#um. idk what this is but i need 2 bite him

[fear-is-truth]

JASON TODD’s arms are a masterpiece of brute strength, sculpted from years of training, from pulling himself up fire escapes to knocking out lowlifes with a single swing. his biceps are thick, round, stretching taut the armscye of his shirts, the fabric straining to contain him. his forearms are equally mesmerising—corded with sinew, the tendons twitching with each flex. there’s something almost obscene about the sheer size of them, before they gradually taper down to those calloused hands (and god, those hands. with veins that stand out like tiny rivers.)

you’ve lost count of how many times those same arms have caged you against his chest when he got you in a playful headlock, you struggling in vain (you never really tried too hard), laughing yourself silly. if he wanted, he could easily pin you down, hold you there until you begged him to let go—or begged him not to—and maybe that’s why it turns you on so much.

and now, as he’s leaning back on the couch, one arm slung over the backrest, in such a fashion that your mouth starts to water. so you lean in, the tip of your nose nuzzling the hard swell of his bicep before sinking your teeth in—just a teensy chomp. “what the f—” his head snap towards you, surprise and exasperation flashing in those green eyes. “i like them,” you smile at him sweetly, tracing your tongue along the tiny, crescent indentations that are starting to bloom pink. jason groans, tipping his head back against the couch. “you are so fucking weird.”

[luvhiromi]

emo boy! | choso

synopsis: fucking at the back of hot topic. Choso works at hot topic and you and your friends were shopping at the mall. inspired by Ayesha Erotica’s “Emo Boy”. fyi this is not complete yet idk if people are gonna like it so tell me if u want a part 2.

c/w: suggestive content and words, choso calls you sweetheart/sweets, muscle kink if u squint.

pairing: emo!choso x bimbo!reader

You and your friends, Jessica and Sarah, are on a mission to find dresses for your upcoming graduation at the mall. After hours of searching, you’ve diverted your attention to spending all your money on unnecessary cute and pretty clothes, needs for graduation long forgotten. Bags hanging on your forearms, you walk around the mall, giggling and gossiping with your friends. As you head toward the next shop, you spot a cute top in Hot Topic.

“Girlies, do you mind stopping by Hot Topic?” you ask abruptly, eyeing a cute top that would be perfect for the jeans you just bought. “Isn’t that top just the perfect match for my jeans?” you ask, directing your gaze toward the item. Your friends, who were walking, come to a halt and look in the direction you’re staring at.

“Hmmm, that’ll suit you for sure, babe,” Jessica, one of your closest friends, says, agreeing with you and nodding toward the store. “Let’s go inside; Hot Topic does have cute tops.” You and Sarah nod in agreement with Jessica’s suggestion and walk toward Hot Topic.

You go straight for the top you've been eyeing, but can't find your size. Looking around for assistance, you spot a worker helping another customer and approached him. You wait for him to finish before asking him for help.

As you wait, you watch the worker, admiring his striking appearance and build, especially his captivating back muscles. His long black hair is tied in a messy half-up ponytail. He’s using a “My Chemical Romance” merch and black jeans. You catch your breath and instinctively gulp, unable to tear your eyes away from someone so breathtakingly attractive. Biting your lips, you take him in once more, but suddenly he turns his back to you.

“Hi, can I help you find something?” he asked with a small smile on his face. I quickly shift my focus from his build to his face, which has prominent eye bags that make him look quite tired. Despite this, I can't deny that he’s still attractive. If I said he wasn’t hot, than I’d be lying. He raises his eyebrows, looking at you with confusion as to why you’re just standing there without answering.

“Ma’am?” You flinched slightly at his words, finally snapping out of your trance. “Right! Uh, I just need help finding my size.” A light blush creeps onto your cheeks as you realize you’ve been ogling him the whole time. He chuckles lightly at your reaction. “Let me see what we have in the back; I’ll be back shortly, sweetheart.” Your blush deepens at the nickname, seeing your reaction he changed his mind. “How about you come with me so it’s faster, yeah?” he asks, nodding toward the back of the shop.

“Huh? Are you sure I’m allowed?” you ask, confused by his suggestion. “Of course, sweets. It’ll just be a sec,” he replies with a reassuring smile. You nod, and he guides you toward the back. As you look around trying to find your friends, you realize they’re nowhere to be seen. Not letting it bother you, you continue to follow him. He opens the door to the back and motions for you to come inside.

“Um, are you really sure I’m allowed in there?” you ask, still somewhat skeptical. “Oh, sweetheart, you really have no clue?” He chuckles at your reaction when you look at him, puzzled by his words. “I saw you ogling me, so I thought you understood what I meant. Let me rephrase it for you, sweets.”

He leans closer and whispers softly, sending shivers down your spine, “Wanna fuck at the back of Hot Topic?” Your breath catches, and you blush furiously at his words. “What?” you manage to ask. He gently grabs your wrist and guides you toward the storage room.

and… the rest is history :) pt 2? 

a/n: i got this idea yesterday and wrote it today. don't know if u guys like it or not. if someone have made this before lemme know so i can give credits. thank ya!

[maxislvt]

Succubus Season

pairing(s): succubus! wanda maximoff x reader, brief natasha romanoff x reader

summary: Just when your life starts to come together, life throws another curve ball at you. Except this time it isn't a bully or a shitty English teacher. This curve ball is seven feet tall with horns and a lot of pent-up sexual energy.

warnings: jealousy, possessive thoughts/behavior, AMAB!Reader, dom!Wanda, sub!Reader, anal sex, anal fingering, prostate milking, overstimulation, cum eating, size kink (she's 7 feet tall)

a/n: Idk this is a tad self indulgent but it's Fine because it's sexy

Event Masterlist

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Adulthood came with many struggles. You made it through high school, your poor budgeting habits, and you're currently pushing your way through medical school. It wasn't easy, but your determination and pride got you through it. Now you were one step further into adulthood by owning a house. No more roommates or weird landlords. Just your own space with no one else in it.

However, you hit an unexpected bump in the road.

Moving in seemed harder than doing all the paperwork. At first, you blamed it on how far you were moving. Some of your friends were kind enough to drive anywhere from 2 to 15 hours to help you move. It was possible they were tired and didn't consider how strenuous moving was. Then things got a little bit odd. You couldn't leave a room unattended for more than half an hour without someone getting some sort of freak injury. Luckily it was nothing worse than little cuts or bruises.

Oddly, fixing up the garage proved to be the hardest part. Bucky got sent to the hospital over a spider bite. Steve's asthma suddenly kicked up — though part of that was his fault considering everyone told him it'd be a bad idea to clean a dusty room without an inhaler. A lot of them had been overcome with mysterious illnesses and your team was getting smaller and smaller.

Eventually, it was down to just you and Tony.

All that was left to do was fix your janky garage door and the god-awful cabinets. It should've been a simple job. Replacing a few doors and fixing up some gears. Unfortunately, it turned out to be nearly impossible.

"God, this stupid fucking drill." You grumbled while trying to loosen the screws holding the cabinet door together. Tool malfunctions were another thing hindering your progress. One toolbox to fix the whole house wasn't entirely effective, but the finicky handles and rather disagreeable drill bits weren't making it any better. "Son of a bitch, these cabinet doors are hideous anyways!" After another failed attempt at removing the screw, you slam the tool on the countertop with a frustrated grunt. You slammed it a bit too hard against the counter because the sound shook the whole garage.

The old gears in your garage door creaked and shook before suddenly turning to drop the door.

"Tony, look out!" You shouted before running over to catch the door. The metal door slammed down hard on your shoulder blades. "Ah, shit!" You hissed out. It took all your strength to push the door back up. "Fuck, are you okay?" You asked Tony while rubbing your bruising shoulder blades.

Tony stared up at the garage door before getting up. He anxiously cleared his throat. "Well, if that doesn't open my eyes to my old age, I don't know what will." His shaky hands smooth out his shirt before grabbing his tools. "Yeah kid, I think I'm gonna call it a day after that." An unusually shaky sigh fell from his lips as he hugged you.

You looked up at the garage door. It needed to be fixed, but nothing physical was worth the life of a friend. "Um..yeah you do that. I'll just fix it my-"

"Don't do that," Tony interrupted, knowing your history with home repair.

A grimace overtook your features, but you knew Tony was right. "Okay, I won't fix it myself. I'll try and find some company to do it." You patted Tony on the back. He wasn’t the most tan friend you had, but you'd never seen him so pale before. "We should get you a drink before letting you head home."

With that, you were down to just yourself.

Your shoulders were in too much pain for you to keep working so you called it a day. Eight o'clock was a bit early for you, but you were much too shaky to do anything else. After a quick shower and some pain cream on your shoulder blades, you called it a day. Pain and warm water turned out to be the perfect combination for sleep.

"Release me…"

You shot up and immediately looked around the room. No one else was in your room. You weren't sure if it was real, but there were goosebumps on your skin and the hairs on your neck wouldn't lay down. As scary as it was, you decided you must've left the TV on up front and ignored it.

The next morning you're a bit jarred but ready to spend the weekend cleaning.

You looked around the garage to see what you had left to do. The garage door was off-limits and you were beyond frustrated with the cabinets in there. Just when you thought it'd be a simple work day, you noticed a hatch on the roof. Odd, you don't remember there being an attic on the room list when you bought the house.

You shrugged and jumped up to bring down the step ladder. The creaking underneath your feet meant it was time for the wood to be replaced, but you decided to prioritize exploration. Which turned out not to be the best idea.

"What the fuck!?" The words slipped out before you could even think. You looked around the attic. Chalk lines drawn out to make a magical symbol that you weren't even going to pretend you understood. There were more symbols carved into the wall. In the middle of it all, there was a small table. You weren't crazy enough to step towards it but you could see a jar filled with some mysterious liquid surrounded by other magical trinkets you didn't want to touch. "...Well, I guess that's what I get for buying a three-bedroom house for less than 100,000," You whispered as you climbed down the ladder.

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Now that you were terrified of your garage, you decided to focus on the less haunted part of your house.

It was a pain in the ass to move furniture and boxes by yourself, but better than a bunch of mysterious dead friends. After about a month or so, you were finally satisfied with the state of your house. The once barren walls were now filled with photographs and pairings. Long gone was the feeling of emptiness. It was your space now.

"Let me out, detka, please."

Oh, and the space of whatever freaky demon that was occupying that jar in your attic. Ignoring it was becoming harder. What started as the occasional whisper in your sleep turned into uncomfortably realistic wet dreams and a lot of ruined underwear. Now you could feel it hovering over you.

Tonight was the worst of it. Sensual kisses along the column of your neck pulled you in and out of sleep. Its hands were abnormally adventurous too. A less sleep-deprived version of yourself would've questioned the kisses on your neck, but your lack of sleep had left you a tiny bit delusional. One particular rough kiss finally woke you up properly.

The pain made you jolt up. "Fuck, you're having fun with this." You whisper despite the fact you're not sure it was listening. Your sleep shorts are stained with precum and you're painfully erect. A heavy sigh fell from your lips. "God, I hope you don't turn out to be some evil murder demon." The walk to your garage felt incredibly long. Each step added to the knot in your stomach. It was a miracle you didn't vomit by the time you stood underneath the hatch.

