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^ FALLENWINGS FALLENWINGS FALLENWINGS
LIKE. FUCK
#meposting#been listening to this song on repeat and thinking about Them for a while now#it's like. not only the homophobia but also the gender#in the toxic masculinity for girls way that the exorcists have going on to me#and ALSO the secretive dangerous cult vibes#and ofc there's the one who's open about their feelings and aware of others' yet bitter#with their own set of issues x the#violently repressed one#where they have homoerotic fights that can never lead to anything more because. violent repression#and just the target of the song being incredibly lute-coded in general
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the stuff in Mâs trash bin in room 227 is pretty interesting
- there's both the unfinished and finished versions of vogel's sketch of Sherlock :
- blue and red pastels/crayons, matching the colors of the markings on the map where M was tracking down Sherlock :
- an artist's mannequin. with a hole carved in its chest and rope tied around the neck, elbows, wrists, and oddly enough, only one ankle :
interestingly, the hole isn't made THROUGH the mannequinâs chest. at first i thought maybe someone shot at it with a small calibre gun but the back is intact. it's like the mannequin was used to hide something inside, then it was dug out with some tool? plus the wood looks a bit... charred? this is a strange one for sure.
#recalling what mycroft said about conspirators and their âlove for artâ#sherlock holmes chapter one#frogwares holmes#frogwares sherlock holmes#m for mystery#that mannequin and its aaah âconditionâ haunts me like#what's its story? what horrors did it witness?#could be a way of hinting at Mâs repressed violent tendencies also#tying the mannequin up with nooses and literally âcarving its heart outâ and whatnot for funsies (?)#also im realizing this is like pretty compelling âvogel is Mâ theory fodder#shco diaries
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just two characters that are like chernobyl having a more healthy relationship than most of the ya romance books out there
#are authors allergic to consent or what#andreil#we have:#a possesive violent 'kill his mom' who represses feelings and tries to stab (or choke) everyone who he sees as threaths#and a selfish guy with trust issues who always lies#ANDREW DRUGGED NEIL ONE TIME#but most popular âââââromanceââââ books manage to be more toxic than thar#literally why#we know why#CONSENT#its a simple âyes or noâ#and you cant even do that?????#plus they dont magically get better while dating but they do try to be better for each other and helping the other#example:#neil tell andrew some truths#andrew stops taking cracker dust after neil asks him to do so#neil trying to help andrew and aaron relationship so they can at least be in the same room#neil learns to trust another person (andrew)#they dont fix all of their problems just by dating#they still have a lot of problems#and when i say a lot IT IS A LOT#but they try#and one day they'll get better#with the support of the other#(it will take time)#but they are each other support in the process#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard
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oh god. oh god. oh.. oh gosh. I didn't expect this so soon. I didn't expect this today, I've been busy with life related things so the HYV calendar is really unbeknownst to me, is this update really next week already?? where can I rant about this- whERe can I rant about this-
oh. I made a blog for that exact purpose ! OKAYâ!
fuck. fuck me, dude holy-
FUCK.
the slightly worried look on Arle's face as Snezhevna is reaching out her hand, only for her face to seemingly revert back to cold and neutral once the camera actually focuses in on her. Her tone is cold but her words are reassuring,,,,,,,,
ALSO GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. HOW GENTLY SHE HOLDS HER HAND.
the d o o r. the DOOR. THE FUCKING DOOR, CHAT. the slow opening at first, and once you can make out that it's certainly Arle's silhouette she shoves it fully open - both doors, both hands. incredibly attractiveâ. the FEAR in that man's eyes.
The crossed hands. We can't see her face but you know what expression she's making (it's not really an expression. it's neutral but you can feel it). THE FUCKING F E A R ON THAT MAN'S FACE.
Oh- she literally just grabbed him by the throat. Just like that- ! There's the expression. Oh, you feel it, alright. If you go frame by frame, you'll notice her eyes narrow in the slightest right before ->
POV: you're getting chocked out by Arlecchino, and that's actually the least of your worries. (my god she is beautiful).
I did not expect him to simply be thrown down to the ground and I ... d i d not expect her to step on his FACE. [insert gay masochistic joke here. you know the one]. Did not expect her to smile (this is the ONLY scene wherein we see her smile even slightly... huh...) *And the reason I say "I did not expect her to smile", is because with the momentum we were getting I thought she was straight up going to crush his throat, or stab him (hand, weapon or otherwise). It looked like she was digging the forefoot of her shoe into the guys head and not the... .. y'know deadly fucking heel, so that.. confused me. (and the sound when she supposedly stomped his head in did NOT sound all that impactful) but ANYWAYS I digress-
I'm of course assuming more happened after the cut to black because . madam where did you get that bloodstain on youâ
BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE!?!?!? (more on this in a second)
Freminet??? Freminet feature ! (not Lyney or Lynette.. interesting). :(((( the poor boy sounds so,, desensitized. His father
holy shit quick intermission. After the mental chronological fuckfest that was "The Song Burning in the Embers" I don't think I can look at Arle and the HotH the same anymore because she's.. she's like not even 10 years older than them (?) it's insane this doesn't make any sense- ANYWAYS.
