#until they have an emotional breakdown
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Prompt:
Actor Au!
Where Batman and Co. are the most popular TV series and they’re currently filming Jason’s death.
Only Bruce goes so deep into acting he breaks down for real upon the part where he arrives at the warehouse and digs through the rubble for his child.
#Jason just thinks it’s phenomenal acting#and totally doesn’t move a muscle until the Regisseur calls the cut#at which point Jason just jumps up and goes ‘that was AWESOME Pops!’#only bruce doesn’t stop crying and clutching at him#and literally everyone else is disturbed by the sheer level of emotion#the only reason the cut wasn’t called earlier is because the filming crew was too shocked with Bruce’s screaming and begging#Jay honey you played the dead child a little too well#Bruce is having a full blown mental breakdown#Dick and Tim have to be called on set#unless they’re already there and also joining the cuddle pile because#JASON YOU PLAYED YOUR PART TOO WELL#Joker’s actor is going on a month long vacation he’s got trauma#I’m still sick af but this au came to me in a fever dream oops#might be dying more at eleven lol#actor au#jason todd#batfamily#dick grayson#bruce wayne#batfam#robin#tim drake#red hood#joker#prompts#angst#jaybin#batdad
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underappreciated Nico detail that I like - he seems to be an angry crier! very frequently he's angry when he cries and he cries when he's extremely angry. very AuDHD of him. emotional regulation sucks my guy and he's just going through it.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#also fun to think about Nico getting pissed off and then getting even more pissed off that he's turning into a bawling mess#or Nico getting sad/upset and the rage just flips on so he's sniffling and crying and cussing under his breath while kicking stuff#i mean how many times has nico had a moment of someone trying to comfort him and his reaction like 90% of the time is ''fuck off''#nico thinking about his trauma: [through tears] i need to go kill something right now or i'll explode#nico working on processing emotions character arc except instead of him stopping being an angry crier#it just turns into his friends holding a pillow for him to beat the shit out of until he works the energy out#shoutout to the cupid scene in particular as one of my favorite examples of this#just cause i love Nico having a breakdown and Jason watching it like ''uh oh. i think Bad Things Will Happen if he *actually* starts crying#other favorite example is TTC. Nico being so upset he creates a rift in the ground and tells Percy to die#nico is not uwu sad boy soft baby kitten tears crier#he is yelling things that would get him cancelled on the internet while snotty and bawling#he is insulting and threatening everyone in a 10ft radius
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Btw the best thing you can do when you’re feeling sad is let yourself be sad.
I’ve been having a really hard time lately. I’ve been in and out of depressive episodes, feeling unloved and unwanted, having negative thoughts about by body/appearance, my anxiety is through the roof, and all around I’m just struggling mentally and emotionally. I have no time nor space to regress, and when I do, it’s involuntary which is scary because I’m a secret regressor. But one thing that has helped me immensely is allowing myself to be present through my emotions and just let myself be sad.
Being sad isn’t a bad thing. You are allowed to be upset. You’re allowed not to feel happy all the time because it’s human. I know there’s countless other posts like this one that talk about this but it’s true. And especially for regressors like me because regression isn’t always happy regardless of the stereotypes.
I grew up being told “don’t let your emotions get the better of you,” and “don’t be so emotional, it’s not something to cry about,” and yeah, there might be some truth to that. But like, you’re allowed to be sad about something even if the people around you don’t understand why it’s making you sad. Because it’s your sadness.
And if you feel like you’re in a place where it’s not safe to cry (the people around you shaming you for it for example) then release your emotions in a safe place. I cried in the shower today which was my very first time doing that, but as cliche as it sounds, it was so freeing. Because nobody could hear me and I could cry for as long as I needed to. I’ve also cried before bed. Pillows are a great way to muffle cries and dry your tears. If you can’t cry at home, go somewhere outside where you know you won’t be interrupted or bothered. Whatever works for you.
