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crystallizsch Ā· 8 months ago
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OMG I'M SORRY BUT YOUR BLOG LOOKS SO CUTE!!!???šŸ˜­šŸ’– VERY AESTHETICALLY PLEASING AND COMFORTABLE!!šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—
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AWAWAJSK HI HI OYA THANK YOU SO MUCH AND DONT BE SORRY!! šŸ˜­šŸ™šŸ™šŸ’–šŸ’•
i wanted to have that cozy/comfy feel so it makes me really happy to hear that it actually gives off that vibe!! šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–
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ozcarr Ā· 1 month ago
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Requested guys, in order of how much I cried while drawing them
Wayne for @reed-right, Spike for @denimlinedcoffin, Hellboy for @letmesleepy, Cooper for @the-sufferer, Victor for @hateno
The amount of references pictures saved to my device is astronomical
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toxooz Ā· 1 year ago
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embroidered my first leaf
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braceletofteeth Ā· 10 months ago
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If you want to be happy, I hope it comes true.
I hope you will be happy too.
#ploy's yearbook#1x10#jaochan#pongtawan dejdamrong#kapook ploynira#joong archen#gifset#*brace's#//#congratulations on the divorce šŸŽ‰#this was one of the most BEAUTIFUL break-ups I have ever seen everybody SHUT UP šŸ˜­#they have so much maturity and respect for each other#it didn't work between them because of xyz (Tawan sacrificing his life and dreams for his family/previous lover)#and the only reason she was still by his side was because he was afraid of being alone with no purpose#but none of them deserves to live like this. they deserve to be happy.#to keep Jao tied to him when there is no more love between them is a selfish thing to do#she finally tells him that. they need to move on and Tawan is holding them back. they deserve better than this.#///#side note#it's in moments like this that I really appreciate the process of growing upā€š learningā€š and changing ideas/beliefs#younger me would probably have been offended by the idea that love can expire#or at very least looked down on a love that ends for not being strong enough to perdure#but the thing is#sometimes the love is there and the love is strong and the love lasts for a long time#and the love still expires. it becomes something else. or it doesn't become anything. it just stops.#and to insist that it should continue to validate the love you felt before is disrespectful to your past self#it's gone nowā€š but it was there before. it was as real as the love that doesn't stop growing.#love may not last forever but every bond we create with another person leaves a markā€š and the mark does.#the experience and how it influenced us. the memoriesā€š the good and the bad onesā€š all of itā€š is ours. it doesn't expire until we do.
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purpldawne Ā· 10 months ago
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NARUNUI SHIPPEDā€¼ļø
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alchemiclee Ā· 1 year ago
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there's so many popular repetitive video games that seem so boring to play, but then I watch people stream them with a group of friends, and they make it seem so fun just because the people playing are so lively and goofy and funny. I want that. I want to be part of a group of streamers or at least group of friends that make receptive and otherwise boring games fun and hilarious. a group that's not boring, serious, competitive. one that cares more about having fun and laughing than completing the video game objective šŸ˜­
#like the currenr one lethal company#it doesnt look fun at all and looks like it would get boring fast. UNLESS you have hilarious friends to laugh with#which i lack. i dont have enough friends and most people i know and would play co op games are too serious and boring#people probably think the same of me. im generally quiet and confused when playing games and bad at them#usually people get mad at me for being bad or goofing around so its never fun. but the fun people never invite me#probably because they thjnk im the boring one. but i absorb energy like a sponge!!!!! be silly and funny and i will too!#i really need a group of people with great silly fun energy who i csn feed off of. i miss laughing. i need to laugh. i never laugh anymorešŸ˜#lee rambles#every time i tried playing with people i know I honestly got so bored. I feel bad because they're the only ones nice enough to play with me.#but they're too serious and not funny. so I haven't played with them in like a year at least and am afraid to ask lmao#why do the silly fun people avoid me and only the serious boring people would agree...i need an energy boost#i need a person to be my battery. where do i get a battery#want to play l4d2 again. its been a while. its so hard to fill the lobby and the couple people that used to play with me arent funny šŸ˜…#if i could get a group of silly funny weirdos together then id try lethal company. but i wont try with boring groups#there's so many games i bought to play with people and got ditched that could use a goofy group too. sighs.#why am i still rambling. i dont even have the energy to speak to multiple people at once and play a game#but maybe that's why i need a battery#anyway i kinda really miss doing silly goofy rp and regular gaming hasnt been able to replace the laughter that brought me šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#i need a good laugh. cant remember last time i laughed until i cried. laughing makes me feel good for a bit sighs. someone make me laugh pls
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pinkkittysaw Ā· 2 years ago
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PROMPTIS IS SO BOYFRIEND CODED!!!!! šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
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mermakes Ā· 5 months ago
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i love your work!!!! would you ever consider releasing more of your psds or colorings? i'd love to be able to buy/get them <3 hope ur well
ahh thank you very much, that means a lot!! šŸ„ŗ and i have been wanting to release more psds, but feel they're still a big weakness of mine and i need more practice before i can start releasing them regularly. rn i'm focusing on making psds for people who order stuff, bc that way i can get direct feedback on what would make the psd look good / better ( so thankful everyone's been patient and kind about this process jfkdlsa ). i do have a couple in the works rn, but only release them when i feel like i've struck gold or just really like them. but if you have a particular color palette / style in mind, i can definitely try my best to make something that matches! šŸ¤
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nanamiskentos Ā· 3 months ago
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MAMA, A DIVA BEHIND YOU! ā€” toji fushiguro sfw!
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prologue. ā†’ toji loves his son, he really does. unfortunately, young megumi is less than receptive when it comes to toji's efforts to impress the pretty neighbour who just moved into the apartment down the hall.
or five times megumi actively made toji's love life worse. and the one time he actually helped.
pairing. toji fushiguro x afab!reader
warnings. megumi is his own warning. mild age gap implied. non sorcerer au, toji is raising megumi on his own. reader has she/her pronouns. nothing else, just shenanigans :) toji gets knocked down a few pegs by his son šŸ˜­ mildly ooc toji <3
word count. song inspiration. paper rings ā€” taylor swift
a/n. this is sooo silly and for fun lol šŸ˜­ i feel like you can tell this just isn't my genre or writing style šŸ˜­
mp3. i like shiny things, but i'd marry you with paper rings <3
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TOJI FUSHIGURO didn't have a lot of treasures in life. he just wasn't that type of guy. treasures were for people with their lives together ā€” the kind who budgeted for organic vegetables and owned matching socks. toji's list of prized possessions was short: a semi-reliable pay check, a fridge that kept his beer cold on a good day, and the one channel that aired late-night baseball games.
oh, and his kid. megumi fushiguro.
the little brat was the one thing in toji's life he could call a blessing without choking on the word. but lately? toji was seriously considering the logistics of international shipping. could you send a five year old punk to siberia? where was the paperwork for that?
everything had been fine. hell, downright manageable. until you moved in down the hall.
at first, toji didn't give a fuck. neighbours were usually either noisy or nosy, and sometimes the tragic combination of both. the last guy had banged on his door at least once a week, yelling about toji's late-night weightlifting sessions and muttering something about 'quiet hours.'
toji had pegged you for the same. maybe with a yoga met and too many scented candles.
but then, you showed up on his doorstep with a kind smile that could probably light up half the districts in the city. and a polite, sweet, "excuse me, but could you help me with my bed frame?"
and that was it.
the universe must've been real bored, because that was the moment it decided that toji fushiguro ā€” self proclaimed expert on not giving a damn, was going to lose his damn mind like cupid has struck him with the painful arrows of a crush. and he was a goner.
take #1 ā€” my neck, my back
spring in tokyo had come into full bloom, the kind of day where the air smelled faintly of sunshine, and the cherry blossoms drifted around like lazy, little freeloaders. below the apartment complex, the park wasn't much to write home about ā€” a scrappy patch of grass, a couple of benches that looked like they'd seen some shit, and a swing set that squeaked like it had a vendetta against joy.
but for toji? it was good enough.
he'd figured this 'let me show you around because i'm so friendly' outing would be low effort. easy. casual and neighbourly, even. except now, he was leaning against a tree which was far harder than it sounded when his lower back was screaming at him louder than megumi had this morning about brushing his teeth.
but you stood nearby, smiling that damn warm and disarming smile of yours, gently plucking a stray blossom from megumi's messy hair. the kid, for his part, was pointedly ignoring you both, kicking rocks with the type of dedication usually reserved for a brat trying to avoid his homework.
toji cleared his throat, "so, uh, the area's not bad. quiet most of the time. that convenience store over there's open late. great for snacks. or milk. y'know, the owner's a bit of a bitc ā€”"
"why are you standing like that?"
megumi's voice cut through his rehearsed tour like a rusty knife.
toji shot him a sharp glance. a look that screamed: keep your mouth shut, kid.
megumi just tilted his head, all faux innocence, and then delivered the killing blow with those sea-green eyes gleaming in what toji was certain was pure maliciousness, "dad, your back hurts again, doesnā€™t it?"
toji froze, scrambling for damage control, but you were already pressing your lips together, trying not to laugh. trying. but he could see the corners of your mouth twitching.
"back's fine," toji huffed, straightening up too fast. something in his spine must have popped loud enough to startle a crow off a branch, "solid a rock, hah! good as new."
megumi glanced at his scuffed sneakers, and then back up, "you said it was hard getting off the couch this morning. didn't you say you're old now and falling apart?"
toji's entire soul left his body. the punk was a traitor to a family name. he should have just sent megumi back to the clan long ago.
"don't you have a rock to kick?" he hissed.
"already did all that."
and that was it. your laugh finally burst out, bright and loud, ringing through the little patch of a park. toji found himself staring at you like some idiot in a rom-com whoā€™d just realised he was completely doomed.
"kids, huh?" he muttered, throwing megumi a glare that promised revenge.
"kids," you agreed, eyes still sparkling as you excused yourself, something about leaving a pot on the stove. you gave toji one last look as you turned to go, warm and soft with that lingering amusement.
toji leaned back against the tree once you were gone, letting out a long sigh. megumi was still standing there, kicking the same patch of dirt, as though he were trying to discover unseen archaeological wonders underneath the earth.
"you're lucky i donā€™t sell you to a circus," toji grumbled under his breath.
megumi didnā€™t even look up, "you wouldnā€™t get that much for me."
smart-ass kid.
take #2 ā€” the liar's pants are blazing on fire
walking someone home shouldn't have felt like scaling mount fuji, but toji fushiguro was now sweating bullet. the evening was crisp, the air cool enough to keep him from outright drowning in these stupid nerves, but it helped little.
the streetlights flickered on one by one, casting a faint yellow glow over the neighbourhood. nothing fancy ā€” just rows of small apartments with laundry dangling off balconies and the occasional stray cat darting under parked car. it wasn't exactly romantic, but in the soft glow of the spring, it didn't look that bad.
you walked besides him, laughing at some half-assed joke he'd cracked earlier. and damn, toji liked that sound. more than he should've. more than he'd admit to anyone, including himself. now though, the silence had crept back in, and he was left psyching himself up for the move.
just hold her hand, his brain hissed, it's not rocket science. come on, man. no! wait, give her a compliment, call her hot. ugh, idiot. don't say that yet -
his thick fingers flexed awkwardly at this side as he tried to look natural. a valiant losing battle when every nerve in his body screamed, you have one job, fushiguro. don't ruin this.
"dad!"
toji's head snapped up like a startled animal, and there he was. megumi. his kid. his little shadow. gasping, clutching his throat, and staggering toward them like a samurai dying in glorious battle.
"dad! i ā€” i can't breathe!" megumi wheezed, voice raspy as he doubled over in dramatic agony.
toji blinked. what the ā€”
"i think i'm dying!" megumi croaked, collapsing onto the sidewalk with all the subtlety of a boulder tumbling down a hill.
toji sighed, already pinching the bridge of his nose. shouldā€™ve known. thid kid had been hanging around that white-haired freak downstairs too much. what had that gojo satoru been teaching him? shakespearean death monologues?
"what is it this time?" toji asked flatly, his voice like gravel.
"maybe, maybe it's the peanuts!" megumi sputtered, clutching his chest now, because why not? "the ones i ate at home! i think i'm allergic!"
toji stared at him, unimpressed. this was the same kid who could inhale salted peanuts by the handful, barely pausing for air, like he was training for some bizarre snack-eating championship.
"you're not allergic," toji deadpanned.
"i think i am!" megumi wheezed, dropping to his knees, his little hands shaking dramatically.
"oh my god!" you gasped, wide-eyed. "should we ā€” i mean, do we need to take him to the hospital? i can drive ā€”"
toji waved a rough hand, trying to salvage what little dignity he had left, "nah, kidā€™s fine. just go on home. i'll handle this."
"but ā€”"
"it's fine," toji insisted, forcing what he hoped was a reassuring smile, even as megumi collapsed onto the pavement like heā€™d been struck by lightning.
you had hesitated, clearly torn, but eventually nodded, "okayā€¦ but call me if you need anything, okay?"
toji nodded, biting back the heat threatening to crawl up his neck. "yeah, yeah. go on."
the second you turned the corner, toji crouched next to his "dying" son, who immediately cracked one eye open and coughed weakly for good measure.
"what the hell was that?" toji grunted, "what did i say about huffing gasoline in the laundry?"
"don't do it."
toji flicked the punk's forehead, "mhm, so?"
megumi shrugged, sitting up and dusting off his pants. "thought i was allergic."
"to peanuts? that shit you eat everyday?"
"better safe than sorry, dad."
toji huffed, ruffling a hand through his choppy black hair. he glanced in the direction youā€™d gone, muttering under his breath, "you're lucky youā€™re cute, kid."
the next morning, toji opened his door to find a basket sitting on the mat. a pristine, gingham-lined basket packed with golden, buttery pastries and muffins that smelled like heaven. attached was a note:
for megumi! i hope heā€™s feeling better!
karmic justice demanded that toji sit down, scarf it entirely, and leave nothing but crumbs for the little brat. he'd earned that much.
take #3 ā€” they didn't get my nose right!
toji fushiguro didnā€™t get flustered easily. fights? He could eat a punch for breakfast. bills? well, avoidance was a valid financial strategy. but you, sitting on his couch, smiling at him like youā€™d never met a red flag you didnā€™t want to rehabilitate, while unpacking groceries for him and megumi? that was uncharted territory.
terrifying.
the apartment was...presentable. which was more than he could say ten minutes before you arrived, when he'd barked at megumi like a drill sergeant to hide every suspicious stain and questionable stack of dishes. now, the faint sting of cleaning spray lingered in the air, and the tiny place almost looked cozy. not that toji would admit it.
"you didnā€™t have to bring anything," he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck.
"oh, it's no trouble!" you chirped, beaming like some kind of saint. "i thought you and megumi might like some fresh vegetables. and i couldnā€™t resist grabbing some sweets for him."
from the corner of the room, megumi's ears perked up at sweets. he dropped the crayon heā€™d been chewing (toji pretended not to see it) and padded over, all innocent wide eyes and suspiciously good behaviour.
