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Actually need 1-2 more art muses/references for my art study
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uraaaaaaagghh
#mine#t-2 hours until interview and i'm nervousssss i couldn't sleep well last night...#i ended up falling asleep looping one of my favorite songs by my favorite band which was nice but urrgrgghggh#i feel like i didnt prepare enough yesterday and now im so nervous im pretending the google doc i made doesnt even exist#i mean i have it open 2 tabs away but you know...i don't want to see it or think about it#TWO 30 minute sessions with 2 separate people...AND interviewing in spanish shortly after that...first time doing so...#uuuuggghhhhhhh#i'm really hoping that the 2 30min parts will cover like every question they want to ask (seriously why do we need a whole hour...)#and then the spanish part will be more language related#most of all i hope she asks things i can answer and i hope my spontaneous spanish is good because i could not be assed#translating all of my rehearsal answers -_- no thanks girl#URRRRGGGJJ#all this for a call center job too -_- but whatever every interview is more experience and i need to level up hashtag gamer
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Time keeps going by way too fast and it keeps sending me into a depressive and panicked spiral each time I realize it
#uuuuggghhhhhhh#where is my life even headed to at this point???#doesn’t help the depersonalization and derealization 🥴🥴#crimsonkenjii rambles
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Trying to replace "I want to die" with "I'm dysregulated" but then I don't want to deal with the dysregulation and then am back to "I want to die" lol
#just cptsd things#it's the cptsd#cptsd problems#cptsd recovery#cptsd vent#literally fucking UGH bro like just UGH#UUUUGGGHHHHHHH
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currently suffering from the worst pms I've ever had in my entire life sorry for being inactive....
#literally I am SUFFERINGGGGG#my anxiety is horrible for the past couple days I just feel like I'm gonna explode at all times#I can't sleep because of back pain either#uuuuggghhhhhhh#I just wanna curl up in a hole and lay there for the next 5-7 business days#I'm used to getting pms symptoms but not this badly...#aki please take care of me#pls massage my breasts they hurt#aki gently patting my head after I have another anxiety fit over a small inconvenience
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Really hoping fawn’s vet visit tomorrow clears up her problem with peeing outside the litter box.. she’s not territorial I don’t think sooo. It’s a LOT of urine at once and in random spots :/
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uggghhhhh
UUUUGGGHHHHHHH
*sees cool blog*
*checks it*
"Introjects of this bad person are fine as long as you source separate"
1) they are not that person
2) an introject didnt do what that person did
3) stop force source separating u cunt
#❜ ─ Howling Ghxsts ─ ❛#endos dni#actually did#did system#polyfrag did#did osdd#did alter#cdd system#osdd#osddid#endos fuck off#anti endo#syspunk#systempunk
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tis the damn season by taylor swift most reddie song in existence..... seriously........
and the BRIDGE!!! THE FUCKING BRIDGE
UUUUGGGHHHHHHH
#anyway. was gonna put even more lyrics from the song in this but i felt like that was a bit excessive#go listen to it!!! favourite song of all time <3#reddie#eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier#taylor swift#it 1986#it 1990#it 2019#it 2017#my stuff
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Maddi quickly took her still wet from the shower hair and tried to shake it out while she got off her bed, phone in hand towards her mirror. M: "alright i am hanging up...you better keep your end of the bargin.."" R: "i will." M: "okay... bye..." R: "Bye Madalyn." Rafael patiently waited for his phone to notify him wondering if she was actually going to do it? if she was going through a process of making sure the picture was worth showing.
*Bing, Bing* R: "Two?"
R: "wow...." Rafael did not have any expectations of what he was going to see, but what he saw was not what he was expecting. "she is cute.." He examined the pictures, from her surroundings, the loads of pink all over.. to her long legs that peaked out from under that oversized shirt. He took a deep breath and let it out. "she is.. very cute.." another bing interrupted his thoughts finding himself huffing and laughing at the message that was presented to him. "DONT BE A CHICKEN!" Rafael shook his head "very cute."
M: "What if that was too much?? oh god! I literally just showed this dude my legs... my room! oh my god... and he has not responded at all!! uuuuggghhhhhhh." Maddi took a deep breath and let it out. "it's fine.. he will do it... he will.." Maddi returned back to her bed, plopping herself down, and stared at her phone which seemed like forever. She was ready to let out another groan when... *bing* M: "....... ho...ly....shit..." *bing*
Maddi quite frankly didnt know what to look at more, the ripped, tight and delicious body or that soft yet very handsome face that was partially hidden behind his phone. M: "he.... fuck... well... he one-upped me on this one... jesus look at the muscles on his sides? is he real??? this cant be real... i cant stop staring...i am actually talking to this guy???? No fuvking way! I have to tell emillie she would fall out..” Maddi found her eyes back drawn to the pictures, she noticed his surrounds, seeing the skyline through his windows.
M: “wait…… he… he is here?! Oh my god oh my god!” Instantly burying her face into wallie her whale stuffed animal and squirmed solidly for 5-10minutes, realizing there was a heavy chance that she would actually meet him.. or even run into him “oh my god oh my god. I- *bing*
Her words stopped and she looked down at her phone seeing the message that was presented to her
“See I told you I would keep my end of the bargain.”
