cosmicmunsonwrites

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

i’ve never known someone like you

best friend!rafe cameron x innocent!virgin!fem!reader

cw — fluff, rafe spoils reader

summary — after talking to some of your friends, you question if all best friends actually do the things rafe does.

authors note — i’m gonna start a tom of au’s cause i have so many ideas so please lmk if they’re actually interesting or not…

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

“what do you want, sweetheart?” rafe asked as he glanced over at you and pulled into the drive thru of your favorite coffee shop, one hand on the wheel and the other gently stroking your thigh. he wasn’t really sure why he asked. he pretty much expected you to answer the same way you always did.

“the same thing i always get, please,” you replied and you grabbed your purse from by your feet and began to look through it.

he ordered like usual without a single hesitation or even a second thought because you’re his best friend, of course he knew your coffee order by heart. it made you smile to yourself while you pulled out your card from you wallet.

you handed it to him as he pulled up to the window and he took it absentmindedly until the barista appeared and was ready to take a payment. the moment he looked down at the card in his hand, he almost looked offended. his brows furrowed as he placed it back in your lap and reached into his own wallet for his black card.

he grabbed the drinks and wished them a great rest of their day, placing them into the pink decorated cup holders before sparing a quick glance back at you. “what was that?”

your head tilted slightly in confusion. “what was what?” you asked curiously. the fact that you weren’t seeing an issue made rafe raise a brow.

“what do you mean what was what? i mean you handing me your card,” he stated like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “i always pay. you never touch your card when you’re with me. that’s how its always gone.”

you shrugged and sank a little deeper into you seat, a comforting hand returning to your thigh. “i don’t know. i just feel bad, rafey. you pay for everything. that’s a lot of money,” you said with a pour on your glossed lips. “i was talking to kie and jj the other day, and they said they barely ever pay for each other. only if they really need it.”

he gave a gentle squeeze to your thigh and took a deep breath. not one of annoyance, or frustration, just him trying to find the right words. “well, i’m not jj and you’re not kie. i pay for you because i can and because i wanna show you how much i appreciate you bein’ my best friend,” he replied sweetly. “i don’t care about how much i’m spendin’. if its for you, i’d spend millions. don’t worry about any of that, pretty girl.”

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

can you do rafe is your brother’s best friend?

a phone works two ways, you know

brothers best friend!rafe cameron x thornton!fem!reader

cw — fluff, angst, kinda sad if you squint but also kinda happy ending, alcohol

summary — rafe does his best to hide his feelings for his best friends younger sister until he cracks one day.

authors note — thank you so much for the request!! i’ll probably be posting a little celebration for 1.5k today where i’ll be writing as much as i can for as many requests as possible so please stay tuned for that :)

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“topper, did you take my speaker again?” you asked your older brother, voice soft but teetering on the verge of annoyance. he always did this. he snuck into your room when you were out and stole it, drained the battery, then forgets to give it back as if he can’t just buy his own. “i’m going out to the pool and i need it.”

the three boys turned their heads over their shoulders, kelce murmuring something under his breath, rafe just staring at you, and topper fake gagging from his spot between them. you were wearing a baby pink triangle bikini with a towel in one hand and a bottle of water in the other. “jeez, can you at least put some clothes on? my friends are here.”

you rolled your eyes at him and huffed. “its a million degrees outside and i’m literally going in the pool,” you said as if it were obvious. “can you just get my speaker please?”

“its dead,” he said dismissively before turning back to the tv to watch the football game with kelce. rafes gaze lingered for a couple extra seconds until he followed their actions.

a groan left your lips as you turned on your heel and headed for the back door. “you’re the worst,” you mumbled before shutting it behind you. thankfully your tanning chair was already set out from the day before, so you carefully laid your towel down and your water bottle underneath it then sat on the ledge with your feet splashing in the water.

you casually scrolled through your socials, checking up on what was going on as of late considering you hadn’t done much but sit in your room with sarah. after a few minutes of sitting alone, the door opened. the sound didn’t catch your attention and neither did the footsteps. you didn’t even notice anyone was outside with you until water splashed all over you.

a gasp left your lips and you watched the culprit return to surface in the water. you glared at rafe who was now smiling and rubbing his eyes. “dude. are you serious? i had my phone in my hand.”

he could only laugh. “you’re by the pool. why do you even need it?” he asked teasingly. it only made you more annoyed.

“i was doing stuff, asshole,” you muttered, pushing the wet strands of your hair behind your ears.

he quickly swam over to you and grabbed your phone from your hand then tossed it over to your chair. he parted your legs slightly and stood between them with his big hands resting on your upper thighs. “i think,” he began, his thumbs rubbing soft circles into your damp skin. “you should just pay attention to me instead.”

you chuckled under your breath and pushed at his shoulder gently. “you’re such a cornball,” you replied jokingly. “why are you even out here? shouldn’t you be watching the game with them?”

“kelce started bitchin’ about how it was too hot so topper got all pissy and suggested coming in here with you,” he explained, his blue piercing eyes staring up into yours. “i mean, c’mon. you know i’d never deny the opportunity to see you.”

you shook your head and looked away. “don’t do that, rafe,” you said firmly. you chewed your lip anxiously and pushed his hands off of you. small beads of sweat formed on your forehead from the heat and beaming sun, making you quickly get off the ledge and into the cool water.

he tilted his head slightly and turned to watch your movements as you created a small distance between the two of you. “do what?”

“that,” you stated. “don’t say things like that. the moment topper comes out here, you’ll act completely different and pretend none of this ever happened. you can’t just do that. its not fair and it makes me feel like crap.”

he moved forward so he was close enough to grab you with a frown on his lips, his hands gently holding your waist and bringing you to him so your front was pressed flush against his own. “you know i wouldn’t if i had the choice, sweetheart. we both know top would kill me if he ever found out.”

you pushed away from his again as he hands fell from your body and limp by his sides. “maybe you should’ve thought about that before you kissed me then.”

your first kiss. it was a week ago when he’d taken you out to get ice cream while your brother was out at a party that he had no interest in attending, especially if it meant he’d have you all to himself for a few hours. he’d driven you to some cute little ice cream parlor by the beach and kissed you under the stars like it was some movie and you two were the main characters. you thought things would be different after that. apparently you were really far off.

“c’mon baby, its not like that. you’re making it seem like that was a mistake,” he tried to reason. he didn’t like the fact that you were stepping further and further away from him. it made his heart clench uncomfortably. “i don’t regret that and i don’t want you to either. trust me, if it weren’t for topper, things would be different. we jus’ have to let him warm up to the idea.”

you scoffed under your breath and looked down at the sparkling water. “yeah? and how long is that gonna take? weeks? months? years even?” your voice was surprisingly calm and it was beginning to genuinely worry him. “you knew how special that was to me. and in all honesty, it does feel like a mistake, rafe. if you weren’t planning on having anything serious with me then you shouldn’t have even bothered. i’m not gonna let my brothers opinion dictate my entire life and you shouldn’t either.”

you could visibly see his posture drop slightly and his expression turn into and unreadable one. before he could try to convince you otherwise, the two boys emerged from the house all smiley and cheering loudly. “we found the good booze,” topper said excitedly.

they each took a bottle of beer, kelce handing one to rafe before giving you a glass cup full of a thick pink slush. “top made it for you since you’re too boujee for beer,” he joked while walking down the pool steps.

your brother joined the three of you in the water and took a quick sip of his drink. “i tried making that strawberry shit you liked in mexico,” he explained, waving his free hand around carelessly. “used vodka instead of rum though since you apparently don’t like that either.”

you laughed softly and thanked him as you listened in on the conversation kelce started up with rafe. except it was more of him just talking to anyone who cared to listen considering the others attention was elsewhere. the moment you glanced around the pool, your eyes met rafes. they hadn’t left you even for a second since you moved away from him.

— a few hours later

the house was now full of people. the scent of expensive cologne, alcohol, and a dull mix of sweat permeated the air and made your head spin slightly as you squeezed through the crowd and outside to the patio where more people were. lucky for you, the cooler full of what you needed was right beside the door.

you quickly reached down to grab a beer for sarah and a bottle of smirnoff pink lemonade. the moment you stood, a boy you recognized was standing at your side. “hey. you’re toppers sister, right?”

your brows furrowed as your eyes met his green ones. he was cute, you couldn’t lie but you were definitely caught off guard. “yeah,” you said wearily. “and you are?”

he chuckled softly and readjusted his stance to be a little more comfortable. “mike,” he stated. “we met once a little while ago at a party. i jus’ wanted to say you look really good tonight.”

a blush creeped across your cheeks and you smiled to yourself. “thank you,” you replied sheepishly. “you’re one of my brothers friends from school?”

he nodded and flashed a smile. “yeah, we met through our frat. we both happened to be rushing alone.”

you jokingly made a disgusted face and turned your head to look the other way. “whew. top always told me to stay away from frat boys. he says they’re dangerous.”

mike let out a hearty laugh. “not all of ‘em,” he said suggestively. “maybe come with me and find out?”

“i think shes gonna have to pass on that, dude. sorry,” you heard rafe chime in as he appeared next to you and wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into his side. “actually, i just ran into your other girl inside. think she was lookin’ for you..”

you rolled your eyes and pushed yourself away from him. he didn’t get to dismiss you at one point then want you at another. “you’re ridiculous, rafe,” you said before squeezing past mike and pushing through the crowd to get up the stairs and to your room.

when you got inside, sarah was laying on her back in your bed scrolling through her phone. “finally. thought you got lost and i was gonna have to come down there and rescue you,” she joked playfully.

you handed her the beer and placed your own on the counter. “you should’ve. at least i wouldn’t have had to endure whatever that was down there,” you mumbled. “i’ll be right back. i need to use the bathroom really quick then we can get back to watching.”

as you left your room and shut the door behind you, you caught a glimpse of rafe coming up the stairs. you laughed angrily and headed towards the open door down the hall. “wait,” you heard him call out. you attempted to close the door, only for him to catch it before it clasped shut. “can you just talk to me?”

