#we already put so much effort into our fics so WHY should we give up here??
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new fanfic pet peeve is when people are writing children and clearly donât know the difference between a 3-year-old, a 7-year-old, and a 13-year-old. this newborn isnât saying words, this teenager is learning emotional intelligence, this child is literally not capable of comprehending that complex topic. please, it takes 2 minutes to look up âhow should a 9-year-old be speakingâ and âhow developed is a 4-year-oldâs mindâ
you could even take it a half step further and look up the various stages of development in people. piaget, kohlberg, erikson, all those psychologists created these stages because we all followed such strict patterns when growing. you donât need to go into the moral development of your ocâs child but at least make sure theyâre speaking and acting like a child would at that age.
also when in doubt, for older children just go for more mature. itâs far better than treating teenagers like they donât know what an emotion is lol
#writing this because the fic i just read followed a LOT of 13-year-olds#and yet none of them were at ALL emotionally mature#like they were at the maturity i wouldâve expected from a 9- or 10-year-old at best#just complete lake of control or awareness and no recognition of development#if your fic follows a large period of time we should be seeing GROWTH#itâs not enough to just acknowledge the birthdays passing#iâd like to see more complex thoughts and actions and awareness of consequences#i want to see your characters starting to feel regret and compassion more#weighing pros and cons and dealing with possibilities#they arenât just existing anymore. they are actively participating in the world#but nooooo have your bloody 16-year-old be blubbering and unable to parse out a simple emotional interaction#yeah yeah context and whatever but seriously itâs just embarrassing#we already put so much effort into our fics so WHY should we give up here??
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What's One Night With A Different Knight
Pairing: Jake Lockley x Reader & Marc Spector x Reader
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: very brief mention of abuse; not towards the reader just as an idea but besides that I think it's safe here- there's some bickering at the end but otherwise a... relatively cute fic
Genre: very much fluff
Summary: When Marc coincidentally overhears you telling your friend you might dump Jake he steps in to help
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Jake Lockley. He's been your boyfriend for about 3 months now although at this point you're not too sure he'll keep that title much longer. It's not that Jake mistreats you or anything but, he can be cold, distant. Sometimes it feels as if he's not there even when he's with you, which honestly isn't saying much because these days he's hardly with you anyway. This thing between you, it's new, and you want to give him the benefit of the doubt. Maybe he's going through something he's not ready to share with you because of how new things are. That you can understand, and you don't necessarily want to give up on your relationship if all of this is because he's having a hard time, especially because he was so kind and charming when you met. Although, 'he was so kind when we met' is the beginning of too many stories that end with bruises, restraining orders, arrests, death. So you won't put too much weight in 'he was kind and charming when you met'. You don't want to believe that Jake would ever hurt you but you still don't know him well, and you can only ignore so many warning signs. The more you mull it over the more you think it's time to end things. You just want to figure out the best way to do so.
"El I think I'm gonna break up with him." You mutter to your friend as you walk back from dinner together, the summer nights being perfect for it.
"Jake? I thought you really liked him!"
"I do. Or- I did. These days there's not enough of him around to like. That's the problem." You sigh. "I know he has a life, I mean, so do I but the bottom line is that Lockley isn't putting in effort and I refuse to be the only one that cares in this relationship."
"Maybe you should talk to him about it?"
"Maybe. It's just that it's only been a couple of months, if he's already falling off like this so soon I mean, it seems like he can't be bothered." You shrug.
"I think you should talk to him if you see a future with him in any capacity. But I know you don't have patience for being treated like an option."
"Correct, I don't. I won't prioritize someone who won't prioritize me. I'll think about it though. I just- I'm not going to beg him to be invested in our relationship that's all."
You had no way of knowing that, coincidentally, not Jake but one who shares his body heard a good bit of this conversation. While Jake hadn't told you about his secrets, between Moonknight and his fractured mind, it didn't take Marc and Steven long to find out about you. Considering how little he fronts, it was easy for them to solve the mystery that had him showing up more often. You. They obviously didn't know you personally but they knew enough about you. Marc had particularly taken an interest in you and while Steven would never admit it, because you weren't his girlfriend, part of him liked you a little bit too. They'd both like you to stick around but Marc, unlike Steven, is willing to cross lines if it means keeping you around. Which is why the night after hearing you vent to your dear friend, he's strolling coolly to your apartment with a bouquet of flowers. He knocks on the door with all the confidence in the world, smiling kindly when you open the door, even when he sees the confused look on your face.
"Jake? What are you doing here?" You ask. Marc reveals the flowers from behind his back.
"Now I would've got your favorites but forgive me I'm not sure what they are. I do however know flowers and put together some that show what I feel about you. Blue salvias, morning glories, forget me nots, and a collection of carnations and camellias." Marc says.
"I'm not personally well versed in flowers so I'm not sure what any of them mean but thank you." You chuckle. "And what's up with your voice?"
"I thought it'd be fun to do an accent." He shrugs.
"Oh? Should I do one too?"
"Nah, I love your voice too much." He winks.
"How cute. Did you, really come all this way just to drop off some flowers though?" You ask.
"No. So you'll have to look up their meanings later, I'm actually hoping you can spare a couple hours of your evening for a date. I thought I'd surprise you."
"A date? I'm hardly dressed for a date."
"Well you could wear a paper bag and still be the most gorgeous person in any room we entered, but I'm a patient man, go ahead and get ready. I'll wait."
"Give me 15 minutes." You say ushering him into your apartment.
"Take your time mi amor." Marc says, throwing the endearment in to appear more like Jake.
Marc??? Where are we? Marc sighs at the voice in his head, he'd hoped that both alters would be blocked for most of the evening.
"Jake babe, where are we going?" You call down the hall.
"It's a surprise princessa!"Â
"I mean I know, I really just need the dress code."
"Casual is fine, although you'd look perfect in anything."
"So charming this evening." You muse.
JAKE'S GIRLFRIEND?! THAT IS JAKE'S GIRLFRIEND MARC!
Marc rushes into the bathroom and turns on the faucet, glaring at the mirror.
"Yes I know who it is Steven thank you."
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING?!
"I'm thinking that Jake is about to lose her and I have no interest in letting that happen."
So what's your plan?! To tell her the truth about us?
"No! At least, not tonight. Tonight is just about showing her what she deserves."
That is absolutely mad. Not to mention a betrayal of trust, both hers and Jake's. She thinks you're someone else Marc.
"Yeah, that's kind of the point."
So you're just going to pretend to be him indefinitely?
"No, she's this close to breaking up with Jake so- I'm proving he's not a shit partner."
Right, so that when he fails to deliver after this she'll dump him quicker.
"I'm trying to save their relationship not ruin it!"
You realize if Jake ever tells her about us and she finds out about this she will probably be pissed off
"That's fine because if I don't do this they probably won't even last long enough for Jake to tell her about us."
You've lost your mind Marc, you cannot pretend to be Jake anymore than you could pretend to be me or I could pretend to be either of you
"For a couple of hours, I absolutely can actually."
"Jake? Where'd you go?" Your voice halts their conversation and Marc turns off the sink, swinging open the bathroom door to greet you with a smile.
"Apologies hermosa, I'm here." He says.
"Well, let's go on this surprise date of yours." You say You've put on a pair of jeans and a mesh sweater over a crop top for the evening, something comfortable but cute since you still don't know where you're going.
"Yes, let's." Marc offers his arm to you and you loop yours through it as you exit your apartment.
"Will you tell me where we're heading now?" You ask him while he leads you through the streets of town.
"I will not, but I'm sure you'll guess before we get there." He says.
"How on earth would I be able to guess before we get there?" You frown.
"Listen closely amor." He says and you allow yourself to take in the sounds of summer evenings. There are people talking, and walking, everywhere, but after a moment you hear faint music, not like the kind playing in restaurants that you pass. It's- carnival music? You can hear the sounds of laughter and screams and the almost obnoxious chimes carnival games are known for and just as you piece it together you just barely pick up the smell of overpriced fair food.
"Are we going to a carnival?" You ask with an excited gasp and though Marc doesn't answer he smiles in a way that tells you you've guessed correctly. Just then you turn a corner and are suddenly met with so many bright lights you're tempted to close your eyes for a moment.
"Surprise." Marc says quietly as you approach.
"I didn't even know there was a carnival in town! This is so cool!" You say beaming at him.
"I thought you'd like it." He smiles softly.
"I love it. Thank you." You tell him.
"Anything for you." He says and he means that. He's not sure Jake would say it but- he feels that way. In this moment, watching you take in the carnival with childlike wonder. He would do anything for you. He's sure of it.
"What should we do first?!" You ask him excitedly.
"Whatever you want, it's your surprise. We can do it all, ride every ride, play every game, eat everything from every stall, win every prize they've got, we can just walk around, we can ride the same ride a hundred times if you want. I'll do whatever makes you happiest." Marc says and you smile so sweetly he's sure his heart is fit to fly out of his chest and into your hands.
"Let's start with the swing carousel." You say pointing out the ride.
"Of course." He nods leading you both to the line. He's quiet as you make your way to the front and onto the ride but he holds your hand even after you're sat in your swings waiting for the ride to start. After a few moments, the ride lifts into the air and begins spinning in large circles, taking all of you with it. Marc watches you as you happily look around at the rest of the carnival from the vantage point this ride gives you. There's a childlike wonder to your happiness that when he's looking at you he feels at peace like every problem he's ever had is dissolving. It's a feeling he wants to hold onto. When the ride ends you and Marc take turns picking what order to hit the others in. Honestly, he'd let you decide every step he takes if you wanted to, but you insist that he have some say in the evening.
"I didn't take you for the carnival type Jake." You say after you've ridden most everything there is to ride here. The use of Jake's name is like a bucket of cold water in Marc's face and he has to remind himself not to react outwardly.
"I don't know that I'd say I am actually but I am the make you happy type, cariño." Marc says kissing your cheek.
"You're so cute tonight." You giggle. "We have to ride the ferris wheel before we go." You point at the large brightly lit up wheel.
"Alright but before that let's play one of these games, yeah? Tell me what prize you want and I'll win it for you." Marc says.
"You don't have to do that Jake." You shake your head.
"I want to. Go on, pick a prize." Marc tells you. You look at the different games around the carnival and your eyes eventually catch on a stuffed raccoon. It's big with blue eyes and paws and ears and feet and it's hanging over one of those impossible ringtoss games.
"Do you think you could win one of those raccoon toys?" You ask, pointing at it.
"Easy." He nods.
"Well the bottle ring toss is notoriously hard usually. Don't take it too seriously." You tell him as he walks up to the booth with you.
"Trust me princessa, I've got this." Marc winks at you before buying his rings from the attendant who looks extremely bored.
"Alright." You laugh.
"Watch this." He turns slightly to the side and tosses the rings in rapid succession, making every throw with surprising accuracy.
"Wow." You say.
"Told you it'd be easy." Marc says throwing his arm around you. He points at the stuffed raccoon you wanted and the game attendant pulls it down with a shocked congratulations.
"Thank you Jake." You say kissing his cheek.
"Of course amor. To the Ferris wheel now, yes?"
"Yes! Let's go!" You smile, clutching the raccoon closely. Your Ferris wheel ride is peacefully quiet and when you eventually return to the ground, Marc walks you back to your apartment. You chat idly as you walk, catching up about how you've been since you last saw each other and before you know it, you're at your apartment door.
"I had an amazing time tonight." Marc says.
"Me too. I dunno what's up with you tonight but, I like you like this." You say with a small smile.
"Yeah? Me too." He smiles. You place a hand on his shoulder to lean up and kiss his cheek shyly.
"Text when you get home, okay?" You say.
"Of course amor." He nods.
"Goodnight Jake." You say softly.
"Goodnight mi vida." He breathes out as you step into your apartment. You almost don't want to close your door because it means the night is over but you do and Marc leaves, whistling happily to himself as he was back to their flat. It's not until he makes it all the way back that a voice rings in his head.
If we didn't share a body hermano I would kill you right now.
Marc looks at the nearest reflective surface to see Jake glaring at him.
That was my girlfriend! What the hell are you doing?!
"Hey, if not for what I did tonight she'd probably be your ex girlfriend by morning. She was ready to dump you just the other night. You should be thanking me." Marc says.
Marc, that's Jake's life. It's not your place to meddle, we agreed to let each other have our things. You overstepped seriously.Â
This time it's Steven who steps in, gentle but scolding.
"IÂ just saved his relationship. That girl deserves better, all I did was show it to her."
Not only have you fundamentally destroyed the trust of their relationship but you've set an expectation you don't even know if Jake can maintain! At best you've strung her along and at worst you have to maintain this lie which can only lead to a million other problems because when you eventually start to care for her and hearing her call you Jake starts driving you crazy and you're tempted to tell her the truth you won't be able to because at that point you'll be in so deep that she'll never speak to either of you again if you do tell her.
"I gave her exactly what kind of relationship she should have, now Jake either has to step up or lose her for good."
And when he doesn't fill this weird bar you've set up because he's not you, then what? Because she was about to dump him until you stepped in, right?Â
First of all who said I couldn't fill it?!
"If you can be that for her why haven't you?"
It's none of your business Marc
Case in point. He's not gonna do what you did. You've just created this unnecessary contradicting person for her and there was literally no reason for that.
"Whatever, she deserved a nice night."
You're ignoring the part where she is MY girlfriend and you had no right to take her out! Just because she doesn't know there's more than one of us doesn't mean it's okay to take advantage of that!
"If she's your girlfriend. Treat her well and we won't have this problem."
The only problem is you meddling
"God you two are such nags. I saved your relationship tonight Jake. I won't apologize for it because you're lucky you can still call her your girlfriend right now." Marc rolls his eyes and walks away from the mirror and their conversation. Yeah maybe he should've left well enough alone but you deserve nice things and even if it means you leave Jake for not being enough, at least you should know that someone will give you everything you deserve.
Meanwhile, after you've showered and changed you look up the meaning of those flowers he brought you, the blue salvias mean 'I think of you', and morning glories mean 'affection', forget me nots are self explanatory, the different colored carnations mean everything from my heart aches to I'll never forget you and the various camellias have meanings of longing and other dramatic declarations of love, at least according to a website you found. It's a very thoughtful collection of flowers, more emotionally expressive than Jake has been for most of your relationship but it's something that warms your heart as you lay in bed thinking about your date. An absolutely perfect date.
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#marvel#marvel fanfiction#marc spector#marc spector x reader#steven grant#marc spector fanfiction#marc spector fluff#steven grant fanfiction#jake lockley fluff#moonknight#moonknight x reader#moonknight fanfiction
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This was touched upon in a previous post of mine but I decided I wanted to elaborate.
So I'm in a smaller fandom (sort of, I don't have any friends engaging with me over it) and writing niche stuff that I'm very proud of. It's honestly my best work. Unlike my previous major project it has received little traction.
And that's fine. This has forced me to write *for myself* only without expecting feedback and dopamine and I am finally there. I am having the greatest time writing this.
But you have no idea how much it makes my day when someone DOES comment. It means I'm seen. I want to see my readers, too, because it means there's someone out there that I can relate to in the crazy world of derivative fiction and smut.
There's a lot of complaints about people not commenting, which are valid and true. It's a little ridiculous when your story receives a million kudos but no other social feedback.
But I'm going to go out on a limb and say this:
Everything is so isolated these days and revolves around popular fanartists, that there really is no longer a sense of fandom community in the welcoming way it existed before. It's worse for writers. Unless we can draw, we can't compete with visual artists and even though many hundreds of readers spend time with our stories and characters, they have dick to say about it.
It is extremely painful for many to spend so much hard work on something and get 500 kudos and 5 comments. Social anxiety shouldn't be an excuse on the fucking internet, but it is, and here is why:
Many writers do not respond to comments at all. I can't tell you how many times I poured my heart out to a writer about how deeply their story touched me and received NOTHING in response. Everything in human society is give or take. So if you're not acknowledging a compliment from someone, why the fuck should they say anything to you at all? This practice has led MANY commenters too scared to comment because of rejection by someone they look up to.
Commenting is already putting a reader in a vulnerable place and if writers don't appreciate that they've come to YOU, to compliment you on something you worked hard on that struck a chord with them, and you don't respond with even a "thank you!" it leaves such a shitty feeling behind. It's also rude as fuck.
"Guess they don't care that I love this thing they spent so much effort on." Even I, who loves doing long, gushing, analytical comments, have stopped because of the lack of response when I take the time out of my busy day to write a detailed comment about how much I love this work.
There is a horrible stench of consumerism in fandom at current. "U create, I enjoy." there's not much exchange of information or love or creativity. Social media culture has destroyed that and facilitated putting certain content creators on a pedastal, while ignoring others. Writers that don't engage with their audiences when it's as simple as a reply button *make people not want to share their love for your work.*
I don't know why that is. I don't get it. "I'm too busy" bitch you weren't too busy to write that fic and enjoy the dopamine the comments gave you when you opened up your email and saw comments on AO3. I cannot fathom someone telling me that they love what I put my heart and soul into and stonewalling or ignoring them. It comes off as "yeah, I know đ
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I'm old enough to have figured out to write for the pleasure of it and not chase dopamine from others (that gives ppl control over your emotions and your story). But it's bittersweet. Nobody wants to put their blood sweat and tears into something to see this kudos- comment-hits ratio. (half of the comments are my responses)
The point of writing is to share something with your readers and explore the human condition through a story that the reader can be a part of. This is hard to do, and we're not making money off of it. Just like readers need to comment if they want to see more of something from an author, fanfiction writers should show some appreciation for the people that gas us up.
They're kind of the reason we're doing this, otherwise we'd just live in our heads without the bother or writers block, being late to work because of a chapter we became obsessed with, or getting over the anxiety of posting something that came from you, that others may not enjoy.
You post your shit to be seen. It's hard to be seen these days in the Internet Age. So, if people see you, you should at least thank them.
/tedtalk
#fanfiction#creative writing#Writing#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#ao3 community#ao3 comments#Fanfic#Fandom#Please reblog if you can i really want people to see this#Very interested in discourse on this subject#discourse#fandom discourse
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Rumor Chasing
(On Our Fates Alight tie in fic. Masterpost here. Set in the aftermath of this story)
"Imperials, this close to Ul'dah? Nonsense!"
"My source is reliable."
"Your source is a Brass Blade that will say anything for more ale."
"A Brass Blade that knows he'll be cut off if his information isn't good."
Sitting at a side table, Alice idly stirred the watery mix the tavern had the gall to call a stew, giving no sign she was listening to the pair of lalafells behind her. After all, why pay for information when those that had just couldn't help but spread it for free?
"Okay then, let's hear it."
"It was south of Horizon. People heard explosions, and when the Blades responded, they found an entire imperial squad, with magitek armor backing them up. And believe it or not, they were equipped for Eikon hunting."
Soaking a piece of bread in the stew, Alice considered that. The Empire did like to ambush Dominants in locations where their victims had assumed they would be safe, in an effort to catch them off guard or prevent them from fusing their full power for fear of collateral damage. By that logic, Horizon made sense. But at the same time, operating that close to Ulâdah would require considerable effort to get both the men and equipment in undetected, and risked drawing the personal attention of Raubahn, a man whose hatred of the Garleans was almost as famous as his skill on the battlefield. Who could possibly be so valuable that they were worth the cost?
Even as she asked herself that, a chill ran down her tail. Hydaelyn. Everything Alice had been able to find suggested that the Mothercrystals Dominant was based somewhere in Thanalan, possibly even the capital itself. The Garleans were fanantical enough that their campaign against Eikons in all their various forms would surely target even her. Hellfire, theyâd likely consider her a more valuable target, and one that justified drawing the attention of the Bull of Ala Mhigo.
"Okay, they were Eikon hunting. I certainly haven't heard of any Eikons around Horizon," the second lalafell pointed out, her voice clearly still skeptical.
"They must have been passing through. Or they were running already and that's where the Imperials caught up with them. Not like we can ask them. Apparently they got away just before the Blades arrived. Probably used the chance to put as much distance between them and Horizon as possible. Still, they killed a few of the bastards first."
"Well, no one's going to complain about that," the second lalafell admitted.
"No one we care about, anyway."
Taking a bite out of her bread, Alice pondered the matter in regards to her plans. Thankfully, she hadn't even semi-primed since coming to this continent, which should help keep any hunters off her trail. She could likely continue on to Ul'dah without issue or fear of detection.
At the same time, Horizon wasn't a huge detour, and she might find some useful information, either on the Dominant or their huntersâŠ
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Finding the site of the battle was even easier than she had expected. It had taken place along the main road out of Horizon, not even a side path like she'd originally assumed upon hearing about it. And to her amusement, she wasn't the only person visiting the site.
"Good day to you sir," she called out as she brought her Chocobo to a halt. âMight I assume the Blades have taken anything valuable already?â
Laughing, the highlander man stood up from where heâd been studying a half destroyed boulder. "That is what they do best, aye," he said. "Still, they were sloppy about it, as usual. There's a few interesting items of note.â
Dismounting, Alice gave the man a smile. "You have my interest."
In response, he gave her a thoughtful look. "Dalamascan?" She nodded, her own expression curious, and he shrugged slightly. "Thought I recognised the accent. From imperial conscripts back home."
"Funny, I was about to say the same thing about you sounding a lot like the Ala Mhigan conscripts the Garleans send our way.â The pair stared at each other for a moment, before Alice chuckled bitterly. "Fucking Garleans."
"True enough," he agreed, his own smile just as bitter. "Name's Ilberd."
âAlice,â she replied. The man paused for a moment, looking thoughtful.
âRomanova?â Raising an eyebrow, she nodded, and his smile turned more respectful. âI heard your name from some old comrades of mine that you helped out in Quarrymill. Fellow by the name of Gallien?â
âI remember him,â the woman said, relaxing somewhat. âGood man, if a little too willing to consider himself a burden. Heâs recovering alright?â
âLast I saw. Lad needs to take his darn medicine, but heâs the stubborn sort. Still, Meffridâs keeping an eye on him. Thanks for helping him. Not like the Gridanians were going to do anything,â he muttered.
âHappy to help. So, whatâd you find?â Ilberd gestured at a boulder alongside the edge of the road, which was blacked and cracked in ways familiar to the woman. âWell, that confirms the story I heard in Drybone. Merchant claimed there was magitek armor involved, and that is almost certainly from a Reapers main cannon.â Running a finger along the rock, she considered the ash smudge it left behind. âOne of the more recent models as well, I think.â
âI wasnât sure about how new it might have been,â Illberd conceded. âBut it would fit with something else I found.â He held up a fragment of armor plating, one Alice recognised as being from the knee joint on a Reaper. Curiously though, it was pure white, with a piece of gold trim, completely unlike the standard black used by virtually all the Reapers produced by the Garlean Empire.
Looking at it, Alice felt her stomach churn. There was only one Reaper she knew of that was customized along those lines. âThe White Devil.â
âPersonal Reaper of Livia sas Junius,â he agreed.
âWell shit. What the hell is that bitch doing in Eorzea?â She was almost instantly shaking her head. âHunting someone obviously. But thereâs a lot of people here that would love the opportunity to take her out. Who could be so valuable that van Baelsar would risk her this deep in enemy territory? â
âMaybe no one,â Ilberd replied, rubbing his chin. âI heard an interesting rumor a little while back. Didnât think much of it at the time, but maybe⊠Supposedly, old man Gaius is angry with her over something. My source claimed sheâd been stripped of some of her authority and maybe even barred from seeing Gaius personally.â
Alice couldnât help but snort in amusement. âOh, if that were true, sheâd be screaming.â
âOh, youâve heard of her little infatuation with her commander?â the man grinned.
âYes, the Dalamascan gossip ring is well aware of her daddy kink,â she replied, forcing him to fight back a sudden bark of laughter. âBut if your contact was telling the truth⊠Sheâs here to try and win her way back into his good graces.â Studying a dried blood splatter in the dirt, she rubbed her nose thoughtfully. âI wonder if we can use that.â
âWeâd need numbers. Men we could trust,â Illberd mused.Â
âAnd a better idea of who sheâs after. I donât suppose you found anything that may reveal the Eikon she attacked?â He shook his head and the woman scowled, then shook her head. âWell, you were lucky to even find that plating. We can hardly expect all the answers at once.â She very carefully did not mention the traces of light-aspected aether in the air. Her ability to see that was granted by Agrias after all, and she wasnât going to share that with someone she just met, no matter how friendly and helpful he was being.
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is there anything u wont write about?
Great Q, thank you for asking and I'm kinda figuring that out as I go.
I may not respond to all asks or I may be slow to respond but it doesn't mean I don't like your idea. Please think of it as more of a suggestion because I can't do them all - i wish I could đ I may not do it and if I do, it could take forever or be soon. There are many factors. But I promise i still took a moment to appreciate the fact that you would ask me. It means a lot. đ What I AM into
NO GO LIST for requests âŹïž
(very unlikely to write upon request for various reasons)
Fluff, Emotional hurt/comfort
Slashers in relationships, Michael Myers talking, Michael unmasked, fluffy pre-slash Corey
Threesomes, group sex. They're just too time consuming :(
Animal hurt/death
Long fics / elaborate ideas with lots of plot or details. I have to get in a natural flow and rarely even use an outline of my own lol.
Specific reader qualities (like body type or fem/masc).
Giving a joel a specific fetish or revolving a whole character around a fetish. (adding this bc high volume and I do a small % of them)
Period sex because to me it's no different from regular sex.
Songs, unless I happen to already know it and be into it.
Niche stuff that doesn't strike my fancy or that I don't know much about.
Characters I don't have interest in, ability, etc
Characters (or their actors) that feel too young for me to write. I'm in my 30s (i saw MCR live in 2004).
Pedro himself (includes HCs/speculation) or other contemporary real people. I need to be able to get into a character's head and make it my own.
Pregnancy, babies, children
ABOUT
I wish I could do more of them, y'all have sooo many great asks.
It's not first come first serve. my writing approach is intuitive and i can't force it. I work on requests that fit what i'm in a good headspace to write. I also may prioritize based on ease; how hot it is to me; appeal to the rest of you; whether the fandom is oversaturated with it; whether i've already done something similar
You should read through my library before requesting to make sure you're okay with the type of stuff I post because I could take your request anywhere.
If I have requests that are similar OR that I think would work really well together (like make each other hotter), I might combine them so make sure you follow me in case yours is answered as part of another one.
I love that I get so many asks for my existing versions of chsracers / joelkémons, but if I do it, it's not always going to be the Joel you ask for.
Why I still welcome asks despite having more than I can do
A hot ask can come in at any moment that's such a good fit that I can jump right on it and bang it out. These may be "easy" or especially motivating for me personally. Examples: free use, movie night, Instagram (spawned stepdad!Joel), thighs out (bf's dad), Aches. . we wouldn't have any of those if I did asks first come first serve or had closed my inbox to catch up.
An ask may come in that gives me inspiration on an "old" one, and I can do them together. This happens regularly.
Some of the asks in my inbox are ones where I either haven't gotten inspired or haven't figured out how to do it without making it long w/ significant effort and sacrificing our ongoing stories.
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Fanfic writer interview
Thank you so, so much for the tags @errruvande and @lord-aldhelm I LOVE YOU for all the tag games ngl you rock <33
I'll have some trouble answering some of those but lets get to it, shall we? :D
My AO3
1. How many works do u have on AO3?
I have 6! And I hope there'll be a lot more soon xD I regret all the time I've wasted over the past years where I could've written more but I'll try not to linger too much on that (Keyword is try lol)
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
75,546
3. Your top 5 stories by kudos/likes
1. Fire Made Flesh (39) 2. The Family Dinner (27) 3. Starbucks - A College Experience (18) 4. The Widows Bite Back (11) 5. What could and never should have been (7)
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do! I am super bad at interactions so I am always anxious if I responded well but I do respond to every comment. Sometimes answers take some time if I have to process something for longer though. I love to hear from my readers and I love talking about my works and I believe if something has taken the time and effort to write something about them it's only fair to respond :)
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
Since I (so far) only have two finished fics (not counting the OS Collections), I'd say The Widows Bite Back. (Wanted to put a Question Mark there but no it's pretty angsty I'd say xD)
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
BAHAHAHA. Okay. That's a harder one. Again, don't really have a any finished fics going into that direction. I believe I can give you a less angsty than the angstiest one so....The Family Dinner? lmao I need to write a happy Fluff fic (Mayhap about Hvigon *snickers and runs away*)
7. Do you write crossovers?
I. ADORE. CROSSOVERS. I have too many. My current obsession is Vikings x HotD. But I am also EXTREMELY interested in Vikings x TLK because I want AND NEED to see TLK!Alfred absolutely DEMOLISH the Ragnarssons. (Search your heart, you know it to be true) I have so many lying around. My HUMONGOUS AU is a Multi-Crossover of MCU x SPN x Good Omens x Norse Mythology x Tokyo Ghoul. BIGGEST Monster in the room with us ngl. Otherwise, the Starbucks Fic is a MCU x SPN x The Boys Crossover, then I had thoughts on a SPN x Witcher Crossover, and loads more, but I'll stop here... xD (it already got out of hand, but I'll stop here)
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Not yet. But I am scared. (But I am always scared so yeah)
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I have started writing smut rather recently and am still very new to it, but hope I can finally strangle my inner priest (sry father). I so far only did Slash smut. I am sry if the joke is offensive, I cope with bad humour.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I am aware of. (Shamelessly copying that answer)
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not that I am aware of. (Shamelessly copying that answer, again)
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I did have a Whatsapp group for fic writing with a friend but we've never published it nor have we finished it. It was very, very on crack. It was an MCU x The Dome fic where the Villain was a German fitness coach who is kind of a meme in our country...let's say we had a great time xDD
13. What's your all-time favorite ship?
I have several. Most of them are made up by me. I am so unrelatable. BUT I therefore decided to give you two: One of mine own creations: Hvigon (Hvitserk x Aegon) (I really cannot not put it here, you'd know I'd be lying) One of the 'normal' ones: Stucky (Steve x Bucky) (I am a sucker for tragic gay couples what can I say) Fuck I have so many and cannot decide MOVING ON
14. What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
My AU is so huge and I am afraid to even post the first part I've finished already so...yeah...chances are I just finish the Timeline and the Database and the Lorebook and post those as my legacy before I ever post OR EVEN FINISH that one ksksksks
15. What are your writing strengths?
I don't really feel I can be the judge of that, honestly, I'd let my readers be the judge of that. But since it's asked, I feel like I am good at writing dialogue. Snappy exchanges, double meanings, innuendos (occasionally, not always). But, yeah, I don't really know about that for sure.
