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Vinny Everyman from EverymanHYBRID has canon BPD!
(requested by @pagodazz ^_^)
#roll call#vinny everyman#vincent everyman#vinnie everyman#everymanhybrid#emh#borderline personality disorder#bpd#your fav has bpd#canon bpd
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ALWAYS gonna be defending people with NPD, alcoholism and other substance abuse issues, and people with ASPD with my whole heart because I know that those traits just like any other don't inherently make someone awful or abusive and shouldn't be used as a scapegoat for people being shitty!!!
#people who say otherwise are ableist btw#vinny rambles#i ♡ my fellow cluster b disorder siblings and my fellow addicts
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Vinnie with bipolar disorder lives rent free in my head but only sometimes. But then there's Vinnie with borderline personality disorder. And then there's Vinnie with depression. Or Vinnie with anorexia. Or OCD. And separation anxiety. Studying psychology is fun and all until you have the need to give every single disorder to your blorbo.
#lps 2012#vinnie terrio#doesn't help that I'm currently making a presentation oneating disorders and I'm like “ahaha that would be Vinnie fr fr”
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Just a sketch of some of the incarnations of the Eleven from Doctor Who Big Finish. Oh, and btw, they were designed by @georgiacooked but I fan-casted them lol.
the Four: Paterson Joseph
the Five: Daniel Radcliffe
the Six: Vinnie Jones
the Seven: Hugh Laurie
#doctor who#doctor who fanart#dr who#time lord#big finish#sketch#the eleven#big finish audio fanart#the nine#the Six#regenerative dissonance#did#dissociative personality disorder#time lord regeneration#gallifrey#paterson joseph#daniel radcliffe#vinnie jones#hugh laurie#the Five#the Four#the Seven#doom coalition
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ID Hoarder Syskid Alter Pack
requested by anon
🌈 𓂃 Names : Vinnie / Vinny , Axel , Vixen , Alfie , Blinkie , Codi / Codie / Cody , Jami , Jester , Kandi , Sunny , Custard
🍭 𓂃 Prns : they / them . it / its . par / party . fun / funself . col / collector . sil / silly . hy / hyper . kan / kandi . cray / crayons . splat / splatseld . neo / neon
🍡 𓂃 Titles : prn who is forever young , prn who is childish , prn / the kid who hoards / collects , the little one , prn who is energetic
🎉 𓂃 Genders : pupkidcoric , toyfoodgender , kidcrayonix , partykenous , passtickkidcoric , beachtoyic , kidbraclic , puffystickercoric , kiddiecelestic , spookykidcoric
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🌈 𓂃 CisIDs : autistic , amnesiac , apd (auditory processing disorder ) , malidaptive daydreamer
🍭 𓂃 TransIDs : permakid , ageflux (4-8) , panspecies , tbi , adhd , npd , wheelchair user , freckled , streamer , idol , permahyper ,
🍡 𓂃 Likes : colorful things , " bouncy " music , coloring books / pages , clowns , collecting things , cartoony art / art styles , ballpits , velcro shoes
🎉 𓂃 Dislikes : bedtime , ends of parties , sugar crashes , dinner without desert , scary things , darkness , lace shoes , sad stuff
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🌈 𓂃 Roles : syskid , mood booster , antidepressant , battery , beauheur , fandom keeper
🍭 𓂃 Traits : hyper , joyous , energetic , bright , childish , whimsical
#🌿 𓂃 alter pack !#alter packs#id pack#id packs#radqueers please interact#radqueer safe#radqueer community#radqueer#rq please interact#rq community#rqc🌈🍓#rq 🌈🍓#rq safe#pro rq 🌈🍓#transplural#transx please interact#transid please interact
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Vinnie O’Neil is an Ace King🏳️🌈
GIF from @SkyTV
If you haven’t seen this show, Brassic, you need to now. It’s one of the funniest shows I’ve seen in years and the way it addresses mental health and neurodivergence is great!
But the one thing I’m most impressed with is how the show handles Vinnie’s sexuality. Spoilers below!
In the show, Vinnie, played by the adorable Joe Gilgun, has many friends of various genders and sexualities. Sex is addressed a lot on the show in a positive way: one character, Sugar, is a sex-worker, another, Tommo, is a pansexual polyamorous sex dungeon owner and there are other characters in various relationships. All the characters are supportive of each other. In one episode, Vinnie stands up to his friend’s family when they refuse to accept their son’s sexuality.
In this wonderful sea of sex positivity floats Vinnie; he is a self described dyslexic with Bi-Polar Disorder and anxiety (the actor Joe Gilgun has been very open about how the character is based off of his own mental health struggles). Vinnie is not sex averse, but it becomes glaringly obvious that he is much different from his friends when it comes to sex.
Vinnie tells his doctor that he hasn’t felt the urge to have sex for a long time because of the medication he takes for BD. Throughout the show, he never flirts with anyone. He gets flustered when people try to flirt with him. The only person he seems to be attracted to is Erin, his best friend’s girlfriend. He dotes on her, but never flirts or tries to romance her. He never looks at her in a sexual way. He gets this great puppy dog look on his face like he’s hanging on her every word. He shows his affection by stealing things for her (pebbling 🐧)
He does tell her he loves her and wishes they could be together. He blames himself for why they can’t be together because of his mental health. He also mentions in later episodes that sex unsettles him and complains about “why can’t people just have a nice cuddle?” 💕
Even though the creators haven’t confirmed, it makes sense to me that Vinnie is on the ace spectrum. Many neurodivergent people are! It was refreshing to see a character on a foul-mouthed, hilarious, mature-rated TV show abstain from sex! We don’t see many ace or even aro characters period.
So please check out this show! If you’re in the U.S. it’s on Amazon.
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i had an inkling she was going to be a favourite and hearing this further sells me i will read it right away 🫡🫡🫡
if that elf's ARFID is treated with more grace than the fans certainly treat her then i'll read dunmeshi
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#being vague in post for spoiler territory ig i forgot the shows ongoing#not extending that courtesy to the rest of the tags though tihihi#i like that both these characters have room for other explanations for this writing as well. more justifications and whatnot#like how that reply i got brought up the 'only sane man' trope re: Marcille#for me that initial horror or aversion to eating monsters makes total sense to her cause i mentally catalogue elves in general as non human#(yes in spite of how minimal or uninspired their designs tend to be. vinnies vulcans yadda yadda)#so its like of course she wouldnt want to eat monsters she is one(she isnt. by dunmesh categories im p sure she isnt)#and dunmesh touches on the idea of. okay which race is sophont & which isnt. and its own guideline for whose sentient gets mildly questione#according to another post i saw sharing some panels anyways...#i wouldnt want to eat a slightly humanoid dude who was part arachnid or part fish orrr he just 'couldnt be reasoned with' either!!#like how some cultures eat some bugs but others characterise bugs as being gross and frightening#also isnt health like very important for her magic. id fret too at trying strange foods if my self defense relied on my health/cleanliness#meanwhile izutsumi is a catgirl and cats are obligate carnivores + the pickyness is domestic-cat-like by stereotype#its nice that these interpretations of idk potential disordered/simply Different relationships to food can be extrapolated#even if its “just” a sane man trope or an obligate carnivore specbio trope#and i love that theyre not shit on for being that way either..... my bare minimum.... tis a beautiful day to read.....
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POV: I try writing a story lolz
A/N: I’m thinking of writing a story on Wattpad or A03. This is just a glimpse of how the relationship between Nikki and the main character will begin. Let me know what you think 😅
It Had to Be You
I was a little upset to say the least. Don’t get me wrong, I loved Heather, and I was excited to be living with just her while the boys were on tour. But there was something so special about living with the boys for the past few months that brought comfort into my life. I was going to miss them more than anything. Even Nikki…
No.
Especially Nikki.
Sitting on my bed, I tried to concentrate on my book, but was distracted by the flooding thoughts of the boys leaving, and my own humming of a random song that I couldn’t put my finger on.
But even my humming and thoughts were interrupted by my bedroom door flying open, revealing a disheveled looking Nikki Sixx.
He stood in my doorway for a few seconds too long, staring at me, not moving.
I didn’t say anything for a while, unsure of why he wouldn’t have knocked, and why he looked so disordered.
“What do you want, Nikki?”
He took a step forward, finally opening his mouth as he pointed a finger at me.
“Listen, whatever this is can’t happen anymore.”
I stayed sitting on my bed, closing my book and placing it beside me.
I raised an eyebrow at him, giving him a clear sign that I was confused.
He took a few more slow steps even closer towards me, standing right by me beside the bed.
“I know that you don’t hate me, so stop acting like such a bitch and admit it.”
My eyebrows furrowed now, and I sent him a small glare.
“Don’t call me a bitch.”
“Then stop fucking acting like one. I’m leaving tomorrow and I don’t want to do so until we make amends.”
I stared at him, wondering why he suddenly cared so much about whether or not we got along.
Our banter was brutal, to say the least. Anyone who saw us bickering probably would’ve wondered why either of us hadn’t filed a restraining order on the other yet. We fought like brother and sister. Except Tommy, my brother, and I never even fought like this.
But I enjoyed the tension.
“Personally, I can’t wait for you to leave tomorrow so that I don’t have to deal with your attitude anymore.”
Lie.
I enjoyed when Nikki got fired up enough to put me in my place.
“Stop fucking lying to me, Y/N.”
He was strict. He was dominant, and I wanted to provoke him more.
“I’m not lying. I can’t wait to get away from your annoying ass. I’m going to miss Vinnie the most.”
I flashed Nikki a grin.
He knew what I was doing. I could tell by the way he ran his tongue along his front teeth, crossing his arms over his chest.
To be honest I was going to miss Vince, he had become my best friend. But I only brought that up to spite Nikki.
He leaned down, getting even closer to me.
“Don’t tease me.”
I leaned in closer too, smirking even bigger.
“What are you going to do about it, Sixx?”
He grabbed my face harshly, smashing his lips into mine as he climbed onto the bed in front of me. I gasped into his lips, closing my eyes as I took it all in. All of the tension between us was finally getting released.
His lips melted with mine hungrily, like he had wanted this for so long. Unbeknownst to me, he had.
My hands made their way up into his hair, I tugged lightly at his roots as I gently bit his bottom lip.
He groaned into my mouth.
“Play nice.”
I smirked against his lips, and felt his tongue finally slide into my mouth.
It tasted like he had just brushed his teeth, which he probably had, considering it was nearing bedtime.
We kissed for a while, my hands exploring his hair, his shoulders, his chest, his back, as his hands caressed my waist and my face.
I had never felt a kiss this intense before.
He began to slow down, my lips almost hurting from how passionate Nikki and I had been kissing each other.
He finished by pulling my bottom lip between his, and lingering there for a while.
He pulled away, and I sat there a moment longer, keeping my eyes closed to soak it all in.
“Now I really don’t want to leave.”
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>vee/dexter
>the username is literally a different name for fentanyl
>ddpd (depersonalization-derealization disorder), anxiety, clincal depression, and audhd
>semiverbal + semiscribal
>any/all or nameself prns
>dating @the-tiniest-conductor and @kankri-and-the-altertits <3 <3 <3
>moirails with @grey-face-paint
>previously @m4chinething
>plushkin and (fiction)robotkin
>disabled gay bipoc queer with hypermobility fibro and asthma
>please tag 'worms' or 'tw worms'/'cw worms' if i follow you. along with unreality. posts that contain things such as the name cin or vinny, or jokes that are like 'im in your walls' can be tagged with 'vee dont look'
>strawpage
>dni if radfem, terf/swerf, transmed, truscum, dont support xenogenders (i am literally The Friends With Neopronoun Users Guy), lgbtq+ exclusionist, radqueer, you use harmful transids, anti good faith ids/MOGAI/LIOM, post kink/nsfw/18+ content, are a supporter of vinny the shapie/deltakhaos, are a proshipper/comshipper, are anti selfship, antisemitic, deny the genocide in palestine, do not support palestine, or are someone who i have blocked.
