#we have to move in silence
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heres how charles leclerc can still win the wdc:
#*gunshot noises*#i cant even explain#we have to move in silence#also i dont want to be quoted on this later on like a clown#if lando norris wins the wdc this year im killing myself ong#call me a hater but i dont want to live in a world where he is considered one of the best in the sport#motherfucker almost took himself out TWICE with zero pressure in singapore#my goats charles leclerc and lewis hamilton would never#formula 1#f1#singapore gp 2024#charles leclerc
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To anyone struggling with their mental health this holiday season: read Les miserables by Victor Hugo
it won't help, but at least then you'll know about the sewers
#SPOILERS IN THE TAGS#it will make it worse x#you'll wake up thinking about mother fuckers called Courfeyrac and Grantaire and other weird shit like that#his smile was not ended when the report sounded#he did not finish a second bullet from the same marksman stopped him short this time he fell face downward on the pavement and moved no more#this grand little soul had taken its flight#it strikes me that I know that girl#he might be your brother. he is#these verses murmured in a low tone in the dusk by Jehan Prouvaire who as we have said was a gentle poet#rivulets of blood flowed beneath him. his aged head - pale and sad - seemed to be gazing at the sky#they recognised the voice of Prouvaire. a flash passed a report rang out. silence fell again. “they have killed him” exclaimed combeferre#les miserables#les mis#victor hugo#les misposting#grantaire#enjolras#courfeyrac#enjoltaire#sobbing
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Can McLaren shut the fuck up for 2 minutes, my god get a grip on running a team
#f1#formula 1#mclaren#lando norris#oscar piastri#Okay. prioritise whoever you want but jesus. you are not supposed to yap about your plans to the entire paddock#Have these teams just forgotten about moving in silence#My personal opinions on this set aside. you have a shot at winning a championship and have a rocketship. STOP YAPPING#AND MAKE YOUR DECISIONS IN PRIVATE#WHY ON EARTH ARE WE AS THE AUDIENCE HAVING TO SAY THAT#I don't even like that team and I am exasperated by their decision to achieve success#Go back in history and learn from your roots. but come on actually act like you're in the fight
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me 4 months ago: what if BJ had a panic attack and him and hawkeye snuggled about it. wouldnt that be sweet? :]
me now: grief is an allegory for the divine and mourning is a form of worship
#.yappin#its not that deep but ive made too many references to like.#moving the belongings of the dead person is 'blasphemous'.#the grief is 'profane'.#the silence of nature while there is weeping being 'reverance'#the house where the girl lived is now a 'sacred place'#like its getting excessive so i might as well continue rolling with it#oddly enough i have yet to refer to her as an angel. dead kids are always described like that but i have yet to do it#only 'ghost' or 'forever child'#anyway shoutout me getting back into writing and not even half a year later here we are
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Finally watched Good Omens Season 2.
I had planned to watch it the day it came out, but then I was hindered, and by the end of the day I had already been spoiled on everything against my will, so I hadn't found the excitement and drive in myself to bother until now, being sick and having some time on my hands.
I am very happy to report, that even though I was already spoiled all the characters and story beats, the ending still managed to grip me. My heart bleeds for them, I just want to see them happy...
Immense gratitude to all the wonderful people who had a hand, no matter how big or small, in creating this experience.
I'm looking forward to season 3. Here's to me being free day one, because God knows if I am spoiled this utterly and completely again, it will take another two years for me to actually see the end with my own eyes.
