#uhhh idk how to finish this
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pony pushes a hand just below his rib cage, knees buckling as it comes back red; blood dripping through the gaps between his fingers.
“curly-“
he leans against the wall, taking shallow breaths that burn as their pass through his throat. the boy in question spins around, black eye and busted lip but otherwise unharmed.
“pone? what’s- oh god-“
he takes a step forward, mouth open yet silent with his hands waving back and forth in a desperate repetitive motion.
pony gags as the sick iron taste of blood hits the back of his mouth, tongue jutting over his incisor as he tries to keep his breathing as steady as he can.
“okay- okay sit down.” curly pushes him down by his shoulders before pulling off his leather jacket and holding it out to pony. when he tilts his head curiously he rolls his eyes, shaking it in his hand. “to put pressure on it.”
pony nods, doing as he’s told as the pain washes throughout his body.
curly looked around hurriedly in search for a phone box, lip caught between his teeth.
“i’m gonna go- i’ll be back i’ll just call darry- or, or two bit? sodapop?”
pony shakes his head, holding out hand for curly to take.
“curly- curly, if this kills me-.”
the other grits his teeth shaking his head feverishly. “no- no pone-“
“no, shut up. if i die- you gotta make it out. you gotta tell dar and soda that they have to help you get outta this town. got it?”
curly shakes his head again, kneeling down next to pony as the blood drips onto the floor in a mocking painting of his shadow.
ponyboy inhales sharply, muttering low curses under his breath as the pool of blood flows faster. as it spreads beneath him, spreads around him.
#the outsiders#outsiders#ponyboy curtis#curly shepard#purly#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#curly shephard#i love the outsiders#uhhh idk how to finish this#lol !!#lol#he dead for real#idk what this is#oh poo#papercut ship#papercut#skibidi toilet#curly walking over to the curtis house a few weeks later:#uhhh pony told me to come to y’all
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mira !!! :]
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well#one of these miras is not like the other#one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA#a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D#so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue#the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms#i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL#side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA#funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA#mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but#the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf#or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm#but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events#which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king#and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA#but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally#one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]
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submitting my paper tonight and then I'm off for a week, so:
for every like on this post I'll add 5 words to my WIP. 10 for every reblog. count stops when I return on Saturday next week.
#litchi.txt#the wip in question is a dh fic#its for my corvosider spirit au#depending on how many notes I get on this uhhh#I will stop counting once the fic is finished#I am guesstimating 50k words for the whole thing and Im at like 15k at this point#so in case we overdo it past the 'this fic is completely finished and done with for good' limit Im ditching ur words sorry#yeah#idk if this makes sense but i hope u get what i mean#word count#(<- tag for me to find this later)#(i feel like this might get 3 likes and a reblog)
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A lot of random stainmight sketches/doodles/ideas yada yada Posting those because idk if I can cook today and I just want to post at least smth ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )
#cj 24#art#doodles#stainmight#should I even tag it-#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#toshinori yagi#all might#akaguro chizome#hero killer stain#stain mha#I love the first one so much but it's been weeks and I still didn't finish it lol#also can you tell that idk what clothes would those two wear xD#the second one is a nightmare because I redrew this pose SO MUCH#now I only draw Stain climbing Toshi because this pose is HAUNTING ME#the third and fourth are just a silly hc that toshi likes to braid stain's hair while he is yapping :3#and the fifth one is ummmm#I mean you guys told me that I should draw it and uhhh idk how to draw people kissing sryyy#it's funny trying finding references LMAAAOOOO#I did it for you guys (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#ok I will go and try to cook pinky promising#ALSO PLS IGNORE ANATOMY IT SUCKS I KNOW IT'S JUST SKETCHES AAAAAAA
