#used to actually have such a problem logging off šŸ˜­
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a4g Ā· 2 years ago
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hold on i wanna talk about spokishere a little more
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lovlive Ā· 8 months ago
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ĖšŹšā™”ɞĖš midnight insomnia' - c.yj
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SYNOPSIS - its the middle of the night and you have 2 problems; no.1 you cant sleep, and no.2 you miss your boyfriend. PAIRING - choi yeonjun x f!reader GENRE - fluff, established relationship WARNINGS - reader is depicted with a pink colour, reader is called ā€˜babyā€™ and ā€˜girlfriendā€™, just yeonjun and y/n being really cute with eachother <3 requested from anon: hi! i dont think you've posted yet, maybe your busy or just dont know what to write about since your a new blog, but i want to put in a req.. could you do reader x yeonjun with the prompt ā€œi canā€™t sleep, come to my bedā€ id actually die AAH im so curious what you could turn this into, thanks :}
notes: thanku sm for the req! yeah, i havent been writing yet since my brain was blank tbh i had no ideas for a fanfic in mind šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ but now youve added fuel to my fire and ill try start writing more often :3 (and yes, the 127 in the fic was on purpose)
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The moon cast a soft glow through the small sliver between your curtains, painting the room in hues of silver. In the quiet of the night, you tossed and turned under your soft blanket, unable to find solace in slumber. As you battled with your insomnia, you just couldnt keep your mind off of one thing; Yeonjun. You couldnt stop thinking about the way he would hold you through these chilly early-spring nights, and how much you missed his warm body next to yours. At this point youā€™ve realised just how starved you were from him despite only seeing him a couple of days ago.
You gave up on your slumber, rolling like a log from one side of your bed to another to pick up your phone. The sharp glow from the screen hit your eyes, your face instinctively scrunching up since you werent used to the brightness. Your fingers lazily glided over to the message app icon, and then tapped on Yeonjunā€™s contact. The time at the side of the screen caught your eye, and your realised it was 1:27 AM. You were a little weary of texting your boyfriend at this late hour; you knew that he was probably tired after a long day of practicing and you didnt want to seem selfish or too clingy. But you shook off your bad feelings since you knew that Yeonjun wasnt the type to be able to fall asleep easily either. You began to type your messagesā€¦
ā€œjjunieeee..ā€
ā€œbabyā€¦ ā˜¹ļøā€
As expected, Yeonjun was of course awake. Your one word messages were opened by him a minute later. He looked at the texts, a little confused on why youā€™d be texting him right now. Any how, he started typing back.
ā€œy/n? whyā€™re you still up. you better not be up to some weird shi šŸ˜ā€
ā€œjjunie, i cant sleep. come to my bed.ā€
ā€œbaby, its half 1 in the morning.ā€
ā€œplease..šŸ˜” i really cant sleep and i need sum1 by my side šŸ˜žā€
ā€œy/n youā€™re going to be the death of me... but what wouldnt i do for my beautiful girlfriendā€
ā€œill be there in 5ā€
ā€œyippee! šŸ˜‡ i love you ā¤ļøā€
ā€œlove you more baby ā¤ļøā€
Your face lit up as your boyfriend agreed to come over. You immediately put your phone back on your side table and plugged it back into charging, then quickly tossed the dirty socks that were lying on your bedroom floor underneath your bed to appear a little tidier. After a little while, you could hear a quiet knock echo through your small apartment; your face lighting up once again. Your feet quickly brought you to your hallway, where you rummaged your drawer for your keys. Eventually finding them, you jammed the correct key into the keyhole, twisiting it and gently opening the door. As your boyfriend appears from behind the door, you immediately pull him into a hug, shutting the door behind him. ā€œWhats up with you today?ā€ He teases as he feels your arms lock around him tightly, wrapping his arms around your waist in response. ā€œJust missed you baby.ā€ You responded, taking in his soft scent which you missed badly. ā€œY/n, we just saw eachother a few days ago..ā€ His chuckle landed right in your ear, warm breath brushing right up against your ear. The sensation of course did not fail to make you blush a little. ā€œYeah, but ā€˜just a few days agoā€™ feels like an eternity to me.ā€ You whisper into his shoulder, finding comfort in just burrying your face in his shoulder and hiding from the world. You feel his hands come away from your waist and up to your back, rubbing small circles. ā€œYou really arent a patient person, are you? Now, lets get you to bed.ā€ He whispers as he takes your hand in his and begins to lead you over to your bedroom. You obviously dont resist, and grip his hand back as you walk behind him. None of you made a sound as you walked to your bedroom. Both of your social batteries were drained from the long day youā€™ve survived today, and all you wanted to do was to hold eachother in peace as you tried to fall back into a slumber.
You walk into your bedroom, and Yeonjun leads you straight to your bed. He lets you crawl in and under the covers as he takes off his jacket and throws it onto the chair you have by your desk. He came just wearing his pajamas, since he knew all you were going to do together was snuggle and sleep. He climbs onto your bed, arms wrapping tightly around your body as your face hides in his chest. His hand runs through your soft hair in a consoling manner, trying to get you to feel more tired and sleepy. His hands work like magic, your eyes beginning to feel heavier by the minute. But before you fall asleep, you give his hand a gentle squeeze and manage to whisper a set of three familiar words.