#good omens#good omens season 2#the spoilers are unavoidable even when you move in completely different cirlces of the web#its sad that we can't even go for a full week of silence anymore so other people have a chance to see it without knowing#the incoherent screaming at other people who know but not actually saying anything is one of the best fandom expressions#oh well#opinion on spoilers
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you are watching mythic quest season 3. i am watching the mythic quest season in my mind where cws death has an actual effect on most of the characters that prompts their development. we are not the same
#someone ask me to elaborate (PLEASE)#jk i’ll do it anyways#i just think that. for me death is something that is very emotional and to see it unutilised here is disappointing to say the least#like the fear of death coping with loss is something i KNOW these fuckers aren’t equipped to handle#and it doesn’t effect all of them and it’s not cw all centric#ian has a midlife crisis rachel loses her creative mentor david starts thinking about death and how people will#remember him (s2ep8 callback) we even saw brad moved at that bit to stay close to your friends!#poppy is too shunned to care dana is too emotionally healthy and doesn’t know cw that well jo. jo#david being in this state can also help brad show jo he’s weak (seeds of doubt in david’s leadership)#and ALSO dana not having an emotional reaction to cws death can also create#more of a rift between her and ian because it’s something she just can’t relate to#ian also mourning in silence also would’ve been so much fucking sadder after sarian knowing the two parental figures that admired and#inspired his creativity are gone#god#this show is evil anyways#also i have a long sad letter cw would write rachel from the grave would y’all like to see that#mythic quest#kaitlinshottakes#poppy li#brad bakshi#ian grimm#cw longbottom#jo mythic quest#rachel mythic quest#dana mythic quest
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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having no friends is like whatever most of the time but like actually having a friend for once and then having to get used to not having them again. shit sucks. conan gray was onto smth with just let me be sad and lonely, im not interested in ever having friends again i was happy on my own why did you have to come in and screw up my miserable life and teach me what real love feels like. fuck you
#it pisses me off so much how badly i miss her#and i dont even know if she misses me at all#is she relieved she doesnt have to deal with me anymore#i mean fuck its like taylor swift said “what a valiant roar. what a bland goodbye”#like what the fuck after everything youre not even going to tell me whats happening#we're just going to cut off contact like that#youre just going to move away to your stupid fancy new school and im never going to hear from you again#what was the fucking point#to teach me what real friendship feels like for literally the FIRST time in my whole life just to take it away just like that#i mean how did we go from planning our future together to radio silence#am i that unlovable#alex says shit#alex loves#last post abt her no more
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for months i genuinely wholeheartedly could not tell the 911 guys apart and this is so important for me to stress bc throughout my life i have prided myself on being able to tell twins apart really easily and liking being that person to connect faces to other things ive watched or honestly just seen in passing like i could track down a random commercial actress and shit and i mean i suppose part of that is not knowing their characters and they just twin all the time but i apologize still im aware that mans last name is diaz and now i feel like im sitting here laid up @ all the tumblr lesbians like haha damn so thats buck x eddie? that said idk if im like happy i know any of this.
#but it’s chill it feels like a good part of the tumblr ecosystem most of the time i’m like just there enough to be like yuppp i know that#guy. sometimes u talk abt them and im like i just don’t know if its that crazy. then u say some other stuff and i’m like ok that is lowkey#crazy but still i think even if i ever watched it. which i dont rlly plan on. but if it happened i think id have to move in silence#oh god a skunk went off right outside my window man 🙄😒😒😒😒😒😔 anywayzuh i don’t think i need to contribute to any of these conversations but#god knows i love to jump on anything to give my thoughts. so. we shallnt#abby talks#and well u know i’m sorry i think u have to know i’m on a fragile branch (my way of saying thin ice obnoxiously)#when it comes to any of these shows. let alone these circumstances. like u have to know i’m looking any going hmm… is this really just some#guy tho. bc like many such cases. it feels good to know it’s a lot of dykes but like when is the last time everyone flocked to a character#as such. i’m blanking. it certainly can’t be unprecendented.#what are u SAYING bro 🤣😎‼️😭#ok woah this is so terrible im hungry i dont want to go downstairs and make food come back up and have to go down and brush my teeth again#but i don’t think i have anything up hereeee… and either way it smells of a skunk fucking everywhereeee. i say from the place ive been#sitting the past 15 minutes. in my bed <3#i feel like i’m confessing my sins#but what i was getting at is there’s certainly something there. compels me#who said that president snow or smth
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maybe i wont have to kill myself. dads talking about moving to Ireland (or maybe canada but visas are hard) if it gets bad. we live in a good state but still. they don't want us alive. mum fucked off to go an a hike and isnt coming back till thursday. she doesn't care. i hate it here. the type of transphbic where they dont even call you a tranny, they just dont see you as trans and kids talk about how i shouldn't exist without even noticing
