#unrealcore

[iwentghost]

focus on the sky

[lovely-anathema]

your new world awaits--------

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[kammerdietrauma]

[night-creeps]

YO OKAY SO, I've only been on T for like 6 months and I wouldn't necessarily say I feel more dysmorphic about my current body but damn I looked at a few older photos of myself and I more easily recognized toddler me as myself than I recognized 6th-8th grade me as myself. Like toddler aged me looked like me but any of the other photos it felt more like one of those unrealcore type vibes, cause I knew it was me. It had to be me. But it felt more like looking at a stranger. It's weird.

i rarely post about my personal transition but im curious do any other trans men/transmascs who have been on HRT like. you feel less dysphoric overall but you feel more Dysmorphic because youre so used to seeing your body as like. excessively curvy and now that its not its like it doesnt match in a different way than it didnt match before

[iwentghost]

[iwentghost]

[iwentghost]

[iwentghost]

[lovely-anathema]

ԃσ ყσυ ɾҽαʅʅყ ƚԋιɳƙ ιƚ ɱҽαɳʂ αɳყƚԋιɳɠ

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[lovely-anathema]

[photo id: some trees in the dark and the words "you have arrived" in white /end id]

[lovely-anathema]

h e r e 

Where am I???

Am I anywhere?????

Is this nowhere????

Is there somewhere???

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[lovely-anathema]

(photo id: this picture is taken from the top of a hill; downhill tall grass, at the bottom of the hill is a barbwire fence and a green field past it. three shadows come down from the hill, and two of them are scribbled out. /end id)

(text: They all left me. Why do they always leave me)

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[lovely-anathema]

[photo id: a pink, purple, and blue sunset, trees, and three dark figures with white dots for eyes /end id]

[lovely-anathema]

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[lovely-anathema]

Ⓘ ⓓⓞⓝ    '⃝ⓣ ⓟⓐⓨ ⓐⓣⓣⓔⓝⓣⓘⓞⓝ ⓣⓞ ⓦⓗⓐⓣ    '⃝ⓢ ⓡⓔⓐⓛ ⓐⓝⓨⓜⓞⓡⓔ

wₕy wₒᵤₗd ᵢ wₕₑₙ ₘy ₘᵢₙd ᵢₛ ₛₒ ₘᵤcₕ ₘₒᵣₑ ᵢₙₜₑᵣₑₛₜᵢₙg

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(photo id: black treeline, purple swirly sky /end id)

[lovely-anathema]

Am I awake?

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