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
Descriptions. When I write I practically have the scene playing in my head and see everything and focus only on whatever the focus actually is and later realize I have not lost one word about the place or about the characters' appearance xD
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
I LOVE IT. When it makes sense. It's hard to make it make sense. I learn languages in my free time and at college and with foreign languages it is more usual to just understand gibberish if one doesn't speak them and if a character speaks in a different language they know they'd naturally understand it themselves so...yeah, I have a huge problem with keeping things realistic xD But I actually love it when it's done - and maybe I should loose some of my thoughts about it lol
18. What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
For Fandoms - The Last Kingdom. I don't know why but I don't feel like I know the characters well enough to do so just yet... LotR - I have talked to @errruvande about one of my ideas and I really would like to write that ngl Vikings - I mean I am kinda writing for that one BUT (hear me out): A non-crossover fic (yeah, I know, completely unheard of). I have a few ideas (among them a complete rewrite starting from Season 4b) but I am trying to concentrate on my active projects rn xD And for ships - I have a lot of them I'd love to write fics for. Again, most of them from my own creation (Deaniel (Dean Winchester x Daniel (OC)), Starlight (Peter Quill x Balder), (Loki x CaterĂna), just to list a few). For 'normal' ships I feel like I want to put Bagginshield here...I don't know why. It's something in my stomach that makes me want to do so...maybe it's nostalgia...idk. There are safe others too but I cannot think of any rn
19. What's your favorite fic you've written?
I really like Fire Made Flesh. Although it's not exactly the Hvigon Fic I had in mind it has become it's very own thing, surprised me on several occasions and already gave me lots of opportunities and challenges to improve my writing and plotting skills! Let's see if that holds up until the end xD
Once more, thank you SO MUCH for the tag <33
Whoever sees this and wants to join in pls do <3
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may i pls request an arvin fic with prompts 38 & 42đđ„čđ€
Hey love I hope you like it! I'm sorry it took a little while but I absolutely loved this I thought it was so so cute. Anyways I wanted to say thank you for supporting me for so long, you were one of my earliest followers and it means a lot â€ïž Also as an aside, there are 4 more summer of love prompts left in my inbox, those will be out shortly too. Let me know what you think, love u xx
The Hookman
38 - Making s'mores
42 - Getting scared while camping
Pairing: Arvin Russell x Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: You take Arvin camping for his birthday
Regular Masterlist
Summer of Love Prompts
Summer of Love Masterlist
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Arvin didnât care much about his birthday, he never bothered planning any sort of celebration or party, he found it all unnecessary. He loved to celebrate your birthday though, and your anniversary, and Christmas, any opportunity to spoil you really. You liked spoiling him too, but he always appreciated the gesture much more than he cared about any of the actual gifts. He just wasnât a very materialistic person, which is why this year youâd decided to give him an experience for this birthday instead of any physical object.
You would have loved to fly him to some exotic location and have some big romantic weekend, but you couldnât afford anything like that. So you went with something much simpler, camping. One of your friends offered the perfect spot for a romantic getaway, it was secluded in the woods, perked on top of a large hill with a great view, and less than a mile from a massive lake. You were overjoyed with the find, and the same friend helped you make a list of everything you would need. You proposed the idea to Arvin and he was excited, spending the weekend alone with you was his ideal birthday really.
Although he was a little reluctant to let you plan the trip and pay for it, you wouldnât budge on the matter, and he was forced to concede eventually. He did double check your packing list though, just to make sure you hadnât missed anything essential. Once you were both sure you had everything youâd need you loaded it all into his car and headed out. It was about an hour drive, and it was a bit difficult to navigate the truck to the campsite, but the view was worth the effort. You were surrounded by a circle of trees, the forest was buzzing and everything smelled fresh. Below your campsite you could see the corner of the lake, and in the middle of the campsite there was a makeshift fire pit born from the hundreds of campers who had been there before you.
You attempted at first to unload the car and set up the tent yourself, insisting Arvin relax, but there was no way heâd let you do it all yourself. So you two put up your tent and piled your things inside. By the time you had your campsite all set up the sun was starting to set, and both of you were getting hungry. For your first night youâd decided to pre pack some sandwiches for dinner, so all you had to do was gather a bit of wood and start a fire. You two snuggled up next to each other in some folding lawn chairs while you ate and watched the sun go down.
âThis is incredible,â Arvin hummed contently before he looked over at you, âYou know I think this is already my best birthday ever.â
You flushed, âWell itâs not actually your birthday until tomorrow, but thank you. Itâs really nice out here.â
âYeah it is,â he agreed, tracing his hand over one of yours, âWe should get out the sâmores before it gets too dark.â
âDonât you wanna save those for tomorrow?â you frowned, âI mean I didnât bring a cake or anything so thatâs kind of our only dessert.â
âIâm sure weâll have enough for tonight and tomorrow,â he hummed, âPlus itâs my birthday trip, I think Iâm entitled to some sâmores if I want them.â
You rolled your eyes and pushed yourself out of your chair, âIâll be right back.â
You returned with graham crackers, a bag of marshmallows, several Hersheyâs bars, and some metal skewers you thought would be perfect to roast the marshmallows on.
âYummy,â Arvin hummed, ripping into the marshmallows and throwing one into his mouth.
You carefully placed one of them on your skewer and dipped it into the fire, âTheyâre so much better roasted.â
âTheyâre delicious either way,â he said with a mouthful of marshmallow, making you crinkle your nose.
âItâs rude to speak with your mouth full Arvin,â you scolded playfully.
He laughed, âOh I forgot, you fell in love with me for my good manners,â he placed another marshmallow onto his skewer and shoved it into the fire, âDid you ever tell ghost stories when you were little?â
You knit your brows as you tried to remember, âNo, I donât think so. There was rumor that one of the houses in town was haunted, but thatâs the closest I can remember.â
He nodded, âLenora and I used to tell them to each other,â his hand slipped over your leg, squeezing your thigh before he continued, âNot just when we were camping, but that always made them scarier. Theyâre so cheesy, I canât believe I used to be scared of that shitâŠâ
âThatâs cute Arvin,â you laughed, âDo you remember any of them?â
He rubbed the back of his neck, âUh, I donât know, I havenât thought about them in a long time.â
You pulled your marshmallow from the fire and began assembling your sâmore, âCould you try and tell me one?â
âYou wanna hear a cheesy ghost story?â he chuckled.
You nodded, âOf course, I like it well you tell stories, your voice is nice.â
He blushed and bit his cheek, âI suppose I probably remember enoughâŠâ
âYay!â you cheered and leaned back in your chair, âWell get on with it.â
He let out a low hum as he pulled his burning marshmallow away from the fire. He blew it out, the marshmallow was nearly black, âIt starts with this criminal, a murderer I think. I donât remember exactly what happened to him but basically he loses his hand and it gets replaced with a hook. So heâs this hook handed killer, and he was always going after pretty young girls,â he glanced over at you, âIt took years to catch him, and when they finally did they hung him. So he dies, but since his soul was so twisted it couldnât rest properly, and he came back as a ghost. Now he wanders all over the country looking for more pretty young girls to kill. Oh!â he cracked a big smile, âAnd he especially likes girls with (y/h/c).â
You rolled your eyes, âI canât believe that used to scare you.â
âThat one didnât scare me, it scared Lenora,â he defended, âI used to tell it better.â
Arvin kept trying to recall more and more details about the story while you finished your sâmores. You were almost certain that he was making it up just to try and scare you. You humored him, nodding along with whatever new details he added, laying your head on his shoulder while he talked. You two continued like that until the fire started to sizzle out. Arvin volunteered to fully extinguish it so you could get comfy in your makeshift bed.. Inside the tent youâd laid your sleeping bags on top of each other to provide a bit of padding and brought a pile of blankets to keep yourselves warm. You wanted the tent to be as comfortable as possible so youâd brought more than a fair share of blankets and pillows.
âFires good,â Arvin promised as he crawled into the tent, zipping it closed behind him, âYou look comfy.â
You smiled, âIâll be comfier once youâre in here with me.â
âIâm coming,â he promised as he began stripping his clothes.
He got down to his boxers and crawled under the blankets beside you, âReady for bed kitten?â
âIâm pretty tired,â you snuggled up to his chest.
âMe too,â he wrapped his arms around you and pressed his lips to the top of your head, âThank you for planning this, I love you.â
âI love you too,â you cooed back.
He held you close to him until you fell asleep. Admittedly it was more difficult than normal, it was harder to drift off without your comfy mattress under you. Snuggling up to Arvin helped, but you already knew you wouldnât be sleeping as deep as you normally would. Sure enough you found yourself waking up shortly after you drifted off, Arvin was already deep asleep, but you were suddenly uncomfortable. You rolled over so your back was against Arvinâs chest. He scooted closer to you and you closed your eyes in hopes of drifting off again.
When you fell asleep the second time you were able to fall deep enough into sleep that you started to dream. You would have hoped to have some sort of sweet dream about you and Arvin, instead you were struck with the hook man. In your dream he came stalking up to your tent, ripping it open and yanking you from the inside. Luckily you were woken up before anything too gruesome could happen, the sounds of the wind grazing your tent had drawn you back to reality. Arvin was still sleeping soundly, his face buried in your neck, his lips placed against your bare skin. His tight grip helped to relax you after the bad dream. You took a deep breath and closed your eyes, sinking back into him with a smile. The adrenaline started to die down and your pounding heart relaxed.
Until the wind picked up again. This time it was more than just the wind, you heard some sort of awful, high pitched screeching that made your skin crawl. Arvin stirred but didnât wake up. You sank under the blankets, pulling them up to your eyes, which were darting rapidly around the tent. The screeching sounded again, you tried to calm yourself but your mind was already getting irrational. Really you knew it was just a stray branch or the car, but you couldnât help picturing the hook man from your dreams. Stalking you outside the tent, running his hook over the car, getting ready to tear you away from Arvin and murder you.
With a small squeal you flipped to face Arvin again, âArvin,â at first your voice was quiet, still unsure if you wanted to wake him, âArvin,â this time you were a little louder, pushing against his chest, âArvin!â you snapped suddenly, just in time for the wind to pick up once more.
He groaned, reaching up to rub one of his eyes before he opened it, âSomething wrong baby?â
Your cheeks flushed, suddenly feeling embarrassed that youâd woken him up, âI, uh, I had this kind of weird dream.â
His lips tugged to a frown, âWhat about?â
âThe hookmanâŠâ you uttered shamefully.
He smiled and started to chuckle, âReally?â
âYes!â you fell onto your back dramatically, âThen I woke up and I started hearing this screechy sound, it's freaking me out.â
âIâm sorry baby, Iâm sure it was just a tree or something though,â he wrapped his arm around your middle and pressed his lips to your ear, âOr an owl, or anything. Weâre in the woods, there are weird noises sometimes.â
âI know,â you groaned, âItâs just nerves.â
He nodded and moved right up next to you, âWell just come here. I promise it was normal forest noises, but if it was a hookman, I would protect you. Youâve got nothing to worry about, youâre always safe with me.â
You snuggled back to his chest, wanting to feel him close again, âPromise?â
âCourse, I donât care if itâs the hookman or the devil himself,â he mumbled against your forehead, âI wouldnât let anyone hurt you, I love you too much for that.â
âI love you too Arvin,â your cheeks flushed and you smiled, âItâs probably after midnight now.â
âYou think so?â
You nodded, âYeah, so happy birthday.â
âMmm, thank you baby,â he yawned and leaned in for a quick kiss, âIâm about to pass out again, but you can wake me up if you need me.â
âOf course, thank you hunny,â you cooed sweetly, âYou always know just what to say.â
He said nothing, simply pressing his lips to your head again before sleep overtook him.
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okay so I finally finished the fic- now this is the first ever fanfic I've written and I will gladly accept constructive criticsm!
"Our darling"
Warnings: i think..none? but uhm..this does talk about depressing stuff- OH and there might be grammar errors, english isn't my first language lmaođ AND this was not edited, beta'd whatever so im literally just posting this blindly kahdhs đ
Summary: It was one of those days, where the bed was much more comfortable than anything else and you just feel numb and the two scientists, Norman and Otto, helps you feel better.
(god i suck at this đ and noo it aint smut)
Gifs are by @my-starfox
imagine:
having one of those days that you just feel nothing but..numb. You don't want to do anything. you just want to lay there, unmoving, undisturbed by all of the hustling and bustling of the world. staring at the wall or ceiling, head empty.Â
but you have to eat, drink, take a bath, clean your room, do the laundry, pick the sock up from the floor, arrange your closet..and yet here you are..on the bed..wrapped like a cocoon by the sheets and staring unblinkingly at the space in front of you.
you hear hushed mumbling at the other side from the other side of the door of your room. familiar voices filling your ears. you panic. you don't want them to see you like this. a fucking mess. a broken vase. you don't want them to see you in such a pathetic state.Â
hearing the small creak of the hinges of your door made you close your eyes. maybe if you feign sleeping, they'll leave you alone.Â
a soft sigh fills the silent room. you also hear the clinking of..glass? metal? you have a slight clue of what those mean but you didn't ponder too much about it. a gentle thump of metal meeting wood behind you and a waft of something mouth watering confirms your suspicions.Â
look at what you did. you made them do work. you made them worry. you should be ashamed of yourself-
your bed dipping behind you made your thoughts halt. two people making themselves known that they are sitting at the other side of your bed.Â
"hey, honey.." the voice with a gentle rasp that you have gotten accustomed with ever since they have become your housemates called out to you. you kept your facade, even if you felt a warm tingle from hearing it. not that you hate their guts, it's just that you don't particularly want to bother them more. you don't want to put another burden on their shoulders seeing as they already are carrying too much.
"we know you're awake, darling.." a different voice spoke this time, still familiar though. one that always gives a warm chill down your spine. soft and also a little raspy. their age catching up on their physicality.Â
"Norman cooked you your favorite soup." that's why you smelt something delicious when they came in.Â
oh how bad you want to turn around, greet and thank them for their efforts and eat Norman's dish. but you're afraid. you're afraid to see tired and disappointed faces, like what you have always seen before. you're afraid that when you eat it your stomach will refuse it and make another mess and embarrass yourself further.
"If you don't want to, it's fine!..maybe just take a sip of water?" Norman suggests as he places his hand on your arm. "for us....please?" the former CEO pleads, a little crack in his voice.Â
oh you could imagine the look he is giving to your back right now, that sad, puppy look face and slightly parted lips as his eyes gazes at you oh so softly.Â
instead, you shifted and raised your knees to yourself, shoulders pushing inwards as you curled your body. trying to make yourself non-existent as the back of your throat let out a silent, hollow whine. "im fine.." a voice so hoarse and dry and ugly spoke. oh wait..that was yours...
"yet all evidence points towards the opposite of that, dear.." Otto sighs as he lets his fingers trace..shapes? equations? maybe just random squiggles on the broad of your back, the touch sending shivers to your body.
"a small sip of water...that's it. and maybe we could...i dont know....cuddle afterwards?"
it was silent as the proposition hangs in the air.Â
you were reminiscing about the late night cuddle sessions you had with the two scientists the past weeks. Otto's warm pudgy bod and Norman's lean and also warm(but not as warm as the squishy scientist) on your sides. you want that feeling again. you really do.Â
and so, driven by your last, draining will and...need for cuddles.. you finally turn and face the two men sitting on your bed. You slowly open your eyes as your negative thoughts come back and make you doubt yourself. but all you see are warm smiles and proud glinting from two sets of eyes.Â
"there they are..." you felt a gentle squeeze on your leg, you wouldn't have noticed that Norman had placed his hand on your lower limb if he hadn't done that. Otto's hand have also shifted and placed on the crown of your head as he moves strands of your hair that have covered your face. he smiles down at you and kisses your forehead. you close your eyes at the warmth. Norman's gentle caressing on your leg adds to that.Â
"c'mon, sit up a little.'' Otto says as he gently lifts you up, you were expecting to just sit up from your lying position on your bed, but it seems that dr. octavious has other plans as he instead settles you down on his lap. with a little help of his actuators you are now sitting sideways on Otto's lap. another whirring of his mechanical limbs made you avert your questioning look from his face to your front and you were met with an actuator holding a glass of water. you mumble a small thanks as you take the glass from the mechanical appendage and take a small sip. the liquid alleviates your sore throat. you drank a little more, now realizing how thirsty you actually were.
as you were drinking you felt their eyes on you, warmth creeping up to your cheeks and the tip of your ears. their attention makes you flustered. and without knowing it, you actually finish the whole glass. " look at you, doing such a fine job! how about a little sip from the soup, hm?" Norman asks as he stands up and walks over to your nightstand, where the tray of a warm-now turning cold- bowl of soup sat. the things on the small table were carefully set aside to make room for the thin rectangular metal.
you looked at the soup, currently being gently stirred by the former green goblin, contemplating whether you should or not. otto takes the glass from your hand as you worriedly gazed at the food. the thought of just barfing up and wasting good food gnaws at your brain. though your stomach had other plans as it rumbled loudly. the sound making you blush and their small chuckles made it intensify. you groan, covering your face in the process and hiding on Otto's chest.Â
"you need to eat, sweetie.." you heard Otto speak, his chest rumbling and vibrating on your ear as he spoke. "i know.." was your meek reply. your hands were gently removed from your face and you did not resist, "but...i'm...i don't want to vomit." you voice your concern, keeping your gaze down. you see chubby fingers weave with your own and it makes you smile just a little bit.Â
"is that why you're reluctant to eat?" asked Norman as he set down the spoon he used to stir and kneeled down to meet your eyes. you didn't look up to meet his gaze and just bobbed your head up once, you didn't see the silent talk the two scientists had.Â
"well, we could.. try? if you feel nauseous after one spoon then we'll find another way to at least fill your empty stomach...okay, honey?" the man in front of you waits patiently for your answer, and lays his hand on top of your's and Otto's.Â
you hum in thought, in this situation the phrase 'it wouldn't hurt to try' could backfire pretty easily. things can go south in just a blink of an eye.Â
god you hate this.Â
you hate having a brain that constantly jumps to conclusions and make-up scenarios that may or may not be possible. these thoughts are what's keeping you to yourself. and you loathe it so much. it keeps you from enjoying and doing stuff. and right now, it is keeping you from eating Norman's delicious soup.
"i guessâŠ.yeah, we could..try.." you mumble loud enough for the two men to hear. doubts still clouding your brain, thoughts that disables you from meeting their eyes.Â
you didn't see the relief that replaced their worry. it seemed that your lack of reply had them on the edge. "good, good! alright, here.." Norman took the bowl from the tray, once again stirred the food as he held it carefully with one hand and scooped a spoonful of the lukewarm dish.Â
"say ahhh~" teases Norman, opening his mouth widely. an action one would do to a toddler. this made you giggle slightly and also earned a chuckle from Otto. you open your mouth and let the scientist feed you. the taste of your favorite soup coats your taste buds as you savor the lean scientist's cooking. it never ceases to amaze you.Â
you swallow the glutinous nutrient and wait for your stomach to betray you. the scientists in your room are doing the same.Â
but it never came. you felt the substance settle in your stomach instead. this made you a little teary-eyed. it did not come back up and lurch out from your mouth, like what you had expected. this earned praises from both men and softly cheered you on to continue eating. and you did, slowly eating the home cooked meal. if you weren't able to finish the food, it's alright! if you were able to finish the soup, then they would be very proud of you. they'll reward you with tons of kisses and praises for doing amazing! if you were not able to, it is completely fine! they are still proud of you and you're still rewarded by lots and lots of kisses and praises.
After you ate, Norman sets the bowl down back to the tray. Otto's actuator handed him a tissue and he wiped your mouth clean. "i got it, Otto. thank you..." you give him a grateful smile as you take the tissue from his hands. You finally gained the courage to look him in the eyes. they were as soft and caring as ever. the amount of love in his gaze made your heart swell more and you can't help but let a tear fall.
they have been so patient and gentle with you the whole time and it just made you cry in happiness. to have people like them in your life was something you never thought you would be able to have and yet here they are.Â
Otto cups your face with his human hand and gently swipes his thumb on your cheek, wiping the tears that fell from your glossy eyes. you lean in to the warm touch of the scientist. "There, there, love."Â
"Now, we did promise cuddles." Norman reminds you as he takes off his footwear and climbs on the bed with you two. chuckling, you joke, "and here i thought you'd forgotten about it." making a pouty face to add with your reply. the two laugh at this, "We may look like withering old men, darling, but our minds are as sharp as a blade." Otto comments as he settles you back down the bed and between him and Norman, "Nor is our strength any less weak than when we were young." the latter added with a hint of something suggestive in his tone as he pulls you to him, proving his point.Â
blushing furiously, you hid your face on his chest, weakly hitting him in the process with a flustered, "shut up.."
you heard them chortle at your actions. you then feel the soft material of your sheets covering you, peeking out from Norman's chest you see the actuators and Norman pulling it over to cover you three. you then feel Otto snuggle behind you as he drapes his arm over you, Norman doing the same. you three shifted positions until all of you were comfortable.Â
a content sigh left your lips as you snuggled between the two. "thank you, so much for this- for everything, Otto, Norman." you look up to them as you mention their name, "i owe you guys big time."
"you owe us absolutely nothing, dear." says Otto as he kisses the crown of your head. "this is the least that we could do for you, love. and know that we'll always be here for you. no matter what." Norman adds with a gentle squeeze on your side.Â
"you're not alone, our darling." "we'll always be by your side."Â
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Fake Sith TCW Trio
I have another fucked up time-travel AU! Whoâs surprised? (Nobody.)
So like. Have you guys read that one fic where Luke and his students go back in time and pretend to be Sith Lords and are super hammy about it? (Sith Lord Swell by AMournfulHowlInTheNight)
This AU has contributions by @atagotiak, @the-lunar-system, @purronronner, @gelpenss, @creepingthroughthistidalwave, and @thisarenotarealblog.
I want TCW trio (plus Rex and Cody) to go back to several years pre-TPM and, since the Council DEFINITELY won't believe them about the Sith being back... they'll force the issue.
Anakin is weirdly excited about things and building up their backstory.
Anakin: Okay so I can definitely be a Maul type, with the unhinged ranting and manic laughter, Obi-Wan can be the whole Refined Rich Guy type like Dooku, where you can't even tell he's evil until he starts talking about getting out the eyeball scoops, maybe toss in a bit of mad science stuff? Ahsoka could play up like Ventress OR, oh oh, she can be the Light Side Child we need to PROTECT who's publicly begging us to return to the Light after our big dramatic Falls where we murdered like eighty people to save her, and-- Obi-Wan: Why are you never this enthusiastic about actual undercover missions. Ahsoka: Did you just have all this ready to go, or...? Anakin: WE COULD GET YELLOW CONTACT LENSES FOR ME.
Obi-Wan: How's my evil laugh?
Anakin going âOkay.. so if any of us need to murder someone to sell the bit it should be me, I think I could handle it the best. Why? No reason.â
Obi-Wan: I'm not sure a complete Fall could come from protecting Ahsoka, really-- Anakin: No, no, it could.
Obi-Wan: Surely youâd hold back because you realize neither of us want that for you. Anakin: Uh. Sure. Definitely.
Obi-Wan points out that none of them can channel the dark side to Prove they're Sith and Anakin just goes "Okay, give me like two seconds to stew in my negativity and--right, you can stop staring in horror, please."
Anakin rambles on that they can TOTALLY make the galaxy a better place while playing at being Sith! He's got a whole LIST of slave empires to "take over" and disassemble!
Anakin has a whole excited spiel about how EVIL soldiers and assistants are minions, in this case partly because Cody and Rex are too good at what they do to be mooks. Cody could pull off evil minion very well. Facial scar? Looks good in black? Quietly competent and sarcastic?
He also pushes for Obi-Wan to lounge in a fancy throne with a glass of wine while Anakin stalks the shadows and Ahsoka hangs out on the window ledge. The disaster lineage is dramatic, okay, Anakinâs just leaning into it, heâd appreciate it if everyone stopped looking at him like that.
Qui-Gon, surprisingly, ends up a skeptic about all of this. Everyone is freaking out about the Sith and heâs like âyâknow Iâm not even sure theyâre darksiders.â
Some Jedi, possibly Qui-Gon for his conspiracy board, gets in a real risky situation and one of the Fake Sith saves them, but also panics and kinda drops character for a bit.
Jedi: You saved me! Whyâd you do that? Anakin: I uh... just wanted the pleasure of killing you myself?
"You saved me. Why?" "Mmmm. Jedi." [walks away]
Qui-Gon: [trying to figure out what is up with these people semi-competently (from his perspective) pretending to be Sith] Dooku: [trying to protect Qui-Gon from Sith influence]
The gang is the most successful at pretending to be Sith to Dooku. Sure, theyâre not gonna punish him for something he hasnât done, but itâs not hard to act menacing and angry around him.
(They really do have so much fun irritating the heck out of Dooku. He hasnât Fallen yet, but they want to keep an eye out.)
At some point, future Obi-Wan definitely drops that little tidbit of "What, you didn't think the Banites were the only Sith running around did you? You... didn't even know about the Banites. How... disappointing."
They REGULARLY use Ahsoka as an excuse to be marginally less terrible. They claim that if Ahsoka pouts, they stop. âSoka also uses them as an excuse for why sheâs a lil feral. (To be fair, that one is accurate. She was already a lil feral before but itâs not like they did anything to stop it.) Ahsoka gets her "breaking into people's offices" jollies by bugging Nute Gunray's office.
The Jedi keep trying to Rescue Ahsoka.
Rex and Cody end up in real beskar, there's a whole Thing with Mandalore and Jango and Satine.
Obi-Wan is CONSISTENTLY worried about Anakin Falling for real, which... hey, at least he knows to be worried about Anakin Falling. Step up from canon, really.
Anakin is WAY too into killing the Hutts but like. It does... technically sell the bit.
Obi-Wan: Sure, Iâm not sad that theyâre dead, especially because weâre not connected to the Republic, so we donât need to worry about starting a war and all that. But. Anakin is disturbingly cheerful about this. Rex: Wasn't he a Hutt slave? Obi-Wan: Well yes, but-- Rex: I'd kill Nala Se if I could get away with it.
Cody and Rex are very supportive of Anakin's murderous intentions.
Obi-Wan does understand anger, even killing someone in anger. Like Maul (the first time at least) and Dânar and a few others. All the same, like... yâknow. The level of bloodthirst from the others is a little off-putting.
At one point, Anakin accidentally addresses young Obi-Wan by name, despite never having met before, and to cover it up, he... panic-flirts. He panics, and so he flirts, with young Obi-Wan.
(He will later blame this on old Obi-Wan, because he had to pick up the habit of flirting with the enemy from somewhere.)
Anakin vaguely implies that he's a wee bit obsessed with young Obi, and that the padawan should "get used to being the target of a dark-sider's interests," because heâs scrambling for Ominous Shit and, well, future Obi-Wan was pretty frequently a fixation point for darksiders, right?
The second he gets out, he just starts screaming into a bucket while Rex pats him on the back.
For the next however many terrible months, possibly years, he has to keep up the act while having an ongoing meltdown about how That's My Dad As A Twenty-Something.
(It doesn't help that young Obi-Wan reflexively flirted back.)
Old Obi-Wan, meanwhile, is just very "you dug this hole yourself, padawan."
There is an argument at the beginning about Obi-Wanâs outfit. If heâs gonna be a Sith, he canât just go around in beige, but heâs like âI like this and itâs comfy.â Sure, heâs changed clothes for undercover stuff, but thatâs always been temporary, yâknow? He likes his beige.
We have a number of options.
My first instinct? Beige linen three piece suit, like a southern lawyer. "Now I may just be a simple Outer Rim force adept--"
And, of course, you can TOTALLY make the beige sinister: heâs impersonating a Jedi! Jedi impersonation would also explain why nobody has a red saber.
âSure is good that the Jedi donât seem to realize most of the galaxy doesnât know red sabers are different and bad.â âShhhh, stop poking holes in our story where a Jedi might overhear.â
Like.... if you do enough doublethink, it works! How would a Sith hide? In plain sight. Also, itâs a GREAT way (if they were actually assholes) to try to slander the Jedi name.
(Anakin and Ahsoka still think he could stand to put a little more effort in. Add a splash of color, for pity's sake!)
Though tbh part of me is like âWhat if Old Obi wore, like... a split skirt suit...â Victorian womenswear inspired because he misses his robes, but he has to look Professional, and like he's MOCKING Jedi instead of BEING one, so he wears a vintage-y split skirt thing over his leggings. Ends up looking a lot like what Ventress had for a while, but Beige. I also keep wanting to put him regency menswear.
Anyway. Obi-Wanâs wardrobe aside...
Anakin builds up his Tatoo accent again. It helps him with the (mostly true) "slavery helped me fall" backstory.
Either Cody or Rex offhandedly mentions being made to serve them (the Fake Sith) and now the Jedi are somewhat concerned about brainwashing. Are these Mandos the victims here?
âNo like. Literally made for this. In a lab.â This is even more horrifying. So...
On the one hand good! The Jedi should be scared about Sith! On the other hand... it makes the Jedi more determined to stop them, specifically. They keep on getting in the way, just, all the time, and theyâre not investigating the actual Sith problem, which is decidedly not great since the Team doesnât actually know whoâs a real Sith right now, except Maul, and who even knows where that guy is.
Obi-Wan, at some point: Do you think we've succeeded at this ruse... a little TOO well? Anakin: I don't follow. Obi-Wan, gesturing at the truly obnoxious amount of wealth they've collected, including "trophies" of their kills: Really? Because I'm a little worried! Anakin, planning out a battle to take on Nar Shadda: ...I'm not.
"How many people do we realistically we need to take over Hutt Space? Apparently... five."
(Mostly because Anakin is ridiculously op.)
ANAKIN AND YOUNG OBI GET KIDNAPPED BY PIRATES TOGETHER. It's tradition.
Anakin: Okay, so, I need to get really angry about something to pass as a Sith... time to think about my WIFE and how I'll NEVER SEE HER AGAIN.
