#waaah this is such a lovely message

[seiwas]

hi sel!!! Hope ur doing well n having an extremely amazing dayyy❤️❤️❤️

I came across this tweet where jjk’s screenwriter shares his description of gojo n my couldn’t help but think of ur gojo in col. n also gojo in augustinewrites’ fushigojo series!

https://x.com/svtorusfav/status/1755283213394604273?s=46

“he has a soft heart and when poked, he can be weak” n emotionally vulnerable. im particularly fond of augustine’s and ur gojo fics coz they really highlight this side of him n i havent seen many do that…that’s why they’re my favs!!

Sel, i’ve seen u say that ur col gojo might be ooc sometimes?! I always thought he was perfectly written, but this interview has made me admire u more coz u just captured his character so immaculately. it’s like u guys have always UNDERSTOOD him n what gojo as a character is really about! there’s that unexplored side of his character that gets overlooked n im so in love with how ur descriptions of him!!

U guys are the bestest!! all the love to u😙🫶

zuro anon

zuro anon omg 🥺 this is the sweetest message ever, i am so happy to see you drop by!!! it feels like clear skies every time!!! 🥺 i hope you're doing well and that your weekend is even better!! 💗

and omg??? that tweet wAAH it makes me so soft 🥺 for you to say that col gojo and augustine's fushigojo gojo reminds you of this satoru WAAH that is such a compliment 😭 i am so touched, i'm sure @augustinewrites will be too once she sees this 😭

you are always so sweet coming in here with such lovely things to say!!! i am sawbing inside 🥹 i adore YOU zuro anon for all the light you bring on here 🥺 thank you thank you so much 🥺 YOU are the bestest!! i am sending you ALLL my love 🥺

[irafuwas]

BUMP OF CHICKEN - 「Answer」

魔法の言葉　覚えている　虹の始まったところ あの時世界の全てに　一瞬で色が付い��

i still remember those magic words, still remember where that rainbow began it was the moment my whole world burst into color

転ばないように気を付けて　でもどこまでもいかなきゃ 陽射しさえ掴めそうな手が　ひどく冷たかったから

i went on carefully, trying not to stumble but i still had so long to go 'cause even though it felt like my hands could've grabbed hold of the sunlight itself they were cold instead. so terribly cold

本当の声はいつだって　正しい道を照らしている なんだって疑っているから　とても強く信じている

my inner voice always shows me where i need to go it doubts everyone and everything. that's why i trust it so much

心臓が動いている事の　吸って吐いてが続く事の 心がずっと熱い事の　確かな理由を 雲の向こうの銀河のように　どっかで無くした切符のように 生まれる前の歴史のように　君が持っているから

that my heart continues to beat that i'm still here breathing that this gentle warmth has long thrummed through my chest there's a certain reason for it all and like a galaxy hidden behind the clouds like a ticket i'd lost somewhere like all the world's history before you were born you hold that reason within you

それだけ　わかっている (わかっている) 僕だけ　わかっている (わかっている)

that much i know (i know) i'm the only one who knows (the only one)

鈍く残った痛みとか　しまってしまった思いとか 滲んだって消えないもので　街は出来ている

things like a dull pain that lingers, and thoughts you've shut away that's what home is made of - stuff that blurs over time but never truly fades away

魔法の言葉　覚えている　虹の辿り着いたところ 転ばないように気を付けて　でもどこまでもいけるよ

i still remember those magic words, still remember where that rainbow touched down i go on carefully, making sure i don't stumble but i can make it. i know i can

無くしたくないものを　見つけたんだって気付いたら こんなに嬉しくなって　こんなに怖くなるなんて

whenever i realize i've found something i don't want to lose what words can describe how happy it makes me feel? how scared?

