blinds?”
The sleeping bag shimmies, in what Kuroo can only translate as Kenma shaking his head. Kuroo hums affirmatively in response. Silence settles in the room between them, with Kenma hidden in his sleeping bag and Kuroo watching the dust dance in the moonlight.
The rustling of Kenma’s sleeping bag draws his eyes back to it. Amber eyes half-lidded with the lure of sleep met his own as Kenma peeked out of his sleeping bag.
“You’re not sleeping.”
It was less of a question, stated so matter-of-factly in spite of the muffle from speaking inside of the sleeping bag that Kuroo couldn’t help the upturn of his mouth into a half-lopsided grin.
“Neither are you,” He replies, turning to his side to face Kenma.
Kenma watches him settle into the new position, both comfortable in the silence that beats between them. Light from a passing car filters in and out of the room, casting a brief orange glow on the pair. Kuroo watches as Kenma turns his face from the light, closing his eyes for a second before re-opening them. More silence. Then, somewhere, a dog barks.
“What are you thinking about?” Kenma asks first.
Kuroo shrugs as well as he could in the sleeping bag, “Dunno. Lots of things.”
Kenma rolls his eyes, burrowing the side of his head into the pillow under it, “Tell me one of them, wise guy.”
Kuroo cracks another grin before a yawn itches through his throat, making Kenma yawn slightly in response, his eyes blinking languidly as he waits for a reply.
Kuroo settles again, thinking about how he could reply. He could tell him how his arm was aching after the arm wrestling match Yamamoto had challenged him to, how Kuroo knew how much he wanted to win with Fukunaga watching him. More immediate in his thoughts, he could talk about the moonlight, about how flames don’t have shadows, or about how there’s never really ‘nothing’ around you because atoms exist, and atoms are something.
He could tell Kenma about the new nightmares he’s been having lately, the ones where he can never seem to rescue everybody from whatever disaster his mind had conjured up, and how he’s deathly afraid that that final person left behind is always himself. There were so many things he could say, but he didn’t want to say any of them. Not when Kenma looked so beautiful in the moonlight.
“I was thinking,” Kuroo drawls out, watching as Kenma’s eyes focus back on his face in interest, “That your roots are showing.”
Kenma’s hand shoots out of his sleeping bag to jab at Kuroo’s chest as he scowls, ignoring Kuroo’s bark of laughter.
“Rude,” Kenma tsk’s, pushing Kuroo for emphasis before slinking his hand back into his sleeping bag and rolling over to make Kuroo face his back.
Kuroo shuffles closer to him, kicking at him lightly with his large, makeshift tail in the bottom of the sleeping bag.
“C’mon, you know I love you.”
“Mhm.”
Kuroo steals the freed space on Kenma’s pillow, abandoning his own, and kicks him lightly again. To this, Kenma rolls back over, face close to Kuroo's now, and huffs.
“You’re an idiot,” Kenma says.
Kuroo smiles, “I know.”
Kenma rolls his eyes but smiles back anyway, before slinking his face down into the sleeping bag with a tired exhale. Kuroo watches him, the smile not falling from his face.
“Night,” Kenma says, softened from inside the bag.
“Night,” Kuroo replies as softly, watching the gleam of his hair in the moonlight.
#are we back? we're so back#a small story for kuroken lets gooooo#going feral at the idea of a nekoma sleepover#i need the fukutora antics and the kuroken familiarity and the silly team dynamics i need it all#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#haikyuu fanfiction#nekoma#kuroo tetsurou#kozume kenma#kuroken#theyre in sleeping bags because yaku's family ran out of futons and because i forgot about futons. :D
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do you ever have a dnd session that was so insane that the next day you're still struggling to process whatever the fuck just happened
#ever's rambles#we had. i shit you not. like 7 lore drops in one session.#we went an hour and a half over our usual end time#all of our plans we'd made got upended out of nowhere#everyone trauma dumped. my character realized their dead best friend was in love with them. we're walking right into a trap.#said trap is a fucking tea party with vampires that are probably a demon sex cult#everyone's dissociating and smoking weed.#it's going fucking crazy up in here!!!!!#dnd#dungeons & dragons#curse of strahd#d&d#dungeons and dragons#dnd 5e#ttrpg community#ttrpg
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Day 20 (blue) - Luberto 💙
I couldn't decide which idea I wanted to go with for them so I just did both? I loved the idea of doing a floaty space pose reference I found with their sea monster forms but how could I NOT do a (kinda) redraw of Kenna Harris's umbrella kiss?
