#we yearn together

[balkanradfem]

Omg,,,,, so I'm the long distance anon. 😭

Yes!!! She is also a lesbian ☺️ We actually discussed our opinions of an ldr during one of the times we'd met. But, because of a previous relationship, she said she wasn't cut out for it and was only looking for someone near her.

Like I said, due to some unnamed circumstances, there's no way for it to work right now. I can't really expand upon these, on the off chance she's following you lol. Annnnd I talk about those circumstances a lot on my main blog.

And!! I still am not sure if I was reading into things that weren't there! I want to believe they were, y'know? Who's to say? (can you tell I'm coping)

...on a more selfish note, I'd also argue we're not even that far, it's just a couple of hours. But, she's extremely busy and I can't afford the gas for 4 hours of roundtrip driving. Realistically, it's been long enough that I'm sure if she had anything fleeting romantic feelings towards me, they're already gone. Unfortunately, mine tend to linger for way too long 💀💀💀

To the other anons who are yearning, I wish you luck!!

Especially the corpo lesbian whose subordinate was blatantly suggestive while alone. You're not crazy, she's SUPER into you. I hope the 2 of you are able to finally date if she gets a promotion or if she finds a different company. 💙

Oh so she basically pre-rejected you. Okay I'm so sorry, disregard what I previously said, if she said no and quoted distance as a reason there's no way forward, even if chemistry is there both people need to be up for the relationship.

I think it's best to leave it be and if she one day changes her mind, let her pursue you for a fair bit, don't give in immediately. I'm sorry you're struggling with leftover romantic feelings, those suck so bad.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)

[femmelily]

cozy femme 🤝 comfy butch

(but both eepyheads)

[slothxio]

fuck romeo and juliet, i want what these bitches have

[bluismie]

finished reading And like the cycle of the year, we begin again by katherynefromphilly and was obsessed at the part of the fic where Arthur is reluctant to sleep alone due to the fear of the dark and Merlin being afraid to let go the King out of his sight because the Avalon might take the loss of his life away from him so they just have to sleep together !!!!

[altarofthedeep]

craving the kind of intimacy where we can cuddle and nap together, my head in the crook of your neck inhaling the scent of your skin and feeling your body sleeping against mine, being safe with your arms around me and just being allowed to feel

[agarafile]

hey um.

gempearl nation.

what if i said that gem only seeks out and wants to be near pearl this season when she is the only one in charge of their interactions (their friendliest conversation was when pearl could only do robot noises instead of talking and gem using her freecam power to discover pearl's power instead of. yk. asking).

what i said the 1v1 is just another way for gem to keep control over her interactions with pearl.

[moonchild-in-blue]

Have you ever noticed how Vessel has never actually said the words "I love you"? Like. He says it many, many times - each breath he takes is a confession - but he has never said it.

It's always "my love is / as (...)", "I'm full of the love you want", "like lovers", "your love", "(...) falling in love with me". The closest we get is "I made loving you (...)". Which still isn't quite the same as saying I love you.

It's almost like he needs to put some sort of barrier between what he feels and what he knows it's the truth to lessen the blow. Because he does love them, and will continue to do so, forevermore. No matter the cost of rain, through death. He's theirs unconditionally, even if it hurts him, right?

But they don't feel the same. He knows that. He begs for it, for them to fall for him, to take a bite, show him what it's like.

Vessel knows that they want his love, companionship, worship, whatever you want to call it, the way a wolf wants its prey. He knows that they keep him around, keep pretending to be falling in love with him, merely as play thing, a means to an end. He knows all of this and keeps loving anyway, knowing that his love doesn't matter.

You don't really love,

you just hate to be alone.

Because hiding behind big, fancy, flourished phrases like "I'll live like I've got missing limbs for you", and "My arms belong around you", and "We go beyond the farthest reaches", and -

And you know I'll be yours Just want to be worth it I will run like the wind till you follow me again

- is much easier than to admit the very simple and pathetic three-worded truth, knowing it is not reciprocated. Not anymore at least (if ever).

If what they say is "Nothing is forever", then what makes love the exception?

[heynhay]

hit me with your killshot, baby

[funsize-cenobites]

[a-stars-art-blog]

I think about them too much. Exhibit Z

[yuwuta]

Oh we need more of the tennis player yuuta.

so true we do. a match was cancelled and rescheduled due to inclement weather, which is fine, it happens occasionally. except, the reschedule interferes with your work trip, which is how yuuta ends up with your baby boy in his lap at his pre-match press conference. yuuta was worried at first, your son definitely wouldn’t be used to the cameras and reporters, and it was also seven in the morning, so he really hoped the baby wouldn’t become too irritated, but all his worrying was for nothing. 

your baby boy didn’t seem to the mind the cameras, or the large crowd of people, his father was right there to hold him through the entire thing. with them side by side like this, their similarities really show; their droopy eyelids and tired expression, the occasional slow blinking when they’re confused or in thought, the same nose scrunch that makes everybody coo when it happens. one reporter mentions you by name, and that makes the otherwise sleepy baby perk and babble “mama” into the microphone instinctively, which melts everybody’s hearts, yuuta’s included, “that’s right, baby, that’s mama,” he coos, pinching his kid’s cheek before returning his attention to the reporter, “but, yeah, my wife—she’s great. she’s away on work right now, and we miss her a lot, but i’m so proud of her. i got to speak to her right before this conference actually, and she said she’d tune in when she could, so i hope she’s watching—wait, sorry, um… what was the question again?” (his rambling off about my wife my wife my wife is not new. it happens in every conference and interview, he’s just a loverboy through and through). 

during the match, it’s dead silent when yuuta’s about to serve and then there’s the tiniest cry of “dada,” just as he’s about the throw the ball up, which makes him smile and stop and turn to his son, and the entire crowd coos. yuuta is not too proud to blow a kiss before going to serve again.

[bobkitten]

chenford has completed their “it takes 50 chapters for their first kiss to happen” slow burn era

they have officially entered the “they had sex in chapter 1, but it will take 50 chapters for any emotional resolution” slow burn era

and i am here for it

[hyohaehyuk]

chuuloid: "and lest- and louis- and jacob and i" what the hell sure

Lucyddreams: sam talks about what he expects for loustat on S3

Video: Autumn Brown - Terrorized and Therapized with Sam Reid

[gojoest]

husband nanami kento who takes off your high heels for you, carries you to the couch and sits you cozily — your legs on his lap and his hands on your feet carefully rubbing and massaging them all while you tell him about your day

[starsarehere]

so y'all think s5 will win over S4 and steal the trophy of "gayest season ever" or?