ā€œI love you.ā€
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eddiegettingshot Ā· 5 months ago
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i donā€™t think this is what you were asking for when you made that post about needing to know the drama but im gonna give you the drama anyway bc BESTIE why is my life actually a fucking nightmare rn i am trying to finish college and my instructor has decided that he is going to fuck with me bc it canā€™t ever just he easy right? so im taking 3 classes for my final semester right? i have a 3.8 gpa, on track to graduate with honors, turning in all my assignments in on time if not earlyā€¦
so why the FUCK do open the gradebook yk find that I have a FAILING GRADE IN THIS MANā€™S CLASS
i look through my grades to see wtf is going on and not only has he A) put in 0ā€™s for upcoming assignments that arenā€™t even open to be completed yet, but he also B) has added in 5 written-in grades of 0 that heā€™s called ā€œattendance scoreā€ (itā€™s an online course with no actual classes, in person OR via zoom). Upon examination of what the fuck these scores are supposed to be, he has put that because I ā€œdonā€™t log onto the course portal more than twice a week, he marks me down as absentā€ bc in his mind i should be ā€œlogging on at least once a dayā€
TO DO WHAT? SIT THERE?? IF I DO THE WORK IN ONE SITTING WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO LOG IN EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE WEEK
so now my GPA has dropped from a 3.8 to a fucking 2.7 bc i have a fucking 49% in this class and if I donā€™t bring my gpa back up to at least a 3.5 by July 20th, I lose my spot to graduate with honors
so i get in contact w my advisor and bring it to her attention bc what the fuck, right? she tells me that thereā€™s nothing she can do bc technically he has a right to set expectations for his course and can grade accordingly
BUT THE KICKER IS THAT HE DIDNT EVEN TELL US THAT THAT WAS A COURSE EXPECTATION TO BEGIN WITH
so now me and like 6 other students out of the 15 of us in this class ate trying to petition the Dean of the department to wave those grades off of our records bc we all were set to graduate w honors and now we arenā€™t bc of this dumbfuckery and the Dean is like ā€œIā€™ll see what I can do but I canā€™t guarantee anything will be done by graduation bc itā€™s less than a month awayā€ so now our PARENTS are having to all get involved and itā€™s like literally this would all not be a problem if this guy wasnā€™t acting like heā€™s a professor at fucking Harvard and not a literal community college in the middle of nowhere šŸ’€šŸ’€šŸ’€
anyway, i saw an invitation to spill some tea and took it and hope this at least provided some entertainment for you šŸ’žšŸ’ž
ok first of all i need to know all the drama all the time so this is great. BUT i am SOOOO sorry checking login times is literally a level of insane i have never experienced before ā€¦ what is wrong with this guy šŸ˜­ i hope u guys get it figured out
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identifying-cars-in-posts Ā· 1 year ago
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what's your stance on the "lifted dodge ram truck" phenomenon? personally i am absolutely vitriolic towards most instances of lifted pickup trucks. usually it's some "redneck" compensating and spending his life savings on a kitted out car that in raising becomes even harder to control and takes up even more space on the road. i especially hate when they extend the axles so the car is way wider. your pickup doesn't need child birthing hips šŸ˜­
however, any number of these modifications are great for farms and other off-road type deals, as well as hauling large machinery or logs, which is fine! the problem is 99% of these cars i see are pristine shiny no dent metal with 0 signs of actually being used as intended. AND there are 5843759273548495783 of them on the road at any given time.
thoughts? sorry for the rant i'm just fed up at these huge ass pickups taking up the entire small town road that is already so thin that my small car is struggling. please correct me if i made any mistakes here, i'm no expert.
no worries about the rant, i definitely have thoughts haha. i grew up in a rural area, moved to a big city, and then moved back to a rural area, and have encountered every kind of big truck out there.
i think that in a majority of the cases, like you said, the ones i see have clearly never seen a speck of mud and likely never will if the owners have any say. the ones with the shiny intricate suspension, giant rims with tiny tire profiles, perfectly clean and waxed paint and not a scratch or dent to be found. the jeep community calls them mallcrawlers. i really really donā€™t care for those either, i think everyone is entitled to do what they want to make their car their own, but itā€™s really hard to see anything other than pure posturing when i see those trucks rolling coal down a sparkling urban street or a peaceful rural or suburban road.
big trucks in general are a problem. i love my old mid century full sized suvs, but the current generation of pickup trucks where the hood is above eye level for many full grown adults let alone kids, those are at best unnecessary and at worst dangerous. when people then jack those up on giant wide suspension, that should be fuckin criminalized with how dangerous that makes them on the road.
now, if itā€™s lifted but itā€™s actual practical stuff, with signs that they actually take their car off-road? i have no issue with that at all. got a big tall jeep but itā€™s got a tent and a legit winch and stuff like that? or itā€™s clearly a diy off-roader build thatā€™s being used? youā€™re okay in my book, you clearly actually need it to do that. but mallcrawlers who are just doing it for clout are genuinely driving death traps
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dez-wade Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi! So I've been following this blog for a while and though I usually agree with your takes, I need to explain something about Pepito's admin because as someone who usually watches Roier's POV I feel like there's a bit of a communication issue here haha
So the problem that people had with Pepito's admin is not that there was a change, everyone, including the cc, were aware there was a /need/ for another character as Richas is, well, very alive rn. The problem on Sunday is that the admin who played Pepito had literally no character continuation whatsoever. The day previous to that Roier had just expanded Pepito's room and given him a diamond chest, he let him sleeping in his bed and the stream ended quite in a positive note, so to just wake up the next day to see the kid being all aggressive, dry and resentful (when Roier and his audience have never seen him like that, as the first day we got to meet what we think was Dapper's admin, not the English speaking one), was just weird. IMO no it doesn't make sense for a kid to do a 180Āŗ overnight no matter the context. Roier did try to follow a bit of Pepito's rp, explaining lore to him (he was actually interrupted and Pepito called him a motherfucker out of the blue, which left us all kind of like "???" LMAO), but gave up at the end and kind of logged out earlier than expected.
This is not to say that Pepito couldn't be angsty or create a more tragic storyline for his character, of course not! Roier has been an awful father towards him and he deserves vindication. But to go from a sweet, innocent, kind and positive child to a kid who insults his own father, tries to stay away and is in general super emo in just one day, with no explanation, foreshadowing or "detonator" whatsoever was just jarring both for Roier and his audience, that's why people were not prepared nor amused by it. Roier had NO IDEA Pepito was sleeping at spawn (as he saw him log off inside his castle), he was just as shocked as the CCs who found him sleeping there, he doesn't want Pepito to die, if he did he would already be dead lmao.
