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what is the theory that ivan manipulated the event where till and mizi met the wagyein?
It's not a theory, actually! It's confirmed that Ivan orchestrated the whole event. The true reason as to why however is still unknown. The information provides more context to this scene, though:
During the earlier times of ALNST the most rational explanation for this scene was that Till ran after a flower crown (presumably Mizi's) and Ivan followed him in out of curiosity. Now we know that Ivan was conveniently just standing there because he was waiting.
Side note, I find it heartbreaking (and maybe a little funny, sorry) that Till most likely didn't notice Ivan in this scene. That's just like him, isn't it. Always too busy running after Mizi while Ivan trails behind, an ever-present shadow.
I'm not sure how Ivan manipulated the circumstances for both of them to end up there, but it is confirmed that everything was intentional. What strikes me most is how they describe this particular scene:
I can't copy down what they said word-for-word (Patreon info), but they described Ivan watching "creepily" as Till and Mizi are faced with danger. We know that Ivan was familiar with the Cerberus wagyein beforehand, enough to touch its teeth and even to rest himself inside its maw. To Ivan, the wagyein is not dangerous, but to Till and Mizi, it could be. Ivan prepared the wagyein, led them there, and watched "creepily" from afar as Till fell on his knees, seemingly injured.
The closest I can get to making sense of Ivan's "scheme" is that he wanted to see how other children would react in a dangerous situation. Ivan's always been an observer, after all, and he's learned to survive by copying the more "normal" behaviors of his peers. This situation occured when Ivan was still young and had not yet developed his more charming mask, so perhaps he staged this encounter to study a situational response, to learn and mimic the emotion of fear. And what better subjects for the experiment than two of the most expressive and reactive humans of their batch? It helps that he was already fixated on Till beforehand, too. I think Ivan became irreversibly obssessed after this incident, especially since it's framed as a turning point in Ivan's life, comparing Till to the stars.
This is just my attempt at an interpretation, though. It could very well be for another reason. He most likely chose Till and Mizi specifically for personal reasons, not just for reaction. I'm still not sure on the purpose behind the whole thing.
The team wanted to capture Ivan's "dark emotions" through the shot of his stalking, which could relate to his more sinister intentions. His gaze can be read in a few different ways, though. Curiosity, interest, fear, etc. Maybe that's why they decided to redraw the shot in ROUND 6.
I think this better sells the feeling they were trying to convey.
#ivan u fucked up little guy.#also okay i just wanna clear this up#i know i make a lot of posts about ivans darker side and his more problematic traits#but this isn't me trying to villainize him or reduce him down to “toxic yaoi”#I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW ALL MY TOXIC YAOI POSTS ARE LIGHTHEARTED.#i just want to clarify that ivan was always intended to be a darker and complicated character. even since his debut in round 3#the way i refer to ivan (“twisted” “creepy” “obssessive” etc) are literally the direct words used by q and v themselves to describe him#but despite that id like to emphasize that i don't see ivan as a villain or a completely bad person. hes complicated#there is no normalcy in this world they are living in. none of the characters know what being truly normal is#this isn't me condoning his actions#but it has to be acknowledged that alnst is fucked up in nature. we can't expect perfect relationships from people who are born to die#plus ivan has a lot more layers past the “dark” parts. he's constantly battling himself and his desires#especially at the end of round 6 where he performs a myriad of conflicting actions (kiss strangle peck smile)#thanks to the r6 production notes we now know that ivan was going through a rapid internal conflict#“sure and unsure at the same time”#there is sooo much to ivan. his low self-esteem. his desire and possessiveness despite knowing till will never love him#his VEHEMENT insistence that till will never love him vs his desperate persistence in trying anyway#uh i need to shut up i think#anyways sorry. just wanted to clarify my thoughts on him in case people think im. yk.#in short. hes a fucked up little freak and he fascinates me. this poor tragic child. i love him.#SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#asks
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Characters I think are going to die in Arcane s2
The streets (Twitter) are saying that Arcane is now its own independent canon outside of League of Legends and that essentially anyone is fair game, champions included, so let’s think on who might get chopped
1. Sevika - I’m like 90% sure Sevika will die, some people say her dealing that death card in s1 is foreshadowing and I just see it as a very realistic possibility that she might sacrifice herself, potentially for Jinx (we’ll see) (I mean she already lost her arm twice three times is too many she has to die now)
2. Viktor - Where is that man? They’re gatekeeping him harder the deceleration of independence which means he’s extremely plot heavy this season and therefore a strong contender for a possible death.