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Milo murphys law headcanons I have integrated into my belief system:
- Vinnie Dakota has Issues
- Dakota, Milo, and Sara all have autism
- Zack has an anxiety disorder, and being around milo actually helps him cope with it
- Milo is shorter than all of his classmates
- Zack is a trans guy. I decided it.
That’s all for now
#batponiesrule28#text post#milo murphys law#milo murphy#mml#Vinnie Dakota#sara murphy#zack underwood#dwampyverse
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HELLO!!! IT IS HERE!!! SCARAB CREW INTRO FIC!!!
i'm sorry it took so long guys i've been in a bit of a funk these last few days BUT i really wanted to post this!! i have much more planned for them but i am trying to pace myself because i've been struggling a little bit!
this also counts for early whumperless whump event day 23: well, that doesn't taste right @whumperless-whump-event (allergic reaction / anaphylaxis)
word count: 2507
see this post for info on the scarabs crew!
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In hindsight, Hari probably should have told the team his allergies to start.
There just wasn’t a convenient time for him to do it. It felt weird.
He already felt their judging eyes on him because he was human. Humans weren’t necessarily looked down upon, but it was quite the common consensus that they had more biological flaws than most other races.
This was, of course, made worse by Hari’s precarious condition.
Introducing himself as the human missing a leg with a blood circulation disorder, an inflammatory lung disease, and food allergies was not something Hari imagined would get him much in the way of respect.
So, he stayed quiet.
After all the introductions and mission briefings came and went, everyone retreated to their respective rooms to settle in. A message over the intercom told Hari that Nyla, the pilot, was going to start making dinner.
He supposed now could be a good time to mention it. He remembered how to get to the kitchen, and Nyla should be in there cooking already, but Hari had just taken off his prosthesis. He didn’t feel like going through the trouble.
Besides, what were the chances that, out of all the things in the galaxy, Nyla made something Hari couldn’t eat.
An hour came and went before Nyla’s chipper voice came over the intercom once again.
“Food’s ready, everyone! Come on down to the kitchen!”
Hari perked up. Now that he thought of it, he was hungry. He hadn’t eaten anything more than protein bars and yogurt cups since the initial launch. An actual meal sounded wonderful.
He grabbed his crutches and began making his way to the kitchen.
As he walked through the halls of The Scarab, he couldn’t help but feel a bit astonished. Just a few days ago, he was on his home planet, Earth. Then, he was shipped off to Asto’is. Now, here he was, floating in space with a group of strangers towards countless unexplored territories and potentially dangerous star systems.
What a story he was going to have to tell.
He arrived at the kitchen and quickly saw he was the last to do so.
Captain Nieven Alaric, the Asto’isian, was sitting at the head of the table, typing away on his detpad. A cigarette was held loosely in his free hand, and he brought it up to his lips with a deep inhale. His brow was furrowed, like he was trying to figure something out.
Zel, the Huelxcan, was sitting towards the middle of the table, but her entire body was tensed up. She looked terribly awkward, like she’d rather be anywhere but there. Her gaze remained trained at a spot on the table, but upon Hari’s entry, she lifted her head. Hari met her eyes on accident and flashed a small smile, and he could have sworn she snarled at him.
Vinny, the Z’edin, was sitting opposite to Zel, but they looked significantly less uncomfortable. On the contrary, their knees were pulled up to their chest with their own detpad balancing on top. A peek over their shoulder told Hari that they were reading.. a scientific article? On biochemistry? For fun? That was perhaps scarier than the Huelxcan staring daggers at him from across the table.
And finally, indicated by the soft humming from the kitchen, Hari caught a glimpse of Nyla plating the final dish with her back turned to him.
Hari hadn’t seen many Haryen in his time. The race preferred not to make too much contact with the other PAGE territories, so seeing one out in the open felt odd.
Still, Hari didn’t need to know much about the race to know their signature trait—large crimson wings on their back with a span almost longer than their full height. Hari also didn’t need to know much about the race to know that this particular Haryen’s wings were not paradigmatic of her people’s.
Nyla’s wings were small and curled tight against her body. The muscles in them looked atrophied and shriveled, and even the way they moved with her body seemed off.
Nyla didn’t offer much of an explanation. She simply stated that she was born differently and left it at that. She didn’t owe anyone an explanation anyway; Hari figured. Still, it was not something someone saw every day.
Hari finally took a seat beside Vinny and rested his crutches against the edge of the metal table. Vinny’s gaze flitted to him before coming back to their detpad.
Hari risked another glance at their screen, and saw that not only were they finished with the first article, but they had moved on to another longer one. Hari had to ask.
“What’cha reading about?”
Vinny’s ears flicked at his voice. “Botany.”
“Botany?”
“Mhm. The first planet on the course is a forest planet, so I wanted to brush up.”
“I see—”
“Do you know much about botany? You’re the medic, after all. Figured you’ve at least taken some life science classes, but I don’t know how much time the curriculum would have spent on botany specifically.”
“Well, I was in highschool when—”
“I guess if it was a general biology class, the content would be broader, so you probably spent a little bit on each subsection. Still, I think botany is underappreciated. There’s so much to learn about a planet based on what kind of flora thrives in it.”
“I agree—”
“Plus, it can tell you so much about culture! Your planet, for example, has such a diverse ecosystem with so many different biomes. The different ways your people use the plants in each area is fascinating!”
“Thank you?”
“Not to mention—”
“Dinner is ready!” Nyla chirped, padding into the room with plates precariously balanced on her arms. Hari silently sighed in relief.
Nieven set down his detpad immediately and stood up to take two of the plates from Nyla.
“Thank you very much for making dinner, Nylath... Nylathrania.”
The syllables sounded clumsy on the Captain’s lips and a slight flush creeped up his cheeks at his fumbling.
“Oh please, just call me Nyla. Nylathrania is a hard one, even back on Harye.”
Nieven cleared his throat. “Very well. Thank you, Nyla.”
“It’s my pleasure! What better way to welcome you all onto my ship than good food?” She smiled and set a plate in front of each person at the table before taking her own seat next to Zel.
Hari smiled right back at her and, he figured he could try probing about the ingredients. Subtly, of course. “Yes, thank you, Nyla. This looks good! What is it?”
“Oh! I wanted to start with something pretty universally liked. It’s noodles with a darzel nut sauce, wozoik leaves, and some poultry from Earth! It’s pretty simple. I didn’t want to try anything too wild on the first night.”
Vinny, finally, lifted their head from their detpad and faced Nyla. “You took the meat out of mine, right?”
“Mhm!”
Vinny’s tail swayed slightly and a slight smile overtook their face. “Thank you, Nyla.”
Hari suddenly felt very stupid. If the kid could let Nyla know about their dietary preferences, why couldn’t Hari?
Still, it was fine. Nothing she said was on his allergy list. He’d just let her know after this meal and everything would be fine.
Nyla picked up her fork. “Well, dig in everyone!”
And with that, they did.
Zel sniffed the food experimentally and swirled a forkful of noodles onto the prongs of the utensil before lifting it to her mouth. The usual scowl on her face lessened greatly and she turned to Nyla.
“You made this?” She said softly.
“...I did. Why? Is something wrong with it?” Nyla almost looked sheepish.
Zel said nothing. She simply turned her face back down to her plate and began scarfing down the noodles.
Vinny was following suit, tail swaying freely as they forked mouthful after mouthful into their mouth.
Nieven was a bit more polite. He ate slowly, and in small bites, but the enjoyment of the food was written all over his face in the way his eyes shone.
Alright, now, Hari needed to try it.
He scooped some of the noodles onto his fork, took a bite and—wow. If this was the kind of food he’d be eating for the next few years, he had no complaints.
The nutty flavor of the sauce was light and fresh, enhanced further by the aromatic greens. The chicken was juicy and flavorful, and the noodles were cooked to perfection. Hari’s eyes nearly rolled back into his head.
Nyla swallowed a mouthful of food and tapped her finger idly on the table. “So... How is everyone feeling about the trip so far?”
Vinny perked their head up. “So far it’s been interesting. Your ship is really cool. I can’t believe you fly it yourself.”
“I do! She’s my pride and joy.” She turned to Hari. “You’re somewhat of an aerospace engineer, right? What kind of ships have you worked on?”
Hari startled at his name and glanced up.
“Me? I’ve worked on a few. I worked mostly on airplanes, though.”
“Oh? So a bit different, then?”
Hari nodded and opened his mouth to respond, but found that his tongue didn’t move the way he intended it to. It felt tingly, like it was swollen in his mouth. He furrowed his brows.
“Sorry. I just— My throat feels weird.” He swallowed convulsively.
Nyla tilted her head and leaned forward to get a better look at him. Zel followed suit, sharing a glance with Nieven.
“Are you okay?” Nyla asked.
“I’m fine... I’m...” Hari swallowed again as an abrupt wave of nausea had him clamping his mouth shut.
Nieven suddenly turned his gaze to meet Hari. “Hari? Are you sure? You’re quite... flushed.”
Hari nodded and scratched at the side of his neck. Stars, when did it get so itchy?
And then it occurred to him. The way he was feeling—the way it felt like his throat was swelling and the way his skin felt too hot for his body—stars, he was allergic to the damn food.
Of all the foods in the galaxy! This delicious meal was one his body decided was a threat! He would have groaned if he could.
Instead, he let out a vaguely choked whine and clawed at his throat, desperately pulling at his collar to get some air. Hives were starting to break out along his arms and shoulders rapidly, and the heat was searing.
Everyone was staring at him now. Even Vinny, who had set their detpad on the table, was in a hurry to get a proper look at Hari.
“Hari?” Vinny questioned.
They stood and leaned over, scrutinizing his face. They looked like they were racking their brain for something. Hari truly hoped they were as smart as they came across, because he wasn’t sure he had the faculties to explain what he needed. With their knowledge on Earth and biology, they were probably Hari’s best bet.
They suddenly jolted with thought. “Anaphylaxis! Allergic reaction! That’s what's going on, isn’t it? Your symptoms match!”
Bingo. Hari nodded frantically, pulling in a wheezing breath. Shit, it really was getting difficult to breathe. He needed to do something—and fast.
“Allergic?! Why didn’t you say something earlier!” Nyla shrieked, practically leaping over the table to reach Hari. “What do we do?! You’re the medic!”
Hari wanted to tell her to relax and that it would probably be fine once he got his epi-pen, but he could quite literally feel his airways shrinking and he figured that might not be true for long.
Vinny tapped away on their detpad before whipping their head back up. “We have to give you epinephrine, don’t we? Where the hell are we going to get that?!”
Hari vaguely gestured to the bedrooms, hoping someone would get the hint. He had a small bright red first-aid kit in his luggage, left out in the open. Never had he ever been so grateful for his disorganized unpacking.
“On it,” Nieven muttered, racing toward the hall. Hari tugged at his collar once again, wheezing desperately. It felt like his head was going to explode now. He was sure he was quite the sorry sight with how red he felt his face getting. Not a very good first impression.