Your body moved as if it weren't your own. Awkward and clunky, but desperate to reach a goal you weren't too keen on. Once the ladder dropped back down your fate was sealed. You climbed up into the attic and stumbled towards the table.

For a moment just looked at the jar. Then you started laughing. "God, I am losing my mind. What is this stuff anyways, some disgusting old jam?" You scuffed with unwarranted confidence as you opened the jar.

It was not jam. Nor was it jelly or some other kind of preserve.

It was a seven-foot-tall demon. She had tinted red skin and two sets of horns sticking out of her head. You could see serrated teeth and an uncomfortably long tongue behind plum lips. You couldn't see them since they were above your head and you weren't going to risk looking away from it, but you could tell that it had claws.

The only thing keeping you from screaming your head off was not wanting to deal with a noise complaint in the morning.

"So um, can you put in on rent or are you just gonna bum out in my attic?"

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Wanda lived on Earth for thousands of years and never had she met a human more determined than you were. At first, she blamed your disinterest on her demonic form, but not even her human form could take your eyes off whatever project had taken up your time. Your focus was admirable, but Wanda was starting to get hungry.

So she decided to be more upfront about her needs.

Today, the only thing between her and a proper meal was a book. One you'd been reading for nearly an hour, but it was easier to take your attention away from that than it was from work.

Wanda laid down on your stomach and looked up at you with the softest, most desperate eyes she could muster. "I know this might come off as too much, but I'm really hungry...I just need a little something to get me through the day." Her eyes carefully watched your facial expression. Your eyebrows furrowed and your lips turned down.

"Oh, you must be starving."

Wanda was expecting a more sympathetic tone, but you said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

You quickly marked your page in the book and laid it down on the coffee table. "Wait right here, I'll make you something good." Part of you felt like one of those evil landlords on Reddit. You were making her pay rent but she didn't feel comfortable eating. "I have some snacks in the cabinets if you're really hungry. Help yourself to whatever."

Her fingers twitch. It's not what she wanted, but she found herself tempted. "It's fine, I can wait," She whispered. Succubi shouldn't get nervous. Wanda's hands reached out and held your waist. The benefit of being a succubus is that Wanda knows you won't deny her. Her fingers slipped underneath your shirt just to feel the softness of your skin. "What are you cooking?"

The question confused Wanda. She'd never cared about a human beyond a desire to feed off of them, but you were different. She was desperate to know more about you. Wanda wanted you in a way that she'd never wanted a human before. Thoughts of jealousy began stirring in her heart. As her fingertips explored the softness of your skin.

It didn't take long for that desire to evolve into something more deviant. Wanda found herself hating the physical space between you and her. She found herself disappointed she couldn't be inside you. As adorable as human fragility was, she couldn't stand the fact she couldn't be closer. Wanda needed to be under your skin and next to your still-beating heart. A hoodie could only make up for that half the time.

It wouldn't be much longer before she'd have to feed from you. Only you.

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It was embarrassing to admit as a succubus, but Wanda had officially gone multiple months without feeding from anyone. To rub salt in the wound, the one person she wanted to feed from seemingly had no issue sleeping around.

You were always talking up some girl and brought a new one home every other week. That was bad enough on its own, but you were always kind enough to make them breakfast or wash their clothes before sending them off. And once they were gone, you were right back by Wanda's side like nothing happened. Like you didn't just manage to play with the feelings of a succubus and send her into a jealous spiral.

Your latest adventure seemed to get under her skin like no one else before. This mysterious redhead had done quite a number on you. Dark red and purple bruises littered your neck and shoulders and you could barely stand upright. If you hadn't bashfully shooed her away, Wanda wouldn't have had a problem helping. Of course, your little fling was there to save the day.

"I didn't think you'd be able to walk after all that," The woman said with an amused tone. She sauntered up behind you and wrapped her arms around your waist. Her chin rested on top of your head. "You sure you don't want me to finish those up for you? I'm a little worried you're gonna collapse on me."

You squirmed in Natasha's grasp as her fingers traced along the top of your waistband. "Y-yeah, it's fine Natasha. Just go watch TV or something…" The blush on your face is almost hot enough to cook the eggs. You don't even remember the last time someone made you this bashful. It was new. "I appreciate your offer though," You mumbled, unsure how to carry on the conversation.

"You're still shy even after last night?" Natasha asked teasingly. Her fingertips slipped into your boxers but didn't move much further past the waistband. She pushed her hips against your ass just enough for you to feel the pressure. "I think I like being right here, just like this." She whispered into your ear. Her eyes looked off to the side with a knowing smirk.

The whole scene made Wanda sick with jealousy. Her stomach churned every time you laughed at one of Natasha's jokes. Succubus couldn't throw up, but she. would've already. You were hers even if you didn't know it yet.

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You felt like you were going mad.

It was getting harder to suppress your attraction to Wanda. You wish you could blame it on her interest in human clothes or all the cuddling, but neither of those was the problem. It was all your perverted tendencies. Every time Wanda crossed your mind it was always something sexual. These thoughts weren't brief either. Once you started one of your sick little fantasies, it was hard to stop. You were washing 20 pairs of underwear a week with how much precum you were leaving.

Your growing relationship with the demon only made things more complicated. Wanda seemed to become more physically affectionate by the day. Her human form was cute but it was her natural form that seemed to be giving you the most trouble. The shock of meeting a demon for the first time had worn off and you began to notice the small details. If your dick would appreciate them as well.

The only thing it seemed to care about was how big Wanda was. Especially when she was using you as her body pillow. The softness of her breast pressed against your chest and it was driving you mad. You were so focused on not getting a boner that you completely drowned out the noise from the movie.

As fun as watching you squirm and wiggle, Wanda had waited long enough.

She sat up on your lap, straddling your hips with her thighs. Wanda's hand slipped underneath your shirt to keep you pinned to the couch. Her claws lightly scratched at the sensitive skin. "It's cute you think I can't tell how turned on you are right now." A satisfied chuckle escaped her lips as you sucked your breath. "Don't think I haven't heard all those nasty little thoughts in your heads."

Your eyes followed Wanda's fingers nervously. "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me!" She toyed with the hem of your shorts. You were at a loss for words. It wasn't like you could deny your feelings with your dick hard as a rock. “I know we’re like roommates, but we don’t have to do anything!” Embarrassment wasn't good enough to describe how you were feeling. You wanted nothing more than to crawl into a hole and disappear.

Wanda ripped off your shorts in one swift motion. “Oh detka, I want to be something more than just roommates.” Her long tongue licked the precum oozing from your neglected tip. It left a savory taste in her mouth that she couldn't help but enjoy. “God you don’t know how hard it was to live knowing you were wasting this stuff on girls who couldn’t make you feel half as good as I do.” Her free hand massaged your balls as she took your length inside her mouth. They weren’t as full as she would’ve liked them to be, but Wanda knew she would have access to them whenever she wanted them. Self-control was quickly flying out the window. Her hunger was starting to take over and she no longer had it in her to go slow for your sake. Wanda needed your cum and she needed a lot of it. “Do you know the best part of having sex with a succubus?”

The pleasure alone had your head spinning. “W-what?” It wasn’t a response to her question, but rather a moment of shock at Wanda’s confession. You weren’t well versed in the land of demons, but you didn’t think Wanda was anything like that. Was she gonna eat you? Maybe you should’ve asked more questions rather than worrying about her paying rent.

Her hand wrapped around your dick and began stroking slowly. She leaned forward to whisper in your ear. “I know exactly how to fuck you senseless.” Wanda hooked your legs over her shoulders. This time, Wanda's tongue went straight for your asshole. She watched your eyes roll to the back of your head with a satisfied smirk. No one's ever fucked you this way. It's almost impossible for her tongue fuck you the way she'd like but your whining makes up for it.

You're a mess. It felt like your insides were melting, but you were too overstimulated to even consider pushing back. You were usually the one on top and doing all the teasing. Now it was near impossible for you to speak without moaning and stumbling over your own words. "F-fuck, I'm close. Please don't stop, I'm gonna cum!" Your hands grabbed Wanda by her horns and pulled her closer to your ass.

Wanda hummed against you. You looked so cute when you were desperate to cum. She pushed your shirt up to your chest and signaled for you to hold it up. Of course, you do it without question. That mindless obedience would get you far. Wanda's tongue pressed down against your prostate. Milking you was a bit much for your first time doing anal, but Wanda wasn't going to hold back.

You couldn't even speak. It was just a string of desperate moans in place of words. The knot in your stomach bubbled up and snapped suddenly. Cum shot out of you in sticky, hot ropes. Your orgasm was almost never ending. Every time you thought it was over, she'd keep pushing you.

Wanda kept milking you until you'd gone soft. Her tongue slipped out of your hole. She wasted no time licking up the cum dripping down your chest and stomach. A deep, guttural moan escaped her lips at the taste of your cum. Her eyes glowed a deep red for a brief second. Wanda looked into your eyes and smirked. "I never want to see you with anyone else. Got it?"

You looked into her eyes and suddenly felt so tired. It was like a trance. There were a lot of questions going through your mind but you were too weak to ask any of them. "Got it." Was the only thing you could manage to say.

Wanda affectionately scratched your head. You were like a pet to her. "Let's get you cleaned up," She kissed your cheek before lifting you up and taking you to your bedroom.

You were grateful for her immense strength and gentleness. There was no way you'd be able to walk all the way to your room after that. You only vaguely heard Wanda's request that you not fall asleep while she prepared a bath for you. As tired as you were, there was something subconsciously urging you to stay awake as she requested. You rolled over slowly when Wanda returned from the bathroom. "Are you like…in my head forever now?" You asked sleepily.

Your question caught Wanda off guard. She didn't answer your question at first. Instead, she rolled you onto your stomach. It was only then that she had the answer to your question. "It appears so." She said calmly. Her fingers traced the tattoo now permanently etched into your skin. "Don't worry, I'll be kind to you..if you behave."

[gowonders]

forgive me ♥ h.k + k.th

huening kai x vamp!reader x taehyun

notes : 1/2 halloween works done!! 😓 i kinda didn’t wanna upload this, but if it’s what gowonder nation wants it’s what gowonder nation gets! ummm honestly this may or may not be worse than the choi line fic… idk my writing has been so bad lately!! i’m so sorry!! 🥹 and yes, i brought in spoiled taehyun here ;3

minors dni with this!

warnings : read this over once.. , english isn’t my first language, fem reader, mean/hard dom hueka, mean/hard dom taehyun, mild cursing, vampire doing vampire things (basically marking..), unprotected sex, (please wear a condom omg.) reader wears crop tops, bulge kink, degradation (needy, slut..), orgasm denial, oral (f rec.), hair pulling, double penetration, mentions of spit kink( kai spits in readers mouth like once), taehyun is really strong so like.. mentions of bruising!!, lmk if i missed any !

you may or may have not been lying to your best friends.

sure, huening kai and taehyun were understanding when you explained the whole “i can’t go out in the sun much, i get sunburnt super easily” thing, but your fangs?? (the ones everyone found cute??) you just always said “oh, they’re just my vampire teeth!” and everyone just assumed you were kidding.

you really weren’t.

and your friends soon found out the truth.

you, huening kai and taehyun were all gathered at taehyuns place, and it was just you all gathered in his room, sitting on his bed, scrolling on your phones. which was just a way you bonded, even if it was a little unconventional. the silence was soon broken by taehyuns loud groan and him flopping against his bed. “i’m sooooooooo hungry guys. give me a sec, i’m gonna come back.” and with that, it was just you and kai.

maybe you didn’t notice it, but you had been squirming and not-so-subtly biting on your lip the whole time you guys were together, but kai did. “yn, what’s going on with you? you’ve been acting a little weird, are you that hungry?” he laughs, he knows that’s probably not it, but something is going on.

and that was your absolute need for blood, you really really tried so hard to hold back, but it was so hard for you.. “um. it’s nothing, i’m probably just hungry, yeah!!” you laugh awkwardly, laying back on the pillow behind you, and you can’t help but just keep your eyes on his neck, unmarked and flawless, and how perfect it’d be if you could just.. taste him. you were close enough.. maybe you could just., sneakily sink your teeth in? maybe kai wouldn’t mind.. he’d understand? for his friend?

