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got home from dnd 👍 time for more drawing until i pass out
#velwy.txt#wait actually i remembered some fanfics updated im gonna go read my newspaper first 📰#this also reminds me i need to update my commission details#because its too Complicated and mostly i just wanna draw a lot all the time#unfortunately. money.#maybe ill just set up a patreon and do monthly requests or smth. idk#i love to draw and wanna do it all the time 😭#except when i have 6 months where i dont want to create anything 🤭#ah well. ill figure it out
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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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#text#gun tw#noticed a new symptom 👍#unfortunately i havent been to a doctor in years and im kind of terrified ❤️#also money + insurance + getting a ride are all problems :/#health tag#peer reviewed banger
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the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.
capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.
now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.
and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.
and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.
and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".
it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"
#this was much longer i had to cut it down for legibility#but i do want to say i am aware this post doesnt touch on human rights violations as a result of fast fashion#that is because it deserves its own post with a completely different tone#i am an environmental educator#so that's what i know the most about. it wouldn't be appropriate of me to mention off-hand the real and legitimate suffering#that people are going through#without doing my research and providing real ways to help#this is a vent post about a thing i'm watching happen; not a call to action. it would be INCREDIBLY demeaning#to all those affected by the fast fashion industry to pretend that a post like this could speak to their suffering#unfortunately one of the horrible things about latestage capitalism as an activist is that SO many things are linked to this#and i WANT to talk about all of them but it would be a book in its own right. in fact there ARE books about each level of this#and i encourage you to seek them out and read them!!! i am not an expert on that i am just a person on tumblr doing my favorite activity#(complaining)#and it's like - this is the individual versus the industry problem again right because im blaming myself#for being an expert on environmental disaster (which is fucking important) but not knowing EVERYTHING about fast fashion#i'm blaming myself for not covering the many layers of this incredibly complicated problem im pointing out#rather than being like. yeah so actually the fault here lies with the billion dollar industries actually.#my failure to be able to condense an incredibly immense problem that is BOOK-LENGTH into a single text post that i post for free#is not in ANY fucking way the same amount of harm as. you know. the ACTUAL COMPANIES doing this ACTUAL THING for ACTUAL MONEY.#anyway im gonna go donate money while i'm thinking about it. maybe you can too. we can both just agree - well i fuckin tried didn't i#which is more than their CEOs can say
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My mom keeps making it sound like me still living here is a matter of me not being ready to move out and I’m like mother. If I had another option I would take it. Living here is against my will for the time being.
#I do NOT want to be here bestie#unfortunately. money.#like bro today they went out and got food and brought food back for my sister#and didn’t get me any#or get anything to make for dinner#like I asked for. last night#‘I didn’t know you were home’#well I live here and I’ve been too sick to do anything#other than come straight home after work#for the past month#so idk what you were expecting
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Hi so yesterday on my birthday I accidentally set my apartment on fire because I left a candle burning before I went to work and everything is pretty much gone I mean all I have is my phone charger and my laptop and my childhood stuffed animals so far from my apartment so anything you could possibly spare would really help me right now
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#Paypal is unfortunately the only money service my bank will let deposit into my account for some reason#💭
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thank you for a great art fight! here's some of my final attacks. had a blast, already missing it - see you next year!
#my art#art fight#artfight#artfight2024#anthro#monster#furry#genuinely already missing it i always feel a bit empty for the first few days after art fight ends#it takes up SO much of my free time in july nowadays like july is just the art fight month. to me#hoping to fill the void by doing something that's been eating away at me for years at this point#which is to start taking some of my oc projects more seriously.....and start developing them into something...#i know i can (probably) never make money off my ocs but i think i will start eating my hands off if i don't try to tell their stories#all fun and games but also it's like an obsession 2 me i love my characters....i love them...#and unfortunately i most love my least marketable characters#but whatever i'm sure there will be a couple people who care#feel like i'm at a crossroads and i'm picking the least desirable path but also there's some release in that....#i need to follow that advice that's like make art for yourself and five other likeminded freaks#anyway i'm rambling.....again....it's what i do in the tags
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Told y’all I would finish these two pages one day
#hetalia#aph spain#hws spain#aph england#hws england#if I had unlimited money I would draw the whole comic but I zont 🫶#instead I wanna do like… loose doodles following this and maybe small bg paints bc this is an adventure story in my mind#which means that unfortunately Arthur lives 💔#I also need to draw Ludwig and Antonio and Rome stuff..#BUT FIRST THE COMMISSIONS AHHHHH