Since Anakinâs life never goes as planned... this does not work. Instead of getting properly angry, he makes himself sad. There are tears. There is wailing. Thereâs a distraught rant or two. Young Obi ends up awkwardly trying to comfort him.
âOh no, this⊠Sith?? Is crying on me. What do I do???â
Later on, when the Council wants intel: "So... one of the Sith cried on me about his wife. I think she's dead? He wasn't very clear about it but it, uh... it sounded like it might have contributed to his Fall. Also the relationship was a little unhealthy? He basically worshiped the ground she walked on and kept ranting about how he would have given her the galaxy on a platinum platter of she'd only asked, but that might be new and inspired by the Dark."
One of the random Jedi is REALLY good at detecting the truth Through The Force, and asks Anakin how he Fell...
Anakin just. Tells the Tuskens story.
They don't get pinged as lying, but oh boy does old Obi have a LOT of questions for Anakin once they're in private.
There are other things happening to help sell the ruse. Some of them are necessary! Some of them are... not.
Obi-Wan: What's the best way to show we're rich and kind of evil, but like... classy about it? Anakin, immediately: I sit on the floor next to the throne, leaning against it, and you call me pet names while stroking my hair, and then when you need something killed I get to do it for you and then I go back to the floor and you thank me for the directed violence, and then you go back to Negotiations with criminals while Iâm sitting there covered in blood. Obi-Wan: ...is there something you want to TELL us, or...?
"You're all going to get a glimpse of something normally kept hidden about me." "Anakin, you don't have to do that." "No, I'm gonna."
(Anakin has decided hes going to peel his kink tomato to sell this ruse, and the others are slightly uncomfortable with that.)
Anakin: Okay, I cannot keep flirting with you. Young Obi: Wait, what? But that's the best part of any time we run into you! Anakin: You look WAY too much like my Master did when I met him. Obi: O...kay? If someone looked like my master when HE was young, I'd-- Anakin: My Sith Master half-raised me. He's basically my dad. Obi: ... Anakin: What's that look for? Obi: I mean, you spend a lot of time lounging at his feet, and, like, given how much you hate slavery, I... kind of assumed it was a kink thing? Anakin, brightly: Oh no, I just have a LOT of trauma. And neuroses. Snips says theyâre neuroses.
Young Obi is a little upset because he was actually getting REALLY into Flirting With The Enemy and was hoping it would go somewhere. He mopes to Qui-Gon about it. Qui-Gon isn't sure whether to be proud about Obi breaking rules, or worried over Obi-Wan falling for a Fake Sith.
(As Tia put it: "You enjoy making young Obi-Wan have a completely unrequited crush on Anakin, donât you?")
Fortunately, one of those attractive Young Mando boys very kindly helped him tape up his ribs this one time, and has thus caught his eye...
I feel like having Cody date Young Obi would court an entirely different kind of (internet) drama because clone ages, but whatever.
Also please imagine an element of "so I'm dating the genetic identical of my boss... who's dating the man I'm a genetic identical of..."
(It's probably not actually Jangobi but man would that be funny and also stupid.)
Somehow Young Obi figures out that the "Sith Master" is a future him before he realizes that they're not actually dark. In his defense, Anakin was pretty convincing. Especially with the wife rant. It makes HIM more obsessed with Anakin, in a reversal of the implied earlier dynamic, which is all kinds of weird. Less romantic but like. Still weird.
"Future Me Scares Me" with Extra stupid. "Future Me Annoys Me." "Future Me acts like grandmaster Dooku, but more sass." "Future Me raised a really hot evil guy that refuses to bang Present Me." "Future Me might be a Sith, but I'm getting more and more convinced he's just fucking with us all." "Future Me is really rocking that beard, and I can't BELIEVE we figured out a way around the babyface."
"Iâm kinda concerned about the whole evil thing, but Iâm also glad that I know Iâll stay hot as I get older."
Quinlan approves of the priorities.
Also a lot of interactions with older Obi are very Anakin: [does/says something deeply unhinged] Obi-Wan: So, do you want toâŠ. Talk about that? Maybe? Anakin: Whatâs there to talk about?? Iâm fine, everythingâs fine! Anyways how about those plans for tracking down Maul?
Anakin later, like way after the ruse is lifted, just blankly tells everyone that he did Fall, once, and Older Obi made him get therapy about it after the truth came out between the two of them a few months into the Fake Sith thing.
Where'd they find a therapist? I'm sure there's one SOMEWHERE around. Denon and Herdessa are close enough, and they've done enough "your criminal empire now belongs to me" that they can pay well. They make sure to find one that takes confidentiality real seriously.
It's all very "we need some more time to unpack all that."
Therapy helps get Anakin to figure out Sheevâs whole deal. They don't necessarily figure out heâs a Sith from it, but they figure out heâs sketchy and they need to look into that more. Obi-Wan probably already thought he was sketchy, but the whole active gaslighting campaign was a little surprising. They realize that he kinda benefited a lot from a lot of Sith plots and they still probably donât think heâs a Sith but Obi-Wan is definitely starting to think heâs working with one.
"Okay, we're already bugging Gunray, should we bug Palpatine just to be safe?"
They get away with a lot of slicing because Anakin is a technical genius from twenty years in the future.
The reasons they're so good at Taking Over Hutt Space: 1. They know parts of the future. 2. They have superpowers and FAR less reason to not use them, now that their actions aren't going to reflect on the Republic. 3. They have Cody and Rex, who are two of the greatest military minds in the galaxy, and know EXACTLY how to wage a war that covers a solid third of the galaxy, starting from a position of relative weakness. 4. Anakin's charisma is scary high, and his knowledge of slave culture means they gain a lot of trust from the people they free, and they just... keep acquiring volunteers for the army they didn't plan to have. Obi-Wan doesn't know what to do. He thinks they might have started a cult?
In his defense, Dooku sort of started a cult, and Komari got kidnapped by a cult, brainwashed into joining it properly, and then took it over as head figure of said cult. It's practically tradition!
Comics Vader is the central figure of like three different cults, it was really just inevitable.
Anakin: Aw, don't worry master, it's not a cult, it's a revolution! Ahsoka: They're worshiping him, though. Anakin: ...it's still a revolution! Just... with some misunderstandings.
Also, if they got wind of people trying to keep people from being able to leave and other culty stuff like that, theyâd probably put a stop to it pretty damn quick.
Names! Time for names. As per usual, it's easiest to keep track of Obi-Wan's alternate Older Self by just calling him Ben.
Darth Ben.
Ahsoka: You should be Darth Boring. Obi-Wan: I can still make you run laps, you know.
Anakin: The Force is telling me to call myself Darth Vader. Obi-Wan: ...why? Anakin: I dunno, but it sounds cool, I'll run with it.
Someone: Ben has all the answers; we shouldnât question him, ever. Ben: One time I lost a planet, and a five-year-old found it for me.
More options: Going with the "evil word with the prefix 'in' chopped off" that we get with Sidious and Vader: Darth Surrectus (as in insurrection) Just random Latin words: Darth Temporus (time) Darth Commenticius (fake)
Anyway, back to Nonsense:
Maul goes after young Obi early, because the Fake Sith are really invested in this one random Padawan (Sidious is saying he might be a cousin of the false Sith Master? They do look similar enough) so someone needs to investigate. Naturally, Anakin shows up with some wild screeching to fight Maul, and when someone questions why he got involved it gets very "Kenobi is MINE!" and like. Okay. So.
Anakin means it in a very Sith "to toy with" and "to torture" way, or the âmy chosen opponent!â way, just the same kind of Obsession as Maul had with Obi-Wan in the original timeline. Unfortunately, Anakinâs a weird-ass person who flirts with Young Obi against his own better judgement, so there's some awkward "Like... your boyfriend?" from young Obi. Anakin just screeches in SOME emotion that nobody wants to interpret, and couldn't even if they wanted to, and starts whacking away at Maul again.
(Anakin hasn't explained the "you look exactly like my dad, sorry, it's just too weird" thing yet, and he is HAVING MANY REGRETS.)
There's definitely at least one instance where a person asks Anakin if he's planning on dating That One Jedi Twink, or at least banging out the tension. At that point in time, Anakin doesn't actually know who the fuck they're talking about, because "Obi-Wan + Twink = Does Not Compute" for dear, dense Ani, and instead he just ends up ranting about how he is LOYAL TO THE MEMORY OF HIS LATE WIFE, how DARE anyone so much as INSINUATE that he would TARNISH HER PERFECT MEMORY and UNWAVERING KINDNESS and WHOLESOME BEING, and the person who asked doesn't end up lightsabered but they do end up with a LOT to tell whoever they're reporting to.
Young Obi-Wan definitely hears Anakin mutter the phrase âsomething to discuss with my therapist laterâ a few times, and heâs a little bewildered because darksiders definitely donât seem like the type of people to go to therapy. Theyâre the type of people to need therapy, sure, but not the type to go to therapy.
I think it would be very fun for Young Obi to continue sighing over Anakin (who's pretending to be fine with it and even flirting back because he's in too deep to stop and hasn't worked up the courage to explain the elephant in the room) while Anakin is covered in grease and infodumping while having a slightly manic hyperfocus on engine repairs while the two of them Somehow got stranded together in the middle of bumfuck nowhere (it's Plagueis's doing, he finds the interactions between THESE two in particular to be the most informative regarding the fake Sith).
Anakin, at some point while stranded with young Obi-Wan, and having actually started unpacking some stuff in therapy, though heâs def still got a ways to go: Iâm pretty sure Ben cares about me. He acts like he cares, like heâll do stuff like put extra blankets in my quarters in the spaceship because I get cold real easily or track down those droid parts I need for a project and he always has my back in a fight but yâknow itâd be nice to hear him say he loves me once in a while. Especially because we kinda had a rough start and idk I donât think he wanted me around at first.
And uh. Obi-Wan definitely relates to that a bit too much, yâknow?
I want to say that Young Obi ends up mentioning All That to one of the clones or Ahsoka later, because they seem probably invested in Anakin's well-being, even if Ben is, well, a Sith, so Obi-Wan's a little worried the man's affection really is fake, but at least Ahsoka...
(Ironic, given what Anakin's actual eventual Sith would-be-Master was like.)
Young Obi mentions Anakinâs most recent rant to Ahsoka, and she just goes "Wait, is that why Skyguy likes to sit by the throne and get called pet names?" "Uh... I don't... know... but it sounds like all of you have a LOT to unpack there, Miss Apprentice."
Later on: "Master Kenobi, you need to tell Skyguy you love him 'cause apparently he's been having a lot of emotions about you not telling him you care and he's been talking to mini-you about it whenever they get stuck together and--"
Young Obi-Wan is just constantly the "Now we don't have time to unpack all of that" John Mulaney gif. Anakin in particular is a mess, and young Obi-Wan slowly goes from "I want to date that" to "I want to study that" about him.
Obi-Wan gets stuck somewhere with Ben, tries to small talk, gets on the topic of Vader, and spills the drama. He gets an awkward âThank you for bringing that to my attention.â
Itâs followed by a fairly frustrated âI try, but Anakin refuses to communicate his needs to me, and it feels like Iâm always falling short.â
At least one member of the group is in therapy, probably all of them, but theyâre still using young Obi as a sounding board for all this stuff. On the bright side, this is probably good for impressing the importance of good communication on Obi-Wan.
Good for Obi-Wan! And... whatever Padawan he eventually has.
As for baby Anakin, who is approximately age four, I want to go with "Anakin decides to be his own uncle, and Shmi just rolls with it because fuck it, sheâs not a slave anymore, and a Fake Sith is a solid defense against anyone trying to re-enslave them."
[This is a backstory I've had them use before (see here and here).]
Seeing Big Ani and Little Ani in the same space might be what finally pings the "oh shit, that's future me" thing for Obi-Wan... you know, if heâs ever allowed close enough to see Little Ani in the first place.
Little Ani stays with the fake-Sith and is sorta jointly trained by all of them, and young Obi-Wan teaches little 'Soka at the Temple. Ani and 'Soka still end up friends somehow, but it is fairly different.
Every time little Ani addresses Old Obi as "Dad," it's just like ten kinds of awkward. The one time someone tried to explain that Ben wasn't his new dad, Shmi glared them down. She is of the opinion that, all the gods be damned, Ani deserves to refer to the most mature man in his life, who raised another him in another timeline already, as a father.
Ani doesn't NEED a father, Shmi herself is more than enough, but he does deserve to have this if he wants it.
An alternative conclusion to the time travel is uh. So the Mandalorians are genetically identical (give or take a hair gene) and really resemble Jango Fett, though whether anyone notices that is up in the air. Then the three âSithâ (two fake Sith and their morality chain tag-along) have three younger, identical copies show upâŠ.
It could be really weird cloning shenanigans. Now, it makes no sense that theyâd make clones, and stagger their production like that, and leave them as babies on various planets for Jedi to find. IDK what reasons Obi-Wan would come up with for that, but itâs a fun little detour before he gets to time travel.
There's a really painful moment (for the audience, who know about canon Vader) where someone tries to convince Ahsoka to leave the Sith and she's just like "no way, they'd never hurt me!â Then she clarifies that âsomeone has to keep them from doing stupid Sith shit whenever they get bored, you know?"
A bunch of Jedi probably think sheâs delusional, but the few that have seen her get into trouble that is legitimately too much for her, which isn't often, have then seen Anakin show up like the devil himself to save her, and it's like. Oh. This is why she isn't scared of them hurting her.
Weâve discussed how Anakin does get concerningly in character with the fake Sith thing. However, Anakin and Ahsoka are, just once in a while, surprised by how Ben gets sometimes when playing the bad guy.
After all, he stabbed a dude with a fork and threatened to eat him during his time as HardeenâŠ
He has the same dramatic streak as all the rest of the lineage. He can be vindictive and creepy and scary as fuck.
HOWEVER:
Obi-Wan: I know I'm supposed to be playing at evil right now, but how do we feel about me making that evil a little... fruity? Ahsoka: Fruity, master? Anakin, who knows where this is going: [buries face in hands] Obi-Wan: You know, the... [limp wrist] Ahsoka: ... Obi-Wan: I mean, I'm already bisexual and well-groomed, I can play it up.
Whatâs the point of being evil if you canât be flamboyant?
Anyway, I had to put in a lot of thought for what to do with Rex and Cody, because there's a solid place for them in terms of strategy, but it doesn't do much to give them independent narrative arcs, and 'young Obi-Wan has a crush' isn't much of an arc, you know?
So, basic info first: Cody, Rex, and Anakin all hold the rank of General in this AU because, like... who else is gonna. Ahsoka remains a commander because everyone declares her Baby, and also to keep up the "I'm a morality chain" ruse.
Cody maintains a very stern and unyielding public persona, but the second they're behind closed doors, he's roughhousing with his little brother.
Rex has some fun pretending to be a sadist whenever he and Anakin have to team up, because hamming it up as an evil bastard in front of Jedi is actually really fun... but usually, he's a competent fucking professional.
Because here's the thing: someone has to be.
They both kind of hate the army they've gotten, because these people don't even have proper trigger discipline, let alone any actual discipline.
This army? Tragic. They hate it. Give them the clones.
They have to be drill sergeants for months before they have anything worth sending onto the field.
I think that might be how/when they end up reaching out to Jango. Like, the first inroad is absolutely "we're your clones from the future and you were a Shit Dad so you owe us," but then they actually talk him around into letting the Fake Sith hire him. He brings along all the Mandalorians he can get to answer his calls, and on suggestion from Those Mando Twins, joins the army Ben doesn't even want.
Darth Boring doesn't want an army! Unfortunately, Cody thinks that's stupid as hell, and is overruling Ben so they can actually work on this 'cleaning up the galaxy of slavery' thing with actual resources.
Cody and Rex are super competent, and it shows in their horrified disdain for the state of their troops.
Rex: Fucking natborns. Anyone who isn't in the know: What's a natborn? Rex: [leaves without answering] People: WHAT'S A NATBORN???
(I'm assuming that the word smush is harder to parse in Basic.)
I think young Obi-Wan's new crush on Cody should also be unrequited. Cody's just like... bemused. Very "Okay, then, that sure is an Affection you've decided on."
Cody and Anakin both: Sorry, itâd just be too weird. Obi-Wan: Why would it be too weird? Cody and Anakin: Reasons.
Rex has to deal with the "whyyyyy" from both his brother and his (former?) General.
Young Obi-Wan just likes cute boys that fight good! Is that so wrong???
Ahsoka: So since we're not officially Jedi anymore-- Obi-Wan: We're still Je-- Ahsoka: Can we date? Can I date now? I want to date someone before we go back to the Code. It's a classic life experience for most teenage girls, and I want to Have That Experience before we're back at the Temple. Obi-Wan: You're not... you can date, Ahsoka, that's not actually banned by the Code. I mean, you'd have to keep it casual, but-- Ahsoka: I CAN DATE!!!
(Great priorities, Ahsoka.)
An idea I'm toying with is that one of the clones ends up Legally Engaged to Satine for political reasons, and young Obi-Wan is just like ???? because not only can he not date the hot boys, but one of said hot boys has become Mr. Steal Yo Girl.
Young Obi-Wan is suffering, and Quinlan is the worst friend ever because Quinlan is laughing at him.
There is obviously the question of
"How would Satine ever end up agreeing to that, given what their public personas are like and all that? She puts duty ahead of personal feelings but all indications are that itâs a terrible decision both ways." (as stated by Tia)
Which, yes, I forgot to actually say that I was imagining Jango had declared "those twins" his heirs after telling people they were his younger* cousins. Because reasons.
* Jango is about 27 when they land in the past, and Iâm going to say the accelerated aging ended after hitting physically twenty because no, I donât want to deal with that. As far as anyone knows, Cody and Rex are about five years younger than Jango. Theyâre less than year apart, which isnât very visible, and most people assume theyâre identical twins (except Rexâs hair), and that Cody just looks slightly older because of the scar.
Darth Boring had convinced Satine that the way to keeping Mandalore peaceful was to work with Jango (because Darth Boring, which is not his actual title but it is what Ahsoka insists on calling him in private, has a vested interest in keeping Mandalore and all interested parties calm), and he... maybe accidentally set up a political marriage between her and one of the clones.
It wasn't on purpose! Satine never married in his timeline, okay, he didn't expect her to ever get married here, either! He didn't even suggest it! This just happened!
(I want to say that Cody would be more competent at having a political marriage? But IDK.)
Do I do the Satine thing? It has potential, but also it's a bit of a cop-out. Do I have Cody be a diplomatic representative for their pseudo-Sith empire? He could be, but I think he'd hate it. Do I have Rex date one the Chaos Entities (Anakin or Ahsoka), or is that too repetitive with my other works? THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH GOING ON.
Part of me wants Quinlan to get a crush on Cody, and the crush gets bigger specifically in response to the fact that Cody refuses to take him seriously and/or just doesn't give him the time of day.
Based on their one interaction in TCW, they probably let get along ok. Cody maybe likes him back, buuuuuuut internally he's just a little "you were tolerable at almost-forty; early twenties you is obnoxious."
Just imagine the absolutely puppyish attempts at gaining approval and Impressing The Hot Mando General. Quinlan keeps having vague daydreams of seducing someone to the side of the Light. He really leans into the bodice ripper fantasies of saving someone evil with the power of love! (And also the power of really good sex.)
Bant looks at Quin and Obi and wants to throw them both into the nearest pond because they're idiots, but on this topic they are the same flavor of idiot. She considers calling up Reeft and Garen to help her knock some sense into them.
Quinlan: Can I volunteer to go undercover to the Sith? The Council: No. Quinlan: ...what if I-- The Council: No.
Tholme tries to get Qui-Gon to commiserate over their Padawans getting obsessed with Hot Sith Boys, but Qui-Gon just finds the whole thing funny. He knows from the chats he has with Ben that Anakin feels so completely, utterly, incredibly awkward about all of this.
(Ben continues to hold to "Anakin brought this on himself.")
(Ben also âkidnapsâ Qui-Gon a lot.)
Also, hey, at least Quinlan isnât actually into hot Sith boys! Heâs into hot Sith minions which is... probably a step up. At least Codyâs not a Sith himself!
It's a step in some direction but Tholme has no idea which one.
(Quinlan sees Cody in dress uniform once and just keeps the mental image for Ages. Itâs in his dreams. Sometimes said dreams overflow to Tholme via Force Mind Magic and Quinlan wakes up to someone smacking his face with a pillow.)
Arguably, Quin's also a lot more romantic about his crush than Obi-Wan is, in this case. Quinlan: I want to save him... Obi-Wan: Hey, hey, cute boy. Look at me. Letâs bang.
Cody: There are currently two future Jedi generals having some form of absurd romantic fixation in my direction. I don't know how to feel about this. Rex: Bed them. Cody: ...I'm not saying that's not eventually an option, but one of them is the younger Kenobi, and I'm not sure I'm comfortable with that. Rex: Pat him on the head like a tooka and then bed his friend, it'll be funny.
I think the Quinlan thing and also general exasperation of leading an absolutely useless army can function pretty solidly as the basis for Cody, but I have another idea for Rex now.
Komari is currently brainwashed in a cult, yes? So.
I keep bouncing around back and forth on what to do with Rex, but part of me suddenly really likes the idea of, after Team Fake Sith finds and dissolves the cult (as one does), and takes Komari into custody (because she's dangerous and deeply unwell), Rex kind of ends up her touchstone to being a decent person. Heâs not a morality chain, and itâs not really a redeemed-through-love thing, just This Is A Solid Dude who doesn't pity her or thinks she's irredeemable (however you choose to define such a thing), but actually relates to the kind of conditions living like that can involve, and just kind of...
I donât know. I think Rex's arc in this AU could be very heavily grounded in something to the effect of "You're not the worst darksider I've met. You're not the only person who was in a cult. You're not even the only former Jedi I know that's committed awful, horrible crimes. My question is just this: What are you going to do moving forward?"
Later Anakin: Wait, who do we know that was in a cult? Rex: What did you think Kamino was?
(Rex isn't as chill as he'd like her to think, but he's trying, and she's fairly reliant on the Force to understand emotions, and is currently in nullifying cuffs, so he can bluff.)
Komari needs someone solid and dependable to rely on for at least conversation, and I think Rex needs to feel needed.
Iâm not sure if itâd be romance or friendship, but I think there's a solid basis to work with, potentially.
Per Tia:
One thing about Rex and shipping is like. If you want to do Rexwalker again that's fine, but if you're worried about repetitiveness but still want to like. Ship him in a non-political-convenience way. Rexsoka here actually would be different than your other stuff.
I'm trying to figure out if I can make it work because Ahsoka thematically fits very much into a little sister shaped hole here? She feels younger than in other works, despite not actually being younger than she is in, say, Commander Buir. In those other fics, she has some time alone to function and prove herself independently of Anakin and Obi-Wan.
I usually pluck Ahsoka out at sixteen if I'm pulling her from TCW, so she's got most of her competence but hasn't gotten quite all the trauma yet. Commander Buir, in particular, also has baby-shaped Anakin for contrast.
That said, I can see a decent source of narrative conflict in her wanting to experiment with romance and all that, and Anakin trying to tell her she's too young.
A year into this whole time-travel mess, she wants to give the dating thing a shot, and it spirals into "You were only two years older than me when you got married!"
I think I could build a plot out of Ahsoka wanting to do these things, and Anakin as an audience insert not quite processing that she's old enough to make these decisions. If she's choosing to date Rex, whose age works out as being close to hers when one takes into account Kamino fuckery, and whom she trusts absolutely, itâs arguably extra weird for Anakin to be upset with it.
"Senator Amidala was five years older than you, and you married her when you were nineteen and had only really known her for a week! I can go on a date with a guy we both know is one of the most trustworthy people alive if I want, Skyguy!"
I can definitely see Ahsoka getting annoyed with Anakin being overbearing and controlling at some point before that unrelated to romance, too. Itâs not exactly a new fault of his.
My god, just imagine someone snidely asking Anakin "where's your little shadow?" and Anakin, being Himself and also a Fake Sith, has an emotional breakdown about how Ahsoka yelled at him for micromanaging her and not trusting her to make her own decisions in life and so she got herself a multi-month solo mission from Ben that Anakin isn't allowed to know any details about, and--
It's another one of those "oh, you have PROBLEMS problems with your mental health" incidents for the Jedi to add to the file, because Anakin having emotionally charged rants about his issues at seemingly terrible times is how they get a lot of information.
Some of the rants are planned.
Many of them, actually.
They want the Jedi to know these things.
Just, well. Anakin.
He really is a little Like That.
On that note, I'm low-key imagining that Anakin gets put on mood stabilizers by the therapist in this context, and he's doing good! He's handling his issues! He's--been captured with Obi-Wan the Younger again and his medication was confiscated.
Anakin is... not great. He's a little out of practice managing his unmedicated self, and when adding withdrawal symptoms onto that... poor Anakin.
(Poor Obi-Wan.)
I think it would be best if Anakin makes a bunch of ominous blustery comments at their captors about how they won't like what's coming to them if they take his belongings (AKA the fanny pack that has his backup pills), and then Obi-Wan just gets to watch Anakin get more and more erratic, because like. Yes, Anakin is using the Force to compensate, but unfortunately he's mostly cut off, and the stress of the situation is pushing him away from depression and into the beginnings of a manic episode.
Anakin is aware of his issues to the point where he's mostly managing, and he keeps asking Obi-Wan "would it make sense for me to [slightly deranged, very impulsive action]," and Obi-Wan realizes he's being the morality sounding board for the Hot Sith because ??? reasons?????
Eventually, Anakin does flop back in bed and dramatically throws his arm over his eyes, and says he needs his meds back, he's absolutely going to lose it, and Obi-Wan tentatively asks what kind of medication. There are levels to worry about. Mild allergy medication is one thing, but heart medication that needs to be taken every four hours is another, you know? He wants to know how much panic is appropriate.
Anakin lets him know that it's Psychiatric In Nature. Obi-Wan suddenly realizes that he really, really, really doesn't want to know what a properly erratic, unmedicated Anakin is like.
(An unmedicated Anakin really isn't nearly as bad as Obi-Wan fears. Anakin's been dealing with this for a while, and knows what his issues are and some of how to deal with them. He'd need to be running on no sleep and higher levels of stress, or to have been drugged with something meant to increase his aggression, to really lose his shit and do something worthy of Vader. RotS levels of stress and sleep deprivation is required to pull RotS levels of manic paranoid delusion.)
Tia asked:
How long does it take the Jedi in general to catch on to how like. They have opportunities. But these Sith never seem to harm any Jedi. And itâs not just like, the past timeline parts of the disaster lineage. They probably get opportunities to hurt other Jedi. Ones that are less skilled at saber work. And more importantly ones that they donât seem weirdly interested in."
I'm not sure, really. The Jedi don't spend as much time in the Outer Rim as they could, and that's where the Team operates, so actually running into them by accident is unlikely for anyone other than Shadows.
Fortunately, it's really easy to toy with Shadows with the excuse of "I want to see how long it takes before you Fall with us."
I do want like... okay. Hereâs the mental image:
Qui-Gon calls them out on being Fake Sith pretty quickly, so Ben just sort of eyes him, dramatically, and orders out "Leave us" to all non-team people. The threat of torture is implied but not stated. He gestures with wine to keep in character. He definitely makes sure Young Obi-Wan is ushered out, so it's just five time travelers, Qui-Gon Jinn, and Ahsoka's immortal force birb.
"...so, what's the reason for the farce, Obi-Wan?" "How in all the hells did you figure it out so quickly?"
(Qui-Gon cheated a bit. He could feel the broken training bond that was never properly severed due to Traumatic Death Of A Master on Ben's end)
Ben didn't realize he'd feel it! Young Obi-Wan can't feel his older self or a training bond with Anakin or Ahsoka, so why could Qui-Gon?
IDK if there would be anything on the level of crying and hugging it out, but I think it would be very funny if, every time young Obi and Anakin are getting captured by pirates or something, Ben and Qui-Gon are just having a nice afternoon tea and checking their watches to see if their respective walking bundles of neuroses are done with their adventure yet.
The Council is So Done, because Qui-Gon continues to insist that they're Not That Bad, but every time anyone other than Qui-Gon brings up the friendship, Ben laughs and makes a comment about how absolutely gullible Master Jinn is.
Obi-Wan is skeptical of his own experiences with Anakin, at least, if only because he's skeptical about Anakin's everything.
"I don't know if Vader is telling me the truth. I don't know if he's telling himself the truth. I don't think he's a great source of information even when he thinks he's being honest."
Anakin could tell Obi-Wan the full and complete truth, and Obi-Wan would worriedly put a hand to his forehead and start doing tests for hallucinations and paranoid delusions. In his defense, this is a very reasonable assumption to make with an individual like Anakin. It's just also not accurate, this time. I donât know if Anakin hallucinates in canon without a weird inciting incident like Force Nonsense or getting drugged by the enemy, but paranoid delusion is pretty much all of RotS.
"Iâm your time-traveling padawan whoâs pretending to be a Sith to catch some other Sith whoâre going to start a galactic civil war and those Mandalorians you like are from a clone army based on a template of Jango Fett made to serve the Jedi (because thatâs totally something heâd sign up for), and one of the Sith is your grandmaster but he doesnât seem to have fallen yet, itâs probably fine," is hard to believe.
Honestly, even if he seemed stable before saying that, which he doesnât, itâs all real far fetched. There's a lot going on and Obi-Wan wouldn't even begin to believe it without evidence.
I've had it in my head that he and Bant and Quinlan have been gossiping about the mess for months if not years about these idiots, and at one point it became common knowledge that Ben was a Kenobi, and Bant convinced them (since the two were among the most likely in the entire Order to encounter the Fake Sith) to get a DNA sample, probably hair or blood since that's easiest so they can figure out HOW these two are related, if they are, and then there's a whole big thing.
Bant: No, no, this must be contaminated, it's coming up as Obi-Wan! Are you sure you didn't accidentally grab some of your own hairs? I know it's a little long for most of your hair, but the braid-- Quinlan: Wait, they keep claiming stuff about cloning, right? Maybe someone's a clone? Check for artificial telomeres! Bant: ...okay, so, there aren't any artificial telomeres, but the ones from apparently-Ben are... a lot shorter... um... I don't know what to do with this. It's like I have two samples from the same person, twenty years apart. Quinlan: Obi-Wan, what's that face? Why are you-- Obi-Wan: Vader told me he was a time-traveler. I thought it was the fever talking, but...
