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Switched over to Elvanse yesterday from Ritalin and so far so good! Not having any side effects from what I can tell, and I'm not feeling any less focused than I did on Ritalin so here's hoping this is the one that works for me!
#I'm on a low dosage cause i didn't handle ritalin too well and better safe than sorry#but man. i really hope this one works!!#i think this is the third drug i've tried for adhd now since getting diagnosed dec/january this year??#we're figuring shit out!#my post#elvanse#adhd
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kind of interesting to me how people are only now figuring out (?) rediscovering (?) finally understanding (?) that chinese people are actual? people? like its really fun to see more chinese stuff come across my dash but some of the comments keep reminding me of what people were doing before this happened. "people are learning chinese and figuring out that chinese people are actually funny" thats great dude we were always funny. because we are also humans who have the capacity to joke around. quick question what did u think of chinese people before u downloaded 小红书 im so so curious
#pig originals#THE WAY THAT ITS WORDED IS A LITTLE DISCOMFITING. THANKS FOR NOT VIEWING US AS ACTUAL PEOPLE BEFORE I GUESS?#but anyways#if youve countered the racist shit youve been taught & youve figured out that actually everyone who is alive is a person -#worthy of treatment as a person - then thats really great im very glad it was possible#id like to draw attention to like. WHY you had this belief before. its the wording of some of these things#like yeah haha we literally did not respect you before but its cool we're friends now#what ! etc#anyways its like. u cant be so casual about that stuff imo#obviously take ur joys where u can but dont just brush off like. all the sinophobia in the usa lmao
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my god bbno$ just got invited to riot hq because of the jayvik livestream either they're gonna tap him for jayvik marketing ideas or christian linke himself is gonna take him out back and shoot him
#jayvik#this man's last words to the jayvik groupchat were 'I WILL CANON' my yaoi brother in arms you fight on the front lines for us#something either really good or really bad is gonna happen tomorrow and we probably won't find out about it lmao#because if it's good he'll be under NDA and if it's bad well. he either won't be able or won't want to tell us asfdsgfdhgf#as someone pointed out on twitter if this was a cease and desist they almost certainly would have just emailed that#bringing him all the way to the office?? crossing my fingers it's like. a music collab or an official riot games viktor cosplay request#(hey they did it in brazil and those two were jayviking it up sooooo)#ideally riot was just fucking blown away by the engagement online for this livestream (we're still at 112k posts trending)#and were scrambling to figure out how they can capitalize off of it hopefully seeing the bonkers market for jayvik#the fact that he got this call THE IMMEDIATE DAY AFTER THE LIVESTREAM like holy shit yknow. it's gonna be big#one way or the other#godspeed my man. be careful with him he's a hero#can you feel the winds shifting? in what direction is yet to be seen but. it's like the arcane's waking up yknow
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Portrait of a vampire
Photo of a werewolf (who doesn't trust cameras)
As a treat I like to paint my characters realistically from time to time... so I can see them...
Webcomic
#to be clear I do NOT think my art is like photorealistic#it's just extremely funny to read his expression as like. apprehension towards the camera#please imagine with me. play in this space with me#I know canonically he has been on camera but we're playing pretend...#anyways they are both extremely good looking I love them both so dearly........#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#adam#steve#portrait#illustration#digital illustration#I figured out what was bothering me about adam's portrait#so now that I fixed it I'll go ahead and post them together#I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY in my captions sorry#I also dont know what to tag things as...#but I DO know how to talk about all kinds of shit in the tags!!!#so I do that!#wahoo yippee#also it is SO hard to make them match in more detailed styles#cause steve comes with way more detail (scars hair rougher skin more angles) than adam does...#so he always looks more detailed. ANNOYING!!!!!!#oh I just remembered something else I want to draw. I will write it down now so I dont forget
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People on twitter talking about how a shield reunion would happen now nowadays, and im so sorry, guys, but we will not see those three together in the possible future lol
And I'm not talking contract wise, I genuinely mean character wise like those three are at such a different level that putting them together would be so difficult to work and with all do respect wwe unfortunately lacks that talent. Maybe if they let the boys figure it out alone, it could work.
But it's so crazy because Mox is moving at a different wavelength at aew and to put him back at wwe is so weird. It would be like putting a dog on a leash or something yk
#like they would have so much shit to figure it out#first mox being back to dean like how does that work yk??? again aew is so different you will be putting a dog on a leash#then the fact all three are so different how i mean just look at roman and seth they love but HATE each other#i dont want to say never but we're are not getting thw reunion anytime soon#the shield#jon moxley#seth rollins#roman reigns#wwe#aew
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I feel like in each PD break there's been a point where prime defenders fans have waited to the point that people start saying fuck it it's time to do our own thing and go wild. Last hiatus there was transfemme ashe becoming so widespread that people thought it was canon and pencilfrog. This hiatus it's people coming full circle on ghostknife from "they NEED to get together" to "actually aroace vyncent so real let's see how this plays out". BOTH times involved sudden boosts in tidalwave popularity.