Also, meta wise, ccRoier is someone who doesn't usually do heavy angsty rp, hes not like Philza, Fit, BBH... He doesn't like that and tries to avoid it as much as possible because he simply doesn't feel comfy with it, that's why he just gave up on interacting with Pepito (or as he called him, Otipep) on Sunday. I mean even Richas' admin was confused and shocked yesterday as Roier was telling him all this haha. Also you might disagree with this, but I don't think the CCs have to adapt to the eggs, but the other way around. The eggs, at the end of the day, are "NPCs" whose presence is not only adding to the lore but as CC'S companions, and if your assigned CC is not comfortable with you/your roleplay, then the issue is on the administration. It is not that Roier and his community hate the administrator, of course not, and I'm disappointed in every single person who has spewed hate towards them, but the great majority just dislike the sudden personality change because the relationship was already going somewhere. Even if they change admins, which very obviously is gonna happen, I feel like they should keep some kind of character continuation just like the other admins have done when playing different NPCs (Chayanne playing Bobby at various times, Tallulah's and Richas' filling in, even Dapper playing other eggs...) because otherwise it's just going to be a shock.
IMO they should choose an admin who mixes well with the CC, rp and meta wise, and overall, an admin who speaks native Spanish because putting an English speaking person (like him putting the sign at spawn in English which just doesn't make sense narrative wise/taking too long to answer Roier and using a very neutral Spanish) to play what is supposed to be a Hispanic kid with only Spanish speaking parents is just šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Not hate at all intended! I just wanted to give my perspective on this discourse haha
I know people assume it was Dapper's admin day one, but it's just an assumption, no? Dapper didn't lag like that, neither did he play on a laptop. He also was pretty emo day one, which is why Etoiles took a liking to him. Saying that Pepito didn't have pronouns because Pepito didn't want to be mentioned (I think that was dropped as soon as RicardĆ£o took over) and that Pepito preferred to walk over 500k blocos than socialize. So it was obvious that Pepito's character was going in a different direction, but if the story about the laptop is true then it is quite likely the admin had technical issues and couldn't log in the following days, which is why RicardĆ£o took over. And RicardĆ£o started playing a different character from the preview admin, which wasn't as bothersome because the previous admin only played for one day while RicardĆ£o played for 4? 5?
The day the other admin took over was QNPC022 which is quite likely Pepito's official admin since I think Em and Sunny are 21 and 23. So Pepito always had a fixed admin, they just had trouble getting on the server. So what I'm complaining about is that people are complaining about the original admin doing the RP they wanted to. It was just shitty luck, but I feel like if someone should be communicating and following what they wanted to do, it should be RicardĆ£o. But since RicardĆ£o did their own thing, which was the RP of a kicked puppy that always comes back to the owner despite that, people got angry that the "new" admin wasn't following that path, and instead wanted to do RP of a child that is not happy in how they're being treated when he was promise love. I understand people wanted to see the path RicardĆ£o lay, but I feel like there's a lack of understanding that the character belongs to someone else and the "new" admin is the one that would be playing him way more and developing even further Pepito than RicardĆ£o. So it must suck to having been robbed of what you wanted to do, and that fandom is constantly being so negative about it saying the admin should change or just straight up "follow a script".
Also the admin wasn't only an English speaker, they were a Spanish speaker too, but since I'm not fluent I can't tell how natural it was. But he seemed to understand Roier just fine, and i didn't think he took long for the signs. Just because he puts an English sign on spawn doesn't necessarily mean that's his first or only language.
Now you say about cc!Roier not liking dark RP, fine. Then it's just worrying that he decided to make light of a serious topic like child abuse. "But it's not that serious, it's a joke" that's the exact problem. I feel like there's a million ways that he could have handled this better if he didn't want to address such a dark topic, but even though most Tripoiers wouldn't give a fuck because I don't think there's nothing that he can do that would make them mad at him, the general audience would just feel unsatisfied? That Pepito was being treated well and being loved just because Pepito listened to everything Roier said and accepted to get beaten up. It doesn't give a nice story in my opinion, but seems like the majority preferred that way.
But honestly, even if I feel bad for Pepito's admin and hope they're fine, I can't bring myself to actually care anymore about this storyline. I don't think it's going in any direction I like, and with the fandom being incredibly annoying about this too I just want to stay far away from it (and also hope the characters I like stay far away too). So you won't see me giving any opinion about Roier or Pepito anymore. I prefer to focus on what I like.
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oh-my-may Ā· 6 months ago
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I'M NOT DONE YET.
After much consideration I have decided to dip my toes into Wuthering Waves!
Surprise is an understatement of my feelings and definitely still an unfit description of my feelings.
I remember seeing gameplay of some closed beta test like what... 2 years ago I think? Thought it looked really cool, like a darker version of genshin... right up my alley.
Of course things changed since then and my laptop broke snd I got a ps5 in the meantime... which meant I might not be able to play. However I also got a phone now that can handle games like genshin and HSR, so I might just try it.
So I did. Was a bit hesitant ofc because I much prefer playing huge games with open world on a big screen, it makes the whole experience more immersive and exciting to me. I only played genshin and hsr on my phone when I wasn't at home and didn't have another option.
I really wanted to try WuWa just to have a more casual approach at a game like this. I previously barely knew anything about the game except for very few small clips of gameplay and some character designs. With HSR I knew a lot about the game already due to it being a hyv project so I basically followed a lot of the process of the game between cbt and official release. I also thoight it would be fun to judt play a bit and blow all the pulls that the game gives out fpr free in the beginning.
SO. I was very surprised by how nice the beginning sequence looked on my phone. I was also immediately hooked with the OST of the starting screen. Very much liked the mysetery beginning - no talking, just these two characters interacting... yes.
When the actual game started I was a bit concerned that the graphics of the character designs might not look the part, because I saw that many people apparently had issues with this. But it was fine, looked very good actually.
BUT THEN. Launch day, right. Apparently WuWa was created on an engine that is usually used to make games for high end devices such as good PCs, so there was some issues expected for mobile right... but when it came to me actually playing and controlling MC... she was T-Posing floating around šŸ˜­šŸ’€ no walking animation just ... it felt like an awful issue tbh. Restarted the game several times but the issue kept coming up. It was so bad that I couldn't even climb up the first wall, so I just had to stop. Made me really sad because I really wantwd to get into the game but that was unplayable... when I logged back in sometimes she's get a climbing animation but then get stuck on the wall and nothing worked to get her off there... the graphics and everything looked fine... good even? But this just didn't work so I sighed and closed the game.
I wasn't the only person experiencing issues tho... and the devs were quick to respond on the issues saying they were working on solutions and giving out more compensation. So I wanted to wait until there was some update.
