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sailorsoons · 1 day ago
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Vengeance | Teaser (c.hs)
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Pairing: Vernon x f. reader
Summary: You always knew you were different from a young age. The only person who has ever been able to understand you is Vernon. When things take a turn for the Choi Syndicate, your long-term relationship is put to the test.
Teaser Word Count: 858
Full Fic Word Count: 21,528
Genre: Mafiaverse, Cyberpunk, Childhood Friends/Exes to Lovers
Type: Smut, Heavy Angst
Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging in and reading this content. It contains explicit content and any minors discovered reading or engaging with this work will be blocked immediately.
Teaser Warnings: Mentions of death, reference to grief/anger after the passing of a love one, mention of murder/retribution, intense feelings of anger and a pinch of angst.
A/N: This fic is a part of my Syndicates Collection. This will the second installment under the Syndicate Universe, but you can always read this fic on its own. I hope everyone enjoys Vernon's story as much as they enjoyed Hoshi's!
COMING FRIDAY, JAN. 25
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As if it can sense your moment of peace, Hansol’s phone starts to ring. You hiss and he groans. You want him to ignore it. He wants to ignore it. But you know that ringtone anywhere, and despite wanting to keep this moment for longer than five minutes, Hansol reaches into his pocket to answer Seungcheol’s phone call.
“Yes, Tower?” 
You bury your face in Hansol’s chest, which vibrates when he speaks. “Got it. Yeah.” He sighs, running a hand down his face. “Alright.”
He hangs up the phone. “Tell him no.” 
“You tell him no. He’s actually afraid of you.”
“Seungcheol isn’t afraid of anyone.”
Well. That isn’t explicitly true. You wouldn’t say that Seungcheol is afraid of you, but he’s certainly wary. Wary in the way someone might be a bomb that is under their roof. Wary in the way someone’s exotic pet has started to corrode under animal instinct. Wary in the way one might be when one of their prime killers recently lost the only person she ever really considered a mother, setting her on a warpath. 
Your jaw works. Yoon Minji had been the last connection you’d had to your father. Somehow, losing her has felt worse.
It wasn’t like your father, who had finally withered away from cancer. Minji had been picture-perfect health, if not a little old and weary from running the Syndicate while Choi Moojin withered away to sickness after his wife’s passing. Minji was built of different stuff. Strong in the face of death. A force to be reckoned with as her friends aged out of life without her, leaving her to be the steadfast Wisdom manning the helm.
Then the Kim and Yong Syndicates had struck like snakes in the night, a move only cowards were capable of. The only reason the Choi Syndicate hadn’t fallen to the treachery of the Kim’s entirely was because of the Tower’s daughter. Her forced marriage to Kim Yujin had ultimately been the Choice Syndicate's saving grace, her call coming only two hours prior to the coordinated attack, a warning that an overthrow was in process. 
It had been enough time for most people. 
It hadn’t been enough time for you or Jeonghan to get to Minji. Not enough time to figure out why they knew where she was or how to get her. Now, you were both trying to stay adrift in the aftermath of losing your shared anchor - Jeonghan worse than you but you… worse than you expected. 
“You okay?” Hansol’s voice brings you back to the present. Only Hansol is able to drag you out of those churning waters where your eldritch anger lurks, waiting. Watching. Hungry. “I gotta go soon but if you’re not good-”
“I’m good.” Lie. “I’m just sleepy.”
“Cheol is working us to death.”
Except it isn’t the Tower working you to death. The Tower isn’t putting you to work at all. He is actually staunchly avoiding you, letting the Wisdom of the Choi Syndicate wield you like a weapon of vengeance instead. 
Yoon Jeonghan takes aim at his enemies often these days. 
Vengeance. That is what your stepbrother had called it when he started gathering his list of soon-to-be-dead in his office. Vengeance for his mother’s murder, vengeance for trying to take out the Choi Syndicate, vengeance for anyone who had anything to do with any of it. 
It isn’t traditionally the Wisdom’s job to dole out punishment and retribution, but Jeonghan is still actively looking for how the Kim family discovered the Yoon family safehouse, something that could have only come from inside. 
Which means the Kim family have a Watcher inside the Choi Syndicate, someone with access to the inner circle. Someone you trust someone you know, someone who- 
Anger begins to twist your insides again. Hansol sees the change in you, his eyebrows creasing as he looks down at where you lay on his chest. Instead of looking at him directly, you press your cheek to his chest and close your eyes, listening to his heartbeat, trying to let it ground you. 
“You know you can talk to me, right?”
No. “Yes.” 
You don’t dare look at him because you think Hansol sees right through you. You’ve never hidden anything from him, and you don’t quite know why you do now. Why you pretend that you’re not eroding inside, why you hide the ancient anger that becomes so raw that you can’t stand it. 
