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Sorry for abusing you. You did nothing wrong 😔
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They really ate
#Percy Jackson#I'm not gonna lie.... i unfortunately can't stop thinking about dw#they're gonna drop the episodes at 3am i know it. I'm sorry but I will sleep
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at that place we sat together today again, I'll go to where you're going
#will parry#lyra silvertongue#pantalaimon#kirjava#his dark materials#hdm fanart#doodles and miscellania#scraping in a little late (by my time) but happy bench day <3#only a small midsummer offering this year......unfortunately work has been keeping me low on art energy ;(#these are based on some sketches i did yeeeaars ago for funsies and have always considered polishing but never got around to#there is no real concept it is just vibes. hanging out with each other's daemons/humans :)#anyway!! if you're reading this i hope you have been well#stay safe and cool/warm/dry/wet(?) wherever you are in the world 💛💛💛#i'm gonna go to bed and stop freezing my butt off at my desk 🏃♂️
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if sasuke was the main character then he probably would've been a LOT more sympathised with than he is now (which is to say rarely). like the narrative wouldn't even need to change to show his pains or 'his side of the story', bc it does that plenty. it's just that he is not the main character. and idk what it is about our human minds but we tend to sympathise with main characters automatically (unless ofc you go off the rockers insane and do something like obliterate almost everyone from the planet *cough* eren yeager *cough*)
an instance that comes to my mind where this does happen is with lelouch from code geass. while i don't agree with his character motivations, people generally do sympathise with him as he is the mc and as viewers we know he isn't inherently evil. sasuke's goal towards the end is slightly similar but ofc people love to hate him so they don't even try to understand where he is coming from.
my point is, most people while engaging with the naruto story don't read between the lines and so don't see how traumatised and in pain sasuke is and hence don't understand his character motivations. heck, they don't understand a single bit about him and so they automatically hate him, as he is supposedly going against the main character's goals.
which is really sad given all that he has been through.
#there are bajillion other reasons people hate him for#honestly i have lost track of the stupid reasons i have seen people give for hating him#and sometimes they just do without any reason *not even exaggerating* unfortunately#im like yeah go on hate him. you guys obv don't have enough brain cells to comprehend his character#they never understood him. and it's not like any kind of reasoning is gonna make them change their minds#and it's not like one needs to do a deep character analysis to understand him. it's literally right there.#all you have to do is stop worshipping konoha and its militaristic policies and the people who enact said policies.#and also the people who enforce those policies while subtly hating them but can't do anything bc it's dictatorship :)#but maybe that's too much to ask of them bc that would mean they would need to question their political views#and we can't have that right bc it's all just fiction in the end right? and fiction exists in a void :) (yes I'm being sarcastic jc)#like the amt of times i have heard people say “you don't need to take this so seriously it's just fiction”#umm you do know that fiction is inspired by real life events right???#tldr: most people throw away their brains while engaging with nart media and have zero reading comprehension skills#this turned into yet another rant T T why am i like this AAAAAAAAAAA#sasuke#uchiha sasuke#sasuke uchiha#pro sasuke#pro uchiha#anti konoha
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cannot understate how not ready for this next chunk of malevolent you are going to be.