想像つかない昨日を越えて　その延長の明日を抱えて 小さな肩　震える今　それでも笑った 迷路の奥のダイヤのような　届かなかった風船のような 気付けなかった流星のような　涙を貰った

overcoming a yesterday i never could've dreamed of holding onto a tomorrow that seemed like it'd never end those small shoulders, they tremble now, but still i smiled and i cried those tears were like a diamond at the center of a maze like a balloon floating by just out of reach like a shooting star i'd never noticed

だからもう　忘れない (忘れない) 二度ともう　迷わない (迷わない)

and that's why i'll never forget (i'll never forget) that's why i'll never lose my way again (never again)

心臓が動いている事の　吸って吐いてが続く事の 心がずっと熱い事の　確かな理由が

that my heart continues to beat that i'm still here breathing that this gentle warmth has long thrummed through my chest there's a certain reason for it all

砂漠の粒のひとつだろうと　消えていく雨のひとつだろうと 貰った　名も知らない花のように　今目の前にあるから

your reason could be a single grain of sand in the desert or a drop of rain in a fading storm it's like a flower you've been given whose name you don't know and i can see my reason right here before me now

それだけ　わかっている (わかっている) 僕だけ　わかっている (わかっている)

that much i know (i know) i'm the only one who knows (the only one)

だからもう　離れない (離れない) 二度ともう　迷わない (迷わない)

and that's why i won't let go (i won't let go) that's why i'll never lose my way again (never again)

[warmspice]

AAA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🥳💛✨ I hope you have an absolutely fantastic one!!! ^-^ how’s it going so far? :D

Hello!!!!!!!! Thank you so much you're so sweet!!!!! This is so late but my birthday was lovely I went on a little errand adventure w my sister and got some free birthday treats on the way ^^

[thealiveweapon]

WHAT

[ ID: A screenshot of a shrine message from Sky: Children of the Light. It reads, “I won’t lie… the changes made to public messecandles… considering that ‘likes’ no longer adds towards hearts getting hearts…is kinda bad. I do love that you can now send a heart to anyone, friend, someone you follow, or a random. But it’s already hard to collect hearts especially for new players. I’m gonna miss seeing “A lot of players loved your note.” + Heart at home!”. End ID. ]

[hsr-texts]

How about reader is in a silly goofy mood and texts welt, Jing yuan, Dan Heng, and Gerard that they want a baby? (Established relationship maybe?) WAAAH your blog is so cute I love it 🥰 keep up the good work 🩵🩵🩵

✎ i want a baby :: hsr boys' reactions

❥ new messages from :: dan heng, gepard, jing yuan, welt

❥ notices :: thank you!! i appreciate the support and had fun making this. Also warning for a slightly suggestive Jing Yuan

❥ taglist :: @donaldthrts

[husbandograveyard]

Hi Hazel! Birthday week, waaah exciting! I hope you're having so much fun with all those requests and drabbles ( ˘ ³˘)

Could I ask for the letter O from the fluff alphabet with Geto, please? I know he's a favorite of yours as well and I've been really enjoying your takes on JJK chars so far <3

Thank you so much!

Henlo Lale! I am having SO much fun, and THANK YOU for requesting Geto, I have been having so much love for him on my mind, so i am happy to indulge you and myself in this one. Think I'll be finishing the night with this one before I dive into bed with the -no doubt- wonderful Itachi you wrote me as a bedtime story (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡ enjoy!

2nd person. GN reader. No warnings, just fluff. [A/N]/going with pre-incident/AU Geto for making life a little easier, but may do an alt version of older Geto if my requests run out during the week/

O - On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

When Suguru is in love, it’s not super obvious at first, at least not for most people. There is no humming, skipping in the street or head in the clouds situation, but there are some definite signs that will immediately tip off anyone who knows him better. 

It starts with the way he smiles whenever you’re around. You can’t quite say what is different about it, just that it is. The way it reaches his eyes, cheeky grins being replaced with sincere smiles, and genuine laughter way more often around you. The sound is enough to make the butterflies in your stomach go crazy.

He will be checking his phone more often, just to see if he’s got a message from you. He will subtly update you about his day, send random pictures, anything to start a conversation. And the best of it all: even the mundane conversations will become exciting and entertaining some way? You don’t know how he does it, but he manages to ask the right questions and say just the right thing to make the conversation flow so easily, making you crave his presence as much as he craves yours.

