#even if it busted my ass
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i've got a job interview today, and as you'd expect, i'm mighty nervous. if i'm more absent / present ooc ( really, my anxiety loves playing russian roulette with my attention ) , that's why !
#as context: i have like.... bad anxiety when it came to my career#i used to be in filmmaking? but my last project had this massive miscommunication#and it tore me into pieces. like.... i was just. in a bad shape#so i changed my career completely and found work in a kindergarten#and so far the work's lovely ( like yeah. it has its own stress ) but i've started to like? idk how to say it#but in filmmaking i had a very active position. i was among the chains of command#and in this new environment ( the pre-school ) im more of a follower ?? so ive been managing my stress#by taking this outside approach where im not THAT active#but lo and behold. the other day ive got an interview offer ( this one i'm going to ) in filmmaking#and im just. i suppose im scared the past will repeat itself#or perhaps its simply my anxiety bc i kept thinking i'm just gonna screw up#or i cant take the heat of the work. but?? i do like filmmaking#even if it busted my ass#idk. sorry for the rambling. as ive said - im nervous!#hopefully this channel will resume its programme after this break!#<333 have a good day yall. fr#gen: out of character.
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who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️
ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday
#shes cool as fuck to me bc when I first played jfa I found her really frustrating to deal with#not just as Phoenix but I mean like on a personal level she is challenging because she’s so thorough#and yet I also find it fascinating that she breaks the character she’s built for herself once in a while#i 100% believe that I don’t think she would have caught on to what Phoenix was trying to do while stalling for time with engardes trial#so it’s probably a good thing edgeworth subbed in but she literally busts her ass to bring evidence to court#almost right after having a bullet extracted from her WHICH SHE ALSO PRESENTS AS EVIDENCE. thats metal as fuck ok#especially since she would technically have nothing to do with the case after edgeworth fills in and she still decided to do that anyway#maybe it was blind faith to use that evidence to win since she wasn’t there for most of the trial but still#and even if canon doesn’t give it to me I still firmly believe there’s be at least some chemistry between her and Maya#like especially if you hold it next to wrightworth that works bc there’s already a history there and majority of Phoenix and miles trying#to relearn their relationship is Phoenix coaxing out that side of Miles that he remembers from fourth grade#but with Franmaya it’s something new and they’re basically strangers to each other and one of them almost got the other convicted#and I still think that’s fascinating and it’s a damn shame thay half of the fics I find for them on ao3 is background in wrightworth fic#i did find a good one that touched on Franziska trying to win pearls approval because Pearl does hold a grudge against her#and seeing that trying to live up to perfecting even her personal relationships without getting to know Pearl to even know#why it wasn’t working feels believable when I think abt her as a character yk#myart#my art#doodles#aa#ace attorney#franziska von karma
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made a comic! what happens when 2 guys accidentally adopt a demonic cat
read the rest under the cut!
#been a while since i posted these sillies... if you remember jake and harley thgen i love you .#if the read more doesnt work then im sorry for the long ass post jdfklhgdl#original character#oc#comic#procreate#illustration#digital art#koob art#jake#harley#i finally made something with them . now they can die /j#i made this for RICE! and i truly busted my ass for it ajkfldshklgsdf#im like so truly not a writer and i dont consider myself to be creative lol so even if this isnt the best comic of all time#im still really proud that i made it :-]
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why is he like that.
#leave it to my ass to be in love with a video game that isnt even out yet#but also please go look up billie bust up it genuinely looks SO fun and i love all the characters...i am gay for elaine#billie bust up#billie bust-up#bbu#bbu fanart#bbu barnaby#fantoccio#bbu dutch#bbu elaine#bbu basile#barnaby owl#elaine corso#tails gets trolled
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Quick little roommates prompt art for the 2024 Spideytorch Bingo!
