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EVERYOJE SHUT UP SHUT UP, FUN THOUGHTS TIME. When c!Schlatt died of a drunken heart attack, he was, of course, drunk. when c!Quackity went to talk with his ghost, said ghost was also drunk. Glatt's memories of being alive seemed a bit blurry. As if he was hungover. c!Wilbur was happy when he died (smiling atleast), a result of having gone insane. ghostbur had only happy memories, and was almost always happy.
c!Tommy was scared when he died. He was trapped with his tormentor for weeks, and thought nobody cared. He never had a ghost. And he came back a shell of himself. Empty.
So theory, the ghosts are mirrors of what people felt when they died and Tommy being a "shell of himself" is a reflection of him never having a ghost while dead. I'm
#dsmpblr#ctommy apologist#ctommy#rp#dsmp#dream smp#watch me break down sobbing#i suck at theories and analysis pls#c!tommy#crimeboys#c!schlatt#dsmp ghosts are something i could spend ages picking apart because what the fuck#deep thoughts wow
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"Where's Unagami?"
"Where he belongs. He's home."
#AHHHHHHHHH#ASFDGFHGJHSHGWFHG SOBBING CRYING#he's just a baby...#doing big ugly crying sobs oh god oughhhh#these words... they're said so gently because hes just a kid... he just wanted A HOME#*breaks down crying*#sorry sorry extremely sensitive over this ending it always makes me cry#i needed this i think 🥹👍#i love this season so much its so special to me#no-one could ever make me hate you prime empire <3#i need to have this season imprinted into my brain - i need to think about it forever and ever and never stop#im having fun watching my favourite season :3👍#hmiae rambles#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago unagami#ninjago prime empire#prime empire
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thinking about how profound it must’ve been for shri’iia when she first received scratch’s ball (woman who has never gotten anything for free in her life ever)
#shri’iia’s relationship with scratch and owlbear cub is that she has only gotten those two for a day and a half and if anything happens to#them she’s gonna kill everyone and herself (she means it)#which is so funny to me bc I usually go for the intimidate options with scratch like she just makes him heel or drop the ball immediately#so she just seems like she doesn’t like the dog but inside she’s like ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 sobbing pissing herself the dog is so cute#shri’iia watching scratch roll on his back like a wiggling worm and she looks like she’s smiling menacingly and plotting#bc the lack of eyebrows + eye tattoo that looks like devil horns + insanely bright red eyes makes her look sinister#but she’s actually dying inside bc she finds him so cute. she will forgive how he drools on her and everything#also post oath breaking when she’s knee deep in denial I do imagine that he tries to console her w how dogs can sense ur distress and all#that. that’s why she gets attached to him 😭 she hasn’t had anyone console her before 😭#owlbear cub too… sobs she does love her babies but she’s doesn’t express it often she just doesn’t know how#but I do hc that those two are always bound to curl up w shri’iia when she’s in her trance. like when she’s laying down they’re like it’s#free real estate. then this 5 ft woman gets covered by a massive dog and her owlbear cub ����🥰#must be so sad for her to find out after the game that the owlbear cub and scratch left#she’s like im NOT upset btw 😭 tears running down her face astarion is like darling what mascara do u use mine isnt that dramatic#then epilogue when she sees them again and she has to give them up to shadowheart 💔💔💔💔#she’s like. clenched fist im so fucking happy for you I’m so serious
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okay last bbvrai post of the night: I'm so glad members of the crew that didn't have speaking roles in hlvrai got to have roles in tonight's stream. Erarg stole the damn show, Trog as Saul was an incredible choice, Mira's brief scenes on screen had me cackling, and Lauren's whole vibe was hilarious. I'm so glad this was something the whole crew could get in on
#rtvs#everyone on the crew is so funny so im glad so many people got some time in the spotlight#when i realized jesse was erarg i was DELIGHTED#because he's so fuckin funny but doesn't get to be in the spotlight often#i couldnt even tell it was mira at first with her two bits because she was going so hard with the voices#which made it even better when she laughed and i realized who it was#on the flip side. lauren just doing her normal voice was hysterical#the lightsaber bit had me sobbing#and trog as saul was just. the perfect choice. his delivery never missed. he's so funny#anyway. amazing stream#i can't wait to see it edited down bc that was a TRIP#i can't believe i watched all of breaking bad in five hours!
