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My older sister and I would literally be dead without each other and I mean literally
#my mom went on vacation with my brother so we've been alone for the past 3 days#and she's been cooking and I've been cleaning because I can't cook for save my life I literally be starving because I refuse to go to the#kitchen and turn on the stove. anyways she has been feeding me but her dumb ass decided to wash the sheets (I always do the laundry) and to#begin with she didn't know how to turn on the washing machine lmaooo and a couple minutes later I heard some weir noise coming out of the#laundry and asked her if she put something heavy on the machine and she said no. I asked her again and she said she was sure she didn't#when the cycle was over she took out the sheets and her old phone was there đ screen completely shattered and I mean DESTROYED#we stood there in complete silence#she's an engineer so it makes this so much worse đ
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Protecting His Investment
Pairings: The Salesman x Fem!Reader
Summary: No one gets to hurt you except him.
Warnings: Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Language, Implied Violence, Age gap, God Complex, Brainwashing, Psychopathy, Murder, Blood, Gore, Codependency, Yandere!Salesman, Stalking, Smut (+18) mdni, Voyeurism, Blood Kink, Sadomasocism, Dom!Salesman, Sub!Reader, Choking, Rough Sex, Oral Sex, Blood Play, fingering, Massive Degradation Kink, Praise Kink, Sadism, Punishments, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Squirting, Overstimulation
A/n: I'm not responsible for the media you consume.
This can be read as a continuation of this fic but not strictly
âShouldn't I be blindfolded?"
If it weren't for the silence simmering between you both, in this monotonous taxi drive, he mightâve not heard you at all and perhaps you should have been more careful with your choice of wording but you were feeling a tiny bit reckless this Wednesday afternoon. He hadn't ever offered to personally fetch you from campus, and you felt incredibly juvenile when you spotted him standing there like a dad, in his grown-up suit while his briefcase hung in his hands in front of him. You'd almost convinced yourself that you were imagining things. That somehow your obsession with the man who kidnaps you every Wednesday to fulfill all his messed up fantasies was truly taking a toll on your mental health.
Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, he was real. And he had come to pick you up and you were feeling awfully giddy as he ushered you both into a taxi while a few of your peers stood and stared.
By now he would've blindfolded you. Keeping you completely clueless to the location he brings you to every Wednesday. See, your Salesman had myriad deep rooted issues. Mania. Sociopathy. Sadism. But the issue that irked you the very most was his inability to trust. Before you know it, you're pouting up a storm as you ask him. "Why aren't we using the blindfold today?"
He slowly removes his gaze from the window, where he had been pondering like the old man he is. He quirks up an eyebrow, letting the intensity of his attention wash completely over you.
"Would you like to be blindfolded?" He asks playfully. His eyes are sparkling with amusement and his lips are quirked up like it usually is when he's being sardonic. Still, you remain cautious as you lean forward. You send one quick glance to the taxi driver, wondering if you were being led in some kind of hearse on the road to your death.
"A-Are you going to kill me?" For the first time, cold, white fear ices the warm blood rushing through your veins. Come to think of it, he did seem far chirpier than usual. Perhaps that should have been your first warning. The flags were blood red but you were wearing rose-tinted glasses.
He only snickers before placing a heavy hand on your head, patting it down.
He doesn't answer you for the duration of the taxi drive, causing you to slip more and more into your thoughts of morbidity and despair. Why else wouldn't he blindfold you if not to end your life once you got there? It seemed dreadfully logical and so on-brand for him. He'd get bored of you sooner or later and then he'd dispose of you. There'd be no need to blindfold you any longer while he took you to his place because you'd soon become a corpse and-
"Doll." The voice cuts through the chatter filling your brain. All at once, the car has stopped, and warm air rushes into the interior as he holds the door open for you. "Get out of the nice man's car." He jests politely, quickly prompting you to unbuckle your seatbelt and scramble out of the taxi.
The second you're out he walks ahead of you. The building that comes into focus before you have your brows crinkling.
You quickly catch up to him, gazing up at his monotonous face. "Why are we here? You never come to my house."
He doesn't respond as you both walk into the foyer. He walks briskly and powerfully, like a man on the move while you send a small wave to the security manning the front desk. You both enter an empty elevator and he presses a button without you ever having to tell him which floor.
"You're going to kill me, aren't you?"
He lowers his gaze to you, one eyebrow quirked up.
"You only die when you disappoint me and as of late," he stares directly ahead, "You haven't disappointed me."
The elevator dings and he steps out. You follow him like a puppy without a leash. "In fact I'd say your work ethic as of late has been-" he blows out a long sigh as he makes it your apartment door- recalling all the weeks you two have spent together in vivid kaleidoscopic images. All the pain you let him inflict on you and pleasure he'd offer as a reward.
"-nothing short of stellar. I'm proud of you." He punches in the code to your apartment and you both enter. The curtains are drawn shut because your roommate hates sunlight. You preferred it but there was no communicating with something like her.
He kicks off his shoes at the door.
"What are we doing here?" You ask nervously, "My roommate will be back soon and she isn't very nice."
"We won't be playing at my place today." He says finally meeting your wild and nervous eyes. He seems so lax and so in control. "We'll be playing here."
"B-But my roommate."
"Is that why you were crying?" His gaze keeps you rooted to the floors, unable to move even if you wanted to, "Because of your roommate?"
"Crying? I wasn't crying-"
"Back at the university," he says, casually removing a microscopic piece of lint from his grey blazer, "Your head was beant and you looked up at me with bloodshot eyes." His eyes shine with amusement as he says, "Usually with our sessions, the crying only comes later on." Then he quirks his head and asks, "What happened?" There's a bang somewhere in the apartment and your head snaps forward. Your eyes scan over the adjoining living room and kitchen but he seems unfazed.
"It's stupid-" you shake your head, "Like who even still gets bullied in uni?"
You laugh pitifully, leaning against the nearest wall. He stands tall before you. A brick wall.
"Your roommate's threatening to kick you out of this apartment to move her boyfriend in?" He asks before adding, "Again."
Your head snaps up to him, "H-How-"
In that moment, he turns rather robotically, making his way deeper into your home. It's clean. Thank God.
"You don't realize how chatty you get when you're about to orgasm." He says before stopping right outside your closed bedroom door.
"My roommate- she... decided last night that- well- she would really like her boyfriend to live here instead-"
"Without consulting you first?" He clarifies, staring blankly ahead at the door, listening very attentively.
"Y-Yes without consulting me." You bring your hand to the doorknob, on your way to open it but he stops you with an iron grip around your wrist. You wince.
âContinue talking.â He says and you do.
"This morning they both kinda sprung on me that they'd like to be living here now. She went behind my back and already placed the deposit down our landlord, well," you clear your throat. "I might be homeless soon." You laugh but then swallow very thickly as the gravity of the situation falls onto your shoulders.
"And still you decided to have our sessions today?"
"If you'll have me," you nod.
"Remarkable." He replies. "Well I've never been very fond of my things or my toys getting dirty." He begins mysteriously as he places his hand directly over yours on the doorknob.
"Pardon?"
"I can't have my favorite toy living out on the street. Who knows what kind of animals would try to rape you or drug you or fucking stick their slimey dicks inside you-" he turns the doorknob, clicking your room open.
You're not even sure when this started happening. These 'private sessions' with your Salesman that quickly bled into something much more concerning. Before you knew it, he was seeping into your brain, polluting you with obsession. There had never ever been anyone else involved.
"What the hell did you do?" You ask, slowly entering your room to find two chairs placed directly in front of your bed. As soon as you enter, you hear the blood curdling, muffled screams being ripped from the throat of the two people strapped to those chairs.
"I'm protecting my investment," Says your Salesman as he pushes the door closed behind you.
Your feet feel like lead as you watch them and their panic-stricken eyes. There in front of you, they sit opposite one another, both with a haggard countenance and tears streaming down their cheeks.
At the sight of you, your roommate screams something horrid but it's muffled by the gag placed in her mouth, a gag the shape of a dog bone.
He's there too. The boyfriend. He's not as loud or as frantic as she is but he's significantly startled. His eyes are wild and vacant. The same gag.
"Oh my god-" you begin but he cuts in front of you, making his way to the couple seated across from each other.
"We're all gonna play a game- a quick one," He says, "Can't play for too long because I've been dying to get inside you since I saw those pretty little bloodshot eyes."
"Sir- I"
If you knew his name you might've screamed it in this moment. 'Sir' is your only point of reference to address the manic man in front of you.
This isn't right.
Right?
You're so confused, you barely register than you've thought out loud. It hits you as he slowly shrugs his blazer off.
"What isn't right is them thinking they can rape this apartment from underneath you." He says, folding it and placing it meticulously over your desk.
"I- have neighbors!?" You begin but he has a plan for that too.
"I had your room soundproofed since our first session." You're pushed into even more confusion.
"WHAT!? When did you even-"
"While you were at school-" he says before uncovering a handgun from his briefcase. A handgun and a silencer.
"Point is, Doll, I'm going to need you to play a game for me, ok?"
"DOLL!?" Comes your roommates' mortified and muffled cries.
"I need you to make one tiny decision for me." He says, screwing on the silencer onto the barrel of the revolver. It strikes you then that even when the mask is off, and the worst workings of his personality are on display for all to gaze upon, you still find him breathtakingly attractive.
"If-" tears burn the back of your throat, "If this room is soundproof why-why do you need a silencer?"
"I'm nothing if not a cautious man, you know this." Then his expression turns very grave and very dark as he says. "Don't you?"
âYes, Sir,â you reply almost automatically. Like your need to respond to him- to please him, greatly overpowered your moral compass. âYou're extremely cautious.â
Your roommate releases a shrill noise from the very back of her throat, her eyes pleading with the humanity she desperately tries to find in yours.
âOut of these two, he's my least favourite,â Your Salesman says, standing beside you. Eyes wild as he points his gun to the boyfriend's head.
âBut this isn't about me,â he turns to face you, slowly dragging you gaze away from the victims that had once been your tormentors. You look up at him with a broken sob slipping through your lips. âI need you to choose.â
There it is.
His words seem to detonate what little fate you had in his humanity. There is nothing in his eyes except hedonism and violence.
"I'm going to have you to choose very quickly, baby-â
You're already shaking your head as frazzled braids tickle your shoulders. Your eyes find theirs and you immediately say, âI'm not going to do it.â
When you look at him again, you're almost horrified to find the smile that had once been on his face, completely wiped away. His face is a shadow and it strikes you way more than anything ever has. Something in you scolds you. It gnaws at you to make things right.
âDon't do that.â He says darkly. âDon't disappoint me.â
His hands -one still holding a gun- moves to cup both your cheeks. He cranes your neck further back, gazing deeply. âI can't have you living on the street.â
âYou don't have to kill anyone-â
His jaw ticks, âPick.â
âSirâŚâ
âYou're disappointing me.â
All it takes is those three words to have your world crashing to the floor. Tears blur your vision as you raise a trembling finger.
âHim. I pick him.â
It's the first time you realized that you were brimming with codependency
Or stupidity.
Or maybe both
âThat's a good girl.â He coos, pressing a kiss to your forehead. The father you never had.
He lets his eyes meet that of the boyfriend who is shaking and writhing in seat.
âWhat a good fucking girl I have, wouldn't you agree?â He asks the boyfriend yet he only cries and cries and cries. Meanwhile, you're bathing in the warm, milky words of praise.
"I suppose you wouldn't be able to agree to much in a second-"
He raises the gun.
Wait-" but the trigger is already pulled, and the bullet slices through the air and the deed is done.
It's remarkable how fast it travels. The speed of the bullet. Like it's competing with light itself. One moment his head is there and his brain is inside it, functioning like usual and the next moment, it's splattered all across my bedroom wall, coating your stuffed animals and drenching your pink bedding.
âYou killed someoneâŚâ
âWe killed someone, and you did such a good job. Now we're real rich people-â
You shake your head.
âOh my fucking god we killed someone-â
It's stupid, but the first thought that comes to mind is-
âHow- How am I gonna get the stain out!?â
âI'll get you new sheets, Doll, I promiseâŚâ
Meanwhile the roommate is crying and screaming her throat hoarse. You watch gravely as vomit soaks her gag.
âThat's fucking disgusting.â He says before turning back to you. A spray of blood scatters across the side of his handsome face. He'd just committed murder and yet you still describe him as handsome.
âYou're not disgusting at all.â He says, âYou're so clean and beautiful.â His large hands rub over your face. âAnd now this apartment's yours. Ours. Maybe.â
Ours.
That word somehow affects you more than the murder you'd just lay witness to. It has you staring up at him with grateful, love-filled eyes. You're still scared but, you were his. And that was a powerful feeling. You'd never belonged to anyone before. Certainly not any man as handsome or smart as this. This isn't rose-tinted glasses anymore, it's rose-tinted vision.
âWe killed someone.â You say. Solidifying the fact that you were a couple.
Your heart rages in its cage when his eyes nearly roll to the back of his head.
âFuck yes we did,â he moans before smashing his lips down onto yours. Confusion and discomfort wage a terrific and bloody war inside you as he kisses you absolutely dizzy. Your insides are swirling and your stomach is turning at the sight of the blood drenching your walls.
he tips your head up, forcing his tongue in and he moans when you let him. Your tongues touch and coax and he pulls you in close.
âYou know how good you looked when I picked you up earlier, Doll? I loved seeing those bloodshot eyes of yours.â He mumbles, âI just hated not being the one to make you cry.â
You sob something awful. The sound escapes you while your lips are still plastered to his.
âBut this is all me,â he says proudly, gazing down at your watery eyes as he pins you up against the wall. âThis is all me.â
Your roommate sits in a daze. Over his wide shoulder, her eyes stare blankly into yours and you almost find yourself mouthing the words 'I'm sorry'.
Almost. But you never do.
Your brain is too clouded by feelings of fear, regret, pleasure and⌠satisfaction. In your defense her boyfriend really fucking sucked.
"Take this off." He groans, lowering his large build to the floor to shove your shorts and underwear down. Undressing you almost formally as he lifts your one leg out followed by the other.
Your eyes are still on her.
Every vile word she's said to you. Every occasion she'd bring her equally cruel friends over and they'd gossip about you loud enough for their words to carry through the walls.
You realize very gravely that your care is waning.
That humanity that was still left inside you is thinning.
And he's pressing wet kisses against your legs, worshipping the soft cellulite at your thighs.
A man in a suit at his knees for you and she's forced to watch.
It makes you feel so-
"Fucking beautiful, fuck." He groans.
The more riled up he is, the less care he gives to how crass his language becomes. As if trapped in a daze, with your eyes still on your tormentor -your bully- you hook your fingers into his hair. Parting your legs you lead his mouth to your exposed cunt and he slurps you up for all your worth.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as he eats you out with vigor. He flattens his tongue and suctions his mouth against your clit, causing a deep and guttural moan to spill from your lips.
He pulls back, breathing raggedly, "Fuck my face," he commands, before placing both hands on your ass, enough to have your cunt riding his open mouth. It feels so fucking good your eyes are stinging with tears. You let them fall because you'd know he'd appreciate it. He appreciates every tear in your confidence. Every waver in your air-tight judgement. It undoes him completely to see you so fucking pathetic.
He looks up at you while you're riding him. Those morally black eyes are urging you to hump his face and you do.
At the sight of your tears falling his nails dig into your ass and you moan more. All the sounds you're able to make are in intelligible sounds of pleasure. But you force yourself to come to your senses. Just long enough to whisper
"Th-Thank you, Sir,"
He stills. Completely stunned.
You come. It crashes down on you all while your roommate tries to squeeze her crying eyes shut, shaking her head as if trying to delude herself into believing none of this is real.
"You are fucking fire, you know that?" He croaks, slowly rising. You're breathing oh so quickly and it only speeds up at the sight of your arousal casting his jaw.
âI wanna fucking hurt you so bad. I wanna eat you. I wanna fuck you. I wanna do so many unspeakable things to you- you're so perfect.â
He throws one more gaze over his shoulder. His almond eyes scan over the body, then the girl and he groans, furiously undoing his belt.
"How the fuck did I get so lucky?â he says, almost to himself.
"Answer me." He presses his body firmly against yours, until your spine is straight against the wall. "Fucking answer me when I talk to you."
He growls before bringing a hand up to your chin. It's painful the way he grabs you, but you're so used to pain. It lives here now. Between you both.
"I-I- don't know-" you really don't know and he melts at that.
"I'll tell you how, Princess. " he wraps your leg around his waist, "People like me- people we call crazy and evil-â His eyes are so wide, his smile too. -we get nice things. And people like that-" he quirks his head backwards, âThe weak? Those people on the streets, they die.â He says, grinding his cock agaisnt your cunt, âAnd we don't die, yeah?"
"Oh fuck." You're seeing stars when his cock sinks into your cunt. It's hard and raging and he's already doing multiple shallow thrusts to force it deeper. "S-So big-" you can't talk, you hardly ever can when he's like this. Fucking you into an absolute frenzy.
"You gonna squirt for me, Doll?â he grits his teeth, hips stuttering as he ravages you against the wall. "F-Fuck." Some
âShe's a really good squirter-â he turns his head to watch your roommate over his shoulder. Her head is slumped forward, she's fainted perhaps.
After weeks of trying to impress him, to show him that you were not the weak little thing he had first kidnapped- you realize it's paid off. He caveman grunts as he fucks you deeper and harder and a cry rips itself from your throat.
âY-You want me?â You ask with trembling lips.
âBaby,â he breathes directly into your mouth. âI need you.â
"F-Fuck-" your orgasm sneaks up on you and he watches with immense gratification as you come undone on his cock.
âYou're making a mess on my cock-â clear liquid streams out of hou, threatinging tk lush his cock out but he fucks you through it.
âGonna fucking cum inside you, baby. You're gonna take it, aren't you? My good girl's gonna fucking take it,â he throws his head back as his eyes flutter closed and soon he's fucking spurts of warm cum into you.
It fills you completely until the mess is coating your thighs. Through your wave of endless euphoria you see stars, the planets and him in the very centre of it all, guiding you and coaxing you through the bountiful high.
Even when he's done, his cock is still nestled deep inside you, pushing you over the brink of stimulation.
"You're very promising.â He admits, âAlways have been.â
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"--and this is the staffroom," Gojo sing-songed, swinging open the door on your First Day Tour, with you a few steps behind him, "--ah! And that's Nanamin. Say hi, Nanamin!"
A tall, suited blond man looked up from his spot on the sofa as you peered in; at first, he simply nodded to you, disinterested. Then, Gojo spoke again while leading you out.
"--he's not very fun, don't worry-- no sense of humour."
Your final glimpse as the door closed, was of the blond man's irritated scowl.
It was true; Kento clearly didn't make people laugh, for he was either too mean or too subtle to be funny. This was the case, at least, until you. And you had no idea what your laughter did to him.
You had formed an alliance of respect, an easy bond that would have been camaraderie if not for Kento's standoffishness. You felt him hover nearby on joint missions, close enough to lunge to your rescue, but far enough that he could resist your magnetism.
Talking, and surveying the abandoned school, you spoke aloud as you walked down the stairs.
"So perhaps I'll take the East Wing, and you take the We--ergh!"
You reeled back, having walked headfirst into a buckled ceiling. Kento stepped to your aid, pulling a handkerchief out of his pocket, and lifting your chin to look at your forehead. He huffed, barely a puff of breath through his nose, wiping dust from your forehead before grumbling.
"You'll be alright. Not much in there, anyway."
You burst into laughter, and Kento electrified, absolutely rigid. You patted his chest, still giggling as you walked away, cooing back over your shoulder in a way that utterly melted him.
"So mean."
You soon learned that Nanami Kento was possibly the funniest man at Jujutsu High. Dry and unforgiving in a way that made your brittle colleagues crumble, you found yourself, instead, choking back laughter every time he crippled one with another savage put-down.
When Yuuji arrived late to a mission, Kento stepped over to him and, poe-faced, pulled up his shirtsleeve to show Yuuji his wrist.
"This," Kento hummed, flat, "is a watch. You can buy one at any good supermarket."
When a waiter slopped coffee over Kento's shoulder, Kento dabbed at it to the waiter's frantic, apologetic bowing. Kento raised a placating hand and insisted to the confused waiter.
"It's alright. I never liked this suit anyway."
When you stood at the staffroom window with him, watching a monsoon in companionable silence, Kento murmured over the rim of his mug.
"Lovely day."
He had timed it just-so, and barely concealed his lopsided smirk when you choked on your tea. Shoko walked in, drenched, looking at you and Kento in dismay. You coughed, opening your mouth to speak, but Kento got there first, firing shots.
"Is it raining?"
Shoko scoffed, sputtering, while you buckled against the windowsill.
Kento grabbed a hand towel and an umbrella, heading to the door. As Shoko reached for the towel, Kento pressed the umbrella into her hands instead, his expression flat, but his voice edged with a feral pleasure that made you come undone.
"You'll need this."
Kento's meanness was tempered only by his self-deprecation, and when you took as good as you gave, you felt his icey facade melt away completely, revealing such warmth.
It was no wonder you were drawn to each other, when the only reason neither of you laughed together, was because you were in a constant stand-off for who could remain poe-faced the longest. Kento always won.
Still, you felt the need to break him; you had cracked smiles, or the occasional chuckle out of him, but nothing more. You knew nothing more than the truest irony would do it.
The day came; you arrived, to your usual staffroom rendezvous, covered in blood. Kento paled, abandoning his book to rise immediately and reach you in three long strides.