Shame. 
Shame that you cannot get rid of this feeling inside of you. Shame that you’ve never felt like this. Shame that you don’t know how to tell him what you’re feeling how to articulate that you feel wrath so intense that it makes you suffocate, makes you see red, makes you-
“I gotta go,” Hansol says softly. You cling to him a little tighter reflexively. His laugh vibrates through you, followed by a heavy sigh. “We’ll be okay, right?” That makes you look up at him sharply. His face is serious, eyes dark. “We’ve been through shit before. This stuff with the Syndicate war - we’ll be fine?” 
“Of course we will.” 
It feels like a lie.
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thatshadowcomic · 7 hours ago
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Lore/HC: Underlined text links to original post👇
[For Character answered QnA and general "asks" click here]
You're welcome to expand on my ideas in your own way, but please credit me so they don't mix up with my own HCs/design choices.
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Sonic & Shadow:
-Mobians hedgehogs "Anoit" their partners
-Sonadow children ideas
-related to the above, "WOULD sonic and shadow have kids?"
-Fave HCs/ what's it like living with rouge/ where's sonic live?
-Does shadow like/play any instruments?
-who likes to cuddle more?
-Sonic is an accidental flirt.
-Shadow's stripes will become more like the Black Arms emblem over time. His paws are already very similar... do you think his head stripes will change as he ages?
-Sonic grew up alongside Amy and other orphans/broken families. He cares for her a lot but can only see her as a sister-- the same way he sees Tails as his brother--so the idea of a relationship with her disgusts him. Maybe he sees Sonia when he looks at her?
-Before Sonic, Shadow and Rouge fell into a relationship. Shadow assumed they shared a deeper past, given how much Rouge knows and how comfortable she is around him. But really, Shadow didnt know what he wanted, assuming it just was this way. Rouge wasn't sure either, just trying to help Shadow in some way. That said, they learned a lot about themselves and eachother as they opened up-- but in the end deciding to return to just friends...Although it would take some time to feel normal again.
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Shadow & Maria:
-Shadow's has dissociative fugue
-baby shadow (shadow and maria)
-Why Shadow knows how to swim
-Maria would have been a menace
-Maria told Shadow to comb his white fur up, so he looks more presentable, teasing, "You have a little built in tuxedo! See? Such a gentle-hog." :)
-I think Shadow liked sleeping in maria's bed. It was probably of great comfort to Maria during her sicker days... He was always being watched, so when they gave him his own bed/room, it must have felt isolating and alone. Do you think he had to wear pajamas so he wouldn't leave any fur in her bed?
-Some scientists/maria used to pet shadow and fluff up his cheeks, to Robotnik's displeasure. Shadow only recently learned that's something you do to your pet... he kind of misses it though.
-This is canon: Abraham Towers (commander) and Shadow grew up alongside each other, though their time was short. Ab was terrified of Shadow, because he saw Doom helping Gerald. He would warn the other's that shadow was some kind of demon, but Maria only became more protective of Shadow. He wasn't just an experiment to her, he was a person. As she became sicker, Ab blamed Shadow. But 50 years later, he finally understands and is trying to build some kind of bridge with Shadow, even allowing Shadow to visit his baby granddaughter. Just like Shadow, he let his anger and pain drive his choices.
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AU ideas: Feel free to expand on these in your own way, just credit me for the initial idea, so it doesn't get mixed up as canon in my own HC lore lol.
-AU where Shadow is created on mobius
-Scene from the above AU where shadow is created on mobius
-Return to mobius/search for sonic's mom AU (idea)
-Return of Doom (AU where Shadow is copied and Doom controls shadow's old body)
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Other characters:
-Metal sonic in my HC
-more metal sonic HC
-Manic is Scourge, who'd been sent into a zone for safety during the first bombing, only be have been lost to the "other" Mobius. He got a little crazy after that... No one knows what happened to Sonic's sister. It's assumed she died in the first Eggman attack. (or you could go with trans sonic hc? Would be an interesting/wholsome moment between Sonic & Shadow when he reveals it.)
-Omega is basically metal shadow...
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l0relaii · 3 days ago
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GREETINGS
need me some thoughts about Connor.
Deviant Connor who's got a thing for his 20-25 year old neighbor after he moves in with Hank after the war where he ends up going on a date w her and she invites him insidee... oop... smutty thots?
oh jesus my first time writing for connor i'm a bit nervous ngl
you were hank's neighbor
you were the only person he actually trusted because you helped him a lot with his grief after his son died
you'd come over and cook a decent meal for him once in a while, you'd get him in bed when you found him black out drunk on the floor, you'd feed and walk sumo
you even took the adorable saint bernard into your home when hank got too overwhelmed and couldn't take care of him properly
you sat down at his kitchen table watching him eat the soup you'd made him
he'd told you he'd been assigned a case and his partner was "a damn android"
you laughed a bit at his annoyance
"why don't you give him a chance?"