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étoiles said he said no to returning to purgatory when pressured but then also said smth along the lines of ‘well you guys know me… if they convinced me…’ and the WHOLE chat started spamming NO NO NO NO NO etoiles chat is in this TOGETHER 💪💪
#qsmp#NEED him not to go back etoiles listen to me . listen to me . listen to the 6k viewers !!! down !!!#TAKE UR DAMN WEEK BREAK AND STAY FAR AWAY !!#jay liveblogs#if he streams it i will scream and cry and sob because i’ll HAVE to watch it then . because it’s etoiles . and he and tubs may be playing#together . PLEASE DON’T !!!!
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byeeee
#me literally thia afternoon discarding anime and posting about how i wish i had never gotten into it and how no one should watch anime but#really it was just about me slipping on seperating the fictional horrors from my actual horrors so watchong yuji claw at the ground#wasnt a “off gege ur horrible” it wS more of a#“i cant breathe im going to die i cant handle this life this is too much there is too much pain i wish i never put this visual in my mind”#and “genuinely i cant stop sobbing im so fucked up by this i remember reality now this is not good for me im going to fucking break”#but then i went back to “damn rhere are some good paralells i can make from this” and then saving the parallels in my to do list#so#shoutout mental illness#but really shoutout the terrifying ordeal of exostence and feelings i cant wait for my brain to get back to the usual compartmentalizing#and by compartmentalizing i mean detaching from reality bc i wont lie its great and it works and it does get better you just#have to get better at actively disociating. like fr practice stepping away from your feelings and accepting that nothing matter except what#u want to matter. and only let things that dont hurt matter.#once u get good at that its smooth sailing#❤️#mind over matter and manifest away ur mental illness#a.k.a. dont think just blank out the present until a treat shows up and then when that treat is done exit back into the blankness#fr im still alive bc of this srs theres nothing wrong with erasing the bad stuff#repression gets a bad hype bc ppl always confuse it with shit that will “come back to get u later lol thats only if ur not good enough at it#ive had minimal problems bc of this so far i rarely get triggered like that yuji thing came and went#forget everything until you want to absorb things that u want to absorb. repress if it keeps u alive. actually repress is a bad word for it#i feel “delete it” works better bc u shouldnt push it down#just delete it#teru mikami style#proof that light yagami did nothing wrong#gremlin hours#no. motivation quotes and life advice hours
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[undoes your saw trap with nothing but a biro and unrepressed homosexual feelings]
#peter strahm#saw#my art#saw franchise#i'm a little obsessed but his autism and complete lack of charm have compelled me#need to tell him about the chinese zodiac just so i can watch him break down sobbing in front of me
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he just watched bonanza season 3 episode 28 the crucible
#I'M FINE. I'M NORMAL.#me reading the episode description: yaaaaay adam whump episode#me when adam gets whumped:#i'm jumping around btw i have not watched three full seasons of this show#i see now why mash made a sad version of the end credits theme for sad episodes#bc the emotional whiplash i got from watching a man break down sobbing in his father's arms only to cut to the jaunty happy cowboy music#was so severe i felt like i needed a fucking smoke break afterward#bonanza#liveblogging#my posts
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i genuinely feel sick. this was so sick of them. oh my god
#TRIP...................................MY BOYFRIEND.............................................................#SOBS SO HARD MY HEAD EXPLODES#winter watches agents of shield#i know i have been so on and off about sitting down and watching through this show but im finally buckling down and finishing this season.#and then they hit me with ANTOINE TRIPLETT MY LITERAL BOYFRIEND???????????????????????????????#LIKE THEY CAN JUST EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY ??????????#i literally had to take a break and pace around my room with my hands clasped behind my back as soon as i saw his face my GOD#this is cruel. diabolical even.
