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plum-pudding-everywhere · 15 days ago

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komanami for the soul (mine)

#plums.art #danganronpa #sdr2 #komanami #nagito komaeda #chiaki nanami #was gonna do an environment but i. cant #im allergic #no reference i die like the fool i am #he has no idea about that snot bubble

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xxplastic-cubexx · 27 days ago

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krakoa cherik constantly having sleepovers at each others houses

they never slept alone since day one ☝️ (until the divorce)

Im so sorry this was my immediate first thought

#cherik #snap sketches #krakoa cherik in the month of our lord december ??? literally at that fjOWDJSJEK #how many times will i draw these two sleeping in my career A Lot i predict #makes sense ….. i do love sleep ….#chat help its my grandmas birthday which means i deal with a yakuza chapters worth of drama god above help me #this made me giggle at least …. ty for the chance to doodle it anon …#anyway i feel strange. i sure hope its not food poisoning again !!!!!#i did just get really neat cookies sent to my house … id like to eat them without bein sick .. you cant enjoy cookies sick ….#ok byebye im gonna deal with My Environment and try to Not feel Physically sickly #not much can be done about the overhanging dread of family drama but oh well !!!

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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two #which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4 #so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn #the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely #its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time #cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that #52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me #i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me #where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work #thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension #me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again #ttawebcomic #comic panels #hiatus stuff #adam and steve

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abirddogmoment · 4 months ago

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It's been a minute since I posted any training videos but here's where we're at with steadiness training!

We're coming really close to meeting my goals for steadiness training! I'm now able to throw things while Rory stays in heel position without too much trouble. She's able to maintain this outdoors in most environments so I'm really really happy with where we're at!

I do a lot of practice heeling around distractions, but I just realized this was the first time I heeled towards the thing she wants and pulled a u-turn. As a result, she's a little slow on that turn and lacks the enthusiasm on the actual retrieve. Nbd, I'll practice it a little more with easier retrieves to build the enthusiasm in the next session.

I'm most proud of how she connected the cue "ready" with looking out towards the ite. (rather than looking up at me). I don't do directional casting (when you put your arm out to direct the dog) on simple retrieves so it's just the cue plus that little hand next to her head. It makes me happy every time she locks up in the correct direction and gets ready.

I'm also super happy with her understanding of the release! I can pet her or touch her and she won't break the stay until I release her with the "okay!" or "get it" cues. I don't think I pet her in this video but I've been practicing that too so I'm thrilled it's sticking!

It's hard to believe she's only a year old when we're doing training sessions like these! I'm so excited to see how she grows up, she's gonna be so cool 🥺💜

#dogblr #rory borealis #bird dog training #steadiness training #okay its been a minute but the broad steps for training this were:#understanding how to be/stay in heel position (shoulder at my knee feet still)#understanding how to look at the environment in heel (not eye contact - teach by throwing treats and releasing while the dog is still watchi #ing them fall)#understanding how to wait to be released (i used a platform and a flat collar - check the bird dog training tag for that video)#and then understanding how to do that offleash and in different places #i try to practice this one every day or two #because stay/wait is one of my biggest priorities #and every dog needs impulse control but especially bird dogs #i cant believe how well shes doing #i constantly forget shes only a year old not even #i love where we're at and i love her as she is #and im so excited to see how she grows up because i honestly think shes gonna be so cool

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lokh · 19 days ago

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at this point i have to assume the ongoing chest pain is from living in this fucking house