The next say a friend of mine asked me sbout the game and I explained my issues and because I was bored I opened the game again just to see whether something might have changed. And well what can I say... it worked just fine now?? The game had downloaded something and then it was as if nothing ever happened and I was SO HAPPY. Also sad because I could barely play that day because of work but I played 30 minutes and i loved it.
The combat is so refreshing! It feels really dynamic and even though I previously had my issues with the controls for genshin, I somehow managed to get used to it now. Ofc I still can't wait for a ps5 release (praying) but so far it looks really good. Love the designs of the first few characters we meet. First battles were also no problem.
A me-problem is definitely the wordy-ness(?) of the beginning. Just like in every other game they try to explain to you the basics of the world building and system in simple terms but there's just so many new words šŸ˜­šŸ’€ my gp to attitude is fuck around and find out. Wouldn't be able to explain what a Tacet Field or Echo is to save my damn life. But I can play the game! I have played like a maximum of an hour and haven't even unlocked the banner system yet but while the game lets you roam around freely between mission points... I got that dangerous feeling that I could spend hours doing that and that is definitely a good sign. Very excited to play more. Might make it a before bed routine.
I want to be more casual about it and I think the fact that it's mobile is gonna help. Can't wait to meet more of these cool looking characters. Gonna try and pull Jiyan :) wish me luck.
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softpine Ā· 2 years ago
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aw thank you!! i just gave them one outfit with cc, since itā€™s the outfit they wear the most often and i donā€™t want to overload my gameplay save with cc. i have a whole separate mods folder and everything to keep myself in check lol
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whenever i get the chance to retcon things and call this time period the 2000s, i take the opportunity šŸ˜Œ even if itā€™s just gameplay
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we have the same eye color for sure and i can see the nose too! i wish i had his teeth tho šŸ˜­ the only picture i have of myself from this angle is when i was drunk off my ass FJSJDKSJ enjoy this cursed image
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@maturationā€‹ hmmm not really :( i wrote some tips here for making teenagers look like teenagers, but itā€™s even harder to make them look like preteens šŸ˜­ i think the only time i pulled it off was with casper, and that was really just because he has a baby face without trying. i didnā€™t even try with asa because heā€™s so big, i just did a time skip to avoid the whole thing. iā€™m sorry i canā€™t help more!! itā€™s such a huge limitation of the sims :/
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hey! i thought i had removed everything by pandasama, but there was actually a file called ā€œanimation_injector_changingtableā€ in my mods folder that was causing problems. delete it, then delete localthumbcache, then reload the game to see if it worked :) otherwise my other problem was an outdated TOOL mod, i thought i updated it but i actually downloaded an old version! (btw, pandasamaā€™s other stuff works fine now, i put it all back after i finished testing. just make sure to update the childbirth mod if you have that)
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@moresimmingā€‹ omg thank you so much šŸ„ŗ not to sound morbid, but making people cry because of my story is the biggest compliment fjksjds media that makes me cry is genuinely my favorite thing, so hearing that i can do the same thing for someone else is awesome. iā€™m so happy youā€™re enjoying it!! thank you ;-; šŸ’–šŸ’–
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yes itā€™s a main blog!! i would 1000000% recommend creating a new account for your simblr! itā€™s huuuge for visibility. it would be really hard for people to follow you back if your main blog is the one whose url is showing up; most people wonā€™t go to the effort of clicking on your blog to find out if you have a simblr somewhere else. i created a separate email so that i could keep my personal blog as my main blog, but still have a new account for simblr :) also if you use firefox (which everyone should tbh), you can use the containers extension so that you donā€™t have to log in and out of your accounts all the time, you can just open them in two tabs!
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ā†“ GHOST STUFF BELOW, trigger warnings apply ā†“
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right??? thatā€™s the first question i wanted to ask, but honestly i donā€™t know if i want the answer fjksjds iā€™ll just choose to believe that ghosts know the concept of privacy šŸ˜Œ
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okay it's kinda funny you said this because... well i don't want to give too much detail but i used to live between a historic cemetery, an honest to god abandoned psychiatric facility, and a building that's known to be one of the most haunted places in the state. but i still never felt or saw ANY ghosts. that's why i didn't believe for so long, because how can i be in the freaking bermuda triangle of ghost activity and never see one?? i'm still mad about it lmao, whether i believe in them or not, i've always wanted to see a ghost so bad. especially if they're just lonely! come to me and we can chill lol
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oh wow yeah itā€™s always freaky when people who donā€™t seem like the type to believe in this kind of stuff tell you stories like this; it adds a new layer of credibility if you can eliminate all other options. like when people are grieving their loved ones, itā€™s normal to see/hear/smell them everywhere, and when youā€™re living in that fog of grief, you can mistake a lot of things for ghost activity that are actually just a result of you looking for patterns to make sense of it all. and i still think this is the case most of the time. i remember when my grandma died, my mom was understandably a complete mess, and she was always misplacing things in that time. but to this day, she still claims it was my grandma who was moving her water bottle, turning the stove on, etc. iā€™m still (and always will be) a very science minded person, so iā€™m always going to look at the other explanations first. sorry that was a tangent lmao but my point is, itā€™s always weird when someone down to earth says stuff like this. that would be so sad, but at least he was able to comfort them a little bit :( what an awful way to go :(
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papirouge Ā· 2 months ago
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hey papi, hope you're doing well and I hope your move goes as well as it can!
(apologies in advance for the following vent)
logged in to tumblr this morning to catch one of the rad-leaning women I follow reblogging a long string of screenshots about a woman fighting a man who had tried to film her in a changing room, and a bunch of tweets about it... from users like "EndWokeness" and Trump supporters... and then these women get up in arms when people accuse them of being conservative lmao
like it legit feels like women in the US are stuck between a rock and a hard place. there's trans activism on the left eroding women's rights but the right is no better (as radfems understand, yet keep allying themselves with men who are fundamentalists Islamists in all but name). and idk what the answer to all of this is but refusing to lie down with a bunch of "feminism is the root of all evil" moids would be a good start imo
Hi! I'm doing great šŸ§” sorry for the delay (this ask is like 1 month old lol) I'm still very busy packing out my stuff since I changed place and I'm so busy with work šŸ˜­
But yeah, radfemistan went mask off since a while. BUT actual radfem call this out too. For example there's a post floating around with a radfem fawning on matt Walsh talking shit about trans and some replies (from radfem) were like "uh? are we really gonna give props to rightoids moids just bc they talk shit about trans people?". I feel like there's kind lf a schism happening among radfem right now. One side is now more comfortable than ever embracing an openly pro white/pro western clash of civilization mindset while the other is desperately trying to put against it - and being bullied for doing so (e.g menalez).