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tried out this uhhhh painting? style? and it was a nightmare but i think i figured it out kinda
#mine#my art#it aint fucking done and ive worked on it for like a month on and off now ngbhfds#but i think it looks pretty good :)))#i did zoro first and finished him like two weeks ago and only just did sanji today#i think u can tell that sanji looks infinitely better#BUT THATS ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! that just how it be sometimes#hdsnjfe i kinda like this style idk i might do more#experimenting w it was super fun#zosan#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#one piece#zoro x sanji#uhhh what other tags do i use#idfk#DONT LOOK AT ZORO TOO HARD OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#look at sanji. his fluffy hair. his pretty face. look at sanji. not zoro
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day 147: i never want to animate her ever again
#amber genshin#genshin impact#mod 🫥#paper’s art#paper’s genshin art#Hhhhhhhhhhh#I know ambers model has her hair split into two things but uhhh i didnt want to draw that so now we have poofy hair#Idk what made me think it would be fun to make her spin but i started it so i had to finish#Ignore any mistakes you see i dont wanna fix them#Also i dont wanna watch her spin anymore get this thing away from me#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I STRUGGLED WITH THE HAIR#Usually i only draw her from the front.. so. erm
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Working on a pjo drawing and I keep having to stop to be like 🥺 he’s just a little guy,,,,
#my art#strawberridraws#fanart#art wip#pjo fanart#percy jackson fanart#Percy jackson#might redo his hand lmao#looking kinda goofy#I love his expression tho#also my current fave art method is to roughly sketch and then just. go for it#just slap down color and then slowly refine lmao#lineless art my beloved…#I love how it looks but it takes forever lol#and yet also allieves me of the pressure ? somehow of like. drawing good tm#sometimes I get too caught up in a good sketch/lines that I don’t get to my fave part (color/render)#so I just. skip to that#idk im rambling#I’ll post the finished version uhhh#sometime#when I finish ig lmao
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still uncomfortable at the idea of getting along
#uhhh something something dual reactions idk#this is technically for jashtober even though it doesnt really fit the prompt#jashtober#jashtober day 9#jashtober dual#i wonder how many people are gonna interpret it as 'duel' today#cccc#cccc mind#cccc heart#cj mind#cj heart#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#cj fanart#cccc fanart#my art#digital art#finished pieces#drawing challenges#fanart#fan art#birdsong
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Oh btw guys im totally working on that 2nd part of skk anime vs other adaptations stuff (i forgor)
#sab yapping#i started. got past dead apple and the first episode. said i will do it on the weekend. forgor for a whole week or two idk how mcuh time#and now im back home without my novel so uhhh#yeah this will be finished in one hundred years when brain thinks it's cool again#((it feels like a never ending job trying to compare 15 anime vs novel with how many changes r there))#((like wdym not everyone read 15 to know about em))
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tagged by @summersquashpatch (thank u! 🙏💖)
Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you like).
last line i wrote (rewriting the same story for the something-hundredth time lets gooooooooooooooooooooo 😭)
"Shouldn't be too bad. The trail's pretty cleaned up now."
last line i drew was for her earrings lol
do the tag if u want to lol
#ginshariblog#i genuinely like how the rough sketch for the drawing turned out and i hope and pray i will FINISH IT#i do pretty tame uhhh i guess ship art?? of my ocs but like. i get so embarrassed over it because idk probably c*tholic guilt#they put it in the water when u get baptized i think so even if you never go to the house of the lord again you still have the Guilt#just gets right in ur system and by the time you realize its too fucking late just like microplastics and rabies#anyway i would love to be so very walang hiya about drawing my ocs being cute together idk maybe someday
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I spent a few days hyper focusing on this because I wanted to make a reference sheet of sorts for myself. And then I gave him actual clothes that aren't built into him because i think the mechanical built in clothes look... really dumb. (sorry <//3)
I adore him to absolute bits. I seriously don't know how or when it happened but he snuck his way into my comfort characters list and now I'm fighting Idia for title of favorite brother.