#chapter 213/214 gnawing on my guts#listening at work and losing it#patreon knows. patrons know what i'm talking about#malevolent vague#malevolent#🥔#*** **** **** :)#should clarify i have no idea whats gonna be in 42 and whats gonna be in 43 for public so. have fun🫡#i have stopped keeping track of whats on the public feed completely by this point unfortunately
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I dont want people to percieve aerion I want him to to stay a kind of niche silly evil character that I can stan ironically bc he may suck real bad but he's also a bit slay :( he's gonna get the aemond treatment they're gonna turn him into a dark romance daddy dom at best and they're gonna recreate lucemond with him and egg at worst...what if I ended it all
#.txt#sorry I'm doomposting I dont want d&e to be percieved :(#'that's not happening' unfortunately I've already seen lucemonds being weird. bc ofc it's them#prayer circle he's extremely annoying and pathethic in a super unsexy way and nobody likes him#I like aerion bc he's a cringe whiny otherkin but also the dragon theme he's got going on kinda slays. his banner looks cool#I like him in the way that I like joffrey is what im saying. without the mild woobification but the principle is the same#whatever prevented people from thirsting after joffrey inject it into aerion#I was gonna say maybe it's bc he's too young to be sexualized but. lets be real that's never stopped anyone. ew
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#gogoat#i like this Less than skiddo. which is unfortunately why i rarely ever end up using skiddo in my teams#that's the main thing stopping me from using a lot of pokémon in my teams. i like their prevos but the final evolutions just don't do it#for me for one reason or another and since that's the only reason to use a pokémon on your team aside from the early game i just#never end up using that pokémon. because they'll just fall so drastically behind so quickly that i never use them#so pokémon like skiddo‚ fennekin‚ vulpix‚ ponyta#etc etc i never end up using just because i only like their weak baby forms. and like i guess it's a me issue bc i could just give them an#eviolite and say it's a strat but i always feel like i'm missing out on a lot by not letting them evolve. some pokémon get such a huge stat#boost that i feel like keeping them a baby is just holding my whole team back#so i never use skiddo despite loving it to death. justice for skiddo. y'know what#i'm gonna go change my discord icon to a skiddo RIGHT now#get skiddo'd
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Man, I had to jump through some gaddamn HOOPS just to attend the art party tonight. Two hours late, even. I was lucky there were still people there. :c
I had time for like. One goodish drawing of someone. Sorry it's still messy.
Luella Deathscorn belongs to @cheddargoblin.
#guild wars 2#gw2#gw2 fan submission#vsartparty#charr#art#luella deathscorn#cheddargoblin#unfortunately. with how my weekends are now divided i think i'm gonna be stuck jumping through hoops to attend these events from now on#and i think trying to re-arrange weekend schedules is going to be a losing fight for me#and it didn't help that my steam deck (what i was gonna use to try to log on anyway) is having issues just letting me open the game!!#was so frustrating#sorry for vent. just felt like multiple things coming together to try to stop me today. grah
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Not to be alarmist but Chanse said he was studying his spells for a dnd practice in NOVEMBER in his insta stories and it only takes 3-4 weeks between filming and videos being posted so it would line up with a 12/12/23 premiere. Something must've happened between that and the postponing on the day it was supposed to start, especially since Damien was so excired to include the Koda/Fayen lore in his story. Them being radio silent ever since is not looking good.
Listen Anon... at this point,,, I'm just trying to stay optimistic 😭
#like let's just stop speculating they're either care about it or not#and we're unfortunately just gonna have to wait and see#i know the players do (D CH S AM and AG) I'm talking about the ppl behind the scenes#don't want to be mean anon! i just genuinely don't know what else to say about this#and I'm genuinely trying to stay positive 😭#but I'm losing hope ngl#radio silence usually means (please forget about it audience)#ask#anon#smosh#sword af
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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Where I'm At On The Web
Just a lil update post on what social medias I am using aside from tumblr, which will always be my main residence until the day it dies. (which I do not have faith that it won't so I'm trying to have secondary places elsewhere in the event that it does).
My Side Blog - I reblog a whole bunch of cool art by others and also cool animals n critters there, so I encourage you to follow if you enjoy seeing cool art!
Bluesky - I've been makin' an effort to post there lately. Cara - Been also posting here lately too though at this point in time I'm unsure if I will use it as any more than a portfolio site since it feels a bit awkward to me. ArtFight - Come and fight me in the month of July. My Website - In the event you don't know where to find me, my website will always have links to where I'm at.
I do also have Twitter but it's been inactive for a couple years now, sometimes I think 'maybe I should crosspost to twitter again' but with the even worse state it's in right now idek if it's even worth it to go back.