#Not really my best but I'm glad to get something in for rn even with my busted ass computer lol#spideytorch bingo 2024#peter parker#johnny storm#spideytorch#my art
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My family deserves financial compensation for being in the vicinity of my 4AM rambling about charles and his zesty little turtleneck in xmen evolution i think
#snap chats#good morning beautiful people ….. heeded the word of A Beautiful Anon and drank water so im doing good this mornin …#anyways Real Tho no cause my fam went to bed at like 1AM after we watched a movie and Of Course i stayed awake after that#we all saw my 92 live posting ….. but yeah then i watched some evolution epa and was just yammering for like three hours fkSODJAM#my cat was with me tho … id like to think she wnjoyed my commentary … i see no other reason as to why she woulda stuck around otherwise#WAIT NO HEEELP WTF WAS I TALKING ABOUT EVEN. i remember rambling about something with charles while watching#Do I Remember no . oh no wait i think i was just askin them evo kids to be nice to his mansion …. they were havin a party an shit …#MEANWHILE grandpa gotta make sure his evil ass brother dont bust outta prison 😭😭#i was valid …… i was valid for my morning rambling … omg no yeah i was watching the tabitha episode#First Off daughter acquired and so Second Off i need to fist fight her dad. with a cinder block#ok im done rambling now … there is work to be done… moral of the story do not let me near fermented grapes
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We were skirting a creek that twisted from the wide river and his horse stumbled, almost unsaddling the king. He recovered himself and patted the stallion’s neck. ‘It must be an accidental fire,’ he said, and spurred on.
I let him go. A half-dozen of his own men rode with Alfred, but Steapa, their commander, fell in beside me.
‘He’s not happy.’
‘He’s only happy when he’s praying,’ I said sourly.
‘He was looking forward to this journey.’
‘So he can pray over Hoskuld?’
‘He was looking forward to seeing you,’ Steapa said, ‘for some reason he likes you.’
I said nothing.
-Bernard Cornwell, Uhtred's Feast 'The Gift of God'
#the last kingdom#tlk#bernard cornwell#sadly in my opinion#the best part of the story#other than Uhtred and Finan sassing each other a little#the rest?#sigh#also there were typos and retcons and all else#anyway I don't even say this as a shipper#this is literary criticism from yours truly#actually I'll run another one by you#reading this story felt like walking along in a pair of heels#it's all fine and dandy#suddenly one of the heels busts the fuck off#it starts raining#someone jeers at you#AND you have to figure out how to get yourself home with your busted ass shoe#so you take them both off and stalk down the wet sidewalk in the stupid rain#that's how this story felt so don't bother unless you enjoy arbitrary inconveniences#r:tdn
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my beef w many compilations of mclennon proof is it's all the weakest stuff like cmon guys we need to bust out some truly insane stuff if we want to convince ur average tumblr user. where's the "if I were a girl maybe I could go out and..."? or "HE gave me loving in the palm of my hand *jerking off motion*"? cats named after the lovers they played? if I fell valentines day card with "to paul with love" on it? or paul saying if his dead bestie who again is Literally Dead were back for just ONE SINGLE DAY he'd spend it with him "in bed"? beetles fucking on ram? john thinking dear boy is about him (INCRIMINATING)? any of paul's songs that are genuinely actually truly and accepted to be about john by many (this one, call me back again, best friend.........)? WE HAVE TO GET TO THE HARD HITTERS! we can't just go up to some random guy on the street and bring up india like it's real!
#like listen I love to bust out the red string but if ur trying to convince a regular degular ass person#PUT THE RED STRING DOWN. DON'T MENTION INDIA YOU SOUND CRAZED#I wouldn't even bring up my skywriting by word of mouth analysis or god only knows bc it takes too much red string 💀#you could Maybe bring up just like starting over but I think having to explain the walrus thing would make people shut down immediately
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ive been attempting to draw him for a month since the first page i did, and im about to chuck him thru a brick wall ❤️ HFJDBBFNDB 😭
anyways, heres some of the doodles i kept in my layers
#my art#doodle#sampo koski#hsr sampo#hsr#i literally dont know other than fanart hard#and perfectionism but anything past his bust im like ????????? body go where???? boring pose so restart????#i ended up erasing a lot of tries#i also caught up with the game and man i miss his ass (even tho i have him in my team jfhshsjb)
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Hey so I had to pay the county back $230 because they gave me too much in food stamps or i was gonna get sent to collections…since I only worked 4 days last week (we were given the day off for Christmas) my paycheck wasn’t enough of a parachute. If someone could help me scrounge up like $100 so i can have at least a couple dollars after paying rent til I next get paid…hopefully this is the last time I have to ask for help 🥺
💚: $FrewtBat
💙: @ FrewtBat
#ughhh#i cant ask my sibling and I already owe a family member money#Im playing catch up and even busting my ass this job is just keeping me afloat#girl help
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"God I'm having a bad week, I'm going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] torture that fictional man
#whump#whump humor#mental health#look I just busted my ass *slipping on my own already slightly broken headphones*#like I've obviously had worse things happen#I didn't break anything in my bod and the headphones even still work#but that *is* still one of the more absurd and difficult to articulate frustrations I've encountered in a long-ass time#free whump prompt in the tags I guess lmao
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did the queue run out
hrk nah weve just been a bit behind, a bunch of us are wrapping up a school year rn . also i just spent a week recovering from finals so hard that i think i slept like 15 hours my past three off days. like respectively. ive been straight up honk shoo honk shooing it dogg
-mod dave
#my ass when i wake up at 4pm disoriented and thirsty as fuck for three days straight#its fine im evening out. its summer now. its my Chilling Hour#my Peak Performance Season#were busting out the florals now baybee#not a quote#mod dave
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Where'd that little bug go?