Thatâs how he finds out that Ben is future-him before finding out about how heâs not evil!
"Master Jinn... I think... I think the Sith controlling the Outer Rim is me from the future." "Oh, you finally figured it out?" "I AM HAVING A CRISIS HERE."
Obi-Wan, after a few hours of dazed realization, runs screaming to Quinlan and Bant like 'GUYS GUYS THIS EXPLAINS WHY VADER KEPT SAYING IT WAS WEIRD AND THAT I LOOK LIKE HIS MASTER AND THAT IT WOULD BE LIKE DATING HIS DAD.'
You know, the important stuff.
I think Qui-Gon tells him that Ben isn't evil because, like, That Sure Is A Crisis Obi-Wan's Having. He could hold off for shits and giggles, sure, but Obi-Wanâs on the edge of something Really Concerning, mentally. Best help calm him down on at least one or two things.
Obi-Wanâs maybe still a little skeptical until he confronts them over it. Because their Sith act was real good and also like. Maybe Qui-Gon just wants to believe the best of his Padawan, yâknow?
Quinlan runs into Ben before Obi-Wan does, after this whole mess, and gets to observe as money changes hands and people act like sore winners about bets made for When Does Obi-Wan Figure It Out.
Anakin was saying 'soon' because he really didn't think the fever-fueled rant would be discounted as easily as it was.
Cody was of the opinion that it would take at least a few more years since they're actually pretty damn good at this whole schtick.
Quinlan: Wow, he's... going to be really disappointed that you have such a low opinion of his intelligence. Cody, gesturing at Ben: Experience. Darth Ben: àČ _àČ
Cody just rattles off some of the Extremely Stupid Shit that Ben's done in their time working together.
Rex cheerily offers up "You didn't even realize General Skywalker was married, sir! And they weren't subtle!" "I knew they were together, I just didn--" "Everyone knew they were together, sir. Everyone."
(Rex had the lowest opinion of their deductive capabilities. He claims it would have taken until Baby Ahsoka showed up at the Jedi Temple.)
-Once Obi-Wan accepts that they're decent people after all- Obi-Wan: Wow, Anakin, you're real good at acting unhinged! Anakin: Haha. Yeah. Thanks?
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May I request a Levi x Reader angst fic? Just barely any fluff, mostly angst going on lol. The reader is a traitor, formaly working for Marley, but betraying them in secret and putting their loyalty on Paradis. The reader is also a shifter and married to Levi for a couple of years. That love and care however is gone once readers identity is found. He truly despises them, insults them, maybe a bit violent with them, and outright tells them that they mean nothing to him anymore and hate them to bits. Readers punishment is to hand over her titan to Erwin, and they agree instantly, broken over everything, believing its all their fault. Once Erwin inherits Readers titan, he breaks down and screams, crying, because Reader was innocent the whole time. They never betrayed Paradis. Never killed anyone, never harmed anyone. They finaly know why they betrayed Marley, the abuse being to much for them, enough to just leave them behind for Paradis. Just... loving and caring as they all saw them. But now the damage is done. They wont come back, they're dead, believing that they died, hated and despised, with no one to mourn their death. Everyone regrets everything.
author note :: i was thinking of leaving this in my drafts but i already wrote it and may as well post it. it didnât end up going the way i hoped but yeah i hope itâs ok anon. anyways ANGST. ANGST, ANGST. as always i love feed back :-) âč all of the headings with the years are just meant to mean itâs a different moment from that year so those moments donât happen right after each other i hope that makes sense!! word count :: 7.2k warnings :: canon typical violence, death
845, i.
Everything is falling in place when it shouldn't.
Sun never makes itself known in Liberio yet here it is shining down onto the bustling streets. You half expect for it to crash down and burn into the hundreds of civilians going about their daily business yet nothing of the sort happens. It's typical sunlight and you curse yourself silently for your sinister thoughts.
Secretly the voice at the back of your mind still whispers frantically but you don't wish to hear what it has to say. Instead you choose to drown it out with the sound of Zeke's voice. Finally deciding to pay attention to what it is he's been droning on about for the past ten minutes.
"Soon, soon, soon." He sighs dreamily looking a little delirious.
"Soon?"
Your question catches him off guard, he lightly shoves you with his elbow scoffing in annoyance.
"Did you sit here to not even listen to me?" He turns to take a sip of whisky and the hearty gulp he chugs shows his mild irritation. You assume he's been rambling on about Marley's plan to infiltrate Paradis. You have to admit that the idea of destroying those demons from the inside is amazingly well thought out. However it's all he's been able to discuss for the entire week now and frankly you're getting a little exhausted of it.
"I zoned out..." Quietly placing your glass back down onto the wooden counter you sigh closing your eyes. It's too early to be drinking and you don't trust Zeke enough to slip into ignorance and leave yourself vulnerable. Men are to not be trusted, especially Eldian men. The thought of Eldians triggers your flight of fight response, you want to shrivel up into a cocoon and never come out until the world is rid of the monsters. The lowest of the low, the dirt in between the crevices of Marleyan soldier's boots. That is what Eldian's are.
It's ironic coming from you, your entire family labelled as undesirable Eldians yourself but you, you know you're different. An honorary Marleyan is what you will become. What you are. The treacherous imps who are but an ocean away are the true evil.
Eyes flicking to Zeke he's lighting a cigar. Old habits die hard and he's yet to quit this self destructive custom of his. You couldn't care less if he chooses to cut his lifespan short by ten years, it's his own choice to make. A disgusting cowardly choice but it's a choice fit for an untamed man like him.
The Island Devils are said to be the bad apples but you can't help but stare at your fellow citizens from time to time and wonder what it is they could be hiding. If a demon slipped through the cracks you wouldn't be surprised. Sly in nature, persuasive in tone, that is how devils go about their daily lives alone The hymns they drilled into you all the way through elementary school echo and rebound in your mind.
Locking your bitter thoughts away you have to push yourself to not punt Zeke in the mouth when he teasingly blows a puff of hot smoke into your face.
Fingertips grazing with his he freezes at the sudden contact giving you the perfect opportunity to slip his cigar away and take it in between your lips. You allow for it to linger there but you aren't foolish enough to inhale its contents.
"Zeke, my dear friend. We shall soon be met with the fruits of our own labour but I assure you that discussing Marley's plan constantly will be of no benefit for you nor I."
The day you and Zeke had met had been at warrior training camp. Zeke was a miserable, unmotivated oaf. Always tripping and falling behind the rest of the warrior cadets. You felt rather bad for him, if you were born as unskilled as him you don't know what you would have made of yourself. Zeke, the only child of his parents ironically only ever ended up rising through the ranks after handing them over to the Marleyan government. His father and mother had been conspiring an escape plan but were executed immediately alongside their fellow team members once Zeke had outted them. Unexpectedly he was spared, the fact he turned on his own parents showed where his loyalties were. To his surprise, he was even allowed to continue his training with the other warriors - only this time everyone kept an increased distance away from him. The warriors weren't informed of what he had actually done but everyone had a gut feeling. Everyone apart from you stuck with that feeling. You thought strategically, If he were to become an enemy in the future you knew being close would come at your advantage.
The day you and Zeke had met your mother died, his mother passed away the same day. At least that's what he had told you.
The two of you bonded over the little things, told each other stories about your life at home. Reminisced about what it was you missed.
Then it all came crashing down the day Zeke confessed. The day he told you he killed his mother and father by handing them over to Marley. Your knees buckled underneath you, crashing the floor he tried to grab at you but you thrashed around in retaliation kicking and screaming not understanding why he did what he did. Yes, they were traitors but they were his parents and if the monster had the nerve to turn on the people who gave birth to him who's to say he wouldn't do the same to you or to Marley.
Zeke doesn't know it but ever since then you take the opportunity to sneak the occasional glance at him. Every single time you narrow your eyes in malice. If there's a man in Liberio who you don't trust in the slightest it's him, he must think the feud between the two of you from childhood has been put at rest but it hasn't.
Zeke takes another swig of his alcohol. On this occasion he downs it entirely slamming the glass down with vigour.
"ONE MORE GLASS BARTENDER!"
846, i.
Another day of extensive training is about to end, your back is layered in uncomfortable layers of sweat and the same can be said for your forehead. Kneeling down in the under layer of the forest you're hidden waiting to strike. Going up against the elites is nerve-wracking but you're sure you can pull it off so long as you stay calm during this game of hunters against prey.
It's simple enough if you can conceal yourself and stay out of sight. The robust trees that surround you act as decent enough camouflage and your green cape paired with them lets you veil yourself, keeping you further into the foreground, blending into the environment.
No one will be able to catch you if they can't see you.
All of a sudden your previous thoughts are thrown away when you sense something in the atmosphere has changed, the hissing of the wind behind you isn't natural.
Turning to your side you don't bother to cover up the sound of leaves rustling and branches cracking, your priority is slipping away fast enough to hide again, a tug can be felt at your cloak and your reaction time barely covers for you, your gear fastens itself to a low enough tree branch and the descent is mind numbing. Your breakfast churns in your stomach but you ignore the uneasy feeling, leaping and diving wherever you find a small enough gap. You believe you can outrun your huntsman.
That is until you sneak a glance back and your muscles nearly tense up in pure astonishment, you've been kicked in the teeth just by the man's presence. Captain, Levi slinks behind you weaving through the gaps with increasing speed, he's gaining momentum and all the while his face stays relaxed, this isn't even his full effort.
Terrified you dart upwards and then left, a corner comes into view - Levi should assume you've turned into it and so you rashly choose to dart back down. Much to your hard luck you find that his senses are well adapted, the direction of the wind is enough for him to trace your whereabouts.
The pursuit resumes, and he stays disturbingly relentless.
Arm shooting to the right you think perhaps making it look like you're aiming to fly somewhere else again will completely catch him off guard, he can't expect for you to pull the same trick twice.
Setting your plan into motion your finger pulls at the trigger but you startle when the cable doesn't come out, it's jammed. Panic seeps into you and to make matters worse your gas is running out.
Without warning you're thrust into the body of a nearby tree, the bark scrapes against you and scratches begin to form anywhere you've made contact with the jagged surface, you want to admit defeat but the warrior inside of you denies Levi the pleasure of seeing you beg. In its place you deliver a harsh kick to his thigh, you're aware he's injured it and you're certain there are no rules to say you can't play dirty. Your boots hammer against leg hard enough for him to give out and let go of your body, but then you realize you lost this game from the very moment your grapple hooks broke, you have nowhere to hold onto.
Before you can even let out a shriek of horror Levi's shot back to you, he frantically accelerates and by a miracle humanity's strongest is able to grab a hold of you again. This time you don't dig your heels into his leg and you allow for him to clutch you by the torso.
Within a minute the two of you descend towards the forest floor and Levi throws you into the dirt furiously.
"You could have died. Being foolhardy will only lead to an early death." He barks as he directs his blade towards your neck.
"Am I dead yet?" Whispering back your gaze isn't trained on the blade but right up at him.
His nostrils flare up, his hair sticks to his forehead haphazardly and the knuckles that hold his pointed blades are white in tangled dissatisfaction.
Grabbing you by the hips he flings you over his shoulder choosing to not continue with the confrontation.
"I know what you're up to." His voice is still rugged from the pursuit and it takes you a split second to register what he's said.
Your eyes widen and your breath hitches in your throat, no way, there's no way in hell he knows. He's sharp but he's not a mind reader.
Your position means he can't read your face seeing as you're facing his back, instantly steeling your features you let out a breathy laugh.
"And what may that be?" Silently you pray he's worded himself ambiguously to catch a slip up.
"Being gutsy, you think that makes you a good soldier. It doesn't."
Relief floods you. He doesn't know.
"Soldiers need to be brave." Your retort makes him grumble.
"If  you die with no meaning by being reckless what's the purpose of being a soldier?" His question has you stopping and thinking on what the correct answer is.
Unable to think of an answer you ask another question.
"Are you saying your previous comrades died without meaning?"
"No. Their deaths fueled me slay more titans."
"So if I died back there who wou-" He swiftly cuts you off showing no inclination of wanting to hear what it is you have to say.
"I'll cut your tongue off if it's stupid." He clearly isn't serious about the threat but he does mean it when he warns you to not overstep.
Despite the consequences you say what's on your mind. "I just wanted to ask who would give my life meaning if I ever died. I don't have siblings and my parents died long ago."
Silence follows and the crunch of his boots against the muddy leaves tells you he probably doesn't wish to answer your question.
"Sorry-"
"I would. I would give meaning to your life." He says it with such ease you almost want to admire the enemy but you know he's said it because he feels he has to.
"You barely know me but I hope one day you can stop thinking everyone has to rely on you." You say it with taunting understanding.
Another bout of silence follows. Only this time the two of you feel warmly comforted, he doesn't understand how you've seen through his facade but it's easy for you to spot another liar.
846, ii.
Brows drawn back you observe your surroundings attempting to mask your scrutiny. The place is running amok with uncontrollable Eldian folk. The stench of unadulterated sin makes itself known but you seem to be the only person able to smell it. Eren bumps against the table you're sat at and your face twitches a little but you say nothing. You're yet to get used to these people's lack of manners.
At least that's how you force yourself to think. To be truthful, you don't quite understand what it is these people have done wrong. Ever since you've arrived you've been nitpicking at every single minor inconvenience or possible issue. A girl stole a potato and broke it into uneven pieces to share and you attempted to twist the story in your head to make her look like an unfair, greedy voracious demon but... you found yourself finding very little to actually be angry at. These people are essentially normal in every way of the word, they aren't demons and you can't help but feel yourself slip away from everything you once knew as reality. You're finding it difficult to believe what years of Marleyan education taught you, the hymns that were once drilled into your brain permanently are but a vague memory.
You feel disgustingly under-dressed and out of place, you don't belong here not when you're meant to hate these people, not when you're meant to despise them. You should be fighting the urge to shove their heads onto pitchforks or to skin them alive and feed them to pigs. Everyone back in Marley told you to control your impulses but now you're here and you've settled down even having the opportunity to converse with these individuals, share their pain, share their loss, share their suffering, you wonder why you have no impulses to control. Have they brainwashed you? Or is it that you're the real demon in this situation?
Fingers mingling with each other on your lap you sit hopelessly alone. Interacting with the so called enemy is much harder than you expect. Worry consistently bubbles in the pit of your stomach and every night is spent tossing and turning evaluating then reevaluating who the bad guy really is. At first the task of daily interaction isn't a big deal, you find it easy enough to approach members of the team and fake interest in their lives until the original plan falls through. You do become invested in your team members lives and stories that it comes to the point where you don't have to force yourself to smile at their jokes or to sympathize with their tales of grief. You become one of them and you swear you're meant to feel like a traitor but eerily you feel like you belong.
Nevertheless you try your best to stick with what you know. You're nothing like Zeke, you're loyal, capable, faithful and trustworthy. Never will you turn your back on Marley.
Rising to excuse yourself from dinner you think you've just about made it and escaped finally able to hide away in the confines of your bedroom but your lips form into a straight uncomfortable line at the feeling of someone's hand latching at your wrist. You're halfway down the hallway just a few more steps away from your bedroom. You hope it's one of the rookies.
"Oi, come here."
Head shooting backwards your eyes land on Levi, his dark curtains fall in front of his eyes - you note that he hasn't trimmed them as he usually does. Despite his size his grip is firm and your wrist squirms around a little trying to manoeuvre out of his bruising grasp. He seems to notice he's underestimated his strength once again and loosens his hold on you. Narrowed eyes analyse your anxious form, they're grey and in this lighting almost glow appearing silver. For a brief second your mouth is left ajar by the delicate but rough manner of his face.
"Everything Okay?" He doesn't typically seem to care very much about anyone, the question activates your senses and you're on full alert but the eye contact you make with him seconds later slows down the gears in your mind, they only whir and hum in anticipation completely coming to a halt.
"Yes, yes everything is okay." You're playing around with the hem of your shirt and you silently question when you were ever this nervous around anyone. You're a Marleyan soldier for heaven's sake not an unrestrained, unsupervised child left to play in a park.
Despite your clear inability to cushion and shield yourself from your Levi's stabbing gaze you attempt to appear as nonchalant as possible.
"I'll be going I just feel a little â" At first you had thought to fake you were ill but at the feeling of a sudden strike of pain you hold onto your stomach, the ache burns into your abdomen and without permission it travels higher up towards your ribs. "A little unwell." You manage to wheeze out. Hand placed onto a nearby cement wall your thought process is hasty speeding up by the second. Have they figured you out and had you poisoned? No, you barely ate anything today.
You hunch over feeling the bile crawl up your throat, on reflex you clamp your eyes shut not wishing to anger a superior by acting insolent and disposing of your dinner in the hallway. Shaky palms reach hesitantly for your lips and you force yourself to keep it in. Levi would commit a murder if you heaved and gagged letting it all out in front of him.
You motion towards the door trying to emphasize that you can handle yourself in the privacy of your room. Tears bite at the sides of your eyes and your vision is so blurred you can only make out the faint outline of the man who was just in front of you.
"Relax. I'll clean it." Your hair is brushed away from your face securely held back and you can't hold it in any longer, the acrid storm surges through your throat, you retch at the harsh sting it leaves behind. Breathing heavy, perturbed and anxious you gasp in all the air you can get.
"I knew you looked ill." His hands hold your jaw gently, the pads of his fingers are calloused but his touch remains soft. A tissue dabs at your mouth wiping away the excess untouched sick.
Just like the sick which surged through you less than a minute ago you feel something else entirely tear into you. You can't put a finger on it but it's dangerous for you to not feel contempt.
847, i.
Your heart accepts what your mind has been ignoring for months on end when Levi looks you square in the eyes after a heart wrenching expedition. The vacant look on his face is enough for the guilt to consume you whole but he doesn't know that. He doesn't know of your sins.
The wagon of corpses reeks of death and desperation. It's rotten and the smell is sickening. Forcibly you  stop yourself from feeling any more grief. The despair isn't yours to go through.
Your first ever personal loss outside of the walls and you've learnt Paradis is not home to demons. Cheeks burning in mortification you can't formulate any thoughts on your own accord, instead they continuously emerge in bursts and finally a single thought sticks out from the rest - Are you aiding in the destruction of innocent human life?
The both of you are sat on guard duty with the corpses, half of the team has been wiped out in one sweep. Your trembling hands don't seem to want to steady any time soon and you sit there with your guilty conscience strangling you slowly, your airflow is getting shallower. Shorter, quicker breaths leave you. The imaginary gash in your chest is bottomless, and your lungs push and pull in a power struggle.
Levi's coarse hands abruptly hold onto yours and the floodgates open again, he doesn't know what you've done to him, done to his soldiers, done to his people. If he knew who you really were, would things be different?
"This was out of your control."
Do you tell him?
The question sits in your mind for a while until you shake your head. He takes it the wrong way and think you're responding to him.
"This was not your fault." For the first time in months you've heard his voice crack under pressure.
"Pe- Petra she- I could have taken one for the team and died instead of her." All that remains of your dear friend is her blood soaked cloak. Her body was one of the few that had to be hauled away earlier to decrease the carriage's load.
The fabric still smells of Petra, smells of honey and chamomile and the simple soap offered at the base, but it still smells of her.
Firm hands grab your shoulders and Levi's fingers dig sorely into your flesh.
"Don't."
"But I- I didn't contribute as much as her and she has family who are alive." Hiccuping you try to bare with the fact that you'll wake up tomorrow and not see her preparing breakfast for everyone else. You know you could have propelled her out of the way just in time if you hadn't been so taken aback by the entire situation.
"You were her comrade. She made the choice to die for you."
You want to reach out, sob into his chest and yell that you regret it all, scream and tell him about the secret you've been hiding. A sorry excuse of a comrade you are to let her die on the battlefield not knowing your true identity. The tears roll down your cheeks and Levi feels his heart constrict and squeeze as he comprehends the lack of regard you have for your life. "It should have been me." Is repeated over and over again, your eyes are raw and bloodshot, the vicious wind sinks its teeth into you.
"Then die."
"If you're willing for her life to have no meaning. Die." The words he spits out are as cutting as the bitter wind. He feels cheated and you're finally able to come to your senses.
He's faired much worse but you doubt he's ever acted out the way you have in front of another person. In this never-ending void of darkness locking away the dull ache caused by deafening loss is the best choice for everyone.
Much like the night you had been sick he takes a grip of your jaw and directs your face towards his, this time he's not as gentle as before but you conclude that it's because he's drained, completely exhausted from the battle. The eyes are the windows to the soul but Levi's window panes are shattered, completely crushed by the weight of the constant burden he has to carry.
"I'm sorry." You croak out the apology. He grits his teeth because he doesn't want you to apologize but he doesn't voice out his opinion. As a substitute he presses his arms against you, the terribly raw panic is murdering you. Levi's gruff voice is a mixture of faux irritation but mutual understanding.
"Cry." He allows for your head to loll against his shoulder.
As the dark envelopes both you and him the scent of the dead only becomes more and more pungent, recalling fond memories of Petra and the others you know your heart settles on a decision before your mind does. You're a two timing back stabbing traitor for this. What you hated Zeke for you have become yourself.
Disloyal, unfaithful and fickle.
That day you place your loyalties with Paradis.
847, ii.
Levi's wiping down one of the kitchen tables, you're kneeled on the floor scrubbing vigorously. The others have already given up, panting they've left using the excuse of fetching water from a nearby well. Your back aches but you find cleaning reassuring and somewhat of a decent distraction.
"Why do you like to clean?" You're used to Levi asking you abrupt questions by now, after all the two of you have been acquainted for well over a year now. Through that year he's learnt about you and you about him. When in the midst of what looks to be humanity's final year's, twelve simple months is enough to form a bond worth a decade.
"I'm not good at a lot but I am good at cleaning."
"You know that's not true idiot." The tone of his voice indicates that your answer doesn't please him.
"But I do think I'm good at cleaning? Maybe not as good as you but I am half decent."
"Not that. You're good at much more than half the people I've ever met." He sneers, his footsteps edge towards you. "Purely being a good person is a talent these days."
You suppress a flinch because you aren't a good person at all. Neither are you that middle ground between good and bad. Rough around the edges and uneven, you're shards of glass ready to slash and hack away at him if Marley somehow lures you back.
The confession, if you could even call it that catches you by surprise and anger fills you. You almost want for him to not trust you and call out your bluff. It's a little unnatural how badly you want for him to realize the truth.
Your head turns up to stare at the man who's a few steps away from you. "Or am I just good at acting genuine?"
You don't even mean to snap at him and you don't even realize you have until you see his eyes widen and mouth part in imperceptible surprise. Biting your tongue your attention is diverted back to the wooden floor. Driving your washcloth into the crevices and dips of the floorboards you ignore Levi's leather shoes which now stand right in front of you.
"Are you questioning my judgement of character?"
Be born in Marley, That's what you had done, trained to destroy people you thought to be devilish entities, foolishly chose to grow attached to the so called enemy. Your mind lingers onto a specific thought and you're deathly afraid to be thinking it in the first place but there's no more avoiding it.
Falling deeply in love with Levi is your worst mistake to date.
"What I did. It was out of my control." you reply, voice hard.
"Not disclosing what it was?" He asks.
Your silence is his answer. Kneeling down to where you are he disarms you, the washcloth is taken out of your hands and he places it onto a table.
"You are a good person." His voice is brusque and he states it like it's a fact, something you should know. Hot tears threaten to spill over, he's stupidly naive for not rethinking that opinion of his. Lips thinned and eyes watering you don't know how to feel.
"Levi. I'm sure you'd like to think that but I am not."
"You love the members of the corps unconditionally I can see it in the way you look at them."
"Sometimes you look a little sad when you stare." The last sentence he adds in has your pulse racing. He's right, you often feel miserable thinking about how everyone would react knowing who you really are.
"I'm not interested in bad people." He sounds distant saying such warm words and it takes a moment for them to actually sink in. You don't quite believe you've heard him correctly. The dread sinks to the bottom of your stomach and the feelings you've buried at the back of your mind hit you like a tsunami. The thought of him feeling the same way for you, is agonizing.
"Stop being ridiculous." The uncertainty is killing the both of you.
"Loving you is not ridiculous, if you don't feel the same way you can say that and I'll step away. We'll be back to normal."
"No, no, no. You don't get it. You're just saying that." Your voice quivers and the intensity of this new revelation is too large for you to cope with.
"Why would, you," He begins, voice just above a whisper, "ever think that way?"
"Why would you even look twice at me?" You reply.
"Because I worry for you."
"You worry for everyone."
"I worry for you the most."
Instead of letting you respond to him this time he carries on speaking.
"We both know we feel the same."
You already knew you were in love with Levi, you didnât need for him to tell you. You knew you were in love when you tried to memorize his facial features, you knew you were in love when his laughter was the cause of your laughter, you knew you were in love when you threw yourself in front of that abnormal for him.
That's when you begin to understand what all his signals meant. You now knew why he'd let you stare so intently, you now knew why he laughed particularly hard when it was you who had made a joke, you now knew why he scolded you and nearly broke down at the sight of your injured arm after that specific expedition.
You know it. He knows it. You both know what this will lead to.
But you still lunge onto his lap, you still press your wobbly lips against his. You still choose to surrender yourself to him and he still reacts by taking a hold of your shaky hands which lay on his chest. He envelopes them in his warm grasp. Slowly but gradually the ice thaws and dissolves. Heartbreak, anguish and suffering when one of you loses the other will be the end of your romance, you're sure of it. Hell, the both of you are in the middle of a war but your heart flames up thinking of all of the possibilities.
Perhaps it'll play out the one way you wish for it not to.
Could your ending be in betrayal?
848, i.
"Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded hus-"
"Cut the crap and kiss me." Levi's crude interruption isn't appreciated by Erwin but everyone knows Levi doesn't care all that much for formalities and hates being in the spotlight for too long.
Gripping him by the collar of his suit your lips are a centimetre away, he stops you tightening the hold he has on your waist. His lips gently press against your collarbone and his breath meanders towards the shell of your ear.
"Swear you won't die on me."
Gulping you look away apprehensively. You know you can't promise that.
âOi, Iâm expecting an answer.â His voice flickers slightly.
Forefinger holding your chin up you see your soon to be husband close to tears, he valiantly blinks them away. Levi has never been one to make his pain public and your heart twists in your chest as you realize just how much of a hold his feelings for you have over him.
"I can't promise that, you know it'll only hurt more." The strange bitter taste in your mouth won't let you comply with his request and by measuring his reaction you see his eyes cloud in an unidentifiable emotion, you're sure it's nothing positive.
"We may not have a happy ending Levi but we'll always have a happy middle."
Levi scoffs in derision, he has to think your attempt at being meaningful is ridiculous.
You lean into him and it's all so heart-wrenchingly familiar yet foreign. His body sags comprehending that not everything will go the way he wants it to. One of you is guaranteed to leave first.
Hands finding purchase in the cloth of his white dress shirt Levi doesn't cringe at you creasing the fabric as he usually does. He allows for you to call the shots this time, your lips brush faintly against his before you nosedive into him. No resistance is felt and he replies almost immediately. Everyone applauds as his fingertips press into the back of your skull and you find that this is all incredibly hideous. The innate disloyalty you feel, you throwing your entire life away for this man but you find yourself not caring. To hell with that miserable life crammed with sin.
Levi smiles against your mouth, you assume you're meant to magically smile back but you can't make yourself. It's uncomfortable relishing in the undeserved happiness knowing it won't last forever.
The world you live in isn't ideal nor is it forgiving.
Momentary joy is all an antagonist can hope for.
849, i.
Jean canât take his eyes off the newly weds.
Youâre cooing into your Leviâs ear gently, his cheeks flush scarlet at the feeling of your hot breath against his skin and he scolds you for having the gall to rile him up in public.
Jean sniggers finding some sort of odd delight from the interaction - heâs never seen the Captain this content and at ease.
849, ii.
You don't know why you've dragged yourself out of bed just to stare at your husband's face but you have, despite the toll life has had on him he seems sound for once. His breathing peaceful yours is anything but that. When it's dark the weight becomes heavier, your skin tingles and your throat burns aching for release.
Eyes blurring your hands shake reaching out for him but you can't find the courage to make contact. Nothing will ever warrant plaguing him even more with your existence.
The memories become increasingly bitter.
"If we make it out of this alive we'll have children and they'll look just like you."
"I want them to look like you." had been your reply.
Levi winced not seeming to like the idea.
"No, I want them to look like you. You're beautiful."
How wrong he was for thinking that.
You, beautiful? He'd stab himself ten times over if he knew just who exactly he had said those words to.
850, i.
Zeke had betrayed you after finding out who you were to Levi but you half expected that he would tell him the truth at some point regardless of that fact.
Tear stains travel through the mud and grime on your face, Levi's eyes are indifferent as he twists his wedding ring off his finger flinging it into the surrounding rubble.
Without your permission he yanks your arm forwards intending to take your matching ring away but you hold on digging your heels into the dirt beneath you.
"You disgusting bitch. Give me it."
You scream, high and awful, he continues jerking at your arm the muscle throbs crying out for him to stop but he doesn't and no one steps in to put a halt to any of it. Levi having had enough grabs at your neck ruthlessly. In any other circumstance he'd be labelled callous or cruel but everyone on the battle field shares a similar empathy for their Captain. Neither they or Levi had expected your disloyalty.
"I said give me the ring if you know what's good for you." His fingers slide around your neck, his seemingly low words cling onto the little respect he has left for you.
"No." Your defiance has his eyes hardening in and posture tensing. "I'm not handing it over."
Levi says nothing, he only holds onto your throat tighter, if he really keeps at  it your windpipe will be crushed in no time. You know he's holding out on purpose, he's still giving you a chance. He expects for you to stand your ground, say you never deceived Paradis, say something, anything to make him let go of you. Â
"Marrying you... It just happened somehow. I know it was selfish of me." He squeezes harder. "I know it was. I'm sorry Levi." Gasping and breathless you clench and unclench your fists finding it too difficult to explain.
Your mouth opens, you want to tell him you haven't seduced him like he thinks you have, tell him you dropped that plan of yours long ago but then you falter at the last second. Â It's typically hard to tell when Erwin's infuriated but it's painfully obvious when you make eye contact with him over Levi's trembling shoulders. It's enough to tell you to give up. Enough to tell you that you're beyond redemption, you've ran and hid long enough.