"--you're hurt-- we'll go to Sho--"
"Kento. Stop. It's not my blood-- it's Gojo's."
Kento did a double-take, his eyes narrowing in disbelief, so you explained.
"Gojo invited himself to teach me about Curses that are 'above my paygrade', so he took me to one. I told him this Curse was clearly more powerful than it looked, and Gojo told me to step back so he could handle it. Said he'd even do it without his Infinity on. So I stepped back."
Kento's nose flared, barely perceptible.
"...and?"
You took a deep breath. "So, Gojo has a broken nose--"
Kento broke down with a wheeze, before bursting into a rich, deep rolling laughter that split the clouds with sun. His hands clasped the windowsill, his eyes crinkled, and his shoulders shook with wicked, throaty mirth.
You felt yourself becoming drunk off him, utterly intoxicated by his laughter. Kento couldn't stop himself, trembling with schadenfreude to the point of indecency.
Finally, sighing and straightening as if exhausted, Kento wiped his eyes with the side of his finger, and smiled at you with sweet adoration. Laughter still threatened to break through as he begged you.
"Would you-- would you like to go out for dinner? With me?"
You paused, your expression pained.
"Ah...no. No, thank you."
Kento froze, his face beginning to fall. You looked down at yourself, and announced, still deadpan.
"It's just-- I'm covered in blood, you see--"
That sent Kento over the edge again.
You remained content throughout the years of your marriage, for Nanami Kento to be viewed by others as boring and humourless. You found yourself jealously greedy of his rare laughter, anyway.
After marriage, you viewed it as the highest badge of honour to make him laugh like that while he was buried inside you.
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Are We Still Friends? â Part Two
Pairing: Reader x Azriel
Summary: You and Azriel are struggling with the aftermath of your heated argument. Unfortunately, you both cope in very different ways.
Warnings: angst! (with a side of some friendship fluff)
Word Count: 5.2k
Part One | Series Masterlist | Part Three
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The room reeked of stale arrogance and cold stoneâ like it always did.
You could handle Keir alone. Azriel knew that. You did, too. But that didnât make it easy. Azâs presence was enough to silence Keirâs snide remarks with a single look. Without him here, Keir was running his mouth like a common court gossip, his words dripping with the kind of entitlement that made your skin crawl.
He was droning on now, his voice a low hum in your ears like the buzzing of a persistent, uncatchable fly; rattling demands, complaints, thinly veiled insults. It was always like this.
You were barely listening.Â
Your mind kept drifting to Az, to the conversation the night before.Â
Your chest simmered with a new emotion every time you replayed it. Anger, disappointment, betrayal. You werenât sure which stung more: his sharp tone, the way heâd dismissed you, or the bitter fact that youâd never had Azriel talk to you like that before.
Where was he now, anyway? What had Selene needed so urgently that heâd decided official court matters could wait? Somewhere far more comfortable than this gods-forsaken pit, you were sure.
ââŚand the resources weâre requesting are more than reasonable, given the sacrifices weâve made to maintain this arrangement.â
Keirâs voice sliced through your spiraling thoughts, slick, self-satisfied, and grating. He had quite the punchable features, you observed. How had he lasted this long without a good deck to the face?
âIf Rhysand truly values his court,â Keir continued, a mocking edge creeping into his tone, âand not just his little city, then perhaps he should send someone who understands the importance of negotiation.â
Your mind jumped againâto Azriel, to the way heâd looked at you like you were the one whoâd crossed the line. You couldnât figure out where youâd gone wrong. Was it the mention of Elain? That small, stillness youâd felt in him? You hadnât intended it to be a jab, hadnât meant to make him feel guilty. You were concerned. Your approach was good-natured. Or, at least youâd thought so.Â
Keirâs voice drifted in and out of focus as you stared at him, boredom spreading through you, a dull throb in your chest. You were ready to leave. Ready to escape the suffocating air of the room. You were annoyed at yourself, too, if you were being honest. Here you were, seething, ungrounded in a way you rarely allowed yourself to be, simply because of a five-minute argument. A spat.Â
Usually, during these meetings, Azriel helped you regulate your dislike for Keir. When the maleâs mere existence stirred memories of his cruelty to Mor, Azrielâs presence would be a steadying hand at the small of your back, a quiet reminder to keep your temper in check.
But he wasnât there. And your thoughts were all over the place. And Keir only wanted to talk to Azrielâwhy did everyone need him so suddenly?
âYour attempts at diplomacy are largely symbolic. A pretty face to soften the High Lordâs more⌠aggressive tactics. And, well, without the Spymasterâ â
Something snapped inside you. That diplomatic part of you, the skills youâd fought tooth and nail for, had perfected over centuries, crumbled completely.
âShut up!â
The words hit the room like a thunderclap. The two males beside him stiffened, their hands twitching toward their weapons.
âFor the love of the Mother,â you said through gritted teeth, âShut. Up.âÂ
Keirâs eyes widened, his mouth hanging open for a fraction of a second before he recovered, his features twisting with irritationâ with offense, with shock. âExcuse me, girl?â
You stood slowly, your chair scraping loudly against the stone floor. You knew you should grimace, should feel some pang of guilt for letting your temper get the better of you. This wasnât what you were here to do. This wasnât how you tended to be.
But you didnât care.
You were tired, irritated, and in desperate need of a drink, a joint, or someone to hit in the face.
âDo you ever tire of hearing yourself speak?â you said, gesturing sharply with your hands. âOr do you enjoy the sound of your own idiocy too much to notice how pathetic you sound?â
Keirâs eyes narrowed, his smirk returning, like he enjoyed your bite. Found a worthy opponent, even. âCareful,â he said, his voice low, threatening. âYouâre out of line.â
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes. Youâd give Mor a tight hug this week, praise her once more for being able to survive seventeen years under the suffocating arrogance of a male like Keir.
âOh, Iâm just getting started,â you snapped. âYou are not some untouchable ruler. You leech off the power Rhysand allows you to have. Do not forget that.â
Keirâs jaw tightened, his knuckles white where they gripped the arms of his chair. One of his soldiers shifted slightly, his hand brushing the hilt of his sword. You turned your glare on him.
âTry it,â you said coldly. âI dare you. Lay a hand on me, and youâll find out just how thin your leash really is. Do you think Rhysand wouldnât love an excuse to raze this pathetic little agreement to the ground? You think Morrigan wouldnât personally take that sword and shove it somewhere creative? Trust me, theyâre looking for an excuse.â
Keir inhaled sharply as he stood slowly, placing his palms on the table before him and leaning forward with a snarl. The gleam in his eyes was predatory, animalistic. âAre you threatening me?â
âYes.â You mirrored him, placing your palms on the table and leaning forward, still holding his gaze tight. âWould you like to see if Iâm bluffing?â
Silence blanketed the room as Keir stared at you. You could see it in his eyesâthe horror of recognizing that you might actually be his equal. Or worse, his superior. He was struggling with how to approach the situation, how to balance his newfound realization with the need to maintain authority in front of his males.
After a long moment, Keir shifted his gaze to his men and motioned for them to stand down. Their hands dropped, spines stiffening like statues at his sides.
You took the silence as your answer.
âThat might be the smartest move youâve ever made,â you said with an amused hum. Straightening, you brushed your hands off and smiled. âThe Spymaster will be back next week to negotiate terms about resources. Pray heâs in a better mood than I am.â
A sense of satisfaction bloomed in your chest as you turned to leave. It felt good to finally tell him offâLord knew it had been coming for centuries. Youâd been biting it back at every meeting, every forced smile, every empty negotiation. It had been far more tame than youâd liked, but it was something, at least. A small victory.Â
The relief washed over you for a fleeting moment before it began to slip away, replaced by that familiar unease, the stirring of anger still simmering beneath the surface.
You knew why.
Keir wasnât the male you were truly mad at.Â
At least, not in the way that made your heart ache.Â
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Youâd barely gotten out of the bath and dressed when there was a soft knock at your door. You let out a deep sigh, running your hands along your face before walking into the bedroom proper, feeling the slight chill of the air against your still-damp skin.
The thought of Azriel hit you almost instantly, your body tensing at the possibility. After all, it was just the two of you living in the townhome, and it was lateâno one else was expected. As much as part of you wanted to see himâto curse him out, maybe, or pull an apology from him, you werenât sureâa bigger part of you just wanted to sit alone. To wallow in the strange self-pity that had bloomed in your stomach since the meeting with Keir.
âGo away, Azriel. I donât want to t-â
Your gaze landed on Mor instead. She stood in the doorway, hands behind her back, a small smile on her lips.
âGood thing Iâm not Azriel,â she said, stepping forward. Her familiar perfume drifted through the room. âIâm much more attractive.â
You stifled a laugh despite yourself, the corners of your mouth tugging into a reluctant smile. Mor had always been infuriatingly good at thatâchipping away at your mood, no matter how sour. Tonight, she looked less mischievous than usual, wearing a simpler gownâstill stunning, but more comfortable.
âWhat are you doing here?â
Morâs presence instantly lightened the weight on your chest, even just slightly, but a glimmer of disappointment sparkled in your chest, threaded through your ribs and refused to leave. Part of you had hoped it was Azriel at your door. Even if youâd have sent him away with biting remarks, at least he wouldâve tried. At least he wouldâve been there.
âI heard through the grapevine that there was a messy meeting in the Hewn City.â
Your stomach twisted. Shit. Keir had worked much faster than youâd thought. You wondered, briefly, how long it had taken for him to go run and complainâ had he waited an hour? Perhaps two?
You grimaced, offering a sheepish smile. âOh, right. That,â you drawled. âIs Rhys mad?â
âNot at you,â she replied. âHeâs mad he missed it. I am, too.â
A grin tugged at her lips, and it wasnât long before identical ones broke across both of your faces. You looked down, scuffing the carpet with your toe. âI donât know what got into me.â
Mor snorted. âMy father got into you.â
You looked up and raised a brow. She shot you an unimpressed look, the kind that would usually mean you were inconveniencing her with your childish humor. But there was amusement in her eyes, glinting like sunlight on glass. She wanted to laugh.
âYou know what I meant,â Mor grumbled, lips twitching again. âKeir tends to bring out the worst in everyone.â
You nodded at that, tucking a loose stand of hair behind your ear. âI know I tell you this all the time,â you said, âBut gods am I sorry you had to grow up with him.â
Mo shrugged, waving it off with a dismissive hand. The other stayed behind her back. âCharacter development and all that,â she said breezily. âAnyway, I have something for you.â
âIf itâs wine, I think Iâll pass.â
She shook her head and brought her hand around, revealing a small to-go box. It was unmistakableâthe kind used by your favorite bakery, all the way in the Day Court.Â
âTa-da,â she sang.
Your chest warmed at the sight. Slowly, you took the offering, running your fingers along the boxâs edges. When you looked back at her, she was watching you with a tender smileâthe kind only Morrigan could give. It wasnât the playful smirk or sharp grin she wore for the world.Â
âWhat's this for?â
Mor tilted her head. âYouâve had a rough twenty-four hours. I thought you could use some comfort treats. And company.â
Your heart swelled. Youâd told her and Elain little of the fight with Azriel when theyâd sought you out, pacing outside your door until they decided you were ready. Elain had apologized profusely, saying she hadnât meant to spark the argument when she suggested you talk to him. Youâd assured her there was no apology neededânot from her, at least. Sheâd only sped up the inevitable: the realization that Azriel didnât seem to value your opinion the way you so often valued his.
Mor wrapped an arm around your shoulders, leaning in to whisper conspiratorially. âI also did bring wine. Itâs downstairs. We can sit, talkâand if Azriel comes home, Iâll make sure he doesnât hear us. Or see us.â
You let Mor guide you downstairs, where she opened a bottle of wine and drew you into a conversationâa deliberate distraction about her and Emerie, about apartment hunting and her attempts at civility with Nesta. You listened as best as you could, grateful for the reprieve, and even forced yourself to savor the dessert sheâd brought.
It was as good as you remembered. That was something, at least. Azriel hadnât managed to ruin that, despite the bitter taste your argument had left behind.
Mor waited about half an hour before gently steering the conversation where she really wanted it to go: what happened with you and Az, how you were feeling.
The problem was, you couldnât quite put your finger on why you were so upset. You told Mor the things you knew for certain: that it was unfair for Azriel to assume he knew what you were going to say, that he hadnât given youâhis best friend for centuriesâa chance to speak or express your concern. That he hadnât trusted you enough to even hear you out. Mor nodded along, agreeing that Azriel had been out of line, that it was unlike him to take someone elseâs word over yours so easily.
But even as she agreed with you, it didnât ease the pressure in your chest. It wasnât just about him being unfair or dismissive. There was something deeper, something you hadnât yet figured out how to say. Something else about it that bothered you so deeply.Â
Maybe it was the way heâd so easily twisted your intentions, the way heâd looked at you as if you were an inconvenience, made you feel like every word youâd spoken had been some elaborate ruse. Like your concern wasnât genuine. Like the years youâd spent knowing him, understanding him, recognizing the subtle shifts in his behavior, didnât matter at all. You were just finding a convenient excuse to meddle, to dig your claws into his relationship, sabotage what he had so you could steal him away in the middle of the night.Â
It was possible you were being a little overdramatic. And youâd definitely emphasized his words in your retelling to Mor, but it didnât change the intent. What heâd said. What heâd believed. To imply that after everything, you couldnât be a good friend to him. That you couldnât care without an ulterior motive.
He hadnât even tried to talk to you since. Not a word, not a glance. You tried to reason with yourselfâit had only been a day. Maybe he needed time to cool off, to think. Maybe he was as confused as you were, unsure of how things had spiraled so fast. Maybe this silence was just him giving you space.
But a part of you didnât think that was true. There was a possibility that his silence wasnât for your sakeâit was for his. Because he didnât think he owed you anything.
That thought was the worst of all. That he didnât even care.
And you were furious, too, that Azriel had tipped you so completely off balance, that these feelings had bled into your lashing out at Keir. The memory of it was already clawing at you, leaving a faint sting of embarrassment. You knew it would follow you like a stray dog, nipping at your heels. Youâd gotten emotional. Youâthe Night Courtâs ever-diplomatic emissaryâhad been anything but.
You were certain youâd care more about it in a few days, when you had the energy to think clearly.
âY/n?â
You blinked, startled out of your daze, suddenly aware of how tightly your fingers had curled around the small fork in your hand.
âHm?â
Mor gave you a sympathetic smile. âI think you should get some rest,â she said, crouching down in front of you.
You hadnât realized youâd ended up on the floor, leaning against the tableâa habit you fell into when you were upset, like grounding yourself by sinking as close to the earth as possible. Mor extended a hand, helping you up with that steady, no-nonsense kind of care only she could offer.
She started tidying up without asking, brushing away crumbs and organizing the small mess youâd both made. Her eyes flicked to the pastry box on the table. âAre you gonna finish this? Or do you want me to toss it?â
You glanced down, confused, at the small leftover piece in the box. That was strange. You usually devoured these, barely leaving crumbs, let alone a full bite. For a moment, you thought nothing of it.
And then it clicked. It was instinct, an old habit of sortsâleaving a bite for Azriel to try.
You bit back a disappointed sigh. What had once been second nature, something you did without thinking, now felt deeply embarrassing. Sickening. Too intimate, like a little girl with a crush.
âToss it,â you said quickly, your voice tight, sharper than intended.
Mor didnât comment, simply folded the box closed and tossed it into the trash. Before she left, she pulled you into a hug, warm and unhurried.
âItâs okay to focus on the anger right now,â she murmured into your hair. âIf nothing else makes sense, youâre entitled to it. I think youâre a few centuries overdue.â
You let out a short, dry laugh. âYeah,â you replied, the word heavy on your tongue. âI think I have a few more remarks left in me.â
Mor grinned as she stepped back, smoothing her hands over your arms before heading for the door. âAtta girl. Make him miserable.â
You lingered on her words as you climbed the stairs.
A grudge sounded great. It sounded righteous. It sounded like something you could doâat least for now, until your feelings settled.
Lucien really was better than you. Heâd endured so much, and somehow, he still found room for forgiveness, a way to let Azriel off the hook.
But you didnât want to let this go. Not yet.
Youâd given Azriel centuries of friendship, of loyalty and unwavering support, and he hadnât even deemed you worthy of the benefit of the doubt. Maybe later, you could be like Lucien, could forgive Azriel for his shortcomings and his idiocy.
Not tonight.
You curled up in bed, willing yourself to embrace the cold, sharp edges of your anger. But, despite your best efforts, that wasnât what stayed.
The sadness did.
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Azriel didnât apologize.Â
Not verbally, at least. It was a habit born in the aftermath of the first war, when heâd been forced to reckon with who heâd become, the things heâd done as Spymaster.
Heâd learned quickly that some things were too heavy to face, too raw to acknowledge. Easier to tuck them away, seal them behind his silence. Apologies came with a price he couldnât play. Because if he started apologizing for those thingsâacts born of desperation, of blind obedience to a High Lord who demanded itâheâd never stop. Heâd be drowning in it for centuries.
So he didnât. He wouldnât. And if he refused to apologize for the horrors of his pastâif the shame and pain of it were too muchâthen he had to be consistent. If he didnât do it then, he couldnât do it now. Not even for the people he loved.
Instead, he accepted the damage he caused. Accepted that heâd make mistakes. That heâd hurt people.
He stored those moments away in the ever-growing, aching place inside him that proved how unlovable he wasâhow destined he was to hurt the people he cared for most. How inevitable his failures were.
On the worst days, when the silence felt unbearable, heâd reach for those memories, let them remind him of who he truly was. Heâd sit with them, twist them into hatredâat himself, at his failure, at the fact he couldnât change it. He could never seem to stop.
But Azriel loved his family. He truly did. Heâd die for them. Heâd commit every horrible act over and over if that was what was needed to ensure their safety. So he usually found other ways to apologize.
This time, though, Azriel felt⌠embarrassed. Ashamed, even. Humiliated. Heâd acted like a child, reckless and unthinking, had been dismissive of someone he loved.
He valued the females in his life, respected them deeply. And usually, for them, he could set aside his twisted need to avoid apologies. Instantly.
You and him had argued beforeâfought, even. It was bound to happen over centuries. But it had never been like this. This felt different. Everyone knew.
He wanted to apologize the night it happened. But he couldnât. Heâd gone too far. He told himself that his apology needed to be big enough to make up for it.Â
All week, the memory looped in his mind, relentless and punishing. The second the accusation left his lips, regret had consumed himâan instant, choking thing. Even his shadows had recoiled, letting out a sound that mightâve been a gasp. But the worst part, the part that kept him up at night, was your face.
Your features had twisted into something heâd never seen before. Not in all the centuries youâd been by his side. Something like offense. Or maybe, Azriel thought bitterly, something worse. Heâd convinced himself it was disgust. Pure, unfiltered disgust.
It bothered him more than he cared to admit.
Azriel was used to people being upset with him. It came with the territoryâhis silence, his sharp edges, the anger he carried like armor. He could be difficult; he knew that. Could be impulsive, cold, quick to anger. Over centuries, heâd learned to live with it, to endure the way disappointment settled in othersâ eyes when he pushed too far. But it never suffocated him like this.
He had disappointed you. You were angry, disgusted by the accusation he'd thrown your wayâwhy had he done that?
Selene's words lingered in his mind, over and over, such meaningless, small words. Theyâd burrowed themselves deep, driven him borderline mad. He couldnât figure out why.
It made him itch, made him unsettled in a way that didnât make sense. He had assumed that itch meant the words bothered himâsomething about them, something he couldn't quite graspâand that had gotten under his skin, gnawing at him.
Heâd been avoiding you since that night. It was easy, despite the fact that you were the only two in the house. After all, you had been avoiding him too.
He was being a coward. He knew it. Avoiding you when he knew damn well he needed to find you, get you alone, and apologize. Profusely. Repeat it until there was some hope of undoing the damage. But avoidance was easier. Safer.
It was what he was best at.
The thought of apologizing only for you to turn him away, for you to look at him with disgust, with anger, was more than he could stomach. And he'd convinced himself that that was the most likely scenarioâand it would be valid. Completely, utterly valid.
So, he did what he did best: he retreated into himself. Into Selene.
But a few days had passed, and now the ache in Azrielâs chest was gaping. Raw. Unbearable. He couldnât breathe.
The guilt had started before the sun rose, creeping up Azrielâs spine as he pulled away from Seleneâs warm embrace. Sheâd stirred when he slipped out of bed, her lips parted to protest, but he hadnât stayed to hear her argument. It wasnât comfortableânone of it. Not the weight in his chest, not the way his shadows murmured disapproval like a broken melody on repeat.
He needed to be hereâat family brunch. He wanted to be here. And for the first time in days, his shadows seemed content with a decision heâd made. Thank the gods for that.
The house was full by time he arrived. He didnât need his shadows to tell him. He could hear their laughter from the doorway, could smell the pull of a sweet feast. Rhysand was the first to notice his presence, a faint smirk tugging at his lips as he leaned back in his chair.Â
âLook who decided to join after all.â
Az didnât reply, not in the way he usually did. Instead, his gaze immediately found you, his breath stalling as he caught the subtle stiffening of your shoulders. You didnât turn. You didnât so much as glance back.
Mor, seated beside you, did. Her brown eyes flitted from you to him, a semi-scowl in her expression as she turned her gaze to Emerie on her left, dismissing Azriel entirely.
Another person heâd probably have to apologize to.
