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nardos-primetime · 9 months ago

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Maladaptive daydreaming and hating/having no sense of self is so hard like i feel like I see people go "Oh I daydream about myself with my favorite characters" I. I cannot do that. Instead my daydreams are concepts that play out around me and I have little to no control over it unless I'm FIGHTING to keep that shit down so hard I can't do anything else. I'm not there. A fantasy version of me isn't really there. It's just the characters I like/make.

It sucks sometimes bc like I feel like I'm outcast from the small group of outcasts almost? It's weird but the perfect place for that "You're faking it" little mind trap to nestle into its comfy little spot in my brain.

#nardo's primetime.txt #maladaptive daydreaming #maDD #actually maDD #/vent #i think?#dunno its just stressful sometimes

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your-unfriendlyghost · 2 days ago

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mentally prepping myself for another 9.5 hr shift tomorrow…might end up committing a few minor crimes after but we’ll see

#9.5 hrs makes me crazy istg #after my last one i went on a long run alongside a train to clear my head #and i had to keep reminding myself that hopping onto one of the cars was a horrible horrible idea (look im self aware just impulsive ok)#n this time im already considering cruising up n down a street in the big city near my town to pick up girls or sneak into a bar idk #which is also an objectively awful n slightly immoral idea but i’m yet to completely talk myself outta it #…and after that damn shift i dunno how strong my willpower will be #maybe it’d be legitimately /safer/ for me to quit…who knows how long ill be able to reign myself in…#my folks keep sayin it’ll be more fun if my friends work there too but that ain’t happenin-#the stupid store is in the next district over n all my unemployed friends r also carless #rambling #vent post #sorry 😭#i keep wanting to like write/draw but the thought of work tmmr makes my brain go into fight or flight #fuckin adhd man #delete later #im gen srry for all the venting abt work n all i just. idk. I hate that I ain’t drawn in a minute.#N my irl friends have no sympathy bc they think im bein dramatic (i /am/ but I ain’t tryin to be I legit can’t help it)#sighhhh #yeah no I gotta quit I think im a teenager I NEED to not work doubles on the weekends AND do school at the same time #wish I could get a mechanic job or smth. mechanical stuff makes sense to me. stocking toy store shelves in specific ways is like an art #an art that I don’t understand in the slightest #so I set up displays n then my coworker says “naw that’s not quite right go do it again”#(he’s very nice abt it dw very nice guy i just don’t /get/ him)#ugh…#yeah no definitely deleting this later lol

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spacekatdet · 2 months ago

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Already seen victim blaming on xitter 👍 Lets not do that and lets leave the hermits alone. Make up your own minds on if you should support Iskall. But I feel like if one of his VH team members leaving for differing morals, the hermits going back 6 plus years to remove him from thumbnails and titles, and removing him from the site and merch should be enough Doc even said they can't talk about it which could mean anything, including something legal. Mumbo said there were no minors invovled but doesn't mean others weren't since there ARE victims Just leave the hermits be, and let the victims decide if they want to come out. And stop victim blaming lmao

#hermitcraft #drama #tagging it that tho its not drama and serious #Let the hermits have time to get through this too #as someone who has something like this happen and wasn't given that its not fun just leave them be #never got how that was so hard to do #sit back and wait but if they can't or won't talk about it accept that #I'm not going to talk about this #there is basically nothing out about it only things I've seen #you decide what you want to do #guess those people who wanted him out got what they wanted lol #I don't like people thinking it might be less of an issue cause stress left too jsut makes me hmm more #but not my monkies not my circus #Just needed a little venty vent cause I'm already seeing the same thing I went through and what I seen in the wc fandom happening #like stop demanding the hermits share #also stop saying but his mental health #mine is in a ditch on the side of the road and my friends have terrible mental health too and none of us ever acted out #🤷#dunno might delete this later #you can be upset just don't make it about YOU yknow

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indiestsnake · 2 months ago

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Genuine (if probably a little irrational sounding) question.

Is it a bit much to just… ask for a little reminder that I’m likeable occasionally?

I don’t know. I’m trying to tread the line between expressing my feelings and turning every minor fall into a big whining fest about my problems. But I don’t know where the line is.

I just feel a bit off, I guess. Today was busy and kinda stressful. I feel like I didn’t get stuff done. I didn’t work on things I wanted to. I didn’t even notice it was 11pm and now I don’t have time to shower and my hair looks meh. And all my friends are going through so much and I’m worried about them.

It’s not that I don’t wanna be annoying. I don’t want to overreact. To exaggerate. To worry people more than they should worry. Because that makes me either selfish or… something I don’t want to be.

Well, feel free to try and convince me one way or another. Maybe say some nice things. Though typing that out kinda makes me feel like I don’t deserve them…

#I dunno #just #thinking out loud i guess #vent #I should prbly go to bed

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oleanderspride · 1 month ago

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“You need to be respectful towards people who aren’t comfortable sharing their F/Os, they have boundaries that need to be respected just as much as anyone else’s” and “While it’s completely fine to keep your distance from people who share your F/Os, you shouldn’t be putting them down just because they’re fine with sharing and you aren’t” are sentiments than CAN, and moreover SHOULD coexist

#꒰💬꒱ ❝ Dear Diary… ❞#is this a controversial take?#I dunno but ehhh observing the community’s Weekly Doubles Discourse has me thinking #while I agree with the sentiment that people who don’t like sharing tend to get the short end of the stick communitywise #I kind of feel like people who’re nonsharing kinda tend to use that to be an excuse to be Really Fucking Rude to people who do share #like. I get it’s frustrating to be the butt of the joke for having Really Basic Boundaries that should be respected #but c’mon now don’t take it out on other people it won’t help either of you two #I just think. some rants are better suited for privately bitching about in like a GC or a vent channel #rather than airing out your grievances about some rando where Everyone Can See #I KNOW I’M ONE TO TALK since I’m the Undisputed Monarch Of Oversharing but you get what I mean #I dunno just. Hey. Have You Tried Being Kind Today #feel free to reblog if you reeeeally want I’m just yapping lolz

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weezerlvr228 · 1 month ago

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hi fam !!