"Hand over your titan." Levi says nothing to Erwin's proposition, the hold he has on your neck loosens but his silence is sickening. It means he agrees.
This is fate's idea of a cruel joke.
But you agree, on the basis of one condition.
"Fine but-"
Levi cuts in, all regard for you devoid from his system.
"You're in no place to be making demands." He snarls, his patience quickly running thin.
However Erwin urges you to continue speaking taking you aback.
"If it's not too much maybe we can accommodate your final wish." Erwin had always been thoughtful in nature and you thank him for even bothering to show you a sliver of benevolence.
Everyone's looking, all eyes are on you. Some are blinking away tears, others are disgusted unable to stare at you for more than a few seconds at a time. Levi falls into the latter.
Brazen with not an ounce of shame you mention the ring again. "Let me keep it." Your left hand covers your right and underneath the flesh is the last symbol left of your union with Levi.
Whispers and murmurs orbit you, none of them are kind and Levi loses it.
His reflexes are paralyzing, he's back at it clawing your neck mercilessly but you don't scream or shriek as you did previously. You take it, you let him unload his frustration.
"Levi. Let it go for the sake of humanity." Erwin says pointedly. Irritation pricks him, he wants this over and done with and your rebelliousness doesn't look as if it'll be tamed any time soon unless you're given what you want.
Levi's face is crimson, the fresh blood from the expedition still steaming. "Y/N, I'll saw your arm off if I have to." But, you know he's already given into Erwin's orders when he throws you to the ground letting you crash and wheeze for breath.
850, ii.
Levi's been appointed to guard you for your final night alive. The room feels wistful as you think back wondering if the life you lived was respectable.
"Why did you stare at me when I slept? Did you think of killing me?" Half commanding and half pleading his voice cracks. He coughs attempting to cover it up.
You jolt not expecting the interaction at all and you're not the slightest bit surprised that he had seen you all those nights staring so deeply. He'd always been a light sleeper. You turn your head up hoping he's looking at you.
He isn't.
"I wanted our children to look like you. I think you're beautiful."
It's now his turn to recoil, only he does so in repulsion remembering the familiarity of those words. They had left his own lips not too long ago.
"I'd never have children with the likes of you." He sounds tense then.
You understand. No one would want to have children with someone as hated and as despicable as you.
"I know." You whisper faintly.
850, iii.
When Erwin's eyes glaze over unable to focus on anything in particular Levi assumes it's him growing used to the titan powers. What he doesn't expect is for his Commander to bang his head against the floor unrelenting screaming your name.
Pairs of hands move to stop him but he thrusts them aside wailing. Levi stresses trying to figure out what it is you could have done in the wake of your death.
But Erwin Smith. Courageous, brave Erwin Smith, who never cracked at loss of life for the sake of humanity, who always eloquently spoke to everyone around him at all times, finds himself slumping down to his knees and weeping for you.
The warm blood from his self inflicted assault still trickles down his nose, a tremor shakes through his entire body when he thinks of breaking the news to Levi.
The edge in Erwinâs voice grows dangerous.
"We made the wrong choice."
Erwin can't word it any better than that.
But Levi understands right away, he wishes he didnât, he wishes he was ignorant enough not to.
Hange sticks an arm out aiming for his shoulder but he stumbles away nearly falling back into the floor not wanting to be touched by anyone.
He finds that he is not human enough to cry. Itâs that or heâs not human at all without your presence.
854, i.
Levi has grown old without you, lived to see months and new seasons without you by his side. Over time his eyelids have become heavier, the corners of his mouth naturally droop and he remains perpetually somber.
Sometimes you visit him in his dreams, each time you make a silly comment about how his grey eye bags make him look like heâs been punched in the face. âLevi Ackerman, I swear if you donât sleep soon!â You cushion the blow by whispering sweet nothings, reassuring him that you still think heïżœïżœs beautiful.Â
Occasionally you add in that you donât blame him for the past, but those conversations only last for a few seconds at a time.
âI donât blame you.â It always starts off with the exact same phrase.Â
âI should have listened to you.â Leviâs tone is stern and uncompromising .
âLev, I was never going to tell you to spare my life. You tried to listen to me, I could tell you wanted me to deny it.â
Levi refuses to answer you, he still thinks heâs at fault.
Not a day goes by where he doesnât think of that ring. He regrets throwing it away recklessly into the rubble.
Some day heâll return to Shiganshina to find it. The idea sounds laughable but he has to find a reason to smile as he fights for his life.
That is what Levi thinks as two setâs of jaws snap shut onto his legs, a flurry of red surrounds him. His throat constricts at the feeling of his thighs being ripped away from the rest of him.
âI tried.â He whimpers to no one in particular, eyes blank and losing meaning.
âI know Levi, I know.â The same voice from his dreams soothes him.
âDo not despair. Find me again in another world.â The biting wind adds in.
Leviâs eyelids flutter shut unable to do much else.
Heâs unsure if he has the courage to face you again in another lifetime.
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can you please do an omegaverse fic with inarizaki having an omega manager that goes into heat during a game and she tries to leave but some guys from another team stop her and harass her but the bois pull up and protect her <3
a/n - right, just a warning, iâm a big atsumu simp and this became abundantly clear to me when i was writing this... itâs less inarizaki and more miya twins (with the addition of kita). whoops
warnings - harassment (unwanted touching, sexual implications)
In hindsight, leaving the house without packing heat suppressants, or at least being aware of your own condition, was reckless of you. It wasn't your fault you had woken up late and had to rush to ensure you looked presentable by the time the twins came by to collect you. Though you would have loved to make the twins late (considering it was their fault - they didnât have to get you hooked on a new TV show and leave the call midway through the season finale), you werenât so keen on having any of Kitaâs disappointment directed towards you. Therefore, when the twins arrived, Atsumu with a wide smirk at your slightly dishevelled self, you settled on directing a swift punch to their stomachs as revenge.
âOuch,â whined Atsumu, rubbing his stomach with a pout. âWhat was that for, stupid?â
âObviously sheâs pissed off that we let her stay up late,â Osamu grumbled, also rubbing his stomach, though, instead of a pout, his lips were tugged downwards in a frown. âAlthough I donât see how her terrible sleep schedule is our problem.â
âDonât get me hooked on a new show next time,â you muttered, looping an arm through Osamuâs and beginning to pull him down the road. In your other hand, you held a cool bag with some snacks for the team. The only reason you had grabbed Osamu with your free arm was to prevent him from peeking into the bag. If he had hands free to look, he had hands free to eat the food within. Atsumu was less likely to eat the food, though that didnât stop him from unzipping the bag and peeking inside.
âOh, tasty!â he exclaimed, zipping up the bag and making eye contact with Osamu, whose head had turned in his direction once the words left his mouth. He was clearly pleading with his twin to reveal what was in the bag. Atsumu simply stuck his tongue out. âWhy donât ya use your nose to figure it out? You always boast about having a better sense of smell than me anyway.â
âBecause I do,â snapped back Osamu, quickly becoming irritated, muscles tensing as he prepared himself to leap towards his twin. Your arm tightened around his, and you shot him a look, eyes holding a warning. With care, you let your scent wind through the air around the three of you, the twin alphas calming at the subtle shift in the air.
Atsumu looped an arm over your shoulder, pulling you closer to him, the bag you were carrying bumping awkwardly against his legs in the process. This action almost caused your arm to slip from Osamuâs, but he quickly tightened his hold. Atsumu was not going to pull you away from him. Almost in sync, they both turned towards you, noses nuzzling into the crook of your neck. You let out a slightly frustrated sigh, but let them continue scenting you. After all, when they were able to do this, they were at their calmest, and you still had a long bus journey ahead of you where keeping arguments to a minimum was preferable.
When you began to approach the school gates, you pulled out of their grasp, walking ahead of them. You began to walk faster, shooting a look over your shoulder to see the pair of them watching you with confused expressions. It was when you finally broke into a sprint, hefting the bag holding the food at a weird angle, that they realised what you had in mind. Letting out a laugh, Atsumu took off after you; Osamu quickly followed. If you had managed to get a bigger head start, you might have won. However, on this occasion, both twins pulled ahead of you, darting around a bewildered Kita and launching forward to touch the bus with their fingers.
âI won!â they declared in unison, an argument breaking out between them that you tuned out in favour of focusing your attention on Kita. Aran had already walked over to the twins, grabbing them by the backs of their jackets and hauling them away. It was this sudden movement that jerked them from their argument.
âHey,â you greeted, giving Kita a weary smile as he reached forward to take the food from you. Together, you walked towards the bus. Kita, having arrived ridiculously early, had already packed away everything that the team would need. The only thing not within the bus was most of the team, their individual athletic bags, and whatever you had brought with you. You climbed in, reaching up to place the bag on the overhang above you. Once you had finished, you turned to face Kita. âI think weâre going to win for sure. I did some research on this team and theyâve put forward a series of underwhelming performances in official games, as well as practice matches. Theyâre no match for Inarizaki, especially with our captain ready to step in if the second years on court get too excited or lazy.â
The latter comment was directed towards Suna, whose head poked up from behind a seat near the back of the bus. He raised his middle finger up in response before refocusing on the phone he was holding in his other hand. You yelled over at him, âGood morning to you too.â
âWhatever, y/n,â he sighed, looking up at you once again. âJust sit down somewhere, preferably a place where the two idiots can argue over who gets to sit next to you.â
You just rolled your eyes, taking the seat you were planning on claiming originally. Kita stood in the aisle, giving you a small smile. âIâm glad youâre confident weâre going to win, especially with all the practice everybody has been putting in.â
âI know,â you grinned. While continuing with the conversation, you motioned towards the seat beside you, indicating for Kita to take it. Youâd rather sit next to Kita than have to deal with the twins for the journey anyway. âEverybody has been putting in so much more effort. I swear Iâve had to physically drag Atsumu out of the gym most days.â
âHe just doesnât listen,â sighed Kita, resting his head against the headrest. âI keep telling him practicing too much is bad for his health. He even got a fever because he was practicing too hard.â
âHeâs stupid like that,â you shrugged, a yawn cutting through whatever you were about to say next.
âYou better be talkinâ about Samu,â interrupted Atsumu, taking the seat in front of you and turning around to face you. Osamu collapsed into the seat beside him, flicking him in the forehead.
âShe was obviously talking about you, dumbass,â he quipped.
Osamu turned to you for confirmation, only to see your head resting against the captainâs shoulder. He questioned, ây/n?â
âOf course sheâs asleep,â laughed Atsumu, nudging Osamu with his shoulder, previous comment forgotten in favour of teasing you. âShe canât take the late nights.â
âKeep it down,â Kita said, adjusting your head so that it was rested against him more comfortably. In response, you moved closer to him, an arm sliding around his waist to hug him as you mumbled something incoherent in your sleep. A furious blush spread along his cheeks, and he ducked his head to hide from the twins. Luckily, their attention was fixed elsewhere, on a video Suna had sent to Osamu, too lazy to get up to walk down the coach to show him. Kita let out a sigh, dropping his head to rest atop of yours. He chided, not that you could hear him in your slumber, âYou should really try to sleep earlier.â
It was fortunate for you that you slept for most of the journey. You missed Osamu moaning about being hungry, and then proceeding to search up pictures of food to drool over. Consequently, you also missed Atsumu hitting his twin and being scolded by Kita, something that always made you laugh. However, Suna had got up to draw on your face, which would have been an unfortunate consequence. Luckily, it was only to shuffle back to his seat sheepishly, the sight of Kita beside you a deterrent.
âYou had to fall asleep on Kita,â grumbled Suna, walking along beside you as you entered the gymnasium. You trailed behind the rest of the team, your footsteps unusually sluggish. You blamed it on your late night. âWhy couldnât you have fallen asleep on Atsumu? He wouldâve let me draw on your face.â
âYeah, well, Iâm glad you didnât,â you responded, transferring the food bag to your other hand. The weight, though it wasnât abnormally heavy, was beginning to make your arm ache. In fact, your whole body ached. Eyebrows furrowed, you continued switching the bag from hand to hand. It made no difference. You still ached.
âYou look constipated,â observed Suna, though he took the food from your grip. You gave him a thankful smile, which he waved off. âIâm not being nice. I just donât like walking beside someone with such a stupid expression on their face.â
âI didnât ask you to walk beside me,â you snapped, crossing your arms over your chest. They still ached, even without the bag. All you wanted to do was collapse on the bench at the sidelines.
âItâs not my fault you decided to walk so slowly today,â replied Suna, glancing over at you briefly. Something about you was off, though he couldnât quite put his finger on it. It was probably a consequence of your late night, but even when you had stayed up late before, you were never this sluggish. Usually, you walked at the front beside Kita, or with the coaches. It was rare for you to be at the back unless you wanted to annoy him, which evidently was not the case this time. âI didnât voluntarily choose to accompany you.â
âLeave me then,â you snapped, eyes narrowing in a glare, your scent suddenly spiking. He let out a grumble, releasing some of his pheromones in the air to soothe you. Suna hated being on omega duty, one of the reasons why he was glad you usually opted to walk at the front.
âYou know I canât just leave you,â he sighed, placing a hand on the small of your back to urge you forward. âThe sooner we get to the gym, the sooner you can leave me and sit on the bench.â
That caused you to perk up somewhat, which also had the effect of pulling your scent back to itsâ ordinary level. Your scent may have regulated, but the ache in your body persisted, each movement making you fight back a wince. It was with gritted teeth that you sat on the bench, and pulled your clipboard towards you. Suna gave you one last assessing look before beginning to warm up.
Your gaze was unfocused as you stared down at the words you had written on the page. They swam in front of your gaze, coming apart and then joining again in dizzying confusion. As you stared, you found your mind wandering, nose twitching as you found yourself seeking out any scent that felt comforting, felt familiar. Your head snapped up from the clipboard, falling on a pile of discarded jackets. From the pile, and wafting towards you in the air, was Atsumuâs rich scent that made you recall moments where you were held in his arms and shielded from the rain, Osamuâs that brought forward memories of laughing in the kitchen and collaborating on random food creations, and Kitaâs that filled you with comfort, reminding you of his quite support.
Before you could process what you were doing, you were moving towards the pile, hand clutching the first jacket you found. You buried your nose into the material, breathing in Atsumuâs scent, a soft whine escaping your lips. Your own team, too engrossed in warming up, missed the sound. It did, however, attract the attention of the team on the other side of the net.
You were unaware of the sudden, and unwanted, attention, shrugging off your jacket and pulling on Atsumuâs. You turned your head into the collar, taking in a deep breath. Though the scent satisfied you emotionally, the joy at being wrapped in Atsumuâs scent, caused you to release your own pheromones, made you feel slightly dizzy. A sudden spiking heat rushed through you, and a quiet âshitâ slipped from your lips. Hurriedly, you began to head towards the exit, keeping your head ducked and trying desperately to stop sending pulse after pulse of pheromones into the gym. You figured that, once you were safely in the confines of the bus, you could send a message to one of the coaches, apologising for having to leave and explaining that your heat had suddenly started.
A large hand wrapped around your wrist, causing you to come to a jolting stop. The owner of the hand yanked you back into his chest and you let out a surprised squeak. His arm wrapped around your waist, holding you close to him as he let out a pleased hum. His nose ran along the scent gland at your neck, making you stiffen suddenly. Fear made you kick out, knocking against one of his teammates who was standing beside him.
âGet off me,â you panted, weakly thrashing in his grip, a sharp and bitter scent escaping from you. Across the gym, Atsumu and Osamuâs heads snapped in your direction. âJust want to leave. Need to leave.â
Twin growls ripped through the gym, sending shivers down the spines of many people in attendance, including the male currently holding you. All you could feel was relief. He looked over his shoulder, making eye contact with the furious twins. Their fury had caught the attention of the rest of Inarizaki, who all suddenly stood to attention.
âNo need to be aggressive,â chuckled the male, though he made no move to release you. âI was just going to take care of this omega.â
âLike fuck ya are,â spat Atsumu, lunging forward and grabbing the male by the back of his shirt. His eyes were dark, expression twisted as another growl ripped from his throat.
âGet the fuck away from her,â growled Osamu, who had taken the distraction Atsumu provided to step in front of the male. The rest of his teammates had wisely backed off. One who had been about to pull Atsumu away had been stopped by Kita, his grip tight as he had pulled the man away by his shoulder. Despite the warning, the maleâs arm remained around you. Despite Atsumu at his back and Osmau at his front, he had the nerve to push his nose against your scent gland and breathe you in deeply. A nervous whimper escaped your mouth, all Osamu and Atsumu needed for any last bit of restraint they had to evaporate. He muttered darkly, âI gave you a warning.â
Osamuâs hand curled around the maleâs wrist, yanking it upwards harshly and twisting. His other arm went to catch you, pulling you away as Atsumu finally snapped. His arm wrapped around the maleâs throat, his muscles prominent as he tightened his grip, crushing his windpipe. It was clear Osamu was frustrated too, eager to leap at the male. Yet, you were beside him, looking up at him with fear, and his first instinct was to protect you. He pulled his gaze away from the scene in front of him, scanning the gym until he finally found Kita. Kita was already walking towards you, anger prominent in the lines of his body. He took you from Osamu, letting you wrap your legs around his waist and snuggle your head into the crook of his neck as he held you. Kita left Osamu with a nod, giving permission the other man had not needed, but appreciated, to attack the male who had harassed you. He would let the coaches break it apart. Right now, you were his concern.
Kita walked from the gym, heading towards the bus. It was fortunate he was always prepared. Though he was certain you would be responsible enough to bring your own, he had packed heat suppressors in the buses emergency kit just in case. You let out a soft whine, hands curling into the material of his shirt.
âAtsumu⊠Osamu⊠Are they okay?â you questioned, needing to know. Kita let out a comforting purr, coupled with a release of soothing pheromones. The scent wafted around you, easing your racing heart, though it did little to cut through the haze of your heat.
âTheyâre fine,â he reassured, hand rubbing a soothing circle into your back before he placed you gently on a seat in the bus. You wrapped your arms around yourself, nose immediately pressing against the inside collar of the jacket, breathing in Atsumuâs scent deeply.
âWant the twins,â you whimpered. It was normal for you to want to be close to them. You had been with them since you were born, the three of you inseparable as soon as you were able to toddle. It was their scents that made up the majority of your nest, with the occasional addition of something Kita or Suna or another member of the team had scented.
Kita ignored your comment in favour of grabbing the heat suppressants from the bag. He turned towards you, grabbing a water bottle from where the spares were kept. Deciding it might be better for you, more peaceful and less painful, he also decided to include a sleeping pill. Kita handed them to you. âHave these. Itâs heat suppressants and a sleeping pill.â
He watched as you took the medicine, carding his fingers through your hair affectionately. He gave your fingers a reassuring squeeze, âIâll be back, along with the twins, when the match is finished.â
You nodded, barely registering his words as you let sleep overtake you.
When you woke up, strong arms were wrapped around you, holding you against a chest. You snuggled into the warmth, letting the distinct scent of Atsumu wash over you. Fingers stroked your hand softly, tracing its shape before sliding between your own. Your hand was lifted up, soft lips pressed against it before a face nuzzled into your palm. Sleepily, you looked up, blinking up at the twins. Even in your half-awake state, you could see the slight bruising that peppered their skin. Despite it being two-against-one, the male had landed a few solid hits before the coaches got involved.
âYouâre awake,â cheered Atsumu, brushing a kiss to the top of your head as his fingers ran up and down your back, sliding beneath his jacket and your t-shirt to rest against your bare skin. Osamu gave a small cheer as well, a warm smile overtaking his features as he gazed down at you. That warm smile didnât stop him from scolding you, something you were expecting from Kita and not him.
âAnd an idiot for not realising you were starting your heat,â he said, reaching over to give your hair an affection ruffle.
âWe always know when our ruts are so you should know when your heats are,â chimed in Atsumu, ignoring the weak punch to his chest that you gave him with the hand not being held in Osamuâs.
âThatâs because I always remind you,â you grumbled in response, though your anger was short-lived. The pheromones they were pumping out were so distracting any emotion but bliss was hard to feel, let alone hold onto.
âConsidering how long youâve known each other,â said Suna, deciding to add his two pence to the conversation, âI wouldâve thought you two dumbasses would know what her pre-heat symptoms are.â
âYouâre her friend too,â protested Atsumu, the only thing stopping him from engaging in a fall-blown argument was you in his lap. âMaybe you should have realised.â
âI did realise,â smirked Suna. In a quieter voice, he continued, âI just thought she was tired.â
âCan you all shut up?â snapped Aran, to which Kita was quick to agree, explaining that you would appreciate the peace and quiet.
That put a stop to any argument that could have broken out, both of the twins refocusing on you. Osamu resumed lazily playing with your fingers, while Atsumu nuzzled into your neck, rubbing his face against your scent gland. You let out a content sigh, finding comfort in their touch and the scents of the team wafting around you.
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smitten: y/n's note is in jungkook's bag and she needs to get it back like, right now
âșÂ pairing; jeon jungkook x reader
âșÂ genre; smitten!miniseries!! bff!kook & smitten!y/n!! university!au!! honk honk humour!! the boo hoo angsty wattpad-energy fic of your dreams!! unrequited love!! it hurts so bad but that's what makes it so good!!
âșÂ wordcount; 7.1k
âșÂ summary; y/n realizes her meticulously written i love you note is burning a hole at the bottom of jungkook's bag and the mere thought of him finding it is enough to make her feel sick to her stomach.
âșÂ what to expect; "well, maybe the reason why you're just friends is because the two of you won't allow yourselves to be more than that."
âș smitten: part one [the almost confession]
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[previously, on smitten...]
what?
where the hell is it?
you reach into the side pockets and you're disappointed when you end up pulling out old tissues and empty gum wrappers
it's not in the front pocket either â just your keys, a pack of bubblegum, and a small bottle of hand sanitizer
your brows knit together in deep thought as you settle back against your seat, your eyes flickering to the side as you-
you immediately pale
oh my god.
you're positive that your heart stops beating for three whole seconds the moment you realize where exactly the note is â because no, you idiot, you didn't shove it into your own bag earlier-
the note is in jungkook's bag.
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the next thirty or so minutes of class seem to drag on at a snail's pace and you find yourself checking the time on your phone every five seconds to see when you can finally dart out those doors
your first instinct was to immediately get up and leave because of course you wanted to immediately get up and leave, but with only twenty-ish people in the class and the fact that you're seated near the front... well, it would be a little awkward to just pack up your things and trek up towards the doors without a legitimate excuse (you were tempted to tell your professor that your stomach wasn't feeling very good but the thought of your peers associating you with explosive diarrhea quickly changed your mind)
so, you decided to be a good student and wait it out â but, being perfectly honest, you haven't really been paying much attention to the professor since the thought of you shoving your hi bestie, i'm head-over-heels in love with you note into jungkook's bag instead of yours contaminated your mind five minutes ago
...
you let out a little huff before shaking your head to yourself
how could you be so careless?!
you don't even know how it happened
your bag was sitting on your right thigh, jungkook's bag was sitting on your left thigh... so how the hell did you manage to shove it into his bag??
on the bright side, at least you know where it is, right?
it's in the right side pocket of the bag, so all you have to do is unzip it and stick your hand in and out really quickly without jungkook noticing you rummaging around in his belongings
...but what if he's already read the note?
your foot taps impatiently against the carpeted ground and you reach up and start tugging at your earlobe anxiously, your eyes flickering up towards the dusty analog clock hanging on the wall
c'mon... c'mon...
your grip tightens around your pencil as you continue to trace circles aimlessly on the page, the paper crinkling slightly from the amount of pressure you're putting on it
the stress that's currently eating away at you is probably going to take ten years off your life
"-so, that's pretty much it from me for the day!"
you don't think you've ever been so happy for a class to end as soon as the screen goes black at the front and you waste absolutely no time in packing up
you probably look insane trying to shove your laptop and your notebook into your bag at the same time but you couldn't care less at this point because you need to get the hell out of here
"-please remember to contribute to the discussion threads online... at least four responses, please, and none of those bullshit 'yes, i agree!' responses. i'm definitely not going to count those as participation marks-"
you close your bag with a sharp ziiiip! and you hurry to fold the squeaky desk back into place, a couple of people turning to glance at you for the sudden abundance of clattering and knocking coming from your direction
"excuse me, pardon me-" you pull your backpack on as you step over multiple sets of legs, trying your best not to trample on any feet or knock anyone's tooth out with your bag, "sorry! excuse me-"
you can feel the adrenaline pumping through your veins as you jog up the steps two at a time, your brain immediately mapping out the route to the library jungkook said he'd be at
best case scenario: he hasn't found the note and your friendship with him is still very much in tact
worst case scenario: he found the note and is currently reading it at this point in time and your friendship with him is starting to crumble but you still have a chance to swoop in and pick up the pieces
the absolutely worst case ever in the entire world scenario: he's found the note, he's read the note, he's processed the note, and your friendship with him has been completely annihilated and now he's planning to change his name and leave the country so that he doesn't have to confront you about it
you use your shoulder to shove the doors open before bursting out into the open air, ignoring the concerned glances you're starting to receive from your obviously frazzled state
"oh god, oh god, oh god-!" your backpack flops wildly against your back as you rush down the narrow brick steps leading towards the main boulevard
realistically, jungkook's probably found and read the note, so all you have to do is come up with a short monologue about how all of it was fake and that the note was just a sick, twisted prank of some kind
i know that the note makes it seem like i'm telling you that i'm in love with you, but that's not the truth at all!
"woah, watch it-!"
you accidentally knock into someone's shoulder while sprinting down the lane and you turn around for a second just to hold a hand out while flashing the stranger a sheepish smile
"sorry! so sorry-" you turn back around, reaching up to keep your glasses secured on the top of your head as you continue to sprint, your sneakers slapping down against the pavement
as you read in the note, i made a point about how since we're friends, we should be honest with each other... and honestly, there are nothing but lies in the note! and there's a lesson in that, you know? words can be full of lies but we, as human beings, should be full of truths-
"nope, hate that-" you shake your head and immediately scrunch up that mental piece of paper before tossing it into your brain's garbage bin
you'd sound like an obnoxious philosophy student if you hit him with that explanation
it was a prank! i want to start a prank war with you and this is how i'm kicking things off!
that... that could work, right?
that's not bad!
just tell him that you wanted to start a prank war with him so you decided to go big or go home with an i love you, best friend note to see how he would react!
"so stupid-" you mutter to yourself, slowing down to a jog as you approach the doors to the library, "so, so stupid-"
the Super Epic Prank War ROFL XDâą explanation isn't the greatest excuse but it's the best you can do on such short notice
thankfully, it doesn't take you very long to track down jungkook considering the fact he always sits in the same area every time the two of you come here
your feet come to a screeching halt the moment you spot him and you quickly step to the side to hide behind the wall
you slowly lean over a little to peek at him
he has his headphones on and he's busy typing away at his laptop and you can tell he's concentrating really hard because he has that cute frown on his face and occasionally he'll mutter something to himself
jungkook in intense focus mode is something you find to be very endearing :-)
...
you quickly shake your head to snap yourself out of your daze before focusing on jungkook's face again
he certainly doesn't look like he just read an explosive love letter...
hm
you could still be safe!
...for now, that is.
"okay, y/n-" you stand up straight and let out a breath, giving yourself a mental pat on the head in an effort to calm your nerves, "better sooner than later, right? just- you just have to rip it off like a bandaid-"
your anxiety seems to build with every step that brings you closer to jungkook and you can almost hear the jaws theme song playing all around you
da-dum
jungkook, i swear i have a perfectly logical explanation for this...
da-dum
i know the note does a very convincing job of making it seem like i'm in love with you, but that couldn't be farther from the truth!
da-dum, da-dum
consider this your initiation into our very serious prank war, my friend!
dadumdadumdumdumbdumbdumbthisissuchadumbdumbidea-
"hi!" you greet a little too enthusiastically, trying your best not to make it seem like you just sprinted across campus to get to him even though you very clearly did
"sorry, seat's reserv- y/n?" jungkook looks up from his laptop before frowning, quickly glancing back down at his screen to check the time as he pulls his headphones off to hang around his neck, "aren't you- didn't your class end, like, literally a minute ago? why are you so- did you run here??" he asks incredulously, getting up from his seat as his brows knit together in concern
"no, no! of course i didn't run here, silly- oh, god, give me a sec-" you wheeze, bending down and gripping onto the back of the wooden chair in front of you as you try to catch your breath, your chest still falling and rising at a concerning pace from the physical stress of sprinting and the mental stress of the current situation, "it was more of a- of a brisk walk, if you think about it- jesus, i think i'm gonna throw up-"
"okay, you need to drink some water- come and sit next to me-" jungkook reaches out to help lead you around the table towards him, "god, i don't know why you thought you had to run over, it's not like i was planning on going anywhere-"
"i'm fine, kook, it's fine-"
"you're, like, literally radiating heat," jungkook turns you around and pulls your bag off your back before pulling out a chair and helping you into it, "and your face is all red!" he frowns, setting your bag down on the table and unzipping it to pull out your water bottle
"my face is always this red!" you force out a casual laugh, waving your hand to dismiss him as you lean back against the seat, "i'm fine, it's fine-"
"shut up and take a sip-" jungkook untwists the cap of your water bottle before shoving it into your hands and gently lifting it up towards your mouth, his head tilting up a little so he can check and see if you're actually drinking anything, "c'mon, hydrate yourself-"
you swallow a couple gulps of water before pulling the bottle away and reaching up to wipe your mouth with the back of your hand, "god, i love water-"
"yeah, i bet." jungkook chuckles, visibly more relieved now that he knows you won't be passing out from exhaustion anytime soon
as you put your water bottle away, your eyes lower towards jungkook's backpack slouching against the leg of his chair and almost immediately the anxiety that you thought you'd just swallowed down bubbles right back up
"so, are you going to tell me why you're acting like the cops are after you?" jungkook jokes, taking his seat before pulling his headphones off and setting them down next to his laptop
"i just, um-" you press your lips together as you slowly start to lean down, stretching your arm out towards the pocket, "i just wanted to see you, buddy!"