"dad," megumi started, his tone way too angelic for a kid who regularly schemed like a demonic manga villain, ā€œcan i show her my drawing?"
toji utterly froze.
megumi never asked to show off his drawings. usually, he just thrust them into unsuspecting hands like a nosy salesman who couldn't take no for an answer. this? this was premeditated.
"uh," toji grunted, squinting at the kid. "maybe later. sheā€™s busy."
but you, bless your overly trusting heart, smiled and said, "oh, i'd love to see it! i'm sure it's adorable."
toji didnā€™t even have time to stop him. megumi whipped out a crumpled paper from his pocket like he was smuggling state secrets and handed it to you with an air of triumph.
you unfolded it carefully, and toji wanted to crawl into the walls.
there it was: a chaotic, technicolor mess of lines and smudges.
and centre stage?
a terrifyingly accurate caricature of him labeled "dad," locked in what could only be described as a life-or-death struggle with a rabid raccoon twice his size. above his head, a speech bubble screamed, "no!" while the raccoon yelled back, "mine!"
toji groaned so loud it couldā€™ve registered on the richter scale, "kid. seriously?"
your laughter was instant and loud, the kind that made you clutch your sides and tear up. "this ā€” oh my god, this is amazing!" you wheezed, doubling over.
"itā€™s not even accurate," toji muttered, crossing his arms, his biceps straining against his shirt like they were trying to leave this embarrassing moment behind. "i won."
"dad didnā€™t win," megumi piped up, as smug as a kid whoā€™d just blown up his old manā€™s spot in front of a pretty lady, "the raccoon stole the chips."
"megumi," toji growled, pinning him with a glare that wouldā€™ve made lesser beings tremble. the kid just shrugged, popping another crayon into his mouth like this was all part of his five-year master plan.
later, after youā€™d left, still giggling and promising to "treasure" the drawing, toji leaned over the kitchen table where megumi was innocently snacking on his candy.
'kid," toji said, his voice low and dangerous, "if you ever pull something like that again, iā€™ll eat your crayons. one by one. and i'll make you watch."
megumi didnā€™t even flinch, cool as a cucumber, "good luck. i hid all the good ones."
take #4 ā€” take your broke ass home!
the neighborhood festival was the kind of event that came together with duct tape and misplaced enthusiasm. a few janky game booths, a cotton candy machine that looked like it ran on prayers, and a ferris wheel that creaked like it was auditioning for a horror movie. but toji didnā€™t mind. he had a plan.
this was going to be his moment.
he invited you under the pretense of "fun time" for megumi, but really, it was to show you what a catch he was. buff, capable, ruggedly charming ā€” he was ready to prove it all. what better way than with a little festival bravado? heā€™d win you a giant stuffed panda or one of those oversized bears that could double as a couch. easy.
you and megumi stood by a booth plastered with painted bullseyes, rows of rubber balls stacked neatly on the counter. toji rolled up his sleeves, flexing his arms just enough to catch your attention. he reached into his pocket, pulling out a wad of crumpled cash like he was buying the entire festival, "watch this."
from beside him, megumi crossed his arms. his eyes squinted with the kind of judgment only an six-year-old could muster. then, like a sniper, he fired off the line that would ruin toji's day.
"careful, dad," megumi said, voice loud enough to turn a few heads. "thatā€™s our grocery money for the week."
toji froze mid-reach for the first ball and his jaw clenched. slowly, painfully, he turned to face megumi, who was standing there with a look of angelic smugness.
"megumi," toji growled through gritted teeth, "let's remember who brought you here."
megumi didnā€™t miss a beat, "oh, right. i'm just worried that dinner tomorrow is soy sauce soup."
"kidā€™s got jokes," toji muttered, rubbing the back of his neck, his cocky energy now entirely replaced by something closer to "please make this stop."
"oh, i donā€™t think heā€™s joking," you teased, tears forming at the corners of your eyes from laughing too hard.
"yeah, definitely not joking," megumi deadpanned, "dadā€™s gonna start eating protein powder straight from the jar."
"megumi," toji barked, praying for divine intervention that would include his son being carried off by a stork, "youā€™re grounded."
"for what? telling the truth?"
before toji could escalate into full-on dad-mode, the game attendant ā€” clearly desperate to avoid whatever domestic drama was brewing, handed toji a stuffed panda.
"here, sir, on the house," he said with a strained smile, like he was hoping toji wouldnā€™t throw a ball through the booth.
toji grabbed the panda and shoved it into your hands with all the grace of a man trying to save face, "here. told you i'd win ya something."
you had just hugged the panda, still grinning ear to ear, "who knew you had a sweet spot? i'll cherish it forever, especially after hearing how hard you worked for it."
megumi, the little bastard, had already wandered off to scope out the cotton candy stand.
toji watched him go, then glanced at you, feeling oddly resigned, "iā€™m never bringing him to one of these again."
"oh, come on," you said, nudging him playfully, "i'm glad we came. this was fun. besides, he's a sweet kid."
he wondered if you were half-blind, but held his tongue. instead toji groaned, rubbing his temples, 'kidā€™s not eating for a week."
take #5 ā€” brought the heat back!
it was a quiet thursday evening, the kind of night that lured people into thinking life wasnā€™t a complete dumpster fire. the sky was fading into a smug sort of pink, and a light breeze was making it just nice enough to forget toji's apartment was a little too warm because heā€™d cheaped out on air conditioning.
youā€™d accepted his invitation for dinner, and now here he was, a grown man trying to pretend he wasnā€™t about to impress the hell out of you with his cooking.
see, toji wasnā€™t just some dude who could barely boil water. nah, this man knew his way around the kitchen ā€” specifically around a bowl of spicy curry that could win hearts. but he couldnā€™t let you know that.
toji liked to think that he had a reputation to uphold: rough around the edges, dangerously hot, and way too casual about everything.
so when you walked in, he scratched the back of his head like heā€™d just thrown the recipe together from a vague memory, muttering, "i dunno, figured i'd try somethinā€™ new. if itā€™s bad, thereā€™s takeout."
except this wasnā€™t new. toji knew exactly what he was doing. his curry was legendary in very specific circles ā€” namely, his own ego.
meanwhile, megumi was hanging around the kitchen like a suspicious little gargoyle, all quiet and sneaky-eyed. that shouldā€™ve been the first warning sign.
and when dinner was served, toji had to admit it, it looked perfect. rich, golden curry with just the right balance of spice, heat curling off the plates like a victory lap. hah, an easy win.
you had taken a polite bite, smiling at first. until your face suddenly froze like you'd just been slapped by a fire demon.
"what, it's too spicy?" toji asked, as he watched you struggle to smile. your lips twitching like they were trying to run away.
"no, no!" you wheezed, "it's ā€” it's really good. just got a lil' kick to it, that's all!"
kick? toji blinked. you looked as though you had been delivering a roundhouse to the face.
suspicious now, he scooped up a big bite himself. the moment it hit his tongue, he nearly choked. his sinuses exploded, his tongue went numb, and he could feel sweat instantly forming on his brow.
"what the fuck," he sputtered, slamming down his fork and lunging for his water. toji guzzled it like a man whoā€™d just escaped a desert, while you valiantly kept nibbling as though your dignity depended on it.
megumi, sitting way too calmly at the table, didnā€™t even flinch. he was eating like the curry was perfectly fine, which made it even worse. this little freak.
toji squinted at his only child, "megumi. what did you do?"
"nothing," the kid said, wide-eyed and dripping with fake innocence. too fake, tsk, toji knew that look. "just...helped with the seasoning."
tojiā€™s stomach dropped, as his blood pressure rose, "how much seasoning?"
megumi shrugged, stabbing at his rice like he wasnā€™t actively committing a felony, "i dunno. a lot. jus' wanted to be helpful, dad."
"y'trying to kill me? her? yourself?!"
you laughed nervously through the pain, "ah, toji. itā€™s really not that bad ā€”"
"donā€™t lie, doll" toji snapped, shooting you a look, "sweatin' like you ran a marathon."
"so are you!" you shot back, snickering. and you werenā€™t wrong. toji's forehead looked like heā€™d just finished a full-body workout.
megumi leaned back in his chair, chewing slowly, and said with an infuriating amount of smugness, "i like spicy food."
toji pointed at him, wondering if it would be easier to pick up the kid and launch him out the window, "you better start liking ramen, ā€˜cause thatā€™s all youā€™re eating for the next week."
"fine with that," megumi said, clearly unbothered, "isn't that what i eat all the time anyway?ā€
toji groaned, dragging a hand through his messy hair, which now stuck to his forehead in sweaty, choppy strands.hHe turned to you, desperate for some kind of redemption. "this wasnā€™t how it was supposed to go. itā€™s normally amazing. i swear."
"itā€™s fine," you laughed, even as you sipped water like your life depended on it. "honestly, i think itā€™s kinda cute."
that threw him for a loop. "cute? whatā€™s cute about this? i just served you a bowl of liquid hell."
you grinned, a little too amused for his liking. "itā€™s the effort."
toji, for once in his life, had no comeback. he just sighed, defeated, and grabbed his phone to order takeout. megumi, meanwhile, looked entirely too pleased with himself, even lifting the bowl to his lips to smack away the remnants of the soup that he slurped.
interlude: the peace talks
youā€™re standing outside toji's dingy apartment building, where even the cracks in the walls look like theyā€™ve seen some things. youā€™re not entirely sure why youā€™re here. okay, thatā€™s a lie. youā€™re absolutely sureā€” itā€™s because of him. that rough-edged, broad-shouldered man who can bench press your common sense into oblivion. but of course, youā€™re telling yourself itā€™s "just to check in."
totally innocent.
you knock. a few beats of silence, then the door creaks open just wide enough for a face to peek out. it's megumi fushiguro, toji's odd kid, and his expression already screams ugh. the kind of look that says, "what does this clown want?"
"uh, hi," you say, suddenly unsure if youā€™re allowed to be nervous around a first grader, "is toji here?"
megumi stares at you like you just asked if the sky was plaid, "nope," he says flatly, but doesnā€™t move. he keeps the door partially open, like heā€™s either waiting for you to leave or deciding if youā€™re even worth his time.
"oh. okay, that's fine, i'll just ā€”" you motion vaguely toward the stairs, already regretting this whole situation. but then the kid speaks up.
"why do you wanna see him?" his tone is casual, but his eyes? sharp like sea-glass. too sharp for someone so young. heā€™s leaning on the doorframe now.
you blink, mind going blank.
"i donā€™t...i mean, i was just dropping by to say hi. thatā€™s all."
megumi tilts his head, scrutinising you like youā€™re a suspect in a crime only he knows about, "do you like my dad?"
you choke on what must be your last breath on this earth, "what?! no! i mean, what are you even saying, he's..."
youā€™re spiralling, and megumi's smug little smirk says he knows it. Heā€™s enjoying this way too much.
"sure," he says with a shrug, stepping back into the apartment. he leaves the door wide open like itā€™s an invitation ā€” or maybe a saw trap. against your better judgment, you follow him in.
megumi plops down on the couch, picking up a laptop like youā€™re not even there, "youā€™re not the first," he mutters without looking up.
"whatā€™s that supposed to mean?" you ask, trying to sound casual but failing miserably.
he shrugs again, still not meeting your gaze, "just saying, dadā€™s got... fans." he says it with the kind of disdain only a kid can muster when talking about their parent, "but youā€™re, like... different."
"different how?" you ask, instantly regretting it. you shouldnā€™t engage. this is toji's kid, not your personal gossip columnist.
megumi finally looks up, one eyebrow raised, "you donā€™t seem as dumb as the other ones."
wow. compliment of the century. "that's way harsh. but thanks," you say dryly, crossing your arms. "and here i thought we were bonding."
thereā€™s a flicker of something else in the child's eyes. a glimmer of protectiveness, maybe, "look, i'm just saying...donā€™t get your hopes up, okay? i don't think my dad's that type of guy."
you frown, perplexed at having this conversation with a child who barely comes up past your waist, "what makes you say that?"
megumi looks like heā€™s about to launch into a powerpoint presentation on why toji fushiguro Is a walking red flag, but then he stops. his petulant expression shifts, softens, just a little, "i don't anyone to be sad."
and there it is. the kid act drops for a split second, and you see it. heā€™s not just being a little punk ā€” he's protecting himself. maybe heā€™s seen toji screw up one too many times, or maybe heā€™s tired of people coming and going from their lives. either way, you feel a pang of sympathy.
you sit down on the edge of the couch, careful not to invade his space, "i get it,ā€ you say gently, "and i appreciate you looking out for me, and for your father. but...maybe your dadā€™s not as bad as you think."
megumi snorts, "yeah, right. i think he's a mess."
"well, sometimes messy people need someone to believe in them," you say, surprising even yourself with the honesty in your voice.
he doesnā€™t respond right away, just stares at the laptop screen like it holds the answers to life. finally, he sighs, closing it with a decisive snap.
"fine. you can...hang out with him. or whatever. i won't pull any dumb shit,ā€ megumi suddenly pauses at the slip of his tongue, ā€œwait, don't tell him i said that word. but if this screws up, i'm saying ā€˜I told you so."
he sounds like heā€™s just agreed to let you borrow his favourite video game.
you smile, relieved, "deal."
just then, the front door opens, and in walks toji, all feathery raven hair, sweat-slicked muscles, and a duffel bag slung over his shoulder like heā€™s just conquered a small country. he pauses when he sees you, eyebrows raising in surprise. "hey, didnā€™t expect to see you here," he says, voice rough but warm.
before you can respond, megumi pipes up from the couch, "we had important business."
megumi watches you leave, your footsteps echoing down the hallway. you turn back once, smiling at toji like heā€™s just said something funny ā€” or maybe like heā€™s not completely hopeless. his dad stands in the doorway, looking uncharacteristically relaxed, a satisfied smirk on his face that makes megumi's stomach churn.
how disgusting.
the second the door clicks shut, toji sighs like some kind of romantic hero from the bad drama his dad loves to secretly watch, running a hand through his choppy black hair and scratching at the back of his neck.