HIS FATHER comes back with what we later see to be real blood on her face. Tells him "I've acquired new funds". We know what that means... HE knows what that means!!, and the way WE - THE AUDIENCE - know that Freminet knows what it means is because the boy replies "Oh.. Okay.."
LIKE-! chat omg this is truly just routine for them,,,, Like out of the 3 siblings, Freminet always gave off the biggest child assassin vibe, but wow. To see that routine and desensitized nature of the HotH's line of work just,, splayed out in a Character Trailer is . wow. and the look in his eyes as he says it is- wow.
YEAH UHH BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE??/ The lighting in this scene now is evidently less saturated. And it's just- oh my FUCKING GOD it does so many things:
the blood on Arle's face looks... dry. it doesn't look as fresh as you may expect which could mean many things. It could mean she spent,,, hella long in there with that guy doing what needed to be done. It could mean she took care of something else immediately after dealing with that guy (perhaps smth related to the children Snezhevna wanted to save). But regardless, it means she didn't put in the effort to clean her face and hide what happened. OBVIOUSLY !!! that is so . obviously her style but to S E E IT IN MY GENSHIN IMPACT CHARACTER TRAILER it's- oh my god
it serves to highlight the really, truly, bleak nature of the scene now that we know plain and simple Arlecchino just killed a man. There's no subtext, there's no reading between the lines. The only thing that didn't happen is that we didn't see contact nor see a body. But, no sugarcoating, Arlecchino killed a man. No one is hiding it. You are not surprised. No one should be but damn.
and ofc it acts as a representation of Snezhevna dying...
because it seems like the saturation is back once the camera switches to looking at Snezhevna laying in bed.
And is it me, or does it look like Arle's allowing herself to actually display a tinge of worry in her expression this time? And also, EVER so slightly in her tone as well. You can feel it, it's gentler.
"Once I'm better I'll start my next mission.."
THIS. THIS!! IN SO MANY WAYS THIS!
OKAY. so bear with me. I haven't actually read any of the sibling's character stories yet, so there could be a LOT of info I'm missing but:
There's still a pretty thought-provoking conversation going on (in MY mind, at least) about just how intensely these children are being trained to be soldiers for the Fatui. They're obviously in an environment that indoctrinates them into being soldiers of SOME kind, but I still don't know what kind of soldier that's supposed to be. Are they all ALWAYS extensions of the Fatui? Or are they more-so extensions of Arlecchino specifically..? Snezhevna was obviously trying to help those children she came across, and I'm assuming that happened on her latest mission, so was the mission for a charitable cause?? What was her next mission supposed to be?? Same line of work? Saving people? Or would it switch up and was she going to be sent to "take care of" (kill .) someone???
So I don't know whether to interpret that line as a hint of them being overworked and 1) feeling like they need to continue their work out of pure fear that they'll be deemed ineffective and useless... or 2) feeling like they need to continue their work out of a sense of loyalty and duty to the place that took them in and raised them. Or both..
and ofc the funeral scene. I can't say much more than what's already shown right on the screen.
and am I bugging? Or is the location of the grave....
#LONG post#first of all. I am kissing Genshin Impact's (HoYovere's entire) artstyle on the mouth.#second of all#Erin Yvette#oh my god Erin Yvette.#the 'My child...' line.. what if I literally blow up the world I'm going to explode#Arlecchino is drop dead gorgeous in this. That's a given but what kind of gay person would I be if I didn't say it anyway#it's always a given with their trailers. A l w a y s.#she's so drop dead handsome oh my god I fucking hate gender#blazingramble#holy shit new tag wtf#I try not to do these on here often but...#meh. my blog#I needed a place to write it down and I'm honestly getting self-conscious abt using my discord server#I say the kids at the HotH are desensitized 'cause like.. it's FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE that they DON'T know!!!!#they can ACT like they don't !!! sure! repression is very real and these kids are exposed to a LOT of trauma. Yes#but they are NOT FUCKING IGNORANT about it#the older ones at least; of course the younger they are the more likely they're sheltered from the Fatui's violent practices#like Lyney Lynette Freminet and other kids their age are child assassins. Now I'm PRETTY FUCKIN CONFIDENT they've killed people#like it wasn't hard to believe before but (and remember I haven't read their character stories) before it was mostly believable conjecture#I can't get over the scene where she returns to the bed#Arlecchino#genshin impact#genshin#genshin arlecchino#the knave#Genshin the knave#blazingshitpost genshin edition#blazingshitpost#Youtube
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hiihiii i love the way u write shidou smmmm so if ur requests r still open id like something with shidou + lies <3
Hellooo thank you!! Shidou zoomed his way into my favorites and I really enjoy writing him, haha! Here's a bit of him hanging with the smoking group T1
The problem with lying, Shidou had found, is that you end up fooling everyone involved. If you spend time trying to deceive someone, the people close to you will also believe it. If you continue, it will affect all those in proximity. And, if you do it for long enough, youâll start to deceive yourself.Â
Shidou had certainly lost track of his lies for a while. Right before it had all come crashing down around him, heâd almost believed all the beautiful tales of hope and health heâd been spreading. Heâd almost seen the world as the place heâd been describing.Â
And then the truth hit him; it crushed him. Seeing all the blood on his hands, heâd tried to swear the whole thing off in what little time he had left in this life. But, like his other habits, it was a difficult one to break.Â
He exhaled smoke into the room, listening to Mikoto go on about the busy days of his office job. Shidou was concerned how he still spoke about everything as if heâd be heading right back after all this.Â
He wanted nothing more than to sit him down for an examination. There were several reasons he may not remember his crime -- it was most likely the emotional shock, but Shidou couldnât rule out the possibility of a head injury, an illness, a seizure, a stroke, or even it being a side effect of whatever drugs Milgram must have given the prisoners when bringing them here. It took everything in him to let Mikoto be. After all, no one was going to request help from a âkiller doctor,â and he didnât have any of his usual equipment.Â
So he just stood and smoked in silence.Â
âWhat about you?â Kazui asked. âMy line of work definitely stressed me out, too. But I donât think Iâve seen you bat an eye at anything since coming here.â He nudged Shidou. âAre you just as cool under pressure as those movie doctors?â
Shidouâs lips angled to a smile. âI suppose so. Though, I believe they look calm because theyâre meant to appear perfectly competent. Iâm calm so that patients donât realize I am imperfect.âÂ
Was that all he was, when he killed those people? Just âimperfectâ?