All I'm saying is the longer they draw out the hiatus the more unhinged and digging into the cracks of the podcast to get everything we can out of it we'll get. I cannot wait to see what else comes out of this period of time. (coping I miss them so much)
#i say coping but also like. i feel like im dealing with the hiatus extensions fine#it's happened before it'll happen again#it's good for them to figure their shit out and stay motivated and have structure#and also like. idk im used to PD breaks at this point i can deal with whatever#at least we're still getting tons of podcast stuff during the break#(reflecting on the post-fated/convergence period lol)#but yeah anyways#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd#prime defenders
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Me: -checking my inbox after being sick all week-
Rando In My Inbox: OMG LAY OFF THE POLITICS AND STICK TO WITCHCRAFT, YOU'RE A WITCH BLOG NOT A POLITICO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITIES OF-.....
Me, already blocking and reporting: Welp. Found the fascist trollbot. Or a straight up eejit. Either way. Byeeee.
#figure it out. this is fuckin embarrassing.#yall i'm 40-some years old. i have been around since REAGAN.#when i say shit's fucked and we ought to do something about it by voting instead of fantasizing about a sweeping revolution that won't come#(and wouldn't fix the problems even if it did)#i know from whence i fucking speak#register. vote progressive. get involved locally. educate yourself.#quit deepthroating the moral puritanism boot.#or we're gonna end up with 4+ more years of Orange Hitler and 30 more of Fascist Supreme Court.#now i'm going to eat this soup and go back to bed because i am ILL.#bree in real life#also my blog my rules i'm a grumpy old witch get fuckt
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Fic where through Rocket Corp Shenanigans and/or Orange Power Craziness, the Color Gang, TCO and Victim all get spat out into the human world, where Alan then has to reveal to his wife that surprise! Living stick figures are real, he's made living stick figures, two of them don't like him, and one of those two is actively trying to kill him, while the other five see him as their Dad.
All while trying, and just barely succeeding, in wrangling a very ferally angry Victim who is trying his hardest to inflict great bodily harm onto Alan despite Alan being literally five times his size while the others are panicking trying to figure out how to help. Except for TCO, who is just WAITING for Alan accidentally drop Victim so he can return the favor of the Box beatdown.
And Kaori, who Alan never told that his animations were based on real events and real living stick figures, is just sitting there watching this lunacy like this:
#Alan Becker#animator vs animation#ava#Victim gets shoved into a cat carrier to keep him away from Alan#This does not stop him from trying mind you; it only pisses him off more#Alan has to grab TCO to stop HIM from beating the shit out of (and quite possibly killing) Victim which TCO also does NOT appreciate#Neither does Alan's hands which get a little toasty from the fire#Orange and RGYB are just watching the chaos tbh They're smart enough to not Get Involved#At least until things settle down and THEN they demand Alan's attention#Which is very awkward for Alan because Kaori is looking at him with a expression that demands he explain and QUICKLY#This situation is made even more awkward for Alan if he never told the Skittles Squad he was married; like they had ZERO IDEA she existed#Extra hilarious if Alan never kept it a secret from his YouTube audience that Orange and the Gang really existed#Because that would imply that Alan's own wife doesn't watch his animations and/or commentary videos lmao#Alan takes the idea of separating work and his personal life to the extreme#No one ever includes Kaori in anything & while I know the reason for it I feel like we're sleeping on some hilarious ideas involving her#Alan sending pleading looks to TCO: Please don't mention the enslavement thing please don't mention the enslavement thing--#Alan awkwardly: So uh honey d'you wanna adopt seven stick figure kids...? Kaori: That is not the most pressing issue right now Alan!#Kaori: That one is trying to kill you. Alan: I can fix him. Victim: No you can't.
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Just riffing off the idea of Blitz thinking the pregnancy test box is Stolas's, head canon that Blitz has absolutely no idea what a cloaca does, biologically speaking, and genuinely believes that Stolas can get pregnant. This leads to a misunderstanding where Blitz thinks Stolas has agreed to actually have a baby with him, while Stolas thinks he's agreed to have some fun with Blitz's apparent breeding kink.
