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Path 6: Truth
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You are given a moment to collect yourself before the Voice speaks.
Voice of the Hero:
Sorry.
"Why be sorry? Everything's where it should be."
Voice of the Hero:
I still don't like stabbing you.
You smile. A reasonable sentiment, but kind nonetheless.
You look around at the new, familiar cabin. This time it is not wood. Solid, smooth, stone bricks are the walls, and the floor is pristine white tile. There are metal bars over every window. The "table" that holds the blade looks more like a repurposed cage. Though everything is bright and quite clean, the air is damp and musty.
Voice of the Hero:
O...kay, it's probably the nicest one we've seen. But it really feels like a jail this time. That's... probably not a good sign, is it?
Voice of the Hero:
Oh, and I feel better this time. I'm still definitely with that other guy, but I'm way less aware of every piece of me. I can actually think again.
You nod assuredly. You'll need all the brainpower you can get if you're going to get the answers you're looking for.
Voice of the Hero:
Someone's got a pep in his step.
You take the shadow of the blade from the cage-like table. You shift it in your grasp, and wonder how it seems to evade your vision while still being something.
You walk toward the heavy wooden door and pull it open.
The stairs down are once again not stairs. A warped indent has been made into inclined wood slabs right down the middle. The walls and ceiling are solid metal. It isn't the worst, though. At least you can see a light at the bottom. It only puts you off because it is red.
You reach the bottom, and step into the red room. It is... chains. Everywhere you look, varying in size and connected to nothing, and all bathed in the red light that emits from a barred window on the far wall. Everything is sinister, dark, and cold.
Voice of the Hero:
Does this make things easier..?
A bright, almond-shaped eye blinks open at you, a pitch black pupil fixed on your figure. Something at the other end of the room is watching you. Then, another eye opens. And another.
There are five slanted eyes on a face that can be described as long and tapered. Then eyes that aren't connected to anything open around it, forming the shape of some sort of halo around the creature's head. Then, it rises.
It is unlike any other; serpentine and limbless. A long, scaled body is adorned with layers of chains and shackles that clatter and screech as it moves. It seems to have no end, the rest of it remains hidden under the piles of chains.
With an inclining of its head, and a dilation of many pupils, it speaks to you. Guarded, hesitant, and unsure, but clearly powerful.
Are you ready to answer my questions?
You shiver. It seems so above questions and answers.
Voice of the Hero:
D-Do you see an end to it anywhere?
Is that another?
The Hero:
Y-Yeah. If you wouldn't mind- Oh.
You blink, and find that you and the Other have separated once again. Completely painlessly, entirely unnoticeable.
The Hero:
That was weird...
Before you can say anything, you feel a set of chains wrap around your feet. With a grunt, you are hoisted into the air, dangling upside-down. The echo has slipped from your hold, joining the sounds of metal as it clatters to the floor.
Every chain in the room rustles and shifts as the Being slithers closer to you threateningly. Its ring of eyes spins about its head, then closes in around you, making you dizzy. Everything aches.
Why aren't you aggressive? Why was the one you brought inside of you?
The Hero:
No, please, let him go!
The Being's head only barely moves, but half of the eyes surrounding you flies to him in an instant, interrogative.
Why are you defending him? Do you know what he's done? Are you in on it?
The Hero:
O-One question at a time! I know what he's done, and it's nothing! I'm not "in on" anything, but I was in him.
In a flash, the chains around your ankles shift you. With some slack, more links are wrapped around the Other, too. Underneath their layer, there are the scales of the creature's long body, still obscured and still unending.
And to think you were like me. I should know by now that nothing in this place can be trusted.
Blood is rushing to your head, and you start to feel sick. It hurts.
Are you ready to give me answers, you freak? I can make things much worse for you.
You feel helpless in its grasp, eyed from every angle and unable to provide what it is so desperate for. Even if you knew anything, your mind is swimming too much to think. Muddled tears find themselves in your eyes, but not for yourself. You know this creature is pained, and that pain fuels its cynicism. It hurts.
You hear, but can't see, the other you fighting irrationally against the chains holding him.
The Hero:
Stop, stop!
The creature is monstrous, horrid, and cold. The ache around your ankles and the loss of blood makes your legs feel numb. It hurts. Everything hurts.
Your heart wants to comfort it. Your eyes shut, and tears fall from them, sliding down your forehead.
...What are you doing?
You extend your arms to the Being. You look past the eyes swarming your head into the wide ones on its scaly face. It is terrifying, and you want to hold it, to console it. You hurt. It hurts, too.
"I'm sorry. You must be... terrified."
