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#uh ya im back#but slowly and surely#cookie run witches stage#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#crk fanart#idk how to explain this so ya#crk x alnst au
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hey im curious
feel free to rb & explain your answer in the tags!
#i will go first <3#i reread my own fics all the time!!!#it's so fun!!#i am the target audience for every fic i have ever written#like even if it's a gift/for an event i write it bc i am genuinely interested in it#so of COURSE im going to enjoy looking back on those fics#i have uh 24 fics on ao3 now?#so i dont reread All of them#i mainly reread my longer fics bc i just have the most fun writing them#i encourage ppl to reread their own work bc#1 its fun to see how your writing has changed#(my writing has gone through So Much since i started in 2019 lol)#2 if you write for yourself then youll always love what youve written!#n e way thats my 2 cents#pls share w/ me i am very curious#thanks love ya#fanfiction#fanfic#<- promo tags ig
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Akishinji to me feels like being in love with your best friend in middle school, finally admitting those feelings in your first year at highschool, never feeling so right before everything is wrong again. He disappears afterwards and doesn't even say goodbye, or say your over. Even when you find him, he's distant. Of course he would be, he believes he's a murderer, that he'll hurt anyone that comes too close. You wish he'd come back home with you and ask for your help but he doesn't.
You're stubborn so you keep coming back but he's equally stubborn so he continues you push you away. You're both stuck in this cycle, neither of you want to give in to what the other says so there's not much you can do. You both don't mention what you ha(d)ve, it never comes up. You both stay like this, no new teammate enticing him back until him.
He's still plagued with gulit, he knows this won't help him but the least he can do is protect the kid he unintentionally orphaned. And all of a sudden, you have him back. And it's like he never left. Sure, there is some awkwardness, some things left unsaid between you, he still has problems problems you don't even know about at first and he refuses to elaborate on them but you don't care too much for now. You have him back and you won't lose him again. You can't lose him again.
But the universe isn't kind, you've known this for a long time yet you keep standing strong, you can't falter because then everyone else will.
But he slips away, and you crumble.
#persona#persona 3#p3#akishinji#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#me again hi#sorry for dropping off the face of the earth for most of the month ive been on the art grind#ryomina week is next week and ive actually like half way done i think with my pieces for them#its been a month since i posted anything art related hopefully i can get back soon😭#but anyways i basically had thoughts abt akishinji and decided to write them down#uh note: im not an akishinji/akihiko expert or anything thats mirus ballpark#im also not obessed with akishinji unlike other ppl in the p3 fandom theyre kinda in the same space as akeshu for me#but i do like the idea of akishinji being ex boyfriends who mever relaly broke up still want eachother but circumstances never let them#like ooh doomed yaoi.. maybe somedayill make one of these posts for every p3 ship who knows😭#i do have quite a few thoughts on souyos dynamic along with my werid feelings toward the ship itself#anyway byyeee see ya in like 7 dayss#minnitalks
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Haru's dancing outfit!
(doodle reqs open!)
#traditional art#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5 royal#persona 5 dancing star night#p5d#dancing in starlight#haru okumura#haru okumura fanart#persona 5 fanart#p5 fanart#persona 5 royal fanart#yall it was SO difficult getting that arm in the back to look right#im not sure if you can see all the erase lines from where the arm USED to be but uh ya it took a lot outta me#either way im glad i got the anatomy to look right! all that studying paid off#new fav haru doodle#dop art
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lalalala
rambling in tags
#some of these i havent posted soooo uh surprise!#^_^#its so helpful to look back at your art compared to recent ones#i actually feel like ive majorly improved :']#looking at my art as a whole im rlly happy with it tbh#me when i get to express myself in a physical form !!#anyways bye chat#kats sillyposting#my art#phighting#my ocs#im not gonna tag individually but ya :3#roblox has taken over my life if you cant tell#bye now!
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Happy Easter if yall celebrate it!!!!! Otherwise I hope yall have an absolutely fantastic Sunday!!!!
Aaaa I feel like I'm not as chatty as I once was on here. Been a bit all over the place! Also feel silly making a ton of text posts with no art so I try and limit how often I blab on here.