"isn't she cute?" coming from a guy who once tried to flirt with a waitress by asking her how many push-ups she thought he could do.
toji disappears into his room, leaving young, burdened megumi stranded on the couch with his thoughts. his dad ā€” the six-foot-four slab of muscle and bad decisions who calls protein shakes "wizard juice" ā€” is clearly falling for you. and honestly? megumi doesnā€™t hate the idea. youā€™re nice. you donā€™t talk down to him like other adults, and you donā€™t smell like motor oil and regret like toji's usual crowd.
but toji? his dad couldnā€™t woo a cactus. if this is going to happen, megumi's going to have to step in. it's the responsible thing to do.
he grabs his laptop again, boots it up, and clicks on the email icon with all the gravitas of a general preparing for war.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: hey gojo i need help message: hey gojo i need help.
he hits send, satisfied. within ten minutes, thereā€™s a reply. gojo's always on his computer nowadays, swamped by senior finals.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: hey gojo i need help message: why are u emailing me. i feel weird emailing a six year old.
megumi rolls his eyes. heā€™s six, not stupid. he definitely thinks he's smarter than gojo satoru.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: re: hey gojo i need help message: i think my dad has a crush.
thereā€™s a pause. megumi imagines goji sitting in his weirdly pristine apartment downstairs, wearing those stupid sunglasses he insists are cool, trying to process what he just read.
the reply comes in two words.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: re: re: hey gojo i need help message: come downstairs.
then another one.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: re: re: hey gojo i need help message: letā€™s debrief. i got cookies.
megumi shuts his laptop, slides off the couch, and heads for the door. it's time someone with real intelligence got involved.
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megumi fushiguro sits at the kitchen table, eating rainbow cereal and trying to ignore the way his dad is pacing the room like a stressed-out gorilla. toji fushiguro, a walking, grunting tank of a man, is mumbling under his breath about "women" and "bad timing" and something about his shirt being "too tight." not that his dad has any normal shirts ā€” just those stupid gym shirts.
megumi, as the only person in this house with half a brain cell, knows exactly whatā€™s going on. his dad's got it bad for you.
not that he thinks that his dad would admit it. no, his dad's strategy for dealing with his obvious feelings is to act like a complete idiot whenever youā€™re around. last time, he dropped a dumbbell on himself while trying to show off. the time before that, he laughed so hard at one of your jokes he spat coffee everywhere. megumi had to clean it up.
so yeah, his dad was hopeless, and apparently, itā€™s megumi's job to fix it.
but megumi doesnā€™t think of himself as a matchmaker. he thinks of himself as a tortured genius, forced to live among lesser idiots. and frankly, he doesnā€™t even like the idea of his dad dating. because that's gross.
but the truth is, megumi's tired of toji stomping around the apartment like a lovesick rhino, and if getting you and his dad together means toji might finally stop asking megumi if his hair looks "cool," then so be it.
he starts small. when you knock on the door that afternoon, megumi answers and blocks the entrance like a bouncer, just like gojo told him to.
"oh, dad's not here again," he says, casual.
your face falls, and megumi immediately clocks it. bingo.
"you're in luck today, lady. wait here," he interrupts, darting inside, "i'll grab him."
except his dad is in there, muttering something about a broken pipe in the kitchen, while tapping furiously on his phone. megumi marches in, hands on his hips.
"i let her in," he announces, like a town crier.
his dad looks up, like a deer caught in the headlights of his own stupidity, "what? why didnā€™t you tell me? damn punk," he scrambles for a shirt.
"i'm telling you now, dad," megumi says, dully, "also, youā€™re acting like a weirdo. just go talk to her. ask her out."
toji freezes, halfway into his shirt, "what's gotten into you, kid? gonna drop a knife on me, huh? what am i supposed to say?"
megumi resists the urge to roll his eyes so hard they fall out of his head, "i don't know. say hi to her. maybe don't mention the gym."
his dad frowns, "you're six, punk. what do you know? people like hearing about that shit."
"not normal people."
once toji is finally presentable ā€” or as presentable as a man with permanent bedhead and a scar on his lip can be ā€” megumi ushers him out of the room. then, like the misunderstood mastermind he is, megumi follows quietly, lurking behind the door to eavesdrop.
toji opens the door to find you standing there, fiddling with the strap of your bag. his usual dumb smirk creeps onto his face, "hey, didnā€™t expect to see you here," he says, leaning on the doorframe like he thinks heā€™s starring in a cologne commercial.
"yeah, i was just...in the neighborhood," you say, sounding way too nervous for someone who claims this is a casual visit.
megumi winces. theyā€™re hopeless. this is your neighbourhood, too.
toji scratches the back of his neck, a nervous tick Megumiā€™s only seen when heā€™s trying not to embarrass himself, "well, uh, you wanna come in? i was just... doing some cleaning. we can...talk, or some shit like that."
megumi knows for a fact that there's a lie in toji's words. the only cleaning his dad's ever done is shoving everything into the closet and calling it "organised."
but somehow, it works. you step inside, smiling at him like he just offered you free ice cream. now, that would be a decent offer.
from his spot behind the door, megumi mentally pats himself on the back. phase one: complete. he decides to clock out, flopping back on his rumpled bed to pull his laptop back out, immediately logging back onto his game.
but by the time you leave an hour later, toji looks like he just won the lottery. youā€™re smiling too, waving awkwardly before heading down the stairs. and ugh, gross! you lean in and press a soft kiss to toji's cheek before you turn.
as soon as the door shuts, toji leans against it and lets out the most ridiculous sigh megumi has ever heard.
"hah, kid. she likes me," his dad says, grinning like a lovesick idiot.
megumi, standing in the doorway to the kitchen, crosses his arms, "that's foul. but no thanks to you."
his dad opens one sharp green eye at him, and scowls. "whatā€™s that supposed to mean?"
"it means," megumi says, feeling a lifetime of bribery for ice-cream excite him, "you owe me. big time."
tojiā€™s standing in the doorway, looking at megumi like he just asked him to join some cult. he scratches the back of his head, giving megumi that look ā€” like heā€™s trying to figure out what the hell his kid is up to now.
"eh, you look weird today," toji mutters, a half-smirk tugging at his lips. he reaches down and ruffles megumiā€™s hair like itā€™s no big deal, making it stick up even more. his hair gets all spiky and untamable, and megumi scowls, smoothing it down, trying (and failing) to get his dark spikes to behave.
"yeah, whatever, dad," megumi mutters under his breath as toji turns and saunters off into his room. tojiā€™s probably about to do a hundred push-ups and gloat to himself. megumi can already hear the dumb grunting from the other room.
as soon as tojiā€™s gone, megumi sits back down at the table, shoveling a spoonful of cereal into his mouth.
for once, the apartment is quiet. no random phone calls, no weird people showing up, no random training sessions that sound more like a one-man wrecking crew than ā€œexercise.ā€ just peace.
itā€™s bliss.
he takes another bite of cereal, enjoying the calm and the fact that someone else is going to have to deal with tojiā€™s nonsense for once. itā€™s about time.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: mission accomplished message: it worked. my dad's in love.
a few seconds later, gojoā€™s reply pops up.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: mission accomplished message: that's great! wanna help me with the guy i like?
megumi squints at the screen, blinking twice. he closes his laptop with all the gravity of someone who has just solved world peace.
to: [email protected] from: [email protected] subject: re: re: mission accomplished message: no.
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Humiliating, isnā€™t it?
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Pairing: The Salesman x Fem!Reader
Summary: ā€œYou could pay all your debts with this,ā€ he said, his voice soft, almost enticing. His gaze shifted to you, sharp and calculating. ā€œBut itā€™s not free.ā€
You swallowed hard, your throat dry. ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€
A/N: This is probably wayyy out of his character, but I havenā€™t watched season 2 yet (I donā€™t have Netflix šŸ˜­) and just saw an edit with him on tiktok and suddenly my obsession with him came back from 2021. So there are no spoilers!!!
Warnings: blowjob (m receiving), cum swallowing
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The metro station was cold, the flickering overhead lights casting dim shadows on the walls. Your steps echoed faintly as you trudged forward, your head bowed to avoid the stares of passersby. You could feel their judgment, their pity, their disgust. You didnā€™t blame themā€”you looked like hell. Blood crusted your upper lip, the remnants of a nosebleed from earlier when some thug decided to teach you a lesson about unpaid debts. Your cheek stung, swelling just beginning to bloom.
You winced as you adjusted the strap of your worn-out bag. Your ribs ached, a dull, persistent throb that reminded you how low youā€™d sunk. Debt was a beast that refused to loosen its grip. It clung to you, suffocated you, and drove you into situations youā€™d never imagined.
As you shuffled down the platform, you barely registered the man who bumped into you until you staggered back, your body colliding with the wall. ā€œSorryā€”I didnā€™t watch where I was going,ā€ he said, his tone oddly pleasant.
You blinked up at him, taking in his immaculate gray suit and perfectly combed hair. His smile was disarming, polite but sharp, like the edge of a blade.
ā€œItā€™s quite alright,ā€ you muttered, instinctively brushing yourself off despite already looking like a wreck. The man didnā€™t move on, though. Instead, he studied you, his gaze lingering on the dried blood and the faint bruise forming beneath your eye.
ā€œRough day?ā€ he asked, a trace of amusement in his voice.
You gave a humorless laugh. ā€œSomething like that.ā€
He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a neatly folded handkerchief, offering it to you. You hesitated before taking it, dabbing at your nose. The fabric was smooth, expensive, and it felt wrong to smear your blood on something so pristine.
ā€œI have a game,ā€ the man said suddenly, his voice lowering as if he were sharing a secret. ā€œWould you like to play?ā€
The fuck?
You frowned. ā€œA game?ā€
He nodded, his smile widening. ā€œItā€™s simple. You could win moneyā€”enough to change your life.ā€
Your skepticism must have been obvious because he chuckled, a soft, almost paternal sound. ā€œItā€™s harmless, I assure you. You look like someone who could use a bit of good fortune.ā€
You thought of your debts, the people breathing down your neck, the empty fridge in your apartment. Against your better judgment, you found yourself asking, ā€œWhatā€™s the game?ā€
He gestured to a nearby bench, and you followed him, still wary. From his briefcase, he pulled out a folded board and a stack of rectangular tiles, explaining the rules of ddakji. It sounded simple enough: flip the opponentā€™s tile using your own. He placed a stack of cash on the bench beside him, its presence tantalizing.
You played your first round and lost. The second and third rounds went the same way. You were terrible at this game.
When you finally admitted you had no money to bet, his expression didnā€™t change. ā€œUsually, I slap people when they lose,ā€ he said casually, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. ā€œButā€¦ā€ He gestured to your bruised face. ā€œIt seems someoneā€™s already beaten me to it.ā€
The absurdity of the statement caught you off guard, and you let out a startled laugh. ā€œThatā€™s generous of you.ā€
He smirked. ā€œI do have a heart.ā€
With no stakes involved, you continued playing. You lost repeatedly, the manā€™s skill far outstripping your own. He never seemed frustrated, though. If anything, he looked amused by your determination. Eventually, your bruises began to throb, and exhaustion seeped into your bones. You tossed the tile onto the bench, letting out a defeated sigh.
ā€œI give up,ā€ you said, slumping back. ā€œIā€™m not winning this.ā€
He tilted his head, considering you. ā€œPity. You were just starting to improve.ā€
ā€œSure,ā€ you muttered, wiping your hands on your jeans. ā€œSo, what now?ā€
He placed the briefcase on the bench between you, opening it to reveal neat stacks of bills. Your breath caught in your throat. It was more money than youā€™d ever seen in your life, more than enough to pay off your debts and start over.
ā€œYou could pay all your debts with this,ā€ he said, his voice soft, almost enticing. His gaze shifted to you, sharp and calculating. ā€œBut itā€™s not free.ā€
You swallowed hard, your throat dry. ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€
He closed the briefcase with a decisive snap, leaning in slightly. ā€œIā€™ll give this to you if youā€¦ do something for me.ā€
Your stomach churned at the way his eyes lingered on you, his meaning crystal clear. Heat flooded your face, a mixture of embarrassment and anger. ā€œWhat kind of something?ā€ you asked, though you already knew.
His smile didnā€™t waver. ā€œLetā€™s not pretend weā€™re strangers to desperation. Youā€™ve been beaten down by the world, havenā€™t you? Cast aside, forgotten. This,ā€ he gestured to the briefcase, ā€œcould be your ticket out.ā€
Your fists clenched, your nails digging into your palms. ā€œYou think Iā€™m going to sell myself for money?ā€
He shrugged, unbothered by your indignation. ā€œYouā€™ve already sold your time, your dignity, your safetyā€”havenā€™t you? Whatā€™s the difference?ā€
The words stung because they werenā€™t entirely untrue. Still, you shook your head, your pride warring with your desperation. ā€œIā€™m not doing that.ā€
He leaned back, crossing his legs with an air of nonchalance. ā€œYour choice, of course. But think about it. How long before your debtors come back? Before the beatings get worse? How long can you keep scraping by?ā€
The silence stretched between you, heavy and suffocating. You stared at the briefcase, the money practically taunting you. Your mind raced, weighing the humiliation against the potential freedom.
ā€œIā€¦ I canā€™t,ā€ you said finally, your voice barely above a whisper.
He studied you for a long moment, his smile fading slightly. Then, to your surprise, he stood, gathering the game pieces and tucking them back into his briefcase. ā€œWell,ā€ he said, straightening his tie, ā€œit was worth a shot.ā€
You blinked, caught off guard by how easily he let it go. ā€œThatā€™s it?ā€
He chuckled, the sound low and almost fond. ā€œIā€™m not a monster. I made an offer; you declined. Simple as that.ā€
As he turned to leave, something in you stirredā€”a mix of relief and regret. ā€œWait,ā€ you called out, your voice trembling.
He paused, glancing over his shoulder. ā€œYes?ā€
You hesitated, the weight of your situation crushing down on you. ā€œWhy me?ā€ you asked, desperate to understand why this stranger had singled you out.
His smile returned, enigmatic and unsettling. ā€œBecause youā€™re interesting. And because I see potential in you.ā€ He reached into his pocket, pulling out a small card and placing it on the bench. ā€œIf you ever change your mind, give me a call.ā€
Before you could respond, he disappeared into the crowd, leaving you alone with your thoughts and the card. You stared at it, the black lettering stark against the white background.
For a long time, you sat there, the sound of the metro fading into the background. The manā€™s words echoed in your mind, intertwining with your fear, your pride, and your unrelenting desperation.
And the card remained in your pocket.
ā€”
You stared at the card for what felt like hours that night. The weight of its potential pressed heavily on your chest. In a world where every door seemed to slam in your face, this was the first one to openā€”albeit under circumstances you couldnā€™t fully comprehend.
The next day, after another call from a creditor threatening you with more violence, you finally gave in. Your pride was already battered, and your options had all but evaporated. With shaking hands, you picked up your phone and dialed the number on the card.
A smooth, professional voice answered. ā€œHello?ā€
You swallowed hard, the lump in your throat making it difficult to speak. ā€œIā€¦ I got this card from someone at the metro. Iā€™d like toā€¦ take them up on their offer.ā€
There was a pause, then the faint sound of fingers tapping on a keyboard. ā€œAh, yes. Weā€™ve been expecting your call. An address will be sent to your phone shortly. Be there within the hour.ā€
The line went dead before you could say anything else. Moments later, a text arrived, and you stared at the address. It wasnā€™t anywhere familiar to you, but the name of the street was in one of the wealthiest areas of the city. Hesitation gripped you again, but the bruises on your face and the weight of your debts pushed you forward.