Az swallowed, his shadows tugging at him like restless children, desperate to curl around you, to offer somethingâcomfort, perhaps, or a plea for forgiveness he hadnât yet put into words. But you still didnât move.
Clearing his throat, Azriel finally said, âIâm sorry Iâm late.âÂ
It was Feyre who responded, casting a quick glance towards you before offering Azriel a smile. âNo worries, Az. Weâre glad youâre here.â
That was a lie. But the chatter began once more, anyways.Â
Az moved forward, gaze flicking to the one empty chair at the tableâ the chair beside you. Just as he reached for it, your head snapped up, eyes meeting his for the first time in days.Â
âAre you sure you want to sit there?â
Azriel froze. âWhat?â
You tilted your head at him, eyes narrowing in a way he hadnât quite seen beforeâa look that was, if he was being honest, downright unnerving. But then, just as quickly, the emotion fell away, replaced by something sharper, crueler, and laced with exaggerated concern. âWhat if Iâm overcome with lust and expose myself to you?â
From across the table, Cassian choked violently on his drink, Nesta muttering something under her breath as she thumped his back.
Azriel closed his eyes for a brief second, forcing a steady inhale before lowering himself into the chair anyway. He could feel his shadows retreating reluctantly, curling tighter against him, sharing his discomfort. Only when the conversation resumed once more did Az lean closer to you, dropping his voice low enough for only you to hear.
âCan we talk?â
âI donât know, can we? Did Selene give you permission?â
Azriel clenched his jaw, willing himself to take another deep inhale. Before he could pull a response, your face shifted into something exaggerated, all false excitement and mock sweetness. âDonât tell me Iâm being considered as your third? Oh gods. Should I throw myself at you now, orâ?â
âY/n, come on,â Az murmured, his voice tightâ pleading. âPlease.â
For a beat, Azriel thought you were mulling it over, almost expected to see your face soften like he was used to. But it didnât.Â
 âRhys,â you said, your voice carrying as you turned to the High Lord. âWould you like to tell Azriel what to expect during his meeting with Keir next week? Heâd like to know.â
Azâs stomach twisted at the sound of his nameânot Az, but Azriel. Cold. Formal. Foreign. He hated the way it sounded coming from you, devoid of the warmth or familiarity heâd always taken for granted, like he was a stranger. Had he truly made you that angry in the span of a few minutes?Â
This, Az thought bitterly, was why he opted to never speak unless it was needed.
Rhys nodded, though his gaze flickered between you and Azriel with something like caution. Before Azriel could protest, or even try to get another word in, you turned to Mor, engaging her in conversation as if the exchange hadnât happened at all.
The rest of the meal passed in a strange limbo. It wasnât hostileâif anything, it felt painfully normal. Conversations swirled around the table. Laughter floated between bites of foodâ and his shadows had danced whenever the sound of yours had reached them.
Azriel was willing to admit that, with the situation aside, heâd missed thisâmissed his family. The time spent with Selene lately had only highlighted how much he craved the sense of home that these moments brought. And yet, he couldnât bring himself to apologize for his absence.
Heâd been nervous to disrupt what he and Selene had, even if âalrightâ was the only word he could muster to describe it. It wasnât perfectâit wasnât loveâbut it was... something. It could develop into something. Right?
But as good as the meal couldâve been, your silence weighed on him like a stone. You ignored him completely. No more snark, no insults, not even a glance. It got to the point where he wanted a petty remark, wanted you to look at him and tell him exactly how stupid heâd been. Usually, you were vocal when you were angry. Confrontational. Heâd seen it over centuries, the way your fury blazed as brightly as you. You didnât let things stew. You didnât let him stew.
Why were you so quiet now? Why werenât you yelling at him, demanding answers, or throwing his mistakes back at him like daggers?
Why had you accepted himâand his stupidityâwith the same quiet resignation as that night?
It was worse. It was so much worse. Your anger felt different with him. And he hated it.
When the meal ended, Azriel stayed seated, watching as the others began to leave. He watched as you leaned down to Nyx, your hand brushing the babyâs cheek with such tender care it made his chest ache. Feyreâs expression softened at the sight, and you smiled at her and Rhys, thanking them for the meal before leaving with Mor, Emerie, Cassian, and Nesta.
None of the females spared him a glance. Cassian offered him a small, apologetic smile. He wasnât sure if that made it better or worse.
Thank the gods Amren wasnât here. Small blessings, Az supposed.
He sighed, clearing his plate and bringing it to the kitchen. He rinsed it, the sound of water doing nothing to drown out the weight in his chest, and when he turned to leave, Rhys was there, Nyx balanced on one arm.
âGood luck, brother,â Rhys said. Az didnât bother asking what he meant. He already knew.
The wistful, pitying smile Rhys wore was infuriating. The amused gleam in his violet eyes was worse. Rhys looked almost... grateful, as if relieved it wasnât his head on the chopping block.
âA fight with the one member of our family collectively loved by everyone else,â Rhys mused, shaking his head. âPhew. Youâve made an enemy of a pack of vicious, beautiful wolves.â
Azrielâs jaw tightened, but before he could respond, Rhys shifted his attention to Nyx.
âCan you say, âUncle Az is screwed?ââ He cooed. Nyx babbled nonsensically, waving a tiny fist, and Rhys grinned. âYeah, heâs gonna have to grovel, huh?â
Azriel glared, his shadows bristling as he brushed past him with an unamused glare. Rhysâs laughter followed him down the hall.
Must grovel, his shadows repeated, Grovel. Apologize. Admit.
Whatever the hell that meant.
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Part Three
authors note:
me trying to write reader and getting sad that shes lowkey gaslighting herself and downplaying her emotions bc she cares about az: âšď¸
me writing az as someone who just accepts he hurts people and doesnt realize he can like...just apologize: đ
me knowing this angst is gonna be so fun:đĽ°
anyways thank you for reading!! i've already written a lot more, so expect 2-3 more parts! <3 (i have their makeup writtenđ) every comment or ask yall leave gets me so inspired
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Request: If you are still doing the tropevenia event, can you please write a fic with secret marriage prompt for Adrian Tepes x female reader. ( =ďźžĎďźž)
AN: get this dhampir a wife! Such a fun request
Genre: fluff + Secret Marriage
Pairing(s): Alucard x Wife Reader
Summary: "No one hurts my wife," he said, his voice steady and cold, without sparing a glance back.
"You have a wife?!" Sypha screamed, her voice echoing off the walls as Trevor stared blankly into the void, looking more lost than usual.
You winced at the shriek, gently setting her cup of coffee in front of her. "Nice to meet you," you offered with an awkward smile, unsure if she even heard you through her shock.
Next to you, Adrian cleared his throat, his golden eyes flickering away as a faint blush crept up his pale cheeks. "We have been betrothed for twenty years," he said evenly, though his voice wavered slightly. "It was... a matter of time."
That, of course, did not make things better.
Before you could fully process what happened next, a heavy pile of books toppled onto you, and the sharp sting of a whip lashed across your back.
"Not a curse then," Trevor murmured, standing over you with an expression that teetered between relief and annoyance. From the corner of your eye, you caught Adrian gawking, his face frozen in disbelief.
A bubbling shame welled up in your chest, hot and suffocating. You pushed yourself to your feet, glaring at Trevor. "Indeed, quite human," you snarled, and without hesitation, you swung your fist, landing a solid punch to the oafâs jaw.
"I am human," you continued, your voice sharp with fury. "At least in part. Adrian and I were betrothed by our parents. And we are now wed."
You could see the dread settling on Sypha's face, her expression torn between shock and dawning understanding. Then you turned your blazing eyes back to Trevor. "You're not welcome in my home. Sleep in the barn tonight."
Adrian's friend or not, no one struck you and got away with it. And if they dared, you made damn sure they understood the cost of their actions.
The silence that followed was tense, broken only by the sound of Trevor groaning from where he had staggered back.
Snapping out of his stupor, Adrian ignored Trevor completely and rushed to your side. His golden eyes scanned you, his hands hovering just shy of your back, as though afraid to touch and cause more harm. "Are you hurt, my love?" he asked, his voice soft but laced with worry.
You opened your mouth to reply, but before you could, Adrianâs power rippled through the room like a sudden gust of wind. With a sharp crack, a mighty blast of air sent Trevor flying backward, slamming the doors shut with an echoing thud.
"No one hurts my wife," he said, his voice steady and cold, without sparing a glance back. The message was loud and clear to Sypha, who stood frozen, staring at her husband lying in the rubble outside. "And anyone who wishes her harm shall bear my wrath."
In the quiet stillness of your room, Adrian carefully peels the fabric of your dress away from your back, his movements slow and deliberate, as if afraid to hurt you further. His golden eyes scan your unmarred skin, but the frown on his face only deepens.
"I should have stopped him," he mutters, his voice low and filled with guilt. "I was too late... I'm sorry. I just... I didnât expect it." He rambles, his words tangling together in frustration as his gaze flickers between your back and his own trembling hands.
"Does it hurt?" he asks, his voice achingly quiet, like the faintest whisper of wind.
He had failed again. To protect you. To care for you. Gods, he was lacking, and now he had allowed a Belmont, his own friend, to harm you.
His father, who burned the world for his mother, would never have allowed such a thing. Dracula had been many things, but in love, he was absolute. But Adrian knows he will never be his father, in both good and bad.
He will never be the husband you deserve.
But he is in love. Unforgiving love that clutches at his heart, that reminds him with every breath of all the ways he falls short.
His expression crumples, like paper crushed in a fist. Adrian, for all his power, for all his strength, is so terribly fragile when it comes to you.
âIt doesnât hurt,â you reassured him, turning to face him fully. Your hands rose to cup his face, tilting it gently so his eyes met yours. âYou know it canât hurt me. Trevor didnât strike to harm, only to dislodge potential glamor.â
You could see the mild complaint brewing on his lips. Adrian worried too much. Fretting, after all, was his favorite pastime. His brow furrowed deeply, no doubt already replaying every moment in his mind and finding a thousand ways to blame himself.
âYou did nothing wrong,â you said firmly, your thumbs stroking the sharp planes of his cheeks. âYou did the right thing. Tomorrow morning, your friend will apologize, and we will forgive him because he is your friend. And then, you will no longer hold this against him.â
Adrian opened his mouth to protest, but you cut him off with a stern look.
âNope. Listen to me. Wife is right.â
His lips quirked upward, despite himself, and the tension in his shoulders eased slightly. His hands moved to rest on yours, cradling them against his face like a lifeline.
âYouâre always right,â he murmured softly, leaning into your touch.
âAnd donât you forget it,â you teased, smiling at him.
Adrian laughed, low and quiet, before pressing a kiss to your palm. âNever,â he promised.
Somehow, Adrian had found a wife. In the bleakest of times, when the world had turned its back on him, you had come to him. And now, you were here, standing in his castle, a presence that soothed even his most troubled thoughts.
When the next morning came, you were greeted by an unexpected sight.
A sizable tuft of brown hair lay at your feet, carefully placed by Sypha, who stood before you with her hands clasped. Outside, just beyond the castle doors, her husband knelt silently, his head bowed low in shame.
The tuft of hair. A Belmont tradition of repentance. An act of humiliation and an offering of guilt.
An act you had no use for.
Still, it would be of little use to ignore it.
"My husband is a dog," Sypha said with a weary sigh, though her tone softened with affection. "He lashes out carelessly. Please, forgive him." She bowed low, an act that clearly caused Adrian discomfort. His eyes flickered with unease as he watched his friends, who seemed more like chastised children than the bold warriors they usually were.
Gently stopping Sypha mid-bow, you reached out and rested a hand on her shoulder. "Thereâs no need for apologies," you said, your voice calm but light with humor. Sparing the kneeling Belmont a glance, you gestured toward the tuft of hair at your feet. "Though I reckon this," you said, pointing to it with a raised brow, "shall make for a very interesting wedding present."
Syphaâs head snapped up, her lips parting in surprise before a laugh bubbled out of her. The tension in her shoulders eased, the corners of her mouth lifting into a grin.
With that simple jest, the air shifted, the weight of guilt and harshness lifting from the room. Grudges were set aside, and forgiveness settled in their place like the morning sun breaking through heavy clouds.
"Bring your dog in for breakfast," you said, your grin widening as you met Syphaâs eyes. "Adrianâs the one cooking today."
The smile she returned was bright, her laughter lightening the room even more. "Iâll hold you to that," she said with a chuckle, turning toward the door to retrieve her sheepish husband.
Behind you, Adrian stepped closer, his expression softening as he gazed at you. "You handled that well," he murmured, his voice laced with quiet admiration.
You turned to him with a playful smile, leaning up to press a quick kiss to his cheek. "Itâs what wives are for, isnât it darling?"
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iâll drive, iâll drive all night
bf!rafe cameron x fem!reader
cw â alcohol, brief talks abt arguing, this is lowk short
summary â you drunk call rafe for a ride home from your friends house.
a/n â whipped this up in a few minutes so please donât be too harsh. request!!
do not copy or post my work anywhere else.
you sat outside with the warm breeze as you waited on the steps to your best friends house for your boyfriend to pick you up. you were completely out of it, eyes feeling heavy, body all soft and feeling like jelly from the copious amounts of alcohol coursing through you.
youâd probably had one too many drinks and you were expecting a lecture from rafe when he arrived but you were too far past the point of caring. you just wanted to see him and go home after the terrible day youâd had.
the two of you had argued earlier in the afternoon which eventually led to you both parting ways and not speaking for a few hours. you were both very opinionated and you had attitudes that often didnât mix well when you were frustrated. one of you usually apologized though and you guys moved past it.
this one was different though. you knew youâd been a little mean in your replies but you also felt like he deserved a little reality check. you currently couldnât even remember why you were arguing due to your drunken state, but you knew it was something you guys could easily get over. you two would probably forget about it by morning anyway.
when you finally saw the big truck pull into the driveway, you quickly stood and almost immediately regretted the sudden action. your head began to spin and a pain accumulated behind your eyelids as you drunkenly stumbled to his car. he was standing on the passengers side waiting for you.
once you approached after tripping over your own feet, he opened up the door for you without a word and helped you up the big step to get inside. he shut it behind you and made his way into his own seat. he assured you had your seatbelt on and began reversing out of the driveway without a word.
âiâm sorry,â you slurred quietly, noticing the way both his hands held the steering wheel instead of one of them resting on your thigh. âdidnât know who else to call.â
you heard him sigh and begin to drive. âwould rather you call me than anyone else,â he admitted honestly and spared a glance in your direction. his heart broke a little at the soft pout on your lips and the sad glint in your eyes. âând iâm not mad at you, baby. âs fine.â
your eyes glistened with tears as you looked at him. âyouâre not?â you mumbled under your breath, eyes feeling heavier and your head getting all foggy.
he shook his head with a shrug and gently rested his hand on your lower thigh just above your knee, thumb soothing over your skin reassuringly. âcould never be mad at you,â he said before the car fell into a comfortable silence. the only sound being the quiet song playing on his radio.
you didnât know when you fell asleep or how long itâd been since, but you began to wake to the sight of rafe standing in front of you looking extremely focused and a soft towel being dragged carefully over your cheeks. you were sat on the bathroom counter with your legs spread slightly and him standing between them with majority of your body weight leaning against his.
he was holding your jaw in one hand while the other hand did what you assumed was taking off your makeup. when you finally fluttered your eyes open for real this time, he scanned your face and placed the towel down on the counter. âyou have fun tonight?â
you nodded and smiled softly. âmhm. morganâs friends are really nice. the bar was so cool,â you replied, awkwardly rubbing your hands along your thighs not knowing whether or not it was appropriate to touch him. ââm really sorry, rafe.â
he went silent for a moment but his eyes stayed fixed on yours. âits okay, sweetheart. we both said some shit we shouldnât have. âs alright. people make mistakes.â
âi was beinâ a bitch earlier,â you mumbled, leaning your forehead against his chest.
he laughed softly and smoothed a hand down the back of your head comfortingly. âi think i can handle your attitude pretty well by now,â he replied just barely above a whisper. âcâmon. time for bed.â
you instinctively wrapped your arms around his neck as his hands found the backs of your thighs, lifting you and walking you to your shared bedroom before dropping you down gently on your side. he was quick to pull his shirt over his head and crawl under the covers beside you.
you scooted closer to his side and sighed at the familiar warmth you enjoyed so much. his arm loosely fell to the dip of your waist as he scrolled through netflix to find a movie on, knowing you couldnât sleep without the tv on. âi love you baby,â you muttered through a sleep-laced voice.
he smiled and pressed a kiss to your hair. âi love you more, angel.â
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Hubby Dearest
Hyunjin x fem!reader
Warnings: kissing, suggestive, very naked jinnie MDNI
Genre: established relationship, fluff
Summary: Hyunjin calls out for a towel from the shower. You're annoyed with him, so you don't help. So yeah.
Hosting a New Yearâs party sounded fun in theory, but the reality? It was such a pain. Between cleaning, decorating, and prepping food, your sanity was running wild, and your husband was doing absolutely nothing helpful.
âHyunjin, I swear, if you donât get up right now -â You glared at him as he lay sprawled on the couch, giving you a grin.
âRelax, babe,â he said, flashing a smile. âIâm your moral support.â
Moral support? You picked a cushion and threw it at him.
âThe boys will be here in an hour!â you snapped, shoving a tray of glasses onto the dining table.
âAnd?â He raised a brow, gave you a flirty look. âTheyâre family. They wonât care if thereâs a speck of dust somewhere.â
âThatâs not the point,â you began. âYou're not even ready yet and -â
But whatever else you had to say got stuck in your throat as Hyunjin stood, stretching lazily like a cat. Then with a devilish grin, he stepped close. So close, his chest touched yours.
Damn him.
âYouâre ogling again,â he teased.
âAm not!â you snapped, cheeks burning.Â
âBabe, youâve been mad at me all day! You know that I love it when you're snappy,â he said, eyes twinkling with mischief. âBesides, if you want some attention, all you have to do is ask.â
âOh please,â you groaned, crossing your arms and pretending you werenât distracted by how good he smelled.
âCome here,â his voice dropped an octave as he leaned down, lips brushing yours.
âHyunjin!â you shove him lightly, but your heart raced wildly.
He laughed, taking a step back.
âRelax. Iâll go take a cold shower, âcos just look at what you did to me,â He said, looking down.
So did you. If your cheeks weren't red enough, they were now, because there was a very noticeable bulge in his pants now.
And you did absolutely nothing for this to have happened. Your eyes met his as he winked and walked towards the bathroom, leaving you feeling completely numb.Â
About fifteen minutes later, you were putting down the last of the dishes on the dining table when Hyunjinâs voice echoed from the bathroom.
"Baby?!"
You sighed.
"BAAAABE!"
"What, Hyunjin?" you called back, huffing in annoyance.
"There are no towels in here!"
Ah, yes. He was supposed to put the towels in the bathroom earlier. But of course, he was too busy being a princess to do that.
"That sounds like a you problem!" you yelled, grinning with pure satisfaction.
"Y/N! Donât do this to me!"
You ignored him entirely, going back to clicking pictures of everything you've set up. He could learn a lesson about responsibility for once. You hear him calling out to you again, this time, his voice whiny.
Not today, Satan.
You thought you'd won. For a moment, there was silence, and you actually thought you'd won.Â
Then you heard the bathroom door open.
âY/N,â came his low, warning voice.
You turned your head, and your brain short circuited.
Because there stood Hyunjin, stark naked, water running down every inch of his perfect, glistening body, his hair wet and messy. His hands rested on his hips, and he looked so damn smug, as if he didn't just kill you.
"I figured if you werenât bringing me a towel, Iâd bring myself to you," he drawled, sauntering toward you, his wet footprints trailing behind him.
Your jaw dropped as you squealed, "HYUNJIN!"
"What?" He smirked, leaning forward, his face right in front of yours. "Youâre the one who left me hanging. Fairâs fair, babe."
"Youâre⌠dripping on the rug!" you sputtered, slapping your forehead.
"Am I? Guess we better clean it up," he said with a wink, leaning closer. His was so completely intoxicating, the scent of his body wash mingling with the heat radiating off his skin.
"Youâre unbelievable," you muttered, trying to maintain your composure, even though your brain was urging you to put your hands on him.Â
"And youâre ridiculous for thinking you could win this game," he shot back, brushing his lips to yours in a teasing kiss.
âTheyâre going to be here soon,â you tried again, though your resolve was quickly crumbling under his touch.
"Then, be a good girl and get me a towel." He whispered.Â
Well, you had to laugh.Â
"Fine," you giggled, but as you made your escape toward your bedroom, he called to you again.Â
"Babe? You might wanna hurry. Iâm cold."
You should've known better. Shouldâve known that a towel wouldnât end this. Not with Hyunjin.
He had followed you into the bedroom like a puppy and as you handed him the towel, you caught his smirk - one that screamed, Iâm not done with you yet.
âThanks, babe,â he said, casually slinging the towel over his shoulder instead of wrapping it around his waist.
âJinnie, dry off and get ready!â you said, glancing at the clock. The boys were going to arrive soon, and here he was, dripping wet and still very naked.Â
âYeah yeah, what's the rush?â He cocked his head, feigning innocence.
âOh my Godâ you sighed, eyeing the puddles of water he'd left everywhere.Â
âI just wanna spend some time with my beautiful wife before everyone gets here,â he said with a shrug.
âBaby,â you said. âPlease wear some clothesâŚplease?â
âHmm? But why?â he hummed, stepping closer.
