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Oh god.... i am between hyperfixations and right here at work in nightshift!
I hate it, what do??!
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I'm also hungry...
#i can't even draw now#no paper.... can't game or video edit#no hyperfixation.... no show i wanna watch#well i watched the Green Snake titled movie#was great.... nothing crazy tho#was weird that they ignored the baby after the intro tho... thought for sure the nameless guy would be the baby#turns out no... it was her sister all along which Grern Snake knew for half the movie#ending explains everything tho so like ok you fooled me but i did not understand what your movie wants to communicate#there's literally no character development#green snake was like angry from start to finish#she did develope in ONE(1) thing so i guess i just lied but#it was such a stupid thing to develop.... wasn't even like.... important to the story#that or i know shit of chinese way of thinking and legends and i'm probably missing a crucial background knowledge#in which case this was not for general consumption and was veeeery much for local consumption
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heathers was kinda radiating fruit ngl
#Like Veronics was so bi#Like crazy bi#all the heathers gave some kind of fruit vibes#Heather Chandler in particular#Nothing screams leabian in te 80's quite like haunting the girl who killed u accidently#Also I love how both ships with Veronica are so toxic#Its great#i do ship chansaw tho#heathers 1989#heathers#veronica sawyer#heather chandler#chansaw#heather mcnamara#heather duke
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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉#i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now#i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing#shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top#of everything i has to do#these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦♀️#i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and#i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk#there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift.#and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people#but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :")#it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday#and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺#ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too#said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂#i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭#tbd
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felt bad made peanut butter cookies feel less bad and now I have peanut butter cookies
hacked the system
#man worst part of not living in the city you go to school in is you've got literally noone to talk to when schools not happening#where r my friendss bro😭#this is kindof ranty but the library in my towns funding got chopped in half#which means theyre barely open when Im able to go out (Ive got siblings to watch)#and I have to start paying for my library card I think#dnds cancelled this week — I need somebody to talk to that isnt my family I love them but oh my god#aghhs orry this is a nothing post lmfao Im just bored and felt likr talking#peanut butter cookies turned out great tho we finally bought flour so Ive been baking like crazy
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The love/hate relationship with my coworkers is so real lmao like why are they like this
#not snz#I'm just having fun#tho there has been sneezing bc there's so much fucking dust everywhere#I've been at the station for a hot minute#bc most of our guys are still out on fires#so there's just like nobody here#and i like money so I'm vibing with getting paid for being here extra days#but there's just a few of us here rn and we have like nothing to do bc we're hardly getting assignments#so we're just fucking around#and i have like the first responder version of cards against humanity#so we're playing that to kill the time and it's great lmao#but also some of them were asking me random questions#bc apparently the answers and explanations you give say somrthing about you idk#it was some bullshit but we were having fun with it#but the way they were laughing at every single answer i gave like hello#you fucking asked lmao#the nerve tho when they asked for an animal i like and three reasons why#and then said that that's how people view me and scream laughed bc 'it's accurate' like bro fuck off lmao#but i am having a good time like i adore these guys#they drive me crazy but that's my second family right there#plus with all the free time we get I've been trying different recipes and so far no complaints lmao#made a pasta dish tonight that was a big hit bc literally everything was from scratch incuding the noodles#like that's how much time we have lmao#anyway tonight is my last night at the station then i can go home which is a relief#we've all been sleeping on the floor and couches lmao#there are bunkhouses but the women's quarters are unusable so we're all staying in the rec building instead#i told them it was fine and they could stay in the bunkhouse but they were appalled by the suggestion lmao#so we're all vibing rn watching tv and I've literally never felt like I've belonged somewhere more so I'm thriving#anyway I'll probably delete this later I'm just happy rn lmao
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Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)
#I’m also not usually one to get annoyed whenever ppl shit on the things I like#like I’m an adult sorry idc 😵💫#but it’s always annoying seeing ppl who know nothing about the story complaining about it#even just as recently with the Gojo being racist shit 😭..#like he’s a really great character despite all of that and even though Gege’s#execution of that could’ve been better or didn’t need to happen at all#because idk what gege was doing even though I do strongly believe that he used a moment like this to showcase Gojo’s ignorance and#that how he’s also human and makes mistakes since if you’re familiar with the series Gojo isn’t really treated like person at all#more like a deity and he doesn’t like that#but he’s never been one to voice his personal feelings and talk about his trauma ever#he gets treated like a god and because of this he’s never felt like he could truly connect with other people#so that’s why he puts on that whole act of being overly friendly/ playing with others and even rude to shut others out because of his#aversion to opening his traumatized self To other ppl like he’s so cool#and when he’s friendly he gives the others just enough of his affection so that he wouldn’t be worried about and not have others pry#but he’s incredibly flawed as well#I feel like gege could’ve showed Gojo being ‘humbled’ some other kind of way over the racism tho 😭. But it’s fine lmfao#I’m still so grateful that he had Gojo actually apologize instead of waving Miguel off like he didn’t matter because like I’ve said before#he literally never apologizes (this is probably the first time that I’ve ever seen gojo apologize to anyone in canon I’m so serious 🗿)#that’s literally not part of him#like he feels regret but he never apologies or shows that he actually cares about what others are expressing to him when they’re upset with#him. like this is crazy. but it shows that he did care about the mistake that he made which I appreciate…. like idk how I would’ve felt#about his character if he showed that he could care less when hurting someone like this🗿…..#I adore him so much sorry sorry for taking about anime I’m just 😭…. ❤️❤️❤️#rambling#I’m glad that everyone is fucking with Miguel now because he is a really interesting character even though we haven’t seen much of him#he’s one of the few ppl who Gojo trusted enough to look after someone who he cared about despite the horrors#because he knew that Miguel would protect yuuta and do right by him#it’s very 😭❤️…
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and if i said.... pet.er peve.nsie.....