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everyone who was mean about elemental months before the movie came out . lol . lmao even
#i finally watched it last night and god. CHRIST.#it’s so good. it’s so so so good. my heart is heavy with love.#smth smth how do you repay a sacrifice that big made me break down into a sobbing mess#JUST. Love is sacrifice. to do things because it’s the only thing that makes sense. to choose love despite everything. fuck off
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bruhh the world really hates me this week
#let's see what happened? what hell did I go through?#we were down 12 people this week on the team- so we had two 12-hour work days#my body hurts and my feet are blistered- and I was assigned to help my supervisor wrap up in equipment for the week#which I barely got training on#yesterday I accidentally tripped the emergency fire exit alarm in walmart cause my dumbass didn't watch where I was going#which caused me to have a meltdown which I was trying VERY hard to hold back and not sob my eyes out in front of my boss#My belt buckle broke while I was working today so I had to stop and shop for a new one#I tripped and ate shit while packing the equipment cases into my supervisor's hotel room last night#my leg gave out from under me when I tried to stand up after counting a shelf in grocery and I rolled my ankle#I got lost when my supervisor told me to take the equipment to the back room#I had to stop and ask two walmart employees where it was located- neither of them knew#I've been overstimulated since first break this morning#I got so many scratches on my arrms from counting pegs in apparel and those bitches are so sharp they'd make my therapist concerned#aaaand while wrapping up equipment there was a bike hung up on a shelf and I ran face-first into the handlebar and I bent my glasses frames#so now I gotta get those fixed#I'm quickly making my way to the top in competing for 'most directionally challenged' as my supervisor jokingly put it#I'M GONNA GO DOWN TO THE LOBBY TOMORROW MORNING AND MAKE MYSELF A WAFFLE FOR BREAKFAST#I DESERVE A TREAT
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I've seen multiple people now say that we won't see post-breakup!crowley mope in season 3 like his first reaction when he thought aziraphale died in season 1 wasn't to get hammered in a random bar while cradling agnes nutters book that he took as a "souvenir" from the burning bookshop
That guy is gonna be the most pathetic little wet cat of a demon imagineable at least for a while (probably until he learns of the second coming and is gonna start pushing all his feelings down to stop the apocalypse once again)
#good omens#i still stand with the fact that i wanna see crowley sitting on the couch in his flat binging golden girls#and sobbing every time the theme song starts#cause at least book!crowley canonically watches golden girls#and you can't tell me he wouldn't break down at hearing 'thank you for being a friend'#doubt it is gonna happen tho#cause idk if it's realistic to get the licensing for that#i mean they did get queen but still
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So I took my migraine meds (yes GUESS WHAT A BROKEN HAND KA PAIN WASNT ENOUGH) and have to spend the night without taking any painkillers
#today is the day i finally break#i haven't cried once sinve the accident like not even after mom came and hugged me etc etc bc i was in too much pain ig#and almost cried during ct but didn't vry then#and yesterday whrn she oprnef the cast i was like me chaakar khaake gir jaugi the pain was so bad i was almost about to son#sob#watch me break down aak raat
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My brain is like all over the place but like I haha no uno reversed card my breakup and we're just on break now- one of the things I find funny is that he still wants my updates for y7 so that's fun (I'm not even upset I'm just confused 🧍)
huh
#snap chats#i dont remember you mentioning a partner ☠️ or maybe you did..#a lot of you guys have partners. somehow. its hard to keep track of who's dating and who isn't#well i guess you're not. right now. oops.#i mean if youre just on break then we can assume youre on like... decent terms... so y7 updates is fair game ig....#idk.. i dont know how breakups work dont ask me#for shit i do know how to talk bout tho. i finished watching priceless last night :) SOOOO good it was SOOO cute#every episoe was perfect and great... did remind me of first penguin though wherein We're Back At Square One#but im not mad bout that... dare i say... i like it... something about there being no grand prize at the end but still being content..#makes me happy... i mean i guess there WERE Grand Prizes won but our protags dont really get to enjoy those rewards personally#anyways. great show 11/10 im sobbing goku. now onto security police..#i spent a good chunk of yesterday playing DQXI since. i put it down for a while ☠️#but now im in a spot where im stuck again and i dont feel like making any more progress on it so. drama time :)#give me seven more months again then ill get back to DQ