Just cry if you need to. Be sad if that’s what you’re feeling. And then pick yourself up when you’re ready. I promise that feeling your emotions and responding to them doesn’t make you bad or shameful. 🩵
#Quizzyrambles#just been thinking a lot lately because I’ve been trying to unlearn some of the things drilled into me as a child#I was always an emotional kid and was shamed for it#now I’m an adult and I’m still shamed for it which is why I tend to bottle my emotions until I have an even more emotional breakdown#which is not healthy…#I can be sad and cry without feeling ashamed#emotions aren’t bad it’s how you handle them that matters#I don’t know if this makes sense but I hope you can see where I was going with this#sfw interaction only#sfw age regression#age regressor#sfw agere#age regression#agere blog
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one of my favorite games to play whenever i rewatch the bear is “spot the very realistic health code/basic kitchen rule violations”
so far my favorite is one of the ones i’ve never seen mentioned: how often people wear their aprons outside the kitchen, which is absolutely a no-no and equally absolutely happens all the goddamned time and i am speaking from a lot of experience on that one
#ohhhh the many times over many jobs i realized i hadn’t taken my apron off yet when i was very much supposed to#but then i went fuck it. fuck this job. fuck the customers. i realized it before i hit the dumpsters or the bathroom it’s F I N E#we shall roll these dice together fucking assholes who don’t tip: me knowingly and you unknowingly but deservedly#my other favorite thing isn’t a healthcode violation (except when they’re in their aprons but don’t replace them after coming inside after)#and it’s crying and/or heart to hearts by the dumpsters (smoking optional but often involved)#have you truly worked in a restaurant until you have had an emotional breakdown by the dumpsters? i submit: no#to a degree where even the coworkers i hated and who hated me back found our common humanity next to the dumpsters#it’s hard to entirely hate somebody sweating and cursing next to you as you both throw out somebody else’s trash#because those people come here to enjoy life and we two? we band of unhappy brothers? we came to earn minimum wage#not to romanticize jobs i often hated so very very much#but There’s Something To This
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Got some terrible news on Friday, and needed to draw something that made me happy to straighten my thoughts. Started this last night, but am not really happy with it. So I'm going to work on it off and on until it looks right to me. I'll post the full picture when I do.
#fanart#wip#Sky: Children of the Light#Sky: CotL#Season of Performance#Modest Dancer#Forgetful Storyteller#Forgetful Storyteller x Modest Dancer#Sky shipping#Performance spirits#someone I knew from work had passed away and we didn't find out until Friday#so my emotions have been all over the place#REALLY sad that she's gone#sad I never got to say goodbye#angry that my friend's daughter fucking ABANDONED HER and wanted to keep people from visiting her#not to mention that I kept a full breakdown bottled up after hearing the news#so if I go inactive art-wise I apologize#getting to hang out with friends in Sky helped me feel a little better though
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Fully dressed, cry in the bath I’m still a child Pick me up, reuse me ‘til the glue melts apart From the heat of the argument
#Tiny blue 🥺🥺🥺#no they’re like 14 here but still#blue phantom#the blue phantom#DuckTales#ducktales 2017#dt17#duckverse#wacky’s art#gyro gearloose#mad ducktor#Madfen royalty au#uagh this song reminds me a lot of them#rambly backstory time because I just got it figured out <3#yknow being an emotional person while also not being allowed to have emotions and *also* being a kid was hard#they broke a lot of stuff and caused a lot of problems#finally when they were 10 they accidentally uhh tore their house down#their mom said that’s it you’re done and sent them to live with their aunt and uncle#they were the youngest of eight and very quiet so they didn’t get a lot of attention and they were mostly seen as a burden#but then nobody else wanted them because. their magic yknow.#they were passed around a lot from relatives to old friends to whoever until they ended up with quackfaster when they were 16#and that lasted a miraculous two years#until the beginning of over my head#the only person who’d wanted them before that was their grandparents actually#but they were old and couldn’t physically keep handling with blue’s breakdowns#Also why blue never introduces themself with their last name because they’ve been with so many people#Most of whom they want to forget their time with#so they just say they don’t have one#until they get their title :3#wackys art
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I'm with the SKTours tour group right now in Japan and will be seeing DIR for ANDROGYNOS in two days. Kind of surreal for me to even think about. Our group was in the bus quietly looking on at the Hakone fog over the mountains, and I could not stop crying from there all the way to our hotel in Atami. I just got overwhelmed that I have not only somehow lived to my 30s but that I'm able to actually do things like this. Not just from the perspective that my anxiety has prevented me from doing so much in my life and I cannot believe I am in a space mentally where I am able to do this without melting down, but also that I am at a place in my life where everything is stable enough that I can finally start living.
#sorry please ignore me im so emotional#i reactively bought tickets for the LA but my anxiety is now freaking out on me#about how im actually gonna be able to go#for comparison i was unable to go grocery shopping by myself until recently and still often cannot#because of my anxiety#so i just am so amazed that i am here and i am doing well#while also completely having an emotional breakdown Lmao
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I have the entirety of Roman Torchwicks childhood (that we didn’t see) figured out btw. If you even care btw.