3. Jinx’s mini me - I really just don’t want this to happen, so I’m sure that it will. In the event of baby Jinx’s death, I will need sedated. Not for my safety, but for the safety of the Arcane writers because I will be hunting them for sport.
4. Ekko - Again, I just don’t want this to happen so I fear that it will. He can just go back in time and fix it right? 🥹
5. Heimerdinger - What else is he there for?
6. Mel - She’s also been pretty gatekept in the trailers and released content but I find it very hard to believe she would let Ambessa make the advancements she’s making were she alive (even if she just survived a terrorist attack) I think she might have survived Jinx’s rocket because she is seen in one of the trailers very briefly from incredibly far away, but I don’t know if she’s making it to the end.
7. Singed - I just wish he would he’s weird and bald.
8. Jinx - I very much see Jinx faking her death and potentially leaving Piltover indefinitely at the end which I would hate, but I could also very well see her sacrificing herself, which I would also hate. Her death does seem least likely compared to others however.
#secret 9th option - my soul#that one is just guaranteed#leave ekko jinx and the child alone#the rest idrc#I could live with the rest really#but THEM? no.#you will N E V E R hear the end of it from me if any of those three die#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#jinx#ekko#viktor arcane#mel medarda#sevika#heimerdinger
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much ado about pleasure
#bonk.png#undescribed#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatec#iwatex#exocolonist#iwatex spoilers#iwatec spoilers#<- very vaguely in the art#hi i havent drawn stuff for exocolonist in a year n played it in two but been thinking about sol again v-v#lyrics from n obviously a redraw of real end of hatsune miku#sym was a fucking nightmare to drawn bc of how simplistic my style is while tammy was a lot easier bc she has more traits i draw normally#fun detail is that i basically drew sym n tammy's mouth n eyes the same way of like erasing a bit to make them look fuller/softer#anyway thoughts drew this bc whenever i personally think n play around with sol its almost exclusively when theyve been in the loop for so#long that they fundamentally cant separate themself from it or their other lives but the suffering caused by it has looped around#so theyre basically a normal functioning person outside of stuff directly related to the loop n a few things#n then like. they gotta be fucking weird about tammy n sym right? like sym for more obviously reasons cosmically linked whatever#but commonalities are 1. the only characters you cant lose affection with/2. always love sol no matter what#3. generally very positive sweethearts n 4. You Have To Watch Them Die At Least Once#so i think sol would be fucking weird about both of them like hating urself bc u unintentionally caused the deaths of everyone you care abou#t? dw! these two pink bitches (i know sym is purple) love you no matter what!!#very intentional that tammy is her child design her but sol's their teen design just bc thats my fav look of theirs#one last thing its more visible here but the way i draw sol's eyes is that their irises go over their lower lid i do this bc it looks weird
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Ikkaku confessing to Yumichika by saying he'd live for him...
#ikkayumi#yumichika ayasegawa#ikkaku madarame#bleach#fic writing#ao3#the slowburn#i hate writing slowburn#tubiaf#listen#im in pain#anyone can die for someone but its hard to live for someone#especially ikkaku#who just craves death unironically#same tbh but#idk#v impactful i think
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@xianzhou-craftsman asked: Luofu verse time! ;) It's been the most exhausting day Yingxing has had since settling back in on the Luofu. Borisin seemingly popping up out of nowhere as they shed their disguises, causing chaos in an attempt to help their leader's escape. The Artisanship Commission was targeted specifically, and so Yingxing ended up in the thick of things. When he finally makes it home, he looks very worse for the wear, having stripped off his bloodied jacket somewhere along the way, but even his undershirt still has stains on it. The door to Jing Yuan's bedroom is half-open, and he peers inside, faintly relieved to see Eros there. "... he's still at work doing damage control, then?" he asks, moving over to all but collapse on the bed, face-down. After a moment, he glances up. "You alright, xiǎo-lóng?"
Eros is quiet as he sits in a rather large bundle of their blankets. Wrapped up as if he would freeze, but really he's just trying to hide that he's been trembling. Even if his leg is still outstretched slightly, the bandages do not allow for him to curl in on himself the way that he wants to. A shame, because he wishes he were even smaller.
And it's a true testament that he is not okay when he doesn't even complain about Yingxing being in the room with him. In the bed with Jing Yuan isn't there. Usually he shoos him off. But he isn't. Doesn't even.
"Yeah he um- he said he'd...be home soon." He mumbles, staring at nothing. Not even the craftsman. He's just quiet. So unlike his usual self. Always having something to say in regards to Yingxing. And it's usually never nice. They're constantly at each other's throats, really.
