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[garfeildfanpage]

Ok so on the topic of headcanons, I know I haven’t mentioned it yet but Terukane has been a gruesome infection in my brain for over 3 years now, and it’s about time I let the brain worms breathe

Terukane infested their way into my brain mostly because they both just so happen to be my favorite type of character design and character archetype (middle part and glasses / absolute wet cat of a man) so them also having a dynamic that makes me both very ill and also jump for joy is (to me) a combo made in heaven.

But I’m picky, especially picky with characterization in fan fiction. And I’m glad that most fics of them are written by people who understand how they behave in-series. Though my biggest fault may be that I love to write but hate the act of writing, so every idea I have is forever locked away in my noggin, I can attempt to get out something here.

Quick note I’m not a weirdo so don’t think I mean anything in any weird way at all, if you do I’ll eat your family. Okay? Okay.

Smitten Teru is probably my favorite out of any characterization of the two, just because I love how it can either be mindrottingly sweet or just ,sad, personally I love going the “kicking feet and giggling” route but both are great in their own regard.

It also might just be that I can’t really see Akane behaving the way he does for Aoi to Teru, a lot of people just kind of move Akane’s unhealthy attachment issues to him without understanding why Akane behaves like that around Aoi in the first place. (I have a whole thing about that) So it’s refreshing to have him, like, not do that.

To add onto that: aloof/repress feelings as hard as possible Akane totally rocks, and I love seeing it. Especially with the “why in the FUCK would I have LIKE someone like that??” kinda shit, rocks me, love it, can’t get enough. God it’s like the only time where cheesy relationship junk doesn’t give me second hand embarrassment, cause like they’re both so unbelievably stupid at relationships, and watching them be awkward and terrible at it really alleviates the whole existential life-or-death stuff happening in the actual manga. Losers in love kills me, and they are just that. GOD I WANT TO THROW THEM OFF A RAVINE

Also, I know a lot of fan fiction does this, but it’s never to the degree that I wish it was. Flustered/embarrassed teru kills me. It always kills me in anything when he just acts like a normal person, just like, expressing normal people emotions but because he’s so repressed it just like kills him. GOD I went through like a six month period of not crying and the moment I did again it felt like I got hit by a bus, could not IMAGINE barely ever crying my whole damn life. A good hard cry, that’s what he needs.

Anyway, I think that’s enough, if I let the brain worms out anymore they’ll form a union and force me to pay them more. Ninja out

[dykephan]

pure devastation

[delga-del]

BUT umm you can uhhh req a drawing anddd ill maybe draw it if im not bussyyyy 😁😁😁😁😊😊😊😊

no main art todayyy im gonna have a funday

[cerealmonster15]

jamiazus of the evening 🕺

[bbbrianjones]

the more i learn abt my nana the more i just know we would have been fucking BESTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[clownhara]

Are you gay for Anji Mito is that why he's the only thing on my dash right now

...Shut up

[akinachiri]

BAD DECISION BAD DECISION BAD DECISION I REPEAT IT WAS A BAD DECISION!!!!!!!

yeah reading checkmate when im alreaduy sad is a bad idea yeah im doing it anywayy

[agirlwithglam]

how to stop being so obsessed with them.

heyyy bestieees! heres a few tips to stop you from being so obsessed with them cus honeyyy its just not worth it. it doesn't just have to be romantically btw!

"she's literally perfect.. like how??" <- affirmations!

༄ ✬ move on! ༄ ✬

numero uno. move on. okay hear me out! there are 8 billion people in the world. (8 billion freeky deeking people). do yk how much that it? a lot of 0s. and i know for a fact that SO MANY of them would be thrilled to know you, to spend time with you, to love and respect you! if that 1 person out of 8 billion people doesn't seem to recognise your worth, so what?!

"oh but they're perfect and i just love them so much!" ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... sorry, what do you love again? the fact that they don't care enough to return a text, treat you right, make you feel loved?

"i just want them to love me back and treat me the way they treat others because they are so funny and always seem to make me and other people laugh!" oh ma lawd. ur not serious r u? you are?! okokok i won't make fun of you. i can relate to how that feels. but sweetheart, 8 billion. trust me, you'll find a lot more people who are twice as funnier and caring who will love you to the moon and back and make you feel like the most specialist person ever and massage ur crusty musty toes. jk about the last one- unless u want that?

༄ ✬ not everyone will know your worth. ༄ ✬

so asking questions like "but why can't they realise how great i am? or how funny i am? or how loving i am? i would do anything for them, why can't they realise that and treat me the same way back?" im sorry honey but the world doesn't work that way. if someone doesn't feel or treat you as if you're the most glamorous girl in the world, then you need to stop giving them sm energy and importance.

heres an analogy that i got from simonesquared on youtube: in gilmore girls, Rory has this super rich boyfriend Logan right? (who has the most cutest smile ever i might add) and he buys Rory a birkin bag. now to Rory, she doesn't realise the value of a bag like that! to her, its just another bag. she's grateful of course, but she doesn't fully realise the immense value this type of bag has.