“can you stop being such a douche?” you shot back, crossing your arms over your chest. “what the hell was that out there? i was talking to someone. you don’t just get to pick and choose when you want to be with me. and you definitely have no right to just come in and get all protective over me.”

he sighed softly and stepped inside the bathroom with you, closing the door behind him. “with mike? really? he sleeps with everyone and jus’ moves on to another girl an hour later. trust me, you don’t want that.”

you could feel the rage bubbling deep in your stomach. he had some nerve. “what if i do? what makes you think you can tell me what i want and don’t want?”

“because i know you and i know you aren’t one to just sleep with someone random. what happened to that whole conversation about needing a connection with someone?” he questioned.

“were you also thinking about this when you kissed me?” you snapped back. “you do all these things to make me think you actually like me and then you just make me feel like an idiot the moment we’re in a crowd. you barely even talk to me when toppers around, rafe. i’m not gonna keep getting my feelings hurt over nothing.”

he shook his head and uncrossed you arms, taking your hands in his bigger ones. “i don’t wanna hurt your feelings, sweetheart. you know i wanna be with you. i just— i can’t do that to topper. he’s my best friend and—“

“then we can save the hassle and stop talking about this,” you interrupted. “you don’t get to get my hopes up anymore. i’m not doing it. its either you want to be with me or you don’t. if you really want to be with me, then you’d be willing to make sacrifices. do you really think i expect my brother to be completely okay with it? of course not. but i’m willing to work through that. if you’re not then theres no point in continuing this and you can leave.”

a frown spread across his lips and he looked down at his hands that were still holding yours, his thumb rubbing circles into the backside of your hand. “i wanna be with you, i really do. and i don’t wanna lose you over this,” he said softy. “can we just take things slow? i don’t care what topper thinks, i jus’ don’t want him to try to stop us from seeing each other.

you stared at him with a slight hesitation in your gaze. “how do i know you’re being serious? how do i know you’re not just gonna flake out on me again?”

he squeezed your hands a little tighter and took a step closer so there was only a couple inches between the two of you. “cause its always been you, sweetheart. you’re the only person i’ve ever felt this way about and i really, really don’t wanna lose you,” he explained. “i like you a lot. it scares the shit outta me but i’d rather do this with you than anyone else.”

you felt heat creep up your neck and onto your cheeks. “please don’t make me regret this, rafe.”

he smiled before moving one hand to cradle your jaw and the other to your waist. he pulled you close and placed a soft kiss to your lips, tilting his head slightly to deepen it as it went on. your arms wrapped around his neck and you arched your body just enough to press against him.

a muffled whimper left your lips when he squeezed gently at your hip and slipped his tongue into your mouth. you could feel your heart pound in your chest. you’d never gone this far. fortunately he was taking it slow though and allowing you time to mimic his movements.

too caught up in the moment, you didn’t even hear the door open. “what the fuck?”

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

best friend!rafe cameron having a rough day so since he doesn’t know what else to do to take the edge off he sneaks into his bsf room while she’s studying and cuddle her (fluffy)

when everythings wrong, you make it right

best friend!rafe cameron x innocent!virgin!fem!reader

cw — fluff

summary — after a stressful day of dealing with business, rafe seeks comfort from his best friend.

authors note — thank you for the request love!! i hope this is okay cause i wrote it all little quick. this can be read as a standalone but is aprt of my best friend!rafe au which can be found in my rafe cameron masterlist. please request more!!!

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

rafe was so done everything. it seemed like everyone was just testing his patience and he didn’t have very much to begin with. today was supposed to be a simple business day until barry decided to fuck it all up and order the wrong shipments of parts they needed. then him lying about it was his final straw.

he was the main owner of their shared business, so of course he had to be the one to make the call to the company and deal with being on hold for hours until a representative could speak with him. on top of that, the supplied they actually needed were now out of stock because his partner had waited too long. the moment he hung up, him and barry got into it over him being too irresponsible.

to say the least, he was overstimulated and he just needed to unwind. he found himself getting into his truck and speeding down the route he’d memorized so well over the last few months.

he shuffled through his keys and opened up the front door. of course he had his own key to your place. how else was he supposed to check on you and keep you safe? he locked it behind himself and quickly sped up the stairs to your room.

without knocking or even announcing his presence, he opened the door and let himself in. you gasped at the sight of him out of shock and placed a hand on your heart. “hi, rafey. you scared me,” you said softly.

he smiled at you, his entire mood shifting almost instantly. “didn’t mean to, sweetheart,” he mumbled while kicking off his shoes and moving to lay beside you in your bed. you were surrounded by textbooks with an open notebook in your lap and a pen in hand, scribbling down whatever notes you were reading about.

“what are you doing here? i thought you were meant to be at the office a little longer,” you asked curiously, writing down some stuff you’d just remembered.

he shrugged and moved one of the books from under him. “jus’ needed to see you. had a long day.”

you frowned and shut your notebook. “wanna talk about it? or we can watch a movie? or maybe go get ice cream?”

rafe smiled softly to himself and turned his head to admire you. you were always so thoughtful. “c’mere. i just wanna lay with you for a bit.”

you returned his smile before carefully gathering your textbooks and slowly placing them on the bedside table. you crawled underneath the comforters beside him and cuddled close into his side. one of his arms instinctively wrapped around your waist while the one on the other side of him rested on his stomach.

he inhaled the scent of your shampoo and immediately felt himself relax. he could die a very happy man right in this spot. it was as if nothing else mattered when he was with you. suddenly, he was unsure why he was ever even mad in the first place.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

i started writing a fic on wattpad a little while ago for rafe cameron about him x an older sister maybank oc where shes a pogue and all and she wants to provide a better life for her and jj so she has multiple jobs and him and his friends always taunt and tease her at work and make her life miserable. its basically enemies to lovers sort of.. and i lowk wanna keep writing it but i feel like it would do better on here… is anyone interested in that or should i just keep it in the drafts??

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

i dream about you and i

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — reader is on period, fluff

summary — rafe is proving himself to you that he intends to be better.

authors note — once again, this can def be read as a standalone but its apart of my mean!rafe series. it can be found in my rafe cameron masterlist under au’s. please send some cutesy requests, i love them sm.

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

you were currently laid out in your shared bed with a fluffy, weighted blanket clutched close to your chest to try to ease some of the pain you were feeling. you’d gotten your period thankfully but it was more painful than ever. you never really got cramps so experiencing them for the first time now was like literal hell. you had hot tears running down your cheeks because of it.

the obnoxious ringtone of your phone rang through the silence and it almost made you want to die at the thought of rolling over to pick it up. you groaned and reached behind blindly to grab it. rafe’s name flashed across the screen. “hello?” you answered, voice shaking.

“hey, what’s wrong? you cryin’?” his voice was soft and gentle and full of concern. “somethin’ happen?”

you sniffled and wiped your cheeks with your sleeve but it was no use as another wave of pain hit you and a choked sob escaped your lips. “no. ‘m fine. jus’ got my period,” you half-lied. you weren’t even sure why because he definitely could hear you.

he sighed to himself, knowing you were going to take the stubborn route. “well i’m on the way home now, sweetheart. i jus’ got done with work. you want me to pick anything up? food? whatever you need.”

“no,” you said quickly before covering your mouth to hide another cry. “i don’t need anything,” you managed to whimper out before clamping your hand over the lower half of your face again.

there was a beat of silence. “ok, i’ll be home soon then,” he replied. “see you in a bit. i love you.”

you took a deep breath and nodded to yourself. “i love you too,” you mumbled before hanging up. your stomach began to hurt even more and a headache began to form due to the crying.

it had only been about 20 minutes before you heard the sound of rafe’s car pull into the driveway of your shared home. the front door opened and closed quietly almost as if he was trying to sneak in but unfortunately for him, kiwi began to go crazy out of excitement.

he gently quieted her down and made his way up the stairs to where you were tucked in the bed under the covers. when he walked in, he had a red box tied neatly with a bow, a basket full of your favorite sweets and self care items resting on top of it, and a bouquet of roses in the other hand.

you quickly wiped your tears and sat up to get a better look at him, kiwi jumping up onto the bed and laying by your lap. “rafe,” you said softly. “what is all this?”

“you said you jus’ got your period and you sounded upset,” he explained while handing you your gifts and flowers. “so i got you a couple things to make you feel better.”

your lip began to tremble as you admired the basket and box of chocolate covered strawberries in your lap along with the flowers in your hands. “when did you even have the time to do all this?”

he shrugged it off as if it weren’t even that big of a deal. but it was to you and he knew that. you’d mentioned once or twice how much the little things mattered to you. “stopped at the store on the way home,” he said, a smile on his face as he watched you admire your roses. “got some food for you too. i know you’re in pain but you still gotta eat, angel. even if its just a few bites so you can take somethin’ for the pain.”

more tears began to fall at how sweet he was. he’d grown so much over the last month and you were so proud at how he’d finally stepped up and began acting right. you just really hoped it wasn’t temporary.

“don’t cry, sweet girl,” he whispered softly as he cradled your cheeks and wiped them with his thumbs. “c’mon, lets go downstairs ‘nd watch a movie or something. i still got the food down there too.”

you groaned and leaned back against the wooden headboard. you weren’t sure you’d even make it with the pain you were feeling. “i don’t wanna walk all the way down there,” you whined in hopes he’d just come lay with you in bed.

he smiled to himself at how cute you looked. he quickly looped an arm under your back and the other under your knees, lifting you up bridal style with complete ease. “let’s go kiwi. downstairs,” he told your dog. she immediately jumped off the bed and led the way down the steps.

rafe walked through the kitchen, allowing you to catch site of the bag from your favorite restaurant. your heart fluttered at the thought of him remembering considering you only mentioned it once. it was too expensive to have often in your opinion.

he softly set you down on the couch and placed a big, fluffy blanket over you. “you wanna eat now or later?” he asked, brushing your hair past your ears to get a better look at your face.

