#using my water bottle water now
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The water randomly shutting off in my house:
Me: this is just like the sims
#come on#why#puffer talks#using my water bottle water now#anyways thankful that i have access to clean water and this is just an inconvenience#but i do want to burn the house down over this#this house is so stupid#who decided to build a fucking uninsulated sunroom opening out into the kitchen in fucking new England#have to put dumbass curtains and plastic curtains to keep the cold oit#literally the temperature of outside in there
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Put these 4 in a room together who would be the first one crying and who would be the last one in a room?
My opinion? The first one out? Duchess. The last one in the room? Ramona.
#ever after high#eah#ramona badwolf#faybelle thorn#duchess swan#kitty cheshire#hiding in tags as always#now let me explain how it went down#ramona wanted to get alone in a room with kitty to confront her about her almost reveling cerises secret#being protectiv older sister and all that#so she decided that the weekest has to go first#Ramona: “looks directly at Duchess” Honk#for Faybelle she would probably remaind her of that one time when she littarly help the evil queen just to get used in the end#Ramona: okey miss “i am jealous of people who get invited to partys and im so pathetic and misreble so i make other suffer”#faybelle's out#Ramona:*glaring at Kitty* now your turn you motherfucker *pulls out a spray bottle*#or maybe a water gun#thats it#I said my peace
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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.
#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking#up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being#positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge#her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being#there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is#everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and#without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need#reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is#unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i#up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to#do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind#yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not#survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us#has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting#her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want#her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or#much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3
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Røst has been bugging the shit out of me all day while i've been trying to draw. Just constantly stressing and being restless, couldn't figure out why he wouldn't settle until he finally did. He curled up in a tiny ball and started shivering. Didn't even occur to me that he might just be cold.
So now he's under two blankets, being spooned and he's finally happy.
#my room is chilly but i'm so used to it#and i've always got blankets and a hot water bottle#makes sense that he'd get cold just laying out in the open#he's so tired now#don't think he's slept all day
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Drinking water the way that I do is like orz... Why'd I have to get used to drinking water like this, water just went down my shirt AUGH
#aria rants#it was for a joke. years ago. basically i was in junior high and i saw how some ppl in tvs drink water in a bottle by tilting it upward#without it touching their lips and i was like: oh! that looks fun! id love to try doing that! and so here i am...#thats just how i drink water now. its actually fun in a way cuz i dont need to clean my bottle too frequently but its also so tough#to do when my bottle is full is cuz i cant estimate how tilted i need it to be for it to not spill on me and i always fail it everytime#i always end up water going down my shirt cuz of it. i didnt wanna make too frequent refill trips so i filled my bottle to the brim#which was such a bad idea orz... one of these days id learn the proper way of estimation and master this wretched water drinking#practice ive subjected myself into. i rarely ever use a glass or cup honestly and each time i would id forget it was a glass#and drink the way i normally would and itd just be: ''oh shit i forgot--'' water on my shirt once again
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just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK
#ugh i really want to kill someone rn im so mad#why can't he just fucking leave us alone#i know he used to be home 24/7/365 days just a year ago but istg it took us no time to adjust to life without him#now he comes home for like 2 days and my blood starts to boil i can't bear him he's so fucking irritating and interfering#mom coming home would have been relaxing finally burden free after 15 days#now the burden will be double tripled he's such a fucking lazy slob he can't even get his own glass of water#and he'll sleep in our room because it has ac UGHHHHHHHJHH it's so yuck i won't have a minute to myself and my mental health will decline#even MORE than it already has like if that's even possible#and he doesn't take his fucking meds so he's all weak and sick and lazy and he expects us to coddle him#well you know what fuck him im not even going to pretend to be happy that he's here or be nice to him and try to make him feel welcome#he broke this family up and it's going to stay broken up forever so fuck himmmm#and i have a freaking 750 ml bottle of vodka lying in my dresser what the fuck do i do with it now huh?????#it's only like 1/4th empty 3/4th is still full#and it's my sisters birthday on 26th and they'll both be here ugh i was sooo looking forward to actually celebrating with her#now she'll feel miserable and horrible and it'll be JUST like every other birthday she's spent at home#fucking grand#ugh god i sooo do not want to cook dinner for 4 people im so sick of this#and he isn't even satisfied with dinner he fucking eats like 4 times a day he wants a hot breakfast and lunch and evening snack and dinner#man i hope something happens to him and he isn't able to come🙏🙏 god if you're real 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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BEEE SAIOUMA MPREG!?1?!