It recoils at your sentiment. Chains crackle, and the light flickers.
"I'm sorry. I know you all hate me, but I don't know why. I don't know anything. I don't. I'm sorry."
The spinning of the inquisitive eyes slows. They are observing you closely. Your skin crawls; you can't stand being seen. Your eyes shut again, and you hide behind your trembling hands.
Gradually, you are lowered, back to the ground. Your ankles ache as the chains release them, laying you down. You can only wait for the blood warming your head to disperse back into your numb limbs.
The pain and suffering from all these creatures grips you. You want to help them, but their hate for you is overwhelming. Why do they hate you? Why are you of all things responsible for their pain?
You hear the Other beg the creature. It falls on deaf ears.
The Hero:
Let me go, please.
What is this?
The creature is in disbelief. You can't bring yourself to look at it. You, too, want answers. But nothing can give them to you. Not yet.
What are you doing?
"I'm sorry."
You can't muster up anything else. All you know is the ache in what you see before you.
That doesn't answer me.
A scaly tail wraps around your middle, a part of its body not draped in chains. You are brought to your feet and forced to stand and face it.
You have to know something. You put me here.
You look up at it. Its many eyes are contorted with raged confusion.
What are you hiding? This can't be it! There has to be something! You left me here for an eternity!
Your face is wet with tears. You grab for the scaly body that emerged from nowhere and continues on to nowhere. You want to hold it. You melt in its pain.
Stop! You're being pathetic!? How could you have- ...
The Hero:
He didn't.
He didn't. I know he didn't, I don't care! Why am I here!?
Its voice shakes the room. Every chain rattles. It is quiet for some time after, as everything stills.
"You deserve answers. I'm sorry."
Quit... Quit your apologizing. You are... absolutely pitiful.
The limb around your body releases you slowly, ensuring you stay on your feet. The light overhead is less red, and has become more of a light pink.
There were probably better ways to do this on my end, too.
You shake your head, wiping your wet face.
"You have every right to be infuriated. I don't know what happened to you, but I know I'd want me dead, too."
There is the sound of chains moving and scraping, and the Being slithers towards you. It is enormous; its head is as long as your arm, and you probably couldn't wrap your arms around the entirety of its neck if you tried. Five wide, angled eyes look at you closely. The eyes that were floating around you are now drifting in a circle above the two of you.
With the light less of a harsh color, you can admire the royal purple and emerald green of the creature's scales. Chains obscure them, but you can't help but find it beautiful.
Your voice is wet and thick with your choking sobs.
"I have no answers for you. I want to find them, too. Will you let me help you look for them?"
The Being tilts its head in disbelief.
You?
From your side, still absolutely swamped by chains, the other you speaks up.
The Hero:
I know he doesn't look it now, but he can really be quite the card.
Even if you aren't what put me here. You've come into this dungeon and start sobbing. Excuse me if I'm not keen on working with you.
"You don't have to get along with me, but, please. Let me free you."
The Being's next question is not interrogative, but genuine, almost concerned.
What are you?
You look up at it, still unable to answer. It is still only a couple feet away from you. The eyes on its face close, and the floating ones blink out of existence.
You outstretch your arm, and hear the rustling of feathers. They are... everywhere. Diving between rows of chains, flurrying everywhere throughout the room, even behind you. There seems to be a pattern, one continuous body, obscured, but the feathers float in on and confine it to the other side of the room. There are loud clashes as the thick clasps come undone and crash into each other.
The only chains left behind in the room is one long, thick one. Everything else was, apparently, part of the Being.
Feathers dissipate behind a creature shaped like you. It wobbles on its legs, unused to them. It rolls its shoulders. It hasn't had limbs in quite some time. You walk to it, also unsteady.
The Skeptic:
Truth and answers are pretty different matters, aren't they?
Your shoulders relax as you sigh.
Everything about this one is sharp. Its feathers are pointed, and its scales are angled in a protective pattern. Its eyes still hold a sense of inquisition. It tilts its head.
The Skeptic:
Why do you look like me?
"Do I look like you? Or do you look like me?"
The Skeptic:
Well there's more of us than there is of you. That implies that you look like us, but I guess it doesn't confirm it.
You are happy that the Being has returned to "normal," but you are pained at the thought of continuing.
The Skeptic:
So, we leaving this place or what?
You hang your head with a small, sad smile.
In a flash, the new one's eyes go wide and its claws grip you. You are pulled behind it as its wings expand. It takes a defensive pose.
The other you has walked up behind where you were, having retrieved the blade's echo. The new one was protecting you from what comes next.
The Skeptic:
What are you doing?
The Other gestures vaguely.