"yeah sure, maybe we'll even become friends, why not move him here with me? i see you're already sweet on him"
only if he knew that all his jokes would become true..
his sarcasm only made your smile widen
"oh come on hank, maybe you will grow.. fond.. of- what'd you say his name was?"
"why? d'you want to buy one for yourself? i don't think they're for sale for civilians darling"
"oh don't be an asshole hank. if you need anything else you know where to find me"
you said as you got up from the table and went to grab your coat
"connor."
"what?"
"his name's connor"
connor knew about you too. hank drunkenly blabbered about you when he found him laying on the floor
"leave me alone, you fuckin' android! get the fuck outta my house"
"i'm sorry lieutenant, but i need you"
he heard hank calling out your name while he dragged him to the bathroom to try and sober him up
"i don't know who that is lieutenant, but i can assure you, she's not here. it's only me, you and sumo"
"then go and get her"
"is she your wife lieutenant?"
"no you pervert, she's my damn neighbor"
"i'm sorry to inform you but i don't think we have the time for that right now"
"shit.. sumo! attack!"
the only thing he got in return from the dog was a little bark
"good dog.."
after connor managed to sober him up he saw you coming to pick up sumo. he was.. glad that you weren't hank's partner,though he didn't know why he felt that way at the time
your eyes met for the first time. you could see his LED turn yellow. he was analyzing you
and you think he liked what he saw when you noticed a blue tint in his cheeks
that was.. interesting
you didn't see him again after that, not until the war was over. not until he moved in with hank and you learned that he was a deviant
you found yourself intrigued by him. without even realizing you were coming up with different reasons why you should come over at hanks place more often
you wanted to cook him a nice dinner, or to give sumo a bath, or to give him back a book you burrowed
and everytime you ended up staring at connor. he was certainly different than when you first saw him
not so rigid, more.. human
his presence was nice. you felt protected, secure around him, horny flustered even
he was currently watching you scratching sumos belly on the carpet, getting ready to take him out for his evening walk
hanks gruff voice suddenly startles him
"you know it's not polite to stare"
"jesus hank, you scared me"
"why don't you ask her out?"
"like.. on a date?"
"yes like on a date"
"..why?"
"don't play coy connor, you've seen how she looks at you too"
he did notice your heart rate being higher around him, your oxytocin and estrogen levels increasing when you acknowledged his presence
you hear hank shouting out your name while you're putting on sumos leash
"connor said he wants to join ya on your walk"
"really?"
he nudges him in his chest managing to get a strained "yes" from him
the walk was a pleasant one. you talked with him about hank, about sumo, about his life and how everything changed for him after the war
"how did you feel? you know, when you uh- deviated"
"it was scary at first, i felt- human.. it's hard to explain."
"i understand"
you give him a side glance noticing his LED is yellow, he's analyzing something, he's analyzing you
after that evening it kinda became your thing, going out everyday to walk sumo around the neighborhood
hank mentioned to you that connor is learning and exploring different emotions and that he's eager to experience anything that a human would feel and do
"maybe you could help him with that"
help him with that? yeah sure why not? unfortunately you failed to pick up on his suggestive tone
connor was indeed exploring. he felt.. weird around you. what was that feeling? his system was heating up whenever he thought about it, whenever he thought about you
he did some research and he associated his reactions to human arousal. was he..? aroused..?
he knew you certainly were
one evening you invited him at your place after you walked sumo, your explanation being that hank was really tired that day and you didn't want to disturb him any more
he accepted after he made sure he wouldn't bother you, of course he accepted, he couldn't wait for you to do this even though he'd never admit it
he noticed your hormone levels and the way your legs crossed and you squeezed your thighs
he also noticed your body heating up and the pheromones you released
you noticed the slight baby blue tint in his cheeks and the..pinkish hue of his LED? more like a peachy tone, similar to the yellow one but definitely different
that's new
what was also new was the bulge is his jeans. was he hard? could he get hard?
apparently he could, and he just realized he did
"i'm sorry, this has never happened before-"
"d'you need.. any help with it?"
"i guess i do.. could uh- could you help me?"