Those radfem are basically acting like white supremacist - just with added misandry. They have the same talking point as your average conservative moid but they'll also shit on men so they somehow think we won't notice their racism. Why? Bc those women don't acknowledge racism as a relevant axis of oppression, only misogyny. That's why they'll be comfortable saying dumb shit like "misogyny is worse than slavery". And when I ask them "were black female slaves slaves because they were black or women?" or "if misogyny is a more severe form of oppression, why were white women allowed to own (male & female) slaves? šŸ¤”" They go MIA.
They'll talk about "shithole countries" male demographic and expect us disregard the racist undertone of their statement. If we don't, it means we are siding with those brown rapists from said shithole countries - obviously.
And TBH, let's get something straight: I personally don't care about those white women talking shit about black men (since I'm black), my problem is when they're painting the entirety of poverty ridden places as a monolith of intellectually backwards people whose obsession is raping & oppressing white women. The main characters syndrome is HUGE with those women. Most black men oppress and kill BLACK WOMEN at disproportionately rates. Black men themselves admit oppressing us is easier because we don't benefit the protection of white supremacy (and the justice system it established) like white women do. But those dumb white supremacist radfem be legit acting like they were the main target of men of my community...when it's a known thing that Black men will behave better with white women because they're scared of white supremacy. This matter of fact doesn't exclude the reality of non white men considering white women as a (social) trophy but statisticalreality trumps their narrative that white women are *the* piece of choice of non white men when it comes to misogynist attacks.
That is white supremacy is action : always considering themselves as the apex of desirability. Remember when radfemistan said Amber Heard was "perfect misogyny"? I was the only one to smell the racialist bullshit one mile away, and truth is the mask slipped even more off since that time.
They are the ones who entertained a smear campaign about an GNC athlete calling her a man, and when they failed having any evidence to back up their claims, resorted to ask genetic test from her(?!!), and went on to pull out copium theories about how women with higher testosterone levels shouldn't compete against regular women... Obviously without elaborating what's a normal level testosterone is, and not realizing how hypocritical they sound for bringing this issue just *now*. As if biological/hormonal inequalities were something new in sport. Interesting how we never saw them seeethe about "average" sized women being excluded from basket leagues because of those unfairly giant sized shemale threatening female sports uwu It's VERY interesting they waited for a north african gnc woman to suddenly clutch their pearls and go "WILL SOMEONE THINK ABOUT THE DAINTY SMOL WHITE WOMEN TRYING TO MAKE IT IN SPORTS??" šŸ„€
They are full of shit and crumbling under the weight of their stupidity and hypocrisy. Hopefully they don't ever whine about tra spreading "misinformation" about radfem ideology because they definitely were right for clocking the lingering racism and White femalehood bio essentialism among them lol
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dokiyeom Ā· 2 years ago
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DWWW u will see that from now on I'll just pop on ur inbox with random pics or just . rants LMAOOO hihiih do u have maybe dc or twt?? i feel like that would be easier to interact on yk? + i have a little something i wanna show u šŸ¤­ PLS SHARE THEM WITH ME YES!! im such a sucker of ranting about fics & fic ideas with friends istg..
ill try it when I can but i live in a small village so they don't have that here šŸ˜ž ill go to the city for uni though so ik ill explore more diff foods since im a big fan of that yk!
mmmm ok ok now ik when to send u an ask šŸ˜ && that's so interesting?? do u still have family there or will u go alone if u move there! tbh france is only cool from a touristic pov šŸ˜­ like i could write an essay about how much i hate certain things here it's Awful BUT i do like the museums and more artistic side so yayay OHHH??? HELLO that's so cool i love how u remember only that šŸ™šŸ™ i love tulips they are my fav flowers too šŸ˜žšŸ’”
TWT THEORIES SAID SO TOO !! that would be a very unique announcement actually ohh :O for my friends 18th bday party another friend lent me a black dress w a v line collar? it was very light and just overall v cute but simple so i might just go for something with the same vibe ngl bit im picky too and i haven't really been able to find clothes i like for a few years rn so it's a bit of a problem šŸ‘Ž
OMG WHAT ALBUMS?????? i want to have the carat bong so bad but ill buy it (for now) if they come here in concert yk & if i can still use v2 for concerts! i hope u soon can get ur carat bong šŸ™ omg show me PLS PLS PLS i have one too and i love seeing other people's collections šŸ˜ž
i have . a lot šŸ˜­ rn i have 18 albums with 2 more for my bday...... PREAPRE URSELF. i have aespa girls, astro switch on, atz treasure ep fin all to action, bts love urself answer & proof, enhypen dimension dilemma & manifesto day 1, lsrfm antifragile (I PULLED SAKURA YAYYY), nct dream glitch mode, svt director's cut (THE LUCK I HAD FOR THIS ONE got it WITH PCS for 20ā‚¬) semicolon & face the sun, skz no easy & christmas evel, tbz maverick, txt minisode blue hour & tcc fight or escape and woodz only lovers left!! for my bday i alr bought enhypen border day carnival + bss second wind hehe šŸ«¶šŸ«¶
THAT NEW THEME WOULD BE SO COOL!!! omg tell me when u did it i wanna see it first hihi šŸ’„šŸ’„šŸ’„
omg i have both !! but tbh i donā€™t think iā€™ve logged into discord in months,, but iā€™ll send u my twt :D AND RIGHT !! i feel like just talking abt ur fic ideas helps a lot w the writing process
oo id rec just making it at home if itā€™s possible !! i feel like sukiyaki would b a bit pricey at restaurants,, but the ingredients may b a bit inaccessible :0 && agh dw abt timing for asks !! i have an extremely turbulent sleep sched so pls just send them whenever itā€™s convenient for u :D
&& yesyes i have family there !! but tbh id probably want to move there alone if i could,, && that makes a lot of sense !! is it like the short stay that makes france fun for tourists ? or like general novelty of things wear off over time :0 ALSO HELLO SVT DIRECTORS CUT ?? thatā€™s so cool hello ??? whod u pull :000
and dori,, iā€™ve unfortunately been collectingĀæ buying albums for a while now,,, like i quite literally cannot list them all fjdjshs but i have svt, lsfm, twice, stayc, aespa, nct, txt, enha, ive, nmixx, izone, red velvet, and itzy albums :D i got really lucky w where i live bc thereā€™s an album store nearby,, so sometimes my friends n i go together :D AND YES DEF U WILL B THE FIRST TO SEE THE NEW DOKIYEOM CARRD !!!