“later,” you stated quietly. “i’m not really hungry right now.”

he nodded and pressed a soft kiss to your lips. “i’ll be right back, ok? i jus’ gotta change really quick,” he said, his face only inches from yours. he kissed you once more then stood on his feet and handed you the remote. “put somethin’ on.”

you could hear him quickly jog upstairs while you mindlessly scrolled through netflix until something caught your eye. you settled on a random movie in the top 10’s just as he came back, now in nothing but black sweatpants and white socks.

he moved the blanket off of you a moment and pushed your legs apart just enough for him to squeeze between them and lay on top of you with his head on your chest, listening to the calming thump of your heartbeat before throwing the blanket over the two of you again.

the weight and warmth of his was extremely comfortable and it made the pressure in your stomach ease up a little bit. one of your hands came up to play with his hair while the other rested on his back.

“you need anythin’ princess?” he asked one last time, voice slightly muffled against your chest as he watched whatever you put on.

you hummed and shook you head. “just this,” you replied surely.

his hands slipped underneath your back to wrap around you and pull you impossibly close. in this moment, you were sure you could stay here forever.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

wanna kiss his face with an uppercut

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — rafe is back to being a softie, talks of explicit picture

summary — rafe wants to know why you’ve been ignoring him.

authors note — this can be read as a standalone but is a continuation of that recent part in my mean!rafe series. it can be found in my rafe cameron masterlist under au’s. olease request more!!

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“you’ve been ignoring me,” he mumbled, sitting all tense on the sofa across from you in the living room of your house. “i’ve called and texted hundreds of times and you jus’ haven’t returned any of ‘em.”

you just shrugged and tucked yourself further into your blanket. “been busy. haven’t had the chance,” you replied bluntly. it wasn’t necessarily a lie. the only thing you were busy with though was sleeping and thinking about your relationship and whether or not it was worth the pain.

he looked slightly taken back. “busy with what? you don’t leave the house. your car hasn’t even moved.” if you didn’t hear the slight whine in his voice, you would’ve though he meant it in an aggressive manner. instead, he sounded genuinely curious.

“i have stuff to do around the house, schoolwork, i have to car for kiwi,” you listed. college was hard and even harder with a relationship. and your dog kiwi wasn’t exactly low maintenance. she needed a walk everyday, special meals for her specific diet, and pampering.

he leaned back in his seat and spread his legs to get comfortable while crossing his arms over his chest as he stared at you. “why didn’t you ask for my help? you know kiwi loves me. i coulda helped out with her or helped with the house. y’know i have before, right?”

you simply shrugged again. “i can handle myself,” you said dismissively.

“yeah, i know you can but you don’t need to. y’know i’m always here,” he said as if it were obvious. “did i do somethin’ wrong? why are you suddenly bein’ so cold with me outta nowhere?”

you rolled your eyes and huffed out a laugh of frustration. “are you fucking kidding me rafe? ‘did i do something wrong?’ you know exactly what you did,” you snapped sharply at him. “what do you think of me? because you clearly don’t respect me.”

a crease formed between his eyebrows as he stared at you. “what?” his voice was much smaller now. maybe it was the fact that yours was louder and he’d never heard you raise your voice, especially at him.

“don’t act all stupid with me. you don’t get to just go around showing your friends vulnerable pictures of me and basically tell them that i’m so easy and i just do whatever the fuck you say,” you spat. “i’m not your bitch and i’m sure as hell not someone you’re gonna boss around and walk all over. that little comment about me begging for a chance? seriously? i didn’t know you saw our relationship as a power play for you.”

you could see tears forming in his eyes. you’d never seen him get this upset over something. “baby, i didn’t—i didn’t think—“ he began to stutter over his words before just stopping all together.

“i have too much respect for myself to let someone talk to me like that,” you said, your voice much quieter now but still nowhere near gentle. you sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose to try to relieve the pressure forming into a headache. “i don’t know if we should do this anymore, rafe.”

his head immediately snapped up as his teary gaze met yours and his wet cheeks glistened under the light. “no. no, don’t do that. please baby, don’t say that,” he pleaded desperately. he stood from his seat and took eager strides to where you were sitting. he kneeled down in front of you and gently took your hands in his own. “please jus’ work this out with me, angel. i don’t wanna lose you. i can’t. i’ll do whatever it takes, jus’ don’t leave me.”

you bit your lip and shook your head. “i can’t keep letting myself get disrespected. what you said—what you did, was absolutely insane. i would’ve never in my entire life thought to say that to someone, let alone someone i love. that was just cruel and it hurt my feelings. you didn’t even acknowledge that.”

“please angel, jus’ one more shot, okay?” he reasoned softly, fresh tears falling. he’d never had someone confront him like this besides his dad. “i’m sorry for bein’ so mean the other day. i know i was rude and all but i was havin’ a bad day and that’s not an excuse but you know its hard for me to control sometimes. once again, not an excuse but i jus’ let my anger get out of hand and i swear to be better about it.”

you looked to the side to avoid looking at him while thinking carefully bout your next words. “you don’t get it. you say all this stuff and i want to believe you but i’m not even sure thats possible after what you said the other day.”

he nodded in agreement. “i understand that and i know that things won’t just go back to normal. i’m not asking you to do that. i’m just asking that you try to work things out with me. give me time to prove to you that i can be better and i promise you, you won’t regret it.”

you knew it was a bad idea. you could feel it in your bones but the bigger part of you wanted to hold him and tell him things would be okay. you wanted to wipe his pretty tears and kiss his pink lips. it was terrifying. “one last shot rafe. i’m giving you one more try and thats it. you’re not jus’ gonna keep hurting me and expecting me to forgive you and have sex. thats not how this works. i don’t deserve that.”

“no, you deserve the world,” he whispered softly as his lip began to tremble. a sad smile graced his lips before he was laying kisses to your knuckle. “i promise i’ll be so much better baby. i swear on my life.”

you really did hope he was serious this time.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

MORE OF MEAN RAFE PLS MAKE JT LONGER LUVV

i have a few more ideas coming and some new requests so they’ll progressively get longer i hope!! idk why they’re so short cause i usually struggle with them being too long since i’m a yapper who adds too much detail… i’ll def work on that though 😚

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will there be a pt 6 to mean!rafe x desperate!reader? :3

yes definitely!! i’m working on a few new ones rn and hopefully i’ll get one or two out tonight

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

all the times we used to have

best friend!rafe cameron x innocent!virgin!fem!reader

cw — fingering, very innocent and slightly oblivious reader, mentions of fighting

summary — rafe loves his best friend.

authors note — new au!!! please request

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

best friend!rafe who absolutely worships the ground that his best friend walks on. hes the type to rip off his jacket and place it over a puddle just so you can avoid dirtying your pretty shoes that you love so much.

best friend!rafe who would’ve normally never gotten so close with someone so completely opposite of him but is so extremely thankful he did. he wouldn’t know what to do without you.

best friend!rafe who is careful what he talks about around his best friend to avoid ruining her strictly positive perception of the world.

best friend!rafe who protects his best friend with his life. he once beat a guy within an inch of life at one of toppers party for giving you a dirty look. no one was ever allowed to disrespect you.

best friend!rafe who sometimes had to excuse himself to the bathroom when you’d come over in those pretty crop tops and extremely tiny shorts. when you bent over just enough, he was able to catch a glimpse of your lacy underwear that had his biting down to surprise a groan.

best friend!rafe who was overly touchy with you but said it was normal for a friendship. its how things worked.

best friend!rafe who has driven and paid for everything during the duration of your friendship. you see something you want? done. bought instantly. you want to go somewhere? he’s already outside waiting on you with his truck.

best friend!rafe who lets you decorate the passenger side of the car and no longer lets anyone else sit there. if he picks up his boys? they sit in the back or he takes another car.

best friend!rafe who exchanges “i love you”s with you because he convinced you its what friends do. you loved each other so it was normal.

best friend!rafe who stayed up late at night wondering if things would ever be different between the two of you. especially when you slept over at each others houses and woke up in bed together all cuddled up.

best friend!rafe who convinced you that kissing was something all best friends did. it was a way to show they care about each other.

best friend!rafe who somehow managed to get you in his lap, grinding against him all needy as you shared a sloppy makeout session. when you asked what was rubbing up against you and why it was making you tingle down there, he told you it was nothing and it just happened when two people really care about each other.

best friend!rafe who was the first to ever finger you and work you through your first orgasm because you were on your period and it hurt so bad. your back pressed to his chest with a towel beneath you as his fingers plunged deep inside of you at such a soft and slow pace. and when a mix of cum and blood seeped onto his hand and you hid your face out of embarrassment, he comforted you and said it wasn’t a big deal. its what best friends are for.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

can you make one where rafe showed his friends a private pic between and reader and she gets all pissed

do you think i deserved it all?

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — explicit picture, manipulation, gaslighting

summary — you overhear your boyfriend and his friends talking abt a certain photo.

authors note — i’m writing with nails so this may have some typos but please ignore that. this can be read as a standalone but is apart of my mean!rafe series that is listed in order on my rafe masterlist under au's. if you guys have any longer requests, please send em in so i can make these a little more detailed cause my creativity is not flowing for some reason.