"i thought you'd never ask"
ajsjnxd cliffhanger i'm sorry you're gonna have to send me some details i don't think i'm ready to write the whole thing 😭😭
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batz-uid · 3 days ago
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Co-Frontman AU Seong Gi-Hun (Based on MY ART)
(This is based on my art and it's an AU!!! So it's canon divergence not canon so don't attack me 😭)
Okay I'll keep this kind of short 'cause I've been brainstorming and is still in the drafts but I needed to publish my ideas cause I'm quite open to new ideas and stuff.
enemies to "friends" to enemies again to enemies and lovers
Also Kinda Toxic (maybe some dubious consent)
⚠️Mentions of suicide attempt, violence, and sexual themes⚠️
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I'll start off with the main couple, Gi-hun and In-ho.
Gi-hun
He's the same as canon but I guess a little more traumatized (he just saw his best friend get killed in front of him)
Before he became the Co-Frontman, he basically was "caged" and literally believed for days that all his friends that helped in the rebellion was dead (Young-il included, he didn't know Young-il and In-ho was the same person yet).
Gi-hun actually did love Young-il; at first when he realized he loved him, Gi-hun believed it was because Young-il reminded of Sang-woo. But as time went on, Gi-hun did truly fell in love with Young-il.
Gi-hun had a lot of guilt, guilt with never telling Young-il that he loved him; so believing that Young-il wasn't in this world anymore and that everyone that he cared about was dead, broke the mirror in the bathroom, taking a shard and attempted to kill himself.
The only reason he didn't die was because the bathroom had a secret camera and In-ho saw that Gi-hun breaking the mirror so he ordered a pink guard to basically stop Gi-hun.
(In-ho was also near him when Gi-hun was recovering, checking up on him every single day)
When In-ho told the truth about who he is, lets just say Gi-hun didn't take it too well and wouldn't properly eat, sleep or even talk to In-ho anymore.
When In-ho made a proposal of Gi-hun joining him, Gi-hun at first rejected the idea, but after In-ho told him the rest of the rebels (minus the dead ones) were still alive, Gi-hun was still reluctant.
After In-ho basically threatened that he would kill them all (He wasn't going to kill everyone, he was going to let player 222 live cause she reminded him of his dead wife) Gi-hun finally agreed.
Maybe he might learn to love In-ho in the end
In-Ho
I'm a sucker for obsessive and possessive In-ho, so he is that in this AU.
He loves loves loves loves loves loves loves looks up to Gi-hun, after all Gi-hun was someone the opposite of him, Gi-hun came out of the games with his humanity still attached; something that In-ho didn't have.
When he was Young-il he didn't think he would fall more in love towards Gi-hun, but he did. (He fell first and fell harder 😨)
He replays the dalgona scene in his free time and it literally gets him hard and was stupidly jealous of Sang-woo and Jung-bae (Jealously definitely wasn't the main reason why Jung-bae died.)
He definitely doesn't look at Gi-hun's ass whenever Gi-hun arches, crouches or any other poses that shows how fat his ass is lol
When Gi-hun accepted to be his Co-Frontman, In-ho was elated. Like really overjoyed that he literally created rings with their numbers engraved inside of it for the both of them; he felt that this was the closest that he could have a wedding between the both of them. This also could one of the reason why Gi-hun's outfit is white.
When Gi-hun attempted suicide, In-ho didn't take it well (He killed the two guards that were supposed to look after Gi-hun) and stayed by his side until he recovered. He also put a lot of safety measures in every nook and crams of their rooms so Gi-hun wouldn't try to commit anymore.
Did I mention In-ho is overprotective, possessive and obsessive towards Gi-hun?
In-ho kind of forces Gi-hun to watch the games; but if Gi-hun doesn't want to continue watching it then In-ho wouldn't force him to continue.
In-ho also listens to Gi-hun and would almost (he won't stop the games or make the games too easy/making it unequal) do anything for him (He is such a simp for Gi-hun it's crazy 🔥)
Why does Gi-hun have a white outfit? It mostly to show that he still has his humanity compared to the dark outfit of In-ho. I wanted to show their contrast in how they view humanity. Gi-hun sees the good while In-ho sees the bad.
I have Gi-hun's outfit have a belt around the neck area and the waist to basically show that even though Gi-hun still has more freedom compared to him being a player; In-ho still "controls" him, Gi-hun isn't completely free from In-ho's grasp.
Why is Gi-hun's mask basically the same as In-ho's? One reason is because I literally didn't want to draw a brand new mask for Gi-hun, but another reason is to show that they both are still similar. They both were winners of their own year's games and both lost someone special to them because of the games. Also to show that Gi-hun is willing to sacrifice some people just so his goal can be accomplished, just like In-ho.
(And that's mostly it, I might add some stuff or even delete some parts; the AU would definitely change when S3 comes out)
If ya'll have questions or anything just ask!!!! I'm open to suggestions, critiques or anything else.