“yn what the fuc-“ last words he said before your sharp fangs sink into his neck, whispering a “forgive me” before doing so, and a soft whine from you goes against his neck. and kai can’t say he’s not into it.. a broken groan is heard from him, and you dig your nails into his shoulder at the sound.

the moment is interrupted by huening kai lightly hitting your shoulder, trying to pull you off his neck. “y-yn,” but he gets cut off by taehyun, who’s about to drop the snacks he gathered for you guys. “what is going on here…..?” he asks, jaw slack and cheeks flushed in shock. as soon as you hear that almost condescending voice, you pull off, all teary eyed, he just tasted sooo good, and you wanted more. and your eyes snap to meet taehyuns darker ones, but all you can do is give him wide eyes and stutter.

“is our yn.. actually a vampire? who would’ve guessed?” he smirks, practically throwing the food onto his desk and walking over to stand over you. “may i?” he asks, not really letting you respond as his thumb enters your mouth, prying it open so he can see your fangs, his finger tracing around your teeth. “how cute.” he mocks, pulling his thumb away, but not before smudging the excess blood along your lip.

“guys.. it’s n-not what you think-“ you say, face warm with embarrassment. but taehyun cuts you off. “yn, really? because i think i know what it is. hueka, what do you think, should we punish her? she did ruin your perfect skin.” he laughs, eyes drifting over to his friend. “taehyun.. i don’t think that’s necessary.. like- i’m sure she just had to do it.. it’s fine, really..” he says, hand cupping over his neck, “mmm. no. i think we should. yn, go clean the little mess your needy self made, yeah?” his hand gestures toward kai who’s trying to not get blood on taehyuns (presumably expensive) sheets.

you whine with embarrassment as you move back to kai, moving his hand away from his neck, and with a shaky breath, you run your tongue along the wound, cleaning up the leftover blood you couldn’t get, and this practically flips a switch in kai. his large hand starts to pet your head as your clean him up, and in a quiet voice, he mutters to you; “you’re doing so well, yn.”

you pull away, and taehyun, who’s still standing over you, puts his hand on your back, leaning to your ear. “you okay with this?” he asks, you nod, and when you do, he asks the same to kai. “are you?” “mhm-“ hueka responds. “good, because i reallyyyyy wanted to see my best friends fuck. you’re at my house after all. so we do what i want, right? so kai, fuck yn?” taehyun says.

you hated how spoiled he was growing up. sure, it was nice when you didn’t really have money at the mall so he’d buy you some food, and you got a hell of a present for your birthday, sure! but he expected that he got everything he had ever asked for. and everyone obliged..

which is why taehyun is sitting in the corner of his room, on a chair, eyes laser focused on kai pinning your wrists to the bed. “that’s probably a good idea, kai. you don’t know, she could get needy again, keep her in her place…” he says as he snickers, and your face heats up in embarrassment even more, and kai rolls his eyes before smiling at you and mouthing “sorry.”

his hands trail down your body, stopping at the skin that shows from your cropped shirt, thumb caressing your stomach slightly before his fingers hook under the waistband of your shorts, pulling them down easily, his eyes dart to your panties. “yn, no way you have a little bow on your panties, you little tease! have you been planning this, huh?” kai mocks, finger rubbing over the small ribbon on the waistband. you just whine in response. “soooo needy, jesus. just fuck her already, kai.” you can hear taehyun groan from across the room, but huening kai does just that. quickly pulling his own pants down, and having his length positioned between your legs.

he inserts you slowly, as to not hurt you, making sure you’re okay before he starts to actually move, a small gasp leaving your lips once he does so, which makes taehyun and kai both chuckle. your eyes travel from kai to taehyun, and he’s just watching you two, and palming over his pants.

however, your attention gets sent back to hueka as he taps on your cheek. “look at me.” he says. “taehyuns not fucking you, i am.” slight jealousy could be heard in his voice, and if that wasn’t apparent to you, it definitely could be seen in the way his pace became ruthless almost immediately, making you let out a broken whimper. “don’t complain yn, im- we’re gonna punish you. like we said. maybe if you didn’t keep acting out, i would actually take my time with you, but needy girls like you don’t deserve that.” kai say, taking a hold of your hips and using the leverage to fuck into you harder, leaning his head back and groaning at the way your walls clamp down on him as he does so.

after a bit, kai takes a hold of your hand, squeezing it, before bringing it up to your stomach and putting it on your stomach, making you feel him through it. his hand is on top of yours, thumb running over your knuckles as he keeps your hand there. but seriously.. all you can do is whine in response. “i did not fuck you enough for you to be acting all stupid on me.“ kai says, rolling his eyes as he fucks into you at an even quicker pace than before, making you cry out in pleasure. “k-kai….! i’m close!!” you mumble. “oh? so you can say that but not anything about how grateful you are for this? what a slut.” kai chuckles, and just before you reach your high.. he pulls out. which pains him too.. but he knows that’s not all he’s going to get from you. “huekaaaaaa.. why..??” you whine, and he just scoffs, pumping his length over you before white ribbons on seed lay over your stomach and cunt.

“sorry. you were acting too good for this, had to punish you.” he sighs and shrugs, looking back at taehyun. “you wanna clean her up, taehyun?” he asks, and taehyun almost jumps out of his seat, and stands next to kai, admiring the little mess he made of you.

“did so good, kai.” he smirks, making kai laugh a little before taehyun positions himself between your legs, starting to lick up huening kai’s seed from your tummy, then slowly kissing down to your core, a low laugh leaving his lips as he inserts one finger in you, making you shiver, before he connects his lips to your cunt. broken whines leave your lips at this. “too much!! please, let me rest—“ you plead, but taehyun starts to use his tongue in you, along with his fingers, which really shut you up. “i was getting tired of hearing her whine, thanks tyunnie~” kai laughs, even if you were getting practically ruined before him, he couldn’t stop joking at anything.

your thighs close around taehyuns head in a weak attempt to get him to wait a bit, but this just spurs him on, using two fingers instead of one, and now using his tongue to rub at your clit. it doesn’t help that you were so close before, so the way you have to hold back is crazy, and taehyuns rough pace is definitely contributing to how you’re just about to break.

“taehyun.. pleasee-“ you whine, back arching off the sheets as your fingers lace through his hair, grabbing and pulling at it. “yeah yeah, fine.” he says in a rushed voice, he was gonna be the one to make you finish first, not kai. but like everything in his life, he got alot of things first. and this was going to be one of them.

and with that, your riding out your first high of the night against your best friends face. because he wanted it. he gets whatever he wants.

after that, they let you rest for a second.. not like they want to stop, but they know you’re probably a little out of it. letting you lay in taehyuns lap as huening kai strokes your hair. taehyun stares into the wall for a second, hand caressing your back before he speaks dryly. “hey yn.. i kinda wanna match with hueka, you’ll do that for me? pleaseeee?” without thought, you’re sitting up on taehyuns lap, his thigh slotted between yours.

your shaky breath goes against his neck, and taehyun has a wide grin on his face, looking at hueka, who looks almost nervous for him. you were not gonna deny the fact you still wanted to do it, but something about piercing him gave you more guilt than doing it to kai.. whatever. he wanted it.

you sink your fangs into taehyun, a hushed “fuck-“ leaving his lips as you feed on him, he was literally perfect. even if he was an asshole sometimes.

“o-okay.. yn.. i think i-it’s okay…” he mumbles? stroking your head, slowly trying to pull you off, making you whine in disappointment. “did you clean me up, yn?” you nod, sitting on your knees as you wait for something, anything else. taehyun motions huening kai over, whispering something just quiet enough so you couldn’t hear. of course. hearing taehyun snicker and kai sigh with a smile and wide eyes.

however, you soon find out when you’re placed between the two, and you look up at kai, who’s infront of you. “huh…?” you say, tilting your head as taehyun pressed his hard on against your ass. “well, we couldn’t decide who got to use you next.. so if you’re cool with it, could we both?” taehyun says. “even though it should just be me, technically.. i feel nice enough to share, right?” he mutters under his breath, waiting for you to respond. “s-sure.” you mumble, hiding your face in kai’s chest, making him chuckle. “noooo, keep your eyes on me.”

soon enough, you can feel them both prodding at your entrance. “guys. no way.” you mutter, you could barelyyy fit kai, no chance you could fit them both. “we’ll make them fit. cmon.. for me?” taehyun says, caressing your thigh as he kisses your shoulder. but, he always gets what he wants, huh? “yn, we’ll go sooo slow, if it’s still okay?” kai adds, giving you the most trusting smile he can, because in all honesty, he wasn’t too convinced, either. he didn’t really want to have to wait on taehyun though.. he doesn’t have his patience.

you sigh shakily. “alright…it’s fine.” you whine. you’re still kindaaaa prepped from earlier, but you feel someone’s fingers starting to enter your core, scissoring his fingers for good measure, before they pull out, and taehyun decides to slide into you first, a groan leaving his lips as he does so, and once you’re okay with it, he slowly moves in and out of you, just to prep you more. “okay… relax. kai’s gonna go in, okay? tell me at any point if it gets too much.” taehyun whispers, kissing your shoulder once more. with that, you can feel kai start to enter you so slowly, and you feel so full. a broken whine leaving your lips at the feeling of being stuffed by the two, and taehyun and kai are faring no better, taehyun groaning at the foreign feeling of kai’s cock sliding up against his, and kai letting out small whines at how your walls are basically sucking him in.

taehyun chuckles, still kinda too lost in how this all feels to actually move, but he’ll never not find a reason to tease someone. “kai, you’re whining more than our cute little slut right here, you’re more needy than her at this point..” he says, a smirk on his face as he studies the only face he can see, kai’s. who’s lips fall to a flat line as he sighs, looking away from taehyun to meet your eyes. at least he could see your pretty face, which totally made up for taehyuns teasing.

without warning, taehyun thrusts up into you, a groan leaving his lips, and that causes kai to mirror his movements, both of them taking a second but they finally match up enough to where it’s not awkward, and from there, it’s pure bliss. the way you feel so full and it’s a dull pain, but it’s a good one, and the way all of your sounds fill taehyuns very expensive room.. it’s almost too good to be true. there is no way you just got all of this.

your legs tremble from the sheer pleasure you feel, the way they stretch you out in the best way possible, and how good they sound to you. you have to hold onto huening kai’s shoulders to keep yourself up, and he weakly laughs, thrusting into your core with a harsh pace. “can you not keep yourself up? huh? we fucked you stupid already?” kai taunts. “most of the other girls i use like this take it so much better than you did.. so needy but you can’t even take us? pathetic.” taehyun adds, a grin on his face, taking the opportunity to speed his pace up even more, and the way his hips snap into you, you swear it’s gonna leave a bruise.