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you weren't paying attention at all to what was going on around you. rafe, topper, and kelce always talked about stuff you couldn't care less about and that is exactly what they were doing now. the four of you were sat in the living room of the thornton mansion on the couches. your boyfriend was sitting beside you with your feet in his lap as you laid across the soft cushions and his friends were sat across from you two on the other one.

you were currently just mindlessly scrolling through instagram as you plotted your next post. you could faintly hear the boys talking about a variety of things along with the tv playing in the background. you sighed in annoyance when you couldn't find enough pictures and decided you'd be needing to go take some more. you swiped out of the app and began listening to whatever rafe was saying so you could let him know that you'd be needing a photoshoot soon.

"you guys gotta see this shit," he said as he scrolled on his phone and sat up a little straighter. "it's like fuckin' heaven, i'm tellin' you. 'nd she just doesn't care. none of those tantrums about privacy and all that other bullshit. i do whatever i want with 'em."

he leaned forward to show the two whatever he'd pulled up on his phone and their jaws immediately dropped. "holy shit, dude," topper mumbled, completely mesmerized by the screen.

kelce had the same look, leaning in a little to get a better look. "goddamn man. you got her all to yourself?"

your ears perked up at that and you shut your phone off, eyeing rafe wearily. "all mine," he stated with a smug grin. "i've got hundreds jus' sitting in this album. they just keep gettin' better every time i add one."

you felt your heart drop to your stomach and bile begin to rise in your throat. "you're one lucky son of a bitch," topper said with a laugh before sticking his hand up for a high five. "i'll be right back. y'all want any drinks or anything."

rafe looked at you momentarily. "jus' water," he replied, knowing you didn't care for anything else too much.

"i'll take a beer," kelce said while standing along with the blonde. "i gotta take a piss. be back in a minute."

topper let out a hearty laugh and slapped him on the back playfully. "yeah right."

as soon as the two left, you were quickly crawling over to rafe and snatching his phone from his hands. "what the fuck is your problem?" he snapped.

you stared down at it in shock. it was a picture of you from a few nights ago. one taken from a higher angle with your ass propped up in the air, you hair disheveled all across the pillows, your hands gripping onto the sheets by your head, and his cum coating your cheeks and mid-back.

your lip began to tremble and you dropped the phone into his lap rudely. "are you serious? why would you show that to them? do you know how embarrassing that is?"

he laughed. genuinely laughed in your face. "are you serious? it's not that big of a deal. you always blow things like this way out of proportion. you say you want me to show you off and shit and now you're pissed when i do?"

"i didn't mean in a disgusting way," you spat back. "i didn't expect you to go show off a vulnerable picture of me and have you and your friends talk about me like and object as if i'm not sitting right here!"

you could see the frustration building inside of him. he grabbed your wrist harshly and used it to pull you closer to him. "don't you dare fuckin' talk to me like that. before you ever even think about raising your voice at me again, think about who runs this shit, alright? cause it sure as hell isn't you. just remember, i wasn't the one begging for a chance, you understand me?"

a deep red blush creeped up your neck and onto your cheeks out of embarrassment. "I didn't mean it like that rafe," you said quietly. you didn't like when he was mad at you and you definitely didn't want him to leave you. "i'm sorry, i wasn't thinking."

"thats what i thought," he said cockily as he let go of your wrist. "you think i was gonna make a cute little instagram post or somethin'? that what you wanted?"

yes. it was. it was what you were dreaming of. but you knew better than to upset rafe. you were meant to say what he wanted to hear in times like this. you began to convince yourself that maybe he was actually right. maybe it was better this way. "no. i don't want that."

he smiled and chuckled. "good," he replied. “now get your shoes on and get your ass to the car."

your brows furrowed in confusion. you had only been here for and hour or two. "but rafe--"

"do i need to repeat myself?" he was pissed. you didn't need to hear anything else to know that. "get in the fucking car. we're gonna go home and you're gonna sleep off this bratty fuckin' attitude. then when you get up, you're gonna drop all this bullshit and apologize to me the right way. got it?"

you nodded shyly and began to move quickly to find your shoes. you were in for a long, exhausting night.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

MORE MEAN!RAFE PLEASE!!! Maybe leading from the last ask and it’s him being the desperate one and she’s just scared of him now but she still loves him or smth idk lols

even when you pushed me away

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — stalking

summary — rafe somehow finds you after you frantically ran away from home.

authors note — this is a continuation of my mean!rafe series. it is in my rafe cameron masterlist under “au’s” if you’d like it read it as a series instead of a standalone. thank you guys for all the love with this au, it means the world to me. please request more!!

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“why are you here, rafe?” you asked, your voice firm and unwavering even though you were slightly terrified and cowering behind your half-opened front door. “how did you even find me?”

he shook his head and brushed it off. “why am i here? because you just got up and left. no note? text? a call? nothing,” he explained calmly. “why? and where is all your stuff?” you bit your bottom lip nervously and stared at him. to your surprise, he looked genuinely confused. “did i do something?”

you almost laughed. did he do something? was he serious? “you should leave. i don’t want to talk to you,” you stated while beginning to close the door.

he lunged forward quickly and pushed back on it slightly, not enough for you to be scared that he was going to force his way in or anything like that, but just to keep you from shutting it in his face. “please, baby. i jus’ wanna talk to you. i want you to come home. i wanna know why you left in the first place.”

your resolve was beginning to slip. he was being so sweet and his eyes were all glassy like he was going to cry. “rafe, i don’t want to talk to you. i can’t,” you said a little more forcefully.

his bottom lip trembled slightly and he stared at you with wide eyes. “why not? what did i do wrong? if its about not spending enough time together, i promise i’ll change. i’ll clear my schedule for the rest of the week and we can spend every second of it together. jus’ please, come back home.”

“it’s not about that,” you replied. you wanted to leave with him so desperately. he sounded so torn and sad and it was beginning to make your heart break for him. “you’re not a good person. i can’t get mixed up with that.”

a tear slipped down his cheek as the realization set in. “baby, you don’t know what you’re talking about,” he muttered softly before talking a step closer to the door. you threatened to close it, narrowing the gap between you and him. that made him take a step back instantly. “please. jus’ come home and i’ll explain. i promise you. no lying, no bullshit. i’ll tell you anything you want to know.”

you felt your nose begin to sting and tears pool in your waterline. “i can’t, rafe.” you quickly shut the door and twisted the lock. a loud bang sounded on the door and you instinctively jumped back as you sobbed.

“open the fucking door!” he shouted angrily. you could hear his voice tremble before he began to repeatedly bang on the wood. “open the door!”

you slid down the wall and curled up into yourself, letting the tears call and the ugly cries escape your mouth. you’d never seen this side of him and you’d be lying if you said it didn’t terrify you to your core.

“baby, please! i’m begging you to open the door. i just want to talk to you,” he said, his voice slightly muffled through the barrier. “i need to talk to you. i need you to know that i’m not a bad person. please.”

you were pretty sure you were past that point now.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

black friday ch. 2

bjorn x fem!oc

cw — verbal arguing

authors note — this is chapter 2 of my story on wattpad listed here. go check it out!!

i do not give any permission for any rewrites or republishing of this story.

COUGHING loudly into her elbow, aurora groaned in pain. her throat had felt like it'd been rubbed raw and her nose was beginning to feel sore from all the sneezing she was doing. the particles of dust and coal were traveling through her sinuses and making her feel extremely sick. the mining poisoning was no joke.

she was only halfway through when she'd decided to cut her shift short and hand in her tools to one of the administrators. there was absolutely no way she was going to make it all the way through without possibly fainting or worse.

beginning the walk home to her house, she stuffed her hands into her sweater pocket and hugged herself a little tighter to try to preserve body heat. all she could think about was a nice hot shower to help soothe her. the cold was only making her feel worse.

in what felt like literal hours to her, but really was only about 15 minutes, she was now home. she walked inside and locked the door behind her before dragging her feet all the way to her bedroom. she desperately needed to go to bed now. she felt the mucus pool at the back of her throat and her head begin to pound painfully.

she grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a sweater along with her undergarments. she headed into her bathroom and reached inside the shower to turn it on and wait for the heat to fill the room. she rid herself of her clothes then stepped onto the tile under the warm water.

she felt the immediate relief wash through her tense muscles and the warmth spread through her body. she just stood for a minute and sighed, closing her eyes and allowing herself to relax finally. this was much needed.

once she was out and dressed, she placed the devices back into her ears and sat onto her bed. suddenly there was a knock at her door. "come in," she said loud enough for whoever was behind it to hear clearly.

her sister pushed it open cautiously incase she'd be interrupting anything. "hey, you hungry?" she asked once she saw her sitting alone doing nothing. she closed the door and moved to sit beside her.

aurora contemplated for a second. "a little, but i'm not sure i can stomach anything right now. i feel like absolute shit," she said honestly.

rain frowned and chewed her lip in thought. "how about i make some food anyway and you eat what you can? you have to at least have something, even if its small. maybe it'll make you feel a little better too."

although she didn't really believe that, in fact she knew it'd have the complete opposite effect, she still agreed. "yeah, that's good. thank you," she said softly. "where's andy?"

"he stayed a little later today," she replied absentmindedly as her hands fiddled with the blanket. "he knew you weren't feeling well and saw you clocked out early so he wanted to make up some of your hours."

now it was aurora's turn to frown. she was more grateful than he'd ever know, but she felt bad. hours were excruciatingly long and working was hard for everyone, even weyland creations. "i thought you'd both finished your hours though."

rain nodded in response, lifting her head to look at her. "we did. we're going to admin tomorrow to check-in and hopefully be cleared if everything goes well," she informed her with a smile.

it was almost like a sense of relief washed over her with those words. "that's great to hear," aurora returned the excited smile. "i'm really happy for you guys."