Finally, the captain came sprinting back with the little red pouch. He all but threw it onto the table and ripped it open, before realizing he had no idea what he was even looking for.
“Epi..pen..” Hari managed to rasp out, doubling over when another awful wave of nausea overtook him.
Vinny watched Nieven frantically search for a few more moments before grumbling and lunging over to snatch the pouch from him. They procured the item immediately and began to read over it.
“It’s a needle?”
Hari nodded, wondering why that mattered. He didn’t care if someone had to cut his other damn leg off to get the epinephrine in him—he just wanted to breathe.
Vinny uncapped the needle and hesitantly crouched beside Hari. They were moving at far too leisurely a pace. Hari shot a weak glare.
He would have done it himself, if he could. It’s just that his hands were numb. He could barely lift his arm, let alone have the dexterity to administer it properly. Maybe he should start having his epi-pen with him for every meal. Stars, his head was spinning.
“I can’t do it!” Vinny cried, suddenly pulling away.
“For fuck’s sake—” Zel plucked the pen from their hands, skimmed the directions, and plunged the needle directly into Hari’s right leg with no hesitation.
Hari had never been so grateful in his life.
In just a few moments, Hari felt his breath starting to come easier. He slumped back against his chair and gulped down sweet, sweet oxygen.
No one said anything for a beat. And then, Nyla smacked the back of Hari’s head.
“You idiot! If you’re allergic to something you need to tell me! What was your plan if we didn’t get the epi-pen in time?! I would have been responsible for manslaughter!”
Hari blinked. “I didn’t know I’d be allergic to it.”
Vinny stepped in and crossed their arms. “But you have existing allergies, yes? I could have done some research on how similar the food was to your allergens. Darzel nuts, for example, are remarkably chemically similar to peanuts.”
Oh. That explains it, then. Hari felt a blush creep up on his cheeks. He said nothing.
Nyla let out a soft hmph and pointed a finger at Hari. “After we clean up here and I make you something else to eat, you’re going to sit down with me and make a list of your allergies. All of them. This won’t happen again.”
Hari could tell she meant to be vaguely reassuring, but with the way she said it, it sounded like a threat. He gulped and nodded.
Vinny let out a soft laugh that doubled as a sigh of relief. “Welcome to the expedition, I suppose.”
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#scarab crew#nieven alaric#hari khurana#nyla qifir#zel mixca#vinny l'aoh#oc fic#whumpfic#whump#whump community#allergic reaction#allergy whump#anaphylaxis#whumperless whump event day 23: well that doesn't taste right#whumperless whump event day 23#whumperless whump event#lowkey. not too happy with how this is written#BUT WE MUST PERSERVERE!
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Chapter 7 FINAL DRAFT
Warnings- medical procedures, near-death experience, medical info, gun pointed at child, blood, murder, slight body horror, war, swearing, gang violence, trauma, flashbacks, slavery, chronic pain, selling souls Implied/referenced; genocide, starvation, character death, noncon, minor noncon, childhood prostitution, child sexual abuse, child abuse, torture, grievous injury, massacres, terrorism, gang violence
Part one
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Sultana Jasmine was pacing.
That was what struck Li Shang first. Before he even noticed the books stacked on the table or the pale, drawn look on Aladdin's face, he noticed that Jasmine, eternally unshakeable Jasmine, was pacing.
Whatever they had been summoned for, it was going to be bad.
A glance around the room confirmed that suspicion. Everyone was there- Heracles, Megara, and Hryhoriy, King Arthur and Queen Guinevere, Tiana and Naveen, Kida, Milo, Sweet, Audrey, Vinny, and Whitmore, Aurora and Phillip, Snow, Rose, and Florian, Esmeralda and Phoebus, Ariel, Eric, and Melody, Elsa, Kristoff, and Anna, Moana, Merida, Ella, Christopher, and Anthony, Jabari and Dahlia, Anita and Roger, Hank McCoy, Logan, Kurt, and Charles Xavier, Alma Madrigal, even Oliver Warbucks. Everyone was there, even those who rarely came to these meetings. Something was very, very wrong.
Jasmine spotted them and stopped, hijab swinging as she whipped to face them. "Welcome to Jahannam! Please, don't linger in the doorway, come in and suffer with the rest of us!"
Ancestors protect them.
"What's going on?" He asked, stepping further into the room. There were a few murmurs of assent- everyone else was just as confused as he was.
Jasmine gestured sharply to the beaten books on the table. "The Isle kids snuck these across the barrier and had Jabari deliver them to us. These books are all about the Isle." She grabbed one and tossed it to Mulan, then one to him. "Shan Sarangerel, daughter of Shan Yu, and a written record of Shan Yu's efforts to keep the Isle alive with one bottle of medicine a year." She tossed one to Heracles. "That one's all about the suffering of Hades. I would advise you not to read it on a full stomach." She tossed a massive book to Naveen. "That's about the efforts by Doctor Facilier to help the children of the Isle." One to Kida. "Would you like to read about Rick, the son of Helga? He's a lot like Kaldur. And this-" She threw one to Anna, "Is about a little girl named Anna, daughter of Hans. Don't read it on a full stomach. The good done by Madonna Tremaine-" she tossed one to Ella, "The life of Anthony Tremaine II," to Anthony, "The life of Mal," to Aurora, "And our dear Claudine," to Esmeralda. "And more! Any requests?"
None of them had the nerve to answer.
"Diego de Vil, Belle LeGume, Harriet Jones, Jay, Riah, Harabolos, Evie, Uma, Yzla, Mischa, Reza, Sammy, Davin- prostitution, torture, abuse, rape, death, and more!" She held out to Rapunzel. "This one's on your daughter, Ginny. She's doing well, even has her own EMS- well, except for the fact that she's been raised by Mother Gothel, not by Cassandra." Rapunzel gasped, but Jasmine wasn't done. "You're about to be a grandmother, because she's nearly due with a baby. Of course, that's not mentioning the two children one of her loves already has-" she whipped to face Anthony, "Possibly the children of Anthony Tremaine the second! Congratulations.
"Riah," she continued, whirling to face Aurora, "Got that limp and all of those broken bones when he was ten, when six grown men broke into his house, raped him, and tried to beat him to death. He was only saved because Hades had a gut feeling and managed to escape a session with Maleficent halfway across the island. They had to do surgery where all he had was half a bottle of whiskey. Claudine," to Esmeralda, "Has been sexually and religiously abused her entire life, to the point where Ginny is almost certain she has dissociative identity disorder and to the point of permanent, irreversible damage caused by trauma she doesn't even remember! And just you wait until you read what her older sister has done to try and protect her!" Jasmine threw another book to the table. "Meet Lydia Snoops, who sold her soul at the age of five to save lives and has been turned into a monster. She's been sexually abused her entire life, she started her period when she was three, and she has to regularly go back to the cult that abused her to keep Claudine from getting hurt, even though it means taking the abuse herself. Our dear Mal," back to Aurora, "Is asexual, as fae tend to be. Her mother knows this. Maleficent has been selling her asexual daughter to a brothel whenever Mal fails her impossible explanations, she's been doing so ever since Mal was ten. It's to the point where the brothel is checked every night just in case. And Jay-"
They were spared her horror by Jasmine slipping into Arabic, but her fury and horror were catching even with the language barrier. It took nearly an hour for Jasmine to cut herself off, spinning on her heel to face one of the mirrors and pulling out a tube of eyeliner. Oh, she was beyond angry.
No one dared say a word as Jasmine wiped off and reapplied her flawless makeup, calming herself down. Her rage was gone when she turned back to them, replaced by grim determination. "I've already spoken to Fairy Godmother about my concerns, but she refuses to listen. We'll have to take this into our own hands." She grabbed a large stack of paper and dropped it onto the table. "Julieta was kind enough to send the files she collected on the six and Katherine Pulitzer has conducted multiple interviews about life on the Isle. Charles, would you be willing to conduct more extensive exams, as most of these six are genetic variants?" Charles nodded. "We should also conduct psychological evaluations. Ginny has assumptions but, without any proper medical training, nothing is certain. A word from you or Dr McCoy may be enough to petition for these children to be allowed regular and unrestricted contact with a therapist and a psychiatrist. These records are not to be released until Beast does something truly stupid and only within reason. I'm starting to look to remove children from the Isle." Woah- "I'm setting up a system here, but shelter and food will not be enough to help these children. I will need doctors, psychologists, paediatricians, medical specialists, and childcare specialists. If any of you are willing, I would readily welcome your help. If you are unwilling," she shrugged, "You may leave. No grudge will be held."
None of them left.
"Thank you."
-
Two weeks later, Riah started the worst day of his year by falling down the stairs.
October twenty-ninth was the anniversary. Not just the weeks surrounding it, when his symptoms built up and eased back, but the exact day It had happened, the day he'd nearly been killed. The day six men had broken into his home and made him know he would never be safe anywhere. The day... The day. He hated the day.
With his sixteenth birthday coming up in two days, his curse was getting worse. He'd woken up to spots dancing in his vision and thick fog filling his mind. It had taken a hellish fifteen minutes for him to remember where he'd hidden his oxygen concentrator, then another fifteen for him to get to it with how he was wheezing and coughing. The machine did its job, but just barely. It was a day where he absolutely needed the machine's help, but there was no way in hell he was letting the others or the Auradon kids see him relying on a machine to breathe. If he was lucky, he might have been able to get thirty minutes between each use. He just had to properly time a few bathroom breaks throughout the day. Unlike he would on the Isle, he made sure to wear it under his shirt, using a jacket to further conceal it. His brain protested not using it, but he wasn't letting anyone figure out he needed a stupid oxygen machine.
On top of everything else from the date, it was a bad pain day. A storm was rolling in on a cold day and his bones let him know about it. Even the bones that weren't usually a problem, his arms, good leg, ribs, jaw, and pelvis, ached. His skull felt like someone had buried a knife in his temporal hard enough to crush the side of his head. He could barely move his hands, couldn't even properly hold onto his cane. And his bad leg? His bad leg hadn't hurt this much in years. Hell, it had only hurt this badly when it was actually broken.
And he had class.
On the Isle, a day like this would be a day he wouldn't get out of bed. He wouldn't mind Hades and Seph worrying over him, and he wouldn't worry about them thinking he couldn't do anything for himself. This should have been a day where he curled up under the warm blankets and went in and out of sleep, his parents waking him every time a nightmare started to take hold and making sure he ate when he couldn't even walk. A day where he wouldn't mind who saw him relying on his dog for even the simple stuff. A shitty day, sure, but less shitty than it could have been. A day where he didn't have to do anything, because he couldn't find it in himself. But not in Auradon. In Auradon, a day like this meant class. And class meant walking down thirty stone stairs.
He knew he was going to fall. It was just a matter of how bad the fall would be. He'd hoped his arm and leg could at least hold out to the middle of the staircase.
They didn't. Not even two steps down, his bad leg collapsed. His bad left arm, his cane arm, folded when he put too much weight on it.
He went down.
His foot slipped out from under him as he lurched back on reflex, putting his elbow behind him to take the impact on it instead of the back of his skull. His bad leg caught on one of the stairs as he slid, forcing him into a tumble, and he tried to curl in on himself to protect his face and stomach from the worst of it, just like he would on the Isle.
Of course, that had been a routine for a simpler time, when he didn't have two very snappable bones coming out of his skull.
His horns were the first crack he heard. But they weren't the last.