#To sum it up: he should get to have a mental breakdown asap#The amount of complexities I can fit in THAT bad boy#He burns down the orphanage by the way. Orphanage is an allusion to some stuff in Pinocchio#His mom is one of those violent “I’m terrible you must hate me” to “I hate you” to “you’re the only reason I haven’t killed myself”#Look it’s very interesting to me that Roman is on the street for YEARS before he is 18. An orphanage would have the responsibility to care-#For him until he’s legally an adult#She dumps all her alcohol drug fueled emotions on the tiny little child who hides in a closet for hours every few nights#On account of her “parties”.#Literally middle of the night phone I’d dying but I have so many thoughts talk to me everyone#Rwby#roman torchwick
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I see people bringing up Nishiki slapping Reina so fucking often and I'm so fucking tired of it.
Let's get this out of the way first: was it good of Nishiki to hit Reina? Should he have done it? OF FUCKING COURSE NOT. While violence is the answer to a not negligible amount of problems, here, it WASN'T.
HOWEVER.
People tend to act as though Reina was a poor uwu victim who didn't do anything wrong. So lemme explain the situation here:
1) Nishiki just saw someone he cares about A LOT get sexually assaulted or even raped.
2) Nishiki just brutally killed his boss because of an emotional / trauma reaction to witnessing said assault and was very shaken up by it, having collapsed to his knees when Kiryu arrives.
3) His brother just took the fall for it and will have to go to prison for a very long time.
4) Sawamura disappears from the hospital, leaving Nishiki with most of his support network gone in the blink of a fucking eye.
5) He goes to update Reina on the situation and she starts screaming at him, accusing him of being weak and useless, of failing her by not being able to protect Sawamura and Kiryu.
Great fucking reaction on her part, isn't it? He's just lost two of his siblings at once and she is telling him that it's his fault. Yes, Reina probably didn't mean it like that, but she still says it. And when Nishiki interrogates her on it, she doesn't retract it.
It's not helping that Nishiki's mental stability is already shot to shit because of various pressures, such as an important surgery for Yuko coming up, Kazama's clear favouritism, Kashiwagi's distance.
I reiterate: NISHIKI GETTING VIOLENT WAS BAD. HE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT.
And he apparently does slap her quite hard. But he also immediately regrets it, looking at his hand with shock. As someone who not only has a lot more physical strength than Reina and is in organised crime and is thus the stronger party in the power imbalance, it was his responsibility to try and counteract the power imbalance by restraining himself. And he failed at that.
My point is that Reina said what I consider to be unforgivable things, even if she didn't mean them. And she knows this because when Nishiki confronts her, she is scared. She knows she fucked up. Yet she doesn't try to retract her accusations or to reformulate what she feels.
They're both horrible in this interaction and this is why I don't like them as a pairing. Reina clearly is way over her head in the Yakuza world. Which is perfectly fine, not everyone can deal with it, in fact I'd wager that most people can't, yet she both involves herself in it and is involved in it by others. And then she deals with being exposed to the dark sides of the yakuza world by toxically unleashing it, here on Nishiki.
Another thing I don't like is the "he hit a woman because she hurt his feelings he isn't an uwu baby". Oh, so it would have been fine if Reina had been a man? No it wouldn't have. Why bring gender into this? Either say that no one deserves to be hurt or say that everyone deserves to get slapped every once in a while.
Let all genders be slapped and let all genders slap. All or nothing, cmon.
#I actually dont like reina as a person#I tried to keep it out of the post if it shines through though i apologise#Lemme know if you have a totally different view im open to discussion :)#Just reina saying all of that was uncalled for and incredibly cruel#You cant tell me that shes in love with him but doesnt know about his inferiority complex and fragile mental state#I get aiming to hurt people in an argument#It happens yknow but that was not an argument up until nishiki hitting her she was just beating down on him verbally#Like if it had been me in nishikis place i would have ended the friendship immediately#Like i wouldnt have hit her because ive been taught by society that if I have an emotional breakdown im being hysterical#But i would have given her a piece of my mind and then just straight up ended the relationship because its not okay to say things like that#nishikiyama akira#yakuza#rgg#akira nishikiyama#my rants#I still maintain that nishiki should not have hit her under any circumstances#I just dont like how people use that he hit her to argue that nishiki is evil and shit#Like is he a good person? No???? No fleshed out character in the Yakuza world is its organised crime ffs#But it doesnt fucking make him evil now does it#Why am i writing long posts about fictional characters when i should be studying for uni#Im so gonna fail at least one course this semester
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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The Thoughts(c) are getting to me so I should probably go to bed but I have to say hmm maybe I should go to therapy
#teach says#not that im feeling at my lowest#im not im okay even if a bit frustrated#but i havent been to therapy in a while and the therapist ive had until now only focuses on issues related to childhood and family#they helped me so much and im grateful for that but ive kinda outgrown my problems at this point#which is good!#but i feel like i should look for someone that can help me put things in perspective in my adult and neurodivergent years#i clearly dont really know how to Feel stuff so i keep getting to a point every few months where all the negative emotions come together#and create the Final Breakdown (to the tune of the final countdown)#like now theres the dentist#the fact that i couldnt go on vacation#my friends live far#and then other stuff#and it doesnt matter if its big or small it will always combine like a megazord and come bite me in the ass#and then i become insufferable and i cry for a week straight without solving anything!!!!!!!#like bro i have zero free time i need to stay focused i cant just randomly cry in the office and not even know why!!!!!!!!!!!!#thats unprofessional as hell!!!!!!!!!!!#and i dont even know why im doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah#except having zero free time also means having no time to go to therapy#much to thonk about
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Laois's party would see post-Shibuya Incident Tokyo as another dungeon. Tokyo Jujutsu Tech students would see the island's dungeon as a vacation.