“not gonna use that mouth to answer us? only gonna use it to make those useless whines?” kai says, tilting his head at you. you shake your head, eyes squeezed shut so you can try and focus, but it’s almost no use. his fingers trace your lip, “open” he commands, and you comply, opening your mouth, and his fingers reach to your fangs, pricking his own finger with them before he spits in your mouth, making you feel inexplicably weak. “swallow, you’re not gonna use your mouth for anything else, right? might as well.” he says, an evil grin forming on his face as he watches you squirm, swallowing his saliva.

”jesus— kai….” taehyun says, gripping your hips even tighter, whichll probably also leave bruises. “stay fucking still, yn.” he pulls your head back by your hair, making you look back at him. “didn’t do all of this just to have you be all whiny and squirm like you don’t like it, if you didn’t, you’d tell us, but instead your moaning like some needy slut.” he rolls his eyes, his tip starting to abuse the weak spot you have, making you let out a staccato scream of pleasure. “p-please!!! so close!!” you beg, just to get ignored, but they share a look, maybe, just maybeeee they’ll let you cum.

as you get even closer, your pleas become incoherent. they definitely fucked you stupid, but they’re finally gonna reward you. “you wanna cum, yn?” taehyun asks, still pounding you as fast as ever, as kai whines in pleasure too, he’s really so into this, too. “yes!! please, tyunnie!! please!!” you beg, leaning your head back so your eyes meet his. which moves him enough to sigh and groan. “okay.. you earned it, yn.” making kai snap his eyes open, finally getting to watch you unravel on his length, and that’s all you needed.

your climax hit you hard, cries of pleasure leave your lips as you squeeze your eyes shut, velvet walls fluttering around the two as they help you ride out your high, your release triggering theirs, loud groans and whimpers bouncing throughout the room as they paint your walls white.

they pull out of you, and you clench around nothing as their seed drips out of your core.

“oh, shit, taehyun your sheets are gonna be ruined.” kai says, trying to catch his breath slightly as he laughs.

“you don’t think i’ll just buy new ones?” he asks, and his tone is serious… you cannot with this man,

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happy october~ ♥ this is definitely one of my least fav works, but i hope you guys like it!

[jcbbby]

Vanity Fair Lie Detector Interview w/ Jamie Campbell Bower and You

hello! I've had this idea for like almost a year now lol. this is very dialogue heavy, there's not much description, but I felt like it kind of had to be, since it's just back and forth questions? idk, it's not my best work, but the idea is sickeningly cute and I needed to get it out. anyway, hope you enjoy it! <3 warnings: none! just fluff, ST4 costar!reader, gender neutral reader (pls let me know if I missed any gendered terms!)

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As part of your Stranger Things press tour following the release of Vol. 2, you and your co-star Jamie were appearing on the lie detector interview. Entering the set, it was dark, with just a single overhead light hanging above a metal table. You and Jamie sat in chairs in front of the table as you filmed the intro for the video.

"Which one of you would like to go first?" The producer asked off camera.

You both turned to look at each other, nervously smiling. You shuffled your feet against the floor.

"Uh...I guess I'll go." You shrugged. "I'll just rip the band aid off."

The camera cut and the polygraph examiner set up as you and Jamie took your places on either side of the metal table.

"I feel like I'm looking at 25 to life or something right now." You chuckled as the polygraph examiner finished hooking you up to the machine.

"Are you nervous?" Jamie smiled at you from across the table.

"I'm sweating!"

Jamie cleared his throat, adjusting his posture to sit up straight, smirking as he tried to look intimidating. Your lips scrunched into a thin line as your eyes widened, showing your anxious anticipation.

"Okay...first question: is today June 8th, 2022?" He read from the cards in his hands.

"Yes." You stated.

"Were you in season 4 of Stranger Things?"

"I was." You smiled.

"Did you always want to be an actor growing up?"

"Uh...y-yeah. I would say yes." You nodded. "One of the things I wanted to be, anyway."

"What else would you have wanted to be?"

"Uh, well I still do music, but I wanted to be a famous musician. For a hot second I wanted to be a museum curator." You smiled.

"Have you ever googled yourself to see what people think of your work?"

You laughed and then hung your head. "I have! I need the validation..."

"I'm British, and you're American. Do you think I do a good American accent?" He chuckled.

You paused, sucking in a breath jokingly before smiling. "No, I'm kidding. You do have a decently good one, actually. Yeah."

Jamie gave you a side eye and looked at the polygraph examiner, who sat still staring at the paper and moving dowels. He looked back at you and nodded judgingly.

"Do you remember your first celebrity crush?" Jamie smiled.

"Yes."

"Who was it?"

You let out a breath, a slight smile flashing across your lips. "Um, I think it was like, Orlando Bloom?" You laughed. "Man, him as a blonde elf, y'know?"

Jamie chuckled at your answer before glancing down to his cards and looking back up. He smirked. "Do you have a current celebrity crush?"

"Uh...yes." You pursed your lips, taken aback by the question slightly.

Jamie cocked an eyebrow, leaning closer over the table. "And who is your current celebrity crush?" He smirked.

Your eyes went wide and you felt your cheeks immediately blush. You glanced over to the polygraph examiner, laughing nervously. It was him. Ever since the day he walked into the table read, you were enamored with his beauty, inside and out. You were secretly so excited to be paired with him for these press events, despite not having much screen time with him. You hoped your feelings wouldn't be obvious, but now, being hooked up to a lie detector, you felt like you weren't able to hide it at all.

"Oh god...haha...uhh..." You looked back at Jamie, eyebrows high, biting your lips slightly. "Well...uh, all I'll say is... they're in the room currently..." You smiled shyly, averting your eyes.

You could feel the warmth of Jamie's smile that grew across his face. "I didn't know you felt that away about the polygraph man." He chuckled.

You looked up, seeing his cheeks lightly blushed. You giggled, looking over at the smiling polygraph examiner. "I'm glad I could finally let him know." You looked back to Jamie.

"Well...I'm sure he's absolutely flattered." He held your gaze for a moment before taking in a deep breath and looking back down at his cards. "Okay, last question... Would you say you're cooler than your character in Stranger Things?"

You laughed. "Oh god... Absolutely. They're much cooler than me, yes."

"Did you lie at any point during this interview that we didn't catch?" He asked, narrowing his eyes and leaning forward.

You grimaced, looking over to the polygraph examiner. "I don't think so, no. I didn't lie."

He gave a thumbs up and you jokingly exhaled a sigh of relief. The camera cut, and the crew came around you, setting up the next shot for Jamie to be in the hot seat. There wasn't much time for conversation as they worked around you, which you were slightly thankful for, given your admission. Though, you both did exchange a few soft glances and warm smiles, which made you feel less embarrassed. The two of you switched seats and the camera started rolling as the polygraph examiner hooked Jamie up to the machine.

"You're right, this is very surreal." Jamie laughed, looking at the equipment put on him.

"Are you nervous?"

"Maybe...I don't know yet." He smiled, settling into the seat with the wires now on him.

"You should be." You winked and brought the cards up in front of you. "Alright, is your name Jamie Campbell Bower?"

He nodded. "Yes."

"Were you born in London, England?"

"Yes."

"You played Vecna in the new season of Stranger Things, as well as a member of the Volturi in Twilight. Would you consider yourself a good villain?"

Jamie's face twisted into a thought. "Oh wow. I mean...I don't think me, personally, as a villain. I try not to be! But I suppose the villain is fun to play, definitely. I guess I play the villain well, yes."

"You've been in a number of cancelled projects. Do you think you make bad career choices?" You tried to hold back your laughter.

He laughed out loud. "Thanks for bringing it up, love. Uh...no. I think they were all projects I really believed in and felt a connection to. I chose them because I enjoyed them. So no, I don't think that."

"You have made music with bands The Darling Buds, Counterfeit, and as a solo act. Would you want to be a full-time musician if you weren't an actor?"

He thought for a moment. "I suppose, yes. But I really couldn't imagine one without the other. They're both so deeply part of me. So...yes and no?"

"Do you secretly hate the Duffer brothers for making you go through 8 hours of prosthetics to play Vecna instead of just making it CGI?"

Jamie laughed again. "No! I don't!" He looked over to the polygraph examiner.

"He's telling the truth." He said flatly.

"Phew...I still have a job, good." He jokingly wiped his brow. "No, I think the choice to have it be almost entirely practical effects really made all the difference for you know, my scene partners, as well as for my own ability to get into character."

"Did you take anything from set that no one gave you permission to take?"

"Uh....n-no...no, I don't think I took anything without permission... I hope not?"

You looked down to the cards in your hand, scanning the questions listed. But you had an idea.

Well, payback time for me. Who's your current celebrity crush, then?" You smirked, narrowing your eyes.

He rolled his eyes, leaning back in his chair with a smile. "Oh god. Yeah, yeah...I guess fair is fair." He leaned forward. "Well, um...I'm looking it at them." He smiled shyly.

Your mouth hung open, lilting up at the ends in euphoric shock. You bit your lip, letting the full smile overtake your face, stinging your cheeks. "Oh...is that so?" You giggled.

"We can defer to the polygraph man." He gestured over as you both looked to the man sat in front of the machine.

He smiled, looking back over to you, nodding. "He's telling the truth."

"Oh...well, I guess that's-that's convenient isn't it?" You giggled, feeling your cheeks flush.

"Did we just become a couple in this interview?" Jamie laughed.

"I think we did." You shook your head in disbelief, joining him in his laughter.

"Wow, this was much more affective than Tinder, this is what everyone should be doing." He gestured to the lie detector equipment.

"And on camera, too." You gave finger guns to the camera, giving a wink. "Um...but okay. Wow... Well, final question: Did you lie at any point during this interview and we didn't catch it?"

Jamie shook his head. "No, I don't believe I told any lies."

The polygraph examiner nodded, backing up that Jamie had not told lies. You smiled, setting the cards down, laying your hands on the table. Jamie smiled and reached across, taking your hands in his. The camera cut and the crew swelled around, taking the lie detector equipment away and setting up for you two to film the outro to the video.

The crew set the chairs back to the front of the table and had you two sit their once again. The producer called to roll the camera and let you know to start.

"Well, this has been Lie Detector Interview, or Lie Detector Matchmaker I guess." Jamie chimed. You burst out laughing, nudging Jamie's shoulder. "I thought this would be terrifying, but it actually went quite well I'd say." He looked to you.

You nodded. "Better than I would have expected." You smiled up at him. "Thanks so much for having us, Vanity Fair! This has been lovely!"

You both held your hands up, intertwined with the other, before leaning against one another with smiles on both of your faces.

"This is video is going to break the internet." Jamie whispered, leaning into your ear, drawing a delighted laugh from you just as they cut the camera.