"thank you," she replied happily. "i'm gonna go grab some food really quick then i'll be right back."

aurora nodded and watched her sister exit the room before laying down and swallowing down what felt like a ball of mucus sitting at the back of her throat. she closed her eyes for a moment, her head spinning and her body sore from the long hours she'd endured.

she felt the migraine begin to kick in along with the overwhelming need for sleep. she decided she needed to do her best to stay up though out of respect for rain considering she was taking the time to make her food. she readjusted back to her sitting position as the buzzing of the microwave filled the air.

only a minutes had passed before rain was back with two bowls, one for herself and the other for her sister. both were full of easy made mac 'n cheese. just something simple to get some food into their stomachs. aurora thanked her when she was given hers.

"guess who called today," rain said while gathering some of the shells onto a spoon. the younger one raised her brows, urging her to continue her sentence. "tyler."

aurroa choked on her noodles. "what? what did he want?" he didn't even look at them in person, not after the incident. they rarely even crossed paths anymore. so why on earth would he bother calling?

she shrugged nonchalantly. "he said they've been doing a ton a research and stuff for a few months now and think they might've found a ticket out of the colony."

her expression turned into one of confusion. "i'm not understanding. how the hell does that concern you at all? did he just want to brag and rub it in your face?"

she shook her head. "no, they want our help," she said hesitantly. "theres this abandoned warehouse a couple miles out that apparently has a ton of documents on a decommissioned ship. it has all these parts and— i don't really know. he said he wanted us to stop by tomorrow so they can fill us in."

"i still don't understand how this has anything ta' do with us," she added. "it's been two fuckin' years of nothin' but silence and suddenly they wanna help us get out of here with them? doesn't sound right."

rain bit her lip and hesitated. "they need you to fly the ship and andy for the codes."

"fuck no," she snapped before her sister could say anything else. "they go complete ghost on us then suddenly reappear when they need somethin'? not how it works. they're not going to take advantage of andy and nor will i pilot their stupid fuckin' ship. navarro is well and capable of doin' it all by herself."

the older sister nodded. she knew this was more than likely going to be her reaction. how could it not? with the way they completely abandoned them? it wasn't going to be easy to win her over. "look, i know it's frustrating...but they used to be like a family to us. maybe its time we all just put everything behind us," she said optimistically before setting the bowl down. her expression turned into a much more serious one. "i went to admin today. they've upped the hours."

aurora's face dropped instantly before rain continued speaking. "i wasn't going to say anything, because i wanted to wait until i actually talked to a rep tomorrow, but if this is the case and we do need more hours, then maybe their idea isn't so bad. obviously we'd need to know the plan first, but it wouldn't hurt to hear them out."

she shook her head in disbelief. "you're jokin', yeah? you're right, they were a family to us. you don't just leave behind everythin' like that. if we meant as much ta' them as they said we did, they wouldn't have just shut us out," she argued, her tone much quieter and full of sadness. "they left us and haven't even cared to check in or return any calls until they need a favor. now you really think we should just 'put everythin' behind us' and move on? do you not remember the nights we spent cryin' to each other over the pain they put us through?"

"i do. i remember everything..." rain confirmed understandingly. "but i also remember all of the good memories we had with them. that bond was unlike one we've ever had with anyone else and as much as i want to hate them or be mad at them for what they did, i miss them all like crazy. i know you do too, rory. please? if our hours meet the quota, then andy and i are free and we can just continue with our lives and decline. if not, then we go see what they're talking about and see if it could be a way out. it'd be nice to see them again."

aurora hated that she was right. she missed her family more than ever but she'd never forget how they shut them out. somehow she felt like the good outweighed the bad. "they have one shot and the moment they screw it up, i'm out. i'm not goin' through what happened last time. i'm not puttin' myself through that again," she said wearily. "i'm serious, rain. even the slightest bit that strikes up a red flag and i'm gone. it's unfair and i'm not jus' gonna forget about it all."

rain nodded in an agreement. "i understand. whatever you do, i'll follow you. if you don't feel like it's for us or maybe they're acting weird towards us then i'll be right behind you no matter what. and if they have anything to say, i'll defend you and we can leave immediately. its all your choice. i want you to be comfortable too, rory. i promise."

—

aurora was annoyed to say the least. first, she was sick. second, she was freezing. third, this walk felt like a million miles long. fourth, the quota of work hours had indeed been raised. and finally, they were just approaching the home that belonged to the people they once called family.

the oldest sister was leading them with andy behind her, and the youngest trailing a few feet behind them. "hey!" rain called out once she got close enough. bjorn was sitting on the doorstep, his device in hand as he played while navarro sat a bit away from him welding something together.

the boy glanced up at them for a second before looking back down at his game while his sister peeled her mask off. "oh, for fucks...," she mumbled loud enough for them to hear.

bjorn shut his game off and shoved it into his pocket, looking at the the oldest. "what's up rain?" he said with a tight lipped smile. "long time no see."

"i told you she'd show up," navarro said as she stood up and placed her equipment down. "and i told you she would too," she added, nodding towards the younger girl who was hidden behind andy. "you owe me ten bucks."

before anyone could say anything, a loud shifting sound startled the three siblings. they turned over their shoulders, andy raising a hand and smiling immediately. "hey! why'd the blind miner fall down the well?" tyler asked from the open doors in the elevated ship.

he took a step closer, rain following behind as her lips twitched up into a slight smile. "why?" andy asked curiously.

he returned his cheeky grin. "he couldn't see that well," he replied as the boy smiled even wider.

"please don't encourage him," rain said teasingly as she patted her brother on the back.

tyler nodded and chuckled to himself. "alright, go inside. i'll be there in a second," he called back before disappearing into the ship and shutting the doors.

the two walked into the spacious house, aurora hesitantly following behind. rain quickly walked through to the kitchen where she heard the voice of her former best friend while andy trailed close behind. the youngest took her time, not exactly ready to fully interact with them all again.

she looked around the living room as she walked around. it still looked the exact same. it still reminded her of all the good memories they had made in there all those years ago. she found herself smiling as she reminisced.

unfortunately for her, that was short lived. "good to see you again, rory," the familiar voice said. she sighed and turned around. though she'd just seen him outside, bjorn was now leaned up against the wall by the stairs, arms crossed over his chest and that stupid grin on his lips. she simply nodded and pursed her lips into a thin line. "what? no hug?"

"i'm sick," she said bluntly. she didn't care to sugar coat it like she would've done before. he didn't deserve that right now, not after how he left things.

his brows furrowed as he stared at her. "sick with what?" he asked as if he hadn't known the answer just by looking at her. her usually tanned skin was much more pale, her body slightly thinner, her eyelids more droopy, and her posture much more slouched.

fortunately for her, she didn't have to answer. another voice interrupted their conversation. "rory!" she heard tyler say as he rushed over and wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight. "its so good to see you again. how are you?" he asked excitedly.

she was slightly taken back by his new peppy personality, but it was also welcoming. she decided she liked this side of him. she returned his embrace without hesitation. "i'm good, tyler. and you?" she didn't need to see to know bjorn was staring daggers into his cousins back.

"better now that you lot are here," he replied as he pulled away. "you look great. ya' not gettin' old on me now, are you?"

she rolled her eyes at him and lightly smacked his shoulder. "i'm only 22, asshole. if i'm old then you must be a fuckin' grandpa at this point."

he threw his head back in a laugh. "alrighr, yeah, i'll give you that one," he said and smiled with an approving nod. "c'mon, lets get started."

she followed behind him, hearing bjorn scoff before joining as well. then she heard a loud squeal and felt a deathly tight grip around her. it slightly knocked the wind out of her. "oh my god!" kay squeaked out in excitement. "i missed you so much rory, you have no idea!"

aurora leaned into her hold and hugged her back with the same intensity, or at least as much as she could muster up. "i missed you too, kay."

"i'm really glad you came," she said as she pulled away, hand still holding her biceps to keep her close enough to whisper the next part. "they're really happy to see you," she added, nodding towards the boys. "especially that once. i know he missed you." she glanced towards bjorn.

she huffed out a small laugh before her face slowly turned into one of sadness. "i heard about your dad. i'm really sorry," she said, glancing at tyler as well.

he turned over his shoulder to let his bag down onto the floor. "between the hailstorms and the new diseases every cycle—"

"yeah, everybody's dyin', right?" bjorn interrupted his sentence. "so, should we show 'em," he asked slightly breathless and impatient, clapping his hands together to put emphasis on his words.

rain looked between the two boys. "show us what?" she asked curiously.

tyler motioned them all over to sit on the couches in the living room. "ok, so, last night we were loadin' up the last thesiotec. we were about 200 miles above the ground and all of a sudden—"

"beepity beep beep beep beep beep," bjorn mocked the sound of the radar, staring at the oldest carradine as he did. he was sat on a one seater by the wall, rain and andy beside him, navarro seated on the windowsill, kay and aurora on the longer sofa across from the wall tyler was leaned up against. all sat in a square.

he continues his sentence. "—it picks up this beepin'. navarro tracks it and turns out, this big wey-yu ship driftin' right above our heads."

rain looks to navarro. "drifting?" she questioned in confusion.

"decommissioned," she answered. "abandoned.

tyler nodded. "probably damaged or outdated."

"like that guy over there," bjorn said while nodding towards andy who was playing a game with a controller in his hands.

"bjorn!" his cousin scolded before kay mumbled something to him. "why are we all sittin' around here waiting for the travel permit the companies never goin' to give to us? thats the whole reason our parents didn't get to yvaga."

rain shook her head in disagreement. "because it takes nine years to get to yvaga and you can't make that trip without cryo sleep," she argued.

tyler shrugged. "decommissioned ships still carry tons of functional equipment."