The cab dropped you off at the gates of a sprawling villa. The sheer size of it was intimidatingā€”tall wrought iron gates, a long driveway lined with meticulously trimmed hedges, and a house that looked more like a palace than a home. You adjusted your jacket, suddenly hyper-aware of how out of place you looked.
Before you could press the buzzer, the gates swung open as if you were expected. You walked up the driveway, each step feeling heavier than the last. When you reached the front door, it opened before you could knock.
A tall man stood there, dressed in a sleek black suit. His expression was blank, professional but cold. ā€œWelcome,ā€ he said, stepping aside to let you in. The foyer was just as luxurious as the exteriorā€”marble floors, chandeliers, and artwork that probably cost more than your entire lifeā€™s earnings.
ā€œNext time, a car will pick you up,ā€ the man said, his tone brisk.
ā€œNext time?ā€ you echoed, your voice tinged with disbelief.
Before he could respond, the familiar voice of the salesman cut through the air. ā€œSorry, heā€™sā€”doesnā€™t matter. Just come on in.ā€ He appeared at the top of a sweeping staircase, his ever-present smile intact. He looked even more polished than before, his posture relaxed.
You hesitated but eventually followed the man into what appeared to be a sitting room. The furniture was sleek and modern, the walls lined with bookshelves and abstract paintings. He gestured for you to sit, but you remained standing, your nerves making it impossible to relax.
ā€œDrink?ā€ he offered, motioning to a decanter of amber liquid on a nearby table.
ā€œNo, thank you,ā€ you said quickly, your voice tight.
He tilted his head, his smile softening. ā€œSuit yourself. I see your bruise is healing nicely.ā€
You instinctively touched your cheek, still tender from the beating. ā€œCan we justā€¦ get to the point? What do you want me to do?ā€
The salesmanā€™s smile widened slightly, and he leaned back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other. ā€œStraight to business. I like that.ā€
He studied you for a moment, his gaze uncomfortably intense. ā€œWhat I want is very simple. And, let me assure you, the reward will far outweigh the discomfort.ā€
You shifted uneasily, his words setting off alarm bells in your mind.
His smile took on a sharper edge. ā€œI want you to use that mouth of yours for something other than talking.ā€
The room seemed to tilt, your stomach dropping like a stone. You stared at him, your mind racing to comprehend what heā€™d just said. ā€œYouā€™re kidding,ā€ you said, your voice trembling.
ā€œI never kid about business,ā€ he replied smoothly. ā€œYouā€™ve seen the briefcase. You know whatā€™s at stake.ā€
Your hands balled into fists at your sides. ā€œYou want me toā€”ā€
ā€œTo prove how much you want to change your life,ā€ he interrupted, his tone calm but firm. ā€œTo show me that youā€™re willing to do whatever it takes.ā€
You took a step back, your legs bumping into the edge of a chair. ā€œThisā€¦ this is humiliating.ā€
ā€œIs it?ā€ he asked, his gaze never leaving yours. ā€œYouā€™ve already been beaten and left with nothing. Whatā€™s one more compromise?ā€
His words were like needles, each one poking at the fragile walls of your pride. He stood, closing the distance between you. ā€œIā€™m offering you freedom,ā€ he said, his voice dropping to a near whisper. ā€œAll you have to do is take it.ā€
You swallowed hard, your throat dry as sandpaper. Every fiber of your being screamed at you to leave, to walk out of this villa and never look back. But the image of that briefcase, the promise of a life free from fear and debt, rooted you in place.
ā€œIā€¦ā€ Your voice cracked, the weight of the moment crushing you.
The salesman tilted his head, his smile softening ever so slightly. ā€œThink of it this way,ā€ he said. ā€œThis is the last time youā€™ll ever have to beg, to endure, to scrape by. After this, the world opens up to you.ā€
He stepped back, giving you space but keeping his piercing gaze locked on you. ā€œBut itā€™s your choice,ā€ he added. ā€œIt always has been.ā€
ā€œIā€”okay,ā€ you murmured, barely audible.
His smile widened, not in mockery but in something resembling satisfaction. ā€œAtta girl.ā€
The words hung in the air, and you immediately dropped to your knees, ready to get this over with. But his hand shot out, stopping you mid-motion. His touch was firm but not forceful, his fingers curling gently around your forearm.
ā€œNot so fast,ā€ he said, his tone light, almost teasing. ā€œLetā€™s get you a bit comfortable first.ā€
You looked up at him, confusion etched across your face. ā€œComfortable?ā€ you echoed.
He patted his lap, a small gesture that carried so much weight. ā€œDonā€™t you want to loosen up a bit?ā€
ā€œIā€”ā€ The protest was on the tip of your tongue, but you stopped yourself. He tilted his head, his sharp gaze pinning you in place.
ā€œCome on,ā€ he coaxed, his voice soft but insistent.
After a long moment of hesitation, you stood and awkwardly settled onto his lap. The action felt unnatural, foreign. You perched on his thighs stiffly, your hands clenched in your lap, your body tense like a coiled spring.
He didnā€™t seem bothered by your discomfort. Instead, he rested his hands lightly on your waist, his touch careful and deliberate. His thumbs began to trace small, lazy patterns into the fabric of your shirt, the motion strangely soothing despite the situation.
ā€œIā€™m not going to hurt you,ā€ he said quietly, his voice low and steady. The words were meant to reassure, but they only made your pulse race faster.
You nodded, unable to bring yourself to speak. The air between you was thick with tension, the kind that made your skin prickle. You tried to focus on the patterns he was drawing, on the steady rhythm of his breathing, anything to distract yourself from the heat radiating off his bodyā€”or the unmistakable hardness pressing against you.
You froze, your entire body going rigid. He noticed, of course, but he didnā€™t comment. Instead, his hands stayed where they were, his thumbs continuing their soothing motions.
ā€œYouā€™re thinking too much,ā€ he said, his voice almost a whisper. His breath ghosted over your temple, warm and inviting. ā€œJust breathe.ā€
Easier said than done. You took a shaky breath, trying to steady yourself. He shifted slightly, and your hands instinctively reached out, grasping his shoulders for balance. The movement brought you closer to him, your faces mere inches apart.
His eyes searched yours, his expression unreadable. Slowly, he leaned in, giving you every opportunity to pull away. When you didnā€™t, his lips brushed against yours, tentative and soft.
You froze, your breath catching in your throat. The kiss was gentle, almost hesitant, as if he were testing the waters. His hands stayed on your waist, their grip light, giving you space to move away if you wanted to.
But you didnā€™t.
Instead, you sat there, motionless, letting him lead. When he realized you werenā€™t responding, he pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. ā€œRelax,ā€ he murmured, his tone patient.
Tentatively, you leaned forward, your lips meeting his. The kiss was awkward at first, your movements hesitant and unsure. But he didnā€™t rush you. He let you take the lead, his hands remaining steady on your waist.
As you grew more comfortable, the kiss deepened, your initial hesitation fading away. Your fingers curled into the fabric of his suit jacket, grounding yourself as you tilted your head, pressing closer.
Thatā€™s when he took over.
His hands slid up your back, pulling you flush against him as he angled his head, deepening the kiss. The shift was subtle but deliberate, his lips moving against yours with a confidence that left you breathless. His tongue brushed against your bottom lip, a gentle request rather than a demand, and you parted your lips without thinking.
The kiss turned hungry, his movements more assertive but never forceful. His hands roamed cautiously, never straying too far, their warmth seeping through your clothes. Your senses were overwhelmedā€”the taste of him, the scent of his cologne, the steady strength of his hands.
You didnā€™t know when it happened, but your tension melted away, replaced by a strange sense of surrender. It wasnā€™t defeatā€”it was something else, something you couldnā€™t quite name. Your hands slid up his chest, your fingers brushing against the collar of his shirt as you leaned into him.
When he finally broke the kiss, you were breathless, your chest rising and falling rapidly. His forehead rested against yours, his hands still on your waist, anchoring you in place.
ā€œSee?ā€ he murmured, his voice low and rough. ā€œNot so bad.ā€
You didnā€™t trust yourself to speak, so you simply nodded. The reality of what just happened began to sink in, but before panic could take hold, he shifted again, his hands steadying you as he leaned back slightly.
ā€œTake your time,ā€ he said, his tone soft. ā€œWeā€™re not in a rush.ā€
You werenā€™t sure if it was the weight of his gaze, the steady way he held you, or the way his fingers brushed against you as if he knew exactly where your boundaries were but was waiting for you to decide whether they mattered.
He reached up slowly, his movements deliberate, and his hand brushed against your face before moving to your hair. His touch was gentle, almost reverent, as he pulled the tie from your hair. Your hair tumbled loose over your shoulders, and he twirled the hair tie around his fingers, his smile never faltering.
ā€œYouā€™ve sucked dick before, right?ā€ he asked, his voice smooth, casual.
Your heart stopped, then resumed at a faster pace. You blinked, your cheeks flushing hot. ā€œIā€”of course I did!ā€ you replied defensively, the words tumbling out before you could think them through.
He chuckled softly, the sound low and warm. ā€œOf course you did,ā€ he murmured, his voice dropping as his gaze lingered on your face. ā€œHow could someone resist a pretty face like yours?ā€
The compliment sent an unexpected jolt through you, but you werenā€™t given time to process it. He gently took your hands in his, his touch light but firm, and began guiding them behind your back. You stiffened instinctively, your pulse pounding in your ears.
ā€œRelax,ā€ he said, his tone calm and soothing, as though he were coaxing you out of a tense state. ā€œIā€™m not going to hurt you.ā€
You hesitated but allowed him to move your arms behind you, his grip steady and unthreatening. The hair tie you hadnā€™t noticed still in his hand came into view as he looped it around your wrists. The act was careful, the tie snug enough to hold your hands together but not tight enough to hurt.
ā€œThere,ā€ he said softly, his fingers brushing against your skin as he adjusted the knot. ā€œDonā€™t worry, Iā€™ll hold your hair for you.ā€
You swallowed hard, your breath catching in your throat. He reached up, threading his fingers through your hair with the same slow, deliberate care heā€™d shown with your hands. His touch sent a shiver down your spine, and you hated how your body seemed to respond to him against your will.
ā€œSee?ā€ he said, his voice low and steady. ā€œNo reason to be nervous.ā€
Nervous was an understatement. Your mind raced, trying to keep up with the situation. Everything about him was a contradictionā€”his words soft but commanding, his actions careful yet deliberate. It left you off balance, unsure of where you stood or what would happen next.
He leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear as he whispered, ā€œDown on your knees.ā€
You blinked, hesitating for a moment as the weight of his words sank in. Your body froze, torn between instinct and the promise of what you came here for. You must have looked as dumbfounded as you felt because his lips curved into that same infuriatingly knowing smile.
But then you remembered the briefcaseā€”you couldnā€™t afford to hesitate, not now. Steeling yourself, you swallowed hard and did as he said, sinking onto the plush carpet beneath you.
He watched you with a calm, calculating expression, his fingers still lightly twirling the tie binding your wrists. When your knees touched the floor, he adjusted his posture, leaning forward slightly.
ā€œGood girl,ā€ he murmured, the words slipping from his lips in a tone that felt both patronizing and oddly reassuring. His hand left you entirely, moving to undo his belt. The sound of the buckle snapping open echoed faintly in the room, and you bit the inside of your cheek, forcing yourself to remain still.
He slid the belt free and dropped it to the side, his gaze never leaving yours. His movements were slow as he unbuttoned his pants and let them pool around his ankles. Then came the boxers, and as he stepped out of them, his confidence radiated like a tangible force.
He looked down at you, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. ā€œThink you can handle it?ā€ he asked, his voice dripping with challenge.
You scoffed, narrowing your eyes despite the heat rising in your cheeks. ā€œIā€™ve had bigger,ā€ you shot back.
That earned a low chuckle from him, the sound rich and amused. He crouched slightly, bringing his face closer to yours as his hand reached out, cupping your jaw firmly but gently. His thumb brushed along your chin as he tilted your face upward. ā€œOpen up,ā€ he said, his tone soft but leaving no room for argument.
You hesitated for a fraction of a second, your thoughts warring with one another. But then your resolve hardened.
You obeyed, parting your lips just enough to feel vulnerable.
The corners of his mouth quirked upward again, and his hand slid to the back of your head, his fingers threading through your hair with practiced ease. ā€œIā€™ll let you take the lead,ā€ he murmured, his voice low and steady, ā€œat least for now.ā€
His other hand rested lightly on your shoulder as he guided you closer, his movements careful.
With a deep breath, you adjusted, leaning in more and licking the tip. He groaned softly, the sound low and guttural. His other hand trailed from your shoulder to your neck, his thumb brushing against your pulse point in a way that sent a shiver through you. His cock was heavy on your tongue, and your mind blurred as he thrust himself further and further into your mouthā€”and you appreciated the slowness with which he did itā€”until he was fully inside. The rhythm was slow at first. Small bobbing of your head that was just enough to pull soft groans of from his lips.
You pulled back slightly and swirled your tongue around the tip, pleasantly surprising him enough to earn yourself a sharp tug at your hair and a guttural moan that sent a shiver down your spine and a sudden awareness of the need between your legs.
ā€œMyā€¦ itā€™s like you were made for thisā€¦ā€ he tugged gently on your hair again, signaling for you to pause, you pulled back slightly, your chest rising and falling as you tried to catch your breath. His thumb brushed against your cheek, his touch light but grounding.
ā€œGood girl,ā€ he said again, his voice softer now, almost approving. He leaned down slightly, his hand cupping your face as he tilted your chin upward. ā€œMessy, thoughā€¦ā€ he muttered, wiping a bit of drool escaping your open mouth. His hand moved from your chin to your hair again, smoothing the strands back as he studied your face with that same intense gaze.
ā€œLetā€™s see how far you can go,ā€ he murmured, his tone calm but laced with challenge.
And he fucking shoved you down on his cock.
You froze for a second, overwhelmed by the situation, but his voice cut through the haze.
ā€œDonā€™t stop now,ā€ he said, his tone still calm but laced with something sharper, something that made your heart race. ā€œYou want the money, donā€™t you?ā€
Your jaw tightened involuntarily, and he noticed. His smirk deepened as he adjusted his grip in your hair, guiding you with more force than before. It wasnā€™t painful, but it was clear he wasnā€™t asking for permission anymore. He was almost guiding your head at this point, fucking into your warm mouth with soft grunts as the hand with a grip on your hair directed you towards him in perfect timing. Your jaw was starting to ache and you could barely notice it with your thoughts suddenly one-track-minded. You were alternating torturously between sucking and lapping at his dick. He pulled out, and then fucked back in roughly, andĀ oh, he knew this would be goodā€”but not this good.
His hand in your hair tightened, and the calm, collected demeanor he had shown earlier began to crack ever so slightly. His breaths were heavier, his eyes darker, and the faint quirk of his lips had transformed into something far less controlled.