[oro-junestar]

some of my favorite pac-man headcanons i came up with back in my insane days,,

-in pac-man world, orson was extremely malnourished, being obsessed with staying inside toc-man all day, never getting any sunlight or sustenance (which is why he's so grey). after defeating him, pac-man made sure to spend plenty of time with him to help him recover back to a healthy state <3 -since funky apparently works for orson, at least in world 1, spunky works for kinky. as for what she does umm idk sits there and looks cute. also idk where funky was in world 3 either lol -also funky pilots toc-man in pac-man world rally while orson works on um um hes still fixing up the spectral realm i think -golvis and spooky long lost brothers !!!????!?? :O -also wandy is spooky's most devoted servant and is an absolutely deranged simp for him oh my god its insanity,. -orson and erwin are exes (CRACK SHIP OF THE CENTURY) -creepy (from the minecraft thingy) and glitchy (from pac-man 256) are bestiesss -pac tech is primitive compared to ghost tech (orson would burst into tears upon seeing professor pac's lab i think) -sue and sue (pac-man world 2) would absolutely get into arguments all the time and be yelling and crying and causing all sorts of drama. they are volatile they should never EVER be put in a room together -pac-man eated a bees once. it did NOT GO WELL. -orson is in the fuckin uhhh i forget the tech lab place from pac-man party because of course he is -sue is the mother of yum-yum -orange sue, pink sue, and purple sue are sisters. -the maze is a popular sport event. pac-man, blinky, inky, pinky, and clyde are the world champs, and then afterwards they like to go grab a coffee and like idk make love or something -tim went missing in the spectran realm and i guess somehow created the nether realm (ghostly adventures), and his cries for help can still be heard to this day (i forgot about this this goes hard as fuck) -if spunky and funky were in ghostly adventures theyd totlaly be fire and ice ghosts -orson and the purple janitor guy got married after cleaning up the outpost (CRACK SHIP OF THE CENTURY 2) -the whole shit with spunky running away and joining a criminal gang -the whole shit with the fucking ghost zombie blood fungus disease thing?? -just the whole shit in general this was all so wacky -the museum in pac-man world 3 is just orson's pathetic shrine to pac-man...he doesn't let him see it cause its too embarassinggggg he would laugh at him -pac-man loves reciting and explaining memes to orson. orson does the same back to him sometimes it's very annoying. -orson loves to startle pac-man sometimes. it's very annoying. -orson loves to ramble about his newest inventions to blinky. it's very intriguing and blinky loves hearing orson's soft voice while being petted by him ouh,, -orson apparently served in the military???woah. -there is a ghost witch who lives deep in banni who's mad that orson built his outpost directly above her home. rude. um i forget what she does about it -orson totally jams out to desert music -blinky likes to gently bite pac-man after giving him a kiss aww <3 -munchy isn't the only nickname blinky gives pac-man. munch-munch, cumball, fuckalicious...yeah it's awful. orson, AKA fluffybutt, knows all too well. -clyde needs frequent reassurance and affirmation or else he thinks he's not doing good enough :( -joey, paul, willy, and frankie run a bootleg games company together. joey is the CEO and does CEO stuff, paul manages finances, willy makes merchandise, and frankie programs the games (u get a cookie if u remember who those are)

[whitefangz]

sorry i need to overshare on tumblr dot com. nothing serious but it might be long so im putting it under a readmore

i started seeing a therapist in june and just stopped and i am not intending this to come across as anti therapy in any way but im like LASKJF idk. i need to tell somebody else about this. I contacted her in like mid May i think and i specifically sought her out bc she said she does cognitive behavioral therapy and ive read thats a good option for people dealing w my issues and started seeing her in june and like. The first couple of times were fine i honestly didnt really like it but everyone and their dog is always like ohhh it always kinda sucks at first and also i simply hate talking about my feelings etc so i expected that. fine whatever. anyway red flag number one was that she didnt seem to understand how insurance works at all and said i could just pay her on venmo. and i was like. Um ok. but she said i wouldnt need to for a couple weeks so i just left it alone. red flag number two is that one time she brought her enormous dog and it lunged at me and tried to bite me in the face. LASJKFG which to be honest. I almost walked out at that point and i mean she was very apologetic + usual dog owner "he never does that im so sorry!!!!!!" and removed him from the office but like Who fucking brings their horse sized dog to a therapy appt without asking if the person is ok with it. And like she was accredited and shit its not like i was going to see someone in their basement. i would ignore these if i thought her sessions were like remotely helpful but all she would do was like. Ask me about what i did and then tell me not to do that. Like i pace around the house a lot when im anxious. and she would be like well try not to do that. ok! see you next week. Like. Do you think ive not thought of that one. she also kept insisting that my phobia has to be like rooted in some kind of trauma or that its actually Secretly about being afraid of embarrassment and i would be like. i dont think its either of those things. and then she'd be like Ok well i don't really know how to help you :/ Which honestly idk. i was put off by her saying that repeatedly as is but then last week she just decided she was going to make me try exposure therapy which i told her before i don't want to do / don't feel ready to do right now. i just want to focus on managing the anxiety first. and she just like told me to do it anyway LJKFD idk. i emailed her to tell her i didnt want to continue and she was like that's ok. you might want to try EMDR therapy. btw you still ahve to pay me on venmo. and im just sitting here like 1) No i dont think i will need to try that and 2) I paid her thru my insurance like a normal person LASKJF like i dont know. i feel like i dodged a bullet or something. i'll try again someday but at this point im just happy to stop paying $20 a week for a woman to tell me to meditate. perhaps this is an uninteresting wall of text but if you read this far picture me shaking your hand. just a life update from me

[notoriousmasc]

i am. so curious pls tell me about ur beef with misfits and magic and acofaf

misfits and magic aired when i was more insecure about my sexuality than i am now and was pretty desperate to see a relationship like mine in media i loved. at the beginning i was genuinely convinced that there was gonna be something like that -- evan and jammer literally got, like, connected by the red thread of fate. i don't think it was a reach to assume that that was gonna be a romantic thing

then evan started dating the other PC that pretty much just like, fetishized his suffering and it wasn't really treated with the gravity i think it needed to have? they mentioned that it was kinda fucked up but they pretend that evan totally had a crush on them the whole time even though they spent 90% of their interactions with him biting their lip over the stuff that makes evan wanna die. the romance was shoehorned in in a way that i didn't enjoy, and after the fact there were so many fucking milennials talking about how Platonic Besties Why Can't We Talk About Male Friendship Dudes Rock evan and jammer were just made me hate the entire thing, even if my reasons aren't very valid

(also most of the NPCs were just really pretty boring and had the same personality (Snarky and/or Posh) with very few deviations. not much to really care about)

acofaf aired when i was more secure about my sexuality which i'm glad about because if it wasn't then i'd probably be on the news

it was a romance season but the romances were boring and the only male character who's into dudes pretty much just sleeps around and doesn't get into any serious stuff. in. the romance season. which is like that's chill ig, the character was played by lou so that's something at least. i think he dates that one guy by the end but i truly never finished it

aside from just being boring, this season also does one of the only things in D20 that i consider genuinely homophobic.

one of the main antagonists of the season is prince apollo, a character who's a fat bisexual dude. prince apollo, in this non-combat season, gets killed by one of the PCs.

EDIT: i initially remembered him as being killed mid coitus, but that wasn't actually correct. he was killed while receiving a "butt massage". which um. not MUCH better truth be told but still a BIT better

after being seduced by said PC. and it's like. it's treated like a whole bit. on the same level as the mice & murder finale. which um. like. come on dude that's like 2 steps away from some fucking hayes code shit jesus christ

the season was incredibly disappointing on that front, and now i have to deal with people being like "well, what about rue and hobb?" when i mention that D20 doesn't have enough male gay couples in it. despite rue very much not being a man

so like. idk. maybe im too much of a faggot for this shit

[solar-nightengale]

Finally, whichever prompt you want but you have to make one or more of your sillies interact with one or more of mine. Godspeed 💗

HELLO MY DEAREST!!! Sorry I know you started with a different one but all of these maaaaaay be getting completed in a different order NFBHR

Listen, I would say I weighed my options out but tbh the moment you said you weren't picky, this was my immediate pick LOL!! Though I DID have to weigh on who to have him interact with for a hot minute. Whether Chaos or >:) 😏😏

Either way I'm sorry to put your baby through the horrors once more, you know I adore him greatly, but also

1) Angst is my Life Blood

2) It's time to give him a different blue fairy as an example of how another really should have been acting until now :)

Idk how well your baby will be written so if his voice isn't working I'm very sorry

Hope you enjoy this uhhhh mess 💕💕💕💕 (sorry it got. Very long LOL)

shielding the other one with their body

To say she was surprised to feel something barrel into her was an understatement. Malvina was almost thrown off her feet at the strength of what caught her from behind, the blue-haired woman turning with a sharp retort waiting on her tongue. But that all quickly melted away the moment she realised it was not a something that shoved her; but a someone.

The boy stood up shakily, the woman wasting no time to hold her hands out and help him stand.

“Hey, you alright, dear? Are you hurt?” she asked quietly, stealing a breath at the clear skies staring back at her in the young boy's eyes. Though not the same, they were… similar, yes. And they held the same worry she would recognise from a mile away, already seeing the mounted apology brewing in his mind before he could even go to voice it.

“I-I'm so sorry I didn't mean to shove you, ma'am!"

Malvina shook her head, dusting the boy's shoulders. "Don't fret in the least bit, okay? No one was hurt, it's fine." She gave him another smile but it was quick to wane on seeing the still etched-in worry on the boy's face. Though she kept her tone light as she spoke to him. "Why the rush? In a hurry to reach somewhere?" She asked curiously, watching as the boy's eyes widened again.

"Um-!"

"Pinocchio!"

Oh that was a shrill voice she'd recognise from anywhere.

Sure enough she saw Reul Ghorm in the flesh, in clothes she'd never seen her in before and striding towards them with a purpose. The hand she still had on the boy could feel him growing stiff, Pinocchio ready to bolt at any moment and yet he seemed frozen as though a deer caught in headlights.

Malvina didn't need to know anything else to realise just who had caused him this much grief. She didn't need the whys or how's or what's. If she was any similar to what she knew in her own realm… Gods, is this someone he can never escape?

Her eyes narrowed her hand still on his shoulder as she straightened up, pulling the boy Immediately behind her the moment the brunette reached them.

"Can I help you, miss?" She asked with the coldness of a polar icecap, watching calmly as Blue finally reached them.

"I need to speak with him." The Blue Fairy stated, straightening up in the process.

Malvina, with her hand still held out behind her to keep the boy back, huffed quietly. "With a tone like that? I don't think so."

"Pinocchio, step out from behind the lady this instant." The Fairy asked, Malvina stiffening herself under the scrutiny she was showing.

Seems that hasn't changed around here.

"He will not. And you won't be issuing the demands here either." Malvina continued, as she stepped a touch closer. "Just what horror has a boy like this committed that you felt it was right to yell at him like this?

"That is none of your-"

"It becomes my business the moment it involves a child being in your particular company." Mavina interrupted, biting back a grin at the indiginant glare that took over what calm the fairy previously had on.

"How dare you-"

"Yes, how dare I indeed. May I remind you that it is your duty to guide the children of this world and not break them over every whim and wrong, Blue. Is this something you of all people needed to be told about?" Malvina continued, her words unwavering as solid oak, despite the growing flame in front of her.

"I don't know what story he's spun for you already but you have no reason to get involved." Blue proclaimed, Malvina allowing herself the desire to scoff.