#The outfit I gave him is pretty basic because I hadn't planned on giving him a single permanent outfit so I just went for something simple.#Except for the shoes#I found those online and thought they were perfect for him#They're supposed to be shiny/glossy but uhhh idk how to render them right for that whoops lol#this is slightly a 'redesign' as well but also not?? really????#because i just mixed a few of his different models and then simplified him in a way i could somewhat comprehend#i have self indulgent thoughts that go along with this but they aren't important outside of my circle of friends and my own headspace#shit like how he got those shoes specifically and some actual like in universe model design process 'lore'#side note; i finished this back in october so it's not new by any means#I was severely burnt out and struggling through art block at the time but i was able to work on this without much issue#it even pulled me out of it to a degree tbh so thank you ortho <3#lvmbart#ortho shroud#ignihyde#twst#twisted wonderland
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i firmly believe choso would not call you princess that is a 150 year old loser i think he’d shrivel up and die if you gave him any romantic attention
#insanityposting#can i. Can i also talk about how i think#from the panels ive seen cause i haven’t finished reading jjk yet#can i also talk about how choso like#thinks about what he is#like is he a human. or is he just a curse#idk uhhh something about loving and being able to love and humanity
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man i really should remember that hate comments really only exist on twitter and like. nowhere else on the internet
#how i felt after avoiding tumblr all day because im scared#of what??? OF HATE COMMENTS#triglycercule you jest! surely this is not one of your paranoia beliefs is it?#that you are unfortunately correct my liege i am a fearful losee#this must be a byproduct of trauma idk#i MUST be going crazy i MUST be thinking things wrongly#ive literally never even had a majorly bad interaction on here anyways!!!!#and like. it's been like 90% positive. with the negative ones only being because i thought so#BRO!!! BRO!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!! i couldve spent all day mtt-ing it up#the day is not over its not too late#anyways i got a new idea for a drawing lets hope that i can actually fucking uhhh. actually start or finish ig#real tricule#i love tumblr. right now i feel like an abusive parent with the way i leave it alone and then spend hours on here
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Hi. I'm unwell.
#jane journals#self insert talk#🍞 my bread and butter 🍞#ITS BEEN. TWO DAYS.#HE HAS A TAG....#I NEED HIM SO BAD ITS NOT FUCKING FUNNY ANYMORE#i finished SEASON 1 AND 2 OF METALOCALYPSE#AND THE 3RD SEASON IS SO SHORT ILL PROBABLY FINISH THAT TOMORROW TOO#GOD WHY DID THEY MAKE HIM SO HOT#IM THINKING ABOUT SITTING IN HIS LAP AND PULLING HIM IN BY HIS TIE#gotta admit i wanna fuck him silly#uhhh#nsft#idk man#im down soo fucking bad#but i also like?? am thinking about a potential history together#and about flustering him and making him blush and stutter#hes so cool and calm and collected and i wanna make him LOSE THAT COMPOSURE 😩😩😩#thinking about how hed show affection too 👉👈 (not well)#its ok tho i still want him#sooo so bad#im a bit tipsy as well
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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"slow burn but also they're having sex the whole time" is such a mood haha, I'll be honest I did not see the friends with benefits twist coming and I am living for it! Such stupid stupid boys (affectionate)
haha yeah i was wondering how many people were gonna be surprised by that twist :D
i purposely didnt put it in the tag from the start so i could start adding stuff as it is happening each chapter instead of giving everything thats planned away from the beginning 😗😚
#inbox#like especially since this is an ongoing fic like once its finished obv it should have everything in the tag but i think while everyone is#following along its a little more fun to have stuff revealed bit after bit#instead of like. if i had put the f+ in the tag from the first chapter with how bojan and kris were interacting it wouldve been less uhhh#hmm .... suspenseful ...? bc youre just waiting for everything thats in the tags to happen#idk if any of this makes sense but shush it does in my head asjalfk#aaaaaand i get to enjoy all you guys' 'WHAT THE FUUUUCK' reactions hehehe <33#anon#chapter spoilers
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