"how do you know it wasn't decommissioned for a reason?" aurora finally spoke. "maybe theres a reason it's been abandoned."

bjorn chuckled and kicked his foot up onto the coffee table. "what? too scared?" he teased with that stupid smug grin she hated.

she scoffed and shook her head. "its not about whether i'm scared, its about riskin' our lives. you don't know whats on that ship and whether or not it's dangerous. are you really willin' to risk your life just to find these parts?"

navarro took a sip of her drink and set it down before speaking. "the hyperlink shows that the ship still has a few pods left. if anything happens, we just hop into of them and fix ourselves up."

rain chuckled to herself in disbelief. "you—you wanna break into a weyland-yutani ship and steal highly regulated equipment?"

"before someone else does," kay spoke up nervously.

she couldn't help but truly laugh. "you guys are insane."

they all muttered in agreement. "are you guys gonna help us?" kay asked optimistically.

"sorry, what do you need us for?" rain asked.

bjorn looked between her and tyler, his fingers tapping on his lip before speaking. "rory and andy," he blurted out. "we need rory and andy."

rain looked to tyler with a worried expression in hopes he'd give her a better answer. "he's a weyland-yutani synthetic. he can access the terminal on the ship to get us in and out without a fuss," he explained. "and rory's the best pilot and decoder we know. she'll be able to help fly us there and back and break down the protective hardwares to release the equipment."

"its the only way," navarro added.

the oldest sister glanced between her and tyler. "ok but what if we get caught? it'll ruin our chances of ever getting a travel permit," she noted.

bjorn threw his hands up in the air. "alright, rain and rory ain't comin'. how 'bout you let us take, andy then?"

aurora narrowed her eyes at him as if he was insane for even suggesting that. "we're not sending our brother up there alone," she snapped back.

the boy smiled and shook his head. "he's not your brother though, is he?"

tyler furrowed his brows. "bjorn, shut the fuck up!" he spat back.

"its true though, isn't it?" he asked, pointing to his cousin. "he's not your brother. he's just weyland damaged goods your dad found in the trash. and thats all he is, rory, so just let him come."

aurora wasted no time in standing up off the couch with pure rage filling her body. "go fuck yourself," she snapped at him. "i'm out. i want no part of your plan." she grabbed andys hand gently and spoke to him with a softness that contrasted from her previous tone. "c'mon, lets go."

he glanced up at her with a frown as the room began protesting their departure. "what's going on?" he asked.

she shook her head, blinking back tears as she carefully tugged on his hand. "we're goin' home," she replied as a tear slipped down her cheek. she let go of him to wipe it before bee-lining for the door.

"rory wait!" tyler called out urgently as he sprinted out the door behind her. "rory! please stop," he shouted, now jogging to keep up with her brisk walking pace. he finally caught up and stepped in front of her. "i'm sorry. listen, i know my cousin can be a dick sometimes, we all do, but he's right about somethin'. you need to wake up. because this company is not gonna give us anythin'. you know that as well as i do. we have to take it."

she chewed her lip nervously as silent tears fell. she hated how people treated andy. she hated it more than anything else.

tyler reached up to gently wipe the liquid with the back of his sleeve. "please, rory. i just don't want to end up like our parents," he said softly. "do you?"

she shook her head. "no, but i'm not just gonna fuckin' sit there and let him talk about my brother like that. he has feelings as well and its so fuckin' unfair that he has to go through this just because you guys need somthin' from him. i'm not gonna put him through that," she cried. he sighed softly and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into his chest. "i won't do it, tyler."

he rubbed gentle circles on her upper back with his palms and rested his chin on the top of her head. "i promise you, i'm gonna take care of him, alright? i'm not gonna let him get hurt and 'm not gonna let bjorn say anything to him. i promise you that."

"i'm not goin'," she decided before pulling away from him. she could see rain holding andys hand a few feet in front of the door while kay, navarro, and bjorn stood out on the porch watching. "i'm not doin' it. navarro can fly and decode just as well as i can."

she smiled sadly at him before glancing at her siblings who began to follow her on their route home.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

mean!rafe slowly getting soft for reader but she realizes what sort of sick person he really is so she leaves him and now rafe is the desperate one (this would be really appreciated pretty!!!)

i loved, i loved, i loved you

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — talks of murder, stalking, manipulation

summary — after overhearing a conversation between your boyfriend and his best friend, you begin to rethink your decisions.

authors note — can be read as a standalone but is apart of the mean!rafe series. part 1 is “i just wanna be one of your girls” and part 2 is “but i’ll do anything for you.” part 3 is up! “even when you pushed me away” i’ll probably make a masterlist for this cause it’s probably going to end up turning into a series tbh so lmk if i should do that! please request more!!

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

“baby?” you heard him call out from the living room as the front door shut. he shrugged off his jacket and hung it up on the coat rack then followed the smell of food into the kitchen where you stood all pretty. you had a cute little pink sundress on, a white apron with a ribbon adorning the middle, and your hair was perfectly curled. “you look like a fucking dream.”

he walked over to where you were standing and pulled you into him with his big hands lightly squeezing at your hips. “thank you, rafe. i made your favorite,” you replied with a smile on your glossed lips as you rested your hands on his shoulders. “how was work?”

a sigh left his lips and his body tensed. “same thing as usual. nothin’ for you to worry your pretty little head about,” he said with a kiss to your temple. “i missed you, angel.”

you frowned slightly and hugged him. “i missed you too, rafe.” you nuzzled into his chest deeper and he held you close, taking in the delightful scent of your shampoo. you pulled away a little sooner than he would’ve liked and pulled out his designated chair at the table. “why don’t you eat before the food gets cold?”

he nodded and sat down, laying the napkin over his lap and unraveling one pack of utensils you spent your afternoon packaging up to look professional. you sat across from him in your own seat and waited for him to take his first bite before beginning to eat your own.

he wrapped up some of the noodles on his fork and placed it carefully into his mouth while you sucked in a breath and waited for his validation. “it’s amazing, sweetheart,” he praised while getting more onto his fork. “you always prepare the best, you know that.”

you smiled to yourself and glanced down at your own plate, a red blush spreading across your cheeks. you began to eat as you two sat in a comfortable silence and enjoyed the pasta.

once he finished and was getting ready to get up and place his dish in the sink, you stood and beat him to it. “i’ve got it,” you said softly. you knew how long and draining his work days were and you’d do anything to make the rest of his day better.

“thank you, angel,” he replied gratefully while standing and brushing past you with a loving squeeze to your hip. “i’ve gotta finish up some stuff on my laptop. i’ll be in my office if you need anything.”

you nodded and began to wash the dishes and clean up the kitchen. once you were all finished, you neatly folded your apron and placed it in the closet in the living room before heading up the stairs and to the office to see if he needed anything. before you could even knock, you heard a loud bang, which you assumed was his fist against his desk.

“goddamnit barry! i fuckin’ told you that i had it handled,” he spat into his phone. “i took care of him, alright? they got rid of the body, the evidence, all of it and now you’re over here screwing it up.”

the body? you placed a hand over your mouth to cover the sob threatening to slip past your lips. you pressed your ear closer to the door and waited for him to speak again.

you heard him curse under his breath and laugh angrily. “it was all going to plan and then—“ he paused. “get rid of him. do whatever you have to do, just fuckin’ get rid of him. i’ll do it myself if i have to.”

a tear hit your hand and you quickly backed away from the door and quietly walked into your shared bedroom. you immediately began throwing clothes into a bag until you heard the office door open. you shoved it under your bed and sat at the edge of it.

he came in and immediately made his way over to you, kneeling in front of you and holding your hands in his. “hey. what’s wrong, sweet girl?”

you just shook your head and faked a sad smile. “i jus’ miss you, rafe,” you lied as convincingly as you could.

he sighed. “i know, baby. and i’m sorry,” he mumbled softly. “look. i gotta go handle something really quick but we can spend the whole night together the moment i get back, ok? i promise.”

a shaky breath left your lips as you nodded and allowed him to kiss you then your forehead as he stood and made his way out towards the front door. the moment you heard it shut, you packed everything you could and sprinted out towards your car. you didn’t know how much time you had until he got back.

you were quick to disable your location on everything and turn on do not disturb before speeding off towards your parents house an hour away. you hoped it would be far enough and undisclosed so he’d never find you.

and only 30 minutes into the drive, you had 72 missed calls and 101 texts from rafe.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

LOVE mean!rafe and desperate!reader i need more where they finally become official if they ever do

but i’ll do anything for you

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — mdni, p in v, cockwarming, rafe gets softer

summary — after rafe finally starts developing feelings, he decides to take whatever they have to the next level.

authors note — this can be read as a standalone but is essentially a part 2 to “i just wanna be one of your girls.” please request more!! they motivate me so much more than just free writing. should i keep adding to this series too??

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

“tell me you’re mine,” rafe demanded as his big rough hands kneaded the soft fat of your ass. his blue eyes glared into yours while he waited expectantly for your reply.

you moaned quietly when your hips rolled into his and his tip pressed up against your cervix in the most delicious way. “i’m yours, rafe,” you replied excitedly and eagerly. “i’ve always been yours.”

he nodded with a satisfied grin on his face. “good,” he mumbled before leaning forward to kiss you. your hands moved from his shoulders to his jaw as you pressed further into him. he thought the passion you poured into his lips was cute.

when you pulled away breathlessly with kiss-bitten lips, you frowned slightly with tears brimming in your waterline. “but are you mine?” you asked hesitantly. your face was quiet and scared, entirely expecting his answer to disappoint you like it always did.

he thought for a quick second. you were fucking gorgeous, you listened to everything he said, you did everything he asked, and you were completely obsessed with him. what else could he want? “I’m yours,” he whispered against your lips before kissing you again.

his hands moved underneath your ass to slowly lift you up and quickly slam you back down on his length. you whimpered into his mouth, leaving enough room for him to slip his tongue inside and get you feeling all dizzy.

he began to roll your hips into his own, your clit dragging against his pubic bone and the movement allowing you to feel every vein of his cock. tears began to slip down your cheeks. he fucking loved how sensitive you were.

