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nyr @ cbj · 10.14.23
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#yes i am collecting any and all cole/kent moments tyvm#i might have a fic bouncing around in my head for them#its slowly planting roots in my brain#cole sillinger#kent johnson#cbj#sorry to anyone else that gets put on a line with them i simply will not pay attention to you#unless.... no we wont go there#jessgifs
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Writing VTA from Narinder's pov is actually being so funny cuz. Instead of being a ball of rage that just got his powers "stolen" and hates the Lamb with all his guts (and probably wants them dead) He's just. Sad.
Like. I can't stress this enough this cat is just sad and miserable and tired 24/7. He's done with everything. And he can't even be mad at anything cuz he got himself into that problem and he actually does have enough emotional intelligence to recognize that, miraculously. Actually, I think he has more emotional intelligence than half the cast. Picture him silently screaming into a pillow because it is likely what he is doing right now.
unconventional roleswap. amirite
#hes trying his best to apologize#and get along#because he knows things wont work unless they do get along#but at the same time he cant blame the lamb for being stuck in their anger#so you just got him swallowing all the insults like “okay now that you got that out can we go get fish cuz we are running out”#which likely just gets the lamb to start yelling at him again#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#narilamb#vows to ash au
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i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed
#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant#its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things#we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt?#i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an#me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could#feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly#accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore#what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back#with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other??#why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used#to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this??#i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting#for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our#bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us??#im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70#yapping#vent
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does anyone know where i can buy these amiibo cards
#rwby#strq#summer rose#qrow branwen#taiyang xiao long#raven branwen#it is wednesday or as i like to call it. woowoo summer saturday!!!#ive had these for a while and just remembered to update summer's outfit lol#summer's bday is the 'are you stupid' incedent but it worked so well with what i already had in mind for her i just kept it.#i gave up with tai's birthday he should probably be a leo. idc#summer and her three stooges (water signs)#anyways we haveeee#uchi summer. lazy tai. cranky twins or one of them can be smug idk#summer with the best decorated house. also cuts down all your trees <3 no one minds#tai very friendly beach comber loves to show you his sand dollars and all his rows of flowers that summer helps him with :((((#raven that wont ever move out of a tent unless summer is on the same island so she can yell at her for it (the tent is ugly)#btw wolves and ravens irl have a hunting relationship..you could say they are..partners..blinks really loudly#okay i goinggg i going
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"Ah yes, that can work too"
Sen and Joule, my beloved buggos <3
#flight rising#my art#aether dragon#I just love their dynamics your highness#Also dont mind Sen she wont maim the fish....unless 😳#light source? where we are going we dont need light source
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i dont want to study physics
#im also too lazy to draw his 5 layers of clothing#but i spent too much time on the fit that i wanted to draw him agn#lost my dignity drawing this but we can only go up from here#michael kaiser#bllk#blue lock#bllk fanart#blue lock fanart#wont be posting for a couple weeks after this... unless?#chp 208 is about to ruin all my plans#kart 🐮emoji
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regardless of the "learn how to be alone" dravel, being lonely actually is really bad for your mental health and can be very painful :p
#i've been doing so so bad#and i've had breakdowns frequently this past week#and i dont have friends or family or a partner or even a therapist lmao#so im alone and thus only feeling worse and worse#my mom has been in an unusual bad mood lately so i havent been able to talk to her at all#but today she asked me to go to her to the store bc she wanted me to buy smth#and on the way we watched the snails and she found them cute (she has never appreciated snails before)#and now i instantly feel a bit better and a bit more normal after only 15 min of hanging out with her#it's so easy for ppl who have family or friends or a partner to judge and criticize me#but like.... u have ppl close to u and u know nothing abt what it feels like to be in my position#it's so condescending and lacking of compassion#i dont understand your pov either but at least im not TELLING YOU directly how much i judge you#like ppl judge me so hard for feeling miserable in my loneliness... but it's easy for u to say those things#like u dont feel my despairing loneliness bc u have a fkn partner. u have fkn friends. or a fkn family. easy for u to judge me from up ther#anyway im much better at being alone than most ppl bc im still alive and im enduring the pain every day#other ppl have ppl around them �� only others who are all alone can understand how much it hurts#and it wont be fixed by loving yourself or loving to be alone or whatever other bs they use to criticize u ._.