"He doesn't need to tell me any story or half-truths even, it's always been issues with you in particular." She quipped, smirking at the fae's continued annoyance. "Has he already worked to make amends?"

"He-

"It's a simple yes or no question you don't need to give me more than a single word as an answer."

Blue bristled, glancing around at the boy still behind the other. "No. No he has not."

Malvina nodded glancing back down at the boy still behind her. "Prok-Pinocchio?" She corrected herself, seeing the boy look up. "What does one usually say when they've made a mistake?"

His eyes were on the ground again, Malvina watching with sympathy as he wrung his hands together. "I'm sorry. It was only an accident I-I didn't mean to break it."

"You should be well aware about how-"

"That's enough." Malvina whipped around and shot back.

"Miss, this boy-"

"I said back off, Reul Ghorm!" The Fae demanded a little louder, her lips forming a thing line as she glared up at the fairy. "You do not need to lecture him any further. Kindly take your leave."

The women stared off, one looming over the other. But Malvina couldn't bring herself to care. She was never bothered about her defiance, especially when this bitch was involved. So she stood, squared shoulders up and head raised higher, an unrelenting shield against whatever the woman may still try to throw their way. The Blue Fairy stepped back, the anger still prominent but lessening.

"Geppetto will be hearing of this. As well the Sheriff." She glared back at Malvina before walking away.

"And I'm sure both will be delighted to hear how you tried to take your emotions out on him so publicly." Malvina called back, uncaring about the look she was shot. She watched on until the fairy left, letting herself relax at last.

"I'm really sorry about this."

She looked down as Pinocchio spoke once more. The ocean was once more turbulent, a sight she was all too familiar with as she crouched down once more, giving the boy another smile once more.

"You don't have to apologise to me, dear. And I'm sure whatever it is that happened didn't warrant such a reaction from her."

"You don't really know that." He commented, the boy looking up at her.

"Well then, call it my intuition instead." She held the smile again as she spoke, her eyes warm and quiet. "And again, my intuition tells me that nothing warrants such hostility."

"It was some garden statue or something, but it was an accident, I-I swear!" He exclaimed.

"I believe you. And again, I tell you, it's okay." She tilted her head a touch, trying to catch the boy's gaze. "Chin up, little sunflower, there's nothing to be upset about. What's broken can still be fixed." She pointed out, her smile widening at the curious look the boy gave her. She waved her hand, watching the stardust form and fall. He looked on in wonder, eliciting a chuckle from the woman. "So how about you show me what it is that happened and we go do exactly that?"

[sasukimimochi]

His eyes scanned the horizon, making sure he was on track to get home, but then his legs faltered as he saw something in the distance, between the many aspen and evergreens. A small splash of color amongst white and faded jade. He slipped, exclaiming as he tumbled down the slope, as shallow as it had been. The man groaned, and lifted himself slowly while dusting off the snow now stuck to him from the rolling.

            “Are you…Alright?”

            The man’s head shot up and met with another pair of eyes- like fields of ice, but soft. He’d never seen such eyes. “I…y…yeah, wait,” He shook his head and stood up, now noticing the ethereal man kneeling beside a frozen spring, thin, ivory digits stained pink from the cold and held calmly in his lap. This man…who was he? Why was he out here?

            “Uh…What are you doing out here? It’s freezing.” The ethereal figure quietly looked back to the stream, eyes somehow…speaking a thousand words, but none that the other could recognize.

            “Waiting…”

OK. I decided to bite the bullet and post this.

These are character designs for an original cultivation story (would be BL btw, i realize i forgot to write the genders on the sheets) and i was kind of nervous to post them for some reason so i've had them for a while now (as you can see at the end of 2022)

But i love the characters obv, and since i didn't draw today again due to trying to get some posts prepped for the future, i thought...what better time to share these than now?

um well, i hope you like the concepts? i don't really have a summary for the book yet. since its an original though i wanted to do a lot more research into cultivation before i began actually writing again (i have some bits and bobs but they need to be redone probably) uh, basically the premise is though that Wyn (chestnut hair) is disguised as a woman for an arranged marriage but then the husband he marries, when he lifts the veil, is very happy abt it and they end up having a happy life- for however long that lasts. something happens and he dies (he's already dead at the start of 1 this aint a spoil lol) and so we begin 50 years later where every day he waits at the spot his husband was supposed to meet him no matter the weather, and he meets a rogue cultivator who likes to go by Aspen. Ensue hijinks lol

Drawings that didn't make the cut [or you know, first scribbles/thoughts] are under the read more line.

honestly tho idk the rules of cultivation stories which is holding me back, i'm so interested in cultivation now but i have read 2 danmei and thats it rn

so i'm clearly lacking the needed experience sadlfhasdg-- anyway...

[rotisseries]

so um. the dread doctors needed chimeras because they wanted to bring back "La Bete" the beast, the orginial werewolf. something something rebirth. they needed them to be chimera so they would be able to withstand hosting them. if i remember right and i probablt dont so anyway. this begins theo's time with the pack. he returns to beacon hills, its season 5. he saves scott from this .. guy idk, and scott and stiles are like "THEO???? FROM 4TH GRADE???" and his story was basically "i was at the skatepark, it was getting pretty late and i was working on this trick, im not very good😅, and um i went down and realized my skateboard never came down with me. i got bitten by an alpha but by the next full moon he was dead." <- summary. stiles was suspicious of him from the start. he didn't like him. says "that's not the same theo from 4th grade." the  ONLY one listening to him is Liam. the Only. the reason theo is even there is for a pack, as long as he does what the dread doctors say(they want him to take scott's true alpha power , which is genuinely impossible but i think he almost did. anyway. he didn't get alpha powers or scott's pack so it was a fail anyway.), they promised him a pack. he wants scotts pack SUBTRACT SCOTT. so he's manipulating everyone to turn against him, to leave him. shit worked too😘🙏🏼😜🥰😎😊😝☝🏼. so yeah he put his entire pussy into that performance . he delivered. as the season (5A bc the season is split into 2 parts like that) went on it became increasingly and increasingly clear the dread doctors have been using theo this entire time and really didn't care if he had a pack or not. he did his damndest tho. he got liam to nearly kill scott. like i mean THE BRINK. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. LIAM ANS SCOTT ARE BETA AND ALPHA. THE BOND BETWEEN AN ALPHA AND THEIR BITTEN BETA IS SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN BLOOD. STRONGER THAN A PARENT LOVES HIS CHILD OR A BROTHERHOOD.  THEO GOT THIS GUY TO KILL HIS PARENTAL FIGURE IN WEREWOLF CULTURE. YOU CANT DO BETTER THAN THAT??????????? and after liam brought him to the brink ... HE FINISHED IT!!!!RAHHH!!‼️🤞🏼!!  sorry im obbsessseddd with his villain arc. more of an anyagonist than anything but a villain to me . after that, scotts pack didnt really wanna fw him anymore so... um... he went to the nemeton (where the dead chimeras were gathered . bc like i said . all the chimeras that the dread doctors created died. except theo. also the nemeton is a supernatural beacon, it's something only supernatural and adjacent can see. its complicated theres other stuff ab it including the whole druid thing i dont have tike to get into.) so he went to the nemeton and he got a big ass syringe full of the shit that made the dread doctors immortal, and he injected it into his fav chimera's necks and brought them back from the dead. He was the alpha, pack leader, of chimeras for awhileee

sorry you said "an alpha and their bitten beta" and I was thinking 🤨🤨🤨homo? and then you said "parent in werewolf culture" like this is not what omegaverse had me thinking a bite would mean

[feuqueerfire]

GeminiFourth April RoundUp

...I have accidentally really, really gotten into them um. What's the point of making a timeline when I'm seeing it all on Twitter anyway? Nothing, it's just a time sink but somehow I need to do it. I think the need for this settled when I saw this thread of GeminiFourth Events Schedule

April 1

Gemini and Phuwn switch profile pictures and display names for April Fools

April 2

OurSkyyxMSP Q2

April 3

LAYS LIVE GEMINI FOURTH #เลย์กินให้สุดวันหยุดยาวXGF [Stop guessing Our Skyy || P’Fourth and nhoo || Gemini wig at the GMMTV outing + P'Tha]

#OnceUponATimeXTayEP8: Alligator hunter and baby alligator

Feu: I watched ReactionsbyJavi's MSP reactions as an excuse to kind of rewatch

April 4

#UVDefenderXGeminiFourth [Our Skyy MSP Gemini's Einstein Tinn and TiwTinn fun spoiler || P’Gemini and Ning Fourth || Fourth's Wadee kha~ two (FAVE T.T) || Gemini surprising Fourth with his face close up]

Fourth's many outfit changes in 1 day (3 diff shirts)

Gemini telling Fourth to bite his lip during both yesterday's and today's lives

Feu: finished watching MSP Reactions & watched the first 2 hours of MSP Prom Night Day 2 (up to Come Closer)

I think it's fun that yesterday we got them playing around a bit with P'Fourth and today it was P'Gemini, I like getting the full spectrum of the same age and each being older for a few moments dynamics haha

April 6

OurSkyyxMSP Q3

#BonchonBornCheeseXGFM with MC Mark [They're insisting Our Skyy isn't body-switching || Gemini getting bullied to do the little script he was trying to get the others to do - Markly vibes || lovely Gemini devouring the chicken] - lol kpop-style controversy where people made a semi-big deal out of Fourth was annoyed with Gemini touching his clothes with possibly dirty hands

April 7

OurSkyyxMSP Q4 - there's a photo with Q11 but idk if that's real or a joke or what

April 8

OurSkyyxMSP Q5 - last Q? Also SPOILER there are photos of them in university clothes and some of Pat/Pran's clothes make an appearance. I feel like we know too much about these special episodes but also know nothing

look at my lovely Fourth looking angelic in the white shirt and necklace + the cute noises and peekabooing the camera and :D smile T.T [src]

April 9

Mook IG Live I think most of the MSP kids, they were mostly playing soccer except Ford who Mook was mostly chatting with

Feu: watched another hour of MSP Prom Night (up to Stand by Lor)

April 10

Our Skyy 2 trailer - starts Apr 19 on Wed/Thurs. Despite Gemini and co's insistence that it's not body switching, it is indeed body switching haha

April 11

#PraewQnA12Boys [Eng Sub] Praew interview with 6 pairs [Fourth pushing Gemini -> Gemini saying "I'm your Phi na!" Also Fourth says "we're just entertaining the fans. They like it when we hit each other like this" i do like it when idols/actors talk about playing up the dynamic for fans || KhaoFirst talking about Fourth + Fourth talking about them too]

Feu: refound some tweets about the casting process. Gemini talks about casting time 2 years before release about doing improvised scenes with different partners and almost being Gun || Fourth talking about P'Aof asking him who he'd like to be paired with and he said Gemini

Feu: FourthGemini x JoongDunk on PondPhuwin's Season Finale กับแก๊งเพื่อนสุดป่วน ! | LittleBIGworld - watched ReactionsWithJavi video for it cuz I felt like watching a 40 min ep by itself might be boring and it'd be more fun if it felt like I was watching with somebody else lol

Apri 12

#SiamParagonSummer2023xGF A music festival [a bunch of stuff but this video of Gemini's "today is songkran~" is so cute || them appearing on the big screen behind them - I loveee the way Gemini waves like this sometimes]