And then just like that his lips were on yours, hungry and demanding. The towel fell off his shoulder to the floor as his arms wrapped around you, pulling you flush against his wet body.
You stumbled back from the force with which he was on you, and put your hand on his shoulders for support.
You gasped as his hands slipped down, resting on your ass as he gave you a cheeky grin.
âTheyâll be here any minute!â you whispered.
âThen weâll make it quick,â he murmured, lifting you effortlessly, carrying you toward the bed.
âHyunjin, no -â
âY/N, yes,â he shot back, grinning like the menace he was as he laid you down, his weight settling over you.
His lips were so warm as they traced a path from your jaw to your collarbone.
âJinnie I swear you're crazy,â you whispered, though your body betrayed you, arching into his touch.
âOh please, you love it,â he countered, his voice thick with desire.
You opened your mouth to respond, but he silenced you with another kiss, his tongue slipping into your mouth, and caressing yours softly.
âJinnie,â you breathed, pulling back just enough to meet his gaze.
âYes, my love?â
Before you could say anything, you head the sound of a car door closing, and Chan's loud laugh.Â
Your eyes widened and you said, âOh my God, theyâre here!â
Hyunjin grinned, completely unbothered. You shoved him off you and scrambled to fix your dress (which was crumbled now).
He laughed, grabbing the towel from the floor and finally wrapping it around his waist. He sat on the bed, watching you fix your make up and when you turned to face him, your heart skipped a beat at how adorable he actually looked.Â
You stepped closer, wiping your lipstick smeared on his lips and chin with your hand.Â
âCan you please put on some clothes now? Please baby?â You asked.
âI'll think about it,â
âPlease do,â You whispered, pressing a kiss to his forehead, leaving a perfectly red imprint of your lips on his skin.
âThanks for that, wifey,â he cooed.
âOh you're welcome hubby dearest,â you said, your eyes trailing down his body with a grin, lingering on a particular problem. "And... fix that."
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itâs not a date, we just kinda fuck around.
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june baby - victoria canal
Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU Reader.
summary: the two youngest BAU agents go on a first date
genre: fluffđ
word count: 8.5k
warnings: no use of y/n, proofread, none! (this is all foreplay for the smut thatâs coming)
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You never thought Spencer Reid would actually work up the courage to ask you out. Yet here you were, standing in your apartment with only ten minutes to spare, staring at your closet like it held the answer to life itself. Nothing seemed good enough, and you still had no idea what to wear. If youâd had even the slightest inkling that this day would come, you would have pre-planned outfits for every possible scenarioâa casual coffee shop, a romantic dinner, even an impromptu museum date. But you hadnât, because as much as youâd daydreamed about it, you never thought it would happen.
Spencer Reid had always been a harmless work crush. Brilliant, kind, and charming in his uniquely awkward way, he was the type of man you admired from a distance, assuming he was far too shyâor uninterestedâto make a move. Yet somehow, against all odds, you were, nervously getting ready to go on a date with him.
The memory of how it all unfolded still made you smile. Youâd been in the work kitchen, fixing your usual afternoon coffee, when Spencer had wandered in with his signature blend of distracted focus and nervous energy. You glanced up as he approached, expecting nothing more than a quick hello and maybe some small talk about the latest case. Instead, he surprised you.
âHi,â he said, his voice softer than usual, almost hesitant. He stood a little too close to the coffee pot, fiddling with the lid as if it held the courage he needed.
âHey, Spencer,â you replied, smiling warmly.
They chatted about nothing in particularâbooks, coffee, the endless intricacies of caffeine preferencesâuntil, without warning, he blurted out the question.
âWould you, um⌠would you ever want to get coffee together? Like, outside of work?â
Your heart skipped a beat. It wasnât a grand gesture or a sweeping declaration, but it was undeniably Spencerâquiet, earnest, and completely endearing. Youâd barely managed to contain your excitement as you said yes, feeling like a teenager with a crush all over again.
Now, standing in your room, you glanced at the clock. Seven minutes. You grabbed a dressâsomething simple yet flatteringâand slipped it on, your mind racing. Youâd been waiting for this moment since the day you joined the team, and now that it was yours, you couldnât help but wonder how the evening would go. Would he be his usual awkward self? Would he surprise you again with something bold and unexpected?
Whatever happened, you knew one thing: Spencer Reid had already managed to surprise you once.
Seven agonising minutesâeach second stretched out like an eternity. The silence was suffocating, gnawing at you from the inside out, until the sudden knock at the door broke the tension. Your heart leapt in your chest. He was here. Spencer was finally here, and your nerves threatened to spill over.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady yourself, before opening the door with a forced smile. The sight of him standing there, his hands fidgeting nervously, only made your own anxiety rise. He looked just as uneasy, maybe even more so. His usually confident posture was slightly hunched, his eyes darting to the floor, avoiding yours for a moment before he met your gaze.
âHey, Spence,â you greeted, your voice trembling slightly despite your best efforts to sound calm.
âHey, I- umâŚâ Spencer hesitated, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. His voice was soft, uncertain. He stepped forward, pulling a bouquet of lilies from behind his figure. The delicate white flowers were a perfect match for your taste, and you couldnât help but smile, your nerves easing just a little. âThese are for you.â
You felt a flutter in your chest, your smile widening. âSpence, you shouldnât have,â you said, reaching out to take the bouquet, feeling a warmth in your fingertips as you touched the smooth, delicate petals. The scent of the lilies was intoxicating, and for a moment, you were lost in the fragrance.
He shifted awkwardly, his eyes darting around as if searching for something to say. âI, uh⌠I thought youâd like them.â
You stepped aside, gesturing for him to come in. âYou thought right. Come in, Spence.â
He followed you into your apartment, his presence oddly comforting despite the tension still hanging between them. You quickly moved toward the kitchen, trying to focus on something, anything, to distract yourself from the storm of emotions churning inside you.
As you walked, you couldnât help but feel a little embarrassed. The apartment was far from pristine. The cluttered coffee table, the dishes piled up in the sinkâit wasnât the welcoming space youâd imagined showing him. âIâm so sorry the place is a mess,â you said, your cheeks warming with self-consciousness. You carefully set the lilies down on the counter, your hands trembling slightly as you arranged them.
Spencerâs eyes softened as he glanced around, a small, understanding smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âItâs fine,â he reassured you, his voice gentle. âYou should see my place.â
You couldnât help but chuckle, the sound soft and nervous. As you filled a vase with water, you thought back to the little things he had taught you, like how to properly cut the stems of flowers to help them last longer. You carefully angled the scissors and snipped each stem at a diagonal, the sound of the cut echoing in the quiet kitchen. You remembered him telling you that the angled cut would help the flowers drink better, and you did it now without thinking. The thought of him lingered in your mind as you worked, a smile playing on your lips.
The bouquet was finally settled in the vase, its elegant white petals standing out against the cool glass. You stepped back, admiring the flowers, but it was Spencerâs presence in the room that made everything feel just a little bit brighter.
âMuch better. Thank you, Spence,â you said, your voice soft with appreciation as you glanced at the flowers on the kitchen counter. Their vibrant white petals stood out against the cool, clear glass of the vase, the room suddenly feeling a little warmer, a little brighter. You grabbed your bag from the chair, the familiar weight of it grounding you. You turned to face him, your nerves still fluttering, but your excitement growing as the moment approached.
âYou ready?â you asked, your voice light but with an undercurrent of anticipation.
Spencer hesitated, his gaze flickering to the floor for a split second. He wasnât sure if he was ever truly ready, especially not when it came to dates. His stomach twisted in knots, but that nervous energy was overshadowed by the excitement of being with you, of sharing a moment like this.
âYeah, absolutely,â he replied, a nervous but genuine smile tugging at his lips.
With that, they were out the door, stepping into the crisp air of Washington. The city felt alive around them, the hum of the streets, the distant chatter of people, the soft rustling of leaves in the wind. They strolled side by side, both holding their coffee cups, yours an iced concoction with a splash of cream, his steaming hot with a swirl of cinnamon. He wasnât usually one for aimless wandering, but as he looked over at you, he realized that this moment was worth it.
Your face, illuminated by the golden afternoon sun, was pure contentment. Your eyes sparkled as they took in the world around you, lighting up at every little thing. Whether it was a street performer, a stray cat lazily sunning itself, or the way the city skyline framed the horizon, you had a way of making the mundane seem magical. And he, well, he would do anything to keep seeing that smile on your face, to be the reason your eyes shone with that infectious joy.
As they passed a little street corner, your gaze drifted across the road, and your eyes lit up once again. There, nestled between a cafĂŠ and a bookstore, was a small record store with a neon sign flashing softly in the window.
âCan we go in?â you asked, your voice filled with excitement, your fingers already tugging gently at his sleeve.
Spencer followed your gaze, his heart doing a little flip at the eagerness in your voice. You had that effect on himâthe way you made even the simplest moments feel special. âOf course,â he said with a smile, his voice soft but sincere. âLead the way.â
And just like that, they crossed the street together, the world outside fading into the background as they stepped into the warmth of the record store. The air smelled faintly of old vinyl and coffee, and the soft hum of music played in the background, creating the perfect atmosphere for them to lose themselves in.
âSmell that?â you asked, your nose lifting to the air as you inhaled deeply, a mischievous grin tugging at your lips. âThatâs the smell of the best way to listen to music.â The scent of aged vinyl, dust, and nostalgia filled the space, wrapping around them like a cozy blanket. You laughed at yourself, a light, airy sound that seemed to match the atmosphere of the record store perfectly. Spencer couldnât help but join in, his laugh a little quieter but no less genuine, his eyes softening as he watched you.
âYou spend too much time with Rossi,â Spencer teased, his fingers flicking through the rows of records, his gaze scanning the colourful covers. He was looking for somethingâanythingâthat caught his attention, but his mind was more on the way you lit up in places like this, surrounded by things you loved.
You raised an eyebrow, feigning offence as you met his gaze, your hand pausing mid-air over a stack of albums. âI am offended by your words, Dr. Reid,â you replied, your tone playful, your eyes sparkling with a teasing edge.
Spencer smiled, the edges of his mouth curling up into something warmer as he continued flipping through the records, pretending to be serious. âYou should be. Thatâs a direct quote from Rossi himself,â he said, holding up a record sleeve and giving it a quick glance before setting it back down.
Your laugh filled the space again, bright and free. You pulled another record from the shelf, this one with a faded cover you recognised from years ago. âWell, if I spend too much time with Rossi, then I guess Iâm doomed to become a vinyl snob,â you joked, flipping the record over to check the tracklist. You ran your fingers over the edges of the sleeve, feeling the familiar grooves of the cover, the little imperfections that only came with time.
You glanced over at Spencer, watching him for a moment as he flipped through his own stack. There was something so easy about being with him here, in this small, dimly lit shop filled with memories and melodies. âI mean, how else are you supposed to listen to music?â you asked, raising an eyebrow dramatically as you glanced down at the album in your hands. Then, with a theatrical flair, you placed your free hand on your hip and tilted your head back, doing your best (and rather exaggerated) impersonation of Rossi. âItâs the only way to really appreciate it. The crackle, the warmth⌠itâs like you can feel the music,â you said, making a show of puffing out an imaginary cigar and letting the smoke trail into the air.
Spencerâs laughter was immediate, loud, and genuine, as he looked over at you, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âOh my God,â he chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief. âYou are way too good at that.â
You grinned, clearly pleased with yourself. âIâve been practicing,â you said, striking a mock pose, your hand still poised as if holding the cigar, before you finally broke into another fit of laughter. Spencer couldnât help but join you, his smile wide and full of affection. âRossi would be proud,â he teased, his voice light, but there was a fondness in the way he looked at you.
You winked, a mischievous glint in your eyes. âWell, if Iâm ever in need of a new career, I think Iâve got this down.â
By the time you reached the end of your long search through the endless rows of records, you had carefully chosen a couple you were willing to splurge on. Cradling the records against your chest, you joined the line at the register, the buzz of the store humming around you.
When your turn came, you placed the records on the counter, chatting casually with the cashier as you fied through your bag for your wallet. Your voice was light, a touch distracted as your fingers rifled through your belongings.
Unbeknownst to you, Spencer had stepped closer, the faintest hint of a mischievous smile on his lips. Without a word, he slipped his card onto the reader. The machine beeped, signalling the completed transaction just as you finally found your wallet and looked up.
Confused, your gaze darted between the cashier and Spencer, who was already sliding his card back into his wallet with an air of nonchalance.
âSpencer!â you gasped, stepping out of line with him as they headed toward the exit. You gave him that lookâthe one that said he didnât have to do what he just did. Your lips parted to speak, but he beat you to it.
âYou didnât have to do that,â you said softly, your voice laced with both gratitude and protest. Your hazel eyes darted to the floor for a moment before flicking back to him, catching the warm, self-assured look in his own. You didnât like people spending money on you when you had plenty of your own. The records werenât cheap, either.
Spencer, however, shrugged it off with a quiet confidence that surprised even himself. âI wanted to,â he replied simply. His voice was calm but firm, the corners of his mouth quirking up into a gentle smile. âI asked you to come out with me, didnât I?â
You sighed, your protest melting into a small, affectionate smile as they stepped out into the crisp air. It was such a Spencer thing to doâthoughtful and kind, but completely unnecessary. Yet, as they walked side by side, you couldnât deny the warmth his gesture left in your chest.
You glanced up at him, your eyes twinkling with a playful edge as you broke the silence. âYouâre lucky I agreed,â you teased, a grin tugging at your lips.
Spencer chuckled softly, glancing down at you. âOh, I know,â he said, his voice low but filled with humor. âTrust me, Iâm very lucky.â
They continued to walk aimlessly, the crisp evening air brushing against their faces as they strolled. Spencer was mid-thought, caught up in some internal musing when your voice broke through.
âOh my God, Chinatown, Spencer!â you exclaimed, your voice brimming with excitement, like a child spotting a candy store.
Your eyes lit up as they landed on the colourful archway marking the entrance to Chinatown. You couldnât quite explain it, but Chinatowns had always been your favourite places to visit. Maybe it was the vibrant atmosphere, the intricate details of the buildings, or the way everyone seemed to know one another, creating a sense of community that felt warm and welcoming. You loved every bit of it.
Without realizing it, you grabbed Spencerâs hand and tugged him along with you, your excitement bubbling over. Your grip was firm but warm, and Spencerâdespite the suddennessâdidnât resist. In fact, he found himself smiling as you led him toward the bustling street.
Your face glowed brighter than heâd ever seen as you took in the sight of the ornately decorated gate ahead, its vivid reds and golds shining under the string lights that crisscrossed above the street. He didnât know if it was your enthusiasm or the way your joy seemed to radiate outward, but he was utterly mesmerized, trailing behind you like he was under a spell.
âWe should get noodlesâif youâre okay with that?â you asked, snapping him out of his thoughts.
Spencer blinked, realizing heâd been staring at you with a soft, almost dreamy expression. The way you looked at him thenâlike he was the best person in the world just for being here with youâmade his heart skip.
âYeah, of course,â he replied, his voice steady but his heart racing. Without thinking, he gave your hand a gentle squeeze.
Your cheeks flushed at the small gesture, and Spencer caught the faintest flicker of a smile as they continued walking hand in hand. The streets were alive with energy, from the scent of freshly steamed buns wafting from carts to the hum of chatter in the air.
Eventually, they stumbled upon a quaint bakery that led to an underground noodle bar tucked just below it. The combination was irresistible. As they waited for a table, your eyes lit up when you spotted cheese-filled mooncakes in the bakery display.
âI have to try one of these,â you said eagerly, placing your order while Spencer watched you with quiet amusement.
Moments later, you held the warm pastry in your hands, your face glowing with anticipation. âThis is going to be the best cheese pull youâve ever seen,â you declared, laughing with a childlike excitement that made Spencerâs chest tighten.
You took a bite, and as you pulled back, the melted cheese stretched from your mouth to the mooncake, just as you had promised. Your eyes widened with delight, and your laughter rang out, light and contagious.
Spencer couldnât help but laugh too, shaking his head in amazement. You were like a child in the best possible way, unguarded and full of joy.
âYou were right,â he said, still chuckling. âThatâs definitely the best cheese pull Iâve ever seen.â
Your grin widened, and for a moment, Spencer forgot about the bustling streets around them. All he could see was yourâglowing, carefree, and absolutely captivating.
The waiter called out, âSÄŤ bÄŤn sĂ i RuĂŹ dĂŠ?â his tone polite and slightly accented as he scanned the small crowd in the restaurantâs waiting area. Spencer Reidâs head lifted, recognizing the sound of his name rendered in Mandarin. He gave a small, sheepish smile, adjusting his scarf as he turned to look at you.
You arched an amused brow, gesturing toward the waiter with a tilt of your head. âThatâs you, Dr. Reid.â
Spencer nodded, his hand lightly brushing against your lower back as he led the way down the narrow staircase into the cozy, warmly lit restaurant below. The rich scent of soy sauce, garlic, and sesame oil wafted through the air, mingling with the quiet murmur of diners enjoying their meals.
The waiter guided them to a private booth tucked into the corner of the room, its dark wooden walls offering a sense of intimacy. Spencer gestured for you to slide in first, always the gentleman, before settling across from you.
The two opened their menus, the glossy pages filled with enticing photos and descriptions of diyous written in both Mandarin and English. Spencer scanned the list with the precision of someone cataloging data, while you took a more casual approach, letting your eyes linger on the pictures.
âWhat are you thinking of getting?â Spencer asked, glancing up at you. His hazel eyes held a mix of curiosity and hesitation, likely calculating the probabilities of making the wrong choice in an unfamiliar culinary landscape.
You smiled, leaning slightly over the menu to point at the dishes you had your eye on. âI was thinking Beef Noodle Soup and maybe a fried rice platter. If you wanted to share?â
Your suggestion was casual, but you knew Spencer well enough to recognise that sharing food might not be his first choice. The germaphobic tendencies youâd seen surface in the past made your offer feel like a gamble. If he declined, youâd simply adjust your orderâno harm, no foul.
Spencerâs brow furrowed slightly, his fingers drumming lightly against the edge of the menu. âSharingâŚâ he began, his tone thoughtful. âItâs not usually my preference, butââ He paused, studying your face as though weighing the pros and cons of stepping out of his comfort zone. âI think I could make an exception. Just⌠no double-dipping,â he added with a faint smile, his attempt at humour not lost on you.
You chuckled softly, your shoulders relaxing. âDeal. Iâll even promise to use the serving spoon if it helps.â
His smile widened, the corners of his mouth quirking upward in a way that made your heart skip a beat. âThat would be appreciated.â
As the waiter returned to take their order, Spencer let you take the lead, quietly observing your interactions. The way you spoke with ease, your smile lighting up the space between them, was something he never grew tired of.
After the waiter left, the two settled into conversation, the hum of the restaurant serving as a comforting backdrop. You caught him glancing at you from time to time, his expression soft and unguarded.
âTwo Beef Noodle Soup and fried rice,â he mused after a moment. âGood choices. Did you know Beef Noodle Soup is considered a national dish in Taiwan? Thereâs even an annual festival where chefs compete to create the best version of it.â
Your eyes sparkled with interest. âI didnât know that. How do you even know things like that off the top of your head?â
Spencer shrugged, a faint blush creeping up his neck. âI read a lot.â
You laughed, leaning forward slightly. âOf course you do. But thatâs one of the things I love about you, you know. You always have the most random, fascinating facts tucked away in that big brain of yours.â
His blush deepened, and he ducked his head slightly, fiddling with the edge of his napkin. âIâm glad you think so,â he murmured.
Their food arrived not long after, the diyous steaming and fragrant, the aroma instantly making your stomach rumble. You reached for your chopsticks, but before you could start serving yourself, Spencer gently took the plate from your side.
âAllow me,â he said, his tone soft but resolute, as though he had been planning this move.
You blinked in surprise, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips. âWow, chivalry isnât dead after all. I was starting to wonder.â
Spencer shot you a mock-offended look as he carefully portioned out some of the sizzling stir-fry onto your plate. âHey, I can be chivalrous. I just⌠donât get much practice. Sharing food isnât exactly in my top five skills.â
You laughed, nudging his arm. âYou donât say. Should I feel honoured or concerned?â
âDefinitely honoured,â he replied, finishing your plate with an exaggerated flourish. âThis is a rare occurrence. Take a picture, itâll last longer.â
âOh, Iâm definitely documenting this,â you teased, pulling out your phone and snapping a quick photo of him mid-serve. âThe great Dr. Spencer Reid, putting others first. Whatâs next, youâre going to offer me the last bite?â
Spencer smirked as he served himself. âLetâs not get carried away.â
As they began eating, you picked up a particularly long noodle with your chopsticks and dangled it in front of your face. âDo you think this could double as a jump rope for ants?â
Spencer nearly choked on his bite of rice, laughing. âThat is⌠an incredibly specific visual. Why ants? Why not, I donât know, mice?â
âToo predictable,â you replied, twirling the noodle like you were considering its durability. âAnts have more finesse. Theyâd appreciate the artistry.â
âAh, yes, the ant gymnast community,â Spencer said, adjusting his glasses and leaning forward as though about to deliver a lecture. âYou know, ants can actually carry up to fifty times their body weight, so a noodle would be the perfect workout tool.â
You grinned, using your chopsticks to make the noodles âjumpâ across your plate. âYouâre making my case for me. Ant Olympics, here we come.â
He chuckled, shaking his head. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âThank you,â you said brightly, slurping the noodle up with a playful flourish.