#Blitz: we should try for a baby tonight 🥰#Stolas: ooh yes put a baby in me daddy 😈#moxxie has figured out they're talking about different things but he doesn't tell either of them. it's more amusing this way.#blitz: we should tell our daughters we're making them a sibling!!#Stolas: 😳 i hardly think our daughters need to know about this blitz!!!!!#cmon this would be so funny#(also a little sad when blitz finally realizes the misunderstanding)#(but truly it would not be helluva boss if you weren't laughing your guts out one second and sobbing the next)#stolitz#(maybe they then realize they both actually do want a baby and they either adopt one or figure out some magic shit to make it happen)#(idk just spit balling here)#(egg in there)
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okay honestly im really confused as to how and why ambessa dies
like mel breaks the necklace, ambessa gets sent to the shadow realm where leblanc does ooky spooky shadow magic on her brain and mel steps in and frees ambessa but ambessa dies immediately after being set free.
why did mel send ambessa to leblanc? she says a "wolf has no mercy" did she intend to have leblanc kill her mother? and why does leblanc act like mel is betraying her by interfering? ambessa still ends up dead.
was leblanc like... looking for something in ambessas mind? is that why she didnt just have the chains crush ambessa like she did with elora? mel says "i know your face deceiver" so i assume she knows leblanc was lying about her intentions. but what then? leblanc knows what ambessa "stole" and from who. she knows ambessa is instrumental to the heralds plans and that's why she sends mel to stop her. was there something else? in that case why imply that right before shes about to die? it feels like an afterthought.
like maybe i wasnt paying attention to some key moment where someone says something that makes this scene make sense. but ive watched it and the scene where leblanc tells mel she has to kill her mother over again and i just. cant peice it together. like it was a little jarring and disorienting to watch as mel steps in to save her mother from the black rose only for ambessa to still die.... make it make sense
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#ambessa medarda#mel medarda#i know the shadow magic lady isn't confirmed to be leblanc i watched arcane with my friend who plays lol and that's what he called her#and like if we're killing ambessa to prevent her from helping viktor then why do it at all??? viktors plan is already set in motion#at that point it makes no difference if ambessa dies there's no undoing the harm she did#unless leblanc just told mel that to convince her to kill ambessa and ambessas death had nothing to do with the herald which in that case#if mel figured that out why would mel still let leblanc kill ambessa#was it that leblanc doesn't want ambessa to get that undying army?#but like. if she knows viktor is on some cataclysmic shit she must also know ambessa isn't getting shit from him succeeding#make it make sense
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Questioning AsPD culture is fitting the DSM criteria but not relating to everybody else with it?? I guess I also don't check the box for no remorse or guilt (I still fit the criteria for that section tho) so maybe that's why?? I'm so confused??? Starting to wonder if I'm over exaggerating on accident or something.
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#cluster b culture is#aspd culture is#questioning aspd culture is#cluster b#aspd#Mod Reef#anonymous#you may have traits of ASPD but not the full disorder; you may also just present differently#it also may be worth it looking at other PDs (and not just CB PDs) to see if either (A) they're causing symptoms you thought were aspd but-#--weren't; or (B) they're interacting with your aspd in such a way to make it present atypically#(especially since PDs in general come with friends)#our aspd makes some of our avpd symptoms not show up when we feel like we're in control over the people around us#and that prevented us from figuring out we had avpd (and not szpd like we thought) for awhile#(it wasn't just our aspd we were also treated in such a way (derogatory) by our ex that it made certain symptoms seem like the truth and--#--not symptoms but that's besides the point)#but then our avpd symptoms will also hide some of our aspd symptoms since our fear and avoidance prevents us from doing risky shit#and makes us mask our aspd around other people heavily
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Coming atcha in this incredible sweater I inherited from my late grandfather
#spitblaze says things#im so sad i never got a chance to ask him to take me clothes shopping before his health went down the tubes and i figured myself out#i kinda feel that way with grief anyway. a lot of oughta coulda woulda shoulda. feeling like i squandered my time with them#that it wasnt meaningful enough. that we didnt form enough of a connection#but whatever its too late now. just gotta keep it in mind moving forwards. making connections and reaching out to ppl is So Fucking Hard#but its worth it and i KNOW its worth it and im tired of feeling like i never truly got to know someone before it was too late#im very bad at initiating conversations. im trying to work on it but starting shit is the hardest thing in the world for me#if we're friends and havent talked in a while feel free to reach our#like. maybe nor right this minute its like 11 and ive spent all day either driving or with family. im wiped#but yknow#see. him face#ftm#transmasc#nonbinary#transmasculine
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not really a request! just saw ur tf2 post and uhhh about went a lil feral at the mention that u may consider writing for the characters? 👉👈 love ur content so much pls pls if u choose to write for tf2 i will be in ur debt- 🙏
no pressure tho pls write what u wanna! love ur blog!!!
I really like the idea of the power imbalance that could come from a victim who can't use the respawn machine; especially if everyone else on the base can. The isolation that comes with being a new member of the team that already has years of chemistry, knowing that assassins don't exactly get an HR for interpersonal conflicts on the job site, anyway. You're more vulnerable, socially and physically. If a Pyro decides to light you up, you're permanently dead. Even if you manage to kill someone, they'll just come back a few minutes later.