I’d like to think that he is pretty straightforward about his feelings, but he will test the waters first: a hangout with just you, a late night conversation in the dorms running till way past midnight, the two of you finding more and more deep topics to discuss, not even noticing just how tired your bodies are cause your minds and hearts are just racing. When he’s sure enough that you like him as well, he’ll be straightforward about it. He’ll ask you out, clear about his romantic intentions. And how can you refuse, when there is such a love-filled determination in his eyes?

This is part of my AB(C)-Day event! Click here to join!

[kerizaret]

That Saki side story is SOOOO swet tho bc :((( tenmaaaaas WAAAH....

Their parents apparently couldn't come to Leo/need's debut show because of work, which made me sad, but tenmama was super apologetic about it too.. but Saki wasn't bothered by it at all and just took it as motivation to work hard for all their future shows and said they'll have a lot of chances to come again because l/n will be doing lots of shows from now on. And tenmama promises to be there for her with their dad too to see it ;-;;

Then tsukasa starts crying bc of how sweet saki is, as usual

And then they message the dad who's still at work and send a picture of them all with the starry sky, to which he replies with his own where he does a silly pose too 😭😭 and then they all go to make their famous tenma curry together bc they wanna help their mom cook ;-;;

JUST AUGH THEYRE SO SWEET :(( they appreciate their parents sm even if they can't always be there for them and help them out whenever they can I love tenmas :*(( and they're all absolutely silly too

[crkpostaloffice]

Welcome to the postal office..!

🔔 Ding! You've got a letter!

Waaah! So much love to give, so little time!

Ever wanna send hugs, kisses(/p or /r), or messages to anyone in the cookie run fandom? If so then this blog's for you!

Send your letter to the forms and we'll deliver it to it's destined cookie!

~ Rules under the cut! ෆ⁠╹⁠ ⁠.̮⁠ ⁠╹⁠ෆ

— Mod Candy/🍬

Rules~ ♥

💌 No hate or discriminantory messages!

💌 Send your messages in English please! I have no idea whether or not your message is against the rules and Google translate isn't accurate!

💌 No NSFW

💌 Forms are for sending anything to anyone, asks are for any questions to the mod:)

💌 Don't impersonate anyone! Pretending to be a cookie run character is fine, but taking another user's identity is strictly prohibited. If you've found a message here you didn't send DM me immediately!

💌 If you're having any issues, my DMs are open!

Failure to follow the rules will immediately result in either being blocked, getting your message discarded, or both!

[thomotomo]

To pin or not pin - Faker x Male Reader

A/N: I hope you'll like it ☺️ Took a bit of time but here it is~ I've got 5 more fics in writing for the T1 cuties and I'll try to publish 1 per week depending on how busy I am ✌️ Please leave a comment and/or reblog if you enjoyed the story 🫰

Being the first openly gay player of the LCK hadn't been easy to you, after all, many people in South Korea weren't open about that yet but you didn't want to hide who you were and even if you had been dropped by a few teams throughout your career who didn't want to bother with bad press, you had been lucky to score a spot in the legendary T1 team.

The whole process had taken a huge toll on your mental health and for the longest while, you had struggled, but now, with all of your teammates and staff being unconditionally supportive you had never been better. And it had reflected in your gameplay, you probably had never been better, basically shutting up any kind of game related homophobic comments. Of course you still had your detractors but you didn't care anymore about them, after all you were part of your dream team, playing alongside Faker. And yeah maybe throughout the time you had been playing with him you might had developed a crush on the guy but this had stayed between you and Minseok (who caught you more often than not trying to keep yourself from grinning brightly every time Sanghyeok was not looking).

The young support was teasing you at every occasion available, laughing at your misery, but luckily for you the famous midlaner was quite oblivious to your turmoil and you would love to keep it this way. Today had been no different than usual, you had been streaming your solo queue to the fans, showcasing your skills while casually chatting with the chat.

[xxxx] donated 25000wons: Hyung do you have a crush on someone?