Seeing the way Mikotoâs eyebrows shot up, he clarified, âIâm very competent, mind you. But no doctor is perfect. Many patients will panic if you show even the slightest sign of doubt.â
He teased, âso you just lie to everyone all day? Damn, remind me to watch out the next time I go in for a checkup.â
âNo, it isnât like that.â Wasnât it?Â
The other two continued the conversation, but Shidou grew quiet. Was that something else heâd started to believe? Another thing heâd convinced himself was normal when, in fact, it was very, very wrong?
âI get that. Confidence is really important when dealing with dangerous situations.â
âHeh, Iâve definitely put up a bit of an act around here for some of the younger prisoners. I think itâs been helping, they seem calmer from when this all started.â
Thatâs right -- his goal was always to help, to calm. He watched Mikoto rub his temple absently, and knew another headache was approaching and knew what to do for it. Heâd helped Haruka get over a cold the past week. He and Kotoko had discussed nutrition tips the other day. He was still doing good. The smile that he put up for the others was still doing good.Â
âWell, Iâm glad weâve got a professional around here.â Kazui gestured his cigarette to Shidou, snapping him away from his thoughts. âNothing against the guard, but itâs nice to have someone like you who can help me look out for everyone.â
âYeah, feel better about being here already!â Mikoto slung an arm around him. The boy's expression showed he was trying to appear in on some joke. âSo, doc, you think that all of us are getting out of this crazy place in one piece?â
Shidou wanted to warn him the situation was more serious than he knew. Milgram was not a big joke. He was not a man to be trusted. He was not a man to be forgiven.
But old habits die hard.Â
âOh, I'm sure of it.â
#milgram#shidou kirisaki#mikoto kayano#thank you for the request ahh!! i tried to peek into his mind a bit more -- hes got a lot going on in there ough...#its neat that he and kazui are such different flavors of liars#kazui is hiding himself out of fear - always painfully aware of the truth#but shidou lies to make others happy and help more people and to save more lives - all the while believing it a bit himself#many of the other prisoners reached the end of their patience with their lies/what they were hiding. they finally broke.#but shidous final murder happened because he was completely consumed by his own lie#and now - despite having suicide-level guilt over it - hes still helping people and needing to put up those old masks#hes just so !!!! *shakes him violently*#on another note he strikes me as the type to be constantly noticing things and itching to help#everyones kinda sure that mikotos trauma is repressing his memory but shidou is the only one who it Really bothers#anyway i hope you enjoy!#drabbles
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love sketchbooks this shit just looks like the worlds weirdest crossover fanfic concept now
#op#my art#fuckin. ye hi#scott the woz#wozblr#riverdale#hiram lodge#rex mohs#the one violent repressed dude hiram wont be able to seduce
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I get sooooo embarrassed writing romantic confession scenes I can only write/read/edit like a sentence at a time before I get overwhelmed by secondhand embarrassment and have to take a break like we shouldnât be seeing this! Itâs private! Everybody look the other way right now
#wanna pull a Jane Austen and say âhe expressed his feelings as well as a man violently in love was ableâ full stop end scene#also every time wen qing lifts the hurricane shutters of repression sheâs got boarding up her heart and lets us glimpse One Single Honest#Feeling. itâs like oh she a freak huh#heâs like I love you sheâs like. I wanna slice that man open like a tauntaun#a word she only knows because wei wuxian makes her watch Star Wars with him approximately once a month#and then you guys donât even get to enjoy her being a freak because she and I are wildly repressed sorry#while you were sleeping au
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#protests#france#just me rambling#i'm getting real tired of those posts being like ''in the US we cant protest like the french do cuz we get violently repressed''#it is undeniable!! i am not arguing with the fact your riots got stifled very violently. it fucking sucks#but we ALSO do!! The french government literally got denounced by the UN for its use of weapons and ultra-violence against protesters#just a couple days ago there was a huge protest against an installation that would ruin us ecologically#in a continuation to the pension protests#the cops fired 4000 grenades in two hours.#several of those aimed directly at protestors. which is illegal and very dangerous and can KILL#40 heavily wounded. two people are between life and death.#someone lost an eye. a journalist got hit by a grenade in the leg and is gonna be out of work for 2 months.#one is still in a coma. it's been five days. he might die.#it took two hours for the ambulance to get there for him cuz it got blocked by the cops. which is extremely illegal. but they're cops.#and this is one protest but it's like that all the time#last week a woman got her thumb torn off by a grenade shot directly at her#there literally is a recurring joke among cops about 'losing hands' cuz of the sheer amount of ppl who got theirs torn off like this#i sympathize with americans your cops are fucking nightmares.#but so are ours. we get beaten up and mangled and killed. but we're still out there#stop pretending we only riot the way we do cuz we have it easy. i'm legit going to kick your ass#i didn't distribute eye drops to my fellow teargassed protestors last week in my tiny ass city to be told we play on easy mode#anyway. grabbing my medic kit and going out to protest again in an hour. what will You do?
