#want to DIIIIEEEE

[lusalemaart]

Emo vent lad ForShittening study

[areyoudreaminof]

Friends, is this pollen count going to kill me today? Stay tuned!

[one-winged-dreams]

Like, I DO have a couple fankids for Varian, but they're both part of like, specific AUs so they're more like ideas than anything substantial

I never felt to need to do like SERIOUS fankid stuff because he already has Anduin and so I was like 'my son now' and I was happy with that

BUT GOD FUCKING DAMMIT, I don't KNOW, I just want to put together a nice happy domestic life for this ship because it's what we DESERVE. One of the sad games of all time deserves a happy ending, fuck my life.

[pending-trans-action-2]

Hmm I was way too weird and flirty and horny with my crush I must spend the rest of my life in hermitian solitude

[freckledsweetpea]

and now my legs won't stop cramping.

[everythings-whithering]

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[brandibrokebitch]

Evolving style of my second gen heir in the Davis legacy, Maddie. The red is natural but she dyed it black in high school when she developed into a Goth Queen Tm. Her young adult years were about the warm brown hair and maintaining gothy fashion but experimenting with color. The witch hat phase was because she became a spellcaster lol. The adult years have been about embracing her natural texture a bit more and having fun with colors and braids. Wonder what the elder era will be like?

[devilsrecreation]

Some random incorrect Electric Mayhem quotes

Zoot: *at Robin* Uh…want a beer?

Floyd: He’s 10!

Zoot: I dunno! What am I supposed to do with him?!

Teeth: Heeeyyyy~

Sam: …..

Teeth: What’cha dooooin?

Sam: I’m busy.

Teeth: How busy would you say you are from 8 to 9?

Sam: 14!

Teeth: Sam, I’m no mathmatologist, but I’d say that’s a lot

Sam: *opening the door for Teeth* IT IS!

Piggy: Take. It. OFF.

Floyd: *wearing a shirt with an offensive pig joke* I. Would. Rather. Die.

Piggy: THEN YOU WILL DIIIIEEEE!!!

Floyd: *screaming*

Probably MMW

Teeth: Alright! Looks like the next country we’re playin’ in is Israel

Zoot: Never heard of it

Floyd: Zoot, you’re Jewish

Zoot: …..Oh yeah

Animal: Nenenenenenenenenenenene-

Nora: *whispering loudly* Animal, what are you doing?!

Animal: Stealth noise! Nenenenenenenenenenenene

Floyd: *laughs* Nenenenenenenenenenenene

Nora: Everyone, shut up! We’re going to get caught!

Literally all of the Mayhem (and Moog): Nenenenenenenenenenene

Constantine vs the Mayhem

Constantine: When I’m done with you, you won’t be able to see out of both eyes

Dr. Teeth: Congratulations, you are as effective as pollen.

Constantine: I MEAN I’m going to make you feel pain!

Janice: Um, meat already does that so-like….next

Constantine: You won’t be able to think straight!

Zoot: Try having ADHD.

Constantine: I’M GOING TO BASH YOUR HEAD INTO A WALL!

Lips: That already happens to me!

Floyd: C’mon man, be creative!

Constantine: I’M GONNA MAKE YOU WANT TO DIE!

Scooter: I’m part of Gen Z! You’re late to the party!

Constantine: WHAT INTIMIDATES YOU?!

Animal: EIGHTH GRADERS!

Floyd: We’re like one big happy family! I’m the dad and Janice is the mom-

Janice: Why am I the mom? Like, what gender roles are we pushing here?

Zoot: I know they’re probably thinking I’m like the son? but I’m not….I’ll be the gay emo cousin

Teeth: I’ll be the son! The hotshot who’s only dream is to be a star~

Animal: Out of jail uncle!

Lips: And I’m the sassy aunt…who talks sh/t about everyone

[selfhateandteacakes]

I feel like ✨garbage✨ and it kinda makes me want to ✨diiiieeee✨

[bcntbouquet]

// I am so mortified rn... I cannot efficiently use mobile for the life of me and because of this, sent a submission to the wrong blog that I had earlier sent the same submission to but accidentally anonymously as well as asked to cancel-- and now I just want to crawl into the ground and diiiieeee OTL I'm going to be kicked off this site if I keep up with this kind of stupidity

[cpunkbubby]

I DONT DESERVE TO WANT TO DIIIIEEEE /lyr

[isnt-it-too-dreamy]

*singing* i hate mySelffff 🎶 and i want to diiiieeee 🎵

[moonleeai]

The build up and slow burn is to diiiieeee for!! Y’all gonna love this growth 💜

And if you haven’t read What Was Hidden by @daechwitatamic you will want to!!!!

The Forgotten Spaces | teaser (jjk)

☆summary: you've been dancing on the same dance crew since your teenage years, and you finally have an important role in it. It feels like life is taunting you when your rival comes back after disappearing for a year, ready to tease you every chance he gets. Will the teasing turn into more, or are you going to take him down with you?

