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she's a spy, she's a spy... SHES A LOSER LESBIAN
#i wont ever hate her#plus shes not so loser cs... she got THE girl yk....#wanna be her and w her haha#L♡VE જ⁀➴ arcane#maddie arcane#arcane season 2#maddie nolen
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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A successful museum visit (the Rubik’s cube is for Lizzie)
#tuc#the underland chronicles fanart#the underland chronicles#gregor the overlander#luxa#Luxa found the cube and definitely asked a smart Alek ‘who is rubik and what is his cube doing here’ question. and gregor started#to explain before realizing she was messing w him. she did want to give it to Lizzie once he told her it was a puzzle tho#my art#al chatters#sketchy sketchy#doodles#fanart#digital#in my usual way I am drawing children w swords who r having fun instead of being traumatized like their books dictate#my love for tall and lanky 12 year olds is immense bc I too was a tall and lanky 12 year old#still not sure about how I wanna draw these two so it���ll probably evolve haha
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coworker: you have a hair on ur face
me: oh thats just bc of my mole
coworker: oh. u should shave it
🧍🏻♀️bro
#mind ur business idk leave me alone dude HAHA i'll shave it when i fkn want to lol#we're at like an inch long now lmfao#its not even noticeable unless ur actually face to face w me too lmao#im growing her out😩 wanna braid it#trials and tribulations of kats work life
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Attempting to create pokemon teams for undertale characters... do not disturb me during this tumultuous time
(and by that I mean give me thoughts and suggestions if you have any LOL)
#I kinda wanna draw it eventually so for the purpose of Being Not Hard i'm gonna do teams of 3 or 4 i think not the full 6#debating on giving them teams entirely based on vibes and lore etc or making them like gym leaders w type specialties#it would be easier to do the type specialties i think... and would make sense since like most of them are Bosses in game......#narrows down the choices at least- like I think Papyrus would be a fighting type trainer and Undyne a water. OR#Undyne is fighting and Papyrus is ice ??? thinking so hard on this one guys#i dont wanna just go w the obvious choices like “undyne is water bc she is a fish” YKNOW???#alphys would be electric tho haha that one I do think is obvious but also works really well#bc her magic AND profession/hobby involves electricity.... she could be steel tho too. ehhh doesn't fit as well imo#toriel i think would be normal tho fairy or fire work too...#if i format it like they are gym leaders toriel would be the first...#see this is why I can't combine my special interests like this bc i overthink literally every aspect of it WAY too much#I think Asriel would be the champion and be a fairy type trainer but w some leeway since he needs coverage and to be a little OP#Sans would be the ex-champion or the champion from some other universe LOL maybe HE'D be the first gym leader.... or your... rival??#but then he'd be the Red/Steven super hard post-game fight. No type specialty just a team of crazy good mons
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well🙂
#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up#surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what#who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life#like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me#looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly#like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt#no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself#no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up#< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys#fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back
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i might make this into a multi with a few other characters from other fandoms, so pls don't mind the construction
#bc the dbh fandom is not very active and i'd love to write here still!#i'm thinking one of my fo4 ocs and a few of my dragon age ones#and maybe jacob from the quarry?#we'll see if i wanna icon that many ig haha#i'll keep linda on her solo blog bc i love her. same w des#i just can't imagine this being very active with only markus! i'll def still write him tho
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You are allowed to think what you like, obviously, but since you said that you weren't following the full coverage on it i just wanted to let you know that there were only five people (plus the pilot) on board the "submarine" and they were all billionaire business men.