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Dark! Johnny who gets sought out by Kreese after the tournament a lot quicker, and begins drawing in peopleânew studentsâfor Kreese and Silver using his pretty face and the charm he often forgets to use.
When he meets Daniel, heâs put together and sweet. He just feels so bad, and oh please donât be mad at him anymore, Daniel.
Of course Daniel falls for that, and those big "sad" eyes. And just maybe Johnny starts to regret later (already regretted, meant the apology and wasnât acting) and believe he himself has a chance of escaping when they become closer.
#Instead of actually feeling awful like he does in canon. Iâm glad heâs redeemed#He confuses men. one look at his face and itâs like âWhy am I fighting this pretty boy againâ *gets roundhoused*#A deer falling for a (corrupted) lambâs trap.#tw dark themes#dark Johnny#johnny lawrence#Basically. Daniel: I donât knowâŠâŠ#Johnny: *looks down sadly and sighs dramatically*#Daniel: Iâm going to forgive him and I want to fuck him but will be very repressed about it.#perhaps Krilverlaw? đ#AND Mike is envolved. He and MikeâŠlets just say thats going on violently in the background (lawbarnes so niche <3)#Could be even kk3 era and Johnny was somehow implemented into the plan as a âWeâve got your little girlfriendâ to Daniel#Johnny just likes big men touching him
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once again asking begging for a rival
#like fuckkk#i wanna beat someone up and get beat up by someone. but like. erotically but not? yknow????#i want to be treated wholely as a person and hated for no reason. i just want to hate someone and be mean to someone without reason#i want to not be treated like a delicate little flower for once! i want to be able to show my emotions insted of constantly repressing them!#i want to get bloody noses and broken lips and black eyes and bruises to litter my body not from my own direct doing#i want to be on the same level with someone. on the same level enough to be able to hate eachpther but take care of eachother#i want to love the hate i could have for someone#or just fuck- i want to be treated either as a person or as something wholely not. one or the other just not pityed#hate being soft spoken and frail and get talked over and just constantly feel like a girl in worst ways#i want to cry and be angry with someone that can cry and be angry with me#i cant love but fuck if i dont want smth close to it. am have soft sweet amazing boyfriend but at same timd i just.#i want to hurt someone and have someone hurt me just to feel something more. i keep saying this but i wish when i wasnt programed#by government to be convinient for them. to be convinient to those around me. i want to feel and be angry again.#i have a right to be upset for everything thats happened to me and those i care for and should be allowed to say it.#fuck man- i just want someone to kick me when im down physically and be there for me silently when neex#need someone to punch me for being a doofus. fuck fuck i just want someone that will treat me like a equal on a level.#i want to be hurt like im strong. i want to hit and punch and kick and be allowed to be violent#its not healthy to hold in but im forced to for others and i hate it. i like being nice i dont want to be mean#but i also just so badly want to be violent. to be able to express pain and hurt and feel like i should. like wish could. its not fair#anyways vent rambles sryyy-#vent#tw vent#in tags but yee#want to be hurt and hurt someone else on equal healthy consensual level yk?
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Takes your face in my hands. I need you to understand before reading this that, while I discuss William's personality being, in some ways, a reflection of how he was raised, this is not in reference to the horrific murders. Even if he had had a near perfect childhood, he always would have turned out a serial killer. Any discussions of his parents' effects on him are about personality and how he raises his kids. That's it. Also boohoo none of this excuses any of his behavior lmao.
Overall, William's childhood wasn't abnormal for the time. He grew up in a household that had been middle class, but struggled during and after the war. He lived in a relatively small townânot quite rural, but lacking in the bustle of city life. A mid-sized home built in the 30's. A mother and a father who were very much products of both the times and their own childhoods. A sister one year older to whom he was very close. It had all the makings of a standard childhood.