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tarkenee Ā· 1 year ago
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let me explain actually. like
i just saw someone complain abt how they always look up references on pinterest but can't anymore bc it's full of ai pics now and it's like. okay so the ai technology is bad bc it's stealing artwork from ppl but also let's log onto pinterest.com for art ref when every other pic is a screenshot of a screenshot from someone's blog that has uploaded the pic that they downloaded from someone else w/o the artist's/photographer's/editor's permission. and another one was like a tweet that was upset abt those "famous painting and ai has expanded the background" and they were like umm van gogh painted starry night at an institution and the background is probably what he was seeing from his windows using ai to expand it is so disrespectful and i just don't understand that reasoning?? i love van gogh's work i don't want ai replications of them but give me 10 middle schools and i guarantee there's at least one whose art class had an assignment to pick a famous painting and extend it w whatever u can come up with and yes that's going to include a mona lisa sitting on a motorcycle or smth. ofc the act of that is much more meaningful bc it's real humans using their creativeness and craft instead of a bunch of wires and electricity doing whatever n we can discuss THAT but "this is wrong bc the only person allowed to extend this painting and use their imagination for it would be van gogh himself and it would definitely be him painting just the surroundings of his current residence this is the correct way to respect art" what are u talking about šŸ˜­
also like chatgpt is LYING to you it gives u WRONG answers!! it's not a search engine it's a chat bot. it's not even trying to be correct it's been trained to try to mimic an answer of an intellectual being, hence AI, whether that answer is factual or not is not relevant. the problem is that u don't have critical thinking or research skills and u're taking the first "answer" u get. this is a problem that has existed for decades from click bait headlines to tumblr posts that start w listen up tumblypoos let me educate u *blatant lies that everyone takes at face value*
"ai is the mortal enemy and downfall of artists and creatives!!!" right bc artists and writers and such are famously treated so fairly and compensated well for their work prior to ai. "this ai created a convincing photo of a celeb doing smth they haven't! technology has progressed too far!!" ppl have been falling for botched photoshop for years and years? "blatant copaganda was made by this ai! this is why ai is bad!" blatant copaganda was made by your local news paper cartoonist or by a popular tv network w film cameras and paid actors how is this unique to ai when it can and is created w all traditional real human mediums.
and also just the weird worshipping of copyright idk. i do believe ppl should have they're rights to their creative works respected u made that it might be personal to u and u put in the work for it no one should be profitting off of it for sure but it's not like copyright laws are the trusted best friend of small independent creators. disney and shein and other corporation are stealing from creators daily and u are not winning that lawsuit i fear. meanwhile someone's creative 30 minute short film project posted on youtube will be taken down in minutes bc in the background u could hear 5 seconds of a copyrighted song whose creator is a millionaire. i just can't see how stricter copyright laws based on this ai scare will help any of u or would in anyway be progressive
the most recent controversy was smth abt ppl taking others' unfinished fanfics and asking ai to finish them and it's like. yah that's so dumb and disrespectful to the writer's craft. either just use ur imagination or understand and respect that art is a creative process and artists don't owe u anything n shouldn't rush bc u want to consume their art quicker. but instead of talking abt that it's like ai is of the devil!! ai is making a thing based on smth *i* wrote!! BRO it's fanfic. YOU made a thing based on smth someone else wrote!!! trust me u of all ppl don't wanna rally behind stricter copyright laws.
like i reiterate that i'm not like cheering and clapping for all these ai apps etc that are popping up and I don't think that the stuff ai creates should be valued in the same way real ppl's hard work and art should be but. it just feels like so many ppl who r panicking abt ai are actually worried abt smth else that already exists bc of like capitalism and real living breathing humans exploiting others but ai is just this new scapegoat to easily point at bc technology scary
there's smth weird and uncomfortable abt the current ai panic that i can't rly put my finger on?? like i don't know anything abt technology and find ai freaky i don't particularly enjoy the boom it's having so i'm not saying ppl shouldn't dislike it or that ai art should be celebrated as is or anything ppl just have such weird reactions n reasoning to it sometimes idk
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ideks-on-mars Ā· 2 years ago
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AFTER THE SPICY REONSEMISHIRA HCS MY MIND HIT A WALL BUT LUCKILY WE GOT @loganboba SO THANK YOU LOG LMFAO
ANYWAYS REONSEMISHIRA BEACH DAY HCS FOR SUMMER LETS FUCKING GO
- Now idk if yall have SEEN Shirabu but the mf just looks like he needs to go outside.
- He looks like the most he goes outside is to walk from the dorm rooms to the gym, if he even has to do that. (Do you guys REMEMBER how luxurious that school looked?? They had a fucking hallway that went from one building to another, IN THE AIR, AND IT WAS JUST A SCHOOL! Maybe I'm the one that needs to get out more.)
- Reon most definitely is a beach bum. He's like the moms who just sit on the chairs the whole time saying "Oh you go on in the water, I'll join in a bit", and he's said that 5 times in the last hour and a half.
- Semi has the mental capacity of a 5 year old as soon as his feet hit the sand. (Not that it's too much better when he's off of it)
- Reon drives, Shirabu sulks in the backseat, and Semi is blaring the radio. Shirabu was this šŸ¤ close to taking the laces off his shoes and using it to strangle him.
