#vent post I guess

[brokend0ll]

i actually love waking up, wanting to get up and the first thing that happens is that i get dizzy and almost faint, eyesight going black

[floofgryph]

I'm honestly very fucking annoyed and disgusted by my online friends right now. All of this romance crap is making me feel very uneasy. So, if you noticed that I unfollowed you, it's because I don't feel comfortable with certain things you guys post anymore. I'll re-follow you once I feel like it.

[cinderpaw11]

I'm sick of DILFs. what about DILAM (dads I'd like to adopt me).

[niredsw]

close enough welcome back the urge to delete everything and disappear

oh also dont forget to get my will to live on the way i think i dropped it somewhere

and also my spark if you please i need that shit back

[cringelock]

today my mom warned me not to be too “self important” bc i said i hoped they had fun during my brother’s bday + that i was sorry i couldn’t be there. jeeeeeSUS lol she was just in a bad mood but it stung. i often feel narcissistic but i rlly try to curb that and i just meant that i knew my brother would have preferred the family be together! sometimes i feel like i’m in bizarro world with how i see myself compared to how others see me!

[ouijamonstrr]

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sometimes i’m scared noah is only taking care of me and supporting me because he thinks all of my issues are temporary but i know he’s not like that. i want to be able to take care of him too. he is not my parent and i feel guilty for being childish and making him make up for what my family did and didn’t do. i want him to let me love him like he loves me. i want to run my fingers over his scars and share his pain like he does for me. i can only do so much right now and it feels terrible not being able to love him like i want to

i need to sleep

[queengeni]

"Aren't you tired of being nice?" OF FUCKING COURSE I AM BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP!!!

[secret-sageent]

"My child is fine" your child listens to Poison from Hazbin Hotel and cries because they may not relate to the circumstances but they sure as hell relate to the message

[nightly-valkyrie]

I'll start making actual posts again tomorrow, im too fuckin baffled and angry to do post anything silly right now.

[brokend0ll]

chat am i cooked if i think about slitting my wrists just because i am bored?

[floofgryph]

What's up with my friends voicing stuff about hurting themselves or wanting to commit self-harm? That shit shouldn't be made public unless you need genuine help and don't know where to get it or you want to warn people about doing such a thing.

It greatly upsets me when I learn that a friend of mine committed self-harm. It doesn't help that these uncomfortable feelings are heightened by my wild imagination. I don't want to know or even think about you harming yourself. That's not okay!

Nobody should be inflicting pain onto themselves. It'll never solve your problems. It degrades your mental health by creating an unhealthy cycle of feeling good and surpassing the trauma through physical pain. It's basically like a drug. Once you start, it can be pretty difficult to get out of.

From the bottom of my heart, please don't inflict unnecessary physical harm on yourself. There are people out there who genuinely care about your safety and well-being. We don't want you to be hurting. We don't want you to be burdened by your mental pain. We only want the best for you. We want you to do your very best. We want you to remain resilient and try to make peace with yourself. We want you to know that you are loved and you have genuine meaning in life. You're much more than your trauma. You deserve better. You deserve to live a good life.

[ask-sweetie-and-pip]

Excel sucks (Sometimes).

AHHHHHHHHH. MY FORMULAS FAILED FOR THE 100th time. WHY CAN'T IT WORK?! <.< - Sweetie Belle

// Drew a quick one during lunch break & queued. No references used except for color hex. Excel is a good tool but sometimes it's just frustrating to use.

[elkitot]

Hello I’ve been thinking about posting this for a couple days and please feel free to call me out if needed Yesterday I saw the long list of celebrities who signed the pro Israel open letter to Biden and although most of the names weren’t that surprising there were a few that had me shocked. As more celebrities reveal themselves as pro Israel/zionst a question has been bouncing around in my head that I want peoples opinion on so if anyone actually sees this please answer honestly. I know that I should be worrying about more important things and worst things are happening in the world then this. The question is it acceptable to still like/support a character while disliking the actor? Or does separating the actor from the character work in this situation?

[piko-rose]

Artist on Tumblr: Hey make sure you reblog so that way my art can be noticed! <3

People: *proceeds to not fucking reblog anyways and likes the post instead which does absolutely nothing except fill the artist with dread and the idea that their art is terrible in their eyes because you don't simply understand how reblogs work*

And THIS is why I quit posting art.

[viridiave]

i should seriously get better coping mechanisms than like. retreating to exactly one corner of the internet to talk when I don't know how to process irl stuff

it's been a week now. I've done something I can never admit to doing even to my closest friends on and offline and it's still kind of not hitting me how normal things feel after it. like I don't believe that things should be this easy and I have no idea how to get past it other than do everything I've BEEN doing but like. trying to make things a little better. I can't even write. I'm so distracted by the utter mental block that's been placed on me. I have notebooks and KeepNote entries filled with dread and doom. I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing.

goddamnit I resorted to playing WuWa again just to shake things up and I can't believe I missed the combat that's how bad this is maybe that's the thing I'm really mad about

[here-there-be-drag0ns]

this is such a stupid "you brought this on yourself" moment but im so tired of recieving notes on my minecraft movie post,,

am i asking too much to see more response to my art and writing instead of a million reblogs and comments on my stupid rant that severely misunderstand why I, a film major, am pissed about the minecraft movie?

gah. whatever. kicks rock.