"...not really."
we plotted this one <3
#xianzhou craftsman#🐉 ; to carve it out your life [answered]#🐉 ; to simply die for [ic]#🐉 v: a second home for your heart [luofu living]
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You've gotta be shittin me im goin a little insane over the way Charles asks Arthur to help him by saying "Do it for me" and then repeating it just a little more firmly when Arthur doesn't immediately give in ohhhhhh my god
#vark posts#like its non fuckin negotiable that they have a close bond no matter how u view them#i wouldve made Arthur's ass go along regardless cause im ride or die for the whole gang but liiiiike yes king anything for you king#the way Arthur just fuckin folds as soon as Charles gets that stern tone is also fuckin hilarious#i know what you are#on a side not why the hell is Charles just full of those short impactful lines that keep making me go fuckin insane#my memory is absolute dog shit but i could name several off the top of my head#and theres undoubtedly more im forgetting#like... 'im a fool' and 'always'#STOP it you are PLAGUEING me /j#im not really a shipper on main but a lesbians favorite man of the month cannot and should not be contained#v live blogging#rdr2
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「 CONTINUED FROM ( here ) — @darehearts 」
─── ⋆ "SURE THEY DO. They got your mug in the books with the caption underneath that says, 'If patient identifies as Captain Jim Kirk and looks like crap, ask them what the hell is wrong with them.'"
#darehearts#dsjdsjd they warm my heart#all i got left are my bones (leonard mccoy)#v. better to die saving lives than live taking them
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rereading order of the stick (again), and greyiew is only in a few comics so far but man do i love this nihilistic wolf
#order of the stick#yes i know it hasn't been terribly long since i last reread it but#i've been desperately trying to get my dnd group to read it and i just had to go back and go through it again#and again. the first 250 strips or so are pretty cringey and there's aspects even later that make me wince#but fuck once you get to the soul splice arc you've read the last bad oots comic#''utterly dwarfed'' is fucking *incredible*#i am both incredibly ready and incredibly not ready for the climax#i bet durkon will live and i'm sure haley elan and roy will#o-chul i'm leaning ''survives'' and lien i think will make it#minrah will probably make it. i bet serini is doomed.#belkar is obviously doomed#i'm 100% on the fence about v#like straight-up 50/50 both ''live'' and ''die'' serve strong narrative purposes#but as to how it all plays out?#v still owes the fiends 23 minutes meaning the order can't rely on them to back them up in the clutch#so on the one hand it would make the most sense for them to hit as hard and fast as possible#but on the other - if the fiends *don't* call in the debt for their own purposes#they will have burned out their most powerful member too soon#burlew is too clever and too good a writer for a traditional battle scene as the climax#more is going to happen. *something* massive is going to shift#serini turns? redcloak turns on xykon and gets eaten by the mitd?#i can't tell! i'm going to flip tf out whenever it does happen though#hnggh this has been 20 years in the making and the climaxes have not failed a single note yet#burlew is goddamned *good* at rising action and nailing the climax of a story arc#it's gonna be fucking incredible ugh
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Can we talk about how talented Jihyun is? Everyone talks about Jumin and Saeran being talented, but this man somehow managed to drive with reckless abandon, keep up with and stalk Zen, all while trying to take pictures with his professional camera? Fast and the Furious who??