- Reon would reach back to rub at Kenjirō's leg from time to time just to keep him calm šŸ˜­
- When they finally get there, Semi, Mr tough guy, Eita decided that he would do the heavy lifting. And by heavy lifting he offered to carry the big ass cooler through the sand. Which is a lot harder than some may think.
- Shirabu looks like the type to wear some expensive ass, brand name sunglasses.
- Reon has the honor of rubbing his boyfriends down with sunscreen. Shirabu and Semi fight for who gets Reon. They then continue on to make it a competition on who can rub down Reon the fastest. Reon's already exhausted and they just got there.
- Once they finally settle in their spot, they've only got one problem left.
- The eyes on them šŸ‘€
- Semi and Reon are (super) attractive dudes. So is Shirabu but he's chilling in swimming trunks and a rash guard. (Which is pretty hot ngl, the short tight sleeves that show off him arm and shoulder muscles and how it rides just a tiny bit up his neck PHEW šŸ„“šŸ˜©) but then there are Semi and Reon who are wearing swimming trunks and nothing else. Just them, the swimming trunks, and their rippling abs.
- Good thing they have their gremlin boyfriend to fend their admirers off.
- It's ok tho, cuz they gotta fend off the people who Shirabu is too distracted to notice staring at HIM. (Aka ME)
- Ok you will find this hc in the very DEPTHS of this account but SemiSemi was born in Hawaii, raised in Alabama. So he's an American ass country boy but he can ride a wave too. THE MF CAN SURF
- AND MY GOD DOES HE LOOK GOOD WHILE HE DOES IT
- Semi lowkey reminds me of Tom Cruise in the first 'Top Gun' idk why
- Anyway it definitely has Shirabu and Reon foaming at the mouth
- Now it's my turn to thirst over Reon šŸ„“
- When I tell you this man has the most BEAUTIFUL COMPLEXION
- You know those slow motion moments in the movies where the hot character turns around and the sunlight just bounces off their face PERFECTLY?
- YEAH THAT'S REON CUZ HIS SKIN IS JUST SO GORGEOUS
- They honestly all have such pretty undertones when it comes to their skin. Kenjirō's got this pinkish-red undertone, Semi's got a golden orange and Reon has this brighter orange type of one.
- THEY JUST WORK IT SO WELL
- Semi is desperate to drag both his boyfriends in the water at least ONCE during the trip.
- They both know how to swim. Shirabu's actually a really good swimmer.
- But Shirabu, local rich kid, probably grew up swimming in indoor pools and stuff
- Reon looks like he grew up going to camp grounds so he's probably swam in lakes and stuff.
- Semi just thinks he's straight out of H2O
- "Come ON Kenji, it's just some water" "YEAH, REALLY DISGUSTING WATER!"
- "If you think about it, there are a whole lot of dead bodies in the ocean, but people still swim there. But if there was a single dead body in a pool, no one would swim in there. So does that mean that people care about the dead body to water ratio?" "I mean..I guess? If you just keep the dead body away from you does it really matter?" "Of course you wouldn't care, Eita."
- Semi definitely gets completely wet and then chases Shirabu around.
- "I JUST WANNA HUG YOU KENJI! I LOVE YOUUU!" "GO AWAY!" The whole while Semi has this shit eating grin on his face
- Shirabu's scary so Semi ends up tackling Reon. And sweet, sweet Reon just hugs him back and fixes his hair :( a little kiss on his nose too šŸ˜™
- Shirabu gets jealous and gently pushes Semi.
- "Reon's MINE. Back off āœ‹ļøšŸ™„"
- Semi promptly grabs him and hauls ass with a screaming Shirabu in his arms.
- Long story short Shirabu ends up wet, wrapped in a towel in Reon's lap, glaring straight daggers at Semi.
- Semi, pretty successfully, gets his boyfriends to play in the water with him. It's a lot of splashing each other and they bring a volleyball too just to pass around.
- They end up eating snacks all hunched over on a towel with a towel around them and their hair plastered to their foreheads. Like when you and your mom's friend's kids would take a break from swimming typa beat šŸ˜­
- Eventually they decide to pack up and go home, all tired and sandy. Mostly because if the setters see Reon glowing in the light of the sunset any longer than what they have, they might just pass out.
- Semi and Shirabu race to the car. Shirabu wins and doesn't fail to rub it in Semi's face.
- They pack up and as soon as they get on the road and are all sat and comfortable, they can hear Semi begin to snore.
- Homeboy was OUT šŸ˜­
- Shirabu definitely takes pictures while Reon giggles at their antics.
- The rest of the ride goes smoothly. Semi sleeping in the back with Reon and Shirabu talking in whispers, their hands interlocked.
- Once they get back they all rinse off before tumbling into bed together.
- Bonus if Reon ends up with weird tan lines because Semi and Shirabu were rushing too much šŸ’€šŸ¤™
HAPPY (almost if you're not out yet) SUMMER BREAK!!
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loveletter2you Ā· 3 years ago
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hi! i'm 18 and i decided to finally quit social media for good and focus inwardly on my life. though i will keep some booksites like goodreads/storygraph so i can discover more books. i think it's time that i actually integrate with myself in a healthy manner without the disruption of the attention economy yada yada and social media...i'm planning to read more, practice art, do some journaling and scrapbooking and live solemnly in solitude as a gen z (quite hard these days) (1/2)
uhm i guess what i want is to ask for some validation? lol. like. am i doing the right thing? i know the fomo and the feeling of disconnection will be there, and in leaving socmeds, i'll sacrifice a lot of things (discovering new art, poetry, literature, etc) but will everything be worth it once i arrive on the other side? i'm starting college soon and i want to be able to begin w/o the distractions/addiction. (2/3)
because if im being honest w/myself, i don't use social media to promote myself or things like that, all my accs were anonymous, literally just exist to hoard pieces of media that delight me. but the addiction is where it gets a chokehold on me. the compulsion of it all. and i want to be relieved of that, you know? but in the back of mind, there's a little to average resistance that there will be profound things that i'll miss out on... ahhh (3/3) sorry for the rambles, feel free to ignore! & ty
hi! so i've actually been thinking about this a lot lately and haven't really come to a conclusion.... for the most part i think quitting social media is a great decision (like you said about the attention economy & also i think social media sites create weird hiveminds and are full of weirdos whose opinions you dont want to be seeing etc we all know social media can be very toxic) but like the cons of quitting social media are like, you won't be keeping in touch with friends as much, you won't be as "connected" which can be good but can also mean you miss out on news, resources, and like you said new art and literature as well. i do think there are ways to use social media that AREN'T damaging (e.g. not scrolling idly but only logging on when you have an actual purpose, following accounts that add something to your life) but it can be hard to control yourself when social media algorithms basically try to trick you into spending tons of time on them so cutting yourself off can also seem really tempting. but i totally understand the compulsion you're talking about, like just the act of using social media ever seems unhealthy bc it leads to wasting your time. imo you should try to quit social media for a length of time like a month maybe and see how you feel. and if you feel better then keep doing it, and if you feel like you're missing out, then just come up with a plan to use it in a healthy way (you can set time limits on your phone!) if that helps? like i do think quitting social media is mostly a good plan, but at the same time i understand the hesitation especially since you're starting college and people are probably gonna ask for your instagram/facebook. tbh i have not found like a great solution to this problem other than unfollowing accounts that dont add anything to my life & like setting time limits but like. i still use social media an unhealthy amount and thus my experience is not one to go off of šŸ˜­ good luck!