#i have never read the books but ive just watched the first 2 narnia movies#it was def my first time seeing prince caspian idk ab the other narnia i probs watched it as a kid#but he..... he is calling me#mr doomed blonde twink who makes poor choices but is doing his best....... welcome back all my muses#i was gonna say welcome back kurt but... tate... levi.... probably more#ive never been. Good at writing fantasy im not great w anything that requires lore#hes just. oh hes calling to me#and the. specifically the pains of living a life in narnia and being king and then having to go back to the real world and be Just A Kid#idk if hes in the third movie im ab to watch it now but the bitter sweet end of 2 where he says hes leaving narnia and he wont be coming ba#and aslan says its bc he has nothing more to learn from it like..... kinda heartbreaking and would destroy u as a person#a world where ur king and u do everything u can to make the right choices but u dont do things really right and u get people killed#and yeah narnia prevails but it doesnt prevail bc of u. its in part bc of u but ur decision cost lives it risked a lot#and then its like. well ur leaving now and thats it bc it taught u what u needed to learn#and like maybe it did but he had no chance at redemption at fixing things there like his redemption was to leave it to someone more capable#and then he has to just like. go be a person. and live a normal life#like thats wild#im gonna go watch the third movie if u have read the books sound off on if u think i should based entirely on my little rant ab peter#the issue here tho. is if i made him. u see. two muses named peter on this blog... both with a last name starting w p.... its almost like.#its almost like one would have to be a solo blog#'but quin ur literally never here anyway' but what if for a hyperfixation muse i was here#this post started w the intent of 'narnia peter solo blog' but now... i am thinking perhaps spider peter would be a better solo bc of his.#bc of the fixation i have#however he intimidates me a Lot as a solo blog bc hes such a. everyone knows him u know hes a Big muse and i fear the pressure of that#then again narnia i think is big too? and theres the talks of the new movies so thats also potentially big muse#its crazy bc i have sososo much muse for every muse i have but my brain is saying abandon this blog and make both peters solos#and i Cant do that#but at the same time................................#my issue has always been too many blogs and being stretched too thin but also. w all due respect. who cares#like i am here to have fun and most of the time my blogs dont last bc no one writes w me not bc i dont want those muses#and yeah theres no guarantee making a new blog would change that but idk. kinda vibe w the idea of starting new
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The way "you are kenough" still praises men for the bare minimum
#putting it down know but elaborating when I wake up#but the way the Ken song is about him expecting more even tho he has nothing to offer#And the end of the movie was like. it’s ok if u have nothing to offer we love u anyways#and not even that. he had nothing to offer EXCEPT misogyny#that Barbie had to fix#and he was still given a reward by not getting KILLED#dramatic but it’s getting my point across#Barbie was pathetic bc it was literally white women keeping the status quo as is#like it was surface level but looking at the material results of everything#barbie chooses to go into a patriarchal world where she gets to be real ok cute#the other Barbie’s stick to Lalaland cute cute sure#kens get a tiny bit more rights than they used to have despite. literally everything they did#like it’s reminiscent of real life where barbie has this great epiphany and realizes who she is outside of not only the patriarchy but even#the societal level of barbieland but like. irl nothing happens#which is interesting bc barbieland is a worlds reversed thing#and smth about capitalist company joking about the kens going to far with wanting a vote when the kens are the equivalent of womans rights#and obviously not a 1:1 ratio but like. crazy. idc about misandry but like in this universe the ‘misandry’ is supposed to be a mirror for#usual sexism and the end result of that was soooo weird#it’s giving mens empathy/lonliness epidemic yknow#and crazier is that it’s a very white feminist movie anyways like they copy paste woc but those voices are very much not present#like the equivalent of Ken ending is bimbo feminism#and again. before y’all get mad bc some of u can’t read this isn’t a 1:1 ratio but like. idk it’s weird to me#and again. for reasons stated up above im not saying misandry is real I’m saying the takeaway was weird#bc the takeaway still benefits men. ok girls broke up with boyfriends bc they saw their boyfriends being misogynistic about this movie#sure whatever. how many of y’all broke up with ur boyfriends for relating to Ken and calling themselves kenough?#this is articulated badly but these base thoughts up for refinement tomorrow#or whenever I feel like it#or never#or if someone asks I love answering questions 😍#or again. never
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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately#is... kinda insane! silly <3#like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and#i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise#and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does#i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO#and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing#even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO#it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult#^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL#but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid#but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the#kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly#cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs#i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who#were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o#and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.