William's relationship with his parents was complicatedâsomething his sister could relate to as well. Their parents were Ethel and Sidney, a pair who fit right into the norms of the time. Ethel was a housewife, albeit not opposed to Jayne's desire to work, and Sidney was an office worker turned automotive technician. While they swore that they loved their children, their relationship with them was simultaneously strict and distant. Once they were old enough to be away from their parents, they were sent outdoors to play with only the expectation of being back in time for meals. The notion of actually playing with their children was beyond themâthey were far too "busy" to engage in that kind of thing.
Their father was an infrequent presence in their life, often either working or spending his time off relaxing rather than with the kids. He did, however, teach William how to work on cars. These moments are some of the few genuinely fond memories he has of his father. Their mother, although much more present, was emotionally distant and not particularly skilled at expressing her love. The mother who would hold William when he was young and pet his hair when he cried faded as he aged. The household could be best described as cold outside of William and Jayne's relationship.
Emotions were a touchy subject and "sensitivity" was not tolerated beyond a certain age. While crying or showing strong emotions was shamed in general in the household, the society of the time only reinforced this to William as a boy. Meanwhile Jayne was forced to withstand the assumption of maturity far before William. Despite their close ages, she was expected to be more in control of herself than William as a girl. The negative feelings around showing emotion are something that affected both of them. Neither are good at opening up except, to some degree, to one another.
The relationship with William's parents became more strained with age as he began acting out. Repressed angerâa kind he couldn't put a name to nor explainâled to him lashing out at those around him. (This, and a genuine enjoyment of scaring and even, at times, harming others.) William took the concept of a "bully" to a new levelâthe older he got, the more his fellow teenagers began to question if he was actually dangerous. Friends were hard to come by, and William had never had a good grasp on making friends as it were. Despite his actions, Jayne stuck by him, hoping to talk him down from his escalating behavior. If he had a best friend at this time, or a friend at all, it was her. His parents, on the other hand, inevitably gave up on himâsomething they told him outright. No amount of punishment seemed to help, and they knew nothing else. Even when he began to pull himself together at 17/18, they no longer had any use for him.
Cutting off his parents when he moved to America had been easy enough. Outside of a call here or there, he ceased any interaction with them. When his mother became sick, he didn't go home. When either died, he didn't attend the funeral. Although she would never admit it, Jayne never quite forgives him for thatâfor leaving her to handle it all by herself.
William's childhood has major impacts on how he parents his own children. On one hand, he strives to be better than his parents were. On the other, he is still his parents' child. Where his parents were unwilling (when able) to provide their kids with the things they wanted (rather than just needed), he spoils his kids materially. Where his parents were not active in a lot of his life, he regularly tries to involve or be involved with his kids. Where his parents were overly strict, he can be almost too lax (at least early on). But, much like his own father, he loses himself in work, excusing his absence (or having to haul the kids with him post-divorce) on "providing for his family." Like his mother, he's entirely emotionally unavailable and incapable of showing anything beyond the most basic comfort.
#Ë â§ headcanon » ( the demon to his demons )#long post#emotional abuse mention tw#i feel like noting that significant aspects of this are inspired by the ways my parents were raised.#(i never knew my grandparents. one was quite literally born in 1901. but the stories & the generational shit are there)#(i mean it's also majorly different because i'm american and my grandparents were farmers but LMAO)#literally scrolled up saw how long this got and said 'jesus fucking christ' fkdshfjsahdhsakf#i feel like i need to add that his repressed anger is like. ever present but NOT the motivator for killing.#he can get somewhat violent/pissy/whatever because of it but the actual drive to kill is coming from a very different place#i feel like i'm forgetting 200 things i need to go scream into a pillow#please gods let this post this time
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I'm rewatching Bloody Romance. I'm obsessed with this show. I'm suffering. Why am I doing this to myself.