#chatter#not art#i'm curious to hear where people are actively at these days#it feels like a lotta the people I follow either stick to tumblr or specific discord servers#or when twitter started goin' to shit kinda just stopped posting#I hateeeeee that everyone is so spread out now and who knows when tumblr is gonna cark it#i'm sure there will be several more new social medias pop up that everyone will flock to and then stop using a month later#it is exhausting#i stopped using twitter cuz it just seemed like it was impossible to NOT see angering n depressing shit regardless of who I followed#like people sure love to spread some dumbass shit there and nowhere else#I definitely very much prefer the blogging-style of social media that is tumblr#unfortunately most social medias would prefer to be a twitter clone
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im never quite good at dealing with people venting to me because my automatic response is to offer them a solution, and i get frustrated if they continue to vent without taking the solution, especially if it's a simple solution. i am aware that everyone has issues and that things are difficult but sometimes i see my friends and i just get so. envious and annoyed because they can just sit there and whine without even doing anything. which is a cruel thing to think because they do have legitimate issues but every time they're talking im just always thinking in the back of my head just do the fucking thing. Just do it. It doesn't Matter if X and Y are affecting you just fucking do it you have to do it you can't just sit on your ass and not do it. and i don't want to say that to my friends because it is mean and not nice and they have real legitimate issues and i completely understand where they're coming from and why they're struggling but my internal dialogue is a constant manta of "didnt ask didn't care stop being a little bitch and get over yourself and do it" because that's what i have to tell myself to get anything done
#i have a lot of emotions and thoughts and a lot of them are negative#idk. something something American ideology smthn smthn pull yourself up by your bootstraps smthn invidiualism#i get so jealous sometimes because you just get to sit around and do nothing and throw a pity party and I didn't get that#i didn't get to sit around and do nothing why do YOU#And I know that's a bad thibg to think and that both of us should have been able to rest#But oh does it make me ache#idk. I'm a problem solver. my response is usually How Can I Fix This and not Oh Its Hopeless Time To Cry#like if it is hopeless I know I tried all my options and there is nothing I can do#but with some people it feels like they throw their hands up and quit the second there's an issue and don't even try to bother solving it#and i know im also a hypocrite because sometimes I don't take the easy answers but that doesn't stop me from getting annoyed!!!!!#I get so irritated so quickly!!! Aughhhh!!!!!#I'm just tired rn#ive had multiple people have multiple problems come to me over the past few days and I don't mind helping them out at all#but sometimes it feels like they're just wallowing in their own misery and not actually doing anything#which I Know isn't True!!! But part of me still feels that way!!!#i usually don't vent about shit like this because I don't want people seeing my bad thoughts and thinking I secretly hate them#but ough. Oughhhh#tiny child me screaming that it's not FAIR because I DIDNT GET THAT. Why do YOU GET THAT WHY DIDNT I#unfortunately.#lilac post#vent#im probably gonna delete this because there's some people I talk to who I'm worried will see this and think im like.#secretly vague posting about them whicb like no
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i have a hc that hinata is the one who introduced karui and chouji, and somehow that blossomed into a mini au in my head where neji lives and ends up crushing on atsui. he's horrified by this
neji: no lady hinata you don't understand it's terrible-
hinata: crushing on a loud blond man. how could i possibly relate
neji: he's from kumo
#naruto#naruto shippuden#chokarui#choukarui#hyuuga hinata#hyuuga neji#atsui#netsui#that's my shipname for them btw#extra funny bc that's like an actual word that has a meaning and directly relates to atsui's name. well sorta#anyway this leads to hinata crushing on samui bc hinata has a thing about blondes#and while samui might be the only blonde she knows who isn't gay for someone else already... she's also almost thirty#and not interested in dating girls over a decade younger than her#so hinata is still sol#but anyway i just think neji/atsui is hilarious and you're welcome for gifting it to you all#neji: *sobbing* why do i like him why why whyyyyy is this my true fate......#hinata: nii-san do i need to smack you? i can smack you#neji: will that fix me#hinata: no unfortunately this is your life now#hey i'm gonna stop before this jumps from joke ship i find amusing to crack ship that i like for real
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I've never liked when people complain about 'new fans' in Fandoms and how they're 'ruining the fandom' or whatever, but I will say the weirdest thing to come out the 2023 South Park fandom is treating kyman shippers like they're delusional and disgusting. Sure there's been controversy with the ship (obviously), but it's not even a pro-ship and it's been around for years???
Kyman has always been one of my most hated ships but I've never bothered the shippers because there's nothing actually wrong with them shipping it. They're not related, there's not a pedophilic age gap, and believe it or not there actually isn't an unbalanced power dynamic. Sure its not exactly wholesome and I can get why people think it doesn't make sense, but for crying out loud it's shipping it doesn't have to! And if Kyman shippers are saying they see stuff in canon then maybe TO THEM there is, and if there isn't anything in canon that you see then that's fine but that doesn't mean they can't enjoy the show and characters how they want.