His need was pressing against the edges of his control. Your breath hitched as you tried to keep up, the pace leaving you off balance.
You pulled back instinctively, your body reacting to the overwhelming sensation, but his grip on your hair tightened, keeping you in place. ā€œNo,ā€ he murmured, his voice low but firm. ā€œNot yet. Breathe through your nose. Come onā€”work for it.ā€
The command sent a shiver down your spine, equal parts thrilling and intimidating. You tried to steady your breathing, inhaling deeply through your nose as heā€™d instructed. Your jaw relaxed as best as it could, though every muscle in your body felt tense.
ā€œThatā€™s it,ā€ he said, his voice breaking slightly at the edges, the first real crack in his composure. His free hand braced against the back of the couch he was sitting on, his knuckles whitening as he gripped it tightly.
You glanced up at him through your lashes, trying to focus despite your racing pulse. His eyes met yours, and for a brief moment, the intensity in them made your breath catch. He was watching you so closely, as if every movement, every reaction, was feeding something deep within him.
ā€œGod,ā€ he muttered, his voice hoarse, his head tilting back slightly as his grip in your hair eased momentarily. ā€œYou have no idea how good you look like this. Believe meā€”you couldā€™ve gotten out of your debts a long time ago.ā€ The sounds are indescribable, dirty and wet and so fucking hot as he continues to thrust into your mouth.
ā€œYour throat,ā€ he chokes out. He splays one hand over your throat and starts to fuck up into you at a different angle. ā€œI can fuckingĀ seeĀ myself in you, fuckā€”ā€œ There was a rawness to his movements now, a lack of the careful control that had defined him earlier. ā€œJust a little moreā€ he murmured, his voice roughened by something you couldnā€™t quite place. You could hear his breathing quicken, could feel the faint tremor in his grip as he pulled you closer still. His dominance over the situation was undeniable, but there was a vulnerability in the way his body reacted, a need that felt almost desperate.
When you hesitated again, instinctively pulling back just a fraction to catch your breath, his hand tightened slightly in your hair, holding you in place. ā€œNo,ā€ he said sharply ā€œstay fucking still.ā€
You wanted to punch his face. But you did your best to keep upā€”still thinking about the moneyā€”your breath hitching as he guided you, his need evident in the way he moved.
His groans grew louder, more frequent, and his grip in your hair tightened again as he edged closer to the brink. You could feel the tension in his body, the way his muscles tensed and his movements became more erratic. He was losing control, and the realization sent a strange thrill through you.
His orgasm washed over him and his body went still for a moment, his grip in your hair almost bruising as he held you in place. The sound he made was low and guttural, a noise that seemed to reverberate through the room. You froze as he held you there, his breath coming in ragged gasps.
Your throat burned, your body tensing as you fought the instinct to pull away as his fucking cum filled your mouth. He didnā€™t let you, his hand in your hair keeping you firmly in place as he muttered something under his breathā€”words you couldnā€™t quite make out over the pounding in your ears.
When he finally released you, it was abrupt, his hand loosening in your hair as he leaned back, his chest heaving. You gasped for air, your breath coming in shallow, uneven bursts as you tried to steady yourself and then started to cough. Your body felt heavy, your limbs trembling as you sat back on your heels, looking up at him with wide eyes.
He met your gaze, his expression softening as he took in your disheveled appearance. ā€œYou did well,ā€ he said, his voice low and rough. His hand reached out, brushing a strand of hair from your face with surprising gentleness. ā€œBetter than I expected.ā€ And then he took the hair tie off your hands.
You didnā€™t respond, still trying to catch your breath as you processed what had just happened. The room felt stifling, the weight of his gaze pressing down on you as you struggled to compose yourself. You just managed to smear his cum on your face.
His smirk returned, though it was softer now. ā€œI knew you had it in you,ā€ he said, his hand trailing down to cup your chin again. His thumb brushed against your jaw, and his smile widened slightly. ā€œBut youā€™ve got to learn to pace yourself.ā€
You glared at him faintly, though the effect was ruined by the flush in your cheeks and the way your body still trembled. ā€œMaybe you should pace yourself,ā€ you shot back, your voice hoarse.
He chuckled, the sound low and warm. ā€œFair enough,ā€ he said, his hand falling away from your face as he leaned back, his posture relaxing for the first time since youā€™d arrived. He looked down at you for a moment longer before reaching for his discarded boxers, slipping them back on with a casual grace.
ā€œGo clean yourself up,ā€ he said, gesturing toward a door off to the side. ā€œThe bathroomā€™s through there.ā€
You hesitated for a moment, your body still tense, before nodding and pushing yourself to your feet. Your legs felt unsteady beneath you, and you had to grip the edge of a nearby chair to keep your balance. He watched you with an amused expression, his smirk widening as you stumbled toward the bathroom.
When you closed the door behind you, you leaned against it for a moment, letting out a shaky breath. Your reflection in the mirror caught your eye, and you winced at the sight of your flushed cheeks and disheveled hair. You looked like a mess, and you werenā€™t sure how you felt about that.
As you splashed water on your face, trying to steady your nerves, you were almost on the verge of crying. Itā€™s disgustingā€”itā€™s disgusting that youā€™re wiping his cum off your face and out of your mouth.
When you finally stepped back into the room, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, his expression unreadable as he watched you. The briefcase was sitting on the nightstand beside him, and he gestured toward it with a lazy wave of his hand.
ā€œYour reward,ā€ he said simply, his smirk returning. ā€œYouā€™ve earned it.ā€
You hesitated, your gaze flickering between him and the briefcase. ā€œThatā€™s it?ā€ you asked, your voice still hoarse.
He raised an eyebrow, his smirk widening. ā€œUnless youā€™re looking for another round,ā€ he said, his tone teasing.
You rolled your eyes, stepping forward to grab the briefcase. The weight of it felt solid in your hands, a tangible reminder of why youā€™d agreed to this in the first place. ā€œIā€™ll pass,ā€ you muttered, turning toward the door.
As you reached for the handle, his voice stopped you. ā€œYou know where to find me if you change your mind.ā€
You glanced back at him, your heart pounding in your chest as you met his gaze. His smirk was still in place, his eyes gleaming with amusement and something darker. You didnā€™t respond, pulling the door open and stepping out into the hallway.
The air outside felt cool against your skin, a stark contrast to the suffocating heat of the room youā€™d just left. You took a deep breath, the weight of the briefcase grounding you as you made your way down the hall and out of the villa.
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loonylupinblack3 Ā· 7 months ago
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Go Slow
Pairing: Logan Howlett x Reader
Warnings: SMUT! p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), riding, (brief) dry humping
Summary: it's your first time and Logan tries to go slow, he really does, but some things just can't be helped
Word count: 1.6k
A/N: i'm not too practiced in smut so sorry if it's shit šŸ˜­
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Logan knew you were on the shy side of things. During the start of your relationship heā€™d had to coax words from you, feelings and opinions you held until you felt comfortable enough to share them without being asked. Youā€™d be nervous and fidgety when asking to see him, acting like he was an attractive stranger when he was your boyfriend.Ā 
In all honesty though Logan didnā€™t mind. He enjoyed your shy, almost naive personality, and was more than happy to wait for you to be comfortable with him before suggesting going any further.Ā 
Sure, it was difficult for him to wait, but not impossible. If his pants tightened slightly when you walked in the room with ridiculously short shorts and practically sat in his lap with them, you didnā€™t notice. When you were sleeping in bed together and would unconsciously rub yourself against him, causing him to have to leave the bed for a bit lest he did something he'd regret, you remained blissfully unaware. And if he was putting away your laundry and came across a pair of lacy black panties with bows adorning it, you wouldnā€™t even notice they went missing.
Logan was more than okay to wait.
You, on the other hand, were not.
It started with small changes in you and your actions, though Logan couldnā€™t quite place his finger on what it was. You were more flustered around him than usual, jumpier and shier than youā€™d been before. You were quieter too, staring at him with more intensity than before, as if trying to read his mind. Yet it wasnā€™t as if you were pulling away from him, because you were much more touchy and clingy than usual, always needing to hold him and often being the initiator of any make out session you two might have- which is as far as youā€™d gone.
It was during one of these sessions, having started when you both grew bored of the movie playing on the screen, that you started straddling Logan, kissing him with more fevor than you usually did. Surprised, though certainly not disappointed, Logan kissed you back, hands resting on your thighs and occasionally running up and down them when his control slipped.
When he felt you rock against him slightly he knew something was up. You were never this forward with him, and was always the one to stop Logan when he got a bit carried away. Yet there you were, gently rocking against him while you kissed, moving against his jeans almost desperately, rubbing against him until there was a rock hard bulge for you to move against and Logan had to gently push you off him.
Immediately you started apologising, looking at your hands nervously fidgeting with your t-shirt, refusing to so much as glance at Logan.
ā€œHey, hey, youā€™re alright Bub,ā€ Logan said gently. ā€œI just donā€™t want to do anything before talking about it first.ā€
You risked a glance at him, trying to find any lie in his face. ā€œYouā€™re not angry at me?ā€
Logan would have laughed if he wasnā€™t worried about upsetting you further. ā€œā€˜Course not. I fucking loved that, actually, but we canā€™t do it, or anything like that, without talking about it first. I gotta make sure youā€™re okay with it.ā€
You nodded your head with such eagerness Loganā€™s cock twitched in his pants. ā€œIā€™m okay with it.ā€
He smiled at your needy demeanour and had to hold himself back from gladly going along with it. ā€œWhat exactly do you want, Sweetheart? I gotta know that.ā€
You bit your lips shyly, glancing up at him from your lashes in such a way Logan was tempted to be fucked with all of this and just take you. Heā€™d been waiting for months, however, so he could certainly wait a few more minutes, and restrained himself as such.
ā€œI want to feel good,ā€ you mumbled quietly. ā€œWant you to make me feel good.ā€
Oh fuck.
Logan wasnā€™t sure he could handle this. Desire was coursing through his veins, his cock was throbbing almost painfully against his pants as he watched you, shy and naive but so wanting for him.
ā€œAlright Bub, we can do that,ā€ he eventually said, because fuck he wanted to make you feel good too. He wanted you moaning and whimpering his name, whining and panting underneath him because of him.
Yet as soon as he had you undressed and under him he could tell it wasnā€™t what you wanted. You looked petrified, eyes squeezed shut as you waited for Logan to enter you, and that just wouldnā€™t do.
ā€œIā€™m not doing this Sweetheart,ā€ he said, moving away.
You opened your eyes, seeming both relieved and disappointed at the same time. ā€œWhat? Why?ā€
Logan sighed, wrapping you up in his arms and kissing your neck. Even with both of you naked it was surprisingly not desire filled and simply comforting. ā€œBecause you obviously donā€™t want it.ā€
You shook your head and turned around to face him, straddling him in a similar position as before. ā€œI do want it. Justā€¦ it felt a bit scary like that.ā€
Logan thought about her words for a moment before inspiration struck him. ā€œDo you want to ride me instead?ā€
You actually gasped, your eyes widening at the suggestion, yet he could also see the desire radiating off of you- he could smell it too- and feel the slick coming from your cunt at the thought. He smirked, taking that as a yes.
ā€œIā€™m going to lift you up and slowly place you down on me. You can stop me at any moment, okay?ā€ he asked you, wanting to make sure you were comfortable with this.
You nodded your head, looking apprehensive but also excited, as you glanced down at his hard on, licking your lips slightly. ā€œI donā€™t know if it will fit.ā€
Logan nearly groaned then and there. ā€œIt will.ā€
Hesitant but sure, you let Loganā€™s hands wrap around your waist and lift you up, positioning his cock at your entrance. He gave you a few seconds to back out, and when you didnā€™t, staring at him confidently, Logan sunk you down on his cock.
Fuck even just his tip inside you felt like heaven, your cunt squeezing against him. You let out a gasp and he hesitated, waiting, and you slowly nodded your head, giving him the go ahead to continue. He did so gently, making you take him inch by inch, stopping every so often for you to get used to the feeling of him until youā€™d finally taken all of him inside you.
The feeling of your walls squeezing his cock was heavenly. He could barely think, and all he wanted to do was fuck you hard and fast, chase the release he so desperately wanted. Yet he waited for it to feel comfortable for you, waiting for the pain to ease before he did anything.
ā€œOkayā€¦ what now?ā€ you asked in a timid voice.
Logan had to muffle the sound threatening to escape him at the sight of you blinking bashfully at him while he was inside you. It was too good to be true.
ā€œNow you move,ā€ Logan said roughly, because he didnā€™t trust himself to move and not fuck you viciously like he wanted to.
You thought for a moment before giving an experimental rock, gasping at the pleasure accompanying the action. You repeated the rock again, then again, creating a slow but sure movement that was slowly killing Logan.
Every sway of your hips, the way you rode his cock eagerly if not skillfully, was pushing him closer and closer to the edge.
ā€œThatā€™s it baby,ā€ he rasped. ā€œJust like that, youā€™re doing so good for me baby.ā€
You rolled your hips, whining at the praise and closing your eyes but only increasing your motions, one hand moving up to cup your breast. You grounded onto him, gasping when he hit that perfect spot, whispering Loganā€™s name like a prayer
He swore at the sight, and couldnā€™t help the jerk his hips made, a small gasp escaping you. It felt so good, the spike of pleasure overwhelming and your readily response too much, and he did it again.
You moaned this time, a dirty, high pitched sound that was ringing in Loganā€™s ears, urging him on as he took your hips in his hand and lifted you up, only to slam you down on his cock again. Your moan was delicious, and you placed both your hands on his chest, moving forward to make him go deeper.
Logan did groan this time, and used your hips to continue moving you on his dick, his large hands squeezing the soft flesh of your hips. You were a whining mess, eyes glazed and body limp above him.
ā€œFeel so good,ā€ Logan grunted, thrusting into you. ā€œSo fucking good for me.ā€
You whimpered, gasping as your eyes fluttered closed again. Logan grinned.
ā€œYou like that baby? You like me telling you what a good girl youā€™re being, riding my cock so prettily.ā€
Your moans came more frequent, panting every second, and Logan could tell you were close. He increased his pace, wanting to see you fall apart in front of him, and wasnā€™t disappointed by the result.
ā€œCome on baby, cum for me.ā€
With a cry you threw your head back, ecstasy painting your face as you came, your walls tightening. The feeling of them squeezing Loganā€™s dick, your cunt milking it for all its worth was too much and he felt himself fall after you, his load of cum shooting into your already stuffed hole.
ā€œFuck baby,ā€ he cursed, helping you ride out both your highs, moving your hips over him.
You were still panting as you slowly came down from your high, boneless as you laid against Loganā€™s chest.
ā€œYou did so good for me darling,ā€ he murmured, kissing the top of your head.
You let out a sound, nuzzling his neck, and he happily held you against him, pressing kisses to your face and neck till you were ready to move.