#eddie's posts#it was one of the earlier dramas I watched so part of this rewatch is to see how it holds up#I'm up to episode 26/36 and wow! it really is just that good!#tbh I adore Li Yitong so that is strongly coloring the lens through which I watch anything she's in#this show is so sadistic and gratuitously violent and so weirdly tender at the same time#I know I know I know that I hate the ending and yet I can't look away#sorry for the vague spoilers but I haven't seen anyone post about this show so I don't think I'm spoiling for anyone currently watching#here are many parasites that live in a pool and devour humans. they're beautiful and it's a touching moment!#here's a parasite that gives you superhuman powers. here's a parasite that makes it painful to be near your loved one.#here's a parasite that makes you unable to have sex!#here's a soft and humane assassin who emotionally manipulates you instead of directly attacking. you're still going to die though.#the rules are instead death if you make a mistake. unless you make yourself interesting to torment.#10/10 horrific torture chamber#the rules are that they pair assassins and their shadows in couples and having sex is allowed but falling in love is punishable by death??#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the loyalty the torment the self-imposed repression of emotions#please check content warnings before watching but also please do watch if you enjoy shows with dark themes#so so very good and so very underrated
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Only one is met with violent suppression and it ain't the Nazis
#Only one is met with violent suppression and it ain't the Nazis#police violence#protest#activism#suppression#oppression#repression#fact#facts#earth#human rights#animalrights#ausgov#politas#auspol#tasgov#taspol#australia#fuck neoliberals#neoliberal capitalism#anthony albanese#albanese government#nazisploitation#nazis#nazigate#nazi#neonazis#neofascism#anti capitalism#anti cop
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post-essay clarity is something so beautiful yet so frightening
#i just through this together in 10 hours one sitting#i need to stop doing this to myself#i did technically outline a bit beforehand which is better than nothing but like good god girl#this is ur future career take this seriously#embarrassed as fuck bc i did explicitly coin something in this one even though i have no merit and also did not back up my claim well enough#but like also dude i was just at a point where my brain was connecting patterns and a precursory search didnât bring up anything so#i just named the phenomena myself and maybe my professor or ta who has more merit will comment on it#god fuck dude i was lowkey very experimental in this one and my tone came off way differently bc i am so done we are all so done#finals are literally so stupid and inconsequential when considering. what has been happening on our campus and the world and everything#the tenured professors who are fucking allies are boycotting finals and not having their students do anything#unfortunately my prof isnât tenured otherwise i know he would (because all the profs in my department probably would tbh)#so hopefully they donât even really grade these bc like i have a feeling heâs gone be lax bc heâs cool like that and also our camspus has#been turned into a militarized zone where the administration is sending in police in riot gear to#attack peaceful students in a violent act of state repression and fascist so like yeah i donât think any of this finals shit actually#fucking matters itâs all bullshit#damn sorry i just got properly high for the first time today and that all had to come out#anywayyyyyy#it speaks
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"With Donald Trump set to take office after a fear-mongering campaign that reignited concerns about his desire to become a dictator, a reasonable question comes up:Â Can nonviolent struggle defeat a tyrant?
There are many great resources that answer this question, but the one thatâs been on my mind lately is the Global Nonviolent Action Database, or GNAD, built by the Peace Studies department at Swarthmore College. Freely accessible to the public, this database â which launched under my direction in 2011 â contains over 1,400 cases of nonviolent struggle from over a hundred countries, with more cases continually being added by student researchers. Â
At quick glance, the database details at least 40 cases of dictators who were overthrown by the use of nonviolent struggle, dating back to 1920. These cases â which include some of the largest nations in the world, spanning Europe, Asia, Africa and Latin America â contradict the widespread assumption that a dictator can only be overcome by violence. Whatâs more, in each of these cases, the dictator had the desire to stay, and possessed violent means for defense. Ultimately, though, they just couldnât overcome the power of mass nonviolent struggle. Â
In a number of countries, the dictator had been embedded for years at the time they were pushed out. Egyptâs Hosni Mubarak, for example, had ruled for over 29 years. In the 1990s, citizens usually whispered his name for fear of reprisal. Mubarak legalized a âstate of emergency,â which meant censorship, expanded police powers and limits on the news media. Later, he âloosenedâ his rule, putting only 10 times as many police as the number of protesters at each demonstration. Â
The GNAD case study describes how Egyptians grew their democracy movement despite repression, and finally won in 2011. However, gaining a measure of freedom doesnât guarantee keeping it. As Egypt has shown in the years since, continued vigilance is needed, as is pro-active campaigning to deepen the degree of freedom won. Â
Some countries repeated the feat of nonviolently deposing a ruler: In Chile, the people nonviolently threw out a dictator in 1931 and then deposed a new dictator in 1988. South Koreans also did it twice, once in 1960 and again in 1987. (They also just stopped their current president from seizing dictatorial powers, but thatâs not yet in the database.) Â
In each case people had to act without knowing what the reprisals would be...
Itâs striking that in many of the cases I looked at, the movement avoided merely symbolic marches and rallies and instead focused on tactics that impose a cost on the regime. As Donald Trump wrestles to bring the armed forces under his control, for example, I can imagine picketing army recruiting offices with signs, âDonât join a dictatorâs army.â Â
Another important takeaway: Occasional actions that simply protest a particular policy or egregious action arenât enough. They may relieve an individualâs conscience for a moment, but, ultimately, episodic actions, even large ones, donât assert enough power. Over and over, the Global Nonviolent Action Database shows that positive results come from a series of escalating, connected actions called a campaign...
-via Waging Nonviolence, January 8, 2025. Article continues below.
East Germanyâs peaceful revolution
When East Germans began their revolt against the German Democratic Republic in 1988, they knew that their dictatorship of 43 years was backed by the Soviet Union, which might stage a deadly invasion. They nevertheless acted for freedom, which they gained and kept.
Researcher Hanna King tells us that East Germans began their successful campaign in January 1988 by taking a traditional annual memorial march and turning it into a full-scale demonstration for human rights and democracy. They followed up by taking advantage of a weekly prayer for peace at a church in Leipzig to organize rallies and protests. Lutheran pastors helped protect the organizers from retaliation and groups in other cities began to stage their own âMonday night demonstrations.â Â
The few hundred initial protesters quickly became 70,000, then 120,000, then 320,000, all participating in the weekly demonstrations. Organizers published a pamphlet outlining their vision for a unified German democracy and turned it into a petition. Prisoners of conscience began hunger strikes in solidarity.