#weezer #rivers cuomo #brian bell #patrick wilson #mikey welsh #ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially #and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me #and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her #i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her #and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone #and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore #and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party #and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad #and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do #to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left #my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it #sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t #even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish #i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and #didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible #and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction #and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !

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enixamyram · 8 months ago

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You know one of the weirdest things about the Toxic side of fandoms I've seen? It's the way they try to treat all shows like they're supposed to be setting examples for the audience.

Take Hazbin Hotel for example. I have seen so many people pulling up a single bad trait that Chaggie or Huskerdust may or may not have and use that as the sole reason why they shouldn't be together at all. Which is so dumb but also bizarre because real life couples have their own good and bad qualities and having one possibly negative aspect about your relationship is more often not a reason you should immediately break up.

But sometimes fans and trolls act like these characters need to be in Disney-style-picture-perfect romance otherwise they're unhealthy and shouldn't be together. Like they seem to be under this really strange idea that all entertainment should be educational for the audience and if they're not setting a good example then it's bad TV.

It's so weird.

#Hazbin Hotel #Chaggie #Huskerdust #Like I've seen so many people #saying Angel is a bad character #because he sexually harrassed Husk.#As if that isn't part of his development and flaws #which is what makes him such a good character imo.#Or people will complain the villains have good traits #as if they're supposed to be one dimensional #when that is exactly what makes a bad character.#I dunno #I think some people never outgrew their childhood story logic #and now the deeper & more complex stuff makes them angry.#Maybe it's just me.#I don't know if any of this made sense #it's just been on my mind for a while and I needed to vent.

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cliff-and-the-kid · 3 months ago

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(/tapping my fingers, glaring at the stupidly tall Omega Lock)

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silly-lil-scribbles · 14 days ago

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if theres one thing i fucking hate its when people dont take my anger seriously. like its basically always happened any time i got super mad bc my body has the worst tendency to just press all the emotion buttons blindly any time i feel anything so usually im trying to be serious inbetween crying and trying not to laugh or smile so i cant get proper words out and it sounds clunky and awkward and i seem more like a stupid toddler than i do angry but even with like friends online the rare few times ive actually gotten angry i feel like they just ignore me and kinda laugh it off and i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. sometimes i just want to be mean and angry and snap at everyone around me all the time to make up for everyone always treating me like a fucking baby

#scribbles says shit #tw vent #ig #idk why im so worked up about this right now even #just feeling shitty again #and like i know its not even that valid of a reason to be pissed off bc like. i am young and agewise i basically am still just a dumb kid #but god im so fucking sick of people going like ‘oh poor little guy hes so innocent and went through so much and hes so cute when he-#gets upset :)’#i think thats why i get violent sometimes #thats like my only hope of anyone actually listening to me #i dunno dont comment on this one i just need to talk

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mrstsung · 8 months ago

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Anyone who thinks kuai liang as the mantle of scorpion is or was remotely a good idea is a bit racist or at very least very ignorant to me. Sorry not sorry.

Kuai liang is chinese and always a cryomancer. Bi-han is also Chinese and a cryomancer. Both are brothers. And from the lin kuei. A CHINESE,ASSASSIN GROUP. And sub zero is their mantles. Tundra was kuais beforw he took his bros mantle after his death.

Hanzo hasashi is scorpion,he gave himself that moniker. Scorpion is shirai-ryu,is Japanese. A Japanese ninja,assassin. He used fire. Always has.

Just because two characters are far east asian doesn't make it right to exchange them because THEY ARE STILL TWO DIFFERENT CULTURES! They both have different characteristics and both characters are not to be irechangeable like a palate swap. This isn't the 90s anymore. They actually have a fucking history,personality,and different fucking problems.

Kuai is Chinese. Scorpion is a moniker for a JAPANESE ASSASSIN CLAN.

Not the fucking same.

Besides. This isn't actually groundbreaking as people wanna fucking claim. Oooo you switched the characters. Big whoop. They all get screwed over in the end. You dont really change anything. And it doesn't make sense.

Not to mention you legitimately give kuai hnazos backstory. That makes no sense. And you give him a "happy?" Ending?! Oh but hanzo has to suffer because status quo?! Fuck off boon go eat trash and die for that!

I will never forget boon for fucking ove rthe ninjas. A mk staple,the bread n butter.

Not to mention if y'all just don't actually get it. Then you never will. Don't play mortal kombat if you can't understand how fucked up them screwing over kuai liang and hanzo is.

No this isn't a ship post. I dont ship them. (Im more of a sub smoke enjoyer anyways. For many reasons) This is just over their characters in general.

Kuai liang and hanzo. The true and only sub zero(KUAI) and scorpion (HANZO) didn't go through so much character development and history for you to treat their characters as a prop. What's the point in a story or lore then? If you're gonna disregard it just so damn easily?

Anyways

Kuai is fucking subzero

Bihan is subzero og and noob saibot.

Hanzo hasashi is fucking scorpion.

DEAL WITH IT! CRY N SHIT ABOUT IT. THAT'S HOW IT IS. DONT LIKE IT? DONT PLAY MORTAL KOMBAT!

Vent over. Fuck the "new" era game,mk12/mk1(2023). It can go to hell.