#funny how i post all this lighthearted shit and then 💥 issues

[eepymonstrr]

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sometimes i’m scared noah is only taking care of me and supporting me because he thinks all of my issues are temporary but i know he’s not like that. i want to be able to take care of him too. he is not my parent and i feel guilty for being childish and making him make up for what my family did and didn’t do. i want him to let me love him like he loves me. i want to run my fingers over his scars and share his pain like he does for me. i can only do so much right now and it feels terrible not being able to love him like i want to

i need to sleep