Spencer raised an eyebrow and then, without a word, picked up a dumpling with his chopsticks and held it in front of his mouth. He narrowed his eyes, suddenly serious. âIf I were an ant, this would be like carrying a wrecking ball.â
You burst out laughing, nearly dropping your chopsticks. âYouâre so weird!â
âOnly because you bring it out of me,â he replied, popping the dumpling into his mouth with a small, triumphant smile.
They continued their meal, each taking turns to make the other laugh with increasingly absurd food-related jokes. Spencer even attempted to balance a broccoli floret on his nose, which ended with you snorting and him losing the floret mid-laugh.
By the time they finished, your sides ached from laughing, and Spencer looked more relaxed than youâd seen him in weeks. As he reached for the bill, you caught his hand and grinned.
âSee? Sharing isnât so bad,â you teased.
He smiled back, his eyes warm. âOnly with you.â
Once they left Chinatown, the streets of Washington, D.C. buzzed with life, but Spencer and you were lost in their own little world, laughing uncontrollably over the events of the day. Every inside joke and playful jab sent them spiraling into fits of laughter, their shared energy a bright spot in the bustling city. For Spencer, the date had already been perfect, but he wasnât ready for it to end just yet. He had one last plan to cap off the evening, though it wouldnât come into play for hours. Until then, he just needed to keep you distracted.
You nudged him playfully as they strolled along. âAlright, something you never got to do as a kid but always wanted to,â you said, your tone suddenly serious despite the twinkle of curiosity in your eyes.
Spencer hesitated, the question catching him off guard. He rubbed the back of his neck, a sheepish smile creeping across his face. âI donât know,â he began, his voice soft. âIâve always liked reading books and spending time with my mom.â He glanced at you, embarrassed by how ordinary his answer sounded.
You gave his hand a gentle squeeze, grounding him. âThatâs sweet, Spence,â you said softly. âBut come on, thereâs gotta be something.â
He exhaled a small laugh, his gaze shifting to the pavement as he admitted, âWell, I always wanted to play Laser Tag.â
You stopped in your tracks, your hazel eyes wide with disbelief. âWait. Youâve never played Laser Tag?â
Spencer shrugged, his hands shoved deep into his coat pockets. âI mean, no, not really. It just never came up.â
You were already shaking your head in mock horror. âThatâs unacceptable. Weâre fixing this right now.â
âItâs fine. We donât have toââ
But you were already tugging him along with determined speed. âNope. This is happening. Youâre about to experience the childhood you missed out on, and itâs going to be amazing.â
He couldnât help but chuckle at your enthusiasm, your energy was contagious. Before he knew it, they were standing at the counter of a nearby arcade, you grinning ear to ear as you requested two tickets for Laser Tag.
Spencer tried one last time to protest. âReally, you donât have to do thisââ
âConsider it my treat,â you interrupted, handing over your card to the cashier. âA thank-you for the best day Iâve had in a long time.â
The sincerity in your voice silenced his objections, and he felt his heart swell. As the cashier handed them their gear, you turned to him with a mischievous glint in your eye.
âAlright, Dr. Reid,â you teased, strapping on your vest. âLetâs see if all that genius-level intellect helps you out on the battlefield.â
Spencer laughed, shaking his head. âYouâre going to regret this. I may not have played before, but Iâm pretty sure Iâm about to win.â
âBold of you to assume,â you shot back with a smirk, grabbing his hand and pulling him toward the arena.
As they stepped into the dimly lit room filled with neon lights and fog machines, Spencer felt an unexpected rush of excitement. You turned to him, your face illuminated by the glowing lights, and he couldnât help but smile. Maybe heâd been missing out, but with you by his side, he was more than ready to make up for lost time.
The neon lights flickered, casting an otherworldly glow over the Laser Tag arena. Fog swirled around Spencer and you as they ducked behind barriers and navigated the maze-like layout. The sound of distant footsteps and laser beams zipping through the air made it feel like theyâd stepped into a sci-fi movie.
Spencer crouched low, trying to strategize his next move, but your sudden battle cry made him jump. You darted out from behind a glowing pillar, your laughter echoing through the arena as you fired your laser, landing a direct hit on his vest.
âGotcha!â you shouted triumphantly, your grin wide and uncontainable.
Spencer stumbled back in mock defeat, his hands raised. âOkay, okay, truce! Iâm still learning!â
You rolled your eyes, playfully wagging a finger at him. âNo mercy, Reid. Youâre my bitch now.â
You turned to sprint away, but Spencer surprised you by diving behind a barrier and quickly firing back. The red lights on your vest lit up, signalling a hit.
âHa! Whoâs the genius now?â he teased, standing up with a victorious smirk.
You clutched your chest dramatically, pretending to be mortally wounded. âBetrayed⌠by my own date!â you gasped, collapsing onto a nearby barrier.
Spencer burst into laughter, his usually reserved demeanor completely melting away. âYouâre ridiculous,â he said, shaking his head as he helped your back up.
âAnd you love it,â you quipped, sticking your tongue out before taking off into the maze again.
The game continued, a back-and-forth of sneak attacks, exaggerated reactions, and endless laughter. Every hit was met with playful banter, and every moment felt like peeling back the layers of their guarded hearts. Spencer, who had always been so serious and calculated, found himself letting go, caught up in the pure, childlike joy of the moment.
At one point, they both ended up crouched behind the same barrier, breathless and laughing so hard their sides hurt. You leaned your head against his shoulder, your face flushed from running. âOkay, I admit it,â you said between giggles. âYouâre pretty good for a first-timer.â
Spencer glanced at you, his hazel eyes sparkling in the dim light. âI had a good teacher,â he replied softly.
For a moment, the chaos around them faded. They were just two people, sitting side by side, finding solace in each otherâs company.
You nudged him gently. âSee? Childhood dream fulfilled. Whatâs next on your list?â
He chuckled, his gaze dropping to the glowing floor. âHonestly? I think this might be enough for one night.â
âEnough?â you teased. âWeâve barely scratched the surface! Next time, weâre doing bumper cars.â
Spencer laughed, the sound light and genuine. âI think Iâm going to need a lot of next times with you,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your expression softened, and you reached out to take his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. âThen weâll make that happen,â you promised.
As the game timer buzzed, signalling the end of their session, Spencer and you made their way out of the arena, still laughing and teasing each other. A leaderboard lit up on the screen near the exit, and Spencer froze, his eyes widening.
âNo way,â he murmured, stepping closer to the display.
You leaned over his shoulder, squinting at the screen. Your jaw dropped when you saw his name at the top of the list. âYou won?!â you exclaimed, grabbing his arm and shaking it excitedly. âSpencer Reid, first-time Laser Tag champion! Iâm so proud of you!â
He turned to you, his grin almost bashful but undeniably proud. âBeginnerâs luck, maybe?â
âAbsolutely not,â you said, your face lighting up with genuine excitement. âYou crushed it out there! I mean, Iâm a little salty that you beat me, but stillâyouâre officially a Laser Tag legend.â
Spencer laughed, the sound bubbling out of him with pure joy. âA legend, huh? Iâll take it.â
You playfully bumped your shoulder against his. âYou better. This is a big deal! Youâve got bragging rights now.â
As they stepped out of the arcade into the cool night air, you looped your arm through his, your energy still electric. âOkay, next time weâre teaming up. Imagine what we could do together!â
Spencer looked down at you, his heart warm and full. âI think weâd be unstoppable,â he said, his voice soft but confident.
As they walked down the busy streets, still laughing and recounting the best moments of the game, Spencer couldnât help but feel like heâd won more than just Laser Tag. With you by his side, heâd found something he hadnât even realized heâd been missingâa piece of joy, of freedom, of connection that made him feel whole again.
As they continued down the lively streets of D.C., Spencerâs smile lingered, a quiet sense of contentment radiating from him. You were still buzzing from the Laser Tag victory, your hand resting comfortably in his as they walked.
âAlright, Dr. Reid,â you said playfully, looking up at him. âWhatâs next on this magical mystery tour of a date? Because if itâs as fun as Laser Tag, I might actually burst from happiness.â
Spencer chuckled, his hazel eyes glinting with mischief. âWell,â he began, his voice soft but teasing, âI do have one more thing planned. But itâs a surprise.â
Your eyes widened with curiosity. âA surprise? Spencer Reid, youâre full of secrets tonight. What is it?â
He shook his head, his lips curving into a sly smile. âYouâll see. Just trust me.â
âAlways,â you said with a grin, letting him guide you down a quieter street.
The hum of the city faded as they walked, replaced by a peaceful stillness. You tilted your head, trying to guess where he was taking you, but Spencer kept quiet, his excitement barely contained. Finally, they rounded a corner, and your breath caught as the grand façade of the National Gallery of Art came into view, illuminated beautifully against the night sky.
âSpencer,â you whispered, awe in your voice. âThe art museum? Itâs closed right now.â
He smiled, his fingers lacing tighter with yours. âNot for us.â
As if on cue, a side door to the museum opened, and a man in his mid-thirties stepped out, waving at Spencer.
âDr. Reid!â the man called warmly. âRight on time.â
âThanks, Jacob,â Spencer said, his voice full of gratitude. He turned to you, his expression soft. âJacobâs a curator here. He agreed to stay late and let us in. Just us.â
Your jaw dropped as you looked between Spencer and Jacob. âYouâre kidding. We get the whole museum to ourselves?â
Spencer nodded, his heart fluttering at the pure joy on your face. âI thought you might like it. I know how much you love art, and, well⌠I wanted to do something special for you.â
You blinked back a sudden wave of emotion, your chest tightening with affection. âSpencer, this is⌠this is incredible. Thank you.â
He smiled, a little shyly. âYouâre worth it.â
Jacob opened the door wider, gesturing them inside. âEnjoy yourselves. Iâll be in my office if you need anything.â
As they stepped into the museum, the quiet echoed around them, amplifying the beauty of the vast, empty halls. The dim lighting highlighted the paintings and sculptures, making it feel like theyâd stepped into another world.
You turned to Spencer, your eyes shining. âThis is the most thoughtful thing anyoneâs ever done for me.â
He ducked his head, his cheeks tinged pink. âI just wanted to give you something memorable. Something⌠magical.â
You reached out, taking his hand in yours. âYouâve done more than that, Spence. This is perfect.â
He smiled, his heart swelling at your words. âCome on,â he said softly, leading you toward the first exhibit. âLetâs explore.â
And together, hand in hand, they wandered through the museum, the art and the quiet intimacy of the moment weaving a memory neither of them would ever forget.
The museum was humour, the kind of quiet that invited reverence and reflection. Their footsteps echoed faintly as they moved through the halls, pausing here and there to admire a painting or sculpture. Spencerâs hand lingered at your lower back, a subtle gesture to guide you but also to stay close, as if the intimacy of the space demanded it.
They came to a room filled with sculptures, the soft lighting casting long shadows that danced on the walls. Your attention was immediately drawn to a particular pieceâa sculpture of two women, one older, one younger, the younger standing on the shoulders of the older as if reaching for something just out of sight.
You stopped in your tracks, your breath catching slightly. Spencer noticed your stillness and took a step back, letting your take in the piece without interruption. Your expression shifted, your usual brightness giving way to something quieter, deeper.
After a few moments, he couldnât help but break the silence, his voice soft so as not to disturb the moment. âHow does it make you feel?â
You didnât turn to him right away. Your eyes remained fixed on the sculpture, your hands loosely clasped in front of you. When you finally spoke, your voice was low but steady, carrying the weight of your thoughts.
âSeen,â you said simply, then paused as if to find the right words. âIn a weird way. I donât think Iâd be who I am without my mother, and this piece proves it in a way. It makes me feel less alone too, like Iâm not the only one who sees myself this way.â
Spencer tilted his head, his gaze flickering between you and the sculpture. He could see it nowâthe younger womanâs outstretched hands, the older oneâs steadying stance. The balance between them spoke volumes about trust, sacrifice, and love.
âYou feel like youâre standing on your shoulders,â he said softly, almost to himself.
You nodded, finally glancing at him. âYeah. Every step Iâve taken has been because you let me stand on your foundation. Even when things werenât perfect, you were still there, holding me up.â You smiled faintly, a bittersweet curve of your lips. âItâs nice to see it represented like this, you know? Itâs like⌠someone else understands.â
Spencer took a small step closer, his voice gentle. âYouâd be proud of you. I donât think anyone could look at what youâve built for yourself and feel anything less.â
You turned fully to face him now, your hazel eyes soft but shining. âThank you, Spence. That means a lot.â
He gave you a small smile, his hands in his pockets as he glanced back at the sculpture. âItâs beautiful. Just like the way you see the world.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head. âYouâre such a charmer, you know that?â
âNot really,â he admitted with a small chuckle, âbut I mean it.â
For a while longer, they stayed there, side by side, letting the sculptureâs quiet power wash over them. In that moment, it wasnât just artâit was a connection, a shared understanding that went deeper.
The weight of the moment lifted as they moved on, wandering into another section of the museum. The air between them felt lighter now, a quiet understanding still lingering but giving way to the playful energy they always seemed to share.
It started with a chuckle from you, your hand covering your mouth as you stopped in front of a sculpture of a stern-looking man with an exaggeratedly large nose. âOkay, tell me that doesnât look like Hotch when heâs annoyed,â you whispered, your eyes sparkling mischievously.
Spencer glanced at the sculpture and bit back a laugh. âItâs the eyebrows,â he said, nodding in agreement.
You gasped, pointing. âThe eyebrows! Yes! Itâs like heâs about to say, âReid, stop overexplaining.â"
Spencer laughed, his face lighting up in a way that made your heart skip. âOkay, okay, but look at this one,â he said, leading you to a nearby bust of a man whose face was frozen in a hilariously exaggerated scowl. âTell me thatâs not Rossi after someone forgets to bring him coffee.â
You burst out laughing, clapping a hand over your mouth to muffle the sound. âOh my God, itâs perfect!â you managed between giggles.
They moved from sculpture to sculpture, pointing out ridiculous expressions and coming up with stories for each one. Spencer, ever the genius, concocted elaborate backstories for the pieces, each one more absurd than the last.
âThis one,â he said, gesturing to a marble figure of a man dramatically clutching his chest, âwas probably just told that his favorite gelato shop ran out of pistachio.â
You doubled over laughing, your cheeks aching from smiling so much. âStop, youâre going to get us kicked out!â you said, though your laughter made it clear you didnât mean it.
âYouâre the one who started it,â he teased, his grin wide and unrestrained.
They rounded a corner and found themselves in front of a statue of a cherub with a particularly mischievous expression. Spencer tilted his head. âThis oneâs definitely plotting something. Probably planning to steal cookies from the other cherubs.â
You wiped a tear from your eyes, still laughing. âYouâre too good at this. Have you been secretly practicing?â
He shrugged, a playful glint in his eye. âWhat can I say? Iâm a natural.â
As they continued exploring, their laughter echoed softly through the empty halls, their joy filling the quiet space. For a little while, they let themselves be kids againâcarefree, silly, and completely immersed in the moment.
Spencer, usually so reserved and composed, felt freer than he had in years. And you, watching him let loose, felt your heart swell with happiness. It wasnât just about the art or the laughterâit was about being together, sharing a moment that was uniquely theirs.
When they finally paused to catch their breath, leaning against a wall in between fits of giggles, Spencer looked at you with a soft smile. âThis might be the most fun Iâve ever had in a museum.â
You grinned, your eyes shining. âI told you, you just needed the right partner in crime.â
He nodded, his expression warm. âI think I found them.â
And with that, they set off again, hand in hand, ready to see what other treasuresâand laughsâthe museum had to offer.
As they wandered back toward the grand central hall of the museum, the playful energy between them began to settle into something softer, quieter. The warm lighting of the space casts a golden glow over the room, highlighting the details of the sculptures and paintings around them. You paused by a large marble statue of a couple intertwined in an eternal embrace, your gaze lingering on the delicate way the sculptor had captured the curve of their hands and the tilt of their heads.
Spencer stopped beside you, his eyes following yours to the statue. He said nothing, but the air between them shifted, heavy with unspoken thoughts. The laughter from earlier seemed to hang in the distance, replaced by a gentle stillness.
You turned your head to look at him, your expression soft, your lips parted slightly as if you wanted to say something but couldnât quite find the words. Spencerâs gaze flickered from the statue to you, his heart stuttering as he caught the way the golden light played on your features.
Neityour of them spoke. They didnât need to.
Spencerâs hand reached out, slow and hesitant, his fingertips brushing against yours. The touch was featyour-light, but it sent a ripple through both of them, grounding them in the moment.
Your eyes searched his, questioning, yet trusting. He took a step closer, the space between them shrinking until it was almost nonexistent.
Your breath hitched, your heart racing as his face hovered close to yours. The world around them seemed to blur, the art and the quiet fading into the background as the only thing that mattered was himâhis eyes, his presence, the warmth of him so close.
Spencer hesitated, his gaze flicking to your lips and back to your eyes, as if silently asking for permission. You gave him the faintest nod, your lips curving into a soft, encouraging smile.
It was painfully slow, the kind of moment that stretched on forever, but neither of them rushed it. Their foreheads brushed first, a tentative, intimate touch that sent shivers down your spine. His nose bumped yours lightly, their breaths mingling in the small space between them.
And then, finally, achingly, his lips met yours.
The kiss was soft, and unhurried, a perfect balance of tenderness and curiosity. His hand cupped your cheek gently, his thumb brushing your skin as if you were something fragile, something to be cherished You leaned into him, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt to steady yourself as your heart soared.
Time seemed to stop entirely. There was no overthinking, no second-guessingâjust the quiet certainty that this was exactly where they were meant to be.
When they finally pulled back, their faces still close, neither of them spoke right away. Spencerâs eyes searched yours, his expression a mix of wonder and disbelief, as if he couldnât quite believe what had just happened.
You smiled softly, your thumb brushing over the back of his hand. âThat felt⌠right,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Spencer nodded, his lips curving into the faintest smile. âIt did,â he agreed, his voice equally quiet.
And as they stood there, bathed in the golden light of the museum, they both knew theyâd just shared a moment theyâd carry with them forever.
Hand in hand, they made their way back toward the main entrance of the museum, their fingers still entwined as they shared quiet smiles and the lingering warmth of the kiss. The halls, now empty of their playful laughter, seemed to hum with the remnants of the nightâs magic, a soft kind of peace wrapping around them.
When they reached the front, they were met by Jacob, who was standing by the gift shop, a welcoming grin on his face.
âDid you two enjoy the private tour?â he asked, clearly amused by the soft glow in their expressions.
âIt was perfect,â You replied, your voice light with contentment. âWe couldnât have asked for a better night.â
Spencer gave Jacob a small nod of thanks, and they made their way toward the gift shop. Of course, you, ever the curious soul, immediately started scanning the shelves, your eyes lighting up as you spotted a section of artist books and unique prints.
Spencer stood back a little, letting you take it all in. It was clear from the way you were absorbed in the display that you were in your element. Your fingers traced the spines of the books, your eyes lingering on the vibrant art, the words, and the stories behind them. It was a rare thing to see you so lost in admiration, and he couldnât help but smile as he watched you, appreciating the way you connected with the world through art.
You picked up one of the books, flipping it open to the first page. âSpence,â you called softly, turning to him with a gentle smile. âWhich artist was it who made that sculpture of the two women?â
Spencer walked over to you, his gaze following yours to the shelf where the artistâs work was displayed. He didnât need to think twice. âJulie Rrap,â he replied.
You nodded, your fingers brushing the cover of the book titled Body Double. You seemed almost hesitant at first, as if deciding whether or not to pick it up. But then, with a quiet sense of reverence, you carefully opened the book and placed it in your hands, holding it close to your chest for a moment before glancing back at Spencer.
âThank you,â you said softly, your voice filled with gratitude. There was something in your eyesâsomething that said this moment meant more to you than you could express.
Spencer smiled warmly, his heart swelling a little. âIâm glad you like it.â
You ran your thumb along the edges of the book, your gaze still soft as you flipped through the pages, your eyes drinking in the art and the words. It was as if the world had slowed down again, and they were both wrapped in the quiet, intimate moment of shared appreciation.
âI think Iâm going to get this,â you said, your voice thoughtful, almost to yourself. âItâs⌠I donât know. It feels important.â
Spencer nodded, his gaze still on you as you carefully placed the book in your arms, a soft smile tugging at his lips. âItâs yours. You deserve it.â
Spencer reached into his pocket as they approached the counter, his hand finding yours once more, giving it a reassuring squeeze. He placed the book and a few other items you had picked out onto the counter. Jacob, who had been standing nearby, gave them both a knowing smile as he rang up the items.
âYou two seem like you had a good time,â Jacob said, his tone light and friendly.
Spencer smiled, pulling out his wallet. âIt was a perfect night, thanks to you.â
You turned to Jacob with a grateful expression, your eyes bright. âThank you for letting us stay after hours. It really made the evening special.â
Jacob nodded, giving you a small wink. âAnytime. Glad you enjoyed it. You two have a good rest of the night.â
After Spencer finished paying, he gathered the items and handed them to you, who accepted them with a soft smile. âThanks again,â you said, your voice warm.
With a final wave to Jacob, they left the gift shop and stepped into the cool night air. The city was quieter now, the streets bathed in the soft glow of streetlights. As they walked toward Spencerâs apartment, the evening felt like a perfect bookend to a day full of laughter, art, and unexpected moments of connection.