Oh fuck you hadn't expected that and your heart jumped on your chest. You did your best to keep your face as it had been previously, forcing a chuckle out.

"Ah that's not polite to ask~ If I had a crush you wouldn't know it, it's my private life after all."

You checked the chat, luckily they seemed more interesting in chastising the donator rather than pushing for an answer. Your phone vibrated and you saw a message from Minseok, laughing at you, meaning he was definitely watching you. You bit back a snort, focusing on the game happening and no "incendent" of the sort happened for the rest of the duration of your stream. Once you had ended, you stretched and headed to the common kitchen, grabbing some food from the fridge to cook yourself a nice heartwarming meal.

"So... I you had a crush huh?" Your froze for a second before turning quickly a sending a glare towards your friend.

"Shut up Minseok!"

The younger male laughed at you as you rolled your eyes and turned back towards your cooking, some tofu jjigae, meat and dumplings. Streaming always took much energy out of you that you had to eat a lot to gain back energy.

"Waaah (Y/N), your food smells so good!", you chuckled, Minseok being your best friend, he was the one who ate most of your cooking, and you'd think that he would get tired of the smells of your food. You took a spoon and stirred the stew.

"You want a taste?"

The younger male nodded excitedly and you laughed, bringing the stew filled spoon to his mouth, grinned as he hummed as he took in all the flavours.

"This is so good... You're really the best cook man!"

You beamed at him and patted his head, continuing your conversation, oblivious to the witness who was quietly leaving the area.

Once you had finished preparing the food you and Minseok headed to the common area where everyone usually took meals. Your friend was staring at you intently and you were doing everything in your power to ignore him, knowing what (more like whom) he wanted to talk about.

"So, do you plan on confessing?", ah so he had decided to break the silence himself.

"Probably never. I don't know why you're asking this every few days, it'll always be the same answer."

He groaned in frustration, maybe because he was a hopeless romantic, he was adamant about you having to confess to your captain. You ignored his annoyed complaints and just focused on eating.

" Hm why are you ranting about (Y/N) being a coward Minseok-ah?"

And here was the object of your affections, taking a seat next to your grinning friend and now looking at you intently. You couldn't let the young support say a word about a potential crush or anything in the like so you used his silence to speak.

"It's because I don't want to try to make this new recipe because it's... Pretty complicated."

Sanghyeok looked at you in a confused manner, after all, you were renowned at T1 for being an awesome cook it didn't really make sense for him that you would be scared of trying out a new recipe.

You avoided his gaze, focusing on your meal instead. You could see Minseok trying to keep a straight face, biting his lower lip to keep himself from laughing. The meal was awkwardly quiet, Keria trying to make the two of you speak more but you were just too awkward around Sanghyeok and you didn't want to blurt random mess.

By the time you finished eating you were exhausted and you cleaned up your mess and bid the guys goodnight, quickly shuffling to your room. You closed the door behind you and immediately changed into pajamas and jumped in your bed, trying to gather your thoughts and trying not to cringe at the way you behaved around your crush.

Falling asleep you decided that it was time to put a stop to your crush. The next morning you decided to put your plan to execution, you were going to avoid Sanghyeok as much as possible until eventually your feelings would fiddle out and the problem would be solved.

It couldn't be worse than confessing and then being rejected which surely would've put a more awkward atmosphere than your current plan.

For the next few weeks, you did your best to avoid Sanghyeok or keep interaction to minimal, to the confusion of everyone since you usually liked to ramble about the meta and possible new ideas of counter of some champions and such. You could feel the confused stare of the staff and Tom even took you aside to see how you were doing, wondering if anything bad had happened, after all the team atmosphere was important to maintain a good cohesion. You assured him that everything was okay and that he didn't have to worry about it.

When you and Minseok were chilling in your room, one night, he was quite vocal about the disapproval of your plan, hitting you on the back of the head, but he knew ultimately that he couldn't do anything to reverse your decision and (in his opinion) shit plan.