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theres only two types of girls that study english translation: the weird girls with coloured hair (i.e. myself) OR the fake blondes who looooove ta/ylor sw/ift, think har/ry st/yles is a fashion icon and are probably on the wrong but more popular side of booktok (where they like things like aco/tar and coll/een ho/over or whatever idk). and then you have the boys.
#nothing to say about them. havent discovered a pattern yet#the only thing to note (which. is obvious) is that theyre comfortable being around women like. a lot of them#bc english translation and just languages in general i think is viewed as a thing for girls to study. yknow?#so im always super surprised when i see more than like. 2 or 3 boys in my classes#its great tho. theyre usually very nice or weird or sometimes both#also while there are different kinds of weird girls... the other type of girls are always very boring#they usually befriend each other and they end up being a huge friend group thats basically half the class#i rmr the other day they were getting to know each other and one was like. omg! its crazy how we all like the same thing! lol#first of all. you all look and act and talk the exact same way why are you surprised baby girl ?#also forgot to mention but they like hp! as soon as i heard that i gave them the worst side eye imaginable#but i mean. we are not surprised so#anyways this had no point other than me talking to the void bc i have no one to talk to#cami.txt
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Warning, absolutely unobstructed yapping that I did not read over 😎‼️💪👇
I feel like this is a world relevant question framed in an extremely negative way. Is that not what sharing any creative work is like?
Perhaps controversial but I never understood people losing enjoyment of things because of other peoples interpretations?
My mind is my own untouchable movie theater to enjoy, nothing anyone else does or how they play will ever affect me in an irreversible or permanent way.
I always thought art is up for interpretation of the viewer, no matter what it is. No review is ever the same.
You cant misinterpret something that is created solely for the intention of interpretation and enjoyment.
I have never created art of a character that is ‘franchise accurate’ and nobody else should be ever be confined to that standard either.
This isn’t as simple as “would you be okay if your intentionally LGBT character had that relevant part of their character removed?” Of course not! That sucks! I don’t want to be complacent in letting bigotry ‘censor’ parts of a characters identity thats relevant to who they are and their motives!
But if ideals and traits and personality quirks are lost… even if full morals change- thats part of what happens. You released your baby out to the public, and now it’s EVERYONES baby.
You shared a part of yourself, but now everyone who touches it is going to attach a part of theme to it as well. It won’t look the same, and you have no control over what is added or taken away.
But something new is made, and as long as things keep getting made, you are going to keep getting inspired to start again.
Would you sell your fave OC for $1,000? You can still make art of them but, they're being sold to a franchise you personally hate that's could assassinate their character, and the fandom will misinterpret them no matter what.
#art#maybe some philosophy#me personally tho#i will take that cash idk#i dont see it as flaky#but im not gripping onto these perceptions#i can enjoy it nonetheless#nobody can ruin anything for me#and its great#never left a franchise because of the fandom and i am forever entertained#there isn’t anything i cant just choose to ignore#kat talks#kat reblogs#kat has opinions ig#yapping#is this anything?#controversial: sans undertale aus is the culmination of batshit crazy human creative obsession and i think everything should experience that#such a high level of bastarization you cant even comprehend#people do be getting creative#nothing is my own except everything is#that makes sense to me
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Wait a minute. What is this trope of people who always insist on going to work no matter the circumstances. Where are these people that insist you have to go to work instead of grieving, taking a break, just lying around in their house, and reading a book or whatever? It makes no sense how so many characters are just burying themselves in work. Just go for a walk.