Speaking of the umbrella kiss the original under the cut!

I know I said original but I did photoshop this back when it was first posted to make it a little cleaner (I did my best lmao)
#lucalberto#luberto#luca paguro#alberto scorfano#my art stuff#the sticky note doodle takeover of 2024#we're almost all caught up 1 to go!!! :D#i like how both of these turned out!!#i maybe like the kiss more just because I;m still going FERAL over the original
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Finished editing next chapter of the Hotguy/Cuteguy Love-square fic, now the question is do I post now or wait until my original planned date of Friday/Saturday?
#the other me fic#hotguy#cuteguy#scarian#hermitshipping#mental ill brain says post tonight for more immediate validation#other part says wait and restart consistent posting schedule (Still going every two weeks instead of every week tho)#going to have it as a draft ready to publish and then go to bed since its 1am here#but if people who care about the fic and want it now see this#tell me and i'll just hit post in the morning#if not lets say it will be up Friday afternoon (est)#i'll post between work and going to see Rocky Horror#either way new update very soon!#and boy are they getting closer to figuring out their shit#but also#we're getting closer to the small bit of angst I have planned :D#its endgame angst and the identity reveal i've had planned since the conception of this fic#I can't wait#only like two or three chapters till its all done#maybe more if i write like a lot#chapter 15 is just over 3k tho#which is one of the longer ones so far
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Before I forgetttttt
So color thinks Killer is brainwashed, BUT, what if one time when Killer's soul is normal and he can feel and think for himself again, what if they are chilling at Color's place and then Killer gets up and says something like "I have to go home, don't want to worry dad"
What would Color think ? Would he rethink everything because "wait, why did you call him dad ???" Or would he think that damn, this brain washing is even worse than he thought because apparently Nightmare makes them call him dad ?? Which is weird even for Nightmare that could be a manipulation method ??
Okay that's it byyyeee

OH I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THESE GUYS OKAY SO!!!!!
(I'm still new to Color so if I'm wicked super wrong let me know!)
I feel like no matter what Killer said about Nightmare, Color wouldn't believe it. If somebody's been held captive so long they no longer think they want to leave, of course they're going to say they like living there. No matter how much Color cares about him, I think he has to consider Killer an unreliable narrator as far as his own situation is concerned.
But! Color's main concern is giving Killer his autonomy back and helping him learn to make his own choices. This unfortunately means if Killer keeps choosing to go back to Nightmare, Color has to respect it.
I feel like the only way he would begin to slowly unwind and trust that Nightmare had good intentions would be to see it for himself repeatedly. It's going to take more than a few good turns to prove that he isn't just putting on an act when Color is watching and then turning the whip on them again when nobody's looking. That's going to be hard to set up though since neither of them want to be around the other very much lol
I do think a good start for it would be Nightmare giving Killer the choice though. Like, not that they don't get to choose things regularly, but Killer isn't really one to think much about what he wants or come forward with it so Nightmare kind of assumes he's content and doesn't really think to check in with him. So if he actually made a point of asking Killer what he wanted and he said he wanted to spend a day with Color, I think that would be a good start. Obviously Color's not gonna jump to trusting him after one day, but hearing that Nightmare is also giving Killer his own choices and actually respecting them might give him a bit more reason to trust him.