!ALSO PLEASE SOMEONE CREATE A FANFIC OF THIS. I REALLY WANT TO SEE THIS IN WRITING FORM! 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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tokcshie · 1 day ago
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With eyebrows furrowed, Michikatsu hoped that he was making the right decision by not taking the demon king’s offer — although the prospect of greater power and evading death sounded tempting, he knew that pain and suffering would also come along. Before Michikatsu became a demon slayer, he watched the way a demon took the lives of his men during his time as a samurai before Yoriichi arrived. By then, Michikatsu was left as the sole survivor of his camp.
And after those events, Michikatsu never told anyone, not even his twin brother how nightmares of that night would plague him. The screams, the bloodshed, the grotesque look of the demon that attacked his men. After all, he couldn’t afford to look weak in his brother’s eyes. So he kept that part to himself and kept a solemn expression.
“… whatever happens, don’t get yourself killed trying to save me.”
Michikatsu silently followed, as he too was on the lookout for any signs of demon activity or the demon king himself. A hand casually rested on the handle of his sword just in case. The sun was fully set as they walked through the woods.
When Yoriichi spoke, Michikatsu glanced over at him with a slight nod. Though he still felt slightly conflicted, deep inside he knew that he never wanted to become a demon. He just wanted to have their father’s approval and finally be good enough at something, anything. And his brother acknowledging that he finally did something right, felt odd. Not in a bad way but in a sense that Michikatsu had grown so used to hearing insults from their father, that it was slightly unsettling. “I…- thank you, brother.” He murmured.
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“…. They won’t. Because I was the one who almost betrayed the slayer corps.”
Muzan wasn’t someone who often visited people since the demon king only came around if somebody was worthy of being turned into a demon. So the chances of running into him tonight were slim, however, Michikatsu was aware that he’d eventually show up to try and kill him. His eyes scanned the dark forest that surrounded them. Meanwhile the younger Tsugikuni twin walked beside him.
Even though Michikatsu still felt envious about Yoriichi, he was determined to use that envy to do something good. After the visit to the master’s residence and if they kicked him out, he was going to write all about moon breathing and breathing techniques in general. He wasn’t going to let these dark thoughts consume him — he wasn’t weak minded.
“… you joined the demon slayer corps because of the loss of your wife?” Michikatsu carefully asked, looking over at his brother. Though he never met his sister in law, based on the way Yoriichi spoke so highly about her, the elder Tsugikuni could tell that she was a kind person who genuinely loved his brother. Maybe, he would’ve liked to have known his sister in law.
While the two men walked side by side, Michikatsu’s kept a poker face despite his different thoughts about everything that was happening — him almost becoming a demon, him turning his back on the demon king at the last moment, what would happen at the master’s mansion, what would their next move be once they reported everything they knew about Muzan, etc. all while Yoriichi sounded excited about the upcoming battle.
Michikatsu looked over at his brother with slight curiosity as he wondered what would happen if they combined sun breathing and moon breathing to fight Muzan.
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He looked up at him, his eyes reflecting the sunset, and nodded solemnly. “Alright, we’ll go to the master’s mansion tonight and tell him everything. We can’t let this go on any longer.” He stood, his movements swift and decisive, the weight of their conversation apparent in his posture.
He felt a sense of relief wash over him as he watched his brother prepare for the journey ahead. He knew that he could count on him his word and then to help him in any way possible. Together, they packed their belongings and made sure to gather enough supplies for their trip. The area was filled with a tense silence as they readied themselves, each lost in their own thoughts about the impending confrontation.
“That will not need to happen brother, because nothing is going to happen to you.”
As the sun dipped below the horizon, the two brothers set out into the night, the cool breeze carrying with it the faint scent of the nearby forest. Yoriichi, ever the cautious one, took the lead, his eyes scanning the surroundings for any signs of danger. Their footsteps echoed softly on the cobblestone path leading away from the village, a stark contrast to the bustling sounds they had grown accustomed to.
“You made the right choice brother, I want you to know that.” He walked beside him, his hand gripping the strap of his bag tightly. The weight of his decision bore heavily on his shoulders, but the resolve in his heart was unshakeable. He knew that he couldn't live with the guilt of his past mistakes if he didn't at least try to right his wrongs. Like his brother he had failed, he had let people down, he had made great mistakes, but he wished to correct them, he failed once with the demon king, never again will he fail. The siblings' bond had always been strong, and now it was about to be tested like never before.
“I believe they will banish me for my mistakes.”
They journeyed through the night, the moon casting a silver glow over the landscape. Yoriichi's eyes remained sharp, noticing every small detail, every potential threat that lurked in the shadows. He was a force of nature, a sun blazing with the will to protect those around him. Yet, even with his immense power, he knew that facing Muzan was going to be a challenge. Just because he did it once before, did not mean he could do it again, but with his brother, it was possible.