"i don't believe that for a second." jungkook snorts, turning to look at you
you shoot straight back up and pull your arm up and behind your head as if you're in the middle of a good stretch, "hey, what's with that tone? it's not a crime for me to want to see you-"
"you saw me at lunch! and that was only like an hour and a half ago-" jungkook turns his head to look back at his screen and you quickly revert back to your mission impossible secret agent mode
the forced smile drops from your face and you lean back down, your fingers blindly feeling for the cool metal of the zipper
"you know, you actually came at just the right time-" jungkook speaks up again and you pause just in case you need to pull away from his bag, but he makes no move to turn and look at you, "ji-eun was about to leave for her class but now you can meet her before she goes off!"
"uh-huh..." your tongue pokes out in concentration as you unzip the pocket in one swift movement, immediately sticking your hand in and feeling around for the balled-up piece of paper, "sounds gre-"
hold on, what did he just say?
you shoot back up
"did you just-" you choke and reach up to pat your chest gently, "i'm sorry, did you just say that ji-eun was here?"
"uh-huh!" jungkook nods, "i didn't know she had a spare at the same time as i did so i was surprised when she came over to say hi- it turns out our schedules are, like, sort of similar which oddly makes me kind of happy-"
it's at that moment that you notice the cherry-patterned tote bag slumped in the chair sitting across from you and you let out a nervous chuckle as you shift in your seat, "great! great, that's so- great, it's great that i'm meeting ji-eun today, out of all days..." you trail off, glancing around warily as you try to come up with some kind of an exit strategy
you're just really not in the mood to meet the love of jungkook's life today
you've already been hit with so many blows and it's only two in the afternoon-
"sorry that took so long! i couldn't find a bin but i bumped into my friends and they said they'd throw it out for me-"
oh, you have got to be kidding me.
your eyes widen in mild panic upon immediately recognizing ji-eun to be the girl who had overheard your entire monologue in the bathroom earlier today â and from the way her eyes flicker, it seems as though she remembers exactly who you are as well
"oh, no worries!" jungkook beams at ji-eun before pointing to you with his thumb, "this is my friend, by the way. the one i was talking about earlier! y/n, this is ji-eun."
you stay quiet as you continue staring up at ji-eun, your mind racing a mile a minute as you consider your current options
you can pretend like you've never met her before or you can make things awkward by telling jungkook that you met her today after she'd emptied her bladder
"...y/n?" jungkook lowers his voice, nudging you with his elbow before letting out a nervous chuckle, "please say something."
"i- yes, hello!" you blurt out, the feet of your chair scraping against the rough carpet as you get up from your seat to stick your hand out towards ji-eun, "it's- ah- it's- it's so nice to meet you! i'm y/n."
ji-eun stays quiet for a second before her lips turn up in a polite smile and she reaches towards you, gently taking your outstretched hand in hers (for the record, her hands are shockingly soft and supple), "it's lovely to meet you... as well, y/n. i love your glasses!"
you can't help but notice the immediate warmth that seems to surround ji-eun and suddenly it makes a lot more sense as to why jungkook's attracted to her
you're about as comforting as stepping into a puddle of water while wearing socks
you feel a slight sense of relief seeing that ji-eun is playing along but your new concern is whether or not she's connected the dots that your monologue in the bathroom was dedicated to jungkook
you didn't actually say his name when you were talking out loud, so you might be able to get away with this...
"oh, these old things?" you reach up to feel the glasses sitting on top of your head before flicking your hand at her, "i bought them on amazon. they're blue-light glasses- i can totally send you the link if you want."
"that would actually be great!" she gasps, nodding enthusiastically, "i desperately need a pair of blue-light glasses- seriously, i stared at my laptop screen for, like, ten hours straight today and i really feel like they're about to roll out of my head-"
"oh my god, don't even get me started. at this point it'd probably feel better to rip them right out of their sockets-"
"ji-eun, you ready?"
"let's gooo, i wanna get an iced coffee before we head off to class."
you and ji-eun don't get a chance to continue bonding over the pain of sore eyes when you're suddenly interrupted by two new voices
you look up to see two guys approaching the table and you subtly push your seat back a bit as you prepare yourself to say hello again
"oh! yeah, i'm ready, sorry-" ji-eun gestures towards you with a smile, "this is- this is jungkook's friend, by the way. y/n, these are my friends."
"hi, hello-" you get up from your seat again to stick your hand out, offering the two (very handsome, might you add) strangers a friendly smile, "i'm y/n, jungkook's friend- but you- you already knew that because that's what ji-eun just said-"
"i'm taehyung! you can call me tae-" the corners of taehyung's mouth immediately raise in a bright grin and he gives your hand a firm shake before nodding next to him, "and this is jimin!"
"hi..." you trail off, turning to give jimin a handshake as well, "so nice to meet you!"
"oh, i just- i actually just washed my hands, so-" jimin chuckles, looking down at your hand before taking a small step back, "but it's nice to meet you... jungkook's friend."
ooh
is it just you or did it suddenly get a little icy in here?
"oh, no problem! um, yeah, you too." you pull your hand back before swallowing nervously and forcing the polite smile back on your face, "i like your jacket, by the way! it looks really cool."
maybe it's because he's wearing giant sunglasses indoors but you can't help but feel slightly intimidated by jimin
you can't see his eyes but you can certainly feel them on you and you're definitely getting the vibe that jimin is already not the biggest fan of you for some weird reason
"thank you." he responds curtly, smoothing a hand over the leather before looking down at ji-eun, "so can we go now?"
"mhm!" ji-eun gets up from her chair before pushing it back into place, pulling her tote back up onto her shoulder before flashing a sweet smile at jungkook, "see you later, alligator."
"in a while, crocodile!" jungkook responds enthusiastically, watching with twinkly eyes as she turns and heads off towards the exit with jimin and taehyung glued at either side of her
god
she even walks prettily
and you were literally clomping down the boulevard like a feral caveman a second ago
you wait until they've disappeared to turn and face jungkook with a raised eyebrow, "...jimin was kind of a bitch."
"hey, play nice!" jungkook frowns, reaching over to give your arm a gentle whack, "he's a fashion major! ji-eun says being snooty is part of the degree requirements-" he grins, shaking his head slightly before leaning back against his chair, "she's, like, super funny."
"mm." you hum, still feeling a little uneasy about your interaction with jimin
you just hate it when first meetings don't go well and that first meeting definitely wasn't super great
but it wasn't like you did anything wrong, right?
you were great!
snooty jimin was the one who was being rude
whatever
hopefully you won't have to hang out with him too often if jungkook and ji-eun become an item
maybe you can just stick with taehyung!
he seems to be a lot friendlier
"oh, by the way, i-" you're suddenly reminded of your main mission and you turn to point down at jungkook's bag, "it's not a big deal, but i- i accidentally shoved something in your bag earlier and- could i just get it back from you?"
"you did?" jungkook frowns, leaning down to pick his bag up before unzipping it all the way and pulling both flaps open, "what was it?"
"it was- uh- just some notes on a scrap piece of paper!" you immediately feel the weight lift from your shoulders at jungkook's cluelessness to the situation, "i put it in the right side pocket-"
"wait, are you talking about, like, a balled up thing of paper?" jungkook pauses before looking up at you with wide eyes, "oh, shit- was it important??"
"um, i wouldn't call it important-" you snort, shaking your head, "is it not there? i swore it was in the right side pocket-"
"no, no, it was there! it was there, i just- ji-eun needed to spit her gum out and i thought it was one of my scrap pieces of paper-" jungkook winces, grabbing his phone and unlocking it with fumbling fingers, "i'm so sorry, y/n- let me text ji-eun and ask her which garbage can she threw it into and i can go dig it out-"
"no, no, it's okay!" you nearly let out a screech of delight knowing that your note now has a slobbery wad of gum in it and is living at the bottom of a trash can, "it's fine, i just- they were just boring notes for something. i just wanted to see if i had really shoved it into your bag or not."
"oh, okay-" jungkook's shoulders immediately slump and he sets his phone down on the table, "you're sure it wasn't important?"
"100%." you hold both hands out with a chuckle, "i needed to throw it out anyway so i guess ji-eun actually did me a favour-"
"okay, phew." jungkook sighs, zipping his bag back up and plopping it back down on the ground next to his feet, "anyways- i'm actually glad you're here because now you can help me plan out my date! i was working on it but then ji-eun came and obviously i couldn't have that google doc open in front of her-" he turns his laptop to show you all of his hard work with a grin, "check it out! i have a list of things i need to buy, i have outfit ideas, i even went on pinterest for inspiration-"
"wow, kook-" your eyes bulge out for a second at the sight of the extensive and shockingly organized google doc before you reach over to pull his laptop closer towards you, "i... i really don't think i've ever seen you... even make a google doc before-"
he even has the sunset time written down for the date
why would he need to know what time the sun is setting??
"i have everything planned for next week." jungkook pulls his laptop back to him as you settle back against your seat, "i already emailed my landlord to ask if i would even be allowed to hang out on the rooftop and he said it would be fine! he also reminded me to keep a brick wedged between the door so that i don't lock us up on the rooftop-"
"so you're definitely going with the rooftop picnic, then?"
"oh, i'm actually changing it to a rooftop dinner instead of a picnic." jungkook shakes his head before giving you a half-hearted shrug, "i think a picnic is cute but i really wanna try to impress her, y'know? i ordered this thing on amazon just now- basically, it's a medium-sized inflatable bubble tent! the description says it's perfect for two people and- i'm gonna, like-" he pauses and looks away from his screen towards you with a smile, "well, you know, i'm gonna do what you said and i'm gonna stuff it full of blankets and pillows and... hopefully i can string up fairy lights and stuff on the inside... so that after the date we can go in there and just talk and not have to worry about getting attacked by mosquitos!"
"wow, that's-" you cross your arms over your chest before leaning back and looking up towards the ceiling, "huh. that's actually a cute idea, kook. i wouldn't have been able to come up with something like that. i didn't even know transparent tents existed."
"i know." jungkook gives you a smug little smile before bursting into a grin, "but yeah, that's it! all we have to do is go and pick up all the supplies and stuff."
"we?" you frown, looking back down at jungkook, "i... wasn't aware i was part of this plan..."
"what? of course you are!" jungkook snorts, looking at you as if a third eye just sprouted from your forehead, "obviously you have to help me-"
"well, i just don't know if that's-" you chuckle uneasily as you rub the back of your neck, "i really- i don't wanna get in your way, you know? maybe you should- maybe you should just take care of all of this yourself! i mean, you basically planned everything already-"
"what? but- but you're my-" jungkook deflates and you instantly feel bad upon seeing his eyes suddenly turn sad, "okay..."
you press your lips together and wait for him to say something else but the next few seconds are filled with nothing but awkward silence and the faint buzzing of the fluorescent lights hanging above you
you'd jump off a cliff if jungkook asked you to but helping him prepare and set up his date is something that you,.., definitely would not enjoy.,.,
but then again, this isn't about you, is it?
this is about jungkook, your friend, and he needs your help to set up this very important date that-
oh, damnit.
"i'm-" you clear your throat as you sit up in your seat, reaching over to give jungkook's hand a pat, "no, of course i'll help, kook. i just thought that- well, this date seems so important to you that i thought you wanted to take care of all the details yourself!"
the bright smile immediately returns to jungkook's face and you resist the urge to call him out on so blatantly guilt-tripping you like that-
"yes! you're the best!"
"i know."
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although you and jungkook are practically inseparable on campus (and some would say it might be healthy for the two of you to give each other a little bit of space) â you don't think you'll ever say no to hanging out with him downtown
of course, hanging out with jungkook downtown would be a lot more fun if it weren't for the fact that the two of you have basically spent the entire day shopping for all the things he needs for his date
and if it weren't for the fact that he paid for lunch and treated you to a cake pop and a venti-sized iced coffee, you would probably be livid about having to carry everything for him because you really feel like your arms are about to pop right off in about two seconds
fancy cutlery, porcelain plates, fluffy throw pillows, a giant blanket, fairy lights... at this point he might as well buy an entire house for ji-eun
and look, you know you probably sound bitter and that-should-be-me about this whole situation, but that couldn't be farther from the truth!
it's just that listening to someone you like gushing about the person that they like for an entire day while you're carrying bags full of things for their date can get a little mentally and physically exhausting so if you're grouchy right now it's really not your fault
"i think we might have to call an uber back to your place, jungkook-" you mutter, adjusting the hefty tote bag over your shoulder with a grunt as you trail behind him on the sidewalk, "bringing all of this on the bus is going to piss people off-"
you stumble over your feet a little when the bag in your right hand knocks into a garbage can and you curse to yourself while resisting the urge to kick the damn thing over
"okay, grumpy, we'll call an uber home-" jungkook spins around with a smile before raising the notepad in his hand and tapping against it with his pen, "i just have one more thing i have to take care of and then we can go!"
"okay, well-" you set the bags down onto the ground with a fwump! before rubbing your sore palms together, "what else do you have to get?"
jungkook offered to help carry a couple of things but you insisted that you'd take it all and that he should just focus on ticking off all of the items on his list
you wince at the sight of the pinkish-red imprints now embedded into your palms from the straps of the bags
obviously you've now come to regret your generous offer
"flowers!" jungkook chirps, using his pen to point to the flower shop a couple of shops down, "i have to greet ji-eun with a bouquet of flowers as pretty as she is-"
"yeah, i understand-" you adjust the two bags on both shoulders before bending down to pick up the other two on the ground, "also, i'm not a genius or anything but i'm pretty sure the flowers aren't going to survive until the date if you buy them now-"
"duh, obviously not- i'm going to place an order now and then pick them up on the day of the date!" jungkook tsks, waiting for you to join his side before he begins walking towards the flower shop, "thanks for doing all of this for me, by the way. you really are the best." he hums, hurrying over to open the door for you
"i... yeah, of course, kook." you feel yourself soften slightly as soon as you see the sweet little smile on his face and you quickly scold yourself in your head for being so curt with him all day, "that's what friends are for, right?"
"mhm!" jungkook slaps his hands down on your shoulders from behind before giving them a squeeze, "and i am so letting you choose whatever you want for dinner tonight-"
"hello!"
"oh, jesus-" you and jungkook are immediately greeted by an overenthusiastic employee as soon as you step into the shop and you honestly probably would've knocked him out with one of your shopping bags if they weren't so heavy-
"are you two looking for anything in particular?" he smiles kindly before gesturing towards the large selection of flowers all around you, "we have flowers of all kinds! roses, tulips, lilies- i can even show you flowers from our new tropical selection-"
"actually-" jungkook nudges you aside before glancing down at the employee's nametag, "seokjin, i'd like to place an order for a custom bouquet, if that's okay."
"ah, a custom bouquet!" seokjin claps his hands and rubs them together enticingly, "what are you celebrating? i need to know so that i can help pick out the perfect flowers for your bouquet."
"well, i don't know if it's a celebration-" jungkook chuckles, his cheeks pinking slightly as he reaches up to rub the back of his neck, "it's for a first date."
"a first date!!" seokjin gasps excitedly before turning his head to look at you, "you must be so-"
"-oh, not for me!" you let out a laugh before shaking your head quickly, "it's- it's definitely not for me. i'm just here to provide moral support and-" you lift one of the bags to show him, "muscular support."
"ah, i see... okay, well- why don't i take you around and introduce you to the different candidates you could consider for your bouquet?" seokjin turns back to look at jungkook, "each flower you choose will be very important in showing your future lover how much you care about them-" he pauses when he notices you hovering behind jungkook and he leans over a little with a bright smile, "why don't you go and wait by the front counter, darling? you can put everything down there and take a little break. there's some cucumber water and fresh puff pastry apple roses up at the front if you're interested!"
"well, i can't say no to free food." you snort, nodding before turning to head towards the front counter, "i'll just wait for you over there, then..."
you nearly let out a moan of relief as soon as you set all the bags down and you twist your upper body to the right and to the left until you feel the a satisfying pop! of your spine cracking back in place
your body was not made to carry heavy things
in fact, you'd like to argue that your body was made to lie down and do nothing
you take a seat on the wooden stool before turning to look at the apple roses sitting prettily in the display case and you almost feel like you shouldn't touch them even though seokjin offered them to you
even the pitcher of cucumber water looks too nice to touch
this place is awfully fancy
you didn't even know flower shops could be this fancy
you prop both elbows up on the counter before leaning back comfortably, your eyes lazily scanning around the store
"$15 for a single rose?" you gawk at the little wooden sign poking out from a large bouquet of neatly wrapped long-stem roses before making a face, "god."
you can't even imagine how much a custom bouquet is going to cost if a single rose is fifteen bucks
"-also write a note for you and attach it to the bouquet, if you're interested in that. it'll be an additional five dollars, but we handwrite it on the highest quality card stock with the most beautiful calligraphy and we even spray it with perfume-"
you perk up when you hear seokjin's voice and you look to see him and jungkook coming over to you
you have to admit that seokjin is great at his job because he's doing a good job at milking every dollar out of jungkook-
"yeah, that would be great!" jungkook nods enthusiastically, pulling his backpack off before unzipping it to grab his wallet, "i think a small note might be cute-"
"oh, that reminds me!" seokjin stops in his tracks right as he's about to lift the wooden slab to get behind the counter, "would you be interested in purchasing a teddy bear as well? if you add a teddy bear to your order, i'll give you a slight discount on the flowers."
"ooh, a discount!" jungkook gasps and you turn your head slightly so seokjin won't see you rolling your eyes at how much he's forcing jungkook to buy
you respect the hustle but this is too much
"where are the teddy bears?"
"right by the flowers!" seokjin smiles, wrapping an arm around jungkook's shoulders and spinning him around, "we can round back and take a look-"
"okay, i think i have to cut in here-" you chuckle, reaching out and grabbing the back of jungkook's elbow, "you don't- you don't think a bouquet of flowers and a teddy bear is a little too much for a first date?" you clear your throat quietly before offering a shrug, "i feel like that's just... a lot, kook. i mean, i would be overwhelmed if-"
"well, i guess it's a good thing i'm not taking you out on a date then, right?" jungkook teases, wiggling his arm out of your grip before turning back to look at seokjin, "onward to the bears, my good man!"
ouch
"yeah." you can't help but frown as jungkook and seokjin head back towards the flowers, "thanks for the reminder."
"that's gotta hurt."
"god-" you jump at the sudden appearance of an employee standing behind the counter and you place a hand over your chest before letting out a breath, "you scared me!"
"sorry." he shrugs, "we polished the floors this morning so my shoes are making, like, no noise."
"oh."
a moment of silence passes while you turn to face away from him again, but all of a sudden-
"so he really can't tell that you like him, huh?"
"you-" you immediately straighten up and your head spins around so fast that you're surprised you didn't complete decapitate yourself, "excuse me??"
"what? it's obvious." the employee snorts, spraying cleaner onto the counter before reaching up to yank the tattered rag off his shoulder, "it's painfully obvious, actually-"
you can feel your entire face starting to go red as this complete stranger continues to rip you a new one and you hold a hand out to shut him up, "no offense, but i-i don't think this is any of your business, sir-"
"it's yoongi." yoongi looks down at his apron for a second before frowning, "huh. i forgot to put my dumb name tag on again-"
"well, yoongi-" you place emphasis on his name in an effort to intimidate him and make him go away, "you don't know what you're talking about and i suggest you mind your own business-"
"you should tell him before it's too late." yoongi doesn't seem to be all that affected by your biting tone and you roll your eyes at the way he rounds back to the topic
"what are you even talking about?"
"well, i assume you're going to be his best man at his wedding. from the way it's looking, you're certainly not going to be the bride," yoongi purses his lips as he folds up the rag into a neat little square, "you don't wanna wait until you're fixing his tie at the wedding to tell him that you love him."
"what makes you think i lo-" you cut yourself off quickly before that word slips out of your mouth, "like him?"
"if you didn't, you wouldn't be here right now." yoongi points out with a tilt of his head, "and from how smudgy your eyeliner is, it looks like you've been working hard all day."
your jaw drops slightly and you can't help but scoff
the nerve of this guy!
"who do you think you are?!"
"i'm yoongi." yoongi raises a brow, "i told you that like a second ago- wow, you are not a good listener-"
"do you usually do this with all of the customers who come here?" you interrupt, crossing your arms defensively before leaning in slightly, "you're awfully nosy-"
"i only do this with the ones that seem to have something juicy going on." yoongi hums, leaning down to put the spray bottle of cleaner under the counter, "this is a flower shop. the most exciting part of my day is watching a bumblebee choose which flower to land on."
"well, nothing juicy is going on here so-" you twist back around before sticking your nose up in the air slightly, "sorry to disappoint."
"alright, fair enough." yoongi nods to himself, letting out a sigh as he slowly backs away from the counter, "i guess i'll just leave you to... wallow in self-pity... and continue staring at your friend with cartoon hearts floating around your head-"
"'you should tell him before it's too late-'" you swivel around and slap both your palms down on the counter, "why would you- why would even say something like that?! i can't tell him. are you insane?!"
a smirk twitches at the corner of yoongi's mouth at your sudden confession and he lets out a sigh before stepping back up towards you, "and why can't you tell him?"
"because- i just can't! he's-" you clear your throat before leaning in and lowering your voice, "he's literally taking someone else out on a date- we're here to buy flowers for his date-"
"so what?" yoongi interrupts, "it's just a date. it's not like you're stopping his wedding."
"so what? because he doesn't like me back, so what's the point?" you hiss, resisting the urge to reach over and smack some common sense into this very nosy and very stubborn stranger, "this isn't a romantic comedy- and even if it was, i'm very obviously not the main character-"
"you don't know that he doesn't like you back."
...
well now he's just toying with you
"i... i can't tell if you're kidding or not-"
"do i look like i'm kidding?" yoongi asks, pointing to his poker face before shaking his head, "you don't know that he doesn't like you back. you've obviously never asked him."
"oh, please." you scoff, turning around to lean back against the counter again, "trust me, i know it."
"well, did he ever explicitly say that he didn't like you?" yoongi leans over to peek at jungkook over your shoulder, "do you have a definitive answer to this particular question?"
"no, but he doesn't have to... we're just friends." you frown, your eyes wandering over to the back of jungkook's head, "he doesn't like me. i know he doesn't. we're just friends."
we're just friends.
(saying it out loud is a lot more depressing than you thought it'd be.)
"well, maybe the reason why you're just friends is because the two of you won't allow yourselves to be more than that," yoongi suggests, your head tilting to the side slightly as you force yourself to consider his surprisingly wise words, "it's obvious that you have a solid friendship so it would suck if a relationship ruined that- so maybe he does like you and is only asking someone else out to try to force himself not to like you..."
you feel your heart skip a beat when jungkook turns to glance at you over his shoulder with a soft smile while seokjin continues rattling off about the vast choice of teddy bears available for purchase
you bite back a giggle when he mouths a desperate 'help' at you before raising his hand and twirling his finger next to his head to tell you that seokjin is fully crazy
"...so i guess what i'm trying to say is that you're never really going to know how he feels about you if you don't ask him," you tune back in to the end of yoongi's little speech and you turn your head slightly to glance back at him, "but what do i know, right? i just polish counters at high-end flower shops."
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Fic for day 3 of @jonmartinweek for the prompt "Healing & Recovery". We've all been saying jmart need a lot of therapy after the finale, so...yeah.
Disclaimer: I have never been to couple's therapy. I have done some reading on it, but this is not intended in any way to accurately reflect real world therapy practices. Please just assume that anything "off" is due to the way couple's therapy is practiced in AU-land (though of course feel free to let me know if you spot anything egregious).
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âWhy donât you start,â Judith suggests, âBy telling me about the incident?â
The two men on the sofa give her identical startled looks, as if sheâs uncovered something incriminating. Martin seems to regain his composure first; he clears his throat, and his hand moves to cover Jonâs, unconsciously protective.
âSorry, wh-what do you mean by âincidentâ?â
âFor most couples who come to see me, thereâs an...inciting incident,â Judith explains. âSomething that makes them realize they could use some professional support to work through things. Of course any couple can benefit from seeing a therapist together on occasion, to deal with small issues before they become big ones. But, well, itâs the same way that everyone knows they should go for regular check ups with their GP rather than waiting until they actually get sickâitâs just not something most people get around to until they need it.â
She pauses to give them time to consider that, and after a moment Jon nods, looking mildly embarrassed.
âRight,â he says. âThatâs, ah, I think thatâs fair.â
âThere are pretty strong extenuating circumstances, though,â Martin huffs defensively. âWe didnât exactly have the option for therapy in the aâwh-where we lived before.â
âItâs not intended as a criticism,â Judith tells him. âYouâve chosen to talk to a therapist, and thatâs a big stepâone that many people never take. Youâre ahead of the curve, Martin.â
Martin looks mollified at that; heâs clearly a bit touchy about perceived criticisms of their relationship, and Judith doesnât want to get him on the defensive. She gives them both an encouraging smile.
âSo,â she says. âIs there an incident youâd like to talk about?â
The two of them look at each other expectantly, as if each is waiting for the other to start. After several long moments of silence, Jon raises his eyebrows meaningfully, and Martin sighs.
âFine,â he says. âSo, we, uh, we recently realized that our...garden was a-a bit of a mess. So weâJon and Iâwe get together with our...housemates, to figure out what kind of flowers we should plant. Fuschias orâor hydrangeas. â
He pauses to glance nervously at Jon, who gives him a reassuring nod, squeezing his hand.
Right, Judith thinks, This is probably not about flowers.
âWe agree we all want fuschias,â Martin continues, âExcept Jonâhe wanted hydrangeas. But we took a vote, and it was fuschias.â
âExcept of course most of ourâour housemates werenât there for that meeting,â Jon interjects, folding his arms across his chest.
âYes, but we agreed we couldnât wait to ask every single person,â Martin says sharply, back on the defensive. Jonâs brow furrows and his mouth opens as if to say something, but he changes his mind and shuts it again. Conflict aversion is one of the most common dysfunctions Judith sees in the couples she treats; very few people want to disagree with the person they love, and even fewer know how to have a constructive conflict. She makes a mental note of it for later.
âGo ahead, Martin,â she suggests gently. Martin looks unhappy, but continues.
âSo we agree to plant the fuschias the next day, but JonâJon sneaks out in the middle of the night and starts, uh, planting hydrangeas. Without telling anyone.â
Without telling me, Judith hears in his hurt tone. Jonâs arms are still folded, and heâs almost squirming in his seat with the effort to not interject; Judith decides itâs a good time to invite him into the story.
âJon, why did you feel so strongly about the hydrangeas?â
âItâsâit wasnât that I wanted hydrangeas, I just couldnât a-accept the idea ofâof fuchsias.â
âCouldnât allow it, you mean,â Martin grumbles. Judith lets it pass and continues to focus on Jon.
âWhy is that?â
âThey, uh, they spreadâŠâ Jon waves his hands vaguely. âTheirâtheir...roots? They would get into the, uh, the neighborsâ gardens, completely take over, destroy everything.â
âPotentially,â Martin insists. âThere was no guaranteeââ
âThere was no reason they wouldnât,â Jon snaps.
By now Judith is not only sure that this has nothing to do with gardening, but suspects that neither of these men has ever seen a fuchsia in their lives. Itâs fine, though. This is far from the first time a client has invented a story out of whole cloth so they can work through something uncomfortable without actually describing it. And this is their first session; Judith hopes in the future theyâll trust her enough to give her the real story.
âRemember,â she tells them. âWeâre not here to decide that someone was objectively right or wrong, weâre here to help you understand each other and improve your communication skills.â
âRight,â Martin mutters, unconvinced. Jonâs expression is distressed, but he continues.
âThere was no other choice,â he says wearily. âThe only other option wasâwas azaleas, and I know you didnât want that, Martin.â
âAbsolutely not.â Martin sounds horrified. âBut hydrangeas, Jon? Do you really think that was a better option?â
âYou have to see the difference.â Jonâs tone goes stiff and incredulous, as if heâs winding up for a lecture, and Judith decides to cut that off before it starts.
âSo what Iâm hearing,â she says, âIs that you both had very strong, conflicting opinions on this topic. And thatâs okayâitâs okay for you to disagree, even on something important. Youâre not always going to agree on what the right thing to do is. Often there is no single âright thing,â so it comes down to how the different choices make us feel.â
âThat doesnât seem like a good way to make a decision that affects the whâa lot of people.â Jon clearly considers that his opinion on not-flowers was the objectively correct one. Judith smiles.
âPeople arenât computers, Jon. Even the most logical minded person in the world is influenced by their feelingsâabout important issues, about other people. Youâd be surprised at how much of our decision making is rooted in emotion; either how we anticipate the outcome of our decision will make us feel, or how we are feeling in the immediate moment of the choice.â
A spasm of something that might be grief or pain flashes across Jonâs face, and he leans unconsciously in Martinâs direction. Martinâs arm instantly goes around him, offering comfort without thought. Itâs clear that these two love each other deeply, unquestioninglyâand thatâs also part of the problem. When someone you love thinks that youâre wrong about something thatâs important to you, it can feel like a rejection of your entire self.
âIâd like to pause this discussion for now, and try a little exercise,â she says. Jon nods, sitting back up and disengaging from Martinâs embrace; Martin looks attentively at her, though his expression is unsure.
âOne of the biggest challenges we face with people we love is recognizing that they are separate from us. I knowââ she says, raising her hands to stop the objections she can already see forming on their lips. âOf course you know that youâre separate people. We all know that, rationally. But emotionally, itâs natural to see the people youâre close to as extensions of yourselfâitâs an evolutionary impulse to aid group bonding. It happens with friends and family, and itâs an even stronger impulse between partners.
âWe have to do a lot of work to truly internalize the idea that the people we love have their own inner emotional lives that drive their opinions and decisions. But once you are able to fully grasp that truth, it makes disagreeing with the person you love feel less emotionally fraught; itâs a powerful tool for navigating conflict constructively.â
Jon is frowning, but itâs in consideration rather than disapproval. Martin still looks skeptical, his body language defensive, though he doesnât say anything. Thatâs probably the best sheâs going to get for now, Judith thinks.