#if i wrote fic i would its all fleshed out but heres some notes#both groups would solve each other's problems. for itadori it'd take a week. for laios it would take countless lives.#tonal whiplash so intense you'd get physical pain#marcille et al having to cope with the fact that they are also creating the horrors every waking moment#laios & senshi just think thats perfect for a self-sustaining ecosystem until one of them either gags on a curse or wakes up not quite aliv#itadori would refuse to eat a single monster unless it was absolutely fucking necessary no other options no workarounds etc#jjk cast would have a funky good time BUT not know how to process - positive or negative - the soul lingering in the body after death#pseudo death if you will.#thats breakdown time eventually but also ''oh i can finally kill you for real'' friendly teasing. and unprecedented sparring ofc#dungeon meshi party would figure out more of how curses work exactly than even tsukumo yuki but not before so many people died#jjk crew come out of it all as tragic though bc like#they just saw a world where NO ONES negative emotions spawn curses but they werent there long enough to figure it out#bi rambles#also fushiguro was MADE to be discontent in the frog suit.#edit i cant believe i forgot: falin and rika would be BESTIES
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Underrated character dynamic is Group Of Disaster Misfits Who Each Consider Themselves The Only Adult In The Room
#this is specifically about my D&D party#and my character with eldest daughter syndrom constantly going#‘oh good X seems responsible they can take care of things and I don’t have to worry for once’#only for X to have an emotional breakdown 2 sessions later and her going into adult mode#when in all reality she’s a disaster bottling everything up until she broke down crying 60 sessions in#but they have to be The Adults when she’s pissing people off on purpose#they really have a single ping pong brain cell
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#Iberia air fucked up the first leg of my return flight from the Middle East on the 30th#so it looks like not only might I be stranded#but I will very likely miss the Stones concert that I paid $300 for#that was supposed to be a big post-orals celebration where my best friend from home and my best friend from uni (who is from Taiwan)#were meeting in person for the first time#apparently they didn’t confirm my booking of that flight with the airline that’s carrying it and I got kicked off#when I asked the Iberia agent at the airport today for help she said I would have to talk to the office in Madrid when I get there on l#layover#(their chat system doesn’t work and their phones are down and no social media response)#I’m never a cryer. but I had half a breakdown in the airport bathroom after I got through security#I think I just got myself to the point of exhaustion this term and this was supposed to be my last big ‘work’ thing before#the big celebration/concert/meet up we’ve been planning for months#and then traveling from June 8th until mid-December#but now it looks like it’s not going to happen and I’m just out of mental and emotional energy to deal#not the stones#me stuff
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also i have doubts that they would have tai feature heavily in a volume again but i really want him to meet up with the gang in vauco bc i want ruby to get a hug from her dad. please. just let this girl get a good cry in about everything she's been through and have her dad hug her afterwards
#rwby#rwby spoilers#like ik its not gonna happen but in my head i want rwby+j to crash their own funerals and have their tearful reunions#(nora must tackle hug jaune i just know it)#and then yang just shoves ruby at tai and qrow like PLEASE TALK TO HER ABOUT SELF WORTH#and ruby's all 'no i'm fine it's okay!' and wbyj just. looks at her. and yang just says 'please for me' and ruby relents#and just. lays everything on her dad who hugs her and crys with her and tells her she did everything she could and hes proud#and qrow can pat her on the head and tell her that it may feel like everything thats gone wrong is her fault but its not#please let this girl get some emotional support from the two adults she can trust at all PLEASE let this girl hug her dad and her uncle#i know she chose herself and had her realization that ruby rose is enough but i think it would help for her to hear that#from the two men she admired as a child#anyways. thats my little fanon thing thatll live forever in my head until we get vol 10#and afterwards she can talk to weiss yang blake about her breakdown and get reassurance from her team again and everybody hugs hooray#seriously though if nora doesnt see jaune and immediately sprint towards him at full speed to tackle him to the ground in a hug#immediately followed by ren who hugs them both as everyone cries then WHAT is the point
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