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[maxescheibechlinichacheli]

[hippolotamus]

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thanks for the tag @steadfastsaturnsrings @dangerpronebuddie

I am… most of those personality traits.

np tagging @elvensorceress 🐥🌈 @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @spotsandsocks @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @diazsdimples @bidisasterevankinard @stereopticons @blackandwhiteandrose @tizniz @daffi-990 @loveyouanyway @filet-o-feelings @hoodie-buck @theotherbuckley @kitteneddiediaz @saybiwithme @wikiangela @bi-buckrights @thekristen999 and anyone else who wants to 😘

[theshatteredsilhouette]

I’m not a Haladriel shipper by any means but watching sections of the RoP fandom be like “if you fantasise about this toxic relationship you have questionable morals”—

IT’S NOT REAL FOLKS we gotta stop equating fictional tastes with real life ethics dear lord

[igottatho]

I found this via Instagram, artist is Eduardo Castaldo. Here.

[metathefool]

“Does it have gamses on it’s Phone, Precious?”

[capri-s7n]

Alien child overheard Anya’s and Curly’s talk about Jack-in-the-box

[aeyoh]

The composition for this was super fun. “Haunted”

[macbethheadband]

for some reason my copy of period of adjustment is using this as the preview frame. taunting me. laughing at me.

[clatterbane]

Me, every time I eat a full meal lately. Thanks to the steroids they have me on for my throat. This isn't even the worst example recently, since I have been hesitating less to really hit the insulin hard.

(This is after bumping the long-acting background insulin up quite a bit, and making sure I wait long enough for the numbers to start heading down after taking the Novorapid before I actually start eating.)

I told the gastro endoscopy people who prescribed this shit that it was really screwing with my blood sugar when I had to go in the other day. The guy just shrugged, but of course he's not living with any of this. Hopefully they will not continue this garbage indefinitely. It's getting hard to deal with.

Tonight, I preemptively dosed about double the insulin that I normally would for the same supper. Then I may have slightly overdone the extra correction dose that I reached for after it hit 11/200 with a red arrow still pointing straight up.

So yeah, I may need to grab a little something else before it crashes too hard from that. This is all trial and error. That wasn't even a particularly big bowl of food, and I won't be that sorry to grab a snack.

I really do not want or need to go lower carb, but I may need to in another way for a while just to cut back on these crazy steroid spikes. As it is, I have purposely not been eating as much as usual in general, which is probably even less helpful with ED Jerkbrain always lurking around and waiting for a chance.

Trying pretty hard to just consider the numbers as useful data points. But, this can be harder to keep in mind when you have gotten blamed and browbeaten enough over the years over them running high due to, erm, misdiagnosis and treatment that did more harm than good. I do have slightly more control over things now, but not by very much because Steroid Chaos. Which is well known to do this shit.

ETA: And yes, now endocrinology is getting all the CGM data. Which makes me more nervous with the numbers looking worse. Nobody there has wanted to act like a complete asshole so far, at least. I know I don't have to take any unwarranted shit onboard if they did decide to start up with that, but I am still not particularly happy about every single "bad" reading being open to scrutiny these days.

[the-average-procrastinator]

compounding my dread by procrastinating my actual job and distracting myself from it by fighting my 3D printer

[cowboycunt]

google search how to get money out of a bank account that you don’t have access to but is yours and also your parents have more access than you but you can’t tell them you need the money for a gender affirming surgery and also you live in a foreign country and can’t just go to the bank to plead your case.

[gooboogy]

The thing about OCD is I'm sooooo good at brushing my teeth and taking a shower and getting ready for work on time every single day. I'm also sooooo good at trapping myself in a mental torture dungeon and weaponizing any attempt to get out of there by gaslighting myself. "You're crazy, you don't know what you need. However I, the torture machine in your brain, do and you need to listen to me or else you and everyone you love will die painfully and full of regret <3"

[witchblade]

[persistent-wallflower]

Oral presentation tomorrow hhhhhhgghh

[danielgoldhorn]

The Supreme Court this week