The Hero:
Okay. Yeah, this looks bad, now that I think about it.
You place a reassuring hand on the new one's shoulder. It flinches under you. With a double take, it looks back at you.
"It's okay."
The Skeptic:
What? He's going to... Ah.
With a smidge of embarrassment, it lowers its guard.
The Skeptic:
So... That's how you got here. You did just show up upstairs. I'm guessing you don't know what's outside the cabin.
The Hero:
We can go find out.
He smiles as the new one squints at him suspiciously.
The Skeptic:
You don't go with him?
The Hero:
Uhh, yes and no.
The Skeptic:
That's not an answer.
You droop, exhausted.
The Hero:
That's as much the truth as it is! Look, I'll explain everything once I slay him, okay? There are others that need to be freed.
The Skeptic:
Others...
With that, he backs off, lost in his own mind. The Other sighs and steps forward.
The Skeptic:
So, you just let him kill you?
"I've done it a lot. I'm used to it by now."
A look of pity flashes across its face.
The Skeptic:
If you're sure.
The Hero:
May I continue, sir?
They glare at each other.
The Skeptic:
Only if you can do it correctly.
The other you groans, and raises the blade. You tense. You are still afraid of it.
The knife is buried in your heart. He does it swiftly, to prove a point. Though the aggression is not towards you, it seeps into your wound.
It is quiet, and everything goes dark.
#stp#stp voices#voice of the hero#slay the princess#stp fanart#stp fanfic#fanfic#yummy yummy implied religious imagery#chews on him#who him?#uhh all of the above
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All For One #73
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็่ง (I See) - Black Myth Wukong OST
#bnha#all for one#shih's art#asks#idekwthmuistb#something scribbly. based off the uhh wanderer above the sea of fog painting#though. this is much more in the flavor of 'look upon my mighty works and despair'#or i guess 'the child sets fire to the village that abandoned it'
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Genuinely, doing things "half-assed" or for a short period of time is generally better than never having done it in the first place.
Writing one sentence is better than none. A minute of brushing your teeth is better than zero minutes. Answering two questions for a homework assignment is better than answering none.
The overwhelming mountain of things can be done peacemeal. You do not have to do it all at once. It is okay to take life in whatever amount you can. The point is to allow yourself the grace to be.
#positivity#encouragement#writing this partially for myself because i have been struck with a sudden greif because i haven't written anything#and it's made me feel guilty that i've been to unwell to feel able to write anything complex#but it's like... why should i expect myself to write well or at *all*#i am allowed to feel grief that i'm not writing something special to me but that grief isn't a weapon#and bludgeoning myself with grief won't make me pick up a pen#if the mountain is too high above you then focus on the molehill in front of you <3#somewhat inspired by the Abandoning Hobbies post#the whole 'the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. the second best time is now' quote needs to be burnt into me#oh shit it's so late now. the first best time to be asleep was at 23:00 but i guess the second best is uhh now
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have tryed out clip studio paint!!! my thoughts: neat but a bit hard to control. love love how i can sketch on here though. looks and works a lot like paper so mabey this will be how i get more digital sketching done!! ibis paint is still better for super finnished arts i think.
also ideas with chuuya/arahabaki thingies because the ideas of god and man are funky uwu
#my arts<3#fuckkk tagging time#weeeeeeee#arahabaki#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd#chuuya bsd#bsd fanart#bsd art#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs fanart#the bungos#nakahara chuuya#done! yayyyy#uhh yee hope this all ok? i love how chuuyas character is just. human. but i also have lots of fun thinking of this#also also the tiny guy floating on a rock above chuuya is dazai. its another height joke because i cannot stop myself#fuck okay am in pain gonna go heat up heat pad now- but yee! funky doodles#also if anyone wants my new more done sped kid rants pls pls pls ask must add the bungos to it because.#*looks at giant cork board with pictures and rambles and red yarn connecting the dots* i have a lot#and it just agkkk it works so so gooddddd
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#appearently a day of rest did not helped at all#my fever is back (okay it's only 37ยฐC dead on so barely anything but it's almost 1 and a half degrees above my average)#and i can feel my throat which i did not before#there is no real reason why i should be worse again#especially after a week of being relatively okay#uhh -_- it would be fine actually but the headache is annoying
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Baby Seagulls Nesting Above the Vents update: The Infernal Peeping
the little guys sound like they're becoming ever-stronger...