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you know all of those movies and shows about princesses and twins and twin princesses and swapping places etc etc. well miraculous ladybug is actually also one of those shows, it is just told from the angle of “what if the twin princess was your mom and she gave you so many issues”
#emilie and amelie….spiritual successor to annie and hallie. anneliese and erika.#vanessa hudgens in that one netflix series.#you know how as a little girl sometimes you would wish that it would turn out that you were somehow a long lost princess.#i think when emilie was a little girl she’d wish that somehow she’d swapped places with a normal girl#(but in her mind normal non-princess girls lived idealistic lives where they could go run and be free in the forest and do whatever)#(she had no concept of money or bills or working. she just wanted to be Free)#like anneliese in princess & the pauper singing about how she has so many responsibilities and just wishes she could read science books all#day#that was emilie but about like. i don’t even know. she wanted to like tame a wild horse in the woods#she wanted to paint her nails and listen to loud music and Be Free!!!!#unfortunately for emilie she could NOT possibly have swapped places with a normal girl somewhere because her identical twin was#also a princess. so.#the best emilie could do was dream of Running Away…..Somewhere…#anyway all this to say that a miraculous ladybug prequel show would literally just be one of those twin princess shows and i think we should#talk about that more.#anna rambles#ml
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i just think hes neat
(posted a better version here)
#i hate colouring and doing lineart so this is as good as it gets unfortunately#if youre wondering why his outfit is so costumey my take on him is that half of his wardrobe is filled with suits that double as costumes#partly as a fuck you to von karma but mostly because hes a theatre kid with unlimited access to money#dont get him wrong he has normal suits#i just think that a rich phoenix would have something as dumb as longcoat that became phoenix wings that show only when he objects#god i cant wait for the day i get the energy to put this au into words#ace attorney#fanart#aa#phoenix wright#artists on tumblr#digital art#Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney#roleswap au#ace attorney roleswap#naruhodou ryuuichi#naruhodo ryuichi#gyakuten saiban#prosecutor phoenix wright#alternate universe#au#fan art#mitsunaru#narumitsu#wrightworth#defense attorney miles edgeworth
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hands you all this cal to announce i’ve FINALLY finished fallen order (by which i mean i finally picked it up again after those couple hours i played a few months ago and then finished the whole game in 2 days lol)
#cal kestis#bd 1#jedi fallen order#jfo#star wars#my doods#anyway HOLY CRAP YOU MEAN STAR WARS WAS ALLOWED TO BE GOOD BEFORE ANDOR (2022-)??????????????? AND I DIDNT KNOW??#i love cal i loved the story i love how cinematic and amazing it looked good lord#i don't think i've ever played a game which gets such an amazing sense of scale across#like all the great temples or fallen starships were just Wow#like bracca ALONE gobsmacked me. seeing all these things i grew up watching in tcw as wreckage was like Ough Wow and THEY FELT SO HUGE#im just. wow!!#and THAT FINAL MISSION HUH. MOST FEAR INSPIRING VIDEOGAME ENCOUNTER EVER#my only criticisms are the awkward navigation/ level design in some areas and maybe the ending felt a bit lackluster somehow#i say somehow bc i dont get how lol#the reason im making this post past midnight is bc i got off work at 10pm and then immediately had to finish it LOL#anyway big heart emojis im very happy i sat down and actually played it finally#i want jedi survivor now LOL unfortunately it costs money and i have a rule i never buy games in release year lol#tbh i never rlly buy games til they're £20 or less
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Stjärna (he/him) he's gay and he likes strawberry pocky sticks
my patreon
my ko-fi
#trans#my art#stjärna#oc#i wanted to draw cool gay dog#do some tboy swag#you know#etc#also gonna start putting links to my patreon and ko-fi under all of my posts#hehe#i need the money unfortunately
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Commissions are open
I made a new commission sheet, which I think is a bit clearer and reflects my current work a bit better :^)
Message me either here or on Discord. I'll let you know when I can get started on your comm and the estimated timing, and send you the sketch for confirmation once I have it!
I take payment via Paypal - I like to go for payment either after sketch is confirmed, or after the work is complete, but it's up to you^^
For references, give as much as you like, and be as specific or general as you like - I have done both 'this is the exact pose, composition and lighting I want' and 'just do what vibes' <3
You have full right to request any changes/corrections etc until the very end, I want you to get the artwork you want!!
I'm not sure how many comms I'll take so just shoot me a message!
#commission#commissions#art commissions#bg3#shadowheart#<- bc its my specialty :))#umm yeah I just got about done with the batch from the last few weeks#and I don't have a lot of shifts at the shop so money is tight :')#The prices are about as low as I can make them so um. ill probably unfortunately have to raise them a bit in a couple months as I plan#to shift into suriving off freelance for a bit#but for now this is what we're on!!
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Wishing all non-aesthetic regressors a very ‘your regression doesn’t need to be pinterest worthy, it just needs to bring you comfort’ evening
#I do not have pretty regression :P#especially as of late#I’m still an adult when I’m regressed and unfortunately#I don’t have the space time or money to maintain and aesthetic#an*#idk#this is just affirmations with lantern tbh#sfw agere#age regression
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"If it weren't for that cheating b*tch."
#lol stanley got left by his wife#his name is stanley fernandez#his wife found somebody rich and she left stanley for that dude#she wanted the money#he wanted to get custody over the kids but she unfortunately won#tsp au#tsp blank scripts au#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#stanley tsp#tsp stanley#my drawing museum
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