#and im screaming crying and yearning
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finished reading And like the cycle of the year, we begin again by katherynefromphilly and was obsessed at the part of the fic where Arthur is reluctant to sleep alone due to the fear of the dark and Merlin being afraid to let go the King out of his sight because the Avalon might take the loss of his life away from him so they just have to sleep together !!!!
#the trope is there��s so many bed but they chose to sleep together for comfort#and im screaming crying and yearning#this is the season 6 we deserved#merthur#sketch#fanart#myart#drawing#procreate
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THE WAY THAT THEY INVENTED ROMANCE WITH THIS SONG???? HELLO?????
#'i don't know why you waste your time on me' 'baby; all i got is time!' OH MY *GOD*#WHY IS THAT THE MOST ROMANTIC THING THATS EVER HAPPENED#im screaming and crying knowing no one else will ever have what they do#like i am so serious ive never REALLY cried at this show before but this song got me so bad#theyre so fucking cute. im going to lay on the floor and be overwhelmed by yearning#mine#fave#<- yes im tagging my own posts w this#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#fizzarolli#asmodeus#fizzmodeus#helluva boss fizzarolli#fizzarolli helluva boss#asmodeus helluva boss#helluva boss asmodeus#e: mammon's magnificent musical mid-season special
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An essential cacoethes
#my art#my artwork#click for better quality#my hero academia#overhaul#kai chisaki#will art tag#hari kurono#chronohaul#chrono#i was listening to how to be a human being the whole time drawing this#they are SOO pork soda im gonna throw up all over#screaming crying throwing up#title translation#:#haris gay little ass wont stop yearning
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i am too gay to fucking handle this rn
#HOLY SHIT MAN#HOLY FUCK#SCREAMING CRYING SHITTING BRICKS#SHAYNE IS ME#IM LITERALLY SHAYNE#MY KNEES ARE WEAK#I CANT HANDLE THIS#I NEED HER RELIGIOUSLY#PLEASE AMANDA JUST ONE CHANCE GIRL JUST ONE#but also i love that they didn’t make lady d into the pegging cause she’s SO FUCKING OBVIOUSLY A LEZZIE LMFAO#wlw#wlw yearning#lesbianism#amanda lehan canto#smosh#amanda lehan-canto
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Sometimes I’ll make a joke about haha yea no comic update since 2017. then i reread the comics and go oh god no coming update since 2017. Because I remember that this comic had like a. Plot and a story that only makes about 50% sense thru the first six issues and still has a whole bunch of loose ends that i go “man i wonder what’s going on here” and then i go “oguughhghh man i wonder if they wouldve expanded on that in issue 7” and then i put my head down on the table in defeat.
#i want to know more about what the fuck is going on with Engie in the comics#i feel it in my bones that he wouldve gotten more spotlight in the final issue or at least finally get to join the rest of the team#tf2#this isn’t an invitation to start mindlessly bashing on the ppl who made the comics btw.#ive seen a bit too much of that in my time of watchingg ppl lament over the missing final issue.#yearn! Crave! Cry and scream over not having a final issue! But also dont. Be an ass to the artists and writers. Ok.#anyways im going to go stand in a corner and think about engineer tf2comics#The Clown Speaks
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WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER OF AN EPISODEEEEE
The pining is reaching a pinnacle y'all, i had literal heart palpitations at the cliffhangerrrr
The 개쌔끼 ex is gonna show up next week and make choisseung jealous AF and I AM PRAYING TO THE DRAMA GODS FOR A CONFESSION 😌😌😌🥺🥺🥺
Also Cho Han cheul never disappoints 😭😭😭 DAD OF THE MILENNIUM...I SOBBED SO HARD at his adorable conversation with seokryu 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️
#i have not had such anticipation for the weekend since 2021 guys#and that was when hometown cha cha cha was airing#they have me screaming crying throwing up#each and every character is killing it#besties this is how you do ensemble casts#im a fan of this writer-director duo#they create magic#and thus the countdown for another weekend starts#may we all survive the week#pining and yearning like choi seung hyo#choi seung hyo#bae seok ryu#jung hae in#jung so min#love next door#엄마친구아들#kdrama#netflix#netflix drama#tvn drama
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ohhh my fucking god DUDE..........I need to fall in love so bad
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All I Want by The Cure is so so chainshipping coded I can't breathe
#screaming and crying#the dog motif is in there#the longing#the yearning#im sick#lawrence gordon#adam faulkner stanheight#saw#saw franchise#saw 2004#chainshipping#the jig is up.game over#Spotify
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update! I hate it here
was living very much la vida loca for a good 2 months and now I’m back to eternal doom and suffering.