He walked alongside him, his thoughts racing with a mix of fear and determination. He had never felt so alive, so focused. The path ahead was fraught with danger, but he had made his choice. He would not let his brother bear the burden of his failure alone.
“Keep going …”
They talked in hushed tones as they traveled, sharing what little information they had gathered about Muzan and his whereabouts. Yoriichi spoke of his suspicions, his mind racing with strategies and tactics to take down the demon king. Despite the gravity of the situation, there was an underlying current of excitement in his voice—the thrill of the hunt, the promise of a challenge that could push his abilities to their limits.
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kennycrows · 5 months ago
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First impression of Snow? All talk.
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shidoukanae · 4 months ago
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Hello to the Buddyfight fandom it's been a hot minute but god do i miss this show and have been making fanart for it in the background so i thought i'd post to tumblr too ^^
I swear every year I end up coming back to this show and wishing that it kept going, that it got rebooted, that i could just erase my memories of this show and just watch it all over again from the beginning to enjoy everything once again from Tasuku's own sense of justice twisting against him to Gao's suffering of PTSD and how heartfelt it was handled.
There's something very special about this show that I haven't been able to find replicated elsewhere. It has the most perfect world to exist (so much so that i'd love to be isekai'd into it if i could!!!) and while i have my own gripes with it (hi S3+) i honestly sometimes wish i could go back to my high school years of watching this show just to relive it all again :'D
Anyways!!! I hope there's still people out there who enjoy this show even ten years later who'll like seeing new funny artwork for it!
I wanna add too that i'm hoping to create a rewrite of FCBF (ft. seasons 1-3 + Ace) or at least create more artwork for my interpretation of it and its world!
Because, sincerely, this show is one of the few that, for all its flaws, hasn't disappointed me in the years that've followed unlike many other things i've seen and i wanna try to keep the spirit of it alive while I can thanks to that. And if there are any fans still in existence who love it, i wanna provide some food while its once again in my orbit because damn do i adore this show <3 <3 <#
#it's been like a year but im back on my buddyfight kick again#and since im back feeling dejected about OC things again i might try and focus on buddyfight stuff for a bit :Dc#fcbf#future card buddyfight#buddyfight#Deathgaze Death Dragon#Noboru Kodo#Tasuku Ryuenji#Gao Mikado#Drumbunker Dragon#Sawblade Dragon is a funny little critter I made as part of Tasuku's deck in my AU that im writing#and the other two monsters you can just barely see in the last image are Gallows/a Buddy I gifted Sofia#because tbh Sofia really needed a Buddy#specifically a Star Dragon World one#though as of this point in my AU she doesn't have her Star Dragon buddy bc it doesn't “Exist” yet ofc#middlemost image is also an old art thing but a headcanon thing for those mystery kids bc i like them despite not being a fan of-#Sofia/Tasuku all that much (tho had more effort gone into the writing behind them i probably would have liked them tbh lol)#I mean who doesn't like the idea of a guy who was at her side specifically and worked with her to achieve the bad guys goals#ends up watching his precious Buddy be attacked by her which is what snaps him out of his corrupted mental state to finally realize he's in#the wrong#& then when he later meets her as enemies he suffers cognitive dissonance of both loathing and respect towards her which culminates in him-#holding a personal vendetta towards her while also recognizing her efforts as a former ally who helped him during his Disaster days#and so when he gets to the future and has to rely on her help and guidance he has to confront the fact they're two sides of the same coin#& that she's neither an ally nor enemy but a mirror to himself of what he could've been if he'd decided to take action outside of the law#i mean#there was a LOOOOOOT of missed potential between Tasuku & Sofia if the show really wanted to go down the route of implying they end up a-#couple in canon (ESPECIALLY compared to Tasuku/Gao where it's clear Tasuku cares deeply about Gao and doesn't give a damn about Sofia)#and idk i felt we were robbed of a lot of things that could have given chemistry between Sofia and Tasuku
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emilyjunk · 8 months ago
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iconic milestone, made possible by diet dr pepper and tears
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missmouse43 · 1 month ago
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6 weeks of breathing clean air, I still miss the smoke…..