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pomegranatesarchive Ā· 7 months ago
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please date my sister in law | max verstappen
pairing: max verstappen x reader
summary: the one where charles wonā€™t rest until he gets his fiancĆ©eā€™s sister a boyfriend.
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charles_leclerc: are you a hot and single guy OR woman in monaco looking for the perfect lady? well boy do i have good news for you! here we have yn ln, my sister-in law, sheā€™s VERY single, likes long walks on the beach, napping, eating, and knitting. if you are interested please comment below! SERIOUS OFFERS ONLY.
view comments below!
yourusername: what the fuck is this charles
charles_leclerc: this is me getting you a boyfriend?
yourusername: NO CHARLES THIS IS JUST NO. @/yoursistersuser TAKE HIS PHONE?
yoursistersuser: I HAVE BUT HE JUST KEEPS BUYING MORE
charles_leclerc: i cannot be stopped
user1: iā€™m interested?
charles_leclerc: no you are too ugly
yourusername: cha please stop
charles_leclerc: i will stop once i get you a nice PRETTY boyfriend
yoursistersuser: love, please delete this
charles_leclerc: i would do anything for youā€¦ except deleted this. yn needs a bf, sheā€™s been to lonely lately
yoursistersuser: but this doesnā€™t help her get a boyfriend charles
charles_leclerc: but it will!! have faith
user2: heā€™s trying to sell her like sheā€™s a dog?? šŸ˜­
user3: ā€œlikes long walks on the beach, napping, eatingā€ IS SHE A DOG CHARLES??
user4: this is borderline weird and thoughtful at the same time
user5: charles get engaged and goes crazy
user6: iā€™m interested!
charles_leclerc: no you are far too short
yourusername: whatā€™s the point of this if youā€™re just going to reject everyone
charles_leclerc: i need to pick someone suitable, i donā€™t need someone ugly or short ruining my wedding pictures
yourusername; then how about you delete this and donā€™t have to worry about ā€œsomeone ugly or short ruining my wedding picturesā€
charles_leclerc; but i donā€™t want you alone and sad in the pictures either!
user7: yn doesnā€™t have a bf?? sheā€™s gorgeous
user8: charles you work with 19 perfectly rich, fine, and tall?? (not really, depends) men, set her up with them
user9: girl half of those men are taken
user8: okay so like 8 rich, fine, and tall (??) men, those are still lots of chances
oscarpiastri: what is going on?
charles_leclerc: are you interested oscar? because youā€™d be my top pick.
oscarpiastri: iā€™m too busy with racing for relationships right now, sorry!
yourusername: i just got rejected in front of the whole world through my brother-in law. CHARLES PLEASE STOP THIS
user9: hey so this is crazy!
user10: itā€™s cute that he cares enough about this too make a whole post
yourusername: charles please stop iā€™m getting so many dick pics
user12: gross
user13: oh thatā€™s notā€¦
user14: #freeyn
user15: why is he trying to sell her like a dog
user16: if this actual works, i fear we will never hear the end of it from charles
charles_leclerc: all those who are sending dick pics to my sister-in law WILL be reported for harassment. you are lucky my fiancƩ is holding me back from posting your small dicks all over social media.
user17: POST THE SMALL DICKS CHARLES, DO IT
user18: STOP HOLDING HIM BACK!! LET HIM BE FREE
user19: when heā€™s protective over his soon to be family >>
user20: three days into summer break and charles has gone crazy
yourusername: i gave you permission to propose to my sister and this is how you repay me?
yoursistersuser: weā€™re stuck with him for this rest of our lives šŸ˜“
yourusername: please, donā€™t remind me.
user21: ā€œguy or womanā€ is yn gay?
charles_leclerc: yes! she is half homosexual :)
yourusername: jesus charles
charles_leclerc: what? itā€™s true!
danielricciardo: can you do one of these post for me?
charles_leclerc: you are rich, tall and buff. no.
charles_leclerc; @/maxverstappen1, @/georgerussell63, @/oscarpiastri, @/carlossainz55, @/alex_albon, @/danielricciardo, @/landonorris whoā€™s interested? šŸ˜
alex_albon; nope
danielricciardo: this weird mate
oscarpiastri; iā€™ve already said no
landonorris: no thank you
carlossainz55: no thank you
georgerussell63: shakes head
yourusername; kill me now
charles_leclerc: okay. whatever. i donā€™t care.
carlossainz55: he cares
charles_leclerc: on a completely totally unrelated note @/maxverstappen1, join me for coffee tomorrow morning?
maxverstappen1: sure šŸ‘
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ā€” cafe near charles house, 9am, on the dot.
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ā€” max verstappen has posted a new story!
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[caption: nice cafe šŸ‘]
story responses:
charles_leclerc: hehehehe šŸ˜ˆ
user22: SO YOU AND YN WERE HANGING OUT??
user23: that twitter user wasnā€™t lying??!?!??
user24: charles set you and yn up huh šŸ˜¼
danielricciardo: who goes to a cafe and gets tea?
maxverstappen1: yn does. and then i felt awkward ordering something else.
danielricciardo: itā€™s been years and she still makes you nervous?? šŸ¤£
maxverstappen1: shut it
landonorris: iā€™m surprised you didnā€™t run away in fear when you say her instead of charles
maxverstappen1: so does everyone just know about charles plan or what?
landonorris: pretty much yeah!
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yourusername: july and august photo dump šŸ‘
view comments below!
charles_leclerc: my wedding is in a week, why are you posting on instagram and not freaking out?
yourusername: i can multitask
charles_leclerc: maybe you having a bf was a bad idea, you are too distracted šŸ˜‘
yourusername; lalalala canā€™t hear you
user23: boyfriend you say? šŸ˜
user24: 2 months and shes been seen "hanging out" with max more then 10 times, AND she justs posted jimmy or sassy (i cant tell the difference) what are you tryna say yn?
user25: man i canā€™t believe charles actually got yn a boyfriend
user26: and itā€™s MAX. like his max.
user27: how do yall even know theyre dating?
user25: context clues babes
user28: this is the closest weā€™ll get to yn and max making it ā€œofficialā€
user29: i feel like if they go to the wedding together, thatā€™ll be them making it ā€œofficialā€
user30: oh definitely
maxverstappen1: puzzles are hard
yourusername: theyā€™re easy when you focus on
maxverstappen1: how can i focus when i when i have a gorgeous woman should as yourself near me?
landonorris: that was smooth man šŸ‘
maxverstappen1: thank you, iā€™ve been practicing
user31: and people are still saying they arenā€™t together??
user32: people want them to post a story wirh the caption ā€œthis is us making it officialā€ šŸ’€ like babes this is the best weā€™re going to get
user33: i canā€™t believe the wedding of the century is in ONE WEEK??
user34: it feels like just yesterday when charles accidentally told the whole world he was engaged
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yourusername: today, my sister married an idiot
view comments below!
user35: that wedding was so fucking gorgeous
user36: charles and yn planned the whole thing?? fuck f1 we need them as party planners
yourusername: planning this wedding was the most stressful thing in my fucking life. i never want to plan anything ever again
user37: well the wedding was beautiful so, worth it?
user38: i was expecting a much more emotional caption
user39: she got all her emotions out during her speech šŸ˜­
user40: OMG HER SPEECH WAS THE CUTEST THING. ā€œcharles you have changed mine and my sisters life for the better. you have introduced me to someone who makes me feel like iā€™m on cloud 9.ā€ THE CAMERA PANS TO MAX??? ā€œi know we joke and what not, butā€¦ i donā€™t know, justļæ½ļæ½thank you for making me feel like family.ā€ TEARS ARE STREAMING DOWN MY FACE ā€œi love you both so much,ā€ I CRIED, CHARLES CRIED, EVERYONE CRIED
user41: we will never get that amount of emotion from yn ever again
user42: i will enjoy it while it last
yoursistersuser: i did indeed marry an idiot.
yourusername: itā€™s okay tho! we still like him
charles_leclerc: awwwww šŸ„°šŸ„°
user43: charles just ignoring the idiot part
user44: itā€™s been a good day. yn and max made itt official, charles got married, and the wedding was gorgeous
user45: f1 twt has never been so peaceful
user46; RIGHT??? everyoneā€™s just celebrating the marriage
maxverstappen1: will we have a big wedding?
yourusername: absolutely not. unless charles plans it by himself, weā€™re getting married in a courthouse
charles_leclerc: are you serious? youā€™ll let me plan your wedding?
yourusername: you proved yourself with this wedding so yes
charles_leclerc: AHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG I HAVE TO GET STARTED
user47: first it started with him trying to get her a bf, now heā€™s planning her wedding
user48: i feel like a proud mom watching her kids grow up šŸ˜¢
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notes; pls pls pls send me blurb or smau request!! i have 2 weeks left of vacation and i must make the most of it
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rafesproperty Ā· 8 months ago
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Thinking about how Rafe would treat you each seasonā€¦
Bro was tweakinā€™ the whole show šŸ˜­ Good luck with the mood swings
Also can you tell S2 Rafe is my fav and owns my entire heart? Ok? Ok.
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Season 1 Rafe treats you horribly. Never there for you even tho you are always there for him. Always thinking about himself.
He can be nice behind closed doors but the second you are with him and his friends heā€™s cold. He almost acts like you guys arenā€™t together but if one of his friends flirts with you he throws a tantrum. Also he gets mad when you donā€™t give him enough attention but he ignores your messages for days.
He snorts cocaine in front of you even tho it makes you uncomfortableā€¦ but he doesnā€™t really care as long as he gets his high. He asks to snort it from your thighs or cleavage as well. If you say no heā€™ll keep asking until you say yes just to shut him up.
If youā€™re being all annoying asking him to drive you home heā€™ll just smear some on your gums.
ā€œShit. Alright, cā€™me here baby,ā€ he mumbles and you sit on his lap as he grabs a tiny bit of the powder and uses his fingers to open your mouth. ā€œThere you go, baby, good fuckinā€™ girl.ā€ He chuckles and kisses you. You instantly melt into the kiss, feeling as if the drugs effect melts your body. Youā€™re on top of him the entire night, cuddling up to him, straddling his lap, purring when he kisses you. Youā€™re just so good to him, so devoted when youā€™re in this state.
He never lets you snort it tho. And he wonā€™t do it again for a long time. He doesnā€™t want you to be addicted like him.
He calls you in the middle of the night and demands you come over when heā€™s in the mood. Heā€™ll pick you up but wonā€™t give you a ride home so youā€™re either staying or walking alone.
He yells Kiara looks hot at Midsummers when youā€™re right next to him. Youā€™re angry at him but he doesnā€™t care.
Probably constantly breaking up and getting back together when he has one of his breakdowns and needs you. So he seeks you out. Cries to you about his dad. Cries to you about your relationship. Promises to do better. And you always take him back.
He takes you on motorbike dates, goes way over the speed limit tho.
You are there when his dad kicks him out, he takes his sadness and anger out on you. You are there when he kills the sheriff, and youā€™re not running away, not telling anyone, youā€™re keeping your mouth shut. For him. You do a lot of things for him.
Season 2 Rafe aka the most unhinged psycho youā€™ve ever met is actually nicer to you (worse to everyone elseā€¦ but nicer to you). He keeps you safe. Never lets you walk alone at night. He basically never ever leaves your side, when he does itā€™s to do something he doesnā€™t want you to see.
He keeps you away from Ward and Barry - especially Barry. Until you actually meet Barry and find out heā€™s cool and funny asf. Rafe is pissed at first but Barry is the only guy heā€™ll let you hang out with (only in his presence, tho).
Barry starts calling you ā€œMrs. Country cluuuub.ā€
Never lets you do drugs again. Not even a little bit. He feels bad for what he did before, smearing it on your gums when you didnā€™t even really know what he was doing. He wonā€™t admit it out loud, tho. He just wonā€™t allow it again.
He needs to touch you constantly. Hand on your back or your thigh at all times. Holding you close to him. He needs to know feel youā€™re there.
He swears heā€™ll buy anything you damn want with the gold.
He still gets mad when he doesnā€™t get your attention but this time heā€™ll just take it. Heā€™ll force you to give him attention if he has to. Sometimes heā€™ll rile you up and piss you off just so that heā€™s your main focus.
He seeks you out for comfort when he comes to your house all bloody and beatenā€¦ whether the blood is his or not is a mystery. Heā€™ll open up to you, heā€™ll talk about his dad and youā€™ll comfort him with sweet words, he gets so used to it. Addicted. His dad never listened to him. No one ever listened to him. But you do. He may be in love with you.
Heā€™s possessive. Wonā€™t let you talk to other people, will break anyones bones if they look at you the wrong way. Youā€™re his. And heā€™s slowly starting to realise that he is yours, too.
ā€œIā€™ll take care of you. Shit, Iā€™ll fuck up anyone who tries to hurt you, got that?ā€
Heā€™s harsh about everything he doesnā€™t like and especially to people he doesnā€™t like. You better not get in the way when heā€™s really angry.
He hates it when he makes you cry, but if heā€™s already pissed off he canā€™t stop himself from yelling. He never hurt you tho. Maybe a few bruises from gripping your wrist with too much force but nothing intentional.
His eyes soften when you flinch one time. That being the only time he actually somewhat calms down.
Not many peaceful moments with him given how little chill he had in S2 šŸ˜­ BUT if you guys are just talking, playing with eachothers fingers in the dark and you start talking about your future he melts. You always include him. In all the details and in all the plans. He loves you. Heā€™s sure of it now.
Wheezie absolutely adores you, she gossips about Rafe with you all the time. You guys play board games and heā€™ll scoff and roll his eyes but Wheezie will force him to join. For 5 minutes. Then heā€™s like ā€œFuck this bullshitā€ (heā€™s losing) and he leaves. You and Wheezie laugh at him.
He tells you everything, he tells you about how he shot Sarah, how he tried to drown her, how he almost killed Pope, how he hates these fucking Pogues so much and wants them all deadā€¦ heā€™s never saying it calmly, his pupils are dilated, heā€™s shaking, his words are mixing, he has this look on his faceā€¦ sometimes heā€™s so scary. But you never run away from him.
His obsession with making his dad proud slowly turns into an obsession to make you proud. To make you happy. To make sure the gold is fucking yours and anyone who tries to take anything away from you two dies.
I seriously canā€™t stress enough how Rafe is always obsessed with one person only and does absolutely everything in the world for them. And his focus changes from his dad to you. Youā€™re his priority now. Heā€™ll protect you, not his dad. Heā€™ll make you proud, not his dad. You. You. You.
Season 3 Rafe is an obsessed man. Spoils you. Takes you on fancy dates all the time. Gets you anything you like or anything he likes.
Gets you hot dresses that heā€™ll rip the same day. Youā€™re actually angry because you liked that dress so heā€™ll just buy it again.
He doesnā€™t really know how to express his emotions so heā€™ll just constantly buy you expensive things just because he can and heā€™ll keep you close, cuddle you, kiss you, squeeze your waist. Physical contact all the time, basically.