Horns hand fingers leg skull-
He wasn't sure who screamed when he fell. He was pretty sure it wasn't him.
Spine leg leg hands-
He hit the ground hard enough to wind him and slammed into one of the heavy, cushy chairs. His head cracked back against the side table and he saw stars, going limp.
When he blinked the darkness from his vision, his first instinct was to scream. His second was to start swearing. He managed to refrain from both. He still had shocked scared tears in his eyes when he looked up to see his friends racing down the stairs. And to feel the gaze of every Auradon kid in the building on him, concerned gazes cutting into him like knives. Fucking fantastic. They were all going to see him as weak and helpless just because of a bad day, his friends were going to see him as weak and helpless because of a bad day, Jay and maybe even Ben were going to see him as fucking weak and helpless and he had to show that he wasn't-
Refusing to show weakness, he forced himself to his feet, putting weight on his bad and now-broken left leg in the absence of his cane. The smile he gave his concerned friends definitely looked more like a snarl or a grimace, but he didn't care. "Fucking... just tell Fairy Godbitch I'll be late to class. I'm gonna see the nurse cause I just broke my leg in three places. Where's my cane?"
"How'd the ground taste?" Jay joked on what had to be reflex, holding Riah's cane out to him before withdrawing. Riah saw red. "Wait, you shouldn't-"
"Shouldn't what, Jay?" Riah snapped. Gods, his day sucked absolute dick and he'd only been awake for an hour. He needed to get to the nurse so that everyone wasn't staring at him like he deserved pity or something. "Walk with a broken leg? Newsflash, my leg's been broken for five fucking years and I got along just fine without someone carrying me to and from like I'm some kinda princess. Give me my godsdamn cane or I swear on my father that I'll be removing it from the hands of your corpse."
His eyes went black to prove his point, but none of them were impressed. Mal was giving him a shocked, worried, pitying look and Riah's blood boiled. "You shouldn't walk on a broken leg, cane or not, so-"
"I'm going to be walking out of here with or without my fucking cane so you'd best give it to me if you're so concerned." He reached out his hand, using magick to pull the cursed metal in his cane out of Jay's hand and into his. "I can manage by myself, I don't need help. I especially don't need pity. Stop acting like I'm fragile or some shit." He turned sharply, levelling a murderous glare at the Auradon kids between him and the door. "Is there a reason you guys are in my way?"
The Auradon kids practically dove out of his way. He stormed past them.
Just to prove his point, he forced himself to walk without his cane. The rage gave him enough fuel to walk sort of normally, but the fading adrenaline meant that he felt every. Single. Step.
The second he ducked around the corner of the building, he folded, leaning hard on both his cane and the wall and trying desperately to breathe on his own. Stupid leg and stupid curse and stupid everyone who thought he couldn't do anything and stupid Auradon and fuck, he was going to pass out-
There was no way in hell he was letting anyone see him like this after what had just happened. Fuck it. If Fairy Godbitch wanted to throw him out of school she could. He wasn't getting across campus without it but he sure as shit wasn't going to let anyone see it, so he had to. He whispered a spell, calling on magick from his grandmother, to make himself invisible to those he didn't want to see him. Once he was sure that was done, he pulled the flattened plastic mask out of his shirt, fixed the metal edges over his mouth and nose, and pulled the elastic bands over his head to fix it to his face. He didn't bother to lift his shirt to see the buttons on the machine hidden at his side, just flipped the power switch and sighed in relief as the oxygen concentrator started working.
Fucking sixteenth birthday. Bitchass spell couldn't even wait two days to kill him.
-
Claudine was a lot stronger than Mal thought. When she and Jay started after Riah, Claudine held them both back without effort. "Don't. You'll only make it worse."
"What are you talking about?" Riah had fallen down the stairs and was walking on a broken leg without his cane. How could they possibly make that any worse?
All too aware of the eyes on them, Claudine dragged Jay and Mal back up the stairs, leading the gang to the closest of their rooms and locking the door behind her. Wasn't she supposed to be Riah's friend? How could she be so calm? Mal would've lost her shit if Jay tried what Riah was currently doing. "You can't try to help him. It's not a good idea in general and it's definitely not a good idea today." Claudine bit her lip and sighed, clearly trying to figure something out. "I can't go into too much detail, but today is the anniversary of when his leg was broken. There was a lot of stuff that happened. Those breaks are all from today, as well as most of his scars. Have you guys seen the scars on his arms, collarbone, and jaw?" They were hard to see but yeah, they'd all seen them. "There's more of those across nineteen of his ribs, on his spine, on his pelvis, and down his good leg, and those are from where they managed to operate on his to put the bones back into place. He was awake during that and that was five years ago today. That's why he's been so touchy these past few weeks and he's going to be touchy for a few weeks after this, he always has been. Today is always a bad day for him, he usually doesn't even get out of bed. And it's a bad idea to try to help him in general, but it's one of the worst things you could do today."
"If he needs help," Mal argued, "Why's it so bad to try and help him?"
"Because none of you know how to ask and none of you ask anyway," Claudine explained patiently. "If you want to help Riah, you've got to ask if you can help him, not if he needs help. And if he says no, you have to respect that. Riah tries to be independent, he hates when people assume or act like he can't do something. It makes him feel as though people see him as less than and when you do that, he goes overboard to prove you wrong. I've seen him scale a brick wall using just his hands to prove that he could get up the stairs and I know Hades has seen him do a great deal more. Riah is very capable of a lot of stuff and he's usually really good about sticking to his limits, but he'll push himself too hard if he thinks people are going to think less of him for what he can't do. Riah was probably extremely embarrassed about falling down the stairs in front of everyone and I probably didn't help by screaming and drawing attention. What he needed us to do was act as though someone like Jay had just tripped. When he falls down the stairs, unless he's saying something is wrong, it's best to make a joke like Jay did and move on. You give him his cane and if he puts his hand out, you help him to his feet like it's no big deal. Don't even put your hand out to help him. I know you meant well and you just didn't know, so I'm telling you guys now so that this doesn't happen again." Huh. Claudine could definitely be a nurse. "Never, ever, try to take his cane away. That would be like taking Agony's arm or leg-" There was a collective wince. They'd all seen what happened when someone did that and how severely upset Agony had been. "Because that is like Riah's arm or leg. Plus, he can walk without it. He can run without it. And he will. Believe me, I've seen him do both and the aftermath of both is never pretty. If he doesn't have his cane he will hurt himself. He'll walk and run on that leg and if the bone breaks the wrong way it's an emergency trip to the hospital and several blood transfusions from the three people he can receive blood from and who aren't in Auradon."
"What about his breathing?" Evie asked. Shit, was there something wrong with how he was breathing? Mal hadn't even noticed. She was supposed to notice this stuff to take care of her crew. "His lips and fingernails were blue and he was breathing too fast and not deep enough."
"His curse." His fucking what? "Riah has a curse trying to crush his lungs, he's had it for his entire life. He wears an amulet to keep it from killing him, that blue stone he doesn't take off, but..." Claudine gave Mal a nervous look. "It was cast by Maleficent and you know how her curses are. They kill on the sixteenth birthday. And Riah's sixteenth birthday is in two days."
"Hold the fuck up," Mal raised a hand to cut Claudine off. "Are you telling me right now that Riah is cursed to fucking die on his sixteenth birthday, which is in two days, and neither of you told me or any of the gods know how many magical beings we have access to?"
"He thought he could handle it and I thought he could, too. Mal, Riah wasn't cursed to die when he turned sixteen, he was cursed to die before he turned thirteen. He's lived with a spell trying to kill him for three years. He thought, with the magic he would have access to here, he would be able to keep fighting it. But..." Tears started to glitter in Claudine's eyes. Claudine never cried. "He can't. He only has so much left to use and once it's gone, he's going to die. But he won't take more. He can't. He would rather die."
"Take what?" She needed someone to draw a diagram so she could keep track of the punches. Riah was going to die in two days. Great.
"Life." What?! "I don't know how it works. Riah drained the life energy, the souls, out of four people almost fourteen years ago. That's how he's stayed alive. With that abundance of life magick, he's been able to extend his own life. But it's been so long, he's running out, and he can't get more."
"Can't he just drain someone else?"
"And get us all kicked out of Auradon?" Good point. "Even if that weren't a problem, he's not capable of it. He's got something keeping him from using it. Someone would have to willingly perform magick to transfer their life, their soul, into him, knowing that they would be destroying themselves. Their lives would be gone and so would their souls. Their souls would be destroyed, taken apart for magick, and they would cease to exist in even the afterlife. No one would be willing to do that. There's... there's no way to fix it."
No. No, Mal refused to believe that. Her crew had survived dozens of things that couldn't be fixed. If Evie's heart could be fixed, if Carlos's lungs could be fixed, if her brain could be fixed, if Jay's spine could be fixed, Riah could be fixed. They just had to think outside of the box. There had to be a way and they were going to find it. "Claudine, I need you to stay with Riah today. Don't leave him alone. We'll get you excused from class." Think think think, there had to be someone or something that could help. "Jay, get Jordan to bring her dad to talk to us. Evie, get Adam Constantine and see if Snow White can get us in touch with Aurora. Carlos, see if Audrey can get us an audience with Kida, or if Kida has any kids we can talk to. I'll talk to Jane and Doctor Sweet. If you have the chance, ask if they can get us in touch with Maui, Elsa, Heracles, Te Fiti or Moana, Rapunzel, Sofia the First, anyone who knows a lot about magic. No Merlin and no Fairy Godmother. There's an answer to this, we've just gotta find it."
They had to try.
-
Thank God Doctor McCoy had been visiting. If he hadn't been, Julieta was almost certain the Isle boy would have died.
The boy with the cane- Riah, she remembered- had only just managed to stagger through the doorway before he had collapsed, clumsily throwing a hand out to catch the edge of the desk and slow his fall. Julieta, as fast as she was, had barely managed to get to her feet before Riah's hands went to his chest and spread out just under his neck, pushing down slightly. It was a strange sign, almost like a failed attempt at a choking sign, but his intention became clear when she got a look at him.
His lips and fingertips were blue. Each tiny exhale came out as a strangled grunt. His chest was falling far too deep, as if his body was trying to suck his ribs to his spine. His nostrils were flared behind his oxygen mask and he was mouthing something as he curled in on himself. He went down before Julieta could kneel in front of him.
"His lungs!" She grabbed him by the shoulders and laid him on his back, undoing the magnets in the shoulders of his shirt to undo the magnets of his binder before starting chest compressions. "He's in respiratory arrest-" she wasn't doing any good, only forcing more air out of lungs that couldn't expand. "Take over chest compressions so I can call 911."
"It won't do any good," he argued, handing her his phone as he took over. "An ambulance won't get here in time. Call Kurt and tell him he needs to teleport to your office and that there's a medical emergency incoming. Cecilia needs to set up the life support machines for respiratory arrest."
The three rings of the phone were the longest few seconds of Julieta's life. She didn't give the person on the other end of the line time to speak. "This is Julieta Madrigal we need Kurt to come to my office at Auradon Prep immediately and we need Cecilia to prepare McCoy's equipment for respiratory arrest."
"Charles!" The voice on the other end shouted, accent thick even in one syllable. "Tell him what you know, I will be there in two seconds."
Another voice started to speak. She didn't give them the chance to. "The patient is a fifteen-year-old transgender boy in respiratory arrest. He has a curse constricting his lungs and his lungs cannot expand. He's on oxygen but it won't do good if he can't breathe."
"Slow down," the man ordered gently. "What do you know about the curse?"