“can’t take it, rafe,” you muttered against his pink lips. you panted as your walls spasmed around him and tried to push him out. “you’re too big.”

he could’ve swore he’d just fallen in love with you again. “move in with me,” he blurted out. he didn’t even have time to think about the words leaving his mouth. he just knew he needed to keep you safe and locked away where no one could snap you out of your little dream.

you nodded almost instantly. even with glossy eyes and tears staining your cheeks, you smiled bigger than ever. “i want that,” you said happily. he grinned and leaned back against the sofa, allowing you to move at your own pace and do whatever you needed for yourself. “rafe?”

“what?” he asked. there was almost a hint of irritation in his voice knowing that there was more than likely another question coming his way.

you wiped your tears and replaced your hands on his shoulders, trying to ignore the way his cock was impaling you. “does this mean we’re, like, exclusive?” you asked hopefully.

he internally rolled his eyes at that. was that really a question? he though it was pretty self-explanatory. he began to think he’d fucked you stupid already without even doing much. “sure,” he said.

you squealed giddily and hugged him tight. he almost began to question what he’d just gotten himself into.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

i just wanna be one of your girls

mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader

cw — mdni, sexual content, slight manipulation, kind of dark!rafe

summary — things mean!rafe would do to desperate!reader

authors note — i’m trying my hardest to get back into writing guys i swear. heres a part 2!!

do not copy or post my work anywhere else.

mean!rafe who absolutely loves the power he has over desperate!reader. how he can just snap his fingers and have you right at his fingertips willing to do anything he asked.

mean!rafe who thinks the crush you have on him is absolutely adorable and loves to rub it in your face. he gets a sick kick out of teasing you and keeping you close enough to still want him, even though you know he’s just out of your reach and you’ll never fully have him.

mean!rafe who hates seeing you talk to other guys at parties but will blatantly flirt with other girls in front of you. all just to see you whiny with glassy eyes and begging him to take you home where you’ll know he’ll fuck you just right.

mean!rafe who calls you at any moment for a quickie of some sort because he knows you’ll always pick up and speed over to anywhere he was to do whatever he wanted, no matter how far.

mean!rafe who’d always fuck you any chance he got in the dirtiest way to show you just how much power he had over you.

mean!rafe who’d go raw every single time simply because you let him. even begged him for it.

mean!rafe who didn’t kiss you at first because he didn’t want you getting anymore attached than you already were.

mean!rafe who’d take pictures of your face full of his cum and store them away in his hidden album to brag about with his friends later.

mean!rafe who marked you up every single time just to keep everyone else off of you. he loved seeing the deep purple bruises that littered your skin because of him.

mean!rafe who sometimes found himself getting soft with you when you cried about how you never felt good enough for him after seeing him with so many other girls. it made him feel a little guilty, something he was never used to.

mean!rafe who owned a key to your house and would show up whenever he pleased just to feel you wrapped around him.

mean!rafe who always ran back to you no matter what, even if he’d trick you into thinking it was the other way around.

mean!rafe who eventually started to develop feelings for you. he loved the clingy, desperate nature of you and it made his heart full whenever he’d stay the night after you cried and begged him too.

mean!rafe who was whimpering into your ear as he drilled into you from behind and accidentally let a soft “i love you” slip out. he later gaslit you into thinking you were so desperate for any form of affection so you made it up in that delusional head of yours.

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

black friday, ch 1.

bjorn x fem!oc

cw — verbal fighting

author’s note — here is the first chapter of my story!! go check it out on wattpad as well. listed here

i do not give any permission for any rewrites or republishing of this story.

"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺, 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯. 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦,"

AURORA carradine was exhausted. jackson's star was a cruel place to work with even worse mining laws. she admired her older half-sister, rain, for having so much hope that they'd be pardoned one day. everyone else pretty much accepted the fact that this would simply be their life for majority of their years if not the entirety. it was just how things in LV-410 went.

life wasn't always this draining though. when they were younger, everything was much easier. they didn't spend their hours drilling away in tunnels. you could only start once you hit 18. instead, they and their brother andy played for hours with their friends, tyler, kay, bjorn, and navarro, a few houses down. the seven of them were practically inseparable.

once the six of them were old enough to work, aurora was left behind for another three years. she was only 15 when her siblings would leave at the crack of dawn to join their friends for the mines. part of her was sad that she was left out, but a bigger part was glad she didn't have to endure the long work hours yet.

the seven still remained close for majority of their lives, even as most grew into their early 20's. they'd often hang out on free days, or late in the night after their shift, or just whenever they could find the time. they'd have campfires outside, watch movies, or just sit and enjoy the company of each other. that was until the big breakup between rain and tyler happened and the group naturally split in two.

considering kay was his sister, she stayed on her brothers side, even though the two sisters were her best friends. and since bjorn and navarro were siblings, but also cousins to tyler and kay, they also stayed with him. that left aurora, rain, and andy to themselves. at this point in time, the two groups haven't really talked in two years. they'll speak in passing, but things haven't been the same since. the six of them were now 25 while the youngest was only 22. they'd all grown in different ways and eventually lost contact.

although it saddened them all, they never really made any moves to rekindle that friendship. instead, they all went their separate ways. that inevitably led them to the point they were at now.

"rory? you home?" rain called out into the empty space of the living room as she entered the home she shared with her siblings. "andy?"

she took off her coat and hung it up before knocking on her sisters door. when she received no answer, she carefully opened it to find her sleeping figure laying in the middle of her bed. she smiled to herself and glanced around to find her hearing aids neatly placed on her bedside table. she very gently leaned forward to lightly tap her arm, carefully bringing her out of her nap.

aurora rubbed the sleep from her eyes as her gaze met her sisters. she blindly reached over to turn her lamp on and find her hearing aids, only to see them already in rain's hand as she held them out for her. she quickly set them into place in both ears. "thank you," she said gratefully, her voice slightly groggy and her english accent thicker than usual. "when'd you get home?"

"just now. i got off a little later than usual to try and work off some more of these hours," she explained, gently brushing some of the stray hairs off her sisters face. "is andy home? he didn't answer when i called him."

she nodded and scooted over to give rain some space to lay down. "yeah, i think he's in his room. he got back a hour or two ago."

the older girl shuffled under the comforter and laid on her side facing aurora. "how was work?" she questioned even though she already knew the answer.

"felt longer than usual. think i may have caught something again," she replied, referencing to the poisoning she got from the mines a couple weeks prior. "and you?"

she shrugged and sighed. "same as always. someone broke their drill today before i had left. i couldn't help but feel sorry for them."

aurora frowned. "can only imagine how many hours got added to their contract for that," she said. "this whole contract thing is a bloody nightmare. it's stupid and just cruel."

"i know, but we're almost there," rain replied comfortingly. "i think after tomorrow, andy and i will finally have finished our hours and we'll be free of all this. and you're not too far behind."

she knew her sister was only trying to make her feel better, but that couldn't be farther from the truth. even if she took on double the hours, she'd still have at least another 2-3 years left. she decided to switch the topic instead. "you ready to go?" she asked.

rain smiled and repositioned herself to sit up comfortably. "yeah. 'm gonna go check on andy and then we can head out. i suggest bringing a coat or something, it got a little colder tonight."

aurora nodded and followed her actions before getting out of her bed and heading towards her drawers to put on a pair of socks. she then slid her arms through a thicker jacket and zipped it up. this was a tradition they had. they went on walks every night, no matter the time, just to talk and enjoy time with each other considering most of their day was away from each other in the mines. sometimes andy would even join.

she finished lacing up her shoes and then headed out of her room to the front door where she waited for rain. once she joined her, the two began their journey. "what's andy up to?" the youngest asked curiously, stuffing her hands in her pockets to keep them warm.

"a new system update," she answered, looking around at the dimly lit colony they walked through each and every night. "its supposed to help him run smoother i guess. i told him he didn't have to, but he insisted it'd help him carry out his directive better."

aurora sighed and looked down at each step she took. "i feel really bad for him," she said with a frown. "i love him to bits but i just wish he could focus on living more instead of protecting us. he deserves better than what this life has to offer him."

rain nodded along. "i do too. he says seeing us happy makes him happy and knowing he's protecting us as our father wished, but it still hurts," she admitted sadly. "i just try to think about how we treat him the best we can, you know? we try to make him feel like he's as much our family as you and i are. helps me sleep a little better at night."

she chuckled under her breath at that and shivered slightly as the cold air bit at the skin of her cheeks and the tips of her ears. "do you reckon we'll ever leave this colony? perhaps to a new one where we can start a better life?"

there was a moment of silence for a minute, nothing but the sound of their footsteps and the wind. "i do. i have hope that one day we'll leave here and the three of us will be happier. i'm not sure when yet but i pray that its sometime soon," rain replied optimistically with a quick glance to her. "i know its easy to lose hope, rory, but i promise i'm gonna find a way out of here for us."

"i know, i trust you," she said with a gentle smile as they fell into a comfortable silence. the two thought it was nice to spend this time together, even if they weren't talking and they were almost freezing. being able to have each others company was simply enough for them.

they continued on an usual route today, one they hadn't taken in years, passing by all the smaller homes and some of the mines they'd previously worked in. it was weird to no longer work amongst people you'd spent years with. being sent to a different tunnel was like restarting all over again.

as they passed a particularly large home, aurora tensed and looked down at her feet. if her sister had noticed, she didn't say anything. the weight of atmosphere began to way on her much more than usual.  "do you ever think about what happened?" she asked abruptly.

rain tilted her head slightly in confusion and looked to the younger girl. "what do you mean?" she questioned curiously. she could probably guess her next answer, but she was hoping she was wrong.