By November 1988, a million people gathered in East Berlin, chanting, singing and waving banners calling for the dictatorshipâs end. The government, hoping to ease the pressure, announced the opening of the border to West Germany. Citizens took sledgehammers to the hated Berlin Wall and broke it down. Political officials resigned to protest the continued rigidity of the ruling party and the party itself disintegrated. By March 1990 â a bit over two years after the campaign was launched â the first multi-party, democratic elections were held.
Students lead the way in Pakistan
In Pakistan, it was university students (rather than religious clerics) who launched the 1968-69 uprising that forced Ayub Khan out of office after his decade as a dictator. Case researcher Aileen Eisenberg tells us that the campaign later required multiple sectors of society to join together to achieve critical mass, especially workers.Â
It was the students, though, who took the initiative â and the initial risks. In 1968, they declared that the governmentâs declaration of a âdecade of developmentâ was a fraud, protesting nonviolently in major cities. They sang and marched to their own song called âThe Decade of Sadness.âÂ
Police opened fire on one of the demonstrations, killing several students. In reaction the movement expanded, in numbers and demands. Boycotts grew, with masses of people refusing to pay the bus and railway fares on the government-run transportation system. Industrial workers joined the movement and practiced encirclement of factories and mills. An escalation of government repression followed, including more killings.Â
As the campaign expanded from urban to rural parts of Pakistan, the movementâs songs and political theater thrived. Khan responded with more violence, which intensified the determination among a critical mass of Pakistanis that it was time for him to go.
After months of growing direct action met by repressive violence, the army decided its own reputation was being degraded by their orders from the president, and they demanded his resignation. He complied and an election was scheduled for 1970 â the first since Pakistanâs independence in 1947.
Why use nonviolent struggle?
The campaigns in East Germany and Pakistan are typical of all 40 cases in their lack of a pacifist ideology, although some individuals active in the movements had that foundation. What the cases do seem to have in common is that the organizers saw the strategic value of nonviolent action, since they were up against an opponent likely to use violent repression. Their commitment to nonviolence would then rally the masses to their side.Â
That encourages me. Thereâs hardly time in the U.S. during Trumpâs regime to convert enough people to an ideological commitment to nonviolence, but there is time to persuade people of the strategic value of a nonviolent discipline.Â
Itâs striking that in many of the cases I looked at, the movement avoided merely symbolic marches and rallies and instead focused on tactics that impose a cost on the regime. As Donald Trump wrestles to bring the armed forces under his control, for example, I can imagine picketing army recruiting offices with signs, âDonât join a dictatorâs army.â Â
Another important takeaway: Occasional actions that simply protest a particular policy or egregious action arenât enough. They may relieve an individualâs conscience for a moment, but, ultimately, episodic actions, even large ones, donât assert enough power. Over and over, the Global Nonviolent Action Database shows that positive results come from a series of escalating, connected actions called a campaign â the importance of which is also outlined in my book âHow We Win.â Â
As research seminar students at Swarthmore continue to wade through history finding new cases, they are digging up details on struggles that go beyond democracy. The 1,400 already-published cases include campaigns for furthering environmental justice, racial and economic justice, and more. They are a resource for tactical ideas and strategy considerations, encouraging us to remember that even long-established dictators have been stopped by the power of nonviolent campaigns.
-via Waging Nonviolence, January 8, 2025.
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700 Palestinians were killed in the last 24 hours and the airstrikes are more violent each night. Gaza's hospitals have fuel left for two more days. Israel only allowed aid into Gaza on the condition they didn't carry fuel. The Indonesian hospital has shut down already, because doctors have no supplies and no choice but to let the wounded die. They're calling it a collapse but the term doesn't do it justice.
Over a 100 incubator babies are at risk. There are 50.000 pregnant women in Gaza right now, and 5.500 due to give birth this month. Menstruating people are taking pills in order to stop their periods, because they do not have pads or water to maintain hygiene. Surgeons are operating without anesthesia. Water is not reaching Gazans because there's no electricity or fuel for water pumps.
There's no excuse for this. Israel justifies the airstrikes by saying they want to destroy Hamas infrastructure and release the hostages, but they have refused to negotiate for their release. Hamas informed Israel they wanted to release two elderly women without anything in return, and Israel refused. Netanyahu said they wouldn't take their own civilians back because it was "mendacious propaganda." When the hostages were finally released, Netanyahu prohibited the hospital from giving press releases. Yocheved Lifshitz went behind their backs and talked to the press anyway, saying she was treated very well by Hamas, but the government abandoned them. They're being used as straw men. Israel is conditioning the entry of fuel to the release of hostages and yet, according to The Wall Street Journal, when Hamas proposed to exchange 50 hostages for fuel they denied. IDF officials have said they fear the release of more hostages because that might withhold the order to their ground invasion. They do not care as long as they can use the hostages as a pretext for their slaughtering.
There's a turning tide for Palestine in public support. Support for Israel was built through decades of propaganda and we are making a dent into it. Zionists are desperate, holding zoom meetings to promote zionism, but we have to do so much more. We have to shame people in power into supporting the Palestinian cause.