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k-evans-reads Ā· 3 years ago
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i know this isnā€™t a you problem but I figure you guys might be able to help me!!! Is anyone else not getting notifications from this page?? I have turned them on and off multiple times but my notifs have stopped and idk whyšŸ˜­ and they are currently on but Iā€™m not actually being sent anything
I genuinely have no clue and I feel so bad since we moved to no taglists but weā€™ve had a feeling this is the reason engagement dipped a bit last weekšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ Iā€™m so sorry. In moments of desperation I try logging out of my app or redownloading it, or unfollowing and following again immediately and turning them back on that way.
My (šŸŒÆ) only post notifications are for @k-evans-writes and they still work but weā€™re both supposed to be notified when the other posts on this blog and we justā€¦.havenā€™t been lately lol. Hopefully someone can help us all!
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go-learn-esperanto Ā· 3 years ago
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Oh jeez big mood on the Minecraft thing tho I've just accepted using commands to give myself like beacons and shulker boxes cuz there's No Way I can deal with a big boss. I accidentally started a raid yesterday and panicked for a few minutes before just switching the game to creative so I could kill them all off without actually fighting them šŸ˜­
I hate raids so much šŸ˜­
When there's a raid I refuse to fight them. The problem is that they kill all my villagers.
It's such a pain.
And I like... Never go to the Nether. If I go it's just to mine and NEVER to fight blazes. Or wither skeletons. Or anything.
I have a server with my sibling and despite having echanted armour I keep dying in the Nether, loosing everything and then having to get everything again, and enchant it again.
When I get frustrated I just log on Creative and build something.
My survival single player world consists of me just diving to go get axolotls of various types, get some doors and that'll do the trick :D It just really fun. The place with axolotls has big underwater caves and I like to explore there. Even If I have died multiple times lol
At least my entrance to the mine looks pretty cool with the new blocks and acacia wood. :) I haven't been able to play in a while which is sad. (University man, it does that to a person. I'm only able to talk here a lot because I bring my phone everywhere)
I love doing stuff in Minecraft while listening to podcasts, I just miss my podcast building time :<
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astroreadsbyelle Ā· 2 years ago
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Tarot Reading Feedback šŸ’ž
I really want to right off tell you how accurate you were in this reading and Iā€™m glad I took the chance on you because this problem that I am facing right now is very close to my heart and I wanted a very non-sugarcoated opinion or a reading on it so I definitely like donā€™t have a positive or inspired mindset for this database because it seems very monotonous but I did try and experiment in making it more interesting but I just I canā€™t for some reason and you were right on on the part where you said I want to do my job correctly but I do feel that I am all over the place and it does get me overwhelmed at the end of the day when I log off of work and at funny enough I am actually learning to have more flexibility in my work giving myself more breaks because what Iā€™m doing is quite exhausting and you were actually quite accurate so on breaking out the entire thing into smaller parts so I donā€™t feel confused are intimidated although doing the entire database together is not intimidating anymore but it used to be and I started of that way and for the quality check now I am doing it similarly so itā€™s kind of is like a confirmation for me that I am on the right path and you are also right or not skipping or starting any new steps which I think I did for quite a while but I stopped with it. About having some falling out in my circle or a fight I just feel quite awkward with my boss lately because I donā€™t know how she truly means when is she say something to me and also I am having a bit trouble with my relationship so it definitely resonated with me and at this point of time yes Iā€™m just focusing on my work and just having that mindset that whatever happens it happensļæ¼.
For the second question I am yet to know how she will truly feel because I would submit my work next week and I will definitely give you another feedback on how accurate you were on that but some of the things in that reading also did resonate with me like using my intuition because this is the type of work that I really need to use my nation more but since I have just started out I would have to give some time to myself I didnā€™t resonate with people trying to mess with me but I think I will take that as a sign of warning as well itā€™s just that at this point I am not sure who that person could be I also found it believe in myself more part accurate because it is something that even I acknowledge in myself even I have felt that I am not able to trust my work lately and to be honest I think the person you mention throwing me off or throwing people off in general is definitely my boss that you pick up because she is at highest position and she is very bossy and sheā€™s very strong headed like she wants the things to happen the way she wants to and she wonā€™t want to take any suggestions because itā€™s just I think sheā€™s very strong in her mindset and she is not very comfortable in taking up new ideas that easily and there is a certain way of working that she wants if people just donā€™t follow that is she kind of like not scold you are not be rude or something but she would more so be like keep on saying that about what you did and she would make you feel thatā€™s a part of you and thatā€™s what she did with me. she is not able to trust my work at this point of time and I havenā€™t even shown it to her but knowing that she says that to me every week just scares me and I feel that what if she turns out to be right and hence I got the reading from youļæ¼.
Thank you so much for giving me your time, energy and efforts. I truly appreciate your guidance in this situation. Take Careā¤ļø
Iā€™m so glad I was able to do your reading justice for you this time around šŸ˜­ thanks so much again for letting me do a reading for you and for trusting me with it, it means a lot to me šŸ’“ take care as well, much love! šŸ’•
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