"It crushes his lungs. He has an amulet to create a barrier between his lungs and the spell but the amulet doesn't always work. He wouldn't say much about it."
"So the spell is a physical thing?"
"The way he explained it, yes." She knew nothing about this kind of magic. The Encanto was a blessing, a miracle, not a curse. She didn't know anything about curses.
"They'll be there in one-" There was a strange sound as three people appeared in a puff of smoke. "Moment."
The older of the two women, a Latina woman with brown locs pulled back in a bun, knelt next to Riah and put her fingers to his neck. "No pulse." She pulled the shirt and binder off the rest of the way, making access easier. "McCoy, move on three. One, two, three-" McCoy jerked back and she quickly got his clothes off and pulled the strap for his strange oxygen machine over his head. "Resume." McCoy went back to chest compressions as she tore the corners from the wax paper covers on the electrodes and poured a clear gel into her hand. "McCoy. One, two, three." He moved back again and she quickly applied the gel across Riah's chest, then applied the five electrodes. "Resume."
The young woman with red hair put her fingers to her temple, brow wrinkling. "I can't move it much, but I've given him maybe an inch of room. There's something really wrong with the shape of his lungs. I've never seen anything like it. It looks like some kind of ILD, but I can't find an exact diagnosis."
McCoy frowned. "We'll have to do an imaging scan." He didn't say it, but the way the atmosphere was quickly turning grim told Julieta how dangerous the situation was becoming.
The machine came to life, showing a pulse that was far too slow and far too shallow. But it wasn't a flatline. Cecilia let out a small sigh of relief, turning over his arm and quickly finding a vein and swabbing the skin. "Julieta, Jean, hold him down. McCoy, in one, two, three-" McCoy stopped compressions again as Cecilia pressed a needle into his arm and injected it.
Riah jerked hard, eyes flying open for just a moment as he gasped and choked. He wasn't awake for long, only a few seconds, but the added space gave his heart and lungs a chance to start working again. When he went back down, he was breathing.
"Keep him down," Cecilia ordered. She quickly set up the ventilator she'd bought with her and got a breathing tube down like it was easy. No one dared to breathe as they waited a few minutes, making sure Riah wasn't going to back into immediate danger. He didn't. "He's not stabilized yet, but he's fit for transport. Call his parents and Kurt can bring them back to the institute."
"His parents aren't available." It was horrifying to think about. Riah had nearly died and they couldn't so much as call them to say what had happened. "He's one of the Isle children. I can contact his friends and the family taking care of him here."
After a beat of horrified silence, Cecilia nodded. "Do that. Hopefully, we'll have good news to send to his parents."
-
How had none of them noticed? That one question played on repeat in Jay's head as everything kept getting worse and worse.
How did we not notice he's cursed? He'd wondered as Claudine explained Riah's situation. They all knew Riah had an issue with his lungs, but he'd brushed it off as some lung condition, said it was no big deal. And they had all believed him. How could none of them have noticed that his "condition" was a curse, a curse that had been actively trying to end his life for three years?
How did we not notice him dying? The thought had been agonizing. Jay took it upon himself to notice everything about his friends. If Evie looked a bit too thin or perfect, if Mal looked a bit too desperate, if Carlos was just a second off- Jay was supposed to notice this stuff. He was the one who watched out for the crew even if Mal already was. If something got past Mal, he was supposed to catch it. How had he not caught the fact that Riah was dying? How could anyone hide something so well, knowing they were going to die in just a few days? Had there been something he missed? Had he overlooked something? Had some sort of negligence on his part led to this getting this bad?
How could he hide this from us? Yeah, they hadn't known him for long, but this wasn't something you hid from your allies. Why would he do that? How had he been able to? How the hell could someone be so good at lying that he could hide a curse and his impending death from them?
What else is he hiding?
What if he dies?
Considering how often his mind went to worst-case scenarios, Jay was no stranger to praying he would be wrong. He could count on one hand the amount of times he'd been hoping it this hard. Riah was tough, after all. He wasn't going to let some stupid curse kill him. When the blue demon (he would worry about that later) grabbed him by the shoulder and made them appear in some sort of hospital room, Jay had almost convinced himself he was going to be wrong.
The second he saw Riah, that growing hope died.
How the hell had he gotten so bad without any of them noticing?
He knew Riah was thin, they all were, but the lack of a jacket and long pants let him see that Riah was skeletal. He had some muscle, sure, but it was all flat and dense and right underneath the skin, as though he didn't have even the thinnest layer of fat. His skin was clinging to his muscles and bones. What Jay had thought were just high cheekbones and a sharp jawline suddenly became evidence of severe starvation- how had this guy managed to get out of bed, let alone walk the quarter-mile to the nurse's office? He had picked Riah up, how had he not noticed the guy being a bag of bones? How could Riah, who easily ate more than any of them, be so skinny?
The paper gown revealed just how bad his leg was. He'd known the bone was curved, but thick jeans had hidden the worst of it. The skin on his left thigh was bumpy, as though the bone had healed in spikes under it. His leg wasn't merely bruised, it was almost entirely painted in shades of black and blue. Bruises painted his thigh entirely in patterns that meant breaks, and most of those bruises were old. His knee was bent in a slightly weird way, as though the lower part of the joint had turned a bit, and the swelling and bruising showed both dislocation and breaks. There was even a slight but unnatural indent to his calf, with bruising that looked like it had broken a few weeks ago- the entire leg was an emergency on its own. How had Riah been able to put any weight on that leg, let alone walk on it without his cane?
The third thing he noticed was the least important, but somehow it surprised him the most. They'd all been wondering why Fairy Godmother insisted on calling Riah Rhiannon, a girl's name, and why he'd been put in a girl's room. Despite everything, he felt a hot flash of anger. What was wrong with this place? Riah had made it abundantly clear that he was a guy, so what did it matter if his body didn't match? There was no way they hadn't known about him being a boy. Were they trying to make some kind of point? Allah, that was so messed up.
Claudine wasn't surprised. She darted to Riah's side as the rest of them paused, squeezing his limp hand. "How bad is it?"
Another one covered in blue fur, this one built like a gorilla, shook his head. "The damage is too severe to be fixed and his blood type makes a transplant impossible. There's no way to make his lungs function again. I'm so sorry."
No.
No.
Jay nearly staggered under the weight of those words. Riah... no, Riah couldn't die. He'd been fine yesterday. They'd been joking and complaining just like normal only yesterday. Riah had been a bit stressed, yeah, but he'd been fine. And now he was going to die. He was going to die and Jay would never see his smile or hear his laugh or trade insults with him ever again. He was only fifteen and he was going to die. And they would have to send his body to the Isle with the barge as though it was garbage, and there was no guarantee Hades would get his body before anyone else because Hades wouldn't even know Riah was dead-
Claudine jolted, face going hard. "There is. We need to get him to the Isle. Right. Now."
"What're you talking about?" Mal asked. Was it something about letting Riah die with his family?
"He's had transplants before, his heart and kidneys. A lung transplant is possible, but we need to get him to the Isle for that to happen." She shot to her feet. "Mara Winchester is a complete universal donor and her tissue changes to match whoever it's transplanted into."
"Winchester?" Jay shared a confused look with Mal. Mara Winchester as in that weird girl who lived in the forest? The one who smoked, drank, swore every three words and insulted someone every five? The firstborn daughter of Madam Mim and the Horned King, with the-
The pure white skin, curly black hair, and glowing red eyes.
Holy shit.
"He's Matilda Mim," Evie whispered. Matilda Mim the Third was a bit of an urban legend on the Isle. The secondborn kid of the Horned King and Madam Mim, born three months premature, cursed, and left to die at only a few hours old. Legend was that Matilda had actually survived and was still alive-
"Don't call him that," Claudine corrected. "His name is Riah. But yes, he was."
Holy shit!
"We're wasting time," she continued. "The longer we wait, the more damage is done. If we get him there within the next hour he might be able to survive long enough for the transplant-"
"What's going on?"
Jay's.
Heart.
Stopped.
They all whirled to Ben standing in the doorway, Aurora and Audrey with him. His eyes were tight with worry, his muscles tensed and ready to move. He looked worried, but there was no way he would let them take Riah back to the Isle at the drop of a hat-
"We're taking Riah to the Isle to save his life," Claudine said, squaring her shoulders and giving him a look as if daring him to argue. "And we're taking him there right now."
"You'd better believe they are."
As if this couldn't get any more confusing-
The man who stepped out of the shadows was Isle, it was obvious even if Jay hadn't known who she was. The scars on her skin and across her face- he could match so many of her features to Riah's- the tattoos painting her arms, her light turquoise hair, buzzed at the back and sides but long at the top in a way no one on Auradon used, her black armour-
Maverick fucking Mim.
She gave them a crooked smile, just like Riah's, and stepped further into the room. She was only a few inches taller than Ben, but she seemed to tower over him "Let me make this clear, Benny Baby- if Riah dies, everyone dies. Riah is not supposed to die yet and if he does, it fucks the natural order sideways in a way that reality really can't afford. I ain't in the position to kill myself so that his death wouldn't upset the natural order, so you're going to take him to the Isle so that I can continue playing cleanup for the absolute fucking disaster your daddy created. Now." She turned back to them. "There's a specific way you have to do this."
"How the fuck are you here?" Mal asked, finally finding her tongue in her shock. Maverick Mim didn't have any way to be in Auradon. She was powerful with magick, sure, but if she hadn't broken the barrier yet, she wasn't going to. So how had she gotten to Auradon?
"Technically I'm not," she shrugged. Yeah, because that made sense. "I'm astral projecting so that I can talk to you because I don't want the world to end. And, by the way, ask King Beast how I know Riah's dying because that fucker knows, and he also knows why Riah's death before my death would upset the natural order of everything. We ain't got time to unpack all that. Now, are you gonna listen to me or are you gonna let him die so that the world ends?"
If any of them had a response, she didn't give them enough time to say it. "As I was saying, you guys need to follow directions because there's a certain way this needs done. Get him to the barrier but don't open it and I'll take care of the rest. You're going to need to drive."
"The Blackbird can get there faster," some bald guy in a wheelchair said.
Maverick shook her head. "Not gonna work. Number one, the hospital is underground-"
"Since when?" Mal sounded frazzled. Well, it was nice to see he wasn't the only one who had no clue what was going on.
"If one of you idiots interrupts me one more motherfucking time I swear to the gods," Maverick snapped. "We moved it because of I'll explain later. Point is, shit's underground now. There's no way for an aircraft to get to it even if we could get an aircraft through the barrier safely. So, you need to drive to where the bridge breaks. I'll handle everything else. I'll explain once the world is no longer in danger of ending. Get my little brother to the barrier and bring Benny Baby with you." She turned again, giving Ben a grin that was all teeth. "We need to talk."
"Who are you?" Ben managed.
"That answer will have to wait until we're face-to-face, golden boy, and none of you are allowed to tell him. I think a demonstration will drive it home better than me just saying it." With that cryptic statement, she turned back to the five. "Just get my brother to the barrier. I'll explain everything once he's stable. You guys willing to do that or do I have to do something that's going to bring Auradon's fist down on thousands of innocent children?"
Jay was so confused he was practically dizzy from it- he was almost certain he was physically swaying from it. Mal grabbed his hand, squeezing hard to try and ground him. "We'll get him to the barrier. Everything else can wait."
That was why Mal was the leader. She had a gift for keeping her head in even the worst situations.