#i dont know what we would do about the frogs if we moved to Ireland#i hope it doesn't come to that#i dont want to leave my friend#but they would be fine#they aren't like me#i wish i never came out so i could be like that#im too queer for even the queer people here#atleast there are other queer people even if all they do is suck up to cishets and shut the fuck up without even being asked#i wish i went to the highschool over with their group for palestine and their politics#god i wish their were politcs instead of this rich white silence#its not like im that different really#im no one to judge these hollow fucks and the cars they don't shut up about#dont know the rest of the world exists#some kid said london was just like the city here#they went to london once#and the city here is not even remotely close on size#i dont want to have to live this shit#but you cant do nothing if you kill yourself#no one would care if i set myself alite for the sake of my ither queers cause no matter what we do were just mentally ill trannys
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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dw guys,, no fruity stories yet bc how is he supposed to 1 up yesterday's shenanigans ??? he's only gonna get worse from here on, and that's why he's waiting until after the watershed when the kids are tucked up in bed and make us suffer through his unpredictability at ass o' clock in the morning instead :)))
#and so he can attend the concert & not have to address fresh shit.#he moves in silence#when we least expect it#käärijä#btw i low key spat bars with that i'm ngl
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. It’s not too bad home. I’m over dramatic. It’s not bad and it won’t be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldn’t have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldn’t have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents aren’t in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. I’m sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didn’t go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents weren’t both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I don’t know if my scholarship would have held I don’t know if my financial aid would have held. I couldn’t have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I weren’t able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldn’t survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They aren’t going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents won’t feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my father’s gas eater truck. We couldn’t be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didn’t get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I don’t regret it. But a kid shouldn’t have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning ‘home’ for the breaks. I don’t know what I’m going to do.#If I can’t work all of the breaks then I either won’t be able to pay next semester#Or I’ll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Can’t buy gas. Can’t do anything. Can’t buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff I’m doing pulls through. But I’m willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldn’t that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldn’t you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But you’re leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You don’t want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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president j.m. rings pardon moi for the question (u can ignore this btw!!) but are u open to writing for other groups beside bts? i just feel like u would be the perfect writer for this group i have in mind and u have spoiled me rotten with ur bts fics so now i look for u everywhere 🥹
#answered#answering this in the tags because im a LITTLEEEEEEEEEE shy abt it but yes :D i have one (1) other group in mind!!!#but i do Not know however if we r talking abt the same things BC !!!!! EEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK#i will b moving in silence but TRUSTTTTTTT my url for said blog has rings as its suffix 🙂↕️🙂↕️#i've made said account like three months ago but have not posted anything to it yet !!! i rlly am moving in silence atm actually .
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we as a society have become too entitled to and dependent on closure
#wordvomit#“they would have the decency to tell us outright”#that is. not a thing bands used to. nor is it a moral failing in any way#it is absolutely 'decent' to decide you dont want to make music anymore and dont want to make some statement about why#lets not moralize inaction to guilt trip public figures into giving us what we want#they arent our friends. they dont owe us anything#theyve already given us art. you arent entitled to a declaration of if theyve decided to make more or not#silence doesnt mean no and it doesnt mean yes either#it means we dont know#get comfortable with that. cope.#if they dont play together anymore and dont write new music that isnt an active band#im an mcr5 truther but jesus christ some of yall need to go outside and talk to real life people#gerard way isnt being indecent by deciding hes done with the band and moving tf on with their life without writing us a farewell letter#theyve been doing this since they were in their 20s. dont you think theyre tired? wouldnt you be?#if we get mcr5 it will be a gift#not a debt. not a service. a gift.
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what is it with torchwood and "secret conspiracy to control the entire world blah blah anti semitism" plotlines .
#like if i had a nickel for every time#ari opinion hour#not bonff#like ????? stop that#i cant remember a time they did this in dr who at least that was this thinly veiled i mean i dont have a great memory but i think the#closest was the silence and even THEN that was like. Its fine. maybe not GREAT but doesnt really stand out.#whereas this is like. Damn. What is up rn#obv church on ruby road is easily more antisemitic bc its quite literally 'goblins stealing christian baby from a church in order to eat it#which is. Fucking Egregious.#but this is like. Why is it twice. we dont need two of them.#one of them you can MAYBE do and its like Okay they didnt think this sucks a lot but like . they moved away from it at least#TWICE is like DAMN THATS A PATTERN BUD.#BEGINS TO REALLY START SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT WHO EXACTLY IS MAKING THIS MEDIA
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