Sanghyeok had tried to get informations from Minseok since he was your best friend, but the younger man didn't said anything and he just wanted to understand what he had done wrong to you, but he didn't recall anything an

One night Sanghyeok decided that he had enough and one night after your stream he waited until you headed to the kitchen to join you and close the door behind him, effectively trapping you with him.

You were gathering the ingredients to make yourself some instant noodles with eggs and dumpling when the door shutting up took you by surprise. You turned around to see who it was and seeing Sanghyeok standing there with an unreadable expression was kind of scaring you.

"Why have you been avoiding me so much?"

Oh fuck.

"Huh? I... Haven't been avoiding you, I'm just... Busy."

"(Y/N)." Fuck he was using his serious voice on you which was both terrifying and hot but now wasn't the time to think about that.

"Don't lie you have been avoiding me for the past few weeks."

You sighed.

"Ah... It's complicated... Promise me that whatever I say won't change a single thing between us", he blinked at you and nodded whilst you were gathering your thoughts and strength.

"I... Kind of have a crush on you? But I don't want you to be uncomfortable so I've just... Tried to keep it down. So don't hate me for that please. And you know I don't have a good reputation in general with the public so... I don't want you or the team to be affected by this you know..?"

"Hate you? You should have told me this earlier it would've make this whole situation easier."

You were confused about the wording of his sentence and you were about to ask him what he meant, he brought his hands to your face and brought it together with his, kissing you gently. Your eyes opened wide, you hadn't expected that your feelings would be returned but you let yourself melt and before you knew it, your hands naturally found his waist as you deepened the kiss, you couldn't believe what was happening but you were making sure to enjoy every second of it just in case it was a dream.

"Oh finally!"

The two of you jumped apart, looking at Minseok who was standing in the doorframe with a wide grin on his face.

"Oh you can go on, I just wanted to fill my bottle, just don't do anything dirty on the counters please."

The two of you flushed a little at Minseok's implication and he just left while humming a song. Sanghyeok smiled a little and took your hand in his.

"Don't do that again right? I don't care what the medias are going to say, I really like you and I just want us to go back how we were right?"

You nodded, too stunned to say anything, your heart filled with love for the other man in front of you. You quickly gave him a peck, it was only the second time you kissed him but you knew you were already addicted to the feeling of his lips against yours. You couldn't help but look at him and ask in a quiet but giddy voice.

"So... Are we boyfriends now?"

He chuckled and the sound made your heart do flip in your chest.

"Yes we are." Sanghyeok had a soft smile on his lips and you couldn't believe you were the one who put it there now. You had almost forgotten the reason why you were in the kitchen and turned to the food right behind you and took out another pack of ramen to cook for your now boyfriend. You couldn't help a grin to form on your face at that new realization.

Once the meal was ready, the two of you headed to the table to eat and he sat across you and you couldn't help but reach with your feet and lock one of your legs together. He chuckled and you grinned as you dived into your meal. So maybe your plan didn't work like you had originally wanted, but the final result was definitely worth it.

[xinganhao]

I'm not sure if my previous ask for sent but I love your blog!!!!!!! My carat friend just mentioned to me how she journaled when she first started liking svt so I showed her your smau and we were giggling so much!!!! I love how you portray the members please keep up the amazing work 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

HELLOOOO OH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MESSAGING AGAIN T_T in an anon message a couple of days ago, i talked about how upset i was that i accidentally deleted your ask instead of answering! so i'm glad to see you here! 〔´∇｀〕 and waaah thank you for the kind words + enjoying the journal series hehe <3 don't be a stranger~

[scarlet-alleyway]

The amount of love and support that you guys have given me- both during my absence and especially over my last update post- is honestly insane and i've been politely SOBBING about it

I'm honestly so grateful for everyone's kind words and well wishes. I kept trying to figure out how/where to reply and kept finding myself running in circles ;u;

I hope it's alright if I place everyone's asks in this one response post, even if some of them are months late by now (below the cut) Thanks again <3

Thank you, anon ;-; I'm sorry to answer so many months later, but i hope you know that you're even kinder for sending this message in the first place! <3

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*crying* WAAAH i'm so sorry, thank you for taking the time to check up on me and the fic, and I really hope you're doing well out there <3

This fic will have a conclusion someday, even if it takes a while ^_^

Peace and love x2

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This is honestly one of the sweetest things I've ever heard and I want you to know I was staring at this sequence of asks for DAYS trying to express how happy I was that you reached out. I'm 99% sure I've technically already thanked you for this, but I feel like I should place it here just to be safe. Thank you so, so much ;u; <3 I'm blessing your crops, feeding your cows, and stealing sparkling items for you like a crow for the rest of my life.