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yeah im 007
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0 cash
7 different discord chat channels i use to talk to myself because i am unhinged
#helps me keep track of movies#like i write down movies i see titles of because i WILL forget about it#and i dont trust sticky notes... ive had them disappear before so i am not using it ever again#but cant trust discord to always be up either so /shrug/#anyway. i also post abt my drawing/writing ideas even tho i never write#it's good to jot them down#even tho i havent done it in months... because i never got around to doing them </3 oof#not even in my 2 week break do i have time to do that. end up playing games or watching movies instead /sobs/#i also have a not very safe for when youre at work channel#thats probs the most active one because idk. loneliness and horniness go hand in hand#i also have a channel where i post screenshots from movies as references#in case i dont already have a folder created. its a quick way to just put it somewhere#so discord is useful to use by yourself!#the only other channel im active in is WME if im ever doing m+ dungeons#sometihng im not doing currently because i have zero motivation. doing delves lol#its pretty much the only other channel i ever look at or am IN really#i dont have online friends or a group to hang out with which doesnt help with the loneliness#not looking for a pity party or an invite (dont. i wont fit in lol) just stating the facts how i feel#delete later#maybe i should actually pug m+. might make some friends lmao
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“shit, this pussy’s damn tight, girl.” toji chuckles, leaned against the wooden headboard of his mattress, with your pretty cunt impaled on his dick. you’re sat upon the man’s lap, back slumped into his bigger body as he lifts your legs to your chest with a singular arm.
“hnn—! thank y-you, thank you, thank you !” you slur, holding onto the man’s bigger arm for leverage as he pumps his cock against your cunt, your round butt slapping against his pelvis.
“tch,” he smirks, “thank you? haven’t heard that one b’fore.” his thrusts come to a slow, leaving you breathless and dazed. you lay back against the man’s chest as he continues lazy but brutal pumps to your poor cunt, pushing against him in an attempt to get him to slow.
“hnn.. ‘m sorry..” you cry out, embarrassed, face growing flushed as your nose scrunches at the memory of a few seconds prior.
toji can’t help but fall into a short fit of laughing at your adorable innocence, soft lips curled into a mean smirk, “‘s alright, sweet thing. yer so polite, hm?” he taunts, pressing a weighted kiss against your lips. you slip your tongue against his before you lose the chance, pressing your face closer to the man’s touch.
“y’take cock like a naughty brat, though.” he whispers in between a breath.
his sloppy tongue overrules yours, slowly but surely swallowing you whole. he peeks through a sliver of his eye, watching you pant into his mouth with your eyes squeezed tight, drool leaking down your chin, so entirety focused on kissing him back. “toji—“ you mewl.
“ya started it,” he mumbles against your swollen lips, giving your cunt a soft slap. you jerk and cry against his hold, pushing the said assaulting hand away, making him giggle. “what a dumb little thing.”
“please ! ‘m gonna c-cum! toji, please, please—“ you cry as his thrusts get harder, pace becomes sloppier, before it all comes to an abrupt stop.
your pants slow, gentle mewls that leave your lips as you begin to fall into a fit of sobs. “no..” toji breaks a grin, petting against your hair whispering sweet praises, “‘m sorry doll, daddy’s tired. let me have a break, yeah?” he adores how you look up to him with bleary eyes, chest full of pained hiccups as you attempt to bounce yourself atop his cock in your position. “..w-wanna cum!”
“don’t be so selfish, sweet thing. ‘m old, ‘s what ya get for hangin’ around me.” he lies through his teeth. pace slowly resuming. his creamy, slicked up cock causes his thrusts to grow in noise, face flushing at the evidence of the use of your poor cunt.
“daddy —!”
“shhh, settle down and let daddy focus, yeah?” he mumbles breathlessly against the shell of your ear, “or else daddy might get too tired.. and won’t be able to finish ya off.” he sighs.
#ima change up the ending soon! but old draft and wanted to get this out#:> toji hehe#jjk#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#toji smut#fushiguro toji x reader#toji <3#toji toji toji toji#jujutsu toji#jjk toji#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji zenin#toji fushiguro#toji x reader#toji fushiguro smut#toji x you#toji x y/n#toji fushiguro x reader#drabbles ⋆⑅˚₊
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