Keep yourself updated and share Palestinian voices, looking to inform yourself from the sources. Palestinians have asked of us only that we share, tweet and post, over and over. Muna El-Kurd said every tweet is like a treasure to them, because their voices are repressed on social media and even on this very app. Make it your action item to share something about the Palestinian plight everyday. Here are some resources:
Al Jazeera
Anadolu Agency
Mondoweiss
Boycott Divest Sanction Movement
Palestinian Youth Movement
Mohammed El-Kurd (twitter / instagram)
Al-Shabaka (twitter / instagram)
Mariam Barghouti (twitter / instagram)
Muhammad Shehada (twitter)
Motaz Azaiza (instagram) - reporting directly from Gaza
Take action. You can participate in boycotts wherever you are in the world, through BDS guidelines. Right now, they are focusing on boycotting (don't be overwhelmed by gigantic boycott lists. Only boycott additional brands if you can):
Carrefour
HP
Puma
Sabra
Sodastream
Ahava cosmetics
Israeli fruits and vegetables
Push for a cultural boycott - pressure your favorite artist to speak out on Palestine and cancel any upcoming performances on occupied territory (Lorde cancelled her gig in Israel because of this. It works.)
If you can, participate in direct action or donate. Palestine Action works to shut down Israeli weapons factories in the UK and USA, and have successfully shut down one of their firms in London. Some of the activists are going on trial and are calling for mobilizing on court.
Call your representatives. The Labour Party in the UK had an emergency meeting after several councilors threatened to resign if they didn't condemn Israeli war crimes. Calling to show your complaints works, even more if you live in a country that funds genocide.
FOR PEOPLE IN THE USA: USCPR has developed this toolkit for calls
FOR PEOPLE IN THE UK: Friends of Al-Aqsa UK and Palestine Solidarity UK have made toolkits for calls and emails
FOR PEOPLE IN GERMANY: Here's a toolkit to contact your representatives by Voices in Europe for Peace
FOR PEOPLE IN IRELAND: Here's a toolkit by Voices in Europe for Peace
FOR PEOPLE IN POLAND: Here's a toolkit by Voices in Europe for Peace
FOR PEOPLE IN DENMARK: Here's a toolkit by Voices in Europe for Peace
FOR PEOPLE IN SWEDEN: Here's a toolkit by Voices in Europe for Peace
FOR PEOPLE IN AUSTRALIA: Here's a toolkit by Stand With Palestine
FOR PEOPLE IN CANADA: Here's a toolkit by Indepent Jewish Voices for Canada
Join a protest. Here's a constantly updating list of protests:
Global calendar
USA calendar
Australia calendar
Here are upcoming events:
CANBERRA/NGUNNAWAL, AUSTRALIAÂ â Wed Oct 25, 11 am, National Press Club. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/Cyh1xy1BMrU/
OXFORD, ENGLANDÂ â Wed Oct 25, 12:15 pm, Cornmarket. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/CykroKeInz3/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link
SMITH COLLEGE (US)Â â Wed Oct 25, 12 pm, Chapin Lawn. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/CymT8f5vnHN/?img_index=1
ST CATHERINES, ON ( CANADA)Â â Wed Oct 25, 6 pm, 61 Geneva St Info:Â https://www.facebook.com/events/889319005528757/
TORONTO, CANADAÂ â Wed Oct 25, 5 pm, Sidney Smith Hall. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/CyjVbpGvva8/
SANT CUGAT, CATALONIA, SPAINÂ â Thurs Oct 26, 6 pm, Davant lâAjuntament. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/CynL834tgg9/?img_index=4
MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIAÂ â Fri Oct 27, 7 pm, Federation Square. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/Cyhyd0vhP8t/
LIVORNO, ITALY â Sat Oct 28, 2:30 pm, Piazza Cavour. Info https://www.instagram.com/p/CyiWJ06MXpM/
MINNEAPOLIS, MN (US)Â â Sat Oct 28, 1 pm, Lake Street and Minnehaha.
ROME, ITALYÂ â Sat Oct 28, Rome. Info:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/Cyi7ey-MMs1/?img_index=1
ROME, ITALYÂ â Sat Nov 4, Rome. Info TBA:Â https://www.instagram.com/p/CyndKUitnMU/
WASHINGTON, DC (USA) â Sat Nov 4, 12 pm, White House. Info: https://www.instagram.com/p/CyiecRtr9-B/
Wollongong: Rally at Crown Street Mall Amphitheatre on 21 Oct at 1 PM
Melbourne: Blak and Palestinian Solidarity Rally at Victorian Parliament House Steps on 25 Oct at 6 PM
HOUSTON: Thursday, October 26th, 5:45PM, Rice University, Central Quad
VANCOUVER: OCT 28 at 2PM, Vancouver Art Gallery
KITCHENER: Wednesday October 25th at 5 PM at CBC Kitchener
SANTA ANA: 20 Civic Center Plaza, Santa Ana, CA 92701, October 25th at 5:30 pm
TORONTO: WED. OCT 25 at 7PMÂ at Queen's Park
[CAR RALLY] WASHINGTON D.C: Wednesday 10/25 outside the US State Department on the 23rd Street side
Feel free to add more.
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