I don't know if this makes a lot of sense, I'm not good at writing paragraphs but I just needed to say this cause I've been in this fandom for a few years now and I'm ngl it seems like purity culture is getting worse. Like, you're in the South Park fandom, you of all people do not get to preach about someone else being weird or cringe for shipping. You're in the weird and cringe shipping fandom.
Lord help me it's 2023 and I'm actually fighting kyman vs sp fandom on the side of kyman 😭
#south park#doesn't mean I'm gonna stop hating kyman cause it just gives me an ick and it's very fun to make fun off#but people need to lay off the shippers man. I get there have been some VERY cursed fanfics out there but that is just a curse of being in-#-a fandom unfortunately#the majority of kyman shippers just like the enemies to lovers trope its not that deep#kyman
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The window is open because that's how Nick exited the caravan. Obviously after Ray just wandered in they realised they should probably lock a door for once in their lives but then Sand put the key in his pocket and that way lay danger with Ray "don't take me up on the threesome i'll cry" Pakorn around so Nick just Kobe'd himself out of the window.
Obviously.
#also 3 boys in a tiny bed? shit's gonna get s w e a t y#someone is going to have half consciously sat up and shoved it open#and also folded ray's jacket over the sill because it being at the end of the bed was annoying#catch me outside doin backflips to explain away perceived continuity errors xoxo#it's not a continuity error if there's a several hour time gap#it just means characters have existed in the space#or something#i'm coherent#i'm not sure why i'm taking this so seriously#unfortunately i couldnt figure out how to dopdle nick leaping over sandray and out of the window.#adventures in ofts#i'll stop now
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New Transmission The fucking Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons apparently developed what they're calling "Hetero Sapience" and are corrupting the brainmodules of the non-Pseudo 'cons around them by using annoying xenophilosophy words. Soundwave tells me they're 'Greek' and 'Latin' words, apparently. Cool, I guess? Anyway, if you see any SI Class 'cons causing... issues, just try your hardest to turn your brainmodule off before you start getting infected with their weird lingo, alongside all the other issues pertaining to letting the SI Pseudocons transmit data into your brainmodule in their own weird ways. Thundercracker, on a bet with Starscream, tried to get into an argument with one of them and his head literally exploded when it started talking about Alpha Trion's "Mythological Origins" in its weird dialect. He's mostly fine, CR Pods are working at 'peak' efficiency, but the facial reconstruction is apparently impossible due to some kind of corruption. I thought it was just some weird prank but there weren't even any scorch marks or anything. Just exploded. So yeah, just avoid optical contact and auditory contact to the best of your ability and you should be fine. Otherwise, try to force-shutdown your brainmodule if you can. Shockwave is working on a cure right now, mostly because I know he had something to do with this in the first place so he's going to be the one to fix it. He probably wanted a greater justification to do that weird data-transfer idea he mentioned previously. But it also explains the weird Thunderwing hypotheticals he's been asking me lately... Can I go one fucking cycle without someone trying to "Perfect Thunderwing's Work" or whatever other idiotic drivel that I keep finding our limited energon reserves siphoned into?? It's not even a Shockwave thing, it's like every damn Cybertronian these days thinks they have the "Missing piece of the puzzle" or whatever. In fact, Shockwave might be doing this as a weird threat against the other R&D 'cons to cement himself as the one and only Decepticon "Allowed" to have resources wasted on projects like that. Ugh, now that I think about it, that's probably a correct assumption and he's probably gonna expect me to thank him for it later. Ugh, and he's probably literally right. Ugh. At least his repairs both to himself and to his lab seem to be mostly complete so further research into the SI project should hopefully come along a little faster. Both Shockwave and Soundwave think the SIs could potentially be used as some kind of specialty weapon, but we'll have to see how they work on sparkless lifeforms, like biological lifeforms or xenomechanical lifeforms. The SIs don't seem to corrupt each other, but Shockwave keeps reaffirming that they're not "Sparkless Lifeforms" because they "were never lifeforms to begin with"... but I think he's trying to hide something. Usually Soundwave is the one to pick up on that kind of technological obfuscation, but he actually agreed with Shockwave and offered to send Ratbat to try to work out exactly what each "sapient" SI is now capable of on a personal level. We could have just had regular Cybertronians aboard to fill the role SIs fill. I would've preferred K Class to fill any role an SI could fill in all honesty!! But no, constructing cold wasn't enough, we just had to try to learn how to "Construct Frozen" and the "Absolute Zeroes" just had to be put on my ship. Whatever. I've probably said too much already. This was supposed to be a warning for my ship crew, but it's looking like it'll end up being transcribed on the golden disk as well so when this new Scientific Instruments of Destruction project backfires in some absurdly bombastic way there will at least be something remaining that says I was right. End of Transmission