You donā€™t really fight anymore. But if he does make you angry youā€™ll wake up to princess treatment the whole day. Food, clothes, jewelry, his attention, anything you want, you got it.
ā€œCan we get a dog?ā€
ā€œNo.ā€
ā€œOh.ā€
ā€¦ almost anything you want.
You are his priority, always. Always focused on making you secure, safe, happy, proud, satisfied. You donā€™t have to ask for anything, ever. Heā€™s got you.
Constantly shielding you with his body when you two go out, keeping you close, thumb drawing little circles on your back, his attention on you the entire time.
Heā€™ll take you on boat drives and just chill and make out with you out on the open ocean.
Heā€™s so madly in love with you.
Heā€™s loyal, pushing other people away from him, and he expects the same from youā€¦ tho you usually donā€™t even get the chance to. Heā€™s scaring anyone away the second they look at you.
He doesnā€™t care about Ward anymore, all he sees is his pretty girl whoā€™s been with him the whole time, through everything. His girl. That didnā€™t push him away when he was on his lowest. His girl, who didnā€™t run away from him when he killed people. His girl who makes him feel so warm and fuzzy it actually keeps surprising him.
He wants to marry you, give you everything he has, pay you back for always having his back.
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lucidfairies Ā· 2 months ago
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take a hit [e.w]
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pairing: inexperienced!reader x dealer!ellie
synopsis: for the first time, you're interested in sharing a joint with Ellie, and she doesn't let the moment get passed up
warnings: intox, cnc, weed/smoking, head [r!receiving], fingering [r!receiving], strap [r!receiving], pet names (mama, baby, good girl, slut, pretty), unrealistic squirting, ellie uses reader to get off, lots of use of the word force and lots of ellie's thoughts that include force
wc: 2.5k
a/n: short n sweet! long time no see šŸ’˜ (ps this is kind of shitty until the last thousand words where it actually gets good lmao šŸ˜­)
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ā€œellie?ā€ you yelled from the bedroom, plopping down on the bed with a huff. she entered the room, leaning against the door frame and smiling. ā€œdo you have any weed on you? I think I might want to try some.ā€ ellie was taken aback by the question. you were never one for smoking or drinking, let alone somewhere outside of a party environment, or for leisure.
you guys had been together for a while, but smoking together was something that ellie never thought sheā€™d see. you made it very clear from the beginning that you would not be partaking in ellieā€™s ā€˜businessā€™, as you called it. she hardly considered it that; ten or so customers did not make a business, just a side hustle.
ā€œyeah I have weed baby,ā€ you watched as she walked over towards the closet and pulled out a shoe box, cleanly organized with wrap paper, weed, grinders, and other things that you didnā€™t know or couldnā€™t name. she sat down across from you on the bed, pulling out her supplies and setting it up. ā€œdo you want me to roll it or do you know how?ā€ she asked, but the paper was already in her hands.
ā€œyou do it,ā€ you changed positions so that you were straddling the bed, shirt falling between your legs to cover your underwear. she was looking.
ā€œIā€™m gonna put in a little more than I normally do to make it feel good, okay mama?ā€ you nodded eagerly, her plan unbeknownst to you. she made it seem like that; like she just did it to make you feel good, but in reality, she overfilled it so that halfway through the joint you wouldnā€™t be able to see straight.
she got up, turning the bedroom lights down low to create a pretty ambiance. you slipped the joint between your lips, waiting for her to come over and light it for you, which she did. she had you sit in her lap, pulling the joint from between your lips between every hit, just so that you would know you were a princess.
after a few hits, the room was already beginning to spin. ā€œels why arenā€™t you hitting it?ā€ you asked, pouting as you tried to push her hand towards her face with little luck. she took a short hit to make you happy and keep you relaxed before forcing it between your lips again. she made you hit it over and over again until you were sure you were in outer space.
thatā€™s when her plan unfolded. suddenly, her hands were running up the sides of your thighs and her hot mouth found your neck. you whined lazily, her touch feeling so much better than it usually did. ā€œellie what are you doing?ā€ you slurred, not coherent enough to fight back as she grabbed your hips and forced you down onto her lap. an immediate gush of wetness filled your panties when your clit brushed over her bulge. ā€œellie,ā€ you slurred again, whining into her neck as your hips rolled down again.
ā€œshhh, itā€™s okay baby. you wanna be a good girl and hit this again for me?ā€ she held the joint up to your lips once again, and like the good girl you were, you took it between your lips and sucked. ā€œthatā€™s it, thatā€™s my good princess, isnā€™t it?ā€ she cooed. she took the joint from you and sat it in the ashtray, flipping you so that you were under her. ā€œgod, youā€™re just so pretty, arenā€™t you? canā€™t keep my hands off you. you did this to yourself, baby, such a slut without pants on, huh?ā€ you whimpered as her hand came up under your shirt and harshly pulled your nipple.
something about this felt wrong, but it also felt so right. you loved the way she took over and decided what was going to happen, you loved the way your body felt and reacted to her in your cloudy headspace.
you whined as her fingers ran gently over your cunt through your shorts. you were so wet and your clit was pumping so hard, you had to have her in you. Your hips jolted and ground down on her thigh and fingers, making her chuckle. ā€œnow we want it, donā€™t we? thatā€™s all it took, baby, you just needed a few hits to let me take control.ā€ you nodded your head frantically as she pulled your shirt over your head.
her mouth danced down your neck with sweet bites until she made her way to your tits. she took one in her mouth and the other in her hand, hitting just the spot to make you writh under her. she gave both just the attention they needed, leaving marks along the way, before continuing down your stomach, stopping at your pubic bone.
ā€œbefore I fuck you, youā€™re gonna take another hit of the joint. howā€™s that sound, pretty?ā€ the joint was still burning a little, almost out, but it was enough to take a hit, a long hit, because ellie held it to your lips and kept it there until she saw fit. once she decided you were ready, she tossed it back in the ashtray and immediately attached her lips to your clit.
you were so spacey and sleepy but it felt so good. nothing like what you were used to. every perfect flick of her tongue was like touching heaven. she rotated between flicking her tongue up and down, side to side, going in circles, and sucking, and she practically had you coming in seconds.
she didnā€™t care that you lousily came once within the first minute, she continued and traced your entrance with the tip of her finger, sending electric shocks through your system. the pads of her fingers were rough from her guitar, and you could feel the callouses as she teased you.
finally, she pushed her first finger in, wasting no time in crooking it up to the perfect spot. when she had you stretched out enough, she added another, and even another. the weed was relaxing you so much that you hadnā€™t even noticed the slight burn from the third finger, because you had never taken it before now.
ā€œoh ellie,ā€ you moaned, hands gripping the sheets as your head spun. ā€œellie Iā€™m gonna cum.ā€ you slurred as the pressure in your pelvis grew and bolts of pleasure started shooting throughout your body. her free hand moved from your hip to your tit, pinching your nipple once again.
you came for the second time, back arching and desperate for her to never stop.
ā€œellie Iā€™m tired,ā€ you pouted as she came up from between your legs and kissed you. you tasted yourself from her lips as her tongue grazed yours, she sucked gently and you moaned.
she pulled away, cooing at you. "if only we were done," she said as she stood to walk away, venturing into the closet to get, what she called, her 'strap box'. she thought it was funny to call it that.
she clipped her harness onto her hips and attached her favorite strap; it was forest green in color, nearing eight inches in length. she knew you couldn't always take it all, that's what made it fun for her. especially having you this way, where your head was in the clouds and your body was much more lenient to the things she wanted to do to it.
"flip over, ass up," ellie said, and you complied as she climbed onto the bed behind you. she pressed down on your lower back, deepening your arch. it was slightly uncomfortable, but the way she was looking at your pussy like a hungry dog made you forget the uncomfortability.
ellie never cared much for cleaning you up in between rounds, so when she ran the tip of her strap through your folds and down to your clit, your cum smeared all over your pussy. she almost came in her boxers at the sight of it.
rather roughly, ellie jerked her hips forward, pushing the first three inches in you. it didn't hurt like you anticipated, your body and mind were too lax for anything to hurt much. "today," ellie groaned softly as you took another couple inches. "you're going to take the whole thing. how's that sound?"
you didn't get a chance to answer before she was forcing another inch in you, only one to go before her hips pressed against your ass. your hands gripped the sheets, pressure gathering from the length in your abdomen.
ellie knew it would hurt if she put the last inch in, but she craved it. she couldn't resist the idea of you stretched out wide for her thick, cum soaked strap. she needed it.
she reached over you, wrapping her slender fingers over your mouth and pulling you up as she forced the last inch in you. you whined in pain, protests coming from your covered mouth, but she was too lost to listen. your head rested on her shoulder now, and she used this to reach around and trace your clit while she fucked into you.
she was going fast, slamming her hips into you as hard as she could. the harder the slam, the better it felt against her clit. since you had came twice already, she was focused on herself; meaning that she went as hard and as fast as she needed to to get herself off.
with a final harsh jerk, she coated her boxers and soaked through the inside of the harness. she released your mouth and clit and roughly pushed you forward, unrelenting as you neared your third orgasm of the night.
she grabbed a fistful of your hair and pulled it with every thrust, and just like that, the pressure from your stomach and bladder were releasing, and you were coming and squirting all over her.
she pulled out and flipped you onto your back, harshly slapping your clit. "such a fucking mess," she said slowly, with a slap between every word. tears streaked your cheeks from her brutal overstimulation and pain, and ellie lived for her. she wondered how many more times she could slap your sensitive spot between your legs before you begged her to stop, but she figured she would save that for next time.
once you were cleaned up and cared for, she left to acquire more weed. there was no way in hell she wasn't doing this with you again.
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tags: @bvnfetti @kl1q @kaykeryyy @katemartinis @r3wbeef
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chrollohearttags Ā· 2 months ago
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love thy neighbor ā€¢ r. sukuna
(Y/N) moves into an apartment complex on the other side of town and winds up living right next door to one of the most notorious drug dealers in the city nonetheless! But looks can be deceivingā€¦
šŸ“: black!fem plus size reader, plug!sukuna, age gap (6 years or so) mentions of toxic relationship and baby trapping, religious trauma, anxiety, alcohol + drug use, comfort + fluff and angst to smut, missionary, prone bone, oral sex, reader cries during, daddy is used a couple times, size difference, lots of kissing, positive affirmations, creampie
wc: 3.0K
šŸŽ™ļø: I swear imma get back to posting regularly! Iā€™m just being lazy and hating my writing rn (it sucks) šŸ˜­ but I hope yā€™all enjoy
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you didnā€™t know what to expect when you found yourself residing on the same floor as plug!sukuna..it was your first time living on your own. Fresh out of your parentsā€™ house with minimal belongings and all of the savings you had managed to scrounge over the years. Enough to cover first and last monthā€™s rent with some extra left over..working as a receptionist in a local doctors office by day and offering online tutoring services at night to suffice your income. You'd return home from your shift, ready to relax by at least eight o clock..meanwhile, plug!sukuna was just beginning his night. Heading out into the streets to do God knows what until the early morning hours. But heā€™d never leave until heā€™d done two things: said hello and made sure that you were straight. You never really understood the logic behind it..especially considering the fact that you werenā€™t exactly close friends or even acquaintances beforehand. Hell, he didnā€™t know you at all and yet, he was just as kind as an old lady bringing you cookies to welcome you to the neighboorhood.
nonetheless, plug!sukuna would always tell you ā€œ..keep that door locked, donā€™t answer that shit for nobody and call me if you need anything, aight?ā€ his deep voice was the last voice youā€™d heard for the evening and the first when you awoke in the morning. Sometimes, heā€™d even bring you breakfast per your request and youā€™d eat together. Youā€™d cut off all ties to your controlling, religious fanatic family and the narcissistic ex whoā€™d all but attempted to stick you with a kid you didnā€™t want and turn you into his personal dollā€¦trapped inside of the house with no purpose other than to serve him. It was the way all of the men in your former faith operated. But you werenā€™t interested. Not in the slightest. In fact, you wanted change so drastic, itā€™d make their goddamn heads spin! Over time, youā€™d grow closer to plug!sukuna. His second long check ins and warnings became full blown conversations as the two of you congregated downstairs in the pool area or at the mailbox for a cup of coffee. A cigarette dangling from his fingertips to go light once he went outside.
ā€œI know this place seems nice and all from first glance butā€¦imma let you in on a lilā€™ secret, baby. Itā€™s all types of people who come here..looking for trouble and hell, Iā€™m not gonna lie to you. Iā€™m part of the reason. Thatā€™s why I tell you to keep your door locked. Your pretty ass answers for the wrong person and somebody is bound to try and take advantage. ā€˜Damn shame Iā€™d have to fuck someone up if something were to happen to you..ā€
plug!sukuna was sweet and endearing in his own right. But thatā€™s what drew you into him..he was the very antithesis to what you knew men to be. Brutally honest yet so empathetic to your feelings. Rough as hell around the edges but a total gentleman. He may have done horrible things but he was a good guy..the best damn one youā€™d ever met. Unbeknownst to him, youā€™d watch him from the window leaving out; others surrounding him in the parking lot in similar cars. Blacked out with tinted windows..doing sleight of hand to pass something to other tenants who youā€™d recognized. Only what you could assume to be drugs. A couple of the guys youā€™d recognized from church, talking to deacons and pastors..now itā€™d all made so much more sense. Even so, plug!sukuna kept you out of that part of his life as much as possible. Eventually, some months would pass and it was a secret to no one that youā€™d grown quite fond of him..damn near smitten even.
however, plug!sukuna was adamant on not taking it there with you! Heā€™d admitted himself that you were beautiful and in another life, any other circumstances..he wouldnā€™t hesitate to make you his. The problem was, you were still too vulnerable and he was knee deep in a lifestyle he wanted you to steer clear from. You were healing from years of trauma and downright abuse..trying to navigate this world on your own. If he were any other scumbag, he could have easily sucked you into his world and had you out here doing his bidding.
ā€œ(Y/N) baby..do you know how many girls just like you..who leave bad situations and end up in worse ones because some nasty motherfucker saw how vulnerable they were and used that to their advantage? How many girls went from being in the church to being on their knees for some pimp? I care too much ā€˜bout you to let that happen. Iā€™m no good for you, I swear. Youā€™d only end up hurt because I canā€™t give you all of me. Shit, I canā€™t even promise Iā€™d make a good boyfriend. Iā€™m selfish as hell, Iā€™m always gone..Iā€™ve slept with more women than I can remember. What could you possibly want with somebody like me, huh? What could I possibly do for you, (y/n)?ā€
but you saw right through plug!sukunaā€™s facade. He was gentle at heart..a romantic even. He wanted his person to spoil and adore just as much as you did. The streets were his only love for most of his life. Heā€™d seen many things but nothing quite like you..those round, doe eyes; so innocent and pure. Pouty lips, chubby cheeks and the soft, ringlet curls that surrounded that gorgeous face. That soft, plump body and those thighs that rubbed together when you walked away. He wanted to devour you whole sometimes..many nights had plug!sukuna lied in his bed next door, thinking of you being on top of him. Those perky breasts jiggling as he bounced you up and down on his cock. Those nails clawed at his chest as sweat poured down his skin. But those thoughts were far too lewd and disgusting for someone like you! He was ashamed of even having them. But he couldnā€™t help himself..especially when that sweet, airy voice all but begged him to take you.