But just know I still appreciate all of you who follow and like my art! Every bit of interaction I still see and it still baffles me to see such kind words. It means the absolute world to me!!!! 💖💖🌻
#plus Ive been drawing other things between wh art#but I know no one here would wanna see my original character art. Which is so okay im not lamenting that!#this blog was always meant for fandom stuff! but ya know. if im drawing other stuff it means my fandom art slows down slightly#still need to get back in the groove with drawing Dandy#really hard not to feel discourage ever since dealing with them being used without my permission (Which has already been long since handled)#but I havent shaken off that upset I felt. Made me all tol hesitant to even post Dandy anymore.#course also kinda put a damper on my fun#OH IM RAMBLING! venting??? this isnt about that#shaking my head and clearing clouds!!! anyway! needless to say im trying. i hope you guys dont mind being patient with me#happy easter!#or uh happy sunday!!!! if you dont celebrate!#OH AND HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!!!!#Wow my tag rambles are all OVER THE PLACE#text post#just rambling#ill shut up now 💖
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I LOVE HIM
#heeeheehoo…. uh anyway crazy how they dropped a quarter of the episode ! i have 2 things to say#the fact that allan actually gets the paperclips within the first like 2 minutes is exciting bc its like#what could possibly happen next to get him in the mess that we saw him in in the trailer#and if that really is dj spit in the helicopter clip then im assuming he finds him in crimeville which#btw i love that name . to name a part of town that is so dumb i love it#i can soo tell this is going to be such a good episode i just know it#and well i will miss those two for the whole week . and i wonder if they and/or glep appear at the ending scene#well i mean like. obviously. personally i Love the little formula of the main 5 ALWAYS being back all together at the end of every ep#no matter what happens#well. ok not every ep. like less than half actually. but ya know i just love it when it happens#smiling friends spoilers#f#i rlly do wonder if anything will be able to beat shrimp as my number 1 favourite side character … we’ll see
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for your sake all my heart is bruised: a trigun stampede fanmix for a love which never ceases and an unending crusade to save one who is lost
longing - matteo myderwyk // speak to me - amy lee // geyser - mitski // la parfum de fleurs - ensemble FOVE & taku matsushiba // beautiful undone - laura doggett // love comes home - les friction // i love you - riopy // your world will fail - les friction // un amour impossible - joshua kyan aalampour // restraint - florence + the machine // big god - florence + the machine // stalker - iamx, kat von d // morceaux de fantaisie, op. 3:1. elegie - sergei rachmaninoff, sheku kanneh-mason, isata kanneh-mason // i come with knives - iamx // indoctrination - alter bridge // screaming silence - luca d'alberto
#trigun stampede#tristamp#.#..#...#....#uh#idk how to tag this lmao#for me i'll tag it#music#BUT ANYWAYS im losing my mind here have this i cant look at it anymore#i might go back and mess with the playlist when the new episode comes out#PLEASE dont look at my music choices i will CRY#pls listen in order it kinda tells of a spiraling mindset knives goes through with vash defying him all the time#cuz knives knows best ya know#(jk so not srs)#ANYWAYS IMMA POST THIS BEFORE I BACK OUT WAH
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#anyway im thinking about coming back to qsmp after a certain show that’s consuming my life rn uh. i dont know#it’s one of those things where i just want to keep thinking about it and only doing things related to it 24/7#but uh ya. i feel like qsmp after that so maybe#the sunny fellow ive heard about interesfs me. also my first thought was Wow they gave qcharlie the egg with glasses. lol#quackity smp#qsmp#qsmp cucurucho#odieart
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#personal#im like so happy rn. but also terrified#bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN#and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD#big transitions oml#i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN#OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT..................#JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............#but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND#but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!!#but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao#the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!!#and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!!#also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus#on job searching ?????#or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN#um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal#(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it#was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ)#and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........#god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@#from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ??????#i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back#and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM#if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said#he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD#so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE....#but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee#alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be
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absolutely too shy to send the bingo meme to new mutuals and also i am going to bed but maybe tomorrow energy drink courage n all that
#ooc.#dobrou noc#uh#pretend i said that in english.#dekuju <3#OH ALSO ! if anyone ( mutuals only but ya ) wld like me to sketch their chars ! i wld like practice as i get back into drawing so#ya#i will need references obv if they're an oc but ! i cld maybe ( no promises bc i am /shakily/ getting back into it ) sketch smth#hmu in ims ? if u wld like that maybe
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i think charlie should degrade dennis while mac praises him and it unlocks a brand new emotion
#listen uh dont get it. mac being like ur doing so well baby omg ily and charlie being like i need to piss im just g- (gunshot)#rob rapidly approaching ur location#charlie being like i need to change my tires lol#and dennis starts crying because hes doing his best <3 haha ya#u dont get it they can tag team him. soften him up and then destroy him and build him back up again#this is bestie teamwork…its what makes the dream work
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I think a 10yo just got attached to me in genshin and if this keeps up its gonna make me not wanna play cuz I don't wanna come off as mean if I have to tell her to give me some space, but I wanna play in peace ya know?