#their little peeps are growing more hoarse by the day#my sadness is growing also as well for the fact i know that soon they will be flying off and sounding all grown like their parents#i hear their little feet slapping on the rooftop#soon they'll be able to fly and the community uhh...idk what you call em#factors??#i dont own the home i have to be honest#i just contribute to it#but yeah when they are able to fly off#the patch in the roof will get fixed#and the vent may get sealed#and the seagulls may not live above our bathroom anymore...#and that makes me a little bit sad..... thats all lmao#theyre just.... their peeping brings me joy#theyre small and sweet and peep and keep me company as i draw#theyre quite excellent company beside our workspace#love em#birdposting#seagulls#birds
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very into the idea of a dwarven rook having half-inaccurate dwarf knowledge if they're from one of the orphan backgrounds.
dwarf!rook out here being like oh it's better if I tank this random lyrium shit instead of one of my non-dwarf buddies, gets KO-ed and confusedly explains this logic only for harding to be like.
rook. you moron.
surface dwarves aren't resistant to lyrium.
#rook: ....what.#harding to dwarf mercar: didn't your parents tell you this???#dwarf mercar: uh. uhh. uhhh. no....?#I think it's extra funny if it only comes up during the veilguard era#bc when it's varric and harding and rook#rook is cluelessly like yeah we're all dwarves there's no difference (so true rook so true)#then once we've recruited some companions the above happens and#harding is like what else does rook not know??? it's time for dwarf 101 crash course#jaggedwolf rambles#mine#datv#dragon age#rook#it's not like you're just running into lyrium all over the place when you're not the protagonist of a dragon age game you know#this misinformation did not use to have an impact on rook's life
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good morning!! <333
#woo it's the weekend#uhh same plan as usual mostly#buildiing dan heng il & potentially writing or something :3#now that it's been like a week since selfshiptober i feel like I've relaxed enough to write more :3#probably need to level up another memory or two in l+ds too#i have the mats for it#i've been trying to get all of them up to lvl 55 first then i can go for like 60 & above#honestly probably should pick six of each and just level them all the way so i can do the deepspace trials and hunters contest with them#but *shrugs* we'll see#i'm only like six-ish away from all of them being at 55 so might as well finish this first#okay that's enough lol i hope today/tonight is kind to you! <3#morning rambles
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me when i get out of my mentally-low-state:
damn i was so cringe ;_;
#uhh warning i talk too much about my feelings below: (so mild vent?)#no but literally i'm looking back at the thoughts i was thinking a couple weeks ago#and like wow#it feels really cringe XD#which i realise doesn't lessen the validity of those feelings#but stillllllll#like aaaaa especially the self aware thoughts of knowing future me will find it cringe TwT#i was thinking so edgily in a negative way xD#i am now diminishing my issues with my iconic method#so at least I'm aware of it :DDDDDD#OH NOOOO I TOOK A TWO MINUTE BREAK FROM MY COMPUTER AND ALL OF THE ABOVE SEEMS CRINGE NOW HEEEEEEEEEELP#see there's the good cringe of doing quadrobics and using โX3โ but then there's the self-cringe which is PAIN#radqueers please interact#rq safe#radqueer safe#radq safe#radqueer please interact#oh wait also i wrote this a few days into my self-imposed tumblr exile i'm just gonna use the queue feature :3
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(rant in the tags, might be triggering or something)
#not to be a bitch and rant on tumblr but WHERE ELSE this is my diary since 2011 etc.#soooo i've been very alone for the last two weeks because my fiance is in germany at work and i am at home also working#and oir flatmate is spending the last weeks before uni at home so i've been absolutely alone for weeks now#the only time i talk to people is at work and it's starting to have some weird effect on me because.... i miss work lol#because i miss talking to people and just some interaction.... i am generally a loner and i like spending time in my own company!!!!#but#..... thats just too long. i feel bad and alone and unhealthy. and above all sad.#and today i talked to my friend from work like yeah so it's saturday maybe wine in the late evening?? and she said maybe#and then after a few hours it was no soery i can't i am too tired which. VALID girl i understand#but i let myself hope that i won't be alone tonight and idk maybe have some fun some karaoke whatever#and then#well it won't happen#i feel horrible#i shouldn't but i do#i feel like i will start talking to the walls because i've been talking to myself for too long#also i have the massive urge to just get drunk alone but also like what's the point. of anything#personal#alcohol tw#depression tw#uhh
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I would be so powerful in totk if it weren't for the horrors
#the depths went from COOL SHIT I WANNA JUMP IN A PIT WEEEE to Oh god get me out get me out get me out#but theres still cool shit down there so AAAAAAAA#i went the wrong way for uhh. hm. spoilery talk from here on. specifically abt the castle#i went below the castle instead of above it for the quest right after you help the four regions#and i was instantly like nope nope not in a million years no and i scrambled (teleported) back up#i think ill have to go there later tho it seems just more end game is all#totk spoilers#in the tags specifically but yeah#botwtotk