ā€œBecause I love you, Ryo..I love everything about you. Even the bad shit. I donā€™t care what you do because itā€™s not who you are..youā€™re the man that brings me food and coffee in the morning so I donā€™t have to rush before work. Youā€™re the man who kisses my forehead when he leaves because you know, deep down..it could be the last time I see you. Youā€™re the man who calls me every time he hears a gunshot or sirens because he worries himself sick about me when Iā€™m not near him. You carry my laundry baskets and groceries, you clean my apartment while Iā€™m sleeping because Iā€™m too tired. And not once have you ever tried to touch me. You never made me repay you with sex or anything. You could easily hurt me and you canā€™t even bring yourself to raise your voice, even when Iā€™m dead fucking wrong. No one has ever cared about me that much, boyfriend or otherwise and I donā€™t give a damn if you sell drugs or blow up buildings. A man whoā€™d do all of that for me and never asks for anything in return is exactly who I want.ā€
plug!sukuna found himself dumbstruck for the first time in a long time..standing there with your small hand cradling his chiseled jaw, tears streaming down your face, heā€™d find that his own eyes were welling and burning. Heā€™d never heard anyone speak about him in such a way. ā€œDamn, I guess you can read me like a book.ā€ Hell, heā€™d never acted that way with anyone else either. Yet here he was, treating you like a princess. He couldnā€™t pretend anymore..he had to be honest with you..and himself.
ā€œIā€”I love you too, (y/n). So much..ā€
ā€œThen make me yours. Right now..right here.ā€
ā€œyou know once we do this, we canā€™t go back..ā€
ā€œPlease..leaving the past behind is kind of my thing.ā€
it didnā€™t take long for your lips to meet in a fiery haze, tongues intertwined in a moment of heated bliss. Your hands roaming one anotherā€™s bodies as moans slipped through..your clothes all but becoming discarded heaps on the living room floor like a movie scene cliche. His lips traced from your neck to your collarbone; slightly dredging his teeth along the skin in the process.
ā€œHere, baby..take my hand.ā€ plug!sukuna, in one fell swoop hoisted you into his arms as if you weighed practically next to nothing. Continuing to feed you those slow kisses, heā€™d carry you to a nearby wall and part your thighs. With your legs resting on his shoulders, heā€™d mark every inch of you. From your sensitive nipples which he cradled in his mouth to that pudgy tummy he loved so much to that juicy center, which was practically leaking for him.
ā€œThis all me? Just from some kissing?..ā€ ā€œThis is nothing. I touch myself every night thinking about you..you should see the mess I make then.ā€ plug!sukuna could barely sate his urges now, hearing how nasty this supposedly innocent girl was for him! He wasted no time slithering his tongue into that aching cunt. Swirling it around on that throbbing clit, spitting into those pretty pink folds and those succulent brown lips encasing them. He feasted like a man unhinged; greedy and selfish as fuck, just like he claimed. Youā€™d grasp a hold of those dark reddish and black locks, grinding yourself into his face. Rubbing his nose in between your slit.
ā€œMmmph! Ryoā€¦ā€ ā€œYeah, fuck my face. Donā€™t hold back now. You donā€™t know how long Iā€™ve been waiting to do this.ā€
plug!sukuna would eat your pussy until he heard you sobbing and felt that orgasm come barreling out. Your tight hole spasming on air as those juices trickled down his throat, chest and mouth. He couldnā€™t help but to laugh as he watched you writhe in pleasure. Attempting to push him away as you rode out that orgasm.
ā€œWhaā€”how did you?ā€”ā€œ ā€œWhat? I told you..Iā€™ve had a lot of practice.ā€ Choosing to omit the fact that heā€™d fantasized about you sitting on his face more times than he could count. Tossing you a wink and one final lick before carting you over to the sofa. Where he laid you down gently against the cushionsā€¦pinning those legs back whilst hovering over you. The entire time, he couldnā€™t take his gaze away from those gorgeous eyes..they glimmered so bright. Full of lust, adoration and excitement. No matter how much you smiled, he always sensed a certain emptiness behind them. A light stolen from you and now, he hoped to reignite it.
observing your movements, plug!sukuna began to chuckle when he saw you pawing at his crotch. So eager to unsheathe that hard on from his boxers. He could tell that the shy, bashful demeanor you presented was only a front. If given the opportunity, he could turn you into his personal slut with ease..but for now, he wanted to focus solely on making love to you. Giving you every part of him that heā€™d long to for months now. Youā€™d examine his chiseled torso, reaching up to caress his abs and trace your fingertips along his various tattoos. But you couldnā€™t distract yourself from how large that bulge was..protruding and leaking with precumā€¦
ā€œCan I?ā€”ā€œ Go ahead, baby..take it out.ā€ And without hesitation, youā€™d tug that elastic waistband back and let it spring forth. He was so girthy and long. Clean shaven and although he was erect now, you could tell he was huge even when flaccid. Nonetheless, plug!sukuna grasped those thick thighs of yours and mounted in between them; gliding that aching tip along your folds. ā€Now you tell me if it hurts, okay baby? If I see you flinch or look uncomfortable, Iā€™m pulling the fuck out. We clear?ā€ And you knew when he spoke, that was law. Nodding in agreement, youā€™d consent to his terms as you rubbed your folds, waiting for him.
ā€œGood..and tap my arm if you canā€™t talk. Iā€™m ā€˜bout to start moving. You ready?ā€ with your permission, heā€™d glide in slowly and immediately, he thought heā€™d seen stars! Plug!sukuna, by his own volition, had been with countless girls. From strippers to models, but never had he felt pussy this tight! The warmth immediately cradling him and not letting go. Heā€™d suck his teeth before muttering a single ā€˜fuckā€™ under his breath. You were going to be some pressure, he was certain of it. But heā€™d continue on, gathering his footing and working that cock into your entrance. A single pop, along with wet, squishing sounds rang out across that living room as you lie underneath him.
ā€œGoddamnā€¦your shit feels incredible, baby. I know you had some good pussy..I can tell just by looking at you.ā€ Forcing a wide, toothy smile on your face. Youā€™d never heard him talk so vulgar but it was the side youā€™d brought out. He was officially obsessed!
ā€œYeah? Well Iā€™ve been wanting to give it to for so long..I never thought youā€™d fuck me..ā€
ā€œI kept you waiting, huh? Iā€™m sorry..guess it just means we gotta make up for lost time then, huh?ā€
plug!sukuna was thrilled to know that heā€™d no longer have to hold back because you were on the same wavelength. Youā€™d have no issues matching his energy..so with that, heā€™d speed up those thrusts. Pounding you with gentle but well paced strokes. The sound of your thighs and skin slamming together, coupled with the sounds of both your moans, made for a beautiful chorus. Your hands around his neck, scratching at his back; legs around his waist and his muscular arms planted right at your sides. Drilling you just as youā€™d requested and there was no limits between the two of you.
ā€œYes! Keep fucking meeee..oh my goodness. Iā€™m gonna come again!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re so fucking cute..damn..ā€ adoring how you sounded squealing and laughing as you met his thrusts. He couldnā€™t believe how receptive you were and how it took no time at all for you to open up.
ā€œAnd you look so pretty taking all this dick for daddy. I canā€™t stop staring at you.ā€ That deep voice showering you with praise as his thick cock thrashed around your insides. Even though you had always been a bigger girl, he made you feel so dainty and small..like a precious treasure he never wanted to lose. ā€œYou deserve this, baby..to get fucked just like this. To be spoiled and get whatever you want. I can put you up..you ainā€™t ever gotta worry about shit. Not a bill, not rent, your family..I got you, baby. I promise. I love you..ā€ You believed every single word and clung to them with every fiber you had. Youā€™d never had anyone treat you with such grace and care before..and that wasnā€™t the end. Heā€™d continue doting. Telling you how proud he was of you and how far you'd come. How he admired your strength to get out of your situationā€¦he was in awe. plug!sukuna would continue singing your praises until he looked up and spotted tears coming down your face. He was tempted to stop until you told him that you were just fine. He on the other hand..was struggling to maintain his stamina.
ā€œNo no..please donā€™t stop. You just make me feel so good. No one has ever fucked me like this.ā€
but that alone seemed to ignite a second wind and in a moment of haste, youā€™d find yourself flipped over into your stomach with his entire body weight shifted on top of you.
ā€œYou mean that, baby?ā€ Those outer fangs of his teeth glistening and mouth slicked with saliva as he began pounding you once more..hands pinned to your back and his frame covering your own. The plumpness of that ass ricocheting off of him as he penetrated those walls. Youā€™d come once again, dripping onto the leather couch and making that aforementioned mess heā€™d been dying to see. This time, his pace was rougher..less structured and sporadic. He couldnā€™t help it..he was running on pure fumes, trying to give you the first time experience you deserved. Tugging your head back by those thick curls, plug!sukuna fed you the deeper strokes he could muster until those chocolate eyes rolled back.
ā€œY-yes! This dick is amazing..ā€
ā€œTell me who it belongs to. Whoā€™s this good pussy belong to now?ā€
ā€œY-you, daddy. Itā€™s yours! Oh fuck..ā€
never having uttered such lewd words in your entire life, you reveled in the fact that he had been the one to bring this side out. And now, you were about to bring a side out of him. One far more vulnerable than the public witnessed..one that would beg you to let him come inside of you and cry out your name in sweet ecstasy as he did so. Youā€™d feel those warm seeds pouring into your womb as he came to a halt and you welcomed them. plug!sukuna didnā€™t hesitate to swaddle you in his arms for kisses and comfort.
ā€œI donā€™t want this to end..tell me it doesnā€™t have to, Ryo. Can we be this way forever?ā€
ā€œWe can stay like this for as long as you want, baby. Iā€™m not going anywhere.ā€œ
and it was a promise he intended to keep. Not just as your neighbor or the guy next door looking over you. But now, as your lover and the man whoā€™d never leave your side.
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Wearing Enhypenā€™s clothes
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Enha x implied fem reader, established relationship, 945 words (AGAIN), fluffff, jungwons is longer than everyone elseā€™sšŸ˜¬
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Heeseung
He is the perpetrator.
Like as soon as you walk in the door he shoves his hoodie onto you
Itā€™s not cute eitherā€” your arms get stuck and your hair is messed up and staticky everywhere
But as soon as itā€™s on he pulls the hood down and looks at you with such a lovesick look even though you look like a gremlin
Every time you stay over he makes you wear his clothes because he just thinks you look so cute
And since his shirts/hoodies are too big on you it makes it easier to sneak his hands up them to hold your bare waist which is his favorite way to cuddle šŸ˜”
Jay
At first you were just so impressed with his style that you wanted to be like him šŸ„ŗ
He though it was so cute when you walked out in one of the outfits he had posted a picture in one day and been like ā€œhow do you manage to make this look good šŸ˜­ā€
ā€œWell for starters, the clothes actually fit meā€ he laughs and ruffles your hair
He likes to get matching outfits so you donā€™t always have to steal much of his stuff since you probably have a match
But you always end up stealing his accessories
The amount of times heā€™s complimented your necklace only to realize it was his šŸ˜
Youā€™re lucky he loves you
Likes when you slide his rings onto your fingers while youā€™re playing with his hands šŸ„°
Jake
THE KING OF SHARING CLOTHES
He will give you anything that you want from his closet, no questions asked
He loves trying to sneakily add articles of his clothing to your outfits
Like ā€œhey what if you added- I donā€™t know- a flannel around your waist? Actually look, Iā€™ve already go one right here. Let me put it on you.ā€
He loves coming home and seeing you in his hoodies or flannels (especially when theyā€™re so long it looks like you arenā€™t wearing pants šŸ˜­)
Refers to his new purchases as ā€œour new jacketā€ or will text you and ask ā€œdo you like this?ā€
And when you tell him itā€™s a mens shirt so you wouldnā€™t wear it he goes ā€œactually, itā€™s a jake shirt, which means itā€™s a yn shirt.ā€
Sunghoon
Heā€™s one to act like he doesnā€™t like it
But one time when you told him you were cold and he said ā€œsounds like a you problemā€ you threatened to go get one of the other boysā€™ hoodie and he got so pouty and mad šŸ˜­
Now he always brings an extra one of HIS hoodies whenever you hang out because he doesnā€™t want you to get it from someone else
Also the type to show up at your house, see your collection of his clothes and tease you about it but then not take them back
And if you EVER tell him you need another one bc the ones you have donā€™t smell like him anymoreā€”
Heā€™s gonna need three to four business days to recover from that
Sunoo
Another one to refer to his closet as ā€œour closetā€
He always asks you to wear his stuff
Like you text him to ask what you should wear for your date and he tells you to just wear anything over and heā€™d give you something of his to wear
Sharing sweaters šŸ„ŗ
Like little grandpa sweaters that you thrift somewhere and you guys share them like itā€™s the sisterhood of the traveling pants or something and send each other little pictures of where you were wearing it
ā€œToday I wore our sweater to the ice cream shop! The guy in front of me in line ordered mint choco and it made me think of youā€ šŸ«¶
Jungwon
Listen, heā€™s seen the romcomsā€” youā€™ve made him watch enough of them during movie nights to know that people like wearing their boyfriends clothes
He just had no idea how to offer it
Does he just walk up to you one day and say ā€œhere, wear thisā€? Does he take you to the cold section of the grocery store until you shiver and then give it to you?
HE DOESNT KNOW!!!
But one day you two come home from one of your dates and decide to just chill in his bed
Which is cool, except you had dressed a little nicer for the date and your outfit wasnā€™t exactly made for comfort
ā€œHey won, do you think I could borrow something to change into? My outfit isnā€™t very comfy.ā€
He scolds you at first for not wearing something youā€™re comfortable in because heā€™s gonna think you look beautiful no matter what you wear, but eventually gives you a tshirt and pair of shorts to change into
Laughs because you look like Adam Sandler
ā€œI thought this was going to be cute but you look really funnyā€
Riki
Listen, he loves napping
And napping on you is one of his favorite places
So when your stupid pretty shirt was scratching against his face, Riki was very upset
He lets out a big dramatic groan, grabbing one of his hoodies from the floor next to his bed and shoving it onto you so that he can sleep in peace
Youā€™re still wearing it when he wakes up, and earlier he was too tired to be embarassed but now he realizes what he did and gets a little red
ā€œThanks for the hoodie ki,ā€ you tease him, but still refuse to give it back when he asks
ā€œWell if you hate it that much you can take it off.ā€
ā€œNever!! This is mine now!ā€
Cue him chasing you around to try and get it back
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