#v#when will ur favs#probably never because they value their lives at least somewhat more#i like to picture him driving mostly with his knees because he's just that good#perhaps.. he even... has perfectly fitted leather pants to help with gripping the steering wheel...#ok idk if he's the type of guy to wear those on his own accord#but maybe once in the privacy of your own home if you bought them for him and it's your birthday and you promise not to take a picture#he says he's not as good as luciel but idk if you managed to somehow do all that and not die i think you deserve a medal#for reckless driving and dedication to the craft#he'd do anything for the perfect shot#do it for the fundraiser#jihyun kim#mystic messenger#v letting his intrusive thoughts win: i should follow that guy my gf likes and take photos of him in secret for my portfolio
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#panic! at the disco#patd#pre split panic#pre split patd#brendon urie#ryan ross#jon walker#spencer smith#the young veins#brent wilson#dallon weekes#a fever you can't sweat out#afycso#pretty odd#vices and virtues#v&v#too weird to live too rare to die#twtltrtd#death of a bachelor#doab#viva las vengeance#vlv#patd poll
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some sketches
based on @theicarusconstellation's writing
I keep thinking of details I left out and stuff I need to fix but if I let myself do that I'm going to go insane so we're leaving it at this
Also some Sirius because they're a fucking king and we love them (I very strongly hc them as genderqueer and using any pronouns, but specifically he/they/she/it)
The dress was a bit of a failure but hey it looks like fabric at least I think maybe
#fanart#marauders era#fanart of fanfiction#Sirius#A form of jegulus#Not sure if reg being an animagus is widely accepted Canon but I fucking accept it it's mine now and i will die on this hill#I DO however know that Sirius is generally accepted to have tattoos but unfortunately I'm shit at coming up with tat designs#I don't think there's a generally accepted list of what tattoos they have but if there is I would love to hear it#If not ig I'll just make something up#She probably has like. At least one wolf and dog one somewhere#Then definitely canis major#Idk how sappy they are but I want them to be one of those people who gets their friend group to draw hearts or stars and gets those tattooe#Also skeleton designs v much. I want them to have a cat skeleton on their hip in that curling position#Like the floaty cat#Maybe with a moon or star in the center#No real reason I just think he'd look fuckin awesome with it#He also probably has a really cool stylized semicolon on his wrist#I can't give him a koi/sun one cause that's mine and it doesn't fit then anyways#But definitely the top piece is the full moon symbolizing Remus#The bottom idk about but like maybe a squished up dog? Not like disproportionate I'm sure I could figure something out#Honestly they probably also have tats for each of their friends#I'm thinking a stylized deer under a full moon with the rat on it's head#or just prongs and moony w/ little bro between them#Brainstorming idk#If u read all that congrats I don't know why or what you got from it#Welcome to the live stream of my consciousness (you're missing not strong enough fucking BLARING in the background of all my thoughts)
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I’m realizing now that my da world state is just. wow tragic romance huh
#hawke is special tho#gods most beloved (in a bad way) gets to live happily w his wife Isabella#rip to Zevran I’m so sorry darling#dimitri I only feel kinda sorry for u bud like. you made the choice to pine#and then get nothing out of it#did dimitri and solas have feelings for each other? yes v much so#neither of them did anything about it tho#the doomed unfulfilled romance between them……ough#anyway Dimitri also has a world state w bull which is less of tragic romance#maybe the real middle aged yaoi was the two of them all along#I still find them v compelling there is a little clapping monkey in the back of my head that will never fully die#owen talks dragon age#I still have zero thoughts about rook#well I have a vague faction idea but. there are rocks between my ears#still a bit too ff14 pilled to think of a new oc#rotates the eyrie still rotates the eyrie still rotates the eyrie still
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i can't stress enough how badly the man who sold the world tape in mgsv made me need to like bite my own arm off and run around in circles. i'd been told venom was a body double before i started watching my bf play so that wasn't surprising but the way it was FRAMED did things to me. he's not an imposter or a stand in or a false double he IS big boss because they are both together big boss because big boss is just the legend not the man and now he is part of the legend and his actions are in service of the grand plan and he's PART of the narrative and of equal importance and and and. and he walks through the mirror and accepts it and thrives in it and dies for it.
#ignore me#metal gear#metal gear solid v spoilers#IDK JUST IN CASE#BUT LIKE. MEN WILL LITERALLY BECOME TWO HALVES OF A WHOLE INSTEAD OF GOING TO THERAPY#the legend and the hold big boss has on men is so strong that a guy will be told he's been surgically altered and had false memories#implanted in his brain and it's his duty to live as the legend and die for it in service of some nebulous master plan and he'll go otay!!!!#fucked up and compelling to me. also big boss selfcest is something that can be so personal#WE ALREADY KNOW MY STANCE ON CLONEFUCKING. i was going to say this is more ethical bc he's not actually even a clone#but i think maybe it's less ethical because of the surgery done without his consent. they should still make out sloppy style
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morally grey characters are great and all, but sometimes i do feel like ppl who genuinely think lawful good-aligned redeemers are comparatively much more boring overlook/underestimate the amount of effort and conviction required from them to remain kind and also unwaveringly believe in the second chance / potential of goodness in each and every person despite the injustice that the rest of the world has been done unto them.
