#vent I guess?

[mrmiserymushroom]

one of my personal favorite tropes it’s the “well, we are really close and get along pretty well! they’re one of the best people in the world and one of my best friends. We hook up and good he fucks me so well and sometimes i fantasize about getting married but it’s not like i’m head over hills for them! NO NO NO NO NOPE. NO HOMO!!! TOTALLY BUDDIES BEING BUDDIES! but oh lord if you touch them I SWEAR TO FUCKING-” and i am was absolutely enchanted that this new episode got all of that!!

I also got to understand fizzy a lot more and now he (and maybe Ozzie) is my favorite character after Stolas!

I love how he and Blitz made up after a long time, even though I thought it was kinda quickly (or maybe i was just way too anxious and excited about my hyperfixation getting a new episode). I loved to see Blitzo getting to fix his mistakes and apologizing. I loved seeing him and fizzy talking and making jokes and arguing bc they’re so goddamn funny and have so much connection! Their friendship got my heart warm :]

I was a bit heartbroken about Stolas and how worried he was about his situation with Blitz. but I’m happy he seems to have a friend who will help him a bit and seems he can count on!

I LOVED FIZZAROLLI’S SONG OMG???? it was so yummy and nice and coool and AARSHAJDJAKSKAKSDKS

overall i REALLY loved this episode! Helluva Boss’s have been one of my hyperfixations and helped me through some really hard times. dunno if this is normal but i but i got so happy and excited about my hyperfixation having new content i actually got depressed and needed to take some SOS and go for a walk???? helloooo whatever the GAD and Depression are doing to me this is one of the craziest.

I get really REALLY insecure with talking about Helluva Boss on my socials and with anyone in general since i know the creator of it has some bad reputation and did really shitty things and the Hazbin Hotel series is pretty much hated for what i can see.

yeah i was afraid of what people would think about me if i tell them i hyperfixate on Helluva Boss and worried if they would thought i agree with any of the bad stuff that goes behind the creator and stuff.

so i just thought it would be a good idea if i just posted about it here (since a lot of people liked my helluva boss drawings) and take this stuff out of my chest to calm down my post anxiety attack. yeah thats it thanks if you read until this point :]

so yeah one of my favorites episodes so far!!! <3

[smibberz]

He's had a rough week.

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Growing up (and still having) a mid size body with broad shoulders surrounded by skinny dainty women on the TV telling me that I need to lose weight (wasn’t even overweight) and look like them in order to be desirable really did a number on me :/

[i-may-be-an-emu]

people who think multitasking is a myth have clearly never had a mental breakdown crying on the floor while simultaneously staying silly

[solaceinabandonment]

Ever write something and realize you are literally just dumping all of your trauma and frustrations out through this fictional character then have them throw a tantrum so bad they need bandaging and work themselves up so bad they pass out or is that just me

[sybilius]

There is some part of me that wishes to press the NUANCE(TM) button when I see posts broadly disparaging lawns and implying that an easy solution that's just Better(TM) is to let the land do what it will. Definitely that will create an ecosystem but you would not believe how quickly it will become hostile to human use. Small children in the yard? They can't get through for risk of ticks, bugs, thorny plants, etc. Same for dogs. Almost immediately not only will you not be able to use your yard, it'll be hard to undo it, and your neighbors who like to use their own yard will struggle against whatever plants have taken over yours.

Planning and maintaining a space that cross-purposes a healthy local ecosystem with a human usable ecosystem takes work. That's work worth doing for sure, but it's hard. It takes a lot of time out of my day and I work full time and don't have children, BUT I have the advantage of working hybrid, so I can spend less time commuting and more of that on preventing my raspberry bushes from growing into my air conditioner, or my grape vines from deciding the telephone line is a Fun Thing to climb on.

Again, work worth doing, but you know what green space takes a lot less work if you're strapped for time but want to kick the ball around your yard or let your dog out to play? That's right, a resilient little lawn.

I'm definitely sympathetic to people who fall into that mind trap-- I did too. Usually it's because they've been locked out of having an outdoor space of their own to maintain, and only remember being strong armed into frustrating lawn maintenance by a parent. But I guess like, just a reminder that keeping up your green spaces is a lot more than just HOA aesthetics, and it takes a lot of time and effort.

[prettypinkbubbless]

I’ve never been so controversial that I’ve had shit said behind my back before this is exhilarating.

[theblackcubeofdarkness]

I need help. I know this is sudden but if any of you have any tips, tricks, and just ways to manage ADHD, Autism, and GAD pls send me them. I wish I could word this better but my brain just feels empty it a bad way. I just want to be able to function and I can't do anything. I feel like I have no control over this and that I'm a slave to this. I don't feel connected anymore to my brain. Even with meds they only help a little bit and I can never break bad habits or actually think and slow down. So if you have anything please it would be very much appreciated if you shared. I understand if not.

[holly-opal]

"Feeling empty inside an empty glass"

Here's the OC again. I made this to express my emptiness through an OC I made in therapy.

[smibberz]

Telling them that they're the Wilson to my House but meaning it in the worst way possible.

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I forget why I like being away from home until I’m back home

[monsoon-of-art]

I think one thing that I hate about my writing is I just can't help but slip in jokes or humorous moments. I don't know why. Like even during Pokerus I added an entire scene with Gaeric dancing around the topic of where babies come from and during the very serious chapter of Ingo finding Barry in Donut Hole, I kept joking about him kidnapping. Eugh

[i-may-be-an-emu]

Slowly drifting away from friends is so crazy like yeah we don’t really talk anymore but I’ve met your dog and I’ve hung out with your sister and I’ll always spell your name the weird way you spell it but anyway it’s fine

[0n1-m0nst3r]

I really hate getting into franchises/fandoms so late. I always feel like such a fake fan, especially when it's been a thing for a long time and people can call certain things about it nostalgic and know everything about it and I'm just a newbie who never got to experience the franchise at its finest. God why couldn't I get into them sooner

[locatedatpub]

sigh the things i do for christendom...er...virgodom? wtv. wish i could be as unemployed docile and just plain pathetic as the rest of you guys tbh. but alas, someone in this bumfuck town needs to idk hold shit together? LMAOOO but yeah. yeahhhh you all are so fucking useless

[reredram]

Just realised that I don't just like any Seven Red Suns, I'm a fucking SRS kinnie, maybe with a mix of FP

I'm also a failure to the core, always afraid to messing the things up even more that they already are, therapist friend that will help you even if my life is burning with blue flames, also being agender/nb/whatever mess I am currently. (I know those are mostly headcannons to SRS but they fit right?)

And why slight mixure of FP too? Anger issues, trust issues and complete rejection of accepting help, you need to peck on my head for a long time for me to finally see myself as a person that is worthy of support themselves.

I'm a walking sunstone at this point I guess. It's ironic that firstly I, well, can't say that I hated this ship, just didn't saw the full potential of this doomed yaoi abomination and was like "leave that little guy alone you've already fucked up his life a lot". And then it ticked. This is me bruh