Maverick nodded. "I'll be waiting. And, no matter what, you guys need to not interfere with what I'm going to do unless I tell you to. If I don't tell you to do anything, you do nothing. That goes for the X-Men, too." She gestured at the adults so that there was no question who the "X Men" were.
"I'll keep them in line," Mal promised. With one final nod, Maverick stepped back into the shadows, melting into them. Just as inexplicably as she had arrived, she was gone. "Let's get moving, fast. If she's involved, we need to believe her because she never gets involved unless it's the apocalypse."
"Who was that?" Ben asked, struggling to sound composed. The poor guy looked as confused as Jay felt.
"That," Mal gestured at the shadow Maverick had vanished into, "Was our sign that the world is going to end and a way to keep it from ending. On the Isle, her word is law. If she orders you to jump, no matter what gang you're part of, you say 'How high?' If she's saying we need to get Riah to the Isle, we're getting Riah to the fucking Isle. Now let's get moving before he dies."
-
Ben had no idea what was going on. It turned out that the Isle kids didn't, either.
The entire journey in the X-Van was spent listening to Claudine explain everything. No matter how bad Riah's physical conditions had seemed, they were only the surface of the issues. Riah had been born nearly three months premature. He'd been blind when he was younger and had needed surgeries and different treatments to fix this, but his eyes were still sensitive to light and he struggled with processing visual information. He'd needed multiple organs replaced- his heart, his kidneys, his intestines, and even two vertebrae. He'd had brain surgery when he was three to lessen severe epilepsy, but he was still epileptic and had seizures triggered by stress (which he was on medications for, but still.) His left femur wasn't simply broken, it had been eighty-five percent shattered. Fixing it had been impossible for reasons Ben never got but they all seemed to know. He had chronic pain from dozens of broken bones and this pain was sometimes so severe that he couldn't get out of bed. Today had been one of those days, and Riah had still forced himself out of bed and tried to walk down the stairs.
The only area Claudine didn't know much about was his lungs. That was where Doctor McCoy stepped in.
"Getting an imaging scan was far easier than you think. Equipment for mutants with ice, fire, and electricity abilities worked like a charm. This is why these six must see a provider used to working with genetic variants- if this had been detected earlier, we would have been able to act before it was an emergency." So they needed mutant doctors. He would have to see if the Xavier Institute would be willing to treat them moving forward. "Riah's lungs are extremely malformed. If I had to guess, I would say they were the size of an eight-year-old's lungs, and a small eight-year-old at that. Their growth has been severely restricted by the curse. As a result, they've grown into an extremely dysfunctional shape. The walls of his lungs are inconsistent, some parts are far too thick while some parts are as thin as tissue paper. The insides are almost eighty percent scar tissue, I suspect due to the way they've been forced to grow. It appears he's had some sort of laryngotracheal reconstruction surgery, surgery to fix his windpipe, at least twice in his life, but there's still a great deal of damage and malformation with his windpipe."
"He shouldn't be alive," Audrey whispered, eyes wide with horror. "How can he still be alive?"
"It appears he has some minor form of immortality. His body seems to adapt to any issues that put his life at risk. I noticed in the scans that he has scar tissue across his intestines, right under the scar across his stomach. An injury like this should not have been able to heal and should have required removal and a great deal of medical intervention, but his body was able to heal the damage and restore function. Scans of his brain, stomach, heart, liver, and spinal cord reveal similar scars and similar healing. If I had to guess, I would say the tissue in his lungs has mutated to function despite the damage. The real question is why this ability suddenly stopped." The Isle kids shared a minute, knowing look. "I hope to speak to someone who knows more about his medical history."
"Hades should know," Claudine whispered. "He's been taking care of Riah for Riah's entire life. He knows everything there is to know about Riah's medical issues and he'll probably be at the hospital."
"Fantastic." McCoy looked almost like a child at Christmas.
"We're bringing his dog back with us," Aurora said. Ben looked at her, puzzled. Since when did Riah have a dog? And why did they need to bring a dog with them to Auradon? "He has a service dog, Lydia, and he wasn't allowed to bring her with him. He needs her."
"She does a lot," Claudine added. "She helps him get around, grabs stuff for him, keeps him from falling or helps him get up after a fall, opens and closes stuff, wakes him up from nightmares, alerts for his panic attacks, meltdowns, shutdowns, flashbacks, and dissociation, and she helps him feel safe. She can even alert them to his seizures before he has one, sometimes an hour before they happen. I've seen how much she helps him. She's as important to him as his cane, maybe more."
"If she's so important, why wasn't he allowed to bring her?" He'd never said anything about the Isle kids not being allowed to bring pets, and he'd certainly never forbidden service dogs. If Riah had a service dog, he should have been allowed to bring her with him. And why hadn't he been told about this? At the very least he should have been made aware that Riah had an essential service dog he'd been forced to leave on the Isle.
"She's a Tibetan mastiff." A what? "According to Hades, her breed qualifies as giant, like a Newfoundland or Great Dane. She's heavier than Riah by around twenty pounds and when she stands on her hind legs, she can put her front paws on her shoulders. She looks like some kind of lion, too, or a bear. She's just a massive dog, and I guess they thought that her size made her dangerous." Claudine gave him a pleading look. "But she's not. She's so gentle, she doesn't have a mean bone in her body. She's not friendly, yeah, but she's not aggressive. I swear, she won't put anyone in danger. If anything, she'll keep bad situations from happening."
"If he needs her, I don't see why he shouldn't be allowed to have her. I had no idea he had a service dog that he wasn't allowed to bring with him." Maybe not having his dog would explain why Riah seemed to have gone downhill so fast in Auradon. He was the only one of the Isle kids who had lost weight, and he'd lost a lot- maybe the dog reminded him to eat, or helped relieve stress so he could eat? If she kept him from falling, his leg probably wouldn't be as bad as it looked. Maybe she could have calmed him down before he snapped under his anger or anxiety. Maybe a lot of his anxiety was from not having his dog- not having the comfort, not having an early warning for seizures, not having something that could remind him to listen to his emotions and take care of himself- it would make a lot of sense. He couldn't believe this had never been brought to his attention. "Do any of you have service animals you left behind? We can collect them while we're here."
Mal shook her head. "But I know I've got some stuff I left at home, and I know the others probably do. Would it be okay if we went home and grabbed some things we forgot?"
"Absolutely. Just don't bring any weapons." He felt stupid saying it. The Isle kids might have been rough, but they weren't dangerous. They weren't going to bring weapons into the school.
Jay snorted into his hand and Evie bit her lip to keep from laughing. Mal elbowed both of them, but it was clear she was trying not to laugh. "No problem."
With those plans made, Ben looked back at Riah, still unconscious in the gurney that had fit perfectly into the X-Van. He was so thin, far thinner than he'd been when he first came to Auradon, and covered in black bruises. It was hard to believe he'd been in Auradon for two months. While the other five had healed up and gained weight, he'd lost weight and gotten injury after injury. "Has he been eating?"
"He eats more than any of us," Jay frowned. "Sometimes I think he eats more than all of us put together. I don't get how he lost so much weight."
"Maybe we should ask Mara." Who was Mara and where did she come into this? Seeing Ben's confusion, Mal went on. "She's his biological sister, around a year older than him, and they look like they could be twins. If anyone knows how Riah managed to lose this much weight, it's her. Maybe she'll even know how to help him get back to normal... Well, normal for his weird ass. She'll be the one he's getting lungs from, so she should be there."
"His sister is really going to die for him?" That was a very impressive amount of sibling dedication, but God... How could they talk about that like it was no big deal? How were they supposed to talk to this girl knowing she was going to die so that Riah could live?
"What?" Mal gave him a strange look, then seemed to understand. "Oh- Mara's immortal. She sold her soul to the woman you saw earlier because Mara needs to be immortal for now. She'll just regenerate her lungs and she'll be fine."
"There isn't any magic on the Isle." If there was no magic, how could anyone sell their soul to anyone? How could they become magically immortal and get to magically regenerate without magic?
"There's names," Mal explained. "If I were to ask someone to give me their name- never have, by the way, except in emergencies when someone won't be able to live unless I do it, and I always free them the second they aren't in danger- and they were to say their full name, I would own their soul. It's a rare practice, but people do it. Some people use it in very bad ways, but some people, like the person from earlier, use it to help people. Mara's currently the only thing keeping some of the adults in check, so she sold her soul to M- that person from earlier, because she needs to be immortal for everyone's sake. For what it's worth, she's has never forced any of the people who've sold their souls to her to do anything they don't want to do. Actually, I know at least two of them are freed from their contract if she tries to order them to do something they don't want to do."
Back to the mystery woman from earlier. Even the memory of her made Ben feel small. He could still feel her bright turquoise eyes piercing his soul, seeing every wrong he'd ever done. She had obviously been a lot older than all of them, twenty-one at the minimum, but he couldn't tell which villain she was. Of course, he hadn't been able to identify anything about her. If not for the Isle kids, he wouldn't have even known she was a woman. "Who is that woman? How do you know her?"
"Don't call her a woman. She's fine with she/her pronouns but she prefers titles for a guy or gender-neutral- so she'd be a man, not a woman." That didn't make any sense to him but he wasn't going to police how someone identified. Okay, M was a guy... ish? "As for who she is, she's..." Mal shook her head. "If she said we can't tell you who she is, we won't. When that one gets involved, she's in charge. When she gives us an order, we listen. We know her as Destiny, basically." Destiny as in Destiny of the Endless? The oldest of them, with a chronicle of all time chained to his arm? The most powerful being on the planet? "She's not, obviously, but we treat her like she is. She knows everything, knows what'll happen if something else happens. She has a really good intuition, or some kind of magical schooling, and we listen because she's never been wrong. And she rarely gets involved. Usually, she stays on her part of the Isle, doesn't interact with anyone outside of her gang. When she gets involved, it means something extinction-level needs stopped, and she knows how to stop it. If something is bad enough that she gets involved, we listen to her because she never gets involved."
"She's the Pope of the Isle," Claudine said. "She doesn't give orders often but when she does, her word is absolute law."
"How is she going to get us onto the Isle?" Ben felt like he was trying to put together a billion-piece puzzle with no edges and no picture. He wasn't going to let himself dwell on anything, just learn what he could so that he could figure out the bigger picture.
Mal shrugged. "No idea. But if she said she's going to get us onto the Isle, I believe her."
Ben glanced out the window, at the wide expanse of blue ocean, then at Riah.
Whatever happened, he hoped it happened fast.
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☠️ His Darkness Divine ☠️
•Part One•
💀CHRIS MOTIONLESS X READER SERIES💀
He's a demon from one of the oldest ruling classes of the Underground. You're the one human he was never meant to fall for, to become involved with. When your paths cross, will things be doomed from the very beginning? Or will it perhaps be a tale for the ages...?
• fluff; TW dark themes (mentions of death and violence/blood); language; TW (features Ghost [male presenting])
Something was up.
He could feel it, deep within bones and tendons and nerve endings that were centuries old.
Something felt slightly off about tonight.
He couldn't place it yet, couldn't quite grasp just what exactly it was.
Of course, everything appeared calm and cool on the outside, the moonlight filtering in through the shadowed treeline, casting silver streaks here and there along the wooded path.
Being mid-October, there was a slight chill to the air that night, lingering amidst an otherwise rather forgiving breeze whispering amongst the leaves above.
And yet... something felt amiss.
He couldn't help but find a sort of amusement within it all, really. Here he was, the eldest of his brothers, born and bred from one of the finest ruling families of demons inhabiting the Underground.