âSo,â she says. âThe exercise is this: Iâd like each of you to take a few moments to think, and then tell the other person something about yourself. Not a fact, but something that you feel. And I would like you to listen without interrupting when your partner tells you their feeling. Can you each do that?â
âI, ahââ Jonâs frown deepens. âThatâs...rather difficult to do on demand.â
âI know,â says Judith with sympathy. âThatâs why Iâm here, to support you both in doing the difficult things. If it was easy, you wouldnât need a therapist to facilitate.â
âRight,â says Jon. âOkay.â
âMartin?â
âFine,â he says, but his tone is reluctant. Judith gets it; vulnerability is hard enough in front of someone you love, never mind with a stranger in the room. Itâs easier to pretend that itâs pointless, that youâre not really putting yourself out there to be hurt. She has the feeling that Martin is someone who would rather avoid being hurt, even if it means closing himself off.
âAll right,â she says. âWhen youâre ready, Jon, would you mind going first? No rush, take all the time you need.â Hopefully, seeing Jon take the first step might help Martin get over some of his defensiveness.
âOh,â he says, and for a few moments his expression devolves into one of intense concentration. Then he nods, turning towards Martin.
âStart with âI feelâ,â Judith suggests.
âAll right,â he says, breathless with nerves. âI, uh, I feel...responsible. Forâwell, for everything, basically. And for everyone. Bad things have happened to people, and itâs my fault, because I should have done something. Everything that happened, back there, it was all because of me.â
âIt wasnât you, Jon!â Martin protests. âAnnabelle told usââ
Judith is about to remind him that heâs supposed to just be listening, but he cuts himself off first. Jon laughs, an ugly sound thatâs more like a sob.
âAnd how is that supposed to help? Knowing that theâthat they were using me my whole life, how does that absolve me of any responsibility for what I did? For the fact that I failed to do anything to stop them? I couldnât even go through with the one thing that could have actually meant something, becauseââ
He clamps his mouth shut, his jaw locked tight; Martin looks down at his hands, his expression distraught.
âBecause of me.â
âMartinââ Jonâs tone is wounded, and he reaches for Martinâs hand. Judith sees reflections of a shared pain in both their faces, though she doesnât understand why; this would be a lot easier if theyâd just tell her the truth.
But you didnât get into this profession because it was easy, did you?
âThank you for sharing that, Jon. I think thereâs a lot more for us to explore there, but letâs give you a break and give Martin a chance to share, okay?â
Jon nods, clutching Martinâs hand in his. Martin gives a long, slow exhale.
âRighto,â he says with false, brittle cheer. ââI feel,â wasnât it? Right. Jon, when you do something stupidly self-sacrificing for other people, I feel like everyone else is more important than me.â
Jon flinches.
âMartin,â Judith says, keeping her tone level. âLetâs keep the focus on what you feel, not on what causes you to feel that way, okay?â
âRight,â Martin mutters, and glances at Jon. âOkay. In that case, I feel...like Iâm not important. Like the only thing I can really do isâis take care of you. And if I canât even do that, then what bloody use am I? Thatâs it, I suppose.â
âMartinâŠâ Jon says again, softly. His eyes are wet, and heâs clinging to Martinâs hand like a drowning man to a plank. Martin swallows hard and shakes his head, but he makes no move to extract his hand from Jonâs grip.
âThank you, Martin,â Judith tells him. âI know that wasnât easy to share, for either of you. But this is the kind of honesty that we need, in order to build strong communication. Letâs all take five minutesâif either of you want to take a bathroom break, or get some waterâand then we can talk about where to go from here. All right?â
Martin disappears to the loo, while Jon wanders around the office, looking with polite interest at the shelves of books and ornaments. Judith writes a few notes for herself, to follow up in future sessions. She hopes thereâll be future sessions. Both of these men seem deeply hurt, traumatized by events that theyâre just barely alluding to, and have clearly been struggling through as best they can with less than ideal coping mechanisms, tryingâand likely failingânot to hurt each other in the process. They both need individual counselling as much as couplesâ therapyâmaybe more. Sheâs certainly going to recommend it..
They clearly love each other, though. And they want to make it work. If theyâre willing to put the effort in, they have better than even odds in their favor.
Martinâs eyes are red-rimmed when he returns; he sits on the sofa as near as he can to Jon, who presses their shoulders together. Judith canât help smiling at the sight.
âHow long have the two of you been together?â she asks. She always asks new clients at the end of the first session, rather than at the beginning; that way she can get a feel for the relationship without preconceptions based on longevity. The two of them look at each other properly, for the first time since Martin came back in, and matching, sheepish smiles break out on both their faces after a moment.
âSo it was three weeks in Scotland,â Martin begins, ticking it off on his fingers. âAnd thenâhow long?â
âUhh, itâs...letâs say half a year, give or take?â Jon makes a face that says heâs really not all that sure.
âRight, and then weâve been here nearly six months. So...about a year, all in all?â
âBut we knew each other for over three years before that,â Jon insists earnestly.
âIt sounds as if the two of you have been through a lot,â says Judith. âAnd not all of it gardening related?â
âNo,â Jon says with a self-deprecating chuckle. âMostly not.â
âWe barely scratched the surface todayâand thatâs normal. Relationships are complicated, and it takes a lot of time and hard work to build understanding and communication. But I promise you, it is worth all the effort. You both made a really strong start todayâit takes courage to be that honest, even with your partner.â
The two of them give each other a long look, and the smile they trade is tentative, but genuine. They havenât solved anything today, have only just begun to reveal their hurt and their insecurities; they have a long journey ahead to get to a truly honest, healthy place both for themselves and their relationship. Judith has a feeling theyâll persevere, thoughâthat losing each other simply isnât an option.
âSo,â she says, âShould we make this a recurring appointment?â
Jon glances questioningly at Martin, who bites his lip and then nods firmly, taking Jonâs hand in his.
âYeah,â Martin says. âWeâve done much harder things. We can do this.â
âTogether?â says Jon, and Martin smiles.
âNo matter what.â
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Summary:Â Bucky volunteers to go stop a small time villain, but nothing can prepare him for what exactly he has to deal with. (Bucky x villain!reader, drabble series)
Warnings: cursing, sex jokes, frustrated bucky, dramatic reader, anxiety
Word count: 3.9k
A/N: a lot of requests came in last week, so cool and thank you for sending them in!! iâll try my best to write them if they werenât originally what i had planned for this series bc theyâre so cute kfjdghdf. also hey shoutout to @i-reblog-fics-i-likeâ for suggesting the backstory thing!Â
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Somehow it bypasses Buckyâs spam folder and is in his primary email. SHIELD tech is too advanced to let fake mails like this reach him and this doesnât make sense. Unless it was one of the stupid dating websites he signed up for.
Leaving aside the obvious typo in the subject, he clicks on it, hoping it doesnât unleash a virus onto his computer.Â
Heâs instead greeted with a poorly Photoshopped picture of you at a bar with a martini in your hand. He doesnât have to look too hard to see that the martini is, in fact, an emoji. Off to a terrible start already.Â
Right beside it is an even worse image, an imitation of an early Internet chat box.
Harbinger of Doom just sent you a message!Â
Come to the empty lot near lair. Bring goggles. đ©đŠ
Decline/Accept
He wants to strangle you.Â
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âWhy did you curse my eyes so early in the morning?â He spots you at the top of the lair, speaking loudly so that it hopefully reached you.Â
âWhat?â you yell back down instead. âIf youâre saying something, I canât hear you.â
He rolls his eyes. He pulls his phone from his pocket and presses on your contact.Â
He watches the look of confusion morph into one of slight surprise when you reach into your pocket and pull out your call.
âDonât ever send an image like that to me again,â he says directly.
âIf that one image is too much for you, how will we ever make our sex tape?â
His mouth opens and shuts like goddamn fish.
He can hear your laughter even without the phone.
âFirst of all- stop laughing- first of all, a sex tape is never going to happen. Second of all, I have a debriefing to go to, we need to make this quick.â
He holds up a finger when he sees you begin to say something. By the look of trouble painted all over your face, he knows itâs going to be a dumb innuendo.Â
âThirdly, why are you standing there?â
âI watched The Last Airbender,â you say once your cackling dies down.
âI like that show.â He did. Peter sometimes watched it when he came over and Bucky more often than not joined in.
âI know, you told me.â
Oh.Â
âOkay, what now?âÂ
âPut your goggles on.â You take one step towards the ledge.Â
âWhat are you doing?â The goggles donât do anything to shield him from the sun, considering that theyâre not tinted. Maybe he could invest in those.
You send him a smile, taking a step further. His walk towards the building turns into a jog, then a sprint when youâre basically standing on the edge.
You spread your arms out like Jesus Christ himself before flinging yourself off the building. His stomach drops.
His phone falls to the ground, discarded to the side as he sprints to break your landing.Â
It never comes.Â
Instead, a gust of wind smacks him in the face, forcing him a few steps backwards.Â
âI am now an air bender.â your eyes shone. âKind of.â
Just like that, the show was ruined.
He wipes the dust on from his glasses that he now understands why you made him wear. Considerate, for a person who nearly just gave him a heart attack.Â
âWhy.â Itâs not even a question, just a statement.Â
âYou know how the Tower has a giant âAâ on the side?âÂ
He stares at you.Â
âIâm gonna spray paint âassholeâ on the side of it.â
Pepper would not like that.Â
âThatâs not even evil.â
âYeah, but itâd annoy your super friends,â You do a flip midair, testing out the repulsors that were tied around your palms, âand Iâm the voice of the people.â
Youâre too high for him to reach. He doesnât have his tools, or anything useful on him considering that he never had to use them before. He couldnât even launch himself at you from the side of the building because youâd just move out of the way. He could jump really high but it would just have the same consequence.
He could talk and keep you distracted but that worked once, it wouldnât again. At least not for long.Â
Fuck, he really had only one option.Â
He leaves you to do your somersaults and turns, walking over to where he dropped his phone. Itâs an upgrade from the brick he was using a while ago, but not a high end Stark model. A smartphone, but barely.
He sighs, punching in the number and holding it up to his ear.
âWho are you calling?â you yell from above him.Â
âGo back to your shitty aerobics,â he yells back.
You pause for a second. âWas that a fucking pun, James Bar-â
The dial tone ends when someone picks up. He diverts his attention back to the call.
âHey man, I-
âNo.â
âYou didnât even let me finish.â
âItâs probably something stupid,â Sam doesnât even sound annoyed, just uninterested.
âI need your wings.â
âI was right. Bye.â
It was a long shot anyway.
âFuckinâ hold on a second.â He sees you disintegrate a concrete block by having it drop from the air. âYou come here and fix this, then. Sheâs air bending now.â
â...like Avatar?â Sam unsurprisingly got the reference.Â
Peterâs interests were usually shared by everyone in the Tower, just because they had to compensate for the teasing he had to endure. It led to a lot of geeky documentaries and occasional musicals. Bucky wouldnât be caught dead humming songs from Thoroughly Modern Millie under his breath.Â
âYeah.â
âYou want me to come and fight your girlfriend,â he says slowly.Â
âSheâs not my girlfriend,â Bucky urges, âand yes, I need help. Canât exactly reach her when sheâs twenty feet above me.â
âWe have a briefing in 30 minutes. Why did you even go there today?â
He doesnât know how to answer that. Just looks up at you smacking one of the repulsors against your thigh when it sputters for a second. Itâs tradition.Â
âWell?â Bucky ignores his question.
âFine,â Samâs voice is distant for a second as he agrees. âClintâs asking if he can come too.â
âFuck no.â One of them was more than enough and Sam was way better at negotiation.Â
He hears a faint profanity from who he assumed was Clint before the call cuts.
He takes a seat on the ground and waits.
âYouâre not going to make any effort to stop me?â You have your arms pressed to your side, palms pointed downwards to keep you afloat.
 âI could just throw things at you again.â He makes a mention towards the small pebbles.
âI will fuck you up if you even try,â you warn. He lifts his arms in surrender. âSo thatâs it. Youâre just going to sit there.â
âTo be honest, I couldnât care less if you painted the building,â he says with the least amount of interest he could muster, not that that was very hard.
âDo you not like your team?âÂ
âI do.â He isnât lying. âBut theyâre little shits.â
âI can draw a couple of dicks on their window, no problem,â you say offhandedly.
He looks up at you through his fingers. âThat wonât be required.â
Although it was appreciated.Â
âCool, so then Iâm gonna go.â You make a mention of the utility belt on your waist. He looks at the many spray cans that decorate it.Â
âWhat colour are you going with?â he interrupts quickly. Fuckinâ Sam. What was the point of wings if he couldnât get here in 2 minutes?
âRed, probably.â You look down. âI got purple and white just in case.â
âBuildingâs dark, red is good.â
âYou really donât care, do you?â You lower yourself down to the ground, a few feet ahead of him. âWhatâs going on?â
âNothing.â For fucksâ sake, Sam. âYou really donât like superheroes, do you?â
âI donât have anything against them.â
âThen why do you do this every week?â
This was wading into personal territory and he did not like it.Â
âWell.â Your eyebrows knit together. âBecause I want to. Itâs fun.â
âNo other reason?â
âDo I need to have another reason?â You push your palm downwards, sending you back up into the air. âCanât I just be evil because I want to?â
âSure,â he says. Heâs heard worse reasons. âWhy not?â
âBesides, if you think I donât like superheroes then you should meet Jake.â
âWhoâs Jake?â He hadnât ever heard you mention him before because heâd remember if you had.
âMy roommate.âÂ
âI didnât see him when I came over.â
âThatâs because weâre not conjoined at the hip.â It takes you a second to stabilise. âBesides, he grabbed the water while I got the bracelet but he refused to come say hi.â
Bucky looked down at his wrist. It was still there. He found himself fidgeting with it more often than not.
âHe hates superheroes?â
âHe has a valid reason.â Your eyes widen in worry when your head suddenly dips.Â
âWhat is it?â He knows the height at which youâre at isnât very dangerous but if need be, heâs close by.Â
âCome find out.â Your eyes shone mischievously. âBut yeah, no reason for me to be evil.â
âNot even a tragic backstory?âÂ
âNone. But if you want it, I can give you one, Barnes.â You test the waters, seeing how long you can lie horizontally. âCanât promise youâll like it though.â
âTry me.â He has time to kill. Heâs a good listener.
âWell, it all started with my family- a troop of gorillas.â You flip over to lie on your back. âThey practically raised me, they did. Until my gorilla mother died and I was all but consumed by grief and-â
âYour mother was a gorilla?â He entertains the notion.Â
âOr was it my father?â you ask thoughtfully. âI donât know, I donât remember. Anyway, I met a-â
âJust to clarify, none of this is real, right?â he interjects.Â
You stare at him. He stares at you.
âBucky, thatâs the plot of Tarzan,â you say slowly, âor at least whatever I remember of it... which Iâm beginning to realise isnât much.â
âJust clarifying.â He leans back again.
âAnyway so then when my mother, the deer-â
âGorilla.â
âWhatever. Was killed, I escaped to some place-â
âWhere?â
âSomewhere. And I stayed with these seven men-â
âWhy seven?â He actually remembers watching this movie with his sister when it came out. An early memory, a bit faded. He remembers how long he saved up for the ticket.
âBecause character development. And then I realised the reason my life was so weird was because there was a rat controlling me by pulling on my hair-â
âWhat the fuc-â
âIf you ask any more questions, Iâm going to stop.â
Bucky blinks at you. âSo thatâs your backstory.âÂ
âRaw and uncut, baby.â
âJust to get this straight, your mother, the gorilla deer-â
âWitch.â
âHuh?â
âShe was a witch who stole my hair.â
âWha-â
Heâs interrupted by the giant shadow cast by something that flies overhead.Â
Fucking finally.Â
He doesnât even have to look up. Sam does a small glide to the ground, landing gracefully beside him.
Bucky finds you speechless but straightened up from your earlier posture.
âBuck,â Sam greets him.
âSam,â he says in return, getting up from his place.Â
A grin spreads across your face. âMr. Sam Wilson. No way.â
âYouâre Y/N, Iâm assuming?â Sam offers, posture relaxed. He clearly wasnât here to fight.Â
âThe one and only.â You tear your eyes away from Sam to glare at Bucky. âBarnes, if you had told me we were expecting guests, I would have dressed better.â
Bucky furrows his eyebrows in suspicion at you. Youâd dress up for Sam.Â
You dressed up like a suburban tourist dad for him. He was feeling the offence incoming.Â
âCanât count on him to be useful in any situation.â Alright, he did not call Sam just to have the both of you team up against him.Â
âNormally Iâd agree with you but he did just invite you here, so...â you trail off, looking at Sam expectantly.Â
What the shit.
Sam smirks. Bucky switches rapidly back and forth between the both of you.
âI see why Buck keeps coming back every week.â It doesnât take long for him to catch on, enlisting a feeling of triumph from you.Â
âI canât see why he doesnât just stay at home everyday if this is the view.â You gesture to him.
This is not what Bucky wanted.
âOkay,â Bucky interrupts, âwhat is going on here?â
âPure chemistry, Iâd say.â Youâre half tempted to bite your lip to seal the deal.
âI agree.â Sam just nods, completely and utterly serious.Â
You think that youâll give him a gift basket just for playing along despite meeting you for the first time at that moment.Â
âGet a room.â Bucky rolls his eyes.
âMaybe we will.â You tap your finger against your lip in thought. âHow do you feel about Indian food, Sam?â
âVery positively.âÂ
Bucky grits his teeth. âIf youâre not planning to spray paint the Tower, can you just hand over the repulsers so we can go home for the day?â
You let out a small tsk in disapproval. âSee what I have to deal with?â
âCanât imagine how you do it every weekend,â Sam says dryly, not wasting a second in replying.Â
âHello?â Bucky waves his arm around. âSheâs the villain here.â
âYour face is the villain here.â You tear your eyes away from Sam only to glare at him. âHe wonât even wear a cape. Why am I the only one who brings their A-Game every week?â
âSam just get the damn-â
âYou should wear a cape, man.â Buckyâs absolutely sure that even Sam knows itâs a ridiculous idea.
âIâm not wearing a fuckinâ cape,â he grumbles.Â
âWhat are your thoughts on swords, then?â Your finger finds a place under your chin in deep contemplation. âYouâd look great with a sword.â
Bucky buries his face in his palms. âSam, for the love of God.âÂ
âOkay, alright.â Sam finally gives in with a small chuckle. He runs a few steps to get a small head start before launching himself into the air, whizzing past your levitating figure. He does a neat little flip midair before matching your height.
Showoff.
âHow difficult are you gonna make this, Wilson?â you ask, a smirk on your face.
âJesus Christ.â Bucky exhales, looking at the both of you through his goggles.Â
âWhatâs your play here?â Sam calls out loudly.
âWas gonna spray paint âassholeâ on the side of the Tower.â
âAfter the âAâ?â
âAfter the âAâ,â you confirm.Â
âNow thatâs too small,â Sam tutted. âYou gotta think bigger. Paint the whole Tower.âÂ
âSam!â Bucky looks horrified.Â
âHmm.â You look like youâre considering it. âDonât have enough paint for that though.â
âYouâre an evil genius, right?â Sam casts a small glance at Bucky. âAt least thatâs what he tells me.â
âYou talk about me?â You grin at the disgruntled man on the ground.Â
âI donât,â he mutters, shaking his head. A lie.
âYeah, so build something,â Sam points out. âGet some more paint. Iâll even tell you the best vantage points to spill it.â
âNo, he wonât,â Bucky shouts from below.Â
âHeâs just cranky because he didnât get his prune juice this morning, ignore him,â Sam dismisses him.
Prune juice? He was a young 100, not ancient.Â
âWhatâs your favourite colour, Falcon?â
âI like red.â
As annoyed as Bucky is right now, he stores that away in his memory for later. He also knows Sam loves seafood and a good pair of shoes.Â
âA couple of gallons of red paint it is, then.â You lower yourself to the ground, Sam slowly follows suit until he lands beside Bucky.
âYou know we canât let you go without taking those, right?â Bucky tilts his head towards your invention.
You narrow your eyes at him. He doesnât budge.
âIâll tell ya what,â Sam pipes in instead. âIâll keep them until you finish getting the paint and once youâre done, weâll make an evening out of vandalising the Tower.âÂ
Bucky may not enjoy his company all that much but he admires Samâs diplomacy. Of course, you would never make it this easy while reasoning with him.
âThat a promise, Mr. Wilson?â You raise your eyebrow at him questioningly but are already in the process of removing the things from your hand.Â
âWouldnât ever lie to you, doll.â He holds up his hand in a mock swear.
You walk towards Bucky and him, rotating your wrists to get rid of the soreness. âBold claim for a man who met me ten minutes ago.â
âFeels like itâs been longer.â He sends you a wink and you canât stop the laugh the escapes from you finally.Â
Bucky holds his hand out for the gadgets. You shrink away from him with a click of your tongue.
âTechnically, he takes this round.â You send a nod towards Sam, dropping off the repulsors into his hand. âSo he gets it.â
Bucky rolls his eyes.
âYou gonna keep âem safe?â you ask Sam, this time a little more earnestly.Â
âGuard it with my life,â he says seriously, pressing his lips together in a line to avoid smiling.Â
âYouâre both ridiculous,â Bucky cuts in.
âYouâre going to be late.â Sam tucks the devices into his pocket safely. âYou know how Steve gets when people walk in on his speeches. Do you even have a ride?â
âGot the motorcycle.âÂ
âSee you there.â Sam nods.Â
âSave me a place,â Bucky says to him.
âNo.â He doesnât even hesitate. âY/N. It was a pleasure.â
âStill holding you to that evening, Sam.â You send him a smile.
âIâm countinâ on it.â He gives you a small three finger salute before taking off, leaving you staring after his retracting figure.Â
When the dust settles, Bucky awkwardly clears his throat. âRight. So that was that.â
âDude,â you let out an exhale. âheâs so hot.â
He murmurs something unintelligible. It vaguely sounds like a series of threats but mostly a list of complaints.
âDonât you have a meeting to get to?â You turn your attention back to him.
âYeah.â
âArenât you going to be late?â You glance at the clock on your phone.
âIâll just tell them I was on a mission.â Well, sort of. âBesides, what are they gonna do? Kick me out?â
âFair enough.â You shrug. âHave a safe ride back.â
From what he knows of you and Sam, the both of you were kidding around. But he could never be too sure. He canât even ask if you were serious about the entire thing because itâs none of his business.Â
Were the implications of having his mortal nemesis and other mortal nemesis date important enough to overrule that?Â
âAre you planning to skip your meeting, or?â you ask when he remains freezes in his spot, eyes glazed over like heâs thinking about something. âBecause if you are, I know this great Thai place-â
âDonât do that again,â he says instead, shaking his head to jolt him out of his thoughts.Â
âWhat?â
âFlinging yourself off roofs like that.â
âWhy?â Because it scared the hell out of him, for one.
âJust donât.â
âOh please, like youâve never done dangerous shit like that before.â You narrow your eyes at him, reading his face. âAre you telling me you care about me?â
âNo.â His nose twitches. âJust donât throw yourself off buildings when Iâm around.â
âWhat about when youâre not?â
âAs long as Iâm not there to witness it.â He shrugs, spinning on his heel to leave. Technically he preferred if you didnât do things like that at all.Â
âFine. Iâll just have my clone try out all the dangerous stuff for me.â
 He stops in his tracks. âYou have a clone?â
âWell,â You squint, âno. But Iâm working on it.â
He scoffs, shaking his head. âBye Y/N.â
âYou know, it sounds an awful lot like youâre saying weâre friends.â Your whole demeanour changes and he already knows whatâs coming.
âI never said that,â he argues vehemently. âAll I said was that I canât have your murder on my hands.â
âThus implying that weâre friends. In a fucked up, enemies kind of way.â You positively beam at him. âAw, Barnes, thatâs adorable.â
Adorable? Adorable?
âI hate you.â
âI love you, too, bestie,â you gush, dumb grin on your face. âIâll make us friendship rings next time. What are your thoughts on matching tattoos?â
He wants to cry.Â
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By the time Sam walks into the meeting room, the sessionâs already begun. He shoots an apologetic look to a monologuing Steve before taking his place at the nearest chair available.Â
Something sharp pokes his thigh. His wings are off and in the backpack beside him, but then he remembers your little inventions that were still in his pocket.
He tries not to make much of a noise while he pulls them out, giving them a look over to make sure theyâre not broken.
âWatcha got there, Big Bird?â Tony asks lowly from beside him.
âSomething that Barnesâ enemy made.â Sam holds it up slightly.Â
âThe one heâs been rendezvousing around town with every weekend?âÂ
âThatâs her.â Heâs about to put it in his backpack when Tony stops him.
âPass that here for a second.â He recognises it immediately for what it is, interest piqued.Â
Sam hands one of them over while he puts the other back in the bag. Itâs a metallic circle, not bigger than Tonyâs palm, with a thick leather strap to tie it around your palm.
âShe made this?âÂ
âWhy donât you ask him?â Sam mentions towards Bucky who silently slips into the conference room, standing in the corner near the potted plant since there were no more chairs left.
âThe balance has gotta be off on this thing,â he mutters to himself, wholly ignoring the brooding man standing in the corner like a Christmas tree.
âShe seemed to be manoeuvring it fine,â Sam catches the eye of a lower ranking agent who makes the mistake of glaring at him for talking while the meeting was going on. A few seconds later the agent hastily looks away and doesnât turn around for the rest of the hour.Â
âCould be better.â He uses a much more intricate model for his suits, although this isnât even half-bad for a homemade version. âDo you know how long she took to make this?â
âBuck says she comes up with a new one every week, so Iâm guessing that long.âÂ
It had a few glitches but it was incredibly refined for a weekâs worth of work.
âInteresting.â He gives it a quick overlook before handing it back to Sam who drops it into the bag.
He casts a swift glance at Bucky, noting how he wasnât even paying attention to the meeting but rather to whatever he had tied around his metal wrist, fidgeting with it with his thumb.Â
Tony has an idea.Â
And that was generally bad news.
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OG 911 Character Details from Canon Pt 2
Hi yâall Iâm back! I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reblogged the last details post - I sort of just thought people would like it and it would die, so to see it travel and hopefully reach more writers was so great so thank you again!
Details under the cut since I went a little crazy đ
and if this is your first time seeing this, the first part, and any future parts, can be found under this tag here!
Quick note before I get to the details - always, ALWAYS take details from dialogue or plot over details from the set or props if they contradict each other. The writers have the ultimate say over what happens on the show/for the characters, so whatever they say goes, even if it goes against something props has already laid down (eg, Chimâs birthday, sorry Libra crew. Heâs an Aries or a Pisces). So keep that in mind for the future in case some of these details I have which are from props/set are changed in the future, or if youâve noticed something yourself!
Also if you have questions, I am MORE than happy to answer them, although if you leave them in the tags on this post Iâm probably gonna lose them, so if itâs something youâd genuinely like an answer to, drop it in my inbox! Besides my standard âaskâ tags, Iâm also tagging asks about canon details with this tag here. Every time I make a big post like this, Iâm going to link all the asks Iâve gotten since the last post, but if youâre looking for more info in the mean time, thatâs the other spot to look!
Buck has a grill on his patio.
Eddie doesnât hang Christopherâs art on the fridge - instead it is either hung on the corkboard in Chrisâ room to the left of the door, or Eddie puts it in an actual frame and hangs it using a hammer/nails in Christopherâs room. All the Diaz family has on their fridge is a bunch of bendy people magnets. (I absolutely ADORE him putting all this effort into treating Christopherâs art like itâs something youâd buy from a professional artist).
Info on everyoneâs ages can be found here. (Little more discussion of Chimâs situation here).
Albert has a bachelorâs degree! I donât know in what though, except that itâs some field for which is a Masterâs is useful.
Athena was in a sorority in college, Delta Sigma Theta. Their website describes them as â ...a sisterhood comprised primarily of Black, college-educated women ... [that] considers the issues impacting the Black community and boldly confronts the challenges of African Americans and, hence, all Americans â, which I love for Athena, and feel is very in-character for her at that time in her life!
Chim is an aviators dude. When he wears sunglasses, theyâre always aviators.
Athena also wears nothing but aviators.
Bobby wears square aviators.
Eddie, on the other hand, always wears Wayfarers.
Buck either doesnât really like sunglasses or he constantly forgets he owns them, since weâve only seen him wear them once in 60 eps, in a move Iâm pretty sure was ONLY for dramatic effect.
Henâs sunglasses change style over the seasons like her regular glasses do, but she tends to like browline sunglasses.
Info on Christopherâs school can be found here!
There are two colors of dispatch polo, and there doesnât seem to be any rhythm or reason for who wears what. Maroon - Maddie and Linda. Blue - Josh and May. Jamal has actually worn both maroon and blue, so it doesnât seem to be TOTALLY set in stone although Iâve never seen anyone else switch. Sue is too badass to wear a dispatch shirt.
Both Bobby and Eddie drive 4 door pickups. Bobbyâs is navy. Eddie specifically has a black, 2020 GMC Denali 1500 pickup truck (in case you want to specifically look up what the inside of it looks like or what features it has đ)
Info on the 118âs medical certifications can be found here.
Correction to Eddieâs living situation from last post: no next door neighbors, but instead UPSTAIRS neighbors. (Pointed out by Abigail in this ask). Also since someone else was wondering the notes of the last post - no, there is absolutely no discussion on the show of whether or not Eddie rents the apartment or owns it. But based on the fact that itâs 1) LA and 2) an apartment, my guess would be he rents it.
When Maddie isnât feeling like herself, she tends to straighten her hair rather than curl it. It seems to be more when sheâs uncertain about her place in her own and other peopleâs lives, rather than just when sheâs simply worried - eg itâs straight in 2B, when sheâs uncertain if she wants to continue working as a dispatcher/is unsure about her relationship with Chim.
For work, Chim, Eddie and Buck all use black duffel bags with a LAFD patch on the top. Hen uses several different cute bags, and Bobby seems to have a plain black duffel bag.
Watches - Bobby, Athena, Chim, Hen and Buck all wear their watch on their left wrist (but Athena ONLY wears hers for work, she takes it off at home.) Eddie wears his on his right wrist, and Maddie doesnât wear one.
Chim (and Maddie by default) literally still have the exact same couch as in the pilot. (Which means that Chim has cuddled Tatiana on that couch, AND Albert has had sex on it. TIME TO GET A NEW ONE, BUCKLEY-HANS đ)
The 118 has five different rigs - the engine (E118), the ladder truck (T118), two ambulances and the captainâs truck. 95% of the time, when the team is chilling in the cab of a rig and chatting (eg the âstuck under a live telephone poleâ scene in Jinx), theyâre in the engine, not the truck. (Which I personally learned recently are NOT interchangeable terms!)