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Hi, thank you so much for taking the time to reach out and let me know you've been liking the story so far! ;u; <3 I'm not sure if I want to leave the details of the future up to the reader, or give firm details on it just yet, but Casey will definitely be a central figure in the story ^_^ Wishing you a wonderful day/week/month!

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@just-a-blue-nerd Hi, sorry to tag you in this huge response ask but I just wanted to say thank you so much for thinking of me ;u; <3 Throwing this right back into your headspace and wishing you the absolute best!

[fictionfixations]

Out of Context TWST

imgs are from:

Prologue Book 1 Fan translation of Cater's ceremonial robes vignette Rook's ceremonial robes vignette Book 5 Book 6 Book 7 Spectral Soiree Tsumderland 2 A Firelit Sky Jade's Halloween Groovification Message

and then i gave up (was gonna go in order after laughing at the first img. now its a mishmash of me randomly remembering some bits i wanted to add, and removing the ones that didnt mesh too well)

recently finished book 6 and starting book 7 so there's a bunch of book 6 imgs in here

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(note: I can't find the lashing of love line when we encounter Crowley for the first time?? I swear it was there before but now its just not??)

[Lilia: What's this? You'd really turn down my juice?!]

[Vil: WAAAH!]

you get no context whatsoever except that he's sobbing (for three long hours.. its funny i swear). i refuse to show you the visual if you haven't seen it yet.

["I shall even spare it from being served as dinner."]

[Crowley: If you're not satisfied with my offer, I can arrange to have you thrown out again.]

[Grim: Not more lashings of love! We gotta get outta here! Ace: OW!]

[Deuce: Because I'm going to launch you.]

[Epel: You're...hurting me. Please, let go?]

*proceeds to beat everyone up* /hj

[> Then it's kill or be killed!]

[Grim: I'd recognize that collar anywhere. It's the same one that psycho stuck on me at orientation!]

[Cater: Aww yeah, I am getting my paint on!]

[Cater: Even so, he'll have a mom.]

Context because I can't share more imgs: In his Ceremonial Robes vignette, he's basically guessing what people's dorm will be with Trey. When they get to Epel, he goes,

[Cater: He's by far the cutest~! If he had an older sister, don't you think she would be a total stunner?

[Insert Trey's response]

Cater: Even so, he'll have a mom.]

He clarifies that he's joking but still LOL

(this was changed in the eng localization to a comment about washing dishes)

[Vargas: Great sorcery begins with a great physique! Behold the muscles you can build with a diet of raw eggs!]

[> Muscly dog man, sure why not.]

[Ace: A painting? Hard pass! I don't care how cute she is if she's two-dimensional!]

[Riddle: It's not absurd! It's literally the law!]

[Leona: Hey, I'm into it.]

[???: *sniff* *sniff*]

[Floyd: Whaaat? Sorry, can't hear you, man! Hair dryer go brrrr!]

[Deuce: You don't get to call my eggs stupid. You don't get to call ANY eggs stupid!]

[Grim: So you were only a little more annoying than you are now? > I did notice you had that vibe...]

[(Jade) "Oooh, I love it when you flee in terror. It makes me want to chase you!"]

SS from:

But I found what card it's actually from by the wiki

[Malleus: Oh, now I have to clean up your waste? You little scamp.]

[Deuce: For sixteen years, I was so sure...]

[Cater: Ooh, it's almost time! Okay, all you sexy body doubles, that's a wrap!]