And yet something had him feeling all too uneasy, a feeling he wasn't used to very often.
"Knock it off!"
The hissed warning startled Christopher out of his present thoughts, capturing his attention and sending a hot streak of irritation coursing through him.
Couldn't at least one of his brothers find it in themselves to behave for once??
"Both of you," he began, causing the two youngest of his brothers, Richard and Vinny, to turn their attention towards him.
One of them opened his mouth to protest, but upon seeing the dark look in his brother's eyes, he promptly closed it.
"I don't care who or what started it. Both of you, behave yourselves," Chris spoke coolly, his tone implying there were no further altercations to be had.
"Acting like fucking children," one of his other brothers muttered, shaking his head.
"Pfft, like you're any better, Sola!" came the immediate retort from Vinny. The man in question, Sola, or rather, as he was more commonly known, 'Ghost', scowled at the younger demon.
"Better behaved than you, at least. Know your fucking place," he answered, his tone cold and hard as flint.
Snap.
The sound echoed through the woodlands, silencing any further conversation amongst the group.
"All of you, quiet. Now," Christopher ordered.
The six of them stood silent, watching and waiting, ever patient yet ever ready, too.
And then he caught it.
Christopher was the first of his brothers to notice the scent playing along the breeze.
It was faint at first, but rapidly becoming stronger, almost like the source itself was growing ever nearer.
A quiet whisper from Richard then, "You smell that too, right?"
Softly spoken agreements were made before the sound of footsteps could be heard. And then he saw her, they all did.
"Is that-?"
"Are they human?"
There was quiet disorder amongst his brothers, followed by someone swearing under their breath.
"Aw, fuck."
Christopher held up a hand to silence his brothers before taking a cautious step forward, his attention fixated on the girl.
She was indeed human, he could tell from her scent. And she hadn't yet spotted Christopher and his brothers- oh, no.
At that exact moment, she happened to look up, and her footsteps faltered, the poor girl freezing in her tracks.
How had one of his brothers so tactfully put it, only a few moments ago?
"Aw, fuck", indeed...
It had been a mistake to cut through this particular section of woodlands at this hour. You had thought it might save time to get you home, but now you were starting to regret your decision.
What little moonlight there was offered no help, only a few streaks here and there lighting your way ahead of you. One could easily get lost in these woods.
"One had easily gotten lost."
The errant thought made you smile, despite the rather unfortunate circumstances.
You glanced back behind you; there was a long way to go if you turned back now, surely you were only a mile or two from home...?
Turning back around, something made you suddenly freeze in place. Or rather, someone.
Six someones, to be exact.
You stood there as if paralyzed, your gaze fixed on the tallest of the figures, his eyes locked on yours in a silent stare-down.
And yet there was something oddly gentle about the way he looked at you, a touch of concern and what might have been pity, hidden in those dark eyes.
He took a step towards you, raising one gloved hand in a sign of peace, or perhaps merely a greeting.
"You shouldn't be out in these woods. This is no place for small, pure creatures like yourself."
His voice had a velvet smooth timbre to it, as easily soothing as it was intriguing. But the way he'd spoken, something about it was odd, it was very... elegant. Almost too elegant.
Still... there was something about him.
There was something equally as enticing about the others, too. All six of them, the tallest one included, seemed paler than normal. Then again, perhaps it was just the moonlight playing tricks with your eyesight.
The whole lot of them were clothed to the nines in head-to-toe black, each of them taking their own distinctive approach to it, their eyes lined in dark kohl of the same soulless shade.
Something about the whole group was slightly off-putting, and you weren't sure you liked the touch of hostility you could detect in the eyes of one of them. He was standing to the far right of the group, but he had easily caught your attention.
Where most of the others had hair nearly as dark as the clothing they wore, this one... his was a split dye, equal parts black as ink and pale as the moonlight filtering down from above.
He stood there staring at you with a poorly concealed look of irritation in his features, that aforementioned hostility displayed in those dark eyes.
"Cerulli, leave it. Let's go," he spoke up. His voice was as cold and callous as you imagined it to be, his eyes shifting to narrow at the tallest member of the group, the one you'd spotted first.
The one he called Cerulli held up a hand, silencing him, his gaze still fixed on you.
"It would appear we've gotten lost, no?"
There was amusement in his voice as he spoke directly to you, one thin, dark eyebrow raising slightly.
You found yourself nodding, unable to look away from the man's gentle eyes as he shook his head at you.
"Perhaps you would be better off out of these woods? It's not safe, darkness lurks within these shadows," he spoke again, his tone soft.
Only then were you able to find your voice, just barely.
"Should you be out here? Any of you, I mean? If it's not safe?" you asked.
You swore one corner of the man's mouth lifted in a brief smile before it vanished, as he took a step towards you, then another, until he was standing in front of you.
"Our safety should be of no concern to you. I'm quite sure we'll be alright. You, however," he reached out with one gloved hand as he spoke, lightly brushing the backs of his fingertips along your cheek, "your safety is of far more importance. Please, return home."
With that, he withdrew his hand, leaving behind a tingling feeling of emptiness, a sort of odd loneliness, where he touched you. You swallowed nervously, trying to find your voice again, and when you spoke, your words tripped over each other.
"I'm tr- I'm trying," you whispered.
He paused a moment, his eyes holding yours captive as he regarded you thoughtfully. And then he extended a hand out towards you, a silent offer of help.
The brief nagging thought that there might be possible danger lurking ahead slipped into your mind, but it was gone in an instant as you slowly placed your hand in his.
He might be your only way out of these woods, you hadn't seen any other sign of human life out here for miles.
The minute you placed your hand in his, there was an almost imperceptible shift in the air itself, you could feel it. He could feel it too, you knew he could.
The way his breath hitched in his throat for a moment, his steps faltering as he led you towards the others, the way his grip on your hand tightened briefly.
"Are... are you alright?" you whispered.
His eyes shifted to meet yours, a brief look of frenzied panic showing in their dark depths for a fraction of a second, before it was gone. He slowly nodded, leading you past the others without a word, though his expression remained uneasy.
You could hear the others following silently behind, although you thought you heard one of them mutter a swear word under their breath.
None of you spoke for the next few minutes, the only sound that of the leaves protesting beneath heavy footsteps, intermingled with the many woodland creatures hiding in the shadows.
And then a soft voice broke through the quiet of the night, from one of the people following behind you and the one they called Cerulli.
"I know that look, Christopher. It's happened, hasn't it?"
Ah, so that was his name, then.
Christopher Cerulli.
You had to admit, it did have a rather nice ring to it, a sort of old-world feel about it, every bit as elegant as the bearer of the name.
The man beside you shot a brief glance over his shoulder, an unreadable expression in his dark eyes. "We'll discuss this later, Richard," he answered, his tone closing off any further conversation.
A deep sigh came from someone in the group, followed by some unintelligible, hastily muttered words from someone else.
The tension within the entirety of the group was as palpable as ever, though. You could feel it, could feel it in the way Christopher held tightly to your hand, could feel it in the way the others were trying earnestly not to reveal anything of importance in front of you.
And then all too soon, it began to dissipate, as the seven of you reached the edge of the treeline. You could see the outskirts of town from here, could hear the cars creeping along on the streets, the sounds of people going about their evening.
Christopher stopped short at the edge of the woods, though his hand remained firmly clasped around yours for a moment. You looked up at him, silently pleading with him with wide eyes to look back at you, but he wouldn't meet your gaze.
"This-- this is where I leave you," he spoke quietly, his words unsteady and holding a note of disappointment within them. Though his voice trembled, the words themselves spoke volumes. Was it perhaps that he wasn't quite ready to let you go just yet? Was that it?
His words almost an echo of your thoughts, the one they called Richard suddenly spoke up, his tone soft.
"Christopher... this is where we leave her. She needs to return home."
"Where she goes, you cannot follow," the one with the split-dyed hair spoke in agreement.
"Ghost is right, you cannot go with her. This is where she leaves, and we stay," Richard said quietly, his gaze shifting to rest on you.
There was something so patient, so gentle, about the way he watched you. It was reminiscent of the way Christopher had looked at you earlier that night, when you had first seen him.
"I... I don't-" Christopher began, his words cutting off as he finally, finally met your gaze. But now there was such sadness there, so sudden and unexplainable. For a moment, it looked as though his very heart must be breaking on the inside, though it was unclear to you why exactly that would be.
You swallowed hard, slowly nodding as you stared up at him. "I know. Um, th-thank you. You know, for- for helping me back there," you told him, your voice barely above a murmur.
You gave his black-gloved hand a gentle squeeze, before letting your hand slip from his as you stood on the tips of your toes, leaning in to whisper in his ear.
"I'll never forget your kindness..."
Taking a step back from him, you cast a look around at the others, some of them meeting your eyes and giving you a brief nod of acknowledgement. The one they called Ghost gave you a mere sideways glance before his eyes shifted to rest on Christopher.
The tall man in question wouldn't look away, his dark eyes fixed on you as you turned and began to slowly head towards the outskirts of town. You could feel him watching you as you walked, and when he suddenly spoke up, you stopped in your tracks, turning around to face him.
"Please get home safe, little mouse."
You offered him a patient smile, answering with a simple, "Y/N. Call me Y/N."
"Y/N..." he repeated softly.
The way he said your name, the way he seemed to indulge in each syllable, every letter, the way it fell effortlessly from his tongue...
You had no idea who he really was, but you knew one thing: you were going to miss him.
Whoever he was, you would miss him.
There was something unexplainable about him, something that made you feel safe, a feeling so rarely expressed when amongst complete strangers.
But him... he was different.
You weren't sure how, or why. But you knew without it having to be explained, you were safe, at least with him.
You gave him one last smile, waving farewell to him and his comrades, before turning and heading towards town.
Whoever he was, you wished nothing but the best for him tonight...
"Something has changed now, hasn't it?"
Richard was quiet, thoughtful, as he spoke directly to Christopher. His brother continued to watch the human girl retreat towards the edges of town, refusing to look away for even a second.
Upon not receiving a response, Richard continued on.
"It's her, isn't it? Something has shifted-" he began, only to be interrupted by one of his other brothers.
"If things have shifted, you know they'll all find out about it," Balz cut in.
There was a heavy sigh from Ghost, causing them all to turn their attention towards the older demon.
"Nothing has shifted, nothing has changed. He is to leave her alone. They don't need to find out about this. Any of it," he said, irritated.
"You do not get to make that call for me. And Richard is right. Something has changed," Christopher's voice was cold, defiant.
"Is it her?" his brother asked him, eliciting a nod from the eldest demon.
"I cannot- I... there's something about her. It's unclear what exactly yet, but it is her," he answered quietly.
"No. No. This is exactly what happened the last time, and we all remember how that ended! This is just like you and Lil-" Ghost started, but his brother cut him off midsentence.
"Don't. Don't you dare say her name, absolutely fucking not. That was in the past, this is now. This is different, she is different," he said harshly, turning to glare at the younger demon.
His brother opened his mouth in protest, but Christopher cut him off again with a shake of his head. "She. Is. Different," he repeated.
"Sola. Let it go, man. Things have already been set in motion," Vinny spoke up softly, his tone hesitant.
"I mean, I do think it might be worth mentioning, Balz did make a fair point. If you decide to go down this path, they will hear about it. Maybe not from any of us, but word will reach them in the Underground," Richard pointed out.
"What exactly are you saying?" Christopher began, a warning in his tone.