That said, the image of Color's face as he asks "he makes you call him dad??" is sending me lol
#UTDR#Ask#mikimakiboo#Trying so hard to keep it short and not type every thought I have for the next 3 hours lol#Thank you!!! I love thinking about these guys right now so this ask made me really excited :D#But yeah. I have a hc that none of them (at least at the start) are very good at saying if they want something#So Nightmare kind of uses Killer to find out what the others want and report to him with it#And it takes him maybe a but too long to realise he's forgetting Killer himself and ask what *he* would like#And after a long minute of silence Killer says he wants to go to the big timeline and hang out with Color#Which Nightmare absolutely hates the idea of because he could lose one of his boys forever but agrees to for Killer's sake#I think it starting like that would be a good foundation for both of them#Because Color gets to see Nightmare dropping Killer off as he wishes#And Nightmare gets to answer the call from Killer to come pick him up when he's ready to come back#It's going to take a lot more work for both sides to be happy but so help me god we're all gonna be happy in the end in this multiverse#Anyway!! Thank you again for this chance to ramble <3
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I don't know if anyone's gone through the original Dawn War pantheon* and compared the events of the Dawn War to the events of the Calamity, but it's interesting comparing how Tharizdun acts in the Dawn War to how little we know about it as the Chained Oblivion and might be useful as a theory-crafting aid for how the Chained Oblivion fits with Predathos**.
In the Dawn War, Tharizdun was a normal god, driven mad by extradimensional demons who provided him with huge amounts of power and attempted to force him to open a portal in the Astral Plane to release them. He took this power, and instead of releasing them created the Abyss. He and his would-be masters fought to a stalemate over control of the Abyss, until the rest of the pantheon found out and sealed him away, leaving him chained to a remote part of the Abyss[1].
By contrast, the Chained Oblivion is "something other entirely"[2], "less like a god and more like another world"[3]; it's been categorised as not of the Primes or Betrayers[4], and generally Matt has leaned much more into the cosmic horror vibes (sans a connection to the Far Realm) of the Chained Oblivion. It's a creature of "roiling ink and hungry darkness"[5], and was sealed at the bottom of the Abyss by the Dawnfather and the Knowing Mistress, with support from the Allhammer and the Changebringer[2, 3, 6]. The Chained Oblivion also wants to consume all and end the world and is kept at arms length by the Betrayers[5], and as a result of that plus its association with an unknowable hunger some people have now associated it with Predathos or think it and Predathos are of a similar species.
I think the Chained Oblivion is not Predathos in another form, but I do think that it's of a similar species. Looking at the Dawn War, and assuming (with the full acknowledgement that I'll more than likely be wrong) that Matt will stick as closely to the Dawn War as he has in the past, I think the Chained Oblivion is a smaller and weaker being of nothingness that decided to forge its own path instead of following Predathos' lead. My gut instinct is that the Chained Oblivion, seeing Ethedok and Vordo get eaten, took up Ethedok's mantle of darkness[7]*** and avoided working with Predathos and porentially fought the God Eater in order to survive and work its own odd plans of destruction. The Chained Oblivion makes a lot of plans to try and free itself (see the Angel of Irons or Cognouza), so I wouldn't be surprised if its propensity towards planning was present from the very moment it set foot on Exandria. Does this mean the Chained Oblivion will be let loose to fight the God Eater if Predathos is released? I doubt it, considering that it nearly killed the Knowing Mistress. And we know how the gods feel about family.
Footnotes
*The Dawn War pantheon is the slimmed down pantheon used for 4th edition D&D; can be found on page 11 of the 5th edition Dungeon Master's Guide. Used by Matt for the Primes & Betrayers with the addition of Sarenrae from Pathfinder.
**I'm aware of the pitfalls of using existing narratives and non-Exandrian lore to try and predict what's going on in CR at this moment in time; while there's not a 1:1 overlap between other D&D worlds' lore and Exandria, some of the major relationships do stay the same. For example, Pelor, Ioun and Tharizdun are all linked in Exandria and in D&D "canon" (Pelor, Ioun and Tharizdun all looked into the Far Realm and saw mysterious secrets, secrets which drove Tharizdun to want to destroy the universe as per Gates of Madness (2010). Additionally, Tharizdun is deeply associated with the Abyss across both settings). Bear with me.
***Zehir, the Cloaked Serpent is also associated with darkness; however while the Lawbearer and the Platinum Dragon are associated with order there is no explicit god of order which was Vordo's other domain. The Chained Oblivion is explicitly described as a god of darkness in both the Explorer's Guide to Wildemount (page 27) and the Tal'Dorei Campaign Setting Reborn (page 34).
References
1. Demonomicon (2010), pages 7-9. The wording of how the sealing took place is intentionally vague as it's a plot hook for DMs to expand on in their campaigns.
2. Titles and Tattoos, CR Campaign 2, Episode 84, from 14:00.
3. Explorer's Guide to Wildemount (2020), page 27.
4. Matt's Discord post during Nick Marini's AMA (linked here).
5. Tal'Dorei Campaign Setting Reborn, page 36.
6. The Endless Atheneum, CR Campaign 1, Episode 106, from 1:08:16.
7. Axiom Shaken, CR Campaign 3, Episode 43, at 3:02:19.
#cr meta#critical role#cr3#had to wait till the latest episode was out in case there was a big god lore drop#but we're all good. anyway enjoy this maddening (referenced!) thing i decided to do#i know using other d&d settings' lore is not great practice! but idk something about the dawn war scratched a particular itch in my brain#there's something there with predathos and tharizdun and then seeing how matt has paralleled the dawn war (which itself draws on fantasy an#mythological tropes of “wars in heaven” or wars against titans because everything draws on everything)#but i don't know. there's something there with a would-be servant rebelling against its creator and then going onto want total destruction#the demons that provided tharizdun with the power to create the abyss are called obyriths if you're wondering btw#go back to older editions for campaign inspiration there's all kinds of crazy stuff there highly recommend#also before i forget shoutout to encyclopedia exandria without whom i would not have been able to put a lot of this together
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One thing I think you guys would really appreciate knowing about me is that I don't organize any of my files on my computer, I keep everything in the Downloads folder (regardless of if they were downloaded or not.) As you can imagine, this doesn't cause problems for me.
#woke up to a really sweet message saying people were talking about me in a discord and my approval rating was 100% ��#getting a good grade in fun to hang out with at sports games something that is normal to want and possible to achieve#i wish literally any of the 20 people who came for edm gritty night experienced that version of me. alas.....#we need to do over that weekend to the version where i was not so exhausted and overwhelmed i was about to die lmao#pondering going on testosterone again. cons: everything. pros: bear bait#also lost so much weight at some point in the last like 3 months that none of my pants fit so i've been bopping around in leggings#and let me tell you. the yoga pants girlies are onto something#kelly and i are going shopping later today fingers crossed i get jeans that fit. we're also going to build a bear for a wedding present for#a & d since they didn't tell me if they had a wedding registry or not#would love to say i have been more active and that's why i lost weight but i am pretty sure it is just disordered eating and being too sick#to make food lol#quitting my therapist's practice their views on religion are too rigid 😀 if you cannot conceive of an in between place in faith then#i fear you will never understand who i am or how i approach the world#now i'm late for church. haha yay#ok that's all. i will return with build a bear pictures#fresno oilers.txt
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I don't know how I feel about this.
I guess ultimately, more SFTH content can't be bad though.
#shoot from the hip#especially if it's available for all (which i think it will be?)#the d&d stuff isn't my favourite though#i do enjoy it but the gameplay aspect isn't really for me...and it's kind of a big part of it#what i'd really love is some normal livestreams from home and i'm losing hope we're ever going to get them again :(#and maybe they've struggled to work out how to do them because the last couple were really just fuuull of commissions#which personally i didn't vibe with
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Embarrassed to report that a local comic book shop not only remembers that I only come in there to buy Sonic comics
but also remembered the time I was visibly frustrated they didn't have something in stock on release day.
#I didn't get mad at the staff that day. i was just tired since it was the end of the day and drove all the way out there for nothing#and i'm bad at hiding emotions imo so i don't blame them if they thought 'holy shit calm down it's just a comic lady'#but when they rang me up and were like 'oh we're glad we didn't lose you as a customer :D" i felt really embarrassed#so now i have to go all the time so they can remember me for something else#anyway they had the new knuckles comic. haven't read it yet.#majobun chatter
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