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A Letter from Kurt... Dated November 6th, 2024
Summary: letter written to the reader by Kurt Wagner after the 2024 election results. Hurt/comfort fic
A/N: I think we could all use comfort here. This idea came to me this morning. If you voted Trump or support Trump fucking block me this goddamn instant I do not tolerate your vile hatred here.
How insane is this concept at all, nightcrawler and Trump shouldn't really mix
A letter is delivered to your quarters within the mansion, addressed with your full name. The script is neat, flowy, and beautiful. You recognize the handwriting to be none other than Kurt Wagner. There is no return address. The X-Men have been on a mission in Ukraine for months now, including Kurt. You had been so anxiously awaiting his return. You hastily tear into the envelope, devouring it's contents.
Mein liebling,
I have heard the news. My hand shakes as I write this, unsure of what to say. I cannot believe Americans, our fellow people, voted for such vile hatred. I knew they hated our kind, but I never knew the sheer wrath they had for one another. Do they know what they've done? Do the mutants who backed that man know what they've done?
I've only known for the past two hours. It is late here. The sun sleeps, but I cannot. I lie awake thinking about you, the children, anyone this will gravely endanger. It is not new for us to be hunted, to be cast out, but now there are millions more who must walk the same path as we.
Charles has already requested some of us return, including me. It is spreading us thin. Too much is happening in the world for us to defeat at once. However, a mutant sanctuary is necessary. What fight is there if mutant-kind vanishes?
This is why... I urge you. I urge you to fight. You must keep fighting.
I am trying not to lament or drown you in my sorrows, but I feel lost. I feel as if God has abandoned me in utter darkness. Such darkness that even I, Nightcrawler, cannot see through.
History often repeats itself, and I think me of all people should know what is coming. I am afraid.
It appears as if the ink has been smeared. The paper is warped, like it had been wet.
I am afraid, liebling. Our future is uncertain. I know that is not new for us, but now they can be vocal in their disdain. Logan says the writing is on the wall. The entire military can be weaponized now. Our right to live, to breathe, to contest these wicked views, is in danger.
We will be under the "guidance" of a hateful monster. I do not use the term lightly, but I fear that he may truly be a demon from Hell. He is everything wicked with the world. This cheater, bigot, Godless man deserves none of this. None of this rejoicing, praise, power. I swear to you I will not rest in making this right, or I will die trying. You will be safe.
We are not the only ones, not any longer.
I sense the mansion may soon take in thousands, if not more. We'll have to expand and protect our brethren. I have faith we will make it through; that we will make this right. I am certain of it.
If God has drenched us in darkness, then I know that He will also lead us into the light. For they are one and the same: without light there cannot be darkness, and without darkness there cannot be light.
I anxiously await our reunion. Mien schatz, please wait for me.
Signed forever yours,
Kurt Wagner.
#nightcrawler#kurt wagner#x-men#x men#xmen#my works#x-men fanfic#xmen fanfic#kurt wagner x reader#nightcrawler x reader#hurt/comfort#us election#election 2024#us elections#letter to reader
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Me: I'm going to have to hammer out the details of the folktale the next part of my fic hinges on.
2am brain: Ugh, but that's haaaaaaaaaard. We should write a Shakespearean sonnet instead.
2am me: [sincerely, while googling a refresher on sonnet structure] oh yeah that's gonna be so much easier than writing it out in prose, good thinking!
#literally wrote a sonnet cuz it seemed less boring and easier than prose#its 2am my brain isnt workig right#we'll see how i feel about it in the morning#nice and accurate rambling
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You know it might be fun to do an ask blog for Kazza....
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So I was tired and looking at TloZ videos and my FFCC-riddled brain came to the horrible, spontaneous conclusion that due to the combination of
physical prowess
skill with weapons
emphasis on power
and
status as a redhead,
Ganondorf would conceivably be a Lilty in such a hypothetical (cursed) crossover/au.