#tv tropes#capitalist distopia#fanfic uses this to great effect tho#ngl#it works great for OTPs that exists in the workplace#either way its unhealthy#as hell#just go do nothing#seems to me that this also creates crazy paper thin characters with absolutely no outside interests other than work and that's fucked
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#����#i was looking thru everything i have on procreate and bro#it’s. understandable considering what i’ve dealt w in the last two years but literally as i scrolled i watched my skills get better like.#when i started out i was just making these crazy elaborate drawings out of nothing and for no reason other than the love of creating#and tbf i was also rly excited when i first started using procreate lmao but i’m like ::::)))))#on one hand mourning the person i was at that time even tho i was not perfect and not doing great#but also like. i could make shit like that once. i can do it again in a new way this time#i might post the one i’m thinking about bc holy shit 😭#i rmr being unimpressed w it at the time but now im like WHAT!!!!!#I MADE THAT??????#and i rmr my only inspo being this one random outfit but it’s such a small influence like fhdksjjds#anyway. i really really wanna focus my energy away from crochet and back on drawing and visual art bc i feel like i’ve lost so much#while i’ve been grieving and healing#god. so much has happened since i first started making digital art it’s insane#and i thought things were already bad back then LMAO#anyway x2#i’ll be fine i’ll continue to grow and one day hopefully i can look back on rn w a similar fondness to how i’m looking back on late 2021#rowyn rambles
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lol i remember how chaotic and fun i was back when i was drinking and using drugs, there was one night in particular that me and my friends got high af in waffle house at like 3am and the overnight staff was smoking with us and shooting the shit. now i go to bed at 11pm and the biggest stimulant i use is caffeine. all my friends keep saying i got boring but like, im just fun in different ways now that they dont vibe with
#lol at least they stopped trying to pressure me into drinking and using with them#making new friends this semester tho and theyre sober too so this is great!!#text#like i might allow a beer s few times a month but nothing crazy ya kno ive been sober for almost a year now and am v happy with that
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ik i said i wanted to do at least 2-3 personal solo zines this year aside from the one i already put out but im having such a hard time deciding on a topic?? 'random art zine' or 'sketchbook zine' feel too random kadhfkj. and the only thing ive been MEGA into lately have been my own ocs but making a zine with them would feel weird..also very niche lmao
#also i really dont like the idea of putting my silly oc stuff behind paywalls if im being real ajsdkf theyre goobers free to the world#if i didnt need money i wouldnt even consider any of the zines being paid zines#id just make em all free forever bc i rly do just enjoy sharing stuff like that#but alas...the horrors (being poor + severely mentally ill so i need money sometimes for things) agh...#everytime i sell stuff or make some money with comms something happens like i need to buy pet stuff (food or litter or my dogs expensive#flea pills but they NEED those bc ticks and fleas here in the summer are actually SO bad he needs the vet grade tablets to handle them)#so basically my debt isnt necessary getting too much worse which is good! but its also not..improving bc i keep havin to buy necessities#im not buying anything crazy or nyhting just absolute must haves yk..and yet#oh well at least ppl buying the clothes means ill free up a lort of space if nothing else like even if theres no actual..profit HSDKF#theres two boxes worth of clothes haha...it makes me happy to think ppl will wear them tho since im not anymore#ive been very unhappy w my own clothes augh :( i want to be happy wearing things but idk. idk. nothing i have is sparking enough joy lately#ive bene living in pjs...going to public places in pjs...#very out of character for me but god lol my brain lately#i got some more books at the libraby today when i was picking my nephew up tho :) so that made me happy#theyre all art related !! so mostly pictures + artists talking abt their techniques#all landscape related bc i wanna do more complex painted bgs this year and dip my toes into traditional art a lot more. my sister is#actually a great painter so maybe ill ask her for pointers. but then again thats kinda embarrassing so maybe not#sanchoyorambles#BASICALLY YES MORE ZINES ARE MTH I WANT TO DO BUT IDEAS. NOT WORKING RN
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Hey, write your usual/favorite Starbucks/coffee shop order in the tags!! I love tasty drinks and I’d love to hear about yours! ☕️ 🍵🥤🧋
#chatterbun#I’ll start!#my current fav drink as of late is defo tho#brown sugar oatmilk blonde shaken espresso from Starbucks#it’s got way too many words in it but it’s soooooo tasty!!!!#you can taste the coffee so well and the blonde roast is so crazy tasty#idk how to describe it it just tastes so much!!!#been making the mistake of ordering way too big of a size lately tho lol#I figured ooooo I love this drink I want a lot of it!#but too much of a good thing and whatever whatever#I’m working my back down now from a venti lol#but when it’s cold I ADORE getting a hot oatmilk chai latte#gosh#nothing is better than one of those on a cold day#well#idk one of those iced espressos on a hot day is pretty great too lol nvm I can’t decide#anyhow#if you read all of this thank you#Please tell me about your coffee store drinks!!!
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