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#seemed appropriate to use t swift lyrics since I associated so many of her songs with them &haven’t been able to listen to any of them sinc#I don’t even want to say their names#if you know you know#purging them from my life has been depressing as hell#I’m so fucking sick of behind the scenes bullshit ruining my favourite ships#this is the THIRD TIME this has happened to me btw#I’ve genuinely been in mourning#I’m not even exaggerating when I say that finale triggered a days long anxiety attack for me#it’s so ridiculous how something that wasn’t even real caused me to have physical symptoms of distress but it’s true#my heart wouldn’t stop racing. chest was tight. started shaking a few times. felt lightheaded. couldn’t sleep. eating made me sick#it was awful#but now I’ve mostly moved on to anger#I’m angry at a lot of people involved for different reasons#I’m also angry because I’ve lost my inspiration to write#I was solely committed to writing about them the past few years and now that they’re over I have no desire to write for them or another shi#I’m crushed that I’ve lost my joy for writing those ficlets but it’s too painful now. probably always will be tbh#feeling pretty lost creatively…#thank god I made a new friend on here before shit hit the fan#she and I have been venting out our sadness and frustrations together and it’s helped a lot#I hope everyone else in the fandom was able to find support like I did#I know my exit from the fandom was abrupt but I had just finished watching and was reacting purley on raw emotion#but I still think it was my best way to cope with it all#apologies for the rant and to everyone following me who don’t know wtf I’m talkimg about but I was thinking about them today#and I needed to unload a bit#I’m not going to tag anything but I do miss this fandom terribly#I’m still at a point where I don’t want to hear anything about this show or ship ever again… but yeah… I really miss those good times#take me back to the season 3 hype#THIS is the bad place#personal#laura says things
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olehoncho · 9 months ago
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How I would fix Dr Who (revisited)
While I am sure there are folks that love the Doctor Who show and the direction it has taken under Chibnal, I know there are others who are not satisfied with certain developments. Ever since the end of Matt Smith's run there have been issues with the continuity of the series: - The expansion of The Doctor's regenerations was first explained via a "time lord energy infusion" in Town of Christmas, but was later revealed to be an aspect of the Timeless Child. - The swapping of sex/gender was first done with the Master and later explored with the Doctor. - Letting go of a Time Lord's power was explored in Human Nature and later in Uptopia, but revisited as being a "female presenting" quality later. - The Bi-Generation creating two time lords.
A lot of this new canon has been... not easy to absorb. And I'm not going to say there's any connection to ratings or audience scores, but as someone who is more interested in the science fiction aspect of the show, I think there is enough of the new canon to play with to fit in with the long-running series canon.
Make The Doctor a distinct being separate from The Timeless Child. - This is the main one, and could be done a couple of different ways. My previous theory was to make The Timeless Child the Time Vortex at the heart of the TARDIS (which explains why it is different from other TARDIS). This would explain the leeching of memories and power to other individuals as well. - Another way to do this would be to have The Doctor either be a bi-generation from The Timeless Child, or perhaps be the son of The Timeless Child who inherited some memories. There are options.
Restore the Regeneration Limit and explain how it was bypassed. - The previous explanation is that The Doctor is the first Time Lord and therefore has endless regenerations. This never felt right. The Doctor being a Time Lord whose uniqueness comes from their decisions, the promise to be "The Doctor" rather than their particular history is the key to the character. - You could do another bi-generation backstory into The Doctor's past, and that part of The Doctor has been dormant, sleeping aboard the TARDIS for near a thousand years (my personal choice would be the regeneration from 2nd to 3rd Doctor). - Then you would have to explain that The Doctor who has been adventuring has been part of The Doctor, but a being who got mixed up with The Timeless Child and is therefore confused. Then explain that the reason for the regeneration limit being bypassed is because of the TARDIS - so many Doctors regenerate in the TARDIS and this is shown to have led to many explosions of energy which were not present in earlier regenerations because this version of The Doctor is growing unstable. - Time Lords are not meant to live more than 12 regenerations, because the energy in their bodies becomes more than they can handle, like a dying star they either go supernova or become dwarf stars.
Kill off the current version of The Doctor and bring in "The Original" - This could be a series-long arc involving The Valeyard - with the "current Doctor" being the Valeyard and "The Original" questing to stop them, but would end up with The Doctor dying and creating their grave on Trenzalore that is eventually visited by 11 and Clara. - The "original" Doctor would then continue the adventures, absorbing all the memories of their alternate selves - and resume the regeneration limit from 3 (a new 3, not Pertwee) and then regenerating into 4.
Anyways, that's how I'd rework Doctor Who if it was up to me. But it's not, so whatever.