April 15

Fourth and Phuwin went to a water fight for Songkran. lots of people were there, not just celebrities. ik this is a GeminiFourth post but I'm a PhuwinFourth enjoyer as well [tiktok of the night]

April 17

#MISTINE抖音超品xGeminiFourth [Gemini gege - Fourth didi || Fourth keeps calling Gemini baobei (+ Gemini calling Fourth naughty and two hashtag about it) || Fourth played dead and hit his head on the table]

Feu: I watched ReactionsWithJavi's video of FourthGemini's OffGun Fun Night episode and it was really fun! Got to learn tmi though like Fourth's shower habits and Gemini sleeping naked (I literally need to try this too but I live with 3 other people and cannot)

April 18

Feu: [ENG SUB] GeminiFourth Reaction My School President Ep 4 with MentKorn [Fourth was so cute and shy in this haha]

Feu: รับสายผมหน่อย EP12 with MoreMent [It's just a week after the previous video but Fourth seems more comfortable and confident || Fourth's tendency to play dead helps him get out of situations a lot lol || Fourth keeps getting nervous and then touching the back of Gemini's neck continuously lol || pls they bleeped out who Prom asked Winny is hanging out with but I wanna know aklsdfj Gemini trying to trick him with a fake rumor but a real rumour came out?? also I skimmed the convo cuz it was too awkward for me but them having to bleep Prom swearing in every other sentence is so funny too || they're fucking killing me frrrr Fourth calling Winny to ask about Prim and saying "how is she?" is killing me so bad || plss Winny getting violated left and right for no reason like mans being like "I don't really talk to girls" in his call with Fourth and him being like "Who do you talk to? Boys?" likeeeeeee and then Gemini dying from laughter in the back?! leave my guy alone lmfao T.T omg wait he also had to bleep something out and then like "This one's special you know?" but then being like "I was joking I was joking" || this round has exhausted me and if I had celeb friends, I would simply forever be paranoid that I'm actually on somebody's show and a conversation was actually staged (bro the thing with Book calling Mike to be like I think I liked Force? yeah nope) || loll this is where the "Ai'Fourth, ai'saat, I moved there in 7th grade" came from || poor Mook lmfao || aksldfj Tay organizing the whole outing with Gemini but then as soon as he realizes, he's like "Oi! Nope, this is a show. Bye!" || also so many of these people have like songs and tunes for the dial. i have no clue if people here do that too bc i rarely call people but i don't think so] Ah, this was so fun

April 19

Gemini live [Dunk's makeup || Dunk kissing Gemini cheek || "thanks mom but keep your kidney and pee" || hit someone's motorbike || 1 minute summary]

MSP Gang live [Gemini twerking || Gemini almost crawling under Aun's legs || fourth introducing himself to jiejie || summary https://www.tiktok.com/@ppkr.rei/video/7224359975211011334]

April 20

#LacostexNetfilx_GeminiFourth [hair down bangs Fourth || Gemini gets 3-in-1 in claw machine || ]

At the GMMTV Outing, on day 1 Gemini, P'Film, and Boom had to carry Fourth to bed lol. there's apparently video evidence but it's not being shared lol

April 21

(Eng Sub) Q&A Praew Magazine #PraewQnAGeminiFourth - them talking about being hit on vs flirting killed me so bad... Gemini "euh~" saying he's usually hit on and Fourth's clear lie that he's not as sought after lol dead dead dead

Fourth got into Chula - Gemini's ig story - LLBel qualifications to get in

Gemini is in Youtube video with his friends [guessing song game]

At the GMMTV Outing, on day 2 Ford and Captain took Fourth to bed + 7/11

April 22

#eastvillexgeminifourth [different photo poses with fans - Gemini slay || fourth introducing himself to jiejie pt 2 (he's been obsessed since the april 17 live || fan says she'll lick floor if fourth puts his hair down and he plays with her || their adorable hug]

April 23

#HatyaiSummerxGeminiFourth [Gemini dancing to by FLI:P one two || Gemini likes seniors and Fourth likes juniors - Fourth says "What's up nong?" to Gem || Fourth speaking in southern dialect on twitter - mentions phi sao (older sister)]

April 24

Feu: “เจมีไนน์-โฟร์ท” แข่งกันต่อเพลงรุ่นพี่ GMMTV! - They guessed GMMTV Songs and were cute about it

Apr 25

LazBEAUTY สวยครบ ช้อป ล้น ช้อยส์ EP. 3 Beauty Items #LazBEAUTYEP3 Gemini, Fourth, and Mook go wakeboarding [cute darling Gemini and babygirl Gemini (FAVE T.T) || Fourth riding || Gemini + Mook riding || Gemini ready to catch Fourth if he falls + size difference || P'Si + cute Gem]

#OMOMeetAndReleasexGF video

Feu: finished Prom Night || Faves: Saliva, Stand by Lor, Bad Boy stick out the most (mostly because of how good or fun or attractive Fourth was during them) but a lot of them were very fun and good

Apr 26

#LOEWExGeminiFourth [cute darling Gemini || Gemini :O at Fourth's pants not being zipped]

มองนานๆ challenge Gemini Instagram

April 27

solo schedule Gemini: #EsanCoffeeFairxGemini [selling weird, not handsome || can't be markfourth + asks about fourthgemini (? tbh there's some confusion whether he was saying ford or fourth)]

April 28 - busy day

2-minute interview: Fourth to Gemini

#DOCTORTONYxGeminiFourth

LOL X GEMINI FOURTH #LOLFanFest2023 [pretend screaming || vocals geminifourth, visual pond, cute phuwin || joylada includes geminifourth but fourth didn't see the line gc lol + the twitter thread they all did || gemini says fourth says 'aaa' after a sentence + compilation]

Gemini insisting he has "belly kha" (FAVE T.T)

Feu: January Praew Magazine interview (Eng Sub) เจมีไนน์ & โฟร์ท คุยมันส์ เต็มคาราเบล!

April 29

#เยาวชนต้นแบบxเจมีไนน์โฟร์ท Award Show - they won ‘Youth Favourite Actors Award’[ GeminiFourth ship ZeeNunew + fourth cute facial expression || Gemini giggle sooo cute vid_one || lots of photos of them]

here is Gemini walking in the middle of the street (common in Thailand)

Apr 30

Gemini (+Ford and Prom) went to Jeff's concert who Gemini loves [running to concert || take a photo || Gemini photo IG comment section]

#RabendaMagazine [video - I like the part where Gemini has his arms around Fourth's neck T.T he looks so babygirl]

Videos Watched This Month:

Prom Night Day 2 (Bootleg on Bilibili)

Praew short interview with all 8 pairs

Season Finale กับแก๊งเพื่อนสุดป่วน ! | LittleBIGworld

OffGun Fun Night Special episode

[ENG SUB] GeminiFourth Reaction My School President with MentKorn

รับสายผมหน่อย EP12 with MoreMent

(Eng Sub) Q&A Praew Magazine

“เจมีไนน์-โฟร์ท” แข่งกันต่อเพลงรุ่นพี่ GMMTV

(Eng Sub) January Praew Magazine เจมีไนน์ & โฟร์ท คุยมันส์ เต็มคาราเบล!

Videos to Watch:

I don't wanna list them atp, just go through Watch Later and the hashtag threads

Other hashtag threads:

GeminiFourth Events Schedule

February Hashtag highlights

[penguin--person]

🖊️+ Alík

-Nonymous. Shocking.

>:) death blood blood death murder death blood

above all else, alík is an anomaly. an animaly, you could say! she has animalistic/wolf wants and needs, some of which being, she needs to run around. needs enrichment in her enclosure. if she doesn't get it, she stresses out and goes wolf mode, over a period of time. given her place at the facility, it's easy for her to stress out even if the facility gives her enrichment, because it's usually not enough. it's enough to keep her from going full on wolf, but not enough to keep her content. thus, she is often easily irritable. the few mutants she comes in contact with don't want to hang out with her bc of that.

still, that doesn't mean alík is all bark, all bite. wolves are still silly guys. goofs. she yearns for a connection with someone that would accept her as she is. she, um, doesn't completely find that with sanya. but she still accepts it wholeheartedly, because, she loves sanya. she has so much love in her heart.

some of that love goes to zt!

zt001-058, zombie mutation type, was zt002 at the time of The Incident (he's 8 in the doodle, alík is 13 - shes 003) his father primary handler, petro volkov, is very protective of him, and also due to his mutation, he didn't hang out with many other mutants. doesn't have anyone he'd call a friend other than volkov. and alík.

zt doesnt have the brain parts to be afraid of alík. it's not that he loves her presence, or that he even loves her, he Doesn't have the Brain Parts for that (or at the very least theyre not working like they should), it's just that he doesn't mind her. he doesn't dislike her, though, even if she's just another sinner in his eyes. in another life, were he not so mutated, they'd be good friends i think, really. back to alík!

they were buddies for like.. 2 years maybe? 2 years directly, maybe they saw each other sometimes before that. most of their hanging out consists of alík gossiping to him about the scientists, complaining, talking about whatever comes to her mind. zt replies with the ocassional "hm", "oh", or "mm". alík doesnt mind. you know why? she's got a buddy!!!

but, in late august of 2012, it all changed.. as mentioned before, alík needs enrichment. she needs to get her zoomies out. so. in that late august, maybe she wasn't getting enough enrichment. maybe they weren't feeding her enough. maybe she was provoked. a big part of it was prey drive, but, had the facility been taking better care of her, had they paid more attention to her, seen that she was turning wolfy, maybe they'd have prevented her from attacking zt.

that's right!!! they're just hanging out, in silence for once, and alíks just focusing on not going wolf mode. she's hungry, maybe, and zt is sitting there right next to her. he's quiet. he's slow. he doesn't pay much attention to the world around him. she could easily hunt him down and eat him. 'hunt him down' meaning, jump at him and bite at him. so she does.

the scientists manage to seperate them before zt dies, but, he does suffer from big ol blood loss. alík maybe gets shot idk. but she's fineeee shes ok. dw. she just gets the status of AT004. and umm she gets removed from all the other mutants. she gets even less enrichment from before and they treat her like a dog for realsies now. yea she doesn't even meet him again. yea no for all she knows she killed her only friend, the scientists didn't tell her what ended up happening. mhm. shes normal about it

[msm-tsotmw]

5/24/20XX

So… it’s two days after Awdajeeo and I found out he was the son of 2 Celestials. Yeah. And, uh, I still haven’t told the others tha-

(Mauna opens the door to the Castle room where the crew is staying. She is clutching a folded piece of paper in her hand, and looks… confused. Very, very confused with a hint of sad.)

Oh. Hey, Mauna.

… Sprigg .

…Huh? Why are you speaking in that tone of voice?

… Here .

(Mauna gives Sprigg the piece of paper.)

Take this to Awdajeeo .

…Okay???

… I will see you near the Bass String Bridge when you are done .

….Alright. If you say so.

(Sprigg leaves the mostly empty Castle, as all of the Faerie Monsters, plus the rest of the TSOTMW crew, are off doing… stuff, I don’t know. Mauna leaves, too, and heads for the Bass String Bridge.)

Awdajeeo? Hello?

bark bark?