☆pairing: photographer and dancer!Jungkook x dancer!reader

☆rating: 18+ (minors DNI, there will be mature content in later chapters)

☆genre: slow (SLOW) burn enemies to lovers, college!au, slice of life!au, angst (oop), smut and fluff

☆warnings: I will be posting individual warnings for each chapter so look out for that! In this teaser: swearing, alcohol, frat party

☆word count: a big fat 145.6K (slow slow burn I said)

☆a/n: THE BIG BOY IS READY!!! After two months and a half of work, I can proudly say that I have finished writing the longest fic/book/story I've ever written in my life. The fic will upate every Friday starting from this Friday, April 7 2023, unless I specify that it doesn't (I do have other upcoming projects lol). Once again, I have @moonleeai to thank for beta-ing like the queen she is! You are the best <3

☆Read What Was Hidden by @daechwitatamic, the fic that inspired this big boy! It follows the story of Taehyung and Jo (who's the reader in that fic). Jo, words can't describe how thankful I feel for you writing What Was Hidden. It was a masterpiece from start to finish, and look where it brought us? The Forgotten Spaces wouldn't exist without you, and I thank you with every beat of my heart for giving me this opportunity. Thank you for reading every chapter, for screaming and crying and laughing with me during this whole process. You are amazing and I love you <3

☆☆☆☆☆

For this meeting of our end of the world

It's with you that I want to sing

On the threshold of the memories the dead of today

Them that breathe for us

The forgotten spaces

Je t'écris - Gaston Miron (rough translation by me)

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You turn around to make your way through the crowd. Jungkook’s lips stretch into a smirk as you move closer, and he cocks an eyebrow once you stop in front of him.

“Missing me?”

You roll your eyes. “Why are you fucking staring at me, Jeon?”

For a second, darkness overcomes Jungkook’s gaze, but he blinks and it’s gone. “I’m just chilling here, I wasn’t looking at you.”

You say nothing, raising your eyebrows as you fold your arms on your chest. He scoffs, glancing away from you.

There’s a moment where you both don’t speak, and you realize you have nothing else to tell him. You’ve never been friends, and you’ve never wanted to be friends with him. You’re about to turn on your heels to head back to the dancefloor when a question pops into your mind.

“Did you leave because of me?” you ask.

His eyes widen and his mouth falls open. You rarely see him expressing something other than contempt when it comes to you, and it makes you want to disappear.

“Is that what you all think?”

You scoff. “What else do you think they believe?”

He doesn’t know what to say. He just shrugs his shoulders, looking anywhere but at your face. You even notice his eyes dipping to your cleavage, but he’s quick to recover and look at a spot on your shoulder instead.

“Seriously, Jeon, why did you fucking leave?”

“I told you earlier, it’s none of your business.” He runs a hand through his hair, which makes it fall in front of his eyes a little. You only then notice his hair is longer, fluffier than what it was last year. “And no, it’s not because of you. Though I’m pretty sure you like me being gone, huh? Hoba told me you took my place.”

"Someone had to," you mutter.

In fact, yes, you like being second in command. You and Jungkook had fought for the spot a few years ago, when the last leader had to leave the group because his girlfriend was pregnant. Hobi, who had been second then, became the leader, and it had taken him forever to choose who would replace him.

The only reason why he had chosen Jungkook was because Jungkook was his friend. Yet, Jungkook had never let you live it down, had always felt the need to remind you of it. Even today, when he’s been gone for over a year.

“Are your choreographies any good?” Jungkook asks. It’s a little condescending because he knows damn well you’ve never been good with coming up with a choreography. One of your many shortcomings when it comes to dance. “Wait, have you even created one?”

You see red again. "Fuck you", you say through gritted teeth.

“That’s what I thought.” You want to punch him, to curse him for giving up on the group and then making you feel like you shouldn’t be second. But Jungkook’s not done yet. “The crew’s not going to last long, is it?”

“Maybe if you didn’t fucking abandon everyone out of the blue we wouldn’t be in this position.” You shake your head. “But no, you’ve always been so important uh, you think the world revolves around you and you don’t care that your actions have consequences.”

Jungkook wasn’t really angry before. He was mostly trying to get on your nerves because it’s always been his favourite activity. But now, his face flushes red, and a vein pops on his neck as he stares you down. “You have no fucking idea why I left. I had no fucking choice.”

“You could have told us.”

You’re almost screaming now. But you’re alone where you stand, and you wonder if the crowd has moved to give you space on purpose, sensing the storm that is coming.

"I had nothing to tell you guys," Jungkook says.

You shut your eyes, taking a deep breath before looking at him again. “You know what, I don’t even fucking care anymore. We don’t need you on the crew.”

He chuckles, bitterly. “Oh you don’t? I recall you fucking up on live TV last year.”

Because Scottie had to take his place in the choreography. A choreography you had been working on for years, gone to waste because Jungkook had disappeared.

“You watched us?” It’s your turn to let out a bitter chuckle. “You missed us too much? Couldn’t stay gone?”

“You’re a fucking bitch when you want to, uh?”

It takes you by surprise, not expecting him to straight up insult you. “Excuse me?”

“No, but you really are.” He looks around, before settling his big eyes back on you. “I had my reasons. You getting angry at me about it won’t change anything.”

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SO ARE WE EXCITED?? Bc I sure am! Let me know what you think!!!

First chapter coming out on April 7, 2023

All rights reserved to @/oddinary4bts, 2023. Do not copy, repost or translate.

[pandorasboxxo]

I feel like I’ve lost so much control in my life again. I need to get it back. I’m relapsing reeaaal hard right now. I’m not even sure if I wanna do this, I don’t know what I’m doing, all I know is that I’ve gained so much fucking weight the last year and I’m so fucking disgusted with myself. Aaarrrgghhhhsbfowbdodbwi I want to diiiieeee. I don’t knooooooowwwwww I just want to be skinny and pretty and happy

[zalrb]

When Eric says to Bill (about Nora), “We fight like siblings but fuck like champions.” I wanted to DIIIIEEEE and turn the show off forever omg stop 😂😂😂 not even because he keeps calling her his sister either, just in general. A choice.

LOL

[absurdist-void]

Keep trying to convince myself that my weight is healthy and it would be fucking bad if I was 95 lbs like in high school.