I WAS BORED
#Waiting at vet#Cat got fur all over my black shirt I'm Orange now#Other cat shat in the car so that wasted like ten minutes and he screamed at us the whole time#There is cat fur in my water bottle#Asks#quintessential-candles
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VUXisms (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol#I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything#Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with#Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;;#But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me!#He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits!#I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol#I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha ♪#Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3#The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol#Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense!#And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket ♪#Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol#Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3#But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him#Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee#Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe ♫#And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D#Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha#Not quite the same but something!#Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c#Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe ♪
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going to stitch a fuckton of patches onto my messenger bag tomorrow
#haven't used it in foreverr and realized it's dumb to have if i never use it#or ONLY use it to store two telescope lenses a cord and a camera attachment (for the scope)#so uh#moved my shit so now all my stuff (usually work stuff) isn't all shoved into an insulated lunch bag#so now it has space for actual food VS one (1) metal water bottle and little else
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maybe a lot of things would have been a lot clearer faster if we had already acknowledged the fact that it's odd that i've spent the entirety of my life extensively prepping for some nebulous disaster that would require me to jump out the window with just an easily grabbable container of essentials and the clothes on my back
#to he point of inventing easily portable and shelf stable (not really but whatever) dried versions of toothpaste and mouthwash#as in- i put toothpaste and mouthwash in toilet paper so you could get a little water in your mouth and chew them and have the same effects#as using mouthwash and brushing your teeth.#i have been putting those plus some meds i managed to steal plus medication and a swiss army knife of some sort in a small container#for emergencies my whole life. since i was like 4. and for what#i mean its not like ive been physically abused or anything. ive never even lived with an alcoholic before. and ive only had to evacuate#because of fires in the area once or twice? which everyone in socal has had to do at some point?#i just realized this now as i was packing away a 10 days supply of all my necessary meds plus some ibuprofen in a pill bottle#and putting loose money into baggies hidden in discreet locations around my room#and relocating one of my extremely sharp knives to be next to my bed#so if i need to get out of the house fast i have money and meds and a way to defend myself or like start a fire.#and then i was like Hm. I wonder if my friends do this or if im a little freak.#then i remembered making recipies for full bars of soap out of scraps of soap using water a knife and a prayer#and i was like i dont think other kids were doing that at 7#at least#not because they were afraid of not having a bar of soap if they had to leave the house quick
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I love Chappell Roan I love loving something slightly more mainstream than I usually do so I can actually find other people that like it I love pop I love being queer
#i used to be a very adamant “i hate pop” person but as Chappell Roan said#youre not fun!!!#tbf i dont like most of the popular popular stuff. ik Chappell Roan is wildly popular now. but she has that underlying weird girl energy#and i love that someone like that is popular!!!!!!#i love my interests#i love that i finally see myself in popular songs and a popular beautiful girl!!!!!!#i love having unique interests#but its exhausting to not be able to find anyone else that likes what i like!#this is sparked by me finding a whole shelf of Chappell merch at a bookstore#i got stickers and want to put a specific one on my water bottle but its a litte suggestive. it isnt(it sort of is)(but honestly not really#its specifically a mouth with fangs with “put her canine teeth in the side of my neck”#which is like my favorite line ever because it is very werewolfy/vampiry and those are also one of my special interests!!!!#but like it looks weird to a non fan and even if they get the context of the song. its not any less suggestive.#but i mean if they know the song i dont need to worry. because they also know the song.#chappell roan
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admittedly these things alone are not v heavy just bulky
#the water bottle is what gets me#and potential laptop and books and misc things#txt#essentially if i have ever in my life been asked if i have something on me#or needed something#even just once or even maybe seen a non personal situation where having something was useful#i carry it now#and have never used the vast majority of this#most of it i forget i have#but without it i have such bad anxiety i figure i may as well jic
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@bug-bytes
It's unfortunately less interesting than it sounds lol
I've never used it before, and it's a different style than the water bottles I currently use, and change is scary. Which I could eventually get over, if it wasn't for-
I swear there's something on the bottom of the inside that I can't scrub out. Idk if it's rust or mold or an old drink or what but it's stuck and I can't convince myself to even try drinking from it until that's gone (or at least identified and confirmed to be safe)
It's a shame, because it'd be an upgrade from my current water bottles. It's easier to clean, it's bigger, it's nicer looking, it's not so horribly dented that it can't stand upright, it's even got a straw. I just can't seem to get myself to use it.
#fishing for pennies#it seemed way too off topic to respond in a reblog of that post so it gets a post of its own lol#anyway yeah ive had it for almost a year now I think#and i have not drunk from it a single time#it's just sitting on a shelf sad and lonely#tbh i doubt my current water bottles are much “safer” in terms of cleanliness. i'm just more used to them ig#and it's not as obvious with them. i haven't Seen the grossness. probably because their shape makes it harder to see everything. but. still
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the way i already know 2024 is gonna kick my ass
#as my mom said im gonna win the golden dumbass award probably dhfbhfhf#sorry not to keep going on this but i fully realized what my shifts for the month look like and it's so shitty! jdhdhdhd#i really need to keep an eye out for job offers this year so i can jump ship before or as soon as my contract ends in june 2025 .....#bc why did i think doing half register / half fridges was gonna be better....... now im going from one full day a week to like three a week#not only it sucks bc I don't wanna be in the store all day that much but now i also have to use double gas for the travel .....#and always wake up early .....#today im still on register but im so anxious for tomorrow#and not even for serious things! im just anxious bc idk where to put my jacket and water bottle and stuff like !! am i stupid or what!!!