Oh. Avani. Hey, uh, do you know where Awdajeeo is? I have to give him this… piece of paper.

bark bark bark!

(Avani runs off towards a circle of tree stumps, surrounded by mushrooms.)

Hey! Wait up, I’m not a fast runner!

(Avani slows her pace and plops down next to the stump where Awdajeeo is sitting. He is tuning a mandolin with some slight bite marks on it, presumably from the Stogg puppy. He notices Sprigg walking towards him and quickly puts it down.)

oh, hey sprigg! what are you doing here?

…Uh.

(Sprigg hands Awdajeeo the sheet of paper.)

Mauna told me to give this to you.

ooh, what’s it for?

I’m assuming… you know what, nevermind. Just read it.

alright.

(Awdajeeo opens the piece of paper up. What he reads is…. surprising.)

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~~𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝒪𝓊𝓇 𝒮𝑜𝓃~~

𝒜𝓌𝒹𝒶𝒿𝑒𝑒𝑜, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝐼 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓁𝓎 𝒶𝓂. 𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈, 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒… 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁, 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈, 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝒸𝒽 𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓃𝓉, 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒𝓇. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓈! 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝓊𝓃. 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓇 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓌𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝓇𝓎 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝒲𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉.

𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒶 𝓌𝑜𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝑀𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇.

~𝒮

(And that is where the ink starts to smear.)

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…

…uh…

(Awdajeeo starts to wipe a tear from one of their eyes. Avani comes and licks them on the face.)

…Wow. Wow, uh…

sprigg, are you crying?

No! No, uh… who the fuck is cutting onions around here?!

(For some reason, Mondo is sitting on another tree stump, cutting onions. Literally.)

uh

hey sprigg

hey awdajeeo

hey weird stogg thing

grrrrrr….

eh heh

Where the fuck did you get a bunch of onions and a cutting board??

uh

(Mondo throws the onions, the knife, and the cutting board off of the Island like nothing ever happened.)

idk

anyways mauna told me to come get you guys cos she wanted to say a few things

…Alright. Take us to her.

(Awdajeeo, Avani, and Sprigg follow Mondo to the Bass String Bridge, where Toorie and Flitz are trying their best to talk to Mauna.)

Besides , The Letter Wasn’t For You Anyway ! There’s No Need To Feel So Sad .

uh… what it said, yeah!

But the letter is from over a hundred years ago .

Yeah ! It’s Outdated .

Scaratar never got to actually say goodbye to Awdajeeo , only through a simple letter …

Oh

Uhhhhhhhh

damn..

(The girls sit in silence.)

… Oh , Look ! Sprigg , Mondo , Awdajeeo , And Avani Are Coming Our Way !

hey, everyone!

whats going on with mauna

oh, uh, she… er, um…

IT WAS NOT FAIR !

(Mauna starts sobbing, and the others feel a wave of sadness rush over.)

WHA- WHAT HAPPENED??

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE CRAWFORD JUST SHOWED ME THE SADDEST FUCKING TELENOVELA AND I GOT ATTACHED TO A CHARACTER AND NOW THEY’RE DEAD AND SUDDENLY I WANT TO FUCKING SOB MY EYES OUT?!?!

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT IDFK

toorie, are you… crying??

Huh , What ? No !

My - My Eyes Are Just Sweating , That’s All !

but eyes don’t sweat, Toorie..

… They Don’t ?

i… uh…

*whiiiine*

(Mauna eventually stops crying and wipes her eyes. The others do so too.)

ugh… uh… what was that?!

I … do not know .

The letter I translated had saddened me to the point where I started sobbing out loud , and …

…

…Wait, remember when Avani went missing, then Mauna just told a very panicked Awdajeeo to calm down, then he, uh, suddenly calmed down?

Uh … Yeah ?

Maybe it’s the same for whatever the fuck happened here…

Hm .

(Everyone sits in a circle of silence for a few seconds.)

… Anyways , To Lighten The Mood A Little , Do You Guys Wanna Go Get Some Pizza At The Bakery ?

yea that sounds nice

Mhm.

sure!!

of course! hey, i know a patch of some REALLY tasty mushrooms by the castle.

maybe we should go get some from there and put it on the pizza!

wait you can put mushrooms on pizza

Um, yeah. Almost every Monster does that.

sorry uhh

mushrooms dont really grow on cold island

Oh. Okay. Anyways, uh… let’s go get these mushrooms. And pizza.

Yay !

woohoo!!

follow me, everyone!

… What is this “pizza” dish you speak of ?

(Sprigg faceleafs.)

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that’s right. mauna doesn’t fuckin know what pizza is because she was trapped in amber for decades

-Mod Jimmy 🗣️

[linkware]

Today i got a meeting bc my numbers were low for a second day in a row and when i mentioned that id probably be faster if i wasnt experiencing A Pain in my body and he mentioned that i could go home but itd be another occurance and then said "the two excuses i hear the most are pain and the freight being bad, and from the looks of it youre fine and the freight is too" like im sorry i havent had a period in 6 months and i think my uterus is trying to invert itself inside of my body. Be nice to me before i explicitly describe what that feels like in detail to you and we both have to go to HR about it!!! But switching happened after to handle the Emotions and i asked him to do a random safety audit on me without telling me and i passed just fine so he said as long as i keep a steady pace through the night like i did when he audited ill be fine and we got the number back higher.

I still have to think about my job as a combination of school and salmon run to survive it but whatever works for me i guess. Have to be here i go on break when they tell me and i have to meet a quota.

I get praise if i meet it and a passive agressive talking to if i dont. This is so mr grizz coded. Also its stupid to expect 100% productivity when you, yourself, said that it takes roughly 6 weeks to get your body adjusted to the constant movement and ive been here for FOUR. And only 2 weeks actually doing things in my area hands on. Which is 7 days bc i havent worked tomorrow. Thays bananas and i think its silly so idc.

Also the rule that "if you need to rearrange a box so it fits then you packed it too full" is really stupid and i dont follow it because if i have a big cardboard box sitting on all of the smaller ones it wont fit but if i just move everything on top of it its fine. It literally takes less time than closing a partially full box bc that takes me longer than just dumping the box onto the line, putting the big item in, then putting stuff back ontop AND THEN closing the box. I can easily put more in this box without going over the handle. You want me to make a wasted movement to prevent a different one. I am very proud of my ability to follow rules unless they are stupid and no one can give me a better answer than "um its just the rules" like. Okay then unless its like some actual problem im gonna keep doing it suck my peanits.

I am also considering just giving myself a lunch budget for the workweek instead of prepping lunch bc i actually cannot handle doing the dishes during the week bc before work and after work is my only free time </3 i dont want to touch something gross or wet </3 ill do the trash or sweep or clean A Surface but dishes is no so tomorrow morning im gonna knock them out so i can enjoy the weekend and stuff cuz im gonna cook alot of tomato and feta to freeze sauce abd i can sense the dishes already

Overall today was mid. Again. And one of my coworkers i thought was nice put his two weeks in but i figured hed prolly get fired soon cause hes taken off more than hes worked so hes def out of PTO and u only get two absences/occurances in ur 90 day/orange vest (im at 1 out of 2 en and im scared idk how he does it) and his brother bit the snot out of his arm and left a huge bite wound while on meth and he lost custody (tbf his apartment is getting demolished due to rain damage... but from what he said he shouldve gotten it instead but im a bystabder in all of this. I hope the kid has a nice life she doesnt deserve to be between the drama her parents have)

I think is freakeng weed time bc im sooo emotions still. And i have an edible for edible + park tome so im Considering tomorrow taking it and going to the park around 5 am for a Magical Time with the sunrise

[emilzke]

𝐖𝐈𝐏 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 ₊˚⊹

I’m making this so I can keep track and hopefully for some of you to see what you’re interested in. These aren’t all of my WIPs & I can’t guarantee all of them will be finished soon (or ever💀). Although if there is some interest, I’ll try to prioritise those.

Unnamed WIP (Bela Dimitrescu x fem!Reader)

smut NSFW — where you, a maid, get punished for your growing intrigue into the Dimitrescu family.

Contains: blood, knife play, slight degradation, fingering, cunnilingus.

✉️ Status: about 60% done

Veins of Intimacy (Alucard/Adrian Tepes x Reader)

fluff, smut NSFW — With the last rays of the setting sun before darkness, your enjoyment of a tranquil and peaceful moment of watching the sunset with your dhamphir lover gets interrupted with the emergence of a hidden desire. A desire for intimacy that transcends simple bloodlust or the need to protect leaves you both with unspoken words.

Contains: blood/biting (vampire stuff), body worship, etc.

✉️ Status: Pt 1 is now recently up on ao3 and here now. Outlining for pt 2.

In All Devotion (knight!Leon Kennedy x princess fem!Reader)

multi chapter with pretty much everything when it gets going. Inspired by game of thrones partly (the vibes ig lol)

The prince’s ascension to the throne is all anyone in the kingdom can talk about, however, there are dark rumours spreading… and a princess touring the ever-growing dangerous kingdom will need her protection. Even more so when a disaster occurs that forces her into a life she did not want nor expect.

In the meantime of waiting, you can check out my playlist and pinterest board for this fic too if you’d like :)

✉️ Status: outlining chapters booo

Sacrifice (vampire!Ethan Winters x fem!Reader)

This one also has pretty much everything apart from smut (which is yet to be decided tbh). Might be a multi-chapter fic or just a rlly long one-shot. 1900s ish idk it suits vampires better. Inspired by the song Sacrifice by London After Midnight kinda. I also have a playlist for this

Your family and doctor have sent you to the seaside to better your health and after a lot of protesting, you go alone. With no direction in life and fear of healing, a man staying in the same hotel as you catches your eye for his… strange appearance, habits, and behaviour.

✉️ Status: brainstorming still booo but I have the most pull to this rn who knows

The Time of Possibility (Leon Kennedy x fem!Reader)

A two-chapter work. fluff?, smut NSFW. 1920s bc vibes. I also have a playlist and pinterest board for this fic too

Part 1: Art Deco (inspired by the lyrics to Art Deco by Lana Del Rey) Part 2: Young and Beautiful (inspired by the lyrics to Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Rey).

Part 1: After a heartbreaking setback to your one goal of becoming a performer, a polite man working for the government in dangerous business is willing to lend an ear for your troubles as you both take respite from the roar of the party.

✉️ Status: part 1 is about 50% done

Unnamed WIP (goth!Mikasa Ackerman x fem!Reader)

smut NSFW, college au — Your friend invites you over for a movie night alone which forces you to confront your feelings for her… which are not as simple as wanting to be better friends with her. With the movie showing and the glances she gives you, you have a feeling she wants to be more than friends too (this summary sucks)

✉️ Status: about 40% done

Unnamed WIP (Leon Kennedy x elf!Reader)

fluff, angst — inspired by Aragorn and Arwen from the Lord of the Rings.

A mortal man and an elf who will live for eternity. Leon has a duty to protect others, to engage in the fight against monsters who will destroy everything humans hold dear… even if it means his death. But you would rather live one happy lifetime with him than live multiple, alone and grieving, without him. Your choice is clear.

✉️ Status: um idk it has already got put on the back burner help

Just a reminder that if you’re interested in my writing, AO3 is a better place to check if I have posted a new fic. Thank you!

© emilzke : please do not copy, translate, or repost my works.