okay ty! yah like i said it wasn't an informed opinion on the situation, just an inarticulate reflection on the current state of my dash haha. mainly it's just a generalised personal discomfort with media coverage of tragedies lol. obvs billionaires are inherently unethical and don't need defending so it's not even rly about them tbh. intended as more of a personal post than serious commentary yk (honestly i assumed there were some kinda employees on board along with them sjdjgjf - i'm uninformed mostly on purpose lol, i feel uncomfortable looking for details. but thanks for clarifying + not being rude dw i hear you)
#i forget how many active followers i have tbh haha#not to tmi and i don't wanna talk abt it more but a friend of mine died alone in a hiking accident on the other side of the world last week#and within hours of her being found i had a fucking news reporter messaging me on facebook asking to comment for their 'tribute' to her#so im Sensitive abt it sjdkfjg#as a general rule im not rly comfortable w paying close attention to news of unexpected deaths unless they're like. public political figures#i saw an arcticle on my dash about like. the family of one of the ppl involved w ppl joking abt their perceived reactions and i just can't#personally get on board with it 😭 i just think ppl have the right to mourn privately even if they're evil#it's abt the mourning thing specifically tbh#this is also the. Third time i've had journalists get nosy abt an untimely death of a friend/relative#i just can't vibe w morbid curiousity abt recent/ongoing accidents tbh (even tho i know it's a pretty natural thing to do)#anyway this is once again a personal post not trying to get into discourse over this pls (ur fine anon this doesnt count)
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WAGHDHDHSHhahshz
#been VERY anxious the past week#context. went to glasgow last weekend w a friend of mine#10pm friday night. we start getting a lil tired silly#we have this in-joke where one will say 'im gonna go do [extreme/socially unacceptable thing]' and the other will cheer them on#well my friend is like 'i have lots of energy im gonna jump on the bed' and me; thinking that she was joking; was like 'haha hell yeah haha'#SHE WASNT JOKING. SHE BOUNCED A COUPLE TIMES THEN THE BED FUCKING BROKE.#pretty noticable when laying on the bed; VERY noticable when looking under it#im terrified of checking my emails and seeing that ive got hundreds to pay for this bed since the room was in my name and beds are expensive#i dont think my friend is in a great financial situation atm but also. i covered the room + her bus fare + i didnt break that bed#i feel like i should just tell my parents but i dont wanna rat her out either. wtf do i DO WAAAAHFJCJCNXJJXKXKX#this has been eating me up all week to the point where its starting to come up in my DREAMS head in hands#vent#1dk rambles
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. (tw heterosexuality)
#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy..#he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them#relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally#like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff#but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok)#he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE#but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit#and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk#well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less#there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me#at school#and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;)#i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not#because i was going to pass out from being too gay#this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that#..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life#this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right#😭what if it WAS a phase#but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there#i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year#anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping
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Me using all two braincell to resist the urge to proposition the straight girl who I'm sharing a tent with
#gay brain wakes up at 2am after being kissed by woman earlier#and now im like... aha what if we both had our first makeout togsther past the age that we wouod be expected to be getting game#haha jusr kidding unless?#its graduation... i dont have classes w her anymore... ill only see her for exams...#im not even attracted to her that much im just like. 2am who want me#my braincell are arguing i wanna be reckless bur also the anxiety
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met someone the other day who’s around my age and seems fairly with the times but we were at a bookstore and she was like “yeah i’m just trying to get through harry potter in french” and i was like “why on Earth would you ever willingly engage with harry potter” and she looked at me all offended like. “it’s a familiar story and easier to understand, i get books secondhand, i’ve been trying to read the french versions since before jk rowling was exposed as racist.” and obvs i was like hello not only that she’s an actively transphobic bigot (which she agreed with!)
but that whole first reaction to someone’s distaste for harry potter? the way a person could find it possible to know how awful the story is beyond its surface layer bad writing and engage thoughtfully with the material and still find a way to be like i’m not doing anything harmful bc it’s for the. sake of education..?? idk either the cultural understanding of harry potter still hasn’t shifted or i’m not being forgiving enough or something else is happening. i just think there are so many other stories in the world that are more meaningful and have better writing to learn from idk
#probably going to be sitting on this for a while#then again we were chilling at tims at one point w other ppl figuring out dinner and we wanted chinese#and she jokingly was like haha but careful we dont get food poisoning!#which floored me so much i stared at my phone for a good two minutes in silence before turning to her like yeah sorry not to make this#awkward but that was . SUCH a racist comment and bothered me a lot#and she apologized and said it wasn’t her intention and she doesn’t wanna come off as that kind of person blah blah#but hm. maybe there isn’t as much understanding of the damage hp does as it seemed
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My friend wants to hang out and i want to hang out but also just have absolutely no will to leave my house and not a lot of social capacity atm and UGhhhhh idk how to express that, like yes I want to see you and yes I like to see you but I dont think I have the capacity to be a fun person lately