[Deuce: I fell and got a boo-boo. Ouchies. *sob*]

[Jade: Oh dear, how did I get into this mess? Don't tell me you planned for me to get caught this whole time...!]

[Jamil: So I made wet burgers.]

[Grim: What if there's an assassin out for our blood?!]

[Lilia: "Lilia. When I woke up this morning, Drago was gone. Now there's this egg in his place. What should I do?"]

[Vil: EEEEE HEE HEE! YEEESSS!]

i cannot explain the utter joy contained within that one voice line. It's just pure exhilaration.

this lives rent free in my brain (along with the kiss. you get no more context besides that)

(it looks funny without the voice attached tho LMFAO. it's like a "Kyaa~! Yatta!" as in like a scream/yell and then 'hurrah/I did it/yes/sweet'! ehh, basically joy when things go well)

there's a limit to how many images you can put in one post. oops.

[lunaetis]

@ahogedetective KAYYYY !! THANK YOU SM AAAAAAAH !! my birthday was a lil uneventful bc work bUT ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES HAD MADE IT AWESOME !! CRIES THANK YOU FOR STAYING AROUND WITH MY CHAOTIC MUSES & SHENANIGANS !! hjklhjlhjkl i need to poke your muse with mine more one of these days !! THANK YOU SM FOR THE WISH !! I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY ON YOUR END AS WELL !!

@celesticlnstcrs HJKLHKHJKL it's more than okay !! waaah thank you for taking the time to drop me a birthday message ! ( also may i say how jingnyan as your dash icon makes me smile sm IT'S SO CUTE ! ) we haven't talked or written together in a while ( i should poke you more for that hjklhkl ) bUT I HOPE YOU KNOW SEEING YOU ON MY DASH MAKES ME SO HAPPY !! LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS FROM THE PUPPER !!

@etherealguard it was yesterday actually !! but LUNAAAA !! THANK YOU SM FOR THE MESSAGE !! cries you're right about that but hERE'S TO US CHANGING THAT SOON !! I'D TOTALLY LOVE TO INTERACT & TALK MORE WITH YOU !! & THE SAME SENTIMENT TBH !! i love seeing you on my dash or whenever i see you popping up in my notif from likes here & there ! ( pls let me throw my headache — i mean my muses at dan heng even tho he probably deserves peace & quiet HJKLJHKL ) BUT THANK YOU AGAIN I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GREAT DAY ON YOUR END TOO !! SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE & SNACKS !!!

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Kody's "pond rant" and what it means

I NEED to talk about the Kody park episode otherwise I will DIE

CW: discussions of mental health and suicidal thoughts

I used to think that Kody was a villain that was just evil for the sake of evil and was kind of poorly written, but since rewatching the park episode I changed my mind (I still think there's flaws with his writing but anyways)

I don't know if you remember but in the episode where Kody and Freelancer were at the park Kody had this whole rant about the park pond being dirty

At first I thought he was just being like "waaah waaah I'm a water elemental and I'm connected to dirty water how grossdd" and it was partially that but there was a deeper message.

I'll type out the whole rant so you can see:

"See that water? This city loves to tout that this park has a "gorgeous built-in water feature". It's a hole in the ground with a cheap, flimsy fountain in the middle of it. The pump gets so full of debris from the litter people throw into the water that it doesn't even pump half of the time. And it reeks. That's the glory of unprocessed unattended gray water at play. It might as well be sewage at this point. But it's water. It's the same stuff that courses through your body. That revitalizes you, keeps you clean, keeps your thirst slacked. It's the same thing that connects every scrap of land on this god forsaken planet. I can feel it. Not with my hands, nothing that trite. I can feel it. In my senses, in my core. My powers touch it, and it touches back. The water is disgusting, you can see the scum in it, the trash that has been thrown in it. I'd never swim in it and I'd certainly never drink it. But it's connected to me. Irrevocably, inescapably. That algae-ridden sewer water is a part of me. One that I can't sever myself from. All I can do is stare at it, wish someone would come clean it, or wish that it was just gone. Just fill the hole, start over. It'd be better for everyone, even if it was a loss. I hope you understand the gravity of what you did."