This also means that, unless we're pulling from Crystal Bearers, he has gone from being one of the tallest members of the cast to being approximately 4-foot-handful-of-inches -- not including the sprouts -- with a chronic babyface.
(As an aside, though, I do realize that, counting tribal lore and context, he would probably be a Yuke or a Selkie.)
(The Gerudo were pushed out of their desert and either all slaughtered or forced to move countries/continents entirely. The Yukes fought a war with the Lilties that resulted in them losing their Crystal and quite literally being forced into another dimension entirely lest they face genocide by the time of Crystal Bearers, while the Selkies are a tribe of thieves scorned by everyone else and possibly chased off to a distant desert island.)
(Counting Crystal Bearers, the Gerudo are most similar to the Yukes; prior to Crystal Bearers and whatever war caused the Yukes' flight into their literally otherworldly city, the Gerudo match up best with the Selkies.)
(But now I'm toeing the line of taking this AU seriously, and that's a dangerous line to be toeing.)
#tloz au#ffcc#crystal chronicles au#will this au go anywhere probably not#we'll see how I feel about it in the morning#kirby's on the brain this only happened because I stumbled across the tloz side of nintendo youtube#and ffcc is just. always lurking#so it mixed and now look at this poor gerudo he's so small#I could pick him up he's so little#how to make me like a character more. give them bird features critterfy them or make them short#itty-bitty little king of darkness and wickedness wielding untold power of legends#all joking aside. I would love to see ganondorf as a lilty#with like the ruff and the sprouts
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S-CLASS :: VMAs 2023
#pushing that 10mb gif limit here#stray kids#changbin#jeongin#han jisung#lee felix#hyunjin#lee know#seungmin#bang chan#kpopccc#bystay#felix#han#malegroupsnet#tw flash#mine#made these past my bedtime we'll see how i feel about them in the morning!
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How It's Going
Thing2: How's the election going?
Me: Not great. But it's early.
Thing2: *peers over my shoulder at the computer* Red wave. That's all it is.
Me: I hope.
Thing2: Why are there bottle of alcohol on the counter?
Me: Because it's election night.
Thing2: Fair enough.
#my boring life#my kids#thing2#election night#how late am i gonna stay up#watching an election that absolutely won't be decided#until tomorrow at the VERY earliest?#who knows#in 2016 i went to bed feeling solid about hilary#and woke up to horrible news#that was not a good morning#i guess we'll see#pique queue
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I don't like this, but maybe someone else might.
trying to practice anatomy and shading/lighting, because I'm struggling-
It's freaking 2 am maybe I'll like it more in the morning
#I'm tired#idk how to shade#anyone have any tips?#or a good yt tutorial?#I might go back and clean this up tomorrow or smth but I'm on the brink of d e a t h rn so probably not#also idk their duo name#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#hugs#art#my art#rottmnt#digital art#I still don't know how tags work#depending on how I feel about this in the morning#I might delete this#we'll see#They don't get eyes#because I didn't want to draw them#:D#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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AGAIN WITH THE FINGERSMITH AU. I missed last week on purpose, to give you all a break. Not because I forgot or anything.