#i think its just my tendency to kinda go offline out of sight during break#bcs there was a lot going on before so once break hits im like okay time to be a cave gremlin#like UGH i wanna see her and i like talking to her and i hate it but it gives me anxiety#i hung out w my other friend today which was nice but it was very structured like movie and ice cream. very nice very neat#i just feel bad because i really am no fun at all lately#like. hey wanna come over and watch me rot in my room?#i just feel distant idk#and she wants to see my school at some point but i just really have absolutely no will#there was that post i reblogged at somw point abt being alone and enjoying it but feeling insane#i really really like being by myself and doing my own thing but it also just makes me be in my own head way too much#its not like i think she has huge expectations for me or anything and she knows what im like#i guess i just feel like im being disappointing sometimes bcs i really dont like to do much out and about#and so id rather just *not* than to feel that way#haha that's why i always just mostly only hanging out by going to the movies bcs its very outlined and its out#because otherwise im like 'ahhhh....dont really wanna go out at all sorry!' idk i just feel distant#vent sorry just idk ahhhhh 😭😭 dont wanna ghost her but i just feel disappointing#and im sure wed have a fun time but i don't feel the will to i guess :/#catie on break is just social isolation sob sob sob#catie.rambling.txt
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any time i be thinking about Romantic Leanings™ for da triplets i do a little rhianna winky like we're just gonna leave it vague as a treat ;)
#hey if u read this one im gonna throw up SUPER NOT CANON just me fantasizing and being cute and whimsical heehee#AND I SAY THIS BECAUSE I REEEAAALLY DONT WANNA PLAN THIS FAR AHEAD RN LMAO#but heehee dark kermit me thinks about single mom Amelia having a littol son out in the DQ by herself#like in consequence of her line of work so she dont know who daddy is#but naming him Philip after her sister hahaha#one of two hypotheticals where either they rescue amelia or they find her and she's content in her life#but in the circumstance of them rescuing her likeeeee#kathryn and chakotay remaining on earth to take care of her as she recovers or w/e#littol grandbaby......#i havent discussed this with anyone haha JUST A HOLE I FELL DOWN ONE DAY AND IT LINGERED IN MY HEAD#sad if baby is direct consequence of her first mmmm CYCLE as an adult :')
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s/o 2 my cousin for actually having my.back and lying to my.mom abt if im on anything. Real actual mvp thanks for that ily keep it up
#elias howls#moms asking if im on anything#girl i fucking tried 2 get you to be ok with me being on T I asked and offered to let tou go with me first appt to ask questions and you go#t all uppity and 'oh no no dont change your body :((( no thats scary for me and it makes me sad! no dont change the body I gave you!'#like. gosh. i wonder why I did it behind your back. thats a real thinker. might need a college professor or even a team of experts for this#like. damn! 7 times comimg out where you ignore the coming out part and seem real uncomfortable when I voice youre hurting me. i want to lo#ve you. i want you in my life but ypu makw it so fucking hard. like ive thought abt going low contact when I move out. thatd hurt you so m#uch and I dont wanna but what other choices do i have when you want to see the person whos dead? *im* here. look at me. see me. say my name#. Elias. It isn't hard#like ok w/e im losing all my family once I move out and im even more loud and proud and me itz fine it doesn't weigh me down at all haha#ive been thinking a lot recently. i dont think my memere will taks the news well. shes so fucking important to me. if I lose her in my life#? yeah. i don't know. but its probably gonna happen. andni havent prepared myself for it at all bc i want to believe she loves me for me bu#t. i don't know. im everyone's little girl. i can't be anything else. a blessing to my family. and im tainting her image by declaring mysel#f as something as unhoyl as a transsexual. what a curse. what a blight to the family.
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A message from a loved one just rewired my brain I think
#fucking sobbed so much into my pillow#I'm. So loved ;w;#Not just like. Oh haha yeah you're cool :)#But Seen and Heard and. Ough#I've never felt so happy while having a stream of tears down my face this is fucking wild to me#I need to figure out how to word this and communicate it holy shit#I've felt so much guilt over the past. Feels like forever. Every time I've cried#I've never heard it described as beautiful before...#that even. Crying by being happy. It always had a tinge of. Oh I'm being annoying or oh I'm being just. An ass. Look at her crying again#But. Hearing it described as beautiful by the girl whose heard/seen me cry the most? ;w;#How can I not fall in love with her....#I mean I've been in love with her for a while now but#Ough ough ough ough ough#fuck me running I'm. Buh.#How to explain to a girl that her being here safe and sound now has filled me with so much joy#Like. Not only that but just. She's near. I wanna protect her and now I can if I need to. She was so far before but now?#I can really treat her like the princess she is and we can be together more and I can be close#I just wanna be close to her she makes me feel safe too and I get so many feelings and I get so lovey dovey#I wanna look at her and hold her hand and hug her and hold her close hold her by the hips and weep my love into her shoulder#I keep crying and all I can think about is her saying that its beautiful and it IS beautiful I've always known this#but having that told to me is just. That's love and that was just the thing I needed to hear and ;w;#Like. So WHAT if I'm annoying or weird or cry a lot or have quirks#Thats ME I'm gonna love ME and she loves me too. She knows I cry a lot. She knows I get overwhelmed by emotions and just cry#doesn't matter the emotion but it happens with love a lot cause yeah#And she sees that and calls it beautiful and she's so so right for it#I'm in love thats just about the only thing I can really say about all this this girl is. Amazing. And I'm hers~#I love hearing that so so much I'm hers I'm hers I'm hers!!!~#I feel like I'm floating I'm just. so so enamored#Sending this to her tomorrow cause she's sleeping now but I needed to type and work through emotions and stuff and just.#Yeah it really was what I thought at the start of it all I'm just in love and a girl made me weep with happiness and thats. Beautiful ;w;
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