#vent in tags agh

[duskythesomething]

sometimes it literally baffles me how common sense not just totally missed my neighbor, but clearly turned and ran the other direction

[kittylittersmoothie]

🥣

[clowningcrows]

it’s crazy how much having a safe place to be yourself and express your identity and personality and interests, both online and irl, can change your will to live. honestly.

[taecnoal]

my name is Misael!

19 & black

carrd // en.pronouns! // f/o list // oc list! // promo post :) // mecore playlist

you should also follow my gore blog @eviscerated-freak

blinkies under cut <33

[dandyshucks]

going to cry because i am worried i won't finish all the crochet gifts in time :''")

[wellthatschaotic]

i think i've reached the point of Anger. like. most people don't have to deal with this?? we're not all trudging through massive levels of Tired constantly?? most people don't have to ration their energy and tasks and find places to rest and sleep for most of the day?? most people are able to literally just Do Things on a whim??? able to make plans and not worry about whether you'll be able to be there?? able to not worry about overdrawing on Tasks and Energy and suffering the next day(s)?? waking up and feeling AWAKE?? and we just got dealt a shitty hand of cards at SEVENTEEN and just have to DEAL with this now,, like on one hand it's good we know it's not normal so we can be kinder to ourself/body about it but on the other hand. i'm pissed. yknow?

[mitzirockerextendeduniverse]

.

[kittylittersmoothie]

oh.

again.

[poems-of-a-lover]

i have been so. incredibly shaky today. like i almost spilled my drink just now bc im trembling so much. and i had what i think??? was an asthma attack???? earlier this afternoon????? idk i havent been like checked out for asthma or anything but ive been having such a weird health day today i gotta finish making my food before i pass out or somethin idk

[scabsdriesflakesandheals]

like as much as it’s kind of euphoric in a belated retroactive way that im losin weight as soon as i fucking stop a lot of the ed behavior im mostly just really annoyed that none of my pants fit anymore

[nightly-ruse]

Dang this song is amazing but kinda makes me want to burst into tears

[storyweaverofgondor]

Is there some underlying mental health issue or is this thing actually a valid concern i should address?

You know what? When in doubt, let it be!

[earthlyruins]

there's this one op artist with such a cute style but they have this au where sanji is abusive towards zoro (in a romantic / sexual relationship) and it's actually sickening imo why do you feel the need to make a child of abuse abusive towards his partner. not to mention it's so wildly out of character for sanji to do that to ANYBODY in general??? ESPECIALLY crew. like. what is wrong with you 😭

[fudge24-7]

I might regret putting this here later because it's kind if embarrassing but you ever feel just absolutely sad and miserable because a character you love isn't real. Like, you imagine spending time with them but then suddenly you're hit with the awful realization you'll never get to do that in real life because they aren't real they dint exist.

[nunya-mister-hat]

Sometimes I get stuck on an idea/fear, and for like a few weeks give or take it fucking haunts me

It’s not like a constant thing im constantly thinking about, but it fucking attacks me at random.

Like- recently it’s been me getting pregnant. I’m an afab lesbian who pulls 0(zero) bitches. There’s not a single opportunity for me to get pregnant unless something illegal is going on- and even then I rarely leave the house or talk to people or put myself in a situation where that would even be a risk at all. There’s absolutely no way for me to get pregnant unless god himself decides to do me Mary Style (I’m not religious this is a joke)

But for some reason I can’t stop thinking about what I’d do if I were to get pregnant (which is to get rid of the baby at any means necessary, I can’t stand children and I’d be a horrible parent) I’m having nightmares about this, randomly it attacks my brain and I can’t stop thinking about it-

I’ve got no clue what’s going on here, last time something like this happened was like last year(?) and it was falling down the stairs or over the railing. I couldn’t walk down the stairs without clinging to the wall, and even then I felt like I’d fall.

This just fucking happens sometimes. Some random specific fear haunts me for a little bit then I forget about it and I’m fine.

[oliveish]

I’m so exhausted. Just so exhausted. I think I’m going downwards even more which seems impossible and yet here I am. Here I am