Spencer, his arm casually draped over your shoulder, pulled you closer as they walked. âSo, what do you think? A quiet night in to wrap things up?â he asked, a playful note in his voice.
You smiled, your eyes glinting with excitement. âSounds perfect.â
They continued down the sidewalk, their footsteps in sync, the world around them fading away as they looked forward to whatever came nextâtogether.
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âI ate paint once,â Danny nonchalantly threw out in the middle of game night.
The entire table stopped. Heads whipped towards Danny.
âYeah, me too. Cardamom yellow was my favorite. Ugly as hell but the chemicals just tasted right.â Tim replied, using the distraction to nab some of Bruceâs money. Monopoly money, that is. Everyoneâs heads snapped towards Tim, only Cass and Danny (who was part of the scheme) caught him cheating.
âReally? I think mine was those spray can blue cosmos paint. But that might have been more my thing for space than the actual taste.â
âWHY WERE YOU EATING PAINT?!â Dick asked, looking like he wanted to lunge over the table and shake Danny until he puked out paint. Bruce looked like he was about to have a heart attack.
âYeah, what the fuck, Tim?â Jason snickered.
âIn my defense,â Danny grinned. âI was left unsupervised. Also, Steph, you owe me $24 in rent.â
âUgh! Iâm almost out of money! Canât you loan me some, Alfred?â
âI am sorry, Miss Stephanie, you are not qualified for another loan. In fact, one of your properties is about to be confiscated as per the collateral agreement.â
âNoooo!â Stephanie made dramatic dying noises.
âWhat was your excuse, Timothy?â Damian asked, eyes glued to the board and determined to win the game.
âHey, I was probably less supervised than Danny was.â
âYeah,â Danny perked up. âMy parents brought us down to their lab all of the time. Taught us a lot of stuff.â
âReally? Like what?â Duke asked, casually slapping away Timâs sneaky hands.
âOh, like what a rocket launcher sounded like up close! And how to build a laser gun! Oh! And what human organs looked like when theyâre fresh!â Danny chirped, collecting his money from a stunned Stephanieâs hands. He looked up.
âOh, donât worry! I at least learned what not to do when it comes to lab safety. And we wore hazmat suits to protect ourselves from the radiation.â Danny smiled in a ditzy fashion as the table fell silent in a horrified manner. Cass tapped his arm amusedly, but allowed his bullshit to stand. After all, itâs not like he lied.
âRadiation?â Duckâs voice raised a couple of octaves. Oh yeah, Dannyâs going to laugh about that pitch for a long while.
âOrgans?!â Jasonâs hands closed around the plastic house he was holding rather forcefully.
âDo you even know what basic lab safety practices are, Danny?â Damian demanded, finally looking up with brows furrowed. He rolled the dice and grabbed a mystery card. He gets $100 from Alfred.
âHow old were you??â Duke asked.
âLike⌠8, when they first brought me in?â
âEight.â Bruce rumbled, slipping into a more Batman like persona. When Danny sent him a confused look, Bruce straightened back into his Bruce persona. âWow, they must have trusted you a lot!â
âSure?â
âWhat were their names again?â Stephanie asked sweetly, Cass nodding at him.
âJack and Maddie Fenton.â Not that theyâll find them here, considering his parents are dead and in another universe.
âCool, cool, cool!â Stephanie blinked, beaming as her hands formed lethal fists underneath the table.
Danny blinked and tilted his head in an unassuming way, pretending like he had no idea what Stephanie was thinking of. He sneakily handed over $600 to Cass in order to complete his monopoly on his side of the board.
Danny stood up and spread his hands out, one hand clutching his new found victory.
"Well, lady and gents, you've all been floundering against the inevitable tide of capitalism. I am here, as a reminder that you can never win against the hopelessness that will be your financial ruin! I, Danny Fenton, have obtained a quarter of the board and therefore have won against even your best efforts!" He cackled, holding up his fan of properties triumphantly. He shot a mischievous grin at Cass, who held up a solemn thumbs up in support for his monetary takeover.
"... Danny, are you... planning on a career in villainy?" Bruce asked, after a brief and total wave of shocked silence. Damian looked like he was having a conniption at having been bested, unknowingly. Yeah, Danny was disarming like that.
"Yeah, that was concerning." Tim piped up, nabbing a ten from a shell-shocked Damian.
"Hey! The Riddler gives surprisingly good monologues! And he's really loud, so it's hard not to pick up on things. Duke, your turn." Danny sat back down, pouting. The villainy comment was a little too close to his fears.
"Damn it." Duke, who had rolled, landed smack middle of Danny's territory. He handed over a sheaf of bills to a grinning Danny.
"Wait a minute! You have cheated!" Damian bolted upwards from his seat, finally done running through the purchases he remembered Danny making. "You acquired that property not within the games' rules!"
"Okay, first of all, the rule book is a suggestion, like lab safety rules," Danny saw the others open their mouths to protest, but he quickly shut it down. "Second, there's totally no rules about selling and buying places from a private owner so suck on it. And thirdly? Cass sold it to me, so you all can take it up with her."
"Diabolical!" Damian muttered indignantly.
"... Dammit." Dick sighed, falling back into the chair and balancing on its two legs. He couldn't say anything, considering his current of bankruptcy.
"Danny. Danny, I'll buy a property from you." Jason said, eyeing one of Danny's other properties near his own cluster.
"What do you have that would interest me?" Danny asked, falling back into his Vlad-like imitation.
"Ew, don't do that," Steph reached over to jab him in the arm.
"Yeah, Jason, what do you have?" Duke said, the lovely subtle instigator that he is.
"Red Hood's signature."
The others blue-screen, gaping at the actual audacity Jason had to offer up something that would take him no effort. Danny, prepared with a poker face that came with lying straight to Jazz's ever perceptive eyes about whether he nabbed the last of her ice cream or not, was prepared.
"Red Hood? The condom guy working out of the... um. Upper East Side?" Danny asked, pretending to hesitate. He knows where Jason operated. That doesn't mean he couldn't simply pretend otherwise. For science, of course.
...
...
...
The table howled with laughter, Jason's indignant spluttering unable to say anything against Danny's wide eyed look of innocence. Cass leaned against the table, chuckles falling out of her mouth and eyes crinkled in mirth. Dick had fallen out of his chair, helplessly wheezing on the floor. Duke is hiding his face in his hands, mirroring Bruce's pose as they both shake from silent laughter. Damian is smirking, wicked and sharp as he smugly stared at Jason. Stephanie and Tim are leaning against each other, repeating "the CONDOM GUY" in alternating and increasingly louder voices. Alfred had a smile on his face and a tight grip on the bills in front of him that betrayed his amusement.
"He's a crime lord!" Jason exclaimed, indignant.
"Uh, okay. Well, I mean, why would I want a crime lord's signature? I don't want to be on his radar. Or echolocation or whatever. He's... a Bat, right? That's what you guys call that group, yeah?"
"How do you know the Rogues better than the vigilantes?!" Jason glared at his unhelpful family. Those assholes better prepare for a load of rubber bullets the next time they're on patrol near Crime Alley.
"Hey, it's not my fault the vigilantes here are unsociable. Maybe if they monologued more, I'd know who they are."
"Wouldn't- wouldn't that make them more villain like?" Tim asked, stuttering from his laughter.
"I dunno?" Danny replied, enjoying his the family's unabashed joy. "I mean, they're pretty legit and they help people already so I guess they don't need to be sociable... but still I swear I haven't heard anything about Batman other than that he grunts and is mean towards criminals."
Is mean towards criminals, Duke mouthed at a recovering Dick who was in the process of heaving himself back up. It sent him careening back down to the floor with restrained giggles. Cass tapped Danny, reminding him to eat some food.
"Tt. Of course not. They're efficient at their jobs and have no need to be seen as welcoming to criminals." Damian puffed up.
"Yeah, but they've gotta feel safe, right?" Danny shrugged as he plucked a cookie from the cookie platter. "The... one with the sword, what was it?"
"Robin." Damian supplied, eyes narrowed and trained on him.
"Yeah, the baby bird. The kids think his swords are cool so they trust him. But like, the others? The flippy blue one? Not so much."
"Wait," Dick said from the floor. "They don't trust Nightwing?"
"Nah, they trust him to protect them, but he has a history of bringing the kids to the police, you know?"
"What's wrong with that?"
Danny shrugged. "ACAB. But also because everybody knows that half the guys in the GCPD and CPS are child traffickers."
"Wait, what?" Jason and Tim straightened.
Bruce piped in, the emotional whiplash of amusement to concern to amusement to concern visibly making itself known on the man's baffled face. "I thought Batman and Commissioner Gordon took care of that?"
"Sure, the obvious ones." Danny hesitated. Well, he's pretty sure they think he's a meta so... "There's... a meta trafficking ring that they're a part of. That's. That's kind of what I was running from."
Danny looked up pleadingly. Cass placed a hand on his arm in comfort, not knowing that he was fibbing about running from them.
Danny was on the streets helping his own Alley metas to run from them.
Danny is as feral as she was, and that meant he could hide just as much as she could read off of him. Cass was the best and he felt kind of bad about lying to her, successfully or not.
"Uh. Some people said you know Batman, Bruce. I know- uh, that might not be the case but if you do, could you ask him to look into it?" Danny made his eyes tear up. "And maybe he wouldn't care about me much, I mean, I know he doesn't really like metas but if he helps out, I could totally like, leave the city once the kids are safe, promise."
Ooh, Danny put a little too much sincerity into that. He could practically hear the hearts breaking in the game room as everyone glared at Bruce.
"You won't have to leave."
"... Promise?" And Danny's voice was a little too desperate, too hopeful, because Bruce's eyes tugged down in sadness.
"Promise." He rumbled, all Bruce Wayne and all Batman. Danny's core warmed. Danny also saw the rest of the family's faces darken in pure agreement. And partial wrath.
"Yeah! We'll kick Batman's ass if he even thought about kicking you out!" Stephanie proclaimed.
"He's far more proficient in combat than you are, Brown." Damian immediately leapt to Batman's defense and that was that.
Well, later, as Danny was "sleeping" and Phantom was hovering in the cave, invisible and intangible, he got confirmation that his Alley meta kids were going to be safe, soon.
After all, the entire Batclan was suiting up and baying for blood, with Oracle's all encompassing presence behind them, fingers reaching for their enemies' weak points.
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JAMES?
pairing : Bucky Barnes x Reader
Word Count : 1.2k
Warnings : Just general fluff
Summary : When you call Bucky âJamesââa name no one else dares to useâhe reveals to a stunned Steve and Sam.
Authors Note : Hey yâall iâm back!!! Enjoy this fic đ
You stood quietly in the doorway, arms crossed as you watched him. His hair was damp with sweat, clinging to his temples, and his jaw was set in that stubborn way it always was when he refused to admit he was hurting. You let out a soft sigh. You hated seeing him like thisâso hard on himself, so weighed down by things he didnât deserve to carry.
He didnât notice you at first, too lost in his own storm. But you stepped forward, not hesitating for a second.
âJames.â
Your voice cut through the room like a blade, soft yet sharp enough to reach him. The sound made him freeze mid-punch, his metal fist stopping inches from the bag. His head turned slowly, his stormy blue eyes locking onto yours. And in an instant, the tension in his shoulders melted. His gaze softened in a way that made your heart ache, because you knewâyou knewâno one else ever got to see him like this.
âHey,â he murmured, his voice rough from exertion but laced with something warmer. Something vulnerable.
Steve, halfway through a set of sit-ups in the corner, dropped to the floor in disbelief. âWaitâwhat?â
Sam, leaning lazily against the wall with a water bottle in hand, nearly spit out his drink. âHold the hell up,â he said, straightening. âDid she just call you James?â
Steve sat up fully now, wiping his forehead with his shirt and glaring at Bucky like heâd just witnessed a miracle. âShe did. Andââ his voice faltered as he pointed a finger at Bucky, ââyouâre okay with it?â
Bucky glanced at Steve, then at Sam, his jaw tightening ever so slightly. But when he looked back at you, something in his expression shifted. He shrugged, completely unbothered. âYeah. So?â
Samâs jaw practically hit the floor. âSo? You nearly ripped my arm off when I tried calling you that one time!â
Steve nodded furiously. âHeâs not exaggerating. You said, and I quote, âDonât ever call me that again unless you want to find out how fast I can break your jaw.ââ
âExactly!â Sam threw his hands up. âAnd now she just waltzes in here, says James like itâs nothing, and youâreâwhat? Cool with it?â
Buckyâs gaze hardened, a flicker of irritation crossing his face. âSheâs not you.â
âOh, no, we get that,â Sam said sarcastically. âBut why the hell is she the exception?â
Bucky didnât answer right away. His hand flexed at his sideâflesh and metal bothâbut his focus stayed on you, his eyes tracing the curve of your face as if grounding himself. Finally, he said, quietly but with conviction, âBecause sheâs mine.â
The silence that followed was deafening. Steve and Sam exchanged a lookâa mixture of shock, disbelief, and maybe even a little amusementâbut neither of them dared to speak.
You, however, raised an eyebrow, lips twitching as you fought back a smile. âYours, huh?â
Buckyâs ears turned a faint shade of pink, but he didnât back down. His gaze was steady, unwavering. âYeah. Mine.â
âGod,â Sam muttered, dragging a hand down his face. âThis is so disgustingly soft, I think Iâm gonna puke.â
âAgreed,â Steve said, though there was a small, knowing smile on his face as he stood up. âYou two can have your⌠moment. Weâll leave.â
As the door closed behind them, you turned back to Bucky, who was already watching you like you were the only thing that mattered. His expression had softened completely now, the rough edges smoothed out into something raw, something real.
âJames,â you said again, stepping closer, and you saw the way his shoulders relaxed, the way his lips parted slightly like he needed to hear it just one more time.
âYeah?â he murmured, his voice quieter now.
âYouâve been at this for hours,â you said softly, reaching up to brush a strand of damp hair away from his face. âCome take a break.â
He hesitated, his eyes scanning your face like he was searching for something. âI just⌠I didnât want to bother you. I needed to work it out.â
âJames,â you said, firmer this time, and his breath hitched like the sound of his name from your lips alone was enough to shake him. âYou donât have to do this alone. Not anymore.â
His chest rose and fell with a deep breath, and his handâmetal and warm and steadyâreached up to wrap around yours. He held it there, against his cheek, like he was afraid you might pull away. âItâs not just the name,â he said quietly, his voice barely audible. âWhen you say it⌠itâs different. It feels⌠good.â
Your heart swelled, and you gave him a small, reassuring smile. âThatâs because I love you, James. All of you. Even the parts you donât think are worth loving.â
His eyes closed briefly, and when he opened them again, they were glassy, like he was fighting to keep the emotions at bay. âI donât deserve you.â
âStop it,â you said gently, stepping closer until your foreheads touched. âYou deserve everything. And Iâm not going anywhere.â
For a moment, he didnât say anything. He just held you there, close, his arms wrapping around your waist like you were the only thing anchoring him to the world. And maybe, in some ways, you were.
âSay it again,â he whispered, his voice cracking slightly.
âJames,â you murmured, brushing your nose against his. âYouâre safe with me. Always.â
A soft, broken laugh escaped him, and he pulled you closer, burying his face in the crook of your neck. âYouâre all Iâve got,â he whispered, his voice muffled but full of emotion. âAnd youâre all I need.â
You held him there, running your fingers through his hair, and for the first time in a long time, he let himself just be. Vulnerable. Loved. Yours.
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Danny, as ghost king, has no actual ruling authority (Since ghosts hate being told what to do). This makes things awkward when magicians or heroes or cultists summon him to ask him to command his "subjects".
"Stop right there!" Spoiler cried, tied up and wriggling. Red Robin and Robin were near her, also similarly tied up and trying to get out. "You won't get away with this!"
One of the cultists laughed. "That's why you're wrong, hero! We will summon our god and he will turn this world into a paradise! Well, for us that is. For you... perhaps it will be hell."
"Can any of you hurry up and escape?!" Robin hissed.
"I don't see you getting out any faster!" Red Robin spat back.
"Shut up and focus!" Spoiler snarled, wriggling even harder.
However, they were too late. The spell was completed and as the world turned dark, the sigils glowing green alongside the candlelight, a young boy appeared in the portal.
"My lord, the Ghost King, High King of the Infinite Realms, Master of Darkness and God of Death! Obey us and heed our instructions!" The cultists said, as Robin started cursing up a storm.
The young teen stared at the cultists. There was an awkward moment of silence where even the three vigilantes paused.
"... right. What did you call me here for?" He eventually asked.
"We command you to call for your army of the undead and take this world under siege!"
The boy blinked several times. Then he said slowly, "Okay." He stood there in the rune circle, unmoving.
Another one of the cultists shouted, "Why are you not calling your undead army?!"
"Hmm? Oh, right, yes. My... undead army. Of course. I'll get right to it."
He still didn't move. Eventually, he turned to look at his wrist, but there was nothing except his gloved wrist. He looked to the other wrist, but there was still nothing. Now all three vigilantes and the other cultists stared at him with baffled expressions as the teen then said in a mutter, "Crap."
Pandemonium erupted as they then realized that whatever being was summoned did not actually know how to call for an army or needed to obey the bidding of the people summoning him.
Later, as Red Robin and Spoiler asked him who he was or why he couldn't do anything (since he seemed really agreeable), he answered with a grumble, "You try to wrangle over a billion ghosts who think you're a superpowered baby who shouldn't be ruling the ghost zone."
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Code: GHOST
It all started when a number code flashed across the screen of the Batcomputer while Tim was working on a case.
7 8 15 19 20
Flashed across the screen several times to the point it made Tim think that someone somehow managed to hack into the Batcomputer. It was also a number code he was not familiar with at all. So Tim reported it back over their comms in hopes that maybe one of the others knew what the numbers meant. Because all he managed to figure out from it was that the number code was an alert on the Batcomputer, one that came with coordinates that lead into the middle of nowhere.
Tim was about to join the discussion Dick and Jason were having on it when Bruce silenced them all apruptly speaking up.
"Answer code 2 1 20, sent them to the coordinates attached. I will be in the cave in ETA3 and take over from there."
The sudden silence on their communication line spoke volumes especially when Tim new the numbers was a simply code for Bat. He still did what Bruce asked him to do but that didn't stop the questions running through Tim's mind. He watched on the screen of the Batcomputer how the moment he sent the code in return, Programs started like on autopilot. A map opening that contained nothing at first but then changed into a map of a whole good damn city. Tim could only gap at what was happening on the Batcomputer before Bruce appeared and pulled him away from his seat to take over himself.
Bruce without a beat of delay started to input more codes and apparently access codes too as more and more windows opened on the Batcomputer. Tim did not realise that with time Dick, Cass and Damian had joined him as they watched Bruce work away on the Batcomputer. At some point an audiotrack opened but all they could hear was only static. They thought Bruce was going to run it through one of the noise filtering programs.
But to the shock of them, Bruce suddenly triggered a hidden compartment on the console, causing it to flip over and reveal communication link build in a way non of them had ever seen before. It was silver with green accents and looked far... older and less sleek than any of the ones they used. It was clearly not designed to stay completely hidden if put into your ear.
They watched how he simply put that earpiece on and then replayed the audiotrack.
The batkids shared a look of confusion. Non of them sure what to make of the situation until suddenly Bruce stood up from the Batcomputer.
"Prepare for a rescue mission. Nightwing, Orphan and Robin will come with me, the rest of you will stay in Gotham." Was all the man said before storming of towards the Batplane.
"Bruce what is going on?!" Dick instead of going to prepare asked stoping the man before he could get away from them. "What is the meaning of that code? Aside from the fact that simply translated it means ghost."
Bruce eyed the batkids present for a moment before letting out a grunt. "Ghost is finally ready to join the family."
"Ghost?" Tim echoed confused, never having heard that alias for any of them.
"Father what do you mean, 'join the family'?" Damian chimed in clearly frowning with suspicion.
The man eyed them once more his eyes going over each of his children, it looked like he was contemplating telling them more for a moment before he stood to fully face them and let out a sigh. "Like Clark, I too have clone child."
There was a stunned silence. No one speaking up until Dick did. "How long...?"
"14 years ago"
The silence continued as they all did the mental math. Once more it was Dick who spoke up first, clearly stunned. "You had a clone since I was eleven and now is the first time I hear of that?! You never bothered telling any of us?!"
There was a long suffering sigh. "We got to Danny before he was aged up, he was a normal baby even if created in a laboratory, so it was best for him to grow up normally, with the league we arranged for him to be sent to selected family since I had my hands full with you and-"
"Danny?!" Dick cut in. "His name is Danny? Does he even know about us?"
"Dick." Bruce called out his tone warning. "Of course I kept an eye on Danny's life. And I did made contact with him when the time was appropriated considering some of the things that were happening for the boy as he grew up, however he is not aware that he is a clone and it will stay that way. He will get to know all of you once we finished this rescue mission."
Before Dick or any of the others could say anything more Bruce spoke up firmly again. "Get ready now, we do not have any more time. Anything else will be handled later."
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ę§ unwrapping you ę§
âĽăťpairing. satoru gojo x fem! reader
âĽăťsummary. itâs satoruâs birthday, but tonight, youâre the one giving the surprises. taking charge in a way he never saw coming, you leave the strongest man completely unraveledâand utterly yours.