#no apparent heart problem. if its somehow a muscle ache that has persisted >6 months #then its also managed to Not be from noticeable muscle damage while still lasting that long #and if its not the stress from being here then idk. cancer does show up in the family 💀#if it is just a muscle ache then i would like it to be over #but my god man. im gonna lose it #the problem with living in ur parents house is that they will make fuck ass decisions abt it #and u cant do anything Esp if ur freeloading lmao #maybe im just prone to stressing myself out like a fucking tarsir #*tarsier. but like goddddd #tfw theres a million unfinished and contributing things to a possible infestation #like. tell me why the bathtub has been unusable for probably a year now #and also theres a HUGE HOLE IN THE WALL WHERE THE EXHAUST GOES THRU!!!!!!#that they probably knew about but apparently didnt think was a concern #and when approached about 'hey i dont think (liquid) fumigation is gonna last if u dont fix this'#the response is 'thats why u fumigate every like 6 months'#NO??? FIX THIS FUCKING HOUSE?#AND THEN LIQUID FUMIGATION TOO???? AURGHHHHHHHH #anyways also have to assume its not like. actual physical environment problem #spent two weeks out of house and it persisted. but i suppose if its bad enough #it would do that...?? but then why is no one else in the house suffering -_-#either its extremely localised to my room or its straight up not that #dad keeps insisting its long covid. near as i can tell ive never caught covid #while its possible it was low/no symptom im relying on the fact that no one else got sick in the house #and when people get sick in the house i do test also. and its always negative. but who knows

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 4 months ago

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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers

#Priorities! Next month no food challenge #At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs 🥰#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums #Id be happy #eating my own organs and shit #Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices #I want to spend money #🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it 👻#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die #Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF #IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL #aaaaaaaaa🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt #oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good #Ahhhhhhhhh. 😾#Gimme money #Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough #insanity is my middle name tbh #also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse 😭#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all #but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in #but dang is it hard next to school #getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun #But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work 😭 so this is shit #n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry

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robocops-a-christ-allegory · 3 months ago

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Ok this is also vibe based and its possible it was always this bad and these people are striaght up lying but old people talking about how they worked at Mickey D's For A Summer Back In 89' And It Wasnt So Hard are full of shit to me because like surely the place has been Corporate Style Surveillance Tech'd Out to hell since then right. Like you were NOT getting yelled at because ALL THE OTHER STORES ARE AHEAD OF US IN TIME! in 1987 and that is like the main reason that job is so bad.

#not that it wasnt also bad back then mostly likely like theres alot about it that sucks but #the main thing to me is The Time Crunch aspect #I always tell people this shit and they still get mad at the teenagers for getting their orders wrong and its like #I get it but thats a environment that it is almost impossible to do well in.#Your mcdonalds (and likely other fast food places) orders are always wrong because #everyone that works there literally has to work as fast as they can or they get in trouble and this #includes the managers #Like they are not doing it on purpose. Fair to get mad if the issues major but dont take it out on #the employees because its not even gonna prevent it from happening again because You Cant because #They Have To Be As Fast As They Possibly Can

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tubbytarchia · 4 months ago

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I really really really want to start going the gym or start jogging but I haven't been forced to confront my social anxiety for so long I think I'd rather stay at home and have a meltdown about it instead. I don't even dislike social interactions I just don't want to be perceived ever

#I knoww I knowww people at the gym dgaf. at least they shouldnt. we all start somewhere #but I am so ridicolously physically weak man I feel so ashamed #but I cant exercise at home. I need to be put into an environment that encourages it so I dont just procrastinate #ughhh ughhhhhhhh #I have started to bike again but Im only gonna be able to do that till the weather allows #blabber

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snekdood · 8 months ago

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ppl who larp about the Revolution™ almost seem to expect someone *else* to take the leading role in it all so they can sit inside on their asses and do jack shit, they know they have no meaningful skills to offer and would only slow people down, but expect to *somehow* magically radicalize most americans into doing all the work for them because awww dey're just such a weak wittle babu that needs to be pwotected and defwended awlways uwu

like. come on. get a grip. if everything went your way and someone actually stronger than you came along to take the lead, you're likely not being invited, and you'll likely be left behind... which means left to the alt right, who will no doubt come to your house to see if you're perpetuating anything "woke", and you gotta know they wont just ask, they'll barge in and look through everything even your computer.

though, you should really focus on your plan. your first step: get along with people enough to even actually convince them its a good idea, and we all know you'll never dare to try that shit. you cant even be on here w/o blocking someone like me for even suggesting you are approaching this like a child playing war and you have NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU'RE DOING.

you think you want a second holocaust (which is essentially letting trump win, i mean hitler got the majority vote in germany. thats how he rose to power. didn't just materialize out of thin air), but you dont seem to grasp the gravity of what that entails, or even that you'd be thrown in the camps with everyone else, all to stick it to jewish ppl and "the libs", even if it means you and all the ones you love die along with them. you are a net negative to humanity and quite frankly should be on a fucking watch list.