#being alone IS harmful to your health. there are studies on it and im not just making that shit up#i AM allowed to feel pain bc i dont have anyone#ugh esp ppl w partners who can receive physical and romantic attention.... when they judge me.....#stfu forever u have no idea how i feel 💀 and u could never know simply by having had a partner at all...#but yeah. it bothers me too bc i NEVER see someone on here and go#damn i hate this sm i gotta let them know by sending them anons or vague post abt them#like i dont get up in their faces and tell them all my judgemental or bitter or hateful thoughts abt them#even this post is only bc other ppl have taken the liberty to without my consent or having asked tell me directly how pathetic i am#how im not allowed to feel alone. how i have a victim mentality so on and so forth#i never tell other ppl things like that. even if i think them (which honestly i rarely do unless they're extremely toxic TO other ppl) i wo#say shit abt it to them.... ??? like why?#when i sometimes see like ppl have friends on here or talk abt their partners i can feel bitter and jealous#bc im surrounded by seeing things i so deeply crave but im not a humanbeing worth of those things
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btw i dont understand why becoming a citizen of another country is so hard "oh you have to have a job there bluhbluh" ok well what if i just want to live in a house that is there. and i have money saved up. why cant i do that huh
#unless you can and ive vastly misunderstood how living abroad works#but im PRETTY sure. you need a permit for that.#and the permit is only given to people working or going to school#like girl i want to go there and bring my friends but i cant if we all have to go to school and work.#what if i just magically become independently wealthy huh??? you wont just let me live there and buy your tayto chips??? disgusting
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Hiii, I’m currently revamping some of our old pride animal designs :-] i’ll post the LGBTNRD soon! Lots of animals to draw
#i finished this guy but I guess it would be more interesting to post as a set#Call it Gen 2 I guess lol#or Gen 5 to be more accurate#No the canvases wont be similar sizes so. sorry#anyway this is Aro Axolotl :-]#nextbis Lesbian Frog. but if you guys want to see Lesbian Snake i can do that first and Frog in the future#After that is Bisexual Cat (unless you want a squirrel)#Gay Dikdik. Transgender Otter. Rainbow Giraffe. and then Nonbinary Cat#And lastly the Disability Pride Zebra yayyy#sorry if this means that requests might not come back for a while#we just have a big backlog of pride animals to go through now!#the most we’ll probably consider is if its a flag we haven’t done yet or if its too popular of a demand to make a new animal#as for the Lesbian flags i’m really excited to start because. um. the current designs are using the old flag and i dont like that#Started with the aro axolotl bc it was one of the most popular designs we ever had#ebonytailsart#pride animals#also the LGBTNRD is a joke . please
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Hello, we've run into Circumstances, and so we're opening cheap commissions for a bit. Criminally cheap, even. Starting at $5 for a sketch. We're linking the toyhou.se thread here since that's the platform we have it on most readily and we don't want to copy-paste all that text into Tumblr. We've got five slots for now, so come get 'em while they're hot - we might open more later, but it's not a sure thing, and this is DEFINITELY the cheapest you'll ever get our commissions, so come get 'em while they're hot.
(1/5 slots remaining)
#commissions#commissions open#open commissions#art commisions#furry art#not art#we speak#thats a good set of tags right? probably a good set. this isnt TECHNICALLY necessary we just want money#our current pair of Walking Shoes have just sprung a leak so unless we want to commit to wearing Fashionable Boots and Dress Shoes#we're going to have to pay for a new set#worst comes to worst if all of these slots are $5 ones we'll probably dip down to the thrift store for it#it's where we get most of our clothes anyways so it wont be anything out of the ordinary#we wish to stress that this isnt an actual emergency#its just a “our feet are wet and we don't want to walk around in dress shoes all day” thing#it'll take a chunk out of our Monthly Alotted Money to get good new shoes#and we won't actually get the Monthly Unemployed And Disabled Check for a few days esp since its prone to delays#hopefully this explains the situation well enough
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me @ myself: oooooooo you wanna talk to ppl so bad, you wanna see how largely lsblr and unstablr has expanded, you wanna see how many names you recognize and how many you dont, you wanna know ppls thoughts so bad oooooooo
#mine.txt#girl help#its not even that i hate talking to ppl i just. dont talk to ppl period#wont speak unless spoken to ass bitch#i just wanna keep an inventory of names and see what their thoughts on [insert event here] are#we need more yappers in this world#thats how we get discussions going
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Wiwi and the Golden Acorn!