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Just watched a playground of the rocket edition hack and I have... Mixed feelings. It has such a good concept, they fit it into the timeline super well and the dialogue and mechanics seem great but... Ngl what they did w red makes me a lil uncomfortable ๐
#idk. the idea that you need to 'explain' why this kid is so quiet and looks at you a little weirdly#and has an intense love of battling above all else and isn't really one for talking at all#by being like 'he's a terrifying soulless emotionless and irredeemable lab experiment!' is kinda. uhh#yeah i don't like that#the video i watched didn't go past the protag being arrested#but the comments were saying he was 'banished to mt silver for being an irredeemable psychopath' or smth and i hate that#they could've at least made it interesting by having him leave himself to figure out who he wants to be without oak manipulating him#idk it just. kinda sucked that they flubbed it like that i think#might still try playing it one day but. ngl I'm a lil disappointed
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Hmmm what if i were to [EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES]
#suddenly i am Antsy#i need Something. but i dont know What.#maybe i answer a couple asks or smth before bed.......... maybe#i got some sitting in there#and a lot that have been gathering dust#sigh. actually. i think the weight of today just hit me#having a lot of mixed feelings#uhh just so i dont say some cryptic shit n leave u all wondering:#i saw my neurologist about the MG treatment#she ordered another 6 months of infusions and prescribed a steroid#so i'm in for some pretty intense shit#and i have to deal with this wreaking havoc on my body while trying to finish my senior film#i asked if itd be possible to hold off until graduation and she said the longer we wait#the more likely it is that the damage done to my muscles becomes irreversible#so all of that is like. woof. that's uhh. heavy#but at the same time it's like#it's treatment!#the fight's not over!#she's confident they will get my voice back and i believe her#and im miles above where i was#so even if i didnt improve anymore id be happy#but man. this shit is hard dude#im so tired
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I do love how every single piece of writing I've done has been copy-pasted from discacc. As in I figured out the document formatting I wanted to do, forgot what it was, and have just copy pasted bits of text from one doc to another when starting smth new. Not necessarily copying from discacc every time, but it was the first.
All my fics lead back to discacc
#speculation nation#it's that kind of thing where like. when i first was posting to ao3 i didnt know how the formatting would go#and i did the double space by just double spacing. except it was even more dramatic on ao3#so i had to figure out the exact line spacing to have. & some other stuff i dont remember#and rather than struggle through getting it how i like it again. i just copy paste bits.#the thing im working on now had a line copied from Sentido#Sentido had a line copied from uhh. i wanna say Libero a due#and then of course ladue was copied from discacc#it's all connected! and it all leads back to discacc.#even if im not working on it rn it's still my darling baby. giant baby. i will always love it.#anyways im gonna try to get working on the vashwood time travel rn#im sitting outside and the weather is sooo nice. a little chilly but im sitting in the sun. it balances out.#sitting on the bridge above the river. theres currently not many people. just the occasional passerby.#it's peaceful! and thus the perfect environment for writing Chaos and Fear#there are DUCKS. what a beautiful day.
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Shhhh hes celebrating not being a sans anymore
Also Cloak inspos
#Raintale#watermark because Ai begone#undertale au#ut au#utmv#omniverse#KFB's Omniverse#Raintale uhh idk his name yet??#Raintale X??? Printer?? Painkiller even?? all of the above probably#I have been having issues with his name#when he becomes more developed it WILL change#because I. I um. dont really even know his powers hahah-#ANYWAYS REBLOG MY ART PLEASE. IM LIKE A BOY IF A BOY WAS A STARVING ARTIST I PLEAD#I like the sketch vibes btw so no. i dont accept constructive criticism#tagcut
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i feel like its inaccurate to call bubblegum a weird girl bcuz she's into like mostly popular things she's not WEIRD she's just annoying and autistic (affectionate) rainbow however is an actually weird and crazy person but she's popular and likeable and has lots of friends. its like a world where being a weird artist is normal and being a girly girl teenager who likes boy bands means ur oppressed
#JOKING its more about their confidence levels#rainbow is so totally confident in herself and bubblegum is a lot more uhh focused on Trying to fit in and be normal#while rainbow (much like jayden) does not care and therefore seems so cool and likeable and above it all#which i have noticed is what ACTUALLY matters when it comes to popularity#i love bubblegum btw i understand why she's like that but also i understand why people find her annoying or weird#and honestly rainbow is A LOT to be around not everybody likes her but she does have a lot of friends#she's very social#txt
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