Squinting, Blitzo caught sight of Stolas; he was nudging his way around a tall fern, brushing it with a hand like it was a beloved pet. A book was in his hand, and he knelt down, a little ways past the fountain, to place it reverently on a little desk; he opened it to a page, laid it flat, and drew out a line of those same silk-covered beads that Blitzo had found in his bedside table. He laid them down on top of the open book, marking the page and keeping it open. “One hundred and twenty?” A new voice asked, a hulking shadow on the far side of the room that Blitzo had taken for a closet door. “Twenty-three, is the act we were referencing, Father,” Stolas said. He drew one finger down the page- one black finger, one ungloved finger. Blitzo almost gasped; it was worse than seeing him naked. “Wherein-” He glanced up, saw Blitzo. All four of his eyes widened. Thinking he was about to be summoned, Blitzo scampered into the room. The opening hallway was just a long line of bookshelves, with the fake garden and the desks beyond; he waved nervously to Stolas, just to make sure. “What is-” The King turned sharply as the tapping of Blitzo’s footsteps echoed through the library. “You!” He boomed. “The finger! The finger!” On a good day, Blitzo would have said he’d flip the guy the bird and leave; but he didn’t. His tail tucked between his legs and he froze. He had no idea what was going on. Stolas rose and crossed the false garden, the little library, with enormous steps on his big graceful legs. He was at Blitzo’s side in what felt like a heartbeat. “Here,” he said quietly. “Here. This. He only means-” And he gestured downwards. There was a pointing finger, cast in bronze, about three feet back. Stolas put his hands on Blitzo’s shoulders and gently ushered him backwards, until he was behind the pointer. “That finger marks the bounds of knowledge here!” The King- the king? probably? shouted, sitting reclined in his enormous chair. “No servants are permitted! Stolas, tell this little-” “I will, Father,” Stolas interrupted, and Blitzo realized with a rush of mortification that he was tucked behind the Prince like he was a shield. “My valet has come to fetch me. It’s one o’clock.” “Oh.” The King quieted immediately. “Is it?” “It is.” “Hm,” the enormous man hummed, and went right back to the book in front of him, his ink-spattered desk. “You have my permission to go.”
Tagging @nyxofdemons, @goddessofcoloredpencils, an @hazbin-helluva-itch; thanks to @man--eater for the tag!
#hb#helluva boss#stolitz#fingersmith AU#finally actually getting into the meat of The Handmaiden/Fingersmith#keeping The Handmaiden's library slash indoor garden because it FUCKS#but also keeping a lot of stuff from the book#this is a first draft so we'll see how we feel about it in the morning I guess#my writing
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Fascinated by this new thing my hair is doing where my bangs are curly but nothing else is
#Picture from work earlier today. I have since showered and they're even More Curly#We're talking full ringlets here#It's wild but also I should have seen it coming#My mom has curly hair#holy carp a selfie#Possibly a limited edition post we'll see how I feel about it in the morning
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Tried out a closer gym in the Upper West Side for the first time for funsies/bc it was getting late, and it wasn't too shabby (small locker room tho for being a two-floorer), though despite it being leg day my chest apparently wanted to chest 😳
#ore no kao#[also god this cute ginger i kept making eye contact with... may go back there more often in part to see how that goes lol]#[actually felt like there were a few more cute guys there than at my home gym in midtown--not that i was focusing on that or anything]#leg workout went well but had to can the sled part bc it felt weird using it on the floor there lol#also no Stairmaster but we'll see how i feel about making it up on Wed#and now work in the morning 🥱
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yes it's 1:47am on a friday and i am thinking about girl genius instead of going to bed
i cannot stop thinking about the theoretical possibility of a twin reveal happening in skifander. like i know we just had that light tease on monday of a maybe-reveal but i'll believe it when i see it and also i think a skifander reveal actually has an even higher chaos potential. i have like five different half-formed reveal scenarios floating around in my head right now and at least two of them involve someone actively trying to murder gil but i think my favorite at this exact moment is the idea of zeetha introducing everyone to her mom & company, with gil somewhere in the middle. zantabraxus spends the rest of the introductions being Very Normal And Polite To The Visitors and absolutely not doing anything to let on to anyone around her that she has any particular interest in gil.
at the earliest opportunity that won't draw attention she asks zeetha to bring gil (SUBTLY) to zanta's chambers/whatever so the three of them can have a nice private talk. gil's response is "oh so she does want me dead then" because he has in fact been getting some extremely weird and very intense vibes off her this whole time and he's known for ages his dad was obviously wrong about zeetha wanting him dead but he generally didn't get ideas like that out of nowhere so uhhhh Weird Intense Vibes zeetha's mom is pretending aren't there = she's the one klaus thought might intend to murder gil for some reason??