âĽăťtags/warnings. nsfw 18+, smut, fluff, established relationship, you're both sorcerers, satoru's a dom but you switch on him, feral satoru, needy satoru, praise, blowjob, penetration, creampie
âĽăťwc. 4.7k
âĽăťa/n. happy bday to pookie. i wanted this out yesterday, but better late than never~
Clue #1: Not even Six Eyes can see where this hunt will take you~ Letâs test that vision, birthday boy âĄ
Perched atop a box of his favorite candy, the first clue card leaned casuallyâdaring him to dive in.
Taking a step back, you scan the setup one last timeâadjusting the candy box perfectly against the coffee table, trying to get it right.
Everything had to be perfect. Were you a bit over the top? Maybe.
But with Satoru, drama was practically a love languageâone you were willing to indulge for your strongest sorcerer.
As you step back one last time, a familiar tingle runs down your spineâa whisper of energy brushing against your senses.
His cursed energy. He was close.
Exhaling softly, you dart toward the hallway, slipping just out of view. The faint buzz of his presence grows stronger, steady and sure, like the hum of electricity before a stormâboth a beacon of his immense power and an anchor of comfort.
Pressing your back against the wall, you bite back a grin. Timing this just right was everythingâyou want to spoil him today.
As the front door creaked open, his voice rang through the silence.
"Babe? Iâm home!"
His tone carries that familiar playfulnessâthough thereâs a faint edge to it, a tiredness that only you can catch.
Oh, Satoru.
Youâd spent half the morning trying to talk him into staying home, coaxing him to let himself off the hook for just one day. But, in true Satoru fashion, he had only laughed, brushing you off with a wink and that infuriatingly charming grin.
âCome on, sweetheart,â heâd said, adjusting his blindfold like he was gearing up for battle. âThe strongest doesnât get days off. Besides, theyâd be lost without me.â
It was a line he loved to repeatâpart pride, part persona, but you knew better.
Beneath the confidence and swagger was someone who carried more weight than heâd ever admitâa man who wouldnât let himself slow down, even when the exhaustion clung to him like a second shadow.
Stepping inside, his long frame stretched ever so slightly as he leaned against the doorframe for a moment. His snowy hair catches the dim light, strands framing his sharp features, and a soft sigh escapes his lipsâquiet but telling.
With an almost lazy motion, he toes off his shoes, the soft thud echoing through the entryway. He stood for a beat, rolling his neck as if shaking off the day before reaching up to tug off his blindfold. As the fabric slips through his fingers, he absently ruffles his hair.
âSweetheart?â he calls again, a little softer now, curiosity threading through his tone.
His gaze sweeps the room, sharp and calculating, lingering on the quiet corners as if he could sense you hiding just out of view.
And letâs face it, he probably couldânothing gets past those eyes. But you hope, no pray that your cursed veil keeps you concealed. Just this once. Youâve been practicing, trying to catch up to him.
Your heart races as you watched him settle, and the moment his eyes land on the candy box perched on the coffee table, his head tilts slightlyâa lazy grin tugging at the corner of his lips as he plucks the card from the box.
âWhatâs this?â he muses, lifting the card as he holds it up into the light. âNot even Six Eyes can see where this hunt will take you⌠letâs test that vision, birthday boy⌠oho, really now?â he smirks.
Flipping the card over, his grin grows as his eyes scan the back.
âA clue?â he murmurs, tilting his head as he reads the next message. "Start where we share quiet mornings, and you always steal the last sip," he quotes, carrying an affectionate lilt. His grin widens as his fingers tap the card lightly against his chin. âSooo⌠the kitchen then?â
Glancing toward the kitchen, Satoru smirks, muttering to himself âAlright, letâs play.â
Peeking out from your hiding spot, your grin grows as you watch him step through the doorway.
Got him.
The moment he enters the kitchen, he pauses by the counter, and his sharp blue eyes narrow slightly, sweeping over the surfaces. His fingers brush against a stray mug, and his grin grows wider, realization flickering across his face.
"Stealing the last sip⌠huh?â he murmurs to himself, the phrase clicking into place.
Of course. How many times had Satoru leaned over your shoulder, stealing the final taste of your coffee with that maddening smirk, knowing full well heâd get a playful swat in return?
Moving towards the coffee machine, his long legs carry him in unhurried strides, before his gaze lands on the next clueânestled beside the machine on a small tray.
Sitting against the counter, the tray held perfectly arranged kikifuku mochiâa chilled bottle of melon soda alongside itâits condensation gathering in lazy droplets, catching the light.
Oh, heâs pleasedâhis favorite indulgences. With a soft grin, he leans against the counter, plucking one of the mochi off the plate.
âYou know me too wellâŚâ he sighs.
Holding up the mochi, he inspects it with mock seriousness, before plopping it into his mouth with a satisfied hum.
âMm, perfect as always,â he mutters to himself, savoring the sweetness spreading across his tongue as he reaches for the melon soda nextâtwisting off the cap with an easy flick and taking a small sip.
âAlrightâŚâ he sighs contentedly, placing the soda down. âYouâre spoiling me now, sweetheart. But where are you? I wanna properly thank you.â
He pauses for a moment, waiting for you to reveal yourself, but then, his gaze flicks to the card nestled beside the tray.
Picking it up, a slow grin breaks across his face as he begins reading it.
âMore? Letâs see whatâs nextâŚâ
Clue #2: A little sweetness to keep you goingâbecause even the strongest needs a sugar boost. Happy Birthday, my favorite mochi thief!
With a quiet laugh, Satoru shakes his head, flipping the card over to reveal the next clue.
Clue #2: Your next clue waits where the fog clears and your ego shines brightestâmy handsome birthday boy.
Satoru hums, an eyebrow raising.
âOhhh, I see how it is⌠butter me up with mochi, and then call me out. And during my own birthday scavenger hunt? Rude.â
Placing the card down, he opts to plop another mochi into his mouthâhumming contently as the sweetness melts on his tongue.
"Alright, alright⌠the bathroom mirror must be next,â he sighs, grinning as he pushes himself off the counter. âLetâs see what youâve got waiting for me there.â
Stepping into the bathroom, his sharp eyes immediately catch sight of the bold, glossy red lipstick, pressed in a kiss against the mirror. Below it, a small note is taped to the glass, written in your familiar handwriting:
đ A kiss for the handsomest birthday boyâdonât worry though, I left room for you to admire yourself tooâĄ
His lips curve into a wide grin, and leaning in closer, he tilts his headâstudying the lipstick mark with mock seriousness. As his fingers brush the edge of the note, he lets out an exaggerated sigh.
"Tch⌠a kiss and a roast, all in one. Wow. Classic youâŚ" he mutters with a dramatic pout. Staring at the mirror for a beat longer, he groans, letting out a soft whine. "But where are my real kisses, sweetheart? You canât just leave me hanging like this on my birthday."
He waits againâready for you to reveal yourself, but nothing. Then, his gaze drops, and he notices a sleek bottle of cologne sitting neatly on the counterâa second card propped beside it.
Picking it up, he turns the bottle over, inspecting it in one hand before plucking the card from its resting place with his other.
Clue #3: A spritz of this and youâll be even harder to resist. Hehe. Not that I needed any convincing~
A wicked grin breaks across his face as he chuckles, uncapping the bottle.
âYouâre really going all out, arenât you?â he murmurs, spraying the cologne lightly onto his neck and wristâhis head tilting as the scent unfurls around him. âMmm, well⌠my girl always has good tasteâŚâ
His fingers linger on the bottle for a moment before setting it down, but then, he blinksâhis eyes growing wide as he flips the cardâreading whatâs on the back.
Clue #3: Your final present is where all good nights begin⌠and some even better ones end. Donât keep me waiting, birthday boy âĄ
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As Satoru creeks the bedroom door open, the room is bathed in a warm flickering candlelightâdancing along the walls with playful shadows, shifting with every subtle movement.
His cerulean eyes scan the dimly lit space, snowy lashes fluttering as he searches for youâwhere are you? The faint scent of vanilla and something sweeterâundeniably youâlingers in the air.
âAlrightâŚâ he drawls softly, âDarling, where, and how, are you hiding from me?â
He turns around to close the door softly behind him, but as he shifts back, before he can take another step, movement catches his eyesâyouârevealed like a secret unveiled.
His breath catches audibly and he is momentarily frozen as you step forward from behind the doorâdelicate lace clinging against your curves, the intricate patterns of your elegant lingerie teasing him with glimpses of your supple skin.
This wasnât like you. Not completely. The confident tilt of your head, the way you step toward him with deliberate, measured graceâitâs a side of you he doesnât see often, and it stirs something deep within him.
For weeks, youâd been planning this moment, turning the idea over in your mind, wavering between uncertainty and resolve. But now, standing here under his gaze, you feel no hesitation. The roles were shifting, and the change sends a delicious thrill coursing through his veins.
His silence bolsters your resolve, and tilting your head slightly, a slow, knowing smile spreads across your lips.
âHey, welcome home. Happy birthday, Satoru.â
His lips part, a sharp exhale slipping past them before he regains his composure. His eyesâdarkened now with a heat thatâs growing deep between his legsâsweep over you once more before flicking back up to meet yours.
âWell⌠hello," his voice is low, edged with restraint, and thereâs a flicker of a grin on his lipsâlazy and teasingâbut it falters briefly as his gaze dips again.
âI donât know if I want to worship you, or ruin youâŚ"
As his grin grows, sharper now, he leans his weight slightly against the doorframe. Tilting his head, his white tousled hair falls into his eyes as he looks at youâlike you���ve hung the stars in the sky.
âMaybe both⌠definitely both.â
Stepping closer, your fingers reach for him, trailing lightly up his chest.
"Enjoying the view?" you trace the lines of his shirt with teasing precision. "Or⌠do you need a closer look, birthday boy?"
The corner of his mouth twitches into a grin as your hands begin brushing over his shouldersâsliding down his arms. His hand rises, catching yours as his fingers curl gently around it.
âMy, my, princess,â he drawls, gaze flicking across your body approvingly. âIs this what you were planning while I was out saving the world? Remind me to never leave you alone again.â
Before you can counter, his other hand slides to your waist, pulling you flush against him and his growing erection.
âI think I need a very⌠very close look indeed, gorgeous,â his lips brush against the shell of your ear before giving it a gentle nip. âBut first⌠let me have a taste of you.â
The moment the words leave his lips, his mouth captures yours in a kiss that steals the air from your very lungs. He was hungry for youâsomething wild snapping within him as your fingers tangle in his silky hair, humming softly against his lips.
He growls, consuming you as his tongue teases the seam of your lips, coaxing them apartâand of course, you surrender to him. The kiss becomes electricâhis hands sliding down to your ass, pulling you insistently against him as he kneads your curves desperately.
"Mmm," he hums, breaking the kiss just enough to murmur against your lips. âYes⌠fuck, youâre perfectâŚâ he grins, nudging you back towards the bed, unhurried but insistent as he murmurs, âhappy birthday to meâŚâ
He swallows your laugh, continuing to kiss you breathlessly as his hands caress you, but you gasp into his mouth the moment the back of your knees hit the edge of the mattress.
As your body bounces against the bed, his weight follows immediatelyâsliding his knee between your legs, nudging them apart. The heat radiating from him is intoxicating, and the world outside ceases to exist as he leans over youâwhite hair falling like a curtain around you both.
Ah⌠but wait⌠this is your day to be in control.
Before he can take full command, you grin against his lips, shifting your weight underneath him.
âOh, SatoruâŚâ you push him back, flipping your positions as you force him onto his back. âWho said I was done with you?â
The moment he hits the mattress, a soft huff of surprise escapes him as you climb over himâstraddling his hips with a grin thatâs equal parts playful and wicked.
âWhaââ
He blinks up at you, his sharp blue eyes wide for a fraction of a second before they darken with interest. Then, a slow, lazy grin spreads across his face as his hands settle on your thighsâboth possessive yet gentle.
âWell, wellâŚâ his thumbs draw slow, lazy circles against your skin. âLook whoâs taking chargeâŚâ
Leaning forward, you caress the curve of his jawâyour lips hovering just over his. He groans as his fingers tighten on your thighs.
âYouâre always so quick to take controlâŚâ your lips brush against his in a feather-light tease, leaving him chasing after you as you pull back. âBuuut⌠itâs your birthday, Satoru. Today, let me spoil you.â
His breath hitches as your fingers trail down his chestâtoying with the buttons of his shirtâone by one, unfastening them, slowly and deliberately.
As the fabric draws apart, the pale expanse of his chest is revealed, and your hands begin mapping out his muscles. You feel him grow underneath you, spurring you on.
âF-Fuckâ,â he groans as your lips find the curve of his neck, pressing soft, lingering kisses down the hollow of his throat.
Tilting hit head back, his snowy hair splays like a halo around him as he bares more of his throat to youâa surrender, yet the way his hands flex against your thighs tells you how close he is to snapping.
You know he wants to flip you beneath him and take what he wants.
As his cock stiffens under you, you smirk against his skin, rolling your hips against him slowly, deliberatelyâpulling a hoarse sound from his throat as his breath stutters.
âDamn it,â he groans, hands caressing your hips, âyouâre driving me fucking insane, you know that?â
You hum in amusement, your kisses trailing lower, following your hands as they map the hard planes of his chest, the taut lines of his stomach. Shifting yourself lower, you reach the waistband of his pants, and your fingers lightly graze the fabric, teasing him with the barest hint of pressure.
His mouth drops open and his hips buck slightly beneath youâa groan escaping him, low and desperate. âAhâbabyâŚâ he breathes, a plea and a prayer, desperate for friction.
Your lips hover just above his stomach, and your fingers dip just beneath the waistband of his pants without going further. The heat of him is palpable, and his hands flex beside him as he watches you through half-lidded eyes.
âWhatâs wrong, Satoru?â you murmur, light and teasing. âYouâre not losing control already⌠are you? I thought you were the strongest.â
His sharp blue eyes snap open, dark and hooded as they lock onto yours. For a second, he looks tornâcaught between letting you lead and giving in to the all-consuming need to dominate.
âCareful sweetheart,â he warns, a growl threading through each word, âor Iâll remind you whoâs really in charge.â
The threat is intoxicating, but you donât falter. You know that if you pushed him just a little further, heâd flip you beneath him and pin you to this bed.
But tonight? Tonight is different. Youâre in control, and youâre not letting him take it backânot yet, at least.
âMaybe youâre not as in control as you think you are, birthday boy.â
With a wicked grin, you press your palm lightly against the outline of his erectionâa strangled whine tearing through his throat as it throbs eagerly against your hand.
âFuck,â he hisses through gritted teeth, his head tipping back against the pillow as his hands tighten into fists at his sides. âJust⌠fucking touch me alreadyâŚâ
âImpatient, arenât you?â you tease, dragging your palm over his length in a slow, deliberate stroke that has his chest heaving. âYouâre really not used to this, are you? Being the one who has to waitâŚâ
His eyes snap back to yours, and the frustration flickering in their depths is delicious.
âYouâre enjoying this way too much,â he mutters.
âOh, I am,â you admit shamelessly as your fingers finally work at the button of his pants. âAnd judging by how hard you areâŚâ you drag the zipper down with an excruciating slowness, tracing the prominent outline of his cock with your fingers, ââŚyou donât seem to mind all that much.â
âFuck, princess⌠youâŚâ
As your hand wraps around him through the fabric, your thumb brushes over the damp spot forming at the tip, and the sound that escapes himâhalf moan, half pleaâis utterly sinful.
âBaby, please,â he pants, voice breaking as his hands clutch the sheets. âTouch me⌠fuck, I needââ
His plea dissolves into a low, aching moan as your fingers finally slip beneath the waistband of his pants, brushing against his bare skin. His cock springs free, hard and heavy, and the sharp exhale he releasesâhalf relief, half desperationâmakes your cunt drip in exhilaration.
A bead of precum glistens at the tip, and your thumb smears it slowly, deliberately, as you look up at him through your lashes. His lips part in a silent moan, his chest heaving as his hips jerk toward you again, seeking more of the pleasure you so teasingly deny.
But this time, you donât deny him.
Your tongue flicks out, tracing a line along his length, allowing the salty tang of his precum to spread in your mouth. As your lips close around the tip, you take him in slowly, your cheeks hollowing as you draw him deeper, inch by inch.
He falls apart.
âHaaaâpretty girlâŚâ his hips snap upward, âso fucking goodâŚâ heâs desperate, âjust like that⌠donât stop.â
And you let him take what he needsâyour lips and tongue working in tandemâeach broken moan falling from his lips as he loses himself in the wet heat of your mouth.
âhnngh⌠take itâŚâ his voice is wrecked as his head falls back against the pillow, exposing the long column of his throat. His abs tighten under your hands as his hips roll, pushing deeper, âhaaaâfuck⌠good fucking girl⌠love that mouth of yours.â
The praise makes heat pool between your legs as you hum softly around himâthe filthy, debauched sounds falling from his lips encouraging you further.
But youâre not done teasing him. Not yet.
Just as heâs on the verge of falling apart, you pull back, your lips leaving him with a soft, wet popâmaking him groan in frustration. His cock twitches in the cool airâslick with your spitâand the desperation in his eyes when you glance up at him is utterly delicious.
âYouâre so easy to unravel SatoruâŚâ your tongue flicks out again and your eyes darken with mischief. âFor someone whoâs supposed to be the strongest, you reallyââ
Oh, youâve done it now.
His hands are on you, gripping your waist as he flips you onto your back, making your head spin. The sudden shift has you gasping, and the wicked grin that spreads across his face is nothing short of feral.
âYouâre done,â his fingers hook into the delicate lace of your lingerie, and with a sharp tug, the audible rip makes your eyes widen. âMy turn.â
âS-Satoru!â you stare up at him.
âSorryâŚâ he murmurs, though the grin curling upon his lips is anything but apologetic. His hands grip your thighs, spreading you open as he settles between them. âJust wanted to unwrap my gift.â
The heat of his thick, flushed head presses against your entranceâmaking your head tilt back, a whimper slipping past your lips as you anticipate whatâs to come.
But he doesnât ease into you. No. Not Satoru.
With a singular thrust, he buries himself to the hilt with a force so intense, it makes your back arch off the bed. The stretch is overwhelming, deliciousâevery inch of him filling you completely.
You pant, keening, and he stills for a moment, letting you adjustâbut⌠only for a moment. Satoruâs patience doesnât last long. Not with the way your walls clench around him so intoxicatingly so.
âThere we go⌠thatâs itâŚâ he chuckles wickedly as he leans over you, his forehead brushing against yours. His hands grip your hips, holding you in place as he pulls back slightly. âFucking take it,â his hips snap forward, harder this time. âThis what you wanted?â
Your gasp turns into a strangled wine as he sets a brutal pace, his cock driving into your cunt, slamming into you with reckless abandon. The smack of your skin mixes with your broken cries as he takes what he needs.
âSuch a tease,â his teeth nip at your neck, drawing a whimper from your lips as he bites down, leaving his mark. âLetâs see how confident you are when youâre screaming my name.â
âS-Satoruââ His name spills from your lips in a broken cry as your nails dig into his biceps, struggling to keep up with his sheer force.
âYes, my pretty girl?â he coos tauntingly, lips curving into a wicked grin. âHaaaâlook at you⌠falling apart just for me⌠so fucking tightâGod you feel so good.â
He shifts the angle, pulling your legs higher as he sinks deeperâhis dick splitting you open, making you see stars. The pressure is maddening, and your thighs tremble as you squirm beneath him.
But heâs relentless.
His hands slide up to catch your wrists, pinning them above your head as he leans over you.
âYouâre mine,â his pace grows rougher, harder, the bed shaking underneath you. âFucking mine. Hear me? Nnnngh⌠gonna fill you upâfuck, baby, youâre gonna take all of me.â
Your body arches into him, the coil of heat in your core tightening with every thrust until itâs unbearable, ready to snap.
And then it does.
The orgasm tears through you like a tidal wave, your walls clamping down on him in rhythmic pulses as you cry outâgripping him like a vice, pulsing rhythmically as pleasure explodes through your body.
Itâs blinding, all-consuming, every nerve in your body alight with sensation as you come apart beneath him.
âFuckâfuck, yes,â he groans, voice breaking as you tighten around him. His hips stutter, his cock throbbing inside youâthe tight, wet heat of your cunt pushing him to his limit. âShitâI canâtâmâ cuming.â
His body trembles above yoursâthick, hot spurts of his cum spilling into you, flooding your core as his cock pulses through his climax.
Heâs babbling nowâlost in the haze of pleasureâhis words tumbling, slurred and wrecked as he collapses against you.
âGod, youâre perfect,â he rasps, hips rolling lazily, chasing the last aftershocks as he pushes his cum deeper. âSo fucking perfect. Shitâfuck, I love you⌠love you so much, my good girl.â
For a moment, the room is quiet save for the sound of your uneven breaths and the lingering hum of pleasure coursing through your veins. His hands release your wrists, sliding down your arms to cup your face, brushing over your flushed cheeks as he leans in, capturing your lips in a soft, lingering kiss.
When he pulls back, his forehead presses against yours, his ocean blue eyes heavy-lidded and filled with something softer nowâsomething deeper.
âYouâre incredible,â he murmurs softly. A lopsided grin tugs at his lips as his fingers trace idle patterns along your jawline. âAnd sexy as hell, by the way⌠that little stunt of yours? Taking charge like that?â He chuckles softly, groaning. âFuck⌠almost killed me.â
A laugh bubbles out of you, light and breathless as you run your fingers through his sweat-dampened hair.