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Uuuuggghhhhhhh I woke up at 5 am and now its 5:30 and I'm hungry and cold and I should just get up but I don't wanna 😭
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My god do I hate hunters, especially teenage kids hunting. Last year our house got shot by a hunter and a bullet went through the wall INTO the house where my dogs where and it was stopped only by an air mattress that we were storing under the bed in there. So now I yell out to every hunter in our yard reminding them there’s a house here and not to shoot it cause it’s happened before.
Well these kids this morning got so pissed and defensive and all I said was ‘there’s a house here make sure y’all don’t shoot towards our house cause it got shot last year thank you’ and I’m like I never said it was y’all who shot it! I see people walking IN my yard, my own property that WE OWN, with guns of course I’m gonna remind y’all there’s a house here cause I don’t want some idiot shooting my house AGAIN! I threatened to call the cops on them cause they came to my door to yell at me and I showed them the bullet holes STILL IN THE SIDE OF OUR HOUSE and then told them to get off my property. Like yes I’m mad! MY HOUSE GOT FUCKING SHOT LAST YEAR SO NOW I HATE SEEING HUNTERS AROUND EVEN MORE!!! MY DOGS COULD HAVE BEEN HURT BY THAT BULLET!! WE COULD HAVE BEEN HURT BUT WE WEREN’T HOME WHEN IT HAPPENED!!! I have no idea who did it! We have cameras now but still uuuuggghhhhhhh
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Im...mmmmmmmmmm
I am NOT okay
Thats...uuuuggghhhhhhh
Miguel O’Hara - Vampire Edition: Random Horny Thots #1
NSFW - Consensual Non-con - Somno (kinda?)
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Miguel’s fangs aren’t the result of the spider genetics as you’d originally thought. Not at all. He’s a vampire, it’s that simple, and that complicated all at once.
Your boss pisses you off one day. Never again. Someone hurts your feelings or tries to cause you physical harm? He makes sure their body is never found.
Miguel comes home after an unsatisfying feeding -likely interrupted so he had to discard the body quickly-, lips still coated in blood, eyes dark and hooded from the high. You’ve never seen him like this, in fact, you never talked about where he gets his food, he just…does, and you know better than to question it.
“Need more…need…” he’s growling like a feral creature. His eyes flick to you, sitting in the bed with the blanket pulled up to your chest.
“M-Miguel?” You stammer, eyes wide in terror.
He’s looking at you, pupils dilated and scanning over your body rapidly. He’s breathing so heavy that his broad shoulders are heaving with every inhale. He gets closer to the bed, bearing his teeth so you can see them glint in the faint moonlight through the bedroom window.
You think that by offering yourself to him, crawling to the edge of the bed with your neck exposed for him, it might end better for you, and you are right. He’s not gentle with you though, not that you expect him to be. Not when he’s like this.
He’s got you against the wall within seconds, sharp fangs buried deep into your neck and a hand covering your screaming mouth. You feel the blood coming out, and then you feel his lips over the holes he made, sucking against your skin and draining you.
He’s never been aroused while feeding before, but fuck he loves it when you whimper and cry like this. It reminds him of all the times he’s had his too big cock stuff inside your too small hole. He rids himself of his suit, pressing his erection between your legs hungrily, prodding at the apex of your thighs. You’re Keeping them closed, body tense from the pain of the feeding.
“Let me in honey,” he says in a low, gravely demand. “Fucking open your legs or I’ll open them for you.”
You tremble, doing as he tells you and then suddenly feeling so full of him you can hardly stand it. He looks at your face on the first thrust. His lips and chin are coated so thickly in blood that you gasp sharply through your nostrils, mouth still covered by his large hand…you wonder how you’re still alive.
You don’t even make it to your climax before you’re unconscious in Miguel’s arms, limp while he continues to rut his impossibly fat cock into you at an unrelenting pace. He’s done drinking from you, knowing he’s already taken too much, but it feels too good to stop fucking you.
“It’s okay,” he tells you, despite the fact that you can’t hear him, “you’re okay honey I’m so close. You’re so good to offer your body up to me like this, letting me take what I need.”
When he comes, you don’t feel it, but he’s making the most feral groans and grunts he’s ever made, spilling inside of you like you were a vessel made to take his seed. You’re so perfect, so warm in his arms, and most importantly, you are fucking delicious.
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god i want to drink SO fucking bad
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i’m gonna take some kratom and see how i feel
i’ve been super anxious and i’m running out of weed and it’s like which came first, the anxiety or the running low on weed, you know what i mean?
uuuuughhhhghhjdjfjfkgk
no money, low on weed, can’t drink or use drugs cuz it’ll ~make my life worse~ ughhuhhhuhhhihhhg
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uuuuggghhhhhhh the post co-dependency grief has been hitting hard
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uuuuggghhhhhhh i feel so lazyyyyyy this week i hâte thé time changing
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