#rambles#aup#casey selmore#its very easy to become corrupted; to succumb to your dark emotions; to curse at those who've wronged you; to hurt those who've hurt you#but could you easily forgive someone who has mistreated you? would you continue to put trust in someone who has repeatedly lied to you?#how could you remain the way you are after knowing that you are explicitly being used? that your kindness is blatantly being exploited?#why sparing the enemies despite knowing for certain that they will come back biting you the moment they regain their strength?#why still playing fair when life is full of unfairness? why risking your life for a world that has no hesitation in taking it?#for those who show no signs of appreciating it? only then at the very best to be branded as stubbornly naive and insanely stupid?#why do you keep giving in exchange for nothing in return when no one is asking/expecting you to? why are you having no self preservation?#tbh its also a tad concerning that caseys selflessness is lowkey self-destructive#girlie is only living in the moment and carefree to the point of caring v little for her own life#if ur very first response to any life threatening situation is that u dont care for ur life thats not normal and shouldnt be normalized#even if that “any situation” involves ur desire to save the world and humanity#one does not associate the worth of their life with how much they could give themself away without being somewhat passively suicidal#both ludger and casey are willing to fight and die for their cause#but ludgers admiration for casey is in the fact that to him her cause is much more honorable and selfless than his ever be
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Tag drop: Jingliu
#tag drop#jingliu. [ and so i wield my blade to the very end. until the “stars” have been cut down from the sky. this oath: i will never forsake. ]#jingliu: ic. [ trapped in childhood nightmares; she tore off a spread of black silk from the edge of her skirt and covered her eyes. ]#jingliu: inquiries. [ ice waves as sharp as knives spreading like transient flowers in the air. freezing all and everyone they contact. ]#jingliu: countenance. [ when you live to be a thousand years. each day is carrying the weight of a mountain through an interminable maze. ]#jingliu: introspection. [ why do you wield a sword? / this is like asking a poet why they wrote poems. this is the only way for me. ]#jingliu: meta. [ this sword in my hand... naught but a needle compared with the heavenly bodies. how can i use it to cut open a star? ]#jingliu: little notes. [ this is the first time she understands “wanting to live”. before now; she was simply someone ready to die. ]#jingliu: wishes. [ unsheathing this sword without merit is to blaspheme the divine will of the reignbow arbiter; and invite calamity. ]#jingliu: etc. [ to the xianzhou; i am but an abandoned pawn: a wandering swordmaster. ]#jingliu: the sword. [ if a day comes that the quivers run empty; and starskiffs crash who will protect you and i then; or the xianzhou? ]#jingliu: florephemeral sword. [ a sword: 3 feet; 7 inches in length. weighing nothing. and it glowed as if a sliver of moonlight. ]#jingliu: shattered sword. [ a sword: 5 feet in length. weighing 3000 catties. unyielding: mirroring the defiance; hubris of its creator. ]#jingliu: cangchang. [ when devoured; we had to face the truth that our lives were but a grain of sand in the river of time. ]#jingliu: hcq. [ their faces still linger before my eyes like a bygone dream. yet dream will eventually fade. like clouds from the sky. ]#jingliu: memories. [ given the choice between staring at the abyss with a troubled mind and marching blindly: i choose the latter. ]#jingliu: jing yuan. [ in an endless night; there is nothing closer than the bright moon. always hanging in the sky. ]#jingliu: imbibitor lunae. [ even after your rebirth. your techniques haven't changed. / when i move it's like… / … like you never forgot. ]#jingliu: baiheng. [ the things that we said and did together have all been shrouded in a layer of mist. a mist i cannot see through. ]#jingliu: yingxing. [ some are born with unparalleled foresight; intelligence; but make the ill-advised choices at destiny's crossroads. ]#jingliu: blade. [ that broken sword... you don't want to let go of the past. do you; blade? ]#jingliu: yanqing. [ that move was a token of my appreciation; young man. we were fated to meet this day and in days to come. ]#jingliu: v. youth. [ you can use this to vanquish those that took everything from us. ]#jingliu: v. sword champion. [ she knows it all. swords are a part of her body: the intake and release of her breath as she walks. ]#jingliu: v. traitor. [ and i will suffer my eternal punishment. that is the only way to keep the memory of the pain from fading away. ]
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@xianzhou-craftsman replied to your post “@xianzhou-craftsman replied to your post...”:
... and then the two of them just exchanging glances in front of a bemused Jing Yuan. Yingxing trying to telepathically convey 'do Not blow this for us'
"Listen I know he'd-..."
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"Hiiii baby...uh- mm... Yingxing started it-!"
sb's been lurking in the likes @shallliveoninsong
#xianzhou craftsman#🐉 ; a symphony played best in triplet a love can take three hearts ; shallliveoninsong / xianzhou craftsman ; jing yuan / yingxing#🐉 ; to simply die for [ic]#🐉 v: a second home for your heart [luofu living]#the way immediately eros fuccin throws him to the wolves essentially
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