âAlmost? Youâre the one who ripped my lingerie, Satoru,â you arch a brow at him. âYou owe me a new set. Noâmake that two.â
His grin turns sheepish, though the mischievous glint in his eyes remains.
âConsider it done,â he presses a kiss to the tip of your nose. âIâll always buy you whatever you want. Hell, Iâll buy you a whole drawer full if it means I get to rip it off you again.â
âGood lord,â you roll your eyes, feigning exasperation as you lightly swat his shoulder. âYouâre lucky I love you.â
âLucky?â He quirks a brow, grin softening as he leans closer, murmuring against your lips, âSweetheart⌠Iâm the luckiest guy alive.â
His arms wrap around you, shifting slightly as he pulls you into his chestârolling onto his side and taking you with him. The sticky warmth of his release drips between your thighs and his hand rubs soothing circles along your back.
âSeriously, thoughâŚâ he murmurs quietly, eyes softening. âThank you⌠for all of this. For you. For everything. I love you so damn much.â
The sincerity in his tone makes your chest tighten, and a slow smile spreads up your lips. You snuggle closer, pressing a kiss to his jaw.
âI love you too, Satoru⌠happy birthday.â
He hums contentedly, and for a moment, you both linger there, bathed in the glow of candlelightâtangled together in the quiet intimacy of the moment.
But when you finally begin to shift, attempting to pull away, his arms tighten around you instantly, accompanied by a soft, petulant whine. His lips brush against your shoulder as he buries his face in the crook of your neckâsoft tousles of his hair tickling your skin.
âNo,â he mumbles, muffled but unmistakably pouty. âStay. Like this. Just a little longer.â
âSatoru,â you chide, grinning as your fingers thread through his hair. âI need to get cleaned up honey.â
He pouts harder, his hold tightening as he buries his face further.
âNope,â he declares stubbornly. âYouâre staying right here. Forever.â
His childish protest pulls a laugh from you, light and airy.
âCome on birthday boyâŚâ you wriggle slightly in his arms. âI have to clean up so I can prep your birthday cake.â
That gets his attention.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his sapphire eyes sparkling with playful mischief. A slow, cheeky grin spreads across his face, and you can practically see the wheels turning in his head.
âWhy blow out my candles⌠when you can just blow me again?â
You blink at him, momentarily caught off guard, before your hand instinctively flies to his shoulder, delivering a light but reprimanding swat.
âS-Satoru!â
He bursts into laughter, warm and unrepentant as he tightens his arms around you, pulling you flush against his chest once more.
âWhat?â he protests innocently, grin widening as he presses a kiss to your temple. âIt is my birthday, after all.â
âUnbelievable,â you mutter, though the smile tugging at your lips betrays your exasperation.
His laughter softens into a contented hum as he nuzzles into your hair, his grip loosening just enough to let you breathe. Perhaps, for now, the world can waitâthereâs nowhere else youâd rather be than here, wrapped up in him.
Your strongest sorcerer.
a/n. i just love him sm :') hbd to our beautifully, sweet & perfect blue eyed king.
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A Life Worth Fighting For
Five Hargreeves x Fem!reader
A/N: It's time we all got our five back. Five needs y/n, in every timeline. If I'm honest, I don't want to read anything more about this Five/Lila relationship. For me that never happened. From now on I'll be posting the stories that I've already finished writing
Warnings: spoilers for season 4 episode 5-6
The air shimmered with energy as Five and Lila landed in yet another timeline, they found themselves in a cozy, well-kept house that radiated warmth and comfort. The scent of fresh coffee hung in the air, mingling with the subtle fragrance of flowers from somewhere nearby.
Lila glanced around, her brow furrowed with suspicion. âThis doesnât look like any of the timelines weâve been to,â she muttered, her hand instinctively moving toward the handle of the knife strapped to her thigh. âToo quiet, too⌠perfect.â
Five didnât respond immediately. He was scanning the room, his sharp eyes taking in every detail. The polished wooden floors, the cushy furniture, the family photos lining the wallsâit was all so domestic, so ordinary. It felt like the calm before a storm, and after seven years of battling against the odds in a timeline where everything was wrong, he couldnât trust it.
âWe need to be careful,â Five said finally, his voice low. âThis place looks safe, but itâs too familiar. We could be in one of those timelines where somethingâs just a bit off.â
âLike that time where your younger self shot at us??â Lila quipped, her lips curving into a smirk that didnât reach her eyes.
âExactly,â Five replied, the memory flashing through his mind. âLetâs find out where we are and whoâs running the show here.â
Just as he was about to suggest searching the house, the door to the living room swung open. Both Five and Lila instinctively tensed, ready for whatever was about to step through.
But what they saw caught them completely off guard.
Another Five stood in the doorway, looking just as surprised as they were. This version of Five was dressed casually, in a button-down shirt and jeans, a far cry from the suits that the time-traveling Five was used to. He looked⌠settled.
âWhat theââ the other Five started, his eyes narrowing as he processed the scene before him. âWhat are you doing in my house?â
Five stepped forward, his gaze locked onto his counterpart. âWeâre from a different timelineâ he said, his voice steady.
The other Fiveâs eyes widened in recognition, then narrowed again with suspicion. âA different timeline? What do you want?â
Before Five could respond, Lila spoke up, her tone laced with annoyance. âListen, mate, we donât want to be here any more than you want us to be. Weâre just trying to get back to our own timeline, but weâve been stuck in the wrong one for seven years. Seven years!â
The other Fiveâs expression softened slightly, though the wariness didnât leave his eyes. âSeven years? What happened?â
Five took a deep breath, trying to steady himself as memories of those long, grueling years came rushing back. âWe got trapped,â he explained, his voice quieter now. âNo way out. We were stuck there for what felt like a lifetime. And⌠well, we ended up together.â
For a moment, there was silence. The other Fiveâs eyes flicked between his counterpart and Lila, his expression growing darker with each passing second. âYou ended up together?â he repeated, disbelief coloring his tone. âYou and her?â
Five nodded, bracing himself for the reaction he knew was coming.
The other Fiveâs jaw tightened, and without warning, he stepped forward and smacked his counterpart on the back of the head. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â he snapped, his voice a mix of anger and incredulity. âDo you even know what youâve done?â
Lilaâs eyes flashed with anger, but Five raised a hand to stop her from retaliating. âI didnât have a choice,â he said, though even as he spoke the words, he knew how weak they sounded.
âThereâs always a choice!â the other Five shot back, his anger unabated. âYouâre telling me that in seven years, you never once thought about the consequences? About Diego? Heâs her husband in our timeline, for Christâs sake! They have three kids together!â
Five flinched at the mention of Diego, a pang of guilt stabbing through him. âI don't have a girlfriend or wife,â he said defensively, the words tumbling out before he could stop them. âI have no one.â
At this, the other Fiveâs anger seemed to shift, turning into something more like pity. He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âBecause you gave up,â he said quietly. âYou gave up on yourself, and you gave up on your family.â
For a long moment, Five couldnât find the words to respond. The weight of what his counterpart was saying pressed down on him like a lead blanket. Had he really given up? Had he allowed himself to lose sight of everything that mattered because he was too tired, too lost, to keep fighting?
The silence between them grew heavy, filled with all the unspoken regrets and what-ifs of a life that could have been.
âLook,â the other Five said, his voice softer now, âI know how easy it is to get lost in this mess, to lose sight of who you are and what you want. But you canât just throw everything away because things get hard. You have to fight for what matters.â
Five looked down, his hands curling into fists at his sides. He wanted to believe that it wasnât too late, that he could still find the life heâd always wanted, the love heâd convinced himself was out of reach. But the last seven years had left him scarred, beaten down by a world that had taken so much from him.
His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of laughter coming from outside. He looked up and saw that the other Five was gazing out the large bay window, a small smile on his lips.
Five followed his gaze and felt his heart clench at the sight that greeted him.
In the garden, a beautiful pregnant woman was playing with a little girl, who looked to be around four years old. The womanâs laughter was like music, her face glowing with happiness as she twirled the giggling child around in her arms. The little girl had a mop of dark hair and eyes that sparkled with mischiefâeyes that Five recognized all too well.
âThatâs Y/n,â the other Five said softly, his voice filled with warmth. âAnd thatâs our daughter, Maddie.â
Five stared at him, his mind reeling. âI want what you have,â he said finally, his voice barely a whisper. âI want⌠her.â
The other Five nodded, his expression firm but not unkind. âThen fight for it,â he said. âDonât give up on yourself. Donât give up on her.â
Fiveâs throat tightened as he watched them, his heart aching with a longing he hadnât allowed himself to feel in years. This was it. This was what he had wanted, what he had fought so hard to protect but had never truly believed he could have. A family. A home. A life filled with love.
He could have had this. He could have had her.
âI canât believeâŚâ Five started, but his voice broke, and he had to swallow the lump in his throat. âI canât believe I gave this up.â
âYou didnât,â the other Five said, placing a hand on his shoulder. âNot yet. You still have a chance to find her. You still have a chance to make this life your own.â
Five closed his eyes, trying to block out the overwhelming tide of emotions threatening to drown him. He didnât deserve thisâthis kindness, this hope. But he wanted it more than anything. He wanted to find his y/n, to have his own Maddie, to fight for a life worth living.
When he opened his eyes again, he found the other Five watching him, a knowing look in his eyes.
âGo,â the other Five said gently. âFind her. Fight for her.â
Five nodded, and then turned to Lila, who had been watching the exchange in silence. She looked at him with a mixture of sadness and understanding, knowing that whatever they had shared was over.
âWe should go,â Five said softly, his eyes meeting Lilaâs. her expression unreadable, and with a final nod to the other five, he teleported them both away, leaving the other Five standing alone in the quiet house.
A few moments later, the front door opened, and Y/n and Maddie walked in, their faces flushed with happiness from their time in the garden. Y/n smiled warmly at Five, the love in her eyes undeniable as she approached him.
âEverything okay?â she asked, a note of concern in her voice as she noticed the tension in his posture.
Five looked at her, his heart swelling with an overwhelming sense of gratitude and love. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close as he kissed her gently on the lips.
âEverythingâs perfect,â he murmured against her lips, his voice filled with emotion. âIâm just⌠so happy that I have you. Youâre my one true love, y/n. No one else. Just you.â
Y/n smiled, her eyes shining with love as she leaned into his embrace. âI love you too,â she whispered, resting her head against his chest.
Five held her close, the weight of everything that had just happened slowly fading away as he focused on the warmth of her body against his, the sound of her heartbeat, the soft rise and fall of her breath. This was his life, his family, his everything.
And he wouldn't give that up for anything in the world...timeline or not.
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Thank you for all your support in the first part of this one shot! Here I bring you the second one as you requested, I hope you like itđ
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Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3
Summary: A private detective that Gi-hun had hired to investigate those games he participated in three years ago, is taken against her will without knowing that a certain man with power and money knew absolutely every detail about her.
Warning: Some harassment, angst and violence.
Note: I'm open to special requests and constructive criticism! Sorry for the delay with this second part but I just got back to college and have been a little busy.
âI'm sorry for hitting you like that.
As they walked back to the room, the girl apologized embarrassedly, perhaps she had gone a bit too far and the best way to calm him down would have been to talk.
But it was the tension of the moment.
âDon't worry, I think I needed it âHe replied with a soft smile.
They felt the judging glances of the other players for surviving but that didn't bother them, yes, maybe it was a little uncomfortable but the smile and a happy greeting from player 149 made the entrance more pleasant.
After sitting down and talking a little, each one introduced themselves with their respective names. They were a team from now on and they preferred to call each other by their names instead of a simple number that they had on their jackets.
âIâm sorry for that behavior earlier âYoung-il apologized to the two girls on the team.
Uncontrolled behavior was common among men, they knew how easily lost their sanity if failed to achieve a goal, especially if it was the life at stake, but having done so in front of two young ladies was frowned upon.
âAnd Jun-hee, as soon as we get out of here you should go see a doctor, stress is not good for you.
The way he expressed that feeling of concern and empathy for the pregnant young woman was charming to the girl sitting next to him.
She had only known him for a few hours, but the fluid conversation they had managed to make them agree on several things, she was delighted with that player, but the cherry on the cake was the laugh that appeared on him face when he made a joke about Gi-hun's name, no one shared his moment of happiness except for her.
It was impossible for her to remain serious when she noticed that despite the circumstances they were in and the fact that were about to die a few minutes ago, Young-il maintained his humor.
After a few minutes, voting began once again to decide whether to stay or leave, however the majority of participants voted for the blue circle, condemning the rest of the players who refused to continue playing.
The girl continued terrified, this was not her job, Mr. Seong Gi-hun had not hired her for that.
In-ho just watched her, noticing her lips pressed together in a grimace and her brow furrowed, a sign that was frustrated at not being able to get out of there.
While the food was being distributed, In-ho sat next to Gi-hun in complete silence, player 456 was further away from his target and that disappointed him, but his eyes drifted slightly towards 455, the detective was sitting on her bed accompanied by Jun-hee, the disappointment and fear of staying still etched in their expressions.
When Jung-bae came over to apologize for pressing the blue circle he stood up and walked towards the two girls.
âTake it Jun-hee âHis voice caught her attention âYou need to eat more to maintain your strength âSeeing that she was going to refuse, he insisted with a smile âBesides, I don't drink whole milk.
222 took the little box and thanked her with a slight bow.
âYou have to eat too âHe said looking at the girl.
She hadn't even gone for food, she was nervous about the next game and more than out of fear, preferred to think about how to get through the next round.
âI'm not that hungry.
âI'll go with you.
In-ho wasn't asking if she was hungry or not, it was a request for her to go get his food and eat it later.
She couldn't refuse and he made that clear when held out his hand for her to take, Jun-hee watched the act with wide eyes and a slight smile, he was quite the gentleman.
âI'll go with the others â222 said, starting to feel like was in the way.
âCome on âIn-ho repeated, taking her hand and gently pulling up from where she was sitting.
Her smiled at him and went for she respective portions. As night fell, Gi-hun began to make a kind of fortress where they could stay. They would take turns sleeping or staying awake to stand guard.
âÂżDon't you think you're exaggerating? I don't think these people are capable of killing each other âSaid 001 with a grimace.
âYou haven't seen these games before âGi-hun argued.
âHe's right âthe girl said. âWe must be alertm
The way she seemed to be able to be afraid and brave at the same time was curious to In-ho.
During the night, everyone was asleep except for Jung-bae and Dae-ho because it was their turn to keep watch, but seeing that the girl was also awake, Dae-ho approached her.
âÂżAren't you going to sleep? ÂżWhat are you doing?
Watching her try to break the zipper of the jacket, he arched an eyebrow.
âÂżWhat are you doing? âHim ask for the second time, this time more curious.
âThe bathrooms have ventilation, with something metal I can open the gate.
It wasn't a great plan but it would be useful, or at least that's what she thought.
âÂżAre you going to escape? âDae-ho asked in surprise at her plan.
Those words caught the attention of the man who was barely trying to sleep in his bed, In-ho opened his eyes and listened attentively.
âI hope so âshe agreed not very convinced that those ducts lead to a safe exit without guards. âIf I manage to do it, I will go for Gi-hun's team and come back for you guys
âÂżWhat if he finds out?
âWell... The worst thing that can happen to me is getting a bullet in the head.
In-ho twisted his lips, it seemed that the detective who was afraid of dying had disappeared, leaving behind a girl who now only wanted to survive but without seeing anyone else die.
That was honorable, he admitted, but still didn't understand how she would risk his life for people she barely knew and for his boss, accept that she escape without looking back but come back for them?
ÂżFor him?
Or at least that's what he thought when he felt her gaze on him.
âNone of you deserve to die in here, you are good people, if I am going to die... I will not do it playing, I will do it trying to do something good.
Those words were enough for In-ho to recognize her worth, finally there was the girl he had been following for a whole year who planned her moves well.
It was nice what she wanted to do.
It was also a complete shame that him had to ruin it for her.
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babydaddy!rafe x mom!reader
| summary | Youâre done waiting for Rafe to change. Taking your daughter Ellie, you decide itâs time to leaveâbut Rafe isnât about to let you go that easily.
warnings: emotional distress, cursing
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The silence in the house felt suffocating, every moment dragging on longer than the last. You stood by the kitchen counter, staring down at the baby monitor, watching your daughter Ellie sleep soundly in the next room. The familiar weight of the conversation you knew was coming pressed down on you, the words you had been rehearsing in your head for days now sitting heavy on your tongue.
You had to do it. You had to say it.
Your body stiffened as you heard the front door creak open, followed by the familiar sound of boots hitting the hardwood floor.
âWhere you at, baby?â Rafeâs voice, casual as ever, echoed through the house.
You didnât respond immediately. Instead, you took a deep breath, gathering the courage. There was no turning back now.
âIn here,â you called back, your voice barely above a whisper.
He appeared a moment later, his tall frame filling the doorway. His eyes locked onto you, his lips curling into that familiar smirk that always made you feel like he knew something you didnât. His shirt clung to his broad shoulders, and his hair, a little disheveled from being out, only added to the careless charm that had always been part of him.
âYou look like youâre thinking,â he teased, leaning against the doorframe with that nonchalant ease that made everything seem like a joke to him.
Your heart thudded in your chest. You couldnât shake the feeling that he was waiting for you to back down. To change your mind.
âI am,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady. âIâve been thinking a lot, actually.â
Rafe raised an eyebrow, his smirk slipping just a fraction. âUh-oh. That doesnât sound good.â
You could hear the playful edge in his voice, but the nerves in your stomach were churning. You had rehearsed this moment a thousand times, but nothing could prepare you for this.
Taking a deep breath, you pushed the words out before you could talk yourself out of it. âIâm leaving, Rafe.â
For a moment, he froze. The smirk disappeared completely, and his posture stiffened. His eyes hardened, and you felt the air between you shift, growing colder.
âThe fuck you mean you're leaving?â he asked, his voice low and tight, like he was trying to hold it together.
âIâm leaving,â you repeated, your voice steady but breaking underneath the weight of your own words. âI canât do this anymore.â
Rafeâs eyes flickered to Ellie on the baby monitor, his jaw tightening as he processed what you said. He was quiet for a beat too long, and when he spoke again, it was with a coldness that sent a chill through you.
âYouâre gonna take her, huh?â He shook his head, almost laughing, but it was hollow. âAfter everything?â
âRafe,â you said, swallowing hard. âYouâre not here. Youâre never here when I need you. And Ellieâshe deserves more than this. We both do.â
The words stung, and you could see it in his eyesâthe flicker of anger, of frustration. He hated being told he wasnât enough. But the truth was, you couldnât keep living this way. Not for Ellie, and not for you.
âIâm here now,â he shot back, stepping into the kitchen with that dangerous glint in his eyes. âThat mean anything to you?â
You shook your head, your voice trembling despite yourself. âItâs not enough anymore.â
Rafeâs hand slammed down on the counter, making you jump. He didnât seem to notice. âSo what? Youâre just gonna walk away from me? From us?â
You met his eyes, your heart thundering in your chest. âWhat âusâ?â you bit out, the words escaping before you could stop them. âYouâve been telling me youâre gonna change for months, Rafe. You said things were gonna be different, but they never are. And I canât do it anymore. Not for me, and not for Ellie.â
His face darkened, his nostrils flaring with the force of his breath. âYou think I donât care? You think I donât want this family?â
You closed your eyes for a brief second, fighting the tears that threatened to spill. âI know you do, but itâs not enough. You show up when itâs convenient for you, and then when things get tough, you just disappear. I canât keep living like this. I wonât let Ellie grow up thinking this is normal.â
Rafeâs hands were clenched at his sides now, his chest rising and falling with quick, shallow breaths. He didnât say anything at first, his expression unreadable.
âWhere are you gonna go?â he finally asked, voice rough with the words he wasnât saying.
âI donât know yet,â you admitted, the uncertainty of it all making your stomach churn. âBut Iâm leaving, Rafe. I have to.â
He took a step toward you, his eyes hard. âYouâre making a mistake.â
âYou donât get to decide that,â you whispered, feeling your own resolve strengthen, despite the hurt flashing across his face.
The room felt smaller now, the tension between you almost suffocating. You could feel the familiar pull between youâthe shared history, the love that had once felt like it would never fade. But that love had turned toxic, and it wasnât enough anymore.
Rafe ran a hand through his hair, his chest tightening. âIâm not gonna let you just take her,â he muttered, more to himself than to you.
âIâm not asking for your permission, Rafe,â you said, the words like fire in your chest. âIâm taking her because she deserves better than this. And I canât keep waiting for you to change.â
For a moment, Rafe just stood there, his fists clenched at his sides, eyes burning with something darker than you had ever seen before. He wasnât used to being told no. He wasnât used to losing control.
âIâm not letting you do this,â he said again, his voice low and raw, but this time, there was something in it that almost sounded like desperation.
âRafe,â you said quietly, swallowing the lump in your throat. âYouâve had every chance. I canât keep waiting.â
You turned toward the hallway, but before you could take another step, Rafe grabbed your wrist, his grip tight, almost painful.
âDonât walk away from me,â he growled, his face inches from yours. âYouâre mine, you get that?â
His words hit you like a punch to the gut, but you couldnât let him break you again. Not this time.
His words stung. Your silence said it all. Feeling that familiar pang in your chest because you know he's right. Rafe had carved his way so deeply into your heart that there was no space for no other man but him.
You walked away, heart pounding and your mind filling with doubt, wondering if this was the right choice.
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