#she came into my world i think saturday night or sunday morning. thats how long i played. and chatted for a minute then left#then the second i logged on this morning she immediately hopped in and started calling me Ed#and she was asking questions and im polite so i answered and she was like you can ask me questions#and since she asked how old i was i asked back snd she was all uh um well im 10#and thats fine to me cuz im not gonna be a weirdo anyway#but then she asked if i had a wife and i said no im not interested in girls so thats probably when she was sure i was a safe adult#and someone else joined and she dm'ed me that she didnt like him and right after he left so did she#and when i opened my world back up later she immediately popped in again#and wanted me to go to whatever a playstation party is while i was doing a quest and i had to politely tell her no twice#and then it segwayed into material hunting with her so i could still do something productive in game at least#but at one point she called me her bff and started talking about how she just got a phone#and im worried she may end up asking for my number or something. like hell nah#like. im all for being friendly and playing a game together and casual chatting. again. i have no intention of EVER being a weirdo#but shes coming off as immediately REALLY attached and i dont need to be going through shit like that again#ive had people get REALLY attached to me in some games previously and not leave me alone while im trying to play#and then they blow up at me when i ask for some space. so i dont wanna deal with that again#especially from a 10yo. i really dont wanna upset anyone by rejecting them or asking for space#but sometimes its too much and i just wanna do what i want in the game#and i kinda really dont wanna have a 10yo tailing me the whole time i wanna play#especially cuz shes 10 ya know? friends are cool but im a little too old to be a bff to her imo#i think i'll just try keeping my world closed when i log off so i wont log on and she immediately pop in first thing#i dont wanna block her off completely cuz i dont mind if she comes by every once in a while. just not all the time ya know?#personal
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Posting screenshots from The Raggy Dolls every day until ITV puts it on ITVX: Day 184:
#im late again but that's because i was socialising#which is something im not good at#i keep saying that i should schedule these posts to be exactly at 5:30#but its more fun to do them myself#it makes the account more human ya know?#you know there's a person here that keeps fucking up the time schedule thingy#oh uh i mean doll show funnee#the raggy dolls#back to front#lucy#claude#dotty#princess#hi-fi#sad sack
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pain meds have uh. oof i am so fuzzy rn
don't remember the last time they not only ACTUALLY WORKED but also made me feel like this lmao
#im drawing uwu#colouring really but ya know#man if i can ever focus longer than 5 minutes at a time i might go back to streaming art stuff#but also i think i would need edibles to get through that without having my social anxiety making me panic and kill the stream without warn#ing#im a geist that really likes to polter my dance moves just sacrificed the entire altar#uh#delete later
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Mmm.
Wish I didn’t have some of the neg associations I realized tonight that I have,
#rouxls now has a bad association to me which. sucks ass but oh well ig. but also i mostly was just… thinking bc i had seen some stuff wrt#that one. gr3g0.ry h0rr.0r sh0w & that was the main thing i was thinkin abt wrt this post? which…. that has a really foul association.#unfortunately. bc it ties back to some rper from several years ago for me &. u H. wELL… i wont ah. get into that here bc its loaded but its#brought up some memories on repeat bc of this that have been hard to shake off today esp when the stuff w that person sorta. is in uh.#a similar vein (but less severe???) as what happened w M. so its.#just. eugh. & seein stuff related to that series again ig just dredged this up. which. sucks. but what can ya do right.#the rouxls thing wasn’t originally what this post was abt btw bc that ties to some other fucking shit. but not the rper i was referring to#wrt the horror show thing no. two separate cases two separate ppl. but regardless. wrt the horrir show thing-its—yeah—#ig it just threw me for a loop also bc im ngl was not expecting to ever see pplwho had some interest in that series???#but here we are so… its unfortunate bc its a rly. foul association i got but i mean. at least i can work towards reassociation thankfully—
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