#fun fact dragonflies are carnivorous#doodles#blythe#shameless oc n canon content bc i am trying to learn that its ok if I do it its not just for other people to do n have fun#idk why my brain is like 'its cringe if u draw oc canon' even tho like. i dont think that of anyone else n often its like 'o sweet'#bc that stuff can be fun#but no my busted ass brain chemicals are like 'no no ur doin it wrong somehow n everyone hates it when YOU do it'#anyway pls accept this stupid doodle that aint goin in tha main tag
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wow i think I’ve somehow wound up in a low key sugar mommy situation with the dude i’ve been seeing. Lol. Which is funny because he’s objectively a rich person
#Yeah I make $110k/yr but I’m also paying 100% of the expenses for a $525k acreage#And I have to bust my ass to break even every month#I somehow end up paying for dinner every time we go out#I asked him if he wanted to come on a hiking trip with me this weekend and I ended up paying for all of the gas and the hotel and 50%+#Of the food. And drove 5 hours each way#Meanwhile this dude lives rent free with his disgustingly rich parents#I think I need to set firmer boundaries going forward because this guy doesn’t get relationship norms
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cant stress how obsessed i am with yamaguchis shirt
#snap chats#this is rgg related because i said so shut up ANYWAY#i DID steal this from twitter but i need to share it every with everyone so im not sorry#the person i stole this from rt'd a photoset from themselves and in it motomiya wearing The Silliest outfit ever#but ive already shared too much. ive already gone off topic too much we're moving on#i will bookmark it tho cause it makin me giggle#anyway if you cant read it. and id be so happy to type out what it says.#it says 'can't miss it!! you've got to go to nepal they have a big festival called Maha Shivaratri full moon night in february'#dont know why it makes me giggle it just does. like fuck man maybe i SHOULD go to nepal in february <- maha shivaratri is in march next yea#anyway everyone be nice to me today i have a spanish exam later and it Should be easy#but i was fighting god and the devil last night trying to sleep because my cramps decided to kick my ass EXTRA hard#I NEVER GET BAD CRAMPS WHYYYY DID IT HAVE TO BE BEFRE AN EXAM WHEN I NEED GOOD SLEEP !!!!!!#im lucky my spanish class is in the evening but god it was so painful#the last time i experienced pain as bad as that was when i was trying to sleep after busting my wrist#so awful.... i hurt a lil now but i'll get through it#ok bye let me study up just to reaffirm some Spanish Knowledge with myself
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absolutely fucked UP losing my damn mind seeing Z-one got added to the gate in duel links and finding out that for some reason they didn't give him individualized unique duel initiate/win dialogue for, like, characters he ACTUALLY dueled in canon (yusei, aporia), but THEY SURE AS HELL GAVE HIM UNIQUE DIALOGUE FOR TALKING TO PRIMO. THIS IS THE ONLY CHARACTER Z-ONE SAYS THIS SHIT TO. COMPLETELY OUT OF POCKET UNPROMPTED. IM??!? OK COOL. PAINED SMILE.
calling Primo a fucking FLEA......thinking about that vs. the way primo himself notoriously compares humans to insects...haha alright ok ok that's learned behavior then, ok. the way you have more in common with your adversaries than you care to realize. you are just as insignificant as the humans you so despise. NEAT. VERY COOL.
#GRAAAAAUUUUOOOGHHHHHH.....#ygo posting#z-one#zone 5ds#placido#primo 5ds#duel links madness#everybody gangster until i bust out my primo character analysis posts because the more i think about his dynamic with z-one#the more i want to cry and explode. dear lord. DEAR LORD.#WHAT IF YOU. WANTED TO BE GOD'S FAVORITE. BUT GOD KIND OF COULDNT STAND YOUR ASS#EVEN THOUGH YOURE A THIRD OF HIS DEAD HUSBANDWIFE#iliasterliker9000
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