And if it weren't obvious enough, later:

"People look at me like they look at that scum-filled puddle."

If you still don't get it: Kody is basically making a metaphor.

He is the puddle. He's a bad person, but (in his mind) there's nothing he can do about it. He just wishes that someone would come and fix him, or just wishes he was simply, dead.

I first thought that this was simply the classic manipulation tactic of saying that you're gonna kys to make the victim feel bad and summit to you in the worries that you might actually do it but,

The thing is, everything that he's saying in this metaphorical rant goes against everything he's said before and after it

He is constantly saying that he's actually the victim, that he was just trying to help them and that everyone just pulled out their pitchforks and convinced them that he was in the wrong

But in this rant, he admits that he's a bad person and needs help.

And he usually doesn't speak in these metaphors for no reason.

It really seems like a silent confession, wether or not FL got it or just thought he just started ranting about about the dirty puddle for no reason, we don't know

He recognized that he's a bad person and needs help, but his idea of getting help is someone coming up to him with a magic wand and declaring "there! You're fixed! You can go out and live in society now!"

He doesn't recognize that the only person who can fix him is himself. Clearly when he got counselling but didn't seem to get any better, it's because he couldn't even admit out loud that he is the problem, he possibly even started believing his own lie.

He was a loner who couldn't get close to a person, so he sought after a person who was unknowledgeable and unaware of his doing. When that person eventually found out and he was pushed to a corner, he turned on the defensive and started gaslighting and manipulating like his life depended on it. Once that didn't work, he just went away to a new place where nobody knew he did anything wrong in the first place.

I always see people saying or implying that Kody didn't really get a deserving punishment for his actions, but I disagree

Because it's just going to keep happening to him.

Until he admits to his wrongs, he's just going to keep doing wrong things and then running away when he can't gaslight everyone around him.

Also he like, got completely decked by Damien in the inversion

I hope it's clear by my wording but I don't think that just because Kody has suicidal thoughts that suddenly means that he's absolved of all his wrong doings, he is very clearly supposed to be an antagonist, I'm just not the kind of person to quickly get rid of and stuff a character into a box before sending them flowing down the river just because they're a bad person and hurt my pwecious wittle babies

While there is some things about Kody's storyline that I didn't like I definitely see that he's a much deeper character than I first thought.

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[spelllingandthemysteryschool]

Hi been following for a while, but saw your stuff about school! I completely understand feeling anxious about the future regarding it, to be honest i feel the same way sometimes! I’m in my mid/late 20s now and only just in the process of getting my Bachelors, i’m a sophomore currently! i work full time as a barista and am part time in school, so a lot of my thoughts are about whether or not it’s worth it to continue on when I can maybe find more productive work elsewhere. Something I find quite comforting is seeing all the others who have given their support to these answers, so thank you for even being vulnerable enough to start these conversations. As for any uncertainty, honestly no one really knows what they’re doing. I have a manager at the shop with a Masters in business of all things, and he is still so uncertain about his future, but regardless just taking things one at a time. I know that an English degree may not be the most lucrative degree for myself but it’s something I love dearly and find important enough for the potential risks. I try to instead focus on other things that make my life whole and beautiful in conjunction with the understanding that things may not be what I hope. The great thing is that we as humans are resilient and i trust so deeply that you will be able to find a way to make it work. many people have degrees they don’t use, and alternatively people without them find their ways into happiness as well. I have friends who went to trade school, or simply worked their ways up chains in unexpected jobs, or followed passions for yoga and became instructors. The whole scope of the future is overwhelming and we will never know it until we are there, for now all that’s required is to know what comes the next day and await the surprises that come

waaah this is SUCH an incredibly sweet message... i have nothing to add... everything you’ve said here resonates and is a comfort... thank u for sharing this and i’m wishing you the best of luck with continuing your degree! i majored in english too and had the best time and though i’m still trying to figure out where to go from here i don’t regret having pursued this field at all :-] 💝 we will take things day by day and everything will be alright!