༄ ✬ have a life outside of them.༄ ✬

lemme repeat that. have. a. fleeping. life. outside. of. them. they should NOT be the center of your life or the cause of all your actions NUH UH ABSOLUTELY NOT! its okay to do SOME things with the thought of them, but that part is separate from the rest of your life. your life is your life, not theirs!!

this can mean going to the gym, working out, finding new hobbies, educating yourself, self care, etc etc! but don't go about your life, thinking about them. you go about your life thinking about YOU.

༄ ✬ stop chasing them. ༄ ✬

"gee, thanks vanilla. thats so helpful! how did i not think about that earlier?" im assuming thats sarcasm, but whateverr. okay so if they know that you're chasing them, that you're obsessed with them, yk what they'll think? they'll think that 'oh! this person is chasing me, so she really wants me. so she'll stick around. i dont really need to try too hard to keep her cus i know she'll stay. i'll explore my options in the meantime :)'

GIRL do not so available like this! BE BUSY (which relates to the point before). once you glow up, work on your life, not taking it so seriously, and just being happy and enjoying this beautiful gift of life, they will start to think: 'oh! this person (you) is actually quite fabulous. i better try to make her feel happy/ be friends with her before i miss this awesome opportunity!'

cus girl, cmon, you've got things to do, places to be, and people to talk to. i've got goals and dreams and my bucket list. you don't have the time to sit here and be crazy obsessed. so like, if they just leave, um okay and? "yes, and?" what about it? am i meant to be bothered? likerrr okay, byee? i mean, i've got a lot of things to do so i could try to fit in a "help i need you" session between my pilates class and my cooking class? jk <3

༄ ✬ give yourself the damn love. ༄ ✬

why are you obsessed with them? why are you head over heels for somebody who literally couldn't care less? its because they have something that you feel like you're lacking.

is it the fact that they always seem so happy and laughing-y with people around them? that they get super high marks on their test? they are attractive? they have a high status? money? what is it?? often, we can actually give these things to ourselves. some, easier than others. but not impossible. if you really wanted to, you would get up, dust yourself up, and give yourself the love you crave. What you want in others, give to yourself first.

More resources:

How to stop comparing yourself & feel fulfilled without needing external validation.

Thewizardliz: becoming selfish was the best thing i did

Lumma Aziz’s videos

[toffeesbabbles]

uggujjhv mo5e doodles here here you go

imagine killer is making those sounds cats make when they chew on something om nom nom

without all dah shades...

was actually gonna do both of these but I don't have enough energy to finish it

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah ,*((7787788866776776-666-- ANYWAY RUNS

[cherrrydomme]

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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could we see this 2019/2020 version of you?

you horny pervs

but ya i don’t share many photos from that time because i wasn’t taking special ones for online but i have one i share

also i think i was sexy when i was fat so don’t say anything shitty. i also don’t plan to gain again (wasn’t on purpose the first time but i learned to love it) so watch ur tongues lol

[saenora]

@mrsackermannx I CANT-

I was trying to confirm that gojo is 6’7 and randomly found out his fingers are six inches long…. and now I need his fingers so far inside me my pussy reshapes like memory foam

[spiesarestimming]

id like to request a gracesteph stimboard 🤔🤔. with ummm unmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm likeeee sleepiver related stims🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

stephgrace stimboard !!

with sleepover related stims < 3

requested by the #1 grace fan ever /j

grace and steph gifs by @nerdyprudesmuststim

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[badbanaynas]

yeah nothing to see here UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

[pangolinsandnewts]

YOU. movie au. heyyyyy(tell me more) sits criss cross apple sauce

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... citrus *dies*

Meet cute. But it's a heist.

Basically E has to get oni mask from like. Museum vault or whatever. And Morro has to get PLOT DEVICE A from museum vault also. Cur the Spiderman pointing meme.

And then the ninja show up and then they kick ass together okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[frandagenhartbow]

INTRO !!!

hi !!! im laine😇 my pronouns are she/her!

my interests include: MORAL OREL, ITWARD, fran bow, sally face, little misfortune, ddlc, beetlejuice, death note, heathers the musical, smiling friends, undertale, hatzgang, (spooky month) tmnt, (esp donatello) riddle school.... and i cant think of any more

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i really like itward im actually his number one fan do not take this away from me

[ginsengkitten]

UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM DID I FUCKING FORGET TO POST A CHAPTER IN BEAUTIFUL DANGEROUS CAUSE 😭😭😭😭😭 y’all I literally skipped posting a chapter HAHAHA I mean from 9 to 10 it technically still flows. The chapter that was supposed to be 10 wasn’t very long. It just gave additional context as to Y/N’s departure. Gonna post that one and re number the most recent chapter. So watch for that ig 😭💀 I love my beautiful idiot mind 🤩😝😚