"with tyler?" she asked softly. the topic was still slightly sensitive but she needed to ask before it drove her insane. "do you ever think about what happened between the two of you? how it all played out?"

she sighed and stared into the darkness ahead of them. "sometimes, though i try my hardest not to," she replied honestly. "i wish it didn't happen the way it did. i wish we could've all stayed on better terms."

tyler had been through a lot. everyone knew it. the mines were working him, and working him, more than ever. he'd grown more irritable and the once sweet boy they all knew and loved, turned into a much more sour one.

he didn't care to spend his free time with everyone else anymore. he'd often dodge rain and make up excuses for why he couldn't see her. he just wanted some alone time to allow his mind to finally settle. it felt like his brain was working overtime and he was mentally drained.

"you alright?" aurora asked when he stormed into the living room of his shared home. he slammed the front door shut, making her jump and sink further into the couch. "tyler?"

"i just need a minute, yeah? can you give me that?" he snapped back sassily. his voice raised as he spoke. he didn't care that her lip trembled slightly, he didn't care that her once worried expression now turned to one of hurt. he didn't care about any of it. instead he stomped to his room.

he'd never treated her that way. he was normally the one to defend her, or talk to her when no one else would. he was always there for her. he was like her older brother throughout the entirety of their friendship and especially once he began dating her older sister.

"hey, whats wrong? we heard some loud noises," rain asked when she came down the stairs with kay following close behind her, both wearing the same expression.

aurora shrugged and cuddled closer to the blanket she was holding. "tyler just came in all upset, i don't know whats wrong with him. i tried asking and he just snapped at me. he said he needed a minute and stormed into his room."

kay rolled her eyes at her brothers antics. "he probably just had a long day at work. ever since his shifts got doubled, he's constantly in a pissy mood and he makes it every else's problem."

rain's brows furrowed. "i'm gonna go try to talk to him," she said before trailing off and following his path to his room. she knocked softly before slowly opening the door and slipping inside. he sat on the edge on his bed, hair disheveled and his head in his hands. "tyler? are you okay?"

"i'm fine," he gritted out through a clenched jaw. he didn't even glance up to look at her. "i don't need everyone treatin' me like some fuckin' ticking time bomb that's about to explode."

her eyes widened at that statement, slightly taken back. "we're not treating you like that, tyler. we're worried about you. you've been really stressed out lately and we all just want to help."

he scoffed and rolled his eyes, finally lifting his head to glare at her with a cold gaze. "you ever stop and think that maybe i don't want your help? that maybe i'm doin' just fine?"

"then don't take your anger out on everyone else. you say your fine then you go around hurting anyone in your path," she spoke a little more firmly, getting annoyed with his attitude that was directed right at her. "you don't even care that you hurt rory's feelings. the old you would've never done that."

he genuinely laughed at that. "the old me? the fuck is this? a movie? grow up, rain. people change, alright? maybe she shouldn't be so fuckin' sensitive over everything."

"do not talk about my sister like that," she said defensively. "it's not her fault. all she wanted to do was help and you yelled at her."

he pushed himself off the bed and took quick strides to stand directly in front of her, peering down at her intimidatingly. "i don't want any of your help, rain. get that through your thick fuckin' skull, yeah? i'm dealing with a lot of shit right now."

she attempted to gently grab his hand. "if you don't want my help, then at least talk to me. i understand you're going through a lot but you can't just shut me out. it hurts and it makes me wonder what i'm doing wrong."

he pulled his hand away quickly and looked around his room, biting the inside of his cheek to avoid her hurt expression before speaking. "i can't do this anymore, alright? i'm fuckin' exhausted and i jus' can't."

"what?" her lips parted and her face dropped. "i'm confused. what do you mean 'i can't do this anymore'?"

he pointed between the two of them. "i mean us, rain. i can't do this anymore, i don't want to do this anymore. it just feels like another chore added to a long list i already have."

she scoffed at his words in pure disbelief that he'd say something like that. "are you fucking kidding me? thats all you have to say? suddenly i feel like a chore to you and thats it?" he shrugged and kept his same cold glare. "you're unbelievable, tyler."

rain quickly exited the room, muttering to her sister that they needed to go. she didn't have the energy to say goodbye to the other members of the house, or even kay. she just needed to get home.

"i think if i was in the place i am now, back when it all happened, things could've been different. maybe we would've worked out and i wouldn't have treated him so badly when he just needed someone to be there for him," rain explained sadly.

aurora glanced over at her sister before pursing her lips into a thin line as she thought for a quick moment. "that wasn't your fault, rain. he was just in a rough spot and he didn't know how to handle it. it's not your job to fix him. you two did the best you could and it just didn't work out," she said comfortingly. "maybe one day, you guys will find your way back."

she smiled to herself and nodded, even though she didn't really believe that. "maybe one day," she repeated in a hushed voice. "and you? do you ever think about what happened with bjorn?"

"more than i should," she replied, just above a whisper. "i just wish things things could've been different. perhaps i could've gotten the closure i needed to at least move on."

leaning into his side, he tugged her a little closer with the arm that wrapped around her waist while the other that was holding her hand traced little figures on her skin with his thumb. she pulled the blanket over them a little more to keep them warm in the darkness of her room.

they sat in a comfortable silence as the movie in front of them played. the only thing she could really hear was the sound of his heartbeat in the ear that was pressed to his chest, yet she didn't mind. she actually enjoyed the soothing sound.

he was barely paying attention to whatever was playing. he could only focus on the soft weight of her head on him and the intoxicating smell of her shampoo. he wasn't sure where they were in their friendship, whether they were still just friends or more, but he didn't really care either.

unbeknownst to him, it bothered her much more. she hated not knowing what they called this little thing they had. she wanted nothing more than to just be with him. the amount of time they'd spent together have given her enough to gather a crush on him. whether it was surface level or much deeper, she wanted to explore that. she just wasn't sure what he wanted.

"y'smell good love," bjorn mumbled with a much more coarse voice than usual, breaking her out of her thoughts as the hand on her waist rubbed up and down slowly.

she could feel the heat rise to her cheeks as she cuddled deeper into him. "thank you," she replied gratefully. "tried somethin' new."

he nodded even though she couldn't see him. "i like it. suits you," he said before pressing a soft kiss to the top of her head.

a smile took over her lips immediately as she tried to catch onto what was happening in the movie on the screen. "wait, why'd he do that?" she asked curiously when the main character shut the trap door on his partner.

"'m not sure. can't focus with you so close," he admitted honestly. he'd always been a natural flirt, though sometimes it teetered between flattering and mean teasing. it rolled off his tongue so easily.

she tilted her head up to look at him, the dim glow of the tv illuminating her features and the soft blush in her cheeks. "bjorn," she said, trying to sound serious but unable to contain her smile.

he licked his lips and squeezed her hand a little tighter. "what? have i made you blush?" he asked teasingly with a big toothy grin. she rolled her eyes playfully and turned in his grip, letting go of his hand and laying on her side. "oh c'mon, darling. don't be like that."

he followed her actions and pressed his body behind hers, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her body flush to his. "you're lucky you're warm or i'd have kicked you out by now," she mumbled even though her threat had no real bite to her.

he smacked his lips and chuckled to himself, his breath tickling her neck. "you enjoy my company too much to do such a thing," he whispered in her ear confidently.

"yeah? you want to bet on that?" she challenged before rolling back over to face him on her other side now.

he smiled softly and shook his head. "no, you know you'll always win, love," he said. a nice silence filled the air, despite the low volume of the tv ahead of them. it was comfortable and calming, just laying in the poorly lit room gazing into each others eyes. "my girl.. so beautiful," he complimented in a hushed voice.

it was things like that that confused her. he'd say 'my girl' but the moment she questioned what they were, he'd change the subject if allowed. he avoided the conversation like the plague. but she was desperate for answers.

hesitantly, she began. "bjorn?" she asked, voice barely above a whisper. she knew she'd more than likely get shut down once more but she was still willing to try. "can we please talk?"

she visibly watched his body tense. "love, i don't think this is a—"

she interrupted him before he could continue and shut her down. "please, bjorn. you've pushed it off long enough and i just want to know. that's all. if you want nothing more than a friendship then please, just tell me that. i just want to figure this out," she said as he voice began to wave with sadness. he took a deep breath before nodding hesitantly. she smiled gratefully. "thank you. i'll be right back, i just need to use the restroom."

aurora carefully crawled out of her bed and made her way to her bathroom. she didn't really need to go, she just needed a minute to prepare. she glanced at herself in the mirror and smoothed her hair down a bit then washed her hands. she sat on the edge of the tub for a minute or two, deciding on what to say before assuming she was ready.

she opened up the door, only to find her bed now empty. that would be the last time the two had ever shared a moment alone. they never really even crossed paths anymore.

"it just sucks, you know? felt like my world came crashing down in just a few minutes," aurora said, forcing herself to smile when she made eye contact with her sister. she couldn't remember the last time she'd cried that much in a single night. "i really liked him. i thought he really liked me as well."

rain felt her heartbreak for her. "i'm sure he did really like you too, rory. you know him. we all know him. he can be an extreme asshole majority of the time. he just probably got overwhelmed and didn't know what to do. you did nothing wrong. he likes to push people away. theres nothing you could've done to save that."

she bit her lip to stop it from wobbling. "i suppose you're right. it's just hard to stop thinking about it sometimes," she admitted.

"and that's okay," rain reassured her. "you're right. you never got that closure. so you're allowed to still think about it and feel the way you feel. and who knows, maybe one day you guys can find your way back," she repeated her words from earlier with a gentle smile.

aurora huffed out a breath and smiled down at the ground. "perhaps one day."

[cosmicmunsonwrites]

I know this might be a lot to ask, but can you post the bjorn fanfic you wrote on wattpad here? My country sadly banned wattpad :(💔💔 or on ao3?

yes of course!! i’m trying to get back into updating it but i’ll post the chapters that are done on here asap