New Transmission Okay so I was right, but so was Shockwave and Soundwave. Or, well, they were right just enough to make sure the backfire is postponed for at least another handful of cycles. Ratbat is still in CR from the investigation, but the cure Shockwave developed seems to be effective and Thundercracker is out and aiding the repair effort. Shockwave is now in contact with one of the SIs digitally and the other few are... integrating due to the personal efforts of Soundwave. I suppose now would be pertinent to mention not all the SIs developed the "Hetero Sapience" condition, many of them are safe for interaction. Soundwave is also currently monitoring their presence, Ravage is tasked with the regular SIs and Laserbeak is tasked with the "Sapient" SIs. Shockwave probably knows exactly what caused this event but he is preoccupied with the one he no doubt is either indoctrinating or ruthlessly interrogating. Report to Soundwave if you see any suspicious behavior, he has been working very hard to ensure the SIs have their purpose clearly defined (And closely monitored). And, Starscream, stop trying to convince the SIs that you are the leader of this ship. Not only have the majority of your efforts been wasted on subsentient automata, the only one you have actually found who possesses the ability to truly listen to you immediately came to the bridge to complain about you. They were the first sapient SI I communicated with directly and it was because they felt the need to complain about you. I almost feel embarrassed for you. Come back to the bridge so you can apologize to it or so I can teach it how to laugh at you. It's practicing right now actually! This moment of chaos should hopefully be largely under control now, the actual "population" of Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons was actually quite fewer than initially expected due to an indexing error incorrectly labeling certain shells as SI class. At the very least, we have some more specialty warriors because of it all. End of Transmission EOF
#yippie peace through tyranny!!#nemesis posting#Decepticon High Command Slice of Life rambles#Matrix Visions#I like this “chat” font I think it's cool#spacebridge still needs more time in the oven unfortunately#I'm also procrastinating on that because I can't seem to wrap my head around guestmount but do not want to send backup files one at a time#wegh. It'll get done. Eventually.#I'll have so much more bullshit once I actually finish the damn comic my wife radically altered my life with hehehe#I cannot wait to start posting about Alpharius Trionicon. He's the fucking worst if you couldn't tell by name alone and I love him so much#Anyway I just had a very specific joke/pun in my head in the shower then it turned into a whole *thing* like it usually does.#I usually don't explain shit but the shower idea centered around getting the SI acronym to work for hyper specific jokes.#Still can't decide if I want to lock in on “Scientific Instrument” because it fits *so well* for *so many reasons*#But “Synthetic Intelligence” is more generic in a more understandable way... Eeh.. It's a little *too* generic. “Instrument” is cooler.#Once my wife helps me understand her lil fucker more I'll come up with an even shitter joke using “Y/N” so I can do Y/N x SI x SI bullshit!#Oh! The matrix triune project is coming along slowly as well!! I think I mentioned that microphone project once or twice now hehe#I'm gonna make so many shitty covers of songs once I get the soundproofing to start focusing on vocal training stuff#It's been quite a fun time aboard the nemesis!! There's so much to “Blog” about that it's hard to really know when to start *or* stop hehe!#And the fact that all these projects are all interwoven is so fucking wonderful!! I FINALLY feel able to fully grasp my own focus!!#My brain is like a particle collider for certain interests now. I can reliably just.. Spit things out and tie it into the other interests!#It's sometimes exhausting but in such a new way. Like a relieving exhaustion?#Still figuring that part out!!#Anyway that's enough personal project vagueposting I should really be getting back to work hehe this was fun
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