#tankies #accelerationists #i dont think the power of love and friendship is gonna carry you through this one guys #you're waiting for someone to come along and save you- this revolution is nothing more than a complex fantasy of you being saved #and protected. nothing more.#i understand you're scared. i understand you've made this idea your whole life and the only thing you dream about to feel better #about living in a world where you're oppressed and constantly in pain and have no power. it makes sense. i create such fantasies for myself #sometimes. but when we come back to reality- we cant expect to take the whole fantasy with us per se #the world isnt one day going to magically go exactly your way. its just not going to happen. it'd be nice if it did- we think- but it wont #you have to be more practical in this. you can use your fantasy as a motivator. a goal. be the change you want to see etc. etc.#but YOU have to take steps making it a reality. no one is going to be the all knowing person who saves you from all the problems #and can do all the things you cant do and save the day or whatever. it's never going to happen. you have to be that person #for yourself. if you're gonna larp about a revolution you have to at the bare minimum have this understood.#after that- you need conflict resolutions skills and to know how to communicate #you'll need to learn how to get along with people you dont like at all. you'll need to learn how to communicate your ideas effectively #you'll need to learn how to argue and defend your ideas and how to have the humility to be wrong and accept it and the ability #to change your mind. you'll have to educate yourself and keep educating yourself. you'll have to learn how to actually listen to other #ppl instead of trying to find a way to manipulate them to believe what you do #and after all that social stuff is out of the way- you need to learn some mother fucking SURVIVAL SKILLS BITCH #how to FIGHT and SURVIVE in any kind of environment. how to use weapons and build fires out of nothing n shit #if you cant manage all of that? you're fucked.

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arielluva · 5 months ago

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looking specifically for drawings of mine with backgrounds really makes me realize that i. don't draw backgrounds very often. simple colors or patterns ftw i guess

#one recent one has a full environment but i cant show that one just yet #otherwise a good chunk of my drawings just have a simple color background...#maybe occasionally there'll be like. a couch. or maybe something else. idk #its probably bc i focus more on characters and rendering so backgrounds are NOT a big part of my art #i also just dont particularly like drawing environments that much and if i do draw them they're not gonna be too accurate #proper perspective? what's that!! im just gonna draw my silly wobbly lines and make shit up!!

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soonhoonsol · 5 months ago

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you guys... if you have the means to seek help for mental illness, please do it. it's not a waste of money I promise.

don't be like me, a person so riddled with anxiety and executive dysfunction that I cancel on job interviews just because I cannot fathom being perceived and judged by people I potentially have to work with for the next 10 years or so

#personal #cancelled a job interview today bc it was in a location i have ptsd from #which sucks cuz the environment looks great (through the website) and the job description is great too #but location give me ptsd so in the end i cannot even get up to change clothes bc of how f king scared i am #i wish i had money to get a legal diagnosis so ppl would stop calling me lazy and shit #but i have to save my money for my brother's and mum's medical bills bc they always have appts #i cant afford to get help for myself bc then who's gonna pay for theirs #i feel so bad too... my mum is so understanding letting me take my time to find a job #but then any f2f interview i get i panic and shut down and cancel it... like... why do i do that #for real guys if you're mentally unstable but can afford to get meds or therapy or anything JUST DO IT #i promise it'll be better for you in the long run

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forgaeven1 · 1 year ago

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i've got a job interview today, and as you'd expect, i'm mighty nervous. if i'm more absent / present ooc ( really, my anxiety loves playing russian roulette with my attention ) , that's why !