zeetha naturally laughs that off and drags him to meet zanta properly. the vibes remain Weird and Intense for about fifteen seconds as she just kind of stares at him silently for a minute before abruptly hugging him and saying something about how much she's missed him and how he's grown up so well and etc etc etc
gil, very confused, trying not to reflexively judo-flip a queen: zeetha, fully delighted by just how right she was continuing to Not Tell Him was absolutely the funniest option: [after a minute] zanta (realizing something is Up here and letting go of gil): …zeetha zanta: you did tell your brother what he was walking into and how skifander feels about twins before you brought him home, right? zeetha, cheerfully: nope! gil: her WHAT—
#also depending on how serious the threat really is at this point#in my head she may or may not introduce gil as ''gilgamesh son of [barely noticeable pause just to stress her mom out] baron wulfenbach''#she really ISN'T trying to get him killed though so. you know. depending#gg#character: zeetha#character: gilgamesh wulfenbach#sarah don't look#allie don't look#also i guess#nyquil don't look#although tbh i'm not sure anything here really counts as spoilers considering the speed this comic moves#anyway. yeah. I Just Think It Would Be Fun etc#we'll see how i feel about this in the morning though lmao
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It makes me so sad that so many people's first anime these days is some dumb mainstream action-demon-killing-magic-explosion whatever. everyone's first anime should be an over the top emotional dramatic sports anime where teammates are telling each other how much they love each other and want to keep doing Sport together forever because Sport is a metaphor for LOVE and FRIENDSHIP and yes absolutely some of these teammates kiss each other when the cameras aren't rolling but what's most important is everyone loves Sport so so much and loves their teammates even more
#I'm watching free! again and getting emotional about it#it's so cheesy but so genuine with its emotions and I love it with my whole entire heart#maybe im just too deep in the nostalgia but seasons 1 & 2 are absolute masterpieces#everyone go watch the first two seasons and see a sight you've never seen before and then you'll understand#to delete#? maybe we'll see how I feel in the morning#but I stand by the sentiment
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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.
#speculation nation#bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay#but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and#thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go#dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone#so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me#we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry
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rotef kins william Afton/hj
#timekeeper cookie#verygaypurplethingposts#It's midnight we'll see how I feel about this in the morning
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Also wasn't the 2020 election so miserable with how we were all waiting for results for literal fucking days??? Oh my God...
#the suspense was agonizing#bc of the mail-in ballots taking so long#bc of the goddamn pandemic...#also aren't we all glad that trump wasn't in office when it was time to execute vaccine rollouts?#(sighs wistfully) yeah...#we literally weren't even vaxxed when we went to vote that cycle. literally crazy to think about#i almost can't believe we'll like almost certainly know by wednesday morning#like how elections should be!!!#idk how to feel bc the suspense gradually led to hope last time#but in 2016 i literally went to bed expecting everything to be fine and woke up at like 2am to see trump had won#nothing in my life could ever compare to the shock and dread i felt after that#tales from diana#and if i have to repeat that shock and dread now i have no idea what effect it'll have on me#i keep thinking of everything i can do to brace for the worst#to console myself in case this goes sideways again#and i keep thinking well maybe it won't hit as hard as it did for me 8 years ago...#but what if it does? i literally can't anticipate it#not that my feelings are what matters here obviously#but w something so consequential to the world and life as we know it. yeah ive got strong fuckin feelings#i don't wanna emotionally shut down in despair of how bad i expect a second trump term to be. and that's my personal fear#despair is inactionable but it is so so human and i want to be able to serve my community#to dare to hope for a better world!#hope is what's actionable especially if it dares to hope in the face of grim realities#but i know my hope is very fragile so i have to adapt either way#withdrawing from political action is never an option. so we all better vote the right way so i dont become useless#a traitor to myself
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