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I love all of these goofy product photos where the water bottle is extremely obviously just photoshopped onto a stock image of someone pretending to hold something or whatever.. very convincing..
#the last one where the water bottle is like nearly the size of the woman's entire leg ghbjbjhh#ALSO I know.. gross.. nasty.. amazon.. I was only looking there because I was trying to find an exact replica of an old water bottle#I bought like 6 years ago in a store and I just wanted another one of those and it seemed like the only place the old manufacturer#still sold was through amazon but.. alas.. I think they just don't make them anymore. so I have abandoned my hunt#I didn't actually buy anything. but I did get distracted clicking through product images for a few of them#it's bizarre how like............... idk.. WHY is this done??? Isn't this offputting to basically ANY potential customer?? or do people#not look at every photo/read the entire page/all product information before buying??#all of these are from like front page ''top sellers'' or whatever like........... how does this not hurt the brand????#If the company can't even bother to take a single photo of a real life person using their real life product then... that to me#is kind of red flaggy..?? even if you're an indie start up small business with hardly any funds.. still#A real photo of the product you are selling in a real actual non-photo shopped environment does not seem that inacessible#Maybe it's because everyone does everything on phones now?? So it's harder to see the pictures when they're smaller?#Kind of the same thing with ai art and also hair color photoshops lol.. On my full comptuer screen it is SOOO easy to spot ai art#like IMMEDIATELy from the little tells and ways certain details morph into each other etc. I dont even mean obvious dalle mini stuff but#like the Fancy High Quality Photorealistic AI art is still pretty blatant 98% of the time if you know what to look for. But I still catch#people sharing it a lot like 'omg where can I buy this pair of shoes!! :O <3' .. erm you cannot.. that is the most balatantly fake looking#pair of shoes I have seen in my life hhjbj.. the heels are both different heights. there's a different number of straps on each one. etc.#AND that phase back before colored hair was Mainstream and people would post photos like 'omg going to bring this to the salon!! dream hair#and it's like.. you can LITERALLY see the parts where it's 'colored outside of the lines' and is so clearly just a person with blond hair#that someone drew over with a tint brush or something not even very neatly. etc. etc. ANYWAY.. Maybe with phones it's harder to tell these#things?? To me so much of it is instantly recognizable and it's suprising to me that people either don't notice or don't care and will#interact with it anyway by buying the product or acting like some ai art fake furniture is real or etc. etc. ..hewwoo#Aslo sidenote - I think I've become soo cynical and tired of constantly being advertised to that I literally cannot shop without getting#exhausted. I do not see how marketing is anything but obnoxious and transparent. Every item description having stuff like ''Our company is#commited to bringing you the highest quality water products! we set out with a mission to bring high quality products to people all over#the world and we believe in spreading health and happiness and'' just like SHUT THE HELL UP!! youre a fucking company#you don't ''beleive'' in anything you are here to sell a product. stop trying to talk like you're my bff who cares deeply about my health#or something just tell me the materials and product specifications of your stupid fucking water bottle and move on. Idont need to hear your#whole bullshit spiel about what ~your company stands for~ that is SO much MORE offputting. you make me want to buy the item LESS..#longing for the type of ads from my 1800s magazines that are just like 'this product is good. please buy it. okay thank you much. bye'
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People will cry and moan about not using plastic water bottles or eating certain food because of 'the microplastics!' and 'genetically modified foods!' but then not give a single fuck about being sustainable or the climate At All. 😐
#just came to this realisation rn lmao#like ive been moaned at so much about my water bottle that ive had for years now (because until this thing literally falls apart i am not#throwing it away lmao) and when i eat fish or 'highly processed' foods or drink water from the tap BLAH BLAH BLAH#and i just realised a lot of these issues could be mitigated by... proper regulations in terms of dumping oil and rubbish and the Huge#pollution fucking issue we have and climate change???#and these are the same people who throw out anything as soon as its even Slightly tainted. over buy products that they dont need. only#purchase from fast fashion brands etc etc i could literally go on#anyways uts just astounding the hypocrisy of people and the way they only care about certain things at the surface level#and when i try to mention how capitalism is the reasin for a lot of these issues they are for some reason. shoved up capitalisms ass and#genuinely believe it is a good thinh#im going mental!!!!!!!#le text post#oh btw i feel like its not clear in the actual post but when i say plastic water bottle i am not meaning like bottled water like evian or#whatever. i am meaning like i have a heavy duty water bottle literally Meant to be reused that is also made of plastic. bpa free blah blah#the people that i am talking about give me grief for using this bottle but go out of their way to only drink 'filtered' aka bottled water#so that just adds on to my fucking point#anyways im gonna stop i could literally go on about this
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