#was starting to get withdrawal symptoms

[eurodyne-d]

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[boabel]

right guys im off for my trip now!!! its gonna be eleven days before i get to use tumblr/discord/ao3 again so please feel free to spam me with all u have. don't forget me and all that, love u all byeee !!!!!!

[ratwithhands]

your battle addict au has really peaked my interest! it sounds so cool and i’m already invested ^^

Aaaa thank you!! Glad to see people are enjoying the show ^^

Wish I had some more content for you guys since the AU is actually really short and simple 👁👁)💦 It's more slice of life compared to my more story oriented AUs, mostly focused on how perceptions shift and how daily life changes when important information comes to light.

If I can, I'd love to get some short/episodic comics out for you guys, like something about the trip to Sinnoh or the hunt for Garchomp. This AU is mostly just a bunch of small moments bundled into a larger collection, so it's probably better suited for shorter posts/sketches.

Anyway! Thank so much you for your interest :D your support means more than you think ^^ hope you have a good night!

[pathfinderswiftpen]

Send Tea I missed my meds and started my period and got bowled over by grief all in the past 12 hours and while I've Definitely Been Worse this is...not fun

[thistooisphanyuri]

Dan and phil come back I miss you :((

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

The fact that I have to renew the perscription for the medication I will be on for the rest of my life every six months is so fucking dumb to me. Yeah, sorry! You’re taking this shit every single day and if you don’t get the prescription filled on time you’re going to go into hellish withdrawal. But we have to reconvene every six months to make sure you REALLY need to keep this prescription active. Are you sure you still need to take the med we have said you will be on for the rest of your life? Are you sure you need it?

[honeysuckle-venom]

Me: So I realized last night I do in fact struggle with social withdrawal and avolition around social interactions, especially initiating them and/or making plans

My therapist: ????? This is news to you??????

[oceanwavesproteinshakes]

Im gonna update on my sobriety journey exactly the way i never wanted to because i think the accountability will help me. Its the weekend so im taking time to rest my body, taking lots of vitamins and drinking water. Ill try to eat for the first time in days in a couple of hours. I just made a sheet analyzing my cycle of addiction and writing down questions i have, with a timeline of how things developed, ill bring it with me to my next session of therapy, im hoping it will help find out critical points of my cycle to help break it. I have an apointment on thursday at an addiction treatment/counseling office thats local to me and will hit up the AA for the next local appointment i can take on monday. I want to act fast because i know for my type of addiction i have a couple weeks of strong motivation to be sober and then a couple months with no desire too drink at all which also makes me less motivated to stick to sobriety cause Everythings going fine. So im trying to set up a network to support me once i get to that false security stage. Coming to terms with this being addiction is hard, ive been in denial for a good while cause im not a „typical“ alcoholic and often times people my age „like to party/drink“ plus im realizing many of the adults around me are types of addicts that are viewed as less severe or more functional. (My grandpa was an alcoholic like from a book, but my uncle is drunk multiple times a week, almost everyone in my family gets drunk at every party and drinks in the evening to relax tho in „smaller“ amounts, my father was drinking multiple drinks every evening and hiding it before the end of his life and so on and so on) so maybe i have a genetic predisposition too (which would suck pretty hard but wont mean i wont be able do it)

[juliamccartney]

i know it's technically self-medicating and that's not ideal but like. caffeine genuinely helps a lot

[manthequin]

I love. drawing.

[glass-bottomed-ego]

AO3 IS UP AGAIN!! 😭 i can breathe now.

[milkteafaeriie]

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[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Humiliating!

[angelstrawbabie420]

this feels so insanely weird

[19catsncounting]

Wild idea: Alex Jones was one of Azazel's Special Children that he made just for funsies.

Research I didn't actually have to do but did: The Special Children Activation happened between 2006-2007 and Alex was kidnapped by Celia from her family smack-dab in the middle of that. 😃

[moodr1ng]

anyway gonna go lay down and listen to asmr for a while and hopefully ill feel less awful and be able to finish taking out all the trash in my room lol