We haven't done much with the game, but at least we got this cute lil cutscene down with the pixel art I did.
Thank you, @quelynxyz, I love you for all you've done so far.
#wiwi and the golden acorn#game development#quote unquote game dev. we havent devved anything in months because ive been all over the place and que is all over the place#we are just all over the place in life. but when the dust settles we can get back to it.#i go back to work soon (on tuesday) so you wont be seeing many drawings from me anymore...unless :eyes:#video#harvey#wiwi#ive written up a synopsis of the first part up to the fishing minigame. the game is just gonna be short and feel good#no battling no puzzles. just explore around as a little critter to find the golden acorn cammy told about hehe#gamedev
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I fucking hate how landlords can just fucking raise your rend endlessly. And that it's oh we need to raise it to keep pace with the cost of living. Like fucker you're the cost of living. You're a big company just trying to drain people of all the money you can. You don't care if the people living in your apartment can afford it only that you get money.
#like my rent is going up $110 but they also arent telling me if the utility bill is going up separately from that#bc they charge it separately even though i dont actually see a utility bill bc the building wasn't designed for individual unit billing#and that went from 50 to 75 last year#without them telling me#it's just like in order to keep pace with rent alone i have to get a yearly raise of like a dollar and a half an hour#i get good raises but i dont get that#when i got the place i made 3x income for rent#now with this one check wont cover it#plus bc i had two people hit and run me my car insurance is also going to raise my rates#like this is just yes we can keep demanding more money from you but nobody is willing to pay more#and the only reason im even managing to get paid what i do is because its a union job#also that the health insurance is fucking amazing#which is the entire reason I have no plans to find a different job unless i absolutely have to
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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doing the math and i'm pretty sure chilchuck is getting his bow back next week, and we might finally get to meet the canaries (the elves), if not next week then definitely the week after!
#sorry - the post above is so short compared the the hour long rabbit hole i just went into trying to figure out#if we'd get mithrun's reveal before the end of this season lmao#and i dont think we will!#unless they really rework a bunch of timing!#my guess right now is - ep19 will be the hag/nightmare/ice golem/barometz (getting to know izutsumi etc)#maybe ending with marcille's nightmare or something but#ep20 will be the surface interlude from egg as well as the golden country stuff#21 will be senshi backstory o'clock#22 will be all the mushroom ring fallout from one of my favorite monsters you-know-what#and that ends with them having that heart to heart on the trolley deciding how they're going to save falin again#which is frankly a really good ending for the season! I can see them ending it here if the timing works out#THAT or the flashback conversation Laios has right after the succubus chapters#I can see them fitting the bicorn/horseman/succubus into episode 23/24#the problem there is. mithrun's reveal happens in the two chapters right after laios has his big conversation#and i would LOVE to end on mithrun's reveal but thats really pushing it for 24 episodes#maybe we'll get more than 24 episodes??#but assuming 24...#they might push all the kabru and mithrun scenes to another cour and wrap it up with the big important conversation/vision laios has#wont know until we see what they do!!
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i think i will put out a casting call for filling up my Newcrest... i havent decided the details yet.
#there might wind up being a deadline there might not.#apartments are going to be a first come first serve type thing tho#everyone else can just be homeless i guess#unless i get an absolutely ridiculous number of folks entering (which i doubt) i wont have a cap on it.#but like i said i havent decided details yet so we will see.#simoleon
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