#Doctor who#tardis#seriously though I stopped watching because I hated how mean 12 was to Danny Pink#Like there was no reason to be that rude to your companions love interest#I just could not jive with Capaldi and could not bring myself to go back to the show#kept up with the lore and the drama and felt satisfied I stayed away#but can we stop race-swapping people please#I mean I guess its fine when you consider alternate realities but that was never Doctor Whos thing#Like time travel is fine and all and they really haven't done enough fun back to the future or quantum leap stuff about fixing timelines#but as part of a larger trend I just think race swapping historical figures is lame#Now fictional characters is fine and dandy#But like if Doctor Who went on an adventure with Sun Wukong I wouldnt want the Monkey King played by a scotsman#So its just weird to see Isaac Newton played by Nathaniel Curtis#And then to have the showrunner attack fans as racists#Like he was the one who changed the race of the person showing he was the one with the problem in the first place#this is my problem with folks who cry racism or sexism or shout at fans for not embracing changes#they're the ones who made the change from the source materials so doesn't that mean they are the ones with the problem#like don't say its the fans fault for not accepting the changes you make blame yourselves for not getting it right#but again that's just the way I see things#not a shipping post#yeah I'm done talking about doctor who#I bloody stopped watching the show 9 years ago why do I even care
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sherlock-is-ace · 9 months ago
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#welcome to another installment of: angel spits out all his thoughts about autism cause if he keeps them inside his head will explode#in today's episode: is it possible that my ''panic attacks'' have been autistic meltdowns all this time?#then answer is maybe!#ok so i was watching this youtube video from channel I'm autisticn now what? (check it out it's great!)#and meg was talking about the different types of autistic meltdowns and how they might manifest#and then in the comments people were discussing autistic meltdowns vs panic attacks and how cofused they used to be about them#and that got me thinking... there's a big thing that needs to happen during a panic attack for it to be a panic attack#and that is anxious thoughts... many people talk about fear of death during panic attacks#and that was never my experience. I don't feel like I'm going to die when I have these ''attacks''#they feel painful and like i'm completely out of control but my head is quite clear in that regard#i always thought it was because i don't think dying is like The Worst thing that could happen to me so maybe that was why#and it never ocurred to me that it could be an autistic meltdown because i always saw those as ''little boy hits his head against the wall'#(horrible i know) but it's more than that! (plus i sadly started self harming when the ''attack'' is too bad so not i fit that idea lol)#it's the uncontrollable crying. the throwing anything you have at hand across the room. the not being able to utter words#(other than ''no'' in my case) it's the complete lack of control#and that fits so much more to what i experience! i even related to meg's personal anecdote about a meltdown she had as a child#being separated from my mom made me go into full panic modes as a kid and that was seen as a tantrum but it was more than that to me!#and as an added bonus the only therapist i've ever seen in my life used to call my panic attacks ''pseudo-panic attacks''#because even she felt it didn't quite fit in the description (not that she was a good therapist so i can't put her as an example lol)#but anyways... yeah every day that goes by i'm more and more convinced I am autistic and it scares me to fucking death#because of the way my mom reacted when i first raised the question. so yeah this is for nothing lol nothing will change in my life#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#angel talks#personal
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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago
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oh no no no
I just had a shower, and when I got out I started feeling. really dizzy. but not my normal lightheaded kind of dizzy. the kind that I had for a week last year, that feels like I'm on a boat and everything is going up and down
no. I refuse. it's gonna end in a minute. it has to.
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bxdtime-ceai · 1 year ago
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Last night was the first time I was hospitalized for a panic attack. I hope it never happens again
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semiotomatics · 1 year ago
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really need to stop watching emotional yt videos before i go to bed lol
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hermit-frog · 7 months ago
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not me dreaming of The Bengal tiger this night after that post
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wlwreader · 11 months ago
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hi yall :3
#lil random update cause this is like my personal public diary#one of my lil cousins friends almost od’ed here#my youngest cousin found her blue and passed out in the snow#we went to grab her and papa (he’s a big can corso/pitbull mix) attacked her….#i was the only adult at the house at the time and i literally could not get the dog off of her it was genuinely terrifying#i thought i was going to watch her get mauled alive#he let go eventually tho! and she’s….i guess okay#she came back over for the first time since it happened#and she was high again…#AND SHE WAS LAUGHING ABOUT IT HAPPENING#me her and my youngest cousin were talking about it and i was literally shaking remembering it and shes LAUGHING#MY COUSIN FOUND YOU DIEING IN THE SNOW AND I ALMOST WATCHED YOU GET TORN APART AND YOU THINK ITS FUCKING FUNNY?????????#papa has attacked like 7 people before this incident (some of them bitten multiple times on different occasions)#so he was put down recently#its weird cause ive always called him a big ol lover boy#when i first moved in i used to wake up with him cuddled up on the bed with me#and then seeing him like That#ive seen him bite other people#but this was different#i have never felt more…useless? in my entire life#everyone just left her down there like#i dont even like their little friend and im terrible in situations like this but i had to try to help cause i was the Only one down there#to even Try to help#like im glad they all ran#theyre my cousins and theyre all like 17 i dont want them to get hurt#but like fuck i really thought she was going to die down there cause i couldnt fuckin do anything#new trauma unlocked yay! :)#boo.txt
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