Athena and Michael got married when Athena was 37.
If youâd like to give Maddie a full name beyond âMaddieâ, you should use Madeline. (I know, I know, in 4x04 she says Maddie is the name on her birth certificate, and that you should never use props details if they contradict script details, but I always thought that was a super weird exchange in 4x04 which could be explained by Maddie getting a nickname since she was born when Margaret and Phillip, you know, actually loved their kids and showed it, so of course Buck doesnât get one, and in 4x04, Maddie was trying to avoid the entire issue of why she got one and Buck didnât. But! Do what you want, and use Madeline as the full version of Maddie if youâd like, since thatâs whatâs on the BOLO in 2x13 đ)
Athenaâs call sign is 727 L30, but she doesnât have a specific squad car - the number changes throughout the series.
Chim really likes chewing gum, but heâs the only one out of the entire family!
The station has an Xbox One S, and itâs white.
In the real LAFD, there are stations 1 through 114. To avoid confusion while filming on the streets (Iâm assuming), our fictional LAFD never uses the number of a real station. So if you want another station for a fic, and you want something that would be real in OUR universe, use the numbers 115 and above. Theyâve gone as high as 221 in our universe.
Battalions - station 118 is in Battalion 7, which is also not a battalion in real Los Angeles. The 118 has interacted w/ Battalion 1, which is a real battalion, but other ânon-real which makes them more likely for our universeâ battalions include numbers: 3, 8, 13, 16, 19 and above.
S1 Buck knew the term Jedi, but based on context, didnât understand AT ALL the context provided by Star Wars, so thereâs another edge of his pop culture limits for you.
Chim is the most tech-savvy out of everyone, hands down.
Athena has a VERY active Twitter account.
Abuelaâs house number is 8902. I donât have a street name for you unfortunately though. :/
Athenaâs favorite flowers are white roses. None of the other women are really flower people.
Michael likes to wear purple.
When theyâre at a call, Buck does pretty much all of the stuff with the hammer and the saw. Eddie does all the work needed with the drill.
Harry goes to Meadowbrook Elementary.
Buck lives on the fourth floor of his apartment building, across the hall from Apt. 416. The lovely @lovelessmotel found this listing for what is more or less the apartment. What happened was: the set crew rented this apartment for the one episode at the end of s2 when Buck moved in, and then over the summer before s3 built their own set of it, and changed some things - eg giving him an island, and moving the sink to a second counter against the far wall, you can see the changes here in this amazing gif set by the awesome Austen, but the listing should let you click around a little more upstairs and figure out dimensions better than what the show provides!
When Athena and Hen go out to eat together, itâs always fast food burgers and fries.
Waffles are Athenaâs favorite food, and tiramisu is her favorite dessert.
Every takeout weâve seen Buck eat has always been in a Chinese food takeout container, and we know he likes Thai food the best. EXCEPT! The one time we see him eat takeout with Eddie and Christopher, they have pizza. So take from that what you will......
Eddie has a cell phone and a landline.
Chim is a shameless multiple texter.
Chim and Bobby sleep closest to the door in their respective bedrooms (both right side of the bed if you are standing at the foot, facing the headboard), and Athena and Maddie sleep furthest away from the door (left side).
Some canon last names for other firefighters at the station in case you wanna add more people to a fic - Mitchell, Sanchez, Serrano (woman), Porter, Meyers (woman), Maxwell, Voyta
Hen and Karen really love decorating their house with dark/red wood.
Karen is Mommy and Hen is Mama.
Bobby has a brother, and a grandmother, and thatâs literally ALL we know about his family outside of Marcy and the kids.
Evidence points to Eddie being the oldest child in his family.
Karen has multiple brothers (no sisters), but no idea how many - just that one of them is named Trey, and one of them lives in LA and has kids. They might be the same brother and they might not be.
Both Hen and Athena are only children.
Athena has been on the police force for 30 years.
Christopher and Denny are the same age (born in 2011), and Harry is two years older than them.
Michael lives in apartment 308.
The bank in this universe is CalAm.
Hen and Karen have a picture of Denny, May and Harry on their fireplace mantel.
Eddie having a black thumb + a lot of plants in his living room = him buying fake plants bc he likes the aesthetic âą or someone (cough Carla cough) is taking care of them for him.
The COVID timeline in OGâs universe is fucked up compared to the real worldâs, so it shouldnât be used as a way to measure time! They just throw it in wherever it makes sense for the story they want to tell (eg the vaccines in s4 ep 8), since s3 was both done before COVID hit but also airing while it was happening. It makes absolutely no sense for May to graduate in March nor for Chris to be going to what is specifically labeled summer camp, and the vaccine plotline was INCREDIBLY early, even for real life, so donât use anything from that as a measure of time. Iâve found except in specific examples, eg the two tsunami episodes, itâs very safe to say every episode covers a week - fall holidays on the show line up with their real life counterparts, indicating about the same amount of time is passing for us and them.
On that note - Jee-Yun was born in late January, early February 2021. (Conceived in Pinned, which was end of March/beginning of April, meaning Maddie was around a month along at Mayâs graduation in May ⥠42 weeks + 3 days from then = late Jan/early Feb. Which unfortunately means we most likely wonât see her birthday celebrated on screen. If we assume she was conceived on the date Pinned aired, aka the very sexy hotel scene, then January 21st or 22nd would be Jeeâs birthday, depending on if she was born after midnight or not.
Buck has had at least one other Jeep between the one Maddie gave him, and the one he has now, which means that when he needs a new car, he is purposefully choosing Jeeps.
I hope this was all as interesting/enjoyable to you as it was to me! And just to repeat - I love answering questions so pls let me know if you have any at all â€
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ML Fic: Soulmate Survey Part 37
Shout out to @asongeverlasting for beta reading for me and making sure I actually got this out.
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SimularĂ© looked out over the city from the top of the school. Using her replicated powers, she took the form of Volpina so they'd be able to alter the illusion quickly should something pop out and accidentally reveal the true form of the school. Thankfully the sentimonster didnât need to do much in order to maintain the illusion; Paris was a surprisingly quiet city.
As far as they could tell, no one in the city outside of the school had any idea what was going on. And that worked out perfectly for them.
âSo, this is where Lila has you stationed,â a voice called out, resulting in the faux fox turning around. The figure behind them was a woman clad in dark blue, with blue skin and a feathery fan. She looked confident and the sentimonster instinctively felt that this individual was very much aware of what it was.
Mayura had quickly deduced it was the sentimonster as it was in Lilaâs previous akuma form, Volpina. With Lila now Masquerade, it was unlikely she would choose to take such a form. She would likely want to stay in her new form to show it off.
âDo not be alarmed, SimularĂ©, it is your creator. Mayura,â Mayura spoke again.
The shapeshifter leveled a sharp glare at the woman. What made her so certain of that?
âHow do I know that is true?â SimularĂ© questioned.
The villainess took a moment to examine the sentimonster. Mayura had to admit that this sentimonster was her finest work to date. The amount of emotion harnessed from Lila to create it made it far more unique, much less of a mindless creature than her previous creations. Amoks were created much like akuma were, locking on to intense emotions before sending off. But unlike akuma, amok can be shaped and tailored with enough focus. SimularĂ© was a special case, as it was made from the conclave of emotions that Lila was experiencing during her breakdown. It had been quite difficult to focus on one specific feeling but Mayura had pushed through. SimularĂ© was sculpted to be Lilaâs ideal ally, but it was also so much more than a simple asset. This Amok embodied Lilaâs core personality. Her cleverness, her cunning, her mistrust of others, her playfulness, her pride and so much more. To put it simply, this Sentimonster was Lilaâs spirit given a new form.
âTrust me SimularĂ©, you would be best not to ask that,â Mayura warned.
The sentimonster felt as if it was being talked down to and clearly did not approve of anyone talking to them in such a tone, save for its master. It charged at the peacock villainess, ready to make contact, But, before it could get close, Mayura stuck out her hand and pinched her fingers together, causing the sentimonster to feel as if some force was pulling its essence out. The pain it felt was indescribable! It felt as if its very being was being ripped out. Mayura was in range to sense the Amok and could easily remove it without difficulty, much like Hawkmoth could with an akuma. Though Mayura had a feeling that letting the Sentimonster know that keeping her out of range of the item was the key to its survival would not be wise. It was best in this moment to display power.
âStop! Please!â SimularĂ© begged. âI ⊠I believe you! I will do whatever you ask, just please stop the pain!â
The villainess smiled, it seemed there was even more to this Sentimonster than Mayura had anticipated. It had a powerful sense of self preservation, something controlled sentimonsters didnât seem to have. She took note of that.
âGood. Now, you are going to explain to me your masterâs end goal and where Ladybug and Chat Noir are in the building.â
Simularé felt the grip that Mayura had on its essence and held back its burning resentment towards the blue bird villainess. She would behave. For now.
âOkay⊠I will tell you everything.â
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âDuck!â Ladyice called out as she had Ice Noir lower their bodies to avoid oncoming ice projectiles.
âSurprising that she's only attacking us with ice. She's Stormy weather. You'd think she would be attacking with more, maybe some rain or like a vol....â Ice Noir commented.
âDon't talk about that! Do not give her any ideas!â
The two had skated out of the room and made their way through the now icy hallway while Stormy Weather gave chase.
âI was just saying it seems weird how...mediocre her attacks are.
âItâs like we saw before, the akuma servants are like robots, they canât react quickly so changing up her powers is likely just as much of a problem. She's probably not as dangerous as we initially thought.â
âSo maybe we should face this problem head on now that we arenât cornered?â
Ice Noir changed direction and began skating towards the umbrella-wielding akuma.
Stormy Weather noticed the approaching cat and raised her umbrella, creating a mighty gale to blow him back and ending him flying past Ladyice to the end of the hallway.
âShe can use her other powers⊠can confirm,â Ice noir commented as he got off the wall, still dazed.
Ladyice skated up to the dazed cat and helped stabilize him. Despite seeming like a wasted effort, the catâs brash antics actually inspired Ladyice with a way to take her out.
âI just figured out how we can stop her, think you can give her one last charge for me?â
âWhy Bugaboo, asking me to rush headfirst into danger? How heartless.â He feigned hurt.
Ladybug rolled her eyes.
âSilly Kitty. Just be ready to hang in there when she blasts you with wind. Donât get blown back this time.â
âGot it.â
Ice Noir quickly skated across the ice as he drew his weapon. He was ready for her this time.
âHey breezy weezy! The weather today was supposed to be sunny with a 20% chance of raining Cats and Dogs!â Ice Noir called out, clearly happy with his lame joke.
Stormy Weather saw the cat approaching once again and prepared to send another wind blast at him.
But the cat was prepared this time around and extended his staff to anchor himself to the walls on either side.
âNice try!â Ice Noir snarked. âBut a small little puff of wind won't blow me back again.â
The storm akuma decided instead of creating just another wind blast, she was going to step it up with a cyclone attack! A powerful tornado tunnel would surely blast the cat down for good.
âWe were wrong! She can amp up the power too!â Ice Noir exclaimed as he held onto his staff with all his might while his body was being blown back by the massive winds. âThis was not well thought out!â
He focused on digging his claws into his staff and doing his best to remain in the wind tunnel. The powerful winds blew into his face and he could see Stormy Weather slowly approaching.
âI donât think I can hold on much longer, Ladyice!â
He felt his grip slipping. Any second now, he was going to get blown back.
âDonât worry, Kitty. I got this.â
Stormy Weather didnât get a chance to react when she felt something tackle her full force and rush her into the wall on the opposite end of the hallway.
The wind died down and Ice Noir was able to land on his skates. He released his grip on his staff and fixed his windblown hair to resemble its original state before quickly skating down the hall to help his partner.
âNice job, Ladyice.â
The red-clad heroine stood up from her grapple with the storm akuma.
âActuallyâŠâ
Ice Noir looked up to see that his partner had shifted power ups. Her skates and ice skater aesthetic were replaced with a suit that had red spacesuit-like plating, a jetpack with retractable wings with red and light blue colors that matches her helmet.
She had changed into her space form, Cosmobug.
âSpace power up! Because you can fly through the wind! Genius!â
Cosmobug smiled.
âWell, Stormy Weather is dazed but probably not for long.â
The two heroes noticed her about to grab her umbrella, but Chat Noirâs cat-like reflexes helped him snatch it first.
âOh no you donât!â
Ice Noir broke the umbrella over his knee.
âI donât think she will be as mobile without her powers.â
Stormy Weather tried to stand but slipped on the icy floor she had created.
âLetâs just make our way to the boss,â Cosmobug said. She used the jet on her back to swoop up Ice Noir and fly slowly down the icy hall.
âJust like you to sweep me off my feet. But donât think I will be a smitten kitten like usual.â
âOh? Is that so?â The bug heroine raised an eyebrow. âItâs hard to imagine that you havenât been dreaming about this scenario.â
âIt helps that you arenât riding a horse with the wind blowing in your hair,â Chat Noir joked back, catching Ladybugâs teasing.
Cosmobug quickly moved them to a part of the hall where there was no ice. Both undid their potion transformations, reverting back to their usual hero forms.
âNot keeping the jetpack?â Chat Noir asked. âIt is really cool.â
âThe room halls are pretty limited, and there's not much mobility, otherwise I might have,â Ladybug confessed.
The two heroes took a moment to catch their breaths and figure out their surroundings.
âWe should thank Stormy Weather.â
The cat looked at his partner skeptically, remembering how a few minutes ago, the wind had nearly sent him flying through a brick wall.
âWhat makes you say that?â
âLila probably had Stormy Weather out and about to flush out other people in the school and make sure the area was difficult to traverse. She likely sent out a bunch of other akuma to do the same, which means her forces are scattered and we have a better shot of dealing with her with fewer obstacles.â
Chat Noir nodded. He would not have deduced such a thing from one encounter with a weather akuma.
âGood to know, so the plan is to locate her and save the day.â
âNo need to figure out where she is, I already have a good idea where she should be.â
Chat Noir noticed Ladybug had already started moving. He quickly followed behind, though he didnât need an explanation this time. He already knew where Ladybug was heading â to his homeroom class, but he couldnât say that without revealing what he knew.
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âThis was a ridiculous decision.â
That was the thought running through ChloĂ©âs mind as she ran for her life from a large group of Reflekta clones.
The two or three she had run into early were easy to avoid, but now it seemed like a horde of those tacky clones. And all of the ice that surrounded certain hallways made it impossible to traverse. She was limited in her running space and she was running out. But what made it all worse was that now those Reflekta copies had adjusted to running.
âHOW CAN YOU RUN IN THOSE HEELS!?â ChloĂ© screamed as she ran down the hall.
She just had to try and be a hero. Why was she even doing this? The assistant probably got turned into one of those gross clones or got masked like those other students. She could have just sat back and just waited for Ladybug and Chat noir to find her or let them handle it.
âYou canât run foreverâ The crowd of clones sang in Rather impressive and creepy harmony.
Chloé took a turn down the hall and went into the door of the nearest room.
She closed the door and locked it before smelling the musty wet air.
âWhat the⊠EWW!â She spat in disgust as she realized she had locked herself in a janitorâs closet.
âWhy did it have to be in such a gross smelly room?â she moaned.
Unfortunately, her comments caught the attention of the crowd chasing her.
She heard banging on the door.
âYou canât hide, we will find.â
Chloe put her back to the door to keep them out and felt herself slide down it in despair.
Was this how it was going to end? Getting turned into one of those fashion nightmares after hiding out in such a rank smelling closet? She didnât even save⊠wait. She did save someone. She saved that old man. It hadn't been glamorous, but she did manage to save at least one person.
âI guess I did do something good after all. May not have been exceptional⊠but it was something.â ChloĂ© smiled for a brief moment.
She took a moment to look at the positives, Ladybug and Chat Noir would likely come in and save the day, plus there were those other two heroes. Perhaps that would be enough. But she had to admit, finding solace in that was getting harder to do when the smell of the closet was destroying her nostrils. Just then, she remembered she had some nice perfume in her bag that she could spray to alleviate the smell.
âWell, at least I wonât smell awful when they capture me.â
She put her hand in her bag and felt around for her perfume. As she searched, she felt an unfamiliar object in her designer handbag. She pulled it out.
âWhat is this?â
She noticed a note on top of it. It was a bit dark to read so she pulled out her phone and turned on her flashlight.
âReturn to Ladybug after mission?â
ChloĂ©âs eyes went wide. Could this be what she thought it was? How was it possible? She didnât have time to question it.
She opened the box and out came a floating bee creature, who Chloé recognized right away. It was real.
âPollen!â ChloĂ© exclaimed with cheer.
âIt has been a while, my queen.â the bee kwami said.
Chloé would have loved to revel in this moment more but she knew that door was going to burst open any minute. She needed to be the bee heroine.
âAs much as I would love to talk more, we need to hurry. We have some akuma clones that need bashing.â
âRight away, my queen!â
Chloe put the bee miraculous in her hair.
âPollen, Buzz on!â
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âIt is a good thing there are so many copies,â Ryuuko stated as she leaped over a few Reflekta copies.
Viperion swerved and dodged the replicas of his sisterâs akumatized form while avoiding getting caught in the bubbles that froze them and floated them up in the air.
Deadzone had been doing a lot of friendly fire thanks to its single minded obsession.
âAfter this, I really hope I never have to see my sister take this form again,â Viperion commented.
âRight, Adrien mentioned that you were Julekaâs brother. Older brother, right?â
âOlder twin brother. But yes.â
âReally? You seem older.â
âI am a grade ahead of her, but we are the same age,â he explained.
âCould have sworn you were at least a year or two older.â
âA lot of people think the same thing. Even my mom forgets, sometimes. Rose, my sisterâs girlfriend, says I radiate âbig brother energyâ or something.â
âYou learn something new.â
âWhat about you? Any siblings?â
âSadly no. I was an only child.â
âToo bad, I think you would have made a great older sister,â Viperion encouraged
âA snake charmer, are we?â
âWell I am the snake, and I am not charming myself, so I think the more correct term would be dragon charmer.â
âChange that to fun killer because you killed my fun right there.â
Before Viperion could retort, they had made their way down to the end of the hall and noticed that it was frozen off.
âDead end,â they say at the same time.
âNo, Deadzone.â
The two turn to see the deadly akuma amalgamation pointing its blaster at them.
The two heroes looked at the deadly akuma.
âAny ideas?â Ryuuko questioned.
âJust one.â
Viperion moved his hand to his bracelet.
âSecond chance!â Viperion activated his power.
âNow we have some options.â Viperion explained.
The akuma fired a bubble blast at Ryuuko, and she was frozen.
âSecond chance!â
Things reset to how they were a few seconds before. Viperion grabbed Ryuuko and pulled her out of the way of the oncoming bubble blast.
âThanks. For a minute there, I thought that thing had me.â
âIt did, but I used my power to stop that. we still have to get out of here.â
âLook out!â
Ryuuko got hit with another bubble as they got up, protecting him from an attack.
âThis might take a few attemptsâŠâ
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Hawkmoth paced inside his lair.
Mayura was out there, his son was out there⊠and things were not going the way he planned. Masquerade seems to be building a base for herself and was more concerned with that than getting the miraculous. Adrien is MIA, and Mayura isnât responding.
âI might need to step in. But there is a lot of risk in this. Far too many variables that I can't account forâ
Hawkmoth never liked leaving his lair. It had too many risks to it. After Heroes' Day, he had nearly been exposed. And after that fiasco in Shanghai he didnât want to risk getting taken out by his own akuma. He had already taken plenty of risks that had blown up in his face. Would this be another one of those times he would need to risk his miraculous?
âBut it could also be just what is needed to beat Ladybug and Chat Noir once and for all.â
With an akuma this powerful, the two would likely have to use their special powers multiple times. If he can just locate them and wait for them to do so, he could potentially gain the advantage. Maybe Mayura was on to something with her actions.
Hawkmoth walked to the window.
âThere will be a right time. I just need to wait for it.â
He felt an itch in the back of his neck. He wasnât sure what it was but he could tell one thing, something big was going to go down, and he needed to figure out the right call soon or it could cost him dearly.
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ââŠAnd thatâs her plan.â SimularĂ© finished. âAs for Ladybug and Chat Noir⊠I am unsure. I lost track of them before I was given a new assignment. But they are in the building and they have not tried to leave.â
Mayura smiled at the information. While it was quite unfortunate that she didnât have the exact location of the two heroes, it was good to know that they were still in the building, and Lilaâs plan was certainly something interesting.
âIndeed, that is quite a clever plan. Ensuring everyone in the school couldnât escape was pretty smart. You likely had a few escapes anyway, with how clumsy some of the akuma were. You are fortunate that neither one was Ladybug or Chat Noir. Still, though, it isnât your masterâs fault for that. They are basically mindless puppets. But then again, it seems that there might be zero escapes since there seems to be no new reports on the subject of a school takeover.â
Simularé let the peacock villainess muse, analyzing her movements as if trying to figure out any advantage it could handle.
âSo, the next step now that all communications are cut is to send out a message that Ladybug and Chat Noir have already been defeated, so as to cause massive despair in order to create even more minions. Sounds a bit derivative, donât you think?â Mayura mused.
Simularé said nothing. It held its tongue. Deep down, it knew that starting any dispute with this peacock was not wise. Especially given that crazy power she had over their being.
âStill, it is quite a plan. And with all those extra akuma recruited and Ladybug and Chat noir cut off from their guardian, they wouldnât be able to get any sort of back up. They wouldnât be able to put up much of a fight before all of Paris is under Masqueradeâs thumb. I approve of the plan.â
âI am glad you do,â SimularĂ© stated with a forced smile.
Their conversation was cut short when an akuma appeared. Seeing one it did not recognize, the artist akuma prepared to fight. But thankfully the shapeshifting sentimonster stepped in.
âStand down Evillustrator, this one is not our enemy,â SimularĂ© ordered.
Evillustrator eased and walked over.
âMasquerade has ordered that we start reinforcing the building. She wants this place to be like a fortress,â he parroted.
Mayura looked at the artist.
A fortress? Yes, Simularé mentioned that Masquerade wanted to reinforce the school so that she could ensure Ladybug and ChatNoir would have less chance of escape.
Simularé nodded at the akuma servant.
âAlright, so she wants us to drop the illusion, then?â
âShe wants the place to be like a fortress.â
âGo ahead and start,â SimularĂ© motioned. She figured that her master likely didnât care about the illusion much as she was prepared for stage two. But she would maintain it for a bit.
The akuma moved to the end of the roof and begins working to reinforce the walls
Mayura began moving to the door of the roof to get back down into the school.
âTell your boss I will be heading to her, and she best be welcoming,â Mayura ordered.
âAs you command,â SimularĂ© replied, hiding a large amount of anger and resentment towards the blue bird.
As soon as the blue peacock is out of sight.
Simularé contacts its master.
âSimularĂ©, what is going on? Did Evilustrator reach you?â
âYes. He is working to make this place a fortress. You want me to maintain the illusion, right?â
âI am about to go public shortly. After I make the announcement. Drop the illusion and make sure this place is a full-on fortress. After that is done, report back to me.
âYes master. By the way, I had an idea.â
âOh?â
Simularé smiled sinisterly. She was going to show Peacock why she was sorely mistaken.
âI will report the details to you shortly.â
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âEverything is set up,â Robostus noted.
âExcellent. Letâs do it now.â
The Reflekta camera crew was all set, and Gamer had set it up so the moment they went live, every screen in Paris would show Masquerade.
Masquerade got off her call with Simularé. Something seemed a bit off with her sentimonster but she was intrigued that she had a plan.
âWe are live in 5âŠ.4âŠ3âŠ.2âŠâ the gamer stated before pressing the go live button.
Masquerade smiled.
âGood afternoon, citizens of Paris. You may not know who I am, but donât worry! You will be very familiar with me very soon. I am Masquerade, and I have decided to make Paris my personal kingdom.â
She paused to let that sink in.
âNow you are likely very alarmed by this declaration and that is normal. It will only be a matter of time before I spread my influence to everyone in Paris.â
She paused to let her words hang in the air before continuing.
âDo not be afraid, I am no monster. I plan on being a fair leader. All I ask is for your undying admiration and absolute loyalty. After that, you are free to live your lives as you normally would. Do not resist and you will have no problems. However, if you do⊠well, I canât guarantee your safety.â
Masquerade took a calm breath before finishing.
âThis last message goes out to the heroes of Paris, Ladybug and Chat Noir. I know you are here, I know you believe you will stop me, and I know you have allies here. But you will fall to me. Your days of superheroing have come to an end, your miraculous will be taken from you, and I will expose you as the failures you are,â Masquerade finished with venom.
She ended the transmission.
âNow make sure that it is being looped,â she ordered.
âAlready is,â Gamer confirmed. âAnd panic is starting to rise.â
Masquerade smiled. Her plan was already working.
It may have seemed like a simple ego boost, but that speech of hers was a crucial part of her plan. Her charm bracelet could hyper focus on anyone that was akumatized in the past and have their biggest insecurities exposed. But that one by one process took far too long, if the hope of the entire populace of Paris was already demoralized. Then all she needed to do was send out her masks and let them take hold. And all she needed to do was go out there and send the masks.
She could already feel massive amounts of negative emotion from outside of the school. As soon as she headed out of the school, she could easily go and get more akuma soldiers. She could feel her bracelet trembling with all the potential additions.
She was prepared to leave, activating one of the charms to give her black angel wings, but something she remembered caused her to stop.
âSimularĂ© I am moving to phase two of my plan. Get down here.â
It only took a few seconds for the sentimonster to jump from the roof and knock on the window.
One for the Reflekta copies opened the large window to let in what appeared to be Dark Cupid, before it shifted into the phantasm form that was its base.
âRight on cue. So, what is this plan you wanted to suggest?â Masquerade inquired. âAnd be sure it is not a waste of my time.â
âWhat if I told you I could get you a Miraculous?â
The sentimonster could feel that Masquerade was very pleased with that idea.
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37 attempts.
It took thirty-seven resets before Viperion figured out what they needed to do.
âRyuuko, follow my directions exactly,â Viperion instructed. âI know how to win.â
He quickly pulled her towards him to make sure she dodged the first bubble.
The akuma was surprised by the avoidance.
Viperion smiled.
âYour next line is, âHow did you know I was going to blast at her?'â Viperion stated confidently.
âHow did you know I was going to blast at her?â Deadzone parroted in shock before realizing they had said exactly what Viperion had said they would say.
The dragon heroine looked at the determined expression of the snake. She could see experience and certainty in his posture. All her years of fencing taught Kagami the art of reading body language, and the hero in front of her was someone that exuded an aura of confidence. She knew she could trust him.
âAlright, Sassy Snake, I will let you take the reins.â Ryuuko responded.
âJump to the left in 2 seconds and start running.â
Ryuuko followed the instructions and sure enough avoided yet another bubble attack from Deadzone.
âHead to their left and bounce off the locker at the end.â
Ryuuko dashed past the akuma and jumped as Viperion instructed, perfectly avoiding the barrage of blasts sent her way. Viperion had perfectly mirrored her motion as he explained the next steps.
âNow somersault twice and draw your sword.â
Ryuuko somersaulted as Viperion leaped over her and the dragon turned to draw her sword, now on the other side of the hall.
âNow as soon as it fires a bubble at you, activate your wind! No matter what! I believe in you Ryuuko.â
The last words seemed a bit strange to the fencer. What did he mean by that?
âWill you shut up!?â Deadzone shouted before sending a bubble at Viperion.
âFor my final glimpse into the future, you will say, âNot so tough now are ya?'â
The bubble contacted Viperion.
âViperion!â Ryuuko cried out.
The bubble enveloped the snake and floated to the ceiling, taking his frozen form along with it.
âNoâŠâ Ryuuko muttered. She looked down in sorrow.
I failed to protect him. He ended up protecting me. He had been backing me up to make sure I wouldnât do anything reckless.
Ryuuko felt her mind flashback to a few days ago which now seemed almost like it happened a year ago. They had made such a good team back then and now⊠they get a chance to be heroes again and she couldnât cover him like he did her.
âHa, not so tough now are ya?â Deadzone stated with confidence.
Ryuukoâs ears perked up at the statement. That was the line Viperion predicted they would say. That means⊠Viperion knew this would happen! Which meant his previous statement was to show he planned this. She knew what to do.
Deadzone turned its attention to Ryuuko.
âDonât worry, you will join him shortly.â
Deadzone fired another bubble right at her, but this time Ryuuko wasnât moving. She was at the perfect distance to do what she needed to do.
Ryuuko smiled.
âWind dragon!â
The dragon-themed heroine turned into a cloud and blew the bubble right back at the akuma.
âWhat!â
The bubble encapsulated the akuma, causing it to freeze in place and then float to the ceiling.
Ryuuko returned to her original form and smiled, seeing how they had finally incapacitated the akuma.
âWe did it, Viperion. We took them down. I'm sorry it cost you so much⊠I won't let you down!â
She raised her blade, upon realizing that her partner was indeed trapped in a bubble.
âWait a minuteâŠâ
Ryuuko walked underneath Viperionâs bubble. She wasnât entirely sure if this would work, since akuma magic was weird and often unpredictable, but it would make a lot of sense if it did.
âIt is a bubble, so this should work right?â Ryuuko questioned as she used the tip of her sword to touch the bubble. She pushed it forward a bit causing the bubble to pop.
Her partner dropped to the floor.
âUgh⊠my head.â
âYouâre okay!â
Ryuuko hugged her friend, but then realized her sudden action and quickly jumped back up. A bit flustered, she could swear Marinette was rubbing off on her.
âI am glad you are alright, friend. You had me concerned â slightly,â Ryuuko corrected herself.
Viperion was surprised by the quick motions but managed to steady himself.
âCan I ask you something?â
âOf course. But make it quick, we will need to get a move on.â
âOkay⊠Who am I?â
Ryuuko froze at the question. She could see the confusion on his face. He was completely serious.
âOh⊠that is not good at all.â
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Masquerade is on phase two of her plan and Simularé is starting to make waves.
Who will get to the akuma first, Mayura or our heroes.
What will happen to Viperion now that his memory is gone?
Will Queen bee be the right choice?
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