summary! Yearned too hard and ghosted him in real time because my energy and devotion was not returned ! ! anyways this wasn’t my best work sigh
Ended up dropping out to pursue nails amongst other reasons and now i am suffocated by life! And I’m eagerly throwing my money to order out! Instead of purchasing clothes and other essentials!
It’s been a few months and Im yet to be a tiny beautiful fairy who’s magical. until i fix this i need to be alone.
Regardless Im very aware of my problems except id rather be in bed! Goodnight! 9:22am
Now that’s said and done
Prepare for my hashtag game!
#girlblogging#i hate it here#breakup#yearning hours#yearnposting#doom eternal#im cryign#in bed all day#shitpost#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#heart been broke so many times#i'm broke#my poor attempt at a joke#dropout#screaming crying throwing up#just girly things#bed rotting#i want to be seen#i wanna be sk1nn1#i need control#i want a perfect body#i want a perfect soul
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No one told me how when u finally mentally get over thinking crying is weak you’ll literally be crying EVERY SINGLE DAY
#im literally on a 3 week streak#disorganized attachment#forever yearning#sapphic yearning#self improvement#self loathing#yearncore#lana del rey#Spotify#self isolation#disorganized attachment style#crybaby#screaming crying throwing up#pretty when you cry
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THIS IS NOT A DRILL, THERE'S A TOMOZUHA FANSONG AND IT GOT APPROVED BY HOYOVERSE - OH GOD.
#THIS IS NOT A DRILL. I'M BEING FED. I REPEAT. THIS IS NOT A DRILL#they have already translated some of the lyrics bUT OH GOD I'M WAITING FOR THE FULL TRANSLATION IN ENG AAAAAAA#SHAKING. CRYING. SCREAMING. this is the best tomo content I HAVE GOTTEN THIS YEAR ASDHASK WOOF BARKS#THE PINNING IS SO REAL. tHERE'S NO HETEROSEXUAL EXPLANATION FOR IT GOOOD#hehe i know what song im gonna use for tomo's new blog YAAS#︾╼╼ █ █ ║˚ ▹ BERRY SPEAKS.▕🗲#TMKZ IS NOT BEATING THE GAY ALLEGATIONS#'i long to you see you again' 'i imagine every cloud as your silhouette' OH KAZUHA'S YEARNING HARD#and the singer sounds so much as his cn's voice actor. THIS IS A FEAST#edit: they keep putting tomo's vision reawakening . . what does that mean hoyo.. . WHAT DOES THAT MEAAAAN
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ME AND WHJFHSKFHALFHSLDJSLSK
#it is almost 5 am and i am losing my MIND over this PICTJDGSKXHALFBSLDJ#KDHAJFHAKDHAKDHSKDH SCREAMING CRYING BITJNG HITTING THINGS LOSING IT#god i need a nap#fuckin christ almighty. i love men folks.#agajdhahdajdgskfhdlgkdldhshdldb wow. woooooow#im very very tired and still! somehow! very out of it from last night! what is my deal u may ask. i have absolutely no idea.#anyway. i love boys <3#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t#mlm thoughts#t4t yearning
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My reflection lacks a soul. No sign of life but the organ hiding behind her ribcage. A ghost is living in my house and she won’t leave.
