#was and was so mad at myself
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Hmm am I feeling brain foggy bc I
A) didn't take my med yesterday
B) am probably sick with something
C) have been in a fibro flare for the past 3 months
D) hit my head really hard on the jack handle
E) all of the above
Fuck if I know lol
#this would be concussion number 5 🙃#ladies and gentlemen this is concussion number 5 🎺#marquilla#it really could be any of that shit which sucks bc i cant DO anything ab it no matter what the cause#i was bent down at work putting a box down and when i went to stand up my head banged into the handle of my jack and i was#like 'HOW??!' bc theoretically being away from all tables and shelves there shouldve been nothing above me 🙃 then i saw the way the handle#was and was so mad at myself
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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Prince Zuko 🔥
#atla#prince zuko#zuko#atla zuko#avatar the last airbender#fanart#atla fanart#draws#attempted to watch the new show and it made me so mad I had to turn it off so I’m rewatching the original again#he’s so baby#Zutara incoming because I can’t help myself#my art
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One of one. One, alone, one.
#my stuff#transformers#maccadam#orion pax#d 16#d 16 x orion pax#megop#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#megaop#I spent like an hour today reading poetry and getting mad at dumb stuff SO that's why this exists. Sorry for the lame poetry#I did what I could with the meager words i have#also english is NOT my language and i much MUCH prefer poetry in spanish#anyway I don't draw the tf1 versions of these two cuz it's so hard man#so many details#this took a couple of hours cuz i still refuse to take more than 2 hrs per page... and I'm forbidding myself from using anything but black#ok good night#si está pitero está pitero ya alv
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#original comic#comic#writing#terry pratchett#thud!#artists on tumblr#my comic#my art#i was honestly so mad at myself when i realized i didnt own a physical copy of thud while i was writing this#i had to buy the ebook to pull that line cuz there werent any available at my library or local bookstores
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amys :33
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#ive foudn more old drawings guys im so hapy#theyre not even that old but i forgor them anyway#im also kinda mad at myself for only drawugn amy very cutesy and all but never anything else#shes a force to be fucked with but i can only draw her sillyness :((#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#amy rose#amy the equidna#nov.aart
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gentle reminder that jason has striked a god with his blade causing him to bleed, when the god was INVISIBLE, simply based on the movement around him.
#underrated jason moment part 10000000000000000000000#before y'all yap this is MAD skill I'm sorry bc cupid was INVISIBLE#jason is so slept on#y'all just collectively ignore these huh I'll just dig them out of the depths myself then#“jason just got lucky and it was a fluke” comments are probably incoming but i will ignore them#i am what you call 'the screenshot puller' in arguments I don't play when it comes to jason sorry not sorry#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#jason grace#house of hades
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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.
If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.
#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many#i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok#no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them#they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me#also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that#a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though#i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told#tiny skk adventures#nawy's comics#nawy's doodles#apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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SWANN ARLAUD + LETTERBOXD REVIEWS Anatomy of a Fall (2023)
#anatomy of a fall#anatomie d'une chute#swann arlaud#vincent renzi#filmedit#flawlessgentlemen#dilfgifs#dilfsource#*#me: this man better not awake something in me#my brain giggling: oh baby girl you are in for a ride#i am SO mad at myself. i'm so predicable sometimes#the review in french says: whoever decided to put swann arlaud in a turtleneck for 2h30 deserves an award by itself
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happy auau- old comic panel redraw for funsies
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sonic au#happy auau#disregard old tags i was not behaving normal it looks fine lmao >#i fucking hate this piece . whatever. im so mad#sonics mouth took like 17 tries and i still dont like this one#whatever . moving on#spend 20 hrs on smth and the only thing i got was ~this tshirt~ hating it#ugh.#throwing myself in minecraft lava
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Was inspired by my continued automata replay to do more sketches
#nier automata#drakenier#nier 9s#nier 2b#why did I decide to draw this right before going to sleep#I’m so mad at myself
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female rage :-)
#i love her so fucking much#mad at myself for not drawing more of her sooner#sadie adler#rdr2#my art#red dead redemption#ok i tried to upload the full page by tumblr ate the quality so im splitting it to see if thats any better
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Found an asexual scarf in some random shop in Poland and couldn't stop thinking about it
#also its 20th october and I read somethere that its asexual week or something idk xD#asexual#ace#GET SCARFED IDIOT🧣🧣🧣#+ I checked and its all just ace pattern im so proud#🥦#nah I gotta come back for it#i didn't buy it and Im sooo mad at myself
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Amena's first day at Uni (and bodyguard)!
Referencing this meme
#this meme was just so MB i couldnt help myself#its not mad its having big sappy feelings#murderbot#amena mensah#tmbd#my art#tumblr destroying the quality once again
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