"He's saying you need to be careful. While it's evident you care about this girl, you need to tread lightly. She is human, we are not. Are you sure that's something you want to put her through? Just... be careful," Ryan cut in.
"We just don't want a repeat of what happened with Lilith," Richard said softly. Christopher knew deep down that his brothers were right, he knew it as well as they did. The last person he had allowed himself to become enamored with had grown weak, corrupted, the more days she'd spent around him.
Eventually, it had become too much for her, and her light had dimmed, flickered out until there was nothing left of who she was, who she used to be. He could still see her face sometimes if he tried hard enough, could memorize every detail of her, down to the soul within.
She had shined so brightly for him, had given him so much, she had been his everything. And he had corrupted all of it, corrupted her, dirtied up her soul, polluted it with his own darkness, quite without meaning to.
Lilith had been the one constant in his life, and he had taken that away from her.
Just like he would take it away from this girl, Y/N, his little mouse...
What if his brothers were right? What if he wasn't meant to involve himself so closely with her?
Then again... what if they were wrong?
If he could somehow overturn the balance of things, could alter whatever plans had been set into motion, maybe if he was careful enough--
Maybe there would be no bloodshed this time, no souls snuffed out, torn asunder, gone--
"Christopher."
Richard's voice cut through his thoughts like a knife, dragging him back from old wounds and into the present.
"Look, brother. Whatever you decide, you need to be absolutely certain you see it to the end. If she is what you choose... you need to guard her closely."
"Fuck that, he's going to drag her down with him, just like he did with Lilith! And then we'll all be fucked," Ghost cut in with a hiss.
"We don't know that!" Balz argued, his tone sharp, taking them all by surprise.
Out of the six of them, Balz was normally the most carefree, his demeanor fairly easygoing, content, perhaps even a bit careless.
It was rather unlike him to snap at one of his brothers like this, regardless of the circumstances. He took a hesitant step towards Christopher, arching a brow at him.
"Do you honestly feel she's ready for all of this? Us, our world, what we are, all of it-- are you absolutely, without a fucking doubt, sure that she's ready to face all of that?" he asked.
"Let me ask you something," he continued. "Let me ask you this, and be honest with me, with all of us. You care about this girl, yeah? Something has changed, we know that now, we get it. But deep down, where it fucking counts-- are you really ready to lie down and take the fall for her like that?
"Because you know the minute you involve yourself with her, the minute you let her into our world, let her be a part of you, her name is gonna end up on their list."
"Her name will end up on our side's list as well," Richard quietly chimed in.
Balz nodded in agreement, casting a questioning look at his eldest brother. "Exactly. You ready to subject her to that?" he finished softly.
"I have no choice," Christopher answered, his voice barely rising above a whisper.
"There is no longer any foreseeable future where you see yourself without her, is there?" Richard asked him.
His brother's reply came in an instant.
"You already know the answer to that."
A ghost of a smile slipped across Richard's features before it vanished. "I do, yes. But I need to hear you say it, we all do."
There was a moment's silence before Christopher answered again, his tone somber.
"No. There is no foreseeable future without her in it."
There was a hiss of disgust from Ghost that went ignored, before Balz spoke up.
"Then it's decided. Christopher, I hope you know what the fuck you're doing. And... should things take a rather unfortunate turn, I'll be the first one in line to say I told you so?" he said with a faint grin.
Christopher's answering half-smile was visible for a mere slip of a moment before it was gone. "I wouldn't expect anything less from you, Balz," he said quietly.
"So... does this mean she's coming back? We're gonna see more of her, then?" Vinny's tone was hesitant, as he shot a brief look around at his brothers.
There were several nods and murmurs of assent, before Christopher spoke up.
"She... I... this is going to take time. For her, for me, all of us," he told his brothers.
"We understand. Just-- like I said earlier, be careful. She's too young to have her soul taken from her like that. Just make sure this is what you really want," Ryan said.
Christopher's answer was softly spoken, but every single one of his brothers heard it.
"She is what I really want."
It was true. What he had felt earlier that night, when he'd offered her his hand as a sign of help, a sign of reassurance, that everything would be okay--
And she'd willingly placed her small hand within his own-
The spark he had felt, the sheer panic, and hope, and just that sudden sense of belonging, of home-
He'd known in an instant.
There was something about her that would change him, change his brothers.
There was something about her that would change the very course of time as he knew it, something that would rip through the fabric of whatever previous plans had been woven and laid to rest.
Tonight had not been without purpose.
Maybe she was his purpose...
Either way, he was going to find out.
Even if it killed him.
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the princeton tapes are so good & uniquely devastating. vinny is away from home & everything he knows recovering from drug addiction. he’s struggling with bipolar disorder & encountering supernatural forces beyond his wildest/worst imaginings. his only lifeline is his tape recorder. evan & jeff disappear on him not too long into the tapes. the format being tape recordings only adds to the hopelessness of it all. there’s no instant gratification like there is with the social media they used for help in the iteration we saw. vinny addresses his grandma in a few of the first princeton tapes, but he strays away from that. he’s soon talking to no one because he has no one. he’s not imagining that decades later, someone will unearth his tapes & share it with the world. he’s just a guy funneling all of his fear into the tapes his grandma gave him when he left for rehab. when vinny meets roger paladino (voiced by tim sutton btw), he immediately latches onto him. finally, he knows that there’s someone listening.
#everymanhybrid#me#vinny i would have done tons of coke with you and kept you alive forever#if you guys haven’t noticed i love the princeton tapes it’s just such an interesting story
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For Talk Shop Tuesday: Tell me about an OC/story you haven't written anything for yet!
Oooooh thank you!!
Talk Shop Tuesday
Now that's a really tough choice... I have SO many OC/story ideas that I haven't shared yet, and I'm really excited about all of them!!
I think I'll go into a little more detail about that story I was telling you about with that other ask game a few weeks ago:
First, the OC. Christina "Chris" Carver. Still need to flesh out the details and give them a bit of a revamp (I think the main thing I've decided is that they're bigender, and switch between going by their full name or nickname depending on how they're feeling), but the short version is that they get visions of the future. These visions come in the form of short, uncontrollable bursts of sensory input, and they have to decode what they mean. These visions are more powerful and impactful the closer they are to happening - which makes things incredibly difficult, as the hardest ones to decode are often the ones that need to be deciphered the fastest.
Their interactions with their visions are meant to model OCD and Tourette's - not in the sense that I'm trying to "magic-ify" these real disorders by turning them into telepathic visions, but in the sense that they in-universe have both of those conditions already and their visions weave in alongside them, so their visions are only another symbolic layer to what they already experience. It's a hard concept to describe, but I promise it'll make sense in the fic.
Anyway. Chris had previously been living in a small town, since the reduced interactions with others meant fewer painful visions to deal with, but they've just moved to New York to pursue a bigger career. They've managed a few months with minimal visions, just landed a job in journalism and are working their way up little by little, have been painting in their free time...
And then they're on the subway one day - normally they'd walk, since the constant press of bodies is hard both on their real-world sensory issues and increases the risk that they'll fall into a vision, but they're running late and they don't have a choice - and they bump into someone hustling the other way. Both go sprawling, and Chris is thrown into the most powerful vision they've ever experienced.
"Tick tick boom. Twelve and thirteen. The train off the tracks. Fahrenheit four-fifty-one. Off the tracks- get out, get out, there's a bomb!" [that's not a final description by any means, but that's the structure of how Chris' visions look to other people - at first just scraps of phrases that seem random, then fall into place as they recognize what the event is]
Chris tries to usher people out of the subway, but most don't believe them and brush them aside. A bomb goes off at 12:13 PM, injuring Chris amongst hundreds of others, and killing several more.
When the scene is investigated, witnesses and police assume that Chris knew about the bombing because they were part of the group that set the bomb (and later tried to bail out on the plan) - and because there's no evidence for foresight or telepathy being real, there's nothing to refute that idea. Chris is arrest, their apartment is seized, and they're looking at a life sentence if they can't prove themself innocent.
It looks like a lost cause: even in a normal, non-superpowered case, they don't have the money for a lawyer good enough to get the charges dropped. But it just so happens there's a local lawyer who happens to be very familiar with superpowered defense... and likes to work pro bono.
Oh yeah. We're bringing in Matt Murdock. And maybe Jen Walters too, if I can work her into the story (I came up with this idea before she entered MCU canon, but I'd love to bring her in). It's basically going to turn into a superpowered My Cousin Vinny. They need to prove in court, without any doubt, that foresight is real and Chris is unconnected to the crime, and they have to do it in a way that can't be passed off as a pre-prepared stunt or lucky guess.
And I'm going to work in some fun antihero-y shenanigans too, of course. Chris recognizes Matt as Daredevil from the moment they shake his hand ("Red leather, yellow leather. The devil's in the details- oh. You're him.") and their visions are going to play into some of his ventures as well as their own. It's going to be a fun one, for sure.
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A word from the creator of this blog (IRL me):
I realized I forgot to show my Ramshackle OC here- Here you go- And feel free to do fanarts of her if you want! (☆▽☆)
Now you can know more about her! :3
Karolane's biography:
Name: Karolane
Nationality: French/British
Aliases:
Karo
Dumbass (by Stone)
Weirdass (by Stone)
Pumpkin (by Skipp)
Precious Cutie (by Skipp)
Friend (by Vinnie)
Pronouns: She/Her
Age: same age as Skipp, Vinnie and Stone (between 18/20 y.o)
Height: 4'11 (150 cm)
Species: Human/Demon
Sexuality: Bisexual/Asexual
Appearence: Karolane has brown hair tied to a ponytail with a white ribbon, she has blue eyes, she has freckles on her face, with a scar on her left eye, she has a cat mouth with small fangs and a tooth gap on the middle teeth, she wears a rainbow dress with pink long sleeves, a white collar, with a black belt, white socks and black shoes.
In her demon form, she has purple skin, black horns, big bat wings, a demon tail, sharp teeth and red glowing eyes. She also has big claws.
Mental disorders: She has ADHD, PTSD, arachnophobia, depression, athazagoraphobia, social anxiety, school phobia, obsessive love disorder, schizophrenia, autism, insomnia, dissociative syndrome, Peter Pan syndrome, hyperventilation, Balint syndrome and dementia.
Personnality: Karolane is a kind-hearted, silly, goofy, optimistic and bubbly girl, but can be insane, sociopath and crazy.
Karolane's relationships:
Skipp: Crush/Love interest (she loves him since she met him.)
Vinnie:Best friend (instantly became best friends.)
Stone: Crush/Love interest, one-sided (on Karolane's side, doesn't know if he likes her back.)
Maggot: Friend (When seeing Maggot for the first time, she was scared and was hiding behind Skipp, and later Karolane liked Maggot, like a mother figure.)
Karolane's interests:
Likes: Animes, cats, drawing, videogames, eating, sleeping, cosplay, baby-doll style, Skipp, Stone.
Dislikes: Her disorders, being forgotten.
Trivia:
Karolane looks like a rich girl, but she's not, no one knows how did she get such beautiful clothes.
She can hide herself in the rich people for stealing stuff from them.
Karolane is homeless.
Her dream is to be an J-Pop Idol.
She'd love to have a cat.
She can pass to bubbly and cheerful from estatic and sociopath.
She always tries to hug, kiss or hold Skipp's hand, but she always fails.
She's extremely dumb (like completely dumb, she's not smart at all).
She was scared of babies and childrens, but Maggot helped her to fight her fear.
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