#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#writing#aesthetic#lonelly#my post#poetry#writers and poets#creative writing#i want to cry#im just a girl#i yearn#spilled ink#i want to disappear#i want to scream#i want to be loved
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I have a fantasy about getting to know you and us falling in love and being so sweet and caring and clingy and obsessive and we fuck like rabid animals and i fucking ruin you and i know it wont ever happen but i like to pretend<3
#OMG STOP#IM GOING TO CRY#MAKSKSNDKDNKSNSKDNXKS#THIS IS SO SWEET FUCK#uhm hi#I’m dream about this all the fucking time tbh#feel free to shoot your shot or send anons and leave a lil emoji so I know who you are#if you really want to talk to me that’s probably the best way#I really don’t know why I feel the most comfy replying to anons and talking in the tags#but here I ammmm#so just a lil advice - best way to talk to me/get me to notice you#1. send me anons (could really be about anything) and leave a personal emoji so I know it’s you#2. reblog my posts and leave cute tags on them 🥺👉👈#but seriously I want ALL of this so fucking badly I could SCREAM#when will it be my turn#I yearn and crave for this 24/7#just gotta find the loml#is it you?#haha 😘#ask#anon#cute asks
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Ran into an "everything was better in my day" old guy today who was genuinely shocked to learn that he was in his teen years before his mother was allowed a bank account without a man's permission
#this#this is the thing that eats me up all the time#the way society influences the way people are#those stupid chinese historical novels like#'hmm my mother in law is such a stingy penny pinching bitch i wonder why that is it must be because shes inherently a bad person'#no NO you idiot she hasnt had a day of financial freedom in her life there was never a day where she wasnt living under a mans thumb the#only money she could call hers was her dowry and if times were tight her husband could just take it from her to 'help out the family' and if#you were poor you wouldnt have shit for a dowry at alllll#and if your husband fell out of love wifh you youd have nothing left#do you#do you understand#and it still STILL echos and reverberates into today#why else would the novels be written like that#the way the constant thread across all these wish fulfillment transmigration novels is 'i want a man who trusts me with the finances'#'i want my family to support me' 'i want to be acknowledged for my achievements' 'when my idiot brother fucks up i want my parents to be#just and not blindly side with him' 'i want to be seen' 'i want to be loved' 'I WANT TO BE LOVED'#im crying bc THESE SHOULD BE BASIC THINGS you should have these without even asking or YEARNING#i will never get over the way the one child policy and parents preferring sons over daughters created a whole entire generation of shittymen#and dealing with This Kind of men as coworkers brothers partners shaped chinese women to be the way they Are#its so shit ITS SO SHIT i know we literally just had a conversation about this but this just got me thinking about it again and if i have to#stew over this alone i will SCREAM#hiding this in the tags like how chinese romance authors unknowingly hide the most hard hitting heartbreaking realities of navigating#society as a women in the subtext#ITS SUPPOSED TO BE BRAINLESS FLUFF WHY AM I CRYING MY HEART OUT FUCK YOU
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Screaming out I want something but I don't know what I want anymore. Nothing feels good anymore. Temporary only gets shorter. I want to be loved and cared for but I will kick and claw, completely conflicting myself. What is it I need so bad?
What is it I need so bad?
#crying like a child because getting what i want hurts more than yearning for it. i am just a dog chasing its tail#i wanna throw a tantrum. i wanna break things. hurt people. scream. but why? why is nothing ever enough?#im sorry im such a horrible person to be around. and if you dont think i am yet then trust me you will#im just tired. im so tired. when was the last time i felt secure in any relationship? am i doomed to be alone? wanna kms to spare everyone#not even that. i wanna go missing and die. then no funeral cost and no burdens#i hate myself so deeply. he was right. i am just an abuser. i do nothing but hurt. ive never made anyone happy. not really#my existence is entirely worthless. so why am i still here? what the fuck do i want? or is it merely an inability to take action? im so lazy#i just want to be okay but i can't see any future where i get over this. time will never heal me it has only made me worse.#why do i even write this? nobody sees it and it doesn't make me feel better. it just makes me lose even more meaning#sorry i should shut up i know im selfish and a burden and you dont care im sorry i swear ill be good just dont leave im sorry im sorry im so
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