Maybe Medic or Engineer saying it will only take a week or two until your respawn is available (and "delaying" it more and more, simply because it's funny to watch). Pauling calling you and saying they're not planning to give you respawn until you manage a higher killstreak.
Everyone in the base is a sadist. They probably don't even like you, let alone feel deeper emotions when they all nearly kill you during off hours.
It's probably only after months of constant near misses that one of the members starts to think of just how far they could take your desire to stay alive. Your respawns still not up, so you're not in a position to say no...
OR, for your consideration: someone on the other team realizing you don't have a respawn because there isn't a version of you on their team. Spy is probably the first to pick up on this (maybe Medic is a close second) since keeping a level head and multitasking is his job description. He knows you're vulnerable. And then it just becomes fun to try to single you out every round.
#i say a pyro because a pyro on enemy team is just as likely to kill you as a pyro that IS on your team#also all other enemy classes probably figure out you don't have a respawn when you start scrounging around for healthkits and trying to pul#sneak attacks despite not being able to disguise yourself#or if you're a wuss and ask for an early ceasefire. you haven't even died once! and then it clicks#tbh you should fear open spaces more than anything. sniper might not get the memo and your story ends abruptly... ^^;#dude isekaiied tf2? like you know its a game and they have in lore explanations for everything but you try using skills you see in letsplay#in the matches and everyone looks at you like WTF are you doing. Heavy refuses to give you a sandwich. You try mimicking spys mask#and it doesn't even work. Get bullied for weeks. STEAL one of his disguises tho... Now we're talking#while we are at it#just steal a shit ton of stuff off dead bodies. looting for the win#yandere tf2#yandere team fortress 2
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it's basically the same explanation as in the manga, but the anime has made it easier for me to understand what Kabru's beef is with the Touden siblings, and I think that explanation was really well done
#in the manga i was like 'he doesnt like them... because they give their money away??'#but here its much clearer. he doesn't like them because they just straight up funded an underground crime ring#and they didn't know and kabru knows they didn't know#but it's that lack of thought of what the consequences might be of their actions that he really doesnt like#and its such a nice breakdown of a complicated situation#because WE have spent the entire last season falling in love with these siblings and their autistic tendencies#but kabru's brand of neurodivergence is figuring out how people work and understanding social dynamics#he cares so deeply about the dangers a dungeon brings to the humans involved#and understanding how everyone inside and outside a dungeon does what they do and why#and then these two very capable tallmen siblings waltz into town... and they just dont give a shit#they're changing the social environment so much without giving it any thought. thats got to be incredibly grating#/I/ find it annoying when people wont think critically about things i love to think critically about!!#anyway. i love kabru. i love that we're going to start seeing more of him. love that the anime fans are going to fall in love with him too#if they havent already
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You are single-handedly freezing up my notifications,,, I blink and there’s just a slew of boops. GAH YOU’RE SO FAST,,,, HAHAHA ( BOOPS SHALL CONTINUE 🤡😂)
I'm also so sorry 🙏 but also YES >:) more boops INCOMING
#so much fun#im actually syper slow with the EVIL and SUPER boops#but the normal ones iVE FIGURED IT OUTTT#we're both little cats just absolutely beating the shit out of each other (affectionately)
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I was finishing my listen to the RWRB Audiobook as I was also finishing up my Alex sketch and I thought of something from the movie
I think…there’s an alternate election-winning scene?
Firstly in the election winning speech scene in the movie, Henry/Nick's hair is his wig, not his own, therefore this scene was done in reshoot
Secondly there’s these photos from Alex’s Instagram with him and Ellen, and the captions made it out to look like this was from Ellen’s previous victory, but if you zoom in, you can see that Alex is wearing Henry’s ring
Then there’s the video introducing Alex in the opening, that has the same brick wall background as the above photos, but he has a yellow tie on (can’t tell if those are yellow roses, but it’s definitely not the same one as Henry wore from the previous scene where they were waiting for the election results)
And initially I thought it might be a scene deleted that was part of the campaign after Kensington or something since Ellen’s also wearing something different
But then there was this behind the scene photo where Henry/Nick’s in the same location, which he shouldn’t have been until they were outted, and it’s his natural hair so it was shot in principal photography
BUT then the previous scene with them waiting for election results, Nick has his natural hair! So that part wasn’t re-shoot
So… potentially another deleted scene/alternative scene?
Prime, Matthew, if you don’t release something new, we ARE going to scrouge through every single fucking detail and find out all your secrets
#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#henry hanover stuart fox#firstprince#rwrb thoughts#rwrb rambles#i don't know what's the difference between ramble and